LoveSucksWhyMe!byValiceCullen

BellaSwanwashappyuntilherboyfriendJacobdumpedherforTanya.ShegoesintodepressionuntilAlice'scousinsarrivefromAlaska.Eventhoughshedoesn'trealizeitshe'sfallingforEdward.Whatwillshedoaccepttheloveordenyit?Rated:FictionT-English-Drama/Romance-Bella,Edward-Chapters:31-Words:51,681-Reviews:267-Favs:166-Follows:91-Updated:6/30/2010-Published:9/30/2009-Status:Complete-id:5412160URL:https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5412160

TableofContents

TableofContents

1.McCarthyandMasen

2.everythingscreamsplayer

3.Pretend

4.FreshStart

5.Realization

6.lovecomebacktome

7.Shesee'sthelight

8.Yestheyaren'tTaken

9.1to0

10.Confessions

11.Question's

12.Feelings

13.Wicked

14.It'stimefortheTruthfinally

15.Attack!

16.Foundinabadsituation

17.Thefightbegins

18.EmmettandJasperplanrevenge

19.ShockingDay

20.StinkySocks

21.ScratchthatyouaresoDead

22.HideandSeek

23.Magic

24.Unexpected

25.HeLiedToME

26.NoWay

27.Edwardhastoseethis

28.Ohno

29.WeLostHer

30.Iwasntthinkingright!

31.LoveSucksWhyMe

McCarthyandMasen

LoveSucksWhyMe!

DISCLAIMER:Idon'townanyTwilightcharactersthiswascreatedbytheawesomeStephanieMeyer.Ijustcreatedthisstorywithhercharacters.IDon'ttakeanycredit.

Summary:BellaSwanlifewasthebestthenJacobdumpedhershewasinadepressionuntilAlice'scousinsarrivefromAlaskaeventhoughshedoesn'trealizeitshe'sfallingforEdwardwhatwillshedo.Accepttheloveordenyit.WeallknowBellaisstubborn.

THISISMYFIRSTFANFICPLEASEBENICEANDREVIEW.

BellaPOV:

"Bella!Getoutofthatroomnowyoucan'tstaythereforever."Whatdidshemean?IfIsetagoalIcouldreachitbesidesgettingabetterfashionsenseobviously...

"Alice,leavemealone,IwanttimealonebesidesyouknowIcanstayhereforever,soleavemealone!"Ha,let'sseewhatshedoesnow!Shewon'twantmetostayhereforeversothatpixiemightjustleave.

"BellaopenthisdoorthisinstantyouhavebeeninthereforeverpleasegetoutnoworgetoveritIswearifyoudon'tcomeoutIamgoingtoknockthisdoordown!"

Isighed,"FineAlice."Iopenedthedoorthensuddenlythepixieraninfullforceandgavemeahugthatknockedmybreathaway.Shelookedatmefullforcewithhergreeneyes.Shewasgivingmeahappysmilebutitdidn'treachhereyes.

"LookBellaIknowyoursufferingbecausethatstupidJacobleftyouforthatwhorenamedTanyabutyoucan'tlethimseehowmuchthateffect'syou."Ihadn'theardthatnameinawhileitjustsendapunchinmystomach."Bella,listenIknowyoulovehimbutgetoveritheleftabeautifulsmartgirlforawhorelikeTanyahewentthatlow,ImeanhecheatedonyouBellahedoesn'tdeserveyourtears."IamnotbeautifulIthoughttomyself.

"AliceyouknowIamnotbeautifulhowmanytimesdoIhavetotellyouthat."

Alicelookedmadnow,nonotmadbutlivid,"Bellawhatdoyoumeanlookatyourself."

Sheturnedmearoundtoseemyselfinthemirror,IlookedatmyselfandallIseenwereboringbrowneyes,palereflection,andbrownhair,averageheight.ButAlicehadstunninggreeneyes,blackspikyhair,andanangelicbeautifulfaceunlikemeIwasjustplainboring.

NowonderJacobleftmeforTanyashehadcurves,strawberryblondhair,andthemoststunningblueeyes,shegavehimwhatIwouldn'tgivehim.ShewaseverythingIwasn't.

"Bellalookatmeyourbeautiful,sometimesI'mevenjealousofyou.Yourtallerthanmeyoudon'twearmakeupandyourstillverypretty.YouhavenicebrowneyesBellayourbeautifuldon'teverdoubtit."Idon'tknowbutthat'swhatAlicethink's...IthinkI'mplain.

"BellawearestartingoursenioryearintwodaysweneedtogoshoppingandgiveyouamakeovertoshowthatLosernamedJacobwhathelost."Alicesaid.

"AliceyouknowIhateshoppingandplusIdon'twantamakeover."Iwhined.

"Bellamakeoversaresomethingeverywomenneedssoyoubettercomewithmenowplease."Shebegged.IContinuedsayingnountilshegavemeherpuppyeyes.SheknewIcouldn'tresisthowwasthatfair.

"Finelet'sgo."Ianswered.Shetuggedmyarmandpulledmedownstairs.CharliewaseatinginthekitchenthenAlicedancedtowardhim.

"UmCharlieBellssaidyesIwillbringherbacktomorrow."CharliewasstartingtospeakwhenIinterrupted.

"What!IthoughtwewerejustgoingshoppingnothavingasleepoverattheMallAlice!"

Alicelaugheditsoundedlikebells.

"SillyBella,wellyouseemytwocousinsjustarrivedherefromAlaskaandtheyaregoingtoliveherepermanentlyandtheywantedtomeetyousoya."OhIunderstoodthen.ComingherewasanewexperienceespeciallysincewelivedinrainyForks.MymomdivorcedmydadandmovedtoArizonawhenIwasthreebutwhenIwastenandmymomgotremarriedIdecidedtomovebackheretokeepCharliesomecompany.WhenIarrivedhereIwasallalone.ThatwaswhenAlicecametowardmeandtalkedtome.Eversincethenwebecamethebestestfriends.

ButwhathadmeunsettledwasthatwhenAlicetalkedabouthercousinsshehad

somesortglintofmischiefinhereyes.ThatpixiewasplanningsomethingIknewthatlook.

"WellbyeCharlieIcan'tkeepmycousinswaiting!"IjustwavedatCharliewhenshepulledmeintohercar.

AssoonaswereachedthecarIquicklyputmyseatbeltbecauseIdidn'twanttobeunpreparedwhenthecarwason.Alicewasamaniacwhenshedrove.

"BellaIknowyoudidn'tfeellikeshoppingsobeforeIpickedyouupIchosetheclothes."Yay,IinternallyscreamednowIdon'tneedtogoshopping."ButIamstillgivingyouamakeover."YaIknewit!Thisdreamwastoogoodtobetrue.WearrivedattheCullenmansionwhenshesuddenlytuckedmyarmandpulledmeupstairstoherroom.

"Alicewhyarewerunning?"Shedidn'tanswerwereachedherroomandshelockedit.AliceturnedaroundandIseenthatlookagain.

"WellBellaIneedtogiveyouamakeoverbeforemydearcousinsarrive."Shereplied.

"AliceIthoughtyousaidtheyhadarrived."Istated.

"WellIkindofliedtheyareontheirway."Thispixiewashidingsomething.Alicesatmedowninherchairandstartedfixingandpullingmyhair.Why,whymeIhatemakeoverstheyarehorriblehowcouldanygirllikethat.Shetakesforeveranditissoboring.

Afteraboutanhourshesentmetothebathroomtochange.AsIwalkedinInoticedaverynicedressitwaslikeapeachcolor.ItrieditonandIlovedit.Thedresshaslongsleevesthatpuffedaroundmywristsandthedressendedataboutmythigh.Ididn'tlikethatbutthedressmatchedwithmypalereflection.Myhairhadloosecurlsthatframedmyface,myeyeslookedbigger,andmylipswereasoftpinkthatlookedsoft.Iactuallylookedstunning.ButwhydidAlicegothroughsomuchwork.IdecidedtoputontheheelsAlicegavemebecauseIwouldn'twinanargumentagainsther.Isteadiedmyselfandlookedatmyselfonemoretime.Iwasactuallyprettyforonce.IgotoutofthebathroomtoAlicehadalsochangedintoanicedress.

Itwasblackwithlongsleevesthatwentabelowherthighs.Herspikeswerenowstraightshelookedverybeautiful,sheputmetoshame.

"Bellayou'restunningyouknowthatright."Ididn'tknowwhattosaysoImumbledathanks.ThenthebellrangandAlicepulledmealongaswerandownstairs.Well...I

stumbleddownstairs.

Aliceopenedthedoortoshowherparents.Alice'smotherEsméwalkedinfirst.Shemadeherwaytometoembraceme.ThatwassomethingItrulyneededafterbreakingupwithJacob.

"Hihoney,Ihaven'tseenyouinalongtimeIthoughtyouforgotaboutus."Shesaidsadly.

"HowcanIforgetyouguys,you'remyfamily,howcanIforgetyoumom.Ijustwentthroughabadbreak-up."EsméloveditwhenIcalledhermom.EversinceIcamehereEsme'sbeenthereformewhenCharliewasn'tabletoo.Itrulylovedherlikemymom.

Esmégasped,"HoneyIdidn'tknowI'msosorryIwasn'tthereforyou."IheldbackthetearsthatwantedtocomeoutandIgaveheraweaksmileinstead.

"It'sokaymomhewasajerk."Iwhispered.Sheheldmetighteruntilmyfavoritedoctorcamein.HealwayshelpedmeoutwhenItrippedandforthatIwasgratefulwiththisbeautifulcouple.

"HeyBellaIhaven'tseenyouinawhilewhat'sbeenofyouandJacob?"Iinstantlyfeltlonelyandbetrayedthattearswantedtocomeout,didIhavetoanswer.IlookedatEsméwithapanickedlook,shegavemeanunderstandinglookandshescowledatCarlisle.

"Honeyyouknowbetterthanthat!"Sheexclaimed.Carlislelookedconfused.

"What?"Heasked.

"Bellawentthroughabadtimesobeconsideratesopleaseit'snottimeforthosetypeofquestions."Heseemedtounderstandhegavemeawarmsmileandapologized.

"SorryBella."IgavehimanodandIwalkedtothefrontporchtowaitforAlice.

IheardlaughingandscreamingbutespeciallyfromAlice.ItwasdarksoIcouldn'tseeanything.OutinthedarknessImadeAlice'ssmallfigurenexttoabigfigure.

Theywerewalkingmywaythenasthefrontlight'shitthemIcouldseetherefaces.Alicewaswalkingwithaguy.Hewasmuscular,withcurlyhair.AshecamecloserIcouldactuallyseehisfaceforthefirsttime.Hehadgreeneyeswithdimples.HelookeduptoseemeandheaskedAlicesomethingIthinkitwassomethinglike,"Is

thatBella?"ButIwasn'tsure.Alicelookedmywayandshenoddedherhead.Hemadehiswaytowardmetogivemeabearhug.

"HiBells!"Hesaidexcitedly.HewastakingmyairawayIcouldn'tbreathebutIdidn'twanttoberude.Hewashuggingmelikeheknewmeagesago,whichwasscaryconsideringhewasbig.

"Emmett,lethergo."Iheardabeautifulmusicalvoice.Itwasvelvetandstrongwithconfidence.Emmettinstantlyletmegoandheapologized.

"Sorry,Ialwaysseemtogetcarriedaway."IgavehimmysignaturesmileandIoutstretchedmyhand.

"I'mIsabellanicetomeetyoubut,IwouldpreferifyoucalledmeBella."Hetookouthishandandshookmines.

"Well,BellaIknowImighthavescaredyoubutI'mEmmett,EmmettMcCarthy."HegavemeadazzlingsmilethatwouldhavemademeswoonbutmyfeelingswereoutofcontrolnowsoIjustnoddedandturnedaroundtoseewerethebeautifulvoicecamefrom.

AsIfoundthepersonIwaslookingforIstunnedtoseeaGreekGodstaringbackatme.Hehadtousledbronzehairandverybeautifulgreeneyestheydidn'tevencomparetoAlice's,Emmett's,orevenCarlisle'seyes.Hisweredifferenttheyhadsomuchmore.Hewastallslightlymuscular,buthisfacewasjustsoglorioushecouldputanyactortoshame.Hehadastrongjawlinewithhighcheekbones,helookedsohandsome.

What!Handsome!Wheredidthatcomefrom.Jacobjustdumpedyou.Bellajustdon'tthink.Shut-up!

HewaslookingatmewithsomuchintensityitwaslikethewayEsmélookedatCarlisle.Butthatcan'tbeImustbeimaginingthings.

IlookedawayfromtheintensityofhisstaretoseeAlicestaringatmewithafrown.WhatdidIdowrong?

"Well,BellayoujustmetmycousinEmmettandoverthereisEdward."ShepointedattheadonisandIcouldn'thelpbutstareagain.

Edwardwalkedforwardtomeandheoutstretchedhishand.

"Well,Bellait'sapleasuretomeetyou."Ialsooutstretchedmyhandtoshakehisbut

hetookmyhandtohislipsandhekissedit.TosayIwasshockednobodydoesthatanymore.

"LikewiseEdward."Iresponded.IwassureIwasblushingdifferentshadesofredwasanunderstatement.Hewasstillholdingmyhandinhis.Isuddenlyfeltanelectriccurrentflowthroughme.IinstantlyletgoandImumbledasorry.IlookeduptoseehimsmilingatmeIcouldn'thelpbutgrinback.Inthatsecondhissmileturnedwider.Ijustblushedpinkagainandlookedattheground.

Nobodywasspeakingsotheawkwardnessgrew.IlookeduptoseeAlicestaringatEdwardandIbackandforth.What'swithhertoday.ImadeeyecontactwithherandIsignaledhertosaysomething.Ididn'twanttobethefirstonetospeak.

"Well,"Alicebegan,"weshouldgoeatBellaandIdidn'tdressupfornoreason."IlookedatEdwardtoonlycatchhimstaringatmeagain.HeseemedtobestaringatmyoutfitandIinstantlybecameselfconscienceofwhatIwaswearing.IjustwalkednexttoAliceandIstoodbehindher.IknewitwasfoolishbutIfelttheneedto.IlookedtoseeEdwardfrowningatthesky.What'swithhimandAlice?

"Iwanttacos."Emmettsaidenthusiastically.

Alicefrowned,"NoEmmettnotacos,we'regoingtoarestaurantinPortAngeles.Lasttimewewentfortacosyoupukedalloverme.AndIdonotwantthattohappenagain!"Alicestated.

IjustlookedatAlice'scarIdidn'twanttolookatEdwardbutIfelthiseyesstaringatme.ButIcouldn'thelpit.Ilookedoutofthecornerofmyeyetoseehimstaringatmewithsomuchintensityitscaredmethistime.What'swithhimandthestaring.

"So'laBellaitalians'itis.Let'sgoeatbecauseI'mstarving."Alicesaid.

Emmett'sboominglaughterbroughtmeoutofmystance.

"Well,pixieIOfficiallyloveyoubecausetheysellTacosIboughtthemonmywayhere!"Emmettsaidexcitedly.IlookedtoseeAlicefuming.

Well,allsheneedsnowisherwandandherwingstoturnEmmettintoafrog.

IKNOWIDIDN'TMAKEEDWARDJUSTICEBUTPLEASEREVIEWIT'SMYFIRSTFANFICTIONSTORY.PLEASEREVIEWIWILLMAKEMYDAY.THANKSLOVEYOUALL.

everythingscreamsplayer

LoveSucksWhyMe!

Iknowpeoplehaveputmystoryintheirfavoritesbutcanyoupleasereview.Thankyouforreadingmystory.

Disclaimer:Idon'townTwilightStephanieMeyerdoes.

Clarification:EdwardandEmmettareTheMasen'sbutEmmettkepthisotherlastnametoo.EdwardhadMasenalreadysotherewasn'tanychanges.TheyareAlice'scousinstheyarebothseniorsbecausetheywereadoptedbyEdwardandElizabethMasen.AliceandBellaareseniors.RosalieandJasperwillcomeaheadinthestory.Thankyouforreading.

ThisisdedicatedtoAnissabel.ToldyanisaorBella215

BellaPOV(forthoseconfused)

EveryoneincludingmyselfmadetheirwaytowardAlice'scar.WewerewalkingtowardAlice'scarwhenIstumbledandtrippedonmyheels.IwasgettingreadyfortheimpactIknewthiswouldn'tbelasttimeIwouldmeetthegroundonceagain.AsIprayingthatIwouldn'tgethurtbadlyIfeltarmsaroundmywaistIfelttheelectrifyingshock,Iwantedtostayinthosearms.

IopenedmyeyestoseewhomysaviorwasandtherewastheGreekgodgrinningatme.Ijustblushedasalways,whydoIalwaysneedtoblushstupidblush.

"Bellaareyouokaybecauseyoulookoutofit?"Heasked.HewaswavinghishandinfrontofmyfacebutallIcoulddowasstare.

ThenIheardgigglingIturnedaroundtoonlyspotAlicelaughingatme.Hereyeshadthesamelookshelookedhappy.Iwonderwhatthatlookwas.ThenIrealizedhewasstillholdingmeandIblushedbrightred.HeletgoandjuststaredatmewhichwasweirdunlikeEmmettandAlicewhowerejustlaughingatme.ugh!

"Getoverherepixiewhatareyoulaughingat?!"Iexclaimed.ThismadeEmmetthowlinlaughterIjustblushedandstartedwalkingtowardthecar.

"HeyBellaIcallshotgun!"Emmettrepliedbeforeireachedthecar.Thatsucks,Ijuststoodnexttothecarandwaitedforeveryonetoreachthecar.AliceandEmmettclimbedinthefrontwhichonlymeantIhadtogointhebackwithEdward.Igotin

andsodidEdward.IrealizedthethedistancebetweenuswasveryclosewhichsortofgotmeuncomfortablebutIalsofelttheelectricitybetweenusgetsronger.Whywouldn'titgoaway.

"EveryonereadyforPortAngeles?"Aliceasked.ImumbledayeswhileEmmettboomedaloudyes.AlicestarteddrivingandIjustheldontheseat.Aliceiscrazy!

AfterawhileofquietnessEdwardnudgedmyribs.Itwasn'thardbutIhateitwheneversomeonedoesthat.Iturnedaroundtolookathimwithapissedoffexpression.Hissmileturnedintoastraightline.

"YesEdward."Irepliedicily.Iwasneverrude,whatwasupwithme.

"Bella,Iknowit'stoosoonbutarethereanybeautifulgirlslikeyou?"Heasked.HehadaninnocentlookthatAlmostmadememelt.IlookedtoseeAlicefrown.

"Well,umIdon'tknowyoushoulddecideonceyougetthere."Irepliedwiththesamevoice.HowwasIexpectedtobenicewhenhewasaskingthosetypeofquestions.Ithoughtthattheinterrogationwouldendbutitdidn't.

"Ohyouaren'ttheoneofcompliments,aren'tIright?"Heaskedwithagrin.Ijustblushedandlookedatthehemofmydress.Howdidheknowthat.Hedoesn'tevenknowme.

"Howdoyouknowthat?"Iasked.

"Iamveryobservantwentitcomestoaverygorgeousgirllikeyou."Herepliedquickly.Thisguyistryingtohitonmeafterjustmeetingmethirtyminutesago.What'swrongwithhim.

"Edward,canyoupleasestop."IrespondedwithasmuchvenomasIcouldputinmyvoice.

"Why?Idon'twantto."Hesaid.

"Because."

"Because,isn'tananswer."Hetaunted

"Because,Isaidso."IsaidwithasmuchforceasIcould.

Bella,Idon'tthinkthat-"Hewasinterruptedbynon-otherthanAlice.Iwouldhavetothankherlater.

AliceturnedaroundandsmileddevilishlyshelookedatmethenEdwardatthatmomentIwasscared.

"EdwardifyoulikeBellanowoneisascloseasherbeautysodon'tyoudaregetclosetoher."OkaywhatdoesshemeannowIamtotallyconfused.

EdwardlookedatmethenAliceandsmirked,"butwhatifshewantstobenearmeAlicewhatwillIdoaboutit."NowIwasevenmoreconfused.

Alicelookedmadlikeshewasabouttoexplode,"Listencousindon'tyoudaredothatshe'smybestfriendshe'sbeenhurtthatwaybeforesoyoudon'thaveachanceeitherwaysobackoff!!"

EdwardlookedsurprisedsoIunderstoodnowEdwardwasaplayer.AlicewasrightIwouldnevergoforhim.IwasdamagedonceandIwouldn'tfallforhishandsomeness,hisbeautifulfeatures,hissofthair,hisdeepgreeneyes.OHcrapIdiditagain,noIcan'tfallforhimagainoranyonelikehimever.

Edwardlookedshockedhewasjuststaringatmewithsomuchadorationandkindness.

Thatcouldn'tbeIhateitwhentheypityme.I'vehadenoughofthatalready.

"EdwardIdon'twantyourpityandAliceisrightyou'reaplayerandIwouldnevergoforyou."Isaid.

Thelookinhiseyesdisappearedtoonlybereplacedwithanger.Hesmirkedatmebutitdidn'treachhiseyes.Heactuallylookedmad,"areyousureaboutthathowmuchdoyouwanttobet.Iwouldlovetoseethefaceofyourex'sface."ohhewantedtobethatwaythegamewason.

"Howaboutyouloseandyouleavemealone."Iproposed.

"SoIwinIgettokeepyou."What'swithhimIjustsaidIwouldnevergoorfallforhim.Istretchedoutmyhandtomakeadealwhenhesuddenlypulledmetowardhim.IwasfacetofacewithhimhiseyeshypnotizedmeandhisfacemesmerizedmeIwantedtoholdhim.WhatBellasnapoutofit.HewasstaringatmylipsandIfelthisbreathagainstmyface.Hesmelledsogood.

"Whydon'twesealourdealthisway."Heproposed.HisbreathehitmyfaceandIsimplycouldn'tthink.

HewasabouttokissmewhenIpulledawayintimeandslappedhimacrossthe

face.HeturnedredandIsmirkedthistime.Heissuchajerk.

"WhodoyouthinkIamoneofyourwhores!"Iexclaimed

"Maybe."Hereplied.Helookedshockedandconfused.Guessitwasthefirsttimehiseverbeenrejected.

"MasenlistentomecloselysopaycloseattentionIdon'twanttorepeatmyself.IwillnotfallforyouOkaysoyoujustlostanddon'tevertrythatstuntagain!"Isaidwithsomuchconfidence.Wherediditcomefrom?

"WhatifIdon'twantto."Hesaid.

"Thengotohell!"

IwasstaringatEdwardnowwithasmuchhateasIcouldforce.Hetrulypissedmeoff.Edward'seyesjustdancedwithmischiefandthatgotmeevenmorefurious.

"Youknowthatmakesmewantyoumoreright?"Hegrinned.

"Jerk!"Ireplied

"Bellayouaregettingsotempting."Heresponded.HewaslookingatmewithalookIcouldn'tcomprehendbecauseI'veneverseenitbefore.

"Guysstopflirtingalready,it'sgettinggross."Emmettwhined.

IblushedredandlookedatEmmett,"Emmettthatwasnotflirting!"Isaid.

"ya,sure."Heshruggeditoffandputthevolumeinthecarlouder.

IlookeduptoseeAlicegrinning.Ijustlookedoutthewindowtoseethetree'sbehindusasAlicedrovefullspeed.Ididn'tlookatEdwardanymorebutIfelthimgetclosertome.Icouldfeelhisarmtouchingmines.Ididn'twanttosayanythingbecauseEmmettwouldcomplainagainaboutmeflirtingwhenIwasn't.

Finallywearrivedattherestaurantandwhenweallgotoff.Ilookedattherestaurant.Icouldseepeoplelaughingandhavingfunthroughthewindows.ThatwaswhenIseenhimagain...

Whodoyouthinkitis?Iwilltakeguesses.WellIwouldliketothankeveryonethathasreviewd.Thankyouandpleaseremembertoreview.

~vanessa~

Pretend

LoveSucksWhyMe!

BellaPOV

IfeltmyheartshatterinamillionpeicesasIcaughtsightofJacobandTanyakissing.Ijuststoodtheredumbfolded.IfeltlikeIcouldn'tbreathe,Ijustwantedtoscreamandshout.Ifeltsolonely,betrayed,stupid,anduglyforevenbelieveinghelovedmeandbelieveingIwasactuallygoodenoughforhim.

WhenIwasactaullynothingcomparedtoTanya.Whycouldn'tIbejustlikeher,beautiful.

Ifeltmylegsshakeassob'swantedtoeruptthroughmychest.Iwantedtoleavetogetawayfromeverything.Ijustsimplywantedtostayinroomandwatchtimepassby.IturnedaroundfromthesightofthemandIstartedwalkingbacktocar.Itriedtokeepablankexpressionbutitjusthurtsomuchtoseethemtogether.Whycouldn'tIjustbestrong.Ifelttearsrundownmycheek'swithoutevengivingthempermissiontodoso.

"Bella,what'swrongareyoualright?"Alicefranticalyaskedassherantowardme.IlookeduptoseeEdwardwithananxiousexpressionbuthealsolookeddesperatelikehewanedtohelpmebuthedidn'tknowhow.

"Alicepleasetakemeawayfromhere.Ijustdon'twanttobehere."Irepliedasthesob'sescapedmychest.IfeltanotherpairofarmshugmeasAliceletgoofmewithconfusedface.

"Bella,butwhyareyoucrying?"Sheasked.

Ididn'tevenwanttomentionhisnameitbroughtpainandnumbnessinsideofme.

"It'shimAlice,his-here."IfeltthearmsaroundmeholdmetighterandIfeltcomforted.

"who'shereBella?"Aliceasked.

"Jacob."IstutteredhisnamesinceIcouldbarleyspeakasIcried.

MyvisionwasblurringbutIcouldseeAlice'sexpressionchange.ShewastheonlyonethatunderstoodhowmuchpainIwasfeelingrightnow.

"Alicelet'sgoplease!"Iwhimpered.

"Edward,takehertothecarplease."Washeronlyresponse.Ifelthimcarrymewithoutanyhesitation.

WhenwereachedthecarEdwardopenedthedoorIhavenoideahowandthenheputmeinthepassengersseat.Heclosedthedoorandthenhewenttothedriversseat.Iwascryingfreelynow.Thetearswererunning,IfeltmyheadthrobinpainbecauseIdidn'tstopcrying.IslowelyputmykneesuptheseatandIwoundmyarmsaroundmylegs.

IfeltEdward'sarmshugmetowardhimagainandIallowedhimbecauseIneededthecomfort.

"Bella,everythingisalright."hewhispered.Hisbreathefannedacrossmyfaceandhisscentinstantlycalmedmedown.

"Thankyou."Iwhisperedback.

"Bella,isJacobtheguythatleftyou?"Heasked.Ifeltthesob'srisingupagainIjustnoddedmyheadandIheldontohimetighter.

"Bella,I'msorrybutyoushouldn'tcryforhim.Heleftsomethingthatwasworthsomuch.Hehadyourlove,yourdevotion,everythinganymanwouldwant,buthejustthrewitaway."Edwardsaid.Alicealwaystoldmethesamethings.Theywerebothright.

Wedidn'tsayanything.IhadalreadystoppedcryingIwasjustrelaxedasheheldmeclose.Icouldn'tbelieveafterwhathedidandIrespondedtohim,hewascomfortingme.AfewminutespassedwhenIsuddenlyfeltagushofcoldwindhitmeIturnedthecrookofmynecktoseeAlicesmilingdownatus.

"Bella,I'vedecidedonsomething.WearegoingintothatrestaurantandIhaveanidea."shehadthattwinkleinhereyes.

"Edward,EmmettwouldyouliketohelpBellahere."EdwardandEmmettturnedaroundtolookateachothertheybothnoddedandlookedmywayagain.

"WellEmmettyouarenotgoingtobeathimupIknowyouwantedtodothat."Alicegrinned.

Emmettjustgaspedandtriedtomakeinnocenteyesbuthecouldn'tfoolme,hecouldn'tfoolanyone.

"WhatnoIneverwantedtoohithim."Yarightitwasobvious.ThenAliceinterruptedmythoughts.

"VerywellthenBellaifyouwanttodemonstrateJacobBlackthatyoudon'tneedhimanymoreIwantyoutodosomething."OkshelookedhappyaboutsomethingbutInodded.

"IneedyouBellatopretendtobeEddiesgirlfrienddoyouaccept."

"What!"Iscreeched.ITurnedaroundtoseeEdward'sreactionbuthewasjustgrinningatme.EdwardbeatmeandrespondedtoAlice'squestion.

"YesIacceptAliceIwillpretendtobeBella'sboyfriendIwouldlovetoo."

"WhatdomeanyouwouldlovetoAliceIsn'tthereanotherway!"Alicejustshookherhead.

"FineAliceyouwin."

Alicesmiledandsaid,"let'sgolet'snotkeepthepartywaiting."SheskippedandstartedwalkingwithEmmettwhileIwasstuckwithEdward.StupidJerk.

"AlicewaitdoIlookokay,Ijustcried."Iasked.

"YoulookbeautifulBella."Edwardsaidcalmly.

"ShutupIwasn'taskingyouIwasaskingAlice."Irepliedsternly.

"Whateveritwasjustacomplement."Hewhispered.

"NoBellayoulookfine."Aliceshoutedfromacrossthelot.

"Willgivemeyourhandwearesupposedtopretendsolet'sgo."HewasunbelievablebutthiswasformesoIputmyhandinhis.Hejustgrinnedandsqueezedmyhand.Itfeltcomfortingsomehow.

WewalkedinandAliceandEmmettwerealreadyseatedatatablebutitwasacrossJacob's.Why,whyme.EdwardledthewayhelethishandgoandputitaroundmywaistIfeltthesameelectrifyingshock.Aswesatdownhedidn'tremovehisarmfrommywaistandIdidn'twanthimtoletgoconsideringthiswasfakeIleanedagainsthischestAlicewasgrinningatmenowIjustmoanedEdwardlookedatmeandsmiled.ThewaitresscameandIheardhergaspsheseenEdwardthenEmmett.Icouldtellshefellforthem.ShelookedatmebutsheseenmewithEdwardso,IguessshewouldgoforEmmett.Iwouldenjoytheshow.Shethenpresentedherself,

"HimynameisDestiniandIwillbeyourservertonightherearethemenusandaskmeifyouneedanythingshewinkedatEdwardandleft.Thatmademegagshewasn'teventhatpretty,shehadpuffyblackhairshewasabout3inchestallerthanAlicebutherfacewasfullofmakeup.IwassuddenlygladIhadAlice.Edwardsmirkedthistimeandsaid,"jealousmuch."HahethoughtIwasjealousyaright.

"Jealousofherneverdon'tthinktohighlyofyourself."HegrinnedatmeIjustlookedawayandfelttheblushriseup.SoIjustburiedmyselfintheMenu.AsIwastryingtoconcentrateonthewordsIheardthevoiceIdidn'twanttoher.

"Bellagladyouseeyouherehowareyoudoing."Islowlyputthemenudownandmyheartstartedtospeeduphelookedatperfectaseverwithhisshorthair,hismuscularbody,hissmile,andhisbrowneyes.ButwhenIseenhiseyeshelookedmadandfuriousIwonderwhy.IfeltEdward'shandaroundmywaisttightenandIfelthimpullmetowardhim.IjustlookedatJacobandblushed.IwasabouttosaysomethingbutEdwardinterruptedme.

"YoumustbeJacobthestupidjerkBellahates,hiIamEdwardMasenBella'snewBoyfriend."HeextendedhishandbutJacobdidn'tmakeanymovetoshakeit.Jacoblookedmadandresponded,"sonewboyfriendyougotovermesofast."

Whatdoeshehavetosayifhecheatedonme.

"Wellwhataboutyouwhocheatedonmeduringourrelationshipyoursuchajerk,EdwardIsamilliontimesbetterthanyou."MaybeIwaslyingbutstill.JacobwasabouttosaysomethingwhenEdwardinterrupted.

"Idon'twantyoutoinsultmygirlfriendshedeservesrespectandyoubetterstayawayfromheroryouwon'tknowwhathityourightEmmett."IturnedaroundtoseeEmmetthappyandgrinning.IcaughtaglimpseofAlicebutshewasgrinningandtryingtoholdsomethingInewthatpixie.IlookedbacktoEdwardandJacobIhavetosayEdwardisgoodactorhelookedveryupset.

JacobstartedtowalkawaywithTanyaandIfeltmyheartshatterintopieces.

Edwardleaneddownandaskedmetogooutwithhimoutsidetotalktomeinprivate.Ididn'tknowwhattosaysoInoddedandfollowedbehind...

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AsIwalkedtowardthebalconyIcouldn'thelpbutthinkofeverthingthathappenedinsuchshortamountoftime.IneverthoughtsomeonelikeJacob,whodidsomuchtoprovehisloveformejustthrewitaway.HelefthisfriendsformebutthenhecheatedonmewithTanya?Ididn'tcareaboutthatrightnow,allIcaredaboutwasprovinghimwrong.IknowitwaswrongtoactlikethisbutIhadtoforgetorsomehowcoverupthewholehehadbuiltwithinmychest.Whichonlycontainedsadnessandlonliness.

Ilookedaroundmetoseethatweweresurroundedbymillionsoftwinklinglights.Thelightsseemedtoblendinwiththestarsinthehorizonandturnintoone.

EdwardsatintheonlytableinthecenteroflightsandIsatdownintheoppositeside.

Hewaslookingupattheskyhelookedthoughtfulandbemusedatthesametime.WhilehewasstaringupIwasstaringathim.Ididn'twanttoooglehimbutIjustcouldn'thelpmyself.

HeclearedhisthroattryingtogetmyattentionIlookedupagainandhejustsmiled.Itwasn'tlikehiscockysmilesthatgotonmynervesassoonasIlearnedhewasajerk.Thissmilehadsomuchmeaningintoit,thatIjustwantedtostaywithEdwardfortherestofthenightandjusttalk.

"Bella,IjustwantedtoaskifweweregoingtodothisatschoolbecauseIwouldimaginesomeonelikeJacobBlackgoestoForksHigh."

Ihadthoughtaboutitabit.

"EdwardIunderstandifyoudon'twanttopretendbutI'vebeenthinkingaboutit.Idon'twantjacobinmylifebutIclearlycan'tletgo-"

"Bella,IalsounderstandandifyouneedmyhelpI'mhereforyou,"hewhisperedashelookeddirectlytomyeyes."Ohandalsoitcanhelpmewinourlittlebet."Hesmirked.

"Edwardyouokay,youseemtohaveasmilingdisorderit'sstartedtoruinyour'prefect'image."Igrinned.

"Whatever."Heglared.

"Oohscary."Itaunted.

"Swan,whenyoufallformeyouwillbegmetoevenlookatyou,soenjoyitwhileyoucan."Hestartedsmirkingagainanditjustirritatedmewhenhedidthat.

"Edward,youknowyourthebiggestjerkI'veevermet."Irepliedthroughmygrittedteeth,tokeepmefromscreaming.

"Ouch."Hewincedsarcasticalyasheputhishandacrosshisheart,"thatcutdeep."

"Masen,justshutup.Idon'twanttoholdontoJacoblikethat,butrightnowallIcanthinkaboutisaboutprovinghimwrong.Iwouldlikeyourhelpwhenyournotactinglikeanignorrantbastardbutitwouldbeeasierifyoujustsaidno."Irepliedangrily.TruthwasIneededEdward'shelptoproveJacobwrongandEdwardseemednicewhenhiscockinesswasn'ttakingoverhim.

"andalso,"Icontinued,"IaminlovewithJacobandIwillnotfallforyou."IstatedsternlyasIcrossedmyarmsacrossmychest.

IthinkIheardhimmumble,"We'llseeaboutthat."

"Whatdidyousay."Iasked.

"Nothing,Isaidyoudon'tknowthat."Hesaidashelookedupatthesky.

"Edwardyoudon'tknowwhatthemeaningofloveis,someonelikeyoudoesn'tlove."Helookedhurtandangryatthesametimebuttheonethatovercametheotheremotionwasfrustrationandanger.

"Bella,"Hestartedoffsayingslowly,"youdon'tknowanythingaboutme,youdon'tknowwhatI'vebeenthrough."Hehesitatedwetherheshouldcontinueornotasheranhishandthroughhisbronzehair.

"SoBelladon'tjudgebeforeyouevenknow,andbesideswhat'sthewholepointofthisifyoualreadyhateme."Hisgreenorbsdidn'tmatchwithhisface.Hisface

projectedtheangernessbuthiseyesshowedmeotherwisehewassomehowhurtbymywordsmorethanIthoughttheywould.

"It'stoshowhimthatIdon'tneedhim."Imumbled.Well,thatwasapatheticexcuse.

IwasalreadyimaginingEdwardlaughingatmebuthiswordssurprisedme.

"ThenBellaIcanhelp."Hisvoicerangoutfullofsincerity.Hisfacehadthesamething,sincerity.

"EdwardIjustdon'tknow,youraplayerallyouwanttoisgetinmypantsandlaughatme."Isaid.WhydidIcareIwasinlovewithJacob.SowhydidIworryaboutgettinghurt.

"BellaI'mnotlikethateverythinghasareason."Heexclaimed.

"Edward,youdon'thavetogivemeanexplanation.Iunderstandthatsomeonelikeyoucan'tlove."IrepliedasIstaredathiseyes.

Helookedmadbuthedidn'tsayanything.Hesuddenlyreachedoutformyhandthatwereontopofthetableandheldtheminhis.Thewarmthshotthroughmywholebodyinstantly.

"BellaI-"hebegan,"wellIdon'twanttobewhoIusedtobe.IknowIwasamonstorbutI'mhereandIwanttostartoverastheEdwardthatmyfamilyloved.Idon'tknowifyoucanunderstandthisbutIamtiredoftheoldme."Hesaidashelookeddownatourhandsintwinedtogether.

"Edward,thatstilldoesn'tchangeanything."Irepliedwithouteventhinkingaboutit.

HesatdownandseemedtothinksomethingverydeeplyIcouldn'thelpbutstareagain.Why,whydidhehavetobesohandsome.

"BellaIunderstandthatyoucan'ttrustmeaftereverythingI'vedoneinthepast,soallIcandoisproposeatruce."Edwardsaid

"atruce,whattypeoftruce?"Iasked.

"Let'sbefriend'stodemonstrateBlackthatyoudon'tneedhim.Iunderstandifyouwanttohavesomerulesorsomethingbutit''sjustthatIwanttostartoverbyhelpingsomeone.Itwillbelikeagooddeed."ThatseemedreasonableIguessitwouldn'thurttobecomefriendsandbesideshewasgoingtohelpmeproveJacobwrongandthatwasallIneededfornow.

"Edward,thankyouforproposingthat.Idon'twantanymoreenemiesthanIalreadyhave,soaslongasyourbasicallyyourselfwithmeI'mokaywithit."Isaid.

HegavemeacrookedgrinthatmadehiseyesshinewiththereflectionofthelightsIcouldn'thelpbutgrinback.WhileIwasstaringathiseyesandourhandswerestillintwinedtogether,thewindstartedgettingblowharderandcolder.SoIshiveredtoonlyseeEdwardfrown.HeletgoofmyhandsandIinstantlymissedthewarmth.Hetookhischairandhebroughtitnexttomine,hetookoffhisjacketandheputitonmyshouldersandhealsowoundhisarmsaroundme.IwaswarmsoIdidn'targuewithEdward.

"Idon'twantyougetsickBella,Ihopeyoudon'tmind."Edwardsaid.Inesteledmyheadagainstchestbecausehewaswarm.Ididn'tminditwaslikeIknewEdwardmywholelife.

"ThenIhopeyoudon'tmindbecauseI'mcold."Ilaughed.

EdwardchuckledalongwithmeanditjustfeltsogoodbeingfriendswithEdward.

"SoBellatellmeaboutyourself."Edwardsaidasheinterruptedmythoughtsandmylaughter.

"Likewhat?"Iasked.Whatwashecuriousabout.

"Whatyoulike,importantthingstoyou……Idon'tknowjustsomethingthathelpsmelearnaboutyou."Ipausedandthoughtaboutit.Itoldhimaboutmyfavoritecolor,book,teacher,animal,howmylifewaslikeatPhoenix.Heseemedinterestedthewholetimehedidn'tinterruptme.SoIdecidedIwantedtolearnabouthim.

"SoEdwardItalkedaboutmyselfenough,tellmeaboutyourlifeinAlaskawhydidyoucomehere."Helookedsadanddevastated,why?

"I'msorryEdwardifyoudon'twanttoit'sfinewithme."Iinterrupted.

"It'snotthatIdon'twanttotellyouBellait'sjustthatIcan'ttellyounowbutIwilltellyouoneday."Icouldn'thelpbutthinkwhathedidn'twanttotelltome.

"Bellalet'sgoeatbeforeEmmetteatsallthefood."InoddedalongandIstoodupwithhim.Wewalkedbacktotheinsideoftherestaurant.IstillhadEdward'sjacketandIcouldsmellhisscent.Itwaslikenootherperfumeitwasunique.WhenwewalkedinsideInoticedthatAlicewassmilingeagerlyandEmmettwastooconcernedwiththefood.

Emmettlookedupintimebeforewesatdown,"BellieandEddieyoufinallycameandyournicknamesrhyme."Edwardlookedmadnow.

"EmmetthowmanytimeshaveItoldyoudon'tcallmeEddie."Edwardseethed.

"OhIamsosorryEdwierdo."EmmettwassmirkingatEdward.HejustsatdownandIdidtoo.AlicewaslookingatEdwardandmebackandforth.Whatwaswrongwithhersheseemedtonoticemelookingathersoshelookedawayandstartedaconversation.

"WellIdidn'tknowwhattogetyousoIgotyoubothamushroomravioliisthatok."Aliceaskedhesitantly.

Edwardbeatmetothepunch,"SureAliceaslongasweeatbeforeEmmetteatsitall."Ijustcrackedasmile.

"Sowhathappenedyoutookquiteawhileoutside."IblushedbutEdwardtookmyhandunderthetableandgavemeareassuringlook.IjustsmiledAliceseemedtonoticethisbecausehergringrewwider.

"Wellmylovelycousinwetalkedandfixedourdifferences."Edwardrepliedsmoothly.

"Ohsonowyouguysarefriends."AlicestatedasshelookedatEdward.

"Yes,Alicewearedoyouhaveaproblemwithit."Edwardreplied.

"No.notatall."Aliceseemedhappyaboutthisbutthiswasverysuspicious.Usuallyshewouldaskquestionsnon-stop.

"Alice.Whenwegetbackhomeweneedtotalkaboutsomestuff."Isaid.

Alicedidn'tlookhappynow.HaIruinedherfunnowshehastotellmewhyshe'sbeenallsmugandhappyandsmiley.

"Alice,Emmett,andBellaweshouldallgoit'spracticallyalmostelevenp.mandtherestaurantwillcloseupprettysoonandifwewanttoheadbacktoForksbeforemidnight."Edwardsaid.

"Aww…EddieIwanttoeatmore."Emmettwashilariousdidn'theeatenoughalready.Hebasicallyhadplatesstackednexttohim.EdwardshookhisheadandEmmettfrowned.Edwardtookoutthemoneyandpaidthebillwhileeveryoneelsewalkedbacktothecar.

WehadthesameseatingarragementsbutthistimeIdidn'tmind.

AsIsatdownIjustreplayedwhathappenedtoday.Edwarddidn'twanttofight,hewantedtobefriends,andheisastupidgentalmen.IsighedandIonlyearnedcuriouslooksfromeveryone.

OhshootBellashutup.Whatiswrongwithmestupidhormones.

NobodywasspeakingyoucouldfeelthemurmurofthecarIdidn'tknowwhenIfellasleep.ThelastthingIfeltwassomeoneputtinghisarmsaroundmeandIjustgaveinandgotcomfortable.

AlicePOV

AsIwasdrivingbacktoForksandIcouldn'thelpbutthinkathowawesomeIam.IknewEdwardandBellawouldbeaperfectmatch.IlookedatmymirrortoonlyseeBellasleepinginEdward'sarms.Hehadasmileasheheldontoherhelookedlikehewasinlove.IlookedbackattheroadbecauseIdidn'twanttocrashbutIactuallywantedtosquealandscreamoutloud.Iwassohappyformycousinandmysister.

ItrulyhopedatthatmomentthatIwouldfindmyotherhalve.

IlookedatEdwardandBellaagainandIcouldn'thelpbutplanahead.

Sonowmyplan:(boldmeanscompleted)

A)Theyneedtobecomefriends

B)Earntrustandbecomethebestoffriends.*

C)Edwardasksheronadate*

D)Becometheperfectcouple*

Ifeellikeit'smydutytopushthemtogetherorfaithcandoit.Istronglybelieveitwillhavethesameoutcome.Icouldn'thelpbutgiggle.IturnedaroundtoseeEdwardandEmmettstaringatmelikeIgrewamoustache.

"What?can'tagirlhavefun."Iasked.

Theysimplyshrugged.EdwardwentbacktostaringatBellaandEmmetttookouthispsptoplaywithit.

Kidsnowindays...

WhowantsEdwardPOV!IknowIdopleasereviewtheyinspireme!

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Realization

LoveSucksWhyMe!

Realization

Don'townanyTwilightstuffcreatedbytheawesomeauthorStephanieMeyer.

EdwardPOV

"Edwardwe'rehereyoucanletBellagonow."AliceinterruptedasIheldBellainmyarms.

"AlicewhatifIdon'twanttoletgo?"Ithreatened.Alicedidn'tbuyitshelookedatmeexpectantlysotheonlythingIcoulddowasgivein.

"canIatleastcarryhertotheguestroom?"Iasked

"FineEdwardbutmakesurenottowakeherokay."Alicesaid.

"Finepixie."ShewasgrinninghappilyasshegotoffthecarAlicesurehasbeensuspicioussincewearrivedwhatiswrongwithher.Iknowthatshe'splanningsomethingbutshehidesittowell.AsIgotoffthecarIcouldn'thelpbutnoticehowrightitfeltjustitholdher.ShewaslightandIcouldn'thelpbutadmireherbeauty.

"EdwardMasenstopstaringatmysister!"

"Soyoursisterhuhwell,Ican'thelpItshe'sbeautiful."Ireplieddumbly.

Emmettwaslaughingwhattheheckiswrongwithhim,"youlikeBelladon'tyaandmorethanjustforfun."

Thathitmehard.Ididn'twantherjustasasimplegameIwantedmorethanthat.IwantedtoholdandtellherhowbeautifulshewaseverysingledayandtellherthatIlovedher.

"Edwardweknowwearen'tblind.She'smysisterandyourmycousin.Iknowyoutwolikethepalmofmyhand."Alicewhisperedaswewalkedupthestairs.

AllIcoulddowasputmybestscowlandwalkaway.Howdidtheyknowwasitsoobvious.ThehousewasquitesothatmeantthatEsmeandCarlislewereasleep.Icouldn'thelpbutfeelgratefulathowtheyacceptedusintotheirhomeandlives.

AliceandEmmettranupstairsleavingmebehind.

AsIwasreachingtheguestroomItriedtorememberandmemorizeholdingBellalikethis.IknewBellawouldn'tletmeholdherlikethatagain.Isteppedbackandputthecoversonher.ShemovedslightlybutallIcoulddowasstare,shewastoobeautifulforherowngood.Themoonlighthitherfaceanditmadeherlooklikeabeautifulgoddess.Herhairwasshiningagainstthemoonlightherlipswereabeautifulshadeofpink.Iwantedtokissher.

Ididn'trealizeIwaswalkingtowardherbeduntilIstartedtoleaninIwantedtostopbutIcouldn'teversinceIgothereIknewshewastheone.Ijustbrushedmylipstowardher's.HerlipsweresoftjustasIimaginedbutIfeltthesameelectricalcurrentflowthroughmewhenItouchher.IwantedtokissherbutIknewitwaswrongsoIstartedwalkingawaybutthenshesaidmyname.

"Edward."Bella'svoicerangthroughtheroom.Islowlyturnedaroundtofacemydeathsentencebutshewasasleep.Isighedinreliefbutifshe'sasleepwhydidshesaymyname.

Iturnedaroundtostareatheragainshewasdreamingofme.WhenIrealizedthisIfeltmyheartbeatfasterandforawhilenow,

IhadhopethatIcouldfinallybewiththeoneIlove.Myotherhalfiknowitwasstupidcomingfromaguybutmyparentslovewastrueandreal.

Iquietlyleftandwenttomyroomandprocessedeverythingthathappenedtoday.Isatinmybedandilookedoutthewindow.

Icouldn'tbelieveitIdidn'twanttocomehereandrightwhenIarriveIseethemostbeautifulgirl,thatchangedmyprespectiveinamatterofminutes.

WhenIfirstseenhermyheartspedupmyhandsstartedshaking.Iguessitwasmylucknobodynoticed.WhenIfirstseenherIknewshewastheone.Itwaspracticallyloveatfirstsite.IneveractuallybelievedthatexisteduntilIexperiencedit.EverytimeI'mwithherIfellasparkIfeelhappy.AllIcandonowisearnhertrustandmakeherfallformethewayIfellforherandI'mnotgoingdowneasy.I'mgoingtoputupafightforher.

BellaPOV

"Bellawakeupweneedtogoshoppinghurryuptheguysarewaitingforusdownstairsweonlyhave30minutestogetyouready!"Alicescreamedrightatmy

leftear.

"Alice5moreminutespleaseandshutupalso."Imumbled

"NohurryBella."Shewaspullingmeoutofmybednow.

"AliceI'mupyoucanleavenowIneedashower."Ireplied

"Fine5minutes.Hurry."Iwalkedintheshowerandstartedthinkingaboutmydreamlastnight.Ifeltsomeoneslips.TheyfeltsoftandIlovedit.ItfeltmagicalIfeltcomplete.Tobaditwasonlyadream.IwasintheprocessofwashingmyhairwithmyfavoriteshampoowhensuddenlyAlicebangedonmydoor.

"Bellagetouttimesup."Alreadythatwasfast.

WhenIgotoutAlicestartedattackingmewithcombsandmakeupbutsheseemedhappierwhatwasgoingon.

"Alicewhatisgoingonyoulookhappier."Sheseemedtothinkaboutbutshedecidedtotellme.

"BellaIdon'tknowIjusthaveafeelingthatIamgoingtomeetsomeone."Okay?

"AlicehowdoyouknowImeanyoucan'tseethefuture,canyou?"Iasked.Alicehasalwaysbeenabletopredictthefuturewhichiswierd.

"BellayouknowIcan'tbutIalwayshaveafeelingbeforesomethinghappensIdon'tknowhowtoexplainitIjustfeelit."Shefeelssomething'sgoingtohappenwow.

"Bellaletsgohurryweneedtogoshopping."

"AlicecanIjuststayhereIdon'twanttogoplease."Ibegged,asIgotdownonmyknees.

"Alice,Pleasehavemercy!"Ishouted.

"Nonowletsgo."Thissucks.Shepulledmeoutthedoorandwerandownstairs.EmmettandEdwardwerewatchingcartoons.

"Youguysaresomature."Isaidsarcastically.

Emmettturnedaroundandreplied,"Iknowrightthat'swhatItellEdwardwhenIwatchcartoonsbuthedoesn'twanttowatch."Istartedlaughingthatwasfunny.

"Emdon'tyouseeshewasusingsarcasmshedidn'tliterallymeanit!"heseemedtothinkaboutwhenhefinallyunderstood.

"BellayourmeanIlovecartoonstellmewhatelseistheirtodobesideseatinginthemorningtellme."Helookedpassionateaboutthiswhichmadelaughhard.

"Bella,Edward,Emmett,notimetoargueandlaughwegotsomeshoppingtodo."Alicesaidasshestoodbythedoorentrance.

IwalkedoutandEdwardandEmmettfollowedbehindme.

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BellaPOV

AliceknowsIhateshoppingandsheonlydoesittoembarrassmeIjustknowit.

"guysIhaveaquestion,whotookmetotheguestroom."

"WellitwasmydearcousinEdwardo."Alicereplied

"Edwardo?"Iasked.

"AliceIamnotEdwardoIhaveanameandit'sEdward!"Edwardlookedmadnotreallyfuriousbutmadwhichmadeeverythingfunny.ThenIrealizedhecarriedme.

"WhatAlicehowcouldyoudothistome!"Myvoicewentanoctavehigher.

"nonsenseBellayouguysarefriendsnowaren't'you?"Shehadmethere.

"Yes-ohandAliceIknowyourplanningsomethingaboutmesoyoubettertellrightnow.!"Shelookedscaredbecausesheknowsshegotcaught.

"uhnothingwhatmakesyouthinkso."

"AliceIamnotdumb."

"Ididn'tsayyouwereBella."Shelookedinnocent.Toinnocentwhatissheplanning.

"Edward,Emmettletsgopeople."DangitnowshecalledthemIwillfigureitoutsoonerorlater.WeallgotinthecarandwaitedtillourarrivalatSeattle.

InThecar:(AliceandEmmettareinthefrontandBellaandEdwardareinthebackagain)

"Alice,doesBellalikeanybodyatschool?"WhathowcouldEmmettaskthatquestion.

"Emmettwhydon'tyouaskme!"

"Goshbellsbecauseyouwouldn'tanswermeandEdwardwouldneverask."SoEdwardhuh.

"EmmettwhatisyourproblemInevertoldyoutoaskanything."Edwardlookedmad.

"EmmettBelladoesn'tafterJakeshedoesn'tlookforanyoneshemightlike."Alicereplied.

"Alicewhydidyoutellhimthoughtyouweremyfriend."Isaid.

"BellawhatistheproblemIthoughtwewereallfriends."Shewasright,asalways.

"finepixie."ThenitgotsilentbutEmmettstartedaskingmestupidandembarrasingonesuchas

'whowouldIkissifIhadtoo,whatcolorofunderwearIwaswearing,ifIwouldcheatontest.'Theywerehonestlyannoying.

"Bellaareyouokyoukindofzonedout?"Edwardasked.

"Errr…what."Iblushed.

"SheisEdwardyourjustcharmingherwiththefamilycharm."Aliceanswered.

StupidpixieIdon'tgetherfirstshetellshimtobackoffandnowshetellshimthis.Edwardwassmirkingnowwhichmademegetmadagainstupid,cocky,jerk.

WhenherealizedIgotangryhissmilegotwider.Ijustturnedawayandgivehimthesilenttreatment.

Sohecameclosertowhisperinmyear,"BellaIamsosorryIwasjusthappythatyoudon'thatemeasmuchanymore."ThismademybackshiverwithpleasurestupidMasen.

Ijustturnedaroundtoonlybestunnedbyhisbeautifulgreeneyes.

"Edwardit'sokmybad."Ireplied.

HejustgrinnedandturnedaroundtolookoutthewindowIdidtoIlookedatAliceandEmmettandtheywegrinning.WhattheHeck!

AttheMall.

"YayfinallyhotchickshereIcome!"EmmettlookedhilariousandstupidshoutingtheparkinglotbutIwasquiteascene.Peoplewerestaringathimwhichwasfunny.

"AlicecallmewhenyourdonebecauseI'mgonnabelookingforgirls."Withthatsaidheleftandraninthemall.IwasjustgigglingwhenEdwardstartedlaughing.His

laughwaslikemusicitwasbeautiful.ThenheturnedaroundtolookatmeandwejuststaredateachotherforwhatseemedandeternityuntilAliceinterrupted.

"Comeonguystheit'stimeforshopping."IjustblushedandAlicelinkedherarmwithminesandtookmealongwithher.Ijustfollowedalong.

"AlicepleasecanIdosomethingelse."EdwardwaslaughingbehinduswhydidhegowithEmmett?

"Edwardwhyaren'tyouwithEmmettlookingforhotgirls."Iasked.

"wellBellamaybebecauseImightalreadyhavemyeyesonsomeone."Whatwho,whoisshe,Ibetshe'sanorexic,orfat,orgeeky,orawhore.WhatdoIcarewhatiswrongwithmeIshouldn'tcarethisisEdwardMasenaPlayer.

"ohermgoodforyousoyourjustgoingtofollowalong?"

"WellIbelieveIamisthereaproblem."Helookedsuspiciousforsomereason.

"Nonotatall."IwalkedwithAliceandwewentfromstoretostoreforhoursthiswasboringandlame.Myfeetached.

"Alicearewedoneyet?"IwaswhiningnowbutthiswastortureIjustwantedtogothomeandreadWutheringHeights.

"Bellanowearen'tevenhalfwayandholdupIneedtochecksomething.IwasstandingthereuntilIfeltsomeoneleantherechinonmyleftshoulderIjuststiffened.

"BelladoyouwannaditchwecouldgoeatsomethingwhilewewaitforAlicetofinish."Inoddedmyheadsowestartedwalkingtotherestaurants,inthemall.

"Thiswasfinallyareasonablerequestyouareofficiallymeheronow."Isaid

"WhythankyoubutIdon'tthinkofmyselfasahero."Herepliedthoughtfully.

Ilookedupastonished.Whatdidhecategorizehimselfas.

"Ohreallysowhatareyou?"Iasked.

"Morelikethebadguy."Whathowcouldhethinkofhimselfthatwayhe'sniceandkindandbeautiful.

"EdwardIdon'tbelievethat."Imumbledtomyself,butheheard.

"Reallywhy?"Heasked.Hewasobviouslycurious.

"BecauseEdwardIdon'tbelieveanyoneis,deepdowninsideeveryoneisgood.Eveniftheydon'tbelievetheycan.Ithinkit'spossibleifyouwanttoo."

"interestingpoint."Hereplied.

"Sowhatwouldmybeautifulgirlfriendwanttoeat."Ijustblushedandlookedaway.

"wellhowaboutStarbucksI'mnothungry."Hejustgrinnedandsaid,"whateveryouwant."

WhenwegotthereIcouldsmellthestrongcoffee.Icouldn'tlivewithoutit,itwaslikemyguiltypleasure.

"SowhatwouldyouwantBella?"Edwardasked.

"Atallcaramelfrappuchino."

WhenwegottothecountertherewasMikefromschoolIjustcringedawaybehindEdwardbutMikenoticed.

"HiBellawhatwouldyouliketoorder."EdwardsteppedforwardandputhisarmaroundmywaistIinstantlyfeltcomforted.

"WellmygirlfriendandIwouldliketwotallcaramelfrappuchinosthankyou."Mikelookedmadwhenhesaidgirlfriend.Ha!nowhemightjustleavemealone.MikestaredatmeandEdwardsgripjustgottighteronme.

Edwardpaidandwalkedwithmetoatabletowait.

"soBellahowdoyouknowhim?"Hecockedaneyebrowhelookedkindofmad.

"wellhegoestomyschoolandhe'sbeenwantingmetogooutwithhimsinceIarrived."HerelaxedandIjustlaughed

"What?"Heasked.

"welladmitityougotjealous."EdwardMasenblushed.

"NoI'mnot."

"yesyouevenblushed."Itaunted.

"yawhatever."SoonMikecalledourorderwellactuallymebutEdwardstooduptoretrieveoutfrappuchinos.AsEdwardmadehiswayhestartedlaughing.

"what'ssofunnyEdward?"Iasked.

"WellIdon'tthinkheunderstandsbuthere."hehandedmeapieceofpaperthathadwordsandnumbersonitIreaditandIgaspedinhorror.

HeyBellaIlikehowyourlookingtodaycallme

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EdwardthoughtthiswascomicalhestartedlaughingandIjustblushedandthrewthepaperaway.Hegrinnedandwesatatanemptytableinthemall.

"SoBellaIseeyoudidn'twanthisnumberwhy?"HiseyeswerefullofcuriosityandIansweredwithoutknowing.

"BecausehisatotalcreepandIdon'tlikehim."Hetookmyhandinhisandsaid,"BellayouhavetoknowIdon'tlikeMikeeithersodon'tgoforhimIamtellingyouthisasafriendbutyoushouldn'talwaysstayalonebecauseofJacobgooutwithpeopleliveyourlife."Hiseyeswerefullofsincerityhewasatruefriend.

"ThankyouEdwardbutrightnowIamgoingtofocusinotherthingsliketryingtodowhatIwantandtrytoforgetJacob."Hewassoothingmyhandwhichfeltgoodbutthenweheardshouting.IturnedaroundtoseewhatwashappeningandIseenEmmetttryingtocleanupagirlsclothes.Shewassoakedinwater.Shewasablondetallbeautifulwithbeautifuldeepblueeyesshewasgorgeous.

EdwardsignedandIturnedaroundtolookathim.HerespondedbeforeIcouldask.

"EmmettandIusedtodroppedsomethingongirlsclothesonpurposetogettheirattentionthentheywouldfallforusbutIguessitdidn'tworkthistime."IturnedaroundtoseethegirlshoutingprofanitiestoEmmettIfeltbadforhimhewasreallynicebutheshouldofjusttriedadifferentapproach.

EdwardstartedwalkingtowardhimandIfollowedbehindthembutthenblondeslappedEmmettacrossthefaceandwalkedaway.Iwasstunned,hewasrejected.

EmmettsatdowninthechairhelookedsadwewentuptohimandEdwardstartedtotalktohim.

"Emwhydidyoudothat?"Heasked.

"EdwardIloveherhaven'tyouexperiencedloveatfirstsiteIfeltthatwayEdwardIdidbutshehatesme."PoorEmmetthisheartjustgotbroken.

"EmmettIunderstandyoubutyouknowwhat,don'tgiveup."Edwardreplied.Ithoughtitwasverysweethetrulycaredforhisbrother.IwantedtosmilebutIcouldn'tIfeltatuginmychestIjusthadanurgetocrybutIdidn'tknowwhy.

Emmettgrinnedheseemedabitcheeredup.

"OkaythanksEdwardbutIneedtofindherandapologize,willyouhelpme?"Edwardgrinnedandtheyhighfived.

"surethingletsgowouldyoucomealongBella?"Edwardasked.

"Sure."EdwardtookmyhandandwerantheoppositesidefromEmmett.

Weranandlookedineverystore.Edwarddecidedthatoutbestchancewastheparkinglot.WhenwereacheditIspottedherhuggingatallblonde.Hewashandsomewithblueeyeslikeher.Itwasanintimateembrace.IstoppedandpointedtowardthemEdwardglancedthatwayandsodidEmmett.Helookeddevastatedandfuriousithoughthewasgoingtohittheguybut,hesimplywalkedaway.Thatseemedtohurtrantowardhimandhegavehimatighthug.

"Emmettit'sgoingtobeokay."Iheardhimsay.

"Noit'snotIloveherIloveRosalie,EdwardIdo!Butshe'swithhim!!Youknowwhatletsgo."SohernameisRosalieandpoorEmmettIknowhowitfeelstoloosesomeoneyoulovetosomeoneelse.SoIrantowardhim.

"EmmettI-Iknowhowitfeelsbutyouknowwhatshemissedout.I'msurethatifshe'swiththatguyyoucanfindsomeonebetter.ImeanJacobleftmeandhecheatedme.Youshouldn'tfeelbadEmmettyou'reagreatguy."Helookedatmeandgrinbutitdidn'treachhe'seyes.

"thanksBellsyourreallysomething."HewalkedtowardthecarIstartedtofollowalongbutEmmettgraspedmywristandIwhirledaround.Hewassmilingatme.Hehadastrongemotionacrosshisface.

"ThankyouBellayoudon'tknowhowmuchthatmeanstome."Hisfacewasfullofgratitude.

"Edwarditwasnothing.Emmettjustdoesn'tdeservetosuffer."

"Eitherway,thanks."

HetookouthiscellphoneandcalledAliceheexplainedeverythingandsoonAlicewasrunningoutofthemallwithabout20bagsthatwascomical.Apixierunningfullspeedwithheelsand20bagswasprettyfunny.Ican'tevenwalkwithflatscorrectly.She'sgood.WeallgotinthecarwithoutawordandwewereoffbacktoForks.

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Ourwayhomewasquiteanddepressing.NowIpreferredEmmett'sridiculousquestions.

ImeanthatblondewasbeautifulandifhefellinlovewithherItotallyunderstand.Shewasverybeautiful.PoorEmmett.

Whenwearrivedhomeeveryonegotoffthecarbutitwasn'tloudorfun.Emmettwastheonlyonetoquicklygetoffandrunintothehouse.EdwardnoticedandhefollowedEmmettinside.EdwardreallycaresforhisfamilyIguessIunderstandhowtheylovehim.

IguessitwasnowmeandAlice.

Aliceseemedtonoticesowebothcarriedthebagsandwentinside.

Wewenttoherroombut,shelockedthedoor.weird.

ShejumpedtothebedandpattedtheemptyspacenexttoherbedformetositsoIdid.

"BellaIknowthisweirdthewholelockingthedoorthingbutIneedtotellyousomething."

"O….kwhatAlice?"Whatcouldbesoimportant.

"BellawhenyouandEdwardleftandbythewayyouneedtotellmehoweverythingwentbutsomethingreallyimportanthappenedtome!"Whatcouldhavehappenedtohershehadsomesortoftwinkleinhereyes.

"youwonafreeshoppingspree?"Shestartedtolaughbutwhatelsecouldhavebeensoimportantduringthistime.

"NosillybutImettheguyofmylife."What!!

"you'rekiddingmerighthowdoyouknow."

"BecausewhenIseenhiseyesfromthefirsttime,hisbeautifulblueeyesitwasbasicallyjustmeandhim.Itwasliketimedidn'tpassitappearedtobefrozenitwasmagical."Shehadadreamylook,shelookedlikeshewasinla,laland.

RidiculousrightImean?Howdoesthathappen.Seriously.

"AliceandyousayIreadtomanybooks."Shelookedfuriousnow.

"Bellahowcanyouevensaythat,youofallpeopleImeanyourinloveright?"

Stupidpixieshewasalwaysright.

"YesIaminlovebutthatdidn'thappentome?"Why.

"Bellamaybeit'sbecauseyouaren'tinloveyoujustlikedhimbecausehewasyourlongtimecrush."Yaright.

"NoIlovehim!"

"Yaright."

"Ido."

"Noyoudon't."

"yes."

"Bellayou'rereallystubbornbutIamalwaysrightanyouknowthat."Ididn'tknowwhattosayshejustsmirkedandskippeddownstairs.

Whatifshewasright.IwasneverinlovenowIcouldprobablemoveon.

MaybeIcould."Bella?"Ugh…ithadtobehim.

"yes?"IraisedmyeyebrowasIspokehewasjustsmirking.DumbhotEdwardno….whatshutup!!!

"WellIamverysorrytointerruptyouBellabutit'stimetoeat.Esme'swaitingandwedon'twanthertowaitright?"

"YaIguessyougoaheadI'llbethereinafewminutes."IReallyneedtothinkmaybeI'mnotinloveanditwasjustbecauseofmycrush.Ugh….thisissoconfusing.

Ifelthimstaringatme…..whydoesn'thejustleave.

"Edwardwhyareyoustillhere?"Hejustcameandsatdownnexttome.IwasawarethatIfeltthatsameelectricity.WhywasIsoawareofhim.

"wellIwasgoingtoleavebut,Iseenthatyourthinkingveryhardaboutsomethingwhatareyouthinking,Ireallywanttoknow."Iwasn'tgoingtorespondbuthisgreeneyessomehowhypnotizedme.Irespondedwithoutevenknowing.

"wellAlicegotmethinkingwhatifIwasneverreallyinlovewithJacob."HejuststaredatmehetookmyhandinhisandIfeltpleasure.HelookedatmehiseyeswerefullofsincerityandIthinkIsawahinthappinessforsomereasonmaybeI'mwrong.

"wellBellaifyouaren'tsureaboutitmaybeAliceisright.Youknowyoushouldgivesomeoneelseachancemaybeyoumightfindtheguyofyourlife.Whoknows."Hegavemehiscrookedgrinandwalkedout.

WhatiftheyarerightmaybeIdon'tevenlovehimandIcouldpossiblygivesomeoneelseachance.ThenImightfindmyotherhalf.

TheywererightIshouldgivemyselfachanceinsteadofholdingontoJacob.BuyIstillthinkIneedtoproveJakethatIdon'tneedhimanditwillbewithEdward'shelp.Whetherhelikesitornot.

HIpeoplepleasereviewohandhere'saheadsuptheygotoschoolthenextdayit'sthereSenioryearandtherewillbequiteafewsurpriseslikeRosalie'sappearanceandabunchofgirlsthrowingthemselvesatEdward.Lol.SorryitwasshortbutTHEMOREREVIEWSIGETTHELONGERTHECHAPTER.THAT'SAREASONIT'SKINDASHORTSORRYFORTHOSEWHOHAVEREVIEWED.TELLTHEOTHERSTOREVIEW.

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Don'townanyTwilight,youshouldallbegratefulforthatorIwouldhavekeptEdwardformyself.

Previously:TheywererightIshouldgivemyselfachanceinsteadofholdingontoJacob.BuyIstillthinkIneedtoproveJakethatIdon'tneedhimanditwillbewithEdward'shelp.Whetherhelikesitornot.

BellaPOV.

Yesthat'swhatI'lldoJacobisthepast,nowit'stimeformetolookforsomeoneIreallylove.ForsomeonethatIcouldbewithfortherestofmylife.That'swhatI'lldo.

IgotoutoftheroomIwasmakingmydownthestairsbutwhenIwasinthelaststepIhadtoloosemybalance.IwasgettingreadyfortheimpactsoIclosedmyeyesbutIfeltthatsuddenlyfeltthesameelectriccurrentgoingthroughmybodysoInewitwasEdward.IopenedmyeyestoseethatIwascorrect.Edwardholdingme.AllIcoulddowasstare.Whycan'tIsnapoutofit.Bellalistensnapoutofit!Ican'thiseyesaresobeautifulso…

"Bellaareyouokyouwereabouttofallagain."Thenhestartedlaughinganditsoundedlikemusictomyears.Ijustblushedpinkandansweredhim.,"Wellyesthankstoyou."Irealizedhewasstillholdingmebut,itfeltsoright.okayIhavetomakehimletgo.Thisiswrong.

ButwhydoIsuddenlyfeellikeIreallylikehimandthenhatehim.Nodon'tthinkaboutitjustforgetit.

"Edwardyoucanletgonow."Hesuddenlyrealizedhewasstillholdingsoheblushedandletgo.Waitasec.DidEdwardMasenjustblushagain.

"EdwarddidyoujustblushandnotjustblushbutImeanagain!"Hesimplylookedaway.

"NoIwasn'tIdon'tblush.Whatmakesyouthinkthatway?"Heturnedaroundbutnowhewassmirking,stupidactor.

"Wellbecause,because.Idon'tknowyouanswerme."Ireplied.

"Noyouanswerme."

"Noyouanswerme."

"noyou…"EdwardwasinterruptedbyAlice

"PeoplecalmdownIknowyoulikeeachotherbutthatisn'tareasontofight."Shewassmilingnowandwesheseenmelookingshesmirkedatme.Why?Thatisalwaysmysamequestionshe'ssosecretive.ButI'mnotgoingtostressoverit.

IwalkedintothedinningroomCarlisleandEsmewerealreadysittingdownsoItookaseat.AlicesatnexttomeandEdwardsatontheothersidehewasstaringatmewithasmileformingalonghislips.Thismademeblushsolookedaway.IrealizedEmmettwasn'theresoIwonderedifitwasbecauseofthatRosalie.

Esmeansweredmyquestion,"welleveryoneEmmettsaidhedidn'twanttoeatbecausehewasn'thungrysowearegoingtoeatwithouthimifthat'sok."

EveryonejustgaveanodsodidI.

EsmesimplysmiledandweallstartedeatingwithoutEmmett.Everyonewasquiteyoucouldonlyhearthescrapingofforks.Carlisleclearedhisthroatandspoke.

"WellBellaareyoustaying,tomorrowit'syourfirstdayofschoolsoIwouldimaginethatyouwillstayherewithussothatyouandAlicecangotogetheramIright."Ididn'teventhinkaboutitbutitwouldbegreattostartschooltogether.

"WellonlyifAlicewant'smetostay."Alicelookedatmeandsmiled.

"BellahowcouldInotwantyouhereyou'remybestfriendlikemysistersoyouarestaying."Inoddedandkepteating.Ididn'tknowwhybutIhadanurgetolookatEdward.Why?don'taskmeIjustdid.SoIlookedandhewasstaringatthewindowhehadsomesortofsadlookhiseyeswereoffsomewherefaraway.Iwantedtocomforthim.Butthenhelookedstraightatmeandgavemeahalfsmilebutitsomehowdidn'treachhiseyes.Ijustgavehimasmileandstartedeatingagain.

Whyishesadheshouldn'tbesad.WhenweweredoneeatingIcalledCharlieandhesaiditwasfineformetostayoversoIstayedwithAliceandwetalkedaboutherboy.

"Bellahehadthemostbeautifuleyeshewastall,handsome,built,anddidIsay

handsome."

"Alicedoyouevenknowifyou'lleverseehimagain?"

"noIdon'tbut,IhaveafeelingI'llseehimprettysoonohandwhatdidyouandEdwardtalkaboutwhenyouguysditchedme?"Hereyeswerefullofcuriosity.

"nothingjustspoke."Thiswasn'tenough.

"Likewhat."

"wellabout…nothingthatconcernsyou."

"Uhu-okaylet'sgotosleeptomorrowisabigday."WhatshesimplyletitgothisisnotAlicemaybesheisinlove.Ohwellatleastshedoesn'tbothermewiththat.

"Bellawakeuptimeforschoolsenioryearherewecome!"thepixiewasjumpingonmybed.Ughnoschool.

"NoAlicenoschool."

"Yeshurryyoudon'twantmegiveyouheelsdoyou?"Whatheelsno!

"OKokokI'mup!"

"VerygoodgotakeashowersoIcangetyoureadyIalreadytookashowerBellzsogoahead."Whywasshealwaysamorningpersonandnotme.

Igotintheshowerandusedmystrawberryshampoo.SinceI'vestayedwithAlicesincelikeforeverIhaveanextrashampoohereandclothesforme.WhenIwasreadyIgotoutandAlicehadputapairofJeans,abluetanktop,andajeanjacket.Sheevenchoseconverseformetowear.Yes!Thisisdefinitelymyday.IchangedandwaitedforAlicesoonshecameinandattackedmywithmakeuphairdryersandastraighter.ThisistorturewhymeIshouldbesleeping.Thensheputsomeearringsonme.Yesfinallyshetookforever.Shewassingingtoherselfshewasasalwaysverybeautifulbutshehadadifferentkindofshineinherselfthatmadehermorebeautiful.IwastoentertainedwatchingherthatIdidn'tnoticethatsheputamirrorinfrontofmyface.

IjustsmiledIlikedthismeshehadnaturalmakeupandmyhairlongwaswasstraightandnice.ThiswasdefinitelynothinglikeLauranandJessicaandplusIhadtoadmitIlookedgood.IgaveAliceanodandshegrinned.Webothwalked

downstairstoseeEmmettandEdwardwaiting.

"whattooksolong?"Edwardlookedkindofmadhelookedupandgrinned.Ijustturnedaround.Maybehe'sstaringatAlice,Ithought.

"Wellguysladiesalwaystakelongiftheywanttobebeautiful."Alicehuffed.

"Isee."Edwardreplied.

AswewalkedoutEdwardrantowardaVolvoandEmmettrantowardahummer.Alicerantowardhercar.WhendidEmmettandEdwardgettheircar.IwasmakingmywaytowardAlice'scarwhenshestoppedme.

"Bellayoucan'tcomewithmearen'tyouandEdwardpretending?"Whatdidthathavetodowiththis.

"Yes."

"ThenyouneedtogowithEdwardtoschool."IturnedaroundandEdwardwaswaitingoutsideformesmirkingatme.WhymegodwhymebutIknowIneedtoproveJacobwrongsomightaswell.AswalkedtowardhiscarIwasabouttoopenmydoorwhenEdwardwasnexttomeandhestoppedme.

"whattypeofboyfriendwouldIbeifIletmygirlfriendopenherdoor."Hewhisperednexttomyearanditbroughtmeshivers.Whydoeshealwaysgivemethesetypeofreactions.Why?

HeopenedmydoorandIsatinwhilehewentbackaroundandgotin.HestarteddrivingandsodidAlice,andEmmett.ButthenIseenEdwardwinkatthemandhestarteddrivingfast.Holycrap!

"Edwardslowdown!"Heturnedaroundtolookatmeandhegrinned.

"WhyBella?we'reracingandIdon'tliketoloose."Hewasconcentratedontheroad.

IturnedaroundandAliceandEmmettweretryingtobeatustothepunch.OhgodhelpmePleasedon'tcrashpleasedon'tcrash.IstartedchantingIdecidedtolookagainbutthistimeAlicegotinfrontandstarteddrivingaheadwhichmadeEdwardslowdownbutthenEmmettgotaheadandhewassoonnexttousHewaslaughinglikeamanic.Ohnogodpleasedon'tcrash.EdwardsnickeredandstarteddrivingfastersoIjustclosedmyeyes.

IheardhonkingbehindusIlookedandtherewasacherryredconvertible.Ididn't

knowalotaboutcarsbutthiscarwasfabulous.

SoonthecarwasaheadofusIcouldn'tseewhoitwasbecausethewindowsweredarklytinted.ItbeatEdward,Alice,andEmmetttoschool.Whenwearrivedtheredconvertibleparkedinfirst,thenitwasthepixie,thenEdward,andlastlyEmmett.IgotoffatthesametimeasAliceandEdward.EmmettcamerunningtousandIreallywantedtoknowwhobeatusthenshecameoutandhim.

What!Howdidtheygetherewhyaretheyhere.TheybothturnedaroundtolookatusandtheygrinnedbutassoonasRosalieseenEmmettsheglaredandwalkedoff.Wowshe'srude.Theboycameuptoushedidn'tlookmadhelookednervous.Werewethatintimidating?IturnedaroundtoseeEmmettglaringandAlicegrinningsowidelyithurtmyface.WhatwasAlicesmilingabout.

"HimynameIsJasperHalethatwasanicerace."Hehadasouthernaccent.Hewastall,blondhair,withblueeyes.Wait!Blueeyesnoitcan'tbetheoneAlicetalksabouthe'swiththeblondgirl!

"HiI'mEdwardMasen,thisismygirlfriendBellaSwan,mycousinAliceCullenandmybrotherEmmettMasen."DidhejustsayhisgirlfriendIneedsometimetogetusedtothat,soIjustblushedandwaved.

"WellniceknowingyouIwillgotogetmyschedulenowseeyoulater."Hewavedandwalkedofftowardtheoffice.

"No!whyishehere."Emmettlookedfurious,Edwardinterruptedhimbeforehegotevenmoremad.

"Emmettdon'tmindhimyoucanproveRosalieyouloveherthinkofitasthatway."

Alicelookedconfused,"waithowdoyouguysknowhim?"Edwardsighedandansweredherasheranhishandthroughhishair.

"Wellrememberthegirlfromthemallthat'sherandthat'shisguy."Shelookedshocked,sad,angry,mad,betrayed,furious.

"Ohwellummlet'sgogetourschedule."Iinterrupted.TheywalkedaheadtotheofficeandIstayedbehindwithAlice

"Aliceisthattheguy."Iwhisperedinherear.

Shenodded,"YesithimhowcouldIhavenotseenthiscomingwhymeBellaIwashappy."hervoicebroke.

"Aliceeverythinghappensforareasonyouknowwhatlet'sgothisissenioryearandnooneisgoingtoruinit."ShenoddedsowewalkedintheofficetogetourscheduleEdwardandEmmettwerewaitinginfrontoftheschool'sofficeforus.

WhenwewalkedinJasperandRosalieweretalkingtoMrs.Cope.ForfirsttimeIheardRosalie'svoiceitwasbeautifullikeharmony.

"WellthisismeandbrotherJasperHalewe'retwinsandweareheretogetourschedule."What!They'rerelatedIturnedtolookatAliceandEmmetttheywereasstunnedasIwas.WowsoEmmettsufferedfornoreason.Nice.Bothstartedgrinningsothisgotmymoodbacktogether.

Mrs.Copegavethemtheirscheduleandtheywalkedoff.Interestingwewerewrong.EdwardwassmilinghewalkeduptoMrs.CopeandaskedforourschedulesshelookeddistractedasEdwarddazzledher.

Shegaveittohimsoonwewerelookingatourschedules.AliceandIonlyhadhalfourclassestogetherandthesamewithEmmett,butIhadallmyclasseswithEdward.

"WellgirlfriendIguesswehaveallourclassesthesame.Isn'tthatgreat."HewassmilingIcouldn'thelpbutgrinagain.

"whyyesboyfriend."hegrinnedandwemadeourwayout.Theschoolwasmuchmorepopulated.AllIhopedforwastonotseeTanyaorLauranorJessica.

"WellBellawehaven'tdiscussedrulesforourpretendrelationshipsoIguessoneruleisthatweholdhands,hug,butifyouwanttokissingthenit'sokaywithme."Thatwasreasonablenothingbad.

"Okaybutnokissing."hegrinnedandtookmyhand.ItwassoftandsmoothIreallylikedholdingit.ButIshouldn'tnoBellayoushouldn't.

"SoBellaIguessyouaregoingtotakemetoourclassesrightIdon'twanttogetlost."

"whocanactuallygetlosthereit'sveryeasy."

"really?"

"yes"

"OkayBelladidyoumakeyourdecisionwiththewholeJacobthing?Idon'tmeanto

prybutI'mcurious."Helookedanxious.Whynottellhimhisniceandhishelpingme.

"yesIactuallydidandIfoundoutthatthereisapossibilitythatIprobablywasneverinlovewithhiminthefirstplacesodecidedtogivemyselfachance."Hestartedgrinninghelookedhappy?

"wellBellaI'mhappythatyoumadeyoudecisionaverybeautifulgirllikeyoushouldn'tbecryingoversomeonethatisn'tevenworthit."Ijustnoddedandblushed.HestartedlaughingandIgotdistractedagain.

"Bellayoushouldn'tbeashamedofyourselfyouhaveabeautifulblush."IlookedsomewhereelseandwhenIturnedaroundItoseeoneofthewhoresoftheschoolcomingourway.Ohnowehadtogetawayfromhere.

"Edwardlet'sgohurry."Istartedtuggingonhishandbuthewouldn'tbudgehelookedworried.

"why?"

"Lauraniscomingletsgoplease."butitwastolateIheardtheannoyingvoiceagain.EdwardputhishandaroundmywaistprotectivelyandIgladlylethimholdme.

"hiBellaIseeyoushowedupagain."Laurensaidwithherfakesweetvoice.

"wellyesyoudidn'tthinktheIwouldshowupagain?PerhapsIdon'twantmythronetaken."EdwardlookedsurprisedIjustgrinned.

"stupidbitchyouknowyoucheated."

"LikeIdidIwonbecausepeoplethinkI'mbetterthankyou."Ireplied.

"RightwhateveryourjustjealousthatI'mprettierthanyouyoursouglythatJacobdumpedyouforTanya."Ifeltmylegsgoweakshe'srightIdon'tevenknowwhyIwasqueeninthefirstplaceiwaspathectic..

"Luralright?"Edwardsteppedahead.

"It'sLauran."Shereplied.

"OkayLoranoonewilleverspeaktoherthatway."Edwardsaid.

"Ohwhoareyou,youknowyoucandumpherandcomewithmeI'mwaybetter

thanher."Edwardlookedfurious.

"Youthinkyourbetterthanher,wellyouknowwhatLara-"

"It'sLauren."Sheinterrupted.

"YawhateverLana,Shehasanaturalbeautysheloserlikeyousobackoffyourjustfreakingjealousofherbecauseshebeautiful,smart,andtalented.Youaren't.I'mhereforherandnooneisgoingtomesswithher."Laurenlookedsurprisedshedidn'thaveaproperresponsesoshejust"warnedus".Oohscary.

"Bellayouwon'tbeinchargeanymoresobeware"AssoonassheleftIstartedlaughingshe'sdumb.Edwardlookedcurious.

"you'retheschoolqueen?"

"Ididn'tchoosetobe,everyonejustvotedformelastspring."Helookedthoughtfulnow.

"howcomeyounevertoldme?"

"Whatwastheretotell?"

"Thatyouwerepopular."

"EdwardMasenyoudon'tknowmanythingsaboutme."Helookedcuriouslikehewantedtofindouteverysinglethingaboutme,everyemotion,everythought,andeveryfeeling.Ijustgrinnedandpulledhishandtowardourfirstclass.

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ItookhishandandpulledhimtowardourfirstperiodclassIstillcan'tbelievewehavethesameclasseswasitluckorsomething?Oh,wellIguessIwillneverknow.WewentEnglishLiterature.OneofmyfavoriteclassesIreallyenjoyreadingandwriting.Aswesoonaswegotinpeoplestoppedwhattheyweredoingandturnedtostareatus.IjustblushedandpulledEdwardtowardthebackoftheclassroom.IsatdownandEdwardsatnexttome.EveryonekeptstaringsoIguessitwasmyresponsibilitytosetitright.HowtheybelievedIshould.Istoodupandeveryonejustsatdownandwaitedformyspeech.

"HieveryIknowmanyofyouthinkIdidsomethingbadwhichcausedmyrelationshipwithJacobtoend.JacobBlackwastheonethatendedthe'bestcutecoupleinForksHigh'soIdidn'thedid.DuringmybreakIMetsomeoneamilliontimesbetterandhisnameisEdwardMasen.That'sallIhavetosaysonowyoucandowhatyouweredoingbefore."Everyoneturnedaroundandstartedtalkingagain.

"Bellawhydidyoudothat."HelookedcuriousI'msureIdon'tlooklikethespeechtype.

"Wellum…sinceIbecameandIquote'schoolqueen'everyonethinksIshould

somehowbetheonetotellthemwhattodobutIfeeluncomfortablethat'ssonotme."Hejuststaredathiscuriositywasverynoticeablenow.

"don'tyoulikeitImeanmostpeopleIusedtoknowlovedthatforsomereasonbut,youdon'twhy?"

"wellIhateattentionbuttheysomehowthinkthatIcandestroyLauran,Jessica,andTanyamyrivalries."Itsoundedweirdcomingfromme.

"Iguessthat'swhytheychosemeinthefirstplace."

Hestaredatmenowheseemedtobethinkingverydeeplythenhesmiled,"noIdon'tthinkthat'swhy,you'reaverygoodpersonandyoudeservetobetreatedlikeaqueen,andbeside'syourbeautifullikeaonesoyoudeserve,ityourhighness."HetookmyhandandkisseditwhichmademeblushIjustlookedaway.IfelthappyandIdon'tknowIfeltcompleteonceagain.

TheteachercameintomyreliefandstartedtheclassItriedtopayattentionbutIcouldn'titwashardwithEdwardhere.Ilookedathimandheseemedstressedandfrustratedforsomereason.Wasitbecauseofme.IcontinuedtostareathimthenhelookedupandoureyesmetIdidn'tspeakandhedidn'teitheritwaslikewewereinourownlittleworld.Hiseyesweresobeautiful,hewassohandsome.Itwasliketimedidn'tevenexist.Ididn'tevenrealizethebellrang.

IsilentlygotupandgatheredmybooksEdwardpatientlywaitedforme.

AssoonaswewalkedouteveryoneelseinthehallstartedatusEdwardjusttookmyhandandIblushed.Everyoneinthehallstartedwavingandsayinghiandaskingmeastohowmysummerwent.WhenIwasdonetalkingtothemEdwardhadanawedfaceIjustshookmyheadandblushed.Hesimplygrinnedandtookmyhand.Igratefullytookit.Thatwashowtherestofthedaywentsoonitwaslunch.

EdwardandIwalkedtothecafeteriasilently.HeputhishandaroundmywaistIjustlookeduptohimandsmiled.Idecidedtopeakaroundthecafeteriaandeveryonewasobviouslystaringatus.IturnedaroundandburiedmyheadinEdward'schesthepulledmetowardhimtighterIinstantlyfeltcalm.HetookatrayoffoodandwewalkedtothetablewereAliceandEmmettwerebothwaiting.

Theywerebothgrinningagain.Ohmygodwhatiswiththat.IsatdownandsodidEdward.

"SoEddieboyhowhedidyourdaygo."Emmettwaggedhiseyebrowsathim,Edwardjustglared.

"Emmettit'sEdwardanditwasquiteeventful."HeturnedtostareatmesoIjustblushedandlookedaway.

AlicegrinnedandlookedatEdwardandsaid,"soyoufoundoutBella'stheschoolqueenhowdoyoufeelaboutit?"AlicewaswaitingforhisresponsebutbeforehecouldtalkEmmettspokefirst,"You'retheschoolqueen!."Itwasloudeveryonewithinamileofradiuscouldofheardthat.Iblushedandlookedawayagain.

Alicegrinned,"whyyesisn'tthatgreatthisisthepopulartablewhichisonlyusbutsinceyourfamilyyouralsopopular."EmmettcontinuedtostareatmeIjustlookeddown.

"Isthatwhyeveryoneisstartingatmenow?"Emmettlookedconfused

"YesEmmett."IrepliedandlaughedEdwardlookedcurious.

"what'ssofunny,"heasked

"It'sjustthatEmmettissocluelesssometimesit'sfunny."Edwardlaughedwewerealllaughinguntilweheardscreaming.

IturnedaroundtoseeRosalieandTanyaarguing.JessicaandLauranwerelaughingather.NowthatIlookedIseenRosalie'shairandoutfitwasruinedanImetreallyruined.Shehadfoodalloverher.IgotmadTanyaandthemhadnorightIjustturnedaroundandsignaledAlice.Shenewsowestoodupandstartedwalkingawayfromthetable.

Edwardsuddenlypulledmyhand,"weredoyouthinkyourgoing!"Ijustwinkedandsaid,"todomyjob."Helookedstunnedandheletgo.IstartedwalkingandAlicecamenextmewestartedwalkingtowardTanya.EveryonewassilentIknewtheywerewatching.RosalieandTanyawerearguingveryloudlythattheydidn'thearourarrival.IwalkedbehindTanyaandtappedhershoulder.Shewasabouttoshoutbutwhensheturnedaroundandseenmeshelookedfurious.Icouldn'thelpbutlaughandAlicedidtoo.JessicaandLauranwerenowsilentIjustbeamedintheirresponse.

"well,wellTanyawhatareyoudoing."shegodmadandscreamedatme.

"youshutupandleaveifyoudon'twantmetohityou!"RosaliewalkedtooursidewithAliceandI.IjustturnedaroundandlaughedsodidAliceandRosalie.ThenIfelttheangerriseup.Irememberedallthelies,thesufferingtheycausedme,thepatheticwayIfeltbecauseofherandJacobIjustlookedbackatherandsmiled.Iturnedaroundtolookateveryoneelseinthecafateriaandshoutedout.

"didyouallhearthatshestartedit!"EveryoneelsenoddedandIlookedbackather.

"Tanyayoushutupormyfistisgoingtoendupinyouface!"Iheardoohhs.Shelookedfurious.

"you,youwhore!"

"lookwho'stalkingtheonethattookmyboyfriend."EveryonestartedlaughingatthemandsodidI.IheardEmmettandEdwardlaughingIturnedaroundandindeedtheywere.IjustcrackedasmileatthemandIturnedaroundtolookbackatTanyaDenali.Shelookedredlikeshewasabouttoblowupwithembarrassment.Ijustgrinnedandstartedwalkingaway.AliceandRosaliewerefollowingbehindthenIheardTanya'sheelsrunningtowardmeEdwardstartedrunningtowardme.IhaveslowreflexesbutthistimeIturnedaroundandquicklybentdown.Tanyamissed.Idon'tknowhowbuteverythingsuddenlyseemedlikeslowmotion.IcouldseeTanyamoveslowlyandeverythingelseto.Idon'tknowhowbutItookmylegoutandshetrippedonherheels.Istoodupintimetoseeherstumbleforward.

Whatmadeitworsewasthatshefellintothegarbagecanheadfirst.IjuststaredstunnedhowdidIeverdothat.EdwardreachedmeandputhishandaroundmywaistEmmettrantowardustoo.Everyonewastryingtoholdtheirlaughterincludingmyself.Italkedloudenoughforeveryonetohear.

"let'sgoIdon'twanttobeinhereIjustlostmyappetite."Everyonegrinnedwewalkedouttowardtheparkinglot.Emmettwasgrinningassoonaswegotoutside.

"firstIfindoutyou'rethequeenandthenyoukickassthatwasfreakenawesome!"EmmettwasshoutingandthenherantowardmeandputmeonhisshoulderIstartedscreamingforhimtoputmedownbuthewouldn't"Edwardtookcharge."EmletherdownorIwilltell."TellwhatIwascuriousthenhequicklyputmedown.Alicewassquealingnow,"OhMygoshBellaitwasthebestthingI'veeverseenyoudo!"ShewasjumpingandlaughingIstartedlaughingto.ThenInoticedRosaliewasstillwithus.AssoonasIstoppedlaughingsodideveryoneelse.

Rosalielookedshyandtimid.Wonderwhy.

"listenBellaIwanttothankyouforthatnoone'severdonethatformeIhopewecanbefriends."Shecameuptomeandgavemeahugthensheleft.Iwasstunnedwow.IguessIhaveanewfriend.Istayedthereforafewminutesthenthebellrangandwewalkedbacktoourlastclass.

NowIcanimaginethegossipbutIcanalsoimaginetherevengeTanyawillplotandIdon'tthinkitwillbepretty.

Edwardtookmyhandandwewalkedtoourclass.Whenwegotinnobodywasintheclass.Edwardlookedhappyandfascinatednow.Waitwasthatright.

"BellathatwasgreatIcan'tbelieveyoudefendedyourselflikethatitwasthebestthingIseen."Ijustblushed.

"yarightyourjustdoingittomakemefeelbetter."Henoddedandhetookmyhand.

"BellayourgreatanditwasthebestthingI'veseensomeonedo.Especiallycomingfromyou."HelookedsincereandhonestIjustsmiledandclutchedhishandtighter.Heissonice.Hemakesmefeelgoodaboutmyself.

WeweresittingdownthatIdidn'tnoticeJacobcomeuptous.Helookedfurious,livid.

"Bellawhatthehellwasthatfor.Youratotaluglyfatasshowcanyoudothattoherisitbecauseyoujealous,thatIleftyouforher,becauseshe'sathousandtimesbetterthanyou!Why!"Icouldn'trespondwhatwasIthinking.Iamafatassandugly….I'mbad.IinstantlyfeltbadwhydidIdothatIcan'tcompetewithTanya.

"Blackgetawayfromherthisinstantifyoudon'twantmetobeatyoutohell!"Edwardwasmadhisbeautifulfeatureslookedangry.HewasdefendingmeIcouldn'thelpbutnoticethathelookedevenbetter.Whatno.HelloBella!Youareinabadsituationthinkright!"

"Yarightyoucan'tdoanythingprettyfacebesidesshowingyourface."

Edwardwastremblingwithanger.HestoodupsofastthatIdidn'tnoticehehitJacobintheface.Jacobwasstunnedaswellthenhefell.That'swhenInoticedthatbasicallyeveryoneinthewholeschoolwastryingtofitinthelittleclassroom.ItookEdward'shandandmadehimlookatme.Helookedmadwhenhefeltmeturnhimaround.Whenheseenitwasmehisfacesoftenedandheputhishandsdown.

Ipulledhimhandandtriedtowalkoutthroughthecrowd.AssoonaswewalkedoutIstartedrunningandheranbehindme.IstoppedassoonasIreachedhiscar.

"Edwardgivemethekeyswearegoingsomewhere."Helookedhesitantbuthegavethemtome.Wegotinandwewerenowontheroad.IstarteddrivingIdidn'tknowwerebutIhadtogofar.ForthefirsttimeIwasdrivingfast.ButIdidn'tcareatthattime.SoonwewereoutofForks.IstoppedinthemiddleofnowhereIlookedatEdwardhelookedmadhewasholdinghisfiststightly.ThenIseenhisknuckleswerebleeding.

NowonderheknockedJacobouthehitwitheverythinginhim.

ItookhishandandIsoothedit.Ilookedupathimandhisfacesoftened.Helookedatmeadoringly.Why?

"EdwardIwanttothankyoufordefendingmebutIthinkIdeservedit,Ishouldofnever…."Butheputhisfingeronlipsandhecaressedmyfaceandinstantlyrelaxedinhishands.

"Bellayoudeserveforeveryonetodefendyou.Youdon'tdeservetobetreatedlikethatanddon'teverdoubtitBellayouroneofthemostselfless,beautiful,smart,andperfectgirlImet."Itwasn'ttruesoIstartedtocry.

"Edwardthat'swhatyouthink."Helookedmadnow.

"Bellalistenyou'reamilliontimesbetterthananyoneIknow."

"NoEdwardyourlying."

"BellalookatmeI'mnot."Hiseyeswerefullofsinceritytheywerehonestbutitwasn'ttrueI'mpathetic.

"Edwardyouknowit'snottruesostoplying."

"BellawhatcanIdotomakeyouunderstand."Helaughedafrustratedlaugh.

Ijustlaughedwithtearsinmyeyes.Hequicklyremovedmytearsandpulledmeintoahug.Igladlylentin.Hewascaressingmyhair.ItwassoothingandIlovedit.IputmyarmsaroundhisneckandIcalmeddown.Itfeltright.Ohnothisiswrong!Nobutit'safriendtypehughishelpingme.It'snothingbad.

Idon'tknowhowlongwestayedtheirbutitfeltrightanIhadhopethateverythingwouldchangeIwouldfindmyselfagain.

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Confessions

Confessions

FirstIwouldliketothankeveryonethat'supdatedespeciallymyloyalfollowersBella215,Angel4027,VioletteRose,sprinter1andcutepoisen.IfIdidn'tmentionyouremindme.SoIcanaddyouinthislistk.

Ialsowanttothankthosewhohaveaddedmetotheirstoryalertorfavoritesthankyou.

SorryIhaven'tbeenabletoupdatesoonI'vebeenreallybusyI'mtrulysorry.

OhandIdon'townthis.

Ihavepeoplesomequestionsforthosethatreview.

WhatdoyoulikeaboutTwilight?

Answerpleaseandhereismynewchapter.

BellaPOV

BeingwithEdwardwascomfortingandIlovedit.

Butitwastimetosaysomething.ItookadeepbreathbeforeIletgo.WhenIletgohehadasortofconfusedlook,Ijustgrinnedandsaid,"thankyou,youconsolingmemeansalottomeespeciallycomingfromyou."Hisexpressionchangedhelookedhappy.

"Wellthankyoubutnowthatyougavemeachancetobeyourfrienditchangeseverything."True...

"Sothatmeansthatwearenowfriends...Imeanlikebestbuddiesright."Didheactuallywanttobemyfriend.

Hegrinnedandnodded,"ofcoursewhywouldn'tIyou'reaverygreatpersonthatdoesn'tseeherselfclearly."HeshookhisheadatthatandIjustblushedandlookedawayhowcanhesaythat.

"Edwardlet'stalkaboutsomethingelseplease."Hesuddenlygotadisgustedlookonfacewhy.

"Youratherfightthantalkaboutmanygoodthingsaboutyou,wow."Ijustshookmyhead.

"FineBellaIwanttoknowmoreaboutyouwhathappenedinyourchildhoodwhyareyouhere?"

"WellIwasbornhereinrainyForks.ButwhenIwasthreemymomdecidedtodivorcémydad.OfcoursearoundthattimeIdidn'tknowanything.Somymomleftmydad.WemovedtoArizonabutthenmymothermetPhilandmarriedhimwhenIwastensoaroundthattimeIdecidedtoleavetogivemydadsomecompany."Helookedsurprised.

"SoyouwerebornhereandyouleftbutwhydidyoucomebackwhataboutyourfriendsatPhoenix?"Ididn'texpecthimtoaskmethatquestion.

"WellIneverreallyfitinwithkidsmyagemymomwasmyonlyfriend."Helookedcuriousnow.

"Whyisthatyouneverhadanyfriends?"

"No…IwasalwaysalonethatisuntilIcamebackhere."

"Didyouhaveanychildhoodcrushes?"Thatwasunexpected.

"NoIneverdidbutHighSchoolyearwasdifferentinfreshmenyearImetJacobhebecomemyfriendwewereclose,thenheaskedmetobehisgirl.Ididn'tknowwhattosaysoIsaidyes.IthoughtitwasamistakebutthenIstartedtohavemorefeelingsforhim.IthoughtitwaslovebutIfoundouttolate."Helookedstunned.

"Soyoufigureditout?"Helookedglad.Why?UghsomanyquestionsIcan'task.

"Yes.whysohappy?"Helookedscared.

"I…uh…wellI'mgladthatyouarefinallyoverhimyouknowyoucannowlookforsomeonewhoreallylovesyouandtreatsyouthewayyoudeservetobetreated."HisrightbutIthinkIwillwait.

"Edwardyourrightbutnotnow,it'sallaboutschoolnowIplanonstudyingfirstnow."HisfacefellalittleIthinkbutwhenhelookedupatmewithhisemeraldeyesmybreathingstopped.Icouldn'tbreathIjustwantedtotouchhisbronzehairandhislips.NoBellaSTOPletitgo.

"Wellthat'sgoodatleastyoudon'tloveJacobanymore."Helookedabit..smug?

"YaIknowandthat'sarelief."Icontinued.

"SoEdwardwhyareyouhere."Hisfaceturnedblankhestartedtighteninghisfistsheshowednoemotion.

"Belladoyoureallywanttoknow?"Hisvoicewasrough.

"YesIdoeverytimeIwanttotalkaboutityouchangetheconversation."

Helookedatmewithhisgreeneyesbuttheywerefullofsadness.Iwantedtoholdhimandmakeitgoawaylookedtroubled.

"BellaIcameherebecausemymomanddaddiedinacaraccident."

"EdwardIamsosorry."Hestilllookedtroubled,"Edwardwhatisityoustilllookedtroubled.Heseemedtostruggletofindtherightwords.

"WellIwasgoingtoproposetoagirlItrulyloved."Hewasinlovebefore.

"WellIthoughtitwaslovebecausemymomalwayswantedmetomarryher.Wewerefriendssincechildhoodsoshewasmyfirstgirlfriend.AsIsaidIthoughtIlovedhersoIwasgoingtopropose.Somymomanddadwerehelpingmewithhersurprise."EdwardMasenwasgoingtogetmarried!

"ThedayIwasgoingtoproposetheyweretakinghertoafancyrestaurantsayingthatitwasafamilymeetingsoIwentinaseparatecar.WhenIwasonwayIreceivedaphonecalltellingmetheywereallinthehospital."Hewasstrugglingwithhiswordsnow.

"Iwenttothehospitaltoreceivethenewsthatmyfatherandshedied."itsoundedlikehewaschokingonhiswordsIcouldn'tstopmyselfIputmyhandsaroundhimandpulledhimin.Ikissedhishairwhilehesobbed.Heletgoandsatdownagain.

"BellamymotherwasstillalivesoIrantoherroom.Shewasbleedingshelookedhurtbutwhensheseenmehereyeslitup."

Flashback:

EPOV

"Mompleasestaywithmedon'tleaveyou'retheonlythingIhave."Shetriedtosmileeventhoughshehadbruisesandcutsonherface.

"MydearEdwardIknowEmmaandyoufatherhavediedsoIneedtotellyou

something."Itookherhandinminesitwascold.

"EdwardallIwantforyouistobehappyatallcostsyoudeserveit.NeverleaveyourbrotherEmmetttellhimIlovehimwithallmyheartandIloveyoutooalwaysrememberthat."

"MomIwillbutpleasedon'tgo."

"Edwardremembertobehappyatallcost'sfindthegirlofyourlifethatwillmakemeveryhappy."Iwasinthevergeoftearswhenthentherewasaflatsound.Whatno!

"Mom!Don'tgodon'tleaveme!"

Endofflashback

"ThatwasthehardestthinginmylifeIlostmyfamilyeverythinginonenight."IlookedupatBellashehadtearsinhereyesshelookedsadandIdidn'twanthertobesad.SoIputbothmyhandsonherfaceandlookedatherbeautifuleyes.Ismoothedthetearsawaywithmythumb.

"Belladon'tcrypleaseI…."SuddenlyBellaputbothherhandaroundmyneckandsoothedmyhairitwascalminghowmuchIwishedtotellherthatIlovedher.

"EdwardyouwentthroughalotnowIunderstandyoushouldrest."Ididn'tknowhowlongwestayedlikethatbutIfellasleep.

BellaPOV

Ican'tbelieveEdwardsufferedsomuchmaybethat'swhyheplayedaroundwithgirlstogethismindoffhisfamilythatissosad.Ididn'trealizethisbutItightenedmygriponhim.Ineverwantedtoletgo.SuddenlymycellvibratedsoItookitout.ItwasfromAlice.

BellaIhaveyourbackIknowwhathappenedbuthurryb/citsgettinglate.Tellmeeverything

Lovelypixie.

Ilookedatthewatchitwas5:12p.m.Shewasright...timetogo.Iremovedmyhandsandgentlyputhisheadonthebackoftheseat.Helookedsopeacefulsohandsome.Likeanangel.Edward'smotherwasrighthedeserveshappinesshe'sgonethroughalot.

Iturnedthecararoundandstarteddrivingbacktoforks.

Question's

LoveSucksWhyMe!

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Helloeveryonemissmenakidding!ButhereismynewchapterhopeyoulikeitItrymybestforallmyloyalreadersbutThankyouespecially

Angel4057,Bella215,sprinter1,andVioletteRose.Thankssothischapterisdedicatedtoyouguys.OhandAngel4057Iamtrulysorry.

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BellaPOV

Edwardtrulysufferedalot,butifEdwardbecameaplayerduringthattimehowlongdidEmmettandEdwardlivealone?Howdidtheylive,whatdidtheydo,wasiteasyforthem?Ugh,Iwilldefinitelyaskwhenhewakesup.

ThisrideissolongIcan'tbelieveIactuallydrovethisfarwithhiscarandfast.

BellaPOV:

FinallywearrivedattheCullenmansion.ButIdidn'twanttowakeupEdwardhewassleepingsopeacefully.Hetrulylookslikeanangel,butIneedtowakehimupit'sgettinglateandIneedtoheadbackhometoCharlie.

"Edward,Edward…."IstartedwhisperingquietlybecauseIdidn'twanttoscarehimordisturbhimbadly.

"Edwardit'sgetting….lateandwearebackinforks,wakeupsleepyhead."

Hestartedstirringandmovingbut,whatifIjusthavealittlefun.Ilaugheddarklytomyself.

"EdwardMasenhelpme!"Assoonasheheardmescreamhiseyesflungopenandhejumpedupbutintheprocesshehithimselfonthehead.Icouldn'thelpbutlaughhelookedsofunnyandshocked.Hisemeraldeyeswereconfusedhelookedlikea

lostchildatthatmomentIstopped.PoorEdwardIjustwanttoholdhimandneverletgo.

"Bellaareyouok,didyouhurtyourselfBellaareyouok!"HetrulylookedworriedandIjustgrinned.Helookedconfusedagain.

"EdwardI'mokIwasjusttryingtowakeyouup,everythingisok."Hecalmeddownbutnowhelooked,curious.

"whattimeisitBella."Easy.

"Timeforyoutogetawatch."

"Bellaseriously."AtthatmomentItookmyphoneoutitwasabout7pm.

"almostseven."Hesighedandlookedatthemansion.

"EdwardIhaveafewquestionsifyoudon'tmindandtheyarekillingme."

"NoIdon'tmindgoon."

"Edwardhowlongdidyouguyslivealoneplusdidn'tyouguysjustturneight-teen.

"Oh,wellEmmettisolderthanmebyafewmonthssowhenmyadoptiveparent'sdiedEmmettwasinchargewelivealoneforlikethreemonths."Ohgodsothishappenedrecently!

"whendidyoustartbeingaplayerEdward."

"I…er……amonthaftermyparentsdiedIfoundoutthatIforgotthepaininsidemethat'swhyIchosetobelikethat,butnowIthinkImightwanttosettleforoneperson."

"Likewho?"IwascuriouslikewhattypeofgirlsdidEdwardlikeandwhichgirl.

"Well,Ipreferbrunettes.WithbrowneyesandIalreadyfoundthatgirl."What!!Whoisit.

"MayIknowwhothatmightbe."Hejustgrinned

"'Thatissomethingforyoutonotknowyet."Ugh!!

"doIknowher?"

"maybe."soIknowherstupidwhore.Imeangoodforhim.

"well…goodforyouEdward."Heturnedaroundwithasmugface.Whatwasthat.

"Bellaweshouldgoinsideandeat."IrealizedIwashungry.

"sure."HegotoffthecarandrantomysidebutIwasalreadyout.

"MayItakeyourhandmylady."Heissooldfashionedbutsohandsome.ShutitBella.

"sure."hetookmyhandandwewalkedinbutIcouldn'thelpbutfeeltheelectricalcurrentinsidemeitmademeshiver.IturnedaroundtolookathimhehadthesamelookasmebutIjustlookedahead.

Hetookoutthekeystoopenthedoorbutbeforehecouldopenthedoorthepixiehaditopenshewasgrinningwidely,didn'tithurthercheeks?

"HeyEddieandBellzIheardwhatyoudidEdwardandIamamazedcuz."Edwardlookedmad,"PixiemynameisEdwardnotEddie."

"YawhateverEddie."

"Aliceplease…"IinterruptedEdwardbeforehegomad.

"Alicecanwegoinnowit'sgettingcold."AliceopenedthedoorbigenoughforustoinassoonasIwalkedinEmrantowardEdwardandplayfullypunchedhisarm.

"NicehitmybrotherIhavetaughtyouwell."

"Asif…"

"Whatdoyoumean?"Emmettsaiddramaticallyheissuchadramaqueen.

"Nothingletsgoupstairs."

TheybothranuptoEdward'sroom.Butheleftmehearwithherewiththepixieheissoevil.

"Bellawhathappened,tellme!WhydidhehitJacobBlack!."Shestartedhoppingupanddown.ShewassofullofenergyIjustgroanedandledhertothelivingroom.

Isatdownandpattedtheseatnexttome.Shesatdownandanxiouslywaitedformetostart.

"wellJacobwasmadatmeforwhatIdidforhis'beautiful'girlfriendsohewenttoshoutandscreamatme.Edwardlikethegentlemenheistoldhimtoneverspeakofmethatwaybut,Jacobdidn'tunderstandandprovokedEdwardsoEdwardpunchedhim."Alicelookedhappy.

"mycousinprotectedyou?"

"duh,Alice."

"yaIknowjustmakingsuresowhatisthataboutcallinghimagentlemen.IthoughthewasandIquotea'stupidjerk'."

"nothingAlice.IjustmeanthatIunderstandhimnow."

"BellaSwanisbffwithaplayer!OMG!!!"

ThismademeblushsheisalsodramaticlikeEmmett.

"heisaclosefriendthat'sallcansay,andhe'sreally,andIunderstandnowAli."

Alicelookedlikeshewasabouttoexplode.

"youknow!!"SheshriekedandIhadtocovermyears.

"yeshetoldmeeverything,butAliceIneedtogonow."

"fine"shehuffed,"butI'lltakeyou."Istoodupandsodidthepixiewewereabouttowalkoutwhenwewereinterrupted.

"what,leavingsosoon."IturnedaroundtoseeEdwardwalkingdownthestaircase.Hewassohot.WhatBella!!!Shutit.IwasunabletospeaksoAlicehelpedme.

"yessheiswouldyouliketotakeherbecauseIneedtofindmyoutfitfortomorrow."What!Sheisn'ttakingmebecauseofanoutfit.

"sureAliceI'lltakeher."Icrossedmyarmsacrossmychestandstartedwalkingout.

"Bellawait!"heshoutedIturnedaroundtoseehimrunningtowardme.

Istoppedandwaitedforhim.

"areyouok."hewasnexttomyearhewaswhisperinganditsentmeshivers.

"yesIjustneedtogohome."Henoddedandopenedthedoorformetogetinas

soonasIgotinandheclosedit.

TheridehomewasquitewasacomfortablequiteplusEdwardsmanicdrivinggotmehomesoon.

IwasabouttogetoffwhenEdwardpulledmyarm.Iturnedaroundandhelookeddifferent.

"Bellathankyou."

"forwhat?"

"forlisteningtome.ItwasthefirsttimethatIexpressedmyselfandyoulisteneditmeantalottome."Hisvoicefullofpurehonestyandgratitude.

"ItwasnothingI'mgladthatyoucantrustme."Henoddedbutheseemedtobefightinginsidehimselfthenheleanedin.Iwasn'treadyforthismybreathinghitched.WhatdoIdowhatdoIdo.Helipslingerednearface,Ifelthisbreatheagainstmyface.Ijustwantedtograbhim.NoBellathisiswrong.

ButthenhekissedmycheekIfelthissoftlipskissme.Theywerewarmandtheelectricitycouldthatmean!Thenheleanedbackandletgoofmyarm.IbreathedoutIdidn'trealizeIhadstoppedbreathing.

"ThankBellayoushouldgoinnowit'sgettinglate."HewasgrinningandIgrinnedbackIclosedthedoorandwavedgoodbyethenhedroveoff.

AssoonasIgotinIlookedinsideforCharliethenIfoundanotethatsaid.

Bellsifyoucomeanddon'tfindmeit'sbecauseI'matwork.ThereisaboxofpizzaifyouwanttoeatI'llbehomelatesodon'twaitandgotosleep.

-Charlie-

IlookedandindeedtherewaspizzaIateandwalkedupstairstotakeashower.Itookoutmypajamaandtoiletries.

WhenIwasreadyIwenttomyroomandtriedtosleepbutIcouldn't.TheplacewereEdwardkissedmewasonfireIcouldstillfeelhislipsonmycheek.Icouldn'thelpitbutputmyhandonface.Hekissedmycheek!WaitBellacalmdownitwasjustafriendkiss.Right?

Didyoulikeit?Thankeveryone.Bellaisfallingforhimandhardyay!!Sorryit

wasshortbutI'mtryingreallyhardtomakeitgood.IfyouguysseespellingmistakestellmebecauseIusuallywriteinahurrybecauseasIsaidmytimeinthecomputerislimited.Bye.REVIEW

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Feelings

LoveSucksWhyMe!

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BellaPov:

"Bellayou'reanuglyfatassthat'swhyIcheatedonyou.YouaresoplainanduglythatnoonewouldgooutwithyouIonlywentoutwithyoubecauseIfeltbadforyou!"whatnoIknowI'mugly.

"justshutupIknow,Iknow,Iknow!Leavemealone.Leavemealone!."

Thenitalldisappeared.

Iopenedmyeyestoseemyselfinmyroom.Whatitwasjustadream…justadream.Ilookedatmywindowitwascloudylikeeveryotherday.WhydidIneedtowakeuptosuchadream.Ineededashower.

Iwasslowlygatheringmythingstotakeashowerwhenthebellwasrang.Whocouldbevisitingsoearlyandonaschoolday.

ImademywaydownthestairsandopenedthedoorIdidn'tknowwhattoexpectbutthepixiewastherewithtwoheavylookingbagsthatsaidBellaandinglitterypink.Ohnothiscouldnotbegood!WhatdoIsay,whatdoIsay.

"umAlicewhyheresoearlyIwas…justgettingreadyto….leave…yaleave..nowthat'swhatI'lldo."

"Yourgoingtoschoolinpj's,noBellsyouarenotgettingaway.Nowletsgetreadyforyoumakeover!"Iflinchedatthewordmakeover.Nothissuckswhyme!ButIknowthatIwouldn'tevenwinagainsther.

"fine"Ihuffedandwalkedbackin.sheturnedaroundandstartedwalkingupthestairs.WhatifIrantothegarageandlockedmyselfuntilsheleft.

IwasslowlymakingmywayoutsidewhenIheardthepixie.

"Belladon'teventhinkaboutit.Hurryuptoyourroomnow."Howdidsheknowcansheseethefuture.

"canyouseethefuture?"

"maybe…"shegrinned,"Buthurrywehavefiveminuteslesstogetyoureadynowhurry."Shelookedmadherpixiefigurewasgettingreadytospring.Fine.Istartedwalkingbehindhergettingreadyforthetorture.

JacobPOV:

Icouldn'tstandTanyaIwaswaitingforheroutside.Shetakesforever.Belladidn'tcarehowshelookedandshewasstillbeautiful.Tanyahasanicefigurebutstill.

IwascaughtupinmydaydreamthatIdidn'trealizeshewasinside.

"hiJake."IcringedatthatnameonlyBellacalledmethat.

"hisweetie."Shewaslookingatmeexpectedly.

"whatnokiss."Ughsheevenwant'sakissisn'titenoughalreadytowakeupearlyandcomeoverhere.

"Fine."Ikissedhercheekandshesmelledtomuch.SheputtomuchperfumeonBellajusthadhernaturalscentitwaslikefreesia'sandstrawberryitwasmouthwatering.ButTanyasmelledtomuchitgavemeaheadache.Iturnedaroundandstarteddrivingtoschool.UghanotherdaywiththatstupidEdwardnearmyBella.Hedoesn'tevendeserveher.He'sjustaprettyfacebutheowesmeorpunchingmeandhumiliatingmeinfrontofeveryone!

"JakeyouknowIneedtogetrevengeonthatBella."

"she'snot'that'she'sBellaandIwantrevengeonEdward."

"whyEdwardhe'ssogoodlookingandBella'sjustsoplain."

"She'snotplainandEdwardisabastard!"

"Yawhatever,butIwantrevengewhatdowedo."WhatwillIdotogetrevengeforthemhumiliatingus.

"TanyaIthinkIgottheperfectidea."

"really."shegrinned

"yesIdo…"Igrinnedbackandnowitwastimetoplanourrevenge.

BellaPOV:

"Ugh….Aliceareyoudoneyetwehavetwentyminutestillschool."

"Iwouldbedonebutyoufidgetandmovearoundtomuchsocutitoutifyouwantmetofinish."

"Finepixiebuthurryitup."Igrowled.

ShelookedangrywhatdidIjustdo."Bellayoucanneverhurryperfectionup!Andpainisnecessarytogetyoutoperfection!"

IdecidedtostaysilenttherestofthetimeIjustlookedatthewall.Iimaginedmyselfsomewherefarawayweretherewasnobimbos,Jacob,oranyproblems.AsIwasthereIimaginedmyselfinasunnyplaceinanapartment.Ithadbeautifulgreenlawnseventhoughitwashot.Therewasaswimmingpoolandtherewasalsoagardenfullofbeautifulflowersofroses,lilies,freesia'sandmanyvarietiesofflowersitwassobeautifulandofcourseallmyfriendsweretheretoo.

"Bell,Bella,Bells,hello."Ididn'trealizeAlicewaswavingherhandinfrontofmyface.

"ohyes."

"areyouok?"

"yesIkindofzonedout."

"Oh…sowhatdoyouthink."

ShehandedmeamirrorandasseenmyreflectionIgaspedshemademyeyeslookprettierandbigger.Shemademyskinabeautifulcolorandmylipslookedmorepink.Iwaswearingabluet-shirtawhitjacketanddarkblueskinnyjeansandofcourseIwaswearingconverse.Alicestraightenedmyhairandmyhairwaslong,soft,andtamed,Ilovedit.

"thanksAliceit'swonderful."Shegiggledandwinkedandstartedpickingeverything

up.

"yourleavingmenow."

"yesbecausemydearbrotherEdwardisgoingtopickyouup."

"okbuthowcomehedidn'task."Why?

"becausehehasrightsasyourboyfriend."

"pretendboyfriendAlicepretend."Iclarified.

"yawhatever."IsighedandfollowedAlicedownstairs.

"BellayoushouldeatEdwardwillbehereinaboutfiveminutes."Ohcraptenminutestillschool.

"ok."

AliceleftandIquicklyrantothekitchenanIgrabbedapoptartanddrankmilkquickly.IateitwhenIheardknockingonmydoor.ImadewaytothedoortoonlybestunnedbyEdward'sbeauty.Thewindblewhishairhewassohandsome.Iwasbreathless.

"HelloBellaareyoureadytogo."hisvoicewaslikemusic.

"whyyeskindfriend."Idecidedtoplayalong.Hegrinnedandtookmyandinhis.Itdidn't'reallymattertomewewerejustfriendsbutbesidesitfeltgood.Wewerewalkingsidetosidethenheopenedthedoorformeandwaitedformetogetin.AssoonasIwasinhewalkedtohissideandgotin.Hemovedsogracefullyunlikeme.

"sohowwasyourmorning?"helookedcuriousIguesshewantedtoknow.

"well,itwaspainful."Hequirkedaneyebrow.

"painful?"Helookedlost.

"Wellyourcousincameoverandgavemeamakeover."Heseemedtorealizesomethingatthemoment.Thenhestartedsmiling.Boysaresodarnconfusing.

Ilookedoutthewindowtoonlyrealizewewereatschool.IwasabouttogetoutwhenEdwardstoppedmeandpulledmyhand.Iunwillinglyturnedaround.

"Bellasorrybutdon'tgoyet,Ineedtotellyousomething."

"what?"

"holdup."hebentdownandhetookoutasilverboxfromunderneathhisseat.Itwasabeautifulsilverboxaboutthesizeofyourpalm.Ithadabeautifulredribbononit.IlookedupatEdwardandhewasstaringatmewithhisgreenorbs.

"openitBella."

"what?"Iaskeddumbfolded.

"openitit'syours,Bella."

"what,noIcouldn'tEdward."Hisfacefellalittle.

"why."

"Edwardyoumusthavespendedafortuneonthat."Hestartedgrinning.

"nopenotasmuch,buthereBellatakeitplease."Hewasstaringatmewithhiseyestheytookmybreatheaway.Ididn'tevenrealizeItooktheboxinmyhand.IdecidedtoopenitandasIdidIgaspeditwasabeautifulbluependent.Ithadsapphiresandcrystalsonit.Butithadsomesortofsimplicity,Ilovedit.

"thankyouEdward."Ididn'trealizeIstartedtoformtearsinmyeyes.

Edwardleanedandjabbedmytearsaway.

"noBelladon'tcryandI'mgladyoulikedit."IrememberedAliceputmakeuponmesoIstoppedcrying.IrealizedIdidn'thavemakeuponmyhandssoIstopped.Waterproofmakeup,AliceissogoodatthishowdidsheknowIwouldcry.O'wellIguessillneverknow.

"OkthanksEdwardcanyouputitonmethen?"Edwardgrinnedandgotoffthecarhequicklycametomysideandopenedthedoorforme.Isteppedoutandhandedhimthependent.Ipulledupmyhairtomakeiteasierforhimtoputiton.Ifelthissofthandtouchmyneckasheplacedthependentonme.ItwascoldbutwhenIfelthishandsitmademeshiverandtheelectricalcurrentgrew.

Thenheleanedhischinonmyneckandheputhisarmsaroundmywaist.IwasabouttosaysomethingsoIletmyhairgo,butEdwardsaidsomethingbeforeIcould.

"BellaredalertJacobandTanyaareontheothersideoftheparkinglotandtheyareplanningoncomingthiswaywhatdowedo?"Iturnedaroundtolookathim.

"pretend."Hegrinnedandgavemeaquicknod.ThenIfeltmyphonevibrate.ItookitoutandIwasshockedtoseewhatitsaid.,

Bellaurexndabimboareplanningonarevengetheyrup2nogoodsoiftheyrcomingKissEddiegrabhimnkisshimhurryorthereplanwillwork!

LovelyPixie

Whatisshecrazyissheoutofhermind.NoIwillnotdoit.Issheok.ThenIfeltmyphonevibratesoItookitout.

Bellwednthavetime4dishurryuporuwillregretitlater.

Lovelypixie

Fineifshesaysso.IpulledEdwardashardasIcouldhelookedshockedthenIgrabbedhisneckandpulledhimdown.IkissedhimwithasmuchforceasIcould.Atfirsthewasfrozenwhywouldn'thekissmeback,butthenhestartedkissingmebackwithasmuchforceasmine.ItfeltsogoodIfelttheelectricalcurrentgothroughbutitfeltcorrectforsomereason.EverythinginmewasaliveandIlovedit.Ididn'treallyhavemanyexperiencewithguysbutallIcouldsaywasthatEdwardwasthebest.Istartedrunningmyhandsthroughhissofthair.Hesuddenlyslidhishandstomywaistandpulledmoreintohim.Icouldfeelhisbodyintomine.Itfeltsogood.Ididn'tknowforhowlongwewerelikethisbutthenIheardsomeonecough.

IturnedaroundwithembarrassmenttoonlyseethebimboandJacoblookingatus.IblushedandlookedatEdwardbuthewasonlygrinning.IlookedbackatJacobandhelookedpissed.

Uh,ohIdecidedtostopittherewhatwillhappen,whatdoyouwanttohappen.DidIdogreatbecausethisisthefirsttimeIdoakissingscenesowhatdoyouthink.ReviewPleaseIwouldreallyappreciateitandIwillupdatesooner.Yay.Peace.AlmostforgotthanksAngel4057fortellingmeIshoulddoaJacobPOV.AndBella215fortellingmetodoAlice's.Iwouldalsoliketothanksprinter1andVioletteRose.

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HopeIamnotdisappointingyou!Tellmesomethingyoudonotlikeanythingfromthisstoryplease.Iwanttoespeciallythank,sprinter1,VioletteRose,The-Elusive-Charmer,kellanlover14,andAngel4057,Unknown101andBella215.ThankyouithasbeenquiteawhileandIwashappytohavesomanyreviews.

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IdonotownanyTwilightstuffanythingfromthisstorybasedontwilightStephanieMeyerdoesk.IwishIhadcreatedEdwardCullen.*sigh*

BellaPOV

Oh,crapwhatdoIsaywhatdoIdo.StupidpixieshemademekissEdwardandnowIamembarrassed.WhatdoIdo,whatdoIsay.IturnedbackatEdward,hehadahugegrinonhisface,andhelookedsomewherefarawayasifhewereinheavenorsomething.Maybehewentinshock.IlookedbackatJacobandTanyatheybothlookedpissedasiftheyhadlostsomething.

"Well,wellIguessBellaisn'tsoinnocentafterall."Tanyasneeredatme.Herwordswerefullofhatred.Iwouldneveracceptthattypeofcrap.

"Hismyboyfrienddon'tIhaverights?Andyoujustsuckthefacesofanyoneyousee!"Iretortedback.Shelookedtakenback.Ijustgrinnedbackather.Thismadeherlookevenmorefurious.IlookedbackatEdwardandhelookedcomposedhewasglaringatJacob.

"Tanyawhydon'tyoujustleave."Isaid.

"WhyshouldI,don'tIliveinAmerica."Shelookedhappyasifshewonthebattle.LikeIwouldallowher.

"TanyayouliveinAmericabutthisismyterritoryeveryonesayssoincludingmyself."Ishoutedback.ShelookedlividthiswasthefirsttimeIactuallyclaimedtheschool,IknowIdon'tbutIcouldn'tletherwin.

Tanyawasseethingherfistsweretremblinglikeshewantedtohitme.IjusttookastepforwardandsodidEdward.

"TanyaleaveIdon'twanttoseeyourface."

"Youaren't'thebossofme!"shescreamedback.Wow,shehadaloudvoicebutitwashorrifying.

"Tanya,Tanya,Tanya,whenwillyoueverlearnI'mnotthebossofyoubutImsureyour'mother'wouldn'twanttoheartheproblemsyouandJacobarecausingme."IgrinnedbackthistimeJacobsteppedforwardhelookedfurious.

"Bellashutupdon'ttalktoherlikethat!"IwasabouttorespondwhenEdwardshoutedback,"Blackshutupifyoudon'twantmefisttoendupinyourface!"Heseethedhelookedstrong,beautiful,andwhatwasthatwordhot!NoBellawrongplace,wrongtime.

"Masenmindyourownbusinessthisstartedwaybeforeyouarrived!"Jacobsaid.

"Well,I'mherboyfriendandIhavearighttoprotectherfrompeoplelikeyou!"Edwardshoutedback.BothlookedliketheywereabouttohiteachothersoIwentinbetweenthemIhadtostopit.Isaid,"Stop,wedon'thavetimeforthisJacob.Justleaveusalone!"JacobcalmeddownandEdwarddidtoo.So,ItookEdwardbythehandandpulledhimtowardourfirstclass.Nevertheless,whenIturnedaroundIwasstunnedtoseeAlice,Emmett,Rosalie,andJasper,grinningatus.Ohcrapdidtheyseeeverythingthathappenedincludingthekiss.IwenearedthemIseenthetwinkleintheireyesandespeciallyAlice'sandyes…Icouldtelltheyseeneverything.

AlicePov

(Thisisstartingfromthebeginningofthemorningsotherearenoconfusions.)

"Honeywakeup,youtoldmetowakeyouupearlysoyoucangoovertoBella'shouse."Iquicklygotupandrantowardthebathroomtogetready.Itookaquickshowerandchanged.Iputonabitofmakeupandfixedmyhair.

AsIstartedtofixmyselfIrealizedhowIdidn'tlookthatpretty.IwishIwerelikeBellashe'staller,hasnicehair,andgorgeousbrowneyes.Whycan'tIjustbelikeher?

MaybeJasperwon'tlikemeafterall.HismysoulmateIknowit,butwatchwhenhedoesn'tlovemeback.

Alicedon'tthinkaboutitgetBellareadyIknowitwillbeanexcitingday.IquicklycheckedmyselfandrandownstairsEdwardwasalreadydownstairseatingbreakfast.SoIskippedtowardhim.

"HeyEddie."helookedmadbutwhocouldblamemeit'sfunny.

"Alicehowmanytimes…."

"Iknow,Iknow,butIneedyoutopickupBellaafewminutesbeforeclass."helookedsurprisebutthenhesmiled.Hetrulylovedher.

"SureAlice."Ikissedhischeekandquicklysnatchedhispoptartandranout.Ionlyheardhimshout,"Alice!"IstartedgigglingandIrantowardmycar.

WhenIarrivedatBella'shouse,Iheardthecreakingofthestairs.Ichuckledtomyselfguessshebarleywokeup.Assheopenedthedoorandseenmewiththebagsherbrowneyesgotwidewithfear.

"UmAlicewhyheresoearlyIwas…justgettingreadyto….leave…yaleave…nowthat'swhatI'lldo."AhanicetryBella.

"You'regoingtoschoolinpj's,noBellsyouarenotgettingaway.Nowletsgetreadyforyoumakeover!"Sheflinchedattheword.Howcouldshenotlovemakeover'stheyareawesome.Iwasgettingreadytoarguebutthensherealizedshewouldloosesoshesaid,"fine."

IgrinnedtomyselfbutassoonasIstartedwalkingupthestairs,IhadavisionofBellastayinginthegaragethewholetime.Well,notonmywatch.

"Belladon'teventhinkaboutit.Hurryuptoyourroomnow."ShelookedsurprisedmaybebecauseIknew.

"Canyouseethefuture?"SheaskedohwhatdoIsay.Mightaswellgoclose.

"Maybe."Isaid,"Buthurrywehavefiveminuteslesstogetyoureadynowhurry."IsmiledasIpulledherupstairs.

AwhilehadpassedbutBellawasverystubbornjustlikeEdward.

"Ugh….Aliceareyoudoneyetwehavetwentyminutestillschool."Sheargued.

"Iwouldbedonebutyoufidgetandmovearoundtomuchsocutitoutifyouwantmetofinish."Iretortedback

"Finepixiebuthurryitup."shegrowled.Wasitmeanttobescarybecausethoughtitwasveryfunny,butIknowthatifIsmileshewon'tbequite.SoIsaid,"Bellayoucanneverhurryperfectionup!Andpainisnecessarytogetyoutoperfection!"ShestoppedmovingandIstartedworkingbutwhenIwasfinishedshelookedtobeentrancedinsomewaysoIstartedwavingmyhandsinfrontofherface.Thenshe

cameback.

"ohyes."

"areyouok?"Iasked

"yesIkindofzonedout."Right.

"Oh…sowhatdoyouthink."Ihandedhermymirrorandshegasped.Yes!Shelovedit.Idotoosheverybeautifuleventhoughtshethinksshe'splainsheissoblindandalsobythefactthatshedoesn'trealizeherandEdwardaremeanttobe.

"thanksAliceit'swonderful."Shesaid.IjustwinkedandstartedpickingeverythingupbeforeEdwardgothere.

"yourleavingmenow."Sheasked

"yesbecausemydearbrotherEdwardisgoingtopickyouup."Ireplied.

"okbuthowcomehedidn'task."Bella,Bella,youaresoinnocentsometimes.

"becausehehasrightsasyourboyfriend."Isaid.

"pretendboyfriendAlicepretend."Shesupposedly'clarified.'

"yawhatever."IsaidIstartedwalkingdownthestairsandsodidBella.IturnedaroundtotellBellasomethingbeforeIleft

"BellayoushouldeatEdwardwillbehereinaboutfiveminutes."Shelookedatthewatchandgasped.Littletimetoeat.Hahacan'twaituntilEdwardgivesherthenecklace.It'ssobeautiful.

"ByeBella."IwavedgoodbyeandImademywaytoschool.

AsIarrivedJasperandEmmettwerespeakingRosaliewasjuststandingthere.ButwhenIlookedatJasperagainmyheartskipped.Imademywaytowardthemtogreetthem.

"hi,sowhatareyouguysdoing."EmmettgrinnedandJaspersmiledatmeIfeltmyheartacceleratebutRosalieresponded,"well,wewereactuallywaitingforyouandBellaIwantedtogiveyouguyssomethingasaformofgratitude."Hervoicewaslikemusiceveryoneissobeautifulbesidesme.

"Sure."IgrinnedandwalkedwithRosalietoherlocker.Shetookaboxoutand

handedittome.IopeneditandtherewasabraceletmadeofsilverwithBella's,Rosalie's,andmynamewereengravedinanditsaidbestfriends.Isquealedinexcitementandhuggedher.

"Iguessthatmeansyoulikedit."ShesaidIdid.Shewasmynewbestfriend.

"ThanksRose,Icancallyouthatright?"Shesmiled.Igrinnedandshedidtoo.

"Sure."WestartedwalkingoutwhenIheardJacobmentionBella'snamesohidbehindawallandfrozesodidRose.

"listenTanyawhentheycomeyoukissEdwardandtellhimyouenjoyedthenighttogether,IjustfoundoutEdwardwasaplayerathisoldschool.ThenIwillactbetrayedandIwillconsoleBella.ThenyoucanfindawaytokeepEdward.IknowitwillworkbecauseBellahastrustissues."

"sureanythingformetogetEdward,thenyoucanget'yourBella.'Idon'tevenknowwhyyouwanthersheisn'teventhatpretty."HowcantheyBellaandEdwardarebestfriendsnow.Ihavetostopthem.ItwashardworkandIcan'tletthemruinit!IlookedoveratRoseshelookedfurious.

Whatsurprisedmenextwaswhatshesaid,"weneedtostopthemtellBellatokissEdwardinfrontofthem!"Ithoughtaboutitthatwasn'tabadIdeaandmaybetheycouldfallforeachotherevenmore.Brilliant!IsquealedandhuggedRosalieagain.

"you'reagenius!"Shegrinned

"IdowhatIcanpixie!."Igrinnedthestartofagoodfriendship.

IpulledRosalietowardthefrontandwhenIseenEmmetandJasperIpulledthemalong.

"Whatgoingonpixie."Emmettsaid.IglaredathimwhileRosalieexplainedwhatwashappeningtoEmmettandjasper.WhenwearrivedtothefrontIseenJacobandTanyaabouttoputtheirplantowork.ButitwouldnothappensoIsendheratext.

Bellaurexndabimboareplanningonarevengetheyrup2nogoodsoiftheyrcomingKissEddiegrabhimnkisshimhurryorthereplanwillwork!

LovelyPixie

ShelookedsurprisedIcouldtelllikeshedidn'twanttodoit,butshehadtoevenifshedidn'twanttoo.SoIsentheranothertext.

Bellwednthavetime4dishurryuporuwillregretitlater.

Lovelypixie

Shethoughtaboutitbutthenherfacewasfullofdeterminationsoshepulledhimtowardherandtheykissed.IwasgrinningsowasEmmett,Jasper,andRosaliethiswassofun.

JacobandTanyastoppedontheirtracksandwatched.TheylookedfuriousandpissedIstartedlaughing.Nowwhat!thisiswhatIcallpixiepower!Istartedgigglingandsodideveryoneelse.

ThentheystartedwalkingagainbutJacobinterruptedeventhoughtwearefarawayIcouldstillhearthem.HaIhopeEdwardenjoyedhiskiss.

"Well,wellIguessBellaisn'tsoinnocentafterall."Tanyasneeredhowdareshe!

"Hismyboyfrienddon'tIhaverights?Andyoujustsuckthefacesofanyoneyousee!"Sheretortedback."Tanyawhydon'tyoujustleave."Tanyalookedfuriousandthatwashilariousherfacewassoreditmatchedherbloodyredscarf.

"whyshouldI,don'tIliveinAmerica."TanyalookedlikeshewashappyasifshewonyarightBellaismuchbetterthanher.

"TanyayouliveinAmericabutthisismyterritoryeveryonesayssoincludingmyself."WowfirsttimeBellaclaimedwhat'sher.YaBellashowhergirlpower.Emmettwasliterallyjumpingupanddownsaying,"it'sabouttobeagirlfight!Yes"Icouldn'thelpbutlaughthatwasfunny.

"TanyaleaveIdon'twanttoseeyourface."Bellasaid.

"Youaren't'thebossofme!"shescreamedback.Hayarightsheisnow.

"Tanya,Tanya,Tanya,whenwillyoueverlearnI'mnotthebossofyoubutImsureyour'mother'wouldn'twanttoheartheproblemsyouandJacobarecausingme."Bellaissogoodatthissheshouldbeindebates.I'msureshe'dwindebatesinthegovernment.TanyawastremblingwithangerBellajustgrinnedbackthiswassofunny!

ThenBlacksteepedforwardandruinedthefight.Screwhim!"Bellashutupdon'ttalktoherlikethat!"Howdareheshoutbackatagirl.IwasabouttodefendBellawhenEdwarddefendedBella

"Blackshutupifyoudon'twantmefisttoendupinyourface!"Heseethedhelookedfurious,nowItotallylovedmycousinhedefendedherthatissoromantic.

"Masenmindyourownbusinessthisstartedwaybeforeyouarrived!"Jacobsaid.

"Well,I'mherboyfriendandIhavearighttoprotectherfrompeoplelikeyou!"Edwardshoutedback.EdwardlookedlikehewantedtogiveJacobanotherpunchinthefaceThenIhadavisionIseenit.

EdwardpunchedJacobandJacobpunchedhimbackbutEdwardthrewhimandbeathimup.Uhohnotgood.IwasgoingtostopthemwhenIhadavisionthefuturechangedthistimeBellastoppedthem.Great!

"Stop,wedon'thavetimeforthisJacob.Justleaveusalone!"

JacobcalmeddownandEdwarddidtoo.ThenBellapulledEdwardbythehandandtheywerewalkingourwaywhenshestoppedandhereyesgotwide.Yepshewasshockedtoseeus.IjustgrinnedandIlookedtoseeEdwardwasmuchcalmerhelookedhappyagain.Well,Iguessheenjoyedthekiss.TheywalkedtowardusIlookedbackatTanyaandJacobbuttheyhadalreadyleftguessmyplanworked.EmmettranuptoBellaandsaid,"Bellsthatwasnicecombat,whatisnow?2an0.Youguysarethebomb!"EmmettissoweirdsometimesBellalookedatlossforwordsshewaslookingdirectlyatme.ItwaslikeIreadhermindshewantedtoknowifeveryoneelseseenthemkiss.Iwon'tsayanything.

"Hieveryone"Bellasaid,"Didyouseeanything."EveryonegrinnedandIdidtoo.Guesstheyweren'tgoingtosayanything.Awesome.SothistimeEmmettresponded.

"wegotherewhenTanyawassayingsmacktoyouandyourepliedback.AndBellathatwaswicked!"Belladidn'tlookatallconvnced.Iquicklyinterruptedthembeforesheaskedmorequestions.

"everyonewearetwominuteslatetillclasssowebetterbegoing."everyonenoddedandwestartedwalkingInoticedBellaandEdwardstayedbehindtalking.

BellaPOV

"BellawaitIneedtoaskyouaquestion."Whatcoulditbe

"yes."

"whydidyoukissme?"Helookedcuriousandhiseyesweretwinklingwasit

becauseofme.

"EdwardIknowIshouldhaveneverdonethatbuthere…"Ihandedhimmyphoneandshowedhimmymessages.Ashereadthemhisfacefell.Butthenherecomposeditquicklyhestartedsmilingbutitdidn'treachhiseyes.Hiseyeslookedhardandsad.

"Oh,Iunderstand.Nevermindlet'sgobacktoclass."Hisvoicewasstrainedwasheok.

"areyouok?"Iasked.

"yes,Bellabutletsgobecausewearegoingtobeverylate."Istartedwalkingnexttohimbuthedidn'ttakemyhandlikehealwaysdid.Ifeltmystomachfall.HelookedweirdIcouldn'tputmyfingeronitbuthewasn'thimselfanymore.

DidyoulikeitIwantedtoknowwhatAlicethoughtthewholetime.SoIdidherPOVItookforeverbecausethischapterwasharderforme.ITried.Thishasbeenthelongestchapterihavedonesofardoyoulikeit.IalsohaveaquickquestionDoyouwantEdwardmadinthenextchapterordoyouwanthimhisnormalselfagain?KKpleasereview.Review.Review.Review.Review.Review.Review.Review.SorryforspellingmistakesItrymybest.

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BellaPov

AsEdwardandImadeourwaytotheclassIcouldn'thelpbutfeelawkward.Hedidn'tholdmyhandlikeheusuallydid,hedidn'tcomplementme,orusethatgorgeoussmileIlovedthemost.WaitsincewhendidIloveit?OhwellIloveitnow.

Therestofthedaywasuneasy.Edwarddidn'treallyspeaktomenotevenatlunchmaybeawordortwobutthatwasit.DidIdosomethingwrong?

DuringlunchtimeEdwardseemedtobehimselfagainhewasgrinningandlaughingaroundbuthesatontheoppositesideofme.RosalieandJasperjoinedinandsatwithus.IwasuneasysoIstartedlookingaround.IlookedaroundthecafeteriatoonlyseeMikemakingflirtyfacesatme,Tanyaglaringatme,andJacobstaringatmewithagrin.IjustturnedaroundandItriedtolistentotheconversationeveryonehad.TheyweretalkingaboutsomenewmoviecomingoutIthinkitwasNewMoonIthink.IlookedatJasperandhegavemeasympatheticlookIjustsmiledbackandshookmyhead.Ilaymyheadinmyarmsandtriedtothinkaboutsomethingelse.IreallywantedtoleaveIdon'tknowwhyIhadenoughofthisdrama,mylifeismiserable.WhenIliftedmyheadupEdwardandAliceweregone.

Ilookedatthesideandtheyseemedtobearguing.Edwardlookedfrustratedbecausehewasputtinghishandsthroughhishair.Alicelookedlikeshewastryingtoproveapointorsomething.IsighedandIdecidedtoleave.

Somewherebesideshererightnowwouldbebettereverythingistomuch.

Isilentlystoodupandmademywayoutthroughthebackofthekitchendoors.AsIwalkedoutitwasdrizzlingabitofrainandtheskywasstartingtodarkenup.IstartedwalkingIdidn'tknowwerebutIhadtoletmymindfree.Idecidedtogointhroughthewoods.ItwasverygreenandslipperyconsideringthefactthatI'maklutzmadeitmuchmoreworse.

IwalkingthroughtheforestwhensuddenlyIheardanoisethatgavemethechillsandmostimportantlyitmademyheartbeatfaster.

IwasslowlymakingmywayforwardwhenIheardit…

EdwardPOV

AsBellaandImadeourwaytotheclassIdidn'tfeellikespeaking.Ijustdidn'tIfeltthatifIdidIwouldshoutatherandtellherthatIlovedherandIcouldn'tdothat.Ihadtogethertotrustmeandbethepersonsheneedsbeforeconfessingmylovetoher.

Ididn'tmakeamovetospeakneitherdidBella.Sheprobablyonlysaid'excuseme'andIsaid'okay'butthatwasit.

DuringlunchtimeBellalookednervousandthoughtful.Iwatchedherthewholetime.Shewouldlookeverywhereasiftoseeiftherewasanythinginteresting.Shealsoseemedtofidgetthewholetimewithherjacket.Whatwasshethinking?

Thatwasveryfrustrating.ThensheputherheadinherhandsandIcouldn'tseeherfaceanymore.Alicesuddenlykickedmyleganditmademelookup.Shewassignalingmetofollowherwhatwasthatabout?

Shemadherwaytothequietendofthecafeteriaandstopped.Sheturnedaroundtolookatmehereyeswerefullofconcernandworry.

"Edward,whatiswrongwithyouhowcomeyouhaven'tspokentoBella!"UghwhatdoIsayisighedanddecidedtogowiththetruth,"becauseAliceshekissedmethatkissmeanteverythingtome.ItwasthebestthingofmylifeandifItalktoherImighteventellherwithoutthinking!Alicedoyouunderstandnow?"ThereIhadtogoforthetruthorshewouldshethroughme.Sheseemedtounderstandbutthenshelookedupatme,"Edwarddon'tyouunderstandI'mworriedbecauseIknowBellaistiredofthisdramashehashadforthelastthreeyears.I'mscaredthatthisisgoingtobetomuchforherandthenshewilldecidetoleaveandthenyouwonteventellherhowyoufeel."ShelookedatwithsomuchemotioninherthatIhadtobelieveher.IfInevertoldBellahowIfeltthenIneverwould.

IwasdeterminedtofinallytellherhowIfelt...

Ihaveafewquestionsdoyouwantmetoenditsoon?Iamallearsitdoesn'tmatter.Iamheretowritestoriesforpeoplethatenjoytoreadfanfictionifyoudon'treallylikeittellmepleasesoIcantrytomakeitbetter.Ialsowantedtorecommendastorycalled,"Onepersoncanchangeanything."It'sagreatstoryBellaisfromEnglandandshearrivestoForksandmeetsEdward.Edwardinstantlyfeelsattracted-ITSASHORTSUMMARYHERESOLOOKFORITANDREAD.Readitandtellherwhatyouthinkaboutitokay.PleaseReview!

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EdwardPOV

IstartedwalkingtowardthetabletofaceBellaandtellherthetruth.Ifeltmyhandsshaking.Whatifsherejectsme.WillshewantmethewayIwanther,forever.IwalkedtowardthetableIwasgettingreadytoseeherbeautifulbrownorbs,butBellawasn'tthereanymore.Wheredidshego?

BellaPOV

Iturnedaroundinfearthiscouldn'tbegoodwhatcoulditbe..

IslowlyturnedaroundwhenIseenJacobwalkingoutofthebusheswhatishedoinghere.I'mfarawayfromschooldidhefollowmehere?

Hewaswalkingforwardwithaslygrinonhisface..Whatdidhewant?WhenIthoughtaboutitmyneckstartedgettingGoosebumps.

"hey,Jacobwhyareyouhere?"HegrinnedwidelybuthiseyeswerefullofhatredandIfearedit.

"whatdoyouwantJacob."Itriedtosoundstrongbutthemyvoicegavemeaway.Heseemedtosenseitbecausehestartedwalkingforwardwithatauntingsmile.SoIstartedtoslowlybackaway.

"BellayouknowwhatIwant."Hisvoicewasnolongerpleasantitwascreepyandhissmilegavemethechills.

"Whatdoyouwant."Iaskedagain.Hestartedtowalkforwardagain.

"you!"

"why?"Nowhywouldhewantme.

"becauseBellayoubelongwithmenotwiththatprettyboy!"Helookedfurious.

"NoIdon'tIdon'tbelongtoanyone!"Idon'twantJacobican'tbelieveiactuallycriedforhim.

"Iownyouthough."HeseemedtobelievethathowcanheIwasneverhisandIneverwillbe.

"Noyoudon't,justleavemealoneJacobBlack!"IthinkIgothimmadnow.Hisgrininstantlyerasedanditturnedintoascowl.

"yourminewhetheryoulikeitornotIhadenoughofthatplayingaroundbesidesbehappythatIwantyoubackunlikeEdwardbecausehe'saplayeramiright,andbesideshemightbehavingalittlefunwithTanya."Hewasrightbutwrong.EdwardwouldnevergowithTanyahewouldneverbetraymethatway.

"Edwardmightbeaplayerbuthismoreofamanthanyouwilleverbe!"Heseemedstunnedbymysuddencombat.Butheregainedhisfeaturesandstartedwalkingtowardmeagain.

"soyouthinkhisbetterthan,wellthat'swhatyouthinkbutI'mbetterandyouareminenothis!"

IstartedbackingupagainandIhadthesamefearitscaredmeIfeltlikeitwasgoingtoendbad.IsuddenlyhitthetreeIcouldn'twalkanyfurtherandhewasonlyafewfeetawayfromme.IsuddenlygotstiffandterrifiedwhatdoIdo?ThinkBellathink!

"Leavemealone!"Hegrinnedatmywordsandclosedupthespacebetweenus.Heputhishandsonmyhipsandpulledmein.ItriedtomovehishandsawaybutIcouldn't.Hesimplyheldmetighterandithurtmyhips.

"No,Jacobleavemealone!"

"Nope."Hesimplychuckledandheforcefullytookmyheadbetweenhishandandhekissedme.ItriedtopushhimoffbutIcouldn'thejustheldmetighterandIfeltagreatpainsoIstartedcryinginpain.Hestartedlaughingagainstmylipsandheheldmyhipstighter.Henewithurtmesohewasdoingitonpurposeheseemedtoenjoymypain.Icouldn'thandleitanymoresoItriedtoremembertheselfdefenseCharlietaughtme.

Ikickedhiminhisprivateandhegroanedinpain.Hefelltothegroundandsokickedhimthereagainjusttomakesureit'salwaysgoodifyoudoublecheck.

IstartedrunningbutmyhipswerehurtingbadlyitwaslikeIhitmyselfonarockorsomethingbecauseithurtbad…ButthenIlookedaroundIdidn'trecognizeanything.Itwasallgreenwithmossandtreesitlookedthesame.WheredoIruntoo.

IstartedpanickinghowwasIsupposedtofindmywayout!

IwasstartedrunningtoescapeJacob'scrazinessbutthenisuddenlytrippedandfell.

Theneverythingwentblack.

EdwardPOV

"didyouguysfindheryet!"Iasked.Ifeltscaredwhatifsomethingbadhappenedtoherit'sbeenandhour.

"SorryEdwardwelooked."Alicesaid.Iwasgettingmoreanxious.SuddenlyEmmettandJaspercame.Iwaswaitingforaawaitingagoodanswerwhentheyalsoshooktheirheads.Wherecouldshebe?Ihavetolookforhershecan'tbeouttherealone.Theskyisdarkenedup,astormisgoingtocomewerecouldshebe.

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EPOV:

Ifeltimmensepain,shecan'tjustbegonelikethat.Wherecouldshehavegonetoo.

Idon'tknowwhatIfeltbutIfeltasortofdepression.Ifeltlikesomethinghitmerightthroughtheheart.Shehastoappearandsoon.

Somethingpushedmeoutthedoorsandtowardthehallsmylegsweremovingtothereownaccord.IwassuddenlyinthegreenforestofForks.Ilookedupattheskyandraindropsstartedfallingonmyhair.IfeltlonelyIneededBellatofeelcomplete.Idon'tknowforhowlongIwaswalkingbutthenIstumbledintosomething.IlookeddowntoseeBella'sbagonthefloor.ItookthebagwhenIthenseenfootstepsitwasBella'sbutthentherewasanother.Bellaisn'talonethatcouldonlymeanthatshe's

possiblyintrouble!

IstartedrunningtowardtheforestandIfeltasortofenergyinsidemethatmademerunfaster.ButallIcouldthinkofatthatmomentwasfindingBella.IwasrunningthroughtheforestuntilIheardavoicescream.IstoppedtoseeBellarunningbutthenshetrippedandfell.

Jacobstoodupandstartedwalkingtowardher.Hisfacewasfullofanger,hatred,andahappinessthatlookedevil.

AllIcouldthinkofwashurthimbecausehehurtBella!SoIstartedrunningtowardBlackbeforehereachedher.IfeltarageI'veneverfeltbeforeallIcouldseewasred.HehurtBellawellhewasgoingtogetit…

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Iquicklyranandhidmyselfbehindthebushes.

IstoodthereandIwatchedJacobreachBellahestoodaboveherandlaughed.Ifelttheangerboilinsideme.Icouldn'ttakeitanymoresoIranbehindJacobandtackledhimdown.Helookedstunnedbutwhenheseenmeheglaredatmeandpushedmeoff.

IstoodupandsodidBlack.

Idecidedthatnowwasagoodtimetotakeaswingathim.IpunchedBlackstraightatthejaw.Hestumbledbackbutthenheregainedhimselfandhitme.Hehitmehard,whichgotmeangrierthanIwasifitwaspossible.Ipunchedhimagainandsoonwestartedexchanginghits.

Ifelthishitsandtheywerehardtheywereashardasrocks.Isuddenlytookaswingathisstomachandhegaspedandfelltotheground.

ItookthatasanopportunitytogotowardBella.

Irantowardherandtookherhandinmines.Herhandwascold.Igotasuddenfearwouldshebeok.

IdidnothavetimetothinkittroughwhensuddenlyIheardJacobcussprofanitiesatme.Iturnedaroundtoseehimrunningtowardme.Asanimpulse,Iputmylegoutandithithisstomachagain.ThistimeJacobfellandhelookedtohavehadenough.Hehadabustedlip,ablackeye,andhewasgroaninginpain.ItookthatasanaccomplishmentIfinallygaveJacobwhathedeserved.

IrantowardBellaandpickedherupIfeltgladtohaveagainbutIfeltimmensepainwouldshebeokay.

IstartedrunningtowardschoolasfastasIcould.Itdidn'ttakelongandsoonIarrivedatschool.Itookmycarkeysoutandunlockedthedoors.IlaidBellaslowlyinthepassengerseat.ItookmycellphoneoutandsentAliceatextmessage.

To:Alice

PixIneedurhelp

Hurryandditchyourclassrm.

Itsanemergency.

nOTkIDDING!

From:Edward

Isprintedtothedriver'sseatandwaitedforAlice.IlookedbackatBellaabruisewasmakingitselfmorevisibleinherleftcheek.Icouldn'thelpmyselfbutIstretchedmyhandtowardBella'scheek.HerskinwassoftjustasIimagineditwouldbe.IstartedcaressingherfaceIcouldstop.

Jacobhurtherandhewouldnevergonearheragain.

IwassoentrancedinmythoughtsthatIdidn'thearAliceknockingonmywindow.

IopenedthedoorandassoonasAliceseenBellashegaspedin,shelookedatmewithwideeyesandsaid,"Edward!It'sokifyouloveherbutyoudon'tneedtobeatherandyourself!"

"AliceshutitIdidn'thitherIfoundBlackabouttotakeherandIsavedher!"Shelookedstunnedatthisinformation.

"EdwardI'msorrybutisBellaOkay?"Wasn'tobvious.

"Noalicesheisn'twhydoyouthinkshe'sconscious!WhydoyoueventhinkIaskedforyouhelp."ShelookedatmeandrealizedBellawasimportant.

"OkEdwardlet'stakeherhomeCarlisleandEsmearegonedadisatworkandEsmeisdesigninganewhouse."InoddedmyheadshequicklyrantohercarandwewentofftotheCullenMansion.

WhenwearrivedItookBellaoutuptomyroom.AlicehelpedmegethercomfortablebutAlicerealizedthatBella'srighthiphadahugepurplebruise.ThisgotmefurioushehurtherandIdidn'tgetthereontimetosaveherformJacobBlack.IfeltweaklikeIwasn'tstrongenoughtoevenprotecther.

AlicelefttheroomandIstayedalonewithBella.Isatnexttoherandwatchedhersleep.Herbruiseacrossherfacewasbiggerbutitdidn'tstopmyselffromlookingatherbeautifulface.Iwantedhertobelongtometobeminebutshedidn'treallyevenlikeme.Isuddenlyfeltthedepressiontakeover.WhatifBellaweretoleavemylifewouldbe

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EmmettPOV

Locationsothereisnoconfusionit'safterschoolEdwardandAlicearegone.

"Ay,Jasperwaitupwhere'sAliceandEdward?"WherecouldtheybeI'vebeenlookingforthem.FirstBella,thanEdward,andnowAlice.Coulditbethatsomevampiresatethemorthatalienstookthemtomars.

Nonevermindthatseemsdumb,maybetheywenttothestripclubwithoutme!

Nohowcouldthey,theyknewIwantedtogo.IlookedupatJasperandhelookedshocked,"thentheydidn'ttellyouwhathappened?"heasked.Nowhathappened!

"Notellmewhathappened."Thatohno!Edwardgotrapedbyastriper.

"EmmettIknowwhatyourfeelingrightnowsoithelpsmeimaginewhatyourthinking…"WhatheknowswhatIfeeldoeshehavesomesortofsuperpower!Ilivewithcrazypeoplethesedaysfirstit'sEdward,thenit'sAlice,andnowJasper!

"NoEmmettcalmdown,whathappenedwasthatEdwardsavedBellafromJacobBlackandEdwardcalledAliceforhelp."HetriedtohurtBella!

"Jasperwhatdidhedotoher?"

"hehurtherEmmett."

"Noduh!Imeanthowdidhehurtherinwhatway?"

"Didn'tyouhear…"

"whatdidthedogdotoher."

"EmmettIdon'tknowallIknowisthathehurtherandEdwardsavedher."HehurtmylittlesisterBellasonowhewasgoingtogetit!"Jasperweneedtokillhimtillhecrieslikethebabyheis!"Jasperlookedintriguedthislookedgood.

"Exactlyhow",heasked.Jasper,Jasper,Jasperyouhavesomuchtolearnfromtheking'TheEmmettMasen.'

"well,it'sgoingtobesomethinglikethis…"

"soEmmetthowmuchlongertillLaPush?"Jasperaskedanxiously.

"wellIdon'tknowallIknowisthatit'saboutnearforks,ohandassoonasyouseethefirstbeachyou'retheir."WowIsoundedlikeEdwardnopedefinitelydon'twanttobehimhissometimesdepressing.

"so.."Jasperstarted,didhewanttostartaconversation.

"areyoutryingtohitonmysister?"Iinstantlyfeltmyblooddrainmyface.Whywasheaskingme!NowIfeltlikeIwantedtobelikeEdwardwithhislittledepressedfacelockedupinhisroom.

"I..uh…nowhywouldyousaythat."Ididn'twanttolookathisfacebecausethenhewouldkillme.

"Emmettpleaseeveryoneknows."WhatwasIsoeasytoread."EmmettpleasecalmdownallIwantedtosayisthatifyouwanttobewithmysisteryouhavemyapproval."What!!!IcanbewithRosalieandwait…shedoesn'tlikeme.

"thanksJasperbutIdon'tthinkRosalielikesmealot."ThistimeIlookedatJasperhelookedthoughtful.

"whydoyousaythatEmmett?"

"WellbecausesheisalwaysmeanwhenI'maroundhershetotallyhatesme."

"youknowEmmettRosalieisalwayslikethat,eventome,that'sjustherattitude,that'sjustwhosheis."What!!soRosaliealwayshasthatattitudebutshe'snicetoAliceandBella.

"YesEmmettIknowshe'snicetoAliceandBellabutthat'sbecausetheirgirlsandtheydefendedRosalie,sheconsidersthemasveryclosefriends."SoRosaliedoesn'tevenhateme!That'ssogreat.

IlookedoutthewindowtohidemyexcitementtoseewewerepassingthebeachwhichmeantBlack'shousewascloseIcouldn'twait.

"SoJasperdoesRosalieconsiderdating."

Helookedthoughtful,"yep,Iguessshesaidsomethingaboutneedingsomeonefast…"AtthatIwasshocked,Rosaliewantedaboyfriendwellmaybeshewouldwantsomeonelikemebut…"

"EMMETTLOOKOUT!"IturnedtolookseethecarafewfeetfromahouseIcouldn'tstopthebreakbecauseIwasgoingtofast!Ohnothiscouldnotbegoodespeciallyifit'sEdwardVolvo!

PoorVolvo

What'sgoingtohappen!LolpoorEmmettheissobusted.

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EmmettPOV:

NO!whatwillIdoEdwardisgoingtokillmehelovesthiscar!

IlookedatJasperandhelookedshockedIlookedforwardagaintoseethatthecardestroyedthehousesfrontsideoftheporchitwaswrecked.

Ohcrapnowimaginethecar'sdestructionthatiswayworst!EdwardisgoingtokillmefordestroyinghisVolvo.Noevenworsthewon'tletmegotohisroomwhenIhavenightmares!

IgotoffthecaransodidJasperhestilllookedshocked.

JasperPOV:

Ican'tbelieveEmmettcrashedEdward'scarheisgoingtokillme,nowaitJaspercalmdownrememberbreathinandoutbreathinandout…StupidEmmett!NowilostmychanceswithAlice!

EmmettPOV:

Iwalkedtowardthefrontofthecartoseethatthecarsurviveditonlyhadalittlescratchabouttwocentimeterslong.Yay!EdwardwilldefinitelynotknowIcrashedhiscaragainstahouse!

IwastoconcentratedonmyhappinessthatIdidn'thearthefootstepswalkingtowardus,IslowlyturnedaroundtolookbackatthefrontofthehousetoseenonotherthanJacobBlack.

Well…Iguesshishouseistotallyruined.Ilookedathisfaceandhehadafuriousexpression.Well,that'swhatheget'sformessingwithus.

"lookatwhatyouleechesdidtomyhouse!"Jacobsaiditwithsomuchangerthatitmademelaughhardbecauseitwasfunny.ComeonimagineJacobmad…it'sfunny!!

"IsthatwhatyoucallahouseJacobwell,goodluckwiththat!"Istatedhelookedmadlikehewantedtokillmewellthatwouldbeamusingtowatch.IheardJasperlaughsoIcrackedasmileatBlack.

"ShutupyoubastardatleastIhavemyfather."Jacobsaid,Ouchahitatthegutwellletmethinkohright,"atleasttheladiesloveme."Istated.

"youwish.."Jacobsaid.

"Ya,whateverbutwearen'thereforthatreasonJasperandIareheartokickyoubutt!Loser!"

"Bellawantedmesothere'snoneed!"Hisfacechangedtoamaskofkindnessandtruthfulnesswell…hetriedhewassuchaliar.

"YaokaybuteitherwayBlackyouhurtherandwewon'tletitslideIcanseeEdwarddidhityouprettyhardyourfaceisstillrecognizablebutIwilldefinitelychangethatwithJasper."IhavetoadmitEdwardhithimgoodhehadabustedlip,swolleneye,andabruiseonhisface.

"WhateverEmmettbutyoudorealizethatyoucrashedyourstupidCaragainstmyhouse!"

"asIsaidbeforegoodluckwiththat!"

"listen,you…"

"yaIheardbastardbutjustshutitbecauseI'mgoingtokickyourassBlack."

"Ohyeah"hetaunted,"wellbringit!"

Ohreally!!

"Well,itwillbemypleasure."

JasperPOV:

Emmettsaid,"wellitwillbemypleasure."Yesfinally!!nowhewouldgetitforhurtingBella.

AsIwatchedEmmettrantothecarandtooksomethingelse,whatwasit?

Iseenitwasasomethingredlikeacan…

Icouldn'tseebecausehemovedfast,eventhoughheisbighisstillmovesgracefully.

EmmettapproachedJacobandstoodabouttenfeetawayfromhim…

Meanwhile,BellaPOV:

WheredoIgowheredoIgo.IwasfranticallylookingforaplacetoescapeIhadtogetoutofherefromeverythingfromforks.Suddenly,theideadawnedtomethroughthewindowduh.IclimbeddownthewindoweventhoughitwashighbutIdidn'thavetimetothinkaboutitallIcouldthinkofwasescaping.

Iclimbeddownandran.IranfarforthefirsttimeIdidn'ttripanditwasexhilarating.IwasrunningwhenIheardshoutingandIrecognizedthatvoice,"Belladon'tgodon'tleaveme!"ThatmademerunfasterIturnedmyheadbacktoseeEdwardonthegroundcrying,HistearsrandownhissmoothfaceandIstoppedIlookedathimandthenheopenedhisgreeneyes.TheylookedsadanddevastatedIjustwantedtomakehimfeelbetter.HeoutstretchedhishandoutformeIstartedwalkingforwardbutthenIrememberedIhadtoleaveIslowlystartedwalkingbackawayfromhimandeverything.hiseyesweretornedinasadnesssoprofoundIwantedtocry,butIcouldn'tstayheresoIstartedrunningagain.

IwasrunninguntilIheardhisvoiceagain,thisstoppedmeatmytracksandbrokemyheartsoprofoundlyIrealizedmymistake,"BellayouleftmesomylifehasnoreasontolivegoodbyeBellaIwillalwaysloveyou…"

AtthatmomentItriedtorunbacktohimbacktoEdwardIranbackbutIcouldn'tfind

himanymore.IranthroughthetreeseverywherebutallIcouldseewasnothingthedesperationgottomesoIstartedcrying.Ifelltothegroundandcried.IwasaloneeveryonewasgoneIwasalonejustlikeTanyasaidIwouldend…

"Bella,Bella,Bellawakeup,wakeup."

IslowlyopenedmyeyestoseeEdwardlookingatmewithaworriedface.HelookedworriedatthatmomentIrealizedthatIwasjustdreaming.

"Bellaareyouokayyouwerecryingandthenyoustartedscreamingformyname."Edwardaskedanxiously.Iwas…

"yes,I'mokay."thetruthwasIwasn'tthatwassooverwhelmingandscaryIhopethatnevereverhappensagain.

"right."Edwardcouldseerightthroughmehowdoeshedothat.

"Belladon'tlietellmerememberI'mhereforyou."Icouldn'ttellhim.

"Edwardwouldyoudomeafavor?"Iasked.

"anything."hesaid.Isighed,shouldIaskhim.

"EdwardcanyouhugmetightpleaseIneedthatrightnow."Hesmiledandheslowlyputhisarmsaroundmywaist.IleanedinandstayedtherebeingwithEdwardlikethisfeltright.Ifeltprotected,loved,andhappy.ItwasverydifferentfromCharlie'shugsorRenee'sitwassomethingmore.

"Bella,areyouokyoulookeddisturbedthewholetimeyouwhereasleep?"Heasked.

"Edward,I"Ihesitatedwhynottellhimpartofit.Nodon'tdothat,"EdwardIjusthadaterribledreamIprefernottotalkaboutit."Heleanedhischeekonmyheadandwestayedthereinsilencelisteningtoourbreathingeveninandout.

"BellaIunderstand."hewhisperednexttomyear.ThatmademeshiverbutnotinacoldwaybutinawayIcouldn'texplain.Whatwerealltheseweirdfeelingstheywereconfusing.BellajustchillEdwardisagreatfriendnothatdoesn'tworkwhataboutBestGuyFriend,wellthatisclosertowhatI'mfeelingrightnow.

"Bella?"Heaskeduneasily.

"yes,Edward."Ireplied.

"didthatdoghurtyoubadlybecauseIswearthatifhedidhewillneverseetherainagain."Hestatedhisvoicewasfullofvenomanditfrightenedme.IlookedaroundtoseethatIdidn'trecognizethisroom.WaitnowthatIthinkaboutitwhatamIdoinginthisroom.

"EdwardwhatamIdoinghere?"Hesighed.

"Belladon'tignoremyquestion,whathappened,whywhereyouthere,andwhydidhehurtyou?"

"EdwardI,welleveryonewastalkingandIdecidedIneededsomefreshairsoIleft,thenistartedwanderinginthewoodsuntilJacobfoundme..."Ifeltabiglumpinmythroat.IthoughtIlovedhimandthenhedoesthistome.EdwardseemedtonoticemyuneasinesssoheheldmytighterandIwoundmyarmsaroundhisneckandheldhimtighter.

"Bellanevermindtellmelater."HesaidthenIheardhimmumble,"IhopeEmmettandJaspergivehimwhathedeservesbuttheybetternotdamagemyVolvo."Theywhat!

"Edward,whatdidyoujustsay."Ipulledawaytolookinhiseyes.

"Nothing."HiseyeshypnotizedmesoIlostmytrainofthought,hiseyesweresobeautifulandhishairwassosoftlookingIdon'tknowwhatimpulsedmetodothatbutIslowlystrechedmyhandandputitonhischeek.HesimplystaredatmewithanadoringsmileandIgrinnedback.

"Thankyou."Isaid.

Helookedconfused,"forwhat?"heasked.

Ijustcaressedhisfaceandsaid,"Edward,Iknowyousavedme...sothankyou."Iwassofullofgratitudeifitweren'tforhimIdon'tknowwhatwouldhavebeenofme.

Hegrinnedandsaid,"Bellayoudon'tneedtothankmeaslongasyourokayIcansurvive."Ikeptcaressinghisfaceandthenheclosedhiseyesandsighed.IwassointoitthatIdidn'tseethatitwasdarkoutside.IfrozeandEdwardinstantlyopenedhiseyeshelookedalarmed,"Edwardwhattimeisit,Ineedtogohome."

Hechuckledandlookedatmewithhisgreeneyes,"Bella,AlicecalledCharlieandtoldhimyouwouldstayover.Hesaiditwasfine."Isighedinrelief.OhnevermindthenIlookedattheroomagain,ithadawonderfulviewtotheoutsideforest,itwasopenandbeautiful.Therewasawidecollectionofmusic,andthewallswerepainted

ofagoldencolorandthecarpetswereblack.Theroomwassimplebutyetbeautiful.

"Edward,wereamI?"Iaskedagain.

Hegrinned,"Myroom."Thiswashisroom!Itwasgreat!Myroomwasn'tevenhalfhissizeIhavetoadmithehasgoodtaste.

"Oh,wellyouhaveaniceroom."

"Thankyou."Hestated.IwascurioustoseearoundtheroomsoIsaid,"MayI."Hegavemehisbeautifulcrookedgrinandnoddedhishead.Islowlygotoffthebedandwalkedtohismusiccollection.TherewasawidevarietyofClassicalandrockmusic.

"Edward,youhaveanicecollectionIcan'tbelieveyoulikeDebussy."

Heblushed,"IknowBellathatIshouldn't..."HewasembarrassedsoIstoppedhim.

"EdwardthereisnoneedtobeembarrassedIloveit.IlikeClairDeLuneandChopsticks."Helookedatmewithashockedexpression.

"Really?"Heasked.

"Edward,bynowyoushouldknowICan'tliereallygood."

"BellaIknowit'sjustthatthatneverthoughtyouwouldlikethesamemusicasme."HegrinnedbutwhenIlookedintohiseyestheywereveryhappywasitbecauseofme?

"Well,Mr.Masenyouhavealottolearnfromme."Iwinkedandhelookedatmewithashockedface.Guesshedidn'texpectthat.

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BellaPOV

Iturnedaroundtoonlybestunnedbythebeautyofhiseyes.Hestareddeepintomyeyesandgrinned.

Heletgoofmywaistandwalkedtowardhisstereoandturnediton.ClairdeLunestartedplayinginthebackground.Isimplystaredathimcuriously,whatwasheplanningondoing?

Edwardstoodinfrontofmeagain,hetookmyhandsandwoundthemaroundhisneck.Heslowlyslidhishandsaroundmywaistagainandthenhestartedswayingusfromsidetoside.WhatishemakingmedoheknowsIcan'tevenwalkacrossaflatsurfacewithoutfallingortripping.

"Edward,whyarewedancingyouknowIcan'tdance."Istated.IlookedathiseyesbuttheywereonlyfullofhappinessandIcouldn'thelpatsmile.Hishappinesswassocontagious.

"Bella,itsallabouttheleading.''HelookedsosureofhimselfIbelievedit.

'Belladoyoustillhateme."Heasked.Ilookeduptoseehimstaringatmewithcuriosity

"EdwardIdon't,why?"WhywouldhethinkIstillhatehim.

"Iwasjustcurious."Ilookedathisexpressionandhelookedvictorious.What'swithhimtoday?

"Edward…"IhesitatedshouldIaskhim,"howdidyoufindme."Hesimplystaredatme.

"Bellawellwewerelookingforyoubutthenwedidn'tfindyousoIdecidedtolookforyououtofschool."

"oh."WhatelsecouldIsay,"EdwardIhaveaquestion."Hisgreeneyesboreintomineshehadaconfusedlook.

"WhathappenedtoJacobwhenyoufoundme?"WhathadhedonetoJacobwhenhefoundme,notthatIwouldreallycareafterheactedlikeIbelongedtohimbutwhocouldblamemeIwascurious.Sodon'tjudgeme.

"Bella…"Itlookedlikehedidn'twanttotellmehisfaceturnedintoasadmask,"wellIjustkindofbeatthecrapoutofhim,IknowyoumightnotlikeitI'msorry…"IstoppedlisteningwhatdoeshemeanImightnotlikeitJacobgotwhathedeserved!

"Edwardshutit."Ilookeduptohimandhelookedshocked."Edwardwhatdoyoumeanyouaresorry!Jacobgotwhathedeservedsodon'tevenapologize!AllIcansayisthatasaformofmygratitudeIwilldoanythingyouwantyoudon'tknowhowhappyIamrightnow."Ifeltmyselfgrinlikeanidiotyes!FinallyJacobgotputinhisownplace.

IlookeduptoseeEdwardwithashockedexpressionguessheneverexpectedmetobehappyaboutviolencebutIwastoday!

Edward'smouthslowlyturnedintoasmile,whatwashesmilingabout.ItriedrecallwhatIsaidwhenIrememberedwhatIsaid,'Iwilldoanythingyouwant.'Ifroze,ohnowhatwouldEDWARDwantfromme.

"Bella,thereissomethingyoucoulddoforme…"Edward'ssmilegrewwiderandhiseyesstartedglowingwithmischief,whatdoeshewant!

(wonderwhatEdwardwantsanyguessesLol!…)

JasperPOV

EmmetthadsomethingthatlookedlikeaCoca-Colacanbecauseitwasred,coulditbe.NoImeanitcouldbutEmmettwouldn'tgetrevengewithanemptysodacan!Ohgodit'sEmmetthewould!Heisjustgoingtomakeafoolofhimself!Emmettisso

dumbsometimesandIstillcan'tbelieveIwanthimasabrotherinlaw!

EmmettwalkedtowardJacobandhethrewthecanstraightatJacobsforehead!JacoblookedstunnedIguesshewasexpectingsomethingharderandbiggernotasodacan.IsimplystartedatEmmetthelookedalljumpyandhyperlikehegavethegreatesthit!EmmettmustbesodumbtoevenbelievehehurtBlack.

IwassoengrossedinwatchinghimlaughthatIdidn'thearJacoblaughingatEmmett,that'sit!

Noonelaughsatmyfutureinlaw!IwasmakingmywaytowardBlackwhenEmmettheldmeback.ItriedtofreemyselfbutIcouldn'tEmmettisverystrong.

"DudepleaseIwanttobeathimup!"Emmettstartedwhiningandhewasmakinganevenbiggerfoolofhimself.IlookedtoseeJacobwasabouttocryfromlaughter.ThatgotmemorepissedoffbutEmmettwasstupidsometimessoIjustnoddedandstayedback.AslongasEmmettbeatBlackIwouldbeokay.

EmmettletgoofmeandthenhestartedwalkingtowardBlackagain.IjustwatchedasEmmettgotcloser.Jacobwouldn'tstoplaughingsohedidn'tnoticeEmmettuntiltheywereonlyafootaway.

"Sowhatareyougoingtodoknowthrowasockatme."Jacobsaidandthenhehadabunchoffit'salaughter,EmmettgotredIwouldofthoughtitwasfromembarrassmentifEmmettwasBellabutEmmettwasEmmettandhewasreallypissedoffnow.Yes!Lettheshowbegin!

"SoyouwantasockBlack,wellyouaregoingtogetone!"EmmettshoutedwithsomuchforceJacobstoppedlaughing.WonderwhatEmmettisplanning.

EmmettpunchedJacobtothegroundandBlackfell.Jacobhadashockedexpression,hathat'swhathegetsformessingwithus!ButwhatsurprisedmewasthatEmmetttookhisshoesoffandhissocks.HemadehiswaytowardJacobandheshovedthesockinsideJacobsmouth.JacobtriedtospitoutbutEmmetttookhisarmsandhepinnedJacobtotheground.

"What'sthatblackyouwantmore!"Emmetttaunted,"Jasperhurrygivemeyoursocks!"What,washekiddingmeRosalieboughttheseforme!Sheissogoingtokillme!Whatmattersmore.Revenge!SoItookmyshoesoffandmysocksIgavehimmysocksandwatchedEmmettshovetheminhismouth,thatissogross.

"Emmettthat'snasty!"Istated.Heturnedaroundtolookatmeandhegrinned.

"Jasper,Jacob'sapigandtheyliveinnastyplacessoIamgivinghimstinkysockstomakehimfeelmoreathomebeforeIdothis!"EmmettquicklytookaswingathisribsandIheardaloudcrack!Thatmustofhurt.IquicklyranandtookEmmett'sarmstopullhimoffJacobbeforehemurderedhim.

IwantedtohitJacobbutheruinednowIneedtofindanotheropportunitytohithim.

"Emmettdon'tkillhimIknowyoudon'twanttomakeabadimpressiononmysisterdoyouEmmett."Istated.Hestoppedtolookatmeandhegrinned,guessIknowhowtogetmywayswithhimnow.AllIhavetodoismentionmysister…

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Edward'smouthslowlyturnedintoasmile,whatwashesmilingabout.ItriedrecallwhatIsaidwhenIrememberedwhatIsaid,'Iwilldoanythingyouwant.'Ifroze,ohnowhatwouldEDWARDwantfromme.

"Bella,thereissomethingyoucoulddoforme…"Edward'ssmilegrewwiderandhiseyesstartedglowingwithmischief,whatdoeshewant!

BellaPOV:

"Bella,Iwantyouto…"hestoppedhissentenceandhisgrinbecameevenmorepronounced.Isuddenlygrewmoreanxiousbythesecond,butthenIremembered

thefeelingofhislipsagainstmine.Wouldhewantmetokisshimagain,thinkingaboutthatmademeblushbutwewereintotaldarknesssoitwouldn'tmatter.ThankGod!

IlookedupatEdwardagainandhiseyeswhereshiningwiththatsamemischiefbutwithamixtureofhappiness.Wasthatcorrect?

"Bella…"Hestartedagain,"gooutwithme."Ifroze.What!didIjusthearcorrectlyIcan'tgooutwithhim!ImeanIjustmethimafewfreakendaysago.ButthenagainEdwardisn'tbad,heishot,andgivesthebestkissesintheworld,butNOBellayoucan't!

"EdwardI."IhesitatedandlookeduptoseehimwaitingformetoanswerwithaneagernessthatIneverthoughtEdwardMasenwouldhave."EdwardIdon'tthinkitisthebestideaforustogoout."hisfacechanged,Edwarddidn'tlookhappyhiseyeswerefullofsadnessandIfeltguiltybutwhyImeanIdon'tthinkIshould.Idon'tfeelguiltywhenIsaynotoMike.PluswhywouldhewanttogooutwithmeI'mjustplainoldBella.Well,excludetheoldbutstillI'mnotthatpretty.I'mabsolutelysurethatanygirlwouldlovetogooutwithhim.

"Whynot?"HeaskedhiseyeswerelookingdirectlyintomyeyesandIjustaboutmeltedintopudding.

"Edward,Ijustreallycan'tImeanit'snotthatIdon'twantto."WhatdidIjustsay'thatIdon'twantto'WowniceexcuseBella!Butkeepgoing."butEdwardIdon'tfeellikedatingrightnow."NicegoingBellawhydon'tyoujusttellhimyourissues.Hesimplystartedatmewithhisgorgeouseyesforafewminutes.Ijustwaitedforhimtoanswer.Secondspassedandhestilldidn'tsayanything.Iwasgrowinganxious.Washealright.

Suddenly,hiseyesbecameamusedandasmilestartedformingonhislips.Washeok.

"Bella,Igetit."What?Whatdoesheget.

"youdo?"Iasked.

Hegrinnedandnodded,"youhavetrustissuesdon'tyou."What!NoImean.UghIguessIdo!WhyIshealwaysright!Isheamindreaderorsomething!

"EdwardListen."Ilookeddirectlyatintohiseyesandhenoddedformetocontinue.

"Areyousomesortofmindreader."HesuddenlychuckledandIwasdazedbyhis

laugh.

"No."Hesaid,"sothatmeansIguessedright."heasked.

Isighed,wellduh"YesEdwardyoudidandI'msorryIjustdon'tthinkIcancometrustguysanymore."Helookeddirectlyatmyeyesandheputhiswarmhandsonbothsidesofmycheeksandifelthisscentfallacrossmyfaceanditwasintoxicating.Ifeltthesameelectricalsensationflowthroughmybody.

"BellaIwouldneverhurtyou,andifitmakesyoufeelbetterwecangoasfriends."HisvoicewassofullofsinceritythatIcouldn'thelpbutgrinathim.EdwardissoniceandkindthatIdon'tthinkhecouldeverhurtme.ThisdatewasasfriendssoIwouldimagineitwouldbefuntogooutwithEdward.

"Edward,fineIwillgooutwithyou."HiseyesweresofullofhappinessandhissmilewassobeautifulIfeltsohappymyself.

"ButEdward,underonecondition…"Hesmileturnedintoafrownandwaitedformetocontinue.

"whatwouldthatbeBella."hiseyeswerecuriousthat'stheonlythinkIcouldtellfromhisface.

"Pleasedon'tletAlicemakemewearheelsortheywillmebeforeyouevenarrive."Istartedwhiningandpoutingmylips.Hislipstwitchedinamusementandhejustlaughed.

"Well,BellaIguesswehaveourselvesadeal."Hesaid.

"YesMasenwehaveourselvesadeal."

Meanwhile

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"Emmettdon'tkillhimIknowyoudon'twanttomakeabadimpressiononsisterdoyouEmmett."Istated.Hestoppedtolookatmeandhegrinned,guessIknowhowtogetmywayswithhimnow.AllIhavetodoismentionmysister…

JasperPOV

"Fine."Emmettsaid,"ButIwantedtotakeafewmorepunchesatourlittlebuddyhere."AsifIcouldn'tseeEmmettkickedJacobtoshowmewhathemeant.Iheard

Jacobgroaninpain.Iguessheneedstogotothedoctor.

"Emmettcutitlet'sgotellEdwardwhatweaccomplished."Emmettgrinnedandheranintothedriversseat.IrookEmmett'sshoesandmineasIwalkedtowardthecar.

IwalkedintothepassengersseatandputonmyshoeswhileEmmettstarteddrivingaway.IwascuriousaboutthescratchinfrontofEdward'sVolvowouldhenoticeitwehavejustknowneachotherfor2daysandIcouldalreadytellhewasbasicallyinlovewiththeVolvo.Well,besidesBella.

"EmmettdoyouthinkEdwardwillnoticethescratch?"Iasked

"No,Idon'tthinksoeversincehismetBellahisbeeninlalalandprobablythinkingaboutkissingBellaandthattypeofcrapbesidesit'sliketwocentimeterslongImeanIcouldn'trecognizethatverygoodeither."Well,IguessInotworriedanymoreifhewon'tnoticethenI'mokay.

WegrewsilentwhileEmmettconcentratedondrivingwhenIsuddenlyrememberedmyangel,mypixie.Iguessnowisthetimetoaskabouther.

"EmmettIhavetotellyousomething,butasaman."

Helookedatmequestionablysocontinued.

"Emmettdon'ttellanyonebutIreallylikeyourcousin."WhenIsaidthisheslammedhardonthebrake.Ilookedathimandhehadashockedexpression.

"youmeanthelittlesquirt,thepixie."Hesaid.

"YesEmmettthatcousin."Hestarteddrivingagainandhekeptonsendingmeweirdlooks.

"WhatisitEmmett?"

"well,Imeanhowsheannoysmealotandisashoppingaddict.NotthatIdon'tloveherbutIjustcan'tseewhyyoulikehersomuch."Well,Iknowthisbut..

"EmmettIdon'tknowhowtoexplainitbutI'mjustdrawntohereverythingaboutmakesmelikehermorehereyes,hersmile,herlaugh,andevenhershortness.WhetheryoubelieveitornotIjusthavestrongfeelingsforher."IThoughtaboutherasIclosedmyeyesandthenIheardEmmett'sboominglaughter.

"WhatisitEmmett?"IaskedasIopenedmyeyes.

"ManJasperyourwhipped!"Hesaidthroughfitsoflaughter.

"lookwho'stalking."Imumbled,Ithinkheheardbecausehesuddenlyturnedquite.Hathat'swhatheget's!

BellaPOV:

"BellawanttogodownstairsandwaitforEmmettandJasper?"Edwardasked.

"Yes,butwheredidtheygo."Iasked

"Wellthat'sformetoknowBella."Hesmiledandpulledmyhandandledmeoutofhisroom.IwalkeddownstairstoseeAliceandRosaliespeaking.

"Heygirlie's."Edwardsaid.Alicewasabouttoturnaroundtoargueuntilsheseenme.Shesmiledandrantogivemeherbonecrushinghug.

"Belladon'teverscarethatway."Shedemanded.

"Yesmother."Isaid.AlicegrinnedwiderandIturnedaroundtolookatRosalie.

"Bellayoudon'tknowhowscaredwewherewhenwelookedforyou."Shesaid.

"I'msorry,Ijustneverthoughsomethinglikethatwouldeverhappen."Shenoddedandgavemeabreathtakingsmile.Edwardtookmebytheshouldersandheledmetoloveseat.Isatdownandhesatnexttome.IturnedaroundtoseeAliceandRosaliesmileatthis.Ijuststartedblushinglikeamanic.

"what?"Iasked

"Oh,nothing."Aliceresponded.Shewassmiling.Definitelysomething.

"Well"Alicestarted."weshouldseeamovie"

"whatmovie?"Edwardasked

"TexasChainsawMassacre!"

AlicewasgivingEdwardalookandfromthecornerofmyeyeIseenhimnod.Whatwasthatwholeexchangethoughthewasn'tamindreader.

"AliceIreallydon'twanttoseeit."Icommented

"WelltobadBellaeveryonewant'stoo."shestated.Finewhocouldeverwinagainsthershecanbasicallyseethefuture.

"Fine."Ihuffed.IcrossedmyarmsundermychestandwaitedforthemovietobeginwhileAliceputinthemovieandturnedthelightsoff.TheopeningcreditswereonandIstartedthingaboutwhatwaswithAliceandEdward,whatwasthatwholeexchange?Aretheyplanningsomething?

ThemoviestartedplayingandIreallywasn'tinterestedbutthenasthemoviewentforwardandthekillingIstartedshakingwithfear.WhydidAlicehavetoputascarymovieon!SheknowsIhatethem!IwasscaredthatIyelpedwhenIfeltanarmaroundmywaist.

"Shh…Everything'sokayBellait'sjustamovie."HewhisperedintomyearandIsuddenlyfeltmuchmorecalmandIshiveredfrompleasure.

"Areyoucold?"heasked.Isimplynodded.Iwouldn'twanttogetcaughtthatIshiveredbecauseofhim.Hesuddenlypulledmeintohischest.Icouldsmellhissweetanddelicatescent.HehadhisarmsaroundmeandIpulledmyselfcloserhimasIlaidmycheekonhischest.

IlookedtoseethatAliceandRosaliewerelookingatthescreenbutthebothhadhugegrinsontheirfaces.Aretheyokay?Isn'tthissupposttobeaSCARYmovienotahappymovie.Weird.

AsIlayonEdward'schestIstoppedpayingattentiontomovieasIfelthisstrongarmsaroundme.Ifeltwarmandsafe.IsighedandIsmiledatthis.Edwardissonicetome.WhathaveIdonetodeservesuchagreatfriendlikeEdward.AsIwaslyingonhischestIheardhisheartaccelerate,washeokIlookedonthescreentoseethatthegirlhadescaped.Whatwassoscaryaboutthat.Ilookedupathimbuthehadasmileformingonhislips.

EPOV:

BellawasonmychestandIcouldn'thelpbutsmileasthefeelingherbodyagainstminefelt.ShewassowarmandshesmelledlikedstrawberriesIjustwantedtokissher.AtthethoughtIfeltmyheartaccelerate.IrealizedIcouldn'tlivewithouthersheismylifenow…

BellaPOV

AsthemovieendedIwasabouttogetoff,butEdwardheldmetightersoIcouldn'tgetoutofhisarmsnotthatImindedbutthisseemedwrong.

IwasabouttotellhimtoletgowhenIheardacararrive.Edwardquicklyletgoandheranoutside.AliceandRosaliefollowedbehindandsodidI.

EmmettandJasperwerewalkingoutofthecarwhenEdwardwasinspectinghiscar.Whatwashelookingfor.IlookedatEmmettandJasper,theybothlookednervousweretheyalright.

"WHATTHEHELLDIDYOUDOTOMYCAR!"Edwardshouted.ItmademejumpIwasn'texpectingthat.

"Nothing."Emmettmumbled

"whatdoyoumeanbynothingyouscratchedmycar!Jasperdoyouhaveanythingtosay!"Edwardlookedfuriouswhatdidtheydohiscar.

"ItwasEmmett!"Jaspersaid.EdwardlookedatEmmett.

"Isthattrue."heasked

Emmettlethisheadfallhewasashamed.WhatgotEdwardsomad.IwalkedtowardEdwardtoinspectthedamage.TheonlythingIcouldseewasalinethatwasbarleyevenvisible.Areyoukiddingme!IsthiswhatEdwardiscryingabout!

"Edwardisthisthedamage?"Iaskedheturnedaroundtolookatmeandnodded.

"Edwardsuckitupbeamanatleastletthemgiveyouanexplanation!"Istarted

Helookedatmeandsignaledformetoproceed.

"Emmett,Jasperwhathappened?"

"well,"Emmettbegan,"JasperdistractedmesoIcrashedintoJacobBlack'shouse!"Hequicklysaid.Well,thatwasareasonableexplanation.Wait…didhejustsayhecrashedhisVolvointoJacob'shouse!

"Yep"Jaspergrinned.IturnedaroundtolookatEdwardandhelookedshocked.

"Dude."JasperbeganbuthewasstoppedbyEdward'spalm.

"YoumeanyoucrashedmyVolvointoBlack'shouse!"Edwardsaid

"Yeslistenwe'resorrybut,"JasperwascutoffbyEdward'smusicallaugh.

"Youguysthatsoundsawesomedidthehousegetaffectedatall?"Heasked

"HellYeah!!"Emmettsaid,"Thefrontporchistotallydestroyedalongwiththehit'sIgavehimandthesocksinhismouth!'

Edwardgrinnedatthisinformationandheslammedfistswiththem.

"Nexttimeyougo,takemewithyou!"EdwardsaidexcitedlywhatsockslikerealsocksewwthatissonastybuthedeservesitwishIwerethere…

Well,thiswasnotsomethingIexpectedtohearfromEdwardormyself…

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"YoumeanyoucrashedmyVolvointoBlack'shouse!"Edwardsaid

"Yeslistenwe'resorrybut,"JasperwascutoffbyEdward'smusicallaugh.

"Youguysthatsoundsawesomedidthehousegetaffectedatall?"Heasked

"HellYeah!!"Emmettsaid,"Thefrontporchistotallydestroyedalongwiththehit'sIgavehimandthesocksinhismouth!'

Edwardgrinnedatthisinformationandheslammedfistswiththem.

"Nexttimeyougo,takemewithyou!"EdwardsaidexcitedlywhatsockslikerealsocksewwthatissonastybuthedeservesitwishIwerethere…

Well,thiswasnotsomethingIexpectedtohearfromEdwardormyself…

BellaPOV

Wellthishasbeenaneventfulnightsofar…

RightafterthewhilesituationwithEdward'sVolvoJasperandRosaliebadeus

goodnightandtheyleft.LeavingOnlytheMasen's,Alice,andMyself.

"So…"Alicestarted,"Whatdowedonow?"Alicestarteddeliberatingdeeplyaseveryoneelsedidtoo.Ididn'tknowwhattodobutallIknewwasthatIwantedtosleep.IlookedatEdwardbuthelookeddeepinthoughthiseyebrowswereknittedtogetherandhislipswereinastraightline.WhydidIalwaysfeeltheneedtolookatEdward?HesuddenlyranhishandthroughhisbronzehairIrealizedthatitwashishabittowhenhewasthinkingorhewassimplyfrustrated.

Suddenlyhelookedupatmeandoureyeslockedforwhatseemedaneternity.Hisemeraldeyeslookedsobeautifulandmysteriousliketheywantedtotellmesomething.SomesortofsecretthatwasmeantformeIwantedtoknowbutIlookedawayfromtheintensityofhiseyesbeforesomeonewouldnotice.

"Well,Ican'tthinkofanythingandthisdayhassurebeenalongdaysoIwouldrathergetsomebeautysleep.Anyoneopposedorwithadifferentidea?"Alicestated.

IlookedaroundtoseewhichoneofdisagreedIpersonallywouldn'twanttodosomethingelse,apparentlyEmmettdiffered.HehadhishandupwaitingforAlicetocallonhim.

"YesEmmett."Alicesighed.IalreadyknewitwassomestupidideaofEmmett'seventhoughIhaven'tknowhimforsolongbutEmmettwasthateasytoreadhedidhaveabunchofcrazyideas.

"AliceIthinkweshouldplayhideandseekinthewoods!"Thewoodsno,badidea.IlookedatAliceandagrinwasformingonherlips.Whatno!IT'Sextremelydarkandthereareanimalsrightnow.IlookedatEdwardpanickedandheseemedtopickupmymessage.

"Aliceit'stodarkmaybesomeothertime."Edwardsuggested.

"NonsenseEdward,thedarkwillevenmakethegamealotmoreinteresting!"WhatnoIcan'tplaylikethat!

"Alice"Ibegan,"pleasenotknowsomethingcouldhappen,Idon'thaveagoodfeelingaboutthis."Aliceglaredatme.

"Bellayouneverhaveagoodfeelingaboutanything."Alicewhined.Well,Ineveractuallydidsoshewascorrect.IwouldneverwinagainstAlicesoIgavein.

"Fine."Imumbled.

"fantastic!"Alicesquealed.Isimplysighed.

"Wellwhowantstocountfirst!"Alicesaid.IknowIwouldn'twanttobealone.IlookedaroundtoseeEdwardstaringatmeintentlywhichmademeblush.HesimplysmiledatmeandIlookedawaybeforeIcouldblushevenharder.

NoonewantedtocountsoIlookedoveratAliceandnoddedmyheadtowardEmmett.Imeanitwashisstupidideashouldn'thecount?AlicepickedupmysignalsoshegrinnedatmeandlookedatEmmett.

"Emmettit'sdecidedyoucount."

"WhatnopixiepleaseIdon'twantto!"EmmettstartedwhiningandIhavetosayitwasamusingtoseeahugeguylikeEmmettstartwhining.

"Emmettitwasyourideayoucountsorry."EmmettpoutedhislipsandgaveAliceapleadinglook.ShesimplyshookherheadatEmmettandgrinned.

"Emmetteitheryoucountorweleave."

"Fine."Emmetthuffedashecrossedhishandsacrosshischest.Ilookedaroundtoseethattheforestwasreallydarkespeciallysincethereweren'tanyhousesnearbybecausetheCullenMansionwasinthemiddleoftrees.Thisnightwasextremelydarkandyoucouldn'tevenseethestarsinthesky,itwascreepy.SoIstartedpanickingwherecouldIruntoo.

"OkEmmettyoucanstartcountingwhenyourready."Alicesaid.Emmettgrinnedandhestartedcounting.IlookedtoseethatEdwardandAlicewhererunningbutindifferentdirections.Imeanweren'ttheyevenscaredIstartedrunningtotheforest.AsIranIcouldfeelthebranchescrackbeneathmyfeet.Everythingwassosilentandallyoucouldseewastreeswhichwasveryscary.IcouldstillhereEmmett'scountingsokeptonrunningandIdidn'ttripwassureasurprise.

IsoondecidedtostoprunningbecauseIcouldn'thearEmmettanymore.Icouldhearthecricketsandthebirdschirpinginthedistance.

Icouldevenhearmyheartthudthroughmyears.IguessIwasmorescaredthanIthought.

Itwascompletelysilencebesidesthewildernessaroundme.Icouldn'treallyseeanythingsoIdecidedtotakeoutmyphonebutwhenIsearchedmypocketsIdidn'thaveitsoIstatedpanicking.Whatiftheycouldn'tfindme.IjuststoodthereandIstillcouldn'thearanything.IlookeduptotheskyandIcouldfaintlyseegrayclouds,

whichmeantitwouldrainsoon.IstartedcountinginmyheadIthinkthatabouttwominutespassedbutIwasstillscared.

SuddenlyIheardanoiseinthebushes,Iturnedaroundslowlytoseenothing.IcouldfeelmyselfgettingGoosebumps'sIstartedtolookaroundbutIcouldn'tseeanything.IstillfeltuneasyIfeltlikeIwasbeingwatched.Istartedwalkingagainbutslowly.Iwasn'tsurewhereIwasgoingtoobutIfeltscared.

OutoftheblueIheardthatsamesound.No!notsoundsteps.Someonewasfollowingme!Islowlyturnedaroundtofacethatpersonbuttherewasnothingbesidesthinair.IkeptwalkingwhenIsuddenlyfeltapairofarmswoundaroundmywaistIwasabouttoscreamwhenthatpersonputtheirhandonmymouth.IstartedpanickingandItriedtopullawaybutIcouldn'tthatpersonwastostrongtobeagirlsoitmustbeaguy!ItriedtopullawayagainbutIcouldn't,IwantedtoscreambutIsimplywasn'tcablebecausethatsomeonewasholdingme,soIdecidedtobitehishandandwhenIdidIheardhimcurseunderhisbreath.IquicklyfrozeIknewthatscentandthatvoice.

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IturnedaroundtolookathimandIprovedmyselfright,"whatdidyouthinkyouwheredoing?Whereyoutryingtorapemeorsomething!"Iaskedirritated.Hesimplychuckledandranhishandthroughhishair.

"No,diditseemlikeit?Ijustwantedtoscareyou,IguessI'msorry."Hestated.

"youguessyoursorry?"Iaskedexasperated.

"NoIamIseriouslyam,mybad."ThesinceritywasrightinhiseyessoIquicklygrinnedathimandslappedhisarmplayfully.

"Heywhatwasthatfor!"Heasked.

"YouowemeforscaringmetodeathEdward!"

"OkayIguessyourright."

"againwiththeguessingEdward."

"No,youwereright."IgrinnedathimandIsatdownatthegrass.Well,Iwaswearingjeanssonothingbadwouldhappen.Edwardcameandsatnexttome.

"So."Ibegan,"whereisAlice?"

"Shehidinsidethehouse."

"ButIseenyouguysruntothewoods."Isaid.

"Well,AlicesaidshewantedtomakeitharderforEmmettsoshehidinsidethehouseIseenyoucomealoneandIreallydidn'twanttoletyououtofmysightsoIfollowedyou."Wellthatwasflattering.Ididn'tknowwhattosaysoIstartedtofidgetwiththefabricofmyjeansEdwarddidn'tsayanythingsoIdidn'teither.

"Bella,whyisitthatyoualwaysplayaroundwiththingswhenyoudon'tspeaktoanyone?"Heasked.

"youareveryobservantaren'tyou?"Istated

"Well,IusuallyamwhenI'minterested."Hegrinned.Wait…didhesayinterestedisheinterestedinme.Nohecouldn'tpossiblywhowouldwanttoreallydateme.

"SoareyoutryingtosaythatI'minteresting?"Iasked.

"Very,Miss.Swanyouareverydifficultformefigureout."Hesaid.Hiseyeswereintenseastheystartedatmetheywerefullofconfusionandfrustration.Ifeltlikeanexperiment.

"Well,Idon'tseehowI'mhardtofigureout,mymotherwouldalwayscallmeheropenbook."AsIsaidthisIlookeduptohimandhelookedthoughtful.

"Iseethatshe'swrong,shecanshehowyourfeelingbysimplylookingatourfacebutshedoesn'tknowwhatgoesinsideyourinterestingmind."HethinksI'minteresting.WeirdImeanI'mnotthatgood.

"Hmm…wellmaybeyourright."

Westoodsilentforacoupleminutesbutitwasn'tuncomfortableIwasn'tscaredanymorejustbyhavingEdwardatmysideIfeltsafeandprotected.

"Edward,willEmmettfindus?"Iasked.

"I'mnotsureImeanyoudidrunprettyfaraway."Idid?

"Butyouknowhowtofindyourwayback,rightEdward?"

"No."Whatdoeshemean.

"whatdoyoumean!youshould!Youaretheonethatliveshere!"Iwasontheedgeofhysteriahowwouldweheadback!

Edwardwoundhisarmsaroundmeandhepulledmeonhislap.Ididn'tsayanythingbecauseIfeltmyselfcalmdowninstantlywhenwecameincontact.

"Bella."Hestartedwhisperinginmyear,"ifyourememberIjustmovedhereafewdaysagohowwouldIknow."DuhBella!Hedid!Howcouldyouagreetoplaythisgame!

"I'msorry."Isaid.

"Bellawhatareyousorryabout?"Heasked.

"Iscreamedatyou."Hesilentlychuckled,hearinghimchucklehelpedmerelax.Itwaslikemusiclikevelvet.

"It'sokBellathey'llfindusdon'tworry."HeheldmetotighterandIinstantlyrelaxedinhisarms,"BellajustsleepI'llbehereallnightwithyou."hekissedmyheadandIsilentlythankedhim.

"Edward."Imumbled.

"Yes."

"Idon'twanttosleep."Hesighedandheldmetighter.Ifeltwarmandhisscentwasintoxicating.

"Whatdoyouwanttodo?"Heasked.

"Idunno,whatifwelistentomyI-pod."IthankedAliceforputtingitinmyjacketshesaidIwouldneedit.WaithowdidsheknowIwouldneedit?

"Sure,IwouldliketoknowwhatmusicyouhaveinyourI-pod."

Itookoneearphoneformeandoneforhim.IputminesinasIhandedhimtheother.Iturneditontosomerandommusic.Itwasplayingflightlessbirdoneofmyfavorites.Ididn'tknowifEdwardwouldlikeit.ButthenIheardhimhumthesong.IstoodquietasIlistenedtohim.Itwasnicetohearhimapparentlyifhesanghewouldhaveagoodvoice.WhenthesongendedIheardhimstop.

"youhavegoodtasteinmusicMiss.Swan."Icouldhearthesmileinhisvoice.

"well,thenIguessyoudotoo."HestartedlaughingandIjusttriedtorememberthat

inmymemoryforsomereason.Ifelttheneedtorememberhislaugh.

"Bellaarecoldoranything?"

"No,why?"

"youarestartingtogetpalerthanyouare."Iam.

"probablybecauseofthedarknessEdward."Ilookedtoseehimwithconcernedeyes.Hewasjustsobeautiful.

"No,areyouok."Hetookoneofhishandsandhestartedcaressingmyface.Itfeltgoodwhenhetouchedmy.Histouchesweresoft,it'sliketheywerefullofloveforme.

"yesEdwardIamthankyouforyourconcernbutIfeelalright."Henoddedandthenheheldmetighter.Ididn'tknowhowlongIwasinhisarmswaitingforEmmetttoarrivebutIfeltsleeptakeovermybody.SoIgladlyleanedonEdwardchestandfellasleepasIheardhisheartbeatrhythmically.BeforeIfellasleepIheardEdwardwhisper,"SweetdreamsBella…"IfeltthesmileonmylipsashesaidthisbutIdidn'thavetimetothinkaboutitIjustwantedtosleep.

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EdwardPOV:

(ThischaptertakesplacewhiletheyarehidingandEmmettiscounting.)

Emmettstartedcountingso,Istartedrunning.IlookedbacktoseethatBellawasjuststandingthere.Why,wasn'tsherunning?

SinceBellawasn'trunningIstayedatadistancewereIcouldseeher.Aliceranandhidbehindthebushes.ShegavemeaquestioninglookastowhyIwasn'trunningso,InoddedtowardBella,shesentmeawinkandthensheturnedaroundanddisappearedintotheforest.Whatwasthatwink?IknowAliceknowssomethingshe'salwayslikethatsosecretivelikeshe'shidingsomething…somethingimportantthatshedoesn'twantustoknow.

BellasuddenlystartedrunningIwasabouttofollowherwhenIheardfootsteps.Theyweresmallfootsteps.SoIknewitwasAlice.

"whatisitAlice?"IturnedaroundtoseeAlicepouting.

"You'renofunEdward."Shewhined.

"Alicehurryandtellmewhatyouwanttosay."Isaid.Hereyessuddenlygrewwithmischiefandagrinstartedformingonherlips.

"Edward,IknowyoulikeBella.Sothisisyourchance!Wewon'tplayanymoreactlikeyoudon'tknowhowtocomeback."Issheokay?Ithoughtaboutitbutshekepttalking,"Spendthenightwithherinthewoods.Thenyoucouldtakehertothemeadowwhenthesunrisesorsomething!"Sheisweird.Howdoessheknowallofthosethings!

"Alice,howdoyouknowaboutmymeadow?"Iasked.Nobodyknewaboutitonlymyself.

Alicesmirkedatmeandsaid,"Well,Edwardeveryonehastheirways."WhatwaysImeanbesidesstalkingsomeone.

"Areyoustalkingmeorsomethingevilpixie!"

"Nope,whywouldI?IhavebetterthingstodolikegoshoppingorgivingBellaamakeover!"ShehadatruthfulexpressionIwasalwaysabletoseethroughAlicesohowdoessheseethosethings.

"whateverAlice,butasyousaidIcan'tlosethisopportunity."Alice'sgrininstantlygrewintoasmile.

"surenowhurrybeforeyoucan'tfindheranymore!"IgaveherasmileandIranofftofindBella.

AlicePOV:(HereitisforallthoseAlicelover'slikeme!)

"Surenowhurrybeforeyoucan'tfindheranymore!"Irepliedexcitedly!EdwardgavemeaquicksmilethenheranofftothedirectionBellarantoo.Well,Ihopetheyhaveafantasticnighttogether!

ImademywaytothedrivewaytoseeEmmettwasstillcounting,"60,61,62,63,64,65..."IwentuptohimandIsmackedhisarm.Emmettlookeddowntoseemeandhefrowned.

"Aliceyouaresupposttobehidingnothittingme!"Hewhined.Wow,Emmettissuchababysometimes.Iwonderhowhewouldlooklikeinacrib.(ImagineEmmettinacrib)

"Emmettgamesover."Istated.

Emmettlookedbewailed,"Why?"Heasked.

"BecauseEdwardwentoff…"Emmettdidn'tevenletmefinish.

"Ohnodon'ttellmehewentofftothefair!Orworstdon'ttellmehewentofftothestripclubthistimewithoutme!Alicewhydidn'tyoutellmeIreallywantedtogo!"hewasontheedgeofhysterics.SoIjusstartedlaughingathim.

"MARYALICEBRANDONWHYAREYOULAUGHINGATME!"Ohnohedidnotjustcallmebymyfullname!

"Emmett!"Iseethed,"youdidnotjustcallmebymyfullname!"Emmettlookedscared.

"AliceI…"

"don'tyouAlicemeyouhave1minutetogetawayfrommysight."Emmettstartedrunningtowardthedrivewaybutnotfastenoughtogetawayfrom.SoIranandjumpedonhisshouldersandgrippedhisshouldershard.Iheardhimgroaninpain.IinternallylaughedatEmmett.

ItookoffmyhighheelandIwhackedhishead!(Ihavehershoesinmyprofilesocheckthemout)Itfeltsogoodtohithimhe'sbeendeservingitsincehestolemyotherPradashoesIdon'tknoworcareforwhathewantedthemforbuthestolemypreciousshoes.

"Alicestop!"Hebegged.Nopenotachance,soIkeptwhackinghim.

"Why?"

"AlicepleaseIcalluncle!Uncle!Uncle!"Hestartedshoutinglikeamaniac.

"Fine."IslidoffhisbackandIputmyshoesbackon.

Westartedwalkinginwhensuddenlyheadlightsflashedinfrontofusandthecarwasgoingatfullspeed…

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EdwardPOV

IstartedfollowingBellathroughthedarknessIheardherstopafewtimesItriedtokeepmydistancewhileIfollowedher.Iwasfollowingherwhenshesuddenly

stopped.

Bellaturnedaroundtolookatme,soIhidbehindthebushes.HerbrowneyesscannedtheplaceIwashidingat,butshedidn'tseemesoshestartedwalking.IranuptoherandIputmyhandsaroundherwaist.Shewastryingtofightmeoffbutshecouldn't.IknewshewasabouttoscreamsoIputmyhandonhermouth.Shewasstrugglingtofreeherselffrommygrip,butshecouldn'tsoIstartedgrinning.

Thenshesuddenlybitme.IletgoofherwhileIcursedundermybreath.

Bellacansurebite.

Bellaturnedaroundtoseemeandshegrinnedbutherresponsetookmebysurprise.

"whatdidyouthinkyouwheredoing?Whereyoutryingtorapemeorsomething!"Sheaskedirritated.IsimplychuckledandranmyhandthroughmyhairthiswasalwaysahabittowhenIwasnervous,mad,orfrustrated.

"No,diditseemlikeit?Ijustwantedtoscareyou,IguessI'msorry."Iresponded.Bellaalwaysgotmenervous.

"youguessyoursorry?"Shesaidexasperated.

"NoIamIseriouslyam,mybad."Itriedtosaywithasmuchsincerityandhonestysoshewouldbelieveme.Shegrinnedatmyresponsebutsheslappedmyarm.

"Heywhatwasthatfor!"IaskednotthatIwouldmindorthatithurtbutIwantedtoknow.

"YouowemeforscaringmetodeathEdward!"

"OkayIguessyourright."

"againwiththeguessingEdward."ShelookedatmewithafrustratedexpressionandIhavetoadmitshelookedcute.

"No,youwereright."Ireplied,BellasatdownonthegroundandIsatnexttoher.

"So."shebegan,"whereisAlice?"

"Shehidinsidethehouse."Iansweredautomaticallywelltechnicallyshewillbeinthehouse.

"ButIseenyouguysruntothewoods."Sheinsisted.

"Well,AlicesaidshewantedtomakeitharderforEmmettsoshehidinsidethehouseIseenyoucomealoneandIreallydidn'twanttoletyououtofmysightsoIfollowedyou."Bellaseemedtothinkaboutthanagrinstartedformingonher.Iwanttoknowwhatthroughhermind.

Bellastartedplayingaroundwiththefabricofherjeans.Whydoesshealwaysplayaroundwiththingswhenit'ssilent.

"Bella,whyisitthatyoualwaysplayaroundwiththingswhenyoudon'tspeaktoanyone?"Ihadtoaskit'sbeenkillingmeIwanttoknowwhatgoesthroughhermind.

"youareveryobservantaren'tyou?"Shestated

"Well,IusuallyamwhenI'minterested."Igrinned..

"SoareyoutryingtosaythatI'minteresting?"Sheasked.WhatdoIsay?Well,whynotgowiththetruth.

"Very,Miss.Swanyouareverydifficultformefigureout."Isaid.Shehadathoughtfullook.Whatwasshethinking.

"Well,Idon'tseehowI'mhardtofigureout,mymotherwouldalwayscallmeheropenbook."Shereplied.

"Iseethatshe'swrong,shecanshehowyourfeelingbysimplylookingatourfacebutshedoesn'tknowwhatgoesinsideyourinterestingmind."

"Hmm…wellmaybeyourright."Butherexpressiontoldmeotherwise,shelookedconfused.

WestoodsilentforacoupleminutesbutIwelcomedthesilenceitwasn'tawkwardandIenjoyedjustsittingherenexttoBella.

"Edward,willEmmettfindus?"Sheasked.

"I'mnotsureImeanyoudidrunprettyfaraway."

"Butyouknowhowtofindyourwayback,rightEdward?"Alicetoldmetosayno.BesidesIwantedtospendtimewithBella.

"No."Ireplied.

"whatdoyoumean!youshould!Youaretheonethatliveshere!"ShewasontheedgeofhysteriasoIwoundmyarmsaroundherandIpulledheronmylap.Sheinstantlycalmeddown.SoIkeptheronmylap.

"Bella."Istartedwhisperinginherear,"ifyourememberIjustmovedhereafewdaysagohowwouldIknow."

"I'msorry."Shewhispered.What?

"Bellawhatareyousorryabout?"Iasked.

"Iscreamedatyou."Istartedlaughing,"It'sokayBellathey'llfindusdon'tworry."IheldhertighterandIfeltlikemydreamwascomingtrue.IalwaysdreamtaboutholdingBellainmyarms,"BellajustsleepI'llbehereallnightwithyou."Ikissedherforeheadandshemumbledathanks.Ifeltmyheartswellwithloveforher.

"Edward."Shemumbled.

"Yes."Ireplied

"Idon'twanttosleep."

Isighedandheldhertighter."Whatdoyouwanttodo?"Iasked.

"Idunno,whatifwelistentomyI-pod."Shesaid.Thatwasagoodidea

"Sure,IwouldliketoknowwhatmusicyouhaveinyourI-pod."Ireallywantedtoknowwhatshelikedoursimilarities.Sheseizedtoamazeme.

ShegavemeoneofherearphonesandIheardflightlessbirdplaying.IgrinnedandIstartedhummingthesong.IthoughBellawasgoingtotellmesomething.Butshedidn'tshestoodquitethewholetime.Whichmademethinksheenjoyedhearingmymehum.WhenthesongendedIdecideditwastimetospeaktoBella.

"youhavegoodtasteinmusicMiss.Swan."

"well,thenIguessyoudotoo."IstartedlaughingatthisBellawassorandomsometimes.Ilookedatherfaceandherfacelookedmorepalerthantheusualwassheokay.

"Bellaarecoldoranything?"Iasked.

"No,why?"Sheasked.

"youarestartingtogetpalerthanyouare."Ireplied.

"probablybecauseofthedarknessEdward."

"No,areyouokay."WithouteventhinkingIputmyhandonherfaceandIstartedcaressingher.Ithoughtshewouldslapmyhandawaybutshedidn't

"yesEdwardIamthankyouforyourconcernbutIfeelalright."InoddedmyheadandIheldhertight.WesatthereinsilenceandIlovedit.Iheldherbutthenshelentherheadonmychestandhereyesstartedclosing.

Ibelievesleepwastakingover.

"SweetdreamsBella…"Iwhispered.Asmileformedonherlipsandthenhereyelidsclosed.Shelookedlikeanangel.

EdwardPOV

Ifeltmyeyesopen.

Ilookedatmywatchitwas4:45amjustbeforesunrise.IlookedtoseethatBellawassoundasleepinmyarms.IgrinnedandIsilentlyshookhershoulders.Shewasmumblingathanksandshestartedblushing.Wasshedreamingagain.Itriedcallinghernameafewtimes,untilsheopenedhereyes.

BellaPOV:

"Bella,Bella,Bella…"

IheardEdwardcallme.Iopenedmyeyestoseehisemeraldeyesstarerightatme.Igrinnedandlookedatoursurroundings.Thesunwasabouttorise.WhichonlymeantthatEmmettorAlicecouldn'tfindus..

"Edwardtheydidn'tfindus,didthey?"Edwardsilentlynoddedhishead.Buthiseyeslookedhappy.Iwasabouttoaskhimwhenhesuddenlypulledmyarmandheranoff.Iranbecausehewaspullingmyarm.

"Edwardwhyarewerunning?"Iasked.

"Ihavetoshowyousomething!"Heexclaimed.Whatdidhewanttoshowme.Ijustfollowedbehind.

Hesuddenlyletgowewhereinthemiddleoftheforest.

"Edwardwhyarewehere?"Hesmirkedatmeandthenhenoddedhisheadtowardtheforest.ForthefirsttimeIlookedatmysurroundings.

Itwaslikesomesortofmeadow.IthadthemostbeautifulwildflowersIeverseen.Thegrassswayedasthewindblewit.Thereweredeer'svisibleinthedistance.Icouldheartheriver,andthebirdschirrupinginthevastnessofthemeadow.Itwassobeautiful.Itwaslikeafairytale.Thesunwasbarleyrisingsoitlookedsomagical…

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AsIwalkedacrossthegrassIcouldseethatthesunalmosttouchedtheground,theflowersswayedbackandforthalongwiththegrassitlookedliketheyweredancing.Thewindblewanditsoundedlikesoftmusicwhisperingagainstmyearasitflewby.Thebirdswherechirpingthey'remorningsong.Thisplacewassimplybeautiful.IturnedaroundtoseeEdwardstaringatmewithcuriosity,justlikethecuriositythatwasgrowinginsideme.Imademywaytowardhimandhesimplystaredatmewithhispenetratinggreeneyes.

"howdidyoufindthismeadow?"Iasked.

Heshruggedhisshouldersandgavemehiscrookedgrin,"IstumbledacrossitwhenIwasalone,it'saplacewereIfindpeaceandmyself.Ihaven'tsharedthiswithanyone.Thisismyfirsttimeshowingthemeadowtosomeone."Iamsuremyface

lookedconfusedandshocked.Whywouldheshowme?Edwardsmiledandhepulledmeintoanunexpectedhug.

"Bella…"Hestartedwhispering,"youhavehelpedmesomuchyouhelpedmeopenup,andyoumeanalottomenow."Whatdidhemean?Ifeltmyselfgostiff.Heseemedbemusedbymytenseposition.Thenhestartedspeakingrapidly.

"Bella,sorryImeantasaclosefamilymemberIdidn'tmeantogetyouuncomfortable."SomehowwhenhesaidthatIfeltsadnesssweepthroughme.WhywasIfeelinglikethisshouldn'tIbehappyheconsidersmelikefamily?

"it'sokEdwardIwasjustsurprised."Ilookeduptoseesadnessinhiseyes.

"AreyouokayEdward?"Iliftedmyhandonhischeekandhegavemeaweaksmile.

"Betterthanever,"hereplied.IslowlyletgoofhischeekbutthesadnesswasstillthereIwantedtocheerhimup.

"Edwardwhydon'tyoushowmearoundhere,thisplaceisindeedbeautifulandIwouldn'twanttowasteaminuteofbeingwithyou."IguessIsaidthetruth,thesadnessdisappearedandhappinessreplacedhiseyes.Ishouldn'tofgonewiththetruthmaybeIsaidtomuch.

Edwardtookmyhandandheledmethroughabunchoftrees.Thetree'slookedbeautifulforsomereasonwasitbecauseofthemagicofthisplace.ForthefirsttimeIwasexcitedtoliveinForks,Edwardseemedtomakemylifemoreinteresting.

"BellaIamgoingtoshowyouthebestviewyouhaveeverseen."EdwardsaidwithsomuchexcitementIfeltmyselfsmilewider.

"Okay."Ireplied.Wewalkeduphill,Edwardhadmyhandinhisaswewalkedanitwasn'tuncomfortable.AswewalkedIbegantrippingonmyownfeet.Edwardchuckledafewtimesuntilhedecideditwastimetohelpme.Heletgoofmyhandandheslidhisarmaroundmywaist.IofcoursesaidnothinghewasjusthelpingmebutifeltprotectedsaferlikeIwouldn'tfallaslongasEdwardwasthere.WhenwearrivedatthetopofahillEdwardletgoofmywaistandIsomehowdidn'tfeelsafeanymore.IalwaysfeelsafearoundEdwardwhyisitalwayshim?IstoodthereasEdwardsatdown.Hegavemeagrinandheextendedhishandoutforme.

"ComeonBella,Idon'tbite."Iputmyhandinhisandallofasuddenhepulledmedownwithhim.HepulledmetowardhislapbutIlandedtohardonhim.InsteadoflandingonhislaplikehewantedmetooIwasnowontopofhim.Ilookedathisemeraldeyes,theylookedsoftandhappy.Ifeltbreathinghitch.

Mynosewastouchinghisandourlipswereonlyinchesaway.HewasstaringatmyeyesandIseemedtogetlostinhis.IfelthislipsgettingclosertomineIdidn'tknowwhattodoatthemomentIwashypnotizedbyhiseyes.Ijustleanedincloser.StopBellarememberthisisEdward!

Butmymindfunctionedtoslow.Ifelthislipsbrushagainstmine.Ifelttheelectricsensationgorightthroughmejustatthatsimpletouch.Ifeltaliveeverythinginsidemywantedmore…

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BellaPOV:

Iwantedmore,Ireallywantedtostop,butmybodywastoldotherwise.Ifelthislipsonmy.Theyweresoftlips,andhisscentwassointoxicating.HislipsstartedmovingslowlyagainstmineandIrespondedtohis.Hiskisswassweetsomehowfulloflove,theyweren'tforcefulbuttender,likehewaspouringhisemotionsintothis.Ididn'tknowhowtorespondbut,myhormonesdid.IwoundmyarmsaroundhisneckandIkissedhimbackpassionately.Iwantedhimforsomereason,IfeltlikehewaswhatIneeded.Iwasbeggingforanentrancewhenhesuddenlypulledback.Iwasconfused,whydidhepullback?

HewasbreathinghardandIsuddenlyrealizedIwastoo.Hishairwasmessierthantheusual.Ilookeduptoseethathelookedshockedandconfused.Hisgreeneyesweren'tlookingatmebutatthesun,helookedsoglorious.

Wait…whatjusthappenedI-Ikissedhim!

Whenthatclickedhelookedbackdownatthroughhisthickeyelashes."Bellawhydidn'tyouslapme,orpullback?"

Iwasconfused.

"wasIsupposedto?"Iasked

Hesighedbutitwasfrustratedheranhishandthroughhisbronzehairandhelookedbackatme,"Bellayoudon'tseemtounderstandIkissedyouIknowthismightnotbeanymeaningtoyoubut…"Suddenlyhiscellphonerang.Hepulleditoutandansweredit.ItsoundedlikeAliceontheotherside.Wait…hehadadamnphonewithhimandhedidn'ttellmesothatIcouldgobackhome!EdwardwasspeakingonthephonebutIblockedoutwhateverhewassaying.

Edwardhadaphoneandhedidn'ttellme.Whywouldhekeepitfromme!Iturnedaroundtolookatthesunrising.Thesunwastrulybeautifulfromhere.Youcouldsee

themountainsinthedistanceatthebirdshoveredabovethetrees.ItlookedlikeIcouldtouchitfromhereitwassorealsomagical.Liketheywerewithinmyreach.

IheardEdwardclosehiscellphoneshutandatthatmomentIdecidedtogivehimthesilenttreatment.

"Bellaweneedtoheadback."IheardtheurgencyinhisvoicebutIdidn'trespond.Soheprobablyevenknewhiswayoutheliedtome!Jerk!

"Bellaareyouok?"Heasked.Ilookeduptomeethiseyes.Hehadonearchedeyebrowandhiseyeslookedconcerned.

"Nope."Iliedthroughmyteeth.Heseemedbemusedhedidn'tbelievemebutwhatwasIsupposedtotellhimwhenheliedtome.

HepulledmyarmandIjustwalkedalong.

Previously:

Itfeltsogoodtohithimhe'sbeendeservingitsincehestolemyotherPradashoesIdon'tknoworcareforwhathewantedthemforbuthestolemypreciousshoes.

"Alicestop!"Hebegged.Nopenotachance,soIkeptwhackinghim.

"Why?"

"AlicepleaseIcalluncle!Uncle!Uncle!"

"Fine."IslidoffhisbackandIputmyshoesbackon.

Westartedwalkinginwhensuddenlyheadlightsflashedinfrontofusandthecarwasgoingatfullspeed…

ThecarwasgoingatusatfullspeedIdidn'tknowwhattodo

butstareattheheadlightsastheyblindedmyeyes,allofasuddenIhadavision,

Vision

"Whatdidyouguysdo!"Carlislegasped.IlookedtoseeEmmettlookedlivid.

"WhatdoyoumeanthedogwasabouttotakeBella!"Emmettseethed.

"What!Why!Thatdoesn'tevenmatterrightnow,whohurtJacob!BillyisbasicallywaitingforJacobtowakeupsothathecancallthecops!Iknowitwasyouguysjusttellmewho!"

EndofVision

IquicklylookeduptoseeEmmettstaringatmydadashegotoff.Ilookeduptoseethathewaswalkingfasthehadandanxiousface.Hestillhadhiscoatandhewascarryinghisblackcaseononehand.HemadehiswaytowardusbutIhadtostoptheconfrontation,itwasallthedog'sfault!IletgoofEmmettandIglidedtowardmydad.Nowtimeformyplan!Letsseeifhecanresistthis!

"Hi,daddywhatbringsyouhomeearly?"IaskedinthesweetestvoiceandIgavehimmybestcharmingsmile.Hegavemeagrinbutanervousone,"heyhoneycanItalktobothofyouandEdward?"OhcrapwhatdoItellhim.

"I-ummsurewecangobutnotEdward."Ihopehedoesn'tinsistonit.

"Well,whereisEdward?"Ilookeduptohisgreeneyes,anduptoEmmett's.ThedifferencewasthatEmmett'seyeswherefullofmischiefasItriedtocomeupwithagoodlie.

"Iumwell,Edward…"EmmettsteppedaheadofmeandherespondedbeforeIcould.

"well,mydearbrotherissolovestruckwithBellathathewantedtostalkher,butluckilyJasperstoppedhimbecausethatwaskindofcreepy.No,notkindofbutitiscreepysohedecidedtospendthenightatJasper'shouse.HewantedtotellyoubuthewassofrustratedtryingtostophimselffromfollowingBellathathejustleft."IgrinnedatEmmettthatwasagreatone!Emmettturnedaroundtolookatme,andhewinkedandhelookedbacktomydad.

Mydadwasdeepinthought,butthenhelookedatbothofusandgrinned.

"well,IneverthoughtEdwardwouldbetheonetofollowagirllikealovesickpuppyespeciallybecauseallthegirlschaseafterhim.Well,IguessthischangeisgoodforEdward,pleasetellhimthatit'snotsoRomantictostalkher,alrightbecauseBellamightfinditcreepyorshemightnot,butyouguysgetmeright?"Webothnoddedandfollowedmydadtohisoffice.

AswewalkedalongInudgedEmmetttolookatme.Helookeddownandgrinned.Ialreadyknowwhathewasthinking.

Hewasthinkingabouthow'cuteandshortIwas,thatresembledapixieandblahblahblah'.

"EmmettDadwantstotalkaboutJacobpleasedon'tgetmadorhewillbefurious."Iwhispered.Hiseyesgotwidebutthenahugegrinformedacrosshislips.Well,Ishouldn'tbesurprisedhewasindeedhappythathehitJacob.

Whenwereachedhisofficemydadwasseatedbehindhisdeskandwesatdownalso.MydadwasstudyinguscarefullyIjustwatchedwhileIthoughtofwhattosay.

Vision

"Well,EmmettIcongratulateyoubutwhat'swithcallingJacob,JackyandmeUncleC.?"

Endofvision

Wellthatwasadifferentvision.Iguesstheoutcomechanged.

"Well,AliceandEmmetttodayIwasatthehospitalandIgotapatientwithbrokenribs,bruises,andasockinhismouth.SoIthinkyouknowwhoamIreferringtoright?"IinstantlystiffenedbutEmmettmaintainedhisstance.

"YupIknow!"Emmettrespondedhappily.

MydadnarrowedhiseyesatEmmettandhecrossedhisarmsacrosshischest.Uhohinterrogationtime.

"Emmett,why?"Emmettgrinnedandherespondedwithconfidence.

"Well,UncleC.JacobheretriedtotakeBellaandhetriedtoharassherifyouknowwhatImean."MydadstiffenedandhemotionedEmmetttocontinue.

"Yawell,Jackytookheranddraggedherwithhim,butEddiegottherejustintime.OfcourseJazzandIcouldn'tstayjuststayhereandwatchJacobgetawaywithitsoafterEdwardgavehimafewhitswejustwenttohishouseandwegavehimwhathedeserved.Youshould'veseenit-"

"Emmettenough."Mydadinterrupted,"IgettheideaandIseemedtogetittodayatthehospital."EmmettlookedsohappyandexcitedlikeheaccomplishedclimbingMount.St.Helen.

"ButEmmettthatwasirresponsiblewhydidn'tyoujusttellBella'sdadIamsosurehewouldhavetakencareofit."

Emmett'sgrinturnedintoastraightlineacrosshislips,"welleventhoughIjustmetBellsshe'salreadylikemylittlesis,Icouldn'tjustsithereUncleC.that'swhyIwent,andnowI'msatisfied!Besidesheprobablywouldn'thavebelievedherbecauseJacob'sdadandCharliearefriends.IthinkyoumightofknownthatbynowDr.C."

MydadseemedtounderstandandhisresponsewassomethingIwasalreadyexpecting.

"Well,EmmettIcongratulateyoubutwhat'swithcallingJacob,JackyandmeUncleC.?"

"Nothingit'sallaboutnicknamingpeoplethesedayssoyoushouldn'tmind."Emmettstatedwithsomuchconfidence,Iwantedtopuked.Whataloadofcrap.

"OkaywhateverEmmettIdon'tbelieveyou,butgoingontotheoldsubjecttellEdwardIwanthimherebytomorrowmorningoryouareallgoingtogetpunished."Hesaid.

Hegavemeaquickglance,whichonlymeantthatIwasincluded.

"Daddy,whyamIincluded!Ididn'thithim!"Iexclaimed.

"Alicecalmdownyoudidn'ttellmeaboutthisandbesidesyouneedtolaybackontheshopping.Yourclosetislikeanothermallit'sbasicallythewholesecondfloorhoney."Ijustsatdownandpouted.Lifeisn'tfair.Ineededthenewspringcollection.

"OkayEdwardbetterbeheretomorrowmorningortherewillbeapunishmentforallofyou,soyou'reallwarned."Hestoodupandleft.

CrapIdon'twanttoruinthemomentwithEdwardandBellatheyaresomeanttobe.Maybeifiwaittillthemorning.Yupthatwouldbesomuchbetter.IturnedaroundtoseeEmmettwasgone.PussyhewasprobablythinkingofawaytogettoRosalie.

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BellaPOV

Thesunhadalreadyrisenoverthehorizonwhenwereachedthehouse.ImaintainedmyselfatalongdistancefromEdward,butnottoolongsothatIwouldn'tgetlost.IwassurethathealreadyknewIwasfuriousathimbecausewhenwewalkedbackhetriedtotalktomebutIdidn'trespondwhenhecalledme.Soaftertryingtotalktomehestopped,askingmequestions.WhenwereachedtheporchofthehouseEdwardstoppedandheldthedoorformetowalkin.WhenIlookeduptoseehisfacehewaslookingatthegroundbuthehadaguiltylookwrittenalloverhisface.IwantedtosaysomethingnicebutallIwantedtosayatthemomentwereinsultsbecauseheliedtomeandsaidhedidnotknowthewaywhenheactuallydid.Itrustedhimbutheliedtome.IkeptmyheadheldhighasIwalkedinbutmyfootgotcaughtinthewood.Iwasbracingmyselfbyputtingmyhandsinfrontofme,butthenIfelthisarmsaroundme.Ilookeduptoseehimgrindownatme.Iblushedandlookedaway.Well,therewentmysilenttreatment.

"YoushouldbemorecarefulBella."Whatdoeshemean'Ishouldbemorecareful',besideslyingtomenowhisgoingtogivemelessonsonhowtobewalk?

"YouknowwhatEdwardyouaren'tmymotherandIwouldappreciateitifyouletgo."Irepliedangrily.Heeyebrowsfurrowedtogetherinfrustration.

Howisitfrustratingtosimplyletmego?Hegavemeonelastlookthenheletmego.Ididn'trealizeIwasn'tstandingstraightsowhenheletgoofmeIfellstraightdown.AllIheardwasaloudthud.

"Jerk."Iwhispered.Ilookeduptoseehislipstwitchingwithamusement.

"Whatyou'rejustgoingtoleavemehereEdward?"Iasked.Hewasstillstaringdownatmewiththesameamusedexpression.

"ButBellaIthoughtyousaidtoletgoofyou."Hewassmirkingthistime.Icouldn't

handleit,IthoughtwewereoverourdifferencesbutIguessnot.

"NevermineEddie."IrepliedthroughmyclenchedteethasIstoodupandwalkedtowardthelivingroom.

"IsabellayouknowIdon'tlikethatname."Hesaid.Well,Iturnedaroundtolookathim.

"YouknowIdon'tlikeIsabella,Edward."Ireplied.Hesimplyignoredmeandhewalkedtowardthekitchen.

"Whatnowyou'regoingtoignoreme!"Iexclaimed.Heturnedaroundtolookatmewithafunnylook.

"OhsonowI'mtheoneignoringyou,you'retheonethatwouldn'tspeaktomeonourwaybackhere."Hetaunted.

"Ugh."Igasped,"Youdeservedit."IcouldfeeltheangerboilupinsidemeashewassmirkingatmewithhisperfectfaceIjustwantedtopunchhim.

"Idon'trecalldoinganythingwrongMrs.Swan."

"Youshouldknowwhatyoudidwrong."Iseethed.

"Right,Ialwaysdoeverythingwrong,don'tISwan."

"YouknowwhatMasengotothedeepestpitinhell!"IturnedaroundandstompedupstairstowardAlice'sroom.

"BellayouknowIdon'tdeservetooI'manangel!"Heshoutedfromthebottomofthestaircase.

"Jerk!"Ishoutedback.

"Well,thenifI'majerkandanangeldoesthatmeanI'mcupid!"Heshoutedback.

"Iwoulddefinitelyliketoseethat!"Ishoutedback.

"YoumostdefinitelywillSwanbecauseI'mgoingtotakeyourheart!"Hereplied.

"Ha,ha,ha,that'sfunnyEdwardmaybetakeyourownyouseemtoloveyourselfalot!"

"Whowouldn't?"Hewasgivingmehiscrookedgrin.Heprobablywantedmetomelt

intopudding.That'sfunny.IstartedwalkingbackdownstairstofacehimproperlywhenIsaidthis.Istoodontopofthelaststeptobeatleastabittallerthanmyheighttotellhimthis.

"Iknowsomeonethatwouldn'tEdward."Ichallenged.

Hesteppedforwardandhisfacewasonlyinchesaway.

"Who?"Hewasgrinning;youcouldtellhewasenjoyingthis.

"Me."Isaid.

"Well,Mrs.Swanyousureaboutthat."Hechallengedmeback.

"Absolutely."Iwasconfident;Iwouldn'tfallforhisgorgeouslooks.IputmyhandinhischestandIseenhimgulpnervously.Well,therewenthisvictory.Iwasstaringtopullitbackwhenhesuddenlygraspedmywristinhishandhewasholdingitsecurely.IwasabouttoarguebutwhenIlookedupathisemeraldeyesmywillcrumbledtodust.

"Whoa,moreBellaandEdwardfightsIdidn'tthinkIwouldseetheseagain.ButIlovethemsincetheyaresoamusing.BellabeingallmadandEdwardactingallcockysmartwhenheisn't.Ilovethesetypesofargumentsbetweenyouguys!It'slikeway'stobecloserwhenyousayyouguysdon'twhentoit'ssofunny!"IlookeduptoseeEmmetttherealongAlice,Rosalie,Emmett,andJasper.Theywerewatchinguswithamusedexpressions.

"EmmettMcCarthysitdownthisinstant."IlookedbehindtoseeCarlislewalkingdownthestaircase.Howlonghadtheybeenwatchingus?Iblushedandpulledmyhandaway.

"ButUncleC."Hewhined,"Youhavetoadmititwasfunny."Emmettexclaimed.

IlookeduptoseeCarlisletryingtomaintainastraightface.Sotheyallhadseenus.IfeltmyselfblushharderIjustwantedthegroundtoeatmeup.

"Emmett,pleaseandeveryonepleasesitdown."Hiswasseriousagainbutithadsomesortofcalmnessinit.IautomaticallywalkedtothelivingroomtositdownandEdwardwalkedbesidemetothecouch.Everyonehadalreadysatdownsoitonlylefttheloveseat.IknewIdidn'twanttositthere.IturnedaroundtoseeAlicegrinningatme.Sheplanneditdidn'tshe?

IsatdownandEdwarddidtoo.IlookeduptoseeCarlisletakingachairandsittingit

infrontsothathecouldtalktous.

"SoIwantedallofyouheretotalktoyouguysaboutJacob."Iinstantlyfroze.Whathappened?Hadthehit'shedeservedgonetofar.

"Bellaeverything'salrightIjustwantedtoaskyouasimplequestion.IsthatOkaywithyou?"Heaskedashelookedatmyface.

"Sure."Istutteredwhatwouldhewanttoknow?

"Thekids,toldmethatJacobwantedyou.Notasheneededsomethingbutthatyoubelongedtohim,possesivetypeisthattrue?"IfeltalltherestaresonmyfaceitwasembarassingenoughthattheyseenmearguewithEdwardnowtheywantmetotellthemaboutthat.

"Ya,thatstrue."Iwhispered.

"OkayBelladon'tfeelashamedthatwasallIwantedtoknow."IlookeduptoseehimgivingmeanapologeticlooksoIjustgavehimafirmnodandaweaksmile.

"ThanksCarlisle."

"Noyouhoney,forhavingthetrustintellingme"Carlislesaid"well,sinceyouguysdidn'tlietomeyou'reallallowedtogoonwithyourdailyroutine."Hesaid.Hestoodupfromthechairandwentupthestairstohisoffice.

Ijustsatthereandsodideveryoneelsewhatwerewedotonow.

"So,"Emmettstarted,"whywereyouguysfighting.IhavetoadmititwasfunnybutitwouldofbeenmorefunnyifEdwardactuallywasn'tinLo-"

"Emmettshutup."Edwardinterrupted.

Emmetthadaknowinggrinacrosshisface.

"Surebro,butwhenareyougoingtotellher?"Tellmewhat.

"Emmettshutup!"RosaliehitEmmettbehindhishead.

"Ouch,rosiewhydidyouhitme."Emmettasked.

Rosaliehuffedandcrossedherhandsacrossherchestinfury.

"HowmanytimesdoIhavetotellyounottocallmeRosie."Sheseethed.Her

piercingblueeyesweremadbutshelookedlikeaqueen.

"Fine."Emmetthuffed.hestoodupandwalkedupsatirsprobablytothegameroom.

IlookedtheotherwaytoseeAliceandJasperstaringateachother,theylookedinlove.

"Jasperaren'tyoucomingwithme."Emmettshoutedfromthetopofthestairs.

Jasperdidn'tresponditwasliketheoutsideworlddidn'texist.

"Aww,notyoutoo.JasperdudecomeplaywithmestopmakinggooyeyesatAliceit'screepingmeout!"Heshouted.ThistimeJasperlookeduptoEmmettandheblushed.

Jasperblushed,wownicedoeseveryboyhereblush.

"IwasnotEmmettlet'sgo."JasperquicklystoodupandmadehiswaytoEmmett.

"Edwardaren'tyoucoming."Jasperasked.

IturnedmyheadtoseeEdwardstaringatthewindowthoughtfully.What'swiththeguystoday.

"Edward!"Emmett'svoiceboomedthroughthehouse.

EdwardlookedupatmeandthenheturnedaroundtolookatEmmettandJasper.Helookedconfusedforasecond.

"Ohyasure."Edwardreplied.Hestoodupgracefullyandranupthestaircase.

IwasfrozeIwasalonewithRosalieandAlice.Notgood...

*4Hourslater:

"AliceIcan'tgointhere!"Iexcaimed.

"ComeonBelladon'truinthefun."Alicewhined.

"Alicewhatifmydadwerehere,imaginewhathewouldsaywhathewouldthinkofme!"Ipanicked.

"Bellacalmdown."Rosaliesaidasshepattedmyback.

"Rosalie,pleasebesideswe'reunderage."Isaid.Hopefulthat,thatwouldthroughthemoffbalanceandmakethemgoback.

"Nope,BellanotachanceRosalieandIalreadygoteverythingprepared."Alicesaid.MyworstfearswerecomingtolifeIcouldn'tgointhere.Iatleasthadtomakearunforit,butIdon'tthinkIwouldbeabletoointheseheels.

"Belladon'teventhinkaboutRosalieandIalreadythoughtitthrough."Alicesaid.

"ButAlice-"

"Nobut'sBellawe'regoinginthere."Rosalieinterruptedme.

"I-"

"Bellashutit."Rosaliesaid.Shewasgettinggrumpy.

AllIcoulddoatthemomentwasstareatthelettersontopoftheclub"Saturn."

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Reviewplease.Iplantomakethenextchaptermorefun.Ialsoeditedallmyotherchapter'sfromthebeginningofthestorysothat'sanotherreasonwhyitookforever.

BellaPOV:

Ididn'tknowhowIendedupinherebutIwashavingablast!

AlicePOV:

"RosaliemaybebringingBellaherewasbadidea."Isaid.

RosaliefrownedasBellastarteddancingwithanotherguy.

"Yup,itwas."Shereplied.

IsattherewatchingBelladancingwithmultipleguys.Itwaspastmidnight,Iwantedtohavefunbutweobviouslycouldn'tsinceBellagotdrunk.IfEdwardwereherehewouldn'thavelethergetdrunk.Ifeltmyselfsmile,Edwardwassoprotectiveofhereventhoughithasn'tbeenthatlongsincehearrivedallIhopedforwasforthemtobetogether.

"Rosalieshouldn'twegetBellaandgohomenow?"Iasked.

"Ithinkweshould,orEdwardisgoingtokillus."Shesmiled.ProbablyatthethoughtofEdwardwantingtokillus.

"ShouldIgooryougo?"Iasked.Itrulydidn'twanttohangaroundwithdrunkBellabecauseIdidn'tknowwhatshewascapableof.

"UmmyouAlice."IhesitantlygotoffandlookedatRosalietoseeofshehadanysecondguesses,butshedidn't.

IgotoffthestoolandIwalkedtowardBella,shewasdancingwithaguy.AcuteoneImightadd,Bellaobviouslyhadgoodtaste.Exceptthatlooksdidn'tmatteronceIseenhishandrisingupBella'sleg.Iinstantlyfeltfury.Whattheheckdoeshethinkhisdoing!Can'theseethatshe'sbasicallystumblingmorethanusual.IwalkedupBellaandIgrabbedherwristandpulledheraway.

"Hey!"Theguyshouted.

"Heywhatasshole!"Irepliedback.Igavehimmydeathglareandheinstantlyshrankback.

"Bellaweneedtogetyououtofhereyouaren'tyourself."Iexclaimed.Shejuststaredatmeshelookedconfused.Herbigeyeswereshocked,Ithoughtshewasgoingtocomebacktohersensesuntil,shestartedlaughing.

"Bella,I'mserious,weneedtogetyouhome."

Sheinstantlystoppedlaughing,IwaspullingheroutthedoorwhereRosaliewaswaitingbutBellapulledawayandshespitacrossmyface.

"WhatthefuckBella!"

"WhathappenedAlice?"Rosaliequestionedme.

Iputmyhandacrossmycheekstoremovethespitaway.

"Roseshespitonmyface!"Iscreamed.

"Whatwhy?"

"Rosaliecan'tyouseeshe'sobviouslydrunk.GogetherorEdwardisgoingtokillme."

IturnedaroundtoseeBelladrinkinginthebaragain.Istartedpanicking.

"Rosegograbheryourmuchbigger."

"WhatdoyoumeanI'mmuchbiggerareyoucallingmefat!"Rosalieglared.

Iinstantlygulped,"RoseIdidn'tmeanitthatway.LookI'mshortIcanbarleybringherherebecauseI'mtootiny."Iexplained.

RosaliebrusheditoffasshemadeherwaytowardBella,"sureAlice."IcouldtellthatIoffendedhereventhoughtIdidn'tmeantooandIfeltawful.

RosaliewaswalkingthroughthecrowdsofpeopleIcouldseethatshehadreachedBellabut,thenaguystoodinfromofmeandheblockedmyway.

"Heycutie,whyyouallalone?"Ilookedupirritated.Hewasatallblondewithsparklinggreeneyesheobviouslywasn'tdrunk,Ilookeddowntoseehimwearinganiceoutfit.Helookedaround19.

"Oh,hi."Ireplied.

"Sowhat'syou'rename?"Heasked.

"Alice."

Istartedwalkingawaybutthenheblockedmywayagain.

Hesimplygrinnedandheoutstretchedhishand,"WouldyouliketodanceAlice."

Ifeltmyheartstop.HewashotnowthatIlookedathimbut,thenIrememberedJasperIcouldn'tdothathim,buthehadn'taskedmeoutoranything.

"No."WhydidIsayno!OhrightJasper.

Hisfacefell,"comeonAliceI'mgoodcompany."

"Isaidno,nowyouwillexcuseme."Istartedtowalkawayagainbutheblockedmywayagain.

"Ididn'texcuseyoubutplease.You'reverybeautifulandIfeellikewehaveaconnection."Hebegged.Iinstantlygiggledifheonlyknew.

"NosorryIhavetogo,"thistimehewalkedaway.Dangithewasn'tevenbadatall.

IlookedtoseeBellatryingtopullfromRosalie'sgrasp.AtthatmomentIinstantlyregrettedbringingBellaherebecauseshedidn'twanttocomehereinthefirstplacebutnowshedidn'twanttoleave.

AsIgotclosertowhereBellaandRosewereIwasabletohearherstrugglesagainstRosalie(morelikeslurringnon-sense.)

"Rose,no.Iwanttohavefun."Bellascreamed.Shesuddenlystartedclimbingontothebaranditgotguysattention.IinstantlysmiledbecauseguysstartedlookingourwayobviouslydroolingbecauseofBella,IhadtocallEdwardtocomeseethis…

WhowantstoknowifEdwardgoes!IknowIdo!Review!TellmeifIhavemistakesbecauseIdidn'tsendittomyBetrabecauseit'srushed.

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AlicePOV:

Icouldn'tstanditIwasscreamingBella'snameandallshewoulddowasdanceandstumbleacrossthetableslikeastripper.Igigglednowandthenbecause,thatwasnotsomethingBellawoulddobutIwasgettingangrierasguyscontinuedtostaredespitethatshewasn'therself.ItwaspastoneinthemorningandIwantedtogohome.ItriedtogetBelladownmultipletimesbutIcouldn'tbecauseshewouldjustpullaway.Edwardwasdefinitelygoingtokillmenow.IwantedtocallEdwardbutIknewhewasn'tgoingtobetoohappyaboutthis.

Ihadtogetherdown,soIwalkedforwardandIpushedguyssurroundingBellatomakemywaytothetop.PeoplestartedwhistlingandclappingasIwasgettingup.

WhatthehellweretheythinkingthatIwassomesortofshowgirl.

"Bellapleasegetdownthisinstant."Iscreeched.

Sheinstantlywhirledaroundtothesoundofmyvoicebutthenshestartedgiggling.

"WhatnowBella?"

"Yoursoshortyouknowthatright."Sheslurred.

"Bellashutupandletsgetyououtofhere."IsaidasIgraspedherwrist.

"No."Shestuttered.

"BellaI'mnotlettinggo."IstartedpullingherdownandIcouldhearthebooingofguysshoutingintheclub.WhodotheythinktheyarebooingMaryAlice!IwasintendingongoingbackandscreamingatthembutIinstantlyrememberedthatEdward'swrathwaswaitingathomeanditwasmuchworse.

RosalieandImanagedtopullBellatothecarwhileshebeggedustoleaveheralone.Wethrewherinthebackoftheseatsbecausetherewasnootherwaytogetin.

ItookoutmycellphoneandIhad50missedcallsallofthemwerefromEdward.

"Rose,IthinkEdwardisgoingtokillusforrealnow."Iwhispered.

"Well,allwecandonowishope."Shereplied.

AsIstartedthecaralongwayhomebegan…

"Guysyouwanttoknowsomething!"Bellaexclaimedagain.

"WhatBella?"Iaskedexasperated.

ShewaslikethatthewholewayshewouldstartsayingstupidthingsanditwasmuchworstthenEmmett.ItwastrulyfunnysometimesbecauseshewouldmakefunofTanyaandLaurensoitwasn'tthatbad,butforthemostpartitwas.

"Iwanttoeat."

"NoBellayoudon't."

"Yes,Ido."Shewhined.

"Bellapleaseyoudon't."

"AlicepleaseIdo!"

"Alicedon'tgiveherfoodshe'sdrunkshe'sgoingtothrowitup."Rosalieinterrupted,IsighedRosewasright.

"Alice,please!"Bellabegged.

"NoBellagotosleeporsomething."

"Rose,don'tyouloveme."Shewhined.

IlookedatRosalieagainherlipsweretwitchingwithamusement.

"Yes,Bella."

"Thengivemefood."

"BellaweareinthemiddleofnowheresowherewillIgetfoodforyou?"Sheasked.

Bellawasconcentrating,thoughtfully.Iknewshecouldn'tconcentratebecauseofthealcoholinhersystembutitwasjustadorabletolookatherwhenevershedidthat.

"whatifyouuseyourmagicalwandAliceandthenyoucangivemefood."

Roseinstantlystartedlaughing.

"BellaIdon'thaveawand."

"Yesyoudo!"

"NoBella,Idon't."

Thenwhat'sthatstickinyourhead?"

"Bellait'smyhair."

"Soyourhairisawand?"

"Bella,nevermindjustgotosleep."

"Why!"

IstoppedthecaratthesideoftheroadandItookmyshoesoff.

"WhatareyoudoingAlice!"Rosalieexclaimed.

"SomethingIshould'vedonefiveminutesago."

"Alice,whatareyougoingtodo?"Shehadfearwrittenalloverherface.

"Oh,nothingjustsomethingsimple.Don'tworryRose"

"Alice.."

IopenedBella'sdoor(tohitherwithmyheel)andthenBellaflungoutofthecarIwasabouttorunafterherbut,thenshetookoffherheelsandshethrewthematme!

"Bella!"Iscreeched.

Shecontinuedtorunintothedarknessandthenshedisappearedintothedarkness.Istartedpanicking.WehadbarleyreachedForkstownlimitsbut,Ididn'tknowthewoods…

AllIwasabletohearinthedarknesswasBellascreaming,'I'mfree.'Oh,nowhatwasIgoingtodonow!WhileIthoughtanotherthoughtgrewinminditwasthatIwouldnevertakeBellatoaclubwithoutEdward'ssupervision.

WhatshouldhappenNext?MaybeEdwardsavesher?Orshedrowns?Orsheevenfindsahotguyalongtheway?Whoknows?IknowIdon't?

TellmeyourideawhenyoureviewandthenextchapterwillbebasedontheideaIlikedbest!Mayalltheluckbewithyou!

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AlicePOV

"Edward…"Ipaused.HowwasIgoingtotellhimthatwelostBellaintheforest?

"Alice,whereareyouatI'vebeenworriedsick.Ithoughtyouguysmighthavebeeninsomesortofaccident."hesaidashesighedinrelief.

IstayedquiteasIpulledmycellphoneclosertomyear,hethoughtIhadtakengoodcareofBellahetrustedmewithher.

"Iuhhh…"HowwasIgoingtostart.

"WhatisitAlice?"Hisvoicestartedtogetworried.Icouldinstantlyimaginethepanichisfacereflected."IsBellaalright?"

"I,uhI-Idon'tknowaboutthat."Istuttered.

"Whatdoyoumeanyoudon'tknowwhere'sBella,Alice?"

EventhoughIdidn'thavehimfacetofaceIknewhejustwantedtokillme.IlookedatRosalieasshesearchedthroughpartofwoodsshedidn'twanttogotoodeepbecauseshedidn'twanttogetlost.

"wellwekindoflosther,awhileago…"

"AlicewhereareyouatI'mgoingtherethisinstant!"

"Well,Idon'tknowEdwardweareintheentranceofForksbutBella'slostinthewoods."IwaitedimpatientlyfortheshoutingtostartbutallIheardwassilenceandthathurtmuchmorebecauseIknewhewasworried,herealizedthatshoutingwouldn'thelpfindher.

"AliceI'llbethereinafewminutes."Thenhehungup.

IputmycellphoneinsidemycarasIwentnearRose.

"HiscomingbutIknowhisscaredforherandworried.Ican'tbelieveIlethergoRose."

"Alicepleasedon'tworryBellawillcomeoutsoonenough."

"RightRosewedon'tknowthatshecouldbeeatenbywerewolves!"

"PleaseAlicetherearen'tanywerewolvestheydon'texist."

"Psh…RosalieIcanseeall."

"YaokayAlicebutwhatdowedo?SitdownandwaitforEdwardordowejustkeepsearching?"Rosalieasked.

"Ithinkweshouldwait,onepersonlostisenough."

EdwardPOV

IwasrunningoutofthehousetomyVolvo.Icouldn'tbelieveAlicelostBellainthewoods.Howdid,Bellamanagetogetlostfirstofall?Iwantedtoknowhowshegotlostbuttheimmensefeelinginmychestdidn'tletmeconcentrateonthat.Ifeltscared,whatifIlosthershewaseverythingtome.Thekissweshared,wasthebestthinginmylife.Ijustwantedtoholdherandprotecther.

AsIwasdrivingallIcouldthinkaboutwasher.Ididn'twanttolooseherbutIdidn'twanttoconfessmyfeelingsforher…

BellaPOV

Ididn'tknowhowIgothere?IfeltconfusedasIlookedatmysurroundings.Myarmswereitchyandsoweremylegs.IlookedatmyselftoseewhatwascausingitandIhadaboutamillionmosquitobites.Stupidmosquitoes.AsIlookedupInoticedIwasintheforest.Itwasgreenandthesunwasalreadyabovethehorizon.WhatwasI

doinghere?IalsobecameawarethatIwasontopofsomething.Wellsittingdownanditsmelledlikeshit.IlookeddownandIwastotallygrossedout.Itwasafreakingtoilet!Whatwasitdoinghereinthefirstplace?Itwascoveredinmossandcrap.Ewww…

IstoodupandsearchedforAliceandRose.ThisbetterbeafreakingjokebecauseImeanwakingupinthefreakingmiddleoftheforestontopofatoilet,notcool.

"Alice,Rose!"Istartedtocallout.Nobodyanswered.MyheadwashurtingandItriedtorecallwhathappenedthatgotmestrandedhere.Ididn'trememberclearlybecauseitwashazybutIwasabletorecallthatIwentwellforcedisthebetterword;togotoaclub,andthenIstarteddancingontopoftables?Whattheheck.Iwasdancing.AfterthatweleftandIthinkIranfromAlice.Wait…Iranaway?IstartedtopanicasIlookedatthegreenscenery.HowwasIgoingtogetout!

Iwasntthinkingright!

LoveSucksWhyMe!

Iwasn'tthinkingrightandIwasn'tthinkingright!

Authorsnote:Well,Idecidedtoupdatesooner.Mynextchapterwillbethelastone.Ihopeyou'reenjoyingmystory.AsIsaididkwhathappenedtomyBetrasosorryformymistakes.Thankstothosewhohavereviewed.IfyoulikethisstoryyoumightlikemyotherstoryOneMoreChance.Pleasegiveitachance,Ithinkit'sgreat.Onemorechanceismoreofaromancestory,thisstorywasmoreofplayingaround,games,andlaughter.SoifyoulikethisstoryIrecommendmyotherstory.

AsIsaidthankstothosewhorevieweditmakemyday.

~Vanessa~

{Don'townanytwilightstuffStephanieMeyerdoes}

BellaPOV

Well,IdecidedthatIwouldwalkaroundthewoodstofindmywayoutbutIcouldn'tfindanysoIgaveup.

Iwascurrentlysittingdownonarockinthemiddleofnowhere.IsighedasIlookedatthebirdschirpingacrossthedistance.Iinstantlyfeltlonely,whydidIhavetorunawayfromAlice?OhrightbecauseIwasn'tthinkingright!

AlicePOV

Edwardarrivedlastnightormorning,andhesaidthathewouldsearchforBella.Itoldhimnottogoinbecauseifhegottherehecouldn'tmakeitbackout,hesaidhedidn'tcareandheranin.

IsighedasIsatinmycarwithRosalie.ChiefSwangotacrewofpeopletosearchforBellabutIknewCharliewouldn'tfindher.Ihadavision.

Vision:

"Bella!"EdwardgaspedashesawBellaintheground.Herantowardherandhecroucheddowntoholdherinhisarms.

"What?"Shestuttered.SheopenedhereyesandEdwardjusthuggedherand

carriedherout.HewasabouttogowithCharlieandtheauthoritiesbutalookflashedacrosshiseyes.Andhetookhertheoppositeway.

EndofVision

YupIknewEdwardwouldfindawaytotakehersomewhereelse.Typical.IsighedandIputtheradioonasRosaliesleptinthebackofthecar.

EdwardPOV:Iwaswalkingthroughthetrees.MyshoeshadmudbutIdidn'tcareatthemoment.MyarmshadscrapesacrossthembecausethetreeswouldhitmeasImademywaythroughtheforest.IwasverythirstybutIdidn'tcareBellawasmyfirstpriority.IwantedtoholdBellainmyarmsbecauseIknewthat,myarmsweretheonlyplacewhereIknewshewassafe.

AlicePOV:Iwassittingdowninthecarwhenallofasuddenthevisionflashedacrossmyeyesagain,butitshowedmemyvisionagainbecausehehadfoundher.Iinstantlyfeltasmileacrossmylips.OkaynowallIhadtodowasgetCharlieoffEdward'sback.

ItookoutmycellphoneandIcalledCharlie.

"Hello."Hisdeepvoiceranthroughthespeakersofmyphone.

"Charlie,it'sAlice."

"OhAliceI'msorrybutBelladoesn'tappearanywhere-"

"Charliedon'tworry,"Icuthimoff,"EdwardcalledandsaidthathefoundBella"Iheardhisvoicelightenupinstantly.

"OhthanksAlice."

"Noworries,butyoushouldgobackandrestitwasalongsearch."

"YousureAlice?"Heasked.Iguesshedidn'ttrustEdward,wellImeanIwouldn'teitherbecauseyoudon'tknowwhathiscapableofifhisinlove.(morelikeobsession)

"CharlieEdwardisagentlemanhisveryoldfashionedhewouldn'ttryanythingagainstBella'swill."Iexplained.

"AliceI'mgongtotrustyouonthatbecauseIknowyou'realwaysrightforsomereason."

Igiggled,"IknowCharlieletsjustsayit'sagift."

"OkayAlicethanks."Thenhehungup.

Well,Charlieisn'tgoingtosearchforthemIhopeEdwardenjoyshissweettimewithBella.

EdwardPOV:

"Bella!"IexclaimedpanickedasIheldherinmyarms.Wassheokay?Shewasn'twearinganyshoesandherdresswastornabitfromthebottomIfeltmyselfgroaninfrustrationasIsawhersmoothlegs,IwantedherbutIknewIhadtocalmdown.Herwasamessandshelookedsomehowlikeshepassedout,hepinklipswerenowwhite,andherblushdidn'tlightenupherface.Butshelookedbeautifuldespitetheconditionshewasin,Ihadtoseehereyes.Hergorgeouseyes.IheldherarmsandIknewshewassafewithme.Shealwayswouldbe.AllofasuddenIheardhergroan.Sheslowlyopenedhereyestolookatme.

"What-t."Shestutteredshelookedaroundoursurroundings,andthenafaintsmileappearedonherlips.Icouldn'thelpbutkissherforeheadquickly.

Icarriedherbridalstyle,IwasabouttotakehertoCharliebutthenIrealizedwherewewhereatandIknewwhereIhadtotakeher.Istartedwalkingtheoppositedirection,thedirectiontowardourmeadow.

IstatedwalkingandBella'seyeswereclosingslowlynow.Iinstantlysmiled.Shewouldbealright.

IhadtotellherhowIfeltitwasnowornever...

~Sowhatdoyouthink?ItwasprettyshortbutIplanonendingmystorynextchapterwillbethelast.Bythewayquestionoftheday!Whothinksmywritingimproved?~

LoveSucksWhyMe

LOvEsUcksWhYMe!

Authorsnote:Here'stheending!youwantasequel?Tellmeinyourreview!Hopeyoulikemyending!Beniceitwasmyfirstfanficever!

Ijustsatdownwithherinmyarms,andIwasecstaticbecausebeingwithherevenifshewasn'tconsciencewassomethingIdreamedofdoing.Justholdingherandprotectingherinmyarms.Icouldn'twaittotellherhowIfelt.IknewitwasriskyloosingherfriendshipconsideringthatshemightnotfeelthewayIfeelforher,butIjustwantedhertoknow.Ididn'twanthertojustthinkofmeasafriendIwantedmuchmorethanthat.Iwantedarelationshipforthefirsttimesincetheaccident.

WithBellaitwasdifferentthenwithTanya.ThereisnodoubtthatIfeltsomethingforTanya,butBella'spulltomewasmuchstronger,Iwantedherlikeairtobreath.

AsIsatdownwithherIcouldn'tbelievemylifehadchangedcompletelybecauseofher.IchangedmyviewinlifeIactuallywantedabeautifulfamilyandIjustwantedtomakeherhappy,Iwantedtolovehereverysingledayofmylife.Eventhoughitwouldn'tbeenough.IwantedherforalongertimethanjustforeverIwantedherforaneternity.

TherewerepossibilitiesthatshepossiblyfeelsthesamewayIdo,butIknowthatshe'sstubborn.She'smightneglectthatshefeelssomethingformebutI'mnotgoingdownwithoutafight,ifshe'sstubbornthensowillI.

Imeanshehastofeelsomethingifshe'skissedmebefore,shehastofeelthesameelectricalcurrentIfeelwhenI'mwithher,shehastofeelsomething.

Ijustsattherewaitingforhertocometohersenses,Icouldn'thelpbutfeeladrenalinerunthroughmyveinsandsodidtherealizationofmanydifferentoutcomes…

BeingBellashewouldprobablyspitinmyface,orslapme,orshemightevenkickmewhereithurts,orsimplyrunaway.AllofthosepossibilitieshurtbutthetruthwaseatingmeinsideIhadtotellher.

IwassoentrancedinmythoughtsthatIdidn'trealizethatshewastryingtomakeherwayoutofmyarms.IsighedandIlethergo.

Shelookeduptoseemeandherbrowneyeswerewidewithshock.Icouldn'thelpbutsmile.Sheseemedtorealizesomethingbecauseshestartedtotameherbeautifulbrownlocks,wellshetriedandIwashappyitdidn'tworkbecauseitjustmadeherlooksomuchmorebeautiful.Shehadandunmistakablenaturalbeauty.

"areyoualrightBella?"Iasked.

Shesatdownnexttome.

"yes,IactuallyamandI'mrelievedthatsomeonefoundmeIthoughtIwasnevergoingtogetout."

IsnortedIwouldsearchforheranywhere.

"What?"Sheasked.

"Oh,nothing.It'sjustthatBellawewouldneverletyougetlost."

"Right."Iheardhermumble.Ididn'twanttoargueaboutthatsoIchangedtheconversationtosomethingIwascuriousabout.

"SoBellahowdidyouescapeAlice."

"Iumranaway."Shestuttered

"Whydidyourunaway?"

"MaybebecauseIwasdrunk,notbecauseIwantedtobu-"

Icutheroff,"Whathowdidyougetdrunkwhatintheworldhappened.Bellayou'reunderage."IwasfuriousnotatBellabutAlice.HowcouldAlicegetherdrunk.

"NoEdwarddon'tgetmadit'sjustthatIwentwellforcedisthebetterword.Welltheforcedmetogotoacluband-"

"Whattheymadeyougotoaclub,howdidyougetin?Well,nevermindAlicehasherways,butwhydidn'tyoucallme."Iwasmaddidn'tsheknowthatIwashereforher.Iwoulddoanythingforher.Theanswerwasnoshedidn'tknowthat.

"IuhIwasmadatyou,soIjustdrankmynightaway."Shestuttered.

Shewasmadatme.

"WhywereyoumadBella?"

"BecauseyouliedtomeEdward!"Sheburstoutasshestoodupandwalkedtowardthetrees.IstoodupalsobutIranandIgrippedherwaisttoturnheraround.

"WhatareyoutalkingaboutBella!I'veneverliedtoyou."Shewasstaringatmeandhereyeswereaccusingme.

"Edwardjuststoplyingtakemebackhome."

"Nonotuntilyoutellmewhatthehellyou'retalkingabout!."IwasmadhowcouldsheeverthinkthatIwouldhurther.

"Okay,heregoesEdwardrememberthatnightofhideandseek.Rememberyousupposedlydidn'tknowyou'rewayout.Youjusthadmethereallnightandthenyoukissedme!AndEdwardIamnotyourtoy.Inotlikeoneofyourwhores!"Iintentlyfroze.Ididn'tmeantolietoherthatwaybutIjustwantedtospendtimewithher.Ididn'tknowshewouldbesoupset.IfIcouldgobackintime.Iwould,Iwoulddoanythingthatwouldn'tmakeherthinkthatway.Iwouldn'tlietoherlikethattime.Iwoulddoitright.

"BellalistenI'msorrybut"

"Edwardjustshutupyouliedtomeallalongyoujustwantedtousemedidn'tyou!"Shewasstaringatmeinawaythatlookedlikehateanditstabbedmedeepinsidedidn'tsherealizethatIhadfeelingsforher.

"BellanoI-"Sheinterruptedmeagainbyslappingmeacrossmyface.Iwasimpressedbecauseithurt.

"Edwardyou'rejustalousyguythatdoesn'thavealife."

WhenshesaidthatIfeeldowntomyknees.Ididn'thavealife.Didthatmeanthatshewasgoingtoleaveme.Ididn'trealizeatearfelldownmycheekuntilIfeltitinmypalm.Belladidn'tlovemeshehatedme,shedetestedme,Iruinedmylife.Withouthermylifehadnomeaning.

ShewasrightIdidn'thavealifebutifitwaswithouther,IneededalifesoIhadtotellher.Istoodupandshewasstaringatmewithregret.

"EdwardI'msorryIdidn'tmeantohurtyoufeelingsbutI-"

"Bellajustshutup."IsaiditasmadasIcould,itworkedbecauseshedidn'tsayanythingshejuststaredatme.IwalkeduptoherandIpulledherhandsinmine.

"Don'tyouunderstandanything…"Iwhisperedinherearsoftly.

Sheshookherhead.Ipulledbacktolookintohereyes.

"BellaIhavefeelingsforyou.IliedbecauseIjustwantedtospendtimewithyou.Iloveyou."

BellaPOV:

DidIjusthearright!Orisitme.EdwardjustlookedatmeIcouldn'tsayanythingIjuststaredathisface.HelookedatmelikehewaswaitingformetotellhimsomethingbutwhatwasIsupposedtosaythatIlovedhimwhenIdidn't.Secondspassedandsadnessspreadacrosshisface.Ireachedouttotouchhisfaceasmilespreadswipedthesadnessinhiseyeshelookedhopeful.

"ListenEdward."Henoddedhisheadandwaitedformetorespond.

"I,wellfirstofallyourreallyniceandyouhavealottogivebutit'sjustthatIdon'tknowwhattosay.ItsjustoverwhelmingbutI-."

"ListenBella,"heinterruptedme."Don'tyoufeelsomethingwhenyou'renearme.Don'tyoufeelsomethingwhenyoukissme!"Helookeddesperatelikehewantedtorealizefeelingsthatdidn'texist.

"Edwardpleasedon't…"

"Bellayouhavefeelingsformeandyoudon'trealizethat!"

"EdwardI'msorrybutIdon'tfeelanything!"Iburstout.IhadtobitemybottomlipbecauseIknewIactuallyfeltsomethingwhenhekissedme,Ididfeelthatcurrentwhenhewasnearme,buthowwasItobelievehimwhenheusedtobeaplayer.

"BellaIcanseethedoubtinyoureyesandthatyoujustliedtome.YouknowI'mrightBellapleaseletsatleasttry."

Ishookmyhead,Ididn'twanttodoanythingthathadtodealwithguysIjustwantedtobealone.

Heletgoofmyhandstosecuremyface.Itriedtopushhimawaybuthisgripwastostrong.

Thenhekissedme.Ifeltthepassionthelovehetriedtoshowme,butIjustdidn'twanttogivein.Hestoppedkissingmeandhelookedintomyeyes.

"Bellajustkissmeonceandifyoudon'tfeelanythingI'lljustwalkaway."Hewhisperedroughly.HisscentintoxicatedmeIknewIwantedtokisshimbutIwasn'treadytolove.

Inoddedmyheadandbeforehekissedmehegavemehiscrookedsmile.

Heclosedhiseyesandheattackedmylips.IstartedkissinghimalsoIjustfollowedhisleague.Whenhewaskissingmeflashesofmypastshowedup.IsawmeandEdwardwhenwefirstmet,IsawwhenheprotectedmefromLauran,whenheconfessedhispasttome,IsawwhenhetoldmehowhewasscaredthatJacobwouldharmme,Ialsosawthemeadowthisexactmeadowwherewekissed.ThenIsawsomethingunknowntome.Isawmyfuture.IsawEdwardsmilingatme,Isawusgoingtocollegetogether,andIsawuswithafamily.Ipulledawayinshock.Whatdiditmean!Iinstantlystartedtosob.Iwaslyingtomyself,IdidhavefeelingsforEdward,sincethefirstmomentIsawhim.

"Bella!"Edwardgasped.HeintentlyheldmeinhisarmsandIfeltsafe.IneededEdwardbutwhywasIfightingit.

"BellalistenI'msorryforcausingyousomuchpain.I'msorryformakingyoukissmeandI'msorryformovinghere."

"Edwardshutup."Imanagedtosaybetweensobs.

Ilookeduptoseethesadnessinhisgreeneyes.ItriedtocalmdownbeforeIspoketoEdward.

Istoodupandpushedhisarmsawayhelookedsovulnerable.

"Edwardwhat'sthepointoflovingifthereisn'tpain."

Helookedupatmeshocked.

"Edwardwhenyoulovethere'spain,andyou'repainismypainsopleasedon'tbesad."hestooduptostareatme.Helookedconfused.

"EdwardIdohavefeelingsforyoubutI-.

"What!"hesaidinshock.Guesshethoughthelostthefight.

"EdwardMasenI'vehadfeelingsforyoubutitjustisn'tloveyet,butifyou'rewillingtowaitforme."Ipaused,"wemightbeabletoworkitout."

Hestaredatmeandthenhepulledmeclosetohimtohugme.

"Bella,I'llwaitaneternityifthat'swhatittakesforyoutoloveme."I

Isighedinrelief,"Thankyou."

"Belladon'tthankmeIhavetothankyou,youjustmademesohappy."

Ijuststayedthereinhisarms,itmadesensebeingthereitwaslikeIhadtobethereIcouldn'tlivewithouthim.Myfeelingsstartedtomakemoresense.

"Bella."

"yes."Isighed.

"I'msorrythatIliedtoyou."Hiseyeswereearnestandsincere.IwantedtosaysomelamejokebutwhenIsawhiseyesIgotlostinthem.IgrabbedhisfaceandIkissedhissoftlips.HestartedkissingmebackandIrationalizedsomethinginmyhead.

IrealizedthatLoveSucksbecauseyoudon'tknowwhenit'sgoingtohityou.Whyme!Imightaskmyself…wellmaybebecausewealldeservetofallinlove.DespiteeverythinganyonegoesthroughtheydeservehappinesslikethehappinessthatEdwardwantstogiveme.

IpulledawayandthenEdwardpoutedandIgiggled.

"EdwardyouknowwhatIrealizedinjustthesefewminutes."

"What?"

"ThatIloveyoutoo."Hegrinnedandhegavemeaquickpeck.

"Iknow."Hewhispered."Iloveyoutoo…"

Ilaughedandhepulledmyhandaswemadeourwayoutourmeadow…

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