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’nm: ]IsvR&vItragay

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wartvØRna \mRij&asu Òvona mhan waGyodye AaÝvtRman vIs‐AekvIsmI xtaBdImaH A|yaTmmUitRAaTm&sHt sTpuÌØ prmopkarI pUßy sdŸguÌdev ]IkanÒSvamIno, SvanuwUitÝ\an sâmRno pun: AWyudykrva, mhan _dy =yo. pUvRna Ýbz sHSkar,wgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝÌt ]I smysarna ghn A|yynAne potana &an, vEraGy ne _pxm rswIna AHtmuRqsaitxy puÌØa=R vDe tem e SvanuwvrsJrtIAaTmsa\na sa\Ine potanaH VyaQyanomaH ]I vIr‐kuHd‐Am<tÝ$ipt A|yaTm\mRno prm _\ot kyÈ, je=I FàÒvo te smjva ma!e tEyar =[ gya. vItrag moÙmagRneATyHt SpÚpè smÔvnar Aava sm=R guÌdev AaivØm kaze mZya te mumuÙuAonaH mhawaGy Ke. qreqrguÌdevno _pkar Amap Ke.

Aagm, yui› ne Svanuwvna vjqDk _prADgp e éwa rhIne ]I ijneHãdevnuH taiÀvk hadR Ýkaixtkrnar pUßy guÌdev]I kanÒSvamInI Ýbz vaÌnapuint yoge 18 vØRnI bazavymaH jem e AtIiNãy‐AanHdJrto




2 bhen]Ino &anvEwv______________________________________________________SvaTmanuwUit‐smiNvt AaTmsaÙaTkar‐inivRkLp sMyGdxRnÝaº krel Ke AevaH ÝxmmUitR \Nyavtar \mRrTn pUßybhen]I cHpabene p` Aava prm‐ tar`har pUßy guÌdevnoloko¿r Aa|yaiTmk mihma ÝkaxIne qreqr mumuÙujgt _prmhan _pkar kyÈ Ke. SvanuwvmUitR pUßy bhen]I p`,pUßy khanguÌdevna _pkartze, AaTmanuwUitno saco magRbtavnar qreqr Aek mhan AaTma Ke. temnuH piv5 ÒvnAne A|yaTmsa\na AaTma=± Òvo ma!e qreqr Aek AnupmAadxR Ke.

pUßy guÌdev äara pU R Ýmai`t AevaH Aa piv5aTmapUßy bhen]I cHpabenna sa\namy loko¿r ÒvnmaH=I,AaTma=± Òvone AaTmlaw =ay Ae hetuAe, A5e AapuStkmaH (1) sHiÙPt Òvnpircy, (2) ÔitSmr`&an,(3) guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar Ane (4) A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta‐Ae carnuH sHkln krvamaH AaVyuH Ke.

sHiÙPt Òvnpircy, AnuwvInI Am<tvaÌ,p5Vyvhar, guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar, vIèlI ivgt, mI@aHsHwaràH vgere, pUßy bhen]Ina Òvnne lgta, AnekivØyonuH temna ;Am<t‐jNmoTsv' Avsre Ýkaixt =yel;bhen]I cHpaben AiwnHdng/H=' maH sHkln =yel Ke. jemnete Ô`vanI wavna hoy temne te g/H= vaHcvanI wlam` Ke.

(1) sHiÙPt Òvnpircy: SvanuwvivwUiØt




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sMykŸTv‐Aara\nanI mUitR, \mRnI xowa Ane ;Aa kaznuHAaüyR' AevaH ÝxmmUitR pUßy bhen]I cHpabenna, inmRzsMykŸTvsa\na phelaHna Ane pKIna, AadxR Òvnno jesHiÙº pircy, temna vDIl bH\u êDa AadxR AaTma=±AadrÌy iväãTn pH. ]I ihHmtlal je@alal xahe iv. sH.2040maH, bhen]Ina jNm\am (v#va`) nI ya5anaxuwavsre, Aapel Ane je ;bhen]I cHpabenAiwnHdng/H=' maH muiãt =yel Ke, te A5e AapvamaHAaVyo Ke. AamaH vi`Rt bhen]InI bazavS=anaH‐&an,vEraGy, _pxm, wi› Ane td=R sMykŸ puÌØa=Rna saitxyÝerk‐m\ur sHSmrò AaTma=± Òvone AaTmihtnuH mhaninim¿ =ay AevaH Ke.

(2) ÔitSmr`&an: iv. sH. 1993na cE5vd Aa@mnaidne, mumuÙu jgtne ATyHt _pkarI =ay AevI, Aek Asa\arÀdŸwut F!na bnI. pUßy bhen]I suv RpurI m|ye (la@Ina_taramaH) inj‐invaskÙ ivØe SvaTm|yanmaH be@aH htaH Tyare,inivRkLp AaTmanuwUitmaH=I _pyog ivkLpmaH AavtaH, temnemit&annI pirìtmaH shj inmRzta =taH _pyognISvCKtamaH pUvRwvnuH AaüyRkarI shj SpÚ ÔitSmr`&anÝg! =yuH. Aa inmRz piv5 &anmaH ÝxmmUitR pUßy bhen]Ine,gt wvmaH ivdehÙe5 m|ye tem e smvsr`maH jemnI idVy vaÌsaÙatŸ saHwzI htI te




4 bhen]Ino &anvEwv______________________________________________________

ivdehIna= svR&vItrag prmaTma ]I sImH\r wgvan, temnuHidVy smvsr`, temnI vaÌmaH saHwzel pUßy guÌdev ]IkanÒSvamIna wUt tem j waiv wv, SvgR Ane TyaHnaHrTninimRt xa¬t ijnmHidro t=a rTnmy xa¬t ijnÝitmaAovgere Anek ivØyo Ême Ême SpÚp e Smr`maH AaVyaH Ke.

pUßy guÌdeve, dIÙa lI\a pKI, AHdr=I SvyH shjAem AavtuH ke ;Are¦ huH to tI=Åkrno Òv KuH.' tdupraHt ;huHrajkumar KuH' , AekviDyo êco xrIrno baH\o, gtwvnophervex, ’kar |vinno nad vgere AHdr=I shj AavtuHhtuH, p` Aa vat pUßy guÌdeve kdI bhar mUkI nhotI. pUßybhen]Ina ÔitSmr`&annI ivgt Ô`vamaH AavI TyarepUßy guÌdevne SpÚ =yuH ke‐ ;dIÙa lI\a pKI je mne kudrteAHtrmaH AavtuH te Aa j htuH.

Aam pUßy bhen]Ina Aa piv5 &an äara prmpUßyguÌdevno ;wavI tI=Åkrna ãVy$p' loko¿r mihma Ýisâ=va=I mumuÙujgt _pr qreqr mhan _pkar =yo Ke. pUßybhen]Ina SvanuwvivwUiØt xuâaTmsa\namy AadxRÒvnnI sa=e Aa piv5 &an p` AaTma=± Òvone potana]âaÒvnmaH tem j wi›ÒvnmaH Aitxyta lavva ma!emhan lawnuH kar` =yuH Ke.

3) guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar: A|yaTmmagRÝkaxk




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k<pain\an prmpUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIno smStmumuÙujgt _pr Ak+y AnHt _pkar Ke. teAo]InaAnekiv\ _pkaromaHno Aek mhan _pkar Ae Ke ke teAo]IAemumuÙujgtne ÝxmmUitR wgvtI mata pUßy bhen]IcHpabennI, SvanuwvwInI xuâaTmsa\na=I Ane \mR sa=esHbH\vaza AaüyRkarI ÔitSmr`&an=I ivwUiØt, piv5AlaEikk AHtrHgdxanI y=at= Aozqa` kravI Ke. AaTma=±Òvone AaTma=R sa\vamaH lawnuH kar` =ay Ae hetuAeprmpUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIAe, suv`RpurImaH tem jÝvas drMyan Anek gamomaH Ývcnswa ne tÀvccaR ÝsHgeAit ÝsNntapUvRk _Ccarela‐pUßy bhen]I cHpabennIA|yaTmsa\na, ÔitSmr`&an Ane ;bhen]InaH vcnam<t'puStk sHbH\I‐ke!lak AhowavwIna ;ñdyodŸgaro' A5eAapvamaH AaVya Ke, ke jenuH wi›wavwInuH A|yyn supa5Òvone potana Òvn FDtrmaH AvXy law$p =xe.

(4) A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta: Aa ivwagmaH, vEraGymUitRAaTm&anI pUßy bhen]I cHpabennaH nanI vynaHSvanuwvrswInaH ke!laHk lqaòmaH=I =oDaHk AvtròvIÌne AapvamaH AaVyaH Ke. Aa AvtrònuH êDa`=IAvlokn krtaH AaTma=Rna AWyasIne temnI AHtrHgpirìtno‐shj &an, vEraGy, _pxm, _dasInta,




6 bhen]Ino &anvEwv___________________________________________________________

inivRkLp AaTmanuwv, stt vtRtI &ata\ara,Sv$piS=rtanI shj pirìt vgereno‐AdŸwut mihmaAHdr=I j$r Aavxe.

Aa Avtrò qreqr A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta j Ke.AaTma=± ÒvoAe tenuH vaHcn t=a tena _pr ghn ivcar‐mnn AvXy krva yoGy Ke Ane Aem krva=I j$r ApUvRAaTmlaw =xe.

AHtmaH‐Ae j wavna ke prmopkarI prmpUßysdŸguÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIna Anupm _pkar tze jemèwvaNtkarI mHgz A|yaTmsa\na sa\I lI\I Ke AevaSvanuwvpir`t ivixÚ&an\arI ÝxmmUitR \mRrTn pUßybhen]I cHpabenna piv5 Òvn sHbH\I Aa sHklnsHxo\k AaTma=± Òvone tena êDa Avgahn äaraAaTmsa\nanI sMykŸ Ýerà, idxa Ane puÌØa=RnI ÝaiºmaHinim¿$p ho.

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muj pu~yraix fZyo Aho¦ guÌ khan tuH naivk mZyo.prm pUßy guÌdev]I kanÒ SvamIno Apar _pkar

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sHiÙº Òvnpircy

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’nm: ]IpHcprmei¤Wy:.

nm: ]IsdŸguÌdevay.

ÝxmmUitR pUßy bhen]I cHpabenno

sHiÙPt Òvnpircy(jNm\am v#va`maH AadrÌy pH. ]I ihHmtlalwa{Ae Aapelo)

pUßy bhen]I cHpabenno jNm v#va` xhermaH, iv. sH. 1970,]av` vd bIj ne xuÊvarna idvse, mhal"mIna mHidr pase pIpzavazaFre, =yo hto.

pUßy bhen]InI ëmr saDa 5` vØRnI htI Tyare AmaraHmatu]Ino SvgRvas =yo. marI ëmr te vqte saDa nv vØRnI.matu]Ino SvgRvas =va=I pUßy bhen]I cHpaben kraHcImaH mo!aH benne(smrtbenne) TyaH ræaH. pUßy bapa, mo!awa{ ]I vj¡wa{ Ane huH‐Ame 5` v#va` ræa. pUßy bhen]I cHpaben lgwg ds‐AigyarvØR kraHcImaH ræaH. xazano AWyas p` tem e TyaH j kyÈ. buiâxazIhova=I xazana AWyasmaH teAo Ýay: Ý=m nHbr raqtaH.

teAo Ý=m=I j Ýk<itAe saEMy, nrm, saEjNypU`R, xrmaz,vEragI Ane imtwaØI tem j imÚwaØI htaH. bole bhu =oDuH. bolaveTyare bhu j =oDuH maHD bole. mo!aH ben paDoxIne TyaH ko{ vStu levamokle ke ;cHpa¦ cPpu l[ Aav', to te temne TyaH j[ne \IrI m\urvaÌ=I khe: ;cPpu Aapo ne¦˜ paDoxIne Ae saHwzvuH AevuH mI@uH lage kefrIne bolavva ma!e te pUKe: ;cHpa¦ xuH leva AavI KuH? smÔ uH nih.';cPpu Aapo ne¦' Aem khe Tyare te frI=I




8 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________khe: ;hÒ kaH[ smÔ uH nih.' Tyare bhen]I frIne khe: ;cPpu Aapone¦'‐ Aem, temnI m\ur waØa saHwzva ma!e, frI frIne bolavta.

teAo Svwave nrm p` Ae!laH j htaH. mazamaH nIce paÌnasihyara nz hta. TyaH paÌ wrva Ôy to teAo Aek baÔu éwaH rhe.temno varo Aave to p` pote wIDnI AHdr j[ne wrI xke nih. pKI AevIKap pDI gyelI ke bIÔH bheno, je TyaH hoy te, khe: ;cHpane paÌ wrIleva do¦ te to Aek baÔu éwI j rhexe, paÌ nih wrI xke.' bhen]Iphele=I AavaH nrm SvwavnaH htaH. Aava Fà sdŸguò temnamaH hta.

bhen]Ine bazp`=I j sdŸguÌ Vyi›Ao ÝTye Ýem hto, temaHystIAonuH to qUb AakØR`. ;stImHDz' namnuH puStk temne [nammaHmzel htuH temaH=I stIAonaH cir5o teAo vaHctaH t=a ke!lIk stIAonaHcir5o sHbH\I ras‐ grba teAo mazana coganmaH gvravtaH AneANy bazaAo JIltI. bIÔH p` nEitk puStko, sdacr`naH puStkoteAo vaHctaH. AevaH saraH sara puStko vaHcvano temne phele=I j Ýemhto. tem e \aimRk AWyas Fre be@aH be@aH vaHcIne, A=va ko[ bhennIsa=e samaiyk‐ÝitÊm` vgere krtaH te drMyan kyÈ hto. \mRS=ankTyaH htuH, p` bhu dUr. TyaH bhar=I Aavela ko[ pHiDto VyaQyan vaHcta,p` te _pdex saHwzva jvanuH to ko[k var bntuH. ko[ var Fre bporesamaiyk kre ne ra5e ÝitÊm` kre.

xazano AWyas KoDya pKI to teAo bpore Fre samaiykFÌvar krtaH¸ TyagvEraGynI iÊyaAo p` krtaH. samaiykno pa@xIqelaH ne ÝitÊm` p` muqpa@ kreluH. tdupraHt =okDamaH nv tÀv, Kkayna bol, dHDk, git‐Aagit, gu`S=an‐Ae b\uH, y=axi›ivcarpUvRk, muqpa@ kreluH. puiCKSsu H, w›amr t=a kLya`mHidr vgereSto5 kH@S= kyaÅ htaH. bIÔuH \aimRk vaHcn p` krtaH. bhen]I khetaH: —TyaH pHiDt —laln' nuH Ok puStk htuH. temaH Aem AavtuH ke ;AaHq bH\kro, kan bH\ kro, AHdr je Aek ivcark tÀv Ke te AaTma Ke.' te vatmne gmtI. te ivcark tÀv ko` Ke te smjva




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 9________________________________________________________huH ÝyTn krtI.˜ Aa rIte AaTma smjvanI \aimRk lagÌ temnephele=I j htI.

temnuH ic¿ vEraGy=I F uH j iwHÔyeluH htuH. te=I temne dIÙalevanI wavna nanp`=I j htI. nanI vy=I j temne AHtrmaH Aem=tuH ke ;Aavo mnu*ywv to ko[k var j mze Ke, Aa mÇFamnu*ywvno _pyog to moÙ Ýaº krva ma!e j krI levo Ôe[Ae. tema!e mare AvXy dIÙa levI.' Aam temne dIÙanI Ýbz wavna vtRtIhtI Ane AHdrmaH ¹# in Ry krel ke ;mare dIÙa to levI j Ke.' Aavat tem e potanI Aek bhenpÌne khI. bhenpÌ äara te vat bharpDI g[ Ane cHpabenne @pko mZyo ke‐Aava xa ivcaro kre Ke? te=I,wavna tIv/ hova KtaH, dIÙa n l[ xka[¸ xrmaz ne nrm Ýk<itnelI\e, t=a konI pase dIÙa levI te in`Ry nih =[ xkva=I, dIÙanIwavna sakar n =[ xkI.

Tyar pKI lgwg caEd ke pHdrma vØeR temne v#va` AavvanuH=yuH. te phelaH teAo dr bBbe ke 5`‐5` vØeR v#va` AavtaH ne be‐car mihna rhetaH, Ane pKI kraHcI jtaH. p` pHdrma vØeR v#vaÀaVya pKI to Fò smy TyaH j psar krvanuH =yuH. ko[ var mo!awa{na Fre vaHkaner Ôy¸ kraHcI p` vCce j[ AavelaH. temnuH ic¿vEraGy=I iwHÔyeluH to htuH j, temaH temnI \mRwavnane ‐dexmaH rhevadrimyan‐poØ` tem j idxa mze tevuH =yuH. temne pUßy guÌdev pase=IVyaQyan äara tÀvnI FÌ vato saHwzva mzI. guÌdeve moÙmagRnuH jey=a=R Ý$p` kyuÅ htuH te meH saHwzeluH, tÀv&annI y=a=R JIÌ vato‐sMyGdxRnnuH mahaTMy, AaTmano Svwav, kmR Ane AaTmanuH SvtH5pir`mn vgere FÌ FÌ vato‐saHwzelI. te ivØe huH Ane bhen]I ccaRkrIAe. huH temne tÀvnI, vEraGynI ke sTpuruØ ÝTye wi›nI je je vatkruH te teAo qUb rspUvRk saHwze. temne te vato qUb gmtI. phelaH totemne Aa vato AFrI lagtI ne mnmaH =tuH ke Aa b\uH xe smÔy?p` pKI to tem e te b\uH bhu JDp=I pkDI lI\uH Ane guÌdevnuHtÀv&an AHdrmaH potana




10 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________wav=I pote smÒ lI\uH.

temnuH Òvn Ý=m=I j sa|ylÙI htuHH, Ane te sa|y moÙÝaiºhtuH. te=I tÀvne SpÚ kre Ane vEraGy‐_pxm ¹# kre AevaH \aimRkpuStko vaHcvaH bhen]Ine gmtaH. te isvay ANy vaHcnmaH smy iblkuln bgaDtaH.

;]ImdŸ rajcHã' puStk Ae rIte ha=maH AaVyuH ke‐iv. sH. 1982nIsalna v#va`na catumaRs pKI guÌdev ßyare ivhar krvana hta Tyarevj¡wa{Ae pUKyuH ke ;mharaj saheb¦ Aap ivhar kro Ko to Aapnasmagmna ivyogmaH hve Amare kyuH puStk vaHcvuH?' Tyare teAo]IAekæuH: ;]ImdŸ rajcHã' vaHco. te=I te puStk vÔuwa{ puStkalymaH=Ilavela. mara ha=maH AavtaH te puStk mne qUb gMyuH. Ae!le huH tevaHcto¸ bhen]I p` vaHctaH huH Ane bhen]I, sa=e besIne p`, tepuStk vaHctaH¸ temaH Ý$pela \mRbo\ ivØe ccaR p` krtaH temaH jeivcaro kæa hoy te ivcartaH. bhen]I temaH qUb rs letaH.

tdupraHt ;kmR ne AaTmano sHyog' namnuH Aek puStk htuH. tep` Ame vaHctaH ne ivcartaH. te puStk vj¡wa{ne \aimRkAWyasÊmmaH pa@ypuStk trIke htuH. S=ankvasI jEn koNfrNstrf=I saEraÚ^maH je prIÙa levatI htI tenuH, te pa@ypuStk htuH. te=Ite puStk FrmaH htuH. te mara ha=maH AaVyuH. tenI AHdr khelI vatomne qUb gmtI. paKz=I qbr pDI ke ;kmR ne AaTmano sHyog' te,ko[ SvtH5 maEilk puStk n=I, p` ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' namna idgHbrjEn g/H=na bIÔ Ai\karnuH lgwg waØaHtr j temaH AapeluH Ke. temaHbhu tkRsHgt ne suHdr rIte isâaHto smÔVya Ke, je Svawaivk rIte jAap`ne gme. kmRnuH kayR xuH, Aa@ kmRnuH Ýyojn xuH, AaTma Ane kmRbHne SvtH5 Ke, ma5 temne inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke‐AavI FÌvato temaH ÝtIitkr #Hg=I smÔvI Ke. temaH SpÚ rIte smÔVyuH Ke kebH\na ÝkarmaH je Ýk<it, Ýdex, iS=it ne Anuwag Ke temaH jeÝk<itbH\ ne ÝdexbH\ Ke te gaE` bH\ Ke Ane tenuH kar` yog Ke, t=aje iS=itbH\ ne AnuwagbH\ Ke te muQy




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 11________________________________________________________bH\ Ke Ane tenuH kar` kØay Ke. Aano A=R Ae =yo ke bH\ =vamaHkayaidnI cpzta mhÀvnI n=I p` kØaypiràm mhÀvna Ke. Aavat qUb NyaysHgt hova=I mne bhu iÝy htI¸ bhen]Ine p` tegmtI. Aa rIte te puStk ivØenI FÌ FÌ vato Ame bHne wa{‐bhensa=e besIne vaHctaH Ane ccRtaH. bhen]Ine p` te vatomaH qUb rspDto. bIÔH p` ko[ ko[ puStk Ame sa=e vaHctaH ne ivcartaH. temaH=Ibhen]Ine, pUßy guÌdev pase je saHwzeluH tenI sarI pkD AavelI.

huH to Ain Ry‐dxamaH rheto, ivcaromaH j A!kI jto¸ ivcar=IsamaNyp e bese, prHtu ;Aam j Ke' Aem nÞI n =ay. bhen]Ine tote AHtrmaH nÞI j =[ jtuH. teAo trt j in`Ry kre Ane khe ke‐;mneto Aa j vat sacI lage Ke.' Aek var temnI sa=e ko[ ccaR =tIhtI Tyare meH kæuH: ;Êo\ AaTmano Svwav n=I' Ae k[ rIte nÞI=ay? tem e trt j kæuH: Êo\ Ôe AaTmano Svwav hoy to tena=I&anne puiÚ mzvI Ôe[Ae Svwav AekbIÔne hè nih. prHtu Êo\krIAe Tyare &an kuHi@t =ay Ke¸ ma!e te, AaTmano Svwav n=I. Ùma&anne roktI n=I, ma!e Ùma Òvno Svwav Ke.

Tyar pKI‐k[ salmaH te qbr n=I, kdac moDe hxe‐temèprmagmna Aek Ait‐mhÀvpU R isâaHtmaH potano ¹# ÝtIitwavwarpUvRk Ôher krelo. meH pUKyuH: Òv ßyare Axuiâ kre Tyare p` tenesam+yR‐ApeÙaAe xuiâ rhe Ke Ae xaÏsHmt hkIkt Ke. Òv ragäeØ kreAne te j vqte Aek ApeÙaAe‐Svwav ‐ApeÙaAe xuâ¦ Ae k[ rItehxe? tem e ¹ÚaHt AapIne kæuH ke‐sakrno gaHgDo kazIÒrIna wUkamaHmUÉyo hoy to xuH sakrnuH gzp` jtuH rhe Ke? _pr‐_pr kDvax Aavep` AHdr to mI@ax Ke. meH kæuH: te ¹ÚaHt bestuH n=I¸ kar` ke AaTmato Aek AqHD pda=R Ke Ane sakr to AnHt prmaùAono ipHD Ke.vCcena prma uAone kazIÒrI ADI p` n=I, Ae!le te to gzI rhe,kDvI ÉyaH=I =ay? p` AaTma to Aek AqHD pda=R Ke, temaH Aek jsmye xuâ ne Axuâ‐Ae be Aeksa=e Aek j




12 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________vStumaH k{ rIte ho{ xke? tem e kæuH: ¹ÚaHt bestuH hoy ke n bestuHhoy p` tÀv to Aem j Ke Ane mne Aem bese Ke.‐Aem te khetaH. Aamtemne FàH Aa|yai„k t+yo shjp e AHdr besI jtaH.

Aa rIte tem e Fà isâaHto =oDa j kazmaH pcaƒa. te qUbrspUvRk \aimRk vato saHwztaH Ane ivcartaH. Aaqo idvs, FrnaHkamkaj vqte p`, temne te j ivcaro caLya krta. Aaqo idvs wa{marI sa=e besI rhe Ane mne smÔve to saruH‐Aem temne =ya krtuH. huHtemne Aem kheto: Aap e SvtH5pè ne in*pÙp e ivcarvuH Ôe{Ae.;jEn' maH jNMya Ae!le te \mR saco Ke Aem manIne n calvuH,in*pÙp e ivcarvuH. in*pÙpè ivcarIne p` temne to jEn tÀv&an jbestuH. teAo khetaH: huH m|yS=wave‐in*pÙp e ivcaruH KuH to p` mne toAam j Ae!le ke ijneNãe kæa Anusar j sTy lage Ke.

huH te vqte ANy dxRnnaH puStko p` xiÉt Ýmaè, !a{m Ýma evaHcto. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe ;yogvais¤' puStknI wlam` krI KeAe!le ;yogvais¤' naH p` ke!laHk Ýkrò vaHCyaH htaH. gaH\IÒnaivcaro qUb vaHcto. gIta vaHcelI. te _praHt ;ramk<*` prmhHs,';ramtI=R' [TyaidnaH Òvncir5o p` vaHcva l{ Aavto. mne AHdrAem ræa krtuH ke Aapè ;sTy xuH Ke'‐O NyaypUvRk nÞI krvuH Ôe{Aekem ke gaH\IÒ jeva ke!lay mo!a ma`so ANy \mRmaH Ke, to ANy \mRqo!o hoy Aem Aekdm kem khevay?‐Aava ivcaromaH huH A!vaya krto,Tyare bhen]Ine to sheje jEn\mRmaH khela isâaHto j besI jta. ;mneto Aa Nyayo j bese Ke' Aem te khetaH. Ame pelI vatnI (ÒvmaHAxuiâ vqte p` sam+yR‐ApeÙaAe xuiâ k{ rIte rhe Ke‐Ae vatnI)ccaR to Anek var krtaH.

tÀvsHbH\I ivcaro SpÚ =ay tem j tenuH FUH!` =ay te hetu=IAme taiÀvk ivØyo pr inbH\o‐leqo lqtaH¸ temaH pUßy bhen]IAenIcena ivØyo pr leqo lQya hta:‐(1) jgt xuH Ane Aa ivic5tanuHkar` xuH? (2) suqnuH sacuH Sv$p Ane teno saco _pay. (3) kyamageR KuH? (4)




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 13________________________________________________________moÙnI AavXykta xI? (p) deh ne AaTma j¡da xa Nyaye? (6) kmRg/h` krvano AaTmano shj Svwav n=I. (7) dya p` xuw ragKe¸ AaTmano shj Svwav n=I.

Tyar pKI huH surt gyo Tyare mara pr temna p5o Aavta. temaHteAo potana \aimRk ivcaro jàvta. ;_dy Ane _dIrànuH Sv$p xuHKe? be vCce xo tfavt Ke? Aaje huH Aavvano hoë, p` Ôe n AavIxkuH to te _dy khevay ke _dIrà? temaH mohkmR xo wag wjve Ke?temaH xatavednIy kmR A=va AxatavednIy kmR xo wag wjve Ke?'[Tyaid babt huH ivcaruH Ane lquH, bhen]I p` ivcare Ane lqe ke mneAam bese Ke.‐Aem temna muQyTve \aimRk p5o Aavta.

Ôe ke bhen]I AajNm‐vEragI htaH, mare Aa„anuH krI j levuH KeAevI _g/ wavna temne bazp`=I j vtRtI htI Ane teAo AneksdŸguòna \ark htaH, to p` temne moÙmagRna puÌØa=RnI sacI ivi\ha= AavI te to AaqIye, prmopkarI guÌdevna prm prm Ýtap=I j.bhen]Ina ñdymaH tar`har guÌdev ÝTye AsIm paravar wiÉt Ke.guÌdevna _pkaronuH v Rn krtaH teAo gdŸgd ={ Ôy Ke. ;huH to pamrKuH, b\uHy guÌdeve j AapeluH Ke, b\uHy guÌdevnuH j Ke' Aem temnaAa„ano Ýdexe Ýdex pokare Ke.

Aeva prmopkarI guÌdevnaH dxRnno Ane temnaH ƒaQyan]v`noÝ=m pavn yog bhen]Ine v#va`maH ]I nar`wa{nI dIÙa ÝsHge iv.sH. 198pmaH ÝaPt =yo hto. te ÝsHge =oDa idvs pUßy guÌdevnaHtÀv&anwrpUr puÌØa=RÝerk Ývcno saHwzI bhen]Ine ATyHt AanHd=yo hto.

pKI, bIÒ var bhen]Ine wavngrmaH Fà ƒaQyan]v`noyog ÝaPt =yo hto. wa{]I vÔuwa{ wavngrmaH {jner trIke nokrIkrta hta Tyare bhen]I TyaH gyaH htaH Ane guÌdevnI p` te vqtewavngrmaH iS=it htI. bhen]I qUb Aekag/ta=I guÌdevnaH ƒaQyan




14 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________saHwztaH Ane Fre AavIne lqI letaH. te lqa` daswa{na(puÌØo¿mdas kamdarna) vaHcvamaH AaƒuH Ane vaHcI bhu j quxI =ya.tem e guÌdevne kæuH: ;saheb¦ vj¡wa{naH Aek bhen Ke, te AapnuH ƒaQyanFre j{ne b\uH lqI le Ke¸ Ae!luH suHdr lqe Ke ke Nyay k–aHy jra p`mrDato n=I ke ko{ nanI hkIkt p` KU!I jtI n=I.' pKI Aek varguÌdev vÔuwa{ne TyaH Aahar vhorva p\ayaR hta Tyare Aahar vhoravtIvqte bhen]Ina xaNt, \IrgHwIr yog vgere _pr=I guÌdevne temnIsHSkairta Ane supa5tano Qyal AavI gyo¸ Ane _pa]ye daswa{ne kæuHke‐meH vÔuwa{naH bhenne ÔeyaH. bhen sHSkarI Ke.'

bhen]I Tyar pKI vÄiKya gyaH htaH, porbHdr gyaH htaH,Ômngr gyaH htaH‐Aem Ôude j¡de gam gyaH htaH. teAo guÌdevnuH jesaHwze te _plk saHwzIne ka#I n naqe, prHtu tena _pr brabrivcar krtaH. potana ÒvnmaH kem _tarvuH‐Ae hetu=I te saHwztaH. wlema5 paHc‐sat idvs saHwzI Aave, p` AHtrmaH mH=n krI tenuH rhSyg/hI letaH.

bhen]Ine guÌdevna Ývcn]v`na Ýtape Aga_=I‐smikt =yaphelaH vØR‐be vØR Aagz=I‐AHdr=I Ôer Aavva maDyuH ke ;mare smiktto levuH j Ke, Aa wvmaH smikt n l{Ae to Aa mnu*ypùH xakamnuH? smikt =xe j...smikt levuH j Ke.' Aek var meH pUKyuH: cHpa¦smikt ke!luH dUr Ke? to koÌ su\Ino ha= btavIne khe: ;Aa!luH.'‐Aam iv¬as=I kæuH. mne mnmaH =yuH ke ;bhenne smikt xI cIj KetenI pUrI qbr lagtI n=I. smikt =taH to isâwgvan jevaAtIiNãy AanHdno AHxe Anuwv =ay. p` bhen smiktne samaNycIj gÌne khetI lage Ke.' pKI huH bIÒ var vekexnmaH surt=I paKov#va` (ke vaHkaner) Aaƒo Tyare frIne me pUKyuH: cHpa¦ hve smiktke!luH dUr Ke?'‐to A\È ha= btavIne te khe ke ;Aa!luH'‐Aam temneAHdr=I AevuH Ôer AavtuH' Ane potane Ýgit ={ rhI Ke Aem p`wastuH.




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 1p________________________________________________________

iv. sH. 1989na kartk masmaH pUßy guÌdevnaH dxRn ne vaÌnolaw leva Ame wa{bhen Ômngr gyaH htaH Ane TyaH 5` idvs ræaHhtaH.

TyaH meH guÌdevne pUKyuH htuH ke‐;be Òvone Aa@ey kmRnaH Ýk<it,Ýdex, iS=it, Anuwag ne _dy vgere b\uH srquH hoy to te be Òvo tesmye srqa wav kre ke j¡da wav kre? ;guÌdeve kæuH: Ôuda wav kre.'meH kæuH: ;Svwav to srqa Ke Ane bHnene kmRna ÝkaromaH p` b\uHsrquH Ke to pKI xuH kam Ôuda wav kre?' teno jvab AaptaH guÌdevekæuH: ;Akar` pairàimk ãƒ Ke¸' A=aRtŸ jenuH ko{ kar` n=I Aevawave SvtH5p e pir`mtuH ãƒ Ke, te=I tene potana wav Sva\Inp ekrvamaH qreqr ko` rokI xke? te SvtH5pè potanuH b\uH krI xke Ke.

_prnI ÝÆotrI vqte Aek inyitvadI xe@ ke, jeAo inyit prÔer AapIne puÌØa=R _DaDta, te TyaH be@a hta. _pa]ynI bhar nIkzInemeH te xe@ne kæuH: xe@¦ pUßy mharaj sahebe ÒvnI Sva\IntanuH kevuH suHdrSpÚIkr` kyuÅ? xe@ khe: —mare mharaj sa=e Aa j vaH\o Ke.kanÒmharaj ;paHc smvay' manta n=I ne huH to paHcey smvay manuHKHu meH kæuH: —paHce smvay mane to p` sman‐vjnp e to ko{ nmanI xke. tme inyitnI muQyta mano Ko ne teAo puÌØa=RnI muQytamane Ke. te be vatmaH k{ vat NyaysHgt Ke? ;potana wav, pote kre teÝma e =ay' te vat brabr Ke ke ;inyit' Ae @okI besaDyuH hoy teÝma e =ay‐te vat brabr Ke? tmarI maNytamaH p` paHcnuH smanvjn to rhetuH n=I¸ paHcmaH tme ;inyit' ne muQy mano Ko Anemharaj saheb ;puÌØa=R' ne muQy mane Ke.˜ xe@ pase ko{ _¿r nhoto.

pUßy mharaj saheb smÙ je ccaR‐vato =ay te huH Amara_tare j{ne bhen]Ine kheto. Aa Sva\Inta Ane puÌØa=RnI vat p`krI. te saHwzI bhen]I Ýmuidt =yaH. bhen]Ino p`, guÌdevnI jem,puÌØa=R j ÒvnmH5 Ke.




16 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Ômngr 5` idvs rhIne TyaH=I paKa frtaH bhen]I qUbvEraGymaH AavI gyaH htaH mne kæuH htuH p` qruH ke ;smy caLyo ÔyKe¸ hve to smikt ma!e qUb puÌØa=R krvo Ke.' Ae vcno Ýma eqreqr tem e _g/ puÌØa=R krIne car mihnamaH (iv. sH. 1989na fag`vd dxmna mHgz idne) inivRkLp smikt ÝaPt kyuÅ, wvw/m`no wywaHGyo, AHtrmaH AnHtkazS=ayI xa¬tI inraHt ={ g{.

Amara FrmaH phele=I j sdacar tem j sHÝday Ýma enuH \aimRkvatavr` to htuH j. ipta]I srz, xuâ nEitk Òvnvaza Ane ATyHtÝmai`k hta t=a AnukUzta Ýma e svare ƒaQyan saHwzva tem j saHjeÝitÊm` krva jta. matu]I tejSvI buiâvazaH, ivxeØ \aimRk v<i¿vazaHAne vIyRvazaH htaH¸ \aimRk iÊyaAomaH saro rs letaH. mataiptanegulabcHdÒ mharaj _pr FÌ ]âa‐wi› htI. te mharaj F uH kÚve@Ine bhu Aakra Aacar pazta. pUßy guÌdev p` kheta ke gulabcHdÒbhu AakrI iÊya pazta. temnI Asr=I Amara ku!uHbmaH \aimRk sHSkarosara hta. vÔuwa{ to saHje SkUl=I AavIne SkUlnI copDIAo feHkIne,turt _pa]ye doDI Ôy. teAo _pa]ye Fò !a{m gazta¸ samaiyk kre,ko{ sa\umharaj hoy temnI pase j{ne nv tÀv, git‐Aagitna bolvgere =okDa Ane sU5nI ga=aAo vgere xIqe, saHje ÝitÊm` kre ne k–arek‐sa\unI jem Aacar pazvanuH ne vhorIne Aahar krvanuH sHÝdaymaH v/tkre Ke AevuH‐dxmuH v/t kre. Aiql kai@yavaD S=ankvasI jEn koNfrNsnIprIÙa AapIne temaH te bIÔ nHbre _¿I R =ya hta. AaquH ;dxvEkailksU5' nanI vymaH muqpa@ kyuÅ htuH.

Aava sdacarI Ane \mRÝemI ku!uHbmaH jNmelaH bhen]InaH sdacarAne \mRpray`ta to ko{ AnerI wat paDe AevaH Ý=m=I j htaH.baLyavS=a=I j temna dehmaH _pxmrsna #aza #zI gya hta. Aamnu*ywvmaH jldI moÙ ma!eno puruØa=R Ýg! krI wvw/m` !azvanItemne




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 17________________________________________________________tIv/ JHqna rhetI htI. tdupraHt Anek sdŸguòna teAo inketn htaH.

teAo pUßy guÌdeve xIqvela tÀv&an Anusar xaÏvaHcnkrtaH, tdnusar ivcar‐mH=n krtaH, in`RynI ¹#ta ma!e _>m krtaH t=aSvprna wed&anno tem j |yanno AWyas krtaH.

teAo varHvar maEn \ar` krtaH. ku!uHbIjno sa=e p` bhu jAoKuH boltaH. bhu\a potana AaHtirk Aa„kayRmaH j rt rhetaH.

teAo Svwav=I j bhu AekaNt‐iÝy htaH. AekaHtmaH besInevaHcn‐mnn‐|yan krvanuH temne Ait iÝy htuH (sMydxRn ÝaiPt kyaRpKI sH. 1990maH teAo surt Aaƒa htaH Tyare p` teAo bIje mazeAorDamaH Aaqo idvs OkaHtmaH rhIne &an‐|yan kyaR krtaH. TyaHnatemna car masna vsva! drMyan teAo waGye j Aek var p` Frbhar nIkZyaH hoy. Aaqo idvs AekaHtmaH A|ya„rtpè potanuH AHdrnuHkam krtaH =aktaH j nih.)

te _praHt teAo _pvas kre, lUquH qay, wojnmaH ALp ãƒo jvapre. ke!lIk var Fà idvso su\I ma5 Kax‐ro!la isvay kaH{ nle.‐AavI AavI kaykÚnI iÊyaAo p` kre, Ane khe ke AamaH xI mo!Ivat Ke? nrk‐ityÅcgitmaH Òve pra\Inp e ke!luH shn kyuÅ Ke?

FrnuH kamkaj krtaH p`‐rsoy krtaH, kpDaH \otaH ke paÌ wrtaHp`‐temne sMykŸTvÝaiPtnI A=va inj &aykwgvannaH dxRnnI êDIq!k ræa j krtI. sHsar=I teAo FàH _dasIn rhetaH.

;bhuH pu~y kera puHj=I' Ae kaVy bhen]I varHvar vEraGywavegataH Ane temaH=I ;huH ko` KuH, k–aH=I =yo, xuH Sv$p Ke maruH qruH'[Tyaid wag pr bhu êDa`=I icHtn krtaH. ;dUr kaH Ýwu doD tuH, marermt rmvI n=I'‐Ae ÝwuimlnnI JUrànuH gIt, A=va ;kHcnvrònah re mune ko{ imlavo' Ae inj &aykwgvanna ivrhdu:qnuH gItAit vednpU R wave gataH meH bhen]Ine Anek var saHwZyaH Ke.sHgTyagI, AHgTyagI, vcntrHgTyagI,




18 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________mnTyagI, buiâTyagI, Aapa xuâ kIno hE' Ae pd t=a ;kayanI ivsarImaya Sv$pe smaya Aeva, ing/Å=no pH= wv‐AHtno _pay Ke' Ae pd,Sv$pmaH sma{ jvanI wavnamaH trboz ={ne teAo Anek varllkartaH. ;moihH lagI lgn guÌcr`nkI'‐Ae wiÉtgIt guÌdevnasTsHgnI _g/ wavna=I iwHÔ{ne teAo FÌ var wavivworp e gataH.

pUßy bhen]Ine varHvar Aeva wav Aavta ke‐kal g{, Aajg{, Aem krtaH krtaH pHdr‐s¿r vØR caLyaH gyaH¸ ijHdgI jtaH xI varlagxe? ma!e Ýmad KoDI, tÀvivcarpUvRk pako in Ry krI, Tvra=IAa„ÝaiPt krI leva yoGy Ke, Ýmad krva yoGy n=I.

vzI temne AevuH Ôer p` AavtuH ke ;Aa wvmaH j pako in`RykrIne AvXy smikt levuH Ke.' ;j$r smikt =xe j' Aem temneAHdr=I iv¬as Aavto.

‐Aam iviv\ Ýkarna _>m‐piràme pir`mI, gme tem krInesMykŸ puÌØa=Rne phÇcI vzI, pUßy bhen]IAe Aaqre iv. sH. 1989nafag` vd dxmna piv5 idne vaHkaHnermaH inj &aykwgvannaH mHgldxRn kyaÅ, ApUvR shÔnHdnI piv5 AnuwUit krI, isâwgvannavcnatIt suqno m\ur Svad caQyo Ane moÙmhelnaH mHgzmy äarqUlI gyaH.

smikt =ya pKI =oDa idvsmaH pUßy bhen]Ine pU. ipta]I pasev#va` jvanuH =yuH. cE5 masmaH TyaH=I ipta]InuH Aek kaE!uHibk ÝsHgsHbH\I poS! kaDR mara pr surt AaƒuH. temaH paKzna wagmaH pU.bhen]IAe nIce Ýma e lQyuH htuH:‐

—sHsar du:qmy Ke. ma!e Aa„ane puÌØa=R krI temaH=I tarIlevanI j$r Ke. Ýmad krvo yoGy n=I. jEn dxRn sTy Ke Aem meH toÔ~yuH Ke. tme p` Ýmad KoDI, vEraGy v\arI ivcarxo to Aem jjàxe. Ýmad ktRƒ n=I.˜

Ame to bhu tozI‐tozIne xBdo boltaH¸ Ae!le tem e je AamlQyuH ke




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 19________________________________________________________;jEn dxRn sTy Ke Aem meH to Ô~yuH Ke.' temaH=I mne Aem =yuH ke —xuHbhenne sMyGdxRn =yuH hxe? nih to ;jEn dxRn sTy Ke Aem meH toÔ~yuH Ke' AevuH, Aa!la ÔerpUvRk te kem lqI xke?˜ meH pKI kagzlQyo:—bhen cHpa¦ tuH lqe Ke ke ;jEn dxRn sTy Ke Aem meH to Ô~yuHKe' to xuH tne smikt =yuH Ke? kar` ke smikt ivna Aa!la ÔerpUvRkAava xBdo nIkze nih.˜ teno p5 Aaƒo ke‐;Aa„ane pirw/m`noiknaro AavI gyo Ke.' te p5maH bIÔuH ivxeØ xuH lqel te ATyareQyalmaH n=I, kar` ke te p5 qova{ gyo Ke. —sHsar du:qmy Ke...jEndxRn sTy Ke...Ýmad ktRƒ n=I.˜‐Aem jemaH lQyuH htuH te poS! kaDR tohÒ pDyuH Ke. pela bIÔ p5maHnuH Aek vaÉy‐;Aa Aa„ane pirw/m`noiknaro AavI gyo Ke' Ae!luH mne yad rhI gyuH Ke, AagzpaKz nuHlqa` yad n=I. bhen]IAe ;smikt =yuH Ke'‐Aem n lQyuH¸ pote nm/ne¦ te=I nm/tawav=I wrela ma5 Ae!la xBdo nIkZya ke ;Aa Aa„anepirw/m`no iknaro AavI gyo Ke.'

pKI huH surt=I vekexnmaH v#va` ßyare Aaƒo Tyare meH pUßybhen]Ine pUKyuH ke smikt =taH xuH =ay? to khe: ;xrIr to Aa„a=Isav iwNn lage, prno ne ivwavno ktaRwav KU!I Ôy, isâwgvannaAtIiNãy suqnI vangI Ýg!e ne AHtrmaH AanHdna sagr éKze.'‐Aem, kheva je!luH kæuH.

sMyGdxRn ÝaiPtnI AanHdkark vat prmopkarI pUßy guÌdevnejàvva ma!e bhen]I ne huH =oDa idvs pKI rajko! gyaH¸ sa=e suxIlap` htI. bhen]Ino ivcar te vat guÌdevne AekaNtmaH khevano hto. tevqte AekaNt n mZyuH Ae!le Ame paKaH AaƒaH. pKI, maruH vekexn pUruH={ gyuH Ae!le huH to surt gyo.

pUßy bhen]I vaHkaner htaH. te vqte daswa{ (puÌØo¿mdaskamdar) vaHkaner Aaƒa. ;AhÄ=I huH guÌdevna dxRn krva rajko! ÔëKuH' Aem tem e kæuH. bhen]IAe te Avsr l{ lI\o Ane kæuH ke




20 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________;mare p` dxRn krva AavvuH Ke.' Aem khIne bhen]I daswa{ sa=erajko! gyaH. wawI p` sa=e gyaH. bhen]Ino ivcar guÌdevneAekaHtmaH khevano hto Ae!le sdrna _pa]ye AHdr j{ne phelaHdaswa{ne kæuH: ;tme jra AaFa éwa rho.' daswa{, dUr=I Ôe{ xkeAe rIte, AaFa éwa rhI gya. bhen]I guÌdev pase gyaH, ne wav=IdxRn krIne ivnypUvRk nm/ta=I boLyaH: ;saheb¦ Aapna Ýtape mneAa„saÙaTkar =yo Ke.' guÌdev khe: ;daswa{¦ AhÄ Aora Aavo¸' kemke bEraH sa=e Aekla guÌdev vato n kre ne¦ pKI guÌdeve, je pUKvuH htuH tebhen]Ine pUKyuH: ;bhen¦ tmne Aa„saÙaTkar =taH xuH =yuH? bhen]IAekæuH: ;Aa„a AktaR ={ gyo¸ kt<RTv KU!I gyuH ne &ata ={ gyo.'‐[Tyaid kæuH. ma5 SvLp ÝÆona _¿ro=I j pUro sHtoØ ={ jva=IivxeØ kaH{ pUKvane bdle guÌdev @rI gya, xaNt‐xaNt ={ gya Ane=oDI Ù` pKI gHwIr ={ne Svgt g`g~ya: ;Aoho¦ Aa„a ÉyaH ÏIke puÌØ Ke? Aa„a ÉyaH bazk ke v<â Ke?'

(bhen]Ine te vqte ma5 AogÌxmuH vØR caltuH htuH.)potane pirw/m`no iknaro AavI gyanI AanHdkarI vat, _pr

Ýma e prmopkarI guÌdev smÙ ÝmodpUvRk ÝStut krIne, pUßy bhen]IpaKaH vaHkaner (mo!a wa{ vÔuwa{ ne TyaH) p\ayaÅ.

hve pKI (sH 1989=I) dr vØeR pUßy guÌdev je gammaH catumaRsræa hoy te gammaH teAo]InaH kLya`karI ƒaQyanono law leva A=eRpUßy bhen]IAe car mihna rhevanuH x$ kyÅu. bhen xaNtaben to AeÝma e rhetaH j htaH. pUßy guÌdeve temne kæuH: ;Aa bhen (cHpaben)bhu pa5 Ke, gHwIr Ke, ivcark Ke, êDp Ke, Ane vEragI Ke, @rel Ke¸tmne law =ay tevaH Ke. tmare law leva jevo Ke.'‐Aam pUßy guÌdevewlam` krI. Ae rIte pUßy bhen]I (cHpaben) Ane bhen xaNtabennocatumaRsmaH sa=e rhevano yog x$ =yo.

pUßy guÌdeve iv. sH. 1991maH song# m|ye ;pirvtRn' kyuÅ.TyarpKI




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 21________________________________________________________sH. 1994maH vExaq vd Aa@mna idne Sva|yaymHidrna _dŸFa!n smyeAme bHne wa{Ao ma!e Aek yadgar ÝsHg bNyo. pUßy guÌdev te idvseÝvcnmaH ¹#ta=I boLya ke‐—kuHdkuHdacayRdev mhaivdehmaH gya hta nesmvsr`maH ]I sImH\rwgvannI vaÌ saHwzva ma!e TyaH Aa@ idvsræa hta.‐Aa b\I njre ÔeyelI vat Ke¸ ko{ mane ke n mane p` Aavat sTy Ke.˜‐AavI mtlbnuH lgwg boLya. vÔuwa{ ne huH ivcarkrIAe ke‐guÌdev Aaje ÝvcnmaH, ;Aa vat Aam j Ke' vgere Aa!luHb\uH ÔerpUvRk xuH boLya? wa{ khe: Aap e guÌdevne pUKva j{Ae. Amebhen]Ine kæuH ke‐guÌdev Aaje ÝvcnmaH AavuH kaH{k je boLya te ivØeAmare temne pUKva jvuH Ke. bhen]I khe: ;Ôv.' bhen]Ine mnmaH Aemke wa{Ao kH{k Ôè to temne lawnuH kar` =ay¸ mare to khevuH jn=I, mharajsahebne khevuH hxe to khexe te=I khe: ;wle Ôv.'

Ame pUßy guÌdev pase gya ne temne pUKyuH: ;saheb¦ AajeÝvcnmaH Aape ;Aa njre ÔeyelI vat Ke' vgere xuH kæuH? phelaH toguÌdeve, ;AevuH AHgt‐ƒiÉtgt kaH{ pUKvanuH n hoy' Aem jra Ôer=IkæuH. saHwzI Ame maEn ={ gya Ane guÌdev sa=e Sva|yaymHidrnIAosrImaH AaH!a marva laGya. pKI guÌdev pa! _pr be@a, Ame temnIpase nIce besI gya. be@a pKI pUßy guÌdeve =oDI !UHkI !UHkI vato krI.guÌdev, gHwIr ={ne, boLya: bhenne (bhen]I cHpabenne) sH. 1993maHcE5 vd Aa@mna idne, AnuwvmaH=I bhar AavtaH, pUvRwvnuHÔitSmr`&an =yuH Ke. kuHdkuHdacayRdev mhaivdehmaH sImH\rwgvannasmvsr`maH p\ayaR hta. Tyare bhen ne Ame TyaH htaH. huH TyaH rajkumarhto.‐Aam bhenne Smr`maH AaƒuH Ke. mne AHdr=I AavtuH ke ;huHrajkumar KuH, mqmlnaH ne jrInaH vÏo pheyaÅ Ke,‐vgere.' p` bhenekæuH Ae!le F uH SpÚ =yuH, pakuH =yuH. bhen xe@na idkra hta.‐[Tyaid !UHkI!UHkI =oDI vato krI. p` sa=e Aem p` kæuH ke‐;Aa vat ko{ne khevanIn=I...ko{ne nih.' vÔuwa{ne te vqte bhen]I _pr Ae!la b\a wavAavI gya ke tem e hØaR]u sa=e gdŸgd Svre kæuH: ;saheb¦




22 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________bhen]Ine vHdà krvanI to KU! Aapo.' guÌdev khe: ;na¸ temne p`nih, ko{ne nih¸ kem ke lokomaH bhar qbr pDI Ôy, xHka =ay kewa{Ao vHdà kre Ke ma!e kaH{k lage Ke¦'

pKI bhen]I pase jtaH tem e Amne pUKyuH: ;xuH tme guÌdev pasej{ Aaƒa? Ame hstaH hstaH kæuH: ;guÌdeve tmne p` khevanI na paDIKe.' toy Ame to, bhen]IAe j SvyH guÌdevne khelI vat temne p`khevanI guÌdeve ;na' khI te=I =yela AaüyR sa=e, temne b\uH khI dI\uH...

hve Tyar pKInuH to b\uH ÔÌtuH Ke. phelaHnuH je!luH yad AaƒuHte!luH kæuH bakI ÝsHgo to Fà bNya hoy, p` yadxiÉt AoKI Ane teÝsHgone FàH vØÈ vItI gyaH te=I Fà ÝsHgo yad n hoy.

(swamaH=I ÝÆ:‐ ;Aa Aa„ane pirw/m`no iknaro AavI gyoKe'‐ Ae lqa`vaza p5no tme xo _¿r lQyo te yoGy lage to khevaivnHit.)

pirw/m`na iknaravazo p5 mZya pKI meH temne Aa Ýma elQyuH htuH:‐

—bhen cHpa,

kagz vaHcI ne huH to idHg ={ gyo KuH. ko{ ne ko{ ÔGya jkre Ke Aem ÔÌne hØR =ay Ke. paHcma Aarana AHt su\I xasn ÒvtuHKe. khe Ke ke Aa kazmaH sHt mzva dulRw Ke. huH to sHtne mzva‐xo\va‐n gyo to sHt mare TyaH p\ayaR hoy Aem lage Ke¦ Aa!lIdulRwtaAo mzI KtaH Ôe kaH{ n =ay to kono vaHk?

marI xHkaAo xuH xuH Ke, huH k–aH A!kuH KuH, maro Svwav, marIinbRztaAo‐b\uH tarI Ô` bhar n=I. ;inxanI kha btavuH re, teroAgm Agocr $p' Aeva jvab krtaH FÌ v\are Aaxa huH raquH KuH

‐ Aa Ýma e, ApUvR sanHdaüyRnI êDI lagÌ ƒÉt krta xBdop5maH lqa{ gya hta.




sHi"aPt Òvn pirCay 23________________________________________________________

qreqr Aa kaze prma=Rne AnukUz svR yog Aap`ne sHÝaPt=ya Ke‐ te Aap uH prm prm sdŸwaGy Ke. Aap`ne baæ yogmzvamaH to kaH{ NyUnta rhI n=I¸ hve puÌØa=R to Aap e j krvanorhe Ke. SvanuwUityugÝvtRk pUßy guÌdevno, cetnne jgaDnaroSvanuwUitwyÈ m\ur r`kar vØÈ su\I Aap`ne saHwzva mZyo, tem jAaje p` ÝxmmUitR pUßy bhen]InaH SvanuwUitrstrboz sahijkvcnam<tonuH m\ur ]v` mzI ræuH Ke, tena jevuH prm AhowaGy kyuH?hve to je kaH{ qamI Ke te Aapà puÌØa=RnI j Ke. &anIAona ÝtapeAap`ne saco puÌØa=R AavDI Ôy‐Ae j AHtrnI wavna Ke.

SvanuwUitpir`t prmopkarI pUßy guÌdevnaH tem jSvanuwUitpir`t prmopkarI pUßy bhen]InaH piv5 cr`kmz sdayñdymaH sHS=aipt rho.

’




24 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

mI@I mI@I ivdehnI vat tare _r wrI¸

Am Aa„ _Ôznhar, \mRÝkaxkrI.

∙

sImH\r-g`\r-sHtna, tme sTsHgI¸

Am pamr tar` kaj p\ayaÅ kÌàHgI.

∙

tuj &an-|yanno rHg Am AadxR rho¸

ho ixvpd tk tuj sHg, mata¦ ha= g/ho.




2p________________________________________________________

AaTma=±Aone _pkarI AevuH pUßy bhen]I cHpabennuHÔitSmr`&an

A|ya„yugÝvtRk prmpUßy sdŸguÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIna

sdŸ&anvEraGybo\k A|ya„opdexno Anupm law pamInejem e 18 vØRnI lFu vymaH inÔ„anuwUityuÉtsMyGdxRn ÝaPt kyuÅ Ke Ane pUßy guÌdevnI

_pkar‐KayamaH jemne Aa„sa\nanI ivxuiâv<iâHgt ={ rhI Ke, AevaH ÝxmmUitR

wgvtImata pUßy bhen]I cHpabenneiv. sH. 1993 cE5 vd Aa@mna idne

Sva„|yanmaH be@aH htaH TyarepUvRwvnuH SpÚ ÔitSmr`&an

x$ =yuH Ke, je AnuÊme v<iâgt =taH

Anek wvo Ane loko¿r ivxeØtaAona sTytem j Ait SpÚ inmRz &an=I sm<â =tuH gyuH Ke.

pUßy guÌdevne AanI Ô` =taH, teAo]Ine ivxeØ Ô`vanIwavnane lI\e, pUßy bhen]I, AnuÊme jem jem, je y=at= SpÚ Smr`maH

AavtuH gyuH te lqIne mokltaH, Ane tenI Ýitilip potanI

pase raqtaH. te ÝitilipmaH=I A5e Aa lqa` Aaleiqk krvamaH AaƒuH Ke.AamaH je iti=Ao AHikt =yel Ke te ko{ to Smr` Aaƒana idvsnI Ke

Ane ko{ to lqa` kyaRna idvsnI A=va pUßy guÌdevne vaHcva mokLyanaidvsnI Ke. pUßy bhen]InuH Aa idƒ &an Aa„a=± Òvone, wUt tem jwavI wvona AiStTvnI SpÚ ÝtIit kravtuH =kuH, \aimRk ]âanI ¹#tana

ivxeØ lawnuH saitxy inim¿ bno ‐ Ae j wavna.∙∙




26 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________




ÔitSmr`&an 27________________________________________________________




28 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________




ÔitSmr`&an 29________________________________________________________

pUßy bhen]I cHpabennuH

SvanuwUityu› ÔitSmr` &an

(temnI no!bukmaH=I)∙

]I svR&ne nmSkar

]I guÌdevna mhan _pkar vDe pUvR jNmnuH t=a]I sdŸguÌdevna pUvR jNmnuH vgere vgere shj

Smr` cE5 vd Aa@m=I maHDI Amuk

Amuk idvsomaH AaƒuH Aeva ]I

sdŸguÌdevne prm wiÉt=I

varHvar nmSkar ho,

nmSkar ho.

Aa svR sdŸguÌdevnuH j Ke.

]I guÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke.

(Aa ivØe AHdr rhevanI wavna Ke.)




30 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

(guÌdevne lqI mokLyuH)

1994, magxr sud satmne xuÊvar ]I song#

]I sdŸguÌdevne t=a temna prm _pkarne nmSkar.

pUvRjNmnuH AaveluH Smr`

cE5 vd Aa@m ne somvar, 1993, svarna ds lgwg.

AaTmiS=rta v\ta, ]I kuHdkuHdacayR AhÄ=ImhaivdehÙe5maH gya Ke Aem shj &annI pyaRye pir`mtaH,tenI sa=e te Ùe5maH Aa AaTma puÌØdehp e TyaH be@o Ke ]IsImH\r Ýwu TyaH ibraÒ ræa hta¸ sama ]I kuHdkuHdacayRéwa Ke¸ ]I ]utkevzI vgerenaH !oza TyaH ibraÒ ræa hta¸

‐ Aem Smr`$p vedn shj AaƒuH.

]I kuHdkuHdacayR tdŸn vÏ riht idgHbrpè hta. mo!ayogI¬r jevo temna dehno deqav hto. Aemna $HvaDe $HvaDedehatIt dxa deqatI htI. Aemna dehnuH kd écuH htuH. AemnaxrIrno v`R bhu \ozo nih, bhu rato nih AevI Ôtnohto. pÄKI ke kmHDl AemnI pase nhota xrIr patzuH nhotuHp` @Ik @Ik wravdar htuH.

]I tI=Åkr sImH\r Ýwuna xrIrmaH, hIramaH jem cmk={ rhI hoy AevI rIte, kaH{k cmk jevuH pir`mn ={ ræuH




ÔitSmr`&an 31________________________________________________________

htuH. ]I sImH\r Ýwuna gzamaH=I Avaj KU!to hto. teAvajmaH Aekakarta htI. te AekakartamaH smÒ xkay AevIÔtna kaH{k Aakaro pDta hta. temnI vaÌ Ane xrIrb\uH Ô e Aa„a=I KU!uH KU!uH trtuH trtuH jàtuH htuH.

Aa ]I sImH\r Ýwu ne Aa ]I kuHdkuHdacayR Aem&anpyaRynuH shj Smr`$p vedn pir`me Ke.

Ýwu Aagz TyaH A|\r besvanuH htuH. TyaH vaÔHna\mkar pDI ræa hoy Aem Smr` Aave Ke. ]I sImH\rÝwuno deh Ôè Fò mo!o hoy Aem yad Aave Ke, p` ke!lomo!o AenuH map AavtuH n=I.

huH puÌØp e TyaH KuH Aa wv phelaHno te puÌØno sI\owv Ke Aem &anmaH Smr`$p vedn pir`me Ke. TyaHnIdehmuãamaH vErag deqay Ke, iS=rta deqay Ke, b/ïcyR deqayKe. sadaH qadI jevaH lugDaH pheyaÅ htaH. bazbïcarI hto,pr~yo nhoto, ÏI vgere kaH{ n htuH Aem Smr`$p vednshj Aave Ke. huH FÌ FÌ var Ýwu pase _pdex saHwzvaAavto hto. TyaH huH inivRkLp smikt paMyo hto, SvsNmuqlÙne vaZya krto hto Aem yad Aave Ke. xrIrno v`RpIza v R jevo shej éjzo hto.

huH nano bazk hto Tyare marI matana qozamaH sUto




32 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

hto, ha=pg _lazto hto te yad Aave Ke. mare mabaphtaH, FrmaH bIÔuH ku!uHb htuH. xuH ku!uHb htuH te yad n=I AavtuH.marI mataAe pIza rHg jevo saDlo pheyÈ hto te yad AaveKe. AmaraH mkan ckckta p+=rnaH êcI ÔtnaH Aneivxaz hoy tem deqay Ke.

]I tI=Åkr ibrajta hta te smosr` nIce lgwgAe!lamaH gamna mo!a mo!a rSta nIkzta hta. AaÔubaÔuAe!lamaH mkan htaH. te mkan kevaH htaH te SpÚ yad n=I.temaH=I nano rSto ={ne frto k–aHk Ôy Ke TyaH AmaraH FrhtaH.

Tyar phelaHna wvmaH devlokmaH dev hto. te devlokmaHmo!a drvaÔ drvaÔ jevuH yad Aave Ke. 5IÔ devlokno huHdev KuH Aem &anpyaRy shj pir`mIne Smr` Aave Ke.

TyaH=I CyvIne mhaivdehÙe5maH jNm =yo Ke Aem yadAave Ke. te mhaivdehÙe5maH huH Fà !a[m=I hto Aem yadAave Ke. devloknuH Ae=I ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I.

wrt, AEravt, pvRt Aaid loknuH Sv$p meH ]I tI=ÅkrAaid pase=I saHwZyuH Ke tem yad Aave Ke. puÌØdehpèsaHwZyuH Ke, AavI ÔtnuH saHwZyuH Ke, p` te xuH Sv$psaHwZyuH Ke te yad AavtuH n=I.

AhÄ ibraje Ke te prm k<pazu guÌdev (khan




ÔitSmr`&an 33________________________________________________________

guÌmharaj) TyaH mhaivdehÙe5maH rajkumarp e hta. (Aekvar te rajkumar feH!o baH\ela Aave Ke ne Aek var _\aDe ma=eAave Ke.) te Ùe5maH Aek DuHgr jevuH htuH, nIce =oDaH pgi=yaHhtaH. te pgi=yaH cDta rajkumarne meH Ôeya. te vqte jrInaHlugDaH pherela hta ne ma=a _pr tdŸn qUlta bdamI rHgjevo feH!o baH\elo hto. te vqte temnuH xrIr rajne yoGypu~yvHt htuH. temna pgnI nIce panIno wag ivxeØ pu~yvHtdeqato hto tem yad Aave Ke. te kumar $pe gu e xoiwt hta.

te rajkumarne paKa bIÒ var tI=Åkr ÝwunI smIpmaHÔeya Tyare ma=e kaH{ baH\eluH nhotuH, _FaDuH htuH¸ jrInaH lugDaHTyare pheyaÅ htaH. te vqte xrIrno baH\o @Ik hto¸‐tenakrtaH pgi=ye cDta Ôeya Tyare xrIr patzuH htuH.

te rajkumar varHvar tI=Åkrno _pdex saHwzvaAavta hta. rajkumarne A|ya„tÀvno bhu rHg hto. Aarajkumar wiv*ye Ae!le kazÊme tI=Åkr =vana Ke tevI vaÌTyaH mhaivdehÙe5maH puÌØdehp e meH ]I tI=Åkr Ane ]I]utkevzI bHne pase=I saHwzI Ke tem shj Smr`$pvednnI &anpyaRy pir`me Ke.

Aa sImH\r Ýwu Ke teva Aa rajkumar =vana Ke AemTyaH mhaivdehmaH mne =tuH htuH, Aene l{ne Ane rajkumarneA|ya„tÀvno ñdygt rHg Ae!le mne TyaH rajkumar ÝTyebhu mihma htI¸ temnI sa=e huH ÝÆccaR krto hto Aem




34 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

shj Smr` Aave Ke. Aa rajkumar wiv*ye kazÊme tI=Åkr=vana Ke AevI ]I tI=Åkr t=a ]utkevzInI vaÌloksmudaymaH ÝsrI rhI htI. tene l{ne TyaHnaloksmudaymaH p` care trf rajkumar rajkumar Aem mihma={ rhI htI.

te rajkumarno sI\o wv ATyare pUßy sdŸguÌmharaj saheb trIkeno j (ATyare ibrajta jgt‐_âark]I khanguÌdev trIkeno j) Ke, tem shj Smr` Aave Ke.rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =xe tevI ]I Ýwu AaidnI nIkzelIvaÌno wav mne brabr yad Aave Ke.

huH mhaivdehÙe5maH xe@no pu5 hto. huH ßyaH jto TyaH_FaDe ma=e jto, ma=e sada vaz hta, muãa goz htI, AaHqmo!I htI, xrIrno baH\o saro hto ‐m|yS= hto.

AhÄno Aek Aa„a (marI sa=e xaNtaben trIke Kete) TyaH mhaivdehÙe5maH puÌØdehpè hto, TyaH xe@na pu5p ehto. Aena mkanmaH te puÌØ éwo hto, TyaH meH tene Ôeyo¸JIàH mlml jevaH lugDaH pheyaÅ htaH, xrIr bhu patzuH htuH,êcuH kd htuH, xrIrno v R pIze v eR éjzo hto, AemnaHmo!aH mo!aH mkan htaH, Aemne ÏI vgere ku!uHb htuH, AemnIÏIAe gulabI rHgnaH lugDaH pheyaÅ htaH¸ te Aa„ano sI\owv TyaH puÌØdehp e hto tem shj Smr` Aave Ke.




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Aa svR hkIkt jem shj Smr` AaVyuH Ke tem, je!luHAaVyuH Ke te!luH, m|yS= wav=I lqayuH Ke. je je vatbrabr Smr`maH n=I AavtI te n=I lqI.

]I vItrag Aaid prmpuÌØone nmSkar.

∙∙(sHÙep)

1993, cE5 vd Aa@m ne somvar, svarna dslgwg‐]I kuHdkuHdacayRnuH, pUvRwvna puÌØpànuH, ]I

sImH\r ÝwunuH samaNy Smr`, b/ïcarIpà vgerenuH shjSmr`.

1993, vExaq sud 5Ij‐lok AaidnuH Sv$p.vExaq sud 6, svarna nv lgwg‐nana bazknuH

Smr`.vExaq sud 12, svarna Aa@=I saDa Aa@ lgwg‐

pUvRnuH sMyGdxRnp uH, Fà !a{m=I mhaivdehÙe5maH hto teSmr`, rSta vgerenuH samaNy Smr`.

vExaq sud terx, svarna nv lgwg‐5IÔdevlok=I CyvIne mhaivdehÙe5maH puÌØdehpè jNm temSmr`.

je@ vd terx, svarna K =I saDa K ‐pUßy sahebnopUvRwv rajkumar, feH!o baH\ela.




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1994, kartk vd barx, bporna 5`=I saDa5`lgwg‐_FaDe ma=e rajkumar, wiv*ye tI=Åkr, temnI sa=eccaR, ]I sImH\r ÝwunuH, vaÌ AaidnuH samaNy Smr`¸xaNtabenna pUvRwvnuH, temna FrnuH vgerenuH samaNy Smr`.

∙∙1994, magxr vd 1

prm puÌØone nmSkar

]I ]utkevzIna dehna dedarmaH gHwIrta Ane &annodiryo kem hoy¦‐ AevI Ôtno Aemna dehna dedarno deqavhto¸ Aemna xrIrno v R êcI Ôtno tejSvI hto¸ AemnaxrIrnI Aak<it mo!a jbra AaDawID yogI jevI deqatIhtI¸‐te Ýkare samaNy Smr` Aave Ke. te=I ivxeØ yadAavtuH n=I.

rajkumarnuH nam ATyar su\I Smr`maH AaƒuH nhotuHAaje bpore ÝÆo AavtaH, te ivcarnI \Un cDtaH, AHtriS=rta v\taH, inivRkLp iS=it =taH temaH=I bhar AavtaHjra var pKI te rajkumarnuH nam ftehmHdkumar Aem AaƒuH.te vqte te kumarne temna mhel trf jta Ôeya¸ temnomhel ngr=I =oDo dUr hto ne êca êca maz hta, @e@_pr goz goz kaH{k nvIn Ôtno Aakar hto, @e@ _prvCce mhel jevuH htuH, AaÔubaÔu ne _pr nvIn ÔtnaH gozgoz K5 ne kotrÌ htI tem shj yad AaƒuH.




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pKI saHje car vaGye, ftehkumar nam siht ]ItI=Åkr ÝwunI smIpmaH rajkumarnuH Smr` AaƒuH tenI sa=ebIÒ var fteh raàsaheb Aeva nam siht, rStamaH caLyajta hta tevI rIte, te kumarnuH Smr` AaƒuH.

AavI rIte be 5` Ýkare nam sav shj yad AaƒuH.

te kumarne mataipta hta Aem yad Aave Ke. temataipta kevaH htaH tenuH Sv$p yad AavtuH n=I. rajkumarnuHnam ftehkumar _praHt bIÔuH p` nam hoy tem shjSmr`maH Aave Ke p` te nam xuH htuH te yad AavtuH n=I.

kumarnuH nam AaƒuH tenI sa=e, saHje car vaGye, temnamhelmaH @e@ _pr Aemne ra\a...namnI raÌ Ke. (ra\anIpKvaDe l"mI jevuH, AevuH kaH{k laHbu nam Ke p` brabr yadAavtuH n=I, p` ra\a nam brabr yad Aave Ke.) Aemsav shj yad AaƒuH. te raÌAe vadzI rHgnuH Ao#eluH nejiryannI kor htI, tenuH pu~y ne gu` sara deqay Ke Aem!UHkI waØamaH lQyuH Ke.

te rajkumarne raÌ hova KtaH b/ïcarI hta Aemshj yad Aave Ke. gu`van rajkumar b/ïcarI phele=I jhta ke kyar=I hta te kaH{ yad AavtuH n=I. te kumarne AaAek htI ke bIÒ ko{ v\are raÌ htI te kaH{ QyalmaHAavtuH n=I. Aa Aek raÌ brabr yad Aave Ke.




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Aa b\uH wiÉtwav=I jàvva qatr lQyuH Ke.

Aa bHne kagzmaH, je!luH AaƒuH Ke te!luH lQyuH Ke. Aa=IivxeØ yad AaƒuH n=I.

∙∙prmk<pazu sdŸguÌdevne nmSkar

1994, magxr vd dxm, proi#ye sva paHc

g{kale nomnI ra5e sat=I saDa sat su\ImaH AemSmr` AaƒuH ke xaNtabenno Aa„a TyaH puÌØdehpè hto¸ teAne huH kH{k vat krta hta¸ xuH vat krta hta te yadAavtuH n=I¸ temnuH nam law... wa{ htuH¸ huH Aemnelawwa{ khIne bolavto hto¸ maruH nam devawa{ htuH temne deva... wa{ khIne bolavta hta¸‐ AavI Ôtna wavoyad Aave Ke. (law... wa{ Ane deva... wa{nuH laHbu namyad AavtuH n=I.) te Smr` TyaH=I te vqte A!kI gyuH.

TyaH=I ftehmHdkumar shj Smr`maH AaƒaH. SvyH \m±b/ïcyRrHgI Aeva rajkumar kheta hta ke devawa{¦ ra\araÌ\aimRk v<i¿maH bhu sßjD Ke. AavI Ôtna wavo yad AaveKe. temnI raÌ inivRkLp smikt pamel htaH Ane bhu guÌhtaH Aem shj yad Aave Ke. rajkumarne te raÌna guònuHbhuman htuH. Aa b\uH brabr yad Aave Ke.

Aa wvmaH ko{nI sa=e krelI vatcIt yad Aave Ke.




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tevI j rIte in:xHkpè yad Aave Ke.;rajkumar wiv*ye kazÊme tI=Åkr =vana Ke' te

vatne rajkumar pote, tI=Åkr AaidnI vaÌna &an siht,AHtrmaH=I Ô`ta hta. ;huH tI=Åkr =vano KuH' Aem AemnuHñdy khetuH htuH. Aa Smr` AhÄ=I A!kI gyuH.

Tyar pKI saDa Aa@ =I sva nv su\ImaH ‐huH devlokmaH dev hto tenuH Smr` AaƒuH TyaH devI htI

ne ke!lak devo hta¸ te devlok, TyaHnaH lugDaH ne dagIna vgereÔudI ÔtnuH lage Ke. k{ waØamaH lqvuH ne bolvuH te kaH[SpÚ AavtuH n=I, vednmaH gHwIrta bhu wase Ke. devInaxrIr _pr ne devlokmaH ne mara devpàna xrIr _pr ÔudIÔudI Ôtna czka!, ÔudI ÔudI Ôtna rHgna czka!vazaHlugDaH‐te lugDaH mqml jevaH hoy tem jàtuH htuH‐ne dagInavgere t=a devlok p` ÔudI ÔudI Ôtna rHg sihtJgJga!vazuH yad Aave Ke. b\a devo wega ={ne nac krtahta. (huH tazI paDto hto.) TyaH nilnI namnuH kok htuH, tedevInuH nam htuH ke bIÔ ko{nuH nam htuH, te yad AavtuH n=I.huH Ô e dev KuH ne b\a pirict devo‐Ame b\a wega ={nenac krIAe KIAe AevuH b\uH Ô e devno j wv kem hoy AevuHlage Ke. xuH nac hto te SpÚ yad AavtuH n=I. te devnawv phelaH mhaivdehÙe5maH bzidyo hto Aem sav shj yadAave Ke. te bzd lal vèR hto, xrIr patzuH sukayel jevuHhtuH. Ae




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bzdnuH Ae!luH yad Aave Ke, Ae=I ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I. huHbzd KuH te Ýkare shj yad Aave Ke.

Tyar pKI ra5e dx saDa dxe

huH t=a (ATyare marI sa=e xaNtaben Ke te AaTma)law... wa{ nana hta Tyare sa=e inxaze jta hta¸ bIÔTyaHna be 5` wa{bH\ inxazna A=va TyaH AaÔubaÔurhevavaza yad Aave Ke. temaH=I Aek cHd... wa{ name hta.lawwa{nI ba Ane marI bane mez Ane sHbH\ hto.inxaz kevI htI te brabr yad AavtuH n=I.

law... wa{ ne TyaH KaxmaH=I maq` nIkztuH htuH¸devawa{ t=a law... wa{ Ame nana hta Ane rmta htaTyare ko{ ÝsHge inxazna w`trnI Ane maq` Kax vgerevStunI vat krta hta. Aava wavo yad Aave Ke. te ivØeivxeØ SpÚ yad AavtuH n=I. law... wa{ pr~ya TyareAaKa gulabI rHgnuH, AHdr sonerI lI!I htI AevI ÔtnuH,xrIr _pr rexmI jevuH pheyuÅ htuH.

Tyar pKI trt bIÔuH Smr`maH AaƒuH.]I tI=Åkr ÝwunuH smosr` =oDuH =oDuH SpÚ ne ASpÚ

yad Aave Ke. vCce besvanuH mo!uH ivxaz Ùe5 htuH. kevDuH mo!uHhtuH te yad n=I AavtuH. AaÔubaÔu rata rHgna czka! krtamo!a mo!a vaHikya jevo Aakar hto. tena czka! _pr=I te




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rTn Aaidna kem hoy‐tem jàtuH htuH. tenI nIce ne _prvaHikya _pr kaHgranI kotrÌ, tena nIce sI\o deqav, tenanIce rTnnI szIna =Ppana vaHikyano mo!o mo!o Aakar kemhoy‐tem jàtuH htuH, nIce pIza rHgno sI\o deqav hto,drvaÔnI kmanmaH ratI ratI lI!IAo htI, ÔudI ÔtnaAakarvazuH kaH{k htuH. Aek @eka e drvaÔe ÔevamaH Aaƒo hto¸TyaH ADqepDqe ne _pr ADI ADIne _pra_prI kmanvazelo, kman _pr bIÔe nvIn Ôtno deqav hto. TyaH=Ipgi=yaH nIkztaH htaH. pgi=yaHnuH Sv$p yad n=I. vaHikyaAaid tene ma!e waØa lqay, bakI to kaH{k ÔudI j Ôtnodeqav hto. ko{ idvs AhÄyaH ¹iÚAe Ôeyo n hoy AevIÔtno AaüyRkarI deqav lage Ke. AHdr bhu mihma Aaƒakre Ke p` waØamaH khevuH ke lqvuH, tenuH v`Rn krtaH‐ =oDuH=oDuH Smr` AaƒuH Ke te=I‐AavDtuH n=I. TyaH A|\r ]IsImH\r Ýwu ibraÒ ræa hta, pdŸmasn htuH, temnuH xrIrbhu j mo!uH htuH, temna xrIrmaH ÝkaxnI cmTk<it ={ rhIhtI, Ýwu=I nIce devo nac krI ræa hta, xuH nac krI ræahta te yad AavtuH n=I. ]I sImH\r ÝwunuH Smr` AavtaHATyare saÙatŸ dxRn ÝwunaH kem =taH hoy‐tem lagI ÔyKe, ne temne bhuman=I ñdy nmI pDe Ke. TyaH ]I ]utkevzI(g`\r devnuH nam) xHwu... htuH. (laHbu nam paKz Ke p`SpÚ brabr yad AavtuH n=I.) xHwu brabr yad Aave Ke.




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smosr`, ]I sImH\r Ýwu vgerenuH Smr` AavtaH AajNmne Ù`var wUlI jva uH kem hoy¦ TyaH v<i¿nI tNmyta={ Ôy Ke ne huH smosr`maH ]I ÝwunI smÙ j kem be@ohoë¦ saHwzva Aaƒo hoë¦ Aem ={ Ôy Ke. smosr`nIAdŸwutta lage Ke. mhaivdehÙe5maH j kem hoë¦ Aem lagIÔy Ke. TyaHna pirict Òvo deqay Ke Ane b\uH ÔèAavvuH‐jvuH TyaHnuH ={ ræuH hoy AevuH lage Ke.

(magxr vd barx, svarna nv pKI AaveluH)

(caEdxne svare lqayeluH)

smosr`maH JaD Ane paÌna nana kuHD jevo deqavhto. JaD kevaH htaH te SpÚ yad AavtuH n=I. TyaH mo!a mo!a=Hw jevuH htuH. =Hwno rHg pIzo Ane wUra jevo hto. =Hw_pr \Ô jevo deqav hto, rata rHgnI deqatI htI, AHdr\ozI \ozI lI!I htI. TyaH mo!aH mo!aH kmz jevo deqav hto,rmÌk KoDva égela hoy AevI Ôtno deqav hto. ßyaHbesvanuH htuH TyaH mqml jeva deqavnuH kaH{k htuH. ÝwunaxrIrmaH=I ÝkaxnI la{! pDI rhI htI. ÝwunuH Aasn htuHp` v`Rn =ay AevI rIte SpÚ yad AaƒuH n=I.

TyaH Fà ma`so hta temaH ftehkumar, cHd... wa{,law... wa{, law wa{nI ÏI vgere ÔevamaH FàH AaƒaHhtaH.




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]I guÌdevna prm k<pamy _pkarne

ATyHt wiÉt=I nmSkar

∙∙]I svR&ne nmSkar

sTpuÌØonI k<pane nmSkar

1994, poØ sud 14, proi#ye lqayel

poØ sud nom ne svare sat=I saDa sat su\ImaHshj Smr` AaƒuH.

mhaivdehÙe5maH je gammaH hta te gamnuH namnaEvlpur htuH. ]I ]utkevzI AevuH kaH{k bolta hta ke AanaEvla ngrImaH‐AevuH kaH{k kheta hta.

huH rajkumarne kheto hto ke Aapà naEvlpurnIAHdr... (kok ma`s hto Aena ivØe kaH{k vat krto hto),t=a huH rhuH KuH te Aa gamnuH nam naEvlpur Ke,‐Aem shjSmr` =ay Ke.

poØ sud 11 ne bu\var, ra5e dx pKI‐

te naEvlpurna raÔnuH nam dIpohmHd htuH. te raÔftehmHd kumarna ipta hta. dIpohmHd raÔnaH raÌftehkumarnaH matanuH nam suleha raÌ A=va sulehà raÌAem be Ýkare Smr` Aave Ke.




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dIpohmHd raÔnuH mo!uH jbruH xrIr, xrIrno baH\o Fòsaro, xrIrno v`R êcI Ôtno pu~yvHt, temna chera_pr=I te buiâxazI Ane êca guòvaza deqay Ke. ivxeØSv$p temnuH yad AavtuH n=I.

suleharaÌAe \ozuH Ane AaKa pIza rHg jevuH AHdrkaH{k lI!I htI AevuH, Ao#eluH htuH. temna guò rajraÌneyoGy temna xrIr _pr=I deqay Ke. temna v Rn ivØe Ae!luHyad Aave Ke.

te raÔne bIÔ ke!lak kuHvr hoy tem Smr` shjAave Ke, p` ke!la kuHvro hta te yad AavtuH n=I. temaH=IAek kuHvrnuH nam baz... kumar htuH¸ bIÔ Aek kuHvrnuH namnHd... kumar htuH. Aa bHne kuHvro ftehkumar=I nana hta. bIÔko{ kuHvr hta ke nhota te yad AavtuH n=I. bHne kuHvrnuHv`Rn =ay AevI rIte xrIr Aaid kaH{ yad AavtuH n=I.

dIpoh raÔne bIÔ ko{ raÌ htaH ke nhotaH te yadAavtuH n=I.

naEvlpurmaH be xe@ htaH¸ temaH Aek xe@nuH nam Òva...xe@ A=va Òvn... xe@ Aem be Ýkare yad Aave Ke. bIÔxe@nuH nam prm... xe@ htuH. te bHne xe@ hova=I raÔ sa=ekamÝsHgne l{ne sHbH\ hto.

te gammaH bIÔ xe@ hxe p` mne yad Aavta n=I.




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Òva... xe@ Ane prm... xe@ ngrxe@ jeva hoy temjàtuH htuH. te prm... xe@ lawwa{na ipta hta AneÒva... xe@ mara ipta hta.

prm... xe@ Aekdm qUb j Fera rHgnI rata rHgnIpaFDI baH\ta hta¸ te ko{ ko{ var kamÝsHge raÔ pasejta¸ te xe@nuH Sv$p Ae!luH yad shj Aave Ke. temnI ÏInuHnam g`\arI A=va gà A=va g`\ara Aem 5` Ýkareyad Aave Ke. temno deqav mo!aH jbraH xe@aÌ jevo hto.temne Fer nokro‐cakro hta¸ mo!uH ivxaz temna FrnuHkamkaj ngrxe@ jevuH htuH temne ke!luHk dIkra vgere ku!uHbhtuH, temaH=I lawwa{ Ane bIÔ Aek cquwa{ Ae benaHnam yad Aave Ke, bIÔ ko{naH nam yad AavtaH n=I,bIÔ idkra hta ke nhota te p` yad AavtuH n=I. g`\arIte law... wa{nI matanuH nam htuH. te ivØe Ae!luH yad Ke.ko{na xrIr Aaidna v Rn ivØe, v RnmaH Aave AevI rIte,yad AavtuH n=I.

Òva... xe@ A=va Òvnxe@ mara iptanuH nam htuH. texe@ sara Svwavna Ane vEwvvaza hta. marI matanuH namwãa A=va wãvaha htuH. xe@aÌne yoGy temna guò hta.mara ipta \ozI pa\DI baH\ta hta.‐te ivØe v RnmaH Ae!luHyad Aave Ke. te mata‐ipta \aimRk htaH.




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huH maraH mabapne Aek j hto, bIÔH ko{ wa{bhennhotaH, FrmaH mara kaka vgere ku!uHb htuH.

naEvlpur gam=I =oDe dUr bIÔuH v`vÄx namnuH gamhtuH. TyaH=I law... wa{ kNya prÌne laƒa hta. te kNyanuHnam gu`wãa htuH. te kNyana iptanI mata A=va tekNyanI mata TyaH htaH te yad Aave Ke.

r= jevuH kaH{k htuH, temaH besIne law... wa{ Aavtahta. te ivØe ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I.

5è Aek j gammaH hta, Aek j gammaH rheta hta,Aem shj yad Aave Ke. Aa b\uH shj Smr`maH brabrAave Ke te Ýkare m|yS=ta=I lqayuH Ke.

huH t=a rajkumar ko{ Aek S=ane be@a hta. TyaHftehkumar \aimRk vat krta hta.

poØ sud 10 ne svare Aem Smr` AaƒuH htuH ke

]I kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH mhaivdehÙe5maH Aaƒa Tyare ]ItI=ÅkrdevnuH nIkzeluH pd shj Smr`maH AaƒuH. ]I kuHdkuHdacayRTyaH Aaƒa Tyare ÝwunI vaÌmaH=I ÙaiyknuH Sv$p, yitAonuHSv$p, ]avknuH Sv$p vgere vaÌ KU!I htI. ÝwunI vaÌ toAdŸwut, êDI ne ghn Ane Fà ÝkarnI KU!I hoy, p` TyaHmarI xiÉt Ýmaè pkDayel¸ AemaH=I Amuk Ae!luH yad AaveKe. Aa b\uH sav shj yad Aave Ke. te vqte marI




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xiÉt Ýma e pkDayeluH Aek pd yad Aave Ke:

ÙpkTv]eÌ wUdaäE wUTva.

. . . . . . . . ....

poØ sud 11ne ra5e ‐

huH t=a rajkumar ßyaH Amuk S=ane be@a hta TyaHrajkumar kaH{k \aimRk vat krIne Aa _pluH pd boLya, TyarpKI trt bIÔuH pd rajkumar boLya‐

isiâ‐gveØaH. . .

. . . . . . . . ...

Aa bIÔuH pd ]I ]utkevzInuH htuH. te rajkumar boltahta ne huH saHwzto hto. rajkumar Aem kheta hta ke]utkevzI Aam khe Ke.

_prna bHne pdmaH kanoma5ano ke xBd vgereno ferfarhoy to Qyal n=I.

]I ]utkevzI 5` Ýkare Ùaiykna namvazuH Sv$pkheta hta te 5` Ýkar Smr`maH rhela te yad Aaƒa. poØsud 9 ne bpore Smr`maH Aaƒa hta.

poØ sud 11 ne ra5e‐

paKa frIne rajkumar sa=e vat krta hta Tyarerajkumarne p` te 5` ÝkarnI qbr htI. rajkumar khe ke




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]utkevzI Ùaiykno Aek \araÝvahIno Ýkar khe Ke.‐Aemrajkumar kheta hta.

Aek \araÝvahI, bIÔuH ÔeDÌ A=va ÔeD$p Ùaiyk,5IÔuH yugl Ùaiyk.

\araÝvahI, x$AatnI \arano Ývah ÙaiyknI yoGy]eÌno te \araÝvahI‐Aevo teno wav yad Aave Ke.

bIÔuH ÔeDÌ A=va ÔeD$p Ùaiyk te.

pUvR k<tk<Tytana AdŸwut suq maHhenuH AHx‐k<tk<Ty pùHÝg! ={ne te AHx äara ivxeØ k<tk<Tytana AHxonuH ÔeDavuH,AavuH Ùaiyk je khevay Ke teva Ùaiykne TyaH ÔeDÌ A=vaÔeD$p Aeva Sv$pe kheta hoy Aem wav wase Ke. Aek AHxäara ivxeØ AHxonuH prSpr ÔeDavuH tenuH nam ÔeDÌÙaiykAem !UHka`maH wav yad Aave Ke.

pU R kevzIna A=va isâna Ùaiykne yugl Ùaiykkheta hoy Aem yad Aave Ke.

huH t=a rajkumar bHne Aa Ýkare Ô`ta hta. Aa=IivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I. Aa b\uH yad shj Aave Ke.

cHd wa{ ko` Ke te AhÄna ke!lak Òvo ÝTyem|yS=wav=I ¹iÚ mUktaH te ÒvomaH cHd wa{ hoy tem maraSmr`maH jàtuH n=I. bIÔ Aek temnI sa=e ixxuwa{ namehta.




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tI=Åkrpd ke!le wve Aem Smr`maH shj AavtuH n=I,p` kazÊme !UHka kaze tI=Åkr =xe Aem Smr` shj =ay Ke.

]I tI=Åkrdevne nmSkar.

guÌrajna AdŸwut Ýtapne Ahoinx wiÉt=I varHvarnmSkar.

∙∙]I vItrag Aaid sTpuÌØone nmSkar

1994, poØ vd 7 (lqayeluH)

poØ vd paHcmne proi#ye‐

]I kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH mhaivdehÙe5maH lgwg Aa@ekidvs ræa hoy tem shj Smr` AaƒuH. mo!a Ai\pitcÊe¬rI TyaH smosr`maH hta AevI rIte shj Smr` AaƒuH.te cÊe¬rInuH‐xrIr AaidnuH‐v`Rn =ay AevI rIte SpÚ SmrÀavtuH n=I.

poØ vd K@ne saHje lgwg car vaGya pKI‐

]I kuHdkuHdacayR p\ayaR te gamnuH nam kHDl, kuHDIla,kuHHDlpurI A=va kuHDlI htuH. ]I kuHdkuHdacayR te kuHDlpurImaHp\ayaR hta tem shj Smr` Aave Ke.

poØ vd K@ ne ra5e dx vaGye lgwg paKuH frI var‐]I kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH kuHDlpurImaH p\ayaR hta ne Aa@ek




p0 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

idvs rokaya Ke Aem Smr` AaƒuH.

poØ vd 7 ne lgwg saDa dx, Aigyar‐

]I kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH kuHDlpurmaH p\ayaR hta, Aa@ idvsræa hta Aem brabr Smr` Aave Ke.

Aa@ idvs su\I TyaH mo!a AoCKv jevuH =yuH htuH. TyaHnacÊvt±Ae temno bhu AadrsTkar kyÈ hto ne mo!a AoCKvA=va _jvà jevuH cÊvt± trf=I =yuH htuH te brabr yadAave Ke.

b\I Ôtno Aa@e idvsno AoCKv cÊvt± trf=I=yo hto ke devo trf=I =yo hto te yad AavtuH n=I.

]I kuHdkuHdacayRne bhu j AadrsTkar=I cÊvt± trf=I,mo!a =az jevuH htuH temaH kaH{k fzo Aaid (bIÔuH kaH{kvnSpit jevuH) htuH, te fzaid kuHdkuHdacayRne vhoravvamaHAaƒaH htaH.

fzo Aaid vhoraƒaH htaH te brabr yad Aave Ke p`cÊvt±Ae vhoraƒaH ke bIÔ ko{Ae te brabr yad AavtuHn=I.

huH TyaH kuHDlpurmaH hto te brabr yad Aave Ke. ÝwunaHdxRn ma!e Aaƒo hoë A=va bIÔ ko{ ÝsHge Aaƒo hoë, teyad AavtuH n=I.

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Aaje poØ vd Aa@m, saDa dx=I Aigyare AaveluHSmr`‐

]I kuHdkuHdacayRna pgne, fzaid vhoraƒaH te !a{me,sugH\I paÌ, pu*p vgere êcI cIÔe‐kuHku jevuH kaH{k htuH vgerecIÔe‐=I pUjvamaH Aaƒa hoy tem brabr Smr` Aave Ke.

fzaidno =az hto te rTnjiDt jevo hoy tem yadAave Ke.

Aa b\uH brabr Smr` shj AaƒuH tem lQyuH Ke.wrtÙe5maH=I mhaivdehÙe5maH j{ne]I sImH\r ÝwunaH dxRn krnarprm yogI¬r ]I kuHdkuHdacayRne

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar,vaHrvar nmSkar.

∙∙prm-puÌØone nmSkar1994, poØ vdI terx‐

]I kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH kuHDlpurmaH p\ayaR Tyare AoCKvnel{ne wi›no Ýkar bhu j deqay Ke.

kuHDlpurmaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayR p\ayaR Tyare ftehmHdkumarp` TyaH Aavel hta, bhuman=I _Llas‐pUvRk ]I kuHdkuHdacayRÝTye ha= ÔeDta éwela Ôeya.




p2 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

rajkumar Aek var kheta hta: Aa„a Aek Ke, tenoDHko naEvlpurmaH vgaDvo Ke. Aa Smr` KeLluH lqa` AaPyapKI bIje idvse AaƒuH.

poØ vdI barxne ra5e Aa@ =I nv lgwg AaveluHSmr`‐

rajkumarna naEvlpurnI AHdr ko{ Aek bIÔgammaH=I Aek ba{ AavIne rhel htI. tenuH nam Ajya htuH.tene Aek (Aj) bahu namno idkro hto. ;bahu' brabryad Aave Ke, p` ;Aj' htuH ke xuH htuH te brabr yadAavtuH n=I. teno dIkro p` naEvlpurmaH Aaƒa pKI=I\mRÝemI ={ gyel hoy tem jày Ke. te (Aj) bahu AekDuHgr _pr idgHbr muinnI ÝitmanaH dxRn krtI vqte shjSmr`maH Aaƒo. te \aimRk v<i¿no ={ gyo hoy tem jàyKe. Aa Smr` phelaH p` AaveluH htuH, paKuH bIÒ var AaƒuH.te Ajbahu \mR trf vzel hova=I t=a &anmaH kaH{kbizyo hova=I rajkumarne tena _pr Ýem hto. te (Aj)bahu ko{ ko{ var smosr`maH p` ÔevamaH Aave Ke.

pKI=I ko{ kar`sr te Ajyaba{na dIkranaAiwÝayo vStuiS=it=I bdlaà, ne te Ýma e te rajkumarpase sßjDta=I Aag/hpUvRk S=apta¸ rajkumarne, tenuHinim¿ p` pota vDe, te AiwÝayo besta. temaH=I b\a yadAavta n=I, ke!lak yad shj Aave Ke.




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rajkumar ÝTye lawwa{ne t=a devawa{ne mihmahova=I te p` (Aj) bahuna AiwÝayo ke!lIk varsaHwzva jta. temaH=I temne p` pota vDe ke!lak besta.rajkumarne (Aj) bahuna AiwÝayo Fàqra besta.

Aa nIce mujb (Aj) bahu kheta hta‐Aa„a dexÝTyÙ Ke, svRÝTyÙ n=I¸gu` ÝTyÙ Ke, ãƒ ÝTyÙ n=I.Amuk lugDuH hoy KtaH p` moÙ =ay Ke.sqta{ p e khuH KuH ke &anxiÉt j qrI Ke, bIÔuH

svR paÌnuH pUr Ke. ‐Aevo AekaHt Aag/h$p, inØe\$pAiwÝay.

TyaH wiÉtno Ýkar bhu deqava=I tena inØe\$pAiwÝay.

‐AavI ÔHtna wavo yad Aave Ke. Aava ke!lakAiwÝayo shj Smr`maH Aaƒa Ke te jàƒa Ke.

(Aj) bahuAe khela AiwÝay ivØe rajkumardevawa{ne kheta, te ivØe vat krta.

svRna AiwÝayo Amuk Ýkare AavI rIte ke!lakpir`mta hta. mUz ivxeØ ivra\na (Aj) bahu=I ={ Ke,tem shj Smr`$p vednmaH Aave Ke tem jàƒuH Ke.

jem ATyarna =yela piràmo Smr`maH Aave tempUvRna =yela Amuk piràmo shj Smr`$p vednmaH Aave Ke.




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Aa to bharna inim¿e =yel Amuk Ýkar yad AaveKe. AiwÝaymaH ivxeØe xuH =yuH hoy te yad AavtuH n=I.

Amara=I maya xuH ={ Ke te yad AavtuH n=I.

(Aj) bahu te nar`wa{no Aa„a Ke, tem be 5`var éKzI éKzIne shj Smr` Aave Ke, p` TyaH=I Aatemno sI\o wv hoy tem shj Smr` AavtuH n=I.

QyalmaH nih Aevo Aa ivra\nano Ýkar shjSmr`maH Aaƒo Ke.

Aava ê\a AiwÝayna bharna Ýkar vqte ra\araÌnhotaH. temno Aa„a bIÒ gitmaH gyel hto.

rajkumarne bIÔH be raÌ htaH, temaH=I Aek suwHgaAne bIÔH p!o\ra name htaH. te raÌna v`Rn ivØe ivxeØyad AavtuH n=I.

rajkumar Kev!e vednanI iS=itmaH sqt puÌØa=Rp erhI xkya nhota tem shj Smr` Aave Ke. rajkumarne huHTyaH, temna xrIrne, Ôeva gyo hto¸ plHg jevuH htuH, temaHrajkumar sUta hta¸ te ivØe ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I.

rajkumar TyaH=I AhÄ Aaƒa te Ýkar p` yad AaveKe. naEvlpurna ma`sona ñdymaH qed ÝsrI ræo hto.‐teivØe ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I.

TyanuH devawa{nuH dehÝma` AhÄna deh sa=e mez n




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qay tevDuH Smr`maH Aave Ke.Aa lqa`, jem AaƒuH Ke tem, m|yS=ta=I lqayuH Ke.

]I vItragay nm:prm k<pazu sdŸguÌdevne nmSkar

∙∙mha sud barxe AaveluH Smr`

bzdna wv phelaHna wve huH FoDe svar ={ne k–aHkjto hto, rStamaH‐jHglmaH‐koke mne marI naQyo, TyaH=ImrIne bzd =yo tem shj Smr` Aave Ke.

1994, fag` vd Amas‐rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =xe tevuH shj Smr` frI

frI Aaƒa kre Ke Ane pUßy k<pazu sdŸguÌdev ÝTye‐jgt‐_âark ÝTye‐bhu mh¿a Aave Ke.

’ nm:prmpuÌØone nmSkar

cE5 vdI satm ne guÌvar, 1994 lqayeluH‐]I kuHdkuHdacayR mhaivdehÙe5maH kuHDlpurmaH p\ayaR Tyare

naEvlpur=I dIpohmHd raÔ‐temnI mo!I sena siht‐temnaHraÌ Ae!le ftehkumarnI mata, (k<pazu guÌdevno Aa„a)ftehkumar, temnI raÌAo vgere ku!uHb, r=, bIÒ ÔtnuHkaH{k




p6 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

vahn htuH (te nam AavDtuH n=I), ha=I, FoDa vgere sa=ehtuH gamna Fà ma`so sa=e hta¸ prm xe@, lawwa{(xaNtabenno Aa„a) vgere, Òvn xe@, huH vgere Fàma`so sa=e hta¸ cHd wa{ Ane ixxu p` hta.

TyaHna ihsabe naEvlpur=I kuHDlpur bhu dUr nhotuH, p`nÒk htuH.

ke!lak ma`so calta hta, ke!lak vahnomaH be@ahta. rajkumar =oDI var calta hta, =oDI var ko{ vahn_pr besta hoy tem jày Ke.

rStamaH rajkumar sa=e pu~y‐pap ivØe vat ={ htI.xuH vat ={ htI te yad AavtuH n=I. kuHDlpurmaH gya Tyaresmvsr`naH pgi=yaH huH t=a lawwa{ sa=e cDta hta¸rajkumar, AemnuH k!uHb vgere Aagz cDta hta.

smvsr`maH (Aj) bahu ÔevamaH Aaƒa hta, p` tenaEvlpur=I Aaƒa hta ke bIÔ ko{ gam=I‐te yad AavtuH n=I.

(Aa _prnuH Smr` cE5 sud Aa@mne idvsesamaNyp e AaƒuH htuH, paKuH cE5 vd co=ne saHje SpÚAaƒuH)

TyaH naEvlpurmaH AayRwaØa htI tem shj Smr` AaveKe. lqa`maH ke!lak TyaHna wavo Ane waØa AhÄnI lqIKe ne ke!lIk TyaHnI waØa p` Ke¸ jem ke dexÝTyÙ,




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svRÝTyÙ, paÌnuH pur vgere ke!lIk TyaHnI waØa Ke.

Aa waØano Ýkar sav shj yad Aave Ke. (Aa ivØeSpÚ Smr` cE5 vd K@ne svare saDa dxe AaƒuH)

naEvlpurmaH rajkumar sa=e huH Ane lawwa{ ko{ ko{var frva jta. je rSte=I sena kuHDlpur trf g{ htI tenoAaÔubaÔuno rSto hoy tem jày Ke.

ivra\nana Ýkar vqte devawa{ne Ae!le mne &annaÝyTnno iknaro n=I, iS=rtana ÝyTnno iknaro Ke‐Aavawavo ={ne &an ÝTye paKz=I piràmmaH inØe\ jevo wavAavI jto.

_prno inØe\na wavvazo AiwÝay lawwa{ne p`besto lawwa{ kheta: devawa{¦ tmarI vat sacI Ke.ivra\nano Aa Aek Ýkar lQyo, bakI piràmmaH mHdta‐tIv/ta svRna wavmaH rhI hoy te ÔudI vat Ke.

(Aj) bahu sa=e rajkumarne mez =yo te mne t=alawwa{ne ruCyuH nih. huH t=a lawwa{ te ivØe qangIvat krta. xuH vat krta te yad AavtuH n=I. AmaraAiwÝayo Ame rajkumarne t=a (Aj) bahune jàvtanhota¸ te vtRnmaH Amara=I maya ={ Ke tem jày Ke.Aam =va KtaH Amne rajkumar ÝTye mihma htI.

mayana bIÔ ko{ ivxeØ Ýkaro =ay Ke ke kem te yad




p8 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

AavtuH n=I.

Aa b\uH shj yad AaƒuH te jàƒuH Ke.

naEvlpurmaH ko{ Aek S=ane huH, rajkumar t=alawwa{ \aimRk vat krta hta.

huH devlokmaH dev hto Tyare, wgvannI TyaH devlokmaHÝitma htI tenaH dxRn krva jto¸ devIAo vgere tI=ÅkrnoAoCKv krva k–aHk jtaH hoy tem yad Aave Ke.

huH jto hto ke nih te yad AavtuH n=I, te ivØe ivxeØyad AavtuH n=I.

Aek var devawa{ Ae!le meH, ]I xHwu isvayna bIÔko{ g`\r TyaH A|\r=I nIce Aavta hta, temne Ôe{nekæuH:

p\aro ijnraj¦ p\aro. Aa Ýma e shj yad Aave Ke.

]I sImH\r wgvan ko{ Aek v<Ù nIce kevz&anpaMya Ke Aem ]I g`\rdev kheta hta.

ÝwunI |vinno Avaj kya äar=I bhar nIkzto htote yad AavtuH n=I.

Aa b\uH _prnuH Smr` cE5 vdI K@ne svare saDadxelgwg AaƒuH htuH.

Aa b\uH, shj Smr` AaƒuH te lQyuH Ke.




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pUvRna pirict Aa„aAone Aozqva, te Aa„aAonajNm frI jva KtaH Aozqva, tenuH Smr` =ay Aeva sHSkarA=va \arà hotI n=I KtaH p` mitnI ko{ AevIinmRzta$p iS=rtane kar e‐Smr` sa=enI inmRztanekar e‐(Ôeke A$pI Aatma deqato n=I top`) vtRmanAenI dehpyaRy QyalmaH hoy ne pUvRnI dehpyaRy p` ÔeyelIhoy, pircymaH hoy, te=I pUveR je puÌØ Ôeyo hto te j AapuÌØ Ke tem ÔÌ xkay Ke, AozqI xkay Ke.

pUveR je Aa puÌØ Ôeyo hto A=va Aa Aa„aAo pUveRje Ôeya hta te ;j' Aa Aa„aAo Ke Aem mitnIinmRzta$p iS=rtane kar e &anmaH shj sco!pèin:sHdehpè pkDa{ Ôy Ke. te Aa„a sI\o AhÄ jNmpamel Ke ke bIje k–aHy vCce gyel te p` jày Ke¸ ÔesI\o Aavel hoy to pUvRna puÌØnI ne ATyarna puÌØnIsI\I sHi\, &anmaH Aave Ke¸ nih to sI\I sHi\ AavtI n=Ip` vCce AaDuH k–aHy gyel hoy tem &anmaH Aave Ke.

prmk<pazu sdŸguÌdevna k<pamy _pkarne

ATyHt wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar

]I Ýwu sImH\r wgvanno to ATyare Aa kaze ivrhpDyo, p` prmk<pazu sdŸguÌdevno nÒkno pircy {CKvaKtaH vtRman temna=I dUr pDya te pUvR pirìtno doØ Ke.

te Apra\nI Ùma {CKIAe KIAe.




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gya vØeR Smr`nI x$Aat =ya phelaH Aek var SvPnAaƒuH htuH ke lawne !a{me law lI\o n=I, lawna kazelaw lI\o n=I, te=I Akaze Avtar =ya Ke.

Aa shej jàvva qatr lQyuH Ke. 1994‐

Aa svR Smr`maH k<pazu guÌdevno prm k<pamy _pkarKe, prm k<pamy Ýtap Ke.

]I guÌdevna cr`kmzmaH prm wiÉt=I varHvarnmSkar

pUßy guÌdevna tI=ÅkrpànuH varHvar Smr` AavtuHhtuH tenI sa=e Aa g`\rpànuH Smr` AaƒuH htuH.

prmk<pazu ]I sdŸguÌdev]Ine prm wiÉt=I varHvarnmSkar

1994maH Aavel Smr`‐

(2004, poØ sud caEdxe lqayeluH)

shjpè Aem Smr` Aavel Ke ke Aa devawa{noAa„a Ke te Aa rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =vana Ke tenawiv*ye g`\r =vana Ke.‐Aem sImH\rwgvane kæuH Ke.Aam SpÚpè Smr` Aavel Ke. jgtna= jg‐]e*@tI=Åkrdevne nmSkar.

sH. 2004 poØ sud 13na roj AaveluH Smr`‐

g`\rpànuH frI frI Smr` Aave Ke. mhaivdehÙe5maH




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]I sImH\rwgvane rajkumarna mihmayuÉt iv¬vH>tI=Åkrpà ivØe t=a Aagla Ane paKla wvaHtro ivØevat krI Ke Aem brabr yad Aave Ke p` te kya kya wvoAne xuH xuH vat Ke te yad AavtuH n=I. te wvonI vat krItemaH Aem kæuH htuH ke ;Aa rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =vanaKe.' tenI sa=e sHbH\vazI g`\rpànI vat hova=I te vatAavI htI te brabr SpÚpè shj Smr`maH Aave Ke.tI=Åkrdevna wvo ivØe xuH xuH vat htI te SpÚp e Smr`maHAavtuH n=I.

(Aa vatne lgta ÝsHgne kar e Aa vat lqa{ ÔyKe.)

]I k<pazu guÌdevna k<pamy _pkarne varHvar nmSkar.

AÔeD rTn k<pazu guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH

prm wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar

2004, poØ vd bIjna roj AaveluH Smr`‐

pUvRwve ]I sImH\r wgvan pase=I saHwZyuH Ke temaH=ISmr` Aave Ke ke Aa rajkumar wiv*ye \atkIqHD äIpnaivdehÙe5maH tI=Åkr =xe, temnuH nam ]I sUyRkIitRSvamI t=a]I svaÅgSvamI Aem be Ýkare nam yad Aave Ke Ae!le ke beÔtna nam hoy tem yad Aave Ke. Aa devawa{ Aa




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rajkumarna wiv*ye g`\r =vana Ke, te sUyRkIitR raÔnaAe!le ke sUyRkIitR tI=Åkrna deveNãkIitR namna rajkumar =xe¸Aa lawwa{ Aa rajkumarna wiv*ye g`\r =vana Ke, tesUyRkIitR raÔna Ae!le ke sUyRkIitR tI=Åkrna bIÔ cHãkIitRnamna rajkumar =xe, Ae!le ke sUyRkIitR tI=Åkrna deveNãkIitRAne cHãkIitR namna pu5o =xe Ane temna bHne g`\r =xe.

Aa b\uH ]I sImH\r wgvan pase=I saHwZyuH KetemaH=I yad Aave Ke¸ Aa Smr` sav SpÚ Ke.

waiv tI=aRi\na= kŸhanguÌdevne prm wi›=I nmSkar.jgt‐_âark prm k<pazu ]I sdŸguÌdev

(kanÒmharaj]I) te pUvRwvna ftehmHd rajkumar wiv*ye\atkIqHD äIpna ivdehÙe5maH tI=Åkr =xe Aem ]I sImH\rwgvane kheluH Ke.

bzdev‐vasudevna SvPnanI Aape Amne vat krI TyarpKI te ivcar bhu ræa krta hta te=I Aa Smr` AaveluH Ke.

Aa Smr` varHvar SpÚpè Aaƒa kre Ke. devawa{Ae!le Aa Aa„a, lawwa{ Ae!le xaNtabenno Aa„a.

prm k<pazu &anini\ guÌdevna prm _pkarne varHvarnmSkar∙

AÔeD rTn prm k<pazu guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaHprm wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar2004, cE5 sud pUnme lqayel




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]I sImH\r wgvan ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRynuH Sv$p khetahta¸ temnI vaÌ AnHt AnHt rhSyo=I wrelI htI, temSmr` Aaƒa kre Ke¸ tI=Åkr Ane g`\r pànI vatnuHvarHvar Smr` Aaƒa kre Ke. Aa rajkumar wiv*ye\atkIqHD äIpna ivdehÙe5maH ]I sUyRkIitRSvamI t=a ]IsvaÅgSvamI namna tI=Åkr =xe, Aa devawa{ temnadeveNãkIitR name g`\r t=a temna pu5 =vana Ke.(deveNãkIitR kumarnuH Aa nam siht bIÔuH p` nam hoy temQyalmaH Aave Ke.) Aa lawwa{ temna bIÔ cHãkIitR nameg`\r t=a pu5 =vana Ke, te b\I vatnuH varHvar SpÚp eSmr` Aaƒa kre Ke.

mhaivdehÙe5naH ijnmHidro mo!aH mo!aH wƒ htaH temSmr` Aave Ke. ko{ ÔudI ÔtnaH rTno mHidrnI wÄtomaHhtaH, te rTnono Ýkax Aevo hto ke AaquH mHidr Ýkax=IKva{ ræuH htuH: wgvannaH ÝitmaÒ rTnonaH, Ýkaxvan,AdŸwut htaH. Aap e b\a ijnmHidre dxRn krva jta htaAem Smr` Aave Ke. wgvanna ÝitmaÒ ivØe Aa!luHSmr`maH Aave Ke. Aa=I ivxeØ v Rn =ay AevI rIteSmr`maH AavtuH n=I. (Aa Òve pUveR devawa{na wvmaHÔeyeluH hoy te yad Aave Ke.)

&ansagr guÌdevna k<pamy _pkarnevarHvar prm wiÉt=I

nmSkar.∙∙




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idƒ &anmUitR wartna wgvanprmk<pazu guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar2010, je@ vd paHcmne idvse Smr` AaƒuH Ke ke

devlokmaH AayuiS=it pUrI =taH prm k<pazu khan guÌdevnaAa„ano Aa jHbuäIpmaH ko{ p` Ùe5maH rajkumarp e jNm=xe¸ te Ùe5maH ko{ p` tI=Åkr wgvannI hajrI hxe, temneFer pU. khan guÌdevno jNm =xe¸ TyaH Aap mhan =xo¸TyaH=I AabehUb muinp uH pazIne êcI Ôtna devlokmaH pU.guÌdev AhimNã =xe¸ kya devlokmaH AhimNã =xe teSmr`maH AavtuH n=I, p` AhimNã =xe tem Smr`maH AaveKe. Aa Aa„a p` Ane xaHtabenno Aa„a p` TyaH Aapnaku!uHbI trIke bHne jà jNmxuH, TyaH=I devlokmaH p` AmaraAa„ane Aapno sa= rhexe.

tI=Åkr wgvanna smIptavaza (pu5 trIkena)mnu*ywvmaH Aapne Ae!le ke pU. guÌdevne tI=Åkrgo5 bH\axe,TyaH=I devno wv krIne Aap \atkIqHD äIpna ivdehÙe5maHtI=Åkr wgvan ijneNãdev =xo.

Aa, guÌdevna wvonI vat ]I sImH\r wgvanpase=I pUvRwve saHwzI Ke, temaH=I Smr`maH AavI Ke, Aavat sav SpÚ Ke. devlok=I sI\uH tI=Åkrp uH Smr`maHAavtuH n=I‐tem wvnI sI\I sHi\ AavtI n=I pÀhimNãpà




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pKI tI=ÅkrpùH =xe tem wvnI sI\I sHi\ sav SpÚpèSmr`maH Aave Ke.

svR @eka e pUßy guÌdevno j prm Ýtap vt± ræo Ke.

prmÝtapI prm _pkarI k<pazu guÌdevne

varHvar nmSkar

2004, cE5 vd K@‐

pUßy khan guÌdev jHbuäIpna ko{p` Ùe5maHtI=Åkrdevna Fer jNmxe tem Smr`maH AaƒuH htuH.

(Aa ivØe AHdr rhevanI wavna Ke.)

AHtrmaH Aa b\I vato FozatI hoy Ke te=I lqa{Ôy Ke.

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wavI tI=Åkr wgvHtne prm wiÉt=I

varHvar nmSkar

Òvn-Aa\ar idƒ&an\arI prm k<pazu khanguÌdevne

Aa pamr dasna prm wi›=I

varHvar nmSkar

2014, prm k<pazu khan guÌdev pUvRwvemhaivdehÙe5maH ftehmHd namna tejSvI rajkumar hta. TyaH]I sImH\r wgvannI vaÌmaH Aem AaƒuH htuH ke Aa




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rajkumar (khanguÌdev) wiv*ye tI=Åkr =vana Ke‐te vatbrabr SpÚpè yad Aave Ke Ane te khanguÌdev ÝTye bhumihma Aave Ke. ]I sImH\r wgvannI vaÌmaH ftehmHdrajkumarna wvaHtrnI vat AavI htI tene karè Ane&annI ko{ ÔtnI SpÚtane karè rajkumarna(khanguÌdevna) ko{ ko{ wv yad Aave Ke, Ane te b\uHSpÚpè yad Aave Ke.

Aa rajkumar (Ae!le ke khanguÌdev) =oDa wvophelaH Aek mnu*yna wvp e hta, te brabr SpÚp e yadAave Ke TyaH mnu*ywvmaH temnI xiÉt idƒ htI, te=I teidƒtavaza puÌØ hta. Aa wvmaH temne pu~yna fzno rsFò hto. Aek var ko{ kar`sr devo temna _pr ÝsNn=ya hta¸ k–a kar e ÝsNn =ya hta te yad AavtuH n=I,prHtu ÝsNn =ya hta te vat brabr yad Aave Ke. devoAeÝsNn ={ne ko{ ÝkarnI shayta temne krI htI Ane bhuÝsNn =va=I te ftehmHd rajkumarna Aa„ane (Ae!le kekhanguÌdevna Aa„ane), te idƒtavaza wvmaH, meÌpvRtnaHxa¬taH ijnmHidro Ane xa¬taH ijnÝitmaAonaH dxRn krvateDI gya hta.

Aa mnu*ywvmaH temne saraH, suguòvazaH ku!uHbIjnhtaH Ae!le ke temne suxIl sßjntavaza g<hpirvar,mataipta vgere ku!uHb htuH¸ vEwvxazI temnaH Fr htaH.




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‐ Aa b\I vat sav SpÚpè, ÝTyÙtanI mafk, yadAave Ke Ane in:xHkta bhu Aave Ke.

Aa Smr` Aaso vd Aekmne idvse =oDuH =oDuH AaƒuH,Tyar pKI v\taH v\taH idvazIne idvse SpÚtapUvRk =yuH.

(Aaso vd Amas, 2013) Aa idvse Aa Smr`SpÚpè =yuH.

Aa wv pKI, ftehmHd rajkumarno (Ae!le ke khanguÌdevno), Aa (idƒ) mnu*ypàna wv pKIno bIÔe wvp`, mnu*ypàno =yo¸ TyaH p` teAo pu~yxazI hta, svRkayÈmaH Òt mezve AevI Ajb temnI xiÉt htI. kyaHkayÈmaH Òt mezvI htI te SpÚ yad AavtuH n=I, prHtu Òtmezvta hta te vat yad Aave Ke¸ Aa b\I vat SpÚpèyad Aave Ke.

te wvmaH temne ke!lok g<hpirvar vgere htuH. Aek varteAo kevzI wgvanno _pdex saHwzva gya hta Ane_pdex saHwZya pKI teAoAe muinrajnaH dxRn kyaÅ Anewav AavtaH teAoAe muinne potana wvonI vat pUKI.muinAe wvonI vat krI. muinraje pUvRwvonI Ane AavtawvonI xuH vat krI te yad AavtuH n=I¸ prHtu muinraje kæuHke tme wvaHtre tI=Åkr =vana Ko, te vat brabr yad AaveKe. (tI=Åkr wgvannuH ãƒ AdŸwut hova=I muinrajnIvaÌmaH




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p` te vat AavI htI.)

Aa b\I vat pUvRwve sImH\r wgvan pase=IsaHwzI Ke Ane &annI ko{ ÔtnI SpÚtane kar e yadAave Ke, in:xHkpè SpÚpè yad Aave Ke.

Aa b\uH Smr` Aaso vd Aekmne idvse =oDuH =oDuHAaƒuH, Tyar pKI v\taH v\taH idvazIne idvse SpÚtapUvRk=yuH. (Aaso vd Amas, 2013), Aa idvse Aa Smr`SpÚpè =yuH.

Aa wv pKI (khan guÌdevno Aa„a) devwvmaHgya, Tyar pKI pu~yno rs m|ym Ýkarno =to gyo Aemyad Aave Ke Ane Amuk =oDa sa\ar` wvo krIne devnawv pKI mhaivdehÙe5maH jNMya Aem yad Aave Ke¸ prHtukya, ke!la wvo Aem SpÚp e yad AavtuH n=I. Aa Smr`p` _pla Smr`nI sa=e j AaƒuH htuH.

2014, kartk sud barxne proi#ye SvPn AaƒuH htuHke, phela mnu*yna wvmaH Ae!le ke dEvI puÌØna wvmaHr=maH besIne te dEvI puÌØ tI=eR tI=eR ya5a krva nIkZyahta, suguòvaza ku!uHbIjno Ane nokr‐cakr sa=e hta,vnjHglmaH r= caLyo jto hto, S=ane S=aneijnÝitmanaH, ijnmHidronaH dxRn krtaH krtaH ya5a krtahta. tevuH SvPn AaƒuH htuH. Aa SvPn sav SpÚ htuH.




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prm _pkarI ApUvR mihmavHt guÌdevna

cròmaH varHvar nmSkar

2014, kartk vd satm‐

pUvRwve Aa Òve devawa{na wvmaH sImH\r wgvannIvaÌ saHwzelI, temaH=I je xiÉt Ýmaè g/h` =yeluH, temaH=I=oDuH =oDuH yad Aave Ke. wgvan kroDakroD sagrnuH mapbtavta hta. xuH map te yad AavtuH n=I. Aa Òv Aavapiràm kre to Aava sagrno bH\ =ay Ke. te sagr konekhevay te wgvan btavta hta.

wgvannI vaÌ ÝxmrsJrtI AevI lagtI ke Ô eÝxmrsno smuã Jrto hoy, saHwzvamaH AevI mI@ax Aaveke je v`RvI n xkay.

wgvannI ÝxmrsJrtI vaÌ AevI rhSywrI mI@Ike saHwzIne jDcEtNyna wed pDI Ôy.

AevI AaüyRwrI rhSywrI vaÌ saHwzIne Aem =tuHhtuH ke wgvan=I kaH{ KanuH n=I, wgvannI vaÌmaH b\uHyAave Ke, caEd bïaHDnuH AaquHy Sv$p wgvannI vaÌmaHAave Ke. AevI vaÌ saHwzIne ic¿ to Aekdm @rI Ôy¦ATyare Smr` AavtaH p` ic¿maH Aekdm xaHit ={ Ôy KeAne bhu AanHd Aave Ke.

wgvannI vaÌmaH _Tpad‐ƒy‐\/uvnuH Sv$p, Svãƒ‐




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prãƒnI iwNntanuH Sv$p, bH\n‐muiÉtnuH Sv$p, inüy‐ƒvharnuH Sv$p AdŸwut rhSywreluH, sU"m, ghn‐ÝxmrsJrtI vaÌmaH‐AavtuH htuH. te b\aHno ivStar xuH htote yad AavtuH n=I.

2014, kartk vd 13‐

sImH\r wgvannI vaÌ Ôè smuã éKZyo hoy tevIFer gHwIr, _pma AapI n xkay tevI, care baÔu=IApeiÙt, AtŸna sU"m AHxo ÝkaxnarI, Svãƒ‐prãƒnISvtH5tanI Ý\anta btavnarI, care baÔu=I sU"m rhSysiht pU R Sv$p ÝkaxnarI AevI AdŸwut yad Aave Ke,mihma bhu Aave Ke. wgvannI Awed vaÌmaH AnHtawavono Ýkax =ay Ke,‐vgere yad AavtaH mihma bhu AaveKe¸ AenI ivxeØ SpÚta yad AavtI n=I.

2014 kartk vd satm‐

Aa Òv Aa wv phelaH mhaivdehÙe5maH deva... wa{name, Aek xe@ne TyaH pu5 hto¸ Tyar phelaH devwvmaH hto. tedevloknuH =oDuH v Rn yad Aave Ke. SpÚtane kar e saÙatŸjevuH jàtuH hoy tem wase Ke.

devloknaH wÇytizyaH rTnnaH htaH, lIla, gulabI AaidrHgonaH hta¸ wÄto rTnnI htI¸ kman vazela drvaÔ hta,temaH pcrHgI rTno htaH¸ rTnona Ýkax=I svR Ýkaxmy




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htuH devlokna bagbgIca, mhelo svR rTnmy htuH.bagbgIca b\uH rTnonuH hova KtaH frktaH htaH. drekmhelomaH Ôuda Ôuda rHgnaH Ane ÔudI ÔudI ÔtnaH rTno htaH¸devlokmaH frvanaH S=an ÔudaH rTnmy htaH¸ besvanaH S=an,Aasno b\aH ÔudaH htaH¸ ßyaH devo na!k deqaDe te S=an ÔudaH¸devone phervanaH, Anek ÝkarnaH rTnonaH vÏawr`na p!aramhelomaH hta.

xowItaH ijnalyo htaH¸ kman vazela, Sfi!k jevasfed rTnnaH mo!aH êcaH äaro ijnalyomaH htaH. devlokmaHijnalymaH pUÔ vgere devo krta hta, xa¬taH puStkorTnmy htaH¸ pU@aH rTnnaH, AÙro rTnna hta. devloknI svRcIj rTnmy htI. ƒvhare te SvgRpurI AaüyRkarI Ke.

xowItaH ijnalyo, temaH smvsr` htaH¸ ndI, tzav,mo!aH mo!aH czktaH rTnna g#o, wgvannuH isHhasn,ijnalynaH ixqro mo!aH mo!aH, Anek karIgrI=I wrelaH,rTnonaH, v RvI n xkay AevaH htaH‐ ÔduwrI smvsr`‐rcna htI. je rcna htI temaH=I b\uH yad AavtuH n=I, =oDuH_pr Ýma e yad Aave Ke¸ tenI sa=e SpÚtane kar ein:xHkta bhu Aave Ke.

Aa rhI rTnmy dIval, Aa ræaH rTnmy ijnalyo,Aa ræaH ÔudaH ÔudaH mhelnaH S=ano, Aa ræaH frvanaH




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bagbgIca vgerenaH‐S=ano, Aa ræa Ôuda Ôuda mhelo, AemSpÚpè saÙatŸ jevuH jày Ke¸ prHtu b\aH kevaH rTnnaH, kevIkarIgrIvazaH Ke tem teno ivStar jàto n=I¸ b\uH rTnnuHKe tem jày Ke, p` ivStar jàto n=I.

devlok AdŸwut Ýkaxmy,‐sfed rTn, lal rTn,gulabI rTn‐Anek ÝkarnaH rTnomy yad Aave Ke.

devlokmaH=I Ame b\a devo wgvanna jNmaiwØek ma!emerupvRt pr gya ho{Ae te kar`=I A=va ko{ p`kar`=I merupvRt =oDo =oDo yad Aave Ke, ivxeØp e yadAavto n=I.

äIp‐smuã p` =oDa =oDa yad Aave Ke. te SpÚtanekar e saÙatŸ kem jàtuH hoy tem wase Ke.

Aa ræo smuã, Aa ræa pvRto, Aa ræo äIp, Aa rhIcÊvt±nI ngrI vgere ngrIAo¸ Ke tem jày Ke, p` tenoivStar jàto n=I ko{ pvRt $pano, ko{ rTnno Ke¸‐Aaræo $pano, Aa ræo rTnno tem jày Ke, p` tenoivStar jàto n=I. Aa ræo smuã vgere tem jày Kep` ivStar jàto n=I.

wgvannI |vinmaH Aa Òve pUveR devawa{na wvmaHwv vgerenuH v Rn saHwzeluH hoy A=va devlokmaH, merupvRtje je ÔeyeluH hoy te yad AavtuH hoy Ane SpÚtane kar eyad




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AavtuH hoy Aem drek kar` hoy, p` jày Ke te y=a=R Ke.

2014 kartk vd dxm‐

merunaH ijnalyo, merunaH vno AdŸwut htaH. meru pvRtczkto, xowIto Ane ivxaz hto. merupvRtnaH ijnalyomaHlal rTnnaH ixqro htaH, gulabI rTnna ixqro htaH, ÔHbuDa(rHg jeva) rTnnaH ixqro htaH‐iviv\ rHgnaH ixqro htaH,xIqromaH Anek ÝkarnI karIgrI htI. nva nva rHgnaHrTnjiDt mHidro htaH. sfed rTnnaH Ýitma, lal rTnnaHÝitma, gulabI rTnnaH Ýitma, lIlaH rTnnaH Ýitma, ÔHbuDaHrTnnaH Ýitma htaH. Anek Ýkarna rHgna Ýitma QyalmaHAave Ke, tenI sa=e ÝitmaÒnaH dxRn kem =taH hoy tem lageKe. Aa ræaH ÝitmaÒ, Aa ræaH ijnalyo, tem jày Ke.prHtu tenuH map kevDuH Ke te yad AavtuH n=I, mo!aH Ke te!luHyad Aave Ke. prHtu ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I. ko{p` karè Aa yad Aave Ke te y=a=R Ke.

SpÚtane kar e sImH\r wgvanna saÙatŸ jevaH dxRnkem =taH hoy tem lage Ke, Aa ræa sImH\r wgvan temlage Ke¸ wgvanno, Ù`wr ivrh wula{ jto hoy temlage Ke, idl élsI Ôy Ke, mihma bhu Aave Ke¸wgvannI muãanuH SpÚIkr` krtaH AavDtuH n=I, AdŸwuttawase Ke.

2014, magxr sud Aekm‐




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merunaH xa¬taH Ýitma Ýkaxmy rTnnaH htaH.merupvRtna ijnalymaH b\uH rTnmy hova KtaH JaD‐panfrkI ræaH Ke, smosr`maH p` vnSpit nih hova KtaHJaD‐pan frkI ræaH Ke. xa¬taH ijnalyonaH ixqronI pHiÉtAdŸwut htI, rHgrHgna ÝkaxvazaH ixqro AdŸwut htaH.

Aek DuHgr _pr sImH\r wgvannuH smosr` htuHsmosr`maH wgvan kmz vgeremaH ibrajman hta. kmzvgeremaH wgvan Aeva suHdr lagta hta¦ vgere yad AavtaHidl élsI Ôy Ke.

wgvanna, ijnalyna, ijnÝitmana Amuk ÝkareSpÚ dxRn =taH mihma bhu Aave Ke, AdŸwutta wase Ke. Aab\aHno ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.

2014, kartk vd 11‐

sImH\r wgvan pase=I wiv*ynI ke!lIk vatsaHwzelI temaH=I ke!lIk vat yad Aave Ke, Ane ke!lIkbIÔ ko{ kar`=I Ae!le ke &annI SpÚta=I yad AavtIhoy, p` yad Aave Ke te y=a=R Ke.

prm k<pazu pUßy khan guÌdev Aa wvmaH Ke, TyaH=Idevloke jxe TyaH=I ko{ Ùe5nI jmIn suHdr Ane hiryazIhxe, TyaH ko{ \mR\urH\r Aeva tI=Åkr raÔne Fer temnapu5p e prm k<pazu khanguÌdevno jNm =xe. Aek suHdr




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mhelmaH mata sUtaH hxe, temne xuw SvPnaH Aavxe, TyaHkhanguÌdevno jNm =xe.

te tI=Åkr wgvannuH nam ;sujy' A=va ;jy' hxe¸paKz labuH nam Ke prHtu yad AavtuH n=I. pUßy guÌdev tewvmaH AabehUb muinp uH pazIne devlokmaH AhimNã =xe,Ane Amara bHnena Aa„ane mnu*ymaH Ane devmaH pU.guÌdevno sa= rhexe¸ TyaH=I \atkIqHDäIpmaH prm k<pazukhan guÌdev tI=Åkrp e jNmxe, Ane Aa Aa„a Ae!le kedevawa{no Aa„a temna g`\r t=a pu5pè jNmxe AnexaNtabenno Aa„a Ae!le ke lawwa{no Aa„a temnag`\r t=a pu5pè jNmxe.

AhÄ=I pU. khanguÌdev devloke jxe, TyaH=I tI=Åkrwgvanne Fer jNmxe Ane Aa Aa„a Ae!le ke devawa{noAa„a Ane lawwa{no Aa„a temna ku!uHbI trIke jNmxuH.pU. guÌdev TyaH=I muinp uH pazIne êca devlokmaH jxe, TyaH=Iprmk<pazu khanguÌdev \atkIqHD äIpmaH tI=Åkrp e jNmxeAe!le ke sUyRkIitRSvamI name tI=Åkr wgvan =xe. Aa vatmhaivdehÙe5maH, smvsr`maH sImH\rwgvan vgere pase=IsaHwzelI Ke Aem SpÚpè yad Aave Ke, in:xHkta bhu AaveKe.

Aa b\o Ýtap guÌdevno j Ke.




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wavI tI=Åkr wgvan pr k<pazu khan guÌdevnaHcr`kmzomaH varHvar prmwiÉt=I

nmSkarhe guÌdev¦ AapnaH cr e huH xuH \ruH? b\o Ýtap

Aapno j Ke, Aa pamr sevk _pr Aape Apar _pkar kyÈKe.

idƒ &anSv$p, cEtNyno cmTkar Ýg!avnarAne Ýkaxnar, idƒ Am<t vrsavnar

guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaHvarHvar nmSkar

(Aa ivØe AHdr rhevanI wavna Ke.)pUßy guÌdevna ƒaQyanmaH _pyognI shj Aekag/ta

=taH Aa \aranI x$Aat ={ te prm _pkarIguÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH varHvar nmSkar.

prm _pkarI ]utsmuã wartna AÔeD rTnprm mihmavHt guÌdevne prm wi›=I

varHvar nmSkar2018, AØaD sudmaH lqayel‐2018, je@ sud terx=I maHDIne je@ vd Aekm su\ImaH

prm k<pazu guÌdevna prm Ýtap=I ke!lIk vat _pyognIshj Aekag/ta =taH Ô`vamaH AavI, Smr`maH AavI, ÔevamaH




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AavI te prm _pkarI (khan) guÌdevnaH cròmaH varHvarnmSkar

_Llas Aavva=I Aa b\uH lqa{ Ôy Ke.

Aa m|ylokmaH devonaH ngr Ke, te AevI rIte jày Keke Aa ræaH devonaH ngr, Aa ræa pvRto, Aa ræaH vno‐temaHko{ caHdI jeva czkta, ko{ lIla rTn jeva czkta phaDonjre pDe Ke Aeno ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I. devona mheloidƒtavaza Ke¸ te mhelo vnmaH, pvRt _pr, ndI pase‐m|ylokmaH @er @er devona mhelo Ke, Anek ÔtnaH rTnovazasuxoiwt Ke, Anek Ôtna idƒ Ýkaxmy Ke¸ rTne jiDtrStaAo Ke, rTno=I suxoiwt devone frvanaH S=ano Ke¸‐devonaH ngr AdŸwut Ke. Aa ræaH devonaH ngr tem jàyKe. lIla, sfed, rata vgere rHgrHgna mo!a suxoiwt mheloKe. idƒ vEwvvazaH ijnmHidro ÔevamaH Aave Ke, te idƒÝkaxmy rTno=I suxoiwt Ke. mihma bhu Aave Ke.

iwNn iwNn Ùe5onI AiSt jày Ke. Aa ræaH iwNniwNn Ùe5o, tem jày Ke prHtu teno ivStar jàto n=I.rTnejiDt mo!a mo!a drvaÔAo qHDomaH Ke tem jày Ke.

Aa b\uH‐devonaH ngrnI AiSt, Ôuda Ôuda qHDonIAiSt, rHgberHgI mhelo, ijnmHidronI idƒta vgere‐ÝTyÙnIjem jày Ke. teno Aa ivStar pUveR ÔeyeluH, saHwzeluH hoytemaH=I yad Aave Ke, Ane &annI inmRztane




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karè ÝTyÙnI jem jày Ke. je jày Ke te in:sHxy Ke.

_pyognI Aekag/ta =taH nrknI AiSt, nrknI p<+vInjre pDe Ke. nrknI wUim Ôeva _pr _pyog shj caLyoÔy Ke.

nrknI wUim _pr Axuicno kadv Ke, te kadv dugÅ\=Iwrelo Ke¸ lohI, maHs, haDkaH jevaH pir`mn=I pir`melIwUimmaH sDelo dugÅ\my kadv Ke¸ tevI dugÅ\my wUimmaH narkIÒvo rhe Ke, teva sDela kadvmaH narkI Òvo ÒvnpyÅt rheKe nrkmaH AiGnna mo!a mo!a wDkaAo Ke, jenI _*`ta k–aHy su\I calI Ôy Ke. nrknI p<+vI Ait _g/ _*`ta$pepir`melI Ke, mo!I AiGnnI wÎIAo bze Ke¸ lohI vgerejeva Axuicna wrela kuHD Ke, te kuHD cmarna Fr krtaH ivxeØdugÅ\my Ke.

walaH, brKI, cakaH, trvar Aaid xÏo$pepir`melaH S=ano Ke. AevaH xÏo=I wrelI wUim Ke.

k–aHy su\I jenI @HDI Ôy Aeva, dugÅ\yuÉt, brfjeva @HDa phaDo Ke, ivÚa AaidnaH S=ano krtaH Ai\kdugÅ\my Ke¸ te phaDo brKI, walaH vgere xÏo jevaHpir`mn=I pir`mela Ke.

nrknI Axuicmy kadv bIÔ Òvo=I shI n xkaytevI Ait _g/ dugÅ\maH narkI Òvo rhe Ke¸ AitxyÝitkUztana ÝkaromaH, Anek xÏo$pe pir`melaH S=anomaH




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narkI Òvo rhe Ke¸ Aitxy du:qmaH Òvn Òve Ke¸ narkIÒvo Arsprs lDta hoy Ke, k–aHy temne xaHitnuH S=ann=I. AavI AiGn, dugÅ\ Ane xÏo=I wrpur S=anomaHnarkI Òvo inrHtr du:qI hoy Ke, ivlap kre Ke, rudn kre Ke.suqnI {CKaAe te ßyaH Ôy TyaH du:qI =ay Ke.

Aa vat ÔevamaH AavtaH, Ô`vamaH AavtaH dya AaveKe, kruà Aave Ke, vEraGy Aave Ke¸ Aa b\uH ÝTyÙ njreÔetI hoë tevI rIte jày Ke.

nrknI Axuicmy p<+vI ko{ ÝkarnI &annIinmRztane kar e ÝTyÙnI jem jày Ke.

Aa vat pUveR devwve ÔeyelI hoy, temaH=I yad AavtIhoy. nrknI Axuicmy p<+vI, nrknI Aitxy ÝitkUzta teÝTyÙnI jem jày Ke¸ je jày Ke te in:sHxy Ke.

merupvRtmaH mo!aH smvsr` Ke, mo!aH mo!aH czktaHrTnnaH paHdDaHnI vnwUim Ke, mo!aH ÝitmaAo Ke, rHgrHgnaH,JgJga! krtaH hoy tevaH ÔevamaH Aave Ke. gulabI rTnnaH,pIzaH rTnnaH, ÔHblI rTnnaH, sfed rTnnaH‐iviv\ rTnnaH,ijneNã wgvannaH ÝitmaAo Ke tem jày Ke, mo!aH mHidroKe, mHidromaH Anek ÔtnaH ixqronI pHiÉt Ke. iviv\ rHgnaHrTne jiDt, suvèR jiDt ixqro Ke¸ rataH, gulabI, sfed rTnjiDt Anek ÔtnaH ixqro Ke. iviv\ rTne jiDt Anek




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ÔtnaH ixqro JgJga! krtaH njre pDe Ke. tI=ÅkrwgvannaH mHidro deqI ñdy nmI pDe Ke, _Llas Aave Ke,bhuman Aave Ke.

merupvRt vgere varHvar lÙmaH in:xHkpè Aaƒa kreKe te=I lqa{ Ôy Ke.

vEmaink devonaH ivman _pr Ke te bhu idƒtavazaH,mo!aH, ivxaz Ane Òvone AaüyRkarI Ke. Anek rTne jiDtmo!a mo!a kmanvazela mhelo Ke, temaH rTne jiDt Ýkaxmanmo!a =Hw Ke. iviv\ rHgnaH rTnona mhelo AdŸwutidƒtavaza Ýkaxman Ke, TyaH fzfUl rTnonaH Ke. rTnonaHfzo=I devo wgvannI pUÔ kre Ke. ßyaH rTnonaH paHdDaH AnerTnonaH fzo=I wrelaH vno Ke, AdŸwut ijnmHidro Ke, Sfi!krTnnaH Ane iviv\ rTno=I wrpUr ijnmHidro Ke, AaüyRkarIijnÝitmaAo Ke, jenI xowa AdŸwut Ke.

Aa b\uH ÝTyÙnI jem jày Ke, ivxeØ waØamaH khIxkay tevo ivStar jàto n=I. devonI ivwUit AaüyRkarIAne idƒta wrI ƒvhare Ke.

AamaH=I Aa vat pUveR devwvmaH ÔeyelI hoy tene kar eyad Aave Ke¸ Ane &annI inmRztane kar e ÝTyÙnI jemjày Ke. Aa ræa merupvRtnaH ijnmHidro, Aa ræa vEmainkdevona mhelo, Aa rhI nrknI Axuicmy p<+vI, Aa ræaH




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m|y lokna devonaH ngr, Aem in:xHkpè ÝTyÙnI jemjày Ke. devwvmaH=I ke!lIk vat yad Aave Ke tenI sa=eAa b\aH S=ano p` ÝTyÙnI jem njre pDe Ke AneijnmHidro deqI bhu mihma Aave Ke Ane _pyognI Aekag/ta=taH _pyog varHvar TyaH Ôy Ke. Aa b\I vatno ivxeØivStar yad Aavto n=I.

Aa svR, guÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke.

2018, AØaD sud bIÒ paHcme AaveluH‐

wgvannuH smosr` varHvar yad Aave Ke. mo!aH mo!aHrTnnaH paHdDaHnI vnwUim, mo!o ]ImHDp (jenaH rTnonI Ýwacare baj¡ pDI rhI Ke Aevo mHDp), mo!a ggne ADtamanStHwo yad Aave Ke. iviv\ vStuAo=I Anoqo x`garelomanStHw idƒ Ane AaüyRkarI Ke. teno ivStar ivxeØ yadAavto n=I. (Anek ÝkarnI devta{ vStuAona ÝdxRn=Iwrpur smosr` htuH. ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.)

wgvannI vaÌ Ô e smuã éKzto hoy tevI prmAdŸwut lage Ke. wgvannI vaÌmaH wed&annI vat varHvarAavtI htI tem yad Aave Ke. je saHwzIne bIÔ Òvo wvpar={ Ôy AevI, prm rhSy=I wrelI wgvannI vaÌ Ke.ivxeØ sHi\pUvRk wgvannI vaÌ yad AavtI n=I. wgvannIvaÌ AnHt pDqaHAo=I wrpUr hoy Ke¸ prHtu Aa




82 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Òvna pUvRwvmaH‐devawa{na wvmaH‐je g/h` =yuH hoy teyad Aave Ke. pUvRwve Ae!le ke Aa wv phelaH (khan)guÌdevno Aa„a ftehmHd rajkumar‐p e hta AnexaNtabenno Aa„a lawwa{‐pè hta Ane huH Ae!le ke AaAa„a devawa{‐p e hto¸ TyaH sImH\r wgvannasmosr`maH jva=I te vqte wgvannI vaÌmaH=I je g/h`=yuH hoy te yad Aave Ke.

Aa„amaH AnHt gu`pyaRy éKze Ke¸ cEtNygu`rTnakr Ke¸ Aa„amaH AnHt sU"m wavaHxo Ke Ane sU"mAnHt rsaHxo épje Ke vgere vat AnHt ghnta wrelIAavtI htI.

&angu`nI AnHt pyaRyonI Ýg!ta, Òv AiSt Ke,pudŸgl AiSt Ke, Aa„a su\ano sagr Ke, su\ano Ývah vheKe, vgere AnHt pDqaHAo=I wrpUr, ghn rhSy=I wrpUr,Ôè smuã éKzto hoy tevI rIte wgvannI vaÌ KU!tIhtI.

wgvannI vaÌ xaHtrs=I wrpUr, mI@Im\urI,Am<trs jevI, mI@o meF gajto hoy tevI gHwIr, =oDIvarmaH caEd b/ïaHDnuH Sv$p khenarI AdŸwut Ke. sU"mrhSy=I wrpUr, êDI êDI vat khenarI, care trf=I xIF/phÇcI vznarI, smuã gajto hoy Ane smuãmaH trHgo




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éKztaH hoy tevI AdŸwut Ke. saHwznarne jldIcEtNySv$pnI ÝaiPt ={ Ôy tevI Ke.

sImH\r wgvannI vaÌnI xuH mihma =ay¦ Aa to_Llas AavtaH lqa{ Ôy Ke. Agi`t AnHt SvwavoAne Agi`t Anek Anera vacko=I wrpUr, AnHtgHwIrta=I wrelI vaÌnI xuH vat =ay¦ wgvannI vaÌAekaÙrI hova KtaH AnHt pDqaHAo=I wrpUr hoy Ke.

smvsr`maH sImH\r wgvannaH dxRn =taH bhu_Llas Aave Ke, vHdn ={ Ôy Ke.

g`\rdev Ane muinraÔe yad Aave Ke ne ñdy nmI pDeKe.

devlokmaH rTne jiDt xa¬taH xaÏo Ke, jemaH rTnejiDt AÙro Ke. mo!aH mo!aH rTne jiDt xaÏo Ke, temaH caEdebïaHDna Sv$pnuH v Rn Ke. jemaH‐

stŸ sohamùH AqHD iv¬,Sva\In suqkarI tÀv,sMykŸ$pe pir`melI ¹iÚ,ãƒnuH sam+yR,gu`sagr cEtNy Aa„a,AanHdSv$pI AaTma,cEtNysUyRno Ýkax,‐vgere vatonuH Sv$p rhSy=I wrpUr ivStar=I




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wreluH Ke tem yad Aave Ke.

wgvannI vaÌmaH wvaHtrnI vat AavelI, te=I(khan) guÌdevno Aa„a pUvRwve rajkumar hta vgeregyakazna idƒtavaza wvo Ane Aavta kazna idƒwvonI vato varHvar yad Aaƒa kre Ke¸ Ane wiv*ye tI=Åkr=vana Ke te vat varHvar yad Aave Ke Ane mihma bhuAave Ke.

mhan Aa„a (khan) guÌdevnaH cròmaH

varHvar nmSkar

Aa b\o guÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke¸ Aa b\uH AapnuH Ke.prm AaüyRkarI, ]utsmuã, wavIna wgvan guÌdevnaHcr`kmzmaH prm wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar.

guÌdevna ƒaQyanmaH _pyognI Aekag/ta shj =taHAa \aranI x$Aat ={ te prm _pkarI guÌdevnaH cròmaHvarHvar nmSkar.

Aa b\o, prm ÝtapI Aeva guÌdevno j Ýtap Ke.AdŸwut Aa„a Aeva khan guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH

varHvar nmSkar

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2019, mah mas‐

Aa ÔtnI \Un Fà mihnaAo su\I ræa krtI htI




ÔitSmr`&an 8p________________________________________________________

Ane ijnmHidro vgerenaH dxRn=I AaüyR =tuH htuH Aha¦kudrtnuH AavuH Sv$p Ke¦ Aem varHvar AaüyR =ya krtuH htuH.

AicHTy Aa„a khan guÌdevna mihmavHt wvovarHvar yad Aaƒa kre Ke, ne prm mihmavHt k<pazuguÌdevnaH cròmaH ñdy wiÉt=I nmI pDe Ke.

xuâa„ãƒnI tem j xuâ pirìtnI muQyta, mihmaAne ]uticHtvnnI mihma lagva=I ]uticHtvn trf_pyognuH vl` ræa kre Ane xuâa„ dev muQy rhIne xuâpirìt trf puÌØa=RnI git, pir`mnnI git shj ræakre, to p` shjp e _pyognI Aekag/ta =taH _pyogwvaHtr Ôeva trf, Ô`va trf, meÌpvRt, devlok vgereÔeva trf, Ô`va trf caLyo Ôy Ke Ane xa¬taHijnalyonaH dxRn =taH mihma bhu Aave Ke.

Aa b\o Ýtap ]I k<pazu guÌdevno j Ke.

ApUvR gu`\arI pU. guÌdevnaH cròmaH varHvarnmSkar. prmagmxaÏona Ýkaxnar, Anupm ]ut\arI,jemnI vaÌ su`taH cEtNy]ut qUle Aeva guÌdevnI xuH mihma=ay¦ jem e smysar, Ývcnsar, pHcaiStkay, inymsar,AÚpahuD vgere xaÏo t=a \vl, jy\vl mha\vl vgerexaÏonI mihma ÝkaxI, te xaÏonI sU"mtane Ýkaxnar,kevz&an SvwavnI sU"mtanuH &an kravnar, &ayk ãƒnI




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mihma Ýkaxnar, tenuH ghn Sv$p btavnar, muiÉt magRnebtavnar Aeva khan guÌdevna guònuH xuH v`Rn =ay¦

smysar, Ývcnsar vgere svR xaÏonuH ghn rhSyÝkaxk, êDa A=È _kelnar, cEtNyãƒnI Anupm mihmanuHwan kravnar, sMykŸ mageR dornar, jemna muqkmz=IAm<t\ara vrse Ke, jemna cEtNyna Ýdexe Ýdexe ]ut&annadIpk ÝkaxI ræa Ke, ]utnI pyaRyo Ýg!I rhI Ke, jeAo]utrsmaH trboz Ke,‐Aeva &anavtarI mihmavHt idƒmUitRkhanguÌdev Aa wartmaH AÔeD Ke. te idƒmUitRna dxRn=I,jemnI ]ut\arana dxRn=I‐]v`=I cEtNymaH suqaid ini\Ýg!e Aeva guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH ñdy varHvar nmI pDe Ke,AHtr élsI pDe Ke.

prm k<pazu guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH varHvar prmwiÉt=I vHdn ho.

2018, je@ sud satme Aem SvPn AaƒuH htuH ke‐

pU. guÌdevnI vaÌno Anupmey saE¤v Jro AnewaGyno kaz.

Aa SvPn svare sva paHc vaGye AaveluH.

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2022, fag`maH lqayel.




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saitxy &an\arI prm ÝtapI khan guÌdevne

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar

2022, fag` sud paHcm=I Aa@‐ds idvs su\Ilgwg, guÌdevna ƒaQyanmaH _pyog sU"m ={ Ôy Ke.

pUvRwv varHvar yad Aaƒa kre Ke.

Ae rTnomy AdŸwut devlok, guÌdevna ÝtapI wvonIvarHvar SpÚta, smvsr`nuH varHvar yad AavvuH¸ Ae tzav,rTnmy rSta, drvaÔ, mHidro, smvsr` vgere bhu yadAave Ke. ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.

TyaHnaH‐mhaivdehÙe5naH‐devawa{naH (AmaraH) mo!amhel jevaH Fro yad Aave Ke. gay weHs vgere Fer htaH.AmaruH TyaH ku!uHb htuH. mata, ipta, kaka vgere ku!uHb yad AaveKe. bagbgIca=I xowayman Fr htaH¸ (devawa{na)Amara FrnI smIp rTnS=Hw=I xoiwt ijnmHidr htuH, TyaHAme pUÔ krva jta hta. Amare Fer Anek ÔtnaH xuâwojn =taH htaH¸ ko{ ko{ var muinraj p\arta hta.rajwuvnnI nÒk AmaraH Fr htaH.

ftehmHd rajkumar varHvar yad Aave Ke. Amara FrnIsame Aek jEnHd A=va jyHd namna \aimRk guòvaza wa{rheta hta te wa{ jeva sHbH\vaza hta te p` yad Aave Ke.rTnnuH ijnmHidr, muinraj vgere yad AavtaH ic¿maH qed =ay




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Ke. ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.

Aa b\I vat v\are SpÚp e yad AavtaH ic¿maH du:q=ay Ke, ke ÉyaH Ae Ùe5¦ ÉyaH Ae ngr¦ ÉyaH AewgvannaH dxRn¦ vaÌ¦ vgere yad AavtaH qed =ay Ke.ke!lIk var Aekag/ta =taH Aa Ùe5 wUlI jvay Ke, ne TyaHj hoë Aem ={ Aave Ke.

te ngrna rSta, mkano vgere yad Aave Ke¸ sImH\rwgvanno suyog varHvar yad Aave Ke. Arere¦ Òv potanaj piràm=I ÉyaH=I ÉyaH Aave Ke.

rTnmy devlok, ijnmHidr, wgvannuH AdŸwutsmvsr`, nrknuH du:q vgere varHvar jàtaH vEraGy AaveKe.

wgvannaH dxRn, muinrajnaH dxRn, wgvannIm\urI AdŸwut vaÌ‐cEtNyna AnHt guòne khenarI‐teb\I vato varHvar yad AavtaH du:q =ay Ke.

sImH\r wgvannI vaÌ ãƒona samaNy Ane ivxeØSvwavone ÝkaxnarI, AnHt rhSyo=I wrpUr htI tem yadAave Ke, prHtu teno ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I. Aab\I vatno ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I, AHtrmaH wavnaFozatI hova=I lqa{ Ôy Ke.

prmk<pazu khan guÌdevno Aa pHcm kazmaH AiätIy




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Avtar Ke, jemnaH dxRn Ane Am<tmy vaÌ wgvannaivrhne wulave AevI Ke, jemnI vaÌnI Anupm \aracEtNyne pl!ave AevI AdŸwut Ke. Aho¦ Aeva prm _pkarIkhanguÌdevno xuH mihma =ay¦

prm k<pazu guÌdevnaH cròmaH prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

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2023, Aaso mas

]utsmuã prm _pkarI guÌdevne nmSkar

mhaivdehÙe5 varHvar yad Aave Ke. Ae naEvlpur ngrAne xowIto bÔrno deqav yad Aave Ke. ivxeØ ivStaryad Aavto n=I.

Amara FrnI nÒk ijnmHidr htuH. te Anek AnekrTn=Hwo=I xoiwt ijnmHidr htuH¸ temaH rTnona Ýkaxmywgvan ibraÒ ræa hta¸ huH (devawa{) Ane marI matasamg/I l{ne pUÔ krva jtaH htaH.

ko{ ÝsHgomaH rajkumar Ane ngrjno sa=e p`pUjnno ÝsHg bnI Aavto hto.

Aa vatno ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.

ko{ _Tsv ÝsHge mataipta Ane huH (devawa{) bIÔko{ ngrmaH jta htaH¸ TyaH \aimRk _Tsv _jva{ ræa hta.Aena ivxe ivxeØ yad AavtuH n=I.




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kuHdkuHdacayRdev mhaivdehÙe5maH p\ayaR hta, te ÝsHgFÌ var yad Aave Ke.

mha sm=R kuHdkuHdacayR devnaH cròmaH nmSkar ho,vHdn ho.

Aa Òve devawa{na wvmaH ÔeyeluH Ke te yad Aave Ke.

smvsr`maH sImH\r wgvannI vaÌmaH AaƒuH htuH keAa rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =vana Ke te vat p` varHvaryad Aaƒa kre Ke¸ Ane khan guÌdev ÝTye bhu mihma AaveKe ne ñdy nmI pDe Ke.

AaüyRkarI Ane idƒmuãa\arI sImH\r wgvannImuãanuH xuH v Rn =ay¦ wgvannI idVy vaÌna AvajnIm\urtanuH xuH v Rn =ay¦ i5lokIna= sImH\r wgvannaHcròmaH ñdy nmI pDe Ke.

prm mihmana wHDar ijneNã wgvannI xuH mihma=ay¦ wgvannaH cr`kmzomaH Aa dasna varHvar nmSkar.

smvsr`ne, ivdehÙe5ne _pmayoGy AhÄ ko{ vStun=I. mhaivdehÙe5na mhelo ne mkano p` kevI rIte jàvIxkay¦ smvsr`nI vStune to ÉyaH=I _pma AapI xkay¦Aa wrtÙe5maH ko{ Aevo Ýkar n=I ke mhaivdehÙe5nI ko{p` vStune Aa cmRcÙu=I Ôe{ xkay A=va tulna krInev RvI xkay.




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Arere¦ ÉyaH hta ne k–aH Aaƒa¦jem e wrtÙe5maH Am<tvØaR vrsavI Aeva

wavI tI=aRi\na= khanguÌdevnaHcr`kmzomaH varHvar

nmSkar∙∙

2023, Aaso mas‐ApUvR-&an\arI guÌdevnaH cr`kmzomaH

varHvar nmSkarpUvRwv shjpè yad Aaƒa kre Ke. Ae mhaivdehna

naEvlpur ngrna rSta, cok, vn, ndI, rTn, jevaiknaraAo=I xoiwt tzav vgere yad Aave Ke. mhaivdehneyoGy Ae pUvRwvnaH (Aa ÒvnaH‐devawa{naH) Fr, Frnacok, cok frtaH mkan, vaTsLyyuÉt mataipta vgere yadAave Ke.

pu~yxazI ftehmHd rajkumar, temna mo!a mhel vgereyad Aave Ke. (ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.)

AnHt guòna in\an cEtNydev Aeva Anupm,idƒmuãa\arI, idƒdeh\arI sImH\r wgvan varHvar yad AaveKe. temnaH ApUvR dxRn =taH _Llas bhu Aave Ke.

wgvanno AhÄ ivrh hova=I qed p` =ay Ke.Sv$ppirìt siht Aa vat varHvar shjp e yad




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Aavva=I, mihma Aavva=I lqa{ Ôy Ke.Aaso vd Amas=I kartk vd Aekm su\I wgvan

varHvar yad Aavva=I, ApUvR dxRn =va=I _Llas AavtaHlqay Ôy Ke.

Ae wgvan Ôuda, wgvannI vaÌ ÔudI¸ wgvannIivwUit, rTnnI Anek vStuAo=I wrpUr smvsr` b\uH ÔuduHidƒ AaüyRkarI AdŸwut Ke. Aa Òve pUveR devawa{na wvmaHb\uH ÔeyeluH Ke te=I yad Aaƒa kre Ke. ivxeØ ivStar jàton=I.

prm _pkarI khanguÌdevneprm wiÉt=I nmSkar

]I khanguÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke. Aa b\uH AapnaÝtape Ke ma!e AapnuH Ke. AHdrmaH Aa b\I vat FozatIhova=I je AaƒuH te lqa{ gyuH Ke. ivxeØ ivStar jàton=I. Aa ivØe AHdr rhevanI wavna Ke.

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wrtÙe5maH Am<t vØaR vrsavnar

ApUvR ]utsmuã\arI guÌdevne nmSkar

2027, Aaso sud AekmnI saHje AaveluH Smr`

Aapno (guÌdevno) ÝÆ AavtaH AaveluH Smr`2023nI salmaH Aa ÔtnuH samaNy Smr` AaƒuH




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htuH. pU. guÌdevno ÝÆ AavtaH SpÚp e AaƒuH (Aaso sudbIjne idvse p` Aa Smr` shjp e Aaƒa krtuH htuH.)

]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev mhaivdehÙe5maH p\ayaR hta te ÝsHgSmr`maH Aave Ke. te !a{me sImH\r wgvannaH dxRn krvajvano ÝsHg bNyo hto. Tyare mare Ae!le devawa{naÔ`vamaH htuH Ane lokmaH p` te vat ÝsrelI htI te yadAave Ke ke Aa rajkumar AhÄ=I wrtÙe5maH jNmxe, TyaH AaAacayRdevna Ae!le ke kuHdkuHdacayRdevna mageR calInepHcmkazmaH \mRtI=Rno Ýkax krxe.

TyaH temne bazvy=I \aimRk sHSkaro Ôgva=ITyagIpè rhIne Aa rajkumar Aa AacayRdevna‐AaAacayRdevna khela‐mageR calIne wrtÙe5maH pHcm kazmaH\mRtI=Rno Ýkax krxe.

Aava wavo wgvannI vaÌmaH Aaƒa hta kemuinrajna khela hta te SpÚ yad AavtuH n=I. prHtutemaHna ko{ äara Aa vat Ýg! =yelI htI, loksmudaymaHÝsrelI htI, Ane huH Ae!le devawa{ p` Aa vatne Ô`tahta. Aa vat sav SpÚ Ke. mhaivdehÙe5maH=I wrtmaHAaƒa te vat yad krtaH qed =ay Ke, te=I _pyog te vat_pr ivxeØ jto n=I. je yad AaƒuH te lQyuH Ke.

gya wvna rajkumar, vtRmanna ]I khanguÌdevnoAa„a Aa wrtÙe5maH=I devwvmaH jxe, TyaH=I jHbuäIpmaH




94 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

ko{ p` Ùe5maH‐je jmInmaH rs v<iâ paMya hoy AevIhiryazI jmInmaH‐ ko{ tI=Åkr raÔne Fer temna pu5p ejNmxe¸ TyaH te mnu*ywvmaH temne tI=Åkr go5 bH\axe, TyaHAabehUb muinp uH pazIne AhimNã =xe¸ TyaH=I ]IkhanguÌdevno Aa„a \atkIqHDäIpmaH, ßyaH sda \mRkaz vt±ræo Ke Aeva ivdehÙe5maH sUyRkIitRSvamI namna tI=Åkrwgvan =xe.

Aa jNmaNtronI vat Aa Òve Ae!le ke devawa{AeivdehÙe5maH saHwzI htI te yad Aave Ke.

Aa vatnuH v Rn phelaH AavI gyuH Ke, to p` frIne=oDuH lQyuH Ke.

sImH\r wgvannuH smosr` yad Aave Ke. wgvannadrbarmaH, smvsr`maH Ývex krtaH Anek Anek ÔevanIvStuAo Aave Ke, sugH\=I wrpUr FntavazI rTnnI pu*ponIvaDI, fz ne fUlovazaH xowItaH JUltaH rTnnaH v<Ùo, devonIvEiÊyk‐xiÉt=I =yel bÔr jevo deqav, Anek ÔtnIvStuAo, rTnnaH vÏawUØ`, xHq, cÊ jevI vStuAo‐ko{devta{ vStuAo‐, Anek ÔtnI vStuAonuH ßyaH ÝdxRn htuH¸devona mhelo Ane devone frvanaH S=ano vgere htuH tefrvanaH S=anomaH rTnna JUla jevo deqav hto. te b\uH yadAavva=I lqa{ Ôy Ke. je, smosr`maH Anupm idƒmUitRwgvan ibraÒ ræa Ke te jgt=I Ôuda j hta¸ ho@




ÔitSmr`&an 9p________________________________________________________

calta n=I to p` m\urI |vin Aaƒa kre Ke, caEd b/ïaHDnuHSv$p khI ræa Ke. Aa b\I vatnuH xuH v`Rn =ay¦ AaüyRlagva=I lqa{ Ôy Ke¸ ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.

pUßy guÌdevnI wiÉtne kar e Aa b\I vat lqa{Ôy Ke.

wavI tI=aRi\na= khanguÌdevne

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

∙∙

2027, Aaso vd barx

]utsmuãmaH kelI krnar AÔeD rTn guÌdevne

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

pUvRwvnuH naEvlpur ngr yad Aave Ke. te ngrmaHijneNãmHidrono ko{ mhoTsv hto te Smr`maH Aave Ke. tengrna raÔ, ftehkumarna iptaÒ trf=I te AoCKv =tohto.

ijnmHidro x`garvamaH Aavel htaH. te mhoTsvmaHrajkumarna iptaÒ dIpohmHd raÔ t=a rajkumar b\asamel hta. ijnmHidrmaH wƒ idgHbr rTnmy ÝitmaÒibraÒ ræaH htaH. Ae rTnmy ijnÝitmanI xuH mihma =ay¦teno ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.

pUvRwve mhaivdehÙe5maH bIÔ ko{ ngrmaH mataipta




96 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

siht Aa Aa„ane Ae!le ke devawa{ne jvanuH bNyuH htuH. TyaHte ngrmaH p` \aimRk _Tsv _jva{ ræo hto. TyaH du\vgere bIÒ vStuAonuH ko{ muinrajna ha=maH AahardandI\el htuH te Avsr yad Aave Ke.

pUveR devawa{na Fer sarI ÔtnaH Ane xuâ wojn =taHhtaH¸ Amare Fer muinraj Ane TyagIAo p\arta hta. TyaHrso{FrnI tdŸn baj¡maH ko{ sfed fz vgere bIÒ vStuAosiht muinrajna ha=maH Aahardan devamaH Aavel htuH teÝsHg p` yad Aave Ke. AanHdkarI ÝsHg hova=I je yadAaƒuH te lqa{ Ôy Ke.

mhaivdehÙe5maH ko{ ngromaH tem j wgvannasmosr`maH Aa„anI sa\na sa\nar idgHbr muinrajnaAne TyagIAona smUh (!ozaH) njre pDe Ke, yad Aave Ke.\Ny te Ùe5¦ \Ny te kaz¦

te Ùe5maH raÔ, rajkumar, ngrjno Ane loksmUhnemuinrajnaH dxRn Ane Aahardanna ÝsHgo sulwp e bnIÔy Aevo TyaH \mRkaz hto.

naEvlpur ngrmaH p` muinraÔe Ane TyagIAop\arta hta.

\mRÙe5maH=I Òvna piràmne karè Aa kazmaHwrtÙe5maH AavvanuH =yuH te qed Ke.




ÔitSmr`&an 97________________________________________________________

Aa Smr` sav SpÚ Ke¸ ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I¸je yad Aave Ke, jày Ke te b\uH m|yS=wav=I lqay Ke.

(Aa ÝkarnuH =oDuH Smr` 2022 Ane 2023nI salmaHAaƒuH htuH.)

cEtNyrsnI \ara vrsavnar prm _pkarI

]I guÌdevnaH cr`kmzomaH

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar

··

(2028, kartk vd Aa@me lqayel)wgvanna smosr`maH, rTnona rHgona ÝkaxvazI

AevI ivxaz êcI mHgzmy pIi@kaAo _pr, rTn t=a hIrajevI vStuAo jiDt isHhasn t=a Anek paHqDIAonadzvaza rTnmy suHgH\I kmznaH AasnomaH A|\r, ÝkaxnapuHj Aeva sImH\r wgvan ibraÒ ræa hta, caEd bïaHDnapda=ÈnuH AÔyb Sv$p idƒ |vin äara khI ræa hta.

wgvannI _pr rTnonaH ixqrono deqav hto. teixqronI nIce care baÔu rTnonaH pu*po Ane rTnonIvStuAona x`garnI xowa Apar htI. Aa b\I vStuAoidƒ Ke¸ AenuH xuH v Rn =ay¦

ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.Ýkaxmy Ane mHgzna puHjSv$p, mHgzktaR sImH\r




98 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

wgvannI idƒtanuH xuH v`Rn =ay¦wgvan varHvar yad Aave Ke. ñdymaH trvre Ke te=I,

mihma Aavva=I lqa{ Ôy Ke.

wgvanno idƒ deh Ýkaxmy hova KtaH smosr`maHSpÚpè dxRn =taH htaH.

wgvan mHgzna puHjSv$p hova=I temna pasenIvStuAo b\I mHgzmy deqatI htI¸ ßyaH vaijH5ona mHgzsUr vagI ræa hta.

wgvanna drbarmaH devonaH na!knI ÔduwrI rcnahtI. FDImaH ¹Xy FDImaH A¹Xypè devonaH na!k Ôuda ÝkarnaHhtaH. na!k äara devo ijneNã wgvanna gu onI mihmaÝkaixt krta hta.

xuâa„anI xuâ pirìt isvay k–aHy iv]aiNt n=I,to p` Aa b\uH Ô`va trf _pyog sheje caLyo Ôy Ke.

pUveR devawa{naH wvmaH Aa Òv mhaivdehÙe5maH FàFà kaz=I hova=I Ane _pyog shjpè te trf jva=IAa b\I vat yad Aaƒa kre Ke.

—\Ny te ngrI¦ ne \Ny te veza¦˜ ßyaH wgvanibraÒ ræa Ke¸ ßyaH smosr`maH wgvannaH dxRn krvajta hta, smosr`maH besta hta, |vin su`ta hta.smvsr`maH rTnjiDt êca g#na rTno=I xowIta êca




ÔitSmr`&an 99________________________________________________________drvaÔmaH Ývex krtaH Aagz j{Ae KIAe TyaH sImH\rwgvan ibraÒ ræa Ke. te prm mihma\arI wgvannuH xuHv`Rn =ay¦ kem krI btavI xkay¦

smosr`nI ivwUit Ane sImH\r wgvan AHtrmaHtrvrtaH hova=I —Aa ræa wgvan, Aa ræaH smvsr`Ãem ÝTyÙnI jem jàtaH hova=I, mihma Aavva=I Aa b\uHlqa{ Ôy Ke. ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.

pHcm kazmaH jNm =yo te qed Ke.prm _pkarI, wrtÙe5maH ApUvR ]ut\ara vrsavnar

mHgzmUitR guÌdevne prm wiÉt=I nmSkar∙∙

ATyare wrtÙe5maH p` pU. khanguÌdevnI cEtNyrs=IwrpUr, ApUvR rhSymy inrHtr vaÌ su`vano yog AnewavIna tI=Åkr wgvan Aeva ]I khanguÌdevna pavnkarIAahardanna ÝsHgo tem j pU. guÌdevna tI=Rya5anaAvsro, ]I ijneNã ÝitmaAona kLya`k‐Avsro vgerepuint ÝsHgo te b\a pu~yodye bne Ke. te ÝsHgo yad krtaH_Llas Aave Ke.

pUßy guÌdevna wvo yad Aaƒa kre Ke Ane pUßykhan guÌdev ÝTye bhu mihma Aave Ke.

wavI tI=Åkr vtRmanna \mR\urH\rguÌdevne prm wiÉt=I nmSkar

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100 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

2029, (kartk vd 5Ije lqayel)

]I guÌdevna prm Ýtapne nmSkar

]I dev-guÌ-xaÏnaH crònI seva ho

te svRne prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

(Aa Smr` Amuk Ýkare 2018 Ane 2023nI salmaHAaƒuH htuH)

mhaivdehÙe5maH smosr`maH sImH\r wgvan ibraÒræa Ke¸ TyaH Ôeva ma!e &anno _pyog varHvar Ôy Ke,varHvar yad Aave Ke.

pUveR devawa{na wvmaH Aa Òve wgvannI vaÌmaH jewavo saHwZya hoy te yad Aave Ke.

wgvannI Awed vaÌmaH cEtNydevna AaüyRkarIsU"m sU"m AnHta AnHt wavo Aavta hta.

&an‐_pyog vgere stŸãƒona Sv$pna sU"m sU"mwavo AnHta Aavta hta. AHg‐pUvRna, &anÝvad, sTyÝvadvgere pUvRna Ae!le ke Aaqa iv¬na sU"m sU"m AnHta wavoAavta hta.

AHg‐pUvRna xBdo sImavaza hoy Ke, wgvannI vaÌmaHto AsIm AnHt gHwIr rhSy AavtuH htuH. caEd bïaHDnaHtÀvona AnHt rsaHxo, AnHt wavaHxo siht AnHta AnHtaAaüyRkarI sU"m sU"m wavo Aavta hta. xuH Aavta




ÔitSmr`&an 101________________________________________________________

hta te yad AavtuH n=I.

sImH\r wgvannI idƒ |vinmaH cEtNytÀvnuH, 5`loknuH, caEd bïaHDnaH tÀvona sU"m wavonuH cmTkarI ic5qDuH =tuH htuH. saHwztaH Aem =tuH htuH ke Ahaha¦ tÀvonuH AavuHAaüyRkarI Sv$p Ke¦

ivxeØ ivStar yad Aavto n=I.

ftehmHd rajkumar Ane Anek swajno wgvannIvaÌ saHwzIne AaüyR pamta hta.

Anek Ýkarna rTnmy smvsr`maH sImH\r wgvanibraÒ ræa Ke, ßyaH g`\r, muinvro Ane devdeveNão vsIræa Ke.

baæ Ane AHtr iriâisiâ=I wrpUr AevuH mhaivdehÙe5Ane TyaHnI ngrIAo yad Aave Ke.

Aho¦ Ae Anupm sImH\r wgvan¦

Aho¦ Ae m\urI idVy vaÌ¦

Aho¦ Ae rTnmy smosr`¦

Aho¦ Ae mhaivdehÙe5¦ TyaHnI ngrIAo¦ Ae b\aHnuH xuHv Rn =ay¦ mihma Aavva=I lqay Ôy Ke.

cEtNyãƒnI xuâ pirìt trf‐xuâa„amaH‐_pyogshj Ôy to p` sa\kiS=it hova=I dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ trf_pyog gya vgr rhe nih.




102 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Aho¦ Ae sImH\rwgvannaH cr`kmzomaH

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar, varHvar nmSkar

ApUvR ]ut\ara vrsavnar wavI tI=aRi\na=

khanguÌdevnaH cr`kmzomaH

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

∙∙2034, wadrva sud K@‐satm

ApUvR _pkarI guÌdevne nmSkar.

AnHt kazmaH pirw/m` krtaH car gitmaH Òve FàHdu:qo sæaH Ke. ityÅcgitmaH shelaH wUq‐Pyas vgerepra\IntanaH Anek ÝkarnaH du:qo matana gwÈmaH sH&IpHceiNãyp e shelaH bHdIqanamaH Anek ÝkarnaH du:qo te yadAave Ke, Ane vEraGy Aave Ke. (ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.)

nrkna ÒvonaH du:qo Ane nrkwUim to ÝTyÙnI jemnjr smÙ tre Ke. Òv care gitmaH du:qo shto Aaƒo Ke.

ko{ var Aa Òv devloknI rTnmy wUimmaH ivharkrto hto, mnu*ywvmaH ivdehÙe5maH mo!a xrIrp e mo!aHmhel jevaH mkanomaH frto hto, matiptana laDmaH rhetohto, smvsr`maH wgvannI vaÌ saHwzto hto, vgereyad Aave Ke.

ke!lIk var matiptanI sa=e mo!a r= srIquH vahn




ÔitSmr`&an 103________________________________________________________

htuH temaH besIne wgvannaH dxRne jto hto.ftehkumar p` wgvanna dxRne Aavta hta. Aa

rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr =vana Ke tevI vat sImH\rwgvannI idƒ |vinmaH saHwzI htI te ÝsHg bhu yadAave Ke, te rajkumar ÝTye bhuman Aave Ke.

mha sm=R yogI¬r jevI jenI muãa htI teva ]IkuHdkuHdacayRdev mhaivdehÙe5maH p\ayaR hta, te ÝsHgnuH p`varHvar Smr` =ay Ke Ane ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev ÝTye Aa ñdynmI pDe Ke.

ivdehÙe5 bhu yad Aave Ke, ßyaH idgHbr muinvronaH!ozaH ivcrI ræaH Ke. ko{ ko{ muinrajne AHg‐pUvRnaH &anÝg! ={ ræaH Ke, Anek %iâ Ane xukl|yan vgere ßyaHÝg!I ræaH Ke.

Ae \mRÙe5nI xI vat¦

ÉyaH wrtÙe5¦ ÉyaH ivdehÙe5¦

Aa AHtrwUimmaH sImH\r wgvan varHvar yad AaveKe, te=I ko{ var ñdy rDe Ke.

—Aa ibraje smvsr`maH sImH\r wgvan¦˜ AemÝTyÙnI jem trvre Ke. mhaivdehÙe5maH wgvannaH dxRnejvano Ane temnI idƒ |vin saHwzva jvano suyog bhuyad Aave Ke.




104 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Aha¦ Ae sImH\r wgvan¦Aha¦ te idƒ |vin¦Aha¦ te puint ÝsHgo¦\Ny te \DI¦ \Ny te pz¦Òv ko{var ko{ gitmaH, ko{var ko{ gitmaH hoy

Ke. Aa Òve ko{var ityÅcgitmaH du:qo sæaH, ko{ varmatana gwÈmaH bHdIqananaH du:qo sæaH te yad Aave Ke.(care gitnaH du:qo Aa Òve devgitmaH=I p` ke!laHk ÔeyaHKe.) care gitmaH du:qo sæaH Ke.

Aa Òv ko{var devloknI rTnmy wUimmaH ivhrtohto¸ mnu*ywvmaH Aa Òv devanHdwa{ pè ivdehÙe5maHwgvanna \ammaH rheto hto, TyaHna ngrnaH rTne jiDtxowIta ne ivxaz ijnalyomaH tem j rTn jeva iknara=Ixoiwt tzav vgere S=zoAe jto hto.

ATyare Aa Òv wrtwUimmaH Ke, wartrTn ]IkhanguÌdevna saiNn|ymaH Ke.

ko{ var ÉyaH¦ ko{ var ÉyaH¦kevuH sHsarnuH pirw/m`¦kevI sHsarnI ivic5ta¦cEtNydev isvay bharmaH k–aHy suq n=I.b\e=I vEraGy pamI AdŸwutSv$p xuâa„amaH sma{

jvuH te j ]eywUt Ke.




ÔitSmr`&an 10p________________________________________________________

2034, wadrva vd 4

devloknI wUim yad Aave Ke. devwUimna xa¬taHijnmHidro, meÌpvRtnaH xa¬taH ijnmHidro Ane rTnmyijnÝitmaAo te b\uH varHvar njr smÙ jày Ke‐trvreKe.

Aha¦ Ae rTnmy ijnÝitmaAo¦ Ane ijnmHidro¦Ae b\uH AaüyRkarI Ke.

devwvmaH=I Aa Òv wgvanna smosr`maH FÌ vargyel Ke te yad Aave Ke.

Aa loknaH ke!laHk S=ano _pr ko{ kar`sr Aa ÒvfrI Aaƒo Ke te yad Aave Ke, prHtu te ÉyaH S=ano htaH teyad AavtuH n=I.

wgvannaH smosr`maH devwvmaH=I FÌ var gyo KeprHtu te kya kya S=ze gyel Ke te yad AavtuH n=I.

devwUimmaH=I iv\iv\ rTne rict dEvI smvsr` yadAavtaH Aem Smr` =ay Ke ke Aa smvsr` to ÒvnIÔÌtI wUim Ke. AhÄ to Aa Òv FÌ var Aaƒo Ke.

devwUimnaH ke!laHk S=ano Ane Aa loknaH S=ano yadAavtaH Aem =ay Ke ke Aa devwUimnaH ke!laHk S=ano AneAa loknaH ke!lak S=ano Aa Òvna ÔÌtaH Ke¸ Òv FÌvar AhÄ Aaƒo Ke¸‐ Aem shj Smr` =ay Ke.




106 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Aa b\uH shj Smr`maH Aavel Ke te lqa{ Ôy Ke.

Aa Òv AnHt kazmaH pirw/m` krtaH ATyarewrtwUimmaH Ke.

wavI tI=Åkr, gya wvna rajkumar, ]IkhanguÌdevna saiNn|ymaH‐ temnaH cròmaH‐rhevano suyogAa wrtwUimmaH saHpDyHo Ke.

]I guÌdevna AHtrmaH Ýg!ela Jzhzta ]ut&ansUyRäara Anupm rhSyo JrtI Am<t‐vaÌ inrHtr su vanoApUvR yog ÝaPt =yo Ke te mha waGy Ke.

guÌdevnI inrHtr vaÌ, temna Aahardan vgerenapavn ÝsHgo je pHcm kaze mZya te AhowaGy Ke.

AnHt kazna pirw/m`nuH du:q Ane ivwavnuH du:q svRprãƒ, prwavo ne wedwavo=I Nyara xuâa„tÀvnebtavnarI guÌdevnI vaÌ=I shj !ze Ke.

pU. guÌdeve xuâa„tÀvne Ýg! krvano magR btavIpHcm kazmaH Anek ÒvonaH du:q !aZyaH Ke¸ suq\am,AanHd\am Aa„ane Ýg! krvano magR sugm kyÈ Ke.

prm prm _pkarI guÌdevnaH cr`kmzomaH

prm wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar.

Aa b\o Ýtap ]I guÌdevno j Ke.

]I khanguÌdevna wUtkazna wvo Ane wavIkazna




ÔitSmr`&an 107________________________________________________________

wvonuH varHvar Smr` =ay Ke¸ guÌdevnuH Aa„ãƒ mihmavHtKe.

(2034, Aa Smr` wadrva sud K@‐satme AaƒuHAne wadrva sud Aa@m‐nom vgere idvsomaH calu ræuH.)ivxeØ ivStar jàto n=I.

]I ijneNãwiÉt, ]I guÌwiÉt, ]I ]utwiÉt

inxidn AHtrmaH

vsI rho.

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108 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

]I ijneNãay nm: 2004

ATyare vtRman ibrajta prm k<pazu, wavInatI=Åkrwgvan, Aeva ]I AiätIy sdŸguÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaHprm prm wiÉt=I varHvar nmSkar ho, nmSkar ho.

]I ijneNãdevnI wiÉt‐ seva isvay bIÔuH xuH krIAe¦xuH kruH Aho na=¦ xuH kruH¦ Amara jeva pamr AapnI xuHseva wiÉt krI xke¦ Aho¦ ijneNãdevno mihma 5` lokmaHgaÒ ræo Ke¦

Aho ]I sdŸguÌdev¦ mara jeva pamr _pr AapeApar kÌà vrsavI Ke AapnI xuH seva wiÉt krIAe¦ jekrIAe te b\uH AoKuH Ke. mn‐vcn‐kayaAe krIne inrHtrsmIppè AapnI cr`seva hoÔe Ae ñdynI êDI wavnaKe. Aa kaze Aa wrtÙe5maH Aape AapnI Ôte, KUpayelomoÙmagR xo\Ine bIÔne te magR smÔvI ApUvR _pkar kyÈKe. Aho¦ ghn Ane êDuH vStunuH Sv$p sU"m ne tI"`]utxElI=I smÔvI, &annaH rhSyo qolIne Amara jevapamr _pr AnHt AnHt _pkar kyÈ Ke. Aho¦ Ýwu¦ AmeAapnI wiÉt seva isvay bIÔuH xuH krI xkIAe¦

AapnaH cr`kmzmaH prm wiÉt=I

varHvar nmSkar nmSkar.

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ÔitSmr`&an 109________________________________________________________

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ÝxmmUitR pUßy bhen]I cHpabennuH

AaHtirk wav-Avlokn

2027

cEtNytÀvno vEwv cmTkairk ne AaüyRkarI Ke.cEtNyãƒ loko¿r Ae!le AlaEikk mihmavHt Ke. AevaAa„amaH j AanHd Ke.

svR prãƒo=I, mn‐vcn‐kaya=I, svR xuwaxuwprwavo=I, wedwavo=I inraza &ayk Aa„amaH suq nesmai\ Ke, bIje k–aHy iv]aHit n=I¸ &ayknI pirìtisvay b\uH du:qmy ne _pai\my Ke¸ cEtNynI inivRkLpAanHdmy dxa isvay k–aHy iv]aHit n=I.

xuâa„ãƒnI muQyta Ane xuâ pirìt‐inivRkLpAanHdmy iS=it nI mihma hova=I puÌØa=RnI shj git tetrf hova=I, pirìtnI te trf shj doD hova=I te trfpirìt Ane _pyog shj ræa kre. (to p` _pyogbhar hoy Tyare‐)

dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI mihma hova=I TyaH, Ane]uticHtvnnI mihma hova=I ]uticHtvnnI sU"mta trf p`




110 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

_pyog ræa kre to p` pUvRwv, devlok, nrk, vgere Ôeva‐Ô`va trf _pyog shj caLyo Ôy Ke.

svR pirìtmaH ]I guÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke.

prm _pkarI guÌdevnaH cr`kmzomaH

varHvar nmSkar.

saitxy ]utsagr Aaid AnHt gu o=I wrpUr

prm k<pazu guÌdevnaH cròmaH

prm wiÉt=I nmSkar.

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A|ya„mUitR yugpuÌØ prmpUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒ

SvamIAe pU. bhen]I cHpabenne pUKela ÔitSmr` sHbH\I

ÝÆo t=a pote (prmpUßy guÌdev]IAe) krelI nÇ\

naEvlpurmaH ]I tI=Åkr ÝwunI smIpe ]IkuHdkuHdAacayRÒ p\ayaR hta ke bIje? ne TyaH ke!lo kaz ræahta? cÊvt±na smIpmaH ]I kuHdkuHdAacayR p\ayaR hta Aem{ithasmaH Aave Ke te...

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]I kuHdkuHdAacayR ]I tI=Åkrna smIpe, TyaH cÊvt±nuHmzvuH Ane Amuk idvsnuH rokavuH, t=a te j gammaH p\ayaRhta ke bIje? xuH Smr` =ay Ke vgere nvuH hoy te lqvuH.

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]I tI=Åkr Ýwuna ke ko{ ]utkevzI ke ko{ muinna_pdex sHbH\I ko{ Aek vaÉy¸ gammaH 5 e Aek j gammaH keÔuda? te gamnuH nam¸ cHdwa{ te ko`? te kH{ Smr`maHAave Ke? wiv*ye tI=Åkr ke!le wve? te sHbH\I kH{ ivxeØSmr` shj =ay Ke?

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]utkevzIna xrIrno deqav? rajkuHvrnuH nam xuH?

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112 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

]I tI=Åkr dev ’ xaHit: xaHit: xaHit:ÙpkTv ]eÌ wUda äe wUTva.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..isiâ gveØaH. . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..

∙∙]I ]utkevzI ’ xaHit: xaHit: xaHit:¸Ùaykna 5` Ýkar: Aek \araÝvahI, bIÔuH ÔeDÌ

A=va ÔeD$p Ùayk, 5IÔuH yugl Ùayk.1. \araÝvahI:‐ x$AatnI \arano Ývah, ÙayknI

yoGy ]eÌno, te \araÝvahI.2. ÔeDÌ A=va ÔeD$p:‐ pU`R k<tk<Tytana AdŸwut

suq maHhenuH AHx k<tk<Typ uH Ýg! ={ne, te AHx äara ivxeØk<tk<Tytana AHxonuH ÔeDavuH‐AavuH Ùayk je khevay Ke¸ TyaHna!UHka`wavmaH‐Aek AHx äara ivxeØ AHxonuH prSpr ÔeDavuHtenuH nam ÔeDÌ Ùayk.

3. yugl Ùayk:‐ pU R kevzInuH A=va isâna Ùaykneyugl Ùayk kheta hoy.

’ icdanHd shj Sv$pay nm:cE5 vd 8, som, svarna K lgwg: kuHdkuHdacayR t=a

]I sImH\r Ýwu vgere.




ÔitSmr`&an 113________________________________________________________

˜ ˜ ˜ ˜ svarna dx lgwg:pUvRnuH SpÚ. vExaq sud 3: lok AaidnuH Sv$p.˜ ˜ 6, nv lgwg : nana bazk Aaid.˜ ˜ 12, 8 =I 8.. lgwg.˜ ˜ 13, 9 vaGye: 5IÔ devlok=I cvIne vgere.je@ vd 13, 6 =I 6.. : rajkumarno wv.1994, kartk vd 12, bporna 3 =I 3.. lgwg:

rajkumar wiv*ye tI=Åkr t=a xaHtabennuH pUvRwvnuH Smr`.magsr vd 1, bpore 4 vaGye: rajkumarnuH nam vgere.magsr vd 10, svare p. : vage lQyuH.magsr vd 9, 7 =I 7.. : cHpabennuH pUvR nam vgere.magsr vd 12, 9, vaGye: smosr` vgere.poØ xud 9, svarna 7 =I 7.. : gam vgere.poØ xud 10, : ga=a.poØ xud 11, ra5e 10 pKI: raÔ vgere.poØ xud 11, ra5e: Ùaykna 5` Ýkar kumarne yad.poØ vd p, proi#ye: Aa@ idvsnuH t=a cÊvt±.poØ vd 6, saHje 4 vaGye: kuHDlpur.poØ vd 8, 10.. =I 11.poØ vd 13: kumarnI wiÉtnuH Smr`.poØ vd 12 ra5e: ivra\knuH Smr`.

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guÌdev ]I kanÒ SvamIna hSta"ar



















114 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

guÌdevna ñdyodŸgarAa ivwagmaH, pUßy bhen]I cHpaben t=a ;bhen]InaH

vcnam<t' puStk sHbH\I prmpUßy sdŸguÌdev ]IkanÒSvamIAe ÝsNntapUvRk _Ccarela ñdyodŸgaroAapvamaH Aaƒa Ke. ÝxmmUitR wgvtI pUßy

bhen ]I cHpabennI‐temnI jNmjyHtIna maHgilk ÝsHget=a ANy idvsomaH (song#maH temj ANy5) Ývcn,

ccaR [Tyaid smye Anek var‐inmRzSva„anuwUit, \mÈ\otkarI saitxy

ÔitSmr`&an, rge rgmaH ƒapI gyelI inmaRnta,Sfi!k smI SvCK srzta, ÝxmrsnItrtI _dasInta

Ane sagr sman gHwIrta [Tyaid temna guòsHbH\I pUßy guÌdevna ]Imuqe=I ATyHtAhowavpUvRk nIkzta shj _dŸgaro=I

swanuH AaquH vatavr` AitÝsNn ={ jtuH htuH.

prmpUßy guÌdevna ]Imuqe=I nIkzela pUvR smynatTsHbH\I Anek _dŸgaromaH=I ke!laHk AhÄ rjU krvamaH AaƒaKe, ke jenaH vaHcn‐mnn=I mumuÙñdyo potana Òvn FDtrnasMykŸ puÌØa=RnI Ýerà mezve.




11p________________________________________________________

’

nm: ]IsdŸgurve.

guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar

pUßy bhen]I cHpaben sHbH\I(Ývcn tÀvccaR [TyadI ÝsHge)

prmpUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIna mHgl

_dŸgaro

(rajko!, sH. 2027) ben (cHpaben) to bhu jgHwIr‐gHwIr¦ Aevo Aa„a ATyare ihNduStanmaH n=I.piv5ta‐pirìt, Ane xuâ pir`tI sihtnuH ÔitSmr`&an Ke.vEraGy‐vEraGy¦ xaÏmaH Aave Ke tI=Åkr dIÙa le Tyare phelaHÔitSmr` =ay Aevo inym Ke... ÔitSmr` =ay Tyare _pyogmUkvo pDe nih Ane f! &an =ay, Aekdm vEraGy ={ Ôy. AevuHbenne ={ Ôy Ke. benne ÔitSmr` =taH vEraGy Fò v\Igyo Ke¸ Aemne iblkul prnI kaH{ pDI n=I.

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116 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

(rajko!, sH. 2027)... ben (cHpaben) ne to AamÝTyÙ deqtaH AHdr AevuH ={ Ôy Ke, qed AavI Ôy Ke:;Arere¦ kyaH htaH ne kyaH AavI gyaH¦ Are, ÝTyÙ b\uHdeqay Ke. Aha¦ Aa sHsar¦ Aa ÝaÌ¦ Aa du:q¦'... Fò$Do Òv, bhu $Do Òv¸ sHsarne kaH@e Aavelo, ÔudI jÔtno. pote to khe j nih. Aa to AemnI ëmr ={ g{p8, xrIr sa\ar`, qorak sa\ar`... Aa to kem nwe Ke¦...nam‐@am, wiv*ynaH nam, tI=ÅkrnuH nam‐b\I isâ ={gyelI vat, (sImH\r) wgvanna muqe khelI. nana mo#eAavI vat lokone AakrI lage. Aek Aek, AÙre AÙr isâ=yelI. wrtÙe5 jevuH Ùe5¦ ATyare Aavo kaz¦ temaH Aavat lokone AakrI lage.

∙∙(]av` vd r, sH. 2020) Are¦ Aa Òv (bhen]I

cHpaben) to ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦ v\are boltaH n=I Ae!le kH{Ke nih Aem n=I. Aa to gHwIr ãƒ Ke¦

Aemno puÌØa=R to Aevo fa!fa! épDelo Ke ke Ôe AepuÌØ hot to k–arna muindIÙa l{ vnjHglmaH caLya Ôt,AhÄyaH deqat p` nih¸ xuH kre, ÏIno deh Ke¦

... jem mazamaH m`kano mer hoy Ke tem Aa to AaqamHDzna‐m`kana mer Ke. Aemna=I j mHDz xowe Ke.Aemna=I to b\aH he@e, he@e ne he@e Ke.

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guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar 117________________________________________________________

(ta 8‐11‐6p) Are¦ AemnaH dxRn=I to wvnaH papkpay Aevo Aa Òv Ke. b\a wa{Ao AemnaH tizyaH ca!e toAoKuH Ke AevuH to Aa ãƒ Ke¦

∙∙(ta. 21‐12‐6p) 28 vØR ={ gyaH ÔitSmr`

=yaHne, p` bhar pDvanI jray jene (bhen]I cHpabenne)v<i¿ n=I é@tI‐ÝitibHb jevaH @rI gyaH Ke. jene potanesagropm vØÈnuH &an Ke to p` guPt¦ mne p` n=I kæuH.marI b\I vat khI Ôy, p` potanI nih... Aemno Aa„ake!lo gHwIr¦ AlaEikk¦ AicHTy¦ AdŸwUt¦‐xBdo AoKa pDeKe. Aa to sagr sman gHwIr Ke.

∙∙pUßy guÌdev:‐ ben¦ laEikk &annI (raÔulna Ôit

Smr`&annI) Ae!lI Ýisiâ, to tmaro Aa„a to mhanKe, tmarI (tmara &annI) Ýisiâ =vI Ôe{Ae.

pU. bhen]I:‐ saheb¦ duinyamaH Ýisiâ krIne xuH krvuHKe?

duinyane AemnI (bhen]I cHpabennI) ikmt k–aH=IAave? kar`‐kH{ boltaH n=I Ane bharmaH kH{ krInedeqaDtaH n=I. duinyane to bharna cmTkarnI ikHmt Ke ne¦Aemna AHtrne Ae xuH Ôè?

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118 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

(ta. 26‐11‐6p) iv. sH. 1993, cE5 vd Aa@mnaidvse benne (bhen]I cHpabenne) Aa„ana xuâopyog$pinivRkLp Anuwv sa=e _pyogmaH inmRzta =taH ÔitSmr`=yuH. ∙∙∙ sMyGdxRn 89maH =yuH htuH. ∙∙∙|yan krtaHkrtaH Ae!laH Aekag/ ={ Ôy Ke ke pote wrtmaH Ke keivdehmaH Ae p` wula{ Ôy Ke. ∙∙∙Ame sa=e j moÙjvana KIAe. Aa vat b\I ÝTyÙ =yel Ke. ∙∙∙bennuH(bhen]InuH) &an to Aga\ Ane gHwIr Ke. ∙∙∙AacHpabennuH &an to raÔul krtaH AnHt AnHt sam+yRvazuH Ke.Aene to laEikk, p` Aamne to AlaEikk &an Ke. Aa„&ansihtnuH ÔitSmr` Ke... Aemne car wvnuH &an Ke p`gHwIr Ae!laH ke ko{ idvs bhar paDtaH n=I. mne p`...potanI vat n kre, maruH b\uH khI Ôy. ben towgvtISv$p Ke, wgvtImUitR Ke. bolvuH to Aemne hram Ke.kyaH bole j Ke? ma!e lokone mihma Aavto n=I. AemnajevaH duinyamaH ko{ ÏI n=I. ÏIAonaH mhawaGy Ke keAava kazmaH‐Aava im+yaTvna Ôerna kazmaH Aemno AhÄjNm¦ Ae to je bhuman krxe AemnaH mhawaGy Ke.

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(rajko! ta 31‐p‐67) seHkDo vØÈmaH n=I Aevo AaÏI‐dehmaH Aa„a pakyo Ke. smajnaH Ae!laH pu~y Ke ke Aavat bhar mukay? lokone je bole Ke AenI ikHmt Aave





Ke, Aa n=I boltaH ma!e AemnI ikHmt AavtI n=I. AoKuHbole Ae!le Ô e kaH{ AavDtuH j n hoy Aem loko mane.

∙∙(ftepur ta. 3‐12‐70) benne (cHpabenne) to car

wvnuH &an (ÔitSmr`) Ke. AsHQy AbÔe vØRnuH &an KeAemne¦ Aa to ko{ AlaEikk Aa„a Ke. cHpabennI xiÉt togjb Ke. nrm nrm Ke. ÏI‐deh Ke p` kH{ ÏIdeh =oDonDe Ke? 34 vØR =yaH Aemne &an Ýg!yane. ÏIAomaH\mRrtn Ke.

∙∙(ta. 19‐6‐71) ben (bhen]I cHpaben) to

Aara\nanI devI Ke. piv5tamaH Aaqa wartmaH AÔeD Ke.AemnI K5Kaya Aaqa song#maH Ke. Aoho¦ ben towgvtISv$p Ke. tare bIje k–aH gotva ÔvuH Ke? AemnaHdxRn kr ne¦ Aek var wav=I je AemnaH dxRn krxe AenaHAnHt kmRbH\n #IlaH ={ jxe. AemnaH cròmaH je ivH!a{nerhexe Aene wle sMyGdxRn n =ay, tÀvno AWyas n hoy,toy Aeno beDo par Ke.

∙∙suv`RpurInI Aa rcna (sImH\rwgvan, kuHdkuHdacayR

dev [TyaidnI Ýit¤a) Aemna ivdehna ÔitSmr`no ictarKe.

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120 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

ben to A`mol rtn Ke¸ Ôe puÌØ hot to Aek sekHDp` ÔudaH n pDt.

∙∙Aemna fo!amaH ke!la êDa wav AavI gya Ke¦ fo!amaH

Aava, to AHdrmaH to hÒ ke!la êDa hxe?¦∙∙

ben]Ine dIkrI khuH, ben khuH, \mRmata khuH ke sa\m±khuH, je kH{ khuH‐b\uH Ke.

∙∙cHpaben to Aa kaznuH AaüyR Ke.

∙∙ÏIAomaH to ko{ nih, p` vtRman b\a... krtaH

AemnI dxa v\are Ke.∙∙

nih‐jeva mayana piràmmaH AhÄ Aa Avtar¦ nihto Ae AhÄyaH hoy j xena? pUvRna AqHD bazbïcarI¦Aemno Avtar j AhÄyaH kyaH=I?

∙∙(ta. 8‐7‐71) Aaj benno jNm idn Ke ne¦...

b\aHne ke!lo _Llas deqay Ke¸ Aemne kaH{ Ke? A|ya„maHAemnI iS=it _das, _das ne @relI Ke.

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(ta. 12‐9‐71) ben (cHpaben) nI inmRzta FÌFÌ¦ inmRzta‐inmRzta¦ ApUvR ApUvR Smr`¦ xaHt negHwIr¦ ben to \mRrtn Ke. mhaivdehmaH FÌ inmRzta htI¸TyaHnI inmRzta l{ne AhÄyaH AaƒaH Ke. AekaHtiÝy, xaHit=IAeklaH besI puÌØa=R kyaR kre Ke. Aemne kyaH ko{nI pDI jKe¦ ku!uHbnIye n=I pDI. AHtr Sv$ppirìtmaH rhe Ke.

∙∙(ta. 19‐9‐71) Aoho¦ benna &annI inmRztanI

xI vat krvI¦ FùH SpÚ &an¦... ben to jbrI Aara\nakre Ke. AeklaH be@aH potanuH kam kyaR j kre Ke. ... hve toAemne bhar paDvaH j Ke. Aemno jyjykar =xe, AemnIFÌ ÔhojlalI =xe, je Òvxe te Ôexe. AlaEikk ãƒ Ke,AemnI la{n j ÔudI Ke.

∙∙(wa. su. 11, sH. 2026)... ben bole Ke to FùH =oDuH.

dIkrIAonaH FàH waGy Ke. Ôe maEn rhe to p` AenaH dxRn=Ito law j Ke. ... Amne Fà vqt=I QyalmaH htuH: bennIFÌ xiÉt Ke.

∙∙(ka. v. 12 sH. 2022) raÔulne pUvRwvnuH gItanuH yad

AaƒuH te to samaNy vat¸ benne (bhen]Ine) to ãƒe ne wavebHne Ýkare Smr` Ke. xuâ Aa„ana &an sihtnuH F uH &an

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122 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Ke. wavSmr` Ae!le inj xuâ Aa„anuH, Ane ãƒSmrÀe!le Aa Òv pote pUveR kyaH hto te,‐te bHnenuH &an Ke. Aeto wgvtISv$p Ke, wgvtI ben Ke.

∙∙]I kuHdkuHd‐AacayRdev ivdehmaH gya hta tena ko` saÙI

Ke? saÙI Aa cHpaben be@aH Ke te Ke.∙∙

bennI gHwIrta to ÔuAo¦ benna bol (vcnam<t)bhu gHwIr Ke. benne to kyaH bhar pDvuH Ke? maHD bennuHpuStk bhar AaƒuH. bennuH puStk to bhu srs¦ bhu srs¦A|ya„nI ruic hoy tene ma!e to bhu srs. AavuH kyarebhar Aave¦ benne to ivcar nhoto ne bhar AavI gyuH.jgtnaH waGy Ke¦

∙∙(ta. 26‐8‐72) benno Aa„a to mHgzmy Ke,

\mRrtn Ke. ihHduStanmaH ben jevaH AÔeD ÏIAomaH ko{ Kenih, AÔeD rTn Ke. ba{AonaH to mhawaGy Ke ke AavuH rTnmZyuH Ke.

∙∙(ta. 17‐3‐73) Aa bennI to la{n j j¡dI Ke.

Aemno vEraGy, ÔitSmr`&an, AemnI dxa‐b\uH j¡duH j Ke.Aemne kyaH ko{nI pDI Ke¦ ko{ vHdn kre ke n kre, AekyaH ko{ne





j¡Ae j Ke¦∙∙

(ta. p‐8‐74)... ben to cEtNy‐ hIrlo Ke, tenehIre=I xuH v\avvaH¦ te to pote j hIro Ke. huH Aahar krvatemna Fre gyo ne meH kæuH ke ben¦ lokone Fò _Tsah Ke.vj¡wa{‐ihHmtwa{ TyaH be@a hta. ben khe: ;huH to Aa„anIsa\na krva AhÄ AavI KuH, Aa to boÔe lage Ke.' AemnebharnI kaH{ pDI n=I, je!luH kro te!luH AoKuH Ke.

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(ben]Ine AavtaH deqIne kæuH‐) ben ma!e jGya kro,;\mRnI xowa' calI Aave Ke. ben n=I ÏI, n=I puÌØ, teto Sv$pmaH Ke. wgvtISv$p Aek cHpaben j Ke, temnIdxa AlaEikk Ke. Ae to AtIiNãy AanHdmaH lher kre Ke.

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bennuH puStk (vcnam<t) AaƒuH F uH êcuH sadI waØa,mmR Fò. AtIiNãy AanHdmaH=I AavelI vat Ke. AekluHmaq` wyuÅ Ke‐Aeklo mal wyÈ Ke. F uH gHwIr¦ =oDaxBdomaH F uH gHwIr¦ Aa to Am<t\arano vrsad Ke.vcnam<t to bar AHgnuH maq` Ke, sarmaH sar AavI gyuHKe. ;ãƒ¹iÚÝkax' krtaH Aa puStk AlaEikk Ke. jgtnaHwaGy‐AavI cIj bhar AavI¦ AavaH vcnam<t kone ngo@e? svR& wgvan i5lokna=e Ôeya te Aa wav Ke.




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Aa to bennaH AHdrnaH vcn Ke ne¦ bennI waØasadI, p` AHtrnI Ke. Anuwv ivä¿a magto n=I, AHtrAnuHwUit Ane Ìic mage Ke. Aa benna xBdo Ke tewgvanna xBdo Ke. waØa y nvI ne wavo y nva¦ sadIwaØamaH AHdr rhSy Ke. laqo puStko KpayaH, meH ko{ idvskæuH n htuH ßyaH Aa (vcnam<t) ha=maH AaƒuH, (ÔeyuH‐vaHCyuH) ne ramÒwa{ne kæuH: wa{¦ Aa puStk laq Kpavo.

∙∙(ta 6‐9‐77) (bhen]InaH vcnam<t) puStk

!a{msr bhar pDyuH. benne kyaH bhar pDvuH j Ke, p`puStke bhar paDyaH waØa srz Ke p` wav Fà gHwIr Ke,meH AaquH vaHcI lI\uH Ke. Aek var nih p` pcIs var vaHcetoy sHtoØ n =ay AevuH puStk Ke. Aa ds hÔr puStkKpavIne b\a ihNdI‐gujratI ;Aa„\mR' na g/ahkone we!devaH Aem mne =yuH.

∙∙(ta 16‐9‐77) huH khuH KuH ke (vcnam<t) puStk

svÈTk<Ú Ke‐Aaqa smysarno sar AavI gyo Ke Ae!lesvÈTk<Ú Ke. Aa puStk bhar ma`sona ha=maH jxe toihNduStanmaH DHko vagxe. Aa puStk vaHctaH to ivro\I p`m|yS= ={ jxe‐AevI vat Ke. ... jgtne lawnuH kar` Ke.man mUkIne Aek var muinAo (p`) vaHce to Aemna lawnuHkar` Ke.

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guÌdevna ñdyodŸgar 12p________________________________________________________

(ta. 1‐10‐77) pir`mnmaH=I nIkzela xBdo Ke.benne to inv<i¿ FÌ. inv<i¿maH=I Aavel xBdo Ke. puStkmaHto smysarno sar AavI gyo Ke‐Anuwvno sar Ke¸ prmsTy Ke. ;vcnam<t' Ae cIj to AevI bhar AavI g{ Keke ihNduStanmaH b\I jGyaAe bhar paDvuH Ôe{Ae.

∙∙Aa bennaH vcno Ke te AnHt &anInaH vcno Ke.

{NãonI smÙ ATyare ]I sImH\rdev je frmave Ke te AavaÌ Ke. Aa copDI sa\ar` n=I, AamaH to bhu wyuÅ Ke.waØa mI@I Ke, sadI Ke¸ wavo êDa ne gHwIr Ke.idƒ|vinno Aa Avaj Ke. Are¦ Aek var m|yS=pè AavaHce to qro¦ wgvane khelI je ’kar |vin Ke AemaH=InIkzelo Aa sar bene khel Ke.

∙∙(sH. 1997) Aa kazno Ôeg AnukUz Ke¸ ben jevaHno

Aa kaze Avtar Ke. Ae \maR„a g<hS=na we!a =va pÀnHt kaze mÇFa Ke. wa{Aone Aa kaze \maR„a puÌØ mzIAave, p` Aa kaze bhenonaH p` sdŸwaGy Ke.

∙∙(ta. 17‐9‐80) ben=I bola{ gyuH AHtrmaH=I.

TyaH=I (ivdehÙe5=I) AavelI vat Ke. ben TyaH=I Aaƒa Ke.... ben (dIkiryuH pase) bolelaH ne lqa{ gyuH, nihtr tobhar Aave




126 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

j kyaH=I? (Aa b\uH) kotrvanuH Ke. p+=rmaH AarsnaHpai!yaHmaH)

∙∙Aa (vcnam<t) copDI AevI AavI Ke ke gme te!laH

xaÏ hoy, AamaH Aekey vat bakI n=I. =oDa xBdomaH ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRy, ƒvhar‐inüy vgere b\uH AavI gyuH Ke. jgtnaHwaGy ke AavI sadI waØamaH puStk bhar AavI gyuH.vItragtana wavnuH r!` ne l#` Ke. Aaqa ihNduStanmaH#H#ero ip!axe. ßyaH puStk ha=maH AaƒuH TyaH kæuH ke Aek laqpuStk KpavaH Ôe{Ae.

∙∙benne ÔitSmr`maH AaƒuH Ke: wgvan pase saHwZyuH

Ke ke Aek AevuH smikt hoy Ke ke je Ùaykne ÔeDe Ke,‐AevuH;ÔeDÌ Ùayk' hoy Ke. Aemne go@tuH n=I p` hve Ae =oDuH=oDuH bhar paDIAe KIAe... bennuH puStk bhu srs Ke. AekluHmaq` Ke. ;ãƒ¹iÚÝkax' krtaH p` cDI Ôy AevuH Ke.sadI, srz waØamaH êcu tÀv pIrSyuH Ke.

∙∙(ta. 17‐9‐80) Aa to bhennI waØa tdŸn sadI Ane

AHdr=I bolelI. Aa to jrIk boLyaH Ane lqa{ gyuH, nihtrto bhar Aave j kyaH=I? AeklaH rtn pDyaH Ke¦ANymtIney Aem =ay ke AavuH kyaHy n=I.¦ hIrano wHDar Ke¦

∙∙





(ta. 19‐9‐80) Ahahaha¦ bennI laykat¦ ... Ae(bennI Aa vaÌ) to kotravanI Ke p+=rmaH A#I laq$ipya te dI (]av` vd bIje) ={ gya. (vcnam<tnuH)mkan bnavvamaH Aavxe.

∙∙

(rajko! {. s. 1980) Aa bennaH vcno Ke. AHtrAanHdna AnuwvmaH=I AavelI vat Ke. F uH Ôer AHdrnuH,AÝitht wavna. Aa„anuH sMyGdxRn Ane AitiNãy AanHdnIAnuwUit‐AemaH=I Aa vat AavI Ke. AanHdna SvadmaH mDdanIjem hale. Ahaha¦ siCcdanHd Ýwu Ke ben¦ AHtrnI mh¿aAaDe bharnuH kaH{ lÙ j n=I. AnuwvI, smiktI, Aa„&anIKe. Aa„ano Anuwv to Ke p` sa=e AsHQy Abj vØÈnuHÔitSmr`&an Ke. p` lokone besvuH k@` pDe.

∙∙

ben (cHpaben) to jEnnaH mIraHba{ Ke. wansihtnIwiÉt Ke, AaH\zI doD n=I.

∙∙

benne to Aek AanHd AanHd AanHd¦ te Aaqo dI shjinv<i¿¸ bs, bakI kaH{ krtaH kaH{ nih. ko{ vHdn kre kenih AenI same p` ÔuAe nih. ko{ sa=e lv=v nih.

∙∙




128 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

(ta. 29‐1‐78) jene AanHdmaH jmv! ÔmI Ke, jeneAtIiNãy AanHdna kozIya levay Ke Ane je AtIiNãyAanHdne g!k g!k pIAe Ke Aeva \m±nuH (‐sa\knuH) AaSv$p benna muqe=I (vcnam<tmaH) AaƒuH Ke. tdŸn sadIwaØa. Ýwuna smosr`maH Aam vat caltI, wa{¦ ...Are¦ Aa vat bese te to Nyal ={ Ôy tevuH Ke.ijne¬rdevnuH je frman Ke te Aa ben khI ræaH Ke.

∙∙

(ta. 29‐1‐78) vcnam<tna Aek Aek fkramaH, AekAek xBdmaH, in\an wyaÅ Ke. jene tizyaH pkDtaH AavDe teneAga\ta lage SvwavnI. pyaRye Ýwune sHFyÈ, Aaqo &anmaHl{ lI\o. Aa to isâaNtnuH dohn Ke. jgtnaH waGy ke Aa(bennuH puStk) !a e bhar AavI gyuH. =oDa xBdomaH, sadIwaØamaH, mUz tÀvne Ýg! kyuÅ.

∙∙

(]av` vd 2) cHpaben qreqr AÔeD rtn Ke¸ te toAHdr=I sav _das Ke¸ temne bharnuH Aa b\uH kaH{ gmtuH n=I¸p` lokone to wiÉtÝem=I bhuman krvana wav Aave ne¦

∙∙

(ta. 7‐12‐77) benna puStk isvay Aap e ko{maHpDya n=I. bennuH puStk bhu saruH AaƒuH... benna bolmaH





Aave Ke ne ;bhar pDvana ÝsHgo=I dUr wagvamaH lawKe¦' FùH srs¦

∙∙ben to mhaivdeh=I AaƒaH Ke. Aemna AnuwvnI Aa

(vcnam<t) vaÌ Ke. hIra=I v\aƒaH to y temne kaH{nih. ben to (=oDa wvmaH) kevz&anI =xe.

∙∙(ta. 22‐1‐78) Ame (sImH\r) wgvan pase=I

sI\a j Aaƒa KIAe. Aa vcnam<tmaH wgvannI |vinnaHmH5o wra{ gya Ke. bennI (cHpabennI) xI vat krvI¦ teto |yanmaH |yanmaH bs |yanmaH rhe Ke. AanHd AanHdAanHdmaH Ke. temno deh ÏIno Ke te=I Qyal n Aave.

∙∙(ta. 19‐9‐80) vcnam<tna Aek‐Aek xBdmaH saro

(‐puro) sar wyÈ Ke. ivcarne dIFRp e lHbavIne AHtrmaHÔ. Ahaha¦ bennI (cHpabennI) kevI iS=it Ke¦ khe Ke‐;Aa„a' boltaH xIQya to AhÄ=I (guÌdev pase=I)¦ gjbKe Aemno ivny Ane nm/ta¦

∙∙ben ivdeh=I AaƒaH Ke. Aemne to AsHQy Abj vØRnuH

ÔitSmr`&an Ke. AsHQy Abj vØRnI vat, kalnI Aajdeqay tem deqay Ke. ... Aa„ÔitnuH &an =vuH te y=a=R




130 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

ÔitSmr` Ke‐AnHt AnHt guòno na= tenuH &an AHdrmaHhovuH te (prma=R) ÔitSmr` Ke.

∙∙(ta. 19‐8‐80) benne qbr nih ke ko{ lqI lexe.

Aemne bhar pDvano jra p` wav nih. \mRrtn Ke,wgvtI Ke, wgvtISv$p mata Ke. (AemnaH Aa vcno)AanHdmaH=I nIkZyaH Ke. waØa mI@I AavI g{ Ke.

∙∙ben ATyar su\I guPt hta. hve #aHkyuH nih rhe‐KanuH

nih rhe. AemnaH vcno te wgvannI vaÌ Ke, temna FrnuHkaH{ n=I‐idƒ‐|vin Ke. ben to mhaivdeh=I AaƒaH Ke. Aavcnam<t loko vaHcxe, ivcarxe, Tyare Qyal Aavxe Aa kevuHpuStk Ke¦ AekluH maq` Ke.

∙∙(ta 19‐2‐78) (bennI) Aa vaÌ to Aa„ana

AnuwvmaH‐AanHdmaH rhetaH rhetaH AavI g{ Ke. Ame wgvanpase pUveR hta. bhu êcI vat Ke. ATyare Aa vat bIjekyaHy n=I. ben (cHpaben) to sHsar=I mrI gyaH Ke. ApUvRvat Ke bapu¦

∙∙bennuH puStk to AevuH bhar pDyuH Ke ke mara ihsabe to

b\ane we! devuH Ôe{Ae. bhu sadI‐bazk jevI waØa¸ sHSk<t





waØa nih. bhu Ôerdar gHwIr vato AemaH Ke.∙∙

Ahaha¦ Aa AavI cIj lokonaH waGye bhar AavIg{. pokar kyÈ Ke AemaH Aa„ano. benno fo!o Ke _pr‐Fòsaro¸ xaNt‐xaNt¦¦

∙∙ben to ben j Ke. Aena jevuH bIÔuH ko{ n=I. AhÄ

kyaH Amare kaH{ KanuH raqvuH Ke¦ ben to AÔeD Ke, AkelahI hE. Amare qangI‐gupt Ke nih.

∙∙benna puStkmaH bhu !UHkuH ne mal‐mal Ke.

ANydxRnIAone p` gme tevuH Ke. ... Are¦ AemaH to tarImihma ne mo!pnI vato Ke. muinAonI vat kevI lI\I Ke¦‐;muinAone bhar AavvuH Ae boÔe lage Ke.' Aa puStk bharAaƒuH Ae F uH j srs¦ AHdr =oDamaH FÌ vato Ke.

∙∙ben to Aek AdŸwut rtn pakyaH Ke. xiÉt AdŸwut

Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdna vednmaH Aene kaH{ pDI n=I.ihNduStanmaH Aemna jevo ko{ Aa„a n=I. Aa puStk bharpDyuH Ae!le kaH{k qbr pDe.

∙∙cHpaben Ae!le ko`? ¦ Aemno Anuwv, AemnuH &an




132 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

smta AlaEikk Ke. ... ÏIno deh AavI gyo Ke. pÀHtrmaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI lhermaH pDyaH Ke AemaH=I vaÌnIkzI Ke.‐Aa, AemnI vaÌnuH Ýma`pùH Ke.

∙∙

ben AlaEikk cIj Ke¸ deh=I iwNn Ane rag=I iwNnAa„ane Anuwve Ke. Aene (bharmaH) mÔ pDtI n=I. Aeto AtIiNãy AanHdmaH lher kre Ke.

∙∙

(sH. 2030) (]av` vd 14na idne pHiDt ]IihHmtwa{na Fre Aahar krva p\ayaR Tyare‐)

pUßy guÌdev:‐ ;ihHmtwa{¦ ÔuAone, lokone ke!lawav Ke ben _pr¦ bIjna !a e ke!luH b\uH ma`s AaƒuH' tuH¦

pU. bhen]I (Ait nrmax=I) :‐ saheb¦ mare toAa„anuH krvuH Ke. Ae to b\I _pai\ lage Ke.

pUßy guÌdev:‐ benba¦ tmare xuH Ke? tmare to b\uHÔeya krvuH. mara ihsabe to hÒ AoKuH =ay Ke. tmara ma!eto loko je!luH kre te!luH =oDuH Ke.

∙∙

(sH. 2033) Aek ÏIno deh AavI gyo. nihtr(ben) dUr Aek Ù` n rhe. ... ke!lIk xBdnI xElI toAemna FrnI,





inv<i¿nI Ke. sadI waØa bhu, car copDI w elane besIÔy AevI Ke.

∙∙

(ta. 29‐11‐77) bennaH vcnam<t Ae kevz&annokÞo Ke. be‐car var nih p` ds var vaHcxe TyaresmÔxe.

∙∙

Aoho¦ sadI waØa, mH5o Ke mH5o. Aa to laqo xaÏonoincoD Ke. laqo xuH? kroD, AnHt xaÏono Aaxy SvAalHbnkravvuH te Ke. loko vaHcxe to Ahaha¦ ... bahublImaH wÎarkeÔeyuH to khe ke ;mne Aapo¸ Aoho¦ AavuH puStk¦'

∙∙

bennI (cHpabennI) to xI vat kruH¦ temnI inmRz¹iÚ Ane inivRkLp Sva„anuwUit Aa kaze AÔeD Ke. Ae toAHdr=I j _das _das Ke. temne ivØe ivxeØ xuH khuH? Amaremn to te wartnuH \mRrtn, jgdMba, cEtNyrTn \mRmUitRKe, ihNduStanno czkto taro Ke.

∙∙

(Ômngr, AeiÝl‐79) benne AsHQy AbÔe vØRnuH&an Ke‐9 wvnuH &an Ke (‐4wUtna 4 wiv*yna). ben towgvan pase=I AaƒaH Ke. AnuwvmaH=I Aa vat AavI Ke.




134 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

_dywav=I to mrI gyaH Ke, AanHd=I Òve Ke. prma„apase=I AaƒaH Ke. saÙatŸ prma„a 5` lokna na= ibrajeKe sImH\rwgvan, TyaH Ame sa=e hta. xuH khIAe Ýwu¦sImH\r prma„a pase FÌ var jta hta. te wgvannIAa vaÌ Ke. ben to AanHdsagrmaH...

∙∙

Aa k=a‐vataR n=I, wagvt k=a Ke. prma„anIvaÌna {xara Ke. teno Anuwv kre tene qbr pDe... bento wgvtI mata Ke.

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pußy wgvtI bhen]I CaHpabennI

inÔnHdvedn sHbH\I noH\(potana hSta"armaH)







fag` vd dxmna maHgilk idvse =yelI

SvanuwUit sHbH\I noH\(potana hSta"armaH)







13p________________________________________________________

A|ya„-Am<tsirtaAa ivwagmaH, vEraGymUitR Aa„&anI pUßy bhen]I

cHpabennaH nanI vynaH SvanuwvrswInaH ke!laHk

lqaòmaH=I =oDaHk Avtrò vIÌne AapvamaH AaƒaH

Ke. Aa AvtrònuH êDa`=I Avlokn krtaH

Aa„a=Rna AWyasIne temnI AHtrHg pirìtno

‐shj &an, vEraGy, _pxm, _dasInta,

inivRkLp Aa„anuwv, stt vtRtI

&ata\ara, Sv$piS=rtanI shj

pirìt vgereno AdŸwut mihma

AHdr=I j$r Aavxe. Aa Avtrò

qreqr A|ya„‐Am<tsirta j

Ke. Aa„a=± ÒvoAe tenuH vaHcn

t=a tena _pr ghn ivcar‐

mnn AvXy krva

yoGy Ke Ane Aem

krva=I j$r

ApUvR Aa„‐

law =xe.




136 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

A|ya„- Am<t- sirtapUßy bhen]I cHpabhenna ñdymaH=I ÝvhelI

he ]I vItrag¦ hve to tmaraH cr`kmz sevvanIbhu wavna ={ Ôy Ke.

Sv$p isvay kamR` ko=zIna inim¿e Ýg! =tosmSt xuwaxuw prwav te boÔ$p ne _pai\$p Ke. tenaÝTye ke!lIk var shjpè ivxeØ _dasInta AavI Ôy Ke¸ne te ÝTye =ak lagI‐te Ýv<i¿=I Ane te pirìt=I =aklagI‐cEtNyÝwu tena=I ivxeØ _dasIn ={ Sv Sv$pmaHshjpè ivxeØ iS=t =ay Ke.

AHtrHg iS=it AavI hovana kar e ke!lIk var baæsHgÝsHg ÝTye p` _dasInta AavI Ôy Ke, ne te baæsHgÝsHg _pai\$p ne boÔ$p lage Ke. temaH p` AÝxStpircy ivxeØe krI AÌickr lage Ke kar` ke tene potanIAa„iS=it sa=e mez n=I.

ÝxSt pircymaH ke!lak sHgÝsHgo Ýv<i¿$p lagva=Ite p` _pai\$p ne boÔ$p lage Ke. A\Uraxne




A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta 137________________________________________________________

l{ne te ÝsHgomaH éwuH rhevay Ke, prHtu _pyog TyaH=I paKovze Ke.

je kaze AsHgdxaAe AekaHtvasmaH muinvro ivcrtahxe te kazne \Ny Ke.

Aa kaze, Aa Ùe5e Aapà jNm te ke!laHk sa\nonIdulRwta btave Ke¸ to p` AsIm _pkarI, ApUvRvaÌÝkaxk,ApUvR Aeva khanguÌdev Aa kaze mZya Ke te mhawaGy Ke.temne karè Aa„sa\nanI sulwta Ke.

jyare ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz Sv$psa\k Aa„aAono smagm=va$p pir`mxe Tyare te ÝaiPt =va$p yog bnxe.

ßyaH pU`Rta n=I TyaH dev, guÌ Ane temnI vaÌtrfno ÝxStwav Aaƒa vgr rhe nih.

∙ ‐1991

... je svR sHyogono saÙI Ke tene Aava sa\ar`ÝsHg xa ihsabmaH Ke? to p` saÙIpànI pU Rta nihhova=I ApU Rta hova=I ko{ ko{ var ivwav$p ragäeØnIpirìtmaH _pai\no boÔe lagI Aave Ke.

‐svR=a svR Ýkare tIv/taAe inv<¿ Sv$pne {CKnar

(svR=a svR Ýkare tIv/taAe smai\Sv$pne {CKnar)

‐1992

∙∙




138 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

vaHcn, ivcar t=a Sv$piS=it AHtrHg Aa„vIyRépDe Ke te Ýkare =ya kre Ke.

sa\konI dxa jgt=I inrazI hoy Ke. ko{ ko{ varSv$pmaH shjpè‐inivRkLppè @rI Ôy Ke¸ Ane vzI bharAave Ke Tyare p` wed&annI‐&ata\aranI‐shj smai\pir`mtI hoy Ke. Sv$pmaH lIn =ay Ke Tyare Aa„anaAicHTy AnHt gu`pir`mnna trHgone vede Ke. Aem =taH=taH, sa\k\ara v\taH v\taH muinpànI dxa Ýg!taH,muinp uH Aave Ke, Ane Ême krI ]eÌ maHDIne kevz&anÝg!ave Ke, SvprÝkaxk‐SvwavvazuH &an pU Rp e pir`meKe, AanHd Aaid AnHt gu` pU Rp e pir`me Ke. te dxane\Ny Ke. varHvar \Ny Ke.

suq ne AanHd Sv$pmaH Ke, ivwav b\o du:q$p ne_pai\ $p Ke.

‐1993

sU"m ne tI"` ]utxElI=I, care pDqe=I idƒ Am<t\o\vrsavnar AdŸwut guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH nmSkar ho.




A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta 139________________________________________________________

pUßy guÌdeve smysar AdŸwut ne ApUvR rIte smÔƒuHKe. Aem ={ Ôy Ke ke‐vah¦ guÌdev vah¦ mn‐vcn‐kayaAapnI cr`sevamaH ApR` krIAe to p` AoKuH Ke Aem Aajewavna ={ jtI htI. Aha¦ smysarmaH ko{ AdŸwutrhSy wyuÅ Ke. p` &an ÊmpUvRk ne A\UÌH hova=I Aek sa=epUra ne Ýg! _pyoga„kp e b\aH rhSyo ÔÌ xkataH n=I.te=I AevI wavna ={ Ôy Ke ke he Ýwu¦ ko{ AevI xiÉtke pir`mn Ýg!o ke je=I svaÅxe &anSv$p pote j, shj&an$pe, Ýg! _pyoga„k$pe, pU aÅxe pir`mI Ôy.

ãƒ¹iÚ=I ãƒ pirpU R Ke¸ pyaRymaH A\Urax Ke.

puÌØa=R äara‐cEtNyno je vIyR gu` Ke te äara‐sa\kpànI ]eÌ v\e Ke ne sa|y puÌH =ay Ke. pyaRynI pU`RinmRzta =ay Ke‐te wed‐ApeÙanI vat Ke. Awed¹iÚAeAqHD gu na ipHDSv$p pote j pir`mIne puÌH =ay Ke. wed‐Awed vStuSvwav AdŸwut Ke¦

pU R shj iS=it j Ôe{Ae Ke. ‐1993

ivwavpirìtna ÝxSt trfna Ýv<i¿yogmaH vaHcn,ivcar vgerenuH ÝvtRn Ke AWyHtrmaH‐inv<i¿yogmaH‐svRivwav=I Ôuda Aeva inv<¿ Sv$pmaH shjSv$pe pirìtnuHÝvtRn Ke.




140 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

baæ sHyogonI, AiS=r pirìtmaH Asr Amuk AHxeiS=itÝmaè =ay Ke¸ &ayknI ÝtIit$p ÔudI&aykpirìtmaH Asr n=I. hovayoGy n=I. iS=rpirìtmaHAmuk AHxe Sv$psmai\ hovayoGy Ke, ne tem j Ke.

‐1993

AnuwvÝkaxna Aaqa puStkmaH ;Anuwv j'hovayoGy Ke. ;Anuwv' vaHctaH, saHwztaH ÝxSt _LlasAavI jva yoGy Ke ne Aa„pirìtne law =va yoGy Ke.te ]I guÌdevno prm Ýtap Ke. guÌdevnI vaÌ AdŸwut,sU"m ne êDaH rhSyo=I wrelI Ke. guÌdev Aa wrtqHDmaHAiätIy rTn ÔGya Ke‐jemna idƒ cEtNy vDe Ane jemnIidƒ vaÌ vDe Aa wrtÙe5maH Fà Fà Òvono _âar =yoKe. jem e, pote _g/ puÌØa=R vDe ApUvR tÀvne SvyH ÔteÝg! krI, ihNduStanna êFta Òvone Ôg/t kyaR Ke,ihNduStanmaH Kupayela Aa„tÀvne pote Ýg! krI, Agi`tÒvono _âar kyÈ Ke Aeva guÌdevnaH cr`kmzmaH varHvarprm wiÉt=I nmSkar, nmSkar.

AaHg e ibrajta Aava guÌdevnI smIpp e mn‐vcn‐kayaAe krI cr`seva inrHtr ho, inrHtr ho.

mhawaGye Aava gu`smUh &anmUitR xaiNtdata guÌdevsaHpDya Ke. \Ny Ke Aa Ùe5ne, \Ny Ke Aa dexne¦




A|yaTm‐Am<tsirta 141________________________________________________________

ÝxSt ke AÝxSt svR pirìt _pai\Sv$p Ke.svRna saÙI$p vednpirìt te smai\$p Ke t=aSv$piS=rta te smai\$p Ke.

ÝtIit$p AevI &atanI &ata$p vednpirìtmaHiS=rtane v\arto v\arto sa\k sa|y$pe pUro =ay Ke,pyaRynI pU R inmRzta =ay Ke. ãƒ to Anaid‐AnHtpirpU R xuâta=I wrpUr Ke. xuâa„amaH Sv$prm`ta v\taHv\taH Aa„‐_pyog prlÙ=I svR=a KU!Ine potana k<tk<TySv$pne ƒÉt kre Ke, Sv$pmaH AavIne, tenI sa=e Aekmek={ne, svaÅxe ÔeDa{ Ôy Ke.

Aava AdŸwut Sv$pne ÝaPt Aeva ]I vItragdevne nete vItrag Sv$pne varHvar nmSkar Ke. ‐ 1994

∙

Sv$ppirìtmaH y=axiÉt Sv$piS=it =ya kre Ke.ÝxSt yogmaH vaHcn‐ivcar y=axiÉt, je Ýkare vIyRpirìtépDe Ke te Ýkare, =ya kre Ke.

&anpyaRy sHpU R Ýg! ={ne, puÌØa=R äara AeklISv‐Aa]y$pe ne sav shj pir`mxe Tyare \Ny =xe.

&ayknI &ata$pe ;ADol' pirìt v\taH v\taHsvaÅxe sU"m ADolta ÝaPt =xe te idvs \Ny =xe.




142 bhen]Ino &anvEwv________________________________________________________

Aha¦ \Ny Ke te sHpU R ADol pirìtne ke ßyaHprnI Asr, sU"m p`, svR Ýkare shj KU!I, AeklosaÙISvwav, vItragSvwav, AicHTy ne AdŸwut AevuHAa„ãƒ potana Svwavone‐trHgone vedI ræuH Ke, temaHpir`mI ræuH Ke, ko{ AdŸwuttamaH qelI ræuH Ke¦

‐1993

∙

hve to ivwavna b\a ivkLp=I KU!Ine vItragpyaRyepir`mxuH Tyare \Ny =xe¦ hÔro muinAonaH !ozaH je kazeivcrtaH hxe te ÝsHgne \Ny Ke¦ teva kaze muinp Hu l{ FDImaHAÝm¿, FDImaH Ým¿‐AevI dxane sa\I vItragpyaRye pir`mxuHTyare \Ny =xe¦ ATyare p` jem bne tem puÌØa=R v\arIinmRz pyaRyne ivxeØ ivxeØ Ýg! krvI te j ]ey$p Ke.

‐2003

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