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A PLANNED JOURNEY

WRITTEN BYSWETA LEENA PANDA

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ife is incomplete without love & honest work. Which is the main theme of this story? Liour life fullest, enjoy every moment .do your work honestly, never run after money or

uccess or famous. I always believe if you are honest to your work means you will be

utomatically famous, if you will be famous means you success, if you success means

money will come. But always a successful person is not the richest person, but yes they g

nough money for survive & fulfill their general requirement. Success belongs to those

who actually learn something from their life & a good human bein

We all get life for once, let's stop taking about what make you worry, think about those

which really make you happy. Because we dont know when our life will be end & we wi

e still there like as before. Some changes should be needed. Smile & make other smile.ive for others that's called as life. You never know how much beautiful it is. Live it & sh

thers how to live a peaceful life. Enjoy each & every moment. Which our life always

eaches.

This is a story of a hero ,who did many things for his country & his love li

many problems arises still he never break or bend just read ,you can understand how

eautiful life is ..Here I act as a narrator!Hope this story touch your soul, this is something different kind

AIN + STRUGGLE + PLAN + LOVE + SUCCESS = LIFESTORY START ~

Ah!

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At last SUNDAY, I always wait for this day. I actually love this day because I get some tim

o spend with my grand papa & feel relax so much. it already 8 oclock in my wrist watch

as usually I finished my everyday work all exercise & bath everything before 8 oclock. I

elt this morning is so special for someone, of course not for me but for my grand papa, I

ound him smiling & talking with himself for the first time. at first I didnt wanna mark hut when I saw him further I found him smiling in open air , really I could not understa

with whom he was talking . When I saw him constantly I found he was looking at my

randmothers pic & telling something to her. It wasdamned cute .I never felt that my

rand papa was also so much romantic. When I saw him in this condition I couldnt cont

my emotion , I hugged him tightly & silently told him in his ear! You missed someone, a

ight. You cant tell me lie I marked you .I markyour each & every activities but this is th

rst time I feel that you are so much romantic mood what has happened! In a jock I told

im who is that heroin then we both laugh for sometime then he left that place .but

efore leaving that room he told me YES SOMEONE SPECIAL, WHO WAS & WILL BE

OREVER IN MY MIND & HEART! For the first time I felt he is weak , no doubt he was

ery strong person from mind but for the first time I felt he is weak from his heart he

ot what he looks he is very kind & soft from his heart . First time I found a love in his

yes after so many years, but I couldnt understand what might be happen so that he

ecame so weak! Which made me tensed? As without him my life was empty, I had no

upporter because he is a great idol for me now & will be future .as he was a real hero in

is time. He did many things for his city & even if in his country also. He was not only

trong but also very soft hearten person. But he never told me about his past life, which

eally wanna know. But I had to wait for the good time & his good mood.

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Day passed, ah! What a beautiful evening sun fall scene! It was clearly visib

rom my grandpas room. At that day I felt like sun also dont wanna go, it was really a

eautiful evening, cold wind was blowing from south .me & my grand papa was enjoying

he sunset scene. This is not todays case, but most of the time we both enjoy the sun set

oubt I couldnt give company to mygrand papa every time , but I saw he too love to en

he sun set & he never wanna to miss this view but I dont know why ,but I always feelhere must be some story behind this ?? But whenever I asked this question , he always

miled & left that place, I didnt know why???Sometimes, I felt he knowingly hide something! He cantkeep the secret but so

e loved to hide like some personal life & the lady who is the story behind his whole life

whom he always miss! I wanna know everything about his past life.

That evening we both together enjoying the beauty of the earth & the sunall scene I feel he continuously smiling & murmuring. For a while I also I stop looking

he sun & continuously staring him. Suddenly he looked at me & I felt like shocked,

ctually I also looked at him & when both looked at the same time it was really a differe

ind of feeling as u all know!He asked me what has happened& I smiled & sayI love someone & I wann

hare with you about him, can you bear me please!He smiled & told, you are in love &

augh. Are you serious & I told yes, I am!

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Please dont insult me .I am not a kid, I am mature enough!uddenly his laugh stopped & asked me who is that alien??? & further laughed like

mocking at me.This time I was seriously fired upon him, he was thinking I am kid & I couldnt love

nyone .HUH tear filled in my eyes when I saw him how he took it as a jock , suddenly

one changed when he saw me in teary eyes & asked me tell me now I am serious ,sorrcould not believe you ! you are so matured to love someone. Right now also I couldnt

elieve how the days passed & you turned into 20 years. Its like a dream for me, really m

aughter, I love you! Tell me your storybut he didnt know it was my entire plan to kn

bout his past life. So suddenly I change the topic & emotionally blackmail him ."OH, yes

wanna know. Have you told me about your love life .hmmm!!! Did you! If no , then how y

xpect , I will tell you my story. If you can hide why not me! its a symbiotic relationship

ou will tell me then Ill tell you . Then tell me your story first"!!!First time I saw him a blushed smile over his face, he eyes filled with full of tea

& a smile with lots of love. I felt like is this my grandfather!!! Or who is that man???He gave me one diary & told me to read this "where I have written everything

which can give you your all the answers!" I saw that diary total 10,950 pages means 30

ears & everyday one page!

I felt like horrible, OMG how can I complete it. But I was so curious to know

started to read the first page slowly I could not understand how a night passed & anoth

ay also passed & I was sitting on that chair & was reading & tear drops falling from my

yes! I couldnt believe this!I felt every successful man has a painful life history, TRUE L

When I opened the first page I saw the date it was 1/1/1980 he story beings

It was a wonderful day for me, as my mother & father all are together. My two brothers

ne sister also here, like a happy sweet family. Pray we all will be together & happy like

his throughout the year. its my new year resolution I will keep my promise & show to t

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world I will be like my dream hero really who inspired me ,not only he but also my

mother is great ideal for me & great teacher .who is behind my each & every success wh

ried her best to give me better education. Some time I feel I couldnt believe a day witho

my mother. She is my life. Life begins & slowly slowly i grow up. I was not belongs to any

igh profile still I never feel like I was poor because my mother was sufficient to fulfill o

ll requirements & we also tried our best to give her smile. As she had done many thin

or us. Life begins with many struggles, my father died .but our lifes flow would not channd we tried more & more to become educate. sometimes society also told many

hings still we managed ,I learn many things from my life .I am a good learner as I learn

many things from my childhood days ,which helped me in my young age to become a

uccessful man. We tried not only to service but also to survive with a good & prestigiou

way. That only my education could give .seriously telling.After reading this I felt the importance of education & try try until you get

uccess. That should be in prestigious way. No doubt many people are there in this worl

wish for become a famous personality but very few do work honestly which helped them

uture to become famous. I learnt being famous is not important but the way you famous mportant.hen further I started to read 1/1/1990

Wow, it is really a wonderful day for my life some real pleasure I have got, its really a

reat feeling. I have got which I always dream for. I always wanna to help others & its a

reat platform to help others .sometimes I wanna thanks to my lord & sometimes to my

ain & struggling moment .but every time I wanna thanks to my mother. No doubt I

ntered but I dont know how to take this serious responsibility .sometimes it really mame fear. Whether I could success here or not. Is there anything wrong I am doing? Every

ime many thoughts came in my mind, still I tried my best to make everyone smile. I

elieve on myself, I am not doing anything wrong & I can try my best to become my drea

erson. My life goes on & I am very serious for my duty. Of course I should be .as it is my

ountry & it is my first duty .I did many things & many things I achieved. Still I felt never

appy. Every time I wanna do more & more. How my people became pleased & their all

equirements will be fulfilled it is my everyday tension , I dont wanna to please any sing

erson, I wanna get pleasure from my heart when I really do something from my heart &

honesty way. YES! I HAVE DONE GOOD THING & GOD WILL GIVE ME GOOD RESULTAfter reading this I felt he was so serious for his duty & he always wanna do something f

omeone. After reading this my heart filled up pride & respect. How great my grandpap

s???He really deserve for love & respect. But I couldnt find any romantic life history in

fe. Only work load whole life .still I was counting how many pages left I thought mayb

ext page I will get something which I really wanna to know. As I was young, my mind w

lways there means on love matter. Whom he loved & how he loved. I was so curious to

now.hen further I started to read 1/1/1995

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Oh so beautiful morning, I am preparing myself for the office as usual , suddenly my ey

all on a girl who dress up something different. You can say, it was so funny type. I just

mile at herhow funny& tell myself why people like to be dress up like this??? What

hey think, is it really suits them or they seek people attention. After entering into my ca

ocked my door & further my eyes fall on that girl. I found she was something different.

hen for the first time I wanna watch a ladys crazy activities ,I found she was doing

omething amazing .she actually wanna to spread smile through this .as now a days life

o busy ,so we should not forget to smile. This was her message to whole .thats why she

ress up like that. After that I interested to know more things about her. I collect the

nformation, I found that she was a physiology student, not only this she did many goodwork. But seriously I am saying for the first time I was little bit attracted because for her

ctivities .her dressing style really always came in my eyes. Whenever I staring at my

window, I dont know why she always came in front of eyes. I wanna flush her out from m

mind but couldnt do. Suddenly one day I found her in my office as I was the collector sh

eeded some signature for open a new school for the poor & handicraft children & a

ew apartment for poor homeless parents no doubt I couldnt give permission to all, st

fter her many request & valuable explanation , I gave permission to open a school for

oor as well as physical handicraft children. At that time I didnt know about her & slow

he also removed from my eyes & mind. But one day I socked when I saw her she saved ofe before a train. Which really a shocking news for me .I couldnt believe my eyes, how

irl can do such kind of adventurous work!Which shocked me for a while after that my heart filled up full of respect for h

No doubt I could not express my feeling but heartily I thanked her a lot as saved one life

veryday her all activities came in front in my dream, I could not sleep peacefully I felt

what was going. Why for the first time my heart beat for a lady! Is there any reason behi

r is it love! Every morning I staring at the window as my eyes always wanted to see her

east once. I didnt know what was really happening. no doubt when I was busy in my off

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forget everything as my work was my first love but when I got relax from my work or

whenever I listen any song suddenly her face came in front of my eyes. Sometimes I

managed to say myself its just an illusion, it cant be possible. I have to be strong from m

mind & heart. Days passed like running a race, I couldnt know how one year passed & I

ever met with her still her image always etched in front of my eyes. Sometimes I smile

myself how crazy I am! one day further I saw her in my office ,actually at time I thought

he was in front of me ,but I didnt know she was really in front of me .as it was like myaily illusion . I smiled & told myself in a load voice CONCENTRATE!!!HUH

She just astonished & knocked the door further & asked for coming ,but this

ime I feel no , its real .I feel little bit nervous before her as whom you love if that perso

ome in front of you. Its really very painful & socking moment to see their eyes & talk w

hem as a normal person. Oh God it was damned painful time for me. I control myself th

old her what you want! She further came with that pervious application which I was

ejected at first. This time I couldnt refuse her & signed her application. She left my offi& one junior officer told me that she must be fake how I allow everyone to start this type

esponsible work. But my heart said no, she is not only good but also amazing one. Still

larify I told my junior officer tomorrow morning they will go that place where that sch

& the poor old homeless people are staying. I was sure that she was not a cheater but s

wanna prove her. Thats why I had gone that place with my staffs .I found some kind of

eace there. I couldnt believe my eyes how a lady take the whole responsibility, when I

sked this question she smiled & told this is my duty not my work. A person cant

ompromise with his/her duty. I feel these children are my brothers & sisters .that poor

arents are my real parents. This is my whole family which consists of 120 members. Ittill too small I wanna a big family need more loveafter listening this I gave a check wit

money 1 million rupee to help her, I know it was not sufficient ,but I couldnt control

myself when I saw a such kind of daring girl ,who alone handle the whole . But I wanna

now about her. I felt that I never met such kind of girl so I collected information abou

er. I found that she was the only girl of her parents & her name is ROSEbut after her

arents died in an accident she suffered a lot. even if she worked other houses to get som

ood but lord help her so one day one kind hearten priest saved her life & helped her to

ecome a good educated person & helped her a lot to become a person she wanted .no

oubt that priest couldnt gave her everything but he fulfilled her all monetary

equirements . As he was not a married person & he worked in a church. There was a gr

espect for him in her heart. Thats why she built this whole school & apartment on his

ame. After getting this news he felt that his life quite beautiful than her. I really want to

alk with her. Every day evening in returning time I love to meet with her & love to talk

with those innocent kids .days passed they fall in love with each other. But ROSE fear as

he knew there was no one in her life & she feared what will happen if she would marry

he has a lots of responsibility. Slowly time passed I fully mentally prepared me to marr

er. But I felt she make some distance from me but I couldnt understand the reason

ehind her ignorance. Sometimes it really hurts me a lot. Still I manage to tell my heart

verything gonna be ok. Every time in my pray I only beg her, I dont know why may be I

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oved her so much. At last she agrees to marry. No doubt at that time I was struggling fo

win the election , sometimes I felt she really lucky for me ,because after she entering in

my life my life changed a lot. Her love always comforts me & her smile always took my a

orrow. My days passed. She became pageant no doubt I win, but there was a war relat

o a company matter. I tried my best to solve this problem. At that time the condition w

eally worst ,I couldnt understand what I will I do ,sometimes I wanna to regain but RO

lways encourage me ,no doubt at last that problem solved but some people really agan my decision. So one day I was celebrating my success. One angry citizen shoots me bu

nfortunately ROSE saved my life & she took the risk of her life. That day I really feel so

weak. Because doctor put two option before me & which I have to choose ther I will go for surgery for to save my child but no guaranty for mother I dontchoose 1stoption then I will 2ndoption no surgery, but they dont get any child

urther in their whole life. She might be alive or die, but more chance to live. o I choose the second option, as she was everything for my life. No doubt her life saved

we live a life like die each moment as she was suffering from Alzheimer disease & she

ould not be mother further. Sometimes I feel like hell, why she took all the risk for me.

oubt we had 1000 children & 500 parents .thats why I never feel empty in my life but

lways feel guilty whenever I saw my wife .she was a real gift for me sometimes I think.

One day one of my staff died in an accident so I took care of his baby at that time he was

nly 6 months .we fully complete after that .ROSE died at the age of 30th.most painful da

my life.i lost my half part. Still she always in my heart. After her I feel there is nothing in

my life. so I stop writing.

After reading this tear drop fall from my eyes, what a love story & after that I could

nderstand why my grand papa didn't want to tell his story.

One day fully

omplete , I feel like one hour, my motion became slow & I felt like life is whatonly

ain??? Still I wanna know the story after that so I went to his room, at that time he was

ooking at his old album. I smiled & hugged him tightly & cried a lot. You are a real hero.

ove you more than me. I couldn't express my feelings. But one word I wanna say YOU A

REAL HERO, but I wanna know more things about your life after this last page.

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He smiled & told one word. I finished my journey there, means my life ended!

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