If Only They

8/4/2019 If Only They

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If only theyIf only I could escape this place,

I'd go anywhereto live my life in my own way

with no boundations .

I can not fly,but soon I will die,

What if they didn't let me go,I'd end my life?

I hate being cocooned in their love,

Frustrating and suffocating is their care,And I know He is being unfair.

And now no hopes but only dreamsare spared in my life ..

I'm no more a sweet teenager (T^T)

It looked so awesome o.o Weather was damn so good. It was all

foggy when I woke up at 5:30 am for tutions. I couldn't seeanything. :P Went school but my "awesome" mom and bro ruined my

mood.

I hate them! Sometimes I feel like I'm their step daughter/sister.

We had PTM (Parents teacher meeting) today after 11:00 am. It's soembarrassing (-__-) Everyone's mom keep praising their daughter but

my mom talks like "achche marks nahi aye toh sadna yahi. Koicollege.. kuch nahi!!" And she said this to my class teacher even!!

If she wanted to say all these stuffs then why didn't she tell me athome? Why did she embarrass me in the school? I got 84% and I

wanna know, is it bad? Last time it was only 61% (v__v) and Yesh!!My mom says I don't study at home.

My life is so bitter and I'm no more a sweet teenager who used itpen her feelings silently and never let anyone know the worse side of

her life. I'm saying stuffs 'bout my mom and bro. =[ Eeeehhh (T^T) Ilove you mom =/ I'm sorry for saying so. I'm just mad.

What if shes right

If i fight

And i lose
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If i complain to her

Is it her fault

No...

Cause i should have listened to you

If he was all you saidThen we might not be friends after this

My dear friendIf what you say is true then

So be it

But until i find out

I will love him

And love him all i want is what i'll do

Luna if this is what you sayI will not complain about it

But for right now

I will trust him

But keep what you said in mind


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friends forever remember!

If You Are Mourning

the circumstances of your loss and grief may be

different but the principles of healing are the same.

Exhale

All of this pain is about to stop the minute you grabhold of yourself.

Control your thoughts.


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Calm yourself down.

Make yourself stop thinking about the past, or worrying about the future.

Spend time in the NOW. Look for and find your feelings and fears. Express yourself.

Discover what emotions you need to deal with and why. Learn to face loss, end heartacheand heal a broken heart.

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Georgia Roulo

If You Are Single

going through a break up you feel overwhelmed by your loss and the thought of

living life without the one you love.

You convince yourself you will never have another happy relationship or find an ideal

partner. You feel devastated because you were certain your relationship would last.

You committed and planned to spend your life with the one you love, and now you feel

cheated, and ripped off emotionally. You obsess about the injustice of it all. The

disappointments hurt too much.

If You Are Married

facing a divorce, you feel lost and wonder what will become of you and the day-to-day way you lived your life, the family you nurtured, the home you created, the social life

you developed, and the person you love.

You worry about your financial security, maybe even about keeping a roof over your

head if you are unemployed.

If you have children your concerns double, even triple to include the weight of their fears

and concerns.

If You Are Mourning

the circumstances of your loss and grief may be different but the principles of healingare the same.

Exhale

All of this pain is about to stop the minute you grab

hold of yourself.

Control your thoughts.

Calm yourself down.

Make yourself stop thinking about the past, or

worrying about the future.

Spend time in the NOW. Look for and find your

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emotions you need to deal with and why. Learn to face loss, end heartache and heal a

broken heart.

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Quiet your mind and listen to the whisperings in your heart while I share with you the

feelings of love, loss, and healing through poetry, photography, and art.

How do you quiet your mind?

How do you slow down and control your heartbeats? How do you surrender to an inner

power that wants to comfort you?

You trust. One minute at a time. You make yourself trust that everything is going

to work out for the best.

You trust in the power of yourself. You know you will activate your willpower to

gather strength and wisdom to overcome each and every adversity that besets you.

You trust that all of the answers you need are already inside you.

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Will You Still Love Me?angel on Jul-22-2010

Will you still love me even if Im not perfect? Will you still love me even if Im not thekind of person you wished I were? Will you still look into my eyes with warmth even if

you saw my shadows? Will you still hold my hand even if you knew there will be times

Id let you down? For though I yearn to take care of you as I should, though I desire to
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love you with a love that never falters and fades, my knees tremble this very moment that

you hold me in your arms.

Shall I kiss you? Shall I hold your hand and bask in the light of your spirit knowing that Ihave my darkness, knowing there will be times that the light of my love will sometimes

be overshadowed by the darkness that is in me?

Sometimes Id be silent and I might bore you. I may not laugh at your jokes, and you may

not understand the spell thats enshrouding me. Sometimes Id get troubled and Id fail toput into words what the hell it is that troubles me. I wouldnt be good company then, and

I couldnt make you smile.

Sometimes Id get moody and I might not enjoy the things youd like us to do together.

Sometimes Id lose my temper and Id no longer act like the fine person who standsbefore you today. Sometimes Id get jealous and I might say things I dont really mean.

Sometimes Id talk too much that I might drive you away.

Sometimes Id get touchy and Id get easily hurt. And no matter how mature I try to be, at

times Id act in childish ways. Id demand things I shouldnt, Id say things I shouldntsay. And no matter how much I desire to protect you and make you happy, sometimes Id

be the one whod cause you the most pain.

If you will love me I cannot promise you that I will not hurt you. I cannot promise you

that I will not make you cry and that Ill never break your heart. But if you will love me, Iwill bare my whole self naked before you, and I will reveal to you my soul. If you will

love me, you can be certain that it is I that you will love, not a mask that fools you and

gives you only what your eyes desire to see. If you will love me, you can be certain that

you will love the depths of me, all of me that is in me, and I in turn will love you with allof me, with all my soul, with all my mind, with all my spirit, with all my flaws and

beauty, and with all my very heart.

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Life Statementangel on Jul-15-2010
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LIFE STATEMENT

I will go through this life only once,

and I shall have but one chance to live;

Not all people will like me,others may even despise me,

as I may not be easily understood;Yet I will take this chance to live,

and I will reach out in ways I know;

I will love those whom I can,

and I will strive to understand them more;Not all days will bring me sunshine,

so I will rejoice also for the rain;

Not every endeavor will be a success,but I will savor the victories I achieve;

Not all dreams I dream will be mine,

but in time new dreams will fill my heart,

and as from a star those hopes will propel me forwarddoing everything the best way I know I can;

No fear shall trample me whatsoever,

though some tasks seem to outweigh my strength;I will only do what I have to do,

and God will take care of the rest!

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Ode Of A Broken Heartangel on Jun-9-2010

Often, we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to..Though that doesnt mean that weve stopped loving them..

Or weve stopped to care..

Sometimes goodbyeis a painful way to say I love you..But how can I forget you when your always on my mind?

How can I not want you when youre all I want inside?

How can I let you go when I cant see us apart?

How can I not love you when you control my heart?The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to..

Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face

But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.Sometimes I wish I had never never met you..

Because then I could go to bed at night

Not knowing there was someone like you out there.I dont know what to do now that were apart; I dont know how to live without the other

half of my heart.

Maybe if I had just looked away that first day you came towards me everything would bedifferent.

And my heart wouldnt be breaking right now.I always know looking back on the tears would make me laugh..

But I never know looking back on the laugh would make me cry.

A million words wouldnt bring you backI know because Ive tried..

Neither would a million tears..I know Ive cried..

They say that if you love someone you should let them go,

But they never say what to do when they dont come back.I dont remember us but when I do

It brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.

I will never regret loving you only believing you loved me tooHow can I love again

When I cant stop loving the one that hurt me so much?

My heart only fought for what it wanted.

Now my heart is having to fight to let you go.Every moment I spend by your side, I feel a stab within my heart

As I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes

Are truly the blood from my broken heart
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Every morning I wish it were night again

For it is only at night and in the depth of my dreams that I can feel you..

If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it was truly meant to be. They saynever regret the past because at one point everything was what you wanted but what if

what I wanted then makes me cry.

I thought I would die if I couldnt have you.

Now that I know I cant have you, death seems inferior.I cried when I know I lost you, afraid I had lost it all.

Then I realized that losing you, didnt have to mean I lost me.

Only love can break a heart; only love can mend it again.How can I see whats in front of me, when Im blinded by tears..

Love can come and go, but your heart will remain in you forever

- vainly

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Dont Let Go of Hopeangel on Aug-20-2009

Hope gives you the strength to keep going

when you feel like giving up.

Dont ever quit believing in yourself.

As long as you believe you can, you will have

a reason for trying.

Dont let anyone hold your happiness intheir hands; hold it in your own, so it will

always be within your reach.

Dont measure success or failure by

material wealth, but by how you feel. Our feelingsdetermine the riches in our lives.

Dont let bad moments overcome you. Be

patient, and they will pass.

Dont hesitate to reach out for help; we all

need it from time to time.

Dont runaway from Love, but towards love;

because it is our deepest joy.
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Dont wait for what you want to come to you.

Go after it with all that you are; knowing

that life will meet you half way.

Dont feel like youve lost when plans and

dreams fall short of your hopes.

Anytime you learn something new about

yourself, or about life, you have progressed.

Dont do anything that takes away fromyour self-respect. Feeling good about yourself

is essential to feeling good about life.

Dont ever forget how to laugh or be too

proud to cry. It is by doing both that we live

life to the fullest.

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Treasure Every Momentangel on Aug-3-2009

To realize the value of ONE MONTH,

ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK,ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR,

ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE,ask a person who missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND,ask a person who just avoided an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND,

ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.
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Treasure every moment that you have!

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift.

Thats why its called the present!


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Why I Love Youangel on Apr-20-2009

I love you for so many reasonsBig and small

And all of them are wonderful

I love you for all the special qualities

That makes you one of a kind

The only one in the world for me.

I love you for the things you do

That bring such special meaning to my life

I love you for the silent timesWhen your eyes and arms tell me all I want to know

I love you

Just because I do

Because now

In the deepest part of my heartA place where there was nothing before

There is love.

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About Mother Teresaangel on Apr-11-2009

When I pick up a person from the street, hungry, I give him a plate of rice, a piece of

bread.But a person who is shut out, who feels unwanted, unloved, terrified, the person who has

been thrown out of society

That spiritual poverty is much harder to overcome.Those who are materially poor can be very wonderful people.
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One evening we went out and we picked up four people from the street.

And one of them was in a most terrible condition.

I told the Sisters:You take care of the other three; I will take care of the one who

Looks worse. So I did for her all that my love can do.

I put her in bed,And there was such a beautiful smile on her face.

She took hold of my hand,

As she said one word only: Thank you and she died.I could not help but examine my conscience before her.

And I asked: What would I say if I were in her place?

And my answer was very simple.

I would have tried to draw a little attention to myself.I would have said: I am hungry,

I am dying, I am cold, I am in pain, or something.

But she gave me much more she gave me her grateful love.

And she died with a smile on her face.Then there was the man we picked up from the drain, half-eaten

By worms and, after we had brought him to the home, he only said,I have lived like an animal in the street, but I am going to die as an angel, loved and

cared for.

Then, after we had removed all the worms from his body,

All he said, with a big smile, was: Sister, I am going home to God and he died.

It was so wonderful to see the greatness of that man who could

Speak like that without blaming anybody, without comparing anything.

Like an angel this is the greatness of people who are spiritually

Rich even when they are materially poor.

-Mother Teresa


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Those who knew me new i kept my pain hiddden deep inside never revealing anything,

never letting the tears come, keeping my distance afraid to fall, fighting my demons all

by myself, to proud to back down and ask for help, those who knew me new i wasconstantly in pain, never going to be the same, you tried to help, but only made things

worse, trying to stop my fall from grace, only stopping it for a moment, making me think

there was hope, when none was to be found, those who knew me knew i at least had one

brief moment of happiness before my fall and now those who knew me can say dont cryfor her she was once lost but now is found

About me...

*Attractive personality

* Loves to teach and be taught

* Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

* Likes to criticize

* Hardworking and productive

* Smart, neat and organized

* Sensitive and has deep thoughts

* Knows how to make others happy

* Quiet unless excited or tensed

* Rather reserved

* Highly attentive

* Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds


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* Romantic but has difficulties expressing love

* Loves children

Homely person

* Loyal

*Needs to improve social abilities

* Easily jealous

Taraste

The Jo Kabhi Humse Baat Karne Ke Liye,

Aaj Kyu Woh Meri Baat Sunane Se Katrate Hain,

Hum Aaj Bhi Wahi Hain Mera Dil Bhi Wahi Hain,

Jise Dil Ne Apna Kaha Wo Log Kyu Badal Jate Hain.


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