Cynthia Gomez - poems -

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Cynthia Gomez- poems -

Publication Date: 2011

Publisher:Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive

Cynthia Gomez(2-22-94) i am 17 i write mostly about love or pain. when i write the poems i write im notalways thinking when i write them so they may not make sence.

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A Christmas Wish may the winter be joyfuland your hearts warmwhile your children playwith the snowman they made. may you have a great christmaswhile your children open their giftsthat were on theirgreat wish list. may you have a wonderful timewhen your family arriveswith hugs, kisses, and greetings..To think this was you wish, to have a..Merry Christmas! Cynthia Gomez


A Friend someone that you always seesomeone that caressomeone you go to in time of needsomeone whos always there someone who cries with yousomeone who holds yousomeone who will be by your sidesomeone who wont let you be alone someone who listenssomeone who dont judgesomeone who helps you glissensomeone who wont let you lunge off a bridge. Cynthia Gomez


A Game...A Lie why did i fall for youwhy did i carewhy did i cry becausenow the pain i cannot bare you wrapped me with your warmthyou said you loved mebut it must have all been a game to you becauseyou threw my heart into the flame you held me closeand said you wouldn't let me goit was all a liebecause you said 'Bye' now what do you want?your memory..all it does is haunts and taunts,my dreams... Cynthia Gomez


Afraid Afraid to loseWhat we once hadAfraid to give inTo someone so bad Why must I fall for you?Again and againWhy must I love you?When I will never win My heart stops coldMy body tremblesBy a single touchBut its never enough I crumble at your feetBut this feeling…I cannot defeat. Cynthia Gomez


Alone (Part 4 Of 4) I’m alone in this cold burning world.To defend myself against all evil.To slay the demons. (boys) to burn the witches. (girls) I stand alone in the nightwhen I feel freewhen I can finally breathand see such a beautiful sight. I got used to being alonenow I prefer it above all elsepeople turned on methey hurt me I will rise against them in the endI am not scared, I am no cowardI am strong & fear lessso let them try to hurt me again, and watch them fail. on the 4th line no offence to witches. i love of my best friends are wickens. i justcouldnt use the other word. Cynthia Gomez


Amazing You have the lips of an angel.And eyes like the sea.Your hair used to dangle.A better sight could not be. With hands as gentle as a rose.And a scent that is unresistable.I got to say, no one knows,that to bear it, I am not able. If you were to kiss me.The memory I would keep.If you were to put me in harms way.I would grow wings and fly away. I gave you my heart.My freedom, my body and of it every part.With my heart, i trust you.Hurt it and who knows what i'll do.... 12: 56 a: m date unknown Cynthia Gomez


Amber a fired spirita loving hearta bad day she can cureby simply taking away your fearsmaybe by wiping your tears. she is likefire and iceone time steamingother time nicebut she is always by your side she helps me through hard timesshe makes everyone smileeven if she will critizei know i said the mushy partsbut to meshes a sister in heart Cynthia Gomez


Because I Fell In Love Why am I this way?Why am I so ashamed?Why do you egg me on?When you know it’s wrong. I can’t push you awayBecause it would cause me great painTrying to stop my feelings for youIs like trying to stop the rain. If you didn’t care like you doI could maybe stay away from youBut then that would be of no useBecause I can’t stay away from youAll becauseI fell in love with you Cynthia Gomez


Because You Live Because you live I am alive.Because you live I will always be in pain.Because you live I will always cry.Because you live I will always worry. I sit here ripping inside.because I cannot hidefrom the lifeI cannot push aside. Im your angel.and I broke thy only law.I fell in love. Now im doomed to watch you live while I protect the.Never to touch, never to be seen. Cynthia Gomez


Blood And Darkness (Part 1 Of 4) You cut my heart with a rasor.And watched me bleed.Enjoying me go through pain and agony.Oh you love it when you win. You dragged me into the darkness.Where i see no lightOnly feel pain and my falling tears.Only hear screaming then to find out its mine. It was a curse i put on myself,To love you and feel your warmth,To feel your strong hands.To see your beautiful eyes. I was stupid to ignore,The simplest changes.The way you looked at girls,The way you used to look at me. You hurt me over and overagain and again, but i cant turn away.Im addicted to you,With everything you do. You brought me pain and darkness,As well as love and light,Now its only darkness and misery.As im chained to how you treat me. Cynthia Gomez


Cheated I’m confused.I don’t understand.You said you wanted me.You said “If I lost you I wouldn’t know what to do.'You said you loved me.But you cheated on meWhy?We were perfect..No lies no fights.A game of who loved who more.We made each other happy.We were different when we were together.I tried to give and be your everything.I tried my hardest for you.But you cheated on me.Why?Was it me?Did I not do enough?Was I not enough for you?I never lied to you.All I ever did was love you.But you cheated on me.Why?You still say you love me.You still say you want me.You still say you would be lost without me.But do you really mean what you say.How can I trust you now days.I may be mad and confused.But I still know I love you.And because of that,I don’t know what to do. Cynthia Gomez


Choosing Its so confusing,Choosing between him and you.Where do i begin,Cause i dont what to do. You entered my life.When he left my sight.You made me glad.When i became sad. You wouldnt let me frown.Cause you would act like a clown.No matter what you do.I couldnt turn my back to you. But he has been in my life for a while.And he too made me smile.He stoped me when i started to cry.He held me when i wanted to die. He makes my life easier to stand.Just by holding my hand.I love him being by my side.Without him i dont think i could survive. Instead of you, i choose him.Cause without him, my world would crumble and end. Cynthia Gomez


Cold (Part 3 Of 4) i used to be nice and kindi used to be cute and funi used to have friendsi used to have men at my feet. when she diedit all went deadi changedi turned as cold as ice. im afraid of what i can do.so i write and write to keep calmi cant talk about how i feelonly to him i can Cynthia Gomez


Drugs Drugs are badThey make people sadThey kill brain cellsAnd will put you in jail People think they are coolBut you will end up in soilSo don’t do themOr you might not see life again Cynthia Gomez


Forever Bound Tears are fallingMine they areThinking of making a new scar I wanna dieI wanna say "world goodbye"I wanna jump off a bridge just so highLike I tried to do last time Blood is streaming,As I am screaming.My dream is unbelievingAs my body is losing feeling As I am turning coldBut feeling like burning coal.Wishing I could just goWhen I see him show The way he looks when he criesWhen he knows I wanna dieBut he refuses to let me dieNo matter how many times I try Let me leave I only say as a pleaCan't you see?Together we can no longer be As darkness surroundsI can only hear his voice and its soundAnd his wings coming unboundAgain he whispers when he bends down"Did you forget we're forever bound" Cynthia Gomez


Good Vs. Bad your an angelim just a mundaneyour a piece of gods workwhile im just plaine you keep me tamebut without you i go insanewhy was it to me you camewhy am i so amshamed your flawless skinmy never ending sinsyour spring blue eyesmy heart full of lies why is it i who you chooseim just bad newsi want you so much i dobut i shouldnt keep you.. Cynthia Gomez


Heat our burning desireis like blazing fireas our bodys entwineeverything slips from mind hot pressed kisswith unknown blisswith a moan of pleasurewishing this couyld go on forever with wandering handsknees become weak, cannot standas heat washes over me..dang your just a tease Cynthia Gomez


Hero My super hero,my only love.saved me from myself.from drowning in the misery. Brought me to light.everyday helping me fight.holding me upmaking me face the world. Only now it seemsthat youve turned your backleaving me lost once again.lost in the never ending cold darkness. Or am i wrong.are you there, are you just hidden.are you trying to help me in some way...im so confused.... Prove to me that you are here.that im not alone on this.show me that your still trying..i cant do this alone.. Cynthia Gomez


Hurt And Dieing i feel like im not here.i feel like im dead.i feel tears,dropping from my head. lies causes pain,love causes you to go insane,rasors bring a sweet release,and a life to keep. Cynthia Gomez


I Need Not I need not love youfor you will break my heartwith every thing you doit will turn tart I need not touchif i do, i want to kissit will be roughfor i cannot resist I need not seeyour handsome facefor your eyes are like the seaas my heart cannot keep paceI will be mebut with you i will not. wrote in thought of eli 5-5-10 Cynthia Gomez


I Once Loved You I once loved you,With everything I had.Untill you,turned around and stabbed my back. We once were great friends.And trusted each other.But that time has passed.Now my heart I must cover. You knew I loved you,And would do anything for you.So you played me right.Fooled and uded me, then got out of sight You lied to me the last time.You will hurt me no longer.You made me cry till I could see,That for you i will no longer bleed. I loved you once.But no longer will i suffer,From the pain you have brought me. I love someone else now.And he has mended my heart.Except a missing peice that you took when,You broke it apart. I loved you once.And never again will I. Cynthia Gomez


I'M Just Me im a fighterim a writerim a dancerbut never a prancer im a loverand i love my coversim not a fakerand never a hater im someone to lovesomeone to trustim always a suprisebut i dont lie i love my bookssweets are what i cook.music is what i listen toespecially the kind that goes'boo'im not a wanna beIm JustME Cynthia Gomez


In Sync just so far awaybut only very near.i feel you.your heart beating in me your warmth rolling off my silken skinyour blood pulsing through my violet veinsas seeing through your beautiful hazel eyes.my warm tears streams as your own. we are more than just togetherwe are no less than in love.it has been proven, we belong togetheragainst all odds we stay standing. Cynthia Gomez


It's So True It's so trueThat i love youI also know tooThat i need you It's so trueThat i want to kiss youas you know tooThat i want to be with you It's so trueThat i want to touch youEven when im blueI can say i love you It's so trueI can't stop thinking of youYour in my mind all throughEvery thought i have is of you wrote in thought of eli 5-22-10 Cynthia Gomez


Like A Flower I’m like a flower in the dessert on a summer day.Sitting in silence and withering away.Running out of tears while burning in the flame.Nothing again will ever be the same.I took in your warmth and you took my life.Why didn’t you just stab me with a knife?I can no longer wait for a reassuring night/knight.So you win this fight. Cynthia Gomez


Longing... Im Longing for your kiss,And the way it brings me sweet bliss.Im longing for your warm imbrace.And your smile on such a wonderful face. Im longing for your sexy evil stare.And the way you just don't care.Longing to look into you deep eyes,To see the things you cannot hide. Longing to see, to me, what you would do,Because baby, it's all up to you.Longing for your warmth.It's pure joy as, to me, it swarms Longing for things like they used to be.when nothing kept us apart and it was just you and me. Cynthia Gomez


Love Is..Pain? Or Wonderful? Some say love is painfulSome say its wonderfulSome say it doesnt existBut for meWhen it starts its wonderfulWhen it ends it becomes painfulBut when im away from that personIf i dont miss themMiss the way they speek to meHow they speek to othersMiss the way they lookMiss the way they make me laughHow i miss their smileMiss the funIf i dont miss this andIf i dont miss the warm fuzzy feeling when im with themMiss the butterflies in my tummy when i see them.Then i start to find out thatI never loved them, so if i never loved them,Then there is no way love exist Cynthia Gomez


Love Never Ends Day and Night,To keep you I would fight.Winter and Fall,Your always there when i call. When i'm sad,You brighten my day by being glad.When im feeling alone,You call me on the telephone. When life brings me down,Your always around.By being there,You show me you care. Everyday i think of you,Hope its the same for you too.I love you with all my heart,So please dont tear it apart. I hope our feelings dont fade,And oue love to stay the same.I hope our love never ends,Or the unraveling will begin. 4-3-11 Cynthia Gomez


Me With You I have been around a while.And being with youmakes me smilelike im koo-koo. Everytime im with youi have butterflies.And when i kiss youi try not to cry i try not to crybecause you have gentle lips.And it's hard for me to say goodbyeSo i just zip it! You always knewi wanted youTo be in your armsand to keep you from harm. wrote in thought of eli 5-22-10 12: 09 a.m. Cynthia Gomez


Miss Judged I think your mine.I think you love me.But in my mind,it is the only place I can see. You hide things from me.And i don't know why.I just want to see,the reason why. I think you want others,from the way you act.But I choose not to bother,that fact. I think these things,cause you won't tell me.And it brins meto tears,that you may not trust me in thought of eli 9-16-10 Cynthia Gomez


Mistakingly In Love what is it about you,that makes me feel this way?what makes you so special,that makes me feel like living everyday? we have been together for only a short while.didn't think you would effect me this way.you swim through my mind like a fish in the Nile.every time i see you, i cant help but smile. is it the way you hold me close?or is it the way your kiss somtimes lingers on my lips?maybe its the way you intwine your fingers with mine?or is it because you wont leave my side? i have no clue if you feel the same.but i have to say i think i am..Mistakingly in Love Cynthia Gomez


My Angel You’re the one I loveYou’re the one I cannot shoveYou’re the one that’s there for meYou’re the one that I will always believe You saved me from my deathYou are the one who took my breathYou are beautiful to no extentYou’re an angel decent You took me on a midnight flightSo these tears and fears I would not have to fightYou spread your gorgeous black wingsAnd wrapped your arms around me to remove the sting. How did I come to have you?In a world that was so blueYou’re my angel today and everyday.Always there to save the day. may 31,2011, time,1: 30 a.m.in thought of eli Cynthia Gomez


My Dark Angel At times when I see youMy blood runs coldMy heart beats fasterLike I’ve fallen in a hole I would like to knowHow you do it.It’s you I despiseAnd yet I still want you. Those hard coal eyesAnd that death pale skinThe way you look at me when you pass by.I know what you are…You’re a sin. I feel myself leaning toward youAgainst my own willI know I shouldn’tBut for you I would make a blood deal. I can’t run from youYou’re in my dreamsI can’t wake upI don’t think I want to. Behind closed eyesIn a dark fieldWhen danger arrivesYou and your wings become my shield. At every nightIt ends with thisAn everlasting, tightEnveloping kiss When I wake at midnightMy eyes open to find yoursThen to take in the beautiful sight


As your black velvet wings unfurl. may 31,2011. time,9: 37 a.m. Cynthia Gomez


Not Fair i shouldnt love you anymorei shgouldnt carebut i just want you more and moreits just not fair the memory of us haunts mesince you no longer want mei did thing for youand you just droped me we were great togetherand for eachother we were therebut not ever since that daywe said farewell... Cynthia Gomez


One Of A Kind My heart is special, Just like youmy heart is kind, beacuase your on my mindAnd to hurt you I would never, if so I would be bluemy love can be blind, but can not be pushed aside There is only one of me, and thats all there will ever beIm not afraid, doubt thats going to changeMess me over, boy you gonna wish you never knew meIm not your maid, thats not going away Im one of a kind, thats just fineMy love is rare, dont be scaredmay be out of my mind, but I sure do shineIm fair, and I dont careI dont make sence, and I like to jump fenceIm out of my mind, and thats just fine. Cynthia Gomez


Only A Crack what can i saythat i havent said beforewhat can i saythat wont make my eyes pour you were my everythingyou were all i could thinkyet you stoped caringin only an eye blink i trusted you with all i hadand yet you turned your backwhy did you lieyou only made my heart crackso go ahead and go backto living a life full of crap Cynthia Gomez


Please Dont Go Away Please don’t go away.Ill love you everyday.Please don’t go away.I beg you please stay. I’m nothing without you by my side.I bleed when I’m without you.Without you I would sit here and cry.So please don’t say goodbye. I gave you my heart long ago.Now you’re saying you gotta go.What did I do wrong?Did I not play the right song? Why are you leaving meCan you not see?I’m in love with thee.Without you I could not be me. Cynthia Gomez


Protect Our World what has she become?what have we done?she used to be beautifuland we made her cruel.more natural disasters..like blazing flames,massive floods,killer quakes.why dont we stopwhy dont we listento people like the nature hippieswe can help instead of harmyou wont lose your armits just so simpleplant a tree, help her please!just open your eyes and see.she used to be beautiful blue skiespretty green leavesmassive rivers and streams.now the polar bears dieand the tigers..they are not freenothing is like it should be.we can make it better.please help meProtect our World Cynthia Gomez


Reasons I Love You The reasons I love you is because you always smile.Because you always make me laugh.Because the way you wrap your strong arms around me.Because the way you love me. Because without it I wouldn’t make itI love you because you always care for meBecause you will always protect meBecause you don’t care what people think. Which I think is funny.I also love you because you’re taller than me.I love you for the way you turn me on.I love you because you look cute with your little dimplesBecause of the way you hold my hands with your strong onesThe way your always happy witch makes me happyI love the way you look at me with your sexy evil grin.I love you for being honestI love the way you kiss me, how you can be gentle then rough.The way you touch me softly.I love you because you can be rough.I love you because you’re my everythingMost of allI love the way you control me& even more I love you for you and the way I am when I’m with you. Cynthia Gomez


S.B.W Something must be wrong with me.I shouldnt want to be with you.After all i did, you could never seeHow much you really meant to me. What did you doTo leave a mark on my heart?When you said 'Goodbye'Why did I fall apart? I have someone new.But that dont change the fact,That i still want you...Just want you back... Cynthia Gomez


Saved My super hero,my only love.saved me from myself.from drowning in the misery. Brought me to light.everyday helping me fight.holding me upmaking me face the world. Only now it seemsthat youve turned your backleaving me lost once again.lost in the never ending cold darkness. Or am i wrong.are you there, are you just hidden.are you trying to help me in some way...im so confused.... Prove to me that you are here.that im not alone on this.show me that your still trying..i cant do this alone.. Cynthia Gomez


Scream I turn up the volume.I slit my wrist.I just might go to the asylem,if i cannot outwit. You did this to me.You made me hurt.Just wait, you'll see,what you did from the start. You said you loved me.But you lied.How could I not see,what was in plain sight? You can't hear my bloody screaming.You can't fix me like your car.The real me you cannot see.You will see the scares you made on me Cynthia Gomez


Stuck Between Two Stuck between two.Don’t know which to choose.It’s so painful.I don’t have a clue of what to do. One is shy.The other is so fly.One likes to hold and hug.The other knows everything I love. One lets me be free.The other is protective over me.One likes to cuddle.The other makes me melt into a puddle. Cynthia Gomez


That B do i hold you heartor even a partor is it shethat b i thought it was me you wanted to keepi thought it was me that made your heart beatbut it was shethat b when you criedit was me by your sidenot shethat b Cynthia Gomez


The Three Worlds There are three worlds.One of light and love.One of dark and pain.And one in between.In the one of light,Every one is nice to each other,Every one is gentle,Everyone cares,Everyone is thin, pretty, and has wonderful hair.In the one of between,No one is what they seem,Love is what causes pain,It makes people never the same.People get made of for being fat, and it kills them inside.People who do that are often from the world of light.In the dark world,Everyone is on their own,They dont care what happens most of the time.They are the ones who were mistreated,They are the ones who were hurt and not loved,They were the ones who people thought were ugly when they were beautiful.They hate themselfes cause they think their not good. but thy are wonderful.They used to care, they used to love. Which world would you want to be in?The light world where everyone is pretty, mean, snobby, and cruelThe between world where you get picked on if your not perfect.Where you have to fight to live.Where you get fooled with love.Or the dark world where you are cold inside with pain,Where you dont feel love oir hurt anymore,Where you dont have to care,Where no one can judge youWhere no one cares and you are yourselfI pick the dark world. Im already in it NOW YOU PICK! ! (wrote by cynthia) 2-10-11


Cynthia Gomez


Thinking In The Cold whispering in the moonlighttelling myself everything is all righttears streaming with fearevery thing becomes unclear. where did it all go wrongwhere do i belongwhere do i goim all alone cool wind stingingweeping willow singingfresh earth below my feetbody so cold, no heat. Cynthia Gomez


To Dream To dream of beautiful blue skies.To dream that no one dares to lie.To dream of no fear,And no falling tears.To dream of no pain,And to be come once again sane.To dream of being where every thing is wonderful.Where everyone thinks you beautiful.To dream of never being alone.To dream of going to a place called home. But to think its only a dream..... Cynthia Gomez


Trapped I’m a little butterflyStuck in his sticky webDrawn only to himMuch like a moth is to a flame I try to break freeIt is of no useNo will to over powerWill I ever be released? I can’t pull awayI can’t hideThis feeling I can’t fakeIt’s me he always finds I can’t do anythingHe’s got me wrappedI’m nothing…But trapped Cynthia Gomez


Tricked Part 1 He cast me from heavenfor i would not obeythe simplest taskto stay away i put you in dangerby staying by your sidenow i must stay bidden to empty shadowsand to keep out of your sight its torment for meto see you be in painbut i cannot do anythingor the Arc angels would throw me in the flames as they touch hermy rage boilsi won’t let them do thisMy love, they won’t mend and toil 'you may burn me to ashbut before you cantheir throats i will slash' Cynthia Gomez


Tricked Part 2 “You will die here tonightSo don’t even fightYou hurt my loveSo I’m setting it right.” They run they scream.They wish it was all just a dream.The pain the suffering,“Kill me now” they plea. Covered in blood he runs to find her.Instead of her,He finds him.The one that cast him,Because of only his sin. “You disobeyed once againFor it you must pay the price.I will cause you great pain,No longer being nice.” “You may not have her.She will not live.She will be with me.My word I will give.” “I did the sin!Let me pay!On earth,Let her stay! ” “If I let her,No love will be shown.She will be desolate and alone.Only you to protect her.” “I’ll take it, but what of my sin.”“Oh yes the sin once again.It you will pay for,


By becoming a mortal. “You have it your way.So take her andGo away.” Cynthia Gomez


Trouble Trouble hereTrouble thereTrouble follows meEverywhere Naughty or niceIt’s meIt finds I never leanTo stay awayEven if it causes meGreat pain Intrigues me it doesNo matter where it comes fromI tend to stay by himWhen he lives on a whim Now here comes the grand finaleTime to see if in the endIf I’m still alive Cynthia Gomez


True Monster (Part 2 Of 4) I feel like this every nightlike its youwhos the monster to me.but when i wake up. i know its meim the one causing painim the one beaking hearts.im the one whos hurting myself. i hurt my friendsto see their pain,to see their dreams fade,with me everyday i cant stopi always want morei want people to feel the pain i went throughi want them to realize what they have they have everything,and thinks its nothing,they have friends,& real parents.they have a mother who caresand they think she dont.they will soon find outwhat it meansto feel pain beond bearablethey will feel how i feelbeing torn apart to try to keep what they got. Cynthia Gomez


Vampire I'm gonna take you on a ride.I'll make you wanna scream.So don't close your eyes,or i'll appear in your darkest dreams. I'll take you down.To the ground.To the dark.To let you start. When you awake,Night it will be.You will have strength,through the dark you will see. Cynthia Gomez


Wait And Chase When you left me,I locked my heart.So I don't bleed,So I don't fall apart. Some friends wonder,Why I don't speak.This is because i'm wondering,in my head seeking for you. I try to be calm and wait,for you to come back.But for now your the bait,cause im trying to get you, but i can't have that wrote in thought of eli 5-22-10 Cynthia Gomez


Wanted Love My heart need you.My eyes can't see you.As much as I bleed for you,I can't be with you. It never stops, theres always more.When I think of you saying goodbye,my eyes start to pour.To think why dont i die. I know I have to go on.When your not here.Even though your gone,Your memory will always be here. Through the cold nights.It may be rough.It may or may not be right.I will always want your love. wrote after my mothers death Cynthia Gomez


Why Me one day perfectnext day ruinedone day fabulousnext day a burning ruin why does this happen to me.when there are a million human beingslet the rain comelet the rain wash away my pain let me dripmy shining rubyslet me be aloneand turn cold as stone. Cynthia Gomez


Why? Why must i love you.Why must i care.Why must i cry for you,when you are no longer here. Why did you lie to me.Why did you break my heart,when you never loved me,from the start. Why must i feel like this, When i know i was played.Why after what you did,Why do i still wish you stayed. (wrote by cynthia 2-10-11) Cynthia Gomez


Wrong a heartas it ripsa knifeas it cuts.tearsas they dripbloodas it plops thornsas they tearwhen the hurt i can not bear.why did i give inwhy did i let him win.i was such a supid girlwho thought love was the worldbut i was wrongcause the blue bird stoped its love song. Cynthia Gomez


You Complete Me Your my only lover.Without you I would run for cover.You complete my heart.Without you it would turn tart. You put a curse on me.So now your all i see.You make me happy,so its hard for me to be snappy. Every minite i want to be with you.Now when i want you, you text me just on que.You make me laugh no matter what mood im in.If i were to lose you, i wouldnt find love again. You complete my world.Before you, i was on a tilt-a-wirl.All i want to do is hold you in my arms,and to keep you from harm. wrote in thought of eli Cynthia Gomez


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