meltdownPeter Sebring

Two

Decades of self-destructionThank for the helpScattered lie the bruisedSouls on the battlefield of historyTurn my feelings offFor youAre merely an illusionLike myself and leaveThe scene and a new worldOrdered to be seenAnd while we feel it feltLike being with the devilWhile dancingWith only myself

Chasing the boundless

C'est la vieSaid the thiefTake your shareAnd bewareOf your ownPersonal judgesCausing grudgesNow releaseThose prison corridorsWork no moreChasing the boundless

Hypnotic Apollo

Half shot weiry eyesFrom a windowHello his restrictionThinking glueAnd Arnold knewThe world is powerMy treeGhostInto pocketful, passionateStreetsinger heart coffinCalm wind seemed powerfulPlaces in the nightcircleInflicted with filthGolden heap refinementPours delicate morning sunSwam towards the attic

Tension colossus acceleratesAutonomous knowledge dictatorsTo the edge of a beltShe falls stony-facedEmbraced emergency chariotStealth wax bleedsFrom where it came insteadHer custom eruption burnsMy bride to the name

Cursed joy furyHatching detachedForget dread junk memoriesDeceive the receiver relicLead lazy string walkerBlink a floating smile poetryBerryless orbited by liquidNothing was thereSneaking through steamTied mental streets

Still taking aimWhile high tone windsBlow the spark inFor now he's goneTo the picture plantNo body fell into the lakeForsakenThough not leftThrough the centerAttention implosion stolenDealt with heap steep climbingDealing the squealer twinkleAbstracting hoarder hoaxFor unseen folksStubborn strummingYummy solaceGoing wellTo the point of no return

To the alienated masksHe perceivedIn the hallway of famineScope on it's wayLoud and takenEntertainment struggle releasedTo see the golden archerFor no late mate tamed the aimShooting into darknessFellows on the wayNever fellFor alwaysIs the lightTangled up turn tapTrivialityNow goneAlong with the dragonAnd the son's backProtected

With speechless voicesThe noises are arrangedFor the strangeFlooded bowl of willIs wrinkling light leftFor the right cutThe scene of the extremeGift of lifeAnd the silent soundOf a sleepwalking daydreamIs the newRepeating againIn the end to beginThe untethered childOf the pleasant sailorIs born to findThe fix by definition is inSupplied eternal blissFor this isForever here and gone to see

Summertime

SwallowsFlying beneathThunderstorm rageSingingPast windowsMade upEvery morningWakingFor the nightRidingCity streetsTo everywhere

Sunlight on the garden

Having nothing yet allThe fame and the girl and the moneyAfter paradise lostA meeting pointFelt like youSpringYou sense your hopesLike a rabbit chasesTime cases

Our separation

Visions of our unityEntangled do we lieOn immortal sheetsThey make us bleedTo feed the seedOf a moved momentIn constant infinite motionAnd emotion endsFor no conceptionIs made beneath our wingsA question of matterMeaningFloatingSoftly pouringConjuring into spaceInBetweenOur separation

Slow train

FingerBrain pointerCheeky sweetBackground sniggeringRinging door bellesBorn in basesConvincing coversForth and backA lotMissingLittle cluesSo enjoyableBeing playedSome find todayIn time againIs lovely now

Jane

Jane needs an appleAnd sharpens the sickleThat's a busy bee treeWith slow focus locustsSwinging, drinkingDrowning, soundingJust a few milesAnd milesTook an elevatorTrue sin true senseRomance friendsGet up a goGo homeTo moan aloneOh noHave you been?

Serious flashingMoonlight rideToo loose sights mindAnother timeGo blindGo blindGo go go goGotchaMood moodGotchaGloom gloomGotchasoon

Jane needs an onNeeds a songTo roll on JohnIs hiding awaySo to say it's okayTo hang onA beam lightWith refined mindSet's all in vainSo the game isSo on ain'tSo long ain'tSo wrong ain'tSo strong ain'tAin't ain't ain'tAn are and beDo you see?

Change

My understanding of youThere's only one true youI findAnd with that one vision in my mindWe become consciousnessMultidimensional beingAnd who's steering I thoughtOur loveIt's only our loveI can see

A hip piss on reality

Tell bout what'sRight and what's wrongAnd sing you a songCause I am afraid ofThat's powerAnd I couldn't care lessHow it stresses meAs it's my true natureYou see, I have toBe just a foolLike me, you are powerThen I cry - causeIt's a better laughTo be the best in the USWhile starving in EuropeAnd spiders ranAll over meThe flying swarmsOf immortal soulIn a healed worldFor you and meAnd living limbsFresh with laborSurrounded with thighsThat nervously, dreamlessShaking part of the seaFeels only vagueness

For it was man's loveThat put that rock thereNever to avalancheNever to spillThe blood of our fatherHow happily madI arrived from beyondSpace and timeThere is enoughMy dear attractionI began to sufferStill standingFor such betrayalScared and scarredAll lousy cards playedThe mystical sail trailExhausted my heartHave to become someoneJust to failBeing that changeI complained aboutHas become obviousTrue natureOf lying in the sun

The game

There's nobodyWho knowsMe and everybodyUnder controlFor a perfect matchThat has to be givenFor this isImperfectionAnd forever goneIndifferentReflection for the livingDeadBodiesEverywhereThe childrenPlay!

Babe

Alone babeThe kids are outAlright let's goFace the truthAn empire marchingFor never everThe birth of coincidenceOn that runaway trainTake a seatThe bunnies areHopping.. hoping

Seeing strange thingsIn a momentOf no fearWhen people appearWith no ticketCancelledNext timeIs neverJust an illusion of nowHope you do itFor no fellow menKnow you..Like you.. Do

Arranged withWhatever!Hit thatTravelling bagKidOpen your mouthLet it outStolen storiesOf yesterday

Whoop, whoopAny more fares?IdentificationRound trip, pleaseKeep your seatYou know thatYou're crazyEnoughLaughedThen you're stolenLaughedAgainFrozen

The time has comeIt's the longestJourney to nowhereThe sun in your faceThe battleThe raceFor the rightExitQuit senseHit senseThanksFriends

Mother spider

Watching youTwo plus six eyesSpun a webTo get youCaughtIn the middleRollingYouUpInTaintedTailor-madeTormentSuckedUpLeft empty

To any place that's been with me

Can't even keep upWith this well travelled foolThat leads so many secret lifesAnd pretends to live quietAt the top of the wall

For real

Why should we feelThe children starvingWhen you are notFor real

Why should we feelAnother heartWhen you are notFor real

Why should we feelAnybodyWhen you are notFor real

Why should we cryAnother tearWhen you are notFor real

Why should we liveAnother dayWhen you are notFor real

Peace dove

The doveSat on trackFled when we metAnd flew into a padWhere I lookedFor distractionOn it's wayBack outIt smacked against the windowThat brokeThe headIt's deadNowRestFor peaceDoveSaid goodbyeTo loveAnd neverLook back

Enough

Big townAin'tBig enough

Small townAin'tSmall enough

Good townAin'tGood enough

Bad townAin'tBad enough

Nothing's too muchToo much is nothing

Never sleepingAlways sleeping

Control of a dreamA dream of control

Solved daringDaring to solve

No man beneath othersNo others

Shit on the altar

Think whateverYou thinkIt doesn't matterAs much as it matters

And the same ignoranceIs of your kind

Like the oneYou see in others

SwallowingThe poison of the earth

The missing linkTo no - everywhere

The girl openedThe one doorTwice

Arise new ageDweller

Tell herThe way to Neverland

In an emptyChurch building

Half-sleepSteep ascent

Bend to amendNo reflection

Scene limousinePattern regretterLamenterScatteredPeacePoison bloodMomentGone

Sugarcoat street shuffle beat

Will you fallFor the illusionIn your headLike common peopleIn your headOr instead youShort tag extend youIn your headGlass broken better luckTeenage fuckIn your headPassion crime movesDon't ya lose no controlIn your head

Is me around

I'd wishI'd want to wantSomeoneLike youAnd allI seeIs me aroundTo lie and recognizeTo kissNow goodbyeWouldn't wantIf I gotYouWouldn't growIf I couldReachTo letYou goAnd stayAlone

Apologies

Well I bet you've read my nameIn this game of deconstructionI construct sensesSeparate to put togetherKnow it all just to forgetAnd I kissed existance to deathAnd resurrectionBegan my introspectionOn the outsideOf the bordersIn my made up mindI defined to be aloneTo be with youAnd oh so trueTo be talking to the onlyBegan my lifeAs a simple childI grew up like anyoneYetInstead I felt the differenceAnd there has never beenAnything but meTo be the alienI see it needed timeStill there is noneOf these phrasesI built a secret kingdomJust to fool myself

I create tools like youDo understand I'd been staringThrough the glassTo my mirrorNeed to spread my wordTo reflect and to blurTo have some noise all aroundYou see I'm bornIn a small townHave had a releaseCan't get enough of my ownEchoes in the distanceOf a nowhere placeI follow the tracesTo my unknown worldAnd I cry for IDon't know I blowMy soul awayIn decayOnce found pleasureNow I treasure myselfHollow so is the captionOf any interactionI don't chooseAnd don't lose any timeIt is mineAnd I watch all the threadsAbove our headsThat's computedTo update the dreamscapeI never woke upAnd pretending is my second nameThe same I see in your eyesI'm doomed to be surprised

To be the foolOn the crossingTo forget and to let beTo affect that you do seeWhat I'd not seenStill was infected to be keenFor any proof that was wrongThe desire I burn inThe ruthless lightThat makes me blindThe son of darknessTo come and to shineTo be a slave among slavesBut to be risenFrom the graveAnd aloneIn restrictionI am convictedTo be Pan or PeterI need to fill you upWith my own consciousnessAnd am unawareOf yoursWhy there'd be moreNo more than I seeEver you are dancingAnd romancingTo my heartbeatAnd I tried to fleeYet you die for meNothing makes senseBut my stupidityThe part I do not seeHave ever felt the shame

Nearly driving me insaneTo be decentWhatever that meansTo love you and meLike a broken mirrorAnd I hear the apologyToo damn dumbAnd a bitchTo fuck myself for youAnd me pushes the nukeButton that hits meNow I'm free I heardWhile I gaze at the tracesFollowing me to the sideWhere nothing can't hideAm attached to the stringJust like youTo make me burnAnd learn to unlearnAnything pouring outThrough the one sourceMy driving forceAnd I need to lieJust to shareAnother empty moment theftLeft unattachedScratched to dieFor I'd taught us another lieWhat else there is to doTo make up something newEmptying my mindWhere I findEach and every teasing youThat's why I live

To get and giveTo feel and to imagineThat I could shareA whole universeI have to beg for honestyTo feel a life lyingAnd you sweatFuck it I'm deadWith the beast insideI find a feast of friendsLovely commentsAnd fading chancesFor new romancesYes I have you allCouldn't care for the callsI had to fallNeeded to crawlTo feel alikeAnd tolerate the masqueradeNow I'd killed myself to kill youAnd to see you in heavenWe've arrived

2014 - Peter Sebring