BEGAN GOING TO JAIL IN 1986

GENERALLY WEIGHED BETWEEN 80-90 POUNS

THE DESPAIR WAS AN ABYSS OF NOTHINGNESS, of EMPTINESS

THE PAIN AND SHAME TURNED INTO SELF-HATRED

MY GOD-GIVEN BEAUTY WAS QUICKLY ERRODING

NO INTERVENTION WAS WORKING, I WANTED TO DIE

APPEARANCES CAN BE DECEIVING

THE WISH TO DIE WAS IN SEED FORM IN MY SOUL

COULDN’T FIGHT NOR FLEE SO I FROZE FROM ABUSE

Expert in pretending and faking. In despair i ran away from home

At 13 I had boyfriends and girlfriends. I was secretively very Promiscuous/Bisexual

AT 15 I WENT TO JOB CORPS and ENTERED THE UNV.of OREGON at 16