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KnowledgeisUseful,ButPowerisPower
byDisobedienceWriter
HarryandHermionearegiftedahandwrittenbookatthebeginningofFourthYear.Abookthatrevealshorribletruthsabouttheworldtheylivein.PrepareforatougherHarryandabattlefocusedontheMinistry.Rated:FictionT-English-Adventure-Chapters:8-Words:93,462-Reviews:1,273-Favs:3,121-Follows:2,511-Updated:7/28/2013-Published:6/13/2012-Status:Complete-id:8215565URL:https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8215565
TableofContents
TableofContents
1.Prologue
2.StumblingAround
3.MagicisWonder
4.ImaginationisMagic
5.MagicIsPossibility
6.MagicisTemperamental
7.MagicisBoundary
8.MagicisPower
Prologue
KnowledgeisUseful,butPowerisPower
A/N:ThisstoryhadsuchagoodreceptionwhenIposteditinCommonSense(myoddideasfile)thatIdecidedtocontinueitasitsownstory.Chaptertwoshouldbeupinafewdays.
Thefourthbookismyfavorite,butIhaveanabidingproblemwiththeGobletofFire.Whymakeitinthefirstplace?Whycontinuetouseit?Here'sapossibleanswer.BecomingStrong!Harry,SecretlyHelpfulbutEvil!Dumbledore
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AnowlflewintoDumbledore'sofficeonabeautifulJuneafternoon.SiriusBlackwasalive,nothankstotheMinistry.Thestudentshadanotherdaybeforetheydeparted.
Albustooktheparchmentfromtheowlandbadethebirddrinkoreat.Instead,theowlleft.Itseemedtoknowitcarriedoffensivenews.
DumbledorereadtheparchmentfromtheMinistryandfrowned.HisoppositiontorestartingtheTriwizardTournamentwasended.TheMinisterconvenedasmallpaneloftheWizengamot,hiscroniesandfriends,andpushedtheideathrough.Thecontractswereagreed,justwaitingthelastsignatures.DumbledoreasChiefWarlockwouldhavetobeinLondonthefollowingdaytoaddhissignaturetothedebacle.
Hehatednothavingachoice.Butthatwasthedangerhehadn'tknownexistedwhenheallowedhisnametobeputforwardintheWizengamotasChiefWarlock.Hewasnowbound,byoath,bymagic,todothewilloftheWizengamot.Hadbeenfordecades.Notaleadersomuchasitsboundservant,aglorioussoundingprisonhehadwalkedhimselfinto.
Hewouldendangerschoolchildrenforacompetitionwhenhiswholebodycriedoutthathemustn't.(SimilarrestrictionsonhisfreedomhadledhimtobringthePhilosopher'sStoneintoHogwartsafewyearsearlier.)
TheChiefWarlockwasaprisonbutitwasn'tunique.AnyjobintheMinistrycouldbeaprison,notthatmanyeverknewit.TheMinisterwastoldbyhispredecessor,ifthepredecessorsurvivedhistermofoffice.Corneliusdidn'tknowhowtodresshimselfinthemorning,butLuciusMalfoyknewhowtocraftlawsthatbentDumbledoreinto(atleast)mentallypainfulconfigurations.MalfoyyankedFudgearoundandFudge
didwhatMalfoywanted.Uptoapoint.
Dumbledorepulledasheafofparchmentsfromhisdeskdrawer,hisfileonMalfoy.Heleafedthroughthem,remembering
Malfoyhadtobedevious.Hadtoproposebenignsoundinglaws.IfhedidsomethingasobviousastossingDumbledoreoutofHogwartswithafewstrokesofaquillonparchment...well,evenhispuppetsontheWizengamotmightnotice.Sotheyplayedthisgame.Dumbledore,hamstrung,Malfoyamuchweakerpersonbutgivenwiderlatitudeandfullmobility.
Malfoyhadn'tyetmanagedtoevictDumbledorefromHogwarts...buthe'dcomecloseafewtimes.ManagedtogetFudgetothrowtheMalfoysaseatontheBoardofGovernors.ManagedtohidehiscomplicityinreopeningtheChamberofSecretsthatcouldhavekilledsomany.Managedtoresurrectthisridiculoustournament.TryingtopushDumbledoreforward,intothepubliceye,tryingtomakehimfailsothathecouldbedebonedandservedtothepublic.
Malfoy...Hehaddonemorethanboughthimselfanacquittalfor'beingundertheImperiusCurse.'HehadboughthimselfawholelotoflawtoprotecthimselffrompeopleintheMinistry,peopleboundbyoathstotheMinistry.Goodpeoplehamstrungbyoncedecentlaws,nowabusedbytheevilwhoslunkaroundinthecornersoftheirsociety.
ThatwastheonlyreasonMalfoywasstillaboveground.Theoldways,thewaysofjusticeforthosewhoescapedofficialnotice,weredeniedtoDumbledorebecauseofwordsMalfoyorsomeonelikehimpouredinBagnold'sear...andFudge'sear.TherewerelawsthatpreventedMinistryoathholdersfromkillingexceptindirestself-defense.Dumbledoredidn'tbelieveatallinMalfoy'sredemption.Butthelawsmadehimpreachit...anddeniedhimthepowerthatlivedinsidehisbody,hismagicinitsfulldamage-dealingsplendor.Otherwise,DumbledorehimselfwouldhavecleavedMalfoy'sheadfromhisbodyinadueltothedeathmomentsafterMalfoywalkedfreefromthecourtroom.
Itwasallamess,allthesepurchasedlaws,alltheseprivatesanctuariesforevil.
HeknewTomRiddle'sidentityandcouldn'tsayit.AlawAbraxushadmanagedtogetthroughtheWizengamotinthe1960s,wellcloaked,butobviousenoughwhenDumbledorewantedtounderstandwhyhecouldn'tdothethingsheneededtodo.
DumbledoreknewofTom'shorcruxesandcouldn'thuntforthemwithoutaspecialpermit.ApermitapplicationLuciuswouldseebeforealmostanyoneelse.
DumbledoreshovedhisMalfoyfilebackintohisdesk.HeturnedhisattentionbacktothisnewestoutragefromtheMinistry,theproclamationabouttheresurrectionoftheTriwizardTournament.He'devenhavetotakesomecreditforthisdebacle."Forencouraginginternationalcooperation,"wouldhavetobehisstatedmotivation.
Itwasdisgusting.Ithadbeenexpensivetomakeallthishappen.WhyhadMalfoyspentgoldtomakeallthishappen?Whatdidhegetoutofit?
NotknowingworriedDumbledore.
IfDumbledoreknewwhatMalfoywanted,hecouldworkthroughaproxy.Givenenoughtime,enoughnotice.Ifheknewthetarget,hecoulderectsomethingtointerferewithMalfoy'splan.
Thislastyear...hell,thelastthreeyears,DumbledorehadworkedhiswillthroughHarryPotter.Thepoorchild.Whatthecomingyearwouldmean...howbaditwouldget...
Ah...
Ah!ThatwasLuciusMalfoy'starget.ThePotterheir,onceagain.TheboywhohadalegendappendedtohimofbeingstrongeratagefifteenmonthsthanVoldemorthadbeenintheprimeofhislife.Fairorunfair,HarryPotterwouldalwaysbeatarget.
SoLuciusMalfoyhadresurrectedtheTriwizardtoaddanoldweaponintohisquiver,onedesignedtohandleverystrongwizards.WiththeTriwizardTournamentcamethestrongestoftheinvoluntarybindingobjectscreatedandstillpossessedbytheMinistryofMagic.TheGobletofFire,adisgustingartifact.Abindingtool.
Binding.Itwasahorrible,searingwordinDumbledore'smind.
Bindingwasthegreatestofthesecretartsofthewizardingworld.Theteachingofnecromancywasillegal,unlessdonewithapermit.Theteachingofbloodandsoulmagicwereillegal.Period.Nopermitsforthcoming.(NotthatithadstoppedAlbusfromexploringpiecesofbloodmagic,includingbloodwards,overtheyears.)Buttheteachingofbindingmagicwithoutapermitwastheonlykindpunishablebydeath.
ThestudyofbindingmagicwasreservedtotheMinistryalone.Reservedtotheoathcrafterswhodoubledaslawyersinvariousdepartments.TotheenchanterswhomaintaineditemsliketheGobletofFire.
LuciusMalfoyhadanewplotinmind.Hismaster'shorcruxandbasiliskshowwasn'tenough.NowhewasgoingafterHarry,theboywhohadtorndownhisplot.
ThiswasaMinistryaffairsoDumbledorewasboundtosilence.UnlikeMalfoywhohadneverswornaMinistryoathandwasnotsubjecttothoserestraints.Hebribedforvotesratherthantakingaseat...andthetiesandthebindingsofanoath.Themanshouldbehunteddowninthenightandslaughteredforwhathe'ddoneinthewar,notstruttinglikeapalepeacockgrownfatfromtoomuchhandfeeding.
Dumbledorehadthewill,butnotthefreewilltodoit.Hecouldn'tfighthisoathsandsurvivetotakeMalfoytohisgrave.
So,therehadtobeawaytowarnHarry,preparehim.Aidhimwithoutaidinghim.
TheMinistryoathswerewideanddeep,butsomeofthecomponentswereold,someincludedbytradition.He'dbeenabletofindwiggleroom.AtimeturnerforMs.Granger,forexample,onceherealizedthattheDementorswerecoming.Evenifanaccidenthappened,withatimeturner,thingscouldbeunwovenifdonecarefully.
Wiggleroom.Hecouldhavethewholeworldifhewerefreeofhisoaths.So,whynotresignfromtheWizengamot?
Hewouldifhecould.Thatwasthelastaspectoftheoaths.AlbusDumbledoreserveduntilhewasdeadordismissedfromoffice...ah!Thatwassomethingelsehecouldworkon.Gettinghimselfdismissed.MalfoyknewwhathewasaboutwellenoughtoattackDumbledore'spositionatHogwarts,nothispositionwiththeWizengamot.Malfoywantedhisopponenttetheredandeasytowound...ifMalfoyeverengineeredDumbledore'sremovalfromtheWizengamot,thewholegamemightjustchange.
PlottingabouttheWizengamotcouldwait.
Fornow,DumbledorehadtothinkofHarry,hisonce-againproxyinthisunendedwar.
Dumbledorestoodfromhisdeskandbegantoperusehiscollectionofrarevolumes.Hewaslookingforanidea,aspark.HishandlingeroverUncommonMagicsforUncommonWizards.He'dalwaysintendedHarrytohaveacopyeventually,but...itwastoodiluted,coveredtoomanysubjects,tohelpHarryagainstthecomingoftheGobletofFire.
Heworkedhiswaythroughtherestofhisbooks.He'dsettledonallowingtheGrangergirltofindsomethingandpasstheinformationtoHarry.Itwastheeasiestway,ithadworkedseveraltimesbefore.ForhertouncoverFlamel,forhertouncoverthebasilisk.
ThebookAlbusneeded,theprecisebook,didn'texist.
Ofcourse,allthetrueunderstandingoftheirculturepassedfromfathertoson.Allattemptstowriteitdownwerebanned...Hedidn'thavethebookheneededontheshelfbecausenoonecouldeverputitonparchment.Itwasinhismind.Waitingtobeputonpaper.Waitingtocrossfromtheoldtotheyoung.
Hepulledatranscriptionquillofftheshelfandsatathisdesk.Hepulledarollofparchmentfromadrawerandsettocuttingtherollintosheets.
Ifthebookdidn'texist,hewouldwritethedamnedthing.Nooathhewasawareofpreventedhimfromit,preventedhimfromleavingapersonaljournalinaplacewhereastudentmightcomeacrossit.HewouldsaveHarryevenifhecouldn'ttellHarrythathislifewouldsoonbeendangeredagain.ByLuciusMalfoy,bythegreedoftheMinisterofMagic,bysomanypeoplewhocouldn'tdomorewiththeirwandsthancleanafewdishesindirtywater.
HewouldhelpHarrytosurvive.Helphimtoremainfreeofentanglementsandbeckoning,innocent-lookingprisons.Hewouldneverbeabletoadmitwhathe'ddonefortheirsavior,butDumbledorewoulddoit.
Itwasn'ttoolatefortheboy.Hewouldlivetobecomeaman.
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HarryPotterfelthisbodyshakingapart.Heopenedhiseyes,blinked,andtheshakingstopped.Hecouldn'tseeanythingwithouthisglassessohishandfumbledamoment.
"Hermione?"
ShelookedlikesomebeastofHagrid'swasabouttodevourher.
"Hermione?"
"Harry,someonegavemeabook."
Normallythatwouldmakeherhappy.Delirious.Butnotnow.
"Idon't..."
"SomeonegaveGinnyabook,too."
TheChamberofSecrets.Harrywouldneverforgetthatbook.Hermionewasrightto
bewary.Shesoughtoutbooks,booksdidn'tseekherout.
Hermionewasnothingifnotcautious.Still,itwas1Septemberor,ifaftermidnight,2September.Earlyfortheyearlyterrortosetin.
"Youwantmetogetateacher?"Hismouthandthroatdidn'tworkallthatwellsogroggy.Itwasthefirstgoodnightofsleephe'd(almost)gotteninmonths.
"Iwantyoutolookatit,"shesaid.
"Whereisit?"
"Ididn'tmoveit."
"Ican'tgotoyourroom."
"Oh."Sheblushed.Strangetherewasenoughlightintheroomtoseeit,butitmusthavebeenawholebodyblush."Ican...levitateittothecommonroom."
"I'llgetdressed."
HenoticedthatHermionedidn'twearmuchtobedintheautumn.Heguessedhewasstartingtothinkaboutgirls...andHermionewasnolongerjustapersongarbedinsackcloth,genderindeterminate.
"Givemeafewminutes.Thankyou,Harry."
"Ionlyoweyouahundredmorefavors.Trytospaceoutthecollectingofthem.Maybesomeoftheminthedaytime..."
Butshe'dgone.Harrygotupandchangedintowhathe'dwornthedaybefore,butleftofftherobehe'dworntothewelcomingfeastthenightbefore.
HewalkeddownstairsandHermioneclattereddownherstairsafewminuteslater,asortofbooklevitatedinfrontofher.
Itwasn'taboundvolume...orevenverythick.Harrycouldtellfromaglancethatitwashandwritten,neatwriting,butquillonparchment.Amagicalbook,perhaps.Createdbyawitchorwizard,definitely.
"Doesitwritetoyou?"
"Idon'tknow."Hermionesoundedembarrassed.She'dfreakedoutwithoutstudyingsomethingfirst.ButwhathadhappenedtoGinnyWeasleyscaredher.Abook,a
friend,herfavoritekindofteachingaidalmostkillingayounggirl.Shetrustedbuttherewerelimitstohertrust.
"Itdidn'tshowyouamemory,didit?"
"No."
HarrylookedatthebookthatHermionehadletsettleontothefloor.
"Well,thatdiarycouldn'tbeharmedbyanythingotherthanabasiliskfang.IguessifIcouldsetitonfire..."
"Youdon'tburnbooks..."
ThatwastheoldHermione.
Harrysmiled.
"IguessIcouldtearabitofblankpaper."
"Oh."Shedidn'tobject.
Harrycrouchedinfrontofthebook.Hetoreacorneroffthefront'cover.'Itcamefreewiththenormaltensioninvolvedincuttingparchment.
"Thatprovesit,"hesaid.Itwasnormalparchment,notenchanted.Notdemonic.
"Thankyou,Harry."
Findaproblem,bringittoHarrybeforeittriedtoeatHarry...thatwashowtheyworkedthingsthesedays.Afterthreeyearsofsolvingproblems,shedidn'tevenhavetoask.
Harrylookedatthebook."Power"wastheonlywordonthecoverpage.Noauthorcredited.
Harrychangedfromacrouchtoaseatedposition.Heopenedthecoverandbegantoread.Itwasclearthewordshadbeenlaidonpaperbyadictationquill,notthatHarryownedone,butthewritingwastooeven,toouniform,tohavebeendonebyahumanhand.
"'Thecommonwitchandwizardfearpower"andadoreit.Thisoneparadoxhasguidedandwarpedourworldforatleastfourcenturies,ifnotlonger.
"'ComparethepresentwiththetalesofMerlin.Considerhowpowerfultheoneswhomadeitintolegendseem.Howactive.Howsupportingofthenon-magicalKingsthey'vealliedthemselveswith.Warmagesandthinkers.Bloodywarafterwar.Merlin.Morgana.Mordred.Ywain.
"'HowactiveSlytherinandRavenclaw,GryffindorandHufflepuffinthedaysbeforetheycreatedHogwarts,inthedaystheygrewitandtaughtinit.Thesewerepowerfulmenandwomen.Theyalwayshadfollowersandstudents,someenamored,somehopingtostealtheirsecrets,somespyingonthemforothersofpower,someplottinghowtobringthepowerfultoheel.
"'Thecommonmanhatedandenviedpower.
"'Letmetellyouwhatthismeansforthemostpowerfulsorcerersofthisage...'"
HermionereadoverHarry'sshoulderbutwaitedforhimtofinishthefirstpagebeforeherhandreachedtoturnthepage.
"Youreaditfirst.You'llbedonebydawn,"Harrysaid.
"That'snotfair."
"YoutookhalfthetimetoreadwhatIjustdid."
"Fine."Shewasn'tgoingtofighttheofferofabook.
Shecurledupinachairandmergedwiththethinbook.Harrytookadifferentchairandletsleepclaimhimforawhile.
WhenHermioneshookhimawakeagain,shecouldn'thaveseemedamoredifferentperson.Insteadofscared,shewasexhilarated.
"Youhavetoreadthis."
"Justtellmewhatit'sabout."
"Ithinkitwasmeantforyou.You'rethemostpowerfulwizardIknow."
"Me?"Everyounceofdoubthecouldsqueezewentintothatsyllable.
"AhundredDementorslastJune?"
HarryshruggedbutacceptedthebookfromHermione."WhatshouldIconcentrateon?"
Hewantedacheatsheetsohedidn'thavetoreadthewholething.
"Fromwordonetothelastword.Youneedtoknowallofthis."
"Well,what'sitabout?"
"Howtokeepfrommakingterriblemistakes..."
HislifeatHogwartsseemedtotumblefromonemistaketothenext."IguessIshouldreadit,"hesaid.
"Twoorthreetimes."ShesmiledatHarry.
"I'mnotthatbad."
"You'reworse."
Heopenedthebookandreadthefirstpageagain.Itwasoldfashionedwriting...itdidhurthisheadabit,butthenthebookbegantoscarehim.Scarehiminagoodway.Awaythatmadehimlearn.
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HarrycameuptoHermioneafterDefenseAgainsttheDarkArts."Ineedthebook."
Shedidn'thavetoaskwhichone.Therewasonlyonesecretbooktheyhadbetweenthemnow.
"Why?"
Hepulledherintoanemptycorridor."Youkeepasecret?"
"Yes."
"Moody'sinthebook."
"Iremember.OnthatlistofstrongpeoplewhosworeMinistryoaths,samewithDumbledore."
"He'sonthelistbecausehe'sthoughttobestrong,"Harrysaid.
"Yes."
"HeusedtheImperiuscurseonme.Justnow."
"Andonme,too."
"AndImadeitnotwork.Slowly,butImadehiscursefail."
"Oh."
Beforereadingthebook,theywouldhaveassumedHarrywasimmuneorsomehogwash.Theirreadingofthebookmadethemquestionwhatthey'djustseenhappen.Thecursehadtakenhold...HarryhadbeenwillingtodoasMoodyhadcommanded...untilhewrestledcontrolofthespellawayfromMoody.
Thatwasn'timmunityfromacurse.
Thatwascomingtotermswithmagicalcontrol.Learningtoexercisevastlygreateramountsofmagicthanthecasterofthehostilespellpossessed.
ItwasdisturbingtoHarry.Thissuggestion...thisproof...ofjusthowstronghemightbe.AbletoendanUnforgivablecastbyanoldwizard,aretiredAuror.Itmeant...
Disturbingthings.
Therewasnodirectwaytomeasurethestrengthofawitchorwizard.Therewereonlycomparativetests.Forexample,thehandwrittenbooksuggestedthatHogwarts,longinthepast,hadpairsoffinalyearstudentscaststunnersateachother.Assumingthespellstriedtopasseachotherinaroughlycontainedarea,thestrongercasterwouldoverwhelmtheweakercaster'sspell.Soonestudentwouldbestunnedandtheothernot.Unlesstheywereroughlyatthesamelevel,inwhichcasethespellswouldbothsputterout.
Putenoughstudentsinpairsandtestthem...anditwouldallowateachertocreatealadderofstrength.Whowasthematurewitchorwizardwiththemoststrength.Who,withproperaimandcasting,couldcancelthespellsthrownbyothers.Couldthrowspellsthatcouldn'tbecanceledbyothers.
Magicwasallaboutstrength.Strengthandwill.
Harryrealizedhehadstrength,buthiswillneededreinforcing.StandinguptoMoody,defeatinghisspell,definitelyhelpedinthatregard.
"Thebook'sinmytrunk,"Hermionesaid.
"IwanttoreadabouttheWaroftheSevenKingsagain."
"Alright."
TheymadeituptotheCommonRoomandHarryfoundanoutofthewaycouchnearawindow.HesatdownandwaitedforHermione.Whensheturnedupwiththebookforhimandotherbooksforherself,heknewshewasinterested.Shewouldwaitforhimtore-readthestoryandthenreaditherself...untilthen,homeworktostarton.
"'TherelativepeacethatlastedfordecadesaftertheestablishmentofHogwartsendedwhentheMuggleWilliamtheConquerorarrived.HiswarfarefortheMugglethronepromptedwarfareonthemagicalside.Itwasthefirstlarge-scalewarringbetweenmagicalsincenturies.Ofcourse,therewerefamousduelsbetweenMerlinandMorgana,amongothers,butthisnewkindofwarwasgroupsofwizardsgoingupagainstgroupsofwizards.
"'ItcametobecalledtheWaroftheSevenKings,althoughthetwowizard'Kings'werejustearls.Theother'Kings'weren'tnobilityatall,justcourtwizardstoMugglesfightingfororagainstWilliamofNormandy.
"'Theeffectsthatwouldripapartthepeaceforgoodweresimple.Somewizardsonthefieldsurvivedlonger,untouched,thananyothers.Theycouldcastandcastandinjureandkill.Theywouldtakelittletonodamageinreturn.Infact,morethanoneofthese'special'wizardswerehitwiththeancientBabylonianandRomanwarspells,suchasAvadaKedavraortheImperius,withouteffect.
"'Ittookthewisestofwizardsdecadesafterthewarsendedtoproposeasolution.Theoldcursesweredominancecurses.Theydidn'tjustrequirecorrectcasting,suchasthepropermentalalignment,tohaveanaffect.Theyrequiredconsiderablemagicalstrength...specificallymoremagicalstrengththanthetargetpossessed.Notjustalittlebit.Aconsiderableamount.TwopeopleofequalornearequalmagicalstrengthcannotordinarilyharmeachotherbycastingtheKillingCurseateachother.NortheCruciatusCurse.
"'Whencombinedwithbindingritualsandenchantments,thetheoristslabeledallofthismagicdominancemagic.Someofitwaswarmagic,somewaswhatlordsusedtotakeonvassalsorservants.Butitwasallbasedonahierarchyofpower.
"'Intime,thisknowledgewasputasideandforgotten.DominancemagicwasturnedintoDarkArtswasturnedintoUnforgivableCurses.Theyareconsideredunblockable.Booksofmagictheorypropagatetheidea.But,ofcourse,it'snottrue.AstrongerwizardwillalwayskillamuchweakerwizardbyusingtheKillingCurse...unlessthereisaphysicalbarriertointerceptthemagic.Twoequalscannotharmeachotherwiththisclassofmagic.
"'ButthechangeinhowthismagicwasregardedcamefrompeoplewhofeareduncheckedLordsofconsiderablepower,suchavastamounttherewasnoonetostandupagainstthem.Wizards,exceptintimesofwar,rarelylefttheirtraditionallands.EvengettingEnglishorWelshwizardstocometoHogwartswasdifficultforcenturies.
"'SoalocalLordwasapowerfulfigure.ItwasrareforacommonwizardtokillaLordwithaKillingCurse.ItwashardtomountotherattacksonaLordbecausethestrongerwizardcoulddissolveotheroffensivespellsjustbycastingaspellinitsdirection.TheLordswhofellinthisperiodoftimediedduetotreacheryofthoseallowedcloseorthroughduelsconductedwithtraditionalweapons,suchasswords.
"'ThelegacyoftheWaroftheSevenKingswasthattheweakerwizardsbegantobandtogether,bandsthatwouldgrowandgrowuntilaWizengamotformedandaMinistryofMagic,acontrollerofthepowerfulmagic,magicthatwouldeventuallyallowgroupsofweakerwizardstocontrolthevastlymorepowerful..."
Harryfinishedit,madetoclosethebook,beforeHermionetookthepagesfromhishands.
Therewastoomuchtounpackthere.Howcouldhe"HarryPotter,FourthYearStudent"bemorepowerfulthanAlastorMoody,amanwho'dstoodagainstVoldemort?
Moodywasonthedamnedlistinthebookofverystrongwizardswho'dbeenclippedbytakingaMinistryoath.
HarryhadheardrumblesaboutthesmallsizeoftheMinistrypeace-keepingforce.EverythingwasgristforgossipataschoollikeHogwarts.Butnowhewonderediftherewasaparadoxatplay.Thejobrequiredstrength,buttheoathsinvolvedmightmakethestrongdeclinetotakethejobs.
So,perhapsitwasn'tjustbadteacherslikeSnapekeepingthenumbersofAurorslow.PerhapstherewasadvicepasseddownfamilesthatthestrongshouldstayoutoftheMinistryaltogether,nomatterwhatpositionwasinvolved.
HarryknewsolittlewhenhecametoHogwarts.ThisstruckhimasmoresecretsthatHarryhadn'tbeentold.Moresecretsthatanorphanwasexpectedtolearnforhimself,thehardway.TherewashistorynottaughtatHogwartsthatothersknew...thatguidedwhattheydidandwhy.Harrydidn'tbelievethatwhiningremediedmuchatall,sohesethismindtofiguringoutwhattodo.
"Idon'tunderstand,"Hermionesaid.Rarewordsfromhermouth.
"I'dreaditbeforebutthispartdidn'tmakesense...untilIbeathiscurse."
"Iknewyouwerestrong,but..."
Harrykeptquietbutnodded.Itwastroubling.Hisstrength,thehintsaboutwhattheMinistryreallydid.Hiscompletelackofpreparationforanyofthis.AsmuchasHarryhatedVoldemort,hecouldunderstandwhytheevilwizardhadneverjoinedtheMinistryinhisquestforpower,neverbeenentrappedandentangled.NotthatHarrycondonedmurder.NotthatHarrycondonedterrorisminanyform.Butsomeonewhowantedpowershouldn'tgolookingforitintheMinistryofMagic,notatall.
"Harry,wanttoplaysomechess?"Ronasked."IsHermionetryingtomakeyoureadthatbook?"
"We'rejusttalkingaboutit,"Harrysaid.Hehadn'tseenRonlookingforthemintheCommonRoom,buthe'dbeeninsidehisownheadtryingtopuzzlethingsout.
Hermioneopenedandclosedhermouth.ShelookedatHarrywithsomeconfusion.Whyhadn'thetoldRon?
Harryknewwhyhewasn'tsaying.RoncamefromaMinistryfamily.RonhadtoknowsomeofthisandRonhadn'tsaidaword.
"Homework,isit?"Ronasked.
"No,"Hermionesaid."Lightreading.It'sfascinating."
Ron'seyesglazedover.
Hermionehad,apparently,decidedtogowithHarry'slead.KeepRonoutofitfornow.Harrysmiled.Harrydidn'twantRontoknowhe'dwisedup.NotwhenRon'sfatherworkedintheMinistryandhadswornanoath.NotwhenRon'sfamily,saveforPercy,seemedhell-bentonsteeringclearoftheMinistry.ArthurWeasleyhadbeentrappedandhadexplainedwhatthetrapmeanttohismagicallytalentedchildren,soBillandCharlieknewandavoidedtheMinistry...informationHarrymighthavelikedtopossessforhimself.
HewonderedifBillhadswornoathstothegoblins.AnyGringottsoathshadtobelessinvasive,lessrestrictivethanwhatMinistryemployeesswore.Onlytheweak,onlythealmostpowerlesswouldtakethewordsatfacevalue.
Dumbledorewasstrong,butperhapshehadn'tknownwhattheoathswoulddo.Harrydidn'tknowiftheHeadmastercamefromanoldwizardingfamily.He'dnever
thoughtaboutthequestion.
InMoody'scase,HarryassumedtheoldAurorhadjoinedduringawarwhensurvivalwasmoreimportantthanwhattheoathswoulddoduringpeacetime.Moodymighthaveknownornot,buthehadn'tnecessarilyexpectedtosurvive.
But,forHarry,allthishistoryhewasn'ttaughtwasenoughtomakehimdoubteverything.
"Chess?"Ronasked.
HarrylookedatHermione.Sheshooedhimoff.Theirconversationcouldwaituntillater.
HarrywentoffwithRonforanotherdrubbing.Nothingatallseemedtohavechanged,buteverythinghad.Everylastthing.
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"Whyaren'tthereanyspellsinhere?"HarryaskedagainstatthebeginningofOctober.He'dreadthebookthroughadozentimesnow.He'dbeensofocusedonwhatthebookwasthathewasslowtorecognizewhatitwasn't:abookofmagic.Littletheoryinitspages,mostlyhistory,lotsofanalysisandthetwistingofthelines.
Itwasawarning.Butitdidn'texplainhowtosurvive.Justgaveabigdoseofcaution.
"Idon'tthinkweneedthespells.Or,youdon't."Hermionesoundeddamnedunhappytohavethosewordscrossherlips.
"Howyousay?"
"Well,ifwefoundaroomtopracticein..."
"Yes,let'sdothat,"Harrysaid.
Hermionesmiled.Forthefirsttime,herfriendseemedhappytostudy.Ittookahellofahammertothehead,buthewaswillingtostudy.
"Ifwedidapracticeduel,ifwebothcaststunnersateachother,youwouldknockmeoutandmyspellwouldn'tdoanything..."
"Istillcan'tbelieveI'mthatmuchstronger..."
"Strongerthanme.StrongerthanMoody,forsure.Whoknowswhoelse?"She
wonderedifhewasstrongerthanVoldemort.Afterall,asaninfant,Voldemort'sKillingCursefizzled.SomepeoplechalkedituptoHarry.OtherstosomethingJamesPotterhaddone.AfewthoughtthecreditlaywiththebrilliantLilyPotter.
HermionewasnowbacktothinkingitwasallHarry.
"Let'sfindaroom,"Harrysaid.
Hermionesmirked.Wordslikethat,withaboyalittleolder,couldmeanaverydifferentthing.
"There'sacoupleintheCharmscorridor,"shesaid.
Hermionekeptouttwobooksandreturnedtherestofwhatshe'dbeenworkingonintohertrunkbeforetheylefttostartpracticingmagic,realmagic.Harrylookedatthetwoshekeptout,booksHarryhadn'tseenherwithbefore,notthathememorizedwhatitwasshelikedtoread.
TheyarrivedinthedustyroomnotfarawayfromwheretheytookclasseswithProfessorFlitwick.
"So,Ithinkthereareacoupleofspellswecanworkon,"shesaid.
"Howaboutthestunnerthebookstalksabout."
"YoualreadyknowPetrificusTotalus."
"So?"Hewantedthestunner.
Hermionenoddedandbeganflippingpages."Alright.Hereitis."
Harrycameoverandlookedoverhershoulder.Heproducedhiswandandbegantoplaywiththeprescribedwandmotion.Itwasjustabituncomfortable.Hewondered...ifitwasstrengthandwillthatmadeforpowerinmagic,couldhejustpointandspeakthespell?
Heaimedatadustcoveredtable.Hecast.
"You'redoingit..."
Afaintredlightimpactedthetable.
"Wrong."
Hermionepulledherwantandtriedtocastthespelltherightway,theprescribedway.Shegotafaintredbeam.
Theybothknewtheyhadn'tgottenthespell,probablycouldn'tdomorethaninconvenienceasquirrel.
Butsuccessfedbelief.Whichfedthewilltomakeitwork.
KnowinghewasstrongwasworthyearsofschoolingatHogwarts.Confidenceinmagic...worthhisverylife.
"Tryitagain,"Hermionesaid.
Hedid.Shedid.AlittlesuccessturnedintomoderatesuccessturnedintosomethingtobeproudofbythetimeHarry'sstomachrumbled.
"Weshoulddothisagain,"hesaid.
"Yeah."ShewasdisturbedandastoundedhowfastshelearnedthepracticalsideofthingswhenHarrygoadedhertodobetterwithhisownsuccess.
Shewonderedhowstrongshewas.Butshealsowonderedwhetheritwasstrengthorwillthatwasmoreimportantintheprimeequationofmagic.
ShewasmostofallgladthatHarryhadstartedtobelieveinhimself.
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TherewasexcitementinmostcornersoftheGryffindorcommonroom,butnotwhereHarryandHermionesatafterthefeast.
"DidyouhearDumbledorementiontheGobletofFirebefore?
"No,"Hermionesaid.
"IthinkIwouldhaveremembered..."
"Anartifactofbinding."
Hermionehadtakenadeepplungebackthroughmanyofthebookssheowned,lookingtoverifyelementsofthehand-craftedbookshe'dbeengifted.Notmuchlinedupbetweentheparallelaccounts.
Butshebelievedthenewinformation.Shebelievedinthetheoryofbinding.
"Thebook?"
"Please,"Harrysaid.Therewasapassagetheybothneededtoreadagain.
Hermionereturnedtotheirquietcornerafewminuteslater.SheletHarrygofirst.
"'Therearemanygreaterspellsthatonlythoseofgreatmagicalpowercanuse.Inparticular,enchantingofobjectsthatwillretainspecificmagicalpropertiesfordecadesorcenturiesisoneofthemostimportanttothemagicalworld.Lordsofthetenth,eleventh,andtwelfthcenturiesoftensecuredvassalstotheircausesbyenchantingheirloomsforthebenefitofthevassalorhisfamily.Theonlyotherway,atthattime,tohaveenchantingdonewastocontractwiththegoblins.However,theyhaddifferentrulesofpropertyownershipandthings'purchased'duringalifetimewerenotabletopasstodescendantslegally.Theyshouldhavepassedbacktothegoblins.
"'Variousgroupsoflesserpoweredwizardsattemptedtobreakintoenchantingforaslongastheywerelockedoutofit.Thefirstbreakthroughcameinthelate14thcenturywhenateamheadedbyLonginusDiggorymanagedthefirstcooperativeenchantment,usingthemagicalstrengthofsevenwizardstoperformataskthatonehigherpoweredwizardcouldeasilyperform.
"'Thenext'breakthrough'cameinreplacingmarksofvassalshipthatLordsoftheageused.Thesubjectofvassalmagic,orbindingmagicasitcametobeknown,willbetreatedlaterinmoredetail.Butonthesubjectofenchanting,thefirstbindingenchantmentconstructedbycooperativemagicwasanobjectcalledtheGobletofFire.
"'Icallparticularattentiontothisartifactbecauseitwasthefirsttimeweakerwizards"agroupofelevenwizardsinthiscase"managedtocreateanenchantmenttoidentifythemostpowerfulwizardsorwitcheswithinagroupandbindthemtoamagicaloath,onpainoflossofmagicfornon-compliance.Priortothisdevil-cup,onlythestrongcouldperformsuchabinding.TheonlylimitationknownfortheGobletofFireisthatitsbindingistemporary,itmustbeusedwithafiniteendingdate,perhapstheonlysafeguardinstalledintheoriginalmagic.
"'Atleastthirty-onepotentiallypowerfulwizardshavebeenmurderedbymeansoftheGobletofFiresinceitscreation.TenbyuseoftheGobletofFireincompetitionssuchastheTriwizardTournament,longsinceabandoned.TheremainderbyactsoftrickeryperpetratedontheGobletofFire,usuallysomecontractawizardwasboundtowithoutknowingit,acontractthatwouldbeunknowinglyviolatedcostingthetarget-wizardhismagic,arippingthatwasinvariablyfatal...'"
TherewasanotherpageontheGobletofFire,butneitherHarrynorHermionecouldbringthemselvestoreadit.
Someonehaddustedthismonstrousthingoff...andbroughtittoHogwarts.Tobindthreepowerfulyoungpeople,possiblytokillthem.
Theweakstillruledtheworld.
"Youcan'tenter,"Hermionesaid.
"Noplansto."
"Butwhatif..."
"SomeonelikeMalfoy,"Harrysaid.TheblondSlytherinhadhaditinforHarryforyears,sincealmostthefirstdaytheystartedatHogwarts.
"Yeah."
"Isthereanydefense?"
"Tobeingmadesubjecttoabinding?"Hermioneclarified.
"Yes."
Hermionereadthenextpageinthebookandthepageafterthat."Doesn'tsay."
"Damn."
"AccordingtowhatDumbledoresaid,someoneyouragecan'tenter."
"But,canhisnameorhersbeenteredforhim?"
Hermioneshookherhead."Didn'tsay.Iwishwizardshadalickofsense.Theyseemtothinkit'ssomethingwonderful.Itsoundslikeacircusofdeath."
"Hermionedoesn'tlikecircuses?"Harryasked,smilingforthefirsttimesincehelaideyesontheGobletofFire.
"Idon'tlikeanythingenslaved...bypeopleorbyfancygoblets."
"Iagree."
Theydecidedtospendtherestoftheeveningworkingontheirmagic,nolonger
draggingbooksouttolearnnewspells.No,theyweretryingtoreallyputtheeffortintomasteringwhattheyalreadyhad.
Touseahandfulofspells,beabletomodifythem,beabletodoasmuchaspossiblewithalevitationandastunnerandacolorchangingspell.HarrywantedtogetbetterwithhisanimationspellsandHermionehadpickedforbothofthemtoseehowfarHarrycouldtakethePatronusCharm(gettinghimtoteachittoherwasabonus).
Bythetimecurfewsnuckuponthem,HermionehadmadegoodprogresspullingtogetheraPatronusCharm,butHarry'smindwaselsewhere.Aftergettinghisasshandedtohimtimeandagainwhentheypracticedthestunningspell,Harryrealizedthatforceofwillandqualityofconcentrationwerecloselyaligned.HefollowedupwithanimprovisationforHermione,ananimationtotheclothessheworesothatshehadtofightHarryandherownblouseandslacks.
AfterHarrylaughedatherloss,hefocusedbetterandbegantoprogressmuchfaster.Hewonderedhowtomakeacoloringcharmanoffensiveweapon.Hedidn'tknowyet,butitwouldsitinthebackofhismindforatime...untilhehadsomethingtopracticewith.
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Halloween.Afewminutesbeforemidnight.Harrysataloneinthecommonroomtryingtoshufflewhatheknewintosomesortofshape.
HarryhadbeenboundbytheGobletofFire.TheweakwizardsoftheMinistryofMagicadmittedtherewasnothingtheycoulddo,hewasboundtothetermsofthecompetition.Afourthcompetitorinatournamentthatshouldhavehadonlythree.
Hermionehadwantedtostayupwithhim,butheneededsometimealone.Itwasenoughthatshebelievedinhim.Ronhadalreadyturnedonhim.
Theotherswhocheeredforhimbelievedhediditonpurpose.
Ofcourse,theyhadnowaytounderstandhowmuchhereviledtheideaofbeingboundtoacontractthatwantedtoriphismagicfromhim.
Hehadalreadybeenthroughthebookagain.Thiswasthefirsttimeithadfailedtobehelpful.Itsaidnothingabouthowtobreakabinding.It'sadvicewasaboutforeknowledgeandavoidance,nottoeverjointheMinistryinanyrole.Nothowtowigglefreeofoaths.
He'dreadthosepagescloselythiseveningandnotedthat,accordingtotheauthor,nooneknewthefullextentoftheoathstheywouldtakewhenjoiningtheMinistry.Theydidn'thandoverastackofparchmentsonaperson'sfirstday.Therewasanoathuponapplying.Anoathataninterview.Afewoathsuponstartingasapaper-pushingjuniorAuror.AfewmoreattheAcademyifyousurvivedtheexposuretoallthepaperandrules.BythetimewasonewasacapableemployeeoftheDepartmentofMagicLawEnforcement,onewasboundwithoathsthickerthancable.
Butthebookofferednothingaboutunwillingcommitmenttoanoathoracontract.Hewonderedwhohadwrittenthebook,givenittoHermione.ItwasafrequenttopicbetweenhimandHermione.Hewasgratefultoknowhowmuchtroublehewasin.Butwhyhadshebeengiventhebook?Howdidsomeoneknowtheadvicewouldbenecessaryatall?
WasitsomeonewithmorereliableSightthanTrelawney?Someonewhohadforeseenallthathadcometopass?Theknowledgeinthebookhadn'tstoppedanything,justmadeHarryaware.
Perhapsthatwasthepoint.Bindhim,makesureheknowshe'sintrouble,lethimcraftasolutionwithasmanyfactsaspossible.
Hadtobebetterthanhisnormalway.Fallintosomethinghorribleandtrynottodie.
HehadthreeweekstofigureouthowtosurvivetheFirstTask.HehaduntilJunetofigureouthowtodestroytheGobletofFire,butthesoonerthebetter.
NooneseemedtohaveacopyoftheagreementthattheGobletwassettoenforce.'Oldmagicthat,'wastheclearestofmanyfoggyanswers.Harryknew,roughly,howtheGoblethadbeenmadeandtowhatpurpose.Butwhatdiditsspecificrulessayanddo?WhatwouldgethimintroublewiththeGoblet?
Wouldthemostpowerful...shatteringspell"he'dhavetolearnsomethingthatexplodedthings,wouldn'the?"workontheGoblet,orwouldittriggertheoath?
TheonlygoodthingHarrylearnedwasthattheGobletwouldremainatHogwarts,intheGreatHall,untiltheconclusionoftheTournament.Thathadtobeimportantsomehow.Heneededtofigureoutwhyitwasimportantandhowtouseit.
Hereclinedonthesofaandsettledinforanap.Hedidn'tthinkhe'dbeabletosleepallthatwell.BetterinthequietofthisroomthanneartoRon.Hetookoffhisglassesandsetthemonthefloor,tuckingthemunderthesofa.
Therewastoomuchtoconsider.Toomuchrunningaroundinhishead.Itjustwouldn'tsettle.
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IntheweekleadinguptotheFirstTask,Harryknewhewouldfaceadragon,thankstoHagridsneakinghimneartheenclosures.ProfessorMoodyalsoknewitwasdragons.HehadjustwitnessedHarrytellingCedricDiggoryitwasdragons.Morelikely,MoodyhadknownlongbeforeHarryhad.
Nowtheunspeakablyuglyprofessorwantedachat.
Hisofficewasfilledwithfiddlyenchantmentsthatkeptpingingandbangingandsmoking.Harry,whohadbeentryingtoreverseengineersomeoftheenchantingprocessbythecommentsincludedinthebook,recognizedtheitemsascheap,paleimitationsofwhatenchanteditemsshouldbe.
"Notimpressed?"Moodyasked.
"Howdoyougetanyworkdoneinhere?"
"IfIweresomewhereunsafe,I'dhavemyeyepointedoutthebackofmyskullallthetime."
Harrynodded.
"You'vebeenquiet."
"Sir?"
"Sinceyougotpulledintothis."
Whatcouldhedo,complain?HehadatasktosurviveandaGoblettodestroy."Working.Studying,sir."
"Well,youknowit'sdragons.Whatareyougoingtodo?"
Harryhadthreeorfourideas.Hermionehadn'tlikedthematall,soshe'dbeeninthelibraryforaweekwhenevershehadafreemoment.Notthathecaredtosharehowhewaspreparingwiththisprofessor,amandrivencrazybytheoathshe'dswornandbumpedupagainsttimeandagainwhileaMinistryemployee.Semi-retirementhadn'teasedmuch,ifany,oftheman'sburden.
No,hedidn'tcaretotellthewholetruthtoanyonecontrolledbytheMinistry.
"Idon'tknow,sir."
"Blastyoudon't."ThemanproceededtosketchoutaplanforHarrytofollow,hintingandwinkinganddraggingthedim-actingboyalong.
Thegistwas:Harrywassupposedtosummonhisbroomandoutflyoneofthefourdragons.EachofthedragonsselectedfortheTournamentwasafull-grownadult.Eachofthemhadwingsandcouldprobablyfly...plustherewereclawsandflamesandteethandwhoknewwhatelsetoworryabout.
Gettingswallowedbyadragonwhilehewasonthebackofabroomwasprobablyagoodshowforthejudges,butHarryjustsmiledandthankedtheprofessor.Heleftthemanbehindasfastashecouldmanage.
AdvicethatwouldgethimkilledwassomethingHarrycoulddowithout.
Hehadforeknowledgehewouldfaceadragon.Hehadalibrarythathadashockingarrayofbooksondragons.HehadHermione.Hehadmoremagicalpowerthanheknewwhattodowith,whichHarrybelievedwasthereasontheGoblethaddrawnhimin.HermioneandHarrywouldpulltogetherabetterplan.
No,hewouldn'ttrustwordonefromsomeonewho'dmadeMinistryoaths.
Harryguessed,nowthathethoughtaboutit,thatincludedDumbledore,didn'tit?Fudge,Bagman,Crouch,Moody,Mr.Weasley,Cedric'sfather.EveryonewithaconnectiontotheMinistry.
HewentofftotheLibrarytohaveaconversationwithHermione.
Hedefinitelywouldn'tbeflyinginthenextfewdays.Notwithadragonsnappingathim,tryingtoroasthim.
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AcameraflashblindedHarryinmidhugwithHermione.Withoutthinking,hesentoneofhisnewestspells"Reducto"atthecamera.Itwasthespellheplanned,eventually,touseontheGobletofFire.
"Youcouldhavekilledme,"aroughlookingmanhollered,holdingfragmentsofwhatcouldhavebeenanexpensiveinstrument.
"Harry,that'snotsportingatall,"RitaSkeetersaid.
HarrystaredatSkeeter,onepersonwhowasn'tsupposedtobeinthechampion's
tent.Withorwithoutherphotographerintow.
Whataweakwitchcausingsomanytocower.
"Drawyourwand,"Harrysaid.
Hervenom-greenquillwavedinfrontofhim.
"You'rechallengingmetoaduel?"
"I'mgivingyouachancetodefendyourselffromwhatyou'vedonetomeandmyfriends."ThefirstarticleonHarryaftertheWeighingoftheWandshadbeenapackoflies.WhichsentHermionetothelibrarywhereshehaddiscoveredtherewerenoslanderandlibellawsintheWizardingWorld,savethattheduelingcodewasstillintacttoresolvedisputesoverhonor.
"Harry,you'reayoung..."
Harrycastaspell,justone,withoutnamingit.AmomentlaterRitaSkeeterbegantoscream,shesteppedbackandtothesideandbumpedintoherphotographerputtingthembothontheground.
BagmanandCrouchranintothetenttoseetheagingwitchrollingaroundontheground,asifshewereonfire,asifherbrainwerecompletelyaddled.
PoppyPomfreywasbroughtintothetent.Sheimmobilizedandsilencedthereporterwhilethephotographerlookedon,angrybutnotsoangryastosaysomethingtoHarry.Themanpossessedsomedrivetoself-preservation.
"There'snothingwrongwithher,"Pomfreysaid."Mr.Potter,theotherssayyoucastaspellather."
"Ifyoulookatherlips,"whichweresilenced,"thiswitchseemstothinkshe'sblind,"Harrysaid.
PomfreyundidthesilencingandSkeeterconfirmedshecouldn'tsee.Pomfreydidmoretesting,butSkeeterwasunaffectedbyanycursethemediwitchknew.
Crouchinterrupted."Pleasetakehertothemedicaltent."
"Mr.Potter..."
"Nurse,pleasegetthisintruderoutofhere.Wehavethetasktostart."
HarrywatchedSkeeterlevitatedoutoftheroom.Heguessedhewouldexplainwhathe'ddonetoPomfrey...orjustundoithimself...afterthetask.LetSkeeterhaveatasteofunpleasantnessforawhile.Shedidn'treportthethingsshesaw,thingsthatweretrue.Letherbeblindforawhile.Seeifthatwouldchangeherattitude.Awomandidn'tneedeyesifallshewantedtodowaslie.
CedricDiggorylookedatHarryanew.Krumpretendednothinghadhappened.Delacourhadasourlook,likeshe'dbeeneatingcrabapples.Sourandconstipated.
ThefourTriwizardChampionsdrewfordragons.Harryhadtheworstandthelast.
Theotherthreeeventuallyleftanddidtheirbattles.Harrycalmedhimselfandgotready.Itwasn'tlikehewasgoingtodoGreaterMagicinordertosurvive,buthetookitseriously.Hepracticedthewandmovementsseveraltimeswithoutcasting.Hewouldneedtousethisspelleighttimes,tentimes,maybemore.Itwouldbedraining.
Butitwassafe.
Harrydidn'tneedtodefeatthedragon.It'sownbiologygaveoneapainlesswaytodefeatit.NoharmforHarry,noharmforthedragon.Noharmfortheeggs,hehoped.Theyhadn'tresearchedthatpart.
Hestillusedtheproperwandmovementsforspellswhenhewasdoingclasswork...oranythingseenbypeopleotherthanhimorHermione.Hedidn'twantpeopletobeginguessingabouthisresearchesintomagic.
Harryheardhisnamecalledandexitedthetent.Hedrewinadeepbreath.HeheardthebellowofthefemaleHorntail,muchlargerthanheexpectedwhenhewasascloseashewas.Hiswandwasalreadyout,alreadycasting.
Thecrowdmadenoisesofconfusion.Theycouldn'tseewhatwashappening.Butthedragonsloweddown.Stoppedbreathingflames.Stoppedthrashingandtuggingonherchain.Eventually,asHarryreachedhisfourteenthspell,thedragonlaydownonthestonenearwhereitwastethered.
Finally,thecrowdrealizedsomethingwashappening.Notthattheycouldseewhatitwas.Notbig,notflashy.Butsomethingthatworked.
Harrycastonemoretimeandthedragonwenttosleep.
Noneofhisspellslandedanywherenearthedragon,notone.Heaimedforandhitrocksunderneaththedragonortoitssideorbehindit.
Harryfeltdrained.Hewalkeduptothedragonandovertoitsnestofeggs.Theystillradiatedheat.Hepickedupthegoldeneggandalmostdroppedit.
Thedamnedthingwascold.Socoldhisfingersalmoststucktothemetal.Hewrappeditintherobesheworeandtrottedbackasafedistance.Hebegancastingagain.Hedidn'tverbalizethespellheused,butitseffectbecameclearverysoon.Thedragon'seyesopened.Itstood.Itroared.Itbreathedflamesonitsowneggs.
HarrysmiledandwalkedintothemedicaltentwithhisGoldenEgg.HethoughtaboutignoringSkeeter,buthewavedhiswandherway.Shedidn'tmakeasoundbuthereyesbegantoblink.Shecouldn'tmove,couldn'tspeak,soitwouldbesometimebeforePomfreydiscoveredherchargewasallbetter,atleastinbody.Inmind...well,Harryhadgivenherheronlychance.Letherliftherpenagainandthewitchwouldn'tsurvive.
Harryhadnointerestintheweakbindingandhumiliatingthestrong.
HarrymadeitoutofthetentwithoutincurringaninspectionfromPomfrey.Ronwasthefirstofhisage-matestospothim.
"Harry,thatwasbloodyawesome.How'dyoudoit?"
"HiRon."
Harrybeganwalkingbacktothecastle,wipingcondensationofftheegg.Hermioneranupbehindthem.
"Itworked,"shesaid.
"What?"Ronasked."Whatdidyoudo?"
"Whatdiditlooklike?"Harryasked.
"Youputhertosleep."
"Yes."
"Buthow?"Ronpushed.
"Hermione?"
"There'sasimplespellin...abookofhouseholdmagic."She'dfounditinGilderoyLockhart'sbookforhousewives,notthatshewouldadmitthatnow."It'sthespellformakingacoldbox,themagicalequivalentofarefrigerator."
"Re-fry-what?"
"Imadethedragoncold,socoldithadtosleep,"Harrysaid."Ihittherocksbelow,behind,andtothesideswithaspellthatmadethembeginchillingtheaircloseby."
"That'sbrilliant."
Itwasbetterthanbrilliant.Itwassimple.Anditworked.
Harrywasabletoputmorepowerbehindthespellthanshouldhavebeenpossible.Enoughtomakearefrigeratorlargeenoughforadragon,evenwithoutatoporafrontdoor.Itwasasimplespell,powerfullyapplied.
Enoughforoneyoungwizardtowalkpastadragonunaffected.
Harrymadeitbacktothecastlebeforeanyoneelsecamelookingforhim.HermioneandRonsatwithhimintheCommonRoom,Rontryingtomakeamends,theoverallconversationstrained.Therewastoomuchdifferentbetweenthetwopartsofthisformertrio.Itwasapoliteconversationfornow.Politeandfriendlybutperhapsneveragainmorethanthat.
HarrycouldtellHermionewantedtoaskaboutSkeeter.Howheblindedher,hewouldsaveforanotherday.AtleastuntilRongotboredandleftthemalone.
HesunkdeeperintohisseatandbegantofallasleepwhileHermioneandRonargued.Hisbodywasexhausted,buthismindhadneverbeensounfettered.Thepartythatstarteduparoundhim,inhishonor,lessthananhourlaterwasloudenoughtowakethedead,butitdidn'twakeHarry.
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ThedayaftertheFirstTask,HermionewasreadytotalkabouttheGobletofFire,aboutallherresearch.She'dheldbackonfillingHarry'sheadwithwhatsheknewwhileHarryhadworkedonhismasteryofthecoolingcharm.
SinceHarryhaddonemorethansurvivetheFirstTask"he'ddestroyedit",itwastimetoworkongettinghimunboundfromtheGoblet.Shehadgonethrougheverybookinthelibrarythatevenmentionedenchantingorartifacts.She'dputtogetherasdetaileda'biography'oftheobjectasshecouldmanagewithpresentresources.Now,shehadtoseeifHarrycouldmakeuseofanyoftheinformation.
Therewasalsothegoldeneggtheyneededtolookat...butiftheycoulddestroytheGobletbeforetheSecondTask,therewasnoreasontoworryabouttheegg,right?
Moreimportantissuesfirst.
ShedraggedHarryoffthecouchwherehe'dsleptovernight,forcedmorebreakfastthanhenormallyatedownhisthroat,anddraggedhimtotheroomwheretheymetintheCharmscorridor.Bythetimetheyarrived,Harrywasalmostawakeandfunctional.
"Hitme,"hesaid.
Sherolledopenascrollandshowedhimwhatshe'dfound.Hiseyesglazedover.Therewasalottogetthrough.Shehadneathandwriting,butitstillmadehiseyesprefertocross.
Hourslater,withHarryreadingsomeofitoutloud,andHermionetherest,theymadeitthroughallhernotes.
Thethingsthatstuckout:theGobletwasalwaysusedattheMinistryorHogwarts.Therewerenorecordsofitbeingusedelsewhere.
Theydidn'tknowwhatthatmeant,butthoughtitimportant.
TherewasbutasingleaccountoftheGobletrippingthemagicfromacheaterinvolvedintheTriwizardTournament,oneoftheill-fatedoneswherenoneofthechampionssurvived.Itwashorribleineveryway.
TherewerenostoriesinthebooksofpeopleattackingorattemptingtodestroytheGobletitself.Harrywishedtherewere.
Harry'sstomachtoldbothofthemwhenitwastimetotakeapause.TheyheadedfortheGreatHallforlunch,butfoundtheroominaroil.
Thatmorning'scopyoftheDailyProphetexplainedeverything.RitaSkeeterhadusedeightypercentofthefrontpagetoattackHarry."HogwartsStudent,Boy-Who-Lived,MountsViciousAttackonReporter."
Onewouldn'tknowfromthearticlethattheFirstTaskhadbeenheld.ThatthereweredragonsonHogwartsgrounds.ItwasallaboutRita,allthetime.Herhissyfitssoldpapersandthatwasallthatmattered...atleastuntilHarrywasfinishedwithher.
Harrywasn'tsurprisedwhenAurorsarrivedbeforelunchwasover.
TheMinistryalwaysdidcaremoreforappearancesthananythingelse,justaskHagridabouthislovelystayinAzkaban.
DumbledoreinterceptedthefiveAurors.Heseemedtoknowtheoldestone,amanwhowalkedwithsomethingofalimp,hisfacefullofpale,not-quite-tancoloredhair.Helookedlikeadamagedlion.
"Mr.Potter,ifyouwould?"DumbledorecalledoutfromnearthedooroftheGreatHall.Harrytookanotherbiteofhissandwichandstood.
DumbledoremadetheAurorswaitwhileheescortedHarryfromthehallandtohisoffice.Harrywalkedintotheofficeandstoodwhiletheothersgathered.
"Now,AurorScrimgeour?"Dumbledoresaid.
"IjusttookhiswandsowewillsoonunderstandhowheblindedtheSkeeterwitch."
Harrysearchedhisbodyforhisownwand...itwasgone.TheAurorhadpickpocketedhim.Thatwasthesecondtimethisyear,onceattheQuidditchWorldCupandnowwhenitreallymattered.
Harrywentfromunconcernedtofuriousinmoments.TwooftheAurorshadtheirwandsonHarry.Theyknewwhattheleaderoftheteamwasgoingtotrytodo.Stealingaperson'swandwasn'tacrimewhenanAurordidit.Right?
Therewasnoconversation,nointerview.Justapresumptionofguilt.
Dumbledoredidnothing,astonestatuewouldhavebeenmoreuseful.Ministryoathsandallthatrot.
"WhatlawdidIbreak?"Harryasked.
"Idon'tknow,"theleadAurorsaid."ButwhentheMinistergivesanorder,Idon'tthumbthroughanoldbook."
"WhatRitaandIhadwasalawfulduel."
"Notwhatshe'sclaimed,"theAurorsaid.
Appearancewasmoreimportantthanfact.
"Itakeyouasinterferingafteralawfulduel.Youknowwhattheduelingcodesaysaboutthat?"
"Asamatteroffact,Idon't."
Harrynodded.Dumbledoretuckedhimselfawayinanookofhisoffice.Heexpected
somethingtohappenandhewouldnotbepartytoit,thecravenoldman.
TheAurorsholdingwandscast.TheAurorDumbledorecalledScrimgeoursnappedHarry'swand.HarryputtousesomeofhispracticewithHermione.Hecastwithoutawand.Hecasthard.
Harryremainedstanding.Theotherswereallontheground.Harrylookedaroundtheoffice.SomeofwhattheAurorscastmadeitthrough,notthatithitHarry.ThereweredeepgougesinthewallsbehindHarry.Atleastoneofthemenhadcastcuttingcurses.HarrythankedMerlinhecaststrongerthantheAurors.Hisstunningspelloverwhelmedtheiroffensivespells.
Buthewouldn'ttakethis'legal'attemptonhislifewithashrug.
TheMinistryhadtogo.Theseweakpeople,littlebetterthanagangofchild-bullies,wereabouttofindtheirworldended.Harrypromisedthat.
Hecollectedthepiecesofhiswand.HecollectedthewandspossessedbytheAurors,mostofthemwithmorethanone.Hehadafistfulofwoodandanimalparts.Hetriedeachofthemandgottepidreactions.
Hewouldn'tbeabletoreplacehisdestroyedwandwithsomeoneelse's.HeputthemdowninDumbledore'sfireplaceandsetthemalight.Theyweren'thappytoburn,buthismagicoverwhelmedthem.Theyburned.
"Theduelingcode?"
HarryturnedandsawDumbledoremovingaround."Yes."
"Anafter-the-factviolationoftheduelingcode?"
"Yes,Professor."
"ThenmyoathsasChiefWarlockdon'tcompelmetostopwhateveritisyoufeelyouneedtodo."
"Thankyou,sir."
Harrycouldhateandremainpolite.Livingwithhisauntandunclehadtaughthimthatkindofmentalduplicity.
"It'sapowerfulstunningspellyou'veworkedup.Wandless,too."
"Ifyousayso."
"Ibelieveinthatlowestdrawerrightthere...yes,thatcabinetrightthere,Harry,youmightfindacollectionofwandswilledtoHogwartsovertheyears.Icouldn'tdoanythinglikesuggestyoutrythemuntilyoufindonethatsuitsyou.No,Idefinitelycan'tsuggestthat."
"Iunderstand,"Harrysaid,baffledashecouldbe.
"I'lljuststepoutofmyofficesoyoucanhandleyourbusiness,Harry."
"Alright,sir."
HarryhadthesensetheHeadmasterhatedtheAurorsonthefloorasmuchasHarrydid.Whyhethoughtthat,Harrydidn'tknow.Itwasimportantsomehow,hesuspected.He'dshareallofthiswithHermioneandseewhatshemadeofit.
Thebook'spagesonbindingshadpromptedHermionetospendseveraldaysresearchingthegivingandtakingofoaths.ThatwaswhatHarrywouldhavetousenow.AnoathforeachoftheAurors.Anoathtostopthe'investigation,'anoathtopunishSkeetersomehow,anoathtoseparateeachofthesepeoplefromtheMinistry.
IfhehadtotaketheMinistryapartpersonbyperson,he'ddoit.Ifhecouldmakeitallimplodeonitself,hewould.
Harrytappedhisfingersneartheeyesoftheyoungest-lookingAurorbeforebreakingthestunningcurse.
"Hello?"thecalledout.Asifhewereasmallpersoninavast,vastroom.Completelydarktohisperception.
"Thiswasn'tyouridea?"Harryasked.
"No."TheAurorwasalmostreadytocry.
"Doyouknowtheduelingcode?"
"No."
"Youinterferedafteraduelwasover.Itbroketheduel.You'reonthehooksameaseveryoneelse.SameasRitaSkeeter.There'snotmuchIcan'tdotoyou,"Harrysaid.
"Whatdoyouwant?"Thequestionaskedthroughtears.TheyoungAurordidn'teventrytobluster.Theweakwhowerealsosmartknewwhenthey'dgambledandlost.
"Information,first.Thenwe'llgettothenegotiation."
TheAurorwassuccumbingtotheeffectsofthedarkness.Hetriedtokeepsilent,saveforhistears,beforeheseemedtolosehispoise.Hewentthroughapanicattack,thehorroroftheexperiencewrittenonhisface.Thepain,thefrustration,theconfusion.
Harryfounditmadehimsick.Hewasgladtoknowhewasstillapersonandstilldeploredinflictingpain.Itmeanthewasn'taVoldemort-type.Thatwasgood.Buthecaredmoreabouthisfuturesafetythanabouthismoralcomfort.Hewouldpushhardevenpushpasthisownlimits.
"Information,"Harrysaidagain.
"Alright."
"Whosentyouhere?"
"TheMinister."
"Yourorders?"
"Humiliation."
"Notarrest?"
"No."
Harryshookhishead,notthattheAurorcouldsee."Howisacuttingcursehumiliating?"
"Ididn'tcastone."
Diddifferentpeoplegetdifferentorders?OrwasthisAurornotcluedinontherealpurpose?HarryunderstoodwhytheMinistryhadandusedabindingartifactliketheGoblet.Tocontroltheoutliersintheircivilization,theverypowerful.ThisAurormaynotyetbetrustedwiththedeepestsecretsoftheMinistry,itsrealreasonforexistence.
Thedeeperthequestioningwent,theharshertheoathHarrywantedtoadminister.Bythetimehequestionedallfive,includingtheleaderScrimgeour,Harryhadtocreatesomethingthatwouldalmostdestroyalltheirlivesbeforehefeltsafe.Hesatdownonthefloorandscratchedoutanoathonparchmenthe'dliberatedfrom
Dumbledore'sdesk.Itwashorrible.Theoathclauseswerebeyondhorrible.
Hethoughthewouldneedawandtodowhatneededdone.HeduginthedrawerthatDumbledorepointedout,thewandslefttoHogwarts.Hisfifthattemptfoundagoodmatch.Helookedatthetagthathungfromastringfromthewand."GeorgeannaEvans,1714-1832."
Harrysnappedthetagfromthewandandthankedthiswomanforhergiftthroughthecenturies.
HarrywokeeachoftheAurorsagain,madethemswearitthroughthetearsandthepleas,andthenremovedtheblindingeffecthe'dplacedoneachone.Whenallfiveswore,hereleasedthem.
Harrynoticedthattheportraitsintheofficehadwatchedeverything.HeguessedtheHeadmasterwouldgetafullaccountingofwhatHarryhaddone,thewandhe'dselectedforthetimebeing.
AllfiveAurorsranoutoftheroom,allofthemrecognizingtheywereinbreachofcontractandhadonlyafewminutestogetoutsideofthecastle.
NoneofthemcouldspendmorethanfiveminutesinsideHogwartswithoutlosingtheirmagic.Likewise,nomorethanfiveminutesinsidetheMinistryofMagic.TherestoftheoathsHarryhadinflictedontheselackieswouldmakeithardforthemtoeverfindpeace.
Itwashorriblewhathe'ddonetothem,buttheywerestillalive.
Soon,RitaSkeeterwouldceasetobeaproblem.PerhapsHarrywouldn'ttellHermionethefulloathhe'dwritten.Hewouldsleepbetterkeepingpartofthesecrettohimself.
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TheretractionofRita'sfrontpageallegationsthedayaftertheFirstTaskcameaweeklater,ontheinsidebackpage,belowafewnoticesplacedbywitcheswhohadmisplacedtheircats.ThebriefapologybythepublisherforcommentsaboveandbeyondthenecessarywasjustabovenoticethatRitahadattackedAurorsinvestigatingherandwascommittedpermanentlytoSt.Mungo's.Hermionedidn'tevennoticethestory,soHarrydidn'tbringitup.
InfacttheywerewellatworkontheinformationthatScrimgeourhadgivenupontheGobletofFire.Harryhadaskedallfivemen,butonlytheleaderhadevenasingle
pieceofadvice.
'TheGoblethadtobenear,verynear,toalargeconcentrationofwitchesandwizardsatalltimesitwasholdingacontractopen.'
TheyhadhadtowaitforaHogsmeadeweekend.Onceeveryone,saveforthefirstandsecondyears,wasoutofthecastle,HarryandHermionewenttotheGreatHall.Therewerethreestudentssittingatatable.Noteachers.Hell,theteacherswereinHogsmeade,too,weren'tthey?
HarryhaddecidedtherewasnodelicatewaytohandletheGoblet.Hehadn'tstudiedRunesatall.Hermionewasinhersecondyearoflearningwhatitwasallabout.
Theywouldhavetogowiththebruteforcemethod.
Theschoolwascleared.ItwastimetoseewhathappenedifHarrythrewaReductoattheGoblet.HehadtheEvanswandwhichworkedwellinapinch,butHarryhadalsodecidedtocontinuepracticinghiswandlessskills.He'dseenDumbledoreperformmagicclosetowandlesssoHarryknewitcouldbedone.Harryhidwhathewasdoingwitha'wand'thatwaslittlemorethanatwighe'dfoundonthegroundandpolishedtoadecentsheen.Itlookedcloseenoughtohisprevious,butnowsnappedwand,thatnoonehadmentionedadifference.HewouldvisitOllivander'sinthesummertogetanewone,arealone.
Hewouldn'tdependonjustonetoolanymore.TheEvanswand,thefake'wand.'Eventuallyanewrealwand.Eachofthemwasdifferent,eachofthemdiddifferentthingstohismagic.Helearnedthisway.Hewantedtokeeplearningthisway.
ForthisattemptontheGoblethewouldusethe'stick'he'dfashionedintoawand.He'dgottenveryskilledwithaReductocastwandlessly,justthroughapropstick.Infact,thisspellhadmoreimpactdonethiswaythanthroughheEvans.Harryguessedthatantiquewandhadn'tbeenmeantforoffensivemagics.Itdidmuchbetterwithtransfiguration.
HermioneremainedbythedoorsoftheGreatHall.HarrywalkedovertothesidewheretheGobletremained,waitingtostealthemagicofsomeonepowerful.Harrypushedmagicthroughhisstickandsentthedensest,angriestReductohecouldmanage.Thecursestruckthecup...andwasabsorbed.
Harrycouldfeelfingersinsidehischest,fingerstryingtoclawoutthestrengthinsidehim,greedyfingers.Heflexedhismagicandthefingersinsidehimwithered,snapped,broke.
Theparasitedied...andtheGobletofFireexploded,athousandchipsofwoodshreddings.
Harryfoundhimselfonthestoneflooroftheroom,panting.He'dsurvivedbuthefeltstompedon,almosttorntothepointwherehewasbroken.
Hekneltandwaitedandhisbodybegantoconquerthelingeringpain.Itdisappeared.
Harryhadwon.
"Hermione?"
Shedidn'tanswerback.Hepushedhimselftohisfeet."Hermione?"
Heturnedandsawhercollapsedonthestonefloor.Thechildrenwho'dbeensittingattheRavenclawtablewereontheflooraswell.
"Hermione."
Helevitatedher.Thenaddedthethreeyoungonestohiscollection.HesetoffalmostatarunthroughthehallsofHogwartsfortheinfirmary.
MadamPomfreylookedupfromherreadingwhenheenteredanddirectedHarrytoputthemdownontheirbeds.Hecouldn'texplainwhathadhappened.Heknewhehadcausedit,notthatheexplainedhimselfthatway.ButwhyhadtheGoblet'sexploding...donethis?
Hewasfree.
ButHermione...andthefirstyears.
Whathadhedone?
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Threedayslater,HermionerecoveredenoughofherenergyforPomfreytowakeher.HarryandHermionecomparedstories.
Theyhadbothhadhandsintheirchests.TheGoblethadaffectedbothofthemafterHarryattackedit.
Probablythefirstyearsaswell.
Hermionehadstruggledagainstit,buttheGoblettookallthemagicitwantedfromher...untilitjuststopped.
Harryhadn'tfoughttheGobletsomuchasallthepeoplewithinproximityoftheGoblet,Hermioneandthreefirstyeargirls.TheGoblethadbeenwillingtokillalloftheminordertodestroyHarry.Stealingtheirmagic,combiningit,lobbingitasaweapon.
Itwasgoodthey'dwaitedsolongbeforeattemptingthis.HadtherebeenadozenpeopleintheGreatHall...Harrymightnowbedead.
Onthegoodside,theMinistryrecognizedthatthedestructionoftheGobletmeantthattheTournamentwasstrictlyvoluntary.FleurhadalreadyleftwiththerestofBeauxbatons.KrumwasrumoredtobeunhappyinScotland,Harrydidn'texpectDurmstrangtoremain.Thenitwouldbetwo:CedricandHarry.HehopedDumbledorewouldendthismess.
FromaTriwizardTournamenttoaQuadwizardTournamenttoaDiwizardTournament.
Whatamess.
Harrydidn'ttheleavetheinfirmaryuntilPomfreykickedhimout...orHermioneleftunderherownsteam.IthappenedintimetorejoinMondayclasses.
TheyounggirlsfromRavenclawwereawakeagain...andunharmed.Justexhaustedandthenrefilledbytimespenthealing.
Hehopedheneveraccidentallyinflictedsuchharm,suchpainonsomanypeopleeveragain.
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"Potter,withme."
"Sir?"
Moodydidn'tbothertoexplainhimself,justwalkedawayfromwhereHarry'sclasswasbreakingup.Hagrid'sskrewtshadleftHarrymorethanalittlefrazzled.
"IknowthattheMinistryhasn'tcometoaskabouttheGoblet."
"Sir."
"Thedamnedthingwashundredsofyearsold.Itdidn'tjustexplodeandinjurefourgirls."
"Sir."
Vernongotthiswaysometimes.Harryknewroughlywhattodo,hethought.
"I'mnotoneforpuzzles,boy.You'retoobigapuzzleformetoletalone."
Harrynodded.
"So,whatdidyoudo?"
"HermioneandIstoppedinbeforeheadingtoHogsmeade.Thefoodwasallgonebythen.BeforeweleftshecollapsedandtheGobletexploded..."
"Ifyou'rethinkingofacareerinpolitics,youneedtoliebetter."
"I'dbeaterriblepolitician,"Harrysaid.
"Rightyouare."
"Ifthat'sall,sir."Harryturnedtotakethepathbacktothecastle.TheywerealmostatthegatethatledtoHogsmeade.
Moody'shandgrabbedHarry,spunhimaround,whileanotherhandshovedsomethingtowardHarry.
Hefeltatwistinginhisguts."No,"heshouted.
Thetwistingfailed.Ithadbeenaportkey."No."
Harry'shandflungoutandlandedonMoody,astunningspellzippingfromhishandintothemanwhohadjusttriedtosendhimsomewhereawayfromHogwarts.
Moodycrumpledtothedirt.
Harrystaredattheman...theMinistryman...theoathsthemanhadsworn.WherewouldthatportkeyhavetakenHarry?TheMinistry?Azkaban?Theboydidn'twanttoknow.
Buthewouldneedtofindout.NeedtofindoutwhattheMinistryhadjusttriedtodo.
Thetrickwas,howtobreaksomeonelikeMoody?
He'dheardoftruthserums,butgettinghishandsononewassomethingelse.HeneededtomakeithardforMoodytolietohim.
HarrysettosearchingMoody'sstillbody.Hisclothinghadpocketswithinpockets.Heeventuallygotholdoftheman'sflashandopenedit.Hebeganpouring.Itwasn'taclearliquidatallanddidn'tsmellofhardbooze.Itwasapotionthatwasdark,angry.HarryhadtheideaitwasPolyjuice,arathernastypotionhe'dusedafewyearsearlier.Disgusting.
MoodywithPolyjuice?MoodyonPolyjuice?Whowouldchoosetolookthatbeatenandmauled?
Perhapsthemanwasn'tMoodyatall.MoodyhadretiredfromtheMinistry.PerhapsthiswasaspyfromtheMinistrywhoworeMoody'sface.
Harrycontinuedhissearch.HeeventookMoody'slegfromhim,butlefttherovingeyeinplace.Hecouldn'tfigureouthowtogetitloose.
Hedidn'tthinkhisusualblindingtrickwouldworkthistime.Hehadn'texplainedittoanyonesohecoulddoitagain,butMoody'scrazyeyemightjustworkaroundtheproblem.Harrydidn'tcastablindingcurse.Hermionehadfoundoneforhimtolookat,butitwasmorecomplexthanhefeltcomfortabletryingtomasteratthetime.Power,afterall,didn'trequireexperience...buttheblindingcursedid.
WhatHarryhaddonewasanoddapplicationofacolorchangingcharm.Thingsthatwereclearbecameblack,likethelensofaneyeorglass.Thus,apparentblindnesswithoutanyonebeingabletodetectablindnesscurse.Theywouldhavefoundtheproblemhadtheygonelookingforacolorchangingcharm.
Itwasgoodtobeoverestimatedsometimes.Harrypreferredthesimpletothecomplex.
Nowpeoplethoughthehadsomeundetectableblindingcurse.Undetectablebypeoplelookingforablindingcurse,itwastrue.Butfirstyearmagiclearnedwell,improvedtothepointwherehecoulddovariationsonit.
HarryrippedastripfromMoodyshirtandtieditovertheman'sface.Hedidn'tknowhowtheeyeworked...MoodyorwhicheverspyhadtakenMoody'splacewouldseethroughit,butitwouldbedisorienting.
Heusedhiscolorchangingspellaswell.Perhapsbeingblindinoneeye,withclothcoveringit,andunblindwithhisenchantedeyewouldirritatethemanandkeephimoff-centeredlongenoughforHarrytomakesenseofhim.
Withouthisleg,astheveryleast,themanwasn'tgoingtogetupandattackHarry.
Hewishedhehadatruthserum.
HewishedhehadHermionetohelphim.Buthewasn'tgoingtoleavethismanherelongenoughtotrackdownHermione.
Hewouldhavetodoithimself.
TheAurorsinDumbledore'sofficehadknowntheywerebeaten...butwhoknewifHarrywouldhavesuchluckthistime.Heneededacarrotandastick.
HewouldofferMoodythefreedomtoleave...andwouldpunishhimwith...
Harrydidn'tknow.Ashethoughtaboutit,herealizedheknewverylittlemagic.BecauseofthehandwrittenbookandtheworkHermioneputhimthrough,Harryhadmaybefifteenspellswellmastered.Fifteenspellsafterfouryearsofmagicalschooling.
Hewasworsethanignorant...andhewouldhavetosettofixingthatsoon.
Hehadlearnedacuttingcurseafterhisrun-inwiththeAurors.HarrycouldthreatentoaddamissinghandtoMoody'salreadymissingleg.Hewouldn'twanttodoit,butkidnappingwasunforgivable.
Harrywoketheincapacitatedmanandtheinterrogationofalifetimestarted.
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Anowlflewintotheoffice.AlbustookthemissiveandtheowlwenttoFawkes'perchforrestandrefreshment.Therewasafiregoinganditwasagloriousplacetobeatthemoment.
Dumbledorecaressedthescroll.Heknewwhatitsaid.Itwashispardonandhisfreedomandhishuntinglicenseallrolledintoone.Strictlyspeaking,itwashisofficialretirementasChiefWarlock.
Dumbledorewishedhewasinbetterhealthtoenjoyhisretirement.Hefeltatouchofsomethingbeastlysettlingin,somebugpassedfromstudenttostudentthathe'dnowcaught.
Evensick,hewashappy.FreedomsuitedAlbusDumbledore.IntheconfusionafterCorneliusFudge'smurderbyamanlongthoughtdead,BartyCrouchJunior,Albuspushedthroughtheideathattheyneededayoungermanattheheadofthe
Wizengamottohelpwiththecoming,massivechangesconfrontingtheMinistryofMagic.Hence,someothersuckerwouldtaketheoathsasChiefWarlock.Malfoyhadn'tevenbeenatthemeetingwherehispreliminaryrequestwasentertained.
NowAlbushadthesealedscrollinhishand.Hewasfree.
Itwouldbeaperfectday,butthisdamnfluhadsettledinandnotevenaPepper-Upcouldmakehimfeelright.HellofawaytospendtheweekbeforeChristmas.
Albuscouldn'tgetPomfreytotellhimjustwhatwaswrongwithhim.Therehadn'tbeenmanydaysinhislifewhenhe'dbeenundertheweather,asideeffectofbeinganenormouslystrongwizard.
Nowthathewasfree,Albuscouldfinishoffthetaskshe'dbeguninthe1970s.Hecouldhandlethehuntingofthehorcruxesonhisown.HecouldtapMinervaandlethertakeoverHogwarts.AlbuscouldpayamidnightvisitatMalfoyMansionandendthosesmooth-tonguedmonsters.Thatwouldbetheperfectstarttoapleasantretirement.
Hewascontent.Hewasfreeandhehadhisunknowingdisciple.Therealmessagehewantedtotransmit"Albus'life'swork"hadtakenholdinHarryPotter,notthattheyoungmanknewit.Strengthwasall.Theboywouldstumbleintoeverythingheneededtoknow.Albusdidn'tneedtopentheboyanotherbooknow.Whatacreativemindtheyoungmanhad,simplespellsandsomuchcamefromthem.
Thecolorchangingspellhe'dheardaboutinhisoffice,whenusedonAurors,hadstunningeffect.
Theboywouldbefine.
Albusnolongerhadtobesureofanythingonthatscore.Theboy'sgrowingstrengthwouldinevitablydrawVoldemorttohim.Theclashwouldhappenandtheworldwouldgoon.AlbuswouldbeelsewhereinEuropeandnotevenhearthenewsforaweek.He'dfoughthiswar.Hewouldhandlehislooseendsthathisoathshadkepthimfromhandling.Thenhewasdone.Hisreputationwasfixed.Toomanyyearsasaschoolteacher,toomanyyearsasanamateurpolitician.Ifherewrotethelawsoftransfiguration,hemightwalkhimselfuptheladder.Otherwise,no.HimkillingVoldemortwouldn'tbeasurprise,amiracle,itwouldjustbewhatpeopleexpected...whattheywouldgrousehadtakenhimtoolong.
DumbledorekillingVoldemortsolateinallthismightdamagehisreputation,cometothinkofit.
Dumbledorehadbecomequitecarefulabouthisreputation.Nowthathedidn'treallycareanymore.Hedidn'twanttobesaddledbyundueexpectations.Hewasdone.Hehadafewmoredecadesoflife,buthewantedmoreorlessanonymousyears.Funyears.
Hehadthem...
Albusfelthischesttightening,sweatbeadingonhisforehead.Hisofficewaswarm,butnotthatwarm.
Hisfirstthoughtturnedtopoison.
Hehadbeenpoisonedbefore.Hereachedintohisdeskandpulledoutabottle.Abezoarwentdownhisthroat.
Nothing.Nothingloosenedorrelaxedinhisbody.
Who'dgottencloseenough...thelastpersonwhohadspenttimealoneinthisofficewas...HarryPotter.Theboydidn'tknowPotionsatall,notenoughtoknowPoisons.ButtheboyhadmorethanahealthydistrustofallthingsMinistry.
Itwaspossible.DumbledorehadoncebeentheultimatesymboloftheMinistry.
"Fawkes."
ThephoenixflamedjustaboutwhereDumbledoresatanditwasn'tlongbeforedripsofliquidbegantoraindownonDumbledore.Theoldwizardraisedhisheadandopenedhismouth.Hefeltthephoenixtearslandonhistongue.
Nothingelsechanged.
Abezoarandphoenixtearsshouldremedyanything,poisonwasn'ttheissue.
HiseyesfellonthescrollfromtheMinistry,theonereleasinghimfromhispositionasChiefWarlock.Hecrackedthesealandactuallyreadthedamnedthing.
Itdidn'ttakelongtofigureoutwhyhefeltundertheweather.Theidiotswhohadwrittenandsignedtheorderhadn'treleasedhimfromhisoaths,justfromtheposition.Hewasinconflictnow.Hewasinviolation.
Todiebecauseofthis...Becauseofcraftinessoridiocy.
Iftheyhadjustfiredhimwithoutsomecraftybastardwordsmithingtheletter.Iftheyhadjustdonewhattheyweretold...
Albusputhisheadonhisdeskanditneverroseupagain.FawkesthePhoenixsangforhisfriendforseveralminutesbeforetheofficewentsilent.AnewportraithungbehindDumbledore'sdesk.Thepersonintheportraitsleeping,nottowakeforsometime.
Itwasn'tuntilafterdinnerthattheDeputyHeadmistressfoundtheHeadmaster.Itwasasolemnnightinthecastle.AsolemnnightfortheMagicalWorld.
Agreatmanwasdead.
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ThecastlewasdecoratedforChristmas,butitfeltalienandcoldwithDumbledoregone.ThedayafterDumbledorewaslaidtorest,thedaybeforetheHogwartsExpressranbacktoLondon,HermionedrugHarrytotheemptyclassroomintheCharmscorridor.
"Slowdown."
"I'vegottopacklater."
Asifshehadn'tbeenpackedforaweekalready.ShewasreturningtoherfamilyovertheholdaysnowthattheYuleBallhadbeenscuttled.
"Ididn'tknowweweretraining,"Harrysaid."IthoughtwiththeTriwizard..."
"We'renottraining,"Hermionesaid."We'rechatting."
"About?"
Hermionesmiled,aratherunnervinglookonherface.Sheknewsomethingandwantedmore.Hersmilebespokepainforanyonewhogotinbetweenherandagoodstory.
"About?"Harryaskedagain.
"Whatyou'vebeenupto."
"Youknow.Youwerethere."Ofcourse,shehadn'tbeenpresentforthemostimportantparts.Thatwasalwayshowitworked"Harryhadonefinaltesteveryyearandhehadtocarryitoff,orfail,onhisown.
"Ididn'tseeadamneddryeyeatthefuneral,saveforyours.So,spill."
"Youknow,thebook."
"Yes?"
"Heworkedforthem.Ifeelbad...butIcouldn'tcryforhim."
Hermioneshookherhead.ShehadnolovefortheMinistryatthispoint,butshealsoknewbetterthantoletHarryslidebywithsayingsolittle.Therewasasecrethehadn'tpushedherwayyet.Shecouldsmellit."Harry."
Theboyinquestionscowled.
"Iwanttoknow,"shesaid.
"Youdon't."
"Tellme."
"It'snotgood."
He'dcracked.Halfthebattlewasover.Himandhissecrets."Iwon'tthinkanydifferentlyofyou,"shesaid.
"Ithinkdifferentlyofme,"Harrysaid.Hedidn'taskhertopromisethatnothingwouldchange.Heknewitwould.Heknewhe'dsteppedovertheline,welloverit.He'ddonesomethinggreat,somethinghorrible,hehadn'tevenpiecedittogetherhimself.
"Tobehonest,Iwasn'tsadattheHeadmaster'sfuneralbecausemymindwaselsewhere."
"Where?"sheasked.
"Letmetellyouthestory,"Harrysaid."Youwon'tbelievemeotherwise."
"I'dalwaysbelieveyou."
Heshookhishead."YourememberthedaythattheMinisterofMagicwasassassinated?"
"IreadaboutitintheProphetthenextday.Likeeverybodyelse,"shesaid.
"Well,thedayithappened,IwaswalkingbackfromCareofMagicalCreatureswhen'Professor'Moodystoppedme."
"Iremember."
Harryproceededtotellherabouttheattemptedabduction.
"Harry...howdidyou..."
"AllthistimeIthoughtIwasstrongerthanAurorMoody.Nottrue,"Harrysaid."IwasstrongerthanamancalledBartyCrouchJunior."
"Polyjuice?"
Harrysmiled.Hermionehadamindfasterthananyone's.
"WasthisBartyCrouchasbadastheotherone?"Hermionestillhadachipforamanwhofreedahouseelfwhodidn'twanttobefreed,needlesscruelty.
"HewasaDeathEater.InAzkaban."
"Ifhewasin..."
"Hisfather,intheMinistry,snuckhimout.Bartydidn'tknowthedetails,butheknewthatmuch.ToomanyyearsundertheImperiusCursebrokehimatleastalittlebit."
"Thefather...theonewhofreedtheHouseElf...usedanUnforgivableonhisownson?"
"Foryears."
Sheshookherhead.Wizardswereadaftbunch.Criminalanddaftandinsanebeyondtherangeofaloon.Theyallpreachedtheruleoflaw,theperfectordertorules,andnotoneofthemwantedtofollowthem.
"Whatdidyoudo?"Hermioneasked.Sheknewhe'ddonesomething.Heactedtooguiltytohavedoneotherwise.
Harrysighed.He'dgottenawaywithexplainingalmostnothingabouttheAurorswho'dcometoinvestigateRitaSkeeter'scomplaints.NowhehadtotellHermionesomeorallofthetruthaboutthissecond,andworse,episode.
"Wehadachat."
"Backupandstartfromtheportkeyyoumentioned."
"Really?"
"Thismantriedtoabductyou.You'vesatonthisstoryformorethanaweek,Harry.Youshouldhavetoldsomeone.Ifnotme,someoneelse."
"Hetriedtoputaportkeyinmyhand.Ioverwhelmedhismagic."
"Oh."Hermionesmiled,ahappyone.Somethingnewtohelpherunderstandhowmagicreallyworked,onceshehadafewmomentorweekstoworkonthisproblem."Then?"
"Istunnedhim."
"Okay,buthowdidyougethimtotalk?"
Theybothfeltthisconversationwaslikepullingteeth.GivenwhatHermione'sparentsdidforaprofession,shehadsomeexperiencewiththerealthing.ShemighthavetothreatenHarrywithatriptoadentist'schairinordertoloosenhisstubborntongue.
"I'vebecomeverygoodwiththecuttingcharm,"Harryallowed,hopingherimaginationwouldfillintherestofthestory.
Ofcourse,thehintjustmadehungryforthemeatofthestory.
"Youthreatenedhim."
"Yes."
"Withwhat?"
"Thecuttingcharm."
Hermionebegantolaugh.Shedidn'tknowherHarrycouldbesogoodwithcircularstorytelling."Appliedwhere?"
"Icutoffamoleonhisneckonceherevertedtohisrealappearance."
"Didthatwork?Gethimtalking?"
"No."
Hermionewaited.Shecouldoutwaitanyone,includingRonwhenhewasbeingobstinate,whichseemedmoreandmorecommonasheaged.Weren'tboyssupposedtogetmorematuresometimebeforetheyturnedforty?ShecouldseethatHarrymightgothatway,butdoubteditwaspossiblewithRonhavingthetwinsfor
hisolderbrothers.Hemightjustbeapermanentinfant.Butshewouldstilloutwaithim.
Harrysquirmedunderhergaze."Ialsocutoffapinky,"Harryconceded.
Hermionestaredatherfriend.Notsureifshewasimpressedorqueasy.Shehadtorememberwhothemanunder'interrogation'hadbeen:aDeathEater.
"Thatworked?"
"No."
"Whatelsedidyoucutoff?Afoot?"
"Nothingelse."
"Sohowdidyougethimtalking?"
"IsuggestedImightcutsomethingelseoff?"Aquestion,atentativeadmission.Hehopedshewouldn'tpush.Avainhope.
"What?"
Harrycrossedhislegsandlookedsheepish.Sympathyforthedevil.Sympathyforwhathe'dthreatened.Hermionegotthemessage.Harryhadthreatenedcastrationoremasculation.
Hermioneswallowedandtheroomwentquietaminute.Whywasthreateningtocutsomething"butnotdoingit"thatparticularsomething"worsethancuttingoffafinger?Shedidn'tevenhavethatkindof...weddingtackle.Whatdidshehaveinvestedinit?Still,itmadeherqueasy.Herfriendhadbecomesoresoluteinthelastfewmonths.
"Youwouldhave?"
"Hetriedtokidnapme,"Harrysaid."Iwouldhavecuttheguy,goneandtossedupmylunch,andgonebacktoaskhimsomequestions."
Hermionenodded."Good,"shesaid,unsureifshebelievedthewordshe'dused."Good."
"Ishouldn'thavetoldyou."
"Itmay...leaveanimpression,Harry,butI'mstillyourfriend.Always."
Harrylookedmiserablebutshookoffhismoroseness."Hetalked."
"Anyonewouldhave.Wheredidthishappen?"
"HetriedtoleadmeonthepathtothegatesleadingtoHogsmeade.Iworkedonhimjustoffthepathwheremystunnerputhimontheground."
"Idon'tthinkI'lleverfeelsafehereagain."
"Idon't,"Harrysaid."Whathetoldme.Howeasyitwasforhimtogetin.There'snosecurityhereatall.Anyonecanjustwalkrightinanddoanythingvile."
"So,whatdidhesay?"
HereHarryhadtobecareful.He'dsaidenoughofthebadstuffthathecouldgetawayvolunteeringlessofthereallybadstuff.
"HeputmynameintheGobletofFire."
"Why?"
"ItwassomeschemeofVoldemort's.Flashy,supposedtohappenattheFinalTask.Overcomplicated.Itfellapart.That'swhyhetriedtokidnapmethatday."
"TotakeyoutoVoldemort?"
"Yes."
"SoheknewwhereVoldemortis?"
"Hedid."
"Doyouknow?"
"Verywell."AtthisHarrysmiled.HethoughthedangledsomethingshinyatHermioneandnowshebattedatitlikeacatonamission.
"Whatdidyoudo?"
"Thekidnapper...paidVoldemortavisitforme."
"How,"Hermionedemanded.
"AnoathImadehimswear."
"Oh,Harry."Sheknewhowmuchhehatedthem.
Harrygaveheranappropriatesheepishsmile.Hehadnevertoldherwhathe'ddonetothoseAurors,neverwouldifhecouldhelpit.Hedidhateoaths,buthehatedabandoningausefultoolforthesakeofprincipleevenmore.IftherewasonethingHarrybelievedin,itwassurvival,nomatterwhatthetoolorthesituation.
"Youhavetokeepthisquiet,butImadehimbringmethe...DarkLord."
"Harry!"
"Andhisattendant.Andhissnake."Thesnakewasdead,Harrymadesureofit.Theothertwowereguests...ofthePotterFamilyfornow.Notwelltreated,butalive.
"Attendant?"
"Wormtail."
"Youcan...freeSirius."
"IfwetrustedtheMinistrytobelievethetruth.Ifwetrustedthemtodotherightthings..."
"Fudgeisgone,nowtheymight...FudgewaskilledbyCrouch.Harry?"
Hermionedidn'tmissmuch,didshe?"Yes."
"Waspartofyouroath...abouttheMinister?"
"Mighthavebeen."
"Harry!"
"Sorry,"hesaid.Hehadgottenawaywithverylittleonceheopenedhismouthtostarttalking.HeshouldhaveguessedthatHermionewouldn'tlethimwiggleallthatwell.
"Iknowwetalkedabout...well,theproblemsthere.ButInever...Ineverwantedyoutohavetodoallthisbyyourself...oratall."
Hermioneseemedtobeforgettingagreatmanyoftheirconversations.Idealismcouldvanishinthefaceofopposition...inthefaceofdeadeyes,bloodsmearedfaces,staringback.Tearsfelldownhercheeks.
Harryhadbeguntorealizethattomakeagreatchangerequiredagreatdealofpain.Sofarhehadn'tbeenaskedtopaymorethanhewaswillingtogive.ButhehadfoundHermione'slimit.
"It'sokay,Hermione.It'sokay."
"No,it'snot."Shewascryingandtryingtogetherselftostop."Youshouldn'thaveto..."Herwordsandhertoneandheractionswereallinconflict.Therewasfearthere,fearofHarry,morethantherewasstraightconcernforafriend.
Itwasonethingtoknowafriendwaspowerful.
Itwasonethingtoknowthatapowerfulpersonattractedenemies.
Itwassomethingelsetohearhowapowerfulfriendmightbeforcedtodealwithhisenemies.
"Iknow."
Therestofthestory"andtherewasquiteabitofstory"wentuntold.Shedidn'tknowwhyHarryhadforcedCrouchtomurdertheMinister.
Infact,HermionewouldneverdemandedthiskindofinformationfromHarryeveragain.Sheknewthathewouldtellherifshewanted.Shedidn't.Shecouldn't.
Sohehadn'thadtoexplainhisrationale.Hehadn'thadtoconfessaboutwhathadhappenedtotheAurors,aboutthesecretordersoneofthemhadreceivedthatcouldhaveresultedinHarry'slosinghisheadthatday.TheMinistryexistedfortheweak,ofcourse.TherewasnooneweakerthanthelateMinister.
Harryrosetohughisfriend,toeaseherpain.Shewavedhimoff.Shewouldn'tletHarrycomforther.Thefearagain.
Therevulsion.
TheirstudysessionsintheCharmscorridorcametoanendthatday,nottoresumeaftertheholidays.
Theirfriendshipwouldchange,becomesuperficial.
Theirstartlingdevelopmentsinmagic,inrawstrengthofmagic,wereover.Fromnowon,ifHarrywantedtogrow,hewouldneedtofindthepathhimself.Itwashard,impossible,whentheentireworldchanged.
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ThedayafterChristmasHarrywasn'tallthathappy.Theboylookedsomethingthepictureofmisery,sittingonthecoldstonefloorofacavetalkingtoamucholderman,hisgodfather.
"Smile,kiddo,"SiriusBlacktoldhisgodson.
"Idon'twanttogoback,"Harrysaid.
"Well,Iguesswecanbothhideoutinthiscave."
Harryrolledhiseyes."Iknowyouhavesomeplacebetter."
"Ido.Butit'seasierforyoutomakeaharddecisionwhenthechoicesareafreezingcaveoracastlewithallthefoodyoucaneat."
"Givemeathirdoption,"Harrysaid.
"Nope,freezingcaveorcastlewithfood.Ithinkwecanfindsomebatstoeatifwegodeepenoughinhere.IwonderiftheytastelikeSnape?"
Harrysmiled."Fine,I'llgoback."
"Yourfriendwillcomearound,"Siriussaid.
"Idon'tthinkso."
"It'shardtorealizethatallthebooksintheworldwon'treflectreality.IwenttoHogwartsbasedonwhatmymothertoldme.Ofcoursemyfathercouldbarelyspeak,orbarelybothered,soitwasallhervoiceinmyhead.JamesandRemusmadeitvastlydifferent,farbetter."
HarrynotedSiriusnolongerincludedPettigrew.HeremindedhimselfthathecouldnevertellSiriuswherehewaskeepingPettigrew...andhisswornlord.
"Ididn'thavethebooks...orthegoodexperience.Ihadafightformylife,"Harrysaid.
"Yeah.Ifthereweresomewhereelsewecouldputyou..."
"TheMinistrywouldcomelooking.Can'tletapowerfulwizardgetoutofcontrol."
"Idon'tknowthatit'sjusttheMinistry,Harry."
"Butitis..."
"It'sdeeperthantheMinistry."
"But..."
"Hearmeout.TheMinistryispeople,right?"
"Yes."
"It'sfilledwithpeoplefromoldfamilies."
"Yes."
"Inbreedingcreates...problemswithmagic.Weakness."
"Iagree."Harryhadseenhowfartheweakwouldgotobringdownandharmthestrong.
"Theproblemisrootedintheoldmagicalfamilies,"Siriussaid."TheMinistrydoingwhatitdoesisasymptom."
Harryagreed,butitdidn'thelphimwiththatportionofhisproblems."I'mnotgoingtobeabletomaketwopurebloodsmarryotherpeoplesotheycanhavestrongerchildrentogether."
"No,youwon'tbeabletochangeanything.Butnowyouknowwheretheproblemcomesfrom.Jealousy."
"WhatshouldIdowiththat?"
"Understandit."
"Iwanttochangeit."
"Theyoungandthechangetheywant,"Siriussaid."Iwantedchange.Peace.Igotadecade-plusinprison."
"Soyouwantmetokeepmyheaddown?"
"Youareaprominentyoungwizard.Youweren'traisedtoplaythesepoliticalgamesthattheoldfamiliesliketoplay..."
"Can'tduelbuttheycanargue?"
"Smartmouth,butnotwrong,Harry.Yes,Isupposeallthepolitickingsubstitutesforthefactthatthereislittlestrengthinthelines."Siriusshookhishead."Listentome,likemymothertalkingabouthowtobreedmoresubservienthouseelves.It'sdisgusting."
"Ican'tlivewithit,Sirius."
"Youcouldleave."
"Itwouldgetworse."
"Butnotforyou."
"Forpeoplewhocouldn'thelpthemselves.Forpeoplewhoweren'tforewarned."
"YouhavethatsamequalityJamesshowedwhenhegotabitolder,thiscompassion.Itshowsyou'rearealPotter,Harry,justlikeyourfather."
"SomeoneintheMinistryalreadyfearsme."
"I'dsaymorethanone.I'dsayyou'vebeenonsomelistorothersinceyouwerefifteenmonthsold."
"WhatdoIdo?"
"Areyoureadytotakealife?"
Harryhadn'ttoldhisgodfatherasmuchashe'stoldHermione.Hehadtoldsome,butkeptevenmoreback.Siriusdidn'tknowHarryaswellasHermionedid.Hedidn'tknowwhattolookfor,wheretopush.
"IfIhadto."
"Areyoureadytokillahundred,Harry."Fromhistone,Siriusseemedtohopethattheanswerwasno.'Hellno.'
"Idon'twanttokillanyone."
"But."
"Ifitweretheonlyway."
"Well,Ihappentosubscribetotheoppositeofwhatevermymotherbelieved.Shewantedtheweakdrowned...whileshecouldbarelyuseawand.So,it'scomplicated.
Ihappentothinktherehastobeabetterway.Idon'twantyoutoriskyourself,doyouunderstand?"
"Idon'tthinkIwillgetachoice.Notreally."Hehadn'thisfirstfouryearsofHogwarts.WhyshouldtherestofhislifeintheWizardingWorldbeanydifferent.
"Thenthatiswhereyouhavetoconcentrate.Howdoyougiveyourselfachoice?"
Itdidn'tmakeHarryfeelbetter,butitdidmakesense.Evenifitsoundedimpossible.
"CanIjoinyouthissummer?"Harryasked,veryobviouslychangingtheuncomfortablesubject.
"I'llfigureoutaway...somewaytomakeitlegal."
"Idon'twanttheMinistrytohaveanysay..."
Siriusbegantoshakehishead."Let'snotargueaboutthis.ThegoalwillbetomakeyoustandoutaslittleaspossibleHarry.Beasunthreateningaspossible."
"Okay,tothatIcanagree."
"Howareyourclassesgoing?"
"I'mbored."
"Well,pickupsomethingoutsideofclass."
"HermioneandIwere...well,wewerestudyingthatoddbook...andtakingsomeoftheideasandtestingthem."
"DoesHermioneneedtobethere?"
"It'snotthesame."
Siriuswonderedifhisgodsonhadfoundhisfirstcrush,followedbyhisfirstheartbreak.Itwasn'tjustafriendshipending,Siriusthought,itsoundedlikeitwassomethingmore,somethingfragilecrushed.Heknewnottoaskwhilethepainwasstilllancing.PerhapsthenextmeetingorduringthesummerSiriuscouldprobe,unlessHarrybroughtitupearlier.Thiswasnotatopicforteasing.
Siriushadn'thadaneasytimeofbeinginprison.Infact,hewouldprefertoforgettheentireexperience,pretendhewasstilltwentyagainandhislivertheconditionofayoungman's.Thatwasnormallyhowheconductedhispost-Azkabanlife.But,at
thismoment,hisgodsonneededmorethanjustafriendwhohappenedtohavebloodtiesandaconnectiontomissingparents.Harryneededanadvisor.
"No,itwouldn'tbe,"Siriussaid."Thingschangingcanbegood..."
"Idon't..."
"Iknowthisisn'tgoodforyou...orher,Harry.Butsometimeschangeisgoodorpainfulchangecanbecomegood.Iknowthishurtsnow,soyouneedto...tofindsomewaytogetsomegoodoutofit.Idefinitelydon'tlikethesoundofyoubored."
Harrynodded.Hecouldseesomemeritintheadvice."IcouldalwayssopupthetimewithQuidditchbefore.Butthat's..."
"Notanoptioninthewinter.Perhapsyoucangetsomepeopletogethertojusthaveamatchinthespring."
"Yeah."Harryhadahalfsmilecreepacrosshisface.
"Otherwise,youshould...findsomethingelseofanacademicnaturetokeepyourinterest."
HarryboggledathisgodfathersuggestHarrydosomethingstudious.Hepokedthesuggestionanddugdeeperintoit."AreyousuggestingIlearntobeananimagus?"ThatwasthemoststudiousthinghehadeverheardofSiriusdoing.
Siriussmiled."Well,thatwasn'ttheonlythingyourfatherandRemusandIgotupto.IthinkIlearnedmorecharmsforourpranksthanIdidformyclasses."
"Idon'tthinkI'maprankster."
"Didn'tsayyouhadtobeone.Ijustsuggestedyoufindsomething,Harry.Somethingtokeepyouinterested."
"WarfareagainsttheMinistrydoesn'tcount?"
"Let'saimatsomethingpleasant,somethingfun.Youneedsomelightnessrightnow,notabattleplantowrite."
"Youwantmetolearntosingorsomething?Ihaveahorriblevoice."
"Itcanbemagicofsomesort.RemusandIputtogethertheMarauder'sMaptofacilitateother...efforts.Thatwasafinepieceofmagic,wealsohadtosneakintoeverypartofthecastle.Youevertriedsneakingintoprofessor'soffices?Andtheir
apartments?Nervewrackingandahellofalotoffun."
Siriussmiled,remembering.
Harrythoughtheandhisgodfatherhaddistinctlydifferenttastesinfun.Buthebegantowonder.Hehadenoughoffensivemagicavailablefornow.Hewouldliketoknowhowtomakepeopletellthetruth,hehadsomeverytough'guests'whostillliedmorethantheytoldthetruth,butHarrydidn'tthinkdiggingdeeperintopotionswouldbeanyflavoroffun.
Perhapsitwastimetoplaywiththethingsthatawedhim.Hecouldstillrememberhowimpressedhe'dbeenseeingthispartorthatpartofthegroundsandthestadiumsetupfortheQuidditchWorldCup.Agiantmess,asperusualwithwizardsabout,butawe-inspiring.
Whatwastherelikethatforhim?Hedidn'tknow,buthefoundhewantedtotrytofindananswer.
Itwasagoodproject."Thanks,Sirius."
"Iliketoseeyousmile,Harry.Asatinymite,youhadthewidestgrin."
"Idon'tneedtohearwhatIwaslikewhenIwasatot."
"Tough,godfather'sprerogative."
Harryshookhishead.
Siriuswatchedhisgodsonawhile,notsayinganything."Youshouldgetback."
"Haveadatelinedup?"
"Youknow,nowthatyoumentionit,"Siriusstarted,smiling."Ishouldlookintothat.NotsomanysanewomeninAzkaban.However,Iwasreferringtotheearlyafternoonsunset.Walkingbackinthedarkwon'tbethesafestthingyou'vedoneinadozenweeks."
"Alright,alright,I'mleaving,"Harrysaid.
Hedidn'tbotherreturningtoHogsmeade,althoughheconsideredlookinginonhisimprisonedDarkLordandattendant.Instead,HarryskirtedthroughtheedgeoftheForbiddenForestandmadeitacrossthegroundbeforetheday'slightwasdepleted.Harryexpectedtoreturntoaquietcastle.Hewassecretlygladtherewasnoformaldance.He'dhavebeenpantsatdancing.HarrythoughttoheaduptoGryffindor
Towerandchangeoutofhiswarmclothesbeforedinner.Unfortunately,henevermadeittothestairs.
"Mr.Potter,I'vebeenlookingforyouforthelasthour,"ProfessorMcGonagallsaid.
"Sorry,Professor."ThatwaslessononewithaDursleyoranannoyedHogwartsprofessor.Apologize.Evenifonehadn'tdoneanythingwrong:apologize.Arguingwonzilch.
"Comewithmenow.TwomembersoftheMinistryofMagicareontherewayheretoseeyou."
"Me,"Harrysaid,displeased.
"IbelieveProfessorDumbledoreleftyousomethinginhiswill."
Thiswassuspicious.Harryfellinstepwithhisprofessor.Heguessedtheywereheadingforheroffice.HerememberedthelasttimehewassettomeetrepresentativesoftheMinistry.HetouchedhisEvanswanduphissleeve.Hehadhis'blindness'trickreadyifheshouldneedit.Hedidn'twanttohavetoexplainhimselftoMcGonagall,buthewasn'tgivingtheMinistryafreeshot.
"Wherewereyou?"McGonagallasked,lookingbehindhertowardstudent.
"Enjoyinganiceday."
"There'ssnoweverywhere,Potter."
"Itwasstillaniceday."
Herlipspursedinresponseinplaceofanyfurtherinquiry.TheyarrivedatherofficewheresheopenedthedoorandbadeHarrytotakeaseat.Shedidnotofferrefreshments.Shesatbehindherdeskandalmostglaredatherstudent.
"DidtheysaywhatProfessorDumbledoreleftme?"
"No,theydidn't."
"Ididn'texpectanything."
"Well,knowingtheMinistrythey'llgetitwrong."ShelookedatHarryagainandrealizedshehadsaidsomethingsheshouldn'tinfrontofastudent."Forgetthat,Potter."
"Yes,ma'am."
Thefireinherofficeglowedgreenandawitchandawizardingarishrobessteppedout.Harrysupposeditcouldbeofficialuniforms...orhorriblefashionsense.
"Minerva,"thewomansaid."AndMr.Potter.Good.Minerva,mightwehavetheoffice?"
"IamPotter'sheadofhouse.Iwillremain."
Thewitchseemeddispleased.Harrydid,too,foramoment.IftheseMinistryworkedwereanythingliketheAurorshe'dmetwithbefore...Harrydidn'twantawitnessaroundtoseewhathappened.
Thewitchnoddedatherwizardcompanion."IamwiththeOfficeofLegalAffairs,Mr.Potter.Ispecializeinhandlingtheprocessesrelatingtowills."
"TheProfessorsaidthatProfessorDumbledoreleftsomethingforme?"
"Yes,quiteright."Thewizardbegandigginginhispockets,ofwhichhepossessedmany,toomany."Hmm,hereiswhatthelanguageofhistestament,datedMay1991,said.'ToHarryPotter,asoon-to-bestudentatHogwartswhohasdoneimportantthingsforourworld,notleastprovideastiffmeasureofhopeduringthedarkesttimesinourhistory,Ileaveastartercollectionofbooksalongwithafirstbookshelf.He'stohavethethreeshelfunitpaintedinblackthatIkeepneartheentrancetomyprivatequartersatHogwartsinadditiontomyhand-annotatededitionsofInsightsintoTransfiguration,TheFieldGuidetoAlchemicalResearch,andUncommonMagicsforUncommonWizards.'"
Abookshelfandthreebooks.Harrywasbeyondconfused.ThissoundedlikesomethingDumbledoreshouldhaveleftforHermione.Buthim...hewasn'tknowntobemuchofareader,althoughthathadchangedinhisprivatehourssincethebeginningoftheyear.
"Alright,"Harrysaid."IftheProfessorwantedmetohaveasmalllibrary,Iwillaccept."
"Onemoment,"thewitchsaid.
Harrylookedather.Hadshenotbeenwearingrobes,Harrywouldn'thavebeenabletoguessthatshewasawitch.Shelookedlikeanyoneatall.Nocrazyhair,nopinchedface.IfHarrydidn'tknowbetter,he'dguesssheusedsomesortofMugglecosmeticsonherface.
"Thereisanotheroption,"thewitchsaid.
"Oh?"
"Youcancertainlykeept