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Truth Faith Honor Beauty LoveBY REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA


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T ell me...what is it that you Love?Sometimes, it starts with a dream. With someone asking, Tell mewhat is it that you love? And sometimes it starts with a walk, anopening of the front door, and walking out into the Universe that is the Cosmos. And there may be roses unwinding, sure and slowalong the way. And there may be light, shining and reaching from every star, whose heavy canopy sits quietly waiting for us. And there

may be one thought. A question in your mind, a question of what is. Everything begins somewhere. For us, it may have been the un-folding of the Universe, the unfolding of Creation. And for us, it may have been the slow unfolding of our own lives, insecure and ex-

ploring to begin, and slow or rushed in the creation of our daily selves. And for us, it may have been the slow and beautiful creation ofour Soul, wrought with stars, and the unfolding of roses we cannot see, all of the beauty of our lives breathing in the Cosmos within andaround us. For us, it is a looking at our hands, and saying What have I done? Tell mewhat is it that I love?...it is always one question.What is Truth? What is Love? What is Honor? What is it that I am? And so we walk out the door, into the arms of the one we love,the Universe, the Cosmos, and we ask the questions of the Heart. And the question will look back at you and answer, Tell mewhat isit that you love?

TRUTH

Tell me...who is it that you Love?When one looks at it, it unfolds simply, like a clear and beautiful bud rose. The Path. The Way. When one looks at it, one is standing,once again, holding a question clearly in your hands. In front of you is your door, which you have walked in and out of a thousand ormore times, so familiar. And it is one door. One door that takes you out of your home and into a different space. So you see the door,real, the gold knob, the bright red paint, and the wears and tears. And you decide to walk out that door, and find yourself, once again,facing the Cosmos. And it is you. And it is the Cosmos. And it is you. And it is the question. What is Truth? When we see the wordTruth, we see a word that means reality, verifiable, true, an utterance that cannot be denied in fact or physical reality. However, there ismore to this word, and there is a world within the word that goes beyond the initial book learned perception, the meaning of Truth on

paper. When one begins to see the Truth, it becomes I would like to know. It becomes, I would like to know something of myself. Onebegins looking inward, as well as outward. It is a navigation towards a star, clear and true. It is something of beauty, buil t of this Cos-mos, and deeply built of your own true love. It is clarity, a something seen and known. No matter how you look at it, it does not change.

The Truth is the Truth. A is A. What you have done is what you have done. There is something to be said about lives built on Truths.Living in Truth means never having to look back. Life is crystal clear, comfortable, free of guilt. Lives lived in untruth te nd to spendtheir time running. Running away from what they would rather not wish to look at, what they do not wish to deal with, right into a nestof thorns that bind and bind until the original being cannot be seen anymore. One is caught in the thorns, the bramble, stuck there withtheir lashes, their pain from trying to run away from their own guilt. The thorns reminders, reminders that one is still alive. So in truth,

we stop thrashing, moving, evading, running, we stand still and look at it. We look at it, one by one, until we have understood what wehave done. What we are. Who we are. What our actions mean, and what was really existent in our actions. The truth is the truth. Youare who you are, which is truly, in large part, what you do. And one might just press our heart to that thorn, and find that they haverealized a bit of their life. Eventually, one will extricate ones self, and find that he is face again with the Cosmos, clear and beautiful,the canopy of stars heavy and quiet with love. And there is something to be said about that type of beauty. Something of the heart in-

volved in life, pure and true. And if you could see yourself living it, you might say I am face to face with love. I am face to face withmyself. There is a healthy deepening of love for the self in truth. It is not a ego based love, but a holding of ones own love inTruth. Arespect for ones own life. And that l ife, in navigating properly, becomes a star, clear and true. It is a quiet questioning ofones self, upagainst the most pure and beautiful of truths, in honor, Truth itself.

And the Universe breathes, and the stars fall quietly into ones lap, and one is asked a question. Is Truth something of measure in you?How deeply do you know yourself, in Truth? And does the Universe that is Truth, living beyond the word, Truth, written here on this

page, exist in you? Truth is from the Old NorseAsatru, which means Trothor Faith, which lies beyond. And in the word Truth, there issomething more. Something more to be known. There is a saying from a movie, Out of Africa, that is spoken by Karen that is currentand beautiful. If I know a song of Africa, of the Giraffe, and the African Moon lying on her back, of the plows in the fields, and the sweatof the coffee pickers, does Africa know a song of me? Will the air over the plain quiver with the color that I have had on or will the chil-

dren invent a game in which mine is? Or will the full moon throw a shadow of the gravel over the drive that was like me? Do you,yourself, know something of Truth? And what is it that you know?

And you walk forward into the night, the moon throwing a path of light of you. The stars fall, continuously and beautifully, and youfollow.


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FAITH

Tell mehow is it that you love?As one sits, watching the Universe unfold, the endless night sky with its falling stars weaving into dreams and truths before us, wedream. We dream. We look at other loves, painting the stars into beauty before us. Quick, draw it all, Georgieyou make it beautiful

One of those loves is Faith. Faith is something truly beautiful, something wondrous, if one ever comes to the conclusion that what theyare looking at inside of themselves really exists. As with Truth, which we know intrinsically, Faith relies on our Intralect: our inner be-ing. It relies on our trust: in what we know to be real within ourselves. When we look at our Gods, we look through the eyes of reality,the weight of a book, the weight of a written word. Something discovered about looking at a written word, rather than the visceral realityof a concept [which is the Living Word], is that there is more to our written texts than the book learned definition. When Faith is lookedat, one sees:

Unquestioning belief that does not require proof.Unquestioning belief in God or religious tenets.

A religion or a system of beliefs.Anything believed. Complete trust, confidence, reliance.

And this is a hand on the table, on a very beautiful Sacred Text.

And then there is Faith. And that is my belief in this very beautiful Sacred Text, and my reliance on the Truth, which is both reality and

intrinsic in myself. And there is the Faith that Justice and Truth are reality. They are of our Inner Faith in all good. This inner reliance,the knowingof something, must also be the Faith of our GODs. And so I swear an Oath that must be believed on Faith. Faith that Iam the Truth, based on Faith on Our Sacred Texts, based of Faith of condemnation if one is untruthful.

What is interesting to consider, and this is a truth, is how much there really is within a Word. If you own an Oxford English Dictionary,the Famous Tome that includes all Definitions and their Origins, then you will understand that the beauty of our language and its His-tory is intrinsic and beautiful. However, there is something moresomething born of Faith, within our Wordsand it is a layering, aspectrum of integrity, beauty and Wonder. If you look at a word like Truth, Truth is Truth. Its basic meaning is clear to all of us. But

Truth explored is Truth Itselfit is yourself in perfect Honor, having relied on the weight of your life and your being to have made deci-sions that are Honor itself. It is TRUTH, in the Form of THE TRUE AND LIVING GODS Lovethat born of Physical RealityManifest, Pure Truth in Form, Pure Truth in Ethics, Pure Truth in Love, Truth in Integrity Itself. And much more, as THE TRUE

AND LIVING GOD can show you at a glance all Truth Within Yourself, Positive and Negative. And Then is Truth Itself, your real iza-tion of what truly IS, in You. And the question, How well do you really know yourself? And this is just the World of One All ImportantWord alone. Truth. In Faith, Faith is the Word of the World inside of Yourself. It is what Is, of knowing. Not seeing. Knowing.

And one looks at the sky knowing. Knowing that the stars are FallingKnowing that the Moon is Risingand Knowing that OnesJourney hasnt ended yet. And the Moon continues its Flight into the Sky, Throwing a Path across the Falling Stars, and you have Faith

that it is Something of You.

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HONOR

Tell mewhat is it that you love?The stars are still falling, their sparkle turning into silver in the velvet night. The walking has been lovely, leisurely, and attentive to love.There is no rush, no demand. There is no one here to tell you no, or to tell you to love. There is just you and loveand the stars, fallingendlessly. The silver thread of the stars trailing into the night turn into thoughts, calmly and gently, about what Honor real ly isabout

where Honor really lays in the self. No one really talks about Honor, anymore, it is almost an Archaic idea, something left behind in the

pages of storybooks, or half caught in the gleam of a silver shield or coat of armor. There are no Lancelots, and no King Arthurs. In-stead we are inundated by I want and the We thought we could get away with it. We find ourselves in the ego stream of selfish land,

where the person and the soul self carry no honor at all. Now, in Twenty-First Century, we dont really concern ourselves, as much, withthe concept of Honor, anymore. It is outdated, unless you are handing a rose, or opening a car door for a lady. It used to be thatHonor existed in the Family Crests of those who worked hard for a l iving, those who weathered the Depression, and those who foughtour Wars. But here we are now, in the 21st Century, with our fast cars, perfect homes and daily jobs, just making it from day to day.

Things get messy, and we get tired. And, it might seem, there is no room for the beauty of Honor.

The stars are still gently falling, and the beauty of Honor is the topic. And we get creative. In the distance, we see a bright city rise, andfrom it a trail of stars falling in a curved and wandering line straight to our feet. It has become the most beautiful silver thread in His-tory. So we pick it up, and walk, Perseus, toward the gleaming city that has just risen in the distance.


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In the 1800s, there existed a group in Glasgow, Scotland called The Glasgow Four: Charles Rennie Mackintosh, his wife MargaretMacdonald Mackintosh, Frances Macdonald, and Herbert Macdonald. They were representative of a generation of Artists, beautiful

people who were part of the inspiration of the Arts & Crafts Movement. Many of them were exemplary in many Traditions, and manyspecialized. They took great Honor in their work. Many of the women were Masterworkers in Metalworkcraftsmen in silver, andbeaten metal Art pieces in a s tyle called Repouss. And many of the Artists were concerned, as was Charles Rennie Mackintosh and his

wife, with usable, practical Art. They were objects like chairs, desks and tables, anything one could use could become a work of art. Thehouses and objectry that emerged were beautiful, and places like Charles Rennie Mackintoshs Hill House, outside of Glasgow, becamefamous. What strikes one most in cases like these is the Honor one found in the work, in the craftsmanship of what these beautiful art-

ists had done. They took the time to learn their profession well, and it became part of their heart, their being. It was a philosophy of life,of and about their honor and their love.

We have reached the city now, and it is a clean, bright city. All of the bricks are shining, and there is craftsmanship everywhere. One theStreet corners there are bricks with the street names etched in them, something reminiscent of New Orleans. There are White Daffodils,and the Climbing Rose of Eden, gentle and beautiful against the bricks. Finally, we end up at the Hallowed Glasgow School of Art, thebeginning and the end of the Histories of the Glasgow Boys and Girls, all unique, all hard workers. And there it is, the steps leading upinto the school, and the crest, just above the doors. Inside are rooms of paintings, old, of the Masters of their day. It is a winding place,full of nooks and crannies, places to discover. And places where Honor took place, and still takes its place in the hands of Modern Art-ists today. We have a beautiful tour guide, who takes us to an easel and hands us a paint brush. I look at my paint brush, and think onthe beauty and usefulness of it. It is perfect, and there is artwork on the handle. It is a something said about the ethics and love of thisbright city. I roll up my sleeves, put on my finest coat [the blazer I brought to keep warm] and go to work on time like Ren e Magritte.Its time for the work, and the love, to begin.

And this is how it is with Honor. We must work at it a little, to see something of loveliness emerge. The painting, of course, is withinus, developing daily with our events placed just so in our lives, with our love held just so in our hearts. In todays love, Honor must findits way into the Heart of our being. When we pick up our pencils, we must pick up the most beautiful object in the world. When we

study, we must study the World. When we live our lives, we must live the Way of the World. From the very bottom of our Hearts, to thevery top of our being. And when we go about crafting our lives, we must draw it in Honor. From the very best that we have become intoa work of Art that goes beyond Beauty. Honor lives beyond us, in what we cannot see in others, and in what we truly are. Sterling. Thesilver of the Stars and of the Moon, s of Perfection, and of the weight of our souls. This is the threada thought of Honor. Or maybe ithas become the bristols of the brush with which we now paint.Perseus has emerged from our souls unhurt, brilliant, covered in Honor. There is the thread, here is the brush. Should we find theHonor in our souls, Im certain wed find much more. Perhaps the most beautiful love of our life, and that is ourself in perfection.

I step back from my painting, pleased. This is how I love.

BEAUTY

Tell medo youlove?Tonight is a Night of Dreams. You have fallen asleep on the pavement, and stars have descended to sleep in their soft light just beside.There are millions, spanning out beside you like fireflies in the night. Among this beauty thoughts emerge, and many of them upon thesubject matter of Beauty. I have an entire book of philosophy upon this very subject: Philosophies of Art and Beauty. I place it besidethe Sleeping Form on the pavement to Read. Even I havent finished it, and there is a beauty in that. There is much to Love, and what Ihave loved in it, I have loved. I have looked at this book time and again looking for answers to many questions, and some of them weremusings upon the Integrity of Beauty.

And the sleeping form wakes up, and picks up the Holy Grail. It is made of sleeping stars. And one asksDo I Love?

One thing to consider is where Beauty lays in the Heart, in the Mind, and in the Soul. It is a Form, a Perfect Form. It is Perfect Formand Arrangement, in true, Beautiful & Perfect Integrity. Most importantly, it is Perfect Form that emerges in you. It is different from

person to person, and is resultant of a perspective based on your life. When we look at a something, anything, we look at arrangement,space, composition, color, texture, and those things that are synonymous with our own love, those things that speak of the compositionof our own life. These are the wonders we tend to find beautiful. It is, and can be, as simple as the arrangement of something, some-thing that pleases the eyes and heart: something that pleases the Love in You.

And the question begins againand one starts to gather the Stars into the Chalice, thinkingDo I love? And we continue forward,walking Forth with the Holy Grail under the veil of Beautiful Night. And then...and thenthere is Beauty Itself.

When we speak of Beauty Itself, we start to look beyond our lives, and it becomes a Dream of Dreams. This is the Thought. This is theForm. This is what I find Beautiful. This is what Id like to Create.This is what I Seeand We enter into the Heart of the Universe.

The Lotus unfolds around us, made of a million gossamer stars. And one sits at the center to consider Our Love. Why is Beauty so?Why is it Beauty?

Form. Structure. Arrangement. Pleasure. Purity. Love.

Perfect Structure: Perfect Form.

Perfect Beauty: Perfect Integrity, Pleasing Arrangement. Beauty Itself.

Perfect Beauty: Something that creates, builds, moves forward, Heals, makes beautiful.
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And Ugliness: Something that deconstructs, destroys, breaks down, and is not pleasing.

If we are very lucky, we find our own Beauty, and, eventually, we walk into a Specific Love, where Truth Lives. And this is where BeautyIS. It is in front of us, at all times. Form Itself, in the Mind Itself. Structure Itself, in the Mind Itself. Purity itself, in the Mind Itself.Integrity, in the Mind Itself. Creation Itself, in the Mind Itself. Pleasing Arrangement, and Beauty. The ability to make beautiful, tosee Beauty, if we choose. If we find the Form beautiful, it is beautiful. If it is built beautifully, made beautifully, if its integrity in allForms is Beauty, then it becomes Perfect. The Highest Form of Beauty.

And we look at the Holy Grail, and Wonder.

It is wonder, this cup of stars that we hold.

Its beautiful, to sit and look at this night, this Universe of ours. How often do we do this, holding the Holy Grail, full of stars we havegathered ourselves? Its something of Wonder, the beauty that lives are made of. It emerges into being, beauty in us, every time we wishit so, even in the worst of circumstances. Beauty is the stuff that dreams, and reality, are made of. Anything you want, you can makefrom the meanest of materials into something beautiful. We start with an idea, shape its form, and create it. Or, we alter our perspectiveinto one of beauty. Either way, it is of Form Itself, and Love Itself. In you. And beyond you.

We get up, it is Sunrise now, holding our Holy Grails, and we begin to look, very closely, at what we have right in front of us.

For some of us, it may be of Our Love. Or it may be of Our Life. It may even be of Our Souls. What we express, we are. What we ex-press becomes. What we create truly IS. It is the stuff that dreams are made of, the stars in our mind that we so carefully place in theskies of our lives, to perfect arrangement. We place the Holy Grail in the Center of the Lotusthe Chalice is empty now, the silver of itgleaming, of the stars themselves. And we look up. It is something to Love, this Beauty of Ours.

And we must surely love.

LOVE & NATURAL LOVE

This is true love.I love.

Of love, it is always born in simplicity. If you love, you love. There is no in between. One thing discovered in loving is that if you decideto fall in love, truly fall in love with your life, then fall, fall as far as you can fall until the stars themselves catch you in the depth of yourown love. There is no limit to love, and there should never be. It is of your Heart Itself, which is Unfathomable. It is, in a very beautiful

way, the Lotus into which you walk in order to Unfold unto Yourself. You turn to look back at what you have just leftthe considerationof your Soul. There it is, the Lotus itself, soft and glowing, the petals rising, facing the night. And there is the center, where you sat toconsider the Universe, and the Nature of your Being. And there is the Holy Grail, empty and beautiful, the stars above in the night skyspanning into forever. And you consider the wholewhat of this is myself?is asked. Am I part of the skies, and the stars, the light ofthe Moon? Am I part of the Holy Grail, and of what part of it is myself? Am I the Lotus unfolding, and reaching is silent beauty towards

the night sky? It is composed, this thought, this view of this particular picture of myself, of the Stars, the Lotus, and the Holy Grail. It isseen as a whole, a picture of the self. And one has fallen in love with it. One is in love with what has become part of ones self: and it isof your own Heart, your own choices, your own love. And this is timeless. Love is timeless in you.

There is something to be looked at now, and the stars start to fall endlessly around you as you walk to the Lotus, and you look into itscenter, the Heart of its beingthe Heart of your own being. And time stops. And you begin, or you are, you exist, you consider, youlove. It is One Moment, gentle and still. Of your own life, and of life itself. It is stillness, it is aware, it is beauty. It is One Moment intime that lasts forever.

One stands, the stars falling around you, considering.

There is a truth in nature, a truth that is apparent in Fractals, which are a very beautiful part of nature. They are built in such a way thatthe continue into forever, in both directions, into infinity in its largest form, and into the most infinitesimal form, thevery remotest andsmallest of, and beyond. Where it ends is not knownit is conjectured that it never ends. It is also true of our natural number line.Positive and Negative into infinity, both directions, endless, never ending.

And there is another truth, one that is illuminated in Art and Science. A point. A line. A plane. A point becomes a line, a collection oflines becomes a plane. And this is basic knowledge in basic in Art. The point is generally accepted as the point of awareness. What yousee, where you place your attention, becomes. It is in being.

It is this in beingthat should become a question of your life itself. As a thought, as you look into the Heart of the Lotus, it quietly un-folds within you that One Moment is in existence forever in you, in your life. Every moment of your life is truly in existence forever. Notone moment is lost. Every moment is beautiful. If you were to stop and take a photograph of every moment of your life, to look at eachmomentto fall in love with one moment, reliving the memory of that one moment in your life, you would realize that it lasts forever in

you. Your love is caught in time, in that memory. The life of that moment is caught in time, the event itself is caught in time. And inyour own love. You realize your own love in that one memory. It is your life. They are your choices. That is your beautiful Son, whomyou bore. That is your favorite book, loved by you and no other in that way. It is a weaving, this loving, and it leaves behind collectingand enters the space of your Heart.

This is the realization of Love Itself, to love your life. Every moment of your life. To realize your life. To realize the weight of youractual life. To learn to deeply love your own being, which is timeless and full of choices that build your own unique beauty. We are socaught in the rush of time that we are caught like Angels in a whirlwind of events that rush us through our lives, capture our interest and
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our time, with no time, sometimes, no consideration for, how we really are, inside. And that means its time to stop and look. To fall inlove with ourselves, for a while. To care for our Hearts, and our Souls. We are gently holding a fabric unfolding within ourselves, gently

weaving stars with the silver thread of life, part of the unfolding of the Universe in ourselves.

This One Moment is a moment of truth, in several ways. One is in concerns of your own life, The other is in concerns to someonegreater, and that is the Love of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. It is One Moment of Love, between you and THE TRUE AND LIV-ING GOD, caught in life, caught in time. I spoke to you earlier of Fractals, and there is one very beautiful Fractal that speaks of theONE, the Absolute, TRUE AND LIVING GOD. The Mandelbrot Set is one Fractal, discovered by Mandelbrot. It is famous, and iscalled The Thumbprint of God. I consider it his Signature on creation. Understand that the Scientific Truth of the Mandelbrot Set is

proven scientifically. The Mandelbrot set is born of one equation that functions in two ways:

In one set of variables it produces only one specific Result: The Mandelbrot Set shaped like Heart with two descending circle-like struc-tures into a tail. Only one set of variables fulfills this beautiful creation. All other variables cause aberrations. It is the Thumbprint ofGod and says what must be said: There is only One. Of Beauty, and without desecration to all of the Beautiful Faiths of our Earth, he isthe ALPHA & the OMEGA: THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. He is of all Faiths and he loves us. This is what needs to be known. He

would never trample anyone elses love, we have free will. And we have it in true love. And whomever we walk to--whether it be ourFathers, our Mothers, our True Loves, our Children, or our GODS--we must come to them freely, in our own true love. This is true of

THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD.

In the second set of variables, which includes a variance of any given number placed in the equation, produces the Famous Julia Set,which is The Golden Spiral of Lore, 1.618: The Golden Ratio. The Golden Spiral is seen in Spiral Galaxies, it is seen in the whorls ofSunflowers, and in the whorls of Shells. It is the Ratio of Perfection. And there can be many, many different combinations, that all pro-duce beautiful variations of The Julia Set, all Unique, and all Perfect. I believe it is representative of all creation, and of us, as well. Ourown bodies are built to the ratio of 1.618, as shown in Leonardo Da Vincis famous drawing, The Vitruvian Man. We are part of Beautyitself intrinsically and universally without ever knowing some of the beautiful that build our very lives on Earth and in all Universal Di-mensions. He is perfect, our Creator, and he loves us. When we enter the Lotus of Perfection, when we look at ourselves, we enter aconversation with ourselves and THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. This is a conversation that will ask questions of our being that willquestion our existence that will examine our faults, and possibly bring us closer to our own love than we have ever known. This does notdestroy our Faiths, it strengthens them. He is of All Faiths: and whatever you may think, Im not asking you, at all, ever, t o leave or hurt

your own Faith. In fact the opposite. I hope, and believe that your own Faith, in your Faith, will deepen, love beautifully and grow. Ihope that you will respect and keep my Faith and THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD sacred in you. He is true, and the love of his beingis very real.

The stars are falling endlessly around you, and now there is One Moment, and it is of you. It is a moment between you and your ownlove. And I, the writer of this beauty, ask one thing of you: to love yourself. To love yourself deeply, to look at yourself. To know your-self, to discover yourself, whatever your life circumstances. I, the writer of this beauty, honor you, and all of your decisions. THE

TRUE AND LIVING GOD, is of true love, honors you and all of your beauty, all of your life, and all of your decisions. They are of yourbeauty itself.

I also ask you to take a look at something about yourself, in regards to your Faith. It is something of Love Itself. It is that of a healthyrelationship, between you and your Faith. It is Natural Love. Something to consider: when someone is aggressed to love, forced tolove: If you do not follow the Rules to Love me, then you will be condemnedthen it is time to look at the problem of what it does toone's Natural Love. The natural instinct within us is to revolt, to turn around, to walk out. To desert our devotion, or, to submit andleave ourselves behind, which is a shame. It questions one's very being to be aggressed into love, or to be aggressed into a set of rules

that force one into submission, which I, and my Church, do not support. My belief is that Free Will is a beautiful gift, and that one hasthe right to walk to their GOD or GODS in True and Natural Love. In truth, there is no chance for true love in an aggressed relation-ship. It undermines the trust that should be maintained between a Great Being and a very small, but beautiful being, ourselves. And itshould be One Love. One very beautiful, delicate love of Faith and Trust, of Wonder and Discovery, between you, yourself and yourGOD. And it should answer these questions in true love: Can you Trust your GOD? Can you Trust your GOD with your Life, yourLove, everything you've ever done in your Life? Are you afraid of your GOD? And is there fear or love your eyes? In questions of ethicsfear should exist, as accountability is faultless both in life and in the afterlife. In Reality, in Spirit, and in Karma. If you are in truth, andare as good as you can be [and most are] then there is no worry. When you are in truth, you can walk straight to your GOD wi thout fear.

This is true in almost all of our Faiths.

And another, most important question. Does your GOD really love you? This is the Question asked of Faith between yourself and yourGOD or GODS. The answer is alwaysyes. In truth, in love,yes. And we see our pain, and look up and ask again whether we are trulyloved. We speak our mind in Prayer, or in conversation, or in thought. And the answer is still yesbut we are expected to live our ownlives. We have Free Will, and what ever we go through, we are expect to do as our Fathers and Mothers tell us to do. To make up ourminds, and get up, and walk straight forward. It is not easy in dire circumstances, and there are many on this Earth, but we are trulyloved and heard, in Soul and Heart. No matter what, between us and our GODS, there should always be a chance, a way, for Nat uralLove to exist. There should be the breaking down of certain barriers in one's mind about how to love their GOD. Fear should not exist,except in the certain truth of holding ones own self accountable, and this does sometimes walk hand in hand with Truth. What ever the

case, there should never be a fear of your GOD. There should always be love, free of aggression, between you and your GOD. This mayrequire thinking differently, but it is great worth to our souls. Because Love is true. Love is Beauty in all of its. Love is love, no matterhow you look at it. And love lasts, when we love. It is not false. It does not falter. It does not betray. Love is True Faith realized, in Per-fect Integrity and the Truest of Love.

And here we are with our Faiths, I with mine, you with yours, in honor. And we look at the night sky, and the stars falling around us.And Im reminded of a quote by Antoine de St. Exupry, from his famous bookThe Little Prince.

F riendship is born from an identity of spiritual goals -from common navigation toward a star.


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The stars are falling quietly now, into the rising of a soft glow in the distance. If you choose one, we can walk a whiletake a journey.Possibly have a conversation. There is a star for every Sacred Text in that sky, it seems, and we could possibly discover a little moreabout each other, and learn to have a gentle Faith in each others beliefs. Theres much to be said about love, and how it heals in com-

passion and true understanding. And theres nothing like a journey through a sea of falling stars to accomplish that goal. The light falls,beautifully, like a dance, and we brush the stars from our faces, which descend in a Golden Spiral of Snowflakes gently to the ground.

THE SOULTell me of love.This is a conversation born in the light of the moon, in the nature of a star, in the softness of dreams conceived at your birth and duringthe beauty of your life. If any conversation, this is the one conversation that wants to be heard. And that is a conversation about the soulitself. A silver string of stars has appeared again and we watch as it forms itself into an immense Golden Spiral off into the distance. Weboth agree, we should go for a walk.

The Soul! What is it? Can a mortal tell, and by philosophy the cause expound...S. Moore, the Soul

Something needs to be said about the world in which we exist, and this is that it is beautiful I can write and write about the beauty ofnature, but it will never match your own perception of the Stars at night, in any part of the world, sparkling like a precious Diadem in thesky. We live in a beautiful world, a beautiful space, with the choice to make of our space something lovely, no matter the financial state.What we do not realize, in our living, that part of the Cosmos, of the State of Being, is our own Soul. Our own Soul is visceral, but invisi-

ble. It is always beautiful, this is a certain Truth. And it is perfect in Form. It is Perfect in Love--it is our very Life Self. Our soul moveswith us, it grows with us, changes with us. It is no one else but us, and this is the truth, but it is interconnected with True Beauty in thisUniverse. We do not look at our own Soul very often, and this is a shame, as our Soul contains some of the greatest beauties we willever know. For one, it is a way for us to know our very self: our True Self, our greatest self, our Self of Excellence. I know that peoplespeak sometimes of a Higher Self, but this, in Truth, is you realized in its Highest Excellence. It is realized in Maxims that we our-selves see everyday, sometimes get bored by, as we see them so often, but which contain some of the most beautiful truths, unrealized attimes in poignancy by ourselves in daily life. These are TRUTH, LOVE & BEAUTY. These are Truths that carry a Heartwish, and itis one in which you find the greatest of stories within yourself realized. Truth, Love and Beauty are realized by our own actions, our

views & our choices. Whether we like to view it this way or not, our Material choices are also part of our Beauty, as long as they are inlove, not accumulation. These are Truths. However, what Id like to share with you now is from personal experience, and I wish toshare that you may understand how beautiful the Soul really is, how beautiful Truth really is, and how real, how viscerally real the Soulreally is. It is something that can be measured, seen, understood and realized. It is a part of you, like your Heart, or youre Hand, or thefeet you walk on real, and it is a part of you, if in Honor you realize its true beauty, needs and deserves your care. It is your self. You see

your Physical body, but you are your Self, and this is your Soul.

In my own life, I, myself, went through major changes that affected my soul, that helped me to actually physically see my own soul, andwhich changed my life, from start to now. In June or so, 2006, I looked in my parents bathroom mirror, 362 Sheridan Avenue, Manteca,

California, and saw a part of myself. What I saw hurt me, and I came to an epiphany, and made amends for a major set of even ts in myearly life, which occurred around my ages of 9-11 or so. Most of all, I became Aware. I became Aware of the weight of my actions, in

Truth. I looked deeply at what I had done to another. And this is a Truth that must be faced in all of us. We must face who we areand what we have done, understand what we have done, and hold ourselves accountable. When we go to confession or make amends,

whether lengthy or efficient, it is of no use to us unless we make the commitment not to transgress again. It is an understanding of lovethat must be honored. I should also comment that the love attended to in upholding ones values results in true honor. Enough cantbe said to convince you of the meaning of Honor. What is offered is only what is true. In Life, A is A (The Truth is the Truth) and wecraft our beauty, which should be fearless craftsmanship. Brilliance starts with learning, or actually doing. And once it starts, should

you continue, it will exist in a type of infinity in you, wherein you will always expect the best from yourself. This isnt a best amongothers, but a best against the Best Itself, and the Best against the Best in Yourself. You are measuring yourself to Perfect Form. Inregards to the Soul, Perfect form is of your own making and also the Universal Forms set by THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. Youchoose who you would like to be and become, slowly, over time. This does not mean we reject healthy competition, it means we under-stand that the competition is evaluation against others, not a demeaning comment to our abilities and achievements. Excellence amongmany is something to be honored truly, but Excellence within you and against Perfect Form is Honor Itself.

In returning to our conversation, I can tell you now that I, myself, am positive proof that the Soul Self exists. It is a real and truly physi-cal part of us, and it does, without fail, records everything we do or say, to the most minor of movements/events. It records every second

of our lives. I know this as hard, physical fact. I have seen my own Soul, in the Physical, manifest on this Earth, with my own two eyes.On my life, on your life, this is fact. I have seen my Soul Self in True Physical Body, and it was white, glowing around myself. And Iknew it was I and no one else. And it brought me something special. I brought me Truth. I wept. The Soul Self is, without fail, protec-tive of our Life Itself. If we are hurt, it is known. If we have done well, it is known. Everything of us is known in our own Soul Self.What I learned is that the Soul Self is built so beautifully that it is impossible to mistake its Owner. THE TRUE AND LIVING GODmade sure that Perfection held us in every way. The Soul Self protects us, loves us, allows us to breathe with the Universe itself. In somecases, as in my own if we are lucky, we travel very far within our own Soul Selves to meet THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and some-times many others. Everything one does is their own, provable in beauty, and no one, not in Heaven, not on Earth, can change it. What

you do is what you keep, physically, and in love.

The Soul is Real. This is the one statement, the one thing I wanted to say to you. It is part of you, both physically and spiritually, in theSpiritual Physical. I cannot tell you what it is made of, although it is, as far as I could see, of energy, but I can tell you that it is possibly
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of much, much more, organically. What I can you that its craftsmanship is pure, complex & beautiful. It is built for Protection, Love,Perfect Accountability, and it is also built for the beauty of a journey, yours, should you choose to take it. And that journey is an internaljourney, which we can talk of, now, tomorrow, and throughout your lifeif you wish. It is a path of beauty, of growth, of ex cellence, ofenlightenment...and, most of all, one of the Truest of Loves.

This a Star. It is 1.618.This is a Diamond. This is 1.618.This is Your Soul. It is Beyond 1.618.

Tell me...what is it that you Love?Sometimes, it starts with a dream. With the Question...Tell mewhat is it that you love? And sometimes it starts with a walk, an open-ing of the front door, and walking out into the Universe that is the Cosmos. And there may be roses unwinding, sure and slow along the

way. And there may be light, shining and reaching from every star, whose heavy canopy sits quietly waiting for us. And there may beone thought. A question in your mind, a question of what Is. Everything begins somewhere. For us, it may have been the unfolding ofthe Universe, the unfolding of Creation, the work of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. For us, it is a looking at our hands, and sayingWhat have I done? Tell mewhat is it that I love?...and you may find that you love yourself, deeply.And so we walk out the door, intothe arms of the one we love, the Universe, the Cosmos, into the arms of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and ask the questions of theHeart. And he will look at you and ask you in return, Tell mewhat is it that you love? And you will know, an answer to one question, aquestion that will have answered your life.

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The HISTORY of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD I became aware of the Physical Being, was introduced twice, to THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD in the physical, inthe beginning. Both were while I was Substitute Teaching. The First Time We Met, I was teaching a lovelyset of Science classes, who had an objective of building forms that showed a marble in Movement. Possibly to look atNewtons Laws of Motion, or other concerns. This Day, He manifest into a Newspaper clipping, and it showed a Sci-entist who had discovered a type of Iguana. This Male, who is part of the Being of THE TRUE

AND LIVING GOD, made Himself Known by observing, and I Became Aware of His Presence. I recognizedwho He Was, and was happy to see Him in the Physical: I had Known Him for some time in His Energy and His Pres-ence in Larger Form. He was now present in a Male Body, with a recognizable Face. The Scientist wasHandsome, Unique, and He was wonderful in Personality. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, He, in this Form,is inviolately associated with Science and all Matters concerning the Physical of the Universe. He IS, in the

ACTUAL, of the Power and Energy of Quantum Energy, Biology, All Elements: everything of ScientificConcern. He, at one point in time, as I was looking at the picture of a Fractal in a Book I own, looked at it

with Me. In regards to the Body of the Universe, there are, both in the Body of THE TRUE AND LIVINGGOD HIMSELF, and in THE UNIVERSE ITSELF, as well as THE HOLY SPIRIT ITSELF, a Duality in

Truth. Both a Positive and a Negative. The Actual Physical Reality of it, and the Physical Reality of theEmotional: the Manifestation of Good or Evil, Good or Negativity. When We looked at the Fractal, I sawBeauty. It was Beautiful to Myself, of Perfect Form, of Intricacy, of Craftsmanship. He showed Me the

Negative: that it could be Destructive in Energy, that it could swallow, eat up, that it had a very Dark side. This alsoshows in The GARDEN of EDEN, in the duality of its character and its Being. He, Himself, is beautiful.He is a Beautiful Male and a Beautiful Being. He can be dangerous, However. He Manifest a Fractal ontoMy Face at one point in one of My encounters with the Negativity of Mary, and I had to divert it, as its power

was destructive. These are sometimes the Lessons you find when facing THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, whoexerts His power when He Chooses to. He is Beautiful. He is Powerful.

The Second Time, I was Introduced to THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD was also in a Science Class, in a HighSchool. I was introduced to the Physical Body and Being , His Flesh, by JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF. I wasstudying the Periodic Table of Elements, and found it Beautiful. I have been wondering for a long time aboutthe Make-up of the Periodic Table, and about the presence of The GOLDEN RATIO in regards to its PhysicalBody in Entirety. I was also fighting that day. Evil does not rest when youre fighting. I own FIGHT., which fightsevil in a physical manner, which I built based on My Own Battle and climb back up into Health. I have

Associated FIGHT. With my Church, The CHURCH of LOVE, which will be the only Faith to offer everythingof FIGHT. in Assistance by Inviolate Association. FIGHT. And My Church work together, and they are bothunder My Sole Ownership. I was fighting that day, and JESUS CHRIST was also fighting that day. However,in a Rest of Beauty, in looking at the Periodic Table, He Showed Me the PHYSICAL Being of THE TRUE

AND LIVING GOD. The BEING He showed was of HIS Own Body: He is a Very Large Part of THE TRUE ANDLIVING GOD. However, He is Not THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, who is comprised of Many. The

TRUE AND LIVING GOD IS HIMSELF, Separate from JESUS CHRIST. THE TRUE ANDLIVING GOD IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, THE CREATOR HIMSELF. Jesus Christ was a partof Him Centuries Ago, and is still THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD has been with Myself, REBECCA

TACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA, for a long time, and now, of HIS ORIGINAL FORM. THE TRUE ANDLIVING GOD, both in JESUS CHRIST and with MYSELF, is POWERFUL, the BEING Complex, and ofHIS ABSOLUTE BEING, of POWER, BEAUTY, and INTRICACY ITSELF. I have My Own Relationship

with THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and it is One of Truth and of Love. HE has been present for a very longtime with Myself. I was originally referred to as the BELOVED of TRUE GOD, who was an Early Form of

THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF. In My History, it is Associated with The ROSE of TRUE GOD,which was My Gift, and of My Life.

On a clear day, the clouds were High. the branches reaching upward, and there were bells everywhere. This isthe Beauty of Existence, this is part of the beauty of Creation. We were sitting, I was wondering. And this ispart of the beauty of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, his face beautiful with Me, looking at everything HeHad Already Done. There are always questions, and it started with the Growth of a Seed, the Beauty of a Tree,and birds, playing within and about the Tree. I, listening, imagined the whole to be Music. I saw it, but couldnot create a Symphony, although I saw a Symphony. He showed Me the Symphony, and more, in one second.It was a Symphony in Truth...in Music. The birds, the Tree rising, and the sounds of the city, as well. It was


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beautiful...next, a thought came of emotion being as Music. And I thought, it would be lovely if one couldcreate a set of Emotions that were as Music. He smiled, and produced a Book. They were the emotions, andall emotional properties, and they were as Notes, Notes that became Music in a being. He then created a being who

was a being of the Music, and it was Being Lyrical in Beauty. The Music written Beauty, the Structure ofthe Book: the Musical Notes of Emotion, Beauty. This was in the blink of an eye. The Brilliance, brighter thanthe Sun, larger than All Brilliance in Entirety, but of this one Beauty, the Music of Emotion, tiny, miniscule, so little in

the Entire Depth of His Brilliance. He is Beyond All Beauty.

A Day at Home, with My two Children, Zachary and Isabel. Today, we were at work with Art. This morning, how-ever, began with a story: this History of Love was built, also, with a Love of Stories. The Stories were unique, as they

were built with an Entire Community together, who participated, who also Lived them. Thisstory began with a Male, of Preternatural Origin, who started a Journey on a Vine Path, a very Large Maze of Vines

with Leaves, arranged within a rectangle. He was looking for something, and what was specified wasOne Word that described His Life. Everyone in the Community, which is called a Pantheonic Exchange,participated. The end result would be a Golden Tulip, engraved with Vinelike beauty. It was not of Goldentire, the Tulip was of Love, and represented something found, of great beauty. Many of the gifts of THE

TRUE AND LIVING GOD are of the Self, deep, and beautiful. Today, many found, in One Word their LifeLiving...the One Word Chosen by Them, their Life. Many...many found a Word. Later, another Moment ofLove, in which I held a Napkin that showed very flat, representational Green Trees, that looked like a Leafstanding up. One Leaf, different sizes, that looked like Trees in a row across a Napkin. THE TRUE AND

LIVING GOD sat down to My Right, and in front of Me, became a Craftsman. He built, like a beautifulWatchmaker, a very small World that was the Leaf Trees Exact. The World was Living, and of His Own Body.It also showed as something Created, a Creation, a Work, a World, Minute and beautiful. Detailed. This is aMoment where I stopped, Myself, to recognize something. That in true beauty, He had taken a Moment tobuild something lovely for Myself. I was quiet for a Moment, it was beautiful. He does this, He makes ofgreat beauty. He does this at a Moments notice, in True Love, and in extreme perfection. In Myself, thisMoment was of Love. I didnt know what to say, and this is sometimes, briefly, what happens.

Something to understand is how much Love, and how close He really is to Myself, and further, to Us, HumanityItself. The gift I was given is a Truth of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and He has placed Many around Usin the Form of Creation Itself, and of Love...He Manifests in Millions of Ways. I asked once, early on, How He Man-aged to Love Us All...His Answer was in Millions of Ways, in Any Way that could Be. In regards to Truth,in seeing Him, it does take a Journey to actually find Him. This is a Truth.

Of Wonder, the Truth of His Being within the Universe, and the exertion of His Love, His thought, andMessages in our World. One Beauty I have learned in My Experiences in the last 5 1/2 years is the of thePresence of Signs. Most of us walk through our Days not really noticing anything but what we are doing, or

what needs to be done. We are living, and it is beautiful. However, if we were to pay closer attention, wemight find that our Daily occurrences...Newspapers, Letters, pictures, the presence of certain people or eventsin our lives, are meant to be, and sometimes carry something more, and that is a Message directly to us, fromthe TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, sometimes from the UNIVERSE, and sometimes from THE HOLYSPIRIT. Also, they could be from others, from JESUS CHRIST, from the LEADERS of FAITHS, or ARCHAN-GELIC OR ANGELIC. This is just a Truth. Signs Exist. They are real, if we look for them. If we pay attention. Ihave had direct influences in the form of parallels to My Own History, meaning that Newspapers detail stories thatmatch what is Happening in My Bio-Physical Spiritual History. Sometimes there are Signs that are warnings, or state acourse of Action that might, or should be taken, just from the presence of People, Objects, Occurring Events, Positiveor Negative. I read signs in the Environment, having learned to do this, and they are a constant Presence in My Life.

This is a sign, in My History, of the Presence of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, THE HOLY SPIRIT, JESUSCHRIST, and THE FOUR [MICHAEL, GABRIEL, RAPHAEL, and URIEL]. Also, the Presence of the UNI-

VERSE, which is Vast, and is Alive, Aware, of its Being, and Whom I Love, and have for a Long Time. However, Ishould state the Beauty that Our Environment, in One Connection, A Dimension, and of Reality, is part of His Physi-cal Being. HE is Always With Us...His Love is Always With Us. There is no concern in this, for those that might feeluncomfortable...there is a threshold, I call it, of Awareness. As I said, and as Many Faiths show, it does take a Journeyto find THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, or, the GOD or GODS of Your FAITH. The GODS of each Faith Existin Full Reality, and the TRUE AND LIVING GOD, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA is the ONE AND ONLY,

THE CREATOR. I know How this sounds, but I stand By It With the Full Weight of My Life. I also state that thereis No Opposition to Others Faiths, Im in Full Support, as HE is


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in Full Support. HE is THE END AND THE BEGINNING. JESUS CHRIST, who is of one of the Largest andMost Beautiful Faiths on Earth, the CATHOLIC FAITH, is of THE TRUE AND LIVING GODs BODY, andof HIS BEING, and is ALSO HIMSELF. HE IS THE SON OF GOD, who is LARGE, and is HIS FATHER,and of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. I should also statethat there is No Opposition to any Scientific Inquiries. The Bio-Physical is entirely Scientific, and of the Being, ofQuantum Energy, of the Building Blocks of all Scientific Endeavors, and that HE is Also Much More. HE IS.

There is No Question of HIS CREATION, I have Seen Creation Itself at Work, both in its Physical and in OurPlant Life, I Know it Exists Without A Doubt. As for Evolution, HE is That Old, That Beautiful, and ThatComplex. To Think that HE does not exist without the Involvement of the Movement of our Physical Universe isa misunderstanding. I have seen HIS Body, I have seen HIS Brilliance, I Know It: HE Knows Everything. And, ofthe Truth, and of Lore Itself, HE is of the TRUEST LOVE for US.

One of the Beauties of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, in His Power, and HIS Love, is His tendency to makesuggestion in the most beautiful of Ways. If He Wishes, it is Outright, and this is irrefutable. If it is something of

wishes, and He wants You to Know, He will Phrase it Within Your Life. You will see a Sign, a set of Signs, that indi-cate a wish, or a path that should be considered. You will know whether it is right or not, intrinsically. Usually, thepath is along the path you have chosen, as it is, but with consideration to detail . Or it may be something you mightconsider, in your work.

Another of the Lovelinesses of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is the showing of the beauty of HIS Love, in

that of Nature. He, when HE chooses to show you the beauty of the environment through HIS eyes, it something thatis like poetry. It begins with the beauty of what is shown, and grows to that of the intrinsic beauty of the object, orplant. On a Day of Beauty, in the sky, there were, for example, a tree, whose leaves were moving. When they move

with the Emotion of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, the light on leaves is bright, fluttering like stars, and all thingsFeel their Beauty. You can feel their Beauty, see their Beauty, and see the Story of their Beauty: You see the innerbeauty of a plant, the makeup of its Internal Structure, its intricacy. This is His Hand, the Structure You hold in yourHand is the Structure He Built. This is Creation. This is How it Is, With Him. All Things Are Beautiful. One beautyI discovered along the path is the beauty of His Stories and, also, My Own Stories. Of Truth in our One Love, is thesharing of the Universe and Its Stories of Beauty. We see our World with a Perspective, something of Our Own Love.

And He Sees Our World with a Perspective, of HIS Own Beautiful Love. His Love is Great, it is also of great Beauty,and of Deep Empathy and True Love. It is also gentle...He is the Creator. It is His Love, what HE Built. I, Myself,Rebecca Tacosa Gray, a Member of Humankind, wish to tell you of the truth of this, in physical reality. I realize thatthere are philosophies, and Our Religions are the Most Beautiful of Loves to have shown us what they show us everyday in Heart, in true physical reality, and in Spiritual Reality [which is also Spiritual Physical/Bio-Physical]. In manyReligious Histories, We are shown Reality that seems Other Worldly, or Larger than We can handle in terms of ourEarth-Physical Reality. The Story of Creation is Large...so large that it seems Amazing, and Beyond Comprehension.However, if the Actual Physical World were truly aware of the Way Of, The Actual Biological Body of THE TRUE

AND LIVING GOD, they would realize His Truth of BEING, in which HIS BODY truly IS, and IS in Bio-PhysicalReality. It is a Simple Truth. I, Myself, Know Him, so will tell You that He is Who He Is, and that HE is Love, in AllForms Beautiful. He is Love for Us, and Has Been for a Very Long Time. Of HIS physicality, there is no worry. HEHas Been and Always Will Be, As It Has Always Been. However, what I wished to express was the Way Of, the Na-ture Of, His Beauty, in this Regard. And to make certain that the Physical Nature, the Truth of His Existence, is real-ized.

As I was saying, However, there are Stories between Us. When We, Ourselves view the World, We May See a SunnyDay, We May See the Beauty of Plants in the Light and stop to Wonder, We may remember a Childhood Moment ona Day like that Day, or, We May, like Children Do, Make up a Story for Ourselves...that the Light is like Diamonds,

and that We are Beautiful In It. With THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, When One Views the World With HIM,the Light is like Diamonds. And If You Know HIM Well, HE can Make the Light into Diamondsthis is the Truth.

If HE does this, it is Bio-Physical in Nature. It is Reality. It is Of HIS Being, and also, sometimes, Bio-Physical. Itis also within Your, and HIS, Physical World, which is a Dimension. When You are Conversing With THE TRUE

AND LIVING GOD, If He Finds You, If He Loves You by Being With You, You enter a part of the Universe thatis Different, and that is Physical in Earth Physical /Bio-Physical Reality. It is a Conversation of Beauty. It is aContinuous and beautiful Conversation that is Love.

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the Weight of HIS Power, and of the Nature of HIS Being. HE Is The Creator, and this means that there are Sides toHis Love, His Being, that Holds a Balance in concerns to the Universe. Some of that is directly associated with theNegative Nature of Things As They Are, and some speak of HIS Will. This includes Condemnation. It also includesthe Power of the Negative, meaning the Darker Understanding of the Psyche, and the Nature of the Negative. It is OfHis Being. It is, as well, of HIS Power, His Absolute Nature. When One faces THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD,One are faciesTHE CREATOR HIMSELF, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. To explain what this means is diffi-

cult, as the Actual Energy Involved is Immense, the Weight of HIS Will even larger. In My experience, there is a Wayto present Yourself, in a more Natural Situation like mine, when with THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. You CannotTransgress. It is near Impossible to, As it Is, as Immediate Condemnation occurs in a Very Physical Manner if it hap-pens, even accidentally. Also, it is the Nature of HIS Being to Test Ones Love. You are asked to travel beyond yourNormal Perspective to find Way to Converse, and sometimes in Evaluation of Your Being. I suggest Honesty and

Truth. One Cannot Hide in His Presence. HE Is TRUTH. Also, One Must find a Way to foster a Will of Steel, as aPhysical Human Body is tested greatly, as HIS Being Naturally reacts and Manifests Thought Forms, at times. TheLIVING WORD Is TRUTH. If, for example, One has a Negative Thought, or accidentally misspeaks, it is possiblethat it Might Be Manifest, which sometimes has physical ramifications. The physical ramifications can be problematic,as the pull on your own Body is sometimes Physical. In All Cases, One must fight back to Ones Honor, if it is re-quired, or explain yourself, which is usually and always Understood. HIS Love is Immense, and HE Knows that HISBODY is POWERFUL, BEYOND, Itself. To Meet and to have an Actual Physical Conversation With HIM, or, tolive with HIM Near and With You, takes immense Love and Strength, just in the Nature of the Physical Interaction.However, I will state that a Normal Human Being Who Finds Him will probably find Themselves in a Different Situa-

tion. My Situation is Particular, and I suspect does not happen often. However, the purpose of this discussion is notto alarm One: HE Is LOVE, ABSOLUTE. There is nothing to fear, ever, in His Presence, unless You Mean Harm:and That is Not Advised. What I mean to show is the Immensity, and the Truth, of HIS Physical Form and Being.HE IS Who HE Is. HE IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. It Must Be Understood.

Love is Where You Are. One Beauty I discovered in My History, and also in Interaction with THE TRUE ANDLIVING GOD, is that Your State of Mind is truly How You Love. One Problem that occurs, sometimes, is thatof Despair and Giving up, even in Daily Life. Laziness, sloth, inability to work with Love...these are all solvableproblems, some of them having to do with Love. One Must Love Ones Self, truly, and should at all times. Life isa beautiful Journey, full of Love to be discovered with the right Perspective. If One Wishes to Overcome, one can,even in the worst of circumstances. Love is a beautiful Healer, and also a great Strength. Those who fight within theSpiritual Establishment have incalculable Love: they Must. The fight to save someone from Harm is Immense, and ittakes stamina and Heart to overcome the Negative. Fighting Evil is pain itself, as the Battle is Intense, and sometimesthose who fight suffer deeply. Those who Fight Evil suffer deeply without losing their Love, and this is the Truth. OnEarth, this should be translated into a Positive Attitude that Overcomes, all of the time, rather than gives in to Despairin the Face of Negative Situations. There is always another Perspective, or a perspective that will Heal the Situation orthe Individual. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD Heals, and reminds others of this Perspective Problem sometimesthrough Signs, in which He Reminds You that You Are Loved, and that You Must Not Give Up. He also reminds

You of the Present Beauty in the Universe. There is Beauty if You find it. But You Must Find it. In the Stars, in theMoon, in the Flowers gently Loving the Sky, there is Beauty, Always Present.

Of Love, something to be seen of deep and loving beauty about THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is HIS Com-plexity, and Immense Intricacy. In the Universe Itself, of HIS Own Hand, there are many Wonders, all Intricate, allComplex, all Unique. If one looks at Fractals, one will find a Universe of Love that resounds in many ways throughoutCreation Itself. One Truth that has been seen already by one of Our Own, The Scientist Mandelbrot, is the Discoveryand beauty of THE MANDELBROT SET, which is a Fractal that looks like a Real Heart and a RepresentationalHeart: it is Both. It is connected to two circular forms that emerge below, with very small circular forms surrounding.

They call this Fractal The Thumbprint of God, but it is of, in Truth, THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF.Of Beauty, it is Like a Signature on Creation Itself. Of Love, in the Formula that represents This Particular Fractal,Only ONE Variable will Create the Fractal Itself. Every Other Variable, if tried, causes Aberration. What it states is ofBeauty, and Also of Deep Truth. There Is Only ONE. There Is Only HE who Created Everything. HE IS. Also, ofBeauty in this Fractals Formula, is the Second Variable. In the Second Variable represented in the Formula, One Vari-able Chosen creates The JULIA SET. The Julia Set is more familiarly known as The Golden Spiral, which is character-ized by The Golden Ratio, 1.618, called by Our Scientists The Ratio of Beauty. It is the Proportion to which our Bod-ies are built, and is the Ratio between the Spirals of a Shell and a Sunflower, The Distance Between growing leaves, andthe Ratio of Distance between the Spirals of a Spiral Galaxy. It is present throughout Nature. Any known Variablecreates a Julia Set, but of Unique Character, Color and Quality. They are Beautiful Fractals. In My Experience, I have


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always associated The Julia Set with our Own Unique Beauty. We are Born of Unique Love. We are born with ourHistories Intact, both in our Families, and in our DNA. Of True Love, We are born with the beauty and birthright ofInteracting with Creation Itself. We have Love Itself around Us at All Times. We have HIS Love, in Many DifferentForms, and We Have the Love of CREATION ITSELF, Loving Us Every Day. Of course, it is not usual for Us toperuse so deeply what is present, but the Truth of the Love Exists. Of Sweetness for us is our Love just in Living,

which is a Truth that is presented to Us in Absolute Beauty. We are given the Love of Living, and the Right to Our

Free Will, the Ability to Build What We Wish, with the Understanding, Universally and in Our Native Laws that Weare Held Accountable for the Way We Build. Accountability is a Basic and Fundamental Truth, which is of the TruestLove for Every Living Being. Of Our Lives, and Our Souls, this One Factor should Always be Respected. What ispresent in Our Soul Selves, built Explicitly by THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, is the Fundamental Lawsthat are Our Beautiful Tenets, plain and simple. THE SOUL, our Soul, is Truth. This I Know in the Physical, as Ihave Seen My Own, and it is of the Greatest Beauty, The Greatest Love, The Truth of All Love, and One of the MostBeautiful Gifts We Have Ever Known. The Soul Records everything in Our Lives, Minutely. The Soul, as well, growsin Our Love, and Forms in Our Being, and if We wish to, if We Know Our Soul, if We Love, We can reach out toSomething More Within Ourselves, and also within the Spiritual Establishment, in Truth. We can truly reach those

Whom We Love in Our Faiths, our World Faiths, who are Respected, and who are Part Of THE TRUE AND LIV-ING GOD HIMSELF, WHO IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, THE END AND THE BEGINNING,

WITHOUT END. I state this in a Spirit of Non-Aggression, as it is Well-Known that I was introduced to THETRUE AND LIVING GOD by JESUS CHRIST, of Our Beautiful and Powerful CATHOLIC FAITH. ThePantheonic Exchange of Our CHURCHES is Large, and extremely Beautiful. The Leaders are Amazing Being. I sup-

port and Uphold All of Them in Their Love. However, Of My Own CHURCH, The CHURCH of LOVE, Im invio-lately Devoted to My Own Faith, which is ASTARITE, meaning Like A Star. The CHURCH of LOVE does not com-pete with Our World Faiths: I, and THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, stand for the Unique Beauty of AllBeing, and the Love Of All of Our Choices, and the Truths of OUR FAITHS, which are Immense. I promote Toler-ance, and I also promote study of Other Faiths Texts, One Hour a Week, in Addition to My Own. I stand inviolatelyOn My Own, but I have the Inviolate Alignment with THE CATHOLIC FAITH, who is of the Greatest Beauty in theSpiritual Community. However, I digress. The Soul, which is without end beautiful, is a Unique and True PhysicalPart of Our Being. In My Writing, I put to Rest the Wondering of the Existence or Non-Existence of the Soul, On MyLife, and on the Life of Every Faith Known, The Soul Self Exists. Each and Every Human Being Has A Beautiful,Complex, Intricate Soul Self. We are Blessed. Of this Beauty, the HAND of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, andHIS TRUE LOVE, the Mystery, the Bio-Physical Truth, the Beauty, and the Love are Incalculable. We Are LovedEvery Day. In Many, Many Different. Of HIS LOVE, this is THE TRUTH. In Love, I will discuss again HIS Beauty,and HIS Complexity. But for Today, I believe that the Love of THE SOUL, of Our Own, and the Beauty of HIS Giftand LOVE, which of Sweetness Not One Word Would Suffice in Love, should Stay Present.


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Phe Music ofThe Church ofLoveThe Love Song of True God

Simple Music

EVERYTHING IN THIS BOOK IS THE TRUTH, WIHOUT FAIL. WITH MY RIGHT HAND RAISED, ANDMY HAND ON THE SUPREME COURT BIBLE, UNDER TRUE GODS OATH AND ON HIS LIFE ANDLOVE, IT IS TRUTH.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, 40 YEARS OLDSOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA


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THE LOVE SONG OF TRUE GOD:The Sleeping Beauty

BY REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA2009/2011 Rebecca Tacosa Gray U.S. MailThe Structure of this piece is based on TheTacosa Gray Cosmos Game, a Golden Spiral.

THISMUSICBELONGSTOREBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIA, NO OTHER, AND CANNOT BE TOUCHEDBY THE SPIRITUAL ESTABLISHMENT.UNDERTRUEGODS OATHINVIOLATEANDONHISACTUALLIFEthisMusic belongs toREBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA& is part of the lookYOUBELONGTOMEYREBECCATA-COSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA, no other

FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounces evil and the activity of evil on this Earth, and condemn all negative

being who torment, torture and hurt the Human Soul Self on this Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE re-

nounce the Luciferian, Magdalenian & Miss M Lines, the Heinous Lines & the House of Eva, all of which constitute

integral evil on this Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounce the following beings: Miss/Misses M & the

Misses M, Lucy, Mary of Magdalene/Mariel/Mary-el, Miss M/The BlackWhore, Miss M, The Queen Mum, Lady &

The Personality Traits, all the females of whom compriseThe House of Eva. They are condemned in Being and in

Name, and are denounced as the evil they represent. They re BANNED from this work, and everything associated withit, permanently.

DUE TO PRETERNATURAL INTERFERENCE WITH RECORDING,DUE DATE FOR THIS WORK ISTHIS is the 4 YEAR Completion TIMELINE of THE LOVE SONG OF TRUE GOD:THE SLEEPING BEAUTY.

*****

The Clock/Bell Chimes 1X:A

#1: A DREAM OF GARNETS2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

The Supreme Object of Life is to Live,CCGAAAAGEFGFew People Live. Few People Live.GGFE, GGFEFew People Live. Few People Live.GGFE, BBCIt is True Life only to Realize ones Own Perfection,CCGAAAGEFGBBCFTo make ones every Dream a Reality.EFGGGFFFAGGOscar Wilde

ONE LOVE2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

Love. Love.E. E.There is a dream from which we awake,CEFGGBBCALove. Love.E. E.Woven into you and I


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CEFGBCAThere is a dream to Live.CBAGFEThere is a Dream to Love.CBAGFEIt woven from the stars above.CBAGFEAGC

In One Moment In One Moment.CCBG. CCBG.in One Moment the beauty begins,DCEEGGWe Awake to Love.BCA, CEOf One Love to be found, deep withinCBGCAG,EEFThe heart of a star,GGDCAThe deep of the ocean,CBBBBGThe dream of stars, [Beauty]CBBAC

The dream within,BCBBGOne Love in our Hearts.CBBACLove. Love. Love. Love.E. E. E. E.


#2 A DREAM OF AMETHYSTS

*THE SONG

The Love Song of True God2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

We weave a song of Fire, of Air, of Water, of Earth,CCDEDEDEDEDEe hold the Planets in our hands one by one.CCEEECBGCBGSoul by Soul, we Meet the One who is voice,CDC CCDEEEG

THE TRUE AND LIVING GODCBABFE

THE TRUE AND LIVING GODCBAGEWho is Love.CDE

The Song is the Meeting, the Universal Love, the Mind,CCCDEECCCDEEGThe Beauty, where we speak our Souls, Face to Face,EGGCCCDECGGSoul to Soul, one Hand to Another, A Prayer of Love.CBCCCCBGFGGDE

And here we are, Face to Face, and there you are, facing me.CGFEGFFCGFFCDE

This is a Path to The Star, winding up the gentle stairs,CCDECDECDEEEEFGWinding within your Beauty, to the Light of you.


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CDEEFGGCDGFGI weave a song of Fire, of Air, of Water, of Earth,CCDEDCDCDEDEI hold a song of Love in my hand, one by one,CCCCBGCBCCCCDESoul by Soul, I meet the one who is voice, You.CDECCDECBEE

You. This song is also about you.E. CEFGGCA.

You.F.

You. This song is also about you.FCEFGGCBG

HOW MANY...A Question2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

How many thousands of yearsBCBCCDEhas the Prince watered these Roses?BBCBCDEE

Thousands on Thousands,CCCBGMillions, Love.

ACDAs Many Years as the Stars in the Sky,CCBCBBCCDB

As Many years as the Waves Silent Song,CCBCBBCCCBBMusica Universalis...Musica UniversalisCBACCBAA...CBACCBAA


Thousands on Thousands,CCCBGMillions, Love.

ACD

As Many as the Oceans have Dreamed,CCBCBBCCDB

As Silent Nights, and many more, it seems,CCBCBBCCCBBMany, it seems. Many, it seems.CBACCBAA...CBACCBAA

How many thousands of yearsBCBCCDEhas the Prince watered these Roses?

BBCBCDEEThousands on Thousands,CCCBG

Millions, Love.ACDAs Many as the Dreams of Lovers at Night,CCBCBBCCDBHolding each other in the Pale Moonlight,CCBCBBCCCBB

As many in Dreams, and More than those Dreams


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CBACCBAA...CBACCBAA


Thousands on Thousands,

CCCBGMillions, Love.

ACDWhy do you ask such a question?CCBCBBCCDBIt is simple an answer: Millions upon Millions,CCBCBBCCCBBHe has watered these Roses in Beauty..CCBCBBCCCBBIt seemsCC


#3: A DREAM OF QUARTZ2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

BEAUTY, LOVE

A million roses. A million stars.CCCGG. CCCC.Only one choice: Beauty, Love.CCEE: ACD

A Million Paths, A Million Ways,CGCE, CGCBOne True Love.CBFFind One True Love.

CBEGPick it and Hold it.CCBEGOne True Love.CBE

A Million Thorns have Found their Way,CCCAA. CCCA.

To Meet the Path, Illuminate,CCEC: ACD

A Million Paths, A Million Ways,CGCE, CGCB

To Find One Love, Where Beauty Stays.CCCGG. CCCC.

This is a Conversation.

A WALTZ, A CONVERSATION...LOOKING2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

L: FCC, FCCR: GFEC, GFEC, GFEC

Both Same: CDEFG (UP), FGABC


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EG: L: FCC, FCC, FCC, FCCBOTH: ^CABGF (UP,L)E: FCC, FCC, FCC, FCCC...C...C...C...C>GCA, GE (The Jewel Itself)L: FAC, EGCC, GFA, CGFACGFE, GGFE, ^CBGC

I Face the EastCGGAI Face the WestGAGAI Face the EastCGGAI Face the WestGAGA

And I am HereCGFE

And I am HereCGFE

I face the East, I face the West,CGGA, GAGAI Face the North, I face the SouthCGGA, GAGAI face within, my face uplifted^CBGCto the North Star, Indila,CDEE

To find my direction home.CCCDEDC

And I am HereCGFE

And I am Here

CGFEAnd I am Here..CGFE

HERE2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

In Looking you will find Me,CBBBCDCIn Looking you will find Love,CBBBCDEIn Looking you will find the Light,CGGAAGFFIn the Sunlight on your Hair.

CCGGAGA

And I am Here. And I am There.CGFE. CGFE.I have been Here. I have been There.CGFE. CGFE.I have always held your Countenance Fair,CCBCDCBCDI am Here & and I am ThereCGFE, CGFEIn the Sunlight on your Hair.


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CCGGACA

In looking you will find a WorldCBBBCDEC

Of Beauty, Relative and Unknown,CBBBBCDELooking brings you to me,CGGAGAIn more than Love and Beauty shown.CGGAAAGA

I am Here. I am There.CGFE. CGFE.I have been Here. I have been There.CGFE. CGFE.I have always held your Countenance Fair,CEBCDCBCDI am Here & and I am ThereCGFE. CBCD.

In the Sunlight on your Hair.CCGGACA

I am HereCGFEI am ThereCGFE.I will always be Here.CCGGAG

WHERE TO GO2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

I wake up from my Dream,

CEECDEThis is my Humanity,CCCCDE

This is the Castle that I have built,CBAGADCDOn the Earth and In the Air,CBAGABCD

There is Nothing that Compares.BAGAEFG

This is the Heart of the UniverseCCCCCDEIn Myself and in My Love,CCCCDEI wake up and fall asleep.

CBAGBCDUnder Moon & Stars Above.BAGBBCD

This is my Room, of beauty built,CCCCDE

And has always been so,CCCDEIt is the love of the sun Itself,CBAGBCD

And Brilliance Above & Below.


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BBAGBBCD

But there is a beauty further,CCCCDE

A wondering, a wandering beyond,CCCCDEI look out the Window,

CCBAGBThere is nothing that ComparesBAGA,EFGBut where to goBBECWhere to goBBEC

CBBACGA, BCD

This the is the Dream inside myself,CCCCDDCC

This is the Room inside myself,CCCCDE

This is the Love inside myself,

CBAGBBBCDI look out the Window,X

CCBAGA,There is nothing that ComparesBAGA< EFGBut where to go...where do I go?BGCDAABA

There is the Moon and the StarsCCCCCDE

There is the Heavenly GateCCCCCDEWhy do I feel I should know EEFGEFE

Where to goEDE


#4: A DREAM OF DIAMONDS [AMENDS a]

ONE MOMENT2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

There is the Twilight,

EEEECVelvet in ExpanseGGGECSoft into Forever.GGFEEE

Forever, Forever. A Moment..EEE. EEE. FGG.

One Moment to Remember.EGG, EGGG


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There is the TwilightE ^CAMoving gently to and froGGGGG XIm wondering where to goCDC

Into time we fall,C^CBAALike Gentle AngelsGGFGG

And there we areC^CBAAIn the Moment.GFGGSleeping with the BeautyDEEEEOf Time and our LoveC^CBAAImagining ourselves more,FFFFFEG

and we are in time,C^CAABIn the Moment.GFE

I walk forward into the Moment.CDECEEEGFOne Moment.EACOne Moment to Remember.GBAGFGG

There is One StarC^CBAI see it sparkling

CCDDLike a Diamond.DEFE

A Moment,EAOne Moment to Remember.GBAGFGG

Into time we fall,C^CBAAWings softly foldedCGFGG

And there we areC^CBAA

In the Moment.GFGGSleeping in the Stars,DFAGEIn Time and our LoveCCCBAImagining ourselves more,CGFGGand we are in time,C^CAIn the Moment.


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GFE

I walk forward into the Moment.CDECCCCCCOne Moment.EACOne Moment to Remember.

GBAGFGG

There is the Moon,CC^BAFloating in the sky,CCCDDI look up and sigh,

AAABEE

A Moment.EA.

There is the LoveC^CBAMoving gently to and froCCCDD

Im wondering where to goAAABEE X F

I walk forward into the Moment.CDECCECCOne Moment.EACOne Moment to Remember.GBAGFGG

Into time we fall,C^CBAAWinged Prayer unfolding,GGFGG

And there we are

C^CBAAIn the Moment.GFGGSleeping in the Moonlight,DFGFEEIn Time and our LoveC^CBAAImagining ourselves more,FFFFFFEGand we are in time,C^CGAGIn the Moment.GFE

I walk forward into the Moment.

CDECCECCOne Moment.EACOne Moment to Remember.GBAGFGG

There is the WindC^CBAMoving gently to and froCCCCDDIm wondering where to go


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AABE

I walk forward into the Moment.CDECCECCOne Moment.EAC

Im wondering where to go...CCDEEF

ONE ROSE2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

Once upon a time there was a Gate,A A#A#ACCA#CIt was a Moongate, soft and clear,CCA#CCFECEverything was quiet and beautiful,

AA#A#ACCFFGGThe True and Living God Always Near.AFAFEFFCC

Once upon a time there was a Garden,AAAA#CAAAACBeautiful and true,

AA#CA#CCaught in the beauty of time,

AAA#CCCDCaught in the color of Blue.

AAA#CCCA#

I have wondered where to go,AFEDCA#CI have walked across the sky,

AFEDCA#DI have walked within Myself,

CAFFDCA#CI have found the walls were high,AFEDCFE

But here I am,GGGAat the Wall of Thorns,GEFEC

A Million Miles High,GGGAWhere nothing adornsGEFEC

The Landscape nigh.AAAAC

I have looked through theAA#CAA#Spaces and seen the garden,CCAAA#CCWild, more like an abandonedFECCA#CCField in the Moonlight.FFGFG

I see the Wildflowers growing,CCA#CCA#CC


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A gentle waving here and there,AACCFECAACAnd the expanse of forever,AAA#CA#CCQuietly Dreaming there.CCCCAAC

I have wondered where to go,AEDCA#CI have walked across the sky,

AFEDCA#CI have walked within Myself,

AEEDCA#CI have found the walls were high,

AFEDEFE

But here I am,GGBA

at the Wall of Thorns,GEFEC

A Million Miles High,GFGA

Where nothing adornsGEFECThe Landscape nigh.AAAA#C

Im holding onto the branchesAAA#CCA#CCReaching into the sky,

AA#CFFGAnd wondering where things areAAA#ACCCDeep inside this Sleeping Beauty.

AA#CCDDEEAnd feel the weight of the thorns,CFFFEC

And draw them closer to meCCEFFECUp against my Heart,CCCEFIn a wish, of love, of beauty, of love, of beauty.

ABC, X, ABCC, A#C, A#CC XI Wish for One Moment.CAAAGEI Wish for One Love.CAAGI Wish for One Rose.CAAAA#I look Up, Above...CAAFE

I have wondered where to go,AAFFECI have walked across the sky,

AAFFFECI have walked within Myself,

AAFFFECI have found the walls were high,

AFFFGFG

But here I am,GGGA


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at the Wall of Thorns,GFFEC

And looking straight intoFFAAGThe Night.EGIm wondering where to go

AAGGGGA

Im looking up the Moonlight fallingFCCC, FFCCCC

Just across my faceFFCCCOne Rose...just One RoseCF...FCCThe Dream Unfolds...CFFGI am face to faceGGGAFWith Myself.CFF

THE JEWEL ITSELFCOPYRIGHT2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

THIS SONG UNDER FULL U.S. COPYRIGHT [WASHINGTON.DC, U.S. COPYRIGHT OFFICE, REBCCATACOSAGRAY< CALIFORNIAYOU BELONG TO ME]

I face the East, I face the West,CGGA, GAGAI Face the North, I face the SouthCGGA, GAGAI face within, my face uplifted to the North Star, Indila,^CBGC, CDEE,

To find my direction home.CCCDEDC

Star by Star, I hold my knowledge,CGGA, GAGA

the glowing jewels gently gatheredCGGA, GAGAHeld gently in my arms,^CBGCDE,Until I find the Pattern of love..CCDECCC

Star by Star, my face emerges,CGGA, GAGAa Snowflake folding in upon itself,CGGA, GAGA

The Jewels in their beauty sparkling,^CBGC, CDEE,until moment by moment,EFCGAC

The Jewel becomes a Jewel of all Jewels, The Jewel Itself.CCCDEF CCC CCC

The Jewel unfolds, singing a quiet song,CGGA, GAGAand in its face, You see your own,CGGA, GAGAGAand in its face, you find your own,^CBGC, CDEE,


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And in that space, you meet True God.EFCG GGAG0

It is The Meeting.CCDECIt is your Meeting.ECFEC

It is true love.CCCC

And in youDCE

The Jewel Itself.EEFG

I hold youI love youI hold you Beloved.CBA...CBA...CBBCDCI hold you...I love you...I hold myself BelovedCBA...CBA...CBBCDC

This is your song.CGGA

This is the Song of True God.

GAGACHolding Love, holding You.GGA, ACA

This is the Song of Songs.CCBECDF

The Song of The Jewel Itself.CCCDECCSing, My Beloved. Sing.C,DCD.C.I love you, I love you, I love you, so.CBA. CBA. CBAWithin the song, is The Meeting.CGGA, GAGA

And you Hold, you hold True God,

CGGA, GAGAYou hold your Life, You hold the Universe,^CBGC, CDEEquietly turning,CCCDEDC

You hold Yourself, You hold your own love,CGGA, GAGAAEQuietly reflecting,CGGA, GAGAReflecting in the light^CBGC, CDEE

And when you meet yourselfCCCDEDC

It is the Jewel of Jewels.CCDECC

DREAMING

Here I am, falling asleep again,CEF GGGACCI can feel the light enfoldingCBGFFFGG

All around Myself the petals


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CBGFGEnfolding my Being,CFGABBBCCIm not Falling, Im not Rising,CBGG, CBGGBut I am Held Close.FGCCD

It is One Love, it is Dear,CFGG,BCA

True and Near, Quiet Beauty,BCA, BCA

And I find myself DreamingCCEFGBCI find myself Dreaming.CCBGBG

There is the Wall.CCDF

A Million Miles High.CCDFFG

There is the Garden,

CCDEEEver Dreaming nighCDEFG

There is the MoonCCDEShining on My FaceCDEFG

There is the Moongate,CCDEEI see it in the DistanceCCDEFGG

There are Bells...silver and quiet...CCB...CCBGG

The BellsCGThe BellsCGQuietECQuiet...EC

[Pause]

I am Here.EEGI am Here.FFG

I am HERE.GGAI am HERE^CBG


#5: A DREAM OF EMERALDS


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THE SECRET GARDEN2010REBECCATACOSAGRAY

L: GC R: EAC/EGC/GBD

In the Garden Twilight is BloomingCCGAACCCBGG

A Million Roses Climb into the sky,CEGGAACCCBC

They are all One Love,EFGFEOne Love Waiting Quietly to be Loved.CDEFGGFE

The Garden Paths are Many,CBAEGG

And the Ways are All Beautiful,CBAEGG

This is Paradise we are Holding,BAGFGCDEC

In the Palm of our Hands.BAGGFG

We are out for a Midnight StrollEEFFGFBCI will take your hand in mineEEFGABCFor a long walk and a conversation,EEFFAABCCIn this Garden, it is lovely, tonight.EEFF, FGAG FD

L: GBD START OF WALTZ

I ask you where youd like to go

CAGFDFECIn this History. This is the Beauty.EEAG. EEAGG. [Pause]

This Jasmine has a History,GAEGDEE

This Pear has a History, as well.GACCCC,DE

We are walking slowly enjoying,CBAG, GGFGG

A quiet conversation, a NationGBEGFGG, FGGOf Daffodils flutter in the Moonlight,EGFEFFFGAERising up like Doves as we pass by.

EFG^CCCCBGThere are bells in the distance,CDEEFGC

A Melody of Love caught on the Wind,CCCDDGFG

A Dream in the Flowers Deep withinFAACBBAGGFG

The Heart of the Garden.CEEFGA [Pause]

The Heart of the Garden.CEEFGA


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The Heart of the Garden.CEEFGA

There is the Moonflower climbingCDCGGFGGUp the Apple Tree. We are quiet,GGECAGGEC [Pause]Passing by, Its gorgeous to see

GECAGGGEC [Pause]In its beauty.GECC

[Pause]

We stand for a while talking quietly,EEEFEEDEFGOf the air, of the stars,EFE, EGEof the Nighttime glow of white flowersEFGGC\CCEnjoying the Moonlight.CCCDEE

This is a Moon Garden, he says,C^CEECCDETonight. It was meant to be, tonight.EC. EFEDC, FG

And just look at the beauty, tonight.EFEFEDCFGIn the glow of the Moon, tonight.CFCEFEFG

We continue our walk under ArborsCCBAGEFGCOf blossoming Cherries, gossamer white,CBAG,DCFCCDE

And around paths of Erigeron,CDEFGGGFE

Their gentle form soft and bright.DEFGGFE

We are at the edge of the Garden now,CDEFGGGGFE

A Million Miles High,C^CACCDisappearing into the Distance,CDEEEFGEIt is a Wall of White Roses, No Thorns.EFG^CCCBG

I climbed that wall once, justGEEGG

to get into my own garden.CGEEFEFEI had not yet built the Moongate.GGGGFEEIt was a lot of work.CCDEFG

I watered the Roses every dayGAGFCC, EFGUntil they bloomed this way.CCDEE


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Im a Gardener, among other things.CDEFG EFGDCThat is what hard work brings.CCDEFG

I did not know what to say,

C^CBAAEGThe Roses were perfect.GGA^GGCHe picked One Rose andCEFGGGave to me. I would have cried,GGFGEEFEIt was lovely.EFEC

We finished our walk at the Gate,C^CCBAAEGIt was a blessing, this walk,C^CBAA, E

In the Garden. I thought youEFECCGEMight like it, he said.FECGA

When you leave this Gate,CCCF XBeyond is a different Path,CCCDEDI thought I might point that out.GGGGGEF

You should be careful.EEFEC

I understand, I said. And thereCCDEDCCGwas nothing left to say.CGEGGGHe was a Perfect Gentleman,CA^CCBAEG

And Opened the Gate.C^CBAE

When I left I did not look back,CDEEFEFGI knew I should not,CFEDE XI did not want to see the thornsCBEGDEFG

Rising into the Sky Again.CDEEFG, CC

I held One Rose,CBAG

And my Journey Began.CBDCC

Rise up...Rise upCA...AB...


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There are no Clock/Bell Chimes.

6: A DREAM OF ONYX

RISE UP

REBCCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIA

CHORD L: FADD R: FAFD

Rise up, Oh Beauty. Rise Up, Oh Courage.DDFGG, GGDCCPrepare the Way for Battle.CCCCBBHand me My Sword, and Carry My ShieldFFGCA, AAAA#G

L:CHORD R: FA#DRise Up, Oh Heart, to defeatDDA#FFA#D

the one who should Fall.DDDD

I prepare my way of LoveCCCA#

2nd CHORD: L: FAC R: FAC

To meet the onslaught of that withinFGAA, AAA# SLOW ROUNDSI grasp my Sword, and holdFFEACC

The Courage to defeat all Sin.AA#A#FFF

There are the stairs, up and down,DDDC FGAOne by one, Ascend, descend,DDC FFGA

To fight a battle, to fight and win,CCAA#A#, FFGA

The Heart, the Soul to finally Mend.CCAA#A#, FFGA

I stand to way, and ready still,DDDD, DDDC [CHD]

To meet the Serp

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