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A Rhineaner by ancesy an n alec Rosaie ha sen the weny yeas o her maagei he bsy sra ciy o Disbrg whee voTmmler was satione bt aer he oss o herhusban she ha move wih her egeenyeao aghe an her itle son ho was some

welve yeas yer tan hs siser to sseo ary o the sake o he beal arksha are sch a eaure o he ciy or Fa vonTmmler was a rea ove o Nae artybecase Anna a seios g ha a be o ang an wane o ae the ceebae Aca

emy o Ar Fo he as en yeas hen he ileamily ha ve in a qie lnenboree streeo villas name ae eer von Corneis wherehey occie he moes hose whch srrone by a gare n eque wih raheomoe bu comorable nitre aing rom

he ime o Rosalies mariage was oen hosiably oene o a smal crcle o relaves anriens-among hem roessors rom he Acaemies o A an Meicine ogeher wih a maie coue or wo om he wol o nusry-r evenn gaheings which ough aways


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ecoros n her merrmen ene as hehinlan cusom s o be a lil bibulosFra von Tmmler was sociable by nae

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or Nae was an exesson mae he generallyike. Small in sae b wh a wellreservege wih hai wch hogh now ecelygrey ws abunan an wavy wi elicae somewha agig ans he bacs o wch heassage o yeas a iscoloe wih eckle

lie sos ha wee a oo many an a oolage a symom o coneac which no meicaion has ye been iscovere she oce animession o yoh by vie o a air o neanimae bown eyes cisely he colo ohuse chesns which shone o o a womanly

an winning ace comose o he mos leasaneaues er nse ha a sligh enency o reen esecially in comany when she grew anmae bu his she rie o coec by a och oow-unnecessaily o e geneal ononel a i became her chamingly


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Bon in he sg, a chl o Ma, Rosalie haceleba he eh biha, wh he chlenan en o welve ens o he house, bohlaes an genlemen, a a owesewn able nan nn gaen, ue the acooue lgh oChnese lanens an the chie o glasses aise

n even o lal toass, a ha been gaywh he geneal gae-no qe whou eo o some tme now, an noabl on ha eveg,he healh ha been ace b cean cicaloganc henomena o he e o e, he exncon o he hscal woanhoo, o whose

sasmoc ogess she esone wh eeaeschologcal esisance. inuce saes o anxe, emoonal unes, heaaches, ays o eesso an an iabl which, even

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e hono seem nsueably su. She ha exchage gances nge wih eseaon whhe aughe who, as she kew, eque no esosion beyon he habiual inoleace on hs so o unchinse humou mbeclc


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She wa on exeel ecionae nd condenal es wh his daughe, wo, so muchode hn he son, hd become a fiend wihwhom she nned no aciun esev evenin regad o he symtoms of he se of ansion nna, now wenynin and soon to b

h, had emained unmaied, suaion whicwas no unwelcome to Roslie, fo, on uelselsh gounds, she efeed keeing he daughe s he household cmnion and he aneof he lie o esigning he o a husband. allehan he mothe, Fulein von Tmmle had he

same chesnu-coloued eesand yet not hesame, fo he lacked he nave animion of hermohe's, he xession was houghfu andcool Anna hd been bon wih a cuboo,which, afe an oeaon in he childhood haoduced no pemnen imovemen, had al

way excluded he fom dancing and sos andindeed fom ll aicipaion in he acivies andlife of he oun n unusual nellgence, a naive endowen foied b he defomy, hado consae fo wha she was obliged o fogo.Wih onl wo or hre hous of vae uto


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ing y, se esly go rog scool nsse her nl exminions, b en ceseo sue ny bnc o cemic lerning, ning inse o e ne rs, s o scle, eno ining, in wic, even s sen, se sck o on corse o e mos exreme nelleclism, wic, isining mere imion o

nre, rnsgre sensoy conen ino esricly ceebl, e bscly symboic, oenino e cbisiclly memic I ws wismye esec von Tmmler looke er ges nngs, in wch e ghlycvilize oine wih e imive, e ecove

w oon nellecion, n exremely sbleeeling or color combinions w sse sceicism o syle

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an abiis eneaine a erain crreivininain wa highe an me reoniehings an a me oeny sugh reinvn Tmer ae wh he when he ein scey o ieae an a une hs nsnuang vice a whiser o ae ckingegay eaks her nening ne r anhe his aes an seeme wan ne an aane wih he agains he ecries wh ene by n emi inem wih imroe avanes ha her ownsae was an wha an agniing hainess heause in her by hs mkey her wen

a he seeme have n inking bu ono e seeng an ning econ in he inegen oaninsh m he hasis ohe aus esecuin whse viim he was an o be cung e eseem js beause hevae i he emain a o hm

a been sng an oun Anna hughse new a she i i wu ny be in anae exenuae he weakness hs asine aan T e swee e s assiya gun esee a ea wing a chce


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rsl eve w A cul bmi h she wul hellessly hve mre hmi he h ever cme t he n seking uBu he ecsve wr s ever ee Hismbiin hghe hings h suce mke him sreg her hyscl ee r ye

her mes wy. He h s eche himsel rm he mrrie he welhy gher mucrer, whse nve cy chum n si n her hes chemcleerise hee he h hen beken hmsel he srw he emle sciey Dssel

t Anns reeRsle ke he ghes inul exerience n wu hve kn i even hele th time mmen uncnllbleesn h et bie ers he mthers bsm ve wh she clle her shme ru

v Tmmle hh iclrly cleve inher resecs h nusully cue ecen mlis bu uely me symhy in esec eveyn h mkes u heexsene w syclicly n ysilgiclly ll e s nce un


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womn; so tht he cice hy n even occmsce i his ceo esce he. om sosel notice ivte smie, bsh,o bihein o e eyes, she knew wh ws ctivte b w on m, she coe he scoveies to he he who ws

qie ne o sch this n h ve iewsh o be me we o hem Insiciveow o he lese now to e ee, Rosieknew whehe womn o stisction i eme o ie o it Se inliby inose ecy n is vey eles se no these occsons, obtess becse se wscocene wih somehn so oos n,she ol o ino ect- wat koe she wou s, me somehson the wy. It lese he o see h Annly hee he yoe bote, hows well lo n secon schoo, wi hishomewok o, by vie o scooicshewness s ve s it ws keen, she viethe siscio tht he seioit imle bythis sevce o the mle sex bot to he iei.


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i t was ha a iso tha i she aghe ahesel se ahe too at as wy exresi haee qie oteeseciay wheshe gae the reis he ervo o Nate owhich se was oeve tryig o wi oe heitelecal gil. Wos caot exess how sheloe the sig her seaso i which she ha

bee a which she isie ha awasboh he i a quie esoa wa mseiousces o healh o oy i ie We birscalle he ew mil air he ace became raia te ae, he s coc a aothe hyacihs a uli souig a aig

i he bes ao he hose reoice the gooso teas The alig ioets aog cotryoas he o o oweig boom a osyhiathe e a he white hawhos-aboe al theiac a he way he chests ighte heircaes whie a e-he aughte ha o a

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moter or ors togeter; o se was a srrsgly oo walker a comay secoceae er lm by te tmost ossble ecoomy o movemet we se ws ree an coustm alog as se leae er erance wasemakable

Te seaso o ower trees wen te roasbecame oetc we te ear amlar lascaeo er wals clte tsel carmg wtea rosy romse o rutwat a bewtcgtme rom te ower catks o te tall wteolars borerg te watecourse alog wc

tey ote strolle olle ste ow o temle sow rove wt te breeze covee tego; a Rosale ratres aa keweou botay to tell er ater tat olarsae "cos ac lat bear oly oweso oe sex some male oters emale. Se s

couse aly o w ollatoor ratero Zeyrus lov sevce to te clre olora s obl coveyace o olle to tecastely awat emale stmaa meto oetlato wc se cosere partclarlycarm


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The rose season was er bss o her. Serase he Queen o Fowers on sanars hergaren, solcously rotece , by e ncaemeans, ro evourng nsects an aways, aslong as he glory enre, bnches o uy rrese roses soo on he wanos an lle

ables n her bouor-bng, halblown, lblown-esecaly re roses she no avorte we, o her own rasing o aenve gsrm visors o her own se who were aware oher sson She coul bury her ace, eyes cosen sch a bnch o roses an, when aer a log

me she rase agan, she wol ear ha was he erue o h gos when syche ben,lam n han, over sleng Cu, surely hsbreah, hs curls an cheeks, ha le her sweeltle nose wh hs scen; was he aroma oeaven, an she a no ob ha, as blesse

srs there above, we soul breahe he ooro roses or all eerny Then we shall very soon,as nna's scecal comen, grow so se ot ha we sly shan' smel any ore BuFrau vo Tmmler rerane er or assug a som beyon her ears one was ben


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on scog, sc a agmen cou aly o thewole state o beattue, b joy was none eless oy o beng uncoscous Ts was one othe occasos o wch Ana gae he mohea ss o ee ulece a econcaonan the hey laughe togee

Rosale nee se manace scens o eumes, w te sgle exceon o a touch oEau e Cologe om anas on he Jlcslatz But whatee Nae oes to gay ousense o smell-sweetess, aomatc bteess,een eay a oesse scents-se oe be

yo mease, an absob t ly, thauly, wh the most sesua eou. O oe othe wals thee was a eclty, a log eesson n e go, a shallo goge he boomo whch was thcly oegown w jasmnea ale buses, om whch, on wam, um

ays ue wth a theat o tueshowe,umg ous o heae oou welle u almoststuyly Aa thoug t was ley to geh eaace a o accomay he mote tme an aga Rosale beate ehea, sug aou wt ete elsh,


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sto, wal on, ln aan, bnt ov thlo, an sh Chl cl, ho won s th bah o Na-t s!h swt, vn bath snwam an nch wth most, cosly wat to s om h bastLt s noy t wth vnc, o w too a

h chln"t last yo a, Mama, sa nna takng

th nthsass am an awng h alon ath mn ac. Shs not so on o m, ansh vs m ths ss n my tmls wthh concocton o oos.

s, bcas yo a aganst h answRosal "a ay no oma to h wth yotan bt want to st yos abov h thoht, n h nto a m tm o h ntllct,as yo yos on on, an tasosyo sns ctons nto havn nows what

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linens were n wern r her he nelvely me yer when r week r w hevenes rees se le he whle hse

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len vn e answee u hn ubles ha n anng eahe w eveea B n' u ealze ha ae an

ngible ans wh u synshemxue he senses an yu msa anan us n lus?

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sa Anna even

te n a wal he k ne aenn n Augus, n ve h a, smehng sange beel he sehng a ha a suggesn e Slling alng eween els an heege a w, he suenl ne an u

us, a s als meeb an, hensnge I was Rsale wh s sne i anexesse he awaeness b an "Oh hee esha e ? b he aughe sn ha nu es, hee was se s u, an,es see be enable as muskhee


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ble of the ld wr uhter th e uli fro her hert-een t thi eriod whenhe diut orni djutent of her tie ofife, the odi witheri d diintertiof her wonhood, ere troulin her hl d hoil ture hd ien her

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elve re to kotty ohoot he truk hollow here there h bee ewth eetthe Prk Deret oeth or the lt eter bt y othe brhe h e , o oer roueve, lwe, rooke bre, to the ky;other, oy ttere e bt o o therow, tl broke to verre eh r ththe ely lobe lee, whh hve lwyee oere re ro whh he vtor row twe oe w oy too

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oo ol ellow! yo ook t h wthout be touhe, the wy he tthere kee t ? Look t hoe root,

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curge. D yu ee tht thi litte ht uptere ith it efbud ndding i the ind? llund it hng het gone they hould, buthe lttle tg e the dy.

ndeed, , it gie cue fr repect, yu y, nered nn But if you dnt

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ttig there bet oer. Forge e k yr nd e i g.

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n the rooun bolutey wrrntble nteectul theore yourelf

"If I cn iert you lttle wth t, chl, heot ne theor oo enouh for e Buwht I w yn bout woen nturl nI en erfecty eriouly, t

houl cofortyou. Sply be hy n rou th, t thrty,yu re n the ful ower o your bloo Beee, I wou put u wth ny kn of boinl n if t were tll wth e t withyou. But unfortuntely tht oer for e, it h

been own ore nd ore cnty n reulr, n for the lt two onth t hnt hene t ll. h, t h cee to be wth eftr the nner of woen, the Bible y, nrefeerence to Srh, I thnk-y, t w Srh,nd then rcle o frutfulne w wore

in her, but tht only one of thoe edfyntore, upoe-tht ort of thn oent hen n ore to When it

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cee to bewith u tr the nner of woen, we r noloner woen t ll, but onl the riedup hukof won, worn out, uele, ct out of nture

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lee, it uully dont to lon they rel now oe who t eiht till nt lt won lone, nd ler, our fther, wlie tht tohow I hd to rtend not to ethin en when he w lieutnntolonel!Wht i fty for n? Proided he h lttl

teerent, ft o owhere ner tonh fro lyin the loer, n nwith reyin tee tll e onuet eeno youn rl But w, tke it ll in ll, ien ut thrte e to be woen in ourlfe nd our blood, to be olete hun bei,

nd when we re ft, we re unnuted,our ity to bred exire, nd, in turye, w re nothin but old rubih

o thee bittr word of uieen in thewy of ture, Ann did not nwer nywoen would doubtl, nd utibly, he

nwered She idHow ou tl, M, nd how you reile

nd ee to wnt to reet the dnty tht flto the elderly won whn h h fullld hrife, nd ture, whih ou loe fter l, trn


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new, ellow ontion, n honourble n ore ovble conton, n whch hetill n ive n be o uch, both to her fin to thoe e oe to her You ou enen beue thei ex life i e tritl litethn won But oubt f tht rel n

thin to be repecte, if it reon for ennthe n n n ce ll ivlze people hvew renere he ot exuite honour tothe tron, hve even rere he cren we en to rer ou re n the int of our er n hrn o e

Drln n olie rew her uhtercloe the wle lono pe o beutifull n intelentl n wel, eite ourpn, for which w tyn to omort ou,n now ou re coortn our oolih otherin her unworth tribultion But the dnt,

n th rention, re er hr, der chl,it ver hr even for the bo to n telf nit new ituton, tht lone torent enouhn when there e hert n ind eide,whh woul till rther not her too uh of


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gnty n the hnourble ette of trn,n ebel gt the ng u of the btht when rell begn to be hr he ulutent t the new titutn of the oy the hret thng f ll

Of oure, M, I unertn tht vewell But oner by n ul e one thehlgl i n le rt of tue thn thehyl ture te n the hlg to, u neet be fri tht ur he nng rein out of hrmn with the nthnge in yur by. Yu ut regr the ylgl onl etn of the hy

n if the o u think tht he lewith the ll to iut t f utng herelft the by hnge life, he will n ee ththe rell h nthng t o bt et the byhve t wy n it wr on herelf t Fot i the by tht oul the ul in orne

with it own nitionFulen vn ler h he en or

ying th beue, but the te tht herthe e the be nene t her, newfe, n tinl e w very ften to be


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een t he, n the tenty ebrineveent whh wee uner wy h ntee An ient, rehenve bervtnhe new fe-whh nn fun trenymne, nythin but tnuihe by inteiene-bene t yun n ne KenKetn, n Aerin f but wentfurwhm the wr h bruht ver n wh hbeen ting n the ty fr me me, vinnh en n ne hueh nther ri mneee fr ih nverti(n exhne fr uitbe fee) b the wve frh nutrit. ur h her f thee tvte tw te f h t yer n hn h ernety bee h mther t hve rKetn teh hm the ruient f nh fewftenn week. Fr thuh h h erehm untity f Gr k n tn, n frtuntey uieny f thet we, ee n ih, whih, te , eeehihy mrtt f hi future A n ,ne wy r th, he h t thuh l thebin huntie, he wnte t tten the P


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teh titute fter tht, he le,

t ld fr further tud r ertrht t the Drd f tehl, theUte Stte S he w hy rtefuwhe reeti hi lrity re f ure, hi ther redil eded t hi wh dh wr with Ket Md, eded

Srdy ve h ret tftbeue t erved h ure, f ure but thet beue t w fu t le ew luerht fr the rudet le beeri, bei wth lttle rier wr, ther fteutlh rthrh, ther t extrrdryrut, whih e, fr h l' eveeeer w h thrt th the helder ett hi u fr h u urllewul lltrte wth uh rwut exert tht he eee t be tri t e f fh w the tue. Srrew the t h d. " llet e t Alfre te

lerr. Hi hulder re thrty herr durd ul uh truh thewhle hu d hlf f the le t lert,the brhulere te ler, whe


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rie o uch w i wth the gretet obleue o "thouh n "thought n "tught n"tough, but he e ver goo rogre, utbecue Ken, not ben erne egogue,ue ree n e etho-in other wor,

imrove on whtever the oen brouhtn, herng w regrle, through tter,l, n nonene, ntite hi wlng uilito hi own oin huorou ecent vernculr

Fru von er, ttrcte b the oit

tht erve ur roo, oete ooein on the oung eoe nd to oe rt intheir rotble fun, ughe herti with teover "Alre, the tenni lerr, n oun certin reeblce between hi n her on

oung tutor rtculr in the tter o hioulder, or Ken too were leidl broe h, moreover, thick blon hr, not rtculr hnoe though not unlent, guilele frenl boh ce, to whch thee urroung, however, ght AngloSxon ct o

eture ent touch o the unuu tht he wrerkbl well built w rent eite hi


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ooe, rather full clothe with hi on le annarrow hi, he rouce an mreion ofouthful trenth He ha er nce han, too,with a not too elaorate rn on the left. Hiimle, erfectl uncontraine et not ruemanner, hi comcal erman, whch ecame a

nenial nlihondin in hi moth a thecra of French an Italan that he new (forhe ha vte evera uropean counre-althi oalie foun er leaant h reat nauralne n artculr reoee her n hi faouran now an aain, n nall almot reular,

he nite h to ta for nner after uarleon, whether he ha been reent at t or not.n art her nteret n hm wa ue to her hanhear that he wa ver uccefl with womenWth thi n mn, he tue him an founthe rumour not ncomrehene, thouh it wa

not ute to her tate when, hain to eructate aitle at tae, he would ut h han oer himouth an a Paron me which wa meantfor oo manner, ut which, after all, rew attention to the occrrence uite unneceari.

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bor l tow oe of the te tte,where h fther h folowe rou occutoboker, er of ttofote to te too he h e oe oe therelette bue Ke h ttede hchoo, whee, f he w to be beleed, oe

eed th t -"b Euroe tr, he reectfully defter whch, wthout the tte uch thouht, but erely wththe e of ler oeth ore, he etee colee etrot, Mch, wee heh ee h tuto b the wok f h h,

hwher, ok, wter, cu eerFru o le ke h how thouh tht, he h e to kee uch whte, oeht rtocrtc, h he weretht, whe o rouh work he h wwo oeo horteee oo hrt, oroth t l fro the wt u, bu woe Mot worke, or t et of thecotructo worker, for exe thtbck hoe, to o ett hor roeth, the h h ke we cerk

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oie ie he om, b eon ffere uom he wor w oo oo for yo on om n he ene ofhe o roen fok o (he bly onnen for roen) Sh no ermn fol om for eme he ro

of fe-ve hern freh brh nwilow ro hrm or er n rkn(eern or n hey e ) heir n oeme e n ree wh hemo brn heh n fery-h w om n eol one n ehe m When

he een o hin ook e n rin w lle Smk er

he mmler h never her of Smker n wre rrie en knowee offokore. r luhe he ro of fenn me fe n on oe n erfe

reemen wh her e howe heref eihe nyhow he i w omehn vereren from wen ove work n oo ook lon ie before you fon nhn of he or in mer, f on beehere were no vie here n he frer wer


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no frer bu enrereneur ke eerone ee n h no cuo In ener ete ben o unkb erc n enre nner n tue, e le er ttettchen o h re countr e n't crefor Aerc nee wth it uru of he

or n ente churchon, worh ofucce n t coo eocrty, but boel t ck of horc tohere he foun trey n f coure, t h htor buth wn' hory, t il hrt orn ucce tory erny, e fro tenorou eert h beutful n icent nce bu there w "thn behnthe, while n uroe there w o uc behn eethn, rtculry behn the ctewth ther ee htorc erecte ercn

cte-he n cre for the hey were utu yeter n ht ut wel be tkenwy oorrow he ll one were tuhoe one loon exctly ke ther n theb one were horrble, nte ontroitiewth ueu full of bouhtu uron c

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t toe, but ot uh better, for, certce thi ti fro A.D were oo toe

Ke' ireveret chtter roue uhter teytook hi to tk for it too, but e wee thtwt me hi ek e w ece

reverece, eci reect for eect tmoere V ery te, AD. ,ere i io h obby, t colee eh w bee bet t itoy-t tory t thetic He h lo bee rw to uroe,here er te were t oe certy,

eve without the w he wou e woke y co, ior or iwher i tobrete htorc r. But the wr h coe tt the rht momet for 9 r e mmeitey elie the ry trouh trii he h bee f tt te wr t

e before t bouht i cro to uroe. Buthe h me ito t te t ute e le to Frce, me to troo trort, h eve ot to ome re ti, eroie, fo wic he h crre wy wu ot it oe, tht e


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o e n hosta for wees. t ha een a newond and on one of hs dnes reaworked now t that was qte enouh Howver he sa, smn he was n a manner ofseak, disaed ad he drew a sma saitension whch was worh more to hm than the

ost kdeyThere was certan notn of the dsae

eteran aothm Frau von Tmmer oserveand he answered: "No, thank heaven, ony a tte cash!

On hs reease from the hosa, he had eftthe serce, had een honoa scharedth a meda for bravery, an ha stayed on foran indente tme n Eroe whch he fonwondel ad where he rvee in eary dates.The French cahedras, th Itaan campanes,

palazzi, an gaeres the Swss vages a aceike Sten am Rhena that was "most dehtu indee. An the wne everywhere, thebistros n France, the trattoie in Itay the cosyWitshuse n Swzerand and Gerany, atthe sgn of the Ox, of the Moor "of the Star

-where was there anyhng ke that n Aerica?


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here wa n wne hee- "n, whan m, n c n f Ee Treo hnnee a n e a rcaarm a hnece ar G heven!ee n meca m n' nw hw ove

Geman! ha w he cn he ve

hh he ea ha exre ver le ann ac new he lce n he Beeen ce h he new ea we-he Rhnea he Rhnean, wh chrmn, ay ee, ame, eec when hewee a "hh wh eele ce, fl

o mhee, e che, Clez, Cle- cl ec cy"h-"ly Ka Cy, hh! he enreae, e he xe f he MRve-hhh-" me! f Dela l h fm ev , h

new me h Rle her chlen ehe, he oe f Pe he h, fB, wh l he me Plce aRhe, f he Chch Keweh, whee enr wa cwed Kn


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ch, o be o Be an ohn am oe Paanae, an of many her hn anele, e oe

Roe a ha he cou each h oo,ju a we a nh hee wa oo e eman he ree h, n a a, he ree

She hee, for nance, whm e ha maeeeny wae of how le he new, wou ben an eon om hm a once. e wobe "a e hy abou , he conee n anwere eee omehn a he ha feenyobeve I wa ne an o a cean eee

an ha n fe ye a he rue beeenyouh an e Youh wa eerve n he eence of ae becau eee no uneanno en me o e om ae' ny, anae eae yoh becae, houh am heheaely, mly a yoh, e conere

ue o y o onea amon une mocey an ame onecenonen ahe, ea an avn a

remae ha Mama eally ae e a boan nna ooe eahny a he moher Shewa ecey vvaco n Mr Keaon' re


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ence nonaey even a ie aeced a messe invied him eeny and ooed a m,even wen he said "adon me ehind is hand,wh an exesson of moey comassiowhich o Anna-wo, desie he o mansenhsiasm o Eoe, is assion fo das ie and is nowede of he imehonoedooses in Dssedof, ond im oay nineesin-aeaed somewa esonae oin of moeiness and made e no a iencomoae oo ofen, wen M Keaonwas o e esen, e moe ased, wh nevosaehenson, f he nose wa sed was,

o Anna soohiny dened i Ad i iwasn efoe he aved i sed w nwoned voence when she was n he onman's coany en he moe seemed ohave ooen a ao i

Anna saw iy Rosaie had en o ose heea o e son's yon o, wio oeinany esisance o e ad ddn o e eein ehas wo ein eay aae o i,and in any case ihou man any aica


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eo o ee ece So h n noe wn cod o hve eced e fene oevo ( coon nd exeedyehed e Ken che, ofo foowed cnn of he heeee, e eemed o cnde ecee

hee-f e w no o of he feen,w no oo od of o conce e o ece efecy ce o he

en Ann one ver ey, w Seee even, wen Ke hd yed fo dnnend Edd, fe e o, d ed eo,

on ccon of he he, o e o h jcehe yon en, w e we, fee noconn; nd o Ken fowed h ' exe e w no n e e concened ,whee Edd w wen cooed hw on eeve, e hd mee on h ce

ve eevee whe eey nd hence noded e very hndoe, od,on, we on , whch de efc comeene h e hd een ood hec n coee hoy he owc he o he ced n he d of he


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he, he wa cerany ar r cn, rdd Edard have any eye r . B Anna ervd wh an and y. Rae, an andahn everhy, ed aernaey a hehad een drenched w d and rennya, and aer every cae er een eye rerned, ndr an ree aracn, heyn an' arm and hn, r ra ecn,nered n he wh an exren dee andena adne

Anna, ery ren en prveene, whch, hever, h dd n enrey r, drew aenn, a n a he ndevn a hred an exce, h venn cn, whch wa ennn neraehrh e en rench dr, and eed,wh a wann aan cachn cd, ha heace e n aan B ra vn merrmnaed her evenn am medaey aer

dnner Preendn a eadace, e a rredleave her e and rered her edrmhere he ay recd n her cch, wh herace hdden n er hand and red h w,


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n, overwhelme wh hme, error, n ss,onfesse her sson o hersef"Good Go, I love hm, ye, love hm, s I

hve never ove, s osse? ere I m, rere from acve ervce, rnslaed y Nare he clm, ne ese of maronhoo Is no

roesqe h I shold sl ve myself u os, s I o in my frhened, lssf hoha he sh f hm, a e sh of s odlerms, y whch I nsanely lon o e emaced,a he sh f hs mancen che, whch,in wrecheness nd rare, I sw olned n

der hs erey? Am I a shmeles old woman? No,no shmeless, for I m ashamed hs resencen he esence of hs yo, and I do no nowhow I oh o ee and oo hm n heyes, he nenuos, endly oy's eyes, whchexec no rn emon from me B s I

who hv een sc y he rod of lfe, he hmef, all nnown, has slashe me nd eeedme wh , he has en me y Smac aser!hy d he have o ell of , n hs yohf enhsasm for old l csoms? Now he


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og of e wkenng oke of ro

eve y no eg eche, nne whef weee. I ere hve I eve e efoe? Te ee e, when I wyong, n I conene, cqece n woong, ook h n ge n h conngnhoo, n we gve oeve o whe

he ere e I who ee, of yown w n oon, n I ve c y eyeon h n c h eye on he yongwon of coce wh e ye o, y ge h oe n h yoh. Yoh fenne, n ge ' eonh o cne

ge no hy n conen n ee f of he n fe efore yoh n efre Ne, ece of nne. O, hee ch oow n roec fo e, for ow cI hoe h he w ee y y ere, nf ee, h e w conen o y woong,

I o Ter' e no gr, w h r, no hef fo , he yong n, whown o ee for hef n who, hey y, vey ccef n h wy w woen e h ny wen he wn, g here n o


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My so whes and ceams wh eaosy a hehough. e gves essons n Engsh covesaono ose Pngsen Pemefoe Sasse ando Ame Lzenkchen, whose hsand, heoerymanfacue, s fa, shownded, andazy. ouse s oo a and has a ad hane,

she s ony s hyegh and knows how ogve meng ooks Ame s ony a e ode,and ey, nfonaey she s ey, an haa hsand of hes gve her evey ey s sse ha hey e n hs ams, o a eas one hem does, oay Ame, u mgh e

ha sck of a Lose a he sae me-n hoseams fo whose emace ong wh a evoha her sd sos cod neve mse? Thahey enoy hs ho eah, hs s, hs hands hacaess he odes? My eeh, s so good, andwhch have needed so e aenon-my eeh

gnash, gnash he, when hnk o My ge oo s ee han hes, wohe han heso e caessed y hs hands, and wha endeness hod oe hm, wha nexesse devoon!Bu hey ae owng sngs, and am ded ,no oh ng eaos of any moe eaosy,


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on an chn ao! ha dn a a h Rowan'h achnfaco Rowan and h wfwh h wa invd owan h ha wh m own whch vhn I aw h andA xha a oo and a m ha aoca od o o c bwn h?Evn hn ha conacd wh chonan b I dd no ndand I dd no hn wa ao bca I no on od caab of ao B I am I dandha now and I do o o dn no oe m omn-h h a n mav

daccod wh h hca chan n h chooca on an anaon of hhca a Anna and h bod mod ho a own codon? Anna now oAna now noh o w no a ha hn noh Sh ha d ovd ns

ad ed hae ad o h now aa da B ha ad bod a aadoh o he d hooab a o aonhdh h a won o h dono bv ac do no now ha Na


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e cn mke he ou owe mcuo, when e, even oo eowe n ove dere, ndj elou I m exeencg n lf omenSh he od ge cone, hed fom ehnd heen doo wh w l oned fo he ndhe lughed And God w ng wh he nd

d heefoe dd h ugh I-I w nohve lughed wll eeve n he mcle of moul d my ene, I wl evee he mce e h wogh n me, h gonzng hy gn my ol nd I w e hmefced only efore

he leng of h le on

h Role commug wh hel on hevenng Afe ngh of voen eene nd few hou of dee mong lee, he hough on wkng w of he on h hden he, leed he nd o deny whch o

ejec on ol gound ml dd no enehe hed he oo womn w enued whhe uvv n he ou of he y o loom nwee n She w no culy ou, ndhe lef he od od ou of he ce ee w fo ue nd mde he dme

nd ze wh Nue wee gn heelf,


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hd wored n her Ye, w conrry o nr eemne, h owern of er ndene hoh mde her hy, dd no ecore her, w omehn o e conceed,k ecre from he word, even from herred dher, eecy from hm, her

eoved, who eed nohn nd m ec nohn-for ho dred he ody re hereye o h yoh?

Th no her reonh o Keon here enered cern mvene nd hmy whchwere comeey rd ocy, e whch Ro

e, dee her rde n hr feen, w neo h from , and whch, on ny cehedoervernd o on Ann-rodced mornf eec h he vvcy nd eceveey of her ehvr he enn nyeven Edrd noced , nd here were mome

when oher d r, owed over her e, her , whe n, ncomrehendnywre o he emrred ence, ooed eonny from oe o oher See coend enhenmen, Erd oo n oornyo qeon h


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"ha's happning o aa h ad"Dosn h i Katon ay or Ad aAa said nohing h youg a aing awy fa addd "Or ?o h i h oouh

"ha a you hinkng of wa h pov

ng answ "h hings a no onrn ofyours a your ag id you ann and dono ri yosl o a unuia orvaions Bu sh n o h igh rvrnty nd hisf tha hi ohr as all won vnualy ut was havig o go houh a prod

o diul udia o h hah and i."Vry and isuiv or aid

snio in hoo ironialy u th paaionwa too gnra to suit hi hir oth wasurig fro ohing or pi ad vn

sh hi highy rsptd was y surio say hing o his youg and tupidf But prhaps you ad supid as h was hold a hilf ufl y popoi h dissa o i too atraiv o had hould l hi oh go ogh o o aon


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it w time for im be onourby cge ginDo o er Eur i Ann n e iMm e i tnk we gt to my

Engli leon n t contnt exee veut outo fo tem Tnk o ou geeroiy

e li goo foution wit M Keon'el by oig ome reing by myelf cnee o it tt it will ot be lot Aywy no oneever relly lern foeig lnguge t omeoutie of te country were everyboy ekit n were one entirely eenent on it

Once i l o Ameic fte te ttyou e enerouly given e te ret wil comeeily A you know m nl exmitin reocig n tere i noe in Egli nte mut e o it t on't uk te clicl lguge n t require concentrtion.

So te time comeo you ink-otnk eto corilly for i roube n in temot fiey wy oibe o iene wi i

- ervce"But Eu Fru von Tmler nwere

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wt you y urre e, n cnnot yt rove of t Certny, t ow greteccy of feeing n you to w to r furter exenture for i uro But te uroe goo on, it ornt for your fure, you now ee it, n our ution i not

uc tt we cnno et te exee of nge leon for yo, quite we w wereb to et toe of An' tu t te Acey o not unertn wy you wnt to tofwy in your roect to gn tery of tEngi nguge. t cou be er bo

e on't tke t n b rt-tt you woube kng n rt for te wgewit wic t your oo our n exntn-to be ur t r eriou tter, unert tt you wil ve to buckeow to yo cicl ngug wc co

r to you. Bt our Egli on, fewti wek-ou o't n to tell e ttty wou't be o of rcetio, eltytcto o you t tiol ri. Bei- ow lt o t eol un of te tter-te retion be


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wn Kn as s cd o r ratr Mr Katonnd our famy as ong sinc casd to suchat w coud say to m Your no ongrndd and smpy gv im is wkingpaprsSmpy announc Srra you may wtdrawH as com a frnd aost mr of t

faily and woud quit rgy onddt suc a dsmissa W sod f s asncAnna spciy I nk woud pst f no ongr cam nd nivnd our tal wt sntimat knowdg of th story of ssdorfstoppd tng us a out t quarr ovr rights

of succsson wn t duchs of Jlch andClvs and aout ctor ohn Wila on hspdstal n h mark pac You would missm too and so n fct sould I In short duard your roposa s w ant ut t is nthrncssary nor indd ray poss W ad

ttr av thgs as thy arWhatvr you thik bst ama said duard and rportd his l succss to hs sstr woanswrd

" xpctd as muc my boy Aftr al Mamaas dscribd th situation quit corrcty and I


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saw muc t sm obctios to your pan wnyou aoucd it to m I ay cas s is prcty rigt i say tat Kato is pasancompay ad tat w soud a rgrt is absec So just go o wt i

As s spok Eduard ookd r t ac

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"Vicory Anna vicory i as come ack ome come ack o me afer such a ong inerrup

ion asoutey naturay an jus i shou eor a ature vigoros woman ear chi whata miracle Wa a miracle grea enecen Naure has wrough in me how she has esse yfaith or eieve Anna an id no aughan so now kin Natue rewards e and takes

ack what she seee o ave done o y odyhe poves tha it was a mstake an reestalisheshaony eween sou and ody u not in theay tha you wished i o happen. ot wih hes edienty ettng the ody ac pon it andansate i to the dgnied estate of matnhod

ut the ohe way around the ther way aoundear chid with the sul poving hersef mstressove the ody. Congratulte e daring here isason for it a a woman again a whoe human eing again a funcioning feale can feeworthy of he outhf manhoo ha as e


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wd ad o logr d lowr y ysor a lg o ipo rod ol wi su as rad o ysoul alo u y ody oo ad as ad i aowg oua aga Kss y darlid all lssd as lssd a ad w

pras raulous por o gra aur S sa a losd r ys ad sild o

dly r os vry rd"ar sw Maa sad Aa willg

oug o ro wi r y s a a

"s s uly a ra a ovg v sso rss o your aur w as alradyvd rsss o your lig ad owgvs a g su powr ovr your odilyuos As you s a irly o your opio-a wa as appd o you pysially

s psyologa i org is produ o youryouully rog l avr I ay as av sad ao su gs you us o su a ls a dy psyoloial ay powr ovr pysal ad olda lar as las word rao


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or- c vn I know bo ndis niy Hovr c so y b sbj co body's cicsncs-w so ors p cn do o body on vgs on icos nd yor cs s on o ossplndid xpls o i Y pri o sy

is bl ning vn o wicyo r so po-nd rigly yo y criny b poud o i-on consid s I dos no k s so of ipssio ks on yo In y opnon i dos ong ings c y bs o ors nd i

dos no pciy incs y dirio oryo n-or fo in gnr Cbood ging spinsr I I hv vryso no o c iponc o pysc Yor rshnss o ng pcisy nonrs o yo pysic g sd o

splndid nog og o iph-i lossd o pr vicory o sou nw s ppnd ow n is rnsforioof indscb yo o yor no nognic pnonon


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Sy no m my poor chd ! Wht you my rshnss o ng nd now nsst tht yunjoyd you rprsntd t m mo or ssbuntly s shr y through wh I ws mkg mys rduous d you dvsd m to rtt to mothry dowghood to mk

my g mtn t wud hv bn ttl too ry or tht dnt you thk so nowmy pt? tu hs md hr voce hrd gnstt Sh hs md my ng hr conc nd hsumstkby shown m tht t nd o bshmd bo hr nor br th boomg

yong nhood wh is ts ob ct nd do youly m to sy tht dos not ng thngsmuch?

Wh I m my d wondru Mm stly not tht I dd nt rspct tur'so o bov ll thgs do wsh o spyou joy hr dr You cnot thk tht om Whn I sd tht wht hd hppnd dd nothg gs uh I ws rrrg to outwrdrlis to h prctc spcts th stutonso to spk Whn I dvsd youwh I ody

shd tht o mght oqur yours tht t


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mht not vn hard for you t conn yourfl for th young man-frv m for spkn f hm s cooly-fr our frnd Katonrathr to matal lov my hop was asd nth fact that h could yor son That facty wll agr has nt chad and t cantt dtrmn th latoshp twn you on

it sd on yur sd ad on hs tood on hs too Y spak f wo sds ut

yo ma nly hs Yo d ot lv that hcld lov m xcpt a st as a son?

I will t sy tat darst ad st Mamand hw cld yo say t Aa my tru

hatd chld Rmmr yo hav n rght tyo hav not th ncssary athorty to jud nmattrs of lov You hav lttl prcption nthat ralm caus you av up rly dar hartand turnd yor ys away from sch thnsIntllct ord yo a sstut for Natur

good fo you that s all vry Bt how canyo ndrtak to jdg ad t condm m oplssnss? Yu hav n pwr of osrvatnad do no s what I s d t pcv thss whch dcat to m that hs flin s


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rdy to rspond to mn o you mn to sytht t suh momnts h s only ting wth m?Wold you rthr onsdr him nsolnt ndhtlss thn to grnt m th hop tht hs lng my ospond to min? Wht would so

xtordnry n tht? or ll your loonssrom lov you cnnot unwr tht youngmn vry otn pfrs mtur womn to nnxprnd gl to slly lttl goos turlly nostlg or hs mothr my ntr ns on th othr hnd mtl lngs my ply

a prt n n ldr womns psson fo youngmn But why sy this to ou? I hv distintmpsson tht you rnty sid somthing vyk it to m

Rlly? In ny s you r rgh maI gr wth you omplty n wht you sy

Thn you must not l l m pst hop spclly tody whn tur hs rognzd mylng You must not dspt my gy har wh so sms to m you r looking Ysunountly I m quit ry It ws mistk

tht I ddnt gin dyng my hir long go Icant suddnly stt no though tur hs t


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crtai tt autorid m to But I ca dosomtig for my fac not only y massag utso y usig a littl roug I dont suppos youcidr oud sockd

"Of cours not Mama Eduard ill nvr noc if you go aout it a litt discrty And

I toug I ink tat articiality ill otgo too ll it your dp fling for atury it is craily no sin agaist atur to lpr out a littl suc an accptd fashion

"So you agr it m? Aftr all t ig isto prvt a fodss for ig mothrd fromplayig too lag a part fro prdoinatig Ks flig Tat oud cotrary to myops Ys dar loyal child tis at- knotat you do not lik talkig ad arig aoutt art-u my ar is solln ith pridad j oy ith t tougt of o vry dirty I sa o m is yout it at a dir

t slfcodc Your otr's art is sln it appiss ad lf

"Ho autiful dars Maa! Ad ocarig of you to lt m sar in your gra


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appnss I sa sha t om my ha yoano dou t v I say hat a ta o truds v as I jo wth yo-tha svy k m st ?-a srupssupls to us th wod wh fo wan o

bt I usd o You spak of yo hopand of all that juss yo n nttanng tn my opo wa juss t aov a s smply you own ova sl Bt yo fa o dnyo hop mo psly to tll m what s goa

s wa psson pts to d t atyof f Is yo nno o may aga? Tomak K Kao o spath? To sad fo h ala wh hm? I may owady ofm ut as h dn n you ags s va

nt o ha w a moh ad h son I ama tl aad of h asoshmt wh suh stp would aous

a vo Tml sad a h daghNo s ansd h da s w to m

ad will alm yo ahnos an asu you ha do o na o na youslly hg I hav no ito o gg yo ad


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ur twntyfouyrol stpfthr Howo of you to spk so sty n pously otnng bfor th ltr !

Ann rn slnt hr yd lord lttl sh gzd pst hr othr nto spc

Hop- s hr mothr "who cn n

t s you wnt to? Hop s hop-ho cnyou xpct th wll nu nto prctclgols s you put t? Wht tur hs grntd s so butful tht I cn only xpc sothig butful fo t but I cnnot tll you hoI thnk tht t wll com ho t ll b rlz,

n wh t wll l ht s wht hop s kIt sply osnt thnk-st of ll out tnng bfo th ltr

Anns lps wr lghtly wt Btwnth sh spok softly s f nvoluntrly n spt hslf

"Tht woul b coptvly rsonbld

Fru von mlr strd n bwlrnt hr rpl ughtr-who not look t -n tr to ra hr xpsson


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s his hnkrhi hn ou oo n h wyh is h shion n I s i wih insision

Your obsrvion is vry n m Bu Ihik h in urs s your hnkrhisymbo is no o b kn oo prsony You

yours on sy h h oun mno shby his m h hs ry bomis oo ik ou hr h iunnoon Prhps iis no qui u o m o brin Pp no ouonvsion n our houhs h momnn y-

nn your h ws n xn orn h on h o honor bu h ws k n Don Jn o h vry n h mossrikin xmpl o h si imis o mnssxu i n I onsnly h o shu boh yson his oun So I nno onsir i priu

ry ss h ou shou rr o himA h br m-i I my sy so B

p ws nmn n n or n h iv,spi h you hs rkishnss orino rin onps o honour whih mn vry o m bu mny o whih r, I biv


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hs inhrit. H not oy rsms his hrouwry in gur n turs. nr rtinirumstns h wil inountriy rt n hishr's shion

hih mnsunr wht rumstns?

Dr m t rtly rnk s wh lwys n wth h othr! t is rtnyoni tht rtionshi suh s yogly ntiipt twn n ton nyours oul rmin omty on n

unknown to soity Howr wht wh yourlightul imusinss n your hrming inity to issimul n ury h srts o yourhrt h my outs s to how wll it ou rri o t som young whiprsnr

mk moki llusons to our ur gi himto unrstn tht it is know ht his mothr isho o op u it?ing loos nh woul srk him h woul ox th ow'srs n who knows wht grous kin ool nonsns might rslt ro his hiry?

"or 's sk ! ht things youimi! You xruting know you roi it out o soliu u it s rul our


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soiitue s rue s sm hiren onemnng

their mother. .Rosie rie itte Ann hepe her to r

her ters etionte guiing the hn inwhih she he her hnkerhie

erest best m forgive me! How reutnt m to hur ou! But ou-on' tk of

hiren onemning! Do ou think wou notookno not toernt tht sons too supriious-but reverentl n with the tenerstonern on wht ou r etermine to onsier our hppiness? n ur hrknow how hppene to spek o him-it ws

ust beuse of his repubin hnkerhie t isnot question o us nor on o peope in gener. is question o ou m ow ousi tht ou were bromine. But re oure? We wer speking of p n o rtintrition onepts b whih he ive n

whih s he sw them were not inringe the inties he upset ou with. Tht ou orgve him or them gin n gin ws beusefunment s ou must reie ou were othe sme opinion-ou were in other wors


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osious tht thy h othi to o with lbuhry H ws ot bo o tht h ws obti t ht No mo you t most tist h it om ty i tht sptbut th in i oth wy m utt omk us o my mptio o my bi moly dcle.

y poo h Fu o mm tupt h ot spk o ousl so loomy!

As w sp o mysl t l

sw A m spk o you o ou iis o you tht m so ply o. Bus o you it woul lly b buhy oo wht o p th m bout tow ws simply issiptio oi ol it to himso to th jumt o soity moy b

tw boy soul is tily oo ssy thi you pou hppy bus Ntu you blo Ntu hs tit to you i wy tht is lmost miulous Buhmoy btw o's li o's itmol otos is th mo ssy wh t s isupt th oly sut


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n b motionl isruptio n tht ms nhppiss Dont you tht this is tru? Thtyou woul b lvi i opposition to yoursl you m rlity out o wht you now rm?Fumntlly you r just s muh boun sPp ws to rtin opts n th strutiono tht llin woul b no lss thn th struton o your o s. . sy it s litwith nxity. hy os tht wor om tomy ips nstrutio ? kow tht hvs it on bor i uish n hv hth snstion mor thn o. hy must kpli s i this whol visitto whos hppy

vitim you r h somthn to o wih strution? will oss somthin to you nty ust w wks o tr our tlk whnw rnk t lt tht niht in my room n youwr so xit ws tmpt to o to Dr Obrloskmp who took r o ur whn h h

uni n o m on whn h lryniisn ount swlowyou vr otor ws tmpt sy to tk to him bout youn bout wht you h o to m simpy


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or th sk o stti m mi rs o ourou But r h i r itost t on out o i m o o r ou or o n bs it sm o mri o tur our xri or to mi m who wth h h o o is om

or ui n rnis b o or hm is m oiio h r siksss th o oo or h oor

" m rtu o ou or boh m r hisi osi or th o whih imou to k wih Obroskm bo m o

our hi rrss h imus Bu thn h i ou to mk h sihst oionbw wh o m isiiohis sro m womhoo wht th so hs o tom bo h ot o sikss? s hisssikss? ri i is o ihmi

s ihr i is ii ii i o sorrow to i is to hoh ho or whih n i o xo to or rso

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Then go now, chi Le e res s yoko, ittle quiet seuson s inicte or swoen on sch crowning s

An kisse her mote n tume o othe beroom One serte, he two omeneecte on the converso he h us hel.Ann h neither s, nor bee be to sy, th ws on her in. How on, she wonere,wo ht her other e the Ester of heonhoo, ths oucin revivicton, endren her? An Kn, i, s ws erecy sehe sccumbe her-how on wold ha ast

How constantly her mother, n her late loe,woul e cst nto trepiion by every ounerwoan, wo hae to tree, from he verrst y, for his fithfuness, even his resectA east t ws to the oo tht she i no cnceie f haiess sy s pleasure n oy t

s ie ith its sueri For Ann neasiy oresw mch sueri what her other ree

For her part, Fra Rosaie as more eepympressed by her aughter's remonsrnces thanshe ha aloe to ear It was no so


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te tut tt, under certin circumstces,dud miht ve t risk is yu e r eruthe rmtic ide tu se d etver t, rely de e ert e ith ride ButAnn's duts er "rdmidedess, wte hd sd ut deucey d e ecessry

my ewee n' ie nd e's rl cics peccupied te d su truer dy rest e cd nt t dmit tter duters duts ere justed, tt erviews ctied d pt tru. eiter, te sue cud she supress e mst ertelt j y

t te thut meetin er yu evedi ude suc new circustces. ut ter srewd duher d sd ut "ivi inctdct t herse se reeered nddeed ve d se strve i er su t sscite te ide reuciti wit the de

piess Yes, cud t renucti itse ess i t were nt miserle ecessity utee cticed in reedm d i csciusequlty Rslie reced te ccusin tt itcud e.

Ken peseted imse t te Tmmes' ee


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tr Ro' t pyooi rurn r n po nli i Eurn ty or innr r ppin t t o i pnt byi i n t bro our n nrr ip on ro rt y n tir prin nition juti

n t y o o ii r itn r n t in po r ou v bnin ontriion t you r Ti n trr vr i Kn m y i n n

rt n rin i bdy l rt t tim i rnty uinyn ininty into y t Ann t impron ry mu nin in t yn mn o xprin r ntur d unrn Aburd

pprin! O ur nin o ort urr n tr r o vnint tiu ldy ou tor ryun n n inlinro i bot t rin iti d on r ut ll


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any bashfulness and nervousness, an painfuhmity, wee gratfyingly absen.Keaon, who o hs satsfaction had on een

are tha, even such as he as, he had made onquest of this grey-aired u charmng Eroean woman, hardly kne wha o ake of te

hange in her behavior His respec for her had,te undersandably, diminished when he beame aare of her weakness; the ater, on teter hand, had in rn atracted and excied hascuinity his smpe natre felt sypahealy dran to hes, and e onsdered ha suc

beautif eyes, with ther yohf, peneatingaze ie made up for y eas and aginands. The idea of enerng no n aa ier, such as he had een crrying on for sometmenot, as i appened, th Ae Lenrchen or Lose Pngsen, bu ith anoher

oman of the same se, whm Rosalie had neverough ofwas by no means ne o hm, and nna observed, e ad egun, a east no adaga, to change his manne oard hs pi'mother, to spea to her n a one a as roocativey rtaou


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Ts e good ellow soon ound no longerseemed qe to ome o. Despe he hndlspby wh he begnnng o eh meeg shedrew m ose to er so tht ter odes lmosoed nd despte er nmte serhng gzeno s eyes hs expermens n hs dreton en

ontered rendly u rm dgy wh putm n s pe orde ny esshmet ow e wsed to esh nd nstny dspelng s preensons reded s de toone o smsson. The eng o the repeedexperene esped m "s she n oe wth me

or not? e sed me nd lmed her repulses nd er reproon on the presene o erdren e lme grl nd e shoooy Bhs experene ws no deren when t ppenedtht he ws lone wt her or tme n drwngroom ornernd o deren when he

nged te hrter o s tte dnesbndonng l qzzlness nd gng tem serosy eder prssng most pssonetone ne sng the nrolled pltl "r whso delgted eeryone e tred lng er "Rose n wrm oewh smpy s o


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o address as, i hs Aeria ie o eea pariuar ibery Bu hough or a isashe had bluse holy, she had almos immediaey rse and e i, a ad gie h eiea rd or a lo durg he res o ha evei

he er, hh had proed be mdbrgg ardly any old eaher and so bal he re ra insead also eded early hayear Even ebruary ere ere ar suydays reole o sring. y ea buds eureou o brahes here ad hee Rosale ho

ha oigy greeed he sdrs i her gare ould rejie ar earer ha usua, almospremaurely i h dadis-ad, very soaer, i he shorsee rouses o, whisroue everyhere i he ro gardes ovillas a i he Paae Garde, ad beore

hih ssersby haled o oi hem ou oeaohe ad o eas o er parooured prousi

"s i remarkable sad rau Tmero her dauger, "h uh hey resembe heauun lhm? 's raialy he sameoer! Ed ad begnigone ould msae


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t f a tr, ty ar s ali ult as ba i auu i t rs fa rus, a bliv i sg sa tlast r f t ar

"s a slgt fusi, asr Aau l fri tr Natur as a arig

sity fr t quval a fr ystiat n gral "u a alas qu t sa aaist r

yu auty , a sub twr yu t l ug al yat laug ut f y tn flg f

fr y blv atu last f al n s is jst bgg in sas1 all ii baus t sas in bis lialy a t us, a t it aa Avt , a a ly sa tat uaiv ur a g siast t a

si f istas u s fl a lasat at bt uslf a tat sas w, tug as us ti f jy a atFr raly, i xi, t is a syatti lati bt usvs a t sastat ru us ts rtu bins stin


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that onms an stenthens that enews orles just as srn has always one for me-nobease t s sn or the rme of the year asthe oets all t a season eeryone loes ut bease esonally belon to an ee that tsmles at me qute ersonally

t os ne eaest Mama answee thehl of wnte An rest assre hat shan'se a snle wor aanst t

But t mst e sa that the boyany of lfewhh Rosale was ausome-or elee shewas austometo reee fom the aoah

n non of her season was not een ase soe of t manfesn sef que as sualt was amost as f he moral resoluons whhhe onesaton wh he auhte ha nsen he and to whh she so seafastly aherewent aans her nate as f ese them or

nee beause f them she wee ln n ontaton o herse Ths was esely the messon hat nna reee an he mnl eoahe hesef o han esade hermoher to a ontnene whh her own lbeaew of lfe n no sense emane t whh ha


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seeme reqste to er oy or te er wom'sece o i Wt ws more, se ssecteerse o nckowege evi motives Seske erse i se wo oce grievoslyog or sesu ere bt ever eerece t, ot secretly begrge it o er

otr ece exote r to cstityby l sorts o trmeu guts No secou ot beeve t o erse yet wt sew trobe buree er cosciece

Se sw tt Rosie sttig out o oe o tewks se so ov, qicy gew tie, t

t ws se wo, vtg soe oso tst must be oe, isit tuig oe teroy l our o ev sooer Se reste gret e t este ts litto o e ysic ctivity se os wigt A oicewit coce te tiess o er orms we

se ee o see te eose eo ooge ske er wt oti o yout s bee rkg Tre ws oious tireookig bueess er eyes te rogewic oor o t yog o erecover o u womoo, s ut o er


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cheek reate o ery eective illuio agaithe elih ar o her colexo Bu ahe iie y iuiie a o ho he elt ia heeru eel uie ell-hy houl ohik terie? rulei vo Ter gave e iea o akg . Oerlk o iei

gate er er' ilg healh a o ol eeig f guil i le her hi eioiety oo aye a ate ae iey at heha exee h e i ha ere ee ikee hih ere too g o be ae o oorSo Aa a all he ore elige by he etere a ece i e regth hi Rie exiite i coeio ith a ittle la thata agee o eee ee her ie a

Ke eat o he to be ree oeeveig a tey ligee over heir ie Aot a ot ye e ie te riga ee alle o e othe' eooto hea the oeul e Roalie a aag gay a i te y a eveig

a e oul hve be oiere he rime


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over o e exuro o ey d greed-ule e eo o be gve e redor i w orl er d led oe ide He d led bou vou le drogold e d vied i e Duy o Berg-o e Cle on e \uer o BenbergEreove Gor oburg nd roor d ro ee e we o o e EleorCrl Teodore o n e egee enuryd oved our ro Deldor, r oeznge d en o un-u dno reveed ler er Cou

Groen ro ebr o ll or o orn reurl d orulrl roeere: i w under e Eleorl dey o r w oeved e le Grdenw r ld ou d gero Cle buil-nd Edurd dded e e yer o r

he new Holero Cle oo lle o eou o e ner e vllge o e ene O oure Holero oo eo onred n en o on zeen oblge o d e ever ld eye on reio o e le Rooo nor eve ved


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