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'Ashar Alo' a Bangla Upponash writen by Shahjahan Siraj
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Ashar Alo, Uponnash ( a Bengali novel ), written by Shahjahan Siraj, Published by: Rongin Ful, Ekushey Book Fair, 2012. Price: US$ 2 or Tk. 100Copyright©writer. E-mail: [email protected]. URL: www.machizo.com/siraj

ISBN : 978-984-8881-25-3

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- Avi wØavØ›Ø bq| we‡iva bq| Gevi Dc‡fv‡Mi cvjv| mewKQziB

KviY Av‡Q| GB KviY¸‡jv hLb Rvbv hvq, ZLb Avi †Kvb Awf‡hvM _v‡K bv| Avgvi Rxe‡biI cªwZwU NUbvi KviY I BwZnvm Av‡Q| †m¸‡jv Rvb‡Z cvi‡j, me mgm¨vi mgvavb n‡q hv‡e| AvR †_‡K KviY Rvbv Qvov, mgvavb eySv bv Qvov GK cvI G¸‡ev bv| AZxZ‡K †`vlv‡ivc K‡i, fwel¨Z‡K fq K‡i A‡bK mgq bó K‡iwQ| Avi bv!

cwiKíbv Qvov, D‡Ïk¨ Qvov †m GLb †Kvb KvRB K‡i bv| GgbwK, GLb K_vI e‡j wnmve K‡i| wK? †Kb? wKfv‡e? GB wZbwU cÖkœ †h GZ kw³kvjx, Av‡M †m eyS‡Z cv‡iwb| hw`I †m RvbZ, cÖkœ Kiv †_‡K weÁvb Avi `k‡b©i Rb¥|

evj¨Kv‡j eB covi †cvKv wQj mvMi| cvVf¨vm Zvi GL‡bv Av‡Q, Z‡e Av‡Mi g‡Zv Avb›` cvIqv hvq bv| Zvi cQ‡›`i welq¸‡jv‡Z evsjvq Abyw`Z eB‡qi msL¨v LyeB Kg| ZvB A‡bKUv †Rvi K‡iB, Bs‡iRx eB c‡o| †m eB‡K Lye fv‡jvev‡m| †QvU †ejv †_‡K Zvi aviYv– gvbyl wg_¨v ej‡jI, eB KL‡bv wg_¨v e‡j bv| GB aviYv †_‡KB †m eB Avi ÁvbPP©v‡K fv‡jvevm‡Z ïi“ K‡i| GKmgq `vk©wbK nevi ¯cœI †`L‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQj| wKš‘ mvgvwRK ^xK…wZ, mn‡R PvKzix cvIqv Avi weÁv‡bi welq¸‡jv‡Z A‡bK b¤i cvIqvi Kvi‡Y `vk©wbK nevi B”Qv wemR©b w`‡Z n‡qwQj| evev Aek¨ c~Y© ¯vaxbZv w`‡qwQ‡jb| wKš‘ gv mviv¶Y ej‡Zb– Avgvi †Q‡j Lye fv‡jv QvÎ, mvMi Wv³vi wKsev BwÄwbqvi n‡e|

GKRb mr I †hvM¨ gvbyl nevi †P‡q, †jLvcovi D‡Ïk¨ †ewk †eZ‡bi PvKzix cvIqv w`‡K SzuK‡Q, †R‡b mvMi Lye Kó †cZ| mgv‡R Wv³vi BwÄwbqv‡`i `vcU †`‡L, gvi mv‡_ †k‡li w`‡K evevI †hvM w`‡qwQ‡jb| kª‡×q evev-gvi gy‡Li Dci mvMi †Kvb K_v ej‡Zv bv| †jLvcov Ki‡Z

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†h‡nZz fv‡jv jv‡M, ZvB Pzc _vK‡Zv| Õhv nq n‡eÕ| Avgvi k‡Li eB¸‡jv co‡Z cvi‡jB n‡jv| wKš‘ gvi AwZ Av‡e‡Mi mgq Kó jvM‡Zv,

- GKRb bxwZevb miKvwi Kg©KZvi ¿xi „wófw½ Ggb n‡e †Kb? Av‡iv m„Rbkxj I mvnmx nIqv `iKvi| Ggb ¯v_©ci †PZbvi Kvi‡YB wK Avgiv G¸‡Z cviwQ bv? mevB hw` Wv³vi-BwÄwbqvi nq, Ab¨‡ckv Ki‡e †K?

GÕ mgq mvM‡ii wei³ gyL †`L‡j evev cy‡ivcywi Zvi c¶ wb‡Zb, - †Zvgvi GZ wPš—v †Kb? †Q‡j Avgvi fv‡jv QvÎ| DbœwZ GKw`b Ki‡eB| Ii hv cQ›`, Ki‡Z `vI...

Av‡kcv‡ki mevB, we‡kl K‡i gv I iZœv mvM‡ii nVvr AvPiY cwieZ©‡b wei³! K‚jwKbviv cvq bv| AíK_v ejv, wm×vš— wb‡Z mgq †bqv, Avi weÁ g‡bvweÁvbxi g‡Zv g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q NUbv †kvbv; Zv‡`i Kv‡Q A ^vfvweK jv‡M| bZzb AvPiY iZœv G‡Kev‡iB cQ›` K‡i bv| Mv R¡vjv K‡i, - gvbylUv cvMj n‡q †Mj bvwK? hyeK gvbyl, †cÖ‡g †Uª‡g nq‡Zv c‡o‡Q! mvMi‡K iZœvi Lye cQ›`| wKš‘ GUv †m KvD‡K eyS‡Z †`q bv| AwaKvsk mgqB mvM‡ii mv‡_ PUvs PUvs K‡i K_v e‡j| fveLvbv Ggb, mvMi Zvi wPikΓ| g‡b g‡b Aek¨ fqI cvq–hw` Ab¨Kv‡iv m‡½ m¤úK© n‡q hvq! n‡j †nvK, Zv‡Z Kx? wKš‘, iZœv cQ‡›`i gvbyl‡K nviv‡Z Pvq bv| ZvB me mgq mvM‡ii cQ›` eySvi †Póv K‡i, Dcnvi †`q| AvR we‡K‡j bZzb `k©bPP©v wb‡q mvMi-iZœvi SMov n‡q‡Q| iZœv GL‡bv, †¶‡c Av‡Q| Pv PvIqvi m‡½ m‡½ †Rv‡i †Rv‡i e‡j,

- Avwg Õ†kvbv wgqvÕ‡K Pv †`B bv! Avwg Õejv wgqvÕ‡K Pv †`B! - Zzwg ivM Ki‡Qv †Kb? Avwg †Zv †Kvb Lvivc KvR KiwQ bv| GKwU

bZzb PP©v| Avgv‡K †Zv †Zvgvi Awfb›`b †`qv DwPZ| G mgv‡R K'Rb hyeK `k©b PP©v K‡i?

- `k©b welqUv LyeB KwVb, c uvPv‡jv| R¨vwgwZi †P‡qI KwVb| G‡Z Avgvi AvMÖn bvB| G¸‡jv K‡i jvf Kx? ïay ïay mgq bó!

- Avwg Rvwb †Zvgvi g‡Zv mevB GKB K_v ej‡e| ZviciI `vk©wbK Avi weÁvbxivB c„w_exUv‡K me‡P‡q †ewk GwM‡q wb‡q †M‡Q| mwZ¨ ej‡Z Kx, B`vbxs Avwg evevi gigxev` PP©vq AbycÖvwYZ| welqUv Av‡M G‡Kev‡iB cQ›` KiZvg bv| †jvKwU †h‡nZz ü`qevb, mevB‡K fv‡jvev‡m, Zvi gZev`I wbðqB Lvivc n‡e bv?

G e‡j mvMi evevi RxY© †bvULvZvwU †_‡K ÓRxeb ZixÓ KweZvwU c‡o, ÒwcÖq, Avwg GK w`Knviv gvwS!

wVKvbvnxb hvÎvq A‡bK i‡½ mvwR! Zey †Kb nvwi‡q hvB?

^vaxbZv bvB, fv‡jvevmv bvB! G‡mv wgj‡b wgj‡b wQbœ Kwi AZxZ K‡ói Rvj

Av‡jvwKZ n‡eB gnvwe‡k¦i eZ©gvb Kvj!Ó

evevi †jLv gigx KweZvwU iZœv eySvi †Póv K‡i| ¸i“-ZË¡ bv eyS‡jI, eyS‡Z cv‡i KweZvwU A‡bK cÖÁvgq| mvMi e‡j, MZ GKgvm a‡i Avwg Mfxifv‡e fvewQ| Rxe‡bi Avmj D‡Ïk¨ Kx? Avgiv mevB myL PvB, wKš—y †Kb cvB bv? Avwg g‡bKwi, my‡Li Drm Kx Avgiv Rvwb bv, wKsev Rvb‡Z PvB bv! Avi G ARvbv †_‡KB mgm¨vUvi ïi“| d‡j my‡Li wcQ‡b me mgq Ny‡iI, myL‡K cvB bv| GKUz VvÆvi Q‡j iZœv e‡j,

- myL w`‡q Kx n‡e? myL †Zv AwPb cvwL, A‡bK Av‡MB AwPb †`‡k P‡j †M‡Q!

- †RvKm& K‡iv bv †Zv!iZœv Avi ïb‡Z Pvq bv, ZviciI mvMi ej‡ZB _v‡K| †hb Zvi `k©b,

Kve¨bvU¨ †kvbvi g‡Zv †KD †bB| GKUvbv iZœv‡K e‡j †m kvwš— cvq, - Avwg M‡elYv K‡i †`wLwQ, AwaKvsk mgqB Avwg nq AZx‡Z Avi

bq‡Zv fwel¨‡Z evm Kwi| Ah_v bv †R‡bB Kx †hb LyuwR| Avgvi g‡b nq, cÖwZwU Kv‡Ri Kvib Rvbv _vK‡j GgbUv n‡e bv| AZx‡Z Ny‡i eZ©gvb‡K e¨envi Ki‡Z cvwi bv, d‡j my›`i fwel¨Z Movi my‡hvM nvZQvov n‡q hvq| nZvkvq Avi f‡q `ytL Av‡iv ev‡o| AZxZ, eZ©gvb, fwel¨Z me e„_v g‡b nq|

- AvR _vK evev, A‡bK KwVb KwVb K_v e‡j‡Qv| Gevi euvPvI| Gme KwVb welq| Avgvi eyS‡Z A‡bK mgq jvM‡e!

- GKUz †kvb, mgq jvM‡e bv| mnR K‡i ewj, Bs‡iRx‡Z ÕeZ©gvbÕ‡K ejv nq Õ‡cÖ‡R›UÕ| hvi Av‡iK A_© ÕDcnviÕ| Avgiv mK‡j hw` eZ©gv‡b _vwK, AZx‡Zi Mvwb Avi fwel¨‡Zi k¼v †Kv‡bvUv _vK‡e bv| RxebUv mwZ¨B ÕDcnviÕ n‡e|

K_v¸‡jv evevi KweZvi mv‡_ m¤úwK©Z e‡j iZœv †kv‡b| mvM‡ii RwUj Dc ’vcb‡K fv‡jv jvMv‡bvi †Póv K‡i|

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- ZvB‡Zv ewj, mvM‡ii DËvj †XD nVvr _vg‡jv †Kb! Zv, Zzwg eZ©gv‡b _v‡Kv Kxfv‡e?

mvMi GKUz Me© K‡i e‡j,- Avwg Djy e‡b gy³ QvovB bv| Zzwg wK PP©v Ki‡e ? Zvn‡j ej‡ev!

bB‡j &Gevi †h‡Z cvi!iZœv hvq bv| K‡qKevi Aby‡iv‡ai ci ÔeZ©gvbÕ PP©vi AwfÁZv e‡j,

- †Kvb wKQzB Kivi `iKvi †bB| gb Avi kixi `yB wg‡j nq c~Y© gvbyl| †Kvbfv‡eB gb Avi kixi‡K Avjv`v ivLv hv‡e bv| GK RvqMvi Av‡Q wKbv, GKB m‡½ wg‡jwg‡k KvR Ki‡Q wKbv, G wel‡q mRvM _vK‡Z n‡e| gb _vK‡Z bv PvB‡jI Zv‡K eywS‡q Avb‡Z n‡e| Avi Gi mnR †KŠkj, gb‡K cÖksmv Kiv, Õgb Zzwg GLv‡b kvš— n‡q em, K_v †kvb, hv PvB‡e ZvB cvB‡eÕ| NUbvi Avmj KviY hw` gb‡K ejv hvq, †m K_v ïb‡eB| mn‡R g‡bi Ae ’vb eySvi Rb¨ Avwg k¦vm-cÖk¦vm ch©‡e¶Y Kwi, †Kv_v †_‡K Av‡m, †Kv_vq hvq, †mUv eySvi †Póv Kwi| gb‡K †RvivRywi Kwi bv| Avcbv Avcwb gb Avi kixi wg‡j, Avwg ÕcÖK…Z AvwgÕ n‡q hvB|

iZœv VvÆv K‡i, ÕLye B›Uv‡iw÷s †Zv!Õ K_v †kl bv n‡ZB gyPwK †n‡m e‡j Õgb Avi kixi‡K GK Kiv †Zv eoB KwVb KvR! GUv Kivi mgq Avgvi bvB! Avwg cvi‡ev bv? ¸W evB!

- cvi‡e! cvi‡e bv †Kb? gb Avi kixi mrfvB ! gb K_v bv ïb‡j, kixi‡K gvBi w`‡e! ZLb gb, kix‡ii Kv‡Q G‡m kixi‡K Av`i Ki‡e! Avwg gv‡S gv‡S wb‡R‡K gvwi! wb‡R‡K wb‡R gv‡i ï‡b, iZœv nvwm Pvwc‡q ivL‡Z cv‡i bv– Zzwg †Zv †`LwQ, Avm‡jB cvMj n‡q †MQ!

iZœv nvm‡Z nvm‡Z Pv Avb‡Z iIbv †`q| `vi“wPwb Avi GjvwPi MÜ gvLv iZœvi Pv mvM‡ii Lye wcªq|

GLb Iiv `yR‡b eviv›`vq Pv‡qi †Uwe‡j e‡m Pv Lv‡”Q Avi AvÇv w`‡”Q| eySvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq †bB, GKUz Av‡MI `yR‡bi K_v KvUvKvwU n‡q‡Q|

wcÖq eÜz

iZœv Avi mvMi cÖvq mgeqwm| GL‡bv Iiv eÜz| Kv‡iv we‡q nqwb| abxi Kb¨v iZœv, †QvU†ejv †_‡KB G evox‡Z Mwiexnv‡j _v‡K|g‡b nq wb‡Ri evevi †P‡q mvM‡ii evev‡K †ekx fv‡jvev‡m| †QvU mgq iZœv‡K wb‡Ri †ev‡bi g‡ZvB Avcb g‡b Ki‡Zv mvMi| wKš—y iZœv hyeZx nIqvi ci †_‡K GKUz `~‡ii g‡b nq| my›`ix nIqvi Kvi‡Y, gv‡S gv‡S †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L K_v ej‡Z j¾v jv‡M| GgbUv Av‡M jvMZ bv|

B`vbxs j¾v jvMvi mgm¨vUv `yÕR‡bB KvwU‡q D‡V‡Q| I‡`i eÜzZ¡ Mfxi, Aš—i½| bZzb †KD I‡`i cÖvYeš— †gjv‡gkv †`L‡j nq‡Zv g‡b Ki‡e, myLx `¤úwZ| gv‡S gv‡S Aek¨B †KD †KD e‡j, Õ yR‡bi we‡q n‡j, msmvi Lye my‡Li n‡eÕ| evev-gv Aek¨ G wel‡q †Kv‡bv gš—e¨ K‡ib bv - n‡j n‡e, †mUv mgqB e‡j w`‡e| evev e‡jb,

- c‡ii †g‡q, Avgvi evox‡Z _v‡K, `vwqZ¡ †ekx| gvbyl bv n‡j Ii evev‡K gyL †`Lv‡ev wK K‡i! Ii evev wek¦vm K‡i, †QvU †ejv †_‡K G evox‡Z †i‡L‡Q, Awek¦v‡mi †Kvb KvR Kiv hv‡e bv| ZvQvov iZœvI Avgv‡`i Lye cQ›` K‡i| fv‡jvev‡m| GR‡b¨B †Zv †nv‡÷j †Q‡o Avevi GLv‡b P‡j G‡m‡Q| evev wb‡Ri †g‡qi †P‡qI iZœvi hZœ †bb, Av`i K‡ib| GB Av`‡ii Dˇi iZœv evev‡K Õeo evevÕ e‡j m¯§vb K‡i|

iex› ªbv‡_i g‡Zv `vwo-‡gvQ ivLvi ci †_‡K Õ`i‡ek evevÕ e‡j Wv‡K| †QvU‡ejvq mevB iZœvi †mev Ki‡Zv, GLb †m eo n‡q‡Q, mevi †mev K‡i|

GLb †ngš— Kvj| mKvj AvUUv evR‡ZB, Ni †MvQv‡bv †_‡K ïi“ K‡i, mevi Rb¨ bv —v ‰Zwi me KvR †kl| me KvR GKvB Ki‡Q iZœv | wbR nv‡Z wb‡Ri KvR Kiv ‡hb iZœvi ^fve| Zvi aviYv, KvR bv Ki‡j gvbyl Mwie n‡q hvq, ZvovZvwo g‡i hvq| hw`I †m G kn‡ii me‡P‡q abxi ‡g‡q, wKš‘ KvRKg©, K_veZ©vq †Kvb AnsKvi †bB| Zvi hyw³, gvbyl abx-Mixe, wkw¶Z-Awkw¶Z n‡q Rb¥vq bv| ab‡`ŠjZ Avi mvwU©wd‡KU gvbyl wePv‡ii gvcKvwV nIqv DwPZ bq|

cÖ_g †kªYx †_‡K mßg †kªYx‡Z cov ch©š— †m G evox‡Z _vKZ| Aóg †kªYx‡Z D‡VB †nv‡÷‡j P‡j hvq, wKš‘ †hvMv‡hvM iv‡L wb‡Ri evoxi

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g‡ZvB| GLb ‡m eo n‡q‡Q, †nv‡÷‡j _vK‡Z gb Pvq bv| †nv‡÷‡ji cvZjv Wvj Avi †MB‡U uvwo‡q _vKv eLv‡U‡`i BfwUwPs Zvi Amn¨|ZvB ‡m †nv‡Uj †Q‡o †mvRv mvMi‡`i evwo‡Z P‡j G‡m‡Q| G evwoi cÖwZwU wRwbm †m fv‡jvevmv| Avcb g‡b K‡i| Gevi G‡mB cÖ_‡g †m Kv‡Ri †jvK‡K we`vq K‡i‡Q| gv‡m gvÎ GK- yB nvRvi UvKv wb‡q, GKRb gvbyl `v‡mi g‡Zv mvivw`b KvR Ki‡e, Avi ûRyi ûRyi Ki‡e, GUv wVK bv| me gvbylB mgvb| gvbevwaKv‡i wek¦vmx iZœv e‡j, Kv‡Ri gwnjv‡`i‡K ÕeyqvÕ ejv DwPZ bq, ejv DwPZ Õ†nvg GKwRK~¨wUBfÕ| m¤§vbRbK †eZb †c‡j IbvivI Zz”QMY¨ Pµ †_‡K †ei n‡q Avm‡eb| †ekx †eZb †`qvi mvg_© bv _vK‡j Kv‡Ri †jvK ivLvi wPš—vB Kiv DwPZ bv| wb‡Ri KvR wb‡R Ki‡e| Õeyqv †Uªwbs †m›UviÕ Pvjy Kiv bZzb wPš—v iZœvi gv_vq Xy‡K‡Q| †gvUvgywU Kiv †M‡j, e¨emvUv mvgvwRK I jvfRbK n‡e| abxiv jy‡d wb‡e| ZviB cÖ ‘wZ wn‡m‡e †m g‡bvweÁvb, jvBdw¯‹j Avi MÖvn© ’ weÁv†bi A‡bK¸‡jv eB wK‡b‡Q|

†fv‡i DVv iZœvi ¯fve n‡jI, mvMi †Kvbw`b bÕUvi Av‡M D‡V bv| mvivivZ eB c‡o| mvovRvMv‡bv wm‡bgv †`‡L, Mvb ï‡b| cÖwZw`bB iZœvi A‡bK WvKvWvwKi ci mvMi wSgv‡Z wSgv‡Z weQvbv Qv‡o| mvMi GLb Avi Nwo‡Z Gjvg †`q bv| iZœvi cÖ_g Wv‡KB †m eyS‡Z cv‡i, mKvj bqUv †e‡R †M‡Q|

cÖvq GK eQi n‡jv mvMi K…wl wek¦we`¨vjq †_‡K cvm K‡i‡Q| GL‡bv †Kvb PvKzix nqwb| Pvi eQ‡ii †Kvm© mvZ eQ‡i m¤úbœ Kivi ci gv÷vm© Kivi gvbwmKZv †m nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q| GKUv weiwZ `iKvi| gv‡S ,gv‡S fv‡e, GKUv we‡`kx e„wË cvIqv †M‡j fv‡jv n‡Zv| †jLvcovi cvkvcvwk UvKv cqmv nv‡Z Avm‡j g›` n‡Zv bv| evev gv †ek Lywk n‡eb|

me cix¶vq cÖ_g, A_P PvKzix cvIqv hv‡”Q bv| wewmGm cix¶vi Rb¨ `xN©w`b A‡c¶v Ki‡ZI fv‡jv jv‡M bv| AwaKvsk cÖwZôvb e‡j– Avcwb Ifvi KzqvwjdvBU! Avcwb †Zv Avgv‡`i m‡½ †ekxw`b _vK‡eb bv! ZvQvov Avgiv AwfÁ †jvK LyuRwQ!

AwfÁZvi cÖm½ Avm‡jB mvM‡ii Kó jv‡M, PvKzixB hw` bv cvB, AwfÁZv n‡e wKfv‡e? nvq‡i wbqwZ!

evievi †Póv K‡iI, †Kvb dj bv †c‡q, mvMi GLb nvjQvovi c‡_| Z‡e KL‡bv †m nZvkvMÖ — nqwb| ÕeZ©gvb PP©vÕ Zv‡K euvwP‡q‡Q| PvKzix bv

cvIqvi KviY LyuR‡Z LuyR‡Z mvMi eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q- G‡`‡k PvKzixi Rb¨ `iKvi, mwVK mg‡q mwVK e¨w³i m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM| †hvMv‡hv‡Mi cÖ_g c`‡¶c wn‡m‡e †m wek¦we`¨vj‡q cybivq hvIqv Avmv ïi“ K‡i‡Q| wmwbqi cÖ‡dmi W±i weiv‡Ri m‡½ wbqwgZ †hvMv‡hvM iv‡L| Kvi‡Y AKvi‡Y m¨v‡ii m‡½ †`Lv K‡i| K¬v‡m weivR m¨v‡ii m‡½ mvM‡ii G‡Kev‡iB wgj‡Zv bv| Dwb Lye e¨ — we‡klÁ| wbqwgZ K¬vm †bb bv| g~j †ckv wk¶KZvi †P‡q ivRbxwZ, Avi Kbmvj‡Uw݇K eo K‡i †d‡j‡Qb| mvMiI Qvovi cvÎ bq| mviv eQi K¬vm bv wb‡q, cix¶vi mvg‡b ms‡¶‡c K‡qKwU K¬vm wb‡q †Kvm© †kl Kiv Pj‡e bv| †jKPv‡i †KvbwKQz fyj ej‡j mvMi mivmwi e‡j w`Z| d‡j m„wó n‡Zv Ø›Ø| K¬v‡m hvIqvi m‡½ m‡½ weivR m¨vi mvM‡ii Kv‡Q AvZ¥mg©cY Ki‡Zb,

- mvMi, Zzwg †Kvb K_v ej‡e bv| Zzwg K_v ej‡j Avwg cov‡Z cvwo bv| Dˇi mvMi ïay ej‡Zv, m¨vi Avwg welqwU c‡o G‡mwQ| GÕK_v ï‡b m¨vi Av‡iv mveavb n‡Zb| g‡b g‡b ej‡Zb– GUv †Kgb K_v! GKRb QvÎ, wk¶‡Ki †P‡q †ekx Rvb‡e †Kb? cyivZb †bvU w`‡q †evanq Avi †ekx w`b K¬vm †bqv hv‡e bv| Kbmvj‡UwÝ PvcUv GKUy Kgv‡Z n‡e! K¬v‡m m¨v‡ii m‡½ ؛ظ‡jv mvMi‡K Av‡Rv cxov †`q| m¨v‡ii m‡½ wgUgv‡Ui Rb¨ gb AvbPvb K‡i| cÖ‡qvR‡b Ibvi Kv‡Q gvd PvB‡ev| Av‡kcv‡ki m¤úK© ‡jv‡K M‡elYv K‡i `k©b I wek¦vm Zvi cvwë‡q‡Q| e ‘ev` †_‡K fveev‡`i w`‡K SzK‡Q| GLb hyw³,

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AcQ‡›`i wKQz _v‡K bv! AvPvi a‡g©i cvkvcvwk cÖwZwU gvby‡li wbR¯ ü`qag© Av‡Q| AvgviI Av‡Q, †ZvgviI Av‡Q| GUvB Avmj ag©| G¸‡jvB Avgv‡`i‡K GwM‡q wb‡q hvq| kvwš—‡Z iv‡L|

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- †Zvgvi nv‡Zi ˆZix Lvevi wK KL‡bv Lvivc n‡q‡Q? Lvev‡ii m‡½ fv‡jvevmv gvLv _vK‡j Lvevi my ^v y bv n‡q wK cv‡i?

- ïay Lvev‡iB fv‡jvevmv Luy‡R †c‡j wK Pj‡e? Ab¨ †Kv_vI fv‡jvevmv bvB?

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- GB K_vwU ej‡Z GZ¸‡jv eQi jvM‡jv? Avwg †Zv †f‡ewQjvg Zzwg †m‡j‡eªmx cvjb Ki‡e!

G e‡j j¾vgvLv nvwm †n‡m iZœv mvM‡ii nv‡Z nvZ iv‡L| yR‡b fv‡jvevmvi i‡O iwÄZ nq|

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- fv‡jvevmvi mv_x, Gevi †PvL Qvo| wK n‡q‡Q AvR †Zvgvi ? GZ mKv‡j †Zv KL‡bv DVv nq bv!

- fv‡jvevmv hLb Rxe‡b G‡mB †M‡Q| my ’fv‡e euvP‡Z n‡e| bB‡j mwZ¨Kv‡i fv‡jvevm‡ev wKfv‡e? GB kixiUv †Zv fv‡jvevmvi Avavi! fv‡jvevmv GLvb †_‡KB ïi“!

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- gv iZœv, MZiv‡Z †Zvgvi evev †dvb K‡iwQj| AvR we‡K‡j †Zvgv‡K †`L‡Z Avm‡e|

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- Zv †Zv †Zvgvi evevI e‡j! wKš‘, wK Ki‡e? me gvby‡li wbR¯ RxebPµ Av‡Q| B”Qvq †nvK, Awb”Qvq‡nvK Zv c~Y© Ki‡Z nq| †Zvgvi evev Avi e¨emv Ki‡Z Pvq bv| wKš‘ GZ¸‡jv Kg©Pvix, bvbvb welq hy³, Qvo‡Z cv‡i bv| Avwg e‡jwQ, Gevi Aemi bvI| †m e‡j– †Q‡j‡g‡q `vwqZ¡ bv wb‡j e¨emv †_‡K wK Aemi †bqv hvq?

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cÖm½ Gwo‡q iZœv e‡j, gv Avwg Rvwb, Avcbvi eqm n‡q‡Q, GLb wekªvg `iKvi| AvMvgx gvm †_‡K GKRb wbqwgZ Kv‡Ri gvbyl _vK‡e| Avgvi GcvU©‡g‡›U A‡bK wRwbm, Iqvwks †gwkb, wd«R, wnUvi, I‡fb meB evev Avgvi Rb¨ wK‡bwQ‡jb| †m¸‡jv †KD e¨envi K‡i bv| Avwg †Zv GLv‡bB _vK‡ev| Avcwb AbygwZ w`‡j, †m¸‡jv †cŠu‡Q w`evi Rb¨ g¨v‡bRvi PvPv‡K ej‡ev|

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gv wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv! K‡qK NÈv ci †_‡KB gv cv‡ë †M‡jb! gv‡qi cwieZ©b †`‡L mvMi Avi iZœv Pz‡c Pz‡c nv‡m| mvMi e‡j,

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AeZvi n‡Z cvwi... Av‡eMb cÖ_©bvi k‡ã iZœvi Nyg †f‡½ hvq| mvM‡ii †Pv‡L AkÖ“ †`‡L

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- Avgv‡`i NiwU hw` Ggb cwicvwU n‡Zv, Avgv‡`i Lv`¨ZvwjKv hw` Ggb ¯v ’ Ki IgRv`vi n‡Zv, Z‡e †ek fv‡jv n‡Zv! wKš‘ A‡bK e¨qeûj!

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- Zv Ki!- wKš‘y ?- wKš‘ Avevi wK? GLv‡b NUv K‡i cwi‡ekb Kiv nq| mewKQz †eªwÛs

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†jvf K‡iv bv| Ab¨‡K ¯xK…wZ w`I| wb‡Ri jvf-¶wZi Av‡M, hw` A‡b¨iUv wb‡q wPš—v K‡iv| mevB †Zvgv‡`i eÜz n‡e| Pviw`K, Avkvi Av‡jv‡Z Av‡jvwKZ n‡e|

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Gici evev Nyg‡Z hvb| gv‡K Rwo‡q a‡i, Avb‡›`i mv‡_ g„Zz eiY K‡ib| gv, iv‡Z eyS‡ZB cv‡ibwb–evev KLb, †`nZ¨vM K‡i‡Qb!

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kixi‡K Pv½v ivLvi Rb¨ cÖwZw`b mKvj weKvj e¨vqvgI K‡i| AvZ¥v mPj ivLvi Rb¨ cÖv_©bv K‡i|

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wK MwZ n‡e ?

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Avevi cZb!

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†Zvgvi evevi eÜz| Avgvi mvg‡bB †Zvgvi evev Dbv‡K mv‡_ †dv‡b K_v e‡j‡Q| wPš—v K‡iv bv|

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- Ime wPš—v ivL| cwieZ©b n‡e bv| gvby‡liv †Zv †`‡LI wk‡L| Avgv‡`i eo mv‡neiv we‡`k hvb, †`‡L Av‡mb, †`‡k G‡mB me fy‡j hvb! dLi“wχbi Avg‡j GKUz wVK n‡qwQj Avevi Av‡Mi Ae ’vq| Gme K_v e‡j †kl Kiv hv‡e bv| P‡jv mvMi‡K †`L‡Z hvB|

†Kwe‡bi `iRv Lyjvi k‡ã mvMi GKUz Pg‡K D‡V! mvMi †gvPo w`‡q `iRvi w`‡K ZvKvq| gvgv e‡jb,

- †Kgb Av‡Qv mvMi?- fv‡jv, gvgv| Avcbviv Avgv‡K nvmcvZv‡j G‡b‡Qb †Kb? Avwg †Zv

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wb‡q †M‡Q| GL‡bv †Kvb wi‡cvU© †`qwb| i³ cix¶vi K_v ï‡b mvMi Aw¯’i n‡q D‡V| GBevi †evanq me duvm n‡q hv‡e| Avi †evanq i¶v bv&B| mvMi nvmcvZvj Qvovi Rb¨ D`Mªxe,

- gvgv, Avgvi GLv‡b GK gyn~Z© _vK‡Z gb Pv‡”Q bv| d¨v‡bi Mo Mo kã Avi wdbvB‡ji M‡Ü ewg Av‡m! nvmcvZvj nIqv DwPZ evoxi †P‡qI my›`i| Avi GLv‡b D‡ëvUv| wcR, wiwj‡mi e¨e ’v K‡ib| cÖ‡dmvi mv‡ii †idv‡iÝ Av‡Q, Dbvi AbygwZ Qvov Rywbqiiv wiwmm w`‡Z Pvb bv|A‡bK Aby‡iv‡ai ci Rywbqi Wv³vi †dvb Ki‡j Wvt e‡jb,

- Avgvi †`Lvi `iKvi bv n‡j †Q‡o w`‡Z cv‡i| Kv‡mg fvBI †dvb K‡iwQj| Iiv _vBj¨v‡Û wPwKrmv Kiv‡e! evsjv‡`‡ki gvby‡li GKUz UvKv n‡jB evnv yix †e‡o hvq| evox-Mvox Ki‡Z n‡e, we‡`‡k evRvi Ki‡Z n‡e, wPwKrmv Ki‡Z n‡e,Av‡iv KZ wK?

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- wK †ivM n‡q‡Q, Wv³viv‡Zv ai‡ZB cvi‡Q bv! e¨vsKK RwUj †iv‡Mi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ fv‡jv| evev e¨vsKK‡K wPwKrmv Kiv‡Z Pvb! me LiP Dwb w`‡eb| ZvQvov Avgv‡`iI wKQz UvKv Av‡Q|

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fv‡jv nq| evev GKRb †Kqvi‡UKvi w`‡eb! ivbœvevbœvi e¨e ’v DwbB Ki‡eb| Avcbvi †Kvb Amyweav n‡e bv! gvgv mvM‡ii Mv‡q nvZ w`‡q †`‡Lb| GLb †Kvb R¡i bvB, my ’| bvm© G‡m wiwjm †ccvi w`‡q ej‡jb,

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GBWm bvwK RwÛm?

mvMi evox wd‡i‡Q| AvMvgx ciï d¬vBU! nvVr mKvj GMv‡ivUvi w`‡K GK mvsevw`K G‡m nvwRi| iZœv‡K e‡j Avcbv‡`i evox‡Z GKRb GBWm& †ivMx Av‡Q| Avwg Zvi mv¶vrKvi wb‡Z PvB| f‡qi wKQz †bB, Avwg cwiPq †Mvcb ivL‡ev| iZœv e‡j,

- GÕevox‡Z GBWm& †ivMx Av‡Q, wK Ki‡j Rvb‡jb? Avcbv‡K †K e‡j‡Q?

- Avgiv mvsevw`K | meLv‡bB Avgv‡`i †hvMv‡hvM Av‡Q| eÜz Av‡Q? bB‡j mvsevw`KZv Kwi wKfv‡e?

- Avcbvi,†h eÜziv e‡j‡Q Zv‡`i mv¶vrKvi †bb wM‡q, GLv‡b Avm‡Qb †Kb? e‡j ivM K‡i `iRv eÜ K‡i †`q! `iRvi cvk †_‡K mvsevw`K e‡j, Avgiv msevw`K, Avgv‡`i mv‡_ evovevwo K‡i †KD cvi cvq bv| eo eo †bZvivI Avgv‡Mv Qvjvg w`‡q P‡j| `iRv eÜ Kivi Acgv‡bi †kva Avwg wbgyB| KvjB me eyS‡Z cvi‡eb |

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- ¸wb bvwK QvB| cysUvwg KBiv GBWm& evbvB‡Q, Avi wRÁvmv Ki‡Z †MwQ, Avgvi †`vl n‡q †M‡Q| Ii eD‡qi †h dzUvw½ †`Ljvg, Mv‡h Av¸b aBiv †M‡Q| `i‡e‡ki †cvjv †h GZ cysUv, Zv wK †KD Rv‡b? ‡`vKv‡b e‡m _vKv ingZ Avjx e‡j,

- GBWm! GBUv †Zv giY †ivM| GBUv‡Z mevi nq bv| hviv Lvivc cvovq hvq Zv‡`i †Zv nq|

- ey‡Sb Zvn‡j! mv¶vrKvi †`K Avi bv †`K, Avgvi Kv‡Q †gwWK¨j wi‡cv‡U©i d‡UvKwc Av‡Q, Avwg Lie Qvcv‡evB| G e‡j wi‡cvU© Qvjvg gyw݇K Avi cv‡k emv ingZ Avjx‡K †`Lvq| iZœv †Kvb gv_vgyÊy wKQzB eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| mvsevw`K welqUv wKfv‡e Rvb‡jv? Avwg, mvMi, evev Avi DciIqvjv Qvov‡Zv †KB Rv‡b bv| Wt Rwni †Zv we‡`‡k P‡j †M‡Q, Zv

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QvovI KvD‡K ej‡e bv, Lye f`ª gvbyl| iZœv A‡bK¶Y fvevi ci Abygvb K‡i, GUv nvmcvZv‡ji KvR, Iiv †Zv cix¶v Kivi Rb¨ i³ wb‡qwQj| iZœvi welqUv cwi®‹vi nIqvi Rb¨ †m cÖ‡dmi iv‡k`‡K †dvb K‡i| Av‡¼j `ytL cÖKvk K‡i e‡jb,

- mwi iZœv! e¨vcviUvi Rb¨ Avwg LyeB ytwLZ| Gwmm‡UÛ e¨vUvi mv‡_ mvsevw`‡Ki LvwZi| gvÎ 500 UvKvi wewbg‡q LieUv e‡j w`‡q‡Q| Avwg I‡K †kvKR K‡iwQ!

- Avcbv‡`i †ckv`vwi‡Z¡ Avgiv AevK! GLb wK n‡e? msev`wU hw` cwÎKvq G‡m hvq, Avgiv wK G mgv‡R _vK‡Z cvi‡ev? Avcwb wK Rv‡bb bv, G mgv‡Ri Ae¯’v?

- Lei‡Zv GL‡bv cÖKvk nqwb| hw` GKvš—B n‡q hvq, Avwg Gi D‡ëv msev` m‡¤§jb Ki‡ev| fq cv‡e bv| Avwg msevw`K‡Ki m‡½ GLbB †hvMv‡hvM KiwQ| evUv U¨vKvi Kv½vj, UvKv w`‡jB me wVK n‡q hv‡e| welqUv Lye Ri“ix, Zv cÖ‡dmi iv‡k` evev‡K †dvb cy‡iv NUbv Rvbvq

- gnvwec`! GLb wK n‡e?- ZvovZvwo LeiUv Av‡M eÜ K‡iv! cÖ‡qvR‡b cwÎKvi GwWUi‡K e‡jv,

AvMvgxKvj †hb †Kvb cwÎKv bv wewµ K‡i| Avwg me Kwc wKbjvg! hZUvKv jv‡M w`e| Avgvi gvb m¤§vb euvPvI Wv³vi| `kUv jvwV †div‡bv hvh, gvby‡li gy‡Li K_v wdiv‡bv hvq bv| cwÎKvq cÖKv‡ki Av‡MB, msev`wU †`vKvb`vi, mvsevw`K Avi ingZ Avjxi gva¨‡g A‡b‡K Rv‡b| msevw`K †gvevBj eÜ †i‡L‡Q! †KD †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Kvj hw` ‰`wb‡Ki wk‡ivbvg n‡q msev`wU cÖKvwkZ nq Avgv‡`i m¤§vb wK _vK‡e? mvKy©‡jk‡bi Av‡MB evev ’vbxq ‰`wbKwUi Awd‡m †hvMv‡hvM K‡ib| Mfxi iv‡Z wb‡R Mvox‡Z K‡i wM‡q bM` GK j¶ UvKv w`‡q cy‡iv `k nvRvi Kwc cÖwÎKv wK‡b †bb|

ivZ PviÕUv| G †fvi iv‡Z, cwÎKvi Awdm †_‡K †mvRv mvMi‡`i evmvq evev P‡j Av‡mb| m‡½ WªvBfvi Avi †mvnvbv| GB cÖ_g evevi m‡½ †Kvb my›`ix †g‡q‡K †`‡L iZœv AevK!

- †kvfv Lvjv wK Zvn‡j wVKB e‡jwQj? †mvnvbvi Mvoxi m‡½ †njvb w`‡q †gvevBj †`Lvi „k¨wU my›`i n‡jI iZœvi fv‡jv jv‡M bv| wKš‘ evev‡K m‡›`n Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| m‡›`n Kivi g‡Zv gvbyl Dwb bv| evev wbR †_‡KB cwiPq Kwi‡q †`b,

- †mvnvbv| †Zvi evÜex †mvgvi †QvU †evb| GgweG cvk K‡i‡Q| PvKzix cvw”Qj bv, ZvB PvKzixUv w`jvg| A‡bK Kv‡Ri †g‡q| GLb Avgv‡K mewKQz wb‡q fve‡Z nq bv| A‡bK KvR K‡g †M‡Q| ejjvg, Zz&B Avgvi mv‡_ _vK, _vKwj bv| hvM‡K Ime K_v c‡o n‡e| †mvnvbvI Avgv‡`i m‡½ e¨vsKK hv‡e| Kzqvjvjvgcy‡iI GKw`‡bi GKUv wgwUs Av‡Q| †Zv‡`i me e¨e ’v _vBj¨v‡Û K‡i, Avgiv `yw`‡bi Rb¨ Kzhvjvjvgcyi hv‡ev|

- wVK Av‡Q evev! iZœv gv_v †_‡K fvebv miv‡Z cv‡i bv| AweevwnZ GKRb my›`ix we‡`k hv‡e, ZvI Avevi wecZœxK GKRb abvU¨ †cŠ‡pi m‡½? mgm¨v n‡e bv? evOvjx mgvR A‡bK dv÷ n‡q †M‡Q| Ag‡bv‡hvMx n‡q iZœv Mvox‡Z D‡V| cybivq iZœv †kvfv Lvjvi K_v g‡b K‡i, evev mwZ¨ mwZ¨ e`‡j †Mj bv †Zv?

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- wVK Av‡Q hv! iZœv Av‡ — Av‡ — cÖkœ K‡i| cy‡iv ev —eZv eySvi †Póv K‡i| †mvgv,

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Ñ †mvgv GLb †Kv_vq, wK K‡i? Ñ wKQyB bv| evev Zvi Ag‡Z we‡q w`‡qwQ‡jb| RvgvB †ek ¯§vU© wKš‘

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- Avcv, PvKzixUv Avgvi Lye `iKvi wQj| evev Amy ’! †evbUv `yB †g‡q wb‡q Avgv‡`i msmv‡i| fvBUv‡KI †jLvcov Kiv‡bv `iKvi, XvKv †gwW‡K‡j PvÝ †c‡q‡Q| Avgvi A‡bK `vwqZ¡!

‡mvnvbvi Abybq ï‡b iZœv big n‡q hvq| †h m‡›`‡ni Rvj g‡b †_‡K wQu‡o †d‡j|

- PvKzix K‡iv, mgm¨v bvB| Avwg fvewQ, we‡qi Av‡MB †`k -we‡`k Nyi‡e| †Zvgvi we‡qi mgm¨v n‡e bv?

- n‡j n‡e! wK Kivi Av‡Q? Avcbvi evev Lye fv‡jv gvbyl| Avgv‡K A‡bK cQ›` K‡ib | iZœv gyPwK †n‡m e‡j, Avgvi evev‡K hw` MÖvm K‡iv, Zvn‡j wKš‘ Avwg †Zvgv‡K Qvo‡ev bv|

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Gici evev †Pqvig¨vb‡K †dvb K‡i| - †Pqvig¨vb mv‡ne, &†Zvgvi †jvKRb‡K mvgjvI| Avgvi RvgvB‡qi

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- Avcwb wPš—v Ki‡eb bv fvB| Avwg GLwb †jvK cvVvw”Q|

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mKv‡j evev ivMvwšZ wQ‡jb| evivi i³‡PvL †`‡L iZœv fq †c‡qwQj| †m KL‡bv evev‡K Ggb ivM‡Z †`‡Lwb| evev mvM‡ii i“‡g wM‡q e‡j, - Ae‡k‡l mewKQz g¨v‡bR n‡q‡Q| mevB GLb Rv‡b †Zvgvi GBWm bv, †ncvUvBwUm RwÛm fvBivm a‡i‡Q| hvK! mvgvR wb‡q Avi fq bvB| UvKvi ¶gZv †`‡L‡Qv? AvR UvKv bv _vK‡j wK n‡Zv ? Zzwg GBWm wb‡q †h KóUv †c‡Z, Zvi †P‡q `k¸Y †c‡Z gvby‡li KvQ †_‡K| †jvKRb †Zvgvi evoxNi †f‡½ w`Z, nq‡Zv Av¸bI w`Z| †eu‡P _vK‡j nq‡Zv fv‡jvfv‡e †KD K_vI ej‡Zv bv| Am¤§v‡bi mv‡_ ay‡K ay‡K gi‡Z! Gi Rb¨B ewj, Avgvi mv‡_ G‡mv| k¦ï‡ii mv‡_ PvKzix Kiv cvc bv, kï‡ii UvKv e¨envi Ki‡j PwiÎ bó nq bv|

- wVK Av‡Q evev, kixiUv GKUz fv‡jv †nvK| Avwg Avcbvi PvKzix Ki‡ev| mvMi Avi iZœv GLb _vBj¨v‡Ûi ivRavbx e¨sK‡K| evev I †mvnvbv yB w`‡bi Rb¨ Kzqvjvjvgcyi wM‡q‡Qb| GL‡bv Wv³v‡ii G‡cv‡q›U‡g›U cvIqv hvqwb| †nv‡U‡j e‡m _vKv,Avi e¨sK‡Ki gRv`vi w÷ªU wm-dzW LvIqv Qvov KvR †bB| †nv‡Uj †_‡K cy‡iv kni †`Lv hvq| AmsL¨ AvKvkPz¤x `vjvb †`‡L iZœv mvMi nZ¤e| G‡Zv †`wLwQ Rvcv‡bi †P‡qI DbœZ| `vjvb‡KvUvi evnv`yix Avi iv —vq Mixe gvbyl fxo †`‡L mvMi wnmve wgjv‡Z cv‡i bv| GZ DbœZ kn‡i Mixe gvbyl _vK‡e †Kb? GK _vB bvMwiK‡K KvibUv wRÁvmv Ki‡j e‡j, MÖv‡g Ae ’v Av‡iv Lvivc! GLv‡b A_©‰bwZK gvwR©b A‡bK †ekx! H †h my›`i my›`i `vjvb †`L‡Qb AwaKvs‡ki gvwjK we‡`kx| cÖK…Z _vB‡`i Ae ’v †Zgb fv‡jv bq|

AvR iZœvi g‡b Lykxi Av‡gR| g —eo GKUv wec` †Mj| gv_vq GLb wPš—v †bB| †m KPzcvZv i‡½i kvox c‡o‡Q, Kcv‡j Pvu‡`i nvwm wUc, †Vvu‡U nvjKv wjwcw÷K| mvM‡ii cÖmskvmyjf Pvnbx‡Z iZœvi j¾v jv‡M |

-Igb K‡i wK †`L‡Qv?-‡Zvgv‡K| Avn! c„w_exi g‡Zv Avgvi eD KZ my›`i?

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mvM‡ii gy‡L cÖksmvq iZœvi Avb›` †hb Dc‡P c‡o‡Q| K_vi †m cÖPÊ kw³ Av‡Q, GUv mvMi wek¦vm K‡i| mZKZ©vi mv‡_ my›`i K_v ejvi ¯fveUv †m evevi KvQ †_‡K †c‡q‡Q| Zvi ev —e AwfÁZv - cÖksmv K‡i kΓ‡KI eÜz evbv‡bv hvq, Am¤¢e‡K m¤¢e Kiv hvq|

Ae‡k‡l Wv³v‡ii Gc‡q›U‡g›U cvIqv †Mj| cÖ_g cix¶v‡ZB Wv³vi ej‡jb,

- GBPAvBwf Av‡Q mwZ¨| wKš‘ kvixwiK mgm¨vwU GBPAvBwfÕi Kvi‡b nqwb| Avgvi g‡b nq, kvixwiK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AwZwi³ gvbwmK Pvc Avi Nyg Kg †_‡K| `xN©w`b Nyg Avi Lvev‡i AwbqgB gyj KviY| GBPAvBwf fvBivm hv‡Z myß _v‡K, Zvi Rb¨ Wv³vi A‡bK¸‡jv `vgx `vgx Jla w`‡jb| Avi civgk© w`‡jb, mvBwKqvwU÷ †`Lv‡bvi|

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Rxeb c×wZ, wPš—v-fvebv, cÖwZw`‡b jvBd ÷vBj ï‡b g‡bvwe‡klÁ ej‡jb, - Rxeb hvc‡b †RvovRywo Ki‡eb bv| Av‡eM‡K ev —eZvi mv‡_ wgjv‡eb| AwZev —eZv wKQz wb‡q wPš—v bv KivB fv‡jv| wbw ©ó mg‡q Avnvi Ki‡eb Ges Nygv‡eb| c‡RwUf †gwW‡Uk‡bi cvkvcvwk e¨vqv‡gi w`‡K †Rvi †`qv DwPZ| GZ kixi gb y‡UvB my ’ _vK‡e...

mvM‡ii eZ©gvb PP©v Avi mZZvq ewjó _vKvi K_v ï‡b| g‡bvwe‡lÁ ej‡jb - mZZv fv‡jv | wKš—y gv‡S gv‡S mZZviI mxgve×Zv Av‡Q| GKB wRwbm wfbœ „wó‡Z wfbœfv‡e e¨vL¨v Kiv hvq| myZivs mZZv Av‡cw¶K! D`vi _vKvB fv‡jv| welq‡K Ae‡R±fwj †`L‡j †Kvb wKQz‡ZB Ø›Ø n‡e bv| eZ©gvb PP©vi K_v ej‡ZB Wv³vi GKUz wei³ nb|

- †Rvi K‡i †Ubkb _vgv‡bvUvI GKUv †Ubkb| ïay eZ©gvbB wKš‘ Rxeb bv| AZxZ, eZ©gvb, fwelr G wZb‡U wg‡jB Rxeb| mewKQz‡K †g‡b wb‡j, mwVK mg‡q, mwVK fv‡e mwVK KvRwU Ki‡j, mvdj¨ †_‡g _vK‡e bv,†ekx wPš—v Kiv wVK bv|

***‡nv‡U‡j wd‡i, mvMi iZœv `yR‡b cÖwZw`‡bi Rxebhvc‡bi gqbvZ`š— K‡i| g‡bvweÁv‡bi civg‡k© g‡Z, Zviv GLb wbf©q| cÖwZw`‡bi Af¨vm-Abvf¨vm¸‡jvi ZvwjKv K‡i| Rxeb wKfv‡e mnR, mij I ï× Kiv hvq, Zvi Rb¨ cwiKíbv K‡i| ˆ`wbK i“wUb mvRvq| jv‡Âi Rb¨ wb‡P bv‡g|

†nv‡U‡ji jwe‡Z evev Avi †mvnvbv‡K cvkvcvwk Aš—i½fv‡e e‡m _vK‡Z †`‡L iZœv Pg‡K D‡V | iZœv‡K †`‡L &ªyZ †mvnvbv m‡o hvq|

- †Zvgiv KLb Avm‡j, evev? †Zvgv‡`i †Zv GLb nq GqvijvBbm& Avi bv nq Gqvi‡cv‡U© _vKvi K_v!

evev GKUz BZ —Zt K‡i e‡jb,- GKNÈv n‡jv Avgviv G‡mwQ| GqvijvBbm& mvaviYZ †`ix K‡i,

Avgv‡`i †ejvq D‡ëv n‡q‡Q, GK NÈv Av‡MB G‡m †M‡Q| evevi K_vq iZœvi m‡›`n nq,- Iiv g‡b nq Kzqvjvjvgcy‡i hvqwb? Ab¨ †Kvb †nv‡U‡j wQj?

G‡f‡e iZœv iv‡M-K‡ó wb‡Ri Pzj wb‡R&B wQo‡Z gb Pvq| iZœv gvbwmK Aw ’iZv _vgv‡Z cv‡i bv| welqUv cwi®‹vi nIqv `iKvi| G wb‡q Ah_v mgq bó Kiv wVK bv| wKfv‡e evev‡K mivmwi wRÁvmv Kiv hvq, iZœv †f‡e Kzj wKbviv cvq bv| jv‡Âi †k‡l iZœv evev‡K †nv‡Uj jwei GKcv‡k Wv‡K| - evev, †Zvgvi m‡½ GKUv K_v wQj| GKjv ej‡Z n‡e|

- GKUz em, Avwg AvmwQ| evev Avm‡ZB iZœv GKUv j¤v f~wgKv †k‡l evev‡K VvÆvi Q‡j iZœv

e‡j, - evev Avwg `ytwLZ| `xN©w`b †Zvgvi †Zgb †LuvRLei wb‡Z cvwi bv| Zzwg GKjv †eva Ki‡Qv bv †Zv?

- G cÖkœ †Kb KiwQm?- Avgvi GKUz fq jvM‡Q| GKvwKZ¡ †_‡K mgm¨vi ïi“ nq|

wcÖqRb‡`i KvQ †_‡K fv‡jvevmv bv Avm‡j, gvbyl wfbœc‡_ fv‡jvevmv Lyu‡R| gvbyl AvcbRb †Q‡o Ab¨Rb‡K Avcb g‡b K‡i!

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evev e¨emvqx gvbyl `ª“Z welqwU ey‡S †d‡j|- ZzB wK †mvnvbvi e¨vcv‡i wKQz ej‡Z Pvm? m‡›`n Kwim bv | kvwš—

bó n‡e! Avwg †Zvi evev| e¨emvi cwimi A‡bK †e‡o †M‡Q| e¨emvi Rb¨ AcÖ‡qvRbxq A‡bK wKQzB Ki‡Z nq|

cÖm½ cvwë‡q evev e‡jb,

- Avgvi eqm n‡q‡Q| KLb wK nq Rvwb bv| me m¤úwË †Zvi bv‡g wj‡L w`‡qwQ| †Zvi GW‡fv‡KU PvPvi Kv‡Q `wjj †`qv Av‡Q| Gevi wM‡q `wjj¸‡jv ey‡S †bm| †Zvi g¨v‡bRvi PvPv‡K B`vwbs wek¦vm Ki‡Z cviwQ bv| g‡b nq †jvf fi K‡i‡Q| GKUz mveav‡b _vK‡Z n‡e| iZœv GKcj‡K evevi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _v‡K| nVvr, evevi nvZ a‡i Kvu ‡Z _v‡K - evev Avwg m¤ú` PvB bv| Avwg †Zvgv‡K PvB |

G‡mv gvgvi evox hvB

_vBj¨vÛ †_‡K wd‡iB mvMi-iZœvi kniUv bZzb bZzb jv‡M| Av‡Mi g‡Zv Avcb g‡b nq bv| g‡b nq G kni‡ii mevB GBW‡mi msev`wU Rv‡b| cwiwPZ KvD‡K †`L‡j Gwo‡q Pj‡Z gb Pvq| ci ci g‡b nq| welqUv hvPvB Kivi Rb¨ mvMi iZœv gv‡KwUsG hvq | B‡”Q K‡iB eÜz‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv K‡i| eÜziv Avd‡mvm K‡i e‡j,

- Avgv‡`i wPwKrmv c×wZi †h †envj Ae ’v, GZ fyj Ki‡j wK P‡j? n‡q‡Q RwÛm, e‡j GBWm!

cÖvq‡Zv †Zv‡`i ev‡ivUv evwR‡q w`‡qwQj!evevi †Póv †h Kv‡R w`‡q‡Q, Iiv eyS‡Z cv‡i| g‡b g‡b evevi eyw×i

cÖksmv K‡i| ab¨ev` Rvbvq| e¨vsKK †_‡K Avmvi ci †_‡K mvM‡ii ¯fve A‡bK big, bZRvby

wKš‘ my ’| gvgvi gbUv AvR Avb-Pvb Ki‡Q| GKgvÎ fv‡Mœi Rb¨ gvqv nq| wK cÖvbeš— wQj Avi wK n‡q‡Q? gvgv †mw`‡bi AwfÁZv e‡jb, - gv iZœv †Zvgvi evev wQj e‡j, bB‡j †jvKR‡bi †h AvPiY †`‡LwQ, A‡bK wec` n‡Zv|

- Avcbviv mevB wg‡j welqUv g¨v‡bR K‡i‡Qb| AmsL¨ ab¨ev`! ÔAvi wec‡` cov hv‡e bvÕ| ZvB gvgvi Kv‡QI iZœv Avmj K_v e‡j bv| - mwZB gvgv, n‡q‡Q RwÛm e‡j GBWm! KZ ¸i“Zi fy‡j! GgbUv wK †Kvb fv‡jv Wv³vi Ki‡Z cv‡i?

- Zvn‡j gv, A‡bK w`b n‡jv| Avgvi Gevi hvIqv `iKvi | dmj KvUvi mgq n‡q‡Q| evox‡Z _vK‡ZB n‡e|

- gvgv, Avcwb hw` m¤§wZ †`b| Avcbvi m‡½ Avgiv MÖv‡g †eov‡Z †h‡Z PvB| KZw`b Mªv‡g hvB bv| ZvQvov weivU aKj †Mj| _vB Wv³viiv mywPwKrmv K‡i‡Qb| mvMi wbqwgZ Jla Lv‡e, Avi Amy ’ n‡e bv|

- †Zvgiv hw` hvI, †Zvgvi gvgx Lye Lywk n‡e|- mwZ¨B gvgv, Avgiv wKQzw`b kni †_‡K ~‡i, cÖK…wZi mv‡_ _vK‡Z

PvB| - Zvn‡j K‡e hv‡e|

- AvcbviI ZvovZvwo hvIqv DwPZ! A‡bKw`b a‡i evoxi evwn‡i|

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mË¡i †M‡j g›` nq bv| m¤¢eZ: AvMvgx ciï| ‡Uª‡b Po‡Z iZœv mvMi yÕyR‡biB fv‡jv jv‡M| Zv‡`i B”Qvq †Uª‡bi

wU‡KU †Kbv n‡jv|- gvgv hvZvqZ e¨e ’v †Kgb? iZœv wRÁvmvi Dˇi gvgv e‡jb,- GLvb †_‡K Rvgvjcyi ch©š— †Uª‡bB hv‡e| †ejv _vK‡Z †cŠuQv †M‡j

†k‡li gvBj wi·v ev f¨vb Mvox‡Z hvIqv hv‡e| bB‡j GKUz nuvU‡Z n‡e Avi wK ?

- nuvU‡Z Avgvi mgm¨v †bB gvgv| gvwUi iv —vq nvU‡j kixi fv‡jv _v‡K! GÕe‡j iZœv cÖvY Ly‡j nvm‡Z _v‡K,

A‡bKw`b ci MÖvg †`Lv n‡”Q| †Uªb †_‡K `ª“Z MªvgxY „k¨ cvëv‡bv wm‡bgvi †P‡qI mvM‡ii fv‡jv jv‡M| b`x, km¨ †¶Z, H ~‡ii MÖv‡gi Nievox, bxjvKvk, †gN, Doš— cvwL me wKQy my›`i| Avcb!

G¸‡jv †`L‡Z †`L‡Z ¯§„wZ‡Z †f‡m D‡V †mvbvjx †mB †QvU‡ejv| gvgvi m‡½ gvQ aiv, Nywo Dov‡bv, cvU KvUv, mycvix Mv‡Q DVv Av‡iv KZwK| Ggb mgq gvgv ej‡jb -

- mvMi †Zvgvi gv †eu‡P _vK‡Z A‡bK Aby‡iva K‡iwQ| wKš‘ Iqvwi‡mi Rwg ¸‡jv wbj bv | Kg Rwg bv, cÖvq wek weNv| Av‡iKR‡bi Rwg †fvM Kiv DwPZ bv| GBevi †M‡j Rwg¸‡jv †Zvgv‡K eywS‡q w`‡Z PvB| iZœv gvgv‡K _vwg‡q e‡j,

- gvgv, Rwg Rgvi wnmve c‡o n‡e| Av‡M gvgxi nv‡Zi ivbœv †L‡Z PvB! - Aek¨B! Avwg wbR nv‡Z †Zvgv‡`i Rb¨ gvQ gvi‡ev|

¯vgx- ¿xi K_vi gv‡S gvgv K_v ej‡Z cv‡i bv| Pzc _vK‡Z _vK‡Z GK mgq Nywg‡q c‡o| wKš‘ mvM‡ii ¯cœ †`Lv _v‡g bv| g‡b g‡b fv‡e, - gvi Rwg¸‡jv‡Z Õ‡mBwfs wmWÕ LvgviwU Ki‡j g›` n‡e bv| mvM‡ii B”Qv gvmv‡bv‡fv dzKzIKvii g‡Zv GKwU M‡elbv Lvgvi Kivi| wKš‘ †mUv ïay cÖvK…wZK bq, Lvgv‡ii mewKQz n‡e cÖK…wZ Avi weÁv‡bi Ac~e© mgš‡q|

- ågvYv‡›` Av‡ewkZ ivZœv‡K cwiKíbvwU ej‡j, iZœv e‡j, - Lvgvi evbv‡e, bvwK evevi †Kv¤úvbxi `vwqZ¡ wb‡e, c‡i †`Lv hv‡e|

hv nevi Zv n‡e| Gevi eZ©gv‡b P‡j G‡mv eÜz| G e‡j iZœv iwmKZv kyi“ K‡i| yÕR‡b GLb cÖvY †Lvjv nvwm‡Z nvm‡Q, †hb `yR‡b wb¯úvc wkï |


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