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ASPIRANT TO THEIR Summa-: ORDER,ALEISTER CROWLEY

THE ARGUMENTATIONA LITTLE before Dawn, the pupil comes to greet his Master, and begs instruction.

Inspired by his Angel, he demands the Doctrine of being rapt away into theKnowledge and Conversation of Him.

The Master discloses the doctrine of Passive Attention or Waiting.This seeming hard to the Pupil, it is explained further, and the Method of Resignation,

Constancy, and Patience inculcated. The Paradox of Equilibrium. The necessity ofgiving oneself wholly up to the new element. Egoism rebuked,

The Master, to illustrate this Destruction of the Ego, describes the Visions ofDhyana.

He further describes the defence of the Soul against assailing Thoughts, and showsthat the duality of Consciousness is a blasphemy against the Unity of God ; so that eventhe thought called God is a denial of God-asHe-isin-Himself.

The pupil sees nothing but a blank midnight in this Emptying of the Soul. He isshown that this is the necessary condition of Illumination. Distinction is further madebetween these three Dhyanas, and those early visions in which things appear as objective,With these three Dhyanas, moreover, are Four other of the Four Elements; and manymore.

Above these is the Veil of Paroketh. Its guardians.The Rosy Cross lies beyond this veil, and therewith the vision called Vishvarupa-

darshana, Moreover, there is the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy GuardianAngel.

The infinite number and variety of these Visions.The impossibility of revealing all these truths to the outer and uninitiated world.

The Vision of the Universal Peacock—Atmadarshana. The confusion of the Mind,and the Perception of its self-contradiction.

The necessity to surmount Ræson, as Reason has surmounted Sense.The Second Veil—the Veil of the Abyss.

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suffice it that in the impure Soul no vision will arise. The practical course is thereforeto cleanse the Soul.

The four powers of the Sphinx ; even adepts hardly attain to one of them!

The final Destruction of the Ego.The Master confesses that he has lured the disciple by the promise of Joy, as the

only thing comprehensible by him, although pain and joy are transcended even in earlyvisions.

Ananda (bliss)—and its opposite—mark the first steps of the path. Ultimately allthings are transcended ; and even so, this attainment of Peace is but as a scafiolding tothe Palace of the King.

The sheaths of the soul. The abandonment of all is necessary; the adept recallshis own tortures, as all that he loved was torn away.

The Ordeal of the Veil of the Abyss ; the Unbinding of the Fabric of Mind, andits ruin.

The distinction between philosophical credence and interior oertitude.Sammasati—the trance wherein the adept perceives his causal connection with the

Universe; past, present, and future.

Mastering the Reason, he becomes as a little child, and invokes his Holy GuardianAngel, the Augoeides.

Atmadarshana arising is destroyed by the Opening of the Eye of Shiva; theannihilation of the Universe. The adept is destroyed, and there arises the Masterof the Temple.

The pupil, struck with awe, proclaims his devotion to the Master; whereat thelatter bids him rather unite himself with the Augoeides.

Yet, following the great annihilation, the adept reappears as an Angel to instructmen in this doctrine.

The Majesty of the Master described.The pupil, wonder-struck, swears to attain, and asks for further instruction.

The Master describes the Eight Limbs of Yoga.The pupil lamenting the difficultyof attainment, the Master shows forth the sweetness

of the hermit’s life.

One doubt remains: will not the world be able instantly to recognise the Saint?The Master replies that only imperfect Saints reveal themselves as such. Of these are12

THE ARGUMENTATIONthe cranks and Charlatans, and those that fear and deny Life. But let us fix ourthoughts on Love, and not on the railings οί others !

The Master invokes the Augoeides ; the pupil through sympathy is almost raptaway,

The Augoeides hath given the Master 3 message; namely, to manifest the New

Way of the Equinox of Horus, as revealed in Liber Legis.

He does so, and reconciles it with the Old Way by inviting the Test of ExperimenLThey would go therefore to the Desert or the Mountains—nay! here and now shall itbe accomplished.

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Master, ere the ruby DawnGild the dew of leaf and lawn,Bidding the petals to uncloseOf heaven’s imperishable Rose,Brave heralds, banners flung afarOf the lone and secret star,I come to greet thee. Here I howTo earth this consecrated brow!As a lover woos the MoonAching in a silver swoon,I reach my lips towards thy shoon,Mendicant of the mystic boon!What wilt thou?

Let mine Angel say!" Utterly to be rapt away I "

How, whence, and whither?“ By my kiss

From that abode to this—to this I "

My wings?Thou hast no wings. But see

An eagle sweeping from the ByssWhere God stands. Let him ravish thee,And bear thee to a boundless bliss!

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THE EQUINOXHow should I call him? How beseech?Silence is lovelier than Speech.Only on a windless treeFalls the dew, Felicity]One ripple on the water marsThe magic mirror of the Stars.My soul bends to the athletic stressOf God’s immortal loveliness.Tell me, what wit avails the clodTo know the nearness of its God?First, let the soul be poised, and fledgeTruth’s feather on mind’s razor—edge.Next, let no memory, feeling, hopeStain all its starless horoscope.Last, let it be content, twice void;Not to be suffered or enjoyed ;

Motionless, blind and deaf and dumb—So may it to its kingdom come!Dear master, can this be? The wineEmbittered with dark discipline?For the soul loves her mate, the sense.This bed is sterile. Thou must fenceThy soul from all her foes, the creaturesThat by their soft and siren naturesLure thee to shipwreck!

Thou hast said :

“ God is in all."In sooth.

Why dreadThe Godhood?

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Is God, adore it. But the soul createsMisshapen fiends, incestuous matesSlay these: they are false shadows ofThe never—waningmoon of love.What thought is worthy?

Truly noneSave one, in that it is but one.Keep the mind constant; thou shalt seeIneffable felicity.Increase the will, and thou shalt findIt hath the strength to be resigned.Resign the will ; and from the stringWill’s arrow shall have taken wing,And from the desolate abodeFound the immaculate heart of GodlThe word is hard I

All things exciteTheir equal and their oppositeBe great, and thou shalt be—how small!Be naught, and thou shalt be the All 1

Eat not; all meat shall fill thy mouth:Drink, and thy soul shall die of drouthlFill thyself; and that thou seekestIs diluted to its weakest.Empty thyself; the ghosts of nightFlee before the living Light.Who clutches straws is drowned ; but heThat hath the secret of the sea,Lives with the whole lust of his limbs,

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THE EQUINOXTakes hold of water’s self, and swims.See, the ungainly albatrossStumbles awkwardly acrossEarth—one wing—beat, and he fliesMost graceful gallant in the skies!So do thou leave thy thoughts, intentOn thy new noble element!Throw the earth shackles off, and clingΤο what imperishable thingArises from the married deathOf thine own self in that whereonThou art fixed.

Then all life’s loyal breathIs a waste wind. All joy foregone,I must strive ever?

Cease to strive!Destroy this partial I, this moanOf an hurt beast! Sores keep aliveBy scratching. Health is peace. UnknownAnd unexpressed because at easeAre the Most High Congruities.Then death is thine " attainment”? ICan do no better than to die!Indeed, that “ I ” that is not GodIs but a lion in the road!Knowest thou not (even now !) how firstThe fetters of Restriction burst?In the rapture of the heartSelf hath neither lot nor part.

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Tell me, dear master, how the budFirst breaks to brilliance of bloom;What ecstasy of brain and bloodShatters the seal upon the tombOf him whose gain was the world‘s loss,Our father Christian Rosycross 1

First, one is like a gnarled old oakOn a waste heath. Shrill shrieks the wind.Night smothers earth. Storm swirls to chokeThe throat of silence! Hard behindGathers a blacker cloud than all.But look] but look! it thrones a ballOf blistering fire. It breaks. The lashOf lightning snakes him forth. One crashSplits the old tree. One rending roar 1-And night is darker than before.Nay, master, master! Terror hathSo fierce an hold upon the path?Life must lie crushed, a charred black swath,In that red harvest's aftermath 1

Life lives. Storm passes. Clouds dislimn.The night is clear. And now to himWho hath endured is given the boonOf an immeasurable moon.The air about the adept congealsΤο crystal; in his heart he feelsOne needle pang; then breaks that splendourInfinitely pure and tender . . .

—And the ice drags him down!

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THE EQUINOXBut may

Our trembling frame, our clumsy clay,Endure such anguish?

In the wormLurks an unconquerable germIdentical. A sparrow’s fallWere the Destruction of the All !

More; know that this surpasses skillTo express its ecstasy. The thrillBurns in the memory like the gloryOf some far beaconed promontoryWhere no light shines but on the combOf breakers, flickerings of the foam!The path ends here?

Ingenuous one]The path—the true path—scarce begun.When does the night end?

When the sun,Crouching below the horizon,Flings up his head, tosses his mane,Ready to leap.

Even so. AgainThe adept secures his subtle fenceAgainst the hostile shafts of sense,Pins for a second his mind ; as youMay have seen some huge wrestler do.With all his gathered weight heaped, hurled,Resistless as the whirlingworld,He holds his foeman to the floorFor one great moment and no more.

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AHA!So—~then the sun-blaze! All the nightBursts to a vivid orb of light.There is no shadow; nothing is,But the intensity of bliss.Being is blasted. That exists.Ah!

But the mind, that mothers mists,Abides not there. The adept must {allExhausted.

There’s an end of all?But not an end of this! AboveAll life as is the pulse of love,So this transcends all love.

Ah melWho may attain ?

Rare souls.I see

Imaged a shadow of this light.Such is its sacramental mightThat to recall it radiatesIts symbol. The priest elevatesThe Host, and instant blessing stirsThe hushed awaitingworshippers.Then how secure the soul’s defence?How baffle the besieger, Sense?See the beleaguered city, hurtBy hideous engines, sore begirtAnd gripped by lines of death, well scoredWith shell, nigh open to the sword]Now comes the leader; courage, run

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THE EQUINOXContagious through the garrison!Repair the trenches! Man the wall !

Restore the ruined arsenal |Serve the great guns! The assailants blench ;

They are driven from the foremost trench.The deadliest batteries belch their hellNo more. So day by day fought well,We silence gun by gun. At lastThe fiercest of the fray is past;The circling hills are ours. The attackIs over, save for the rare crack,Long dropping shots from hidden forts ;——So is it with our thoughts I

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They hover on majestic wings,Like vultures waiting for a manTo drop from the slave—caravan I

All thoughts are evil. Thought is two :

The seer and the seen. EschewThat supreme blasphemy, my son,Remembering that God is One.God is a thought I

The thought of GodIs but a shattered emerod ;

A plague, an idol, a delusion,Blasphemy, schism, and confusion!Banish my one high thought? The nightIndeed were starless.

Very right!But that impalpable inane

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Even as earth lies black to gainSpring’s green and autumn’s fruitfulness.I dread this midnight of the soul.Welcome the herald I

How controlThe horror of the mind? The insaneDead melancholy?

Trick is vain.Sheer manhood must support the strife,And the trained Will, the Root of Life,Bear the adept triumphant.

Else ?

The reason, like a chime of bellsRipped by the lightning, cracks.

And theseAre the first sights the magus sees?The first true sights. Bright imagesThrong the clear mind at first, a crowdOf Gods, lights, armies, landscapes; loudReverberations of the Light.But these are dreams, things in the mind,Reveries, idols. Thou shalt findNo rest therein, The former three(Lightning, moon, sun) are royallyLiminal to the Hall of Truth.Also there be with them, in sooth,Their brethren. There’s the vision calledThe Lion of the Light, a brandOf ruby flame and emerald

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THE EQUINOXWaved by the Hermeneutic Hand.There is the Chalice, whence the floodOf God‘s beatitude of bloodFlames. 0 to sing those starry tunes!0 colder than a million moons l

O vestal waters! Wine of loveWan as the lyric soul thereof I

There is the Wind, a whirling sword,The savage rapture of the airTossed beyond space and time. My Lord,My Lord, even now I see Thee thereIn infinite motion 1 And beyondThere is the Disk, the wheel of things;Like a black boundless diamondWhirring with millions of wings I

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Know also that aboveThese portents hangs no veil of love;But, guarded by unsleeping eyesOf twice seven score severities,The Veil that only rips apartWhen the spear strikes to Jesus' heart !

A mighty Guard of Fire are theyWith sabres turning every way I

Their eyes are millstones greater thanThe earth ; their mouths run seas of blood.Woe be to that accursed manOf whom they are the iniquities l

Swept in their wrath’s avenging floodTo black immitigable seas!

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AHA!Woe to the seeker who shall failTo rend that vexful virgin veillFashion thyself by austere craftInto a single azure shaftLoosed from the string of Will ; beholdThe Rainbow! Thou art shot, pure flame,Past the reverberated NameInto the Hall of Death. ThereinThe Rosy Cross is subtly seen.Is that a vision, then?

It is.Tell me thereof I

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Of all the flowers in God’s fieldWe name not this. Our lips are sealedIn that the Universal KeyLieth within its mystery.But know thou this. These visions giveA hint both faint and fugitiveYet haunting, that behind them lurksSome Worker, greater than His works.

Yea, it is given to him who girdsHis Ioins up, is not fooled by words,Who takes life lightly in his handΤο throw away at Will’s command,To know that View beyond the Veil.

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THE EQUINOXThe infinite Lord of Light and LoveBreaks on the soul like dawn. Seel See !

Great God of Might and Majesty!Beyond sense, beyond sight, a brillianceBurning from His glowing glance!Formless, all the worlds of flameAtoms of that fiery frame 1

The adept caught up and broken ;

Slain, before His Name be spoken !

In that fire the soul burns up.One drop from that celestial cup15 an abyss, an infinite seaThat sucks up immortality!O but the Self is manifestThrough all that blaze ! Memory stumblesLike a blind man for all the rest.Speech, like a crag of limestone, crumbles,While this one soul of thought is sureThrough all confusion to endure,Infinite Truth in one small span:This that is God is Man.Master! I tremble and rejoice.Before His own authentic voiceDoubt flees. The chattering choughs of talkScatter like sparrows from a hawk.Thenceforth the adept is certain ofThe mystic mountain? Light and LoveAre Life therein, and they are his?Even so. And One supreme there isWhom I have known, being He. Withdrawn

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Within the curtains of the dawnDwells that concealed. Behold! he isA blush, a breeze, a song, a kiss,A rosy flame like Love, his eyesBlue, the quintessence of all skies,His hair a foam of gossamerPale gold as jasmine, lovelierThan all the wheat of Paradise.Ο the dim water-wells his eyes I

There is such depth of Love in themThat the adept is rapt away,Dies on that mouth, a gleaming gemOf dew caught in the boughs of Day!The hearing of it is so sweetI swoon to silence at thy feet.Rise I Let me tell thee, knowing Him,The Path grows never wholly dim.Lose Him, and thou indeed wert lost!But He will not lose thee!

ExhaustThe word!

Had I a million songs,And every song a million words,And every word a million meanings,I could not count the choral throngsOf Beauty’s beatific birds,Or gather up the paltry gleaningsOf this great harvest of delightlHast thou not heard the word aright?That world is truly infinite.

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THE EQUINOXEven as a cube is to a squareIs that to this.

Royal and rarelInfinite light of burning wheelslAyl the imagination reels.Thou must attain before thou know,And when thou knowest—Mighty woeThat silence grips the willing lips !

Ever was speech the thought’s eclipse.Ay, not to veil the truth to himWho sought it, groping in the dimHalls of illusion, said the sagesIn all the realms, in all the ages,“ Keep silence.” By a word should comeYour sight, and we who see are dumb]We have sought a thousand times to teachOur knowledge; we are mocked by speech.50 lewdly mocked, that all this wordSeems dead, a cloudy crystal blurred,Though it cling closer to life’s heartThan the best rhapsodies of art!Yet speak!

Ah, could I tell thee ofThese infinite things of Light and LovelThere is the Peacock; in his fanInnumerable plumes of Pan!Oh ! every plume hath countless eyes;—Crown of created mysteries !—Each holds a Peacock like the First.How can this be?

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AHA!The mind’s accurst.

It cannot be. It is. Behold,Battalion on battalion rolled I

There is war in Heaven! The soul sings still,Struck by the plectron of the Will ;

But the mind‘s dumb ; its only cryThe shriek of its last agony!Surely it struggles.

Bitterly!And, mark! it must be strong to die!The weak and partial reason dipsOne edge, another springs, as whenA melting iceberg reels and tipsUnder the sun. Be mighty then,A lord of Thought, beyond Wit and wonderBalanced—then push the whole mind under,Sunk beyond chance of floating, blentRightly with its own element,Not lifting jagged peaks and bareTo the unsympathetic air!

This is the second veil; and henceAs first we slew the things of senseUpon the altar of their God,So must the Second PeriodSlay the ideas, to attainTo that which is, beyond the brain.To that which is P—not thought? not sense.>Knowledge is but experienceMade conscious of itself. The bee,

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THE EQUINOXPast master of geometry,Hath not one word of all of it;For wisdom is not mother-witlSo the adept is called insaneFor his frank failure to explain.Language creates false thoughts ; the trueBreed language slowly. FollowingExperience of a thing we knewArose the need to name the thing.So, ancients likened a man’s mindTo the untamed evasive wind.Some fool thinks names are things; and boastsAloud of spirits and of ghosts.Religion follows on a punlAnd we, who know that Holy OneOf whom I told thee, seek in vainFigure or word to make it plain.Despair of man !

Man is the seedOf the unimaginable flower.By singleness of thought and deedIt may bloom now——this actual hourlThe soul made safe, is vision sureΤο rise therein?

Though calm and pureIt seem, maybe some thought hath creptInto his mind to baulk the adept.The expectation of successSuffices to destroy the stressOf the one thought. But then, what odds?

AHA!“ Man’s vision goes, dissolves in God’s;”Or, " by God’s grace the Light is givenΤο the elected heir of heaven.”These are but idle theses, dryDugs of the cow Theology.Business is business. The one factThat we know is : the gods exactA stainless mirror. Cleanse thy soul!Perfect the will’s austere control !

For the rest, wait! The sky once clear,Dawn needs no prompting to appear!

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Easily trips the big word " dare.”Each man’s an CEdipus, that thinksHe hath the four powers of the Sphinx,Will, Courage, Knowledge, Silence. Son,Even the adepts scarce win to one!Thy Thoughts—they {all like rotten fruits.But to destroy the power that makesThese thoughts—thy Self? A man it takesTo tear his soul up by the roots!This is the mandrake fable, boy!

OLYMPAS. You told me that the Path was joy.MARsts. A lie to lure thee!OLYMPAS.

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THE EQUINOXTold me so plain a truth. I see,Inscrutable Simplicity !

Crushed like a blind-worm by the heelOf all I am, perceive, and feel.My truth was but the partial pangThat chanced to strike me as I sang.In the beginning, violenceMarks the extinction 01 the sense.Anguish and rapture rack the soul.These are disruptions 01 control.Self-poised, a brooding hawk, there hangsIn the still air the adept. The bullOn the firm earth goes not so smooth!So the first fine ecstatic pangsPass; balance comes.

How wonderfulAre these tall avenues of truthlSo the first flash of light and terrorIs seen as shadow, known as error.Next, light comes as light ; as it growsThe sense of peace still steadier glows ;

And the fierce lust, that linked the soulTo its God, attains a chaste control.Intimate, an atomic bliss,Is the last phrasing of that kiss.Not ecstasy, but peace, pure peace 1

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Magic is life. The physical(Men name it) is a house of callFor the adept, heir of the sun I

Bombard the house! it groans and gapes.The adept runs forth, and so escapesThat ruin !

Smoothly parallelThe ruin of the mind as well?Ay! Hear the Ordeal of theVeil,The Second Veil ! . . . O spare me thisMagical memory! I paleΤο show the Veil of the Abyss.Nay, let confession be complete !

Master, I bend the at thy feet——

Why do they sweat with blood and dew?Blind horror catches at my breath.The path of the abyss runs throughThings darker, dismaller than death!Courage and will ! What boots their force?The mind rears like a frightened horse.There is no memory possibleOf that unfathomable hell.Even the shadows that ariseAre things too dreadful to recount!There’s no such doom in Destiny'sHarvest of horror. The white fountOf speech is stifled at its source.Know, the sane spirit keeps its courseBy this, that everything it thinksHath causal or contingent links.

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AHA!Destroy them, and destroy the mind !

Ο bestia], bottomless, and blindBlack pit of all insanity!The adept must make his way to thee!This is the end of all our pain,The dissolution 01 the brain !

For 10! in this no mortar sticks;Down comes the house—a hail of bricks 1

The sense 01311 I hear is drowned ;

Tap, tap, isolated sound,Patters, clatters, batters, chatters,Tap, tap, tap, and nothing matters !

Senseless hallucinations rollAcross the curtain of the soul.Each ripple on the river seemsThe madness 013 maniac‘s dreams!So in the self no memory-chainOr causal wisp to bind the straws!The Self disrupted! Blank, insane,Both 01 existence and of laws,The Ego and the UniverseFall to one black chaotic curse.So ends philosophy’s inquiry :

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Black snare that I was taken in!How one may pass I hardly know.Maybe time never blots the track.Black, black, intolerably black!Go, spectre of the ages, go!Suffice it that I passed beyond.I found the secret of the bondOf thought to thought through countless years,Through many lives, in many spheres,Brought to a point the dark designOf this existence that is mine.I knew my secret A 11 [ wasI brought into the burning—glass,And all its focussed light and heatCharred all ] am. The rune‘s completeWhen al! 1 shall ὗε flashes byLike a shadow on the sky.

Then I dropped my reasoning.Vacant and accursed thing!By my Will I swept awayThe web of metaphysic, smiledAt the blind labyrinth, where the greyOld snake of madness \vove his wildCurse! As I trod the trackless wayThrough sunless gorges of Cathay,I became a little child.By nameless rivers, swirling through

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AHA!Chasms, a fantastic blue,Month by month, on barren hills,In burning heat, in bitter chills,Tropic forest, Tartar snow,Smaragdine archipelago,See me——led by some wise handThat I did not understand.Mom and noon and eve and nightI, the forlorn eremite,Called on Him with mild devotion,As the dew-drop woos the ocean.

In my wanderings I cameTo an ancient park aflameWith fairies’ feet. Still wrapped in loveI was caught up, beyond, aboveThe tides of being. The great sightOf the intolerable lightOf the whole universe that woveThe labyrinth of life and loveBlazed in me. Then some giant will,Mine or another‘s, thrust a thrillThrough the great vision. All the lightWent out in an immortal night,The world annihilated byThe opening of the Master’s Eye.How can I tell it?

Master, master!A sense 01 some divine disasterAbases me.

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But all the illusion gone, beholdThe One that is !

Royally rolled,I hear strange music in the air!It is the angelic choir, awareOf the great Ordeal dared and doneBy one more Brother of the Sun 1

Master, the shriek of a great birdBlends with the torrent of the thunder.It is the echo of the wordThat tore the universe asunder.Master, thy stature spans the sky.Verily ; but it is not I.The adept dissolves—pale phantom formBlown from the black mouth of the storm.It is another that arises !

Yet in thee, through thee!I am not.

For me thou art.So that suffices

Το seal thy will ? To cast thy lotInto the lap οἱ God? Then, well!Ay, there is no more potent spell.Through life, through death, by land and seaMost surely will I follow thee.Follow thyself, not me, Thou hastAn Holy Guardian Angel, boundTo lead thee from thy bitter waste

OLYMPAS.

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AHA !

Το the inscrutable profoundThat is His covenanted ground.Thou who hast known these master—keysOf all creation’s mysteries,Tell me, what followed the great gustOf God that blew his world to dust?I, even I the man, becameAs a great sword of flashing flame.My life, informed with holiness,Conscious of its own loveliness,Like a well that overflowsAt the limit of the snows,Sent its crystal stream to gladdenThe hearts of men, their lives to maddenWith the intoxicating bliss(Wine mixed with myrrh and ambergris !)

Of this bitter-sweet perfume,This gorse’s blaze of prickly bloomThat is the Wisdom 01 the Way.Then springs the statue from the clay,And all God’s doubted fatherhoodIs seen to be supremely good

Live within the sane sweet sunlLeave the shadow—world alone!There is a crown for every one ;

For every one there is a throne!That crown is Silence. Sealed and sure!That throne is Knowledge perfect pure.Below that throne adoring stand

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THE EQUINOXVirtues in a blissful band;Mercy, majesty and power,Beauty and harmony and strength,Triumph and splendour, starry showerOf flames that flake their lily length,A necklet of pure light, far-flungDown to the Base, from which is hungA pearl, the Universe, whose sightIs one globed jewel of delight.Fallen no more! A bowered brideBlushing to be satisfied !

All this, if once the Eye unclose?The golden cross, the ruby roseAre gone, when flaming from afarThe Hawk’s eye blinds the Silver Star.

Ο brothers of the Star, caressedBy its cool flames from brow to breast,Is there some rapture yet to exciteThis prone and pallid neophyte?Ο but there is no need of thislI burn toward the abyss of Bliss.I call the Four Powers of the Name;Earth, Wind and cloud, sea, smoke and flameTo witness : by this triune StarI swear to break the twi—t‘orked bar.But how to attain? Flexes and leansThe strongest will that lacks the means.There are seven keys to the great gate,Being eight in one and one in eight

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First, let the body of thee be still,Bound by the cerements of will,Corpse-rigid; thus thou mayst abortThe fidget-babes that tease the thought.Next, let the breath-rhythm be low,Easy, regular, and slow;So that thy being be in tuneWith the great sea’s Pacific swoon.Third, let thy life be pure and calmSwayed softly as a windiess palm.Fourth, let the will—to-live be boundΤο the one love of the Profound.Fifth, let the thought, divinely freeFrom sense, observe its entity.Watch every thought that springs; enhanceHour after hour thy vigilance!Intense and keen, turned inward, missNo atom of analysis!Sixth, on one thought securely pinnedStill every whisper of the wind!So like a flame straight and unstirredBurn up thy being in one word!Next, still that ecstasy, prolongThy meditation steep and strong,Slaying even God, should He distractThy attention from the chosen act!Last, all these things in one o’erpowered,Time that the midnight blossom flowered 1

The oneness is. Yet even in this,My son, thou shalt not do amiss

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THE EQUINOXIf thou restrain the expression, shootThy glance to rapture’s darkling root,Discarding name, form, sight, and stressEven of this high consciousness;Pierce to the heart! I leave thee here:Thou art the Master. I revereThy radiance that rolls afar,Ο Brother of the Silver Star!Ah, but no ease may lap my limbs.Giants and sorcerers oppose;Ogres and dragons are my foes !

Leviathan against me swims,And lions roar, and Boreas blows!No Zephyrs woo, no happy hymnsPæan the Pilgrim of the Rose!I teach the royal road of light.Be thou, devoutly eremite,Free of thy fate. Choose tenderlyA place for thine Academy.Let there be an holy woodOf embowered solitudeBy the still, the rainless river,Underneath the tangled rootsOf majestic trees that quiverIn the quiet airs ; where shootsOf the kindly grass are green,Moss and ferns asleep between,Lilies in the water lapped,Sunbeams in the branches trapped—VVindless and eternal even l

Silenced all the birds of heaven

AHA!By the low insistent callOf the constant waterfall.There, to such a setting beIts carven gem of deity,A central flawless fire, enthralledLike Truth within an emerald!Thou shalt have a birchen barkOn the river in the dark ;

And at the midnight thou shalt goTo the mid-stream’s smoothest flow,And strike upon a golden bellThe Spirit’s call ; then say the Spell :

“Angel, mine angel, draw thee nigh ! "

Making the Sign of MagistryWith wand of lapis lazuli.Then, it may be, through the blind dumbNight thou shalt see thine angel come,Hear the faint whisper of his wings,Behold the starry breast begemmedWith the twelve stones of the twelve kings!His forehead shall be diademedWith the faint light of stars, whereinThe Eye gleams dominant and keen.Therea’c thou swoonest ; and thy loveShall catch the subtle voice thereof.He shall inform his happy lover;My foolish prating shall be over !

OLYMPAS. 0 now I burn with holy haste.This doctrine hath so sweet a tasteThat all the other wine is sour.

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THE EQUINOXLie open, a chameleon cup,And let Him suck thine honey up!There is one doubt. When souls attainSuch an unimagined gainShall not others mark them, wiseBeyond mere mortal destinies ?

Such are not the perfect saints.While the imagination faintsBefore their truth, they veil it closeAs amid the utmost snowsThe tallest peaks most straitly hideWith clouds their holy headsi DivideThe planes ! Be ever as you canA simple honest gentleman!Body and manners be at ease,Not bloat with blazoned sanctities!Who fights as fights the soldier-saint ?

And see the artist-adept paint!Weak are those souls that fear the stressOf earth upon their holiness !

They fast, they eat fantastic food,They prate of beans and brotherhood,Wear sandals, and long hair, and Spats,And think that makes them Arahats !

How shall man still his spirit-storm?Rational Dress and Food Reform !

I know such saints.An easy vice:

So wondrous well they advertise !

O their mean souls are satisfied

OLYMPAS.

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AHA !

With wind of spiritual pride.They’re all negation. “ Do not eat;What poison to the soul is meat!Drink not ; smoke not ; deny the will !

Wine and tobacco make us ill.”Magic is life; the Will to LiveIs one supreme Affirmative.These things that flinch from Life are worthNo more to Heaven than to Earth.Affirm the everlasting Yes !

Those saints at least score one success :

Perfection of their priggishness !

Enough. The soul is subtlier fedWith meditation'swine and bread.Forget their failings and our own ;

Fix all our thoughts on Love alone Ι

Ah, boy, all crowns and thrones aboveIs the sanctity of love.In His warm and secret shrineIs a cup of perfect wine,Whereof one drop is medicineAgainst all ills that hurt the soul.A flaming daughter of the JinnBrought to me once a winged scroll,Wherein I read the spell that bringsThe knowledge of that King of Kings.Angel, I invoke thee now!Bend on me the starry brow!Spread the eagle wings above

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THE EQUINOXThe pavilion of our love! , . . .

Rise from your starry sapphire seats !

See, where through the quickening skiesThe oriflarnme of beauty beatsHeralding loyal legionaries,Whose flame of golden javelinsFences those peerless paladins.There are the burning lamps of them,Splendid star-clusters to begemThe trailing torrents of those blueBright wings that bear mine angel through !

O Thou art like an Hawk of Gold,Miraculously manifold,For all the sky's aflame to beA mirror magical of Thee!The stars seem comets, rushing downTo gem thy robes, bedew thy crown.Like the moon—plumes of a strange birdBy a great wind sublimely stirred,Thou drawest the light of all the skiesInto thy wake. The heaven diesIn bubbling froth of light, that foamsAbout thine ardour. All the domesOf all the heavens close above theeAs thou art known of me who love thee.Excellent kiss, thou fastenest onThis soul of mine, that it is gone,Gone from all life, and rapt awayInto the infinite starry sprayOf thine own Aion . . . Alas {or me l

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AHA!I faint. Thy mystic majestyAbsorbs this spark.

All hail! all haillWhite splendour through the viewless veil |

I am drawn with thee to rapture.Stay I

I bear a message. Heaven hath sentThe knowledge of a new sweet wayInto the Secret Element.Master, while yet the glory clingsDeclare this mystery magical !

I am yet borne on those blue wingsInto the Essence of the All.Now, now I stand on earth again,Though, blazing through each nerve and vein,The light yet holds its choral course,Filling my frame with fiery forceLike God’s. Now hear the ApocalypseNew-fledged on these reluctant lips I

I tremble like an aspen, quiverLike light upon a rainy river!Do what thou wilt! is the sole wordOf law that my attainment heard.Arise, and lay thine hand on God!Arise, and set a periodUnto Restriction] That is sin:To hold thine holy spirit in!Ο thou that chafest at thy bars,Invoke Nuit beneath her starsWith a pure heart (Her incense burned

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THE EQUINOXOf gums and woods, in gold inurned),And let the serpent flame thereinA little, and thy soul shall winTo lie within her bosom. Lo!Thou wouldst give all—and she cries : No!Take all, and take me! Gather spiceAnd Virgins and great pearls of price!Worship me in a single robe,Crowned richly! Girdle of the globe,I love thee! Pale and purple, veiled,Voluptuous, swan silver—sailed,I love thee. I am drunkennessOf the inmost sense; my soul's caressIs toward thee! Let my priestess standBare and rejoicing, softly fannedBy smooth-lipped acolytes, upon:Mine iridescent altar-stone,And in her love-chaunt swooninglySay evermore : Το me! Το me!I am the azure-lidded daughterOf sunset; the all—girdling water;The naked brilliance of the skyIn the voluptuous night am I!With song, with jewel, with perfume,Wake all my rose's blush and bloom!Drink to me! Love me ! I love thee,My love, my lord—to me! to me!There is no harshness in the breathOf this—is life surpassed, and death?There is the Snake that gives delight

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And Knowledge, stirs the heart arightWith drunkenness. Strange drugs are thine,Hadit, and draughts of wizard wine!These do no hurt. Thine hermits dwellNot in the cold secretive cell,But under purple canopiesWith mighty-breasted mistressesMagnificent as lionesses—Tender and terrible caresses!Fire lives, and light, in eager eyes;And massed huge hair about them lies.They lead their hosts to victory :

In every joy they are kings; then seeThat secret serpent coiled to springAnd win the world ! Ο priest and king,Let there be feasting, foining, fighting,A revel of lusting, singing, smiting!Work ; be the bed of work! Hold! Hold!The stars’ kiss is as molten gold.Harden 1 Hold thyself up! now die—Ahl Ahl Exceed! Exceed |

And I?My stature shall surpass the stars:He hath said it! Men shall worship meIn hidden woods, on barren scaurs,Henceforth to all eternityHail! I adore thee! Let us feast.I am the consecrated Beast.I build the Abominable House.The Scarlet Woman is my Spouse—

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THE EQUINOX. What is this word?

Thou canst not knowTill;thou hast passed the Fourth Ordeali

. I worship thee. The moon-rays flowMasterfully rich and realFrom thy red mouth, and burst, young sunsChanting before the Holy OnesThine Eight Mysterious Orisonsl

MARSYASi The last spell 1 The availing word !

The two completed by the third!The Lord ofWar, of VengeanceThat slayeth with a single glance!This light is in me of my Lord.His Name is this far-whirling sword.I push His order. Keen and swiftMy Hawk’s eye flames ; these arms upliftThe Banner of Silence and of Strength——Hail! Hail! thou art here, my Lord, at length!Lo, the Hawk-Headed Lord am I :

My nemyss shrouds the night-blue sky.Hail ! ye twin warriors that guardThe pillars of the world ! Your timeIs nigh at hand. The snake that marredHeaven with his inexhaustible slimeIs slain; I bear the Wand of Power,The Wand that waxes and that wanes;I crush the Universe this hourIn my left hand; and naught remains!Ηο! for the splendour in my nameHidden and glorious, a flame

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MARSYAS.OLYMPAS.

MARSYAS.OLYMPAS.

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AHA!Secretly shooting from the sun.Aum! Hal—my destiny is done.The Word is spoken and concealed.I am stunned. What wonder was revealed?The rite is secret.

Profits it?Only to wisdom and to wit.The other did no less

Then proveBoth by the master—key of Love.The lock turns stiffly? Shalt thou shirkTo use the sacred oil of work?Not from the valley shalt thou testThe eggs that line the eagle’s nest!Climb, with thy life at stake, the ice,The sheer wall of the precipice!Master the cornice, gain the breach,And learn what next the ridge can teach !

Yet—not the ridge itself may speakThe secret of the final peak.All ridges join at last.

Admitted,Ο thou astute and subtle—witted !

Yet one—loose, jagged, clad in mist!Another-“firm, smooth, loved and kissedBy the soft sun! Our order hathThis secret of the solar path,Even as our Lord the Beast hath wonThe mystic Number of the Sun.These secrets are too high for me.

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THE EQUINOXNay, little brother! Come and see!Neither by faith nor fear nor aweApproach the doctrine of the Law!Truth, Courage, Love, shall win the bout,And those three others be cast outLead me, Master, by the handGently to this gracious land!Let me drink the doctrine in,An all—healing medicine!Let me rise, correct and firm,Steady striding to the term,Master of my fate, to riseΤο imperial destinies ;

With the sun’s ensanguine dartSpear—bright in my blazing heart,And my being’s basil—plantBright and hard as adamant!Yonder, faintly luminous,The yellow desert waits for us.Lithe and eager, hand in hand,We travel to the lonely land.There, beneath the stars, the smokeOf our incense shall invokeThe Queen of Space; and subtly SheShall bend from Her infinityLike a lambent flame of blue,Touching us, and piercing throughAll the sense—webs that we areAs the aethyr penetrates a star!Her hands caressing the black earth,

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AHA!Her sweet lithe body arched for love,Her feet a Zephyr to the flowers,She calls my name—she gives the signThat she is mine, supremely mine,And clinging to the infinite girthMy soul gets perfect joy thereofBeyond the abysses and the hours ;

So that—I kiss her lovely brows ;

She bathes my body in perfumeOf sweat . . . . O thou my secret spouse,Continuous One of Heaven! illumeMy soul with this arcane delight,Voluptuous Daughter of the Night!Eat me up Wholly with the glanceOf thy luxurious brilliance!The desert calls.

Then let us go!Or seek the sacramental snow,Where like an high-priest I may standWith acolytes on every hand,The lesser peaks—my will withdrawnTo invoke the dayspring from the dawn,Changing that rosy smoke of lightTo a pure crystalline white ;

Though the mist of mind, as drawsA dancer round her limbs the gauze,Clothe Light, and show the virgin SunA lemon—pale medallion !

Thence leap we leashless to the goal,Stainless star-rapture of the soul.

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THE EQUINOXSo the altar-fires fadeAs the Godhead is displayed.Nay, we stir not. EverywhereIs our temple right appointed.All the earth is faery fairFor us. Am I not anointed?The Sigil burns upon the browAt the adjurationflhere and now.The air is laden with perfumes.Behold ! It beams—it burns—it blooms.

% % *Master, how subtly hast thou drawnThe daylight from the Golden Dawn,Bidden the Cavernous Mount unfoldIts Ruby Rose, its Cross of Gold;Until I saw, flashed from afar,The Hawk’s Eye in the Silver Star!Peace to all beings. Peace to thee,Co—heir of mine eternity!Peace to the greatest and the least,To nebula and nenuphar!Light in abundance be increasedOn them that dream that shadows are!Blessing and worship to The Beast,The prophet of the lovely Star!

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