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i Counter-story as Curriculum: Autoethnography, Critical Race Theory, and Informed Assets in the Information Literacy Classroom Kim L. Morrison Smith MLIS, BA Submitted in fulfilment of the requirements for the degree of Doctor of Philosophy School of Information Systems Science and Engineering Faculty Queensland University of Technology 2018 KEYWORDS asset-based, autoethnography, counter-stories, community colleges, critical race theory, culturally relevant, culturally revitalizing, culturally sustaining, first generation students, informed asset-based, informed assets, indigenous knowledge, informed learning, information literacy, intersectionality, revitalizing pedagogy.
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Counter-story as Curriculum: Autoethnography, Critical Race Theory, and

Informed Assets in the Information Literacy Classroom

Kim L. Morrison Smith MLIS, BA

Submitted in fulfilment of the requirements for the degree of Doctor of Philosophy

School of Information Systems

Science and Engineering Faculty

Queensland University of Technology

2018

KEYWORDS

asset-based, autoethnography, counter-stories, community colleges, critical race theory, culturally relevant, culturally revitalizing, culturally sustaining, first generation students, informed asset-based, informed assets, indigenous knowledge, informed learning, information literacy, intersectionality, revitalizing pedagogy.

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ABSTRACT

The assets and lives of people of color continue to be misinterpreted and underrepresented

in higher education classrooms throughout the United States. This neglect and distortion

stems from the centuries of enslavement, genocide, and assimilation that mark this

country’s emergence. This research study applies critical race theory to reveal structural

patterns of systemic racism that serve to deform and dismiss the cultural legacy and

knowledge assets of students of color in a North American community college classroom.

In the tradition of resistance among African American and other oppressed peoples in the

United States, this study positions autoethnographic analysis as a tool to amplify the

deconstruction and reconstruction of the lived realities of the author and her students.

This dissertation examines the use of asset-based, critically explicit, racialized and

situated pedagogies within a library class curriculum. This collaborative, co-constructed

curriculum emerges from the researcher’s and the students’ lived experiences and from

our shared experiences in a Hip-Hop themed community college library course. This

study displaces the dominant deficit paradigm to posit an additive framework that

incorporates multiple student assets and their explicit racialized situatedness. This study

also seeks to understand how students acquire new knowledge and integrate it within their

experiential knowledge base and culturally and racially-situated context.

The study’s theoretical frames of asset-based pedagogy combined with critical race

theory, tenets of informed learning, decolonizing theories and methodologies, and

interdisciplinarity support the articulation and emergence of counter-stories. Counter-

stories are self-generated narratives that challenge externally-imposed narratives that seek

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to document students’ experiences. Critical autoethnography is used to reflect upon

students’ counter-stories and lived experiences. An analytic autoethnographic approach

allows the researcher to analyze her own situatedness as both insider and outsider in the

classroom and in the broader academic realm. Findings from this research may guide

future academic library praxis by demonstrating students’ use of cultural wealth and assets

and by identifying the racialized cultural context that informs their classroom experiences

and knowledge acquisition.

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Many people deserve thanks and acknowledgement for the help, support, and love

given to me during this journey, but first I would like to thank the students of my Chabot

Community College Information Literacy Classroom and their authentic engagement in

class, conversations, and in their education autoethnographies. Without them, this journey

would not have been possible. Thanks and much love to my wife kyzyl fenno-smith who

rode alongside me on this rollercoaster ride toward a PhD. Much love and a huge thanks

goes to my eight-year old son ellison morrison smith, who at times helped me highlight

words and phrases in the scholarly articles I was reading, and for the never ending

encouragement to finish my thesis. To luella morrison smith, my miracle baby, hugs,

kisses, and a big thanks for waiting so very patiently with story books to be read wrapped

in your arms. Though he passed away during this journey, with tears in my eyes, and

emptiness in my heart and soul, I’d like to give thanks to Raymond McInnis, my mentor

librarian at Fairhaven College, who encouraged my informed asset-based pedagogy. You

are the sole reason why I became an academic librarian.

Thanks, and much love goes to my supervisors, Dr. Sylvia Edwards, Dr. Christine

Bruce and Dr. Virginia Tucker, for their belief in me and what I wanted to do for this

thesis, and for also treating me as a friend and colleague. Yes Black Minds Matter.

Many thanks to my family and friends who supported me, and held a light at the

end of a tunnel sometimes dark. Thanks to my fellow doctoral students for courage and

support.

A big shout out and thanks goes to Constance Faulkner and Mary Somerville who

proofread and engaged me in meaningful conversations about my work.

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Finally proofreading and copying-editing services were provided by professional editor Rachel

Rosekind, according to guidelines that are laid out in the university-endorsed national

“Guidelines for editing research theses’.

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Dedication

This thesis is dedicated to all of the students who stepped up and shared their

stories with me and each other. Who have not only survived in academic environments

that did not see them and the worth they possess, they maintained a sense of agency for

themselves . They held onto what it would mean for themselves, their families, and

communities if they furthered their education. Thank you for inspiring me. You are why

I love to teach and what makes this work meaningful. And yes,

“If you can’t fly, then run, If you can’t run, Then walk, If you can’t walk, Then crawl, But whatever you do, Keep moving (Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.)

This thesis is dedicated to Ola and Emanuel Morrison. Thank you for the

principals and foundation of what it is to be a part of community. Thanks for instilling

within me, to not only look back, but to reach back and give. Though you did not go far

in your schooling, it is an honor to honor you with this work.

Last thesis dedication,

“Five in the air for the teachers not scared To tell those kids that’s livin' in the ghetto That the… holdin' back, that the world is theirs Yeah, yeah, the world is yours, I was once that little boy Terrified of the world, now I’m on a world tour I would give up everything, even start a world war For these ghetto girls and boys I’m rappin' round the world for” (Lupe Fiasco)

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Thesis Related Publications and Presentations

1. Morrison, K. L. (2017). Informed Asset-Based Pedagogy: Coming Correct,

Counter-stories from an Information Literacy Classroom. Library Trends, 66(2),

176-218.

2. Morrison, K. L. (2016) “Ain't no love for us ghetto children, so we cold”: Critical

Information Literacy, Hip Hop & Asset Pedagogy. April, 2016. Show + Prove Hip

Hop Studies Conference: The Tensions, Contradictions, And Possibilities of Hip

Hop Studies. UC Riverside, Riverside, CA.

3. Morrison, K. L. (2015) "Who knows? A cultural wealth approach to knowledge

production, Information Literacy and civic participation. March, 2015. Assoc. of

College & Research Libraries (ACRL), Portland, OR.

4. Morrison, K. L. (2015) “Cultural Wealth & Information Literacy: A Critical

Approach to Participatory Literacy” March, 2015. National Association to

Promote Library & Information Services to Latinos and the Spanish Speaking

(REFORMA), San Diego, CA.

5. Morrison, K. L. (2015). Emancipatory Pedagogy: Students Developing Agency

and Academic Literacy Using Assets-Based Hip- Hop Pedagogy & Critical

Information Literacy. Paper presented at Canadian Association of Professional

Academic Librarians, Ottawa, Canada.

6. Morrison, K. L. (2014) “Ain't no love for us ghetto children, so we cold”: hip hop,

information literacy and student agency. April, 2014. California Conference on

Library Instruction (CCLI), Oakland, CA. Invited speaker.

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KEYWORDS.........................................................................................................................i

ABSTRACT...........................................................................................................................i

Publications and Presentations Arising from this Thesis.....................................................vii

LIST OF FIGURES.............................................................................................................xiiFigure 1: Photo of page in student reflective journal....................................................................xiiFigure 2: Photo of whiteboard after class research topic brainstorming......................................xiiFigure 3: Graphic of theoretical frame in practice.......................................................................xiiDrawing of representation of informed asset-based pedagogy.....................................................xiiFigure 4: Photo of whiteboard after class research topic brainstorming......................................xiiFigure 5: Documentary films about the Black Panthers used in research projects and curriculum......................................................................................................................................................xiiFigure 6: Photo of whiteboard after class brainstorming topics...................................................xiiFigure 7: Representation of Informed Asset-Based pedagogy......................................................xiiFigure 8: Last Day Reflection in journal......................................................................................xii

LIST OF TABLES..............................................................................................................xiiiTable 3.1. Basic tenets of critical race theory..............................................................................xiiiTable 3.2. Decolonizing theories & Methodologies with informed assets reframes the curriculum.....................................................................................................................................................xiiiTable 3.3. Basic tenets of this study: informed assets.................................................................xiiiTable 4.0. Chabot College Students Race-ethnicity Fall 2017......................................................xiiiTable 4.1: Chabot College Staff Characteristics by Race-ethnicity Fall 2017.............................xiiiTable: 4.2. Percentage of First Generation Students-Race-Ethnicity Groups.............................xiiiTable: 4.3. Percentage Assessed into Basic Skills English............................................................xiiiTable: 4.4 Percentage Assessed into Basic Skills Math................................................................xiiiTable 4.5 Persistence Rates for Library Skills via Hip hop and Popular culture........................xiiiTable 4.6 Success Rates for Library Skills taught by other librarians 2008-2015.......................xiiiTable 6.1. Distillation of findings for research questions w/o quotes...........................................xiiiTable 6.2. Students engage with informed assets pedagogy.........................................................xiiiTable 7.1. Elements of an informed asset-based classroom.........................................................xiiiTable 7.2. Elements of informed asset-based curricula................................................................xiiiTable 7.3. Teaching Strategies and Practices...............................................................................xiiiTable 7.4. Experiences of Informed Learning..............................................................................xiii

TERMINOLOGY DEFINED..............................................................................................xv

PREAMBLE.....................................................................................................................xxiiiCHAPTER 1: Introduction to Study: They Want to Categorize Us As Children of a High Crime Rate............................................................................................................................1

1.2 CONTEXT OF THE PROBLEM:............................................................................................11.2.1 A Historical Struggle for Freedom and Literacy among Marginalized Peoples.....................11.2.2 Literacy and Assimilation in the Lives of People of Color.....................................................21.2.3 History and Issues of Student Engagement in the Educational Environment........................31.2.4 Statement of the Problem: “No Love for Us Ghetto Children”..............................................51.2.5 “We Seek the Knowledge Your Colleges Lack” blue scholars (2004)....................................7

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1.3 RESEARCH QUESTIONS.......................................................................................................81.4 Study’s Objectives: Took My Dogs on a Private Plane from the Public Housing.....................91.5 Practitioner positionality: “Doing Scholarship”.....................................................................101.6 Researcher positionality: My Education via Autoethnography..............................................13

CHAPTER 2: LITERATURE REVIEW.............................................................................172.1IntroductiontoLiterature.........................................................................................................172.2 Past curricular and pedagogical approaches to educational bias............................................17

2.3 Literature influencing study and Classroom Pedagogy.................................................182.3.2 Funds of Knowledge...............................................................................................................202.3.3 Community Cultural Wealth.................................................................................................212.3.8 Culturally Revitalizing Pedagogy..........................................................................................272.3.9 Critical Hip-Hop Pedagogy (CHHP).....................................................................................292.3.12 Literature Summary.............................................................................................................352.3.13 Implications from literature findings for Information Literacy classrooms...................36

CHAPTER 3: RESEARCH DESIGN: “Mama taught me how to make a Silver Spoon out of plastic” (Drake)................................................................................................................38

3.1 Situating Epistemologically.....................................................................................................393.2 Analytic Situatedness..............................................................................................................403.3 Theoretical Frames..................................................................................................................413.4 Research Strategy....................................................................................................................463.5 Critical Ethnography: A Research Strategy for seeking equity in education.........................473.6 Stages of Carspecken’s (CQR) critical ethnography applied in this study.............................503.6.1 Stage 1: Building a primary record: What is going on?.......................................................513.6.2 Stage 2 Preliminary Reconstructive Analysis Researcher interpretation:...........................513.6.3 Stage 3 Dialogical data generation: Collaborative Stage......................................................523.6.4 Stage 4 Describes systems relations to broader context: Analysis of findings......................533.6.5 Stage 5 Explains relational systems......................................................................................53

Chapter 4: Method: I could teach you how to speak my language, Rossetta Stone (Drake)544.1 Introduction to methodological tools.......................................................................................544.2 Autoethnography.....................................................................................................................554.3 Analytic Autoethnography......................................................................................................554.4 Autoethnography in this study................................................................................................584.5 Research Site Context.............................................................................................................594.6 Context inside the Classroom in this Study.............................................................................654.7 Data Collection........................................................................................................................674.9 Data collection and researcher positionality...........................................................................754.10 Conversations: Setting, Context, and Content......................................................................764.11 Initial conversation................................................................................................................784.12 Second conversation..............................................................................................................794.14 Data Analysis.........................................................................................................................814.15 Ethics.....................................................................................................................................834.16 Verification and Trustworthiness..........................................................................................844.17 Research limitations..............................................................................................................844.18 Methods Conclusion..............................................................................................................85

CHAPTER 5: FINDINGS: “I didn’t invent THUG LIFE, I diagnosed it”. (Tupac)..........86

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5.1 Flipping the Western script.....................................................................................................865.2 Our Counter-Stories................................................................................................................885.3 Participant Introductions: Tell it like it is, student counter-stories.......................................885.5 Our counter-stories from Our Conversations.........................................................................985.6 Informal information networks and survival skills.................................................................995.7 Engagement of student assets in academic classrooms..........................................................1025.8 Substantive conversations about race in the classroom........................................................105

CHAPTER 6: STORYING FINDINGS.............................................................................1126.1 Building a Bridge to Culturally Relevant Information Literacy Instruction........................1156.2 Students engage with additive pedagogy...............................................................................1186.2 Student cultural assets and explicit racial cultural situatedness...........................................119Students engage with informed additive pedagogy.....................................................................1226.4 Summary of Storying Findings.............................................................................................124

CHAPTER 7: Discussion..................................................................................................1247.1 Revisiting the Study’s Literature Review and Its Impact.....................................................1267.2 Intersectionality: Its Impact on the Study, Class Pedagogy, and Epistemology....................1277.3 Student Engagement with Informed Additive Pedagogy......................................................1297.4 Informed cultural assets: honoring and revitalizing student assets......................................1307.5 Classroom Informed Assets Pedagogy..................................................................................1347.6 Informed Asset-Based Learning Materials...........................................................................1617.7 The Value of Seminar-Based Classroom Discussions............................................................1667.8 Education for self-transformation and determination..........................................................1677.9 Reflecting on the house we built: Informed Asset Pedagogy.................................................170

CHAPTER 8: Conclusion, Contributions, and Implications.............................................1738.1 My Peculiar Sensation of Informed Asset-Based Research Instruction................................1738.2 How I Got Here.....................................................................................................................1768.3 Learning I Had Assets to Guide My Education as a First-Generation College Student.......179“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others”. (Marianne Williamson).................................................................................................1798.5 Going Forward......................................................................................................................1828.6 Deconstructing dominant narratives to Build Deeper Understandings................................1888.7 Contributions of informed assets: building upon and revitalizing Information Literacy.....189

8.7.1 Contributions of Study to the Field of Research, Students, and Educators....................1898.7.2 Research Contribution Summary.......................................................................................1928.7.3 Future Directions: Autoethnography & Participatory Action Research in the Classroom194

EPILOGUE:......................................................................................................................196

REFERENCES:.................................................................................................................200

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LIST OF FIGURES

Figure 1: Photo of page in student reflective journal

Figure 2: Photo of whiteboard after class research topic brainstorming

Figure 3: Graphic of theoretical frame in practice

Drawing of representation of informed asset-based pedagogy

Figure 4: Photo of whiteboard after class research topic brainstorming

Figure 5: Documentary films about the Black Panthers used in research projects and curriculum

Figure 6: Photo of whiteboard after class brainstorming topics

Figure 7: Representation of Informed Asset-Based pedagogy

Figure 8: Last Day Reflection in journal

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LIST OF TABLES

Table 1: Chabot College population distribution by race

Table 3.1: Basic tenets of critical race theory

Table 3.2: Decolonizing theories & Methodologies with informed assets reframes the curriculum

Table 3.3: Basic tenets of this study: informed assets

Table 4.0: Chabot College Students Race-ethnicity Fall 2017

Table 4.1: Chabot College Staff Characteristics by Race-ethnicity Fall 2017

Table: 4.2: Percentage of First Generation Students-Race-Ethnicity Groups

Table: 4.3: Percentage Assessed into Basic Skills English

Table: 4.4: Percentage Assessed into Basic Skills Math

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Table 4.6: Success Rates for Library Skills taught by other librarians 2008-2015

Table 6: Distillation of findings for research questions w/o quotes

Table 6.2: Students engage with informed assets pedagogy

Table 7.1: Elements of an informed asset-based classroom

Table 7.2: Elements of informed asset-based curricula

Table 7.3: Teaching Strategies and Practices

Table 7.4: Experiences of Informed Learning

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LIST OF ABBREVIATIONS

CRT Critical Race Theory

FoK Funds of Knowledge

CHHP Critical Hip Hop Pedagogy

CRP Culturally-Relevant Pedagogy

CIL Critical Information Literacy

I.L. Information Literacy

IK Indigenous Knowledge

TK Traditional Knowledge

ACRL Assoc. College and Research Libraries

IFLA International Federation of Library Assoc.

EIP Embedded Indigenous Perspective

THUG LIFE The Hate U Give Little Infants Fucks Everyone

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TERMINOLOGY DEFINED

Many of the terms and concepts used in this study are interdisciplinary. The

definitions that follow emerge from the lexicons and theoretical frameworks of critical

race theory, critical theory, indigenous methodology, ethnic studies, critical cultural

theory, and other scholarly discourses.

Additive: Assumes that students have assets that aid in the acquisition of knowledge, and

that student assets are additive not subtractive (Valenzuela, 1999); additive counters the

deficit-based approach, which assumes students possess inherent obstacles to learning.

American Cultural Studies: Is a discipline in the United States that covers the

experiences and issues that concern the various diverse cultures within the United States

Asset-Based Approach: “Emphasizes strengths over weaknesses, resilience over risk,

and assets over deficits” (Rose, 2006). Its infusion into culturally-sustaining pedagogy

displaces the deficit-based model (Paris & Alim, 2014).

Authenticity: When one’s behavior is deemed correct by members of one’s community.

Autoethnography: Approach that acknowledges and accommodates the impact of

subjectivity, emotionality, and bias in the research process (Anderson, 2006).

Bias: A predisposition or a preconceived opinion that prevents a person from impartially

evaluating facts that have been presented for determination; a prejudice (Bias, 2010, pg. 25).

Black English: Any of a variety of dialects of English or English-based pidgins and

creoles associated with and used by Black people.

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Black Panthers: The Black Panthers where an African American organization started and

was active in the United States during the late 60’s through the early 70’s. They were

charged with doing community based education, protection, and advancement of civil

rights for African Americans.

Code-Switching: Modifying one’s behavior, appearance, etc. to adapt to different

sociocultural norms.

Colonialism: Taking over or occupying other people’s land, eradicating native language

and cultures, and supplanting them with the colonizers’ language and culture, and/or

segregatory and discriminatory institutions and practices.

Counter-Stories: Information or knowledge produced by marginalized peoples that

displaces misrepresentations or distortions of one’s history and cultural experience

(Solórzano & Yosso, 2002).

Critical Ethnography: The inclusion of the experiences of marginalized populations in

the research participants’ cultural critiques (Schwandt, 2007).

Critical Race Theory (CRT): situates race as a central and pervasive determinant and

force (Yosso, 2005).

Critically Explicit Racialized Context: Acknowledgement of race as central in the lives

of those who have been racially marginalized by the dominant culture (morrison, 2017).

Cultural Assets/Cultural Wealth: Communities of color possess knowledge, skills,

hopes, and aspirations and harness them to prevent acculturation and/or collusion to macro

and micro forms of oppression (Yosso, 2005; Delgado Bernal, 1997, 2001; Auerbach,

2001; Stanton-Salazar, 2001; Solórzano & Delgado Bernal, 2001; Orellana, Dorner &

Pulido, 2003).

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Cultural Capital: Whiteness constitutes cultural, social, and property value. Being white

guarantees hierarchical standing over minorities (Bourdieu,1973; Yosso, 2005).

Cultural Interface: “The intersection of the Western and Indigenous domains…the place

where we live and learn, the place that conditions our lives, the place that shapes our

futures and, more to the point, the place where we are active agents in our own lives,

where we make our decisions our life world” (Nakata, 2002, p. 285)

Culturally-Relevant Pedagogy (CRP): Pedagogy that reflects and includes students’

current and historical cultural background and experiences. Teachers must possess

relevant cultural knowledge and competence to engage diverse students.

Culturally Sustaining Pedagogy: Sustaining pedagogy that incorporates cultural

relevance (Paris & Alim, 2014), e.g. learning to speak in one’s native tongue and

transmitting to the next generation. In terms of this study, pedagogy is informed by

students’ assets and by historical and cultural community wealth.

Dominant Culture: The customs of the group of people with the most power in a given

society constitute the dominant culture of a country (Spring, 2006).

Double Consciousness: The experience of having two selves, as experienced by African

Americans, first noted by Du Bois.

Decolonized Frame: A frame of mind wherein one is aware of the lived social, cultural,

and historical reality beyond the scope of the colonial dominant narrative.

Deficit Model of Education: Teachers and educators not seeing students as possessing

strengths held within their cultural contexts. Instead many marginalized populations are

viewed as lacking or in deficit because they do not possess or are successful in

Eurocentric standards of education in the United States and abroad.

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Embedded Indigenous Knowledge Perspective (EIP): In order to move toward or

attempt a decolonizing curriculum, the perspective and knowledge of Indigenous peoples

must be embedded by academics (McLaughlin & Whatman, 2007).

Ethnography: “Ethnography can be defined as the study of people in naturally occurring

settings or ‘fields’ by means of methods which capture their social meanings and ordinary

activities, involving the researcher participating directly in the setting” (Brewer, 2003, p.

2). In the case of this study, ethnography means the systematic study of culture in order to

see beyond one’s own lens/world.

Flip the Script: A Black vernacular a slang term meaning to reverse a situation, making it

into a positive one or to make a situation more useful and relevant to one’s experience.

Funds of Knowledge: A reference to “the historically accumulated and culturally

developed bodies of knowledge and skills essential for household or individual

functioning and well-being” (Moll, 2001, p. 133).

Funds of Identity: “Funds of knowledge—bodies of knowledge and skills that are

essential for the well-being of an entire household—become funds of identity when people

actively use them to define themselves” (Esteban-Guitart & Moll, 2014, p. 31).

Hip Hop: Hip hop also known as rap music is a music genre created by African

Americans in the late 70’s. Hip hop consist of singing, rhyming or reciting poetry styled

lyrics to a rhythmic beat.

Indigenous Knowledge: “[Indigenous knowledge] includes the cultural traditions, values,

beliefs, and worldviews of local peoples as distinguished from Western scientific

knowledge. Such local knowledge is the product of indigenous peoples’ direct experience

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of the workings of nature and its relationship with the social world. It is also a holistic

and inclusive form of knowledge” (Dei, 1993, p.105).

Intentional Space: Culturally relevant space where members cultivate conversational

intimacy to tell their stories, discuss shared experiences, and think critically about social

and cultural contexts (morrison, 2017).

Information Literacy (IL): Is about “engaging in information practices in order to learn;

engaging with the different ways of using information to learn” (Bruce, 2008, pg. 5).

Interdisciplinarity: Interdisciplinarity involves the use of more than 2 academic fields in

an academic class or research project.

Lived Experience: Someone’s life experience as articulated by them and only them (Paris &

Alim, 2014). Lived experience is a first-hand account and reflection. “Lived experience, as it is

explored and understood in qualitative research, is a representation and understanding of a

researcher or research subject's human experiences, choices, and options and how those factors

influence one's perception of knowledge” (Given, 2009, pg. 490).

Mindful Inquiry (MI): A, research approach where one must “be attentive to and

conscious of the cultural, political, social, linguistic and ideological origins of one’s own

perspective and voice as well as the perspective and voice of those one interviews and

those to whom one reports” (Patton, 2002, p. 65).

Participatory Action Research (PAR): “aims to produce knowledge and action directly

useful to people, and also to empower people through the process of constructing and

using their own knowledge” (Miller, & Brewer, 2003, p. 226).

Street Knowledge: Resourcefulness to survive at society’s margins

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Student Knowledge/Standpoint: Addresses issues of importance to students; working

with students’ (subjugated) knowledge about the way school works; allowing

marginalized perspectives and voices to take center stage; using student experiences to

develop approaches and tools; disrupting academic power relations, which includes but is

not confined to those that are age-related; geared toward making a difference (Thomson &

Gunter, 2007).

Subtractive Education: Education that is subtractive “refers to curriculum policies, processes,

or practices that remove students' culture or language from classroom contexts as a resource for

learning or as a source of personal affirmation” (Sloan, 2010, pg. 826). For the student’s this

means abandoning their traditional culture and language to assimilate fully into the Eurocentric

American culture.

THUG LIFE: Thug Life is an acronym created by the hip hop rapper Tupac Shakur. In

Tupac explained it is not about being a criminal. He attributes THUG LIFE as being

about how white society treats and sees African Americans. African Americans live

THUG LIFE due to racism, police profiling, discrimination and segregation. This

includes unequal access to education, housing, and reparations and an official apology for

the genocide that Africans and African Americans endured during U.S. slavery. It is an

acronym for “The Hate U Give Little Infants Fucks Everyone”. Tupac said he diagnosed

THUG LIFE not created.

Traditional Knowledge (TK) “Traditional knowledge refers to the knowledge,

innovations, and practices of indigenous and local communities around the world.

Developed from experience gained over the centuries and adapted to the local culture and

environment, traditional knowledge is transmitted orally from generation to generation. It

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tends to be collectively owned and takes the form of stories, songs, folklore, proverbs,

cultural values, beliefs, rituals, community laws, local language, and agricultural practices,

including the development of plant species and animal breeds” (Convention on Biological

Diversity, 2006, n.p.).

Traditional Schooling: Dominant pedagogical methods and content, often devoid of

indigenous knowledge and ways of teaching.

Underrepresented/Marginalized: Groups that identify in terms of physical, cultural, and

class characteristics (i.e., race, class, gender, caste, tribe, minorities) that are

underrepresented in dominant cultural institutions, forms, and discourses (Solórzano &

Yosso, 2002).

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PREAMBLE

“It is our opinion that one of the most fundamental principles of Aboriginal research

methodology is the necessity for the researcher to locate him or herself. . .We resist

colonial models of writing by talking about ourselves first and then relating pieces of our

stories and ideas to the research topic” (Brown, L., & Strega, S. (Eds.). (2005, p. 99).

Four Arrows (aka Don Trent Jacobs) statesin his book, The Authentic Dissertation: Alternative

Ways of Knowing, Research and Representation (Jacobs, 2009) that, “the diverse short

dissertations stories in this book are authentic. They are, in essence, spiritual undertakings and

reflections that honor the centrality of the researcher’s voice, experience, creativity, and

authority. As such, these researchers created dissertations that:

1. Focus more on important questions than on research methodologies per se;

2. Seek to make the world a better place

3. Regard the people’s version of reality;

4. Are situated in experience;

5. Respect multiple culturally determined ways of thinking and knowing;

6. Respect multiple culturally determined ways of thinking and living;

7. Challenge all forms of oppression

8. See service to others as a component of research;

9. Honor traditional Indigenous ways of knowing—just to name a few” (p. 2)

It is my hope that I, too, have created research much like what Four Arrows has stated.

I am attempting to decolonize my mind (Tuhiwai Smith, 2008; Tuck & Yang,

2012) so I can describe the conditions of being a colonized scholar and student (Hodges,

2010). I am in a state of reaction against the rules, against the dominant narrative, which

is exactly the state my students are in, and why the curriculum and pedagogy I use works

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for them. In traditional academic spaces, students’ knowledge and cultural wealth is

“disavowed, displaced, negated, and engulfed” (Silva, 2009, p. 42), and dismissed by a

process of remediation. My students and I reject this exclusion and negation. We

formulate our own narrative and pedagogy of affirmation.

The format of a traditional education dissertation (Duke & Beck, 1999) does not speak

truth to power (Tronsgard, 1963; Beckmann & Porter, 1982), does not allow for authenticity of

experience (Duke & Beck, 1999; Hartley & Betts, 2009; Hill et al., 2011), and does not embody

the forms of knowledge transfer in my community, my students’ lives, or our classroom. The

structure in which I present information differs from that of “traditional dissertations.” The

structure and methods used, I feel, are the best way to present what my students and I have to

say. Jacobs suggests that “any format can be sufficiently ‘valid’ if it makes a unique and

substantial contribution to understanding the world better or to making it a better place to

live…alternative ‘dissertation stories have proven this so’” (2009, p. 5). My dissertation

embodies the spirit and intention of our authentic expression. Please honor and engage with it.

As my study and this dissertation have evolved, “the form this research has taken

is a reflection of my shifting focus throughout the process” (Hansen, 2016, p. 41). This

mobility has allowed me to explore and share the complicated, personal, political, and

emotional aspects of research (Hansen, 2016, p. 41). I write in the first person to reflect

my autoethnographic approach, and incorporate data collection, reflection, analysis, and

findings to amplify my theoretical standpoint.

Situating Myself in Academia as a Black Woman “If they find out about you it is all over…. Cultivate normalcy. Stress sameness, blend in. For God’s sake don’t pile difference upon difference. It’s not safe.” (Michelle Cliff, The Land of Look Behind, 1985.)

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Entering the academic conversation as a scholar of color, I find I am situated in a

system that bell hooks (1994) characterizes as one circumscribed by race, as it is

concurrently and perpetually working in the lives of colonized and marginalized people.

Hooks describes this as “White supremacist, capitalist patriarchy: interlocking systems of

domination that define our reality” (Ryan, 2011, p. 1). So, in my efforts to earn a PhD,

not only do I confront this interlocking system, I also possess a double consciousness, one

I must articulate using academic discourse—how others would have me perceived, and

how I perceive/situate myself. As a doctoral student, I concur with Croft (2015): “I am

attempting to un-do myself, un-doing kardiya (whitefella/non-indigenousness) learning

then relearning all I have been taught through a Western pedagogy, and then redoing, re-

making myself” (p. 232). Croft explains that the tools needed for this dismantlement and

reconstruction are themselves products of academic discourse and methodology. Yet,

even while using this language and these strategies, she must remain present, accountable,

connected, and situated in her community. I bring these insights and considerations to

bear on the pedagogical framework of informed assets I employ in my Hip-Hop-themed

library class.

I am struggling to articulate myself in freedom (Madison, 2012), to draw from and

represent a decolonized perspective that invests power and significance in the voices and

experiences of the marginalized. This is the source and substance of my work: the active,

reactive student-scholar-educator. My research seeks “not to replace the historical values of

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academic research in the Western tradition but only to challenge some of these values and offer

alternative ideas that stem from different sometimes opposing values” (Jacobs, 2009, p. 4). It

demands an understanding of the knowledge, experiential base, and struggles of indigenous

communities and people of color.

The U.S. educational system’s curriculum and practices evidence a deficit-based

framework to the languages, literacies, and cultural traditions of many students and communities

of color. In this model, these inherent attributes are viewed as obstacles to learning (see Lee,

2007), and (Truebridge, 2013), for further discussion of the deficit-to-resource paradigm

trajectory in research and practice). Deficit-based approaches seek to eradicate the linguistic and

cultural forms students of color bring from their homes and communities and to replace them

with “superior practices” (Paris, 2012). Counter to this formulation, I developed a teaching

model for building on students’ strengths. My students are predominantly African American,

Latino, Indigenous Americans, Asian Pacific Islanders, and White students who identify with

Hip-Hop culture. I engage them through a dynamic IL curriculum that builds upon their

strengths and life experiences.

The pedagogical intersections I employ are practiced in other fields and disciplinary

contexts, as represented in the study’s literature review. It is unclear to me why they are not

practiced in the LIS field. In 2016, the International Federation of Library Associations (IFLA)

produced a report identifying five information trends that will shape what information is in the

world. IFLA contends that in the future, “Hyper-connected societies [that] will listen to and

empower new voices and groups” (i Calvo & Kuzmin, 2013, p. 43).

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So, I ask: How does the LIS community account for our students’ lived experiences?

How do we integrate what underserved populations know with what they learn on campus?

There are other academics that are teaching by building upon students’ strengths, among them:

• Huston, M. M. (1989). May I introduce you: Teaching culturally diverse end-

users through everyday information seeking experiences. Reference Services

Review, 17(1), 7-11. and Huston, M. M. (1987).

• Researcher response to the politics of information. Research Strategies, 5, 90-93.

• Akom, A.A. (2009). Critical hip hop pedagogy as a form of liberatory praxis.

Equity & Excellence in Education, 42(1), 52–66.

This dissertation represents my contribution to students of color, to those who are

the first in their families to attend college, and to academics striving toward educational

equity. I cannot assume the neutral position asserted in dominant educational paradigms

and research. Neutrality does not exist in my classroom; there is nothing about educating

folks of color and the poor that has ever been neutral. Mainstream education serves the

purpose of replicating the "status quo": a status quo that is based on exclusion, the

promotion of assimilation to dominant norms, and a sweeping culture of surveillance

directed toward people of color. Mclaughlin & Whatam (2007) posited embedded

indigenous perspectives (EIP) in an effort to decolonize the curriculum, arguing that

“successful attempts at embedding Indigenous knowledge may result from critical models

of curriculum development, rather than outcomes based education” (pg. 11). Along the

lines of (EIP) I believe the use of autoethnography and counter-stories as pedagogy

provides student produced curriculum and provides culturally relevancy.

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I understand that people will respond to my study and label it “alternative,” and

that my research is unfamiliar and challenging. Although the study’s asset-based

framework is somewhat new in academic circles, it builds upon a historically-rich

foundation pioneered by such educators as W.E.B. Du Bois, Carter G. Woodson, Zora

Neale Hurston, and Gloria Ladson-Billings, all of whom “used race as a theoretical lens”

(Tyson, 1998, p. 22). According to Ellis, Adams, and Bochner (2011),

scholars began recognizing that different kinds of people possess different

assumptions about the world—a multitude of ways of speaking, writing, valuing

and believing—and that conventional ways of doing and thinking about research

were narrow, limiting, and parochial. These differences can stem from race

(Anzaldùa, 1987; Boylorn, 2006; Davis, 2009), gender (Blair, Brown & Baxter,

1994; Keller, 1995), sexuality (Foster, 2008; Glave,2005), age (Dossa, 1999;

Paulson & Willig, 2008), ability (Couser, 1997;Gerber, 1996), class (hooks, 2000;

Dykins Callahan, 2008), education (Delpit, 1996; Valenzuela, 1999), or religion

(Droogsma, 2007; Minkowitz, 1995). (p. 4)

The context of my work demands the methodology and theoretical framework that I

employ in this study and dissertation. I cannot address assets and cultural wealth if I do

not enter this academic space and declare, “this is what is valued.” Our counter-stories.

I want to get to the point, and I don’t want to jump through a bunch of hoops to get

there. Marginalized populations are often subjected to demands, assumptions, and “extra

tasks” to demonstrate their competence or eligibility, e.g. in financial transactions and

within educational environments. My students experience this when they are provided at

the outset of a course with a laundry list of rules and specifications. This list declares, here

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is the knowledge that is validated and these are the regulations that you must adhere to. I

foreground student voices in this thesis and in my library classroom not to perpetuate

“cursory linkages to students’ communities” (Valenzuela, 2016, p.110), but to take up the

torch and inspire others to teach in a way that recognizes students’ experiential and

cultural lives (Valenzuela, 2016, p. 110.) I align myself with Valenzula, who writes,

“Education is conceived not as a process of replacing accumulated community knowledge

with school knowledge, but rather as leveraging both in ways that support collective

intellectual, cultural, and spiritual well-being” (Valenzuela, 2016, p. 111). I honor the role

and power of students’ counter-stories, as they define their educational context, lived

experiences, and the cultural and familial narratives that constitute their identities.

Tell It: A Dissertation Translation: Code-switching/Double-Consciousness

“My philosophy to win is calling me to spit this shit . . .” (Blue Scholars, 2003). Throughout this dissertation, I write with a sprinkling of Black English, code-

switching, and double consciousness that represents authentic African American

experience, Hip-Hop culture, and my class environment. The use of code-switching

reflects a double consciousness: the awareness of how to navigate between a white

dominant culture and one’s own community. I often label subheadings in the form of

Hip-Hop lyrics or metaphors to reflect my students’ lived experience. These metaphors

represent a combination of street language, knowledge, and lived experience, as opposed

to what is deemed “academic” language: code-switching/double consciousness literacies

situated in the cultural and social practices of everyday life that translate and reinvent

linguistic construction, usage, and cultural interaction. Many African Americans and

communities of color extend the limitations of standard language to serve as a

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communicative code that reverses the power of the dominant culture and its linguistic

colonization (Alim, 2011). My subheadings reflect and reinvent this tradition.

I’d like to welcome you to the home we created in our library classroom, a space

that extends the definition and skill sets implied by the concept and practice of

information literacy. I draw upon IL’s tenets to promote skills and introduce tools that

bear cultural relevance to our lived experiences, that revitalize learning to make space for

decolonized healing, and that celebrate students’ cultural wealth and the value of

Indigenous Knowledge. I wholeheartedly believe that we created a place “where we are

active agents in our own lives—where we make our decisions—our lifeworld”

(Mclaughlin & Whatam, 2002, p. 5).

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CHAPTER 1: Introduction to Study: They Want to Categorize Us As Children of a High Crime Rate

1.2 CONTEXT OF THE PROBLEM:

1.2.1 A Historical Struggle for Freedom and Literacy among Marginalized Peoples

“For while the tale of how we suffer, and how we are delighted, and how we may triumph is never new, it always must be heard. There isn’t any other tale to tell, it’s the only light we’ve got in all this darkness.” -James Baldwin (sonny’s Blues)

Prior to the European slave trade, settler colonialism, and the post-colonial and

civil rights eras, African people and the indigenous peoples of what is referred to as the

United States passed down multiple forms of literacy and cultural traditions from

generation to generation. Over the course of European colonialism, much of that

transmission was lost or overwritten. As a result, many groups today struggle to

remember, reclaim, and revitalize the cultural traditions and forms of expression

suppressed by colonization (Trask, 2004, Fisher, 2009). My pedagogy honors and

contributes to those efforts.

Many slaves learned to read and write despite the brutal consequences that often

ensued. As Fisher (2009) reminds us, “…The idea of a literate ‘slave’ was dangerous and

offensive to most whites” (p. x). Slaves often used their fingers as pens and dirt for paper

and confronted great risks in order to teach one another to read and write. They regarded

the acquisition of literacy as an imperative in the quest for individual and collective

liberation: “Part of becoming literate was to assume the responsibility to contribute to

one’s immediate and at large community” (Fisher, 2009, p. 18). At great risk, many

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literate and free slaves took it upon themselves to educate those within their communities.

Free and enslaved blacks who participated in the makeshift schools ranged in age from the

young to the very old. Learning to read and write was seen as an imperative—especially

if one had their sights on freedom, and on ways to get ahead. This notion of self and

community betterment would remain strong among blacks and other communities of color

throughout segregation and desegregation and attempts to assimilate them to the dominant

norm. This link between self and community uplift continues to animate political and

social activism in marginalized communities.

1.2.2 Literacy and Assimilation in the Lives of People of Color

The creation of indigenous boarding schools in the United States and abroad

fostered the linguistic and cultural assimilation of native populations and the subsequent

destruction of indigenous traditions. Jacobs, (2009, pg.xx) posits that the colonizers’

forced removal of Aboriginal and American Indian children represented an act of colonial

control rather than assimilation, and that their subsequent educational curriculum was

designed to create an exploitable labor force. The generation and modification of

curriculum to serve the labor market extended beyond the institutionalization of

indigenous boarding schools: trade schools’ curricula was also designed to assimilate

newly emancipated blacks into the labor force. This radical shift in power relations and

broader economic and social forces dictated educational paradigms for the newly freed

blacks. Anderson, (1989, p. 8) contends, “this system of second-class education for blacks

did not just happen. It was a logical outgrowth of a social ideology designed to adjust

black southerners to racially qualified forms of political and economic subordination”.

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Today, our menial labor forces are heavily populated by people of color. Our

schools provide market driven education for people of color and the poor, and is lacking in

pedagogy relevant to students experiences. Attempts to integrate culturally relevant

pedagogy into mainstream academic institutions are stymied by the dearth of faculty

drawn from indigenous, ethnic, and marginalized populations. According to the U.S.

Department of Education, National Center for Education Statistics, in the fall of 2015, “of

all full-time faculty at degree-granting postsecondary institutions, 42 percent were White

males, 35 percent were White females, 6 percent were Asian/Pacific Islander males, 4

percent were Asian/Pacific Islander females, 3 percent each were Black females and Black

males, and 2 percent each were Hispanic males and Hispanic females 2017” (p. 144).

Having staff and faculty of color on our campuses is integral to the overall experience and

success for students of color. According to

https://www.census.gov/quickfacts/fact/table/US/PST045217 (U.S Census, 2014) Black

Americans comprise 13.4% of total U.S. population.

1.2.3 History and Issues of Student Engagement in the Educational Environment

A number of theorists have focused on the cultural biases inherent in curriculum and

pedagogy (Paris & Alim, 2014). In the educational environment, the “struggle over the

curriculum, over whose experience would be represented as valid or whose language or history

would be taught—are unquestionably long-standing” (Buras & Apple, 2006, p. 24). What is

knowledge? Who can create knowledge? Whose stories are told and how are they told? Whose

lived experience is valued? The answers to these questions define the scope and acquisition of

knowledge in educational settings.

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Marginalized groups have fought for inclusion and representation and against the

forces of cultural assimilation and historical omission in the educational domain. Houston

(2007) states, “At the heart of this recognition is a belief in the need to challenge the

established ways of acquiring knowledge, particularly knowledge that is collected,

analyzed, published, and taught about the ‘Other,’ the ‘colonized,’ the Indigenous” (p. 1).

Fisher, (Fisher, 2009, p. 63) reminds us that the “historical nature of education in the

context of the United States makes it far too easy to forget how schools sought to

assimilate Black and Latino youth, thus marginalizing if not outright devaluing these

student’s familial and community contributions”. This process is evident in various

outcomes emergent from the government’s efforts to desegregate schools, e.g. the

displacement of African American teachers and community members and the battles over

student busing (Alim, 2011). As the desegregation process fragmented social and

geographical ties, the church served as a source of unity and strength for community

members (Fisher, 2008). Today, marginalized populations are struggling to rectify,

reclaim, and revitalize their cultural practices, wealth, and literacies. Apple states,

“common struggles to build and keep alive aesthetic and insurgent meanings are so much

a part of a people’s past and present” (Apple, 2009, p. xi). The growing body of counter-

stories from marginalized populations speaks to this.

There is a growing body of research on the experiences of first-generation and

underrepresented students attending institutions of higher education in the United States

and abroad (Tinto, 1993; Orbe, 2004; Tinto, 2008; Miller, 2011; Woosley & Soria, 2012;

McKenzie, 2005; Battiste, 2011; Hall, 2013; Deer 2014). The federal government coined

the nomination “first-generation student” to target disadvantaged students for federally-

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funded outreach programs (Graham, 2011; Davenport, 2014). These students were then,

as they are now, drawn from disproportionately poor communities of color. Many have

attended chronically underfunded public schools, are employed during their undergraduate

studies, and often bear multiple familial responsibilities, including caring for children and

elders. Most of these students commute to campus and rely on various forms of financial

aid to pay their educational expenses (Nuñez & Carroll, 1998).

First-generation college students cannot draw from the background knowledge and

experiences of their family and friends. They often enter college academically unprepared

to withstand the rigors of a higher education curriculum. First-generation college students

may feel alienated from higher education environments, and may come to campus without

the necessary social and informational contexts to maximize their experiences. Students

drawn from underrepresented groups perceive that their experiences, cultural wealth, and

knowledge base are regarded as deficits in mainstream educational institutions: as things

to be extracted, excised, removed, or otherwise overcome and replaced with White

cultural values (Alim, 2011, Yosso, 2005). Educators, like myself have sought to reframe

this position by telling students, Yes, you do know how to do things, you’ve been told that

that does not work here—but it does (Gay, 1995; Ladson-Billings, 1992; Moll, 1992).

These educators strive to increase equitable education (Ainscow, 2013; Chapman, 1997,

Ainscow, 2013; Vasquez, 1998) and make the classroom a culturally relevant space

(Ladson-Billings, 1995, 2014; Gay, 2002, 2010).

1.2.4 Statement of the Problem: “No Love for Us Ghetto Children”

“Outsiders they refuse to help us, yes they do, And they down us for living the way we do,

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But when you're born the child, the child of a poor man, ooh, They say the ghetto is the only place for you”. (Staple Singers) Community college students, many of whom are first-generation, are particularly

subject to the discrepancy between what is valued in their native cultures and what is

important in academia (Tierney & Colyar, 2006; Valenzuela, 1999). For these students, it

is important to consider whether their information seeking processes, the ways in which

they think about, seek, and use information, apply to their college educational experience.

Does the current academic climate help them to acquire the information literacy skills they

need in a higher education setting? Are these students encountering a deluge of

information in their courses within a climate that often conflicts with, or even denies, their

knowledge and experience and situatedness (Alim, 2011; Yosso, 2002; Valenzuela,

2016)? My pedagogy aims to transform the wealth these students already possess into

“translate that wealth, and this is how.” Their prior knowledge and cultural wealth is the

catalyst to explore and find cultural context, knowledge of and from their communities via

information literacy. I posit an informed asset-based approach, which encompasses an

explicit racialized context pedagogy. This model incorporates students’ real-world

literacies, historical contexts, and lived experiences. It is largely absent from current IL

research literature and curriculum. In the rare instances of inclusion, this approach is

often merely a supplement to existing curriculum rather than an independent field of

inquiry or pedagogical model.

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Although educational research reflects decades of theoretical engagement with

asset-based models, IL theorists and practitioners have not substantively explored or

invested in this pedagogical framework. My study represents an intervention; I apply

asset-based approaches to the IL classroom at a community college located within the

traditional territory of the Muwekma Ohlone, in what is now referred to as San Francisco

Bay Area in the United States. In this study and within my classroom pedagogy, I seek to

ascertain whether encouraging students to share their lived experiences, cultural assets,

situatedness, and inherent knowledge can ease their transition into an academic setting

and, breathe life into IL instruction and expose students to the wealth of Indigenous

knowledge coming from their own communities.

1.2.5 “We Seek the Knowledge Your Colleges Lack” blue scholars (2004)

They aint teachin us nothing but how to be slaves and hardworkers…They ain't teachin us nothin related to solvin our own problems…Ain't teachin us how to get crack out the ghetto. They ain't teachin us how to stop the police from murdering us and brutalizing us, they ain't teachin us how to get our rent paid…They ain't teachin our families how to interact better with each other… They just teachin us how to build they shit up, knowhatimsayin? That's why my niggasGot a problem with this shit, that's why… droppin out that Shit cuz it don't relate…school don't even relate to us. (Dead Prez, 2000)

The persistent problem of cultural bias in curriculum and pedagogy has driven the

development of numerous theoretical and practical responses discussed in Chapter 2

(below). Inviting marginalized students to share their lived experiences illuminates

history and contemporary cultural contexts (Alim, 2011; Akom, 2009; Ladson-Billings,

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1995; Yosso, 2005, 2006). Information literacy praxis provides a unique opportunity to

guide the inclusion and acculturation of those who have been underrepresented and

underserved in academia. Whether this occurs in one-shot orientations, a research project,

or in a collaborative project with a colleague from a different discipline, librarians must

begin to look at the diverse populations they serve and make IL relevant (Bruce, Edwards,

& Lupton , 2006; Accardi, et al., 2010). In this model of transformative IL praxis,

students drive the engagement and instruction. This curriculum draws from critical IL

(Accardi, et al. 2010), asset-based pedagogy (Paris & Alim, 2014; Akom, 2009), and what

I term “explicit racialized situatedness/context pedagogy,” an approach that capitalizes on

students’ knowledge, and cultural wealth. The goal is to maximize student engagement by

building upon the assets they already possess. My study provides a model to guide these

efforts.

1.3 RESEARCH QUESTIONS

There is really nothing more to say—except why. But since why is difficult to handle, one must take refuge in how. (Morrison, 1987, p. 9)

This study seeks to document how students use their cultural wealth, real-world

literacies, and lived experiences to acquire information literacy in a community college

setting. The following questions will be addressed:

1. How do community college students use their cultural assets in an IL class? 2. How do community college students participate in additive pedagogical practices in an IL classroom? 3. How do community college students experience explicit racial and cultural situatedness in an IL classroom?

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These questions exemplify this study’s asset-based framework. They are articulated in an

autoethnographic voice because this style of address is “capable of powerful examinations

of the relationships between self and other from the perspective of self. These questions

encourage the authentic engagement of one’s lived experience to counter the

misrepresentations and omissions performed by others. Starr (2010) believes

“autoethnographic investigation has the potential to address some of the tensions that exist

as a result of the cultural multiplicity present in... schools” (p. 7). The questions that

frame this study address culturally relevant, sustaining, and revitalizing pedagogy to

encourage students to link their lives outside of the classroom with what they are learning

within it.

1.4 Study’s Objectives: Took My Dogs on a Private Plane from the Public Housing (Big Sean, “Bounce Back,” 2017) First and foremost, the purpose of this study is to provide a legitimate space for

students to voice their academic counter-stories and to present their experience in an asset-

based research classroom. Thus, this study and student voices within it provide insight

about teaching practices that acknowledge cultural assets, and the important role they play

in engaging them and helping them see the relevance of their lived experiences.

“we wouldn’t ask why a rose that grew from the concrete for having damaged petals, in turn, we would all celebrate its tenacity, we would all love its will to reach the sun, well, we are the roses, this is the concrete and these are my damaged petals, don’t ask me why, thank god, and ask me how” (Shakur, Tupac, 1999).

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This study seeks to understand how curricular engagement of students’ cultural

wealth and informed assets impacts IL acquisition within an academic environment. How

do these components contribute to resuscitating, making relevant, and sustaining IL

curricula that students feel is not culturally and personally relevant? This study:

Uses student autoethnographies to identify culturally relevant curricula that resonate with

their lived experiences on and off campus;

Examines how student’s cultural assets inform IL instruction;

Identifies which components of IL instruction encourage lifelong learning (CRT,

decolonizing knowledge framework).

This study demonstrates the impact and potential of IL instruction performed

within a decolonized frame. In describing “history told from below” (Rickertt, 2007;

Harvey, 1993), this study addresses the need to incorporate student-articulated experience

of critical race theory and informed asset-based pedagogy into academic instruction. This

explicit integration is often frustrated by traditional IL instruction’s adherence to an

agenda of objectivity or neutrality. My work and my students’ stories push beyond this

position to insist that racial identity and cultural situatedness are central to a revitalized

and relevant IL curriculum.

1.5 Practitioner positionality: “Doing Scholarship”

Upon my hiring as the Information Literacy and Outreach Librarian at Chabot

College, I was directed to reinvigorate the library’s curriculum. At the time, student

participation in library research skills classes was low. As I set about to change this, I

observed the students who came into the library and situated their race, class, gender, and

socioeconomic affiliations within the scope of broader campus demographics. Chabot

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College has a high percentage of African American and Latino students, mostly drawn

from nearby cities, which are themselves mainly populated by these marginalized groups.

The 2015 Census table below identifies the college’s racial and ethnic demographics.

Table 1 Chabot College population distribution by race

Students Spring 2015 Census Race-ethnicity

Number 13,355

Percent

African American 1,604 12%

Asian American 2,094 16%

Filipino Pacific Islander 1,043 8%

Latino 4,900 37%

Native American 31 <1%

Pacific Islander 227 2%

White 2,433 18%

Multiracial 802 6%

Unknown 221 2%

In this new role, I reflected upon my own experience as a first-generation student

of color, as someone who regarded higher education as a means to improve my skills and

move into a higher socioeconomic bracket. I pondered what the “hook” was that sparked

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my interest in research and information literacy. In my case, the cultural knowledge that I

possessed prior to my matriculation became an asset when I was encouraged to investigate

something I already knew about for a research assignment. I decided that I needed to

identify and implement a “hook” to assist students like me to feel safe in the unfamiliar

academic environment. I wanted to convince students that my IL class would value their

assets.

I participate in the cadre of critical educators who regard education as a liberatory

tool. Likewise, I view my approach to IL as integrated with other disciplinary fields. This

inclusive and holistic paradigm is one of the categories of informed learning (Bruce,

Edwards, & Lupton, 2006). Compartmentalizing disciplines works against the notion of

education as liberation. In my approach to IL, I employ a “racially explicit informed

asset-based” pedagogy and use a mixed ethnographic approach, decolonized history, and

student assets to guide curriculum. As an undergraduate, I was encouraged to tap into my

own cultural wealth and my personal assets. This practice impacts my pedagogy and

informs the research questions that frame this study. Rather than viewing and engaging a

student’s background from a deficit-based standpoint (Milner, 2008b; Volk & Long,

2005) or labeling students as “at risk,” an additive, assets-based approach strives for

inclusivity and continuity. Culturally relevant pedagogy (Ladson-Billings, 1995) and

culturally sustaining pedagogy (Paris & Alim, 2014) are asset-based approaches which

challenge deficit-based models. Smith-Maddox and Solórzano (2002) link funds of

knowledge (Moll, 1990) scholarship to this new model: “asset-based research is grounded

in the recognition that a unique combination of assets exists in each community.

Specifically, the assets can be found in at least four places: a) with individuals in the

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community, b) in community associations, c) within community institutions, and d) in

indigenous forms of knowledge ‘native’ to the community. Indeed, an asset-based

strategy emphasizes the development of policies and practices grounded in the capacities,

skills, and assets of people and their neighborhoods” (p. 78). Asset-based pedagogy will

be further explained in Chapter 2, the literature review.

The informed assets-based framework (Morrison, 2017) I use in my classes and in

this study contains elements of cultural wealth/assets, critical race theory, and

decolonizing theories and methodologies, all of which assume that what students know

has intrinsic value. It is explicit about race’s omnipresence in personal identity and

educational contexts. Moreover, these theoretical frameworks and methodological

approaches insist that students’ cultural assets serve as aids in their acquisition of more

knowledge. This recognition “emphasizes strengths over weaknesses, resilience over risk,

and assets over deficits” (Rose, 2006, p. 236), displacing the deficit model of pedagogy

that has characterized most educational approaches in the U.S. (Paris & Alim, 2014, p.

87).

1.6 Researcher positionality: My Education via Autoethnography

“When I first got my big break, I said that I would never bend/ And discredit my character to keep up or contend” (Green, 2002).

I was initially unfamiliar and uncomfortable with autoethnography. The process of

my subsequent engagement has been a journey of discovery and resonance. As a student,

and now a professor, I have often felt as misaligned and out of place as my students:

surrounded by faculty who do not understand or engage with our cultural context. This

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lack of comprehension and appreciation often leads to students’ labeling as “at risk”,

“underachievers,” or students with only basic skills; they are the “other” students.

Like many of the students who participated in this study, my low-income family faced

challenges due to unequal access to society’s valued resources e.g. decent housing, food,

and equitable education. I am the first and only child of ten to attend college. My Lived

experience of racism, poverty, violence, crime and drugs and drugs made it hard for me to

succeed academically. Students like me must struggle against dominant societal messages

that juxtapose economic wealth and white privilege with social validity and moral worth.

I have had to develop the strength and resiliency to survive with limited financial

resources, and against a barrage of pernicious societal messaging. My students must

cultivate these survival skills as well.

I connected immediately with my students by telling my story and by privileging

their autobiographies. This connection is foundational to my thinking and teaching. The

sharing of my story lets them know who I am, where I come from, and what/that I

understand. It also helps them imagine themselves as scholars and teachers, like me: as a

teacher who shares biographical information that resonates with her students. I honor the

lived experiences of young people of color and those who are the first to attend college in

their families by using the cultural content of Hip-Hop. Our classroom dynamics position

Hip-Hop as an articulate and powerful cultural expression.

1.7 Thesis Outline

The dissertation contains seven additional chapters. Chapter 2 offers a review of

the literature and a compilation of sources on previous pedagogies used to dismantle bias

within education and curriculum. Toward the end of the literature review, information is

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presented on the asset-based and culturally relevant pedagogies some academics utilize to

address bias in education and to create equitable environments. I also offer some

description of current curricula. In Chapter 3, I explain the research design, covering

epistemological and analytic situatedness and this study’s theoretical frames.

Chapter 4 outlines the study method: a qualitative mixed ethnographic approach,

drawing upon the fields of critical and analytic autoethnography. This hybrid

methodology serves to engage researcher and participant narratives and counter-stories

describing experiences in American educational environments. Chapter 4 also addresses

research site context, interview questions and protocol, and introduces student

participants. It discusses how the traditional methods of data collection and analysis are

misaligned with students’ lived experiences and counter-stories, and outlines alternative

methods and implications for IL instruction. Chapter 4 documents ethics approval

procedures, verification and trustworthiness, and the study’s research limitations.

Chapter 5 describes the study in greater depth and includes student profiles. I

provide counter-stories from interview conversations, classroom discussion, and students’

reflective journals, and I identify emergent themes: the importance of informal

information networks to college students of color and first generation college attendees;

the power of using student cultural wealth/assets in academic classrooms; and substantive

discussion of the impact of racial identity on the lives of students and its role in American

society.

Chapter 6 reviews students’ stories on the following topics: student cultural assets,

explicit racial cultural situatedness, and student interaction with additive pedagogy. Next,

a summary of findings is presented in graphic and narrative forms. In chapter 7 I share

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my educational autoethnography, situate myself as a first-generation student and in

relation to the study, and document how I entered the teaching profession and began to

practice informed assets within IL classrooms. I insert a visual interpretation of informed

asset-based pedagogy in the form of a tree to suggest the house we created in our

classroom. Next, I revisit the literature influencing the study and outline three

overarching themes from the study’s counter-narratives and their potential impact on

theory and practice. Chapter 8 encompasses the conclusion, contributions, and

implications of the study. I also present elements of an informed asset-based classroom to

outline curriculum, teaching strategies, and practices.

In the literature review in the following chapter, we call upon several people who

have come and gone (historical context), those still present (current context) in the home

we have created as a class, in a library that is an intentional space. The ones we call upon

have, in various ways, tried, and are still trying, to dismantle bias in education, whether in

our neighborhoods, communities, school grounds, or classrooms. Many of the theoretical

and methodological approaches engaged within the literature review and this study stem

from discourses “operating from the fringe of dominant culture; on distant outskirts of

academia, where the voices of the “Other” cry out to be heard” (Houston, 2007, p. 45).

The discourses used within this dissertation and classroom articulates the importance of

having and valuing cultural assets that are not seen as deficits but as, rather, the

compounded knowledge and lived experiences of the communities we, as people of color,

come from. Though the list and examples are not exhaustive, they are primary in our

cultural context, and the classroom pedagogy in this study.

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CHAPTER 2: LITERATURE REVIEW

“If knowledge is power then understanding is liberation (Meyer, 2001, p. 125).”

2.1 Introduction to Literature This literature review traces multiple curricular frameworks and pedagogical

approaches designed to address educational bias. It highlights culturally-focused higher

educational research in the United States: pioneering work in multiculturalism, culturally

relevant pedagogy, and contemporary work aimed at eradicating bias in the desegregation

era. It examines scholarship that frames students’ cultural assets as a form of literacy,

including theories of funds of knowledge, cultural capital, critical race theory in

education, and Hip-Hop pedagogy.

2.2 Past curricular and pedagogical approaches to educational bias “How could there be a now if there never was a then? That is unbalanced just like the yang without the yen?” (Cee Lo Green, BIG OLE WORDS, 2002).

Early equity-focused educational approaches employed to address unequal access

and bias faced by marginalized peoples within educational settings were that of

Multiculturalism, Funds of Knowledge, Culturally Relevant Pedagogy, and Community

Cultural Wealth. Critical Race Theory (CRT) (Valencia & Solórzano 1997); (Delgado &

Stefancic, 2001; Bell, 1995) and (Yosso, 2005 and 2006) all encompass the ideas of

racism, social justice, and the dismantling of dominant praxis. The lived experience of

people of color, along with interdisciplinary tools to achieve social justice in academic

venues, were introduced during and after the civil rights era. This era was a period of

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political and social unrest recognized by communities that were experiencing

discrimination.

2.3 Literature influencing study and Classroom Pedagogy

The following theories and methods emphasize working with communities of color

in ways that are driven by an asset-based framework and reflective of racial situatedness.

They are theories that engage the ideas of equity and justice in schools, for communities

of color that have had their experiences placed at the margins in society, and education.

They reposition and revalue the experiences of those marginalized within society and

educational institutions. In doing so, they overturn the colonial narrative of displacement

by foregrounding the cultural wealth of marginalized communities in the educational

sphere.

2.3.1 Multiculturalism

Contemporary educators who promote cultural literacy build on the early

contributions of individuals such as Du Bois (1903, 1989) and Woodson (1933) in their

efforts to create a foundation for unbiased and accessible education. As early as the

1930s, Woodson observed a colleague in the Philippines using “objects and experiences

from students’ own environments and knowledge of local history and folklore to teach

students about themselves and the world” (Banks, 2001, p. 105). Acknowledging and

engaging with students’ knowledge has deep roots within the African American

pedagogical counter-tradition, but the broader educational environment has not embraced

this important aspect of decolonizing education.

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Banks (2001) defines multicultural education as “an idea, an educational reform

movement and a process” (p. 3). His iteration builds upon the work of other educators

who explored the creation of knowledge and experiences within marginalized groups.

Banks asserts that these pioneers charged themselves with making “the teaching and

learning of history a community affair” (p. 109). In subsequent work (2010), he outlines

a conceptual framework that articulates five dimensions of multicultural education: “(a)

content integration, (b) the knowledge construction process, (c) prejudice reduction, (d) an

equity pedagogy, and (e) an empowering school culture and social structure (Banks and

Banks, pg. 20)”. His framework evidences the later foci of culturally-focused education

scholars.

Attempts to incorporate multiculturalism into educational institutions and

curriculum (Dilworth, 2004) have proceeded alongside efforts to provide more access and

information to marginalized populations to improve their academic achievement (Zirkel,

2008). Educational institutions often only reflect and engage with multiculturalism or

“diversity” on a superficial level. In order to decolonize the curriculum and reach

marginalized communities, they must extend beyond surface-level engagement (Dei,

2012; Smith 2012; Calderon 2016; Tuck 2009). Decolonizing the curriculum must

include “a search for an anti-colonial curriculum that allows us to re-engage questions of

pedagogies, classroom instruction, teaching materials, including texts and other non-texts

that may include: social events, oral cultural stories, and arts-informed pedagogies” (Dei,

2016, p. 37). Decolonizing educators argue that marginalized students should benefit from

the teaching of culturally-literate academics, of which there are currently very few; as

Payne (2008) writes, “so much reform and so little change” (pg. 1).

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Decolonizing theories and methods can galvanize and create needed systemic

change. Howard (2003) states that “teacher educators must reconceptualize the manner in

which new teachers are prepared, and provide them with the skills and knowledge that

will be best suited for effectively educating today's diverse student population” (p. 195).

This new preparation must be inclusive of white privilege and its impact within an

academic environment. Solórzano &Yosso argues that “critical race theory advances a

strategy to foreground and account for the role of race and racism in education. This

works toward the elimination of racism as part of a larger goal of opposing or eliminating

other forms of subordination” (Solórzano & Yosso, 2002, p. 25). These “other forms”

refer to the oppression people have suffered as a result of their race, socioeconomic

background, sexuality, language, gender, place of origin, and other attributes that mark

their difference from the dominant culture.

2.3.2 Funds of Knowledge

Concurrent with early work in multiculturalism, anthropological and sociological

scholars developed theories of cultural and social capital, e.g. funds of knowledge. In

developing this model, the anthropologists Greenberg and Vélez-Ibáñez (1992) explored

the systems of cultural exchange employed by a community of Mexican Americans in

Arizona. Educational researchers refined the funds of knowledge model (Moll, Amanti,

Neff, and Gonzalez, 2001) “to refer to the historically accumulated and culturally

developed bodies of knowledge and skills essential for household or individual

functioning and well-being” (p. 133). In this model, communities harness their shared

experiences and alliances to build their cultural wealth. This wealth is transmitted from

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and augmented by generation after generation, and comprises the assets that students bring

to their educational experiences. Esteban-Guitart and Moll’s current work (2014)

translates funds of knowledge into funds of identity to evoke “the historically

accumulated, culturally developed, and socially distributed resources that are essential for

a person’s self-definition, self-expression, and self-understanding. Funds of knowledge—

bodies of knowledge and skills that are essential for the well-being of an entire

household—become funds of identity when people actively use them to define

themselves” (Esteban-Guitart & Moll, 2014). Influential U.S. studies (Civil, 2006; Moll,

1990; Dworin, 2006; Barton & Tan, 2009; Marshall & Toohey, 2010; Gotwals &

Birmingham, 2015), New Zealand studies (Hogg, 2012, 2013; Cooper & Hedges, 2014),

Australian studies (Hedges, et al., 2011), and Canadian studies (Marshall & Toohey, 2010;

Martin-Jones & Saxena, 2003) have documented the range of student assets, including

their funds of knowledge, and explored how those funds positively influence students’

learning experiences.

2.3.3 Community Cultural Wealth

Yosso (2005) relates Bourdieu’s (1973) cultural capital theory to the educational

experiences of Chicana/o students in the United States. She interweaves recent anti-racist

work and critical race theory to coin the term community cultural wealth. Community

cultural wealth (CCW) “is an array of knowledge, skills, abilities and contacts possessed

and used by Communities of Color to survive and resist macro and micro-forms of

oppression” (Yosso, 2005, p. 77). Yosso and other scholars (Delgado Bernal, 1997, 2001;

Auerbach, 2001; Stanton- Salazar, 2001; Solórzano & Bernal, 2001) maintain that CCW

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expands upon Bourdieu’s focus, one that is “narrowly defined by White, middle class

values” (Yosso, 2005, p. 77). Instead, they argue that cultural wealth manifests within

communities of color in multiple ways, such as “aspirational, navigational, social,

linguistic, familial, and resistant capital” and that traits of cultural wealth “are not

mutually exclusive or static, but rather are dynamic processes that build on one another”

(Yosso, 2005, p. 77). Yosso’s work also draws from Latina/o critical legal theory

(LatCrit). LatCrit deconstructs and reframes the black/white binary approach to race and

civil rights by calling attention to the Latino/a experience and “the problems and special

situations of Latina/o people—including bilingualism, immigration reform, … existing

race remedies law, and much more” (Stefancic, 1997, p. 151). LatCrit identifies and

addresses specific experiences of the Latina/o communities.

2.3.4 Critical race theory

Yosso (2005) applied many of the tenets of critical race theory to education, two of

which relate to framing everyday literacy as an asset. The first positions whiteness itself

as property, as an asset that commands the most value in the racial hierarchy, and defines

white cultural literacy as valued accordingly (Harris, 1993). Yosso posits that in

majoritarian society in the United States, forms of cultural literacy (e.g. blackness) that are

assigned lesser value are viewed as deficits. Yosso and other critical race theorists

(Solórzano & Yosso, 2002; Delgado Bernal; Delgado & Stefancic (1995) reverse this

paradigm to position the cultural literacy of people of color as an educational asset.

Applied to critical curricular and pedagogical contexts, these tenets acknowledge the

additive effect of cultural attributes and encourage the integration of this model in the

educational environment. The curricular inclusion of critical race theory provides a

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“framework or set of basic insights, perspectives, methods, and pedagogy that seeks to

identify, analyze, and transform those structural and cultural aspects of education that

maintain subordinate and dominant racial positions in and out of the classroom”

(Solórzano & Yosso, 2002, p. 25). These insights are borne out by others who promote

the integration of pedagogy with visions of social justice and inclusion, many of whom

work outside of the field of academic librarianship.

2.3.5 Culturally Relevant Pedagogy

Culturally relevant pedagogy (CRP) is a term coined by Ladson-Billings (1992).

CRP practitioners strive to build pedagogy that is more reflective and inclusive of the

U.S.’s diverse demographics and that is more attentive to the perspectives of marginalized

peoples. Ladson-Billings (1995) defines culturally relevant pedagogy as “a pedagogy of

oppression not unlike critical pedagogy but specifically committed to collective, not

merely individual, empowerment” (1995, pg. 160). Culturally relevant pedagogy is

animated by three central ideas: students must experience academic success; students must

develop and/or maintain cultural competence; and students must develop a critical

consciousness through which they challenge the current status quo of the social order.

Ladson-Billings contends that educational models that incorporate multiple interpersonal

and cultural elements may break with “cultural deficit or cultural disadvantage

explanations” which may then trigger “compensatory interventions” (1995, p. 469);

Calderon, (2014, 2016), Tuck, 2012, Yang, (2012), Yosso, 2005, 2006, Alim’s (2011),

Alim and Paris (2014). Manifestations and the birth of deficit models, i.e. remediation

and basic skills categorizations, are examined by Valencia and Solórzano (1997). The

breaking away from deficit thinking by way of an asset-based approach to seeing and

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engaging students places value on their lived experience—no matter how long or what

they exhibit as assets.

A number of scholars have published findings on the relative utility of culturally

relevant pedagogy. Borrero, Flores, and de la Cruz (2016) discuss the experience of

newly degreed teachers of color and their struggle to implement CRP in urban schools.

Mason (2015) explores how a school district’s policy on equity and inclusion of culturally

relevant pedagogy complicates “preexisting ways of viewing the role of race in young

children’s lives” (pg. 205). Durden, Escalante, and Blitch (2015) employ ethnography to

examine the impact of culturally relevant pedagogy on preschool teachers and students’

parents. Warren-Grice (2017) focuses on five black teachers’ adoption of CRP to

advocate for students of color in predominantly white suburban schools. Milner (2017)

examines past literature published on culturally relevant pedagogy in English/language

arts and mathematics and their focus on race in some form.

Multiculturalism, funds of knowledge, community cultural wealth, critical race

theory, and culturally relevant pedagogy advocate and articulate guidelines for engaging

communities of color in the contemporary educational environment. These theories

promote pedagogical and curricular inclusion of multiple cultural contexts to acknowledge

the wealth and range of knowledge created within and fostered by communities of color.

The theories that follow have evolved from and maintain elements of all of those

previously discussed.

2.3.6 Asset-Based Pedagogy

Asset-based approaches spring from a capacity-focused community development

process. A philosophy of full community mobilization based on mapping the skills and

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capacities of individuals and community based organizations (Kretzmann & Mcknight,

1996). Akin to the funds of knowledge model (Wolf, 1966; Gonzalez et al., 2001; Hogg,

2012), the infusion of asset-based into Culturally Sustaining Pedagogy displaces the long-

standing deficit-based models of teaching in U.S. educational contexts (Paris & Alim,

2014).

An asset-based approach values strength and resilience (Rose, 2006; Alim 2011;

Paris, 2012; Ladson-Billings, 2014). Scholars regard asset-based pedagogy (Kretzmann &

Mcknight, 1996) as part of an effort to move away from models that perceive

marginalized students as lacking the potential and skills to navigate the educational

environment (Garcia, 1993; Ladson-Billings, 1995). Alim and Paris (2014) incorporate

Alim’s (2011) previous work on Hip-Hop literacies to examine how an asset-based

approach improves student success and engagement. The use of asset-based approaches

moves away from the notion of students having basic skills in an area.

Asset-based approaches are not predicated on identifying assets before the

educational encounter. Rather, students and teachers are continually identifying and

translating assets for use in the academic environment during the process of engagement

(Yosso, 2005, 2006; Alim & Paris, 2014). Recent research on asset-based approaches

range in subject area and topics, though it is not common to cite articles in this manner the

following example are a VERY small example recently published papers that have titles

that reflect an asset-based approach as the main theme:

· Latinos in Libraries, Museums, and Archives: Cultural Competence in Action! By

Enríquez et. al, 2017;

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· Beyond Proficiency: An Asset-Based Approach to International Teaching Assistant

Training by Swan, Kramer, Gopal, Shi, and Roth, 2017;

· Civic Engagement and Economic Opportunity Among Low-Income Individuals: An

Asset-Based Approach by Benenson, J. 2017;

· An asset-based approach to volunteering: Exploring benefits for low-income

volunteers by Benenson, J., & Stagg, A. 2016:

· An asset-based approach to theory of change Stuart, and Hillman, 2017;

· A Community-Powered, Asset-Based Approach to Intersectoral Urban Health System

Planning Lindau et al., 2016;

· Blackman, et al., (2016). From engaging to enabling: Could an asset-based approach

transform Indigenous affairs?

· The Use of Asset-Based Community Development in a Research Project Aimed at

Developing Health Technologies for Older Adults in Mobile Health (pp. 83-99). Springer,

Cham.

The increasing diffusion of an asset-based approach in various fields and research studies

evidences its potency and relevance. Its impact amplifies my assertion that this approach

must guide IL instruction toward greater cultural and personal relevance in the lives of our

students.

2.3.7 Culturally Sustaining Pedagogy

Culturally sustaining pedagogy (CSP) (Paris, 2012; Paris & Alim, 2014; Ladson-

Billings, 2014) builds upon efforts to reposition the deficit-based model (Rose, 2006;

Gonzalez, 1999; Amanti, Neff & Gonzalez, 1992) to highlight students’ funds of

knowledge (Wolf, 1966): the resources and knowledge that poor people utilized for daily

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survival. Culturally sustaining pedagogy also draws from asset-based pedagogy

(Kretzmann & Mcknight, 1996). These theorists and the educators implementing these

pedagogical models inspire us to examine how and why this work is critical to the success

of marginalized students (Paris & Alim, 2014). Smith’s (1999) decolonizing

methodologies and research with indigenous peoples and Anzaldúa’s (1990) call to people

of color to set the agenda for research within their communities echo this reclamation of

the pedagogical and theoretical agenda to serve the interests, needs, and histories of

marginalized communities and people of color.

In two ethnographic case studies with Native American students, McCarty and Lee

(2014) build upon Paris’s (2012) and Paris and Alim’s (2014) notion of culturally

sustaining pedagogy (CSP). McCarty and Lee argue that the adoption of culturally

sustaining/revitalizing pedagogy is vital to take into account Native American students’

lived experiences, differing in linguistics, education, socially and culturally. They posit

that “implementing CSRP necessitates an inward gaze” (2014, p. 117). Whereby

“colonizing influences are confronted as a crucial component of language and culture

reclamation. Based on this analysis, they advocate for community-based educational

accountability, identifying community members’ stance as rooted in Indigenous

educational sovereignty” (McCarty and Lee 2014, p. 117). Indigenous educational

sovereignty represents decolonized education: decolonized by colonized communities.

2.3.8 Culturally Revitalizing Pedagogy

Culturally revitalizing pedagogy (CRP) (McCarty & Lee, 2014) expands upon

culturally relevant and culturally sustaining pedagogy. Paris (2012) argued that CSP

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“seeks to perpetuate and foster—to sustain—linguistic, literate, and cultural pluralism as

part of the democratic project of schooling” (p. 95). McCarty and Lee (2014) answered

Ladson-Billings’s call for a “remix” of culturally relevant pedagogy to meet the needs of

today’s student populations.

Since McCarty and Lee’s (2014) remix of culturally relevant pedagogy, which

adds revitalizing cultural traditions, several scholars have extended the call to fuse

pedagogy with cultural revitalization. Lee and McCarty (2014) suggest that educating

Native American students with culturally relevant, sustaining, and revitalizing pedagogies

is unique and must address language, social class issues, ethnicity and race. They cite

Lomawaima and McCarty (2006, p. 9), and argue that this pedagogical model must

respect “tribal sovereignty; the right of a people to self-government, self-education, and

self-determination, including the right to linguistic and cultural expression according to

local languages and norms.” Jester (2017) takes up this call to help educate and train

teachers in the practice of culturally sustaining and revitalizing pedagogies in the

academic engagement of Native American students

Stanton, Hall, and Ricciardelli (2017) link pedagogy to revitalization in the lives of

other indigenous students. In his work with black youth, Marsh, (2016) reflects on

encompassing revitalizing pedagogy that create historical context from counter-stories in

their lives. Nelson-Barber and Johnson (2016) acknowledge the perils of “best practices”

in an indigenous community to highlight the ways in which inaccurate or misguided

research can lead to wrong-headed pedagogical approaches and interventions in these

settings. In order for asset-based approaches to be revitalizing they must have relevance

in the lives of students.

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Revitalizing pedagogy demands contextualization and specificity. In this study

and within my classroom, I use culturally revitalizing pedagogy to shed light on and

foreground the personal, communal, and cultural histories of my students. I help students

to “fill in the gaps” and at times cover over entirely the dominant narrative they have been

subject to in most educational environments.

2.3.9 Critical Hip-Hop Pedagogy (CHHP) Critical Hip-Hop pedagogy (CHHP) “attempts to address deep rooted ideologies to

social inequities by creating a space in teacher education courses for prospective teachers

to re-examine their knowledge of Hip-Hop as it intersects with race, class, gender, and

sexual orientation; while analyzing and theorizing to what extent hip hop can be used as a

tool for social justice in teacher education and beyond” (Akom, 2009, p. 52). Akom’s

work incorporates the insights of critical race theorists Delgado (2002) and Solórzano and

Yosso (2002). CHHP includes five components: “1) the centrality of race and racism and

their intersectionality with other forms of oppression; 2) challenging traditional

paradigms, text, and theories used to explain the experience of students of color; 3) the

centrality of experiential knowledge of students of color; 4) the commitment to social

justice; and finally 5) a transdisciplinary approach” (Solórzano & Delgado Bernal, 2001,

p. 312-315). All of these five components can be manifested with the use of many rap and

hip hop songs and lyrics.

Many other scholars have extended the definition and applications of CHHP

(McLaughlin, 1996; Wilson, 2008; Richardson, 2006; Baszile, 2009; Akom, 2009;

Hallman, 2009; Roderic, 2009; Rodriguez, 2009; Alim, 2011; Kim, 2013). Petchauer

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(2012) documents this progression: “Grounded studies of hip hop moved away from

researchers’ and commentators’ privileged interpretations of hip hop texts and focus on

the meaning-making processes between hip hop and the people who create, encounter, and

practice it” (pg. 951). Hallman (2009) proposes that Hip-Hop literacy/pedagogy positions:

“1) Hip hop as a cultural frame that can aid students in their understanding of material

presented during classroom instruction, 2) Hip hop and rap music as aligning with urban

youth culture, and 3) Hip hop and rap music as valid textual artifacts worthy of study” (p.

9). Many of Hip-Hop’s lyrics address socioeconomic disadvantages, racism, sexism, and

White privilege, and document the history and contemporary reality of marginalized

peoples, all topics of relevance and significance in the lives of my students.

As an art form and cultural expression, Hip-Hop uses the African diaspora’s

cultural assets to counter dominant narratives and speak truth to power without talking to

power. Hip-Hop practitioners do not change their language, translate, or code switch.

They speak about and from a grounding in African Diasporic knowledge to fuse

traditional wisdom with contemporary experience to create something new and relevant to

their community.

Hip-Hop artists extend the limitations of standard English. They “flip the script”

by reversing the power of the dominant culture and its linguistic colonization. In doing so,

they create a dangerous dialect of postmodern griots within Hip-Hop culture and in the

lives of marginalized peoples (Alim, 2011). Rap and Hip-Hop lyrics and culture allow

students to flip the script on dominant modes of teaching, learning, and articulation of

knowledge. Flipping the script refers to the decolonization of frame of reference and to

the assertion of double consciousness and inherited cultural wealth. This built-in

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relevance to the lives of marginalized students offers an entry point to delve deeper into

CRT and other decolonizing frameworks in the classroom.

2.3.10 Critical Information Literacy

Critical information literacy (CIL) is “(a) library instruction praxis that promotes

critical engagement with information sources, [that] considers students [as] collaborators

in knowledge production practices (and creators in their own right), [that] recognizes the

affective dimensions of research and (in some cases) has liberatory aims” (Accardi, et. al.

2010, p. xi-xii). Many researchers have pushed to extend information literacy’s scope to

include more than just the acquisition of task-oriented skills (Gregory and Higgins, 2017;

Saunders, 2017; Battisa and Ellenwood, 2015). “Elmborg (2006) believes that the ACRL’s

regimented Information Literacy Standards neglect the dimension of critical information

literacy, and thus do not provide space for students’ cultural experiences. The research

literature suggests that academic librarians’ omission of critical information literacy,

particularly when working with diverse student populations, sustains an outdated practice

and maintains the dominant status quo (Accardi, et. al. 2010; Elmborg, 2006). My study

pushes back at this phenomenon and moves IL-focused research closer to culturally

relevant practices that engage our vast and increasingly diverse student body.

Critical information literacy addresses the politics of knowledge and the

dimensions of race, sexuality, class, gender, ability, socioeconomics, and White privilege.

These topics are mostly absent from the research literature. Some of this work does

explore aspects of social power, but it does not consider the assets of underserved

students, their unique racial, social, and academic context, and their potential contribution

to information and academic literacy (Elmborg, 2006; Accardi, et. al. 2010).

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Since the unveiling of ACRL’s rearticulated Frame and Standards (2016), scholars

have documented their implementation and refinement in classroom and library settings.

Tewell (2017) describes critical information literacy as “an approach to education in

library settings that strives to recognize education’s potential for social change and

empower learners to identify and act upon oppressive power structures” (p. 4). She

reports findings from a study conducted with academic librarians who used components of

critical information literacy in their classrooms. She also cites another recent study by

Downey (2016) that surveyed the curricular content used by academic librarians

practicing critical information to provide a guide in its implementation. Gregory and

Higgings (2017) combine critical information literacy with social justice pedagogy. They

write “Joining critical information literacy instruction practices with social justice

pedagogy has enabled us to use strategies in the classroom that challenged students

‘understandings of gendered roles, sexuality, environmental justice, and other social issues

which drew from students’ own experience and knowledge” (p. 44). They perform this

merger because the ACRL framework and standards do not elucidate “guidance in

teaching that encourages and supports student agency and action (Gregory and Higgins,

2017, pg. 44)”. The frameworks for IL continues to go thru evolving manifestations.

My work in Information Literacy in using student knowledge and student assets predates

the current ACRL Framework. The ACRL Framework adds nothing to my theoretical and

pedagogical stance on student assets. It does not talk about student assets. The ACRL

Framework starts with the academia. My work starts with the student.

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The ACRL Framework does not start with students voices, cultural assets,

Informed learning, critical race theory, autoethnography, and decolonized methodologies.

I am joining tenets of the framework Informed Learning, with Asset-Based Pedagogy,

CRT, Decolonized methodologies, autoethnography, historical and current cultural wealth,

alongside the dominant narrative to Inform the Assets students already have.

Informed Asset-based I.L. (Morrison, 2017) is about the power and knowledges of voices not

typically represented in the academia, understanding this, could lend to a new perspective to the

practice of information literacy and to the framework for information literacy.

2.3.11 Informed Learning

Bruce and Hughes (2010) proposes that “informed learning is about using

information to learn, and curriculum design which explicitly attends to that process;

informed learners are those who are aware of the role that information is playing in their

learning experiences and are able to use that knowledge to their advantage” (p. 3). Bruce

and Hughes, highlights a number of studies (Bruce, 1997;, Edwards, 2006; Lupton, 2008;

Limberg, 1998; Hughes, 2009; and Maybee, 2006) that cite “the importance of

simultaneous attention to information use and learning, where both information use and

learning are contextualized as being about something” (p. 5). Others have built upon her

initial theorization. Maybee, Bruce, Lupton, and Rebmann (2016) apply a

phenomenological framework to explore how student and instructor engage the topics of

gender and language as research to trace the discursive evolution of these topics in the

scholarly literature.

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Somerville and Bruce (2017) move informed learning toward a theory of informed

systems “which has its roots in relational information literacy…[and] integrates

constructivist learning, systems thinking, and knowledge creation” (p. 1). Informed

systems is articulated as a participatory action approach. In this model, instructors draw

upon student assets to guide curriculum. These assets are composed of students’

experience both in and outside of the academic environment, both contemporary and

historically-situated, and are framed by the broader racial and cultural dimensions of their

identity and society. Student Informed Assets then becomes the curriculum. Informed

assets brings clarity in students current day experiences, provides historical context and

how the dominant narrative manifest their experience in media, academic knowledge, and

society as a whole. It deconstructs the dominant narrative and ask, when the dominant

narrative is in play in one’s life, what are the motivated intentions in ones’ experience.

And how should its impact be interpreted? Who benefits most by dominant narrative?

Who can gain from counter-stories?

Multiculturalism, funds of knowledge, culturally relevant pedagogy, critical race

theory (CRT), and community cultural wealth all sought to address the unequal access and

bias faced by marginalized peoples within educational settings in the post-civil rights era.

Critical race theory (CRT) (Valencia & Solórzano 1997); (Delgado & Stefancic, 2001;

Bell, 1995) and (Yosso, 2005 and 2006) all encompass the ideas of racism, social justice,

and the dismantling of dominant praxis. The theorists of culturally sustaining pedagogy

(CSP) (Paris, 2012; Paris & Alim, 2014; Ladson-Billings, 2014) promote pedagogy that is

culturally relevant (Gay & Howard, 2000; Ladson-Billings, 1992, 1995) and sustaining in

the lives of students (Paris & Alim, 2014). This sustaining force contains the

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decolonization frameworks in their lives. Decolonization is a tool for dismantling and re-

envisioning /re-purposing the language and ideology of the oppressor/dominant cultural

values (Smith, 1999 and Tuck, 2012). Critical hip hop pedagogy (CHHP) is a composition

of five elements (Akom, A. A. 2009, pg. 52.): "1) The centrality of race and racism and

their intersectionality with other forms of oppression; 2) Challenging traditional

paradigms, texts, and theories used to explain the experiences of students of color; 3) The

centrality of experiential knowledge of students of color; 4) The commitment to social

justice; and finally 5) A transdisciplinary approach". All educators can employ these

elements as teaching strategies to engage and promote students’ assets and active

participation in the pedagogical process.

2.3.12 Literature Summary

Chapter 2 presents selected literature on approaches used to address educational

equity, many of which emerged from a space of resistance and struggles for social and

academic inclusion. Though most of these strategies emerged and were developed in

fields other than LIS, their implementation can revitalize the IL curriculum and convey

added relevance to an important and underserved segment of the student body.

In the first wave of this literature, scholars documented the centrality of home life,

culture, and community to the academic experiences of students of color (Jordan, 1985,

Gay, 2000, Ladson-Billings, 1992, 1994, 1995). Subsequent research focused on

countering the deficit-based approach to educating underserved and marginalized students,

replacing it with the notion of “funds of knowledge,” a grasp of the community and

cultural wealth students bring with them to the classroom. CRT literature proposed that

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academic environments must acknowledge and account for race and racism in schools,

both in its historic and contemporary manifestations (Ladson-Billings & Tate, 1995;

Milner, 2008). McCarty & Lee (2014) fuse previous strategies of engagement with

revitalizing pedagogy for students to gain interest, learn and maintain cultural traditions.

Most IL instruction geared toward communities of color has not drawn inspiration and

direction from these pedagogical and social theories. However, practitioners that promote

engagement with materials through the practice of critical information literacy voice many

of the same concerns. This study adds to that chorus to amplify the intersections of

explicit racial and cultural situatedness and the tenets of informed student assets, with its

base in informed learning. In the chapters that follow, I provide evidence that IL

instruction can and indeed must encompass many of the additive pedagogies discussed in

the literature review.

2.3.13 Implications from literature findings for Information Literacy classrooms Now is the time and place for information literacy pedagogy to embrace relevant

and significant theories that have evolved outside the field in order to render instruction

more equitable and inclusive of knowledge that rests outside of the dominant framework.

The theories presented in the above literature can move the practice of IL and the field

toward what is needed to have impactful engagement of an ever-increasing population of

those from the margins. Attending to cultural literacy instruction for those within the field

with the theories above can offer tools to make IL instruction equitable and inclusive of

knowledge outside the dominant frame. Informed asset-based theory fused with the

practice of informed learning can counter the marginalization imposed by students’ race,

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historical, cultural, and social context, and experience in the academic environment. This

provides an important platform for students to articulate their own vision of educational

attainment and advancement. Freire and Macedo (1995) propose that educators must

“help students gain a rigorous understanding of their historical location so that they can

turn this understanding into knowledge, thus transcending and universalizing it” (Freire &

Macedo, 1995, p. 385).

The pedagogies referred to in this study have emerged from individuals who

consider themselves to be from underserved, underrepresented, and/or colonized

populations. These scholars have managed to achieve academic success despite great

odds, using decolonized educational methods. However, many theorists have not taken

into account discussions of race or bias in education or decolonized history. This study

asserts that academic librarians need to be inclusive of pedagogies that aim to challenge

bias in education and become cognizant of multiple literacies.

There is a nascent population of educators “inspired by what it means to make

teaching and learning relevant and responsive” (Paris, 2012) when interacting and

engaging diverse student bodies with culturally sustaining pedagogy (Paris, 2012; Paris &

Alim, 2014; Ladson-Billings, 2014) and CRP (Gay & Howard, 2000; Ladson-Billings,

1992, 1995). Critical information literacy is a praxis that can train and produce academic

librarians that use a suspended colonized information literacy instruction. This study

augments that instruction by framing asset-based critical Hip-Hop pedagogy as a

transformative conduit in the acquisition of IL in academic contexts. This hybrid

instruction relies heavily upon decolonized culturally relevant/sustaining pedagogy to

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discover a more conducive way to address curricular bias and the multi-dimensional

experiences of marginalized students.

CHAPTER 3: RESEARCH DESIGN: “Mama taught me how to make a Silver Spoon out of plastic” (Drake)

My research design prioritizes the role of counter-stories to acknowledge

indigenous communities’ embrace of oral knowledge and traditions and to combat the

dominant cultural narratives produced about these populations. The voices in this study

emerge from the lived experiences of students of color, from those who are the first in

their family to attend college, and from myself, a researcher with an insider perspective. I

explore the significance of students’ prior knowledge and cultural assets in the learning

process and academic engagement in the classroom. According to Lewis-Beck & Byman

(2004, page 2) “lived experience forms the starting point for inquiry, reflection, and

interpretation”. I do not have the time nor space to adequately delve into defining and

providing the etymology of lived experience. However, in terms of this study, the

expressed lived experience by the participants are first-hand accounts. “Student’s lived

experience is the curriculum, the counter-story, findings and discussion of this study. In

terms of this study and its participants, lived experience comprises of their counter-

narratives, and critical ethnographies. Their lived experience is not what the colonial

historical and current day narrative espouses about them, nor the learned about them

within an academic environment; it is what they suffered, survived, know, and gained

from their families and community. This chapter presents my epistemological and

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analytical positioning, the study’s theoretical frames, data collection methods, and modes

of analysis.

3.1 Situating Epistemologically “We, the blacks, are in trouble, certainly, but we are not doomed, and we are not inarticulate because we are not compelled to defend a morality that we know to be a lie” (James Baldwin, 1993, p. 374).

In developing my epistemological framework, I drew from a wide range of

scholarly work in multiple disciplines. Studies on decolonizing literature and settler

colonial positionality (Tuck & Yang, 2012; Calderon, 2014, 2016; Smith, 1999; Batiste,

2000; Trask, 2004), indigenous epistemology (Gegeo, 1998, 2001); Watson-Gegeo &

Gegeo, 1992), critical race theory in education (González, 1999; Villenas, et al., 1999;

Delgado Bernal, 2002; Solórzano & Yosso, 2002a, 2002b), and critical ethnography in

education (Duncan, 2013; Anderson, 1989; Mills, 2007; Villenas & Foley, 2002; Barton,

2001) informed the theoretical approach and adopted methodology that I used to frame

and guide my own work.

In my IL classroom and in this study, the situatedness of racial identity plays a

central role. What I am doing in my information literacy classroom is positioned within

the U.S. context and with the acknowledgement that if you are a person of color, your race

is a constant defining factor. In reality, if you are of a marginalized group more than

likely you have experienced education within a racist colonized framework. Our reality

“is a product of multiple constructions woven from the fibers of individual and collective

context, perception and action” (Loppie, 2002, p. 277). I value, emphasize, and defend

the voices, stories, and knowledge emergent from marginalized communities. In this

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study, I position myself as an insider and as a community member, (re)claiming power to

tell the truth of our experiences.

3.2 Analytic Situatedness

I am a situated researcher. Neumann & Neumann (2015) posit that the three areas

of analytical situatedness “take[s] place pre-field; there is autobiographical situating; in

field, there is field situating, and post, there is textual situating” (p. 1). Bell hooks (1994)

explains that it is an “intertwined situated system that renders the colonized experience in

relation to whiteness, white capital, and domination that define (my) our reality. These

function simultaneously at all times in our lives” (1994, p. 130). A researcher’s

situatedness, their autobiography, must be taken into account prior to engagement with

participants. Then, once involved in the study, the researcher situates herself in that

specific context. Finally, the act of “textual situating” articles influencing researchers’

epistemology. A researcher can situate herself either analytically or reflexively; this

choice dictates divergent modes of data collection and researcher/participant relations and

engagement. Neumann & Neumann (2015, pg. 1) maintain that “Where a reflexivist

researcher tends to handle the relation between interlocutor and researcher by asking how

interlocutors affect her, an analyticist researcher tends to ask how the researcher affects

them”. Whereas a reflexivist is more like a cultural tourist in relation to the study’s

population, an analyticist researcher situates herself within the cultural/social phenomena,

and her context is partially defined by those immersed in similar realities. Hesse-Biber

and Leavy (2006) contend that “investigators’ characterizations of participants should be

grounded in actual displays of participants themselves using such characterizations to

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perform and understand their actions” (p. 66). When these similar realities are

acknowledged and engaged, this context provides the learning connection and venue for

transformation and rich data (Hesse- Biber & Leavy, 2006). Student participants and

researcher situate themselves in the context of schooling and racial/cultural context then

reflect on this.

3.3 Theoretical Frames

In this study, I consider several theoretical frames: cultural wealth/assets (Yosso,

2005, 2006; Villalpando and Solórzano 2005) which are skills, knowledge, capabilities,

abilities, resources held and used by communities of color, CRT, with roots in critical

legal studies from the 1980s (Bell, 1980a; Matsuda, Lawrence, Delgado, & Crenshaw,

1993), and current applications of CRT in education (Solorzano, 1997). The latter

acknowledges race and racism as intrinsic in the experiences of people of color and

decolonizing theories and methodologies (Smith, 1999, 2013).

The cultural wealth framework assumes that students’ prior knowledge and

experience have value and aid them in the educational process. This approach

“emphasizes strengths over weaknesses, resilience over risk, and assets over deficits,”

(Rose 2006) and displaces the deficit model of teaching minority populations in the

United States (Paris & Alim 2014).

Critical race theory positions race as a cultural asset. CRT dictates that there is

nothing neutral or objective about race (Ladson-Billings 2000; Bell 1995; Delgado Bernal

1998) and poses a direct challenge to the dominant narrative and ideology around racial

identity, history, and performance. Its practitioners display a commitment to social

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justice, experiential knowledge, and a transdisciplinary outlook (Yosso & García, 2007).

Not acknowledging race makes learning neutral and abstract and denies much of the lived

experience of the diverse populations we serve. With the acknowledgement of race comes

the opportunity for decolonizing one’s frame.

Decolonizing theories and methodologies revitalize and build upon what students

already know in the form of indigenous knowledge: knowledge that is directly relevant to

students’ experiences, yet has been omitted from most of their educational settings. These

newly uncovered assets serve as catalysts for the decolonization of students’ acculturation

to dominant discourses. They are also the platform upon which to build their information

literacy.

Table 3.1. Basic tenets of Critical Race Theory

CRT foundation

Definition Source

Interest convergence

The interest of other racial groups will only be accommodated when it converges with the interest of Whites.

Bell (1980)

Ordinariness Racism is systemic and deeply embedded in American life.

Bell (1980)

Counter-storytelling

The counter-story is also a tool for exposing, analyzing, and challenging the majoritarian stories of racial privilege. Counter-stories can shatter complacency, challenge the dominant.discourse on race, and further the struggle for racial reform.

Solorzano and Yosso (2002)

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In the table above, I identify three basic tenets of critical race theory, the topics

comprising CRT’s foundation, and the authors associated with its iteration and/or practice.

Table 3.2. Decolonizing theories & Methodologies with Informed Assets reframes the curriculum

Decolonizing theories and methodologies

Asset-based/cultural wealth theories methodologies

Assets

Critical Pedagogy Critical Race Theory Indigenous Theories and Methodologies

Culturally Relevant, Revitalizing, and Sustaining Pedagogies Funds of knowledge

Lived experience, Authentic voice, autoethnography, Informed Assets

Undoing how you have been educated, acculturated, interpolated, assimilated

In the table above, I highlight the necessary components to decolonize and reframe

curricula with informed asset-based pedagogy.

Decolonization promotes a deconstructive process that explores the aspects of

one’s identity and educational experience. It looks at how the external world has depicted

you and takes it apart. The cultural wealth are the assets you carry with you. The

combination of cultural wealth, current and historical cultural context, dominant narrative

alongside counter-stories with information literacy is the foundation of informed asset-

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based information literacy instruction. Its’ use with Rap and Hip-Hop to provide an

academic space for students to engage in critical thinking and to build upon their cultural

assets. My Informed Asset-based Information Literacy instruction approach fosters

informed, culturally relevant, revitalizing, sustaining, lifelong learning. Green (2009)

explains that the term “critical” relates to “approaches that consider learning and teaching

as socially constructed within particular social (and power) relations” and that it connotes

an element of indispensability (p. 10). I contend that in order to push the boundaries of a

“critical approach,” educators must be explicit in placing race and its historical and

contemporary context at the forefront of their pedagogical agenda.

In the table below I present on the next page (Table 3.3) the basic tenets of

Informed Assets. Informed Assets is the pedagogy I use in this study and IL classroom.

This pedagogical method I believe provides a path to making education more equitable.

“Thinking critically is at the heart of anybody transforming their life and I really believe that a person who thinks critically, who, you know, may be extraordinarily disadvantaged, materially, can find ways to transform their lives, that can be deeply and profoundly meaningful in the same way that someone who may be incredibly privileged materially and in crisis in their life may remain perpetually unable to resolve their life in any meaningful way if they don’t think critically.” (Sut Jhally, 1997)

Information Literacy is concerned with the teaching of authority in most aspects of

education in the U.S. IL is in conflict with the teaching via a decolonized knowledge and

cultural wealth frame. So, it is not that people have information needs based on their

context, they also have the need for counter narratives and counter-stories—because their

information environment and societal messages dominate their life experiences which

actively denies their reality. Critical Race Theory foregrounds race in

everything. Therefore, we can assume that an explicitly racialized context is missing from

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the majority of classroom curricula. Green expounds that the idea of the term critical

relates to “approaches that consider learning and teaching as socially constructed within

particular social (and power) relations” (2009, p. 10). I contend that we must go beyond

essential, to being outright explicit, about race and its power and lack of power and how it

dictates an un-decolonized power dominance in U.S. society and education.

Table 3.3. Basic tenets of Informed Assets

Definition Source

Asset-based foundation

Asset-based approaches spring from a capacity focused community development process. A philosophy of full community mobilization based on mapping the skills and capacities of individuals and community based organizations

(Kretzmann and Mcknight, 1996)

Assets Lived experience, Authentic voice, autoethnography, Race, Indigenous Knowledge, Traditional Knowledge

Kretzmann & Mcknight, 1996) Yosso, 2005, 2006; Alim & Paris, 2014

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Critical Race Theory Critical Race Pedagogy Critical Multiculturalism Critical Race Methodology

Critical Race theories are an address to the racist structures, whether these structures are in education, research methodologies, within society as a whole. Undoing the colonial structures in place, I am applying these decolonizing theories to these pieces of the existing structure. They are used in the examination of the U.S. schooling system we work and learn within, the pedagogy that is delivered in that system, and the methodologies shown for research.

(CLS) Critical Legal Studies laying foundation for CRT (Crenshaw, 2011; Tate,1997)

(CM) Critical Multiculturalism Kubota, (2004); May (1999)

(CRT) In education (Landson-Billings and Tate (1995),

K-12 Solorzano (1998), Ledesma & Calderon (2015)

(CRP) Lynn, 1999, Solorzano & Delgado Bernal, (2001); Solorzano & Yosso (2001)

Culturally Relevant, Sustaining and Revitalizing Pedagogies

Information, knowledge, education engagement that is relevant in the lives of the marginalized. Sustaining in a way that builds on the cultural assets marginalized communities of color already have. Revitalizing cultural assets, cultural traditions, languages that were nullified by the colonization.

Gloria Ladson-Billings (1995) Paris 2012 McCarty, T., & Lee, T. (2014)

Decolonizing theories and methodologies

Undoing how you have been colonized, (mis)educated, acculturated, interpolated, assimilated

Smith 2012, Calderon, 2014, Tuck, 2009

3.4 Research Strategy The insider-researcher model emerged from research design that foregrounded and

unified the voices of both the researcher and their subjects (Costley, Elliot & Gibbs, 2010;

Bonner & Tolhorst, 2002; Irvine & Roberts, 2008). This methodology appealed to those

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engaged in qualitative inquiry (Guba & Lincoln, 1989) and the field of Indigenous

Knowledge (Castellano, 2000).

I used a mixed ethnographic approach to observe and engage students and researcher in

this study. The methods used in this study are Analytic Autoethnography, and Critical

Ethnography (CE). Analytic auto-ethnographers approach the method of autoethnography using

reflexivity as a foundation, it relies upon the researcher analyzing and theorizing from an insider

perspective (Anderson, 2006, p. 382). Whereas the use of Critical Ethnography (CE) Carspecken

1996) provided me the tools to record, identify and explain the articulated lived experiences of

student participants. The use of Critical Ethnography “subverts the normal practice of

knowledge and policy development as being the primary domain of researchers and

policymakers (Thomas, 1993, pg. 28)”. With the use of Critical Ethnography researchers become

active in confronting explicit problems that affect the lives of subjects—as articulated by the

subjects—rather than remain passive researcher acknowledges participants are competent to

shape method, theory, and outcomes.

3.5 Critical Ethnography: A Research Strategy for seeking equity in education

This study’s theoretical frames structure my methodology and ability to answer the

questions posed by my investigation. An explicit racialized information literacy pedagogy

requires a consideration of social, cultural, historical, and contemporary context and the

impact of race and colonialization (Hardcastle, Usher & Holmes, 2006) and how this and

the forces of colonialization (genocide, chattel slavery/ black diaspora) permeate

everything. Madison (2012) argued that CE morphed into critical qualitative research

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(CQR) (Georgiou & Carspecken, 2002). This method brings an ethically-minded focus on

social justice to disrupt the status quo by illuminating obscure operations of power. The

use of CE/CQR in this study and within my classroom helps counter colonial forces and

actualize and advocate for access and equity within an academic environment (Creswell,

2007; Madison, 2012).

Critical ethnography is a qualitative research method that addresses the experiences

of those who have been underrepresented in dominant discourses and institutions.

According to Schwandt (2007), “Critical ethnographic studies of social practices and

cultural institutions specifically aim to criticize the taken-for-granted social, economic,

cultural, and political assumptions and concepts (e.g., family, work, self, agency, power,

conflict, race, class, and gender) of Western, liberal, middle-class, industrialist, capitalist

societies” (p. 3). Critical ethnographers employ a variety of theoretical frames such as

critical theory, critical race theory, praxis, and queer theory. This model informs my study

and examination of asset-based Hip-Hop pedagogy within a critical information literacy

curriculum. Carspecken’s CE model (1996) does not provide a remedy “for helping the

poor and downtrodden; it rather gives us principles for conducting valid inquiries into any

area of human experience” (p. x.). This approach diverges from the interventionist aspects

of the deficit model—it is an assets/additive approach. CE works outside of these

channels to allow students to approach IL with their own skill set and prior experiences as

guidance. In a library research skills class centered on the theme of Rap and Hip-Hop,

students’ use of ethnographic tools illuminates the absence of their voices and experiences

from most curricula and offers an opportunity to discuss openly taboo subjects like race

and colonization.

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As seen in the table below, Carspecken (1996) provides a guide for the

implementation of CE in studies that incorporate tenets of critical theory. He leaves it to

the researcher to utilize these five stages in alignment with their overall objectives. Thus,

the stages are mutable: “As a result, the researcher will often move from one stage to

another and back again” (Hardcastle, Usher & Holmes, 2006, p. 153). In this study I did

not adhere to the five stages, but rather allowed the five stages to inspire my engagement

throughout.

Table3.4. Carspecken’s Five Stages of Critical Qualitative Research (CQR) Stage Description Data Collection Analysis

1 Building a primary record: What is going on?

Fieldwork: nonparticipant observer, monological, unobtrusive, reflection

Cultural Reconstruction

2 Preliminary reconstructive analysis

Researcher interpretation, perspective

Cultural Reconstruction

3 Dialogical data generation, collaborative stage

Fieldwork: participant observer, interactive, interviews, reflection

Cultural Reconstruction

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4 Describes systems relations to broader context: Analysis of findings

Conducting systems analysis between locales/sites/cultures (discovery)

System analysis

5 Explains relational systems

Links findings to existing macro-level theories (explanation)

System analysis

(Hardcastle, Usher, & Holmes, 2006, p. 153) The first three stages provided the framework for critical analytic models to reconstruct cultural

structures and themes. The last two “discover how routine social actions form and reproduce

system relations that coordinate activities across various reaches of space and time” (Georgiou &

Carspecken, 2002, p. 690).

3.6 Stages of Carspecken’s (CQR) critical ethnography applied in this study In this study, I recount the divergence between community college students’ experience

as part of a colonized educational environment and their participation in IL instruction built upon

issues of relevance and significance to their lives. In this class, I used Hip-Hop and Tupac

Shakur to engage their racial and cultural assets and lead classroom discussion. Carpecken’s

(1996) five-stage approach for critical ethnography is appropriate to use in this type of

engagement and study for the same reasons Hardcastle, Usher and Holmes (2006) declare “it

advocates for simultaneous data collection and analysis, identifies cultural structures and themes,

and helps to reveal the culturally pragmatic material from which actors mutually construct their

worlds (pg. 154)”. In this study, I used autoethnography to gather data and CE “to organize the

research tools, that is, the set of principles detailing how to conduct research and apply theory

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(i.e., narrative inquiry, ethnography)” (Barton, 2001, p. 906). Carspecken’s five stages model

provided flexibility and adaptability to fuel my adaptation.

3.6.1 Stage 1: Building a primary record: What is going on?

Stage 1 entailed data collection from a two-hour long class that ran twice a week for 16

week. The data included multiple facets and materials. I used a phone recorder and a taped voice

recorder to record participant interviews. I kept a reflective journal and made field notes as the

work progressed. Students also recorded their experiences in journals, and I captured whiteboard

discussions on film to triangulate data. I was satisfied with the data saturation from student

interviews and student reflective journals, and found that the amassed materials evidenced the

same recurring themes throughout.

3.6.2 Stage 2 Preliminary Reconstructive Analysis Researcher interpretation:

In stage 2 of Carspecken’s critical ethnography, consisted of researcher reflection on how

class came about, and in what context. During this process, I considered how my own

educational autoethnography situated me within the study and framed my asset-based pedagogy.

Data analysis explored the classroom environment, assignments, use of media, transcription of

recorded interviews, student journaling, and final research presentations. I presented media to

share documentary background information on the Black Panthers, Tupac, and the historical and

contemporary social, political and cultural aspects that frame the experience of people of color.

Instruction, class discussion, and assignments were all generated by an informed asset-based

classroom pedagogy. An example would be the discussion of the use of the word nigga and its

use in hip-hop and popular culture, its’ current context and historical context in students’

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experience. The final research projects provided an opportunity for students to merge their

informed assets with newly acquired information literacy skills. To analyze data, a list of themes

were gathered and compiled from interviews, student journals, and corresponding student

quotations. I applied Ladson-Billings’s (2014) three criteria for culturally relevant pedagogy to

portions of the data: students must experience academic success; students must develop and/or

maintain cultural competence; and students must develop a critical consciousness through which

they challenge the current status quo of the social order. Critical Race Theory in education

(Landson-Billings & Tate, 1995), was also garnered for data analysis; I applied this theory to

pieces of the existing structure. They are used in the examination of the U.S. schooling system

we work and learn within, the pedagogy that is delivered in that system, and the methodologies

shown for research.

3.6.3 Stage 3 Dialogical data generation: Collaborative Stage Multiple topics informed and generated critical reflection in class discussion and during

participant writing: equity and access in educational environments and the use of critical race

theory, culturally relevant pedagogy, and decolonizing theory and methodologies within the

information literacy classroom. The generation of data spanned several months over the course

of a 16-week semester and was drawn from student reflections based on assigned readings,

classroom discussion, and students’ educational autoethnographies. Scheduled interviews lasted

up to 40 minutes in duration.

Themes from generated data were checked and compared throughout the study to adhere

to the “integrity of the study” as recommended for this stage (Georgiou, Carspecken, et. al.,

1996, pg. 320). I performed data collection and analysis triangulation (Patton 1980, 2002;

Creswell, 2007) to improve validity and the findings’ trustworthiness (Lincoln & Guba, 1985):

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as “a validity procedure where researchers search for convergence among multiple and different

sources of information to form themes or categories in a study (Creswell & Miller, 2000, p.

126). I used more than “my own senses when compiling the record” (Carspecken, 1995, p. 88).

The triangulation process involved collecting dialogical data from multiple audio device

recorded interviews, my field notes, classroom discussions, participants’ journals and

educational autoethnographies, and whiteboard documentation of class discussion. I performed

triangulation and data saturation by reviewing data systematically to identify recurrent themes

and concerns (Creswell & Miller, 2000). Students also participated in confirming data validity,

as they had an opportunity to review and amend transcribed interviews.

3.6.4 Stage 4 Describes systems relations to broader context: Analysis of findings

I used elements of cultural interface, critical race theory, and asset-based theory to

examine and evaluate cultural and societal norms and situate their relevance to my

study. Cultural interface theory aims to discover and acknowledge the “histories, politics,

economics, multiple and interconnected discourses, social practices and knowledge technologies

which condition how we come to know and understand our changing realities in the everyday,

and what knowledge we operationalize in our daily lives” (Nakata, 2007, p. 9). The discussion

of dominant narratives, stereotypes, and counter-stories contribute to describing systems in place

mirrored by counter-stories.

3.6.5 Stage 5 Explains relational systems

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This stage concluded my research design. It focuses on system relations in order to

explain findings. I used the interpretive schema of critical race theory, decolonizing theories and

methodologies, and informed asset-based pedagogy to examine the relational systems that

impacted and influenced students’ experiences in education environments. During this stage I

presented students’ voices alongside my reflections on their observations. Students

demonstrated critical thinking and acute analysis of their own experiences within the class.

In this Chapter I explained the research design for this study, covering how I situated

myself epistemologically, and analytically. The theoretical frames of the study are articulated

along with an explanation of what tenets of critical ethnography inspired research design. Next I

delve into the methods used to generate the study’s data, research context, student counter-stories

and my reflections.

Chapter 4: Method: I could teach you how to speak my language, Rossetta Stone (Drake)

4.1 Introduction to methodological tools

In this study I drew upon the methods articulated in Carspecken’s (1996) and

Lincoln and Guba’s (1985) critical ethnography and Anderson’s (2006) analytic

autoethnography. Autoethnography provided an avenue for researcher and students to

voice counter-stories documenting their educational experiences. Analytic

autoethnography allowed students to theorize and deconstruct their collective experiences

of education, and critical ethnography helped move them away from the margins. We also

engaged in counter-storytelling: “a method of telling the story of those experiences that

are not often told (i.e., those from the margins of society) and a tool for analyzing and

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challenging the stories of those in power, and whose story is a natural part of the dominant

discourse the majoritarian story” (Solorzano & Yosso, 2001, p. 475). The methods used

in this study reinforced asset-based pedagogy and helped students produce knew

knowledge.

4.2 Autoethnography

Autoethnographic approaches are evocative and analytic. This methodology

emerged as an alternative to ethnographic approaches that relied on the bifurcation of

experience between researcher and subject. Though both methods combine elements of

ethnographic approaches with researcher narrative, analytic ethnographers seek different

forms to articulate autobiographic interpretations. Evocative approaches rely mostly upon

performance and creative narrative expression (Spry, 2001) and do not utilize analysis or

engage in reflection (Muncey, 2005). Evocative ethnography is a performance without

interaction, the gaze without interactive/interpretive dialogue, “with little relevance to our

understanding of actual social worlds” (Atkins, Coffey & Delmont, 2003, p.xi). Hip-Hop

culture and lyrics are a form of evocative and analytic autoethnography.

4.3 Analytic Autoethnography Analytic ethnographers approach research from a different angle than those who

employ an evocative framework. Using reflexivity as a foundation, this method positions

the researcher as an insider, and all analysis and theorization is performed from this

vantage point (Anderson, 2006, p. 382). In the field of academic research,

autoethnography is often dismissed as less rigorous than other methods. The analytic

ethnographic approach disrupts that categorization by situating rigor directly in its

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purview. As such, it has produced an “explosion in many disciplines and applied research

fields all over the world” (Jones, Adams & Ellis, 2013, p. 10) and maintains a strong

presence in scholarly literature.

Analytic autoethnography comports with this study’s theoretical asset-based

framework in providing the tools for critical information literacy and the articulation of

counter-stories. It allows both students and researcher to analyze and theorize about the

assets we bring into the classroom. Jones, Adams, and Ellis (2013) argue that

“Autoethnography presents the tools for (1) purposefully commenting on/critiquing of

culture and cultural practices, (2) making contributions to existing research, (3) embracing

vulnerability with purpose, and (4) creating a reciprocal relationship with audiences in

order to compel a response” (p. 22). In this study I also adhere to Anderson’s (2006, pg.

373), five components of analytical autoethnography: complete member researcher status,

analytic reflexivity, narrative visibility of the researcher’s self, dialog with informants

beyond the self, and commitment to theoretical analysis”.

With the previously mentioned tools, and with the practice of analysis, student and

researcher counter-stories emerge, stories that have been relegated residence in the

margins, stories that debunk inaccurate stories and stereotypes that have been articulated

about student and researcher experiences by someone who is an outsider. Wall (2006, pg.

148) articulates the need for a shift in research practices toward “the questioning of the

dominant scientific paradigm, the making of room for other ways of knowing, and the

growing emphasis on the power of research to change the world and create a space for the

sharing of unique, subjective, and evocative stories of experience that contribute to our

understanding of the social world and allow us to reflect on what could be different

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because of what we have learned”. These counter-stories animate this research study and

have the potential to revitalize the academic literature and IL pedagogy and curriculum.

The use of the autoethnographic method continues to extend to different subject

areas and topics. For showing some of the new research being done with the method of

autoethnography in various ways, I am listing a few titles here and within my reference

list. More recent scholarship on autoethnography include Snyder’s (2015), Leaning Into

Autoethnography: A Review of Heewon Chang’s Autoethnography As Method. Snyder

breaks down Chang’s (2008) interpretation of what she believes autoethnography is today,

and its potential use to guide autoethnographic work divergent of Ellis, Denzin, and

Bochner’s explanation of autoethnographic engagement. Authors Heewon Chang, Faith

Ngunjiri, Kathy-Ann C Hernandez in their article titled Collaborative autoethnography

(2016), provide techniques to guide collaborating scholars using the method of

autoethnography. They provide ways in which to collect data, analyze it and then write

about studies done collaborately. Others like Sandoval, Lagunas, Montelongo, and Díaz

(2016), in Ancestral knowledge systems: A conceptual framework for decolonizing

research in social science. AlterNative: An International Journal of Indigenous Peoples,

work together to build upon Linda T. Smith’s pivotal work Decolonizing

Methodologies. They present self-reflection and their collaborative autoethnographies to

introduce the new method Ancestral Knowledge Systems (AKS) to be used in the sciences

as a study’s conceptual framework. Also, recently published Jones, Adams, and Ellis, C.

(2016) is the Handbook of autoethnography, and Boylorn, & Orbe, (2016) Critical

autoethnography: Intersecting cultural identities in everyday life are new additions on the

method of autoethnography. Upon doing a word search in google scholar, there have been

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over 6000 items on autoethnography listed since 2016. Autoethnography is gaining use as

a valid means for research, in various ways and in multiple disciplines. The following

scholars have provided insights on the method of autoethnography: (Adams, 2005),

(Adams, 2016), (Schwandt, 2007), (Chang, 2016), (Wood, 2009), (Butler, 2009), (Starr,

2010), (Pace, 2012). While others have provided personal narratives via autoethnography:

(Wright, 2017), (Adams, 2017), (Tullis, 2017), (McMillan and Price, 2017), (Robinson,

2017), (Ellis, 2016). While educators are utilizing autoethnography within academic

environments tackling themes such as Immigrant women in higher education (Ngunjiri,

and Hernandez, 2017), Educational Equity (Marx, and Pennington 2017), and (Chang,

2017), Sexism in education, (Edwards, 2017), Inclusive Education, (Adams, 2017) to

name a few. They combine self-reflection and their collaborative autoethnographies to

introduce the new method of ancestral knowledge systems (AKS) to frame a study’s

conceptual framework.

The wide-ranging application of the autoethnographic method reflects its

adaptability to different disciplines and study contexts. Its use is relevant to the work I do

with students to flesh out cultural assets they bring into the classroom, and provides a tool

to express their counter-stories.

4.4 Autoethnography in this study This study provided the opportunity for community college students and the

researcher to act as ethnographers within a co-created learning space (Alim, 2011). In this

arena, our personal autoethnographies and collective experiences guide a culturally

relevant curriculum that challenges biased curricula and interrogates the production and

validation of knowledge itself. Houston (2007) states “autoethnography as research can

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be seen as a form of scholarly resistance–a method employed to challenge dominant forms

of knowledge, meaning and power. It is also a tool with which Indigenous people can

decolonize research practices and representations of themselves” (p. 48). Our

autoethnographies document our experiences in an asset-based Hip-Hop critical IL class,

and as such, they offer new ways to engage students and librarians in the practice of

information literacy.

Autoethnography guides students’ and researcher’s use of decolonizing frames to

understand the constitution of knowledge production and IL praxis. We cast this focus in

the shadow of “White supremacist, capitalist patriarchy: interlocking systems of

domination that define our reality. These function simultaneously at all times in our lives”

(hooks, 1994, p. 290). Then we apply it to IL skills, critical thinking, and theorize about

the counter-stories connected to ones’ cultural assets alongside the dominant narrative. We

create from what I call dangerous memories, wherein historical and current “secrets are

disclosed and histories are made known” (Jones, Adams & Ellis, 2013, p. 24).

Critical ethnography and analytical autoethnography both draw from ethnography: the

process of studying culture and writing about it. These approaches address and engage race,

class, gender, sexual identity, socioeconomics, marginalization, curricular bias, and history, and

they situate the researcher in relation to the study and participants as collaborators. This hybrid

methodology creates space for the incorporation of student assets, for their voices and their lived

experiences, so that they may lead, inform, and transform classroom curriculum.

4.5 Research Site Context Chabot College opened its doors to the community 51 years ago. The campus

spans 94 acres in Hayward, California. Its proximity to both Oakland and San Francisco

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generates student diversity in both ethnic composition and socioeconomic status. Many

attendees are first generation students or older adults returning to school to advance their

careers or chart a new professional path. The student body is composed of Asian/Pacific

Islanders, Blacks, Hispanics, Whites, and international students. Although the student

population is diverse, its faculty is not. The tables below list the racial and ethnic

composition of Chabot’s students, faculty and staff, as collected in a Fall 2017 Census

compiled by the Chabot College Institutional Researcher.

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Table 4.0: Chabot College Students Race-ethnicity Fall 2017

Race-Ethnicity Number of students Pct. of total student population

African-American

1,529 11%

Asian-American

2,248 16%

Filipino

1,148 8%

Latino

5,760 40%

Native American

39 <1%

Pacific Islander

220 2%

White

2,307 16%

Multiracial

920 6%

Unknown

231 2%

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Table 4.1: Chabot College Staff Characteristics by Race-ethnicity Fall 2017 All Jobs Fall 2017 All Faculty Fall 2017

Asian 13% Asian 14%

African –American 9% African -American 7%

Filipino 4% Filipino 2%

Latino 14% Latino 12%

White 53% White 58%

Chabot offers over 14 programs for students who need extra support, e.g. low-

income students, veterans, first generation students, English Language Learners,

emancipated foster youth, and “basic skills” students. The college offers services to

welfare recipients, including childcare, employment assistance, financial resources, and

counseling. The tables below show the percentage of first generation students and those

who tested into Basic Skills English and Math classes, and categorize students according

to race and ethnicity.

Table: 4.2. Percentage of First Generation Students-Race-Ethnicity Groups

Percentage of First Generation Students-Race-Ethnicity Groups

Fall 2016

African Americans 74%

Asian 74%

Filipino 51%

Latino 88%

White 51%

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Table: 4.3. Pct Assessed into Basic Skills English

Pct Assessed into Basic Skills English

Fall 2016

African Americans 66%

Asian 54%

Filipino 62%

Latino 67%

White 39%

Table: 4.4 Pct Assessed into Basic Skills Math

Pct Assessed into Basic Skills Math

Fall 2016

African Americans 70%

Asian 27%

Filipino 48%

Latino 69%

White 53%

As a progressive institution, Chabot strives to foster a learning environment that

serves the educational needs of underrepresented populations. To achieve this goal, the

college created learning communities that give students of color a chance to participate in

service learning activities. Along with several librarian colleagues, I act as a liaison to

these students and conduct outreach to the broader academic community. The Daraja

program, started in 1988, boosts African American students’ academic success through

promoting curriculum covering African American history, literature, and relevant

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community issues. Begun in 1981, the Puente learning community supports Mexican-

American and Latino student success by exploring the distinct experiences of those

populations. And the Striving Black Brother Coalition strives to increase retention,

persistence, and transfer rates for African American males. The students in my classes

and in this study participate in various learning communities.

Chabot faculty members are dedicated to making a difference in the lives of our

students and the communities they come from. Many of us create opportunities for

students to participate in social justice initiatives. Change It Now (CIN) is an active

learning community on Chabot’s campus and in surrounding neighborhoods that provides

a rigorous academic program to empower students to be leaders in their communities

striving for social change. CIN students explore issues of personal resonance and

community relevance, such as education, budget cuts, health care, environmental issues,

poverty, and violence. The new Passion & Purpose program at Chabot is a one-credit

student-led course that explores the possibility of bringing lived experience into the

classroom and the development of initiatives and projects that impact Chabot’s

surrounding community.

Chabot’s learning communities are innovative, evolving, and dedicated to student

and community involvement. They provide a small glimpse of what I believe lay at the

heart of Chabot’s progressive mission. I am proud to say that several librarians are very

active in supporting the students and faculty of these learning communities. Chabot is not

a utopia, but we do have many students, faculty, and staff that strive toward equity in

education.

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4.6 Context inside the Classroom in this Study

“Oh, wow. That class was awesome. I was telling everybody about it, like to come join it and everything. What attracted me to it was the Hip Hop. Years ago, I couldn't take the Tupac class because of my schedule. I said, Whenever she teaches another class again, I'm going to take that one. I wanted to take your black exploitation class but I didn't get to take that one. When I took this class, I just learned so much about rap, about research”. (Mz. M student participant)

My Hip-Hop themed information literacy course is designed to nurture first generation

and students of color in an academic environment. In this course, we work together to apply

students’ love of Hip-Hop, their cultural expertise, and their knowledge/assets to the academic

environment. I draw upon students’ experiences and knowledge of Hip-Hop culture to

encourage them to voice, examine, and fuse these assets with their academic work and research

skills. Bell hooks’ discussion of Theory as Liberatory Practice in her work on Frierian

educational theory (1994) and Shawn Ginwright’s notion of emancipatory knowledge (2008 )

have guided my connection with students and my incorporation of critical information literacy

pedagogy.

My 16-week, two-hour elective seminar based class met bi-weekly and is open to all

Chabot students. It is a two-credit transferable information literacy course that examines

research themes and topics associated with the rapper Tupac Shakur. The class is conducted in a

designated library classroom situated within the heart of the library and contains 44 computers

and round tables for seminar discussion. It is specially outfitted for this class with a large

projector and surround sound for optimal audio and video effects. This class, like all Chabot

classes went through the Chabot College Curriculum committee requirements in order to be

offered. There are three Student Learning Outcomes (SLO) linked to this course and to Chabot’s

Institutional Learning Outcomes (ILO):

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• SLO 1. Creation of an annotated bibliography, connected to ILO’s: (a) Critical Thinking

and (b) Communication

• SLO 2. Draw references to one’s personal life from materials used within class (articles,

films, discussions).

• SLO 3. Evaluation of both information and its sources, connected to ILO’s: (a) Critical

Thinking, (b) Global and Cultural Involvement, (c) Civic Responsibility, (d)

Communication, (e) Development of the Whole Person.

These SLO’s are connected to the following ILO’s:

(a) Critical Thinking,

(b) Global and Cultural Involvement,

(c) Civic Responsibility,

(d) Communication, and

(e) Development of the Whole Person

Table 4.5 Persistence Rates for Library Skills via Hip hop and Popular culture

Semesters taught Students persisted Pct Students didn’t persist Pct Total Initial enrollment

6 70 81% 14 19% 74 136

Table 4.6 Success Rates for Library Skills taught by other librarians 2008-2015

Semesters taught Students persisted Students didn’t persist Initial enrollment

6 10 28 70

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Currently, my class is the only information literacy class at Chabot College that uses the

informed asset-based approach. As noted in the above table, for the period of 6 semesters of the

Library Skills Via Hip Hop and Popular 70 students persisted. Whereas in the library skills

classes taught by other librarians over the same amount of time only resulted in 10 students

persisting. The other one- and two-credit IL classes approved by Chabot College and the Chabot

Curriculum committee have been cancelled for the last three semesters due to low enrollment. I

have offered the “Library Skills via Hip-Hop and Popular Culture” course for the last six years

and have maintained consistently high enrollment. In the tables above, I present persistence rates

for students who succeeded in my class as well as other library courses. Success means they

passed the library skills course, and either received an AA degree or transferred to a four-year

college.

4.7 Data Collection As a situated insider, I participated in the study and acted simultaneously as instructor,

facilitator, participant, researcher, and student. Students were required to compose an

educational autoethnography and consented to utilize Thich Nhat Hanh’s notion of “right

speech” to guide discussion. Students submitted reflections on academic material, such as

articles, class discussions, popular culture videos, documentaries, songs, and lyrics. Although

the instructor framed most of the initial discussion topics, students’ assets and inquiry drove

much of the subsequent learning within the co-created classroom environment. Data was also

collected from participant interviews, final research projects and presentations, classroom

discussions/whiteboard captures, and reflective journals on the following films, songs, and

articles:

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Films: 1. bell hooks: Cultural Criticism & Transformation Patierno, M., & Hirshorn, H. (Eds.). (2002). Bell hooks: Cultural criticism & Transformation. Media Education Foundation

Believe: The Black Panther Party Library. 2. Tupac Resurrection: in his own words Lazin, L. (Director). (2003). Tupac Resurrection. United States: Amaru Entertainment Inc. (2003)

3. TUPAC: Hip Hop Genius Lewin, C. (Director). (2004). TUPAC: Hip Hop Genius [Motion picture]. United States.

4. All Power to the people The Black Panthers: Vanguard of the revolution Nelson, S. (Director). (2015). All Power to the people The Black Panthers: Vanguard of the revolution. United States: Firelight Films. (2015)

5. Thug Angel: The Life of an Outlaw Spirer, P. (Director). (2002). Thug Angel: The Life of an Outlaw. United States: QD3 Entertainment. (2002)

6. Holler if you hear me: Searching for Tupac Dyson, M. E. (2006). Holler If You Hear Me (2006). Civitas Books. 7. Death of a Warrior Poet Hersh, G. (Producer). (2015). Death of a Warrior Poet [Motion picture]. United States: Vanity Fair Confidential. 8. All eyez on me Boon, B. (Director). (2017). All eyez on me. United States: Morgan Creek Entertainment Group. (2017) 9. Grand Master Flash: The Message Robinson, S. (Producer). (1983). Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five: The Message [Motion picture]. USA: Sugar Hill Records. 10. Dead Prez: Theys School and Hip Hop Hedrush, & Dead Prez (Producers). (2000). They School [Motion picture]. USA:Loud Records. 11. Juice Dickerson, E. (Director). (1992). Juice. USA: Island World. (1992) 12. Ice Cube: Gangsta Rap Made Me Do It HIDALGO, G. (Director). (2008). Gangsta Rap Made Me Do It [Motion picture]. USA:

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Rush Films. 13. Def Poetry: Julian Curry: Ni**er Ni**a & Ni**az Simmons, R. (Producer). (2005). Def Poetry Season 4 Episode 4: Julian Curry - Niggers Niggas & Niggaz [Motion picture]. USA: HBO. 14. 5 sides of a coin Kell, P. (Director). (2003). 5 sides of a coin. USA: The Anomaly Collective. (2003) 15. Hip Hop: Beyond Beats and Rhymes Hurt, B. (Director). (2006). Hip Hop: Beyond Beats and Rhymes [Motion picture]. USA: ITVS. 16. Shackles Winkler, C. (Director). (2005). Shackles. USA: Sony Pictures Home Entertainment.(2005) 17. Biggie & Tupac: The Story Behind the Murder of Rap's Biggest Superstars Broomfeild, N. (Director). (2012). Biggie & Tupac: The Story Behind the Murder of Rap's Biggest Superstars. USA: Fisher Klingenstein Films. (2012) 18. Slam Levin, M. (Director). (1998). Slam. USA: Off Line Entertainment Group. (1998)

Articles:

1. About Hip-Hop and Back in the Day: Origins and Definitions of Hip-Hop Keyes, C. (2008). About Hip-Hop and Back in the Day: Origins and Definitions of Hip-Hop. In T. Strode & T. Wood (Eds.), The hip hop reader (pp. 01-17). New York: Pearson Longman. 2. Rap’s Embrace of ‘Ni**er’ Fires Bitter Debate by Michel Marriott Marriott, M. (1993, January 24). Rap's embrace of `nigger' fires bitter debate. New York Times. p. 1. 3. Hip-Hop Women Shredding the veil: Race Class in Popular Feminist Identity Morgan, M. (2008). Hip-Hop Women Shredding the veil: Race Class in Popular Feminist Identity. In T. Strode & T. Wood (Eds.), The hip hop reader (pp. 110-117). New York: Pearson Longman. 4. The Son of a Panther”: A Postrevolutionary childhood Dyson, M. E. (2006). The Son of a Panther”: A Postrevolutionary childhood. In M. E. Dyson (Author), Holler if you hear me : searching for Tupac Shakur (pp. 47-69). New York city, NY: Basic Civitas Books.

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6. From Poetry to Rap: The Lyrics of Tupac Shakur Edwards, W. (2002). From Poetry to Rap: The Lyrics of Tupac Shakur. Western Journal Of Black Studies, 26(2), 61. 7. Followers of Black Jesus on Alert: Thoughts on the Story of Tupac Shakur's Life/Death/Life Pinn, A. B., & Easterling, P. (2009). FOLLOWERS OF BLACK JESUS ON ALERT: THOUGHTS ON THE STORY OF TUPAC SHAKUR'S LIFE/DEATH/LIFE. Black Theology: An International Journal, 7(1), 31-44. 8. Reaffirming African American Cultural Values: Tupac Shakur's Greatest Hits as a Musical Autobiography Brown, T. J. (2005). Reaffirming African American Cultural Values: Tupac Shakur's Greatest Hits as a Musical Autobiography. Western Journal Of Black Studies, 29(1), 558.

Songs/Lyrics:

1. Dear Mama Shakur, T. (1995). Dear Mama. On Me Against The World [CD]. Los Angeles, Ca: Interscope. (July, 1994)

2. Only God can judge Me Shakur, T. (1999). Only God can judge Me. On All Eyez on Me [CD]. Los

Angeles, Ca: Deathrow

3. Trapped by Tupac Shakur, T. (1991). Trapped. On 2pacalypse now [CD]. USA: Interscope. 4. Holler if you hear me

Shakur, T. (1993). “Holler If Ya Hear Me”. On Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z [CD]. USA: Interscope

5. Me Against the world Shakur, T. (1995). Me Against The World. On Me Against The World [CD]. Los

Angeles, Ca: Interscope. (July, 1994)

6. It aint easy Shakur, T. (1995). It Aint Easy. On Me Againset The World [CD]. Los

Angeles, Ca: Interscope. (July, 1994)

7. Ambitionz Az a Ridah Shakur, T. (1996). All Eyez on Me [CD]. Death Row. (October 13, 1995)

8. California Love

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Shakur, T. (1995). California Love. On All Eyez on Me [CD]. Death Row. (October 13, 1995)

Reflective Journal topics: 1. Reflective writing during class on the above items, after class discussions, films, and music 2. Freewrite on Tupac, Rap and Hip-Hop Because the curriculum was co-created the course materials themselves, as well as the

conversations the students had had in the classroom prompted their ethnographic reflections.

Below is a student journal on an article and discussion about the use of the word Nigga in Rap

and hip hop lyrics and popular culture.

Figure 1: Student journal reflection on assigned article Above, King’s heartfelt and thoughtful contemplation

Students were required to select a research topic for the final project. That assignment

required students to submit a typed project statement, a search strategy statement, and an

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annotated bibliography of 15 or more sources. Students also maintained a research notebook

documenting the information-gathering process for their chosen topic, the physical evidence of

their research methodology, and their search strategy.

4.8 Participants

The participant sample group was drawn from students from Chabot Community College

who were previously or currently enrolled in the Rap and Hip-Hop-themed information literacy

Class. These students were in their first or second year of college and agreed to participate in the

study on a voluntary basis. Prior to the study’s beginning, I obtained ethics clearance from the

college’s institutional review board. Students were assured that all answers and data gathered

would be treated as confidential, and that recorded interviews would be destroyed upon

completion of the researcher’s dissertation. All other data would be destroyed within 5-7 years

of research completion. The participants were also assured that their responses would be used

anonymously and that all data would be stored securely, as per Queensland University of

Technology’s management of research data policy.

To begin my study, I approached past students to engage them in a conversation

about their educational experiences. All of these students had previously participated in

one of two library research skills classes that I offer: one centered on the theme of Rap

and Hip-Hop, the other on images of Black women in film, music and literature. I

explained to students that our dialogue would take the form of a conversation, rather than

an interview, about our shared and lived experiences with schooling. In class we defined

schooling as our bumpy and at times traumatic experience within a predominantly

Eurocentric academic environment.

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I recorded, transcribed, and listened to interviews several times and journaled after

each session. I took photographs of classroom whiteboard discussions, student

homework, and journal entries. I transcribed recorded interviews within hours of their

occurrence. I then played back the recorded interviews to ensure the accuracy of my

transcriptions. When I felt that I had captured their voices accurately, I asked students to

read through the transcripts and add anything that they felt was missing in my account.

This technique, called “member-checking,” allows students to assess the textual accuracy

of their oral discourse. The practice correlates with Carspecken’s (1996) assertion that

“good stage 5 analysis comes not from the researchers’ gaining an insider position in the

culture she studies but also from the subject’s gaining an insider’s position in the

researchers’ culture” (p. 197).

My data collection was modeled on the frameworks of mindful inquiry (MI) and

seeking vs. researching. Mindful inquiry (Bentz and Shapiro, 1998) is a qualitative

research approach that requires the interviewer to “be attentive to and conscious of the

cultural, political, social, linguistic and ideological origins of one’s own perspective and

voice as well as the perspective and voice of those one interviews and those to whom one

reports” (Patton, 2002, p. 65). The seeking vs. researching approach (Paris & Winn,

2013) emphasizes reciprocity, respect, and humanizing research. In this model,

interviewers engage participants in discussion that departs from and builds upon their

assets rather than asking a series of closed and irrelevant questions. This method of data

collection counters “techniques that colonize research, education, and the marginalized”

(Paris & Winn, 2013, p. 205) and affirms research participants’ unique voices and

personal contributions.

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MI is based on several assumptions (Bentz and Shapiro, 1998, pg. 7). The following

are most relevant to my study:

1. Awareness of self and reality and their interaction is a positive value in itself and should

be present in research processes.

2. Tolerating and integrating multiple perspectives is a value.

3. It is important to bracket our assumptions and look at the often unaware, deep layers of

consciousness and unconsciousness that underlie them.

4. Human existence, as well as research, is an ongoing process of interpreting both one’s

self and others, including other cultures and subcultures.

5. All research involves both accepting bias––the bias of one’s own situation and context–

–and trying to transcend it.

6. We are always immersed in and shaped by historical, social, economic, racial, political,

and cultural structures and constraints, and those structures and constraints usually have

domination and oppression, and therefore suffering, built into them.

7. Inquiry often involves the critique of existing values, social and personal illusions, and

harmful practices and institutions.

8. Inquiry may contribute to social action and be part of social action.

In the tradition of mindful inquiry, Kenny (2004) writes, “In qualitative research

there is a particular ethical responsibility, on the part of the researcher, to honour stories”

(p. 35). I employed MI in all student conversations, as I have in the classroom from the

outset. In the interview process, I apply its tenets by being “attentive to and conscious of

the cultural, political, social, linguistic and ideological origins of one’s own perspective

and voice as well as the perspective and voice of those one interviewed and those to whom

one reports” (Patton, 2002, p. 65).

Making decisions about which data, i.e. which stories, to use and which to omit is

one of an ethnographer’s core responsibilities. When I look at my students’ stories as an

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ethnographer, I do not regard them as data. Rather, I am looking at the information as a

tool for self-expression and the articulation of personal significance. The students’ stories

determine the scope and content of this field of inquiry. I use emergent themes as an

organizational framework to provide structure for the reader.

In their educational autoethnographies, students discussed their cultural

framework, K-12 schooling, family history and relationships, and their daily educational

experiences. For the purposes of my research study, I only looked longitudinally at their

responses to select the aspects of their stories that relate directly to their experiences as

college students. I am using only a slice of a much broader and more complex narrative to

frame my study and conclusion, but minority students’ educational experiences require far

deeper social, historical, and political contextualization. I hope that my discussion of

relevant research can partially compensate for that omission.

4.9 Data collection and researcher positionality In this study, my analytic situatedness helps to dispel the notion prevalent in many

research circles that “indulgence is our biggest enemy” (Sambrook, 2015, p. 98), i.e., that

the use of autoethnography will only produce information about the researcher. However,

when this practice is coupled with analytic autoethnography, “[T]he more the researcher

knows about why she has chosen to attempt data production about phenomenon X rather

than Y, how she goes about producing that data and how she produces her stories about X,

the better data, and the better texts” (Neumann & Neumann, 2015, p. 1). Doctoral

students are often encouraged to situate themselves only briefly and superficially, rather

than in the more involved manner prescribed by the autoethnographic method (Jacobs,

2009). As a result “there is limited space for doing and/or teaching qualitative research,

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and it is difficult to gain credibility for innovative approaches such as autoethnography”

(Sambrook, 2015, p. 92). This thin layer of engagement and situatedness produces

research that is disconnected from the cultural context and community under investigation.

Situated researchers have to calibrate their own inclinations and ideas with those of

the community under investigation; this “may mean losing analytic grip of the phenomena

that participants themselves regard as prominent” (Hesse-Biber & Leavy, 2006, p.12).

Most research cited and conducted for this study examines the lived experience of

marginalized groups, and a good deal of it is written by members of those groups

performing research within their communities and with their students. Most if not all of

their counter-stories “challenge the story of White supremacy and continue to give voice

to those that have been silenced by White supremacy” (Dixson & Rousseau, 2006, p. 4).

These researchers are creating counter-stories to foster a more culturally relevant

curriculum and educational experience for their students.

4.10 Conversations: Setting, Context, and Content My main objective was to foster a dialogue with students that inspired them to

relate their experience with schooling in an open and organic way. I began the initial

conversation by relaying my own educational experiences in an effort to model

reciprocity. Cortes and Carmona (2014) posit that when researchers do not share our

“testimonies, we compromise our struggle for liberatory praxis. By not reflecting on these

experiences, and not encouraging our students to do the same, we unwillingly perpetuate

oppression. We suggest that the personal experience of all students be incorporated in all

forms of education” (p. 72). Though I provided students with a brief autobiographical

sketch on the first day of class, I expanded my account during participant interviews to

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break the ice. Once I incorporated this narrative into the initial interview, students’ stories

grew longer and exhibited a greater degree of openness and reflection on past and current

experiences with education.

I also learned that site location made a difference. I conducted the first interview

in a space with bright overhead lighting, an atmosphere that was unfamiliar to both myself

and the student. Thereafter, I decided to move the interviews to my office, a space that is

more akin to a living room: cozy and familiar with comfortable lighting and seating. I

also offered participants food and drink. I do the same thing in my classes: using and

sharing food to build community, echoing a cultural tradition of relevance to my students.

I also did this because I knew that most of my students often came to school hungry.

Many felt comfortable enough to share their lack of access to food in the classroom

environment. I related my own experience of being a hungry student in college and how

that impacted my degree of class participation. I also explained that it was not until my

junior year of college that a fellow student informed me of my eligibility for federal

assistance.

Informed asset-based pedagogy encourages students to use their assets as a

departure point to explore, deconstruct, and reconceive their historical context and

contemporary environment. Using this model, I guided students to examine critically the

experiences of marginalized groups alongside the dominant rhetoric that replicates this

process of marginalization. The following phases define my research process:

1. Produced interview questions

2. Identified potential participants

3. Scheduled participant sessions

4. Assured students of anonymity and confidentiality

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5. Allowed students time to read and sign QUT ethics approval (1500000895)

6. Explained the purpose of the conversation

7. Explained to students why they were selected

8. Spoke about the length of the conversation

9. Shared more about myself and my schooling experience

10. Used open-ended questions

11. Recorded conversations

12. Summarized key data at the end of conversation

13. Reflected in my journal

The initial conversation session was conducted in a prearranged, mutually agreed

upon site. Most interviews took place on the Chabot College campus. Conversations did

not extend past 90 minutes; I scheduled a 20-30 minute follow-up with participants to

gather more information if needed. I assured students that their participation in the

conversation would not impact our relationship as teacher/student/friend.

I opened each session by sharing more of my autoethnography. I then used the

following conversational script to guide the opening and subsequent session if needed.

4.11 Initial conversation 1. Can you share a little bit about who you are, where you come from, and how this has

played out in your experience of schooling?

2. Can you describe any schooling experience where prior knowledge and/or the

knowledge of your family or community was useful to you?

3. Can you talk about your experience(s) in our library class with the theme of Rap and

Hip-Hop? How might your prior knowledge and experience have shaped your

participation, learning, and engagement in this class?

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4. What haven’t we talked about in this interview that you think is meaningful?

4.12 Second conversation 1. What would your educational experience be like if other classes used themes drawn

from your prior knowledge and experiences?

2. Why did you take a library research skills class?

Probing Question:

You said you took this class because

…. can you talk a little more about why? What was your topic?

Why did you choose this particular topic?

1. What impact, if any, has this class had on your educational experience in other classes?

Three main themes emerged from the initial conversations: the importance of

informal information networks to college students of color and first generation college

attendees; the power of using student cultural wealth/assets in academic classrooms; and

substantive discussion of the impact of racial identity on the lives of students and its role

in American society. Connecting these themes to the primary research questions posed in

this study was integral to an investigation of asset-based, and explicit racialized situated

pedagogies in a library class curriculum. The primary research questions considered

community college students’ use of cultural assets in an information literacy class, their

participation in additive pedagogical practices, and how their explicit racial and cultural

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situatedness played out in an IL classroom.

4.13 Analytical Method and Outcomes

My objective in this study was to examine how engagement of student assets

impacts the educational experience. It is difficult to conceive of the stories shared by my

students as “data.” They are counter-stories with truth, depth and meaning. Thus, in the

analytical process, I worked to preserve the uniqueness and significance of each student’s

narrative even as I identified and coded the themes of collective significance. I examined

all data for significance and repetition. I used the following strategies by Ezzy, (2002) to

ensure trustworthiness as an ethnographer: “(1) initially code as you transcribe interview

data; (2) maintain a reflective journal on the research project with copious analytic

memos; and (3) check your interpretations developed thus far with the participants

themselves” (pp. 67-74). Calibrating my observations with students facilitates

transparency and ensures accuracy. Guba and Lincoln (1989) purport that an

autoethnography that is a success must be truthfully written for readers to “explore the

process, judge the decisions that were made, and understand what salient factors in the

context led the evaluator to the decisions and interpretations made” (Guba & Lincoln,

1989, p. 242).

My students’ stories are my stories, and the questions I pose in this study arose

from my own experience as an insider. The coalescent themes are similar to those that I

encountered as I navigated the educational environment, as a person of color, first

generation college attendee, and, later, as a professor. There was no recipe or step-by-step

process in my engagement with students, and the notion of replicability does not apply.

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The process was iterative, not linear. Asset-based approaches are not predicated on

identifying assets prior to the educational encounter. Rather, students and teachers are

continually identifying and translating them for use in the academic environment (Yosso,

2005, 2006; Alim & Paris, 2014). I have learned over time that I possess cultural wealth,

just as I have gained understanding and honor that of my students. My curriculum and

pedagogical engagement is emergent, drawn from my students’ autoethnographies and

interests. Rather than developing my research in a vacuum, I drew upon years of teaching

experience and student input to frame my field and method of inquiry.

4.14 Data Analysis This dissertation contains stories recounting the lived experiences of participants.

These narratives articulate their interpretation and analysis of the cultural context they live

in (Chang, 2008). In this study, I utilized the narrative inquiry process to structure and

restructure lived experiences into stories. I then gleaned themes from these stories to draw

common threads, locate broader significance, and facilitate the creation (Cobb & Sharma,

2015) of community cultural wealth and knowledge. McCormack (2004) defines the

practice of storying stories as “the researcher seeks personal experience stories and

generates stories by composing stories about those experiences” (p. 220). Storying our

stories retains the authenticity of our voiced experiences and assets, and allows the

entirety of their articulation, as reflective of decolonized methodologies. Naisilisili,

(2015 pg. 101), provides these examples “(Tongan Kala Framework Thaman, 1997);

(Fijian Vanua Research Framework by Nabobo-Baba (2008) and (Kaupapa Maori

Framework by Smith (1999)”. These stories provide “an alternative method to

reductionist coding and subsequent reconstruction of interviewee’s stories” (Fisher, 2010,

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p. 48). This method entails viewing transcripts via many lenses, intent listening, and

reflective process. Then, “using the views highlighted by those lenses to write interpretive

stories” (McCormack, 2000, pg. 282). These conversations occurred within an intentional

space that foregrounded the lenses of critical race theory and cultural assets. Research

findings drawn from the multiple sources I have cited previously reflect the study’s

broader aims: to develop culturally relevant curricula from student-articulated assets; to

examine research and instruction informed by student cultural assets; and to identify how

tenets of informed assets, e.g. CRT and decolonizing theories and methodologies, enhance

student learning in the IL classroom.

Solorzano and Yosso (2002) discuss the roles of theoretical sensitivity (Strauss &

Corbin, 1990) and cultural intuition (Delgado Bernal, 1998) in data analysis. Strauss and

Corbin define theoretical sensitivity as

“a personal quality of the researcher. It indicates an awareness of the subtleties of

meaning of data. One can come to the research situation with varying degrees of

sensitivity depending upon previous reading and experience with or relevant to the

data. It can also be developed further during the research process. Theoretical

sensitivity refers to the attribute of having insight, the ability to give meaning to

data, the capacity to understand, and capability to separate the pertinent from that

which isn’t” (1990, pp. 41-42).

Cultural intuition differs from theoretical sensitivity by extending “one’s personal

experience to include collective experience and community memory,” and emphasizes

“the importance of participants’ engaging in the analysis of data” (pp. 563-564). Much

like Solorzano and Yosso (2002), I cultivate counter-storied findings by using aspects of

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“(a) the data gathered from the research process itself, (b) the existing literature on the

topic(s), (c) our own professional experiences, and (d) our own personal experiences” (p.

38). These findings take the form of composite counter-stories. Solorzano and Yosso

(2002) articulate them as

“various forms of ‘data’ that recount the racialized, sexualized, and classed

experiences of people of color. Such counter-stories may offer both biographical

and autobiographical analyses because the authors create composite characters and

place them in social, historical, and political situations to discuss racism, sexism,

classism, and other forms of subordination (p. 33)”.

Each study participant’s counter-story stands on its own. At the same time, taken

together, these stories illuminate common themes, ideas and experiences of the inequity

experienced with pedagogy, educators, and academic environments. Most researchers

give the data collected meaning through an outsider lens. Yet, composite counter-stories

utilizing ethnographic methods and storying stories (McCormack, 2004) reflect a process

of narrative inquiry and analysis that draws upon researcher as insider, postmodernist,

feminist, and qualitative research. These approaches “humanize” research practice (Paris

& Winn, 2013) and bring inequities to the foreground (Solórzano & Yosso, 2002).

Through this process, students have an opportunity to retell their stories in a context that

grants them legitimacy and respect.

4.15 Ethics After I was granted ethics clearance at Chabot College and Queensland University

of Technology, QUT granted its approval for this study to commence (Approval Number:

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1500000895 Approved Until:13/01/2018). All participants signed a consent form

approved by QUT and Chabot College. Students were notified that they could withdraw

themselves from the study at any time.

4.16 Verification and Trustworthiness I employed the process of member checking to ensure participant verification and

establish trust (Sandelowski, 2008; Carspecken, 1996). In this process, Member checking

consisted of study participants reviewing what the researcher captured from their dialogue

to make sure of consistency with what the study participant meant to say. It was also an

opportunity for participants to add thoughts that arose later. I was also guided questions

Creswell (2007, pg. 206) identified for researchers to measure the validity and

trustworthiness of interpreted data, they are the following “1) Are the results an accurate

interpretation of the participants’ meaning? 2) Are different voices heard in this

interpretation of the data? 3) Is there a critical appraisal of all aspects of the research? And

4) Are these investigations self-critical?

4.17 Research limitations This qualitative study is limited in scope by the small sample of participants.

Participants represent populations marginalized through a system of White privilege and

racial dominance, or by social, cultural, educational, and socio-economic status. All

researchers face limitations, “And all competent researchers must acquire not only the

ability to use various research skills but also the acumen to judge when some kinds of

research are likely to prove more productive than others” (Anderson, pg. 390, 2006).

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Though limited in scope, my hope is that this study provides a useful model or framework

for other researchers and educators working with and for this population.

4.18 Methods Conclusion The qualitative research method conforms to the autoethnographic approach

utilized in this study. Qualitative researchers begin by “asking people open-ended

questions about how things work from their perspective.” These methods “allow an

individual to frame the concept, idea, or situation and then elaborate on it” (Fetterman,

2008, p. 3). Contributing my own autoethnography to class discussion enabled students to

feel more willing and comfortable to relating their own stories. The use of

autoethnography proved to be invaluable in making the library classroom a space student

and researcher could make connections with lived experience in and out of the classroom.

The connections we forged based on shared history and context inspired collective

reflection and engaged conversations, both in the classroom and in the individual

interviews I conducted for this study.

The methodology used in this study was used to gather and articulate cultural

assets, construct curricula, and provide education counter-stories of marginalized students.

The next chapter presents this study results.

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CHAPTER 5: FINDINGS: “I didn’t invent THUG LIFE, I diagnosed it”. (Tupac) “There are different ways for understanding research impact and providing evidence for making informed policies and translating research findings into outcomes that make a positive contribution to society”. (Tuhiwai Smith, 2018, pg. 21)

5.1 Flipping the Western script

I am now shifting from my Western view of writing in my first four chapters to the

autoethnographic view and counter-stories of my students, which values their lived experience,

and increases their information literacy. It also leads to an incredible innovation in information

literacy praxis. It tells my students what you know works here, let's translate it, let's flip the

script on it. Let's talk about how what you have is incredibly valuable and how you can use that

in your education. What this does is brings in in my epistemological stance, the cultural wealth

of the communities that are coming to the community college. Informed Assets turns it into

something they can use and work with to get their education.

At the Critical Ethnic Studies Conference held at the University of British Columbia in

June of 2018 themed: Critical Insurrections: Decolonizing Difficulties, Activist Imaginaries, and Collective

Possibilities, participants engaged topics about what can be to Decolonize the University academic

practices. Critical scholars are attacking the issue of forcing graduate students to reproduce and

reify western imperial epistemological frames. A variety of indigenous scholars have taken this

on. Sandy Grande, Eve Tuck, Wayne Wayne, and Four Arrows. All of which are taking on the

issue of restrictions, structures, and the requirements that graduate students reproduce the

western state, the imperial state, the neoliberal state, the epistemological frame of European

dominance, and White supremacy. Indigenous scholars and scholars of color are being put in the

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situation of, in order to achieve their education goals, they must reproduce the thing that

oppresses them. Academic colonial structures. This is the thing that critical scholars are

attacking right now with graduate students and trying to overthrow these structures in

universities that require that you reify your oppression. This is what I’m up against.

Informed asset-based pedagogy attacks everything that universities are designed to do.

Universities are designed to strip all the knowledge from students of color and turn them into

people who reproduce whiteness. This is the price you pay for being educated, is you get the

color stripped off and you reify whiteness. Okay? What I am doing is profoundly radical,

although I would guess not understood by many folks, because they subscribe to university

literacy. Information Literacy is an idea that students can be taught additionally to reify

whiteness. Faculty are running into this problem where people who know things they don’t

know, did not actively subsume to their epistemic stance that says the only good knowledge is

imperial--white knowledge. Over the generations of information literacy myself and others see

that when we talk to students, we cannot lie to them and tell them that the knowledge of the

academy is true. While on the other hand saying to them that they matter to us. We encounter

these students who know so much and we must choose between the epistemic dominant white

supremacist stance of academia or our student's interest and helping our students turn their

knowledge and their community's knowledge and their access to education into power on the

ground. We are forced to make a choice between reifying whiteness or acknowledging our

students wealth and helping them use that to build their communities.

As mentioned previously in the preamble of this thesis, please honor and engage the structure of

this thesis and the counter-stories we are about to share.

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5.2 Our Counter-Stories We operate in an environment where people are influenced by dominant narratives

that organize behavior, experiences, and perceptions. These narratives are represented in,

maintained, and mediated by numerous domains: economic, social, cultural, and political.

Within our classroom, our collective understanding positioned people either as sheep, i.e.

members of “the herd,” or as those who question their environment, upbringing, and

situation. Students emphasized the importance of independent thought and critical

inquiry, despite frequent confrontation with notions and pretensions of “expertise.” In

these instances, they recalled that their questioning of authority figures often initiated a

defensive, dismissive, and ultimately annihilative response. Our counter-stories pose

challenges to traditional notions and figures of authority and expertise. We use popular

culture as a lens through which to redefine the boundaries of knowledge, narrative

authority, and scholarship.

All counter-stories testify to relevant, sustaining, explicit racial situatedness. They

call for meaningful engagement of communities’ cultural wealth. In my class and in this

study, informed assets/cultural wealth provides a new context for students’ individual

stories (counter-stories).

5.3 Participant Introductions: Tell it like it is, student counter-stories

“Autoethnography is an alternative, another perspective. It is research from the inside-out; providing an authoritative voice that offers insight into otherwise unknowable worlds

(Houston, 2007, p. 45).”

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This section begins with participant introductions to situate students’ biographical,

social, and cultural contexts. The students’ voices included here represent a larger group,

pared down in the interest of space.

Student profiles:

Jazz

Jazz, 19, describes her background as Fijian, since her mother was born in Fiji and

moved to the United States as a child, when she was about twelve. Jazz’s father was born

and raised in Fiji as well, and he moved to the U.S. when he married Jazz’s mom. Jazz

believes that being a first generation American has shaped her educational experience.

That experience was also defined by her parents’ expectations that she earn either A’s or

B’s throughout K-8th grades, although neither provided academic assistance or checked

her homework. Even without their help, she was still expected to get that A or B grade.

Jazz was constantly told that she was not going to do anything with her life—that she was,

fat, ugly, and stupid. These insults came from many different relatives. When she entered

high school, Jazz described herself as kind of screwed up. She was cutting class left and

right, but she was also smart about it, so she wouldn’t get caught. Although she graduated

from high school with a 3.5 GPA, she says “When I graduated, my mom told me, she was

like,‘You need to get a job.’ College wasn’t even brought up with me. With my sister,

yeah, my sister went straight to college, they were on her about, ‘Oh, you need to get your

applications in.’ But, nobody asked me about college.”

King

King is an African-American male from San Francisco, California. He is about to

turn 21. He feels that his residency in San Francisco has shaped his life the most. When

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he was a very small child, he lived with his mother and her grandfather. In his early years,

King was sent to schools where he was often the only African-American student in class,

surrounded by predominantly Asian students and a few Whites. King states, “I didn’t

really understand my place as a Black student being around Black culture. The culture I

had at home it followed me to school. That was my impression of what it meant to be a

Black student.” Yet, King distinctly remembers the first time someone else pointed out

his skin color. He states “this one time there being a little Asian boy on the bus telling me

that he knew my color. I was in first grade at the time. It meant something to me. I didn’t

know exactly what but I took offense as if he was warned about my color or something

like that. After that I moved to some pretty tough and gritty projects with my family. I

went to a predominantly African American elementary school. It was the first time I've

ever being around so many Black students. It was a culture shock.”

Cina

“I’ve always moved around the Bay Area. I’ve moved around so much, I always

had to be a step ahead of everybody else just because.” Cina recalls how her move from

Oakland to a predominantly white neighborhood ushered in a new school environment:

different curriculum, newer and more sophisticated equipment. Cina lagged far behind

her peers, and would often stay after school to catch up. She is the first in her family to

graduate from high school and to enter college. Her mother did not finish middle school

and her grandparents did not finish elementary school.

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Matais

Matais is a 19-year old Latino male who was born and raised in the Bay Area.

Elementary school went well for him, and his classmates were primarily Latino, like him.

But starting in the seventh grade, his family began to move around a lot. New city, new

school, over and over. At this point, Matais started to hate school. He found it hard to

make friends. He did not jibe with the Latino students in these new schools. Matais

recalls, “the ones that I did see, they were more like gangster and not my crowd. From

seventh grade until high is when I didn’t really like school. Then when I got to high

school it was kind of the same thing. I didn’t really know people and I was just more

rebellious, rather than trying to actually do good in my classes, because inside and outside

of the classroom I just felt uncomfortable. I couldn't really focus in a classroom”. Matais

received little assistance or advice about succeeding in school or attending college. He

maintains,

“I felt like going into the classrooms for the most part, everyone seemed to know

stuff that I didn’t know. Like I don’t know, maybe my parents just didn’t teach me

like other parents taught their kids, but I always felt like I didn’t have all the

resources or I didn’t have maybe the background schooling, like oh this is how you

write a certain essay. This is how you do this and that. I think once I made that

transition to the new school district, is when I was just thrown all the way off.

Nothing from my home life or even hanging out with friends, really helped me in

the classroom and it was kind of an ugly feeling. Especially not having stuff like a

computer to type on or just whatever. There was always something in every class

where I didn’t have what was needed to pass the class with a good grade. It was

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like I was always trying get at least a C just to pass. I think that’s a big reason why

I was not motivated in high school, because I didn’t have all the right resources, so

it was like I was already put in a tough spot and it was easier to just not try, rather

than to go to the public library and do all this stuff. Once I got there I still didn’t

know what I was doing.”

Humble

Humble is 23. Her family immigrated from Mexico when she was five.

She believes that this move and attending U.S. public schools played a big role in

school for her. Her parents told her that they came to the U.S. so that their kids

could attend school there. She recalls,

“They always told me, they always told all of us, that getting an education is why

we came to the U.S. When I was young and I first started learning English, the

community I lived in, which, is a huge Hispanic community but there’s also a big

black community. Not really a lot of white folks and stuff but huge, yeah, a lot of

blacks and a lot of Hispanics. I didn’t really notice a big difference between me

and everybody else because it was, it was a minority population, so I didn’t notice

but when I went up to Northern California, the population was mainly white and it

was rural. Country style. I did notice a difference then. It’s sometimes really easy

to forget the opportunity that you do have with school because especially to people

every day, it's like it seems so available. But that’s not the case for everybody and

it's easy to forget that. That played a big role in the school for me because my

oldest brother he was the first one to graduate from college. That was a huge deal

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for my family and it kind of made me see how proud it really made my parents to

see him graduate. But also along with everything that comes with the pride and

happiness of education, I also had a lot of trouble with school especially during

high school, as I got older. A lot of times I felt like school and my personal life

were really separate from each other and I had a hard time either combining them

together so that they would be able to flow or just being able to balance them. I

felt like I couldn't really focus on school, because I’d be thinking too much about

my own life. I had a lot of problems with that, in the later part of high school.”

Ida B

Ida B is a 20-year-old African American female. Due to her mother’s disdain for

the public school system and, more specifically, its treatment of African Americans, Ida B

and her twin sister were homeschooled from 6th-12th grade. She conveyed the difficulty

of her elementary school experience. Ida B confides

“I actually got I guess they say kicked out, they first use the term expel then

kicked out of I guess. For the most part school was okay until that last little part. I

actually, I guess you would call got assaulted by a teacher. Because I was upset

and the teacher grabbed my arms. Actually bruised one of my wrists. And they

basically made it out to be my fault. And when my mom and my dad they went

and they talked to the school officials and everything--that's what led to me getting

expelled. They went to the school board and everything. I was out of school for I

want to say almost six months before I transferred to the other school. They

actually sent my paperwork to the next school before they even told my parents

that I was expelled from their school. Over something that was just very childish

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and I had to transfer to another school. I was there for about a year before my

mom was just like we don't like it. We're going to put you guys in a private school.

We were in private school for about a year. But we found out that that school

wasn't up to par. Like their credentials and everything wasn't real. So our mother

was just like well, we'll just homeschool you guys. And that's where we were since

until the end of our general schooling or 12th grade.

I know the public-school system isn't great, but it's better than your kid being taken out of

like that social environment. Because I know for me and my sister we just feel like we

missed out on a whole lot. As far as communication with other kids. Because around that

time like just before we started being home-schooled our parents divorced, so our mom

would be at work. Dad was living where he was living. So we were pretty much at home

learning from a software system. And, on a day to day basis you're at home learning from

a software system and once you're done in that couple hours or few hours it takes to do

your lesson you're pretty much just hanging out home until the rest of the neighborhood

kids get out of school.”

Ida B and her parents’ experience with the U.S. public education system is common for

many marginalized populations. A defining factor for her is that she and her sister were

able to be homeschooled which is very uncommon within African American families and

marginalized populations within the U.S.

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Brit

Brit is a 19-year-old African American who migrated to the Bay Area with her

twin sister and mother from the east coast. There are several generations of college

graduates in her family. Brit recalls,

“My mom always taught in special ed and she always wanted to be a teacher. I

think she instilled the importance of education in us. She pulled us out of the

public high school at sixteen because of stuff that was happening, and we didn’t

want go to school. She tried to get us into the schools where she worked at in San

Jose and that didn’t work out. She tried to put us in an adult’s school. That way we

could still maintain schooling--it was always instilled in us at a young age that you

must get an education. My uncle, they are catholic school kids coming from the

East Coast, they wanted to make sure that we had that education. I think one thing

instilled in us when we were young is that you always need an education and that

you must maintain it. My mom went back when she was older. She always

reminded is of it. She wanted to keep us in line with trying to get educated. And

make sure that we knew the importance of school to make sure that we are going

to school even if it means going back at an old age, that either way you are getting

something done. I think at a young age they instilled the educational tools about

being black and to make sure that you know that you are African-American, that

you are in class, that you are sure to learn because those things weren’t offered to

them when they were younger. Brit is referring to culturally relevant information

for Blacks in education. Many of my family members were fortunate to have

education. My grandma she was fortunate too, she was a fourth grader and they

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skipped her two grades. She was kind of smart and then at a young age and then

she continued to do well. She also had vocational skills. She had certificates.

Though Brit’s grandma had Brits mother at 19, Brit is proud to say she still was

able to get educated and made sure to instill this in her mother and her mother

instilled this ethic into her and her sister.”

Phoenix

Phoenix is a first generation Mexican American. She is the youngest of nine

children in a female-headed household. Her father left when she was about six years old.

Her mother found a second job to provide for her and her siblings and wanted nothing

more than for all of her children to graduate from high school. Phoenix believes that she

and her siblings were “tracked” throughout school, with the expectation that their

education would not continue beyond high school. Phoenix’s high school had a lot of

gang activity, so she kept to herself to try to stay out of trouble. Without college

aspirations, she married immediately after high school and divorced seven years later with

four children to provide for. At this point, she decided to try college, but she had no idea

where to go or how to seek assistance. When Phoenix matriculated at Chabot, she sought

to take charge of her education with the broader purpose of redirecting her life. She

wanted to model that level of initiative and determination for her children.

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Trace

Trace is a 40-year-old African American married woman with children in school

during the current study. She recalls,

“I would say I grew up in a single family home with three kids, but when I was

younger, my little sister got killed. After her death I had to transition to my

grandparent's house. I don't really remember elementary because I was with my

sister when she got killed. My memory is gone due to my sister getting killed, and

my mom getting on drugs. I barely made it through high school. I ended up going

to adult school. I just couldn't stay focused. I managed to graduate from the adult

school though. My mom ended up passing away when I was 20. I raised my 14-

year old sister, so school wasn’t even existing at this point. I had to survive. In

my survival, I self-destroyed, getting drunk for many years. Which caused my

sister to have to go stay with my auntie and uncle. At 25 I started a family. I was

content just being married and raising my children. Then one day, a question was

asked. What are you going to do when your kids grow up? When that question

was asked, I was like ‘Oh, my God.’ I knew in my heart that something was about

to change. I didn’t think that change would be going back to school. College

terrified me. I didn’t think I could survive in college. Talk about needing survival

skills from surviving on the streets to surviving in education. Yeah. See? I had to

do that. I had to be able to transition, it wasn't easy. I knew it was a commitment.

Plus, when you’re on the streets, you’re committed to something. You’re

committed to ‘I got to feed these kids. I’m committed to taking care of these kids.’

Now that voice goes ‘I’m committed to school. I can’t drop out. I have made this

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commitment.’ My kids see me doing it. They can do it. I’m very humble in

school. I know I’m here for a reason. I’m here to get mileage. It’s about knowing

how the world operates. When I’m at home, I’m harder. I guess because now I

know two worlds. At home, I’m more ... It’s so funny, because when you start

going to school, your family, they haven't been to school and they don't

understand, so they think that you’re trying to be better than them. They be like

‘Oh, now you think this way. You know where you come from.’ And ‘Oh, now

you're trying to be like this?’ And ‘Oh, I remember when I first met you.’ Even

with the kids, I have to stand my ground. Like ‘No, you know ... If you don’t get

your education, poverty is going to always exist in your family down the line,

when I’m gone. I have to stay firm like that. Connecting the education to my

family home. That’s who I am now. I’m not who I used to be. I’ve changed. I’ve

changed. I’m a whole different person”.

5.5 Our counter-stories from Our Conversations “Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature’s laws wrong, it learned to walk without having feet. Funny, it seems to by keeping its dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else even cared.” (Tupac 1994) Many of us found a second home in the transformative and emancipatory

classroom space we created. In this supportive and safe environment, students reflected

critically on their experiences with the educational system to date. Several lines of

continuity emerged from students’ narratives: the importance of informal information

networks to college students of color and first generation college attendees; the power of

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using student cultural wealth/assets in academic classrooms; and substantive discussion of

the impact of racial identity on the lives of students and its role in American society. To

represent these themes, I have included excerpts of various transcribed conversations,

student autoethnographic journals, shots of whiteboard class discussions, and student

presentations. I focused on the stories and their significance, rather than adopting the

typical approach to “data analysis.” Our words supersede quantification. I incorporated

Carspecken’s stages 4 and 5 as I considered the data’s relation to social norms regarding

first generation and students of color in the educational environment. My use of student

assets to set the agenda in this study and in our classroom positions me as a co-learner

rather than an authority (Mezirow, J. 1997, p.11).

5.6 Informal information networks and survival skills Many students highlighted the importance of peer support networks to guide and

fulfill their college aspirations once they entered college. They relied on their peers to

learn how to submit applications, secure financial aid, and register for classes. These

informal networks were essential to students who often had no one to turn to for this type

of guidance. Learning to manage and navigate this new environment required building

peer support networks to sustain students throughout their college careers. My students’

words emphasize this process and achievement.

JAZZ: Nobody asked me about college. If it wasn’t for the girl that sat next to me in my Econ class, she, I don't even ... it's so hard, you don't know what classes to take, from the simplest things to, "Where do I pay for my classes?" to, "Okay, if I don't pay for my classes, what happens?" to, "Where do I get my books? How do I even know what I need?" It's hard for somebody with no support. If it wasn't me asking around, asking random people in my classes, "Hey, how do I figure this out?"

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Jazz knows that she needs to locate more information sources to achieve success in the

college environment. Though several initiatives at Chabot offer guidance and support,

students like Jazz often have to rely on their own survival skills to endure, let alone thrive.

I believe that this stems partially from students’ mistrust of authority, both generally and

within academic environments. Students conceded that they sought out information from

other students first, or students and faculty of color, than to visit the established support

centers. This process felt safer and more aligned with the familiar ways of networking in

their communities.

Brit: For the first semester that we got here, financial aid wasn’t easy. We didn’t know what we were doing. It was like a fish out of water. We didn’t really have the experience from a counselor or anybody because we are coming from an adult school. Brit reiterates many of Jazz’s sentiments regarding the lack of an “academic toolbox” with

which to make informed decisions about financial aid, course selection, and other

important aspects of the educational experience. Having not had the benefit of

professional support, e.g. a counselor, at the start of her college education, Brit felt at a

disadvantage. As a result, she used her informed assets to seek out students to find the

answers she needed to succeed. Many students echoed her experience. Below, Trace

describes how she used her survival skills to navigate an unfamiliar academic

environment.

Trace: We can't do it the way they want us to ... We try, but we need ... We need those survival skills that we have out of our struggles, to be able to make it, and if they allow us to do that, to connect it, then it makes our educational experience a lot better. Because that is the life jacket. That's the savior, is that I can express who I am and feel comfortable. You build your self-esteem. Your confidence. Because when we come, we

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come beat down like "Oh, my God. I don't know." You got some that comes in like "Yeah. I know who I am in an educational world." But for me and a lot of other students, for the most part, their struggle is so real.

Trace indicates that by using her survival skills, she finds a degree of ease in the

school environment that in turn boosts her self-esteem, persistence, and success. The

skills Trace refers to have emerged from the experience of surviving as a Black woman in

a predominantly White-controlled environment. Trace cultivated a double consciousness

that reflects a dual lens: an awareness of dominant perceptions of students of color and a

strategy for engaging with these misalignments and constraints.

Trace: Because you're opening up doors. New doors. People don't want those doors open. They want ... They want us to be shackled. They want us to be stuck. We're not going to be stuck. You're opening up new doors, in that field, is what you're doing. They don't want to see that door open, but you just got to fight and you did. You stayed in the ring. I think the class- Getting help. It helped me to get the help that I need to survive in college.

Here, Trace refers to the utility of asset-based pedagogy and the importance of our

co-created classroom environment. The “new doors” Trace speaks of represent my use of

a decolonized curriculum to counter the dominant narrative and introduce historical

context, perspectives, and indigenous knowledge. This is a practice and conversation that

Trace and her peers had not experienced in former classes and academic environments.

She also labels misinformation and inadequate information as akin to shackles that limit

students’ achievement. Even when students like Trace advance to college, the broader

academic agenda, defined by White norms and conceptions, reinforces the status quo.

Trace identified with me as a survivor, as an example of someone who had also learned to

navigate an environment defined by inequity. More importantly, in my classroom, she

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realized that together we can create an academic community that makes a concrete

difference in the lives of students.

Matais: I felt like going into the classroom for the most part, everyone seemed to know stuff that I didn't know. Like I don't know, maybe my parents just didn't teach me like other parents taught their kids, but I always felt like I didn't have all the resources or I didn't have maybe the background schooling, like oh this is how you write a certain essay. This is how you do this and that.

Matais illuminates the disadvantages experienced by students who feel that they lack

the pre-knowledge that leads to success in higher education. In this vein, students

identified faculty and staff inaccessibility and prior negative experiences with educational

authority figures as deterrents to background knowledge. Thus, rather than seeing faculty

and staff as helpful, these students saw them as obstacles to academic success. They often

navigated this environment by remaining below the radar screen. My IL class opened the

academic door for them and provided them with the courage to seek out more help as they

moved forward.

5.7 Engagement of student assets in academic classrooms

Students expressed the need for validation of their lived experience, not only in the

classroom but in the broader social framework of which we are all a part. Because of my

authentic engagement with students and commitment to making course material relevant

to their lives, students from a variety of racial and socioeconomic backgrounds found an

academic home consistent with their knowledge and lived experience. Furthermore,

students articulated how the creation of community within an academic environment

invited them to be in control of the learning process and its outcomes.

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Jazz: The way that we learned in that class was completely different from how you would learn in a regular classroom setting. It was student driven, student focused. It makes much more of a difference than whereas the typical teaching scenario where we come to class, you take roll, then listen to the instructor lecture the entire class time.

Brit: I remember going home after our library skills class, my sister and I would be like, “What did we just learn in class? Oh my God, do you believe what we just learned and discussed? That was awesome!” Then we’d go, try to find more information on the things we had learned … and show my brother.

Brit’s enthusiasm for this type of academic engagement and its level of success is

evidenced by her subsequent search for more information about relevant classroom topics.

This also demonstrates a reflective process during informed learning (Bruce & Hughes

2010): Brit and her sister “explicitly turn their attention towards their learning about those

practices, and so become able to transfer their learning to new contexts” (p. 4). In this

instance, learning extends beyond the classroom and into the community, enhancing

collective wealth.

Jazz: If you just put out a library skills class, it's kind of just fake, what are you supposed to focus on? When you narrowed it down, but you didn't narrow it down too much, you could still go a whole different way. You did it in a way where there's multiple topic choices...You can still have room to freely do it, but at the same time, it's not boring and you're building on your research skills yet learning much more than that. I remember we would get in some really deep discussions in our classes, the class was, it felt like a home environment almost, a non-judgmental zone. Yeah, definitely felt like I could bring my whole self and talk about real life. Phoenix: I've learned so much. The class was a really good experience you know to be with different kinds of people from different cultures. We had different races but we all came together you know. We had an environment where we felt safe and real comfortable. At the beginning I was a little uncomfortable but you prepared us for it. You showed us all that when we got to talking, we had a little bit of knowledge so we could bring a little bit more to the plate where at first we thought we didn’t. Back in the day and I would have been very shocked, very reserved and not know what to say, but I even interacted a little bit in the conversation where otherwise I wouldn't at all.

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Brit, Phoenix, and Jazz assert that the interdisciplinary, asset-based curriculum

improved their research and IL skills, both broadly and specifically. In the process,

students interacted with various discourses and became aware of how academic

disciplines articulate findings differently. They express excitement and unprecedented

engagement with the course material and a desire to extend that learning to their

communities.

Trace: My educational experience has been hard because the educational language is different than street language. It's just different, and when teachers ask you questions, I'm like what are they really asking me? Can't they just break it down plain? No. I think that when I do have the opportunity to bring my life to the table, that it works.

Trace advocates a culturally relevant curriculum, though without using those exact

terms. She asks that teachers meet students where they are and design pedagogical goals

from that point of departure. In this class setting, Trace used her double consciousness to

translate street knowledge into academic knowledge and vice versa. She could see where

they converged and diverged. As both an insider and outsider in an academic arena, I was

able to help Trace meet the hidden educational expectations of academic environments

that elude many first generation students and students of color.

Trace: What we didn’t know at the time is—that's how we were being saved. By connecting. Like if you let us do what we know to do, and apply it to education, that's our life jacket. You're ... The way you teach the class it’s a life jacket...it's up to us to put it on...That library class it's just much more...way more than learning to research... it's also the knowledge that you gain about how the world functions. We was doing life in that library class...with the different films...readings...it connected our lives to it. Our street knowledge does connect to...book knowledge in your class. We learned to use our survival skills from surviving on the streets to surviving in education.

Trace likens her exposure to a culturally relevant curriculum as a lifesaver,

describing both the thrill and practical utility of using assets as part of her academic

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engagement. She also articulates the direction I believe IL must take—especially in

capturing the attention of the diverse student body that populates our community college

campuses.

King: This class was an opportunity...a space that acknowledged...people come into learning environments with experiences that could be useful...are useful...valuable...this class turned...experiences that are...dramatic...traumatic into...academic to us learning why certain things happen in our neighborhood...experience certain things. It puts...things into context...I think for me one of those moments of clarity just outside this classroom is one time when I was asking why was Black neighborhoods are so impoverished and why was it so broken. This was before I ever learnt about the crack epidemic. It didn't make any sense to me why it was so dangerous...why it wasn't considered a good environment...It started to also make sense...It just put...things into context for me.

Students’ statements confirmed that the use of what they already knew—their

assets—to engage with the curriculum conferred relevance. Moreover, this proved

transferable and aided their intellectual and personal growth. King discusses the

convergence of his prior knowledge with contextual information gleaned from course

material and his own research initiatives. He sought accounts of his neighborhood’s crack

epidemic from those who had witnessed its onset and impact: the elders. As he listened to

their counter-stories, King gained clarity, new insight, and a far deeper understanding of

the complexity and evolution of this epidemic.

5.8 Substantive conversations about race in the classroom Any discussion of race must take place in a safe environment: one in which

participants are willing and eager to go deep and to address complex and contentious

issues beyond the superficial level. It isn’t often that students can engage in a serious

conversation about race in their classrooms. It is even more unusual to talk about race

with a diverse student population in one class. Students valued the opportunity to address

significant topics like race in a safe and supportive environment. For many, it was the

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first time that they were able to do so outside of their community and with students from

different ethnic and racial backgrounds.

Jazz: Some of my classes that I'm taking at a different school now. I spoke up and I addressed an issue that was going on. Everybody went silent, nobody wanted to talk about it. It was just one of those classes where you just don't, you don't say anything, you just listen. You just listen, you get fed all this information, but you don't engage in conversation. Do you get what I'm saying?

It is important to Jazz that she is able to speak about what is happening in her

community and apply that in the classroom when relevant. Facilitating these dialogues

and linkages is an essential element of my pedagogical commitment. Denying students’

lived experience prohibits them from sharing in the conversation

According to Mezirow, pedagogical spaces must be:

free from coercion; have equal opportunity to assume the various roles of

discourse (to advance beliefs, challenge, defend, explain, assess evidence, and

judge arguments); become critically reflective of assumptions; are empathic and

open to other perspectives; are willing to listen and to search for common ground

or a synthesis of different points of view; and can make a tentative best judgment

to guide action. (1997, p. 10)

In our classroom Jazz learned that there is always more than one story to be told. She also

discovered that what is presented as “true” might not resonate with those who are the

bearers of experience.

Phoenix: I would say that just the ability to be able to express yourself in an environment of other students where they can understand and comprehend you, and that you can take a minute and listen to what they're saying also and take that message with you--you know I may not change the world but that's going to change my way of acting. Certain things that I say and the way that I teach my kids maybe that way I'll change the world.

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Ida B: It didn't really to me ever get into like a hostile mode in class. Like everybody was pretty much you know calm when we discussed topics. Even if they were you know topics that normally get people heated. It stayed pretty calm. People were respectful of their comments and everything. And I just felt comfortable. Matais: I felt safe in our class, it's important because when you're around people different than you, you get exposed to different ideas. So, especially when you're talking about hard things like race and education, you're not coming here to leave thinking the same. So, when I walk into a class that's different ... To me, it's good because that's what school is supposed to be, it's supposed to always challenge you. Phoenix: Class discussions were really interesting to me because we got a lot of opinions from people that are deeply involved in the music industry and in their community. Through interviews we saw on videos we saw their response and then we heard our responses which is us as students and as people looking at them and seeing what they're doing and how we react to that. So, one of the reasons I really liked that class is because there were so many different types of people. It was different races, different ages, different backgrounds. So, it was really interesting to me to see you present this one information, that information is the same information that is presented to all of us but through all our different backgrounds, we all come up with different responses to that information. That was what was really cool about that class to me. I was seeing how everybody contributed their own piece of their mind, their experience to the class.

The above students express what it means for them to be able to access, articulate

and share ones’ experience when given opportunity in a safe classroom space; with

classmates from different walks of life than their own. The ability to share and access

multiple perspectives and experiences emerged from students’ commitment to openness

and reciprocity. I strive to hear and honor students’ lived experiences and to use them to

guide my pedagogy as students explore their experiences in a new context. From the

outset, I established the classroom as a space for safe engagement and learning where we

could talk explicitly about complex topics like race. Elucidating these discussion

parameters established a baseline of trust and a level of commitment to engage with

contentious issues.

Brit: Safe, … to be who you are. I remember the people just saying like certain things like having experiences and sharing those experiences. You are like, “I wouldn’t have probably felt as comfortable to say that in a big setting.” Then, once you get in that big

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setting, you do feel comfortable because you notice that it was through that little setting in your library class. The way that we learned in that class was completely different from how you would learn in a regular classroom setting. It was student driven, student focused. A lot of the learning wasn't ... it would be the students teaching the class. I learned that when you give a student that much freedom, or even if you just ... When you just rub a little bit on that line, rub it off, where it's not that boundary. You're not learning just about the things that you should be learning in in class, you're learning about yourself as well.

Brit’s last sentence is particularly pertinent: learning about self as well as the subject at

hand is a powerful educational tool and process. She cites the importance of letting

students and their interactions guide curriculum development. By building on topics that

emerge from student interests and discussion, the curriculum acquires greater relevance.

Students’ autoethnographies create the pedagogical framework and delivery of course

content.

Trace: Throughout the class, and the articles that we read. Which wasn't necessarily library research skills, it was about everyday life. Experiences. About how rappers rap and what they rap about...life. We were learning about real life and researching it….what the rappers were talking about. I think it comes to real life. It is painful. It was painful. I think ... I think it just opens up doors to how we really feel. That people don't know the struggle, even though it's ridiculed. It's reality. Then when we see it on film, read it in an article, it's real. It becomes real. It's our world, and we can't get away from it. Being in the class, it was really educational. Just being in a class, it really made me look on the real side. It is a struggle, and it's never going to go away. It gave me another perspective that this is who we are. This is our ... Our history. This is the anger that lives inside of us from our experience, from our history. That library class it really opened up ... Opened up my understanding to this is who are.

Trace highlights the relevance of a student-centered curriculum in multiple

disciplines. This curriculum must be one that is decolonized to address the frustration and

anger Trace describes. According to Mezirow (1997),

A defining condition of being human is that we have to understand the meaning of

our experience. For some, any uncritically assimilated explanation by an authority

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figure will suffice. But in contemporary societies we must learn to make our own

interpretations rather than act on the purposes, beliefs, judgments, and feelings of

others. Facilitating such understanding is the cardinal goal of adult education.

Transformative learning develops autonomous thinking. (p. 5)

Like Trace, many students identify our class as a turning point in the perception of their

educational experience. The class also provided them with an opportunity to learn how to

link their lived experience to a broader historical perspective to gain deeper

understandings of their world and their own place within it.

Trace: Because you're more engaged. It's more interesting when ... Like in your class, we were more open. We were ... There was more freedom. It's not shackled. If I brought that, if I had that type of freedom, It would be more interesting. It would be more like "Ooh, this is good. This is good." Make you want more and more and more. Because it's shackled a little bit, you do just what you need to get out. You're just like "Let me get through and get out of here."

Trace is referring to the critical process of critically thinking and engagement with the

course curriculum, using the theme of Tupac as the vehicle to build upon her research

skills. And, that by doing this she is able for the first time using her lived experience and

community’s history within education environment to build upon her knowledge. How

this type of engagement provided her with the freedom to learn in an environment that

wasn’t constructed without her input, nor irrelevant to her culture.

Brit: It tied in basically, what we were learning and experiencing at that time. We had the topic of coming from the Bay Area, there was the hyphy movement. I remember coming to class, you introduced us to a video of how hip hop was started and how it was started in different cultural areas and how it became a norm. I didn’t really know all those things--like how breakdancing tied into like our cultural norms that we live and experience now. Growing up in high school we had the hyphy movement. Then you showed us a

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documentary video of how these things had started, who these people were and people who are doing this thing called ghost ride the whip.

Above Brit expresses how what we were engaging within the classroom reflected what she had experienced in her community. How what she experienced as the Hyphy movement is now defined and explained by the members in her community that started it. She also articulates an epiphany of adding knowledge on her lived experience within her community and culture with community produced knowledge. Humble: The type of hip hop that we talk about in that class is important because it's still going to be relevant. You know if you teach this class in five years that that information is still going to be relevant. This type of Hip-Hop in this class will always be relevant just because of the topics. Like I said, it speaks to people, not to the time, not to what's currently distracting them. Matais: Yeah, class was just interesting. It all pieced together. Everybody's presentation, I was pretty amazed by the research that was done and what people had to say. It definitely proves that Tupac was very instrumental and impactful in people's lives and still. Yeah, you know, and what's important about Tupac too is that he'll always be relevant because he always spoke from the heart. Even if situations might change, details in situations might change, like the innate humanity of things still remains and I think that's what he always talked about.

Humble: I actually just did a speech in my communications class and I included a quote from our Tupac lyric discussion from class in it, when he was talking about school. He's like, "You know what they do is teach you reading, writing and arithmetic. Then they make it harder the next time. Then the next time making it harder, just to keep you busy." He's like, "I think that's where they messed up. There should be a class on religion." You know, he's like, "There should be a class on race, a class on police brutality." So, to me, when I go to school and there's a class that's different, like the library skills class on Tupac, then, kind of like, not the typical academic setting that I'm used to, I like it because to me, it's a challenge and it's something different. Which to me, that's how school should be.

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Figure 2: Photo of whiteboard after class research topic brainstorming

This photo is a representation of what Humble said above about the research

themes for the students’ final projects.

King: I had never considered many of the topics we discussed, papers and films we used would be under that umbrella of what library skills was. I thought it was just tight to realize that there is more to Hip-Hop, and library research than I thought there was….I knew Hip-Hop is poetry, but I didn’t know it is a way of passing down history and passing on knowledge. Brit: I think you also showed another video of like the Watts riots, what was behind the Watts riots. I didn’t really understand when I was younger what was behind those things like people targeted, African-American people being demonized, those things are still happening today, so it's relevant to class, it's relevant to hip hop. Hip-hop is, it’s a way of teaching people. It's kind of like the news for the people and places who are kind of impoverished who don’t really see the news, who don’t watch the news. It gives you that information that you don’t see. The history not taught.

Students articulated how culturally relevant pedagogy that accounts for and

documents lived experience can both clarify and fill in the gaps within their prior

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knowledge. Without mentioning a decolonized framework explicitly, students express its

necessity and the process of its unfolding

These counter-stories argue for relevant, sustaining, racial acknowledgement and

meaningful engagement of the colonial narrative and the cultural wealth of students’

communities. They reveal the necessity to move education toward greater equity and

epistemic justice in curricula, classrooms, and society as whole. Students situate their

information literacy research and instruction at the intersection of these ideas and practices

and within the pedagogical and theoretical frameworks used in this study.

In this chapter I presented findings from this study. Student profiles and counter-

narratives from student participants was used to elucidate the common themes. I also

presented information three common themes arousing from being in conversation with

students. These themes were:

1. College knowledge and informal information networks,

2. Lived experience of using student cultural wealth/assets in academic

classrooms, and

3. Public conversations about race.

In the following chapter I discuss informed asset-based pedagogy and how it

related to my research questions

CHAPTER 6: STORYING FINDINGS “What we must know as peoples of color—we must know to survive, to understand who (and where) we are, to imagine freer and more joyful futurities—demands curricula that honor the knowledge production of our ancestors; engage the yearnings of our children, families, and communities; and interrogate the enduring tradition of White supremacist subjugation and misrepresentation” (Dumas pg. 151, 2016).

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The study participants’ stories intersected in unanticipated ways. My research

questions probed students’ use of cultural assets, their encounters with additive pedagogy,

and their experiences with CRT and cultural situatedness in an IL classroom. Student

responses evidenced the interconnections of race, class, culture, and gender in the

constitution of their identities and experiences and highlighted the value of my inclusive

pedagogical approach.

The phenomenon of intersectionality and its effect on perception and interpretation

demands representation in the presentation of the study’s findings. As Ida B recalled,

So, one of the reasons I really liked that class is because there were so many different types of people. It was different races, different ages, different backgrounds. So, it was really interesting to me to see you present this one information, that this information is the same information that is presented to all of us but through all our different backgrounds, we all come up with different responses to that information. That was what was really cool about that class to me. I was seeing how everybody contributed their own piece of their mind to the class.

Classroom discussion and assignments fostered a multi-dimensional approach to

information gathering and acquisition that evidenced the diversity of backgrounds and

dispositions of my students. Together, we created a nonjudgmental community that

facilitated open discussion of cultural assets and racial context to examine how these

frameworks and experiences shape IL praxis. The students provided suggestions to guide

IL instruction toward greater relevance.

Jazz stated

In our education system there's this hierarchy where, "You're the student. I'm the teacher. You listen to what I say. You're going to do what I say." When you just rub a little bit on that line, rub it off, where it's not that boundary where I should be scared of you, kind of thing, "You're in charge of my grade, let me just do my work and leave.

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The data suggest that explicit engagement of student assets does not occur in other classes

and that the academic hierarchy enforces student apathy and silence. However, multiple

students asserted that my curriculum’s explicit racial context provided new opportunities

to name, uncover, and recover their cultural assets. Ida B and Phoenix describe this

achievement:

Ida B: First, I loved the class. It gave me a chance to connect to things that I was learning in my history class with the research class. And it also, I guess connected me with I guess our culture. Like the African American culture because I could relate to what was being said. Like putting the information together I guess with what I already knew then learning more on top of that. Things I wouldn’t have known to look for or at, you know?

Phoenix: I didn't read other cultures didn't read of black authors going to school I didn't read anybody other than you know our history books. You taught social studies, you opened my eyes to the history to Malcolm X, to know Huey Newton. I was not aware of all these people and now it's sparked an interest in me where I want to go and find out about this I want to go find out what happened, you know in that time, in that era.

Students drew upon challenging and radical course material and their own cultural assets

to develop counter-stories. They labeled these stories “lifelines,” necessary to their

college survival (Delpit, 2012). For example, Trace declared:

what we didn't know is that's how we were being saved. By connecting. Like if you let us do what we know to do, and apply it to education, that's our life jacket”. We can't do it the way they want us ... We try, but we need ... We need that survival skills that we have out, our struggles, to be able to make it, and if they allow us to do that, to connect it, then it makes our educational experience a lot better. Because that is the life jacket. That's the savior, is that I can express who I am and feel comfortable and it feels like you said, you're a character. You build your self-esteem. Your confidence. Because when we come, we come beat down like "Oh, my God. I don't know." This was like 90% of African-Americans. You got some that comes in like "Yeah. I know who I am in an educational world." For the most part, their struggle is so real is it not even funny.

In excavating and recovering the multigenerational racial context in which they are

immersed, students experienced dramatic revelations—epiphanies about their families,

communities, educational experiences, and current events. Ida B reflects,

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For me everything just kind of spoke like that even though it's not necessarily taught in via textbooks like from kindergarten through high school or whatever. African Americans are deeply rooted in I guess you'd say the backbone of the country, our country. It seems like almost everything was based off of something that African Americans created themselves. We don't get taught a whole lot that our people made. King comments, this class was an opportunity...a space that acknowledged...people come into learning environments with experiences that could be useful...are useful...valuable...this class turned...experiences that are...dramatic...traumatic into...academic to us-- learning why certain things happen in our neighborhood, experience certain things. This was before I ever learnt about the crack epidemic. It didn't make any sense to me why it was so dangerous...why it wasn't considered a good environment...It started to make sense. This class, what we read, our discussions, research-- just put things into context for me. …I think in this class it was a lot of moments were people had epiphanies including myself where I began to realize the importance of free expression, of freedom really. To understand that the music that we make in our culture is a way of transferring messages, important messages and sometimes they are gateways to pretty much start a movement in the community. To keep movements strong. It just reminds me of how difficult it is to ... I guess it's difficult to try to do anything without first having knowledge or even a plan of what you want to do. I think no matter what my aspirations are I have to be knowledgeable of the world around me and of the world in general.

Above, King expresses the essence of informed assets, information literacy and

their critical impact on the educational, social, political and economic lives of first

generation and students of color.

6.1 Building a Bridge to Culturally Relevant Information Literacy Instruction

Students also reflected upon the new linkages they discovered between learning

and research. Brit stated:

I think having a hands on class that gives you weeks on end to study something that you want to, you are building … You know what I mean? You are building your research, that helps you build research because you are finding things that you want to look for. Everything is not always education and everybody thinks that you got to learn everything through the “regular” education. Some tools are learnt outside in the streets and I think that hip hop was street smart to education, because we use that nowadays going to school,

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like going to library’s class, like going to your class where we do the lyrics. After we did the lyrics, I think other people got different songs and then through that we got different topics. Then from that topic we research that topic and then once we research that topic we came up with a project in that topic. I came up with single moms, kind of tied into like what my background was. I got like first what I felt like a bunch of pictures of like single moms. I got it from the Tupac song, I believe it was, Dear Mama.

Phoenix: I feel that the library skills gave us the tools and we took those tools and went and worked on them so I feel that it's a very different class structure, but it's a very easy way to learn I feel because it made it very easy, interesting and I wanted to come to class to learn more. I wanted to discuss things we talked about even when the class was over. I wanted to go ahead and find out more information. I didn't want the class to stop. I went home to my partner and I was like do you know today I found out about this, and did you know that this was going on,…. I think that it was a really good way of capturing us, in getting us together because we all connected to Tupac in different ways.

These quotations evidence how student motivation was driven by the course material’s

connection to prior knowledge and passions. Students gained confidence, momentum, and

concrete skills that shaped their final research projects. Trace described the excitement of

this process: “Because you're more engaged. It's more interesting when ... Like in your

class, we were more open. We were ... It was more freedom. It's not shackled. If I brought

that, if I had that type of freedom in the 4-year college, yeah, I would ... It would be more

interesting. It would be more like "Ooh, this is good. This is good." Make you want more

and more and more.”

As they became more comfortable, students voiced their stories about previous and

current educational experiences. As distinct from their other classes, students maintained

that attending, participating, and performing research in this class was politically, socially,

and culturally relevant. We explored themes and topics of direct relevance to them

personally and to their communities, like police brutality, poverty and homelessness. Jazz

commented,

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For example, you know how when we did our little project thing, we got to pick a

topic that actually interested us and we actually wanted to do, rather than, "Oh,

here. Here's your topic." The fact that it actually interested me, it grabbed my

attention, it made me want to research it, but it didn't make me want to research it

to, "Oh, these are the questions that you need to answer." It made me want to

research it to beyond those questions, like, "Okay, well, this is like this. Well,

why?” At the same time we were learning how to annotate, do our MLA format.

Above, Jazz is very passionate about the self agency experienced with the informed asset-

based information literacy curricula of class.

Trace, King, and Brit discussed the singularity of honest and open engagement

with their peers about racial and cultural topics. Ida B stated “it didn't really to me ever

get into like a hostile mode. Like everybody was pretty much you know calm when we

discussed topics. Even if they were you know topics that normally get people heated. It

stayed pretty calm. People were respectful of their comments and everything. And I just

felt comfortable.” Although conversations got heated, the diverse group of students

remained engaged with and respectful of one another. Trace commented, “We was all on

the court, we was able to talk about our struggles. We could agree to disagree. It gets

heated. It wasn't an all black class. We had different nationalities in there. I feel we were

comfortable. I don't think everybody took anything personal. It was really ... It was good.”

Findings revealed students’ excitement as they were given an opportunity to discuss race

explicitly and to share their own stories to build greater collective understandings.

In our classroom, students’ voiced racial and cultural situatedness was not ignored,

displaced, or marginalized. As a result, they realized their readiness and excitement to

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engage in a similar manner in other classes. Brit stated, “I think that class gave us that

reinforcement, it wasn’t ever like you are doing it wrong, you are not finding what I want

you to find. You are finding what you want to find and you are exploring. I think that’s all

education is, its exploring and experiencing. The word I’m looking for is experimentation.

You know what I mean?” Students gained confidence and autonomy to move their

educational journey forward in new directions.

6.2 Students engage with additive pedagogy Students’ active participation in this course was enhanced by the use of

autoethnography and relevant materials and resources presented in class discussion. My

research instruction is political, social, contextual, and cultural and focuses on student

assets and lived experiences. The themes I explore are rooted in African American history

and popular culture. I draw upon these to open an intellectual avenue for students to

engage their own assets in addressing bias in an attempt to decolonize my curricula and

their classroom environment.

King: I think this class was an opportunity for me to ... It was a space that acknowledged that people come into learning environments with experiences that could be useful or they are useful and they are valuable. To me this class turned some experiences that are sometimes dramatic and traumatic into something that could be academic to us learning why certain things happen in our neighborhood and why we experience certain things. It puts a lot of things into context for people who are not necessarily aware or knowledgeable about why your neighborhood is the way it is.

Above, King articulates being in a classroom environment we created in this study, as one

where he can imagine and advance his own agency. Imagining and ones’ agency came

from hip hop topics that are relevant in the lives of the students in this study. Humble and

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Matais below express the importance and relevance of the curriculum and her attentive

engagement in learning.

This study’s theoretical framework is informed and asset-based. It includes tenets

of cultural wealth/assets, critical race theory, and decolonizing theories and

methodologies. This is an additive framework, one that assumes students have assets

which help rather than hinder the process of knowledge acquisition and academic

achievement. I developed a culturally relevant curriculum focusing on Rap and Hip-Hop

based on student-voiced assets, i.e. what they bring to the IL classroom. This material

fostered student engagement with topics of direct relevance to their communities, both

current and historical.

6.2 Student cultural assets and explicit racial cultural situatedness In the following section I distill students’ observations without employing quotation

marks. I present the research questions and the themes articulated by students. The table’s

left-hand column displays themes emergent from student interviews. In the right hand

column I provide further detail to correlate those themes with the use of informed assets in

the library classroom.

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Table 6.1: Distillation of findings for research questions w/o quotes

How do community college students use their cultural assets in an I.L. class?

How do community college students experience explicit racial and cultural situatedness in an I.L. classroom?

Intersectionality

Race, class, gender experience and cultural wealth make up students live experience. Informs their assets

Lived experience in this class is not reflected in other classes

*student inspired/lead curriculum * sense of community * no hierarchical relationship w/ instructor

Classroom Pedagogy

* explicit racial context * provided opportunities to name, uncover, and recover cultural assets * cultural assets used in this environment created lifelines from what they know by connecting what they know to what they wanted to know and learn. Once learning commenced build upon this creating more literacy w/ informed assets…more literacy from literacy

Student Epiphanies

epiphanies about themselves, their communities, brought on about from historical context and connecting this to current context through Traditional Knowledge, Indigenous Knowledge, and their community knowledge

Traumatic and Dramatic lived experiences

* the creation of a safe space, can help them acknowledge, talk through, dramatic and traumatic cultural, racial etc. situatedness, current context and historical cultural phenomena, and context.

Importance of free expression

* this is articulated in a safe space, and is inclusive of Traditional, Indigenous, CRT. * students viewed Traditional, Indigenous, CRT knowledge as free expression

What we make in our culture

* transfers knowledge and produces gateways to organize community based movements * Creation of cultural wealth

New awareness * connecting learning to research * whose story is told, whose is left out, whose story has prominence and why? * how this has impacted them, their communities, in every aspect of their lives—compounding, creates insights into a decolonized frame

Research it to beyond required questions

* lifelong learning, going beyond what is needed for assignment

Racial and cultural situatedness was not ignored, displaced, or marginalized

* ready to engage this way in other classes

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Students engage with informed additive pedagogy

In this section I explore how community college students participate in additive

pedagogical practices in an IL classroom.

Table 6.2. Students engage with informed assets pedagogy

1. Classroom Informed Asset-based Pedagogy

informed asset based includes tenets of cultural wealth/assets, critical race theory, decolonizing theories and methodologies, informed learning, explicit racialized situatedness

2. Informed asset-based learning materials

*culturally relevant *gives them clarification and fills the gap in what they already know * Assets of culture, race, historical and current day context * Film, Articles, Music: African American historical and popular culture

3. Classroom discussions * seminar based * students articulate the need and process for decolonized pedagogy and curricula

4. Autoethnography: reflections journal * Brought about understanding of how their own stories, about their lives intersect with their academic endeavors * students examine and build upon what they already know from their informed assets and lived experiences

5. Research Project * students examine and build on what they already know from their informed assets and lived experiences * student driven research and final presentation of findings

In this table, the left column represents items used within the informed assets-based IL

classroom. For item number 1, the instructor must have a grasp on asset-based pedagogy and

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informed asset-based pedagogy. Which are listed as the first item in the right column.

Instructors should know how to implement informed asset-based pedagogy within the classroom

when engaging student assets. This requires the use of informed asset-based learning materials

such as documentaries, articles, indigenous knowledge, giving a historical and current context,

and the cultural wealth from students to spawn topics. Next is number three classroom

discussions, are an important part of a seminar based classroom. With classroom discussion

provides the space for students to share their assets, critically think about them, and discuss and

research them in the context of the dominant narrative alongside the decolonized knowledge

about them. For item 4 students educational autoethnography and journal reflections on

classroom discussions, and curricula used, helps them think about the assets they bring to class,

how they came about these assets and their connection to their culture, both in a current context

and historical context. From their reflection journals and autoethnographies students choose an

asset for their research project number 5 and last in the left-hand column to build upon their

information literacy skills and cultural knowledge.

In the right-hand column in the above table for item 1, I provide the tenets of informed

asset-based pedagogy. Next for item 2, I provide examples of informed asset-based materials

one might use. They must be culturally relevant to the student population. In this case, it was

media from and about Tupac, and African Americans as a base. Item 3 in the right column I give

an example that classrooms that are seminar based tend to be safe for students and lead to critical

thinking and more fruitful engagement. Lastly, in items 4 and five I present how the use of

autoethnography, reflective journaling, and a research project related to the assets students bring

with them; allows students to intersect the cultural assets with their academics while building

upon what they already know.

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6.4 Summary of Storying Findings “Indeed, within the histories and lives of people of color, there are numerous unheard counter-stories. Storytelling and counter-storytelling these experiences can help strengthen traditions of social, political, and cultural survival and resistance” (Solórzano & Yosso, 2002, p. 32).

This study’s research findings indicate that when student assets are engaged

substantively and meaningfully, IL instruction is enhanced. Students are looking for ways

to make their own research and class instruction culturally relevant, sustaining,

revitalizing, and racially situated. As more faculty draws upon and builds student assets

and the cultural wealth of their communities, IL praxis can approach the intersection of

educational equity and epistemic justice. The participants in this study have offered

passionate directives for IL’s potential impact on students’ lives.

CHAPTER 7: Discussion Trace: The class was open to everyone. It really, you really got an insight on how everybody felt about the subject. It wasn't just African-Americans, because it wasn't just African- Americans in that class. We was all on the court, we was able to talk about our struggles. We could agree to disagree. It got heated. It wasn't an all black class. We had different nationalities in there. I feel we were comfortable though. I don't think everybody took anything personal. It was really ... It was good.

I am passionate about the work I do. I am a librarian with many layers. I do not

use the phrase “information literacy” when I describe my classroom and the research I

assign students because my students do not relate nor know the meaning of this term. In

my practice, “education is conceived not as a process of replacing accumulated

community knowledge with school knowledge, but rather as leveraging both in ways that

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support collective intellectual, cultural, and spiritual well-being” (Valenzuela, 2016, p.

111).

Students come to my library classroom to engage their assets and connect them by

learning more about Rap and Hip-Hop. Music “…has been used over time as a way to

correct societal and cultural failure” (Budds, 2016, p.1). I extend this notion to my

students and my own lived experience of being in a classroom using informed asset-based

Rap/Hip-Hop pedagogy.

In this dissertation I situate myself as a first-generation, older, returning college

student who had to navigate uncharted territory and learn by trial, failure, and moments of

success. To succeed in the academic environment, I needed to acquire financial and

academic literacy. Many of my students articulate similar experiences. Year after year,

despite campus outreach programs, I hear the same stories from first-generation and

students of color and older returning students. They all express frustration and a fear of

reaching out for help, usually as a result of prior negative academic experiences.

Humble wrote, “If you’re part of a community, you’re a part of the politics

that run it, whether you know it or not.” In our class, students’ commitment to authentic

discussion and openness to difference created a safe and supportive environment.

According to Magdola (2000), a safe academic space is an “inclusive and effective

learning environment in which opportunities for complex cognitive, intrapersonal, and

interpersonal development exists for all students” (p. 94). Together, we acknowledged

and affirmed the assets we brought to the academic environment. We researched and

contemplated indigenous knowledge resources to identify the context and content of

shared assets and to foster a culturally-relevant, decolonized educational process. Based

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upon the literature review and my students’ counter-stories, I have formulated an informed

additive approach. This approach must be inclusive of student assets, their explicit racial

and cultural context, and indigenous knowledge frameworks and address their

intersectionality. Sadly, other prominent Information Literacy schemes, such as the

ACRL Framework, provide no theoretical or practical opportunities for students to benefit

from their personal and community assets in their educational journey.

7.1 Revisiting the Study’s Literature Review and Its Impact In the graphic presented in Figure 3 lower in the page, the center revolves around students

and the assets they bring with them into the academic environment. The next ring

represents theoretical understandings of the cultural contexts of communities of color,

including the work of scholars like Du Bois and Woodson. The subsequent ring presents

methods of engaging communities of color, including multiculturalism, funds of

knowledge, and culturally relevant pedagogies. Next, I highlight the context in which I

work: an academic environment defined by racial and cultural situatedness, informed

learning, critical information literacy, culturally relevant, sustaining, and revitalizing

pedagogy, critical Hip-Hop pedagogy, decolonized knowledge, and decolonized

narratives. Finally, the outer circle represents the theoretical and methodological

approaches that frame my research, including informed assets, analytic autoethnography,

critical race theory, counter-stories, and indigenous theory and methodology. The theories

and pedagogies documented in this study’s literature review demonstrate a continuous

commitment to excise biased educational practices and frameworks and extend research

that investigates and documents the experiences of people of color. They also take into

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account the various experiences of marginalized populations and how they intersect, and

must be accounted for.

Figure 3: Theoretical frame in practice

7.2 Intersectionality: Its Impact on the Study, Class Pedagogy, and Epistemology

The legal scholar Kimberle Crenshaw (1997) introduced the concept of

intersectionality to define the ways in which multiple power structures affect the lives of

marginalized peoples. Intersectionality “addresses the question of how multiple forms of

inequality and identity inter-relate in different contexts and over time” (Gillborn, 2015, p.

277). These forms of inequality and discrimination take aim at gender, class, race,

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disability, sexual orientation, and other constitutive markers of identity. Intersectionality

possesses a “strong political impetus to analyze systems of power, including

discrimination and inequalities” (Gross, Gottburgsen, & Phoenix, 2016, p. 52), and

provides a lens to explore these issues within multiple disciplinary fields. Gross,

Gottburgsen, and Phoenix (2016) provide literature that looks at qualitative and qualitative

research that investigates the impact of migration, gender, and class on inequality

outcomes in education, as well as their many intersections. Gillborn (2015) examines the

role disability plays in the educational process and its intersections with race, class, and

gender. In another study, Lewis and Grzanka (2016) apply intersectionality theory to

research on perceived racism, drawing from the fields of women’s and gender studies,

critical race studies, sociology, and legal studies. In my study, participants’

autoethnographies and class discussion evidenced the different forms and effects of

intersectionality on their lives.

In the classroom, students examined the intersecting realities of race, class,

gender, language, and culture to expand research skills and to ask broader questions about

IL’s dimensions. As part of this process, my students engaged more substantively with

how their narratives and lived experiences, which encompass both familial and cultural

contexts, constitute important elements of who am I within education. They came to

realize how those elements can combat dominant narratives that have distorted their self-

perceptions and compromised their academic success. Many mainstream narratives

defining the scope and purpose of higher education, such as the belief that undergraduate

education is about “finding oneself,” do not resonate with first-generation students and

students of color. For these students, the purpose of education is to better themselves and

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the lives of their children. It is both internally-driven and externally-focused at the same

time.

7.3 Student Engagement with Informed Additive Pedagogy Building from student assets and valuing the complexity of intersectionality

empowers students to gain greater autonomy in their educational process. It paves the

way for self-definition and self-articulation. It also illuminates a deeper context to the

course of their lives and educational trajectories, as in King’s discussion of his altered

comprehension of his neighborhood’s crack epidemic. Prior to his exposure to the course

material, class discussion, and his subsequent research, King was confused by mixed

messaging. The media imposed an interpretive framework on the epidemic that did not

necessarily conform to his lived experience. During our class, King gained insights that

enabled him to place his experience within a longer tradition and counter-narrative that

demanded further exploration. It fostered greater cultural and self awareness and a deeper

link between his lived and educational experiences. It also encouraged critical thinking,

the practice of lifelong learning, and the ability to form broader and more meaningful

connections between information sources and phenomena: core tenets of information

literacy instruction. This is also the essence of teaching and learning regularly overlooked

and undervalued by schools of education and most realms within higher education.

When your history gets written in a liar’s scroll, when you understand that

educational curricula often misrepresents your community and your lived experience, the

opportunity to use your intellectual and academic skills to correct those falsehoods and

counter them with your truths is incredibly powerful. Participants in this study believe in

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the power of education, and of their education more specifically, to make a difference.

For students who have never been able to examine and foreground their intersectionality,

this is especially potent. At the same time, dismantling the dominant narrative in order to

supplant it with one that is more relevant, authentic, and true forms a crucial part of the

educational autoethnographic process. Humble articulates her experience:

If you’re part of a community, you’re a part of the politics that run it, whether you know it or not. It’s like we do give up so much coming to college. And staying true really is really important to me, it’s major. So, I’m just trying to find something ... Especially when you’re connected to your community and social issues. Yeah, so I’m trying to find something that really feels like I’m supposed to be there, I guess. I don’t know. In that library class, I really did. Just because... I don’t know, man. Tupac is such an important person in my life and just...All the topics that stem from his music. Because like I said, he speaks on life. So, that class is on life too. So, I’m always down to learn and speak with people regarding their experiences and how they feel about different things. So, yeah, I really liked that class. I really liked that class because at the same time that is was academic, it was like free, like you just think freely, be freely. It was academic but it wasn’t like, “Make sure you write on the dotted line correctly academic.” You know what I’m saying? Humble cites the importance of engaging with information that approximates one’s lived

experience. In this class, many students were exposed for the first time to writing by first-

generation students, people of color, and people from their immediate cultural contexts

that examined relevant issues in authentic ways. These texts form a bridge between

students and across generations. They provide an entry point for students to recognize the

value of narratives that emerge from their own communities and to claim those narratives

as their own. New energy and a revitalized sense of purpose can then infuse students’

intellectual projects and academic pursuits.

7.4 Informed cultural assets: honoring and revitalizing student assets

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King: I think if anything this class empowered me to realize that there are people out there that are also interested in the work that's going on in our community. It makes you realize that you're not alone in this struggle. There truly are people who are trying to document another narrative, create another narrative. It also makes me realize that it's much, much, more of a struggle to get that out here because it's definitely not the mainstream narrative. I definitely have to go digging for that sort of information. I think that people aren't as willing to think as critically about ... When I say people I mean people outside of people of color, aren't willing to convert these stereotypes and stigmas against people of color. It's really just tight. I teach in specific ways because I want students to use and benefit from their assets. I

want them to understand the value of what they know and its application to the academic

environment. This is analogous to code-switching and translation. In the academic setting,

code-switching allows students to adapt in various social environments, especially when it comes

to interacting with the dominant culture (Whitman, 2014, p. 104). I help them perform this

translation by showing them the “rules” that govern the academic environment. Smith (2013)

contends that these rules represent hidden curriculum that reflect “the unwritten norms, values,

and expectations that unofficially govern the interactions among students, faculty, professional

staff, and administrators” (p. xiv). By building an asset-based pedagogical framework and using

students’ stories to guide curriculum, I help students learn how to construct knowledge in an

academic environment.

My study contributes to the fields of information literacy and education by interweaving

multiple, asset-centered, theoretical frames with applied autoethnography as a mode of teaching

and as a method of research. This practice draws on diverse bodies of knowledge from

education, linguistics, sociology, and library information science.

Trace: It was really humbling to expose your fears in class. In the streets, you don't expose them. You don't have to expose them. In school, you've got to expose everything. Survival skills from surviving on the streets to surviving in education. In that class I could be, bring my whole self. We talked about how people function, and how communities get along. What happens in communities. I was able to bring who I am and where I came from into the classroom. Connect the two, the education and street knowledge. Plus, in a humble way. Now I can explain my experience. Explain my experience when the teacher asks.

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King: I also have to have that knowledge to rely on when there are failures that happen in my life. I have dreams but then I also need things to fall back on. I need to have safety nets. Safety nets while doing things that I genuinely love I can use my experiences to catapult a position that I feel is empowering to me. To realize that every part of me is useful. I think that was the most enriching and enlightening part of the class.

Students’ informed assets encompass historical and cultural knowledge that is relevant to

their communities. The informed asset-based classroom fosters a decolonized narrative that

embraces epistemic justice and imparts equity. In the following sections, I present examples of

the theory and methodology of informed asset-based pedagogy, including analytic

autoethnographic reflections shared by students, tables, and photographs documenting class

discussions.

In the three tables below I define the elements of an informed asset-based classroom:

asset-based-minded instructors, informed asset-based curricula, and informed asset-based

strategies and practices.

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Table: 7.1 Elements of an Informed Asset-based classroom Asset-based minded instructors Classroom examples

· Are aware of and incorporate the basic tenets of CRT · Contribute as a Co-participant · Have the responsibility of providing a decolonized framework · Provide a safe space for transformational engagement · Present information that is TK, IK, culturally relevant

1. counter-storytelling/ed autoethnography 2. Instructor situates oneself in relation to students 3. Decolonized media alongside dominant narrative 4. Deep Listening and Loving Speech by Thich Nhat Han agreement 5. Media from community based research

Table: 7.2 Table: 7.3

Elements of Informed Asset-Based curricula

Teaching Strategies and Practices

· Informed-assets decolonized ed tree

for student transformation/determination

· Incorporate the basic tenets of CRT

· Understand colonial cultural context for marginalized students serve as the foundation for transformation

· Course content should enable students to do: Critical reflection, collaborative learning/dialogue, Journaling, research notebook, presentation, classroom discussion board concept mapping

· Use assets—empower, authentic engagement/connection, translate assets into academic wealth

· Deconstruct · Decolonize mainstream narrative · Cultural /Historical/ current context/collateral issues (colonial narrative) · Culturally Relevant sustaining · Provide Indigenous Knowledge, Traditional knowledge (example of names that are not overused (Tuck, Calderon, Dubois etc. · Critical reflection · Collaborative learning · Journaling, autoethnography, research notebook, presentation, classroom discussion board concept mapping · Seminar based · Circular style seating—especially when having discussions · Experiential learning · Collaborative learning

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In table 7.1 In the right-hand column I present attributes of an asset-based minded instructor and

gives examples of what they do and use within their classrooms. Next in the table 7.2 Elements

of an Informed asset-based curricula I list needed foundational components such as the informed

asset-based decolonized ed tree (presented later in chapter 8), basic tents of (CRT), and what the

course content should enable students to do. Table 7.3 provides teaching strategies and

practices, reiterates and provides examples of how to implement Informed asset-based pedagogy.

7.5 Classroom Informed Assets Pedagogy To frame my Hip-Hop themed instructional model, I develop educational content

designed for self-transformation and determination. In the photograph figure repeated below, I

document classroom discussion whiteboards and include learning materials interspersed with

researcher and student reflections about this type of academic engagement. I hope that this

evidence lends urgency to the necessity of reframing the IL classroom and curricula.

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Figure 4: photo of whiteboard after class

research topic brainstorming

In the above repeated photo, potential research topics the class brainstormed on day are shown:

Tupac resurrection in his own lyrics, misogyny and hip hop, Tupac’s Thug Life movement,

Objectification of women, police profiling of rappers, police profiling of people of color, single

mothers, The Black Panthers, Tupac’s mother (Afeni Shakur), political messages from political

prisoners, social justice issue topics within communities of color. These topics sprang from the

expressed knowledge held by students and their desire to know more information about them.

7.6 Informed Asset-Based Learning Materials The photo below displays a selection of documentaries students used for their research

projects on the impact of the Black Panthers on Tupac. All of these were available at the Chabot

College library. These documentaries are the product of community-based research on the

tumultuous civil rights era. They represent the cultural wealth, assets, and indigenous knowledge

that made my students’ research process more meaningful and inclusive.

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Figure 4: Documentary films about the Black Panthers used in research projects and curriculum

1. FBI’s war on Black America Ellis. D (Director). (1990). FBI’s war on Black America. United States: Create Space

2. What we want, What we believe: The Black Panther Party Library Payne, R. (Director). (2006). What We Want, What We Believe: The Black Panther Party Library. USA: AK Press. (2006)

3. The Black Power Mixtape Olsson, G. (Director). (2011). The Black Power Mixtape. Sweden: MPI Home Video. (2011).

4. All Power to the people The Black Panthers: Vanguard of the revolution Nelson, S. (Director). (2015). All Power to the people The Black Panthers:

Vanguard of the revolution. United States: Firelight Films. (2015) 5. Assata aka Joanne Chesimard

Baker, F. (Director). (2009). Assata aka Joanne Chesimard. Cuba: Create Space. (2009).

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Teaching informed asset-based research using historical and popular African American cultural

themes positions students as scholars and producers of knowledge about their experiences,

cultural assets, and history. King reflects this achievement:

“I think this class was an opportunity for me to... It was a space that acknowledged that

people come into learning environments with experiences that could be useful or they are

useful and they are valuable. To me this class turned some experiences that are

sometimes dramatic and traumatic into something that could be academic to us learning

why certain things happen in our neighborhood and why we experience certain things. It

puts a lot of things into context for people who are not necessarily aware or

knowledgeable about why your neighborhood is the way it is”.

King’s reflection above, describes his experience of having his prior knowledge validated inside

an academic classroom. His reflection is about asset-based pedagogy through his reflective

translation in his own words. This experience saw his assets as being of value and something he

and his classmates felt they were given the opportunity to build upon.

Humble: The type of Hip-Hop that we talk about in that class is important because it’s still going to be relevant. You know if you teach this class in five years that that information is still going to be relevant. This type of Hip-Hop in this class will always be relevant just because of the topics. Like I said, it speaks to people, not to the time, not to what’s currently distracting them.

Above, Humble speaks on the relevancy of the hip hop curriculum used in class. The

type of hip hop used in this class and that Humble refers to is a type of alternative political hip

hop that acknowledges the social and political difficulties marginalized communities must

maneuver. It is the type of hip hop that demands a call for action with historical context,

connected to current day experiences of those marginalized in society. These rappers in fact are

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exhibiting a form of informed assets by connecting history to their communities’ cultural

experiences. With students’ classroom discussions and research they also are able to connect

their assets with new information gained from the research they conduct for their research

projects. The experiences of slavery, racism, police profiling, genocide, sexism, homophobia

etc., though horrific are of one’s culture but can be seen as assets because knowledge was and

can be gained from the experiences. The additional knowledge gained, giving students cultural

context are from voices of those that come from the same community these students come from.

Humble now sees that they knowledge coming from community is valid, valued, and relevant in

her academic learning environment. Below, Humble gives another example of the relevancy of

the curriculum, but also how a relevant curriculum keeps her engaged in her studies.

Humble: I actually just did a speech in my communications class and I included a quote from our Tupac lyric discussion from class in it, when he was talking about school. He's like, "You know what they do is teach you reading, writing and arithmetic. Then they make it harder the next time. Then the next time making it harder, just to keep you busy." He's like, "I think that's where they messed up. There should be a class on religion." You know, he's like, "There should be a class on race, a class on police brutality." So, to me, when I go to school and there's a class that's different, like the library skills class on Tupac, then, kind of like, not the typical academic setting that I'm used to, I like it because to me, it's a challenge and it's something different. Which to me, that's how school should be. Matais: Yeah, class was just interesting. It all pieced together. Everybody’s presentation, I was pretty amazed by the research that was done and what people had to say. It definitely proves that Tupac was very instrumental and impactful in people’s lives and still. Yeah, you know, and what’s important about Tupac too is that he’ll always be relevant because he always spoke from the heart. Even if situations might change, details in situations might change, like the innate humanity of things still remains and I think that’s what he always talked about. Again, above Matais also speaks about the relevancy of the curriculum to students experiences

and how it inspired engaged research. That having a topic that was relevant and meaningful

makes a lasting impact.

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Figure 6: photo of whiteboard after class brainstorming topics This photo represents Matais’s assessment of the range of students’ final project themes.

King: I had never considered many of the topics we discussed, papers and films we used would be under that umbrella of what library skills was. I thought it was just tight to realize that there is more to Hip-Hop, and library research than I thought there was….I knew Hip-Hop is poetry, but I didn’t know it is a way of passing down history and passing on knowledge. Brit: I think you also showed another video of like the Watts riots, what was behind the Watts riots. I didn’t really understand when I was younger what was behind those things like people targeted, African-American people being demonized, those things are still happening today, so it’s relevant to class, it’s relevant to hip hop. Hip-hop is, it’s a way of teaching people. It’s kind of like the news for the people and places who are kind of impoverished who don’t really see the news, who don’t watch the news. It gives you that information that you don’t see. Above are more examples of student reflections on the learning materials used in class. That

knowledge from their communities used in class could connect to the knowledge they were

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gaining from their research. Through the use of documentaries and the incorporation of socially,

politically, and historically conscious rappers, students reframed their own experience and

history as part of a broader set of cultural traditions and representations.

7.7 The Value of Seminar-Based Classroom Discussions It is vital to consider class size and structure to cultivate an atmosphere where students

feel safe in engaging challenging topics like racism, sexism, homophobia, and social inequity.

In the next section I provide a snapshot of student and researcher reflections on the experience of

participating in a seminar-based classroom. I have limited these reflections to discussions where

race is engaged explicitly.

Humble: When I go to school and there’s a class that’s different, like the library skills class on Tupac, then, kind of like, not the typical academic setting that I’m used to, I like it because to me, it’s a challenge and it’s something different. Which to me, that’s how school should be. Matais: I felt safe in our class, it’s important because when you’re around people different than you, you get exposed to different ideas. So, especially when you’re talking about hard things like race and education, you’re not coming here to leave thinking the same. So, when I walk into a class that's different ... To me, it’s good because that’s what school is supposed to be, it’s supposed to always challenge you. Phoenix: So, one of the reasons I really liked that class is because there were so many different types of people. It was different races, different ages, different backgrounds. So, it was really interesting to me to see you present this one information, that information is the same information that is presented to all of us but through all our different backgrounds, we all come up with different responses to that information. That was what was really cool about that class to me. I was seeing how everybody contributed their own piece of their mind, their experience to the class. Students mined their experiences more deeply when they were granted permission and the

security to share them with a group. Though I foreground my autoethnography to establish my

trustworthiness and personal investment, it is the students themselves that erect the solid

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foundation upon which we grow as a community of individuals accountable to our words and to

one another.

7.8 Education for self-transformation and determination “I freed a thousand slaves. I could have freed a thousand more if only they knew they were slaves”. (Harriet Tubman) “You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them”. (Maya Angelou) For my students, the informed asset-based classroom was affirming, empowering, and

transformational. In it, they parsed and reframed their experiences and used that revised

knowledge set to navigate the educational environment. In the following section I present

student voices and my own reflection about participating in a transformative and empowering

experience.

Trace: This class, It really opened me up ... Opened up my understanding to this is who we are. Traces’ statement above is about her ability to close some of the gaps in her knowledge held and

experience as an African American woman. I think that one of the interesting things that

happens to my students is the ability to examine their own narratives and lived experience. They

experience their own cultural narratives, their own familial narratives as a part of who they are

within education. So when Trace talks about how she survived and what really opened her eyes

to who she is, it was the incredible power of understanding that those external narratives are just

that, external narratives. That that is actually not a part of your being, it is a part of the

autoethnography of your educational experience, but it's not actually who you are.

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Much like what Trace just stated, Ida B expresses below, that participation in the class and her

ability to not only do research about her cultural context, having the opportunity to experience

members from the African American community articulate their experience in an academic

environment and be able to connect with it, was a new experience for her. One that brought a lot

of the pieces she holds together—giving her clarity about her own experience now.

Ida B: First, I loved the class. It gave me a chance to connect to things that I was learning in my history class with the research class. And it also, I guess connected me with I guess our culture. Like the African American culture because I could relate to what—what being said. Like putting the information together I guess with what I already knew of the artists, and topics that were being discussed and also learned some new things. For me everything just kind of spoke like that even though it’s not necessarily taught in via textbooks like from kindergarten through high school or whatever. African Americans are deeply rooted in I guess you’d say the backbone of the country, our country. King: I think if anything this class empowered me to realize that once I make connection that there are people out there that are also interested in the work that's going on in the community. It makes you realize that you’re not alone in this struggle. There truly are people who are trying to document another narrative. It also makes me realize that it’s much, much, more of a struggle to get that out here because it’s definitely not the mainstream narrative. I definitely had to go digging for that sort of information. I think that people aren’t as willing to think as critically about...When I say people I mean people outside of my own ethnic group aren’t willing to convert these stereotypes and stigmas against people of color. It’s really just tight.

King: I think for me one of those moments of clarity just outside this classroom is one time when I was asking why was Black neighborhoods are so impoverished and why was it so broken. This was before I ever learnt about the crack epidemic in our class. It didn’t make any sense to me why it was so dangerous and why it wasn’t considered a good environment until I learnt about that in this class. It started to also make sense why a lot of people in Black community were cynical about trusting in their relationships with white people and the government and even voting. It just put a lot of things into context for me. I think in this class it was a lot of moments were people had epiphanies including myself where I began to realize the importance of free expression, of freedom really. To understand that music that we make in our culture is a way of transferring messages, important messages and sometimes they are gateways to pretty much stifle a movement in the community. To keep movements stagnant. It just reminds me of how difficult it is to...I guess it’s difficult to try to do anything without first having knowledge or even a plan of what you want to do. I think no matter what my aspirations are I have to be knowledgeable of the world around me and of the world in general.

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Above, King’s articulation of the crack epidemic in his neighborhood is a good example

of contextualizing his experience. He said that he didn't really get the why of the crack

epidemic, how the epidemic came about, he didn't have this information. But after seeing some

documentaries, classroom discussions and reading scholarly articles, now he gets it. He had an

external message about the lived experience of people dealing with the epidemic that came from

somewhere else. He had the lived experience, but did not have a context in which to place it.

The power of a non-normative or non-dominant narrative education, an informed asset-based

narrative is that students lived experience becomes pertinent to the information being studied.

So, for King, the power of understanding was that his lived experience is situated within

something else, something that he can learn more about. That that’s a part of his educational

experience and that-- that connection between his lived experience and the topical matter of my

course, and his educational autoethnography is what helps him understand that he has never

really been able to bring his lived experience in contact with his educational experience and how

powerful that understanding is. This is a great example of intersectionality in his lived

experience. It became clear to me that it is in fact the convergence of their lived experience, i.e.

their educational autoethnography, with academic and outside understandings of whatever their

lived experience is, is so powerful. This is an intersectionality that other students have that

students of color often don't have. Or first-generation students often don't have.

For my students this informed asset based classroom and our engagement in it was affirming and

empowering.

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7.9 Reflecting on the house we built: Informed Asset Pedagogy “Without an image of tomorrow, one is trapped by blind history, economics, and politics beyond our control. One is tied up in a web, in a net, with no way to struggle free. Only by having clear and vital images of the many alternatives, good and bad, of where one can go, will we have any control over the way we may actually get there in a reality tomorrow will bring all too quickly”. (Samuel R. Delany)

Bruce and Hughes (2010) define informed learners as “those who are aware of the role

that information is playing in their learning experiences and are able to use that knowledge” (p.

2). My students and I understand the role misinformation has played in our education.

Education is not a neutral institution, nor are the processes of information seeking and

dissemination that define it. Students need to be made aware of the power dynamics,

misrepresentations, and omissions that shape the transfer of information and parameters of

educational curricula. The IL classroom provides a powerful arena to expose these structures

and to discover and explore new truths and insights.

Table 7.4 illustrates how students experience an informed asset-based curricula. The left

column identifies Bruce’s seven faces of informed learning (2008). The right column represents

the application of students’ informed assets to their experience of informed learning and

anticipated outcomes.

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Experiences of informed learning Experiences with engaging Informed Asset Pedagogy

Information Awareness Racial situatedness Colonial narrative manifestation in our lives—historical, cultural and current day Traditional Knowledge, Indigenous Knowledge

Sources Traditional Knowledge, Community-Based Knowledge, Lived experience and cultural assets

Process Seminar-based class, auto/critical ethnography, and critical reflexivity

Control Safe classroom space for authentic dialogue Culturally-relevant, decolonizing, current, historical context with CRT, Traditional Knowledge, Indigenous Knowledge, creation of new knowledge from building on Informed Assets

Knowledge Construction Uncovering, recovering displaced knowledge by colonial narrative, transformational research

Knowledge Extension Counter-stories in relation to building/compounding on assets by way of Informed Asset-Based pedagogy, critical reflection, research, and collaborative dialogue

Wisdom Determining the topic/meaning of informing, the information in informed assets

Table 7.4 Adaptation of Bruce, Hughes, Somerville (2012) Table 3: Experiences of Informed

Scholars

For students of color, informed assets includes an understanding of how miseducation,

the dominant narrative, and indigenous knowledge intersect in their lives. In my practice of

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informed learning, I engage both the student’s individual circumstances and the broader set of

shared cultural experiences that inform that context. Each individual processes their own racial

trauma, family history, and educational experience. The process of an informed asset-based

pedagogy allows them to tap into their individual histories, voice their lived experience and put it

in context. Class discussions about cultural situatedness open a channel for individuals to

identify and access their personal traumas.

I’m talking about the importance of simultaneous attention to information use and

learning. That’s all I’m doing. That’s it. Students bring the information. I say, “Look, you all

know how to learn. You know all these things. You’re building on it.” In effect, I let them

know both information use and learning are contextualized as being “about something,” and,

yeah, it’s about something, it’s about living in the white man’s world, it’s about tearing down the

dominant paradigm. This almost assumes that learning is neutral and abstract, but there is

nothing more personal for folks of color than education. The struggle for the marginalized is for

literacy, for access to education, for education that is meaningful and not traumatic. It’s a very

different conceptualization of access. For many indigenous students, education is not their

friend. They have never been in a place where they thought, “Oh, we should go to school.” No,

they were forced to go to school. They were separated from their cultures. All of the complicated

dynamics about what education means have to be part of it. You have to deal with that.

An asset-based-minded teacher and researcher must understand and value what students

bring on their own terms and want to learn from those contributions. In this manner, and in this

study, my students perform a powerful intervention in the definition and practice of IL

instruction. The students’ voices offer a fitting conclusion to this chapter:

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Jazz: Yeah. If you just get rid of some boundaries. Teachers, I understand there has to be boundaries, of course, but if you get rid of that teacher, student hierarchy, students are going to want to come back, students are going to want to learn, they're not going to just sit there and be like, "Oh my God, I'm in this class." In this library class--because of the stuff I was learning. It was relevant, I wanted to, how do I put it in words? I wanted to learn. It was something that, I can't even put it in words. I took the library class a second time. I needed to, I was craving to learn more, because I wanted to feel like I did in that first class.

CHAPTER 8: Conclusion, Contributions, and Implications “I believe that Black people, even and especially those who have not received academic training, are not only likely to come up with profound theories about their own lives, but to do so in ways that are frequently more effective than theorizing from those whom white institutions have sanctioned to think about those experiences” (Hari Ziyad, 2017).

8.1 My Peculiar Sensation of Informed Asset-Based Research Instruction “I had crossed the line. I was free; but there was no one to welcome me to the land of freedom. I was a stranger in a strange land.” (Harriet Tubman)

It is one thing to be regarded as a scholar and knowledge producer within the

academic arena and your community. It is another to see yourself in that role. As an

educator, I engage students based on my personal journey toward “literacy.” I define

literacy as more than just a state of awareness. Becoming literate mandates action: the

realization of broader goals and ideals. For me, this takes the form of teaching in a

decolonizing and asset-based framework.

For marginalized populations, literacy encompasses knowing how to translate their

experiences—how to code switch in multiple environments. This knowing is fueled by

double consciousness: “…a peculiar sensation, this double consciousness, this sense of

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always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others. One ever feels his twoness, an

American, a Negro; two souls, two thoughts, two unreconciled strivings; two warring

ideals in one dark body” (Du Bois, 1903/1989, p. 3). People must harness their cultural

knowledge to cross the borders created to keep them out (Valenzuela, 1999). They must

cultivate the ability to move back and forth fluidly between worlds while maintaining the

integrity of their identities. I am not trying to make my students White. I do not view

students of color as deficient in the assets and privileges of Whiteness. Many educators

have charted the relatively safer path of token multiculturalism, but, like Griffin (2012), I

“am optimistic in believing if I step into the space that resistant cries have created, maybe,

just maybe, something about my resistant voice in this moment will be heard, taken in,

and taken seriously” (p. 139).

I have entered an academic sphere that challenges the conversation of Blackness as

an intellectual landscape. It has influenced the feedback I have and have not received

from my professors and colleagues over the years. I have been reprimanded and put on a

form of academic probation because of foregrounding the experience of Blackness in

scholarly discussion. I have had to argue that my research interest is valid (Denzin &

Lincoln, 2000). I have been told that my topic of study was neither legitimate nor worthy

of a PhD-level research. In other words, I have been forced to defend what I have been

doing for years.

I use autoethnography within this study and my classroom as a pedagogical tool

because it allows for the authentic performance and validation of one’s lived experience

(Ellis, 2004; Ellis & Bochner, 2000). So I ask: When you’re living in the master’s house,

when you’re trying to get over, what are all of those lived experiences? They are assets.

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These questions animate the core of the African American intellectual tradition. Black

scholars have long asked “How do we live in a world rife with obstacles,

misrepresentations, and danger?” The Afrofuturistic side asks: what is the world that we

are trying to create? How do we construct a freer world for ourselves and our children?

Autoethnographic counter-stories provides the platform.

These questions return us to that “peculiar sensation” of double consciousness.

The issues that I have encountered during the course of my intellectual awakening and

scholarly journey are identical to those of my students. People make demands of us based

on the world that exists rather than the liberatory world we aspire to create: the one we

imagine and construct for ourselves. I no longer wish to contest the structures that have

been created to keep me out or put me down. I do not wish to dismantle the system that

has been so painstakingly constructed and maintained on the broken backs of colored

peoples. I will create anew. I am going to build the world that I want to live in with my

family and my community. I want to be free. And I want my students to be free too.

Much like Griffin (2012), I “am optimistic in believing if I step into the space that

resistant cries have created, maybe, just maybe, something about my resistant voice in this

moment will be heard, taken in, and taken seriously” (p. 139). Maybe just maybe I can

stay steadfast in the African American tradition of reaching back and pulling up—an

extended hand. I have seldom experienced an extended hand in an academic environment.

When I have, it meant everything to have that mentor.

My Australian supervisors came to my rescue. They understood the pedagogical

and curricular impact of my work: on the lives of my students, the IL field, and the entire

educational process. They came to my aid as outsiders to the racial dynamics that

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structure American society and culture, especially those that define the relations between

White and Black female academics in the United States. White Privilege present and

persistent on our campuses and within our classrooms; engaging students and faculty of

color. Also, those dynamics that define the relations between the one who holds a PhD

and those that do not. It is painful to hold my early education experience, then later

doctoral experience and how I was being engaged was that of a deficit model.

As a Black woman, academic, and doctoral student, I have often felt alone, beaten

up and broken down. I encounter constant racial microaggressions: “cumulative assaults

that take a psychological, and academic toll on people of color” (Huber & Solozano, 2014,

p. 2). A broader vision and the insights of others who have undertaken similar journeys in

these environments have guided me onward. Like Henry (2015), “I speak and write with

the hope of raising questions to new and enduring problems in higher education and to

reflect on issues before they disappear from institutional memory” (p. 591). I speak,

teach, and write from my lived experience to promote culturally relevant, sustaining and

revitalizing classroom environments.

8.2 How I Got Here See, my pedigree most definitely don't tolerate the front Shit I've been through prolly offend you (Kendrick Lamar)

Critical race theory, slave narratives, counter-storytelling, and other radical ideas

and texts were new to me as an older, first-generation college student. Though I was the

ninth of ten children born to Emanuel and Ola, I was the first to attend and graduate from

college.

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I am a product of school busing in the era of desegregation. My early years were

spent in the projects and ghettoes of Los Angeles and Columbus, Ohio. In Los Angeles,

we moved around a lot, so my recall of that time is fragmented. My most vivid memory is

of running through the occasional fire hydrant turned on illegally by us “project kids” in

an effort to cool ourselves off in the heat.

I am a product of the Black Panthers. The group established a presence in the

Ohio projects where my family lived. Although I did not know that they were Black

Panthers until later in life, I remember the free lunch they handed out during the summer.

I also remember long walks to the nearest pool, a Black woman who gave free organ

lessons, and being tested for sickle cell anemia, a debilitating disease that affects the

African American community.

I am a product of a Black family who, with very few others, was able to buy a

home in a predominantly white and Jewish neighborhood after my father was hired as a

janitor at the Columbus airport. My mother continued to wash laundry and clean rooms at

two different motels so that our family could live in the house where she still resides.

I am a product of poorly-funded schools where I never read chapter books or

learned about the experiences and histories of indigenous folk. I am one of the students

who was tracked into a vocational school 1 ½ hours by bus from my home. I am one of

the students who fell through the cracks when it came to English and math, but still

managed to graduate high school. Despite all of these circumstances, I completed a two-

year program in firefighting. But, although I excelled at doing my job, I could not pass

the written and math tests required to become a full-time firefighter.

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With limited experience beyond the small radius of my home, I longed to know

and do more. I moved to Alaska for several years then made my way to Seattle. In

Seattle I went to massage school and discovered that I am an experiential learner who

excels in small educational environments. For the first time in my life, I felt empowered

as a student and a learner, which inspired me to apply to a four-year college, where I

found students and faculty who were open and welcoming. Coming from the monoculture

of Ohio, where the idea of diversity is an afterthought, this was the first time I attended an

educational environment where I did not feel I was lacking, or being “included” by

“liberal Whites.” This experience nurtured something in me that I did not know I had—

the desire to attend a four-year college. The topic of college had never been broached in

my family or my high school.

I wanted to attend a college with interdisciplinary curricula that used narrative

evaluations of students and faculty rather than the letter grading system and that

conducted seminars grounded in reading primary texts instead of lectures with textbooks.

I found that place at Fairhaven College of Interdisciplinary Studies in Bellingham,

Washington. In this innovative educational setting, self-evaluations asked us to write

about how we engaged with assigned coursework, classmates, and our professors. I knew

all my classmates and professors by name and had the opportunity to serve on curriculum

and hiring committees as a student representative. The student body was diverse, and I

felt truly engaged in school for the first time in my academic life.

I chose to major in American Cultural Studies, and I designed an interdisciplinary

concentration focusing on Black Indians. I learned about Asian/Pacific Islander

Americans, African Americans, Latina/os, and Indigenous peoples. I interrogated White

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privilege and White identity with my classmates in a safe, intimate seminar-based

environment. I read about lived experiences that had not been part of my formal

education thus far, and participated in classes that explored chattel slavery, genocide, and

the colonization of Indigenous nations, relations between enslaved and free blacks and

Indigenous nations, capitalism, gender studies, and many other topics exploring and

documenting the experiences of marginalized groups.

8.3 Learning I Had Assets to Guide My Education as a First-Generation College Student

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others”. (Marianne Williamson)

Fairhaven’s librarian Ray McInnis specialized in working with American Cultural

Studies majors. He was a balding “old white dude” who wore a bowtie—at least this was

my first assessment of him. I assumed that we had nothing in common and challenged

him on a variety of topics. In the end, Ray got me hooked on the concept and practice of

information literacy by asking me to research and write about what I already knew—an

asset I brought with me to college, a piece of cultural knowledge.

For the first time in my educational life I felt a thirst for learning and believed that

my lived experience and academic pursuits were intersecting in important ways. This “old

white dude” librarian became my mentor, and he remains the guiding force behind my

decision to enter the LIS profession. He instilled in me the importance of “recognizing the

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need to connect teaching with students’ cultural and experiential lives” (Valenzuela, 2016,

p. 110). His passion, in concert with my own, frames the context of this study and my

ongoing pedagogical efforts.

I was excited to be performing research and learning about people of color and the

context in which they live. I began holding research workshops to help fellow students of

color in the Multicultural Student Center on campus. When Ray learned of my efforts, he

suggested that we co-teach the research class he held for seniors in the American Cultural

Studies major. He was asking me to make his curricular objectives more accessible and

relevant to my fellow students. I did for Ray what he did for me—inspiring excitement

and pride in other students, mostly of color, about using their cultural and personal assets

to shape their educational process and goals.

At Fairhaven College, I was given the opportunity to be a student teacher, to

design an educational experience that drew from my lived experience and its influence on

my pedagogy. Within these parameters, I created the class “Women Talking Across

Colorlines.” This was my introduction to the concept and practice of multiculturalism.

Prior to this, my intellectual life paralleled the silos of segregated lunchrooms. Women

engaging one another across color lines came to fruition from this lived experience, and

the knowledge and assets from such an experience. The assets I already had, compounded

with some newly-acquired historical assets that I gained from the education I was

receiving at Fairhaven College and the American Cultural Studies program, had a huge

impact on my future classroom design, pedagogy, and epistemology.

For my senior project, I designed a course entitled “The Images of Black Women

in Art, Film, Music, and Literature.” I also co-taught a “White Identity” course with my

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professor Connie Faulkner, a prominent faculty member in Fairhaven’s Law and Diversity

program. These classes emerged from the convergence of my lived experience,

decolonized Indigenous knowledge, coursework in the American Cultural Studies

program, library research, and Fairhaven’s interdisciplinary seminar classrooms. My

educational autoethnography unites all the theoretical frameworks I have discussed in this

dissertation and applied in my study. They represent the guiding forces behind my

pedagogy, intellectual scholarship, and curricular design.

8.4 Don’t Wanna Be a Part of the Problem

In my MLIS program, I struggled with the lack of mirrored contexts in course

instruction, assigned texts, and instructors and peers. Since graduating, I have worked to

regain and retain the assets my undergraduate mentor and the American Cultural Studies

program afforded me. I have struggled, am struggling, to voice who I am and where I

come from. These forces drive my efforts to impact students’ academic experience in a

transformative way. A quote of Thurgood Marshall “None of us got where we are solely

by pulling ourselves up by our bootstraps”. We got here because somebody—a parent, a

teacher, an Ivy League crony or a few nuns—bent down and helped us pick up our boots.”

The foundational pieces that frame my current work—my informed assets, my racialized

context, the openness and interdisciplinarity of my undergraduate environment—have

brought me to the library classroom at a community college striving toward educational

equity. It is only as I write this dissertation that I realize how these lines of continuity

have converged.

We can’t value all the African American, poor, first generation and Indigenous

student voices shared with me in the field unless we acknowledge that literacy, that what

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knowledge is produced, is a different framework, a different mindset, a cultural

environment that has different values. We must acknowledge “Indigenous peoples,

our/their struggles for the recognition of our/their sovereignty, or the contributions of

Indigenous intellectuals and activists to theories and frameworks of decolonization” (Tuck

& Yang, 2012, p. 3). These decolonizing frameworks initiate the process for those who

have suffered from genocide, colonialism, forced enslavement, and assimilation to regain

what was lost, i.e. cultural knowledge, via informed culturally-relevant (Ladson-Billings,

1995), sustaining (Paris & Alim, 2014) and (Mcarthy & Lee, 2014) revitalizing pedagogy.

8.5 Going Forward

“ just because something works doesn’t mean it can’t be improved” (Coogler, 2018)

Figure 7: Representation of Informed Asset-Based pedagogy

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The image of a tree can bring up various strands of thought for African Americans.

My thoughts flit from the cherry tree whose fruits I grew up eating, whose branches I

grew up climbing and riding like a horse I named “Charlie.” The tree eventually needed

to be taken down. In our amazement, from the sawed-off trunk sprang living and

connected roots that spawned saplings. My thoughts wander to the apple trees we had,

that sometimes bore fruit, and to the enormous oak tree that threatened the roof of our

house during tornado warnings, the bags of leaves it shed in the fall that we played in until

we grudgingly had to rake them all up. Then, snap, in my mind I hear the eerie melodic

Billie Holiday singing “Strange Fruit,” and remember I did not at first understand the

song’s reference to lynched Black men dangling and rotting in a tree.

Then, the next moment, I remember my love for Alaska, and my 12 years there as

an African American young woman, and the awe I felt flying into Alaska the first time,

and seeing mountains and mountains of trees as far and wide as the horizon before me. I

think about the comments said to me when people learn I am a Black woman who lived in

Alaska, who, a few times in my life, has dared to go camping and hiking in the woods by

myself. Then, my mood swings to sadness in thinking about the Black farmers denied

ownership of their own Black-owned and operated farms, to the few African Americans

who visit the national and state parks of America, to the city sidewalk trees in squares of

cement that manage to spring toward the sun to flower and reseed, and whose roots break

through their concrete confinement.

Eve Tuck (2009) talks about the tree as a way to present theory, what is known in

education circles as the “problem tree” exercise (pg. 116). In it, a problem is first

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identified, “the root.” Next, the leaves, or symptoms of the problem, are identified,

followed by the trunk, which represents the “attitudes and beliefs” that help the symptoms,

or, in this case, leaves. Last, we examine the roots, or “ideologies and structures that

anchor the problem, unseen” (2009, p. 116). Later, Tuck asserts the tree, though a

powerful image and helpful aide, “in excavating otherwise unseen linkages… is decidedly

unhelpful in plotting a course of action for political or social change” (2009, p.117). I’d

like to change Tuck’s meaning and metaphor for some of the very topics addressed in my

literature review, my IL classroom pedagogy, and what I describe above when my mind

thinks about trees.

Thoughts of trees bring me to the peace, love, sadness, and connection to my

history as an African American to the earth, the trees themselves, the awe I have found

being among the trees, thinking about the theories, cultures, and methodologies

represented in the tree drawing, and its influences upon me and my students--how the

makeup of this tree, the roots, and trunk, has fed us, sustained us, revitalized our context

and desire to take what we have experienced and learned “from the roots.” The

characteristics of the tree I present in this study bear fruit—our counter-stories, the

creation of new knowledge from our informed assets, classroom discussions, critical

reflections, and student I.L. research projects that generate knowledge we take back to our

communities, feeding them our cultural wealth/knowledge. This tree is the manifestation

of our continued learning, our growing, and the ever-changing decolonized frames we

reflect upon and articulate in informed ways.

Critical Race Theory, Traditional Knowledge, and the counter-stories we engaged

in and articulated helped us transform our learning environment, ourselves, and our

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community. For us, this tree begins with roots within our cultural wealth, which are the

Traditional Knowledge, Indigenous Knowledge, cultural assets, and Community Cultural

Wealth from and within the communities we come from. These (un)recovered assets feed

and help us grow, with acknowledgement of our ever-present racial context. These assets,

represented by the roots and trunk of the tree, provide the growth, knowledge, and

experience reflected in our counter-stories, which are informed by a culturally-relevant,

sustaining, and revitalizing curriculum and academic environment that, in our I.L.

classroom, help us untangle and (un)recover.

The questions of who can create knowledge, what is knowledge, whose experience

is valued, whose stories are told, and how they are told, yields the fruit—the culturally-

relevant, sustaining, and revitalizing curriculum--and its seeds are the decolonized

narratives answering these questions. These decolonized narratives, or seeds, are rooted

in our Traditional Knowledge, Indigenous Knowledge, cultural assets, and our

Community Cultural Wealth. For us, this tree represents the culturally-relevant history we

never knew existed, the Indigenous Knowledge we have become aware of and feeds the

Indigenous Knowledge we, ourselves, are creating from our experience. The tree helps us

see and reflect upon the impact of colonialism, racism, and unequal access to education,

what has marginalized us in education, our communities, and the U.S. on people of color.

I.L. research and instruction in this class therefore becomes culturally-relevant, sustaining,

and revitalizing. This tree and its represented continuous nature creates the opportunity

for lifelong learning using our informed assets.

In my class and within their autoethnographies, much of what these students share

comes in the form of counter-stories. I agree with critical theorists who define the

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counter-story “as a method of telling the stories of those people whose experiences are not

often told (i.e., those on the margins of society). Counter-stories “expose, analyze, and

challenge stories of racial privilege. “Counter-stories can shatter complacency, challenge

the dominant discourse on race, and further the struggle for racial reform” (Solorzano &

Yosso, 2002, p. 32). These counter-stories/autoethnographies are culturally relevant,

giving students the ability to say what is culturally relevant and why they need it. Student

counter-stories, their lived experiences, are the informed vehicle.

Acknowledging students’ lived experiences, especially those of marginalization

due to race, gender, age, socio-economic status, religion, etc., in their classes and their

academic curricula allows us to help them successfully transition to college. The students

in my class come with valid cultural and experiential knowledge. It is known that “critical

race theorists view this knowledge as a strength and draw explicitly on the lived

experiences of people of color by including such methods as storytelling, family histories,

biographies, scenarios, parables, cuentos, testimonios, chronicles, and narratives” (Bell,

1987; Carrasco, 1996; Delgado Bernal, 1989, 1993, 1995a, 1995b, 1996; Olivas, 1990;

Solórzano & Solórzano, 1995; Valencia & Solórzano, 1997, p. 4).

It is important to acknowledge that the classroom pedagogy in this study--auto

ethnography and Informed Assets--has the potential to connect history to current day

knowledge and experience. Alim’s asset-based pedagogy (2011) is one of the

foundational theories for Informed Assets. With encouragement to utilize

autoethnography as pedagogy, students expressed meaningful engagement with their lived

cultural context, and this created the opportunity to inform these assets via research. This

experience and pedagogy allowed students to access research that was meaningful, and

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also allowed them to access voices of their cultural context from their research, and to

contextualize their lived experience from the cultural and historical information they

collected during their research. So, with the addition of their education autoethnography

to the research process, they built upon their research skills, a necessary method and

pedagogy in the information literacy classroom.

The creation of this space in a library classroom is groundbreaking in terms of

what an information literacy classroom curriculum, and its impact on students, can be.

Using an ethnographic method with students was effective in validating their assets and

reframing what research instruction can look like. Starr (2010) writes "because

autoethnography revolves around the exploration of self in relation to other and the space

created between them, disciplines like education are ripe grounds for autoethnographic

study because a social construction of knowledge, identity and culture is inherent. As a

form of critical pedagogy, autoethnography often places emphasis on a transformative or

emancipatory process for the individual and in the more widely constructed social

relations in which the individual participates” (2010, p. 4). In their autoethnographies,

several students spoke of epiphanies and transformation in how they view themselves in

their academic environment. The use of autoethnography in an information literacy

classroom provided space for social and cultural analysis with interpretation, critique, and

social explanation. Autoethnography allowed us to engage the tensions of being in this

particular academic environment. This is why autoethnography is the method used in this

dissertation, and is the pedagogy of my classroom.

I used autoethnography within this study and within my classroom as a

pedagogical tool because it allows for authentic performance of one's lived experience as

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being valid and worth knowing (Ellis, 2004; Ellis & Bochner, 2000). I used

autoethnography to give voice and recognition to what helped me along in my educational

aspirations, aspirations I was told at an early age I did not have. I did not know I had

educational aspirations until various people in my life told me I have assets and

encouraged me to make a difference, pivotal in communities that have experienced

colonization and genocide.

Sparks (1996) reflects on what it means to do autoethnography. “I … attempt to take you

as the reader into the intimacies of the world my students and I live in. I hoped to do this

in such a way that you are stimulated to reflect upon your own life in relation to mine” (p.

467).

8.6 Deconstructing dominant narratives to Build Deeper Understandings

In the academic community, race is often discussed in a purportedly objective and

neutral way. But this framing denies much of the lived experiences people of color. The

familiar mantra “it is not about race” confuses and frustrates many students, who see it as

all about race. In Flint, Michigan, community members, predominantly people of color,

were told that their water was clean-when in fact, it was highly toxic and contaminated

(Markel, 2016). Educators who choose to examine this event must foreground race as a

phenomena and provide students with the broader historical context of this country’s

legacy of environmental racism. To do otherwise is akin to denial, both of vital

information sources and resources. Students understand the ways in which race is often

omitted from class discussions and their formal educational experiences. A “neutral

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education” does not examine the informal information networks students employ. My

information literacy praxis is based on both formal and informal information networks.

This merger allows students to bring the entirety of their selves to the educational process

and environment, and, in turn, facilitates a more holistic and relevant experience of

information literacy.

8.7 Contributions of informed assets: building upon and revitalizing Information Literacy

8.7.1 Contributions of Study to the Field of Research, Students, and Educators

Applying an additive framework assumes that students possess assets to enhance

knowledge acquisition. The effectiveness of this pedagogical framework is revealed by

my students’ autoethnographies. The most influential literature presented in the literature

review provides approaches over time for creating inclusive curricula for a growing

diverse college student body. The research literature that frames this study was conducted

in disciplines other than library and information science (Akom, 2009); (Alim,, 2011);

(Calderon, 2014, 2016); (Delgado and Stefancic, 2001); (Ladson-Billings, 1995, 2014);

(Nakata, 2002); (Paris, 2012); (Paris and Alim, 2014); (Smith, 1999, 2012); (Solorzano,

and Yosso, 2001, 2002); (Tuck, 2009); (Tuck and Yang, 2012). It is time to bring that

work into conversation with the aims and projected outcomes of more progressive,

inclusive information literacy notions and practices. Student autoethnographies reflect

how a curriculum that departs from this intersection can foster academic engagement and

success.

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This study also clarifies the need for librarians and information science programs

to demystify the dominant norm of engagement to address systems of White privilege and

the exclusion or distortion of stories, knowledge, and experiences of people of color and

other marginalized populations. Engaging with the conclusions drawn and prescriptions

made by those working in the fields of critical race theory and asset-based pedagogies

focused on cultural relevance and decolonization can guide more potent information

literacy instruction. My study contributes to the fields of information literacy and

education by interweaving multiple, asset-centered, theoretical frames with applied

autoethnography as a mode of teaching and as a method of research. This practice draws

on diverse bodies of knowledge from education, linguistics, sociology, and library

science. This study describes the complex task of decolonizing dominant narratives in the

information literacy classroom. In doing this, I interrogated not only the kinds of

information we draw from and provide to marginalized students, but also how we provide

it. Bruce, Hughes and Somerville (2012) contend that “Informed-learning is about being

aware of the kinds of information we are using, how we are using information, and how

different forms of information come together to inform and transform our work, study, or

personal lives(pg. 8-9)” These insights resonate with my accomplishments in the

classroom. Bruce (2010) adds, “…rather than focusing on separate information skills,

informed learning aims to promote critical and strategic approaches to solving complex

problems in differing contexts” (p. 3). There is no more complex problem than

decolonizing the dominant narrative (“the kinds of information we are using”) and the

dominant way of teaching the marginalized and students of color. With the engagement

of Informed Asset-based pedagogy, the explicit acknowledgement of racism, counter-

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stories alongside the dominant narrative, Information Literacy instruction (“how different

forms of information come together to inform and”) can make education and society

equitable (“transform our work, study, or personal lives”). Critical race theorists

characterize racism as a permanent and endemic aspect of American history, society, and

politics. Engaging students’ lived experiences to reflect and confront this embeddedness

broadens the scope, relevance, and significance of information literacy instruction.

My work counters the assumptions latent within the multicultural trend in education

and the practice of contemporary IL instruction in diverse classrooms. I challenge both

IL’s definitions and its theoretical underpinnings by contributing students’ counter-stories

to the pedagogical table. I expand the meaning and practice of research by applying the

use of autoethnography to this study and to my classroom. I am also making a

contribution to education through using a different method of documentation, a method of

asset-centeredness and student voice, and applying it to a different field in a different way.

When student assets and autoethnographies are engaged in the IL classroom, students are

empowered to drive their own learning. This study seeks to change the educational

agenda and its implementation by focusing on students’ informed assets, voices, and

counter-stories. I do not look at academic literature as something outside of their purview,

or beyond the scope of their vision. I regard it as material that demands students’

assessment—that implores them to ask “Are student voices represented here? Are my

community’s assets included here? Why or why not? How is my community depicted in

this literature?”

This study’s theoretical frame challenges mainstream educational curricula and IL

pedagogy. It represents an attempt to counter students’ perception of teachers as non-

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responsive and dismissive of their needs and insights. This can only be achieved through

meaningful engagement of student assets. Students’ counter-stories are the explicit

antidote to a barrage of distortions and misinformation. They reveal the application of a

double lens: an awareness of how the dominant culture describes, perceives, and

stereotypes people of color and a focus on the truth of their own experiences. These

counter-stories become cultural assets and provide the basis for an additive educational

experience.

The study’s most radical implication concerns students’ ability to evaluate research

relevant to their communities. They can determine research guidelines and procedures.

Following Smith (2013), they might insist that the research findings be submitted to the

community for feedback and potential revision. This form of information literacy defines

authority as both contested and contextual.

8.7.2 Research Contribution Summary

In recapping, what I did in my PhD I set out to develop culturally relevant

curricula from student voiced assets, examine research and instruction informed by

student cultural assets, and identify how tenets of informed assets e.g. cultural assets, (crt),

decolonizing theories & methodologies, and Indigenous Knowledge worked in enhancing

student learning in an Information Literacy Classroom. My contributions to research are

the following:

My contribution to the method of Autoethnography is: 1. Presented findings as counter-stories, a different method of documentation, a

method of asset-centeredness and a method of student voice;

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2. Applying the method of autoethnography to a different field (Il) in a different way;

2. Using autoethnography as both a research tool and a pedagogical tool in the classroom;

3. Connecting autoethnographies to theories of empowerment in education and in information literacy;

4. Using a theoretical frame which acknowledges race as an influential and ever present fact of life in the United States. Further framing the interaction of dominant narrative and counter-story;

5. An autoethnographic study in the field of Information Literacy

My contributions to the field of Information Literacy:

1. A counter position both to the idea that multiculturalism is enough, and to current day practice of IL in diverse library classrooms;

2. Put forward the term and pedagogical praxis of Informed asset-based learning a remix/sampling of informed learning that invokes tenets of Critical Race Theory, Asset-based pedagogy, Autoethnography, Hip Hop pedagogy, Indigenous knowledge and decolonizing methodologies. Informed Assets seeks to make the assets that students bring with them the basis, catalyst and design for the information literacy curriculum and their lived experience within classrooms. I believe this remix of Informed learning explicitly articulates an Information Literacy Praxis that stimulates equity in education;

3. Informed Assets in this study constructs a definition of information literacy that includes the identification of how information intersects with students’ cultural knowledge, i.e. with their racialized cultural context, which then becomes of use to them in many different classes. This is necessary in understanding how the people involved, how their knowledge, become a part of the story and are a part of information literacy praxis;

4. Connecting information literacy to theories of empowerment in education i.e. Asset-based pedagogy and CRT; 5. Using student informed assets, student voices, student counter-stories, centers how students learn to think about academic literature and building upon their information literacy.

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8.7.3 Future Directions: Autoethnography & Participatory Action Research in the Classroom

The results of this study have given rise to new questions and frameworks of

understanding. There is still work to be done. Future studies might consider how students

can apply their intellectual projects to their communities or how their autoethnographies

inform action, research approach, and the ability to perceive identifiable problems. These

types of questions suggest placing more active participant-based research at the center of

an academic course. They also encourage a pedagogical method that enables students to

link their knowledge assets with socially transformative practices. To expand the impact

of their intellectual awakening, students can direct these energies into their communities

in a variety of ways. Students who are parents may participate more actively in their

children’s schools and educational process. Others might choose to pursue graduate study

to deepen their knowledge of a particular subject. First-generation students can serve as

role models to others in a similar position in their communities. The use of

autoethnography and participatory action research as pedagogy can make learning relevant

for students, and encourage engagement and action of community issues and concerns.

The method I propose falls within the realm of social justice work, taking place at

the crossroads of education and anthropology. With the benefit of hindsight, moving

forward with this study, I would make several different decisions. I would engage my

students in participatory action research. I would ask the students to generate their own

questions about their educational experiences because they are the ones most capable of

articulating their experiences and identifying pedagogical methods and approaches that

can enhance their academic success. Together, we can create a more reflective and

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iterative educational process that honors and builds upon student assets and lived

experience.

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EPILOGUE:

This thesis is a reflection upon my life in relation to my students, and the various

educational experiences I have had, and continue to have. It contains my students’

reflections on their experiences with education--what has not worked, what has created

trauma, and what it has meant when their lived experience and cultural assets guide the

curriculum and pedagogy in a library classroom.

Unfortunately for me unlike my students and what they expressed in their stories

about being able to thrive in an academic environment that values their cultural assets and

knowledge held in this class, and during this study; my journey of using the way I engage

students, the pedagogy I used for a PhD study has rendered me depleted, and traumatized.

I am not alone as noted in the following studies:

• Gildersleeve, R. E., Croom, N. N., & Vasquez, P. L. (2011). “Am I going crazy?!”: A critical race analysis of doctoral education. Equity & Excellence in Education, 44(1), 93-114.

• Truong, K. A. (2010). Racism and racial trauma in doctoral study: How students of color experience and negotiate the political complexities of racist encounters.

• Truong, K., & Museus, S. (2012). Responding to racism and racial trauma in doctoral study: An inventory for coping and mediating relationships. Harvard Educational Review, 82(2), 226-254.

• McKenzie, K. B. (2009). Emotional abuse of students of color: The hidden inhumanity in our schools. International Journal of Qualitative Studies in Education, 22(2), 129-143.

• Felder, P. P., & Barker, M. J. (2013). Extending Bell’s concept of interest convergence: A framework for understanding the African American doctoral student experience. International Journal of Doctoral Studies, 8(1).

• Ellis, E. M. (2001). The impact of race and gender on graduate school socialization, satisfaction with doctoral study, and commitment to degree completion. Western Journal of Black Studies, 25(1), 30.

• Reid, E. (2017). How Racial Microaggressions Impact the Mental Health of Black Women of Different Occupational Prestige.

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• Ramirez, E. (2017). Unequal socialization: Interrogating the Chicano/Latino (a) doctoral education experience. Journal of Diversity in Higher Education, 10(1), 25.

This experience for the most part did not place value in the cultural assets I

brought with me, nor the expertise I have. Being seen as being in deficit at multiple times

during my doctoral process, and not having information needed, nor the informal network

my students speak of—gave fruition to me being in deficit. Again, this experience of

being seen as being in deficit was iterated over and over by the students in this study. It’s

interesting though because my students saw just the opposite. They saw cultural wealth in

me, a mentor, a life line. They saw how our stories reflected sameness in some ways. We

were empathetic to one another’s experience which enabled agency in one another. My

students saw the many layers of experiences, how they intersect and how we are best at

humanity when we can acknowledge this in others.

Shrek, seemingly out of nowhere, comes to mind--particularly the scene with

Shrek, the Ogre, and Donkey, his newly-found companion, when Shrek isn’t quite sure

why he continues to allow or tolerate Donkey’s persistent existence in his life. This scene

finds Shrek trying to describe himself in comparison to an onion. Shrek contends he has

many layers, like an onion. Donkey is horrified that Shrek describes his attributes as

onion-like, and insists on helping Shrek find a more accurate description. Why does this

scene come to the forefront of my mind? I have been working on my dissertation for

several years now; at times, it feels like an infinite amount. I believe Shrek’s onion is a

metaphor for how I am feeling within the context of who I am as I write this dissertation.

Along with the many layers comes the many encounters I have had along the way. I have

experienced several emotions because of the interactions and encounters I have had during

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this process. I hope I have described these many layers, while, at the same time, provided

insight about me, and the students I work with.

I am a visibly African American lesbian professor, librarian, and Hip-Hop head. I

am verbal about my politics and epistemology. I believe Black minds matter. I believe

having a diverse students, staff and faculty on our campuses matter. I feel strength in my

convictions—yet at times this strength is stereotyped as the angry Black woman. Then,

there is the not so apparent me, a mother of two biracial children I am raising in Oakland,

California with my white wife. There is the Ph.D student. There is the child with nine

other siblings, born into poverty and who moved up in social class in the 6th grade. I have

many layers. I have assets that have helped me in my own educational endeavors, while at

the same time helped other in theirs. I believe in order for students that present

themselves like the students in this study to have a chance at surviving and succeeding in

their educational pursuits, we as academics, must see them as having something to teach

us. And, that sharing ourselves with them may provide a student with a much needed

boost to their self agency.

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Figure 8: Last Day Reflection in journal

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