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"If you are responsible, you

will not express power,

you will express energy!" ~

Paramahamsa Nithyananda

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4CONTENTSVolume 1, Issue 8, December, 2012

Who is Nithyananda ? ... 6

My Dear Ones ... 7

Life Strategy : Why So Confused? ... 8,9

Vedic Renaissance : Saptapadi, the Seven Vows of Marriage ...10, 11

Yoga & Kriya: Kriya to Banish Depression ... 12,13

Siddha & Ayurveda: Tulsi, the Holy Herb ...14,15

Bliss Bites: Sabudana Khichdi ... 16,17

Be Unclutched: Sadhana, to Unclutch from Depression ... 18, 19

Main Story: Walk out of Depression .. 20-25

Beyond Mind: Nirbhaya Dhyana, the Death Meditation ... 26, 27

Kailash: Kailash, the Mystical Journey ... 28, 29

Esoteric Realms: Death, the Ultimate Guru. Akashic Readings on

Death by Kaalabhairava through Paramahamsa Nithyananda ... 30, 31

Creative Juices: Jingle Bells, Bliss Version ... 32

In the Llife Of: Life After Death ... 34-36

Tritha: Kaashi, the City of Moksha ... 38-40

Paraabhakti: One Fine Day I Met Swami Nithyananda! ... 41-46

Abhyasah (Practice): Crossword & Gentle Kicks ..48, 49

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5 Nithyananda TimesDecember 2012, Volume 1, Issue 8

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Published By:Sri Nithya Atmaprabhananda Nithyananda DhyanapeetamKallugopahalliOff Mysore RoadBidadi Bangalore - 562 109(Phone: 97422 03311, +91 80 28022100)

EditorValli Ramanathan

[email protected]@[email protected]

Websitewww.nithyanandatimes.orgwww.nithyananda.orgwww.youtube.com/lifeblissfoundation

DisclaimerThe meditation techniques included in this magazine

are to be practiced only under the direct supervision

of an ordained teacher of Nithyananda Mission (NM)

and in consultation with your personal physician to

determine your fitness and ability to do the tech-

niques. They are not intended to be a substitute for

medical attention, examination, diagnosis or treat-

ment. If someone tries these techniques without

prior participation in the meditation programs of NM

and without the direct supervision of an ordained

teacher of NM, they shall be doing so entirely at their

own risk; neither the author nor NM shall be respon-

sible for the consequences of their actions.

©2012 Dhyanapeeta Charitable TrustAll rights reserved. No part of this pub-lication may be reproduced, or stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any form or by any means, electronic, mechan-ical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without written permission of the publisher. In the event that you use any of the infor-mation in this book for yourself, the author and the publisher assume no responsibility for our actions.

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Paramahamsa Nithyananda is a global leader in the science of enlightenment. Nithyananda is revered

as a living avatar (divine incarnation) by millions worldwide. He is the most-watched spiritual teacher on

youtube.com with more than14 million views, and the author of more than 300 books published in 27

global languages. Nithyananda was recently named among the world's top 100 most spiritually influential

personalities of 2012 by renowned esoteric magazine 'Mind Body Spirit' from Watkins.

A spiritual genius with an enlightened insight into everything from management to meditation, from

relationships to religion, and from success to spirituality, Nithyananda brings to us a wealth of practical wisdom,

meditation techniques, kriyas and tools for lasting inner transformation. A trained yogi, a powerful spiritual

healer and a siddha, Paramahamsa Nithyananda is working actively with scientists and researchers worldwide

to decode the mystical yogic sciences of the East, including levitation, teleportation and manifestation

(materialization).

When Paramahamsa Nithyananda ascends the traditional seat of deeksha daana (initiation) every

morning and starts his discourse (satsang), thousands of people from over 30 countries participate live via

2-way video conferencing, while thousands view it live on Nithyananda TV.

Who is Nithyananda ?

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My Dear Ones,

If you are carrying a depression in you, be very clear, you have a gap between your words and your

being, between your words and what you believe. Any person who does not have depression is enlightened.

If you are not enlightened, Be very clear, you carry depression, the gap between your word and what you

believe as you. If you can remove that gap, you will not have the tumor which I call depression.

Be Blissful!

Paramahamsa Nithyananda

Spiritual Founder of Nithyananda Dhyanapeetam

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8life strategy

Confusion, dilemma and turmoil are the oldest

problems known to mankind. The most powerful

solution is that of common sense. By looking at the

problem with simple awareness, there will be

no stress laid on the inner space.

a story that helps grasp this idea better:

There was once a student who wanted to major

in Logical Studies. He approached a scholar of

logic and asked him to be his guide. The scholar

was apprehensive, but agreed to guide the

student if he could pass the test. The student

obliged, and the scholar put forth a situation.

He said, "Two men came down a chimney. One

man's face was dirty, the other's was clean.

Which man washed his face and which one

didn't?" The student pauses and says, "The

one with the dirty face, naturally". The scholar

shook his head. He said, "The man with the dirty

face looked at the man with the clean face and

thought his face was clean. So the man with the

clean face washed his face, and the man with

the dirty face didn't wash his face." The student

was in awe and said he never looked at it that

way. He asked the scholar for another chance to

prove himself.

the sCholar repeated his question. The student

then said, "We just established that the man with the

clean face washed his face, and the man with the dirty

face didn't wash his face." Again, the scholar shook his

head. He said, "The man with the clean face looked at

the man with the dirty face and thought his face was

also dirty, so he washed his face. The man with the

dirty face saw him wash his face and so he washed his

face too." The student was taken aback. He pleaded for

another chance.

Why So ConfuSed?

?

Taken from Nithyananda’s Daily Morning Discourses on the Bhagavad Gita at the Bidadi Ashram, India

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9 life strategy

the sCholar obliged and repeated the question. This

time, the student said confidently, “Each man washed

his face “. Once again, the scholar shook his head and

said, “The man with the dirty face looked at the man

with the clean face and thought his face was clean, so

he didn’t wash his face. The man with the clean face

decided he wouldn’t wash his face either, assuming

it was clean”. The student was now desperate. He

pleaded for a last chance.

at this, the sCholar put forth the same question. This

was too much for the student, who said, “Why don’t

you move on to another question?” The scholar then

said, “All your knowledge of programming is clearly

insufficient. Stop and ask yourself if it is even possible

for two men to descend from the same chimney, one

the a dirty face and another with a clean face”.

Confusion makes it harder to be

productive. It causes endless mulling over and

mulling over adds fuel to confusion, creating

a vicious circle. Looking at the problem with

nothing but simple awareness is enough to

realize that the problem is hypothetical and

any solution derived, no matter how “clever”,

will be hypothetical too.

keeping the inner spaCe engaged in

nonexistent problems and adding convoluted

logical patterns is what can be called “Maya”.

Finding solutions to these hypothetical

problems and thinking of it as a worthy

achievement is what can be termed as ego

and BREAKING this pattern is INTUITION.

all it takes is a simple bend in logic for it to

become a mess that reaches new levels of perversion.

With just a little awareness, the line of thinking can

remain straight and unnecessary patterns of confusion

and dilemma can be prevented.

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10vedic renaissance

Saptapadi or ‘seven steps’ is a very important rite in a Vedic marriage ceremony. At the time of marriage, the couple sit in front of the sacred fire and take seven vows in the presence of the Guru or God that they will both live a blissful married life. These vows in the Vedic marriage have a very deep meaning and are designed to help the couple to evolve together in a holistic way. They pertain not only to the worldly pursuits of the couple together, but also their mental, emotional, social, ecological, and spiritual attitudes. If followed with authenticity they lead to enlightenment itself.

The following are the Saptapadi mantras and their interpretation:

1st sacred vow: Concept of sharing@kim;e iv:[uSTva ANvetu,ekamiñe viñëustvä anvetu |Let us both create, secure and enjoy all the things and comforts related to the physical body like food, clothing, shelter and other wealth needed for the physical body. This very vow hits at the dowry system. The dowry system asks for wealth and other things from the girl’s family. This vow clearly states that the couple will create wealth and sustain it together.’

2nd sacred vow: Mental and spiritual strength, work towards enlightenmentÖe ^jeR iv:[uSTva ANvetu,dve ürje viñëustvä anvetu |Let us join together without ego, to do all that is needed to increase the Shakti (energy) inside our body and thus enhance our intellectual strength by meditation, yoga etc.

3rd sacred vow: Living independently dependentÇIi[ ìtay iv:[uSTva ANvetu,tréëi vratäya viñëustvä anvetu |I will not force myself upon the other at the physical or mental level when the other does not prefer it.

Saptapadi, The Sacred Vows of Marriage

Couples have the wonderful opportunity to go through a vedic marriage ceremony during the Inner Awakening Program (which is conducted by Nithyananda himself) where they consciously commit the seven vows to each other and enter a fresh phase of married life.

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4th sacred vow: Transcend maya by teamworkcTvair mayae Évay iv:[uSTva ANvetu,catväri mäyo bhaväya viñëustvä anvetu |I (the man) will help the woman overcome the illusions she holds in the form of her fear and insecurity. I (the woman) will help the man overcome the illusions he holds in the form of lust.

5th sacred vow: Social and eco-friendly responsibilitiesp pzu_y> iv:[uSTva ANvetu,païca paçubhyaù viñëustvä anvetu |Let us look after our ancestors and elders who are alive, our Guru, Devatas and all animals that support us, like cattle or pets, and the entire nature like trees, hills, rivers etc.

6th sacred vow: Support each other without suffocating;f&tu_y> iv:[uSTva ANvetu,ñaòåtubhyaù viñëustvä anvetu |Let us support and strengthen each other in all moods and in all seasons, in all situations, at all times and spaces, not only when one of us is weak or in low mood, but let us share when we feel strong or when we are in high mood as well.

7th sacred vow: Comply with promises and live as friendssÝsÝ_y> haeÇa_y> iv:[uSTva ANvetu.saptasaptabhyaù hoträbhyaù viñëustvä anvetu ||We promise to follow all that is covered here and all that is not covered here as well. There could be many things that may not have been included in the previous promises. So this promise covers all those that have not been covered in any of the previous promises.

After the seven steps are over the husband has to call his wife “soe” (sakhe) meaning “Oh my friend”. soayaE sÝpda ÉÉUvsakhäyau saptapadä bhabhüva

By making these seven promises, we both have become friends. I have got your friendship and you have mine. We shall not let this be lost. We shall live forever as compatible companions. By taking these vows the couple agree to be friendly to each otherBy chanting these mantras, the union between the husband and wife is solemnized in the presence of the Guru or God. They are united in their thinking and in the way they act. They pray that they may have pure love towards each other. By this mantra they vow to become people who are like-minded in opinion and thus enjoy being together.

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12yoga & kriya

Kriya to Banish DepressionKriya given by Nithyananda in his Daily Morning Discourse, on 31st October, 2011 at the Bidadi Ashram, India

Depression or Clinical depression is

characterized by an all-encompassing low

mood accompanied by low self-esteem, and

by loss of interest or pleasure in normally

enjoyable activities. Clinical depression is a

disabling condition that adversely affects a

person’s family, work or school life, sleeping and

eating habits, and general health. Depressed

individuals have shorter life expectancies than

those without depression, in part because of

greater susceptibility to medical illnesses and

suicide. Depressed people may be preoccupied

with, or ruminate over, thoughts and feelings

of worthlessness, inappropriate guilt or regret,

helplessness, hopelessness, and self-hatred.

In severe cases, depressed people may have

symptoms of psychosis.

DISCLAIMER: This technique is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical diagnosis or treatment. Individuals with any type of medical

condition, the elderly, children below 14, women who are pregnant or suspect they may be pregnant are advised to seek professional medical advice before

practicing this technique. Viewers who are not on two-way video conferencing are cautioned that they are practicing these techniques at their own risk.

For more kriyas visit:http://www.nithyananda.org/nithya-kriyas

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1. PADMASANA

Place the right foot on the left thigh and similarly the left

one on the right.

Cross the hands behind the back and firmly catch hold of

the great toes of the feet so crossed.

Place the chin on the chest and fix the gaze on the tip of

the nose.

2. SHEETALI PRANAYAMA

Continue to sit in Padmasana.

Close the eyes and relax the whole body.

Extend the tongue outside the mouth and roll the sides of

the tongue up so that it forms a tube.

Inhale slowly through the tongue.

At the end of inhalation, roll the tongue in, close the

mouth and exhale slowly through the nose.

Do this 21 times.2.

BHASTRIKA

Continue to Sit in Padmasana

Inhale slowly through the nostrils and fill the abdomen

completely.

Exhale quickly and forcefully through the nose by

contracting the abdominal muscles towards the spine.

Do this 21 times.

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14siddha & ayurveda

Tulsi, the Holy HerbOcimum sanctum (holy basil) popularly called tulsi in India, is

ubiquitous in vedic tradition. Perhaps its role as a healing herb was instrumental

in its “sacred” implication. Tulsi is the most common and revered of all household

plants in India. Lord Krishna says, “I give Myself to a devotee who offers me merely

a tulsi leaf and a palmful of water”.

Tulsi (holy basil) has delicate purple and green leaves, flower

tassels like miniature temple spires and an arresting sweet fragrance famous for

attracting the minds of devotees. The whole plant and all its parts are useful. It

is really simple to grow tulsi in pots. It grows only through seed propagation and

requires a good amount of sunlight and water daily. The leaves are to be collected

from the plant tips so as to allow it to grow into a thick lovely bush.

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This plant has a long list of medicinal implications. To list

a few, the essential oil in tulsi has antimicrobial effects, specifically

antiviral effects. Various formulations of tulsi significantly shorten the

course of illness in patients of viral Hepatitis. Its extracts have marked

mosquito repellent activity. Hence, it is believed that growing a tulsi

plant in front of our homes, for the above said two reasons, markedly

purifies the air, making it free from air-borne microbes and checks the

entry of mosquitoes too.

The most common implication of this holy basil is in

combating respiratory disorders and sore throat. As a home remedy,

some tulsi leaves along with a few pieces of ginger and pepper and

a little jaggery can be boiled together in water and filtered to get an

extract. This is consumed while hot in intermittent sips. Or an easier

way is to collect a few fresh leaves of holy basil, crush them gently to

squeeze out its juice. A few drops of this juice relieve one from running

nose, sore throat, fever and cough. Recent research has shown that tulsi

powder taken over a period of two weeks reduces the fasting blood

sugar by around 17%.

Tulsi has a positive effect over blood pressure and also

acts as an effective detoxicant. A tonic may be prepared by mixing 1/4 tsp

of dry tulsi leaves with a spoonful of butter and little honey, taken twice

a day, first thing in the morning and before going to bed at night. One

of the major constituents of the leaves, ursolic acid has been reported

to possess antifertility activity attributed to its anti-estrogenic effect

responsible for arrest of spermatogenesis in males and inhibitory effect

on implantation of ovum in females. This may prove to be a promising

antifertility agent devoid of side effects. Some other uses of it include

as a mouthwash for relieving toothache and the whole plant’s decoction

for relieving headache.

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Sabudana KhichdiSago, or sabudana as it is called in India, is a starch taken

from the pith (center) of sago palm stems. Traditional

Indian medicine uses sago in combination with rice to

cool the body. Therefore, sago can function as an herbal

remedy to treat ailments resulting from too much body

heat, such as the production of excess bile. Sabudana

is, hence, a good food ingredient for people with an

unbalanced pitta dosha.

As a starch, the health benefits of sago come primarily

from carbohydrates. This carbohydrate content allows

sago to function as a staple food in several regions of

the world. Sago is also low in fat and has no protein.

People often mix sago with other ingredients that

offer essential vitamins and nutrients, such as milk or

fruits and vegetables. In Indian cuisine, sago is used in

puddings (payasam), in gruel or soup, and in khichdis.

Sabudana khichdi is the perfect dish for a light breakfast

which is easily digestible and provides a quick boost of

energy.

Preparation

Ingredients1 cup Sabudana (Sago)2 Red chillies1/2 cup Peanuts1 Boiled and peeled potato2 tsp Oil1 tsp Cumin seeds1 Pinch Hing (Asafoetida) 1 tsp Lemon juice Salt to taste A few Coriander leavesA few Curry Leaves

bliss bites

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Directions

• Wash the sabudana well and then soak it in enough water

to cover the sabudana pearls. Leave it soaked for 5-7 hours

before cooking. Fluff the sabudana pearls every 2-3 hours

with a fork or spoon. The sabudana needs to be soaked until

they are perfectly soft. You will know when they are ready to

be cooked by their soft and round shape and because they

will be double of their original size.

• Chop the potatoes into small cubes. Heat the oil/ghee in a

pan and add cumin seeds. When the cumin seeds crackle, add

the red chillies and curry leaves.

• Add the chopped potatoes and stir well. Allow them to

cook until they are light brown on the outside. Add the

soaked sabudana and mix gently. Cook for 10-15 mins,

stirring occasionally. When the pearls get translucent and

shiny, sabudana is ready.

• Add crushed peanuts and salt. Stir well to make sure

everything gets mixed well.

• Garnish with coriander leaves. Add some lemon juice and

serve hot.

bliss bites

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Sadhana, to Unclutch from Depression

be unclutched!

Taken from Nithyananda’s Daily Morning Discourse on

23th September, 2012 in Thiruvannamalai Ashram, India

Whenever you are caught up with depression,

unclutching or separation from being absorbed into

suffering or from that depression, is called as feeling

connection or bhakti . This has to be practiced with

a conviction that does not pull you down. Please do

not disconnect yourself from this bhakti and sadhana

(spiritual practice). Let it become a survival need

within you rather than a choice. One of the biggest

mistakes made by my devotees is that they keep

thinking - why do I need to practice it, Nithyananda is

in my heart. But if you do not do sadhana, the bhakti

you have towards me will be destroyed because it is

only by sadhana that the bhakti is strengthened and

grows. In the absence of regular sadhana, the layers

and layers of suffering increases until suddenly one

day you are completely disconnected and not able to

relate with me at all. Even the strong remembrance of

me will not be able to put you into the joy and ecstasy

of bhakti. It will make you think that you lost your

spiritual strength thus you end up succumbing into

your suffering and falling into depression.

Everyday, hundreds of people lose the ability

to unclutch from suffering, nor are they able to

retain the bhakti just because they did not do their

sadhana regularly. Bhagwan Sri Krishna (Incarnation

worshipped as a Hindu God now) reiterates this in the

Bhagavad Gita (Hindu religious book with universal

significance) that you should be the friend of your

Self through continuous practice, if not your own

Self will be the enemy. Practice the presence of God

continuously to unclutch from suffering and the other

things that pull you down.

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It is very unfortunate that you enjoy the

suffering because it gives the feeling that you can

always put the blame on somebody else. However

when that same suffering is repeated again and

again until it becomes a pattern in you, your life

is destroyed. Gaudapada, a great spiritual master

who was Adi Shankara’s paramaguru, another

great spiritual Master from ancient India, beautifully

describes the power of continuous sadhana when he

said that just as the ocean can be emptied with the

help of the tip of the blade which can hold just a drop,

so also can the control of the mind be brought about

by the absence of depression. Hence it is very much

possible. Do NOT stop your practice of unclutching

from suffering. Do NOT let anything disturb your

bhakti because a broken spiritual practice signifies

that you are allowing your mental patterns to pull you

down. By practice anything is possible. You can even

empty the ocean with a kusha grass with continuous

effort for years. Same way, why not conquer the mind

by the absence of depression? It is possible. And

sadhana is the way.

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What is Depression?

Depression is nothing but the mood of the mind which does not flow with

life. It is nothing but the energy of your being not being able to cope up with the

reality. You have two things - the imaginary life and the real life. Whenever your being

does not meet the real life you fall into depression. The conflict between the real life

and your being, the reality and your imagination is depression. Most of the time our

attachments to the concepts, to the ideologies, to the philosophies, makes us not to

move ahead. When society becomes sophisticated, affluent, depression is a luxury. You

can have it only when you have other things and not if you don’t have basic needs.

Two Types of Depression

Depression has two types:1) The depression supported by your ego2) The depression that makes you feel total inability.

The depression that makes you feel total inability is better. You will

understand that you need help from outside. The depression that is supported by your

ego will be interested only in the solutions which you feel are solutions. So you may

expect some teacher who will support your solution which you already have, which

you strongly believe in, even in depression. Depression is not wrong, but depression

supported by your ego is something seriously wrong. Even if you have depression, there

is every possibility you can be saved if your ego is not supporting your depression. If

your ego is supporting your depression you will not listen to the master’s teachings.

You will listen only to the teacher who is ready to support your depression, your

understanding, your ambition, your ideas, your thoughts. Even if the teacher is trying to

move a little away from your conclusions you will shout at them. The worst thing that

can happen to a jeeva (soul), the worst mess he can create for himself is supporting his

depression by his ego. Depression itself is not wrong. But while you expect your own

solution and expect the master to support your solution, you are in a big soup. You

can’t be saved. Naturally you will start searching for a teacher who will support your

ego. By fulfilling ego you can never walk out of depression.

Walk Out of Depression

Taken from the collected talks of Nithyananda on the

subject of “Depression”

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Walk Out of Depression

Taken from the collected talks of Nithyananda on the

subject of “Depression”

The Science of Depression

Human being is a great potential bound by distracting,

deluding kind of a net, prison. Every single cell of you is having

a kind of a covering. That covering constantly represents

mortality, delusion. Your cell is constantly struggling to

experience immortality. Every single cell in your body, which

is the smallest unit in the physical body and thought – the

smallest unit in the mental body and the pure light in your

conscious body - all put together constitute as the cell. All

your smallest units are directly connected. All your smallest

units are covered by delusion. In each level your smallest unit

is struggling to break from that delusion. At body level that

struggle is to get rid of disease and death. At the mental level

that struggle is to get rid of depression and disorders. At the

conscious level that struggle is to get rid of the delusion and

achieve enlightenment. So the point to be understood here is

that all your struggles are nothing but struggles to achieve

enlightenment. Start struggling directly, you will not waste

your time and energy in diluted, diverted attention or direction

or decisions. Your struggle to get out of depression is rooted

in the same unit where your struggle for enlightenment also

happens.

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The Only Way Out is In

Even when you have the small struggles, look into the

smallest unit where that struggle is happening - that cell, where

that struggle is happening. Whenever all the struggles in you are

aligned, immediately you are out of delusion. Delusion is nothing

but thinking or believing that all these struggles are independent

of each other.

Don’t Resist!

Your being needs its own space. Your being needs a little

bit of aloneness. But your resistance to give aloneness, your

resistance to give space for your being only creates depression.

Depression is like a black hole. If you don’t resist and enter into

it, it can create a big bang. As long as you resist, depression is

a death. When you allow it to happen, it just rejuvenates you

totally. When you live totally you will know how to leave totally.

If you know how to get depressed totally, you will know how

to express yourself totally. The very word depression has a

condemnation to it. You do not want to get depressed. You resist

continuously with the depression. You resist the black hole. That

is why you never let the big bang happen.

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From Depression to Expression

Depression has become our nature now. Using

the depression as a method is the only way to reach the

divine, the way to reach the deep state of expression.

As long as you resist the depression, except some more

problems, nothing else can be achieved. No medication

can help depression. As long as you fight your depression,

there is no way to come out of it. It is like fighting with

your own shadow. Depression is the seed of expression

and expression is the way to depression. They are just

cycles of life and death. They are nothing but peak and

valley of your being. Peak of your being is expression. Peak

of your valley is depression. If you know how to go deep

with the depression, how to travel with the depression,

then even depression cannot depress you. The very idea

of depression will be lost. You can label any experience

as a depression or as an expression. It is just your label

which makes something as depression or something as

expression.

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Knowledge Weapons to Combat

Depression

Truth from shaastra - shashtras (knowledge

weapon) can create ecstasy in the inner space and energy

to expand in outer space. Unless you have the courage to go

near the truth, the real healing will never happen. When you

fall into depression the thoughts which bring you out of the

depression, the clarity which brings you out of the depression

are the self-healing thoughts which are actually created by

shaastra-shastras. Whenever depression attacks you, life brings

different scenes in front of you, during which the shaastra-

shastras (knowledge weapons) can be used so powerfully that

you can just come out of the depression. The more and more

you accumulate the self-healing thoughts inside your system,

you will see that depression will have fear to come near you. If

you want the truth to do the process of healing in you, it has

to be digested, internalized. When these truths are added in to

you, you will completely re-think, you will re-design your whole

life. When the load is taken out of your inner space, there is

nothing but healing.

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Power of a Feeling Connection With the Divine

Feeling connection to something which is higher than you, either God or

Guru, nullifies things from the constant harassment you go through from your body

and mind. Feeling connection is the ground where, if the seeds of truth are sown, they

become the reality of experience, the tree of experience. There are problems which

may not be solved by unclutching, which will be solved by a feeling connection. The

pains which you can’t heal, the problems which you can’t get out by unclutching, can

be solved only by a feeling connection with something higher than you. A lot of things

with which your ignorance survives, a lot of things with which your mind thrives, a

lot of things on which your suffering is built, will be taken away from you. Feeling

connection with the divinity is the capacity to convert the wisdom into lifestyle with

expression, not depression.

main story

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26beyond mind

Nirbhaya Dhyana - Death MeditaionTaken from the Akashic Readings on Death by Kaalabhairava through Nithyananda

on 29th September, 2012

Every fear you accumulate, every

fear makes you feel agitated, every fear

which you do not want to think, remember, go

through, go into all those fears consciously,

neither deciding to save yourself from that

fear nor having greed to achieve what you

are afraid of. So without having the greed or

fear, enter into the fear. Naturally the fear

will lose its quality of fear when you do not

carry fear or greed for the fear. Greed has

its quality of greed because of your greed

for greed and fear about the greed. Same

way the fear has the quality of fear because

of your fear for the fear and indirect greed

towards the fear.

So when your fears are approached

with fearlessness and greed-lessness, the

straightening out of your consciousness

everyday happens. The change of

consciousness from jagrat to swapna,

swapna to sushupti, the waking state to

dream state and dream state to the deep

sleep state, happens because your awareness

is not straightened out.

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27 beyond mind

Either the bumps of the fear or

bumps of the greed are responsible for your

consciousness jumping from waking state

to dream state or dream state to deep sleep

state. If you remove all the bumps of the

fear before falling asleep you will not fall

asleep, you will fall into something called

restful awareness which is recorded by the

word turiya by the earlier mantra drashtas

(Evolved ones who perceive the mantras

through visualization). So the word “turiya”

denotes the state of falling into the restful

awareness without the bumps of fear or

greed. Every night remove all the bumps you

created during your daytime through fear or

greed. Continuous practice of removing all

the bumps of fear and greed by facing them

will help you to fall into the state of turiya.

This is what Mahadeva calls as death process

- nirbhaya dhyana.

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28

Kailash, the Mystical Journeykailash

A trip to Mt Kailash is profound in every way.

The high altitude and the blue sky combined with the

presence of our beloved Master is truly the experience

of a lifetime. From the very beginning the trip was fully

charged with high energy. We visited temples and did

several pujas and homas. Throughout the trip I was only

able to sleep 4-5 hours per night. In spite of this I still

felt energized during the day, except for the two days

when I had a high altitude reaction. I still remember

vividly; since the first night when we crossed the border

of Tibet, I started having intense dreams every night until

we reached Mt kailash. The teachings in the dream were

written on a board line by line. On the night we arrived

at Mt Kailash the teachings in the dream were all about

Enlightenment. For all those days we were in Tibet it

seemed like there was not much difference between the

sleeping and waking state. I either would be awake or the

minute I fell asleep I would enter into the dream teaching

right away. When I woke up it felt like I didn’t sleep at all.

Finally I got a chance to ask the Master why I had those

kinds of dreams. The Master answered me without a

doubt. He said: “The dreams mean that a lot of karma is

leaving you.” Wow! How could a person expect a spiritual

journey like this?

We all had one after the other amazing experience.

For a day and a half we were all sitting at the foot of Mt

Kailash with a clear blue sky, so close to our Master, being

in his breathing space. Many hours of Puja was done. We

were just soaked in his grace with gratitude. The Akashic

Records reading happened at the last part of our first

day at Mt Kailash. Lord Shiva sent the message to all of

us saying that that was the turning point of our life. He

said he will bless the whole the world, including all of us,

and will shower on us through snow. When we left Mt

Kailash next afternoon it was clear blue sky. After about

half an hour drive all of a sudden the weather started

to change. Hail started coming down, one little ice ball

even jumped into the slightly opened car window and

hit my face before we realized what it was. Then we all

started shouting: “Yea, we got the blessing!” Minutes later

the hail turned in to snowflakes. Swamiji has mentioned

several times in satsangs afterwards how he turned on

the shower at Mt Kailash and ran away from the morning

Satsang. He was referring to this incident.

Another great experience was that we all had

a chance to dump one of our samskaras (engram or

engraved memory) in to Lake Manasarovar. I dumped my

judgement. Now I am very conscious whenever I intent

to pass a judgment.

By Helen Castner, California, USA

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29 kailash

Speaking of the Akashic Records reading at

Mt kailash; when the reading was finished I realized

that my question was missing. They lost my question

which means they lost a once in a life time opportunity

for me! I was so angry! Although I was told that I could

ask the same question at the final energy darshan, I still

couldn’t get over it. Finally the truth hit me! I realized

that anger was actually one of my strong patterns and

it just showed up again at the right time to remind me,

that this was why my question got lost. Once I saw

the truth I decided to take this opportunity to ask our

Master to break the pattern for me instead of asking for

something else. The next evening I was like an honest

student handing my homework to the teacher to ask

for help. When Swamiji read my request he laughed

and told me he would break the pattern for me. “He

must be happy for me to notice my fault”, I thought to

myself. Then he asked me what my question for the

Akashic Records reading was. I told him and he blessed

me that I will have income through singing after the trip.

Yes, that is our Master. He gives what we ask for with

great compassion and love. He does way more than a

mother does for us. Thank You my Master and Guru! I

am forever grateful for you!

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30esoteric realms

Taken from

Nithyananda’s

Akashik Readings on

29th September, 2012

Namah Shivaya Namah

Shivaya Namah Shivaya.

Death is guru and god, not

oblivion as perceived by body

centered individuals. Death is a

boiling process. Whenever your

engrams, desires, fear, greed,

everything is boiled in the high

energy, there is a possibility your

desires can become reality, your

fears can be conquered. You can

be free from both desire and

fear if you are ready courageous

enough to face the process with

consciousness. Understand, during

the death your desires come in

front of you just to make you

understand the disillusionment

which can be caused by their

presence. Fears come in front of

you make you understand they

cannot frighten you anymore. But

if you do not have the awareness

to look into them you get deluded

by them. Even while they come to

reveal the truths about them, it

is like mistaking a friend to be a

enemy, and before even the friend

expresses his friendliness, you

thinking he is enemy and dealing

him with a different attitude.

So when the desires and

fears come in front of you

during the moment of death, have

patience and restful awareness to

look into them. They are coming

in front of you just to tell you

their disillusionment and their

ability that they can’t frighten you

anymore. By not looking at them

with a deep restful awareness,

those desires are given a wrong

extension of life by your unaware

unconscious mind.

Death, the Ultimate GuruAkashic Readings on Death by Kaalabhairava through Paramahamsa Nithyananda

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When the desires are given a wrong

extension of life, what you experience is

heaven. When the fears are given the wrong

extension of life, what you experience is hell. With

restful awareness when you deal both of them

what you experience is liberation.

Death can be a great guru to liberate

you and god to give you the ultimate. Having

restful awareness in every moments of your life

during the great attacks of fear and greed while

you are in the body is the best way to prepare

for the death, and ability to handle your fears

and greeds which you may encounter while you

leave the body. Moment of the leaving the body

is of great importance. That moment will decide

the way you are going to continue your further

journey.

So prepare yourself with restful

awareness, continuously being a

jeevanmukta, practicing living enlightenment,

being established in restful awareness, during

all the chaos or the tsunamis of fear and greed

attacks in your life.

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32creative juices

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way!

My Master is winning, you are whining

It’s been simple all the way!

Hey jingle bells!

A day or two ago

You thought we all would go

Little did you realize.

That my master is more than just plain wise!

Hey! Jingle bells!

Jingle bells, jingle bells! Jingle all the way!

My master is coming, you are going

Make way in a royal way, hey!

Hey jingle bells, jingle bells!

Jingle all the way!

Oh, it’s so much fun and salsa!

With Nithyananda Paramahamsa

We welcome all the crew

Who want to be the lucky few!

Hey jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the

way!

Jingle Bells, Bliss Version!By Ma Nithya Shantananda, Bidadi, Bangalore, India

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34in the life of

Death is a mystery, but more importantly, it is a

man’s greatest fear. In some Catholic nunneries, the nuns

lie down in open coffins every morning and meditate that

they are dead. In Vedanta this is one of the most used

techniques for enlightenment. In Buddhism, anyone

initiated into sannyas has to spend three months in the

cremation grounds and continuously observe bodies

being burnt while visualizing himself being burnt. Almost

all mystical traditions on the planet use this technique

to achieve the highest possibility. Logical mind finds it

difficult to understand how one simple experience can

give such courage.

Life After Death

After his mission started, Nithyananda

visited the very spot of his death

experience at the Manikarnika ghat in

Varanasi along with his devotees in Jan

2006.

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35 in the life of

Nithyananda himself had this particular

experience in Varanasi. When he went to Varanasi, he

saw that per day three hundred dead bodies were being

cremated in a place called Manikarnika Ghat.

Traditionally, it is believed that if somebody

leaves the body in that area, or if their body is burnt in

that area, they

will be liberated.

Ramakrishna

confirms this

and says that he

saw Mahadeva

himself going

to every pyre

and unclutching

every soul from

its body and

liberating them.

The men working

there would carry

the bodies to

the Ganga river,

reaching there

by evening. As

they walk, they

keep chanting

‘Ram Naam

Satya Hai’, which

means that Lord

Rama’s name is the ultimate truth. There is no special

ritual involved. Three times the bodies are dipped into the

Ganga as they say ‘Raam Naam Satya Hai’.

Nithyananda sat there to watch what was

going on, and an hour later, death was no more a strange

incident that happens once in a blue moon to a distant

relative. Bodies of all size, gender, age, colour, community

and religion were burnt in that hour. When one sees so

many bodies, it feels like there is nothing to it. Everyone

has to leave their body some day and they will have

company as well! The breath that goes into them does

not come out, that is all.

Knowing that death is inevitable will bring

down the respect that one has for the ego. Whatever that

one thinks should not leave them is their ego. When one

knows for sure that everything is going to leave them,

the respect for the ego goes down immensely. Being a

very straightforward person, Nithyananda immediately

dropped his ego and decided that if he’s going to die

after all, he should have a death experience now itself

and live without the fear or die and see for himself. He

sat down in a small Shiva temple nearby and started

watching the dead bodies being burnt. The big ‘click’ that

he remembers even to this day happened when an old

lady’s body was being burnt and he could see the fat from

her stomach melting. This fat made the fire burn brighter

and this made him think that the very same thing is going

to happen to him. This opened up a deep, terrible fear of

death in him and he faced it consciously.

After his mission started, Nithyananda

visited the very spot of his death

experience at the Manikarnika ghat in

Varanasi along with his devotees in Jan

2006.

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The fear was spreading all over his body

and when it met his awareness, it became a death

experience. He saw clearly that his body was dead. For

two and a half days, he did not sleep, eat, drink or think.

Suddenly the ‘click’ happened that his body is dead but

he still exists. This was such an intense ecstasy that the

fear of death just left. Slowly he opened his eyes, and the

first thing he felt was a deep gratitude. He performed

a small pooja for Vishwanatha and he could see clearly

that Vishwanatha was alive. When he died, Vishwanatha

became alive to him. Till the previous day, because he

was alive, Vishwanatha was a dead stone.

When a fear is suppressed, it stays inside the

person. When one does not consciously face the fear,

it shakes his whole nervous system. However, when it

is faced consciously, it becomes a death experience. As

Mahadeva says in the Shiva Sutras, “Visualize the fire

rising out of your body slowly, let your form be burnt, let

your body turn to ashes, but not you”.

in the life of

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38tirtha

Varanasi, a city situated on the western

banks of the Ganges River in the north Indian state of

Uttar Pradesh, is a cultural and spiritual hub for all of

India. Kashi, as it is also known, is said to have been

residence to Shiva (The Hindu God of Rejuvenation) and

his consort, Devi Parvati, where they lived and offered

blessings and boons to devotees. It is no surprise then, that

located within this vibrant city are numerous temples and

holy sites dedicated to the Hindu Gods and Goddess.

situated on such a site, one of the most

famous temples in all of the Hindu religion, is the Kashi

Vishwanath Temple. Resting near the banks of the mighty

Ganges, the Kashi Vishwanath Temple has a rich cultural

and spiritual heritage that has inspired, motivated, and

offered solace to visitors from every walk of life.

BelieVed to haVe Been Built in 490 AD,

the Kashi Vishwanath Temple was destroyed during

numerous invasions of India and in 1776 it was rebuilt

in its present state by the Maharani Ahilya Bai of Indore.

The Sanskrit words ‘Kashi’ mean “shining” in English and

‘Vishwanath’ translates to “Lord of the Universe,” denoting

Shiva. The significance of this holy edifice cannot be

understated, from its placement amidst the Ganges to

its location in sacred Varanasi. The Kashi Vishwanath

Temple is a living embodiment of the timeless cultural and

spiritual tradition of India.

one of the most famous aspects of this

extraordinary monument is the fact that the temple itself

is home to one of the twelve ‘Jyotirlinga’ shrines of India.

In Hindu belief, the Jyotirlingas are located at places where

Shiva Himself appeared and gave blessings to his devotees,

symbolised by naturally formed Shiva lingas at these

temples called jyotirlingas. Situated throughout India,

these shrines are some of the most sacred sites in all the

land. The holy shiva linga of Viswanatha Temple is placed

on a silver altar in the sanctum sanctorum of the temple.

However, history deems that fearing destruction from

invaders, the original Vishwanath Jyotirlinga was hidden

at the bottom of a well. Known as Jnana Vapi, or ‘wisdom

well’, it is located within the temple walls and still believed

to contain the original Jyotirlinga to this day.

less than half a mile away from the

temple structure lies another famous Hindu location, the

Manikarnika Ghat. A “ghat” is literally a flight of steps that

descends down to a body of water. One of many ghats in

the city, the Manikarnika Ghat, located along the Ganges

river, is known for being a site of cremation. It is believed

that Vishnu, the Hindu god of preservation, was the

builder of this particular ghat.

Kaashi, The CiTy of MoKsha

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manikarnika Ghat, Varanasi

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the name manikarnika literally

means “ear jewel”. Tradition states that after Sati, the

incarnation of Aadishakti preceding Parvati, sacrificed herself

for the honor of her consort, Lord Shiva and her body was

cut up into many different pieces by the sudarshana chakra, disc-

like super weapon, of Lord Vishnu. The places where her

body parts fell are regarded as sacred places of worship and

are known today as Shakti Peethas (energy seats). In all there

are 52 Shakti Peethas all over India, and Manikarnika Ghat is

one of them, as Sati’s earrings fell at this spot. Moreover,

each of the peethas are guarded over by a Bhairava, a fierce

manifestation of Lord Shiva. In Varanasi, Kaala Bhairava,

the Lord of Time, is the custodian. Hindu belief holds that

to die in Varanasi and get cremated at Manikarnika Ghat

assures one of moksha, or liberation from the cycle of birth

and death. The fire in the pyres of the Manikarnika Ghat

have been continuously burning for centuries.

Varanasi is reGarded as one of the oldest

continually inhabited cities in the world, and the oldest in

India. The Kashi Vishwanath Temple and Manikarnika

Ghat, although significant Hindu sites both steeped in the

culture and tradition of the land, are only two of the myriad

Hindu relics and religious places the city has to offer. A

place of fine arts, culture, and spirituality, Varanasi stands

as a testament to the living tradition of the Hindu religion

and lifestyle.

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in the year 2008, i was depressed. “Depressed” is

too small a word actually. I am depressed every now

and then even now, that’s not such a big deal though.

It’s like having a cough or cold, it disappears in 2-3

days. In 2008, I was suicidal. my life was a black hole

with nothing but more and more pain getting sucked

into the black hole with every passing day.

someone had hurt me and insulted me real bad and

I was wilting from the hurt, losing any desire to live

ever again. When I say suicidal, I don’t mean I wanted

to kill myself, I never had the courage to do that. But

every day I used to sit in my bedroom window and

pray to God to please end my life soon because I did

not see any point in living. I lived in Mumbai, which

meant it was almost always raining - both in my heart

and outside the window.

to run away from the hurt, I ran away from home -

to the oil rigs, in the middle of the sea, where I used to

work. Where there was no place for emotions. Often,

in the middle of the night, I would stand on the railing,

watching the waves rise and fall in the moonlight, with

nothing but water till as far as the eye could see, and

wonder how big the world is and how small I am, and

where is God. Is He out there somewhere, watching

me? Is there anyone out there who can help me ? The

lines from a song kept ringing in my head “ You gave

me a life, now show me how to live”. My friends and

family were in no place to help me & after a certain

point I decided to stop bothering them, it pained them

to see me like this too, so I kept quiet. I let the work fill

up my mind and time. So much so that by November, I

had almost 45 vacation days remaining to be used and

my manager literally banned me from coming to work

for the next few days.

One Fine Day, I Met Swami Nithyananda!

By Ananda Yoganandini (aka Arti Agarwal), Bangalore, India

Photographer, Writer & Artist. B. Arch, IIT Roorkee.

paraabhakti

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around the same time, during my travels, I

stumbled upon a book by Osho “The Fish in the Sea is

Not Thirsty”. I had no idea who Osho is. But I flipped

through the book and liked it. I read it on the rig. It

made me feel a little better. But it didn’t last. It just

made me even more aware of a hollowness in my life.

Then I started reading books by Paulo Coelho, which

I loved too. But these were some happy breaks from

my own empty life, nothing more. Nothing and no

one could give me a solution of how to change the

underlying misery in my life.

on one suCh day when I was sent home from office

and told to not show my eager-to-work face for atleast

a week, my sister called me from US and told me to

go to a program in Bangalore called “Kalpataru” where

you can ask a certain Swamiji for anything in life and

He will grant it to you.

i did not believe in swamis. I thought they were all

fake and talked a whole lot of mumbo-jumbo preachy

stuff which carried no relevance for everyday life. But

the idea of asking for anything in life kind of stuck in

my head and I asked my sister to send me the details.

Now that I look back on it, even though I was a highly

qualified person and all that, I never questioned how

any one Swami can grant you anything you want. She

sent me the flyer for Kalpataru. I saw a black and white

picture of Swamiji with his brilliant heartfelt smile.

( The same one which I have now put in front of my

work desk, which I look at all the time ). Something

happened and I told my sis - “I know he is enlightened,

I will go see him”. I have no clue what made me say

that, and who in the world I was to even know who

is and isn’t enlightened. But I booked my tickets and

went to Bangalore. I was totally new to Bangalore and

to the ashram. I hired a cab for the day (I was rich in

those days - with a lot of money and no desire to spend

anywhere) to go to the ashram and see this Swamiji.

i was roaming around in the ashram, completely

clueless of what is where and while strolling I reached

the temple. I wasn’t a temple-loving person in those

days. Even as I was outside the temple, I suddenly saw

everyone stand still where they were and fold their

hands. Someone in an orange robe came out of the

temple, right in front of me, with some other people.

I had no idea what was going on. In a few minutes, I

could guess that this was probably Swamiji. He then

turned around, smiled and raised his hands to bless

us, and he looked at me too. I didn’t realize it, but I was

also standing with my hands folded, standing sort of

amazed.

paraabhakti

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ThaT was my firsT encounTer wiTh

swamiji.

ThroughouT The KalpaTaru mediTaTions

I was crying like I would never stop crying and was really

thankful for the eye-bands so that no one could know that

it was me crying so hopelessly. I was also thankful that

no one knew me there. Gnana mhj was conducting the

program and I remember asking him some very stupid

questions. He smiled at me really sweetly and assured

me that I would experience God in the meditation itself.

I had blanked out in one of the meditations, and guessed

that this must be what he meant. When I went up for

darshan, I was really really shy, because some people were

standing next to Swamiji. But this was the only chance I

had to save myself. I told Swamiji in one sentence about

how someone broke my heart & hurt me real bad. He

asked me “You want him back?” I told him, “No Swamiji...”

Then he asked me, “You want to be healed?” and I said

“Yes Swamiji, I just want my life back”. He hugged me and

told me, “Don’t worry, you will be completely healed”. I

blanked out again, and felt a great calm come over me

afterward. All my inner worrying suddenly stopped. I had

a throbbing headache but it did not matter. I just knew, if

this Swamiji cannot heal me, no one in this world can.

i was compleTely oKey by january

2009. It was almost like waking up after sleeping for

an overly long period of time.

paraabhakti

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Time wenT by and i wenT on worKing

with my job, and never found any time to go and see

Swamiji again, though I really wanted to. My job did not

even allow me to go and see a doctor, leave alone going to

see a Guru. People at my work made fun of my spirituality

and my rudraksh mala. I just responded to them as acidly

as possible and told them to keep their noses out of my

personal life.

in january 2010 i decided To quiT my

job which gave almost everyone a big jolt, since I had a

job which paid me up to 4000$ in a month. Everyone in

my office mocked me. I was missing Swamiji so much.

Just then, one day I subscribed to the ashram newsletter.

The very next day, I got an email saying that there was

a Kalptaru in Mumbai on 26th Jan! I was overjoyed. That

was just a day or two away. I went to the Kalpataru. In

my darshan, I just couldn’t find any words. I felt Swamiji

already knew me, He is God, & just by seeing me He

knows what all is going on in my life. I said “ Swamiji, what

can I tell you, you already know everything...” He hugged

me and said “Don’t worry, I will take care”. I remember I

had a throbbing migraine that day also and I was almost

the last person to go for the darshan. I had removed

my contact lenses so I was almost blind and I could see

Swamiji properly only when I was really near him. After

the darshan I was standing on the stage, pretty clueless

of where to go... when someone came to help me and

helped me down the stairs, because my eyes were almost

closing from the pain.

afTer ThaT day, i never had any more

doubTs about my job. I quit my job with great joy.

My manager asked me” What do u want? Do you want

a promotion? Do you want a transfer? Do you want a

different job role? Do you want a vacation? What do you

want? “. I smiled at him, and said “ I want to quit”. i was not

going to barter my life for money anymore.

and Then, jusT when i had freed up my

life to do programs in the ashram, the scandal broke out.

I remember March 2nd, 2010. I was completely restless

that day, without knowing anything. I don’t watch the

news. My sister called me and told me what happened. I

was just in pain over what was happening - Why are they

doing this to my Swamiji? All he has ever done is good to

this world. I already felt that Swamiji was an inseparable

part of my life and nothing and no one could change that.

paraabhakti

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my friends moCked at me. They didn’t just mock at

me, they continued to do so for a long time. I told them

to disappear from my life altogether. I was infamous for

using words like arrows. I had the capacity to make any

man feel like crawling into a hole when I start yelling at

them. I used this skill to my advantage now. I told these

"friends" to never show me their faces again, because

if they do, they will be responsible for anything that

happens. I can easily scare people. And I did that now.

all through the sCandal, I never felt that I was doing

anything great or anything like that. I was just standing

up for my love for someone who saved my life. I was

not going to let a bunch of morons interfere with my life

and my love for Swamiji. That is all there was to it.

a lot of other things went wrong in my life in

the next few months, and by July, I was yearning to see

Swamiji again. I was in one more hell by the time Swamiji

came out of prison. One more depression. For almost a

week I was just in my parental home, lying in my bed

crying all day because my best friend who I was in love

with had broken up with me - on the eve of my birthday.

Now that I think about it, it was a strong pattern in my

life, I came closer to Swamiji every time something

went awry in my relationships. My sister used to make

me sit on her lap and comfort me. She used to watch

Swamiji's discourses, and having nothing to do in life,

I sat with her to see the discourses. It is unbelievable,

but even after loving Swamiji for almost 2 yrs, I had not

seen even a single discourse of his. I started seeing his

discourses and following all the techniques he gave.

Small miracles started happening in my life. Now, I was

just waiting to attend the NSP, the first one after the

scandal.

in the nsp, i had the first most mystiCal experienCe

of my life & I knew that my life would never be the same

again. After the NSP, one day, I suddenly decided to

move to Bangalore and say goodbye to Mumbai for

good. It was a really sudden decision, with no prior

planning at all, and my apartment owner made me

pay 26k extra as one month rent for moving out so

suddenly, but being close to Swamiji was all I wanted

in my life now.

in reality, this story has only a beginning, and

no end. So this is the beginning of how one day, one

darshan with Swamiji changed my life to something I

could never have imagined it to be. I am ending it very

abruptly because I realize that I cannot do justice to the

entire story by writing it as a note. And the book I have

been writing about my struggle needs to see the light

of day some day, very soon.

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ACROSS

1. It is considered to be the oldest Indian city.

Kaala Bhairava liberates anyone who leaves his body

in this holy city.

3. The Sanskrit name of the prayer offered at the

lotus feet of revered Guru. (two words separated by

hyphen)

7. Sanskrit name of Samyama where one can go

beyond sleep. According to Mahabharata, Arjuna

mastered this Samyama.

10. The most revered Guru of Jain tradition. He was

the 24th and the last Tirthankara.

11. Sanskrit name of skullcap, which sages and saints

have used as a bowl for receiving Bhiksha(asking for

alms).

12. The virtuous king who donated his entire kingdom

to the sage Vishwamitra and walked away with his

wife and son.

DOWN

2. Among the Pandavas he is considered to be

the finest archer and a peerless warrior. Bhagavad

Gita was delivered to him

4. Name of the Dhanush i.e. the bow, which Arjuna

used in the war of Mahabharata and was invincible.

5. She is the goddess of Nourishment in Vedic

Tradition. She is a form of Devi Parvati, the consort

of Shiva.

6. The famous sage who is the author of

Ramayana.

8. Sanskrit name for the ritual of making offerings

to the sacred fire. They are an integral part for most

of Sanskar ceremonies.

9. The kind of food which keeps us energetic and

does not create inertness in us is called ….............

food

Answer Key:

1. VARANASI 2. ARJUNA 3. GURU-PUJA 4. GANDIVA 5. ANNAPOORNA 6. VALMIKI 7. GUDAKESHA 8. HOMA 9. SATTVIC 10. MAHAVIRA 11. KAPALA 12. HARISHCHANDRA

CROS SWORD

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Below there are a few questions which we call

as a hitch. What you have to do is to think of

a solution according to your understanding.

Then read the answer given by the master.

Read just one question at a time and check

its answer. The beauty of this exercise is that

the answers given here will act as gentle kicks

given by a trained soccer player which will

lead the ball directly to the goal post. Your

honesty here is going to decide the level of

benefit. So enjoy!

Hitch 1: How are silence and the sound of

music connected?

Hitch 2: What do you think about depression

which comes after success?

Hitch 3: Why did I take birth?

Hitch 4: What is meditation?

Hitch 5: Who has to get corrected first?

Answers from the master:

Gentle Kick 1: Just imagine. If the music

was without any gap, how would it be?

Cacophonic, is it not? Your idea of melody

and rock is decided by the gaps of silence

added to it. The silence in between is also the

silence within.

Gentle Kick 2: It is a gift given by God to

the selected intelligent ones; who will see it

with awareness and turn towards spirituality

for a solution.

Gentle Kick 3: Out of your own unconscious

choice.

Gentle Kick 4: Tell me what is not! It

depends on the attitude of the person.

Gentle Kick 5 : The person who wants to

correct others.

Gentle Kicks

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