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The Center Cannot Hold

(Nexus)

The crowd cheered as the ball Finn threw landed in Ricks arms. Wham!Wolverines defensive tackle, Morris, decks Rick with a vicious hit as he crosses the20 yard line. The massive african-american tumbled onto his side as they both torethrough the turf. It's just me, loser . Morris remarked with an icy laugh. He putsone hand on Rick's helmet and pushes himself up. Rick moans as his face guard digsa huge chunk in the turf. A whistle blew and the play is over. As he finally gets up,he's got a huge piece of turf stuck in his face guard so that it obscures his face. Yet,he still has the ball, so possession is still with the Titans. Pulling off the helmet, heshakes and pokes out the grass, and dirt.

Finn made the time out sign to Coach Tanaka. With an exasperated hand

wave, he signaled to the referees. Yet when seconds later, Finn jogged over besidePuck, he heard the am station commentary in the background.

And another late hit by all -star Blake Morris. His third of the game. He's really putting a hurt on Sanders, Jack. I'm not sure how much more of

this abuse he can take... Puck slaps the side of his helmet, changing the channel off the commentary. Finn looked at him, disappointed. What?! I got one of the geeks toall ow me to switch channels.

Huddle up! Finn shouted, as Coach Tanaka, his black Motorolaheadphones on, was making a sweeping, gripping gesture. Into Finns ear, he heardloudly, 15 rocket on hit

Finn blew out a breath, as they huddled up. Same play. Except let Morris by.Don't anybody touch him.

What? Finn , wait... Rick protested, You saw what he did. I did, and I have a solution. Puck looked at him, amused. Out of the corner

of his eyes he saw her again. They were doing Supergirl again. The petite ravenhaired one in the gold and black kept trying to draw their attention. Smokin body,wish I could see her face clearly.

Puck, you hear me? Finn shouted, staring Yes. Bull. I said let him through! On two! Puck nods as they break the huddl e.

Finn goes into a shotgun. Red fifteen. Hut! Hut! He shouts then does a three-step

drop from the shotgun. Puck and Rick hit out on either side of Morris, giving him aclear shot at Finn. Morris comes hard and fast. Finn looks downfield, winds up, andfires the ball at Morris's head. The ball goes like a bullet for fifteen feet and thenblasts Morris in the face, bouncing off his helmet. He stands dazed for a beat beforefalling to the ground with a thump.

Still in play, the ball flies through the air and lands right into the massivehands of right tackle, Okimu. Holy shiat! he bellows surprised, as the other teambarrels down on his massive 300 lbs. form.


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Haul it, Okimu ! Rick shouted back. Okimu snapped out of it. He thundereddown the field. Rick lead the way, blasting out of the way a couple would-betacklers.

Holy shiat, holy shiat, holy shiat... rumbles from his lips as he keeps rollingforth, his pursuers ever closer.

Rick goes down as he calls after him. Go on! Puke on 'em if you have to! Wolverines players catch him at the five, but Okimu is over 350 pounds of

muscle and flesh. And he wont come down. He takes several guys with him beforecollapsing into the end zone. Jagged breath rolls from him as he pulls himself up,still holding the football. The referee calls a touchdown. The Titan crowd goes wild.The score: Wolverines 21 Titans 20 with one minute left in the game.

This huddle, Finn has this pleased, proud look. I knew you had it, Okimu!The thick Fijian grunts, still winded. Puck catches the Wolverines

cheerleaders, dancing and flipping. He looks back. Finn blew out another breath. Helooked to the kicker. Can you do this?

The kicker nodded. Puck tapped his helmet into the kickers. If you screwthis up and we lose, you know w hat happens.

Rick grunted agreement. Jeff, the cornerback, commented. Finn, thatWolverines cheerleader is staring at you again.

He looked at him with a mixture of concern and delight. Puck retorted. Thehot raven haired one?

Yea. The smallest one. He had what could only be described as a dirty look on his face. Finn looked

at him amused. Good, lets show her and the rest of the Wolverines that we canwin. And they broke. The play was set up. The kicker ran up, his foot slamminginto the ball with tremendous force. It struck the uprights and spun to the right.

Laughter and cheering rolled from the Wolverines side. And with the time pouringoff the clock, Coach Tanaka threw his headset into the turf.We are not who you think we are; we are golden. We are golden, the

Wolverine cheerleaders, cheered. The Cheerios were silent, almost morose. CoachSylvester looked at Coach Tanaka which a look that was a mix of pity and disgust.Tanaka called his final time out with 30 seconds left.

Finn returned to the bench, and stood by the Gatorade cooler drinking cupafter cup. Puck stopped beside him, bemused. Its still a good night. Finn looked athim like he lost his mind. I thought you were still pissed at me.

Iwas until that cheerleader keep making eyes to you. Its like the squad ishot for you. Quinn is furious and that is hilarious. So how can I be mad if youhavent lost your mojo? He pointed at her as she made another hand sign. She wasstanding beside a tall buxom blond who was making the same sign. You can seeshe is checking you out from over there. I cant wait for the party tonight. He took afinger, touched his thigh and made a sizzle sound.

Wont Santana care? Nah, she loves threesomes.


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Finn hid his disgust. The cheerleader kept maki ng a sign he couldnt makeout. Frustrated but intrigued, he raised his hands in a shrugging motion. AssistantCoach Johnson h anded him his binoculars with a shove. She wants to saysomething. And here I thought Puck was the stud.

Im with Quinn, he sa id quickly. Are you? Not more than three hours ago you

were dancing with Rachel on stage. He sighed happily as he brought the binocularsup. The cheerleader motioned that she wanted to talk after game. He took thebinoculars down, shocked. He shook his head. Putting them up quickly, he gazeddeeply. Raven hair, petite stature, beautiful skin, and deep soulful brown eyesstared at him. It was the one person it could not possibly be.

Two and a half hours ago, Rachel stood at the entrance to the field house,annoyed. For the last time, Vampirella , no! You cant get in. You cant see him.This is my turf. You are not welcome unless you are a football player or acheerleader. Seeing how that will never happen, NO! Quinn shouted.

Rachel glared at her, a loss for words. She stormed off towards the bandroom. As she passed by the door, she saw it was open. Brad was inside. He wastalking to an older woman about Quinns height with full red golden hair tied intoan odango. The hair looked like twin streamers flowing from her head to her waist.She had a youthful face, yet worry lines and crows feet etched obvious places.

Almond shaped, yet wide hazel eyes beheld everything before they turned straightto her.

Rachel started to walk past, but stopped when she sm iled. I am sorry tointerrupt but I need help, she said with a pleading look. Brad turned around,eyebrows raised but still warm. The lady wore a kind expression that matched thegold addias jumpsuit she wore.

Im surprised to see you here, Rachel. What do you need help with?I wanted to ask Finn something before the game but I cant get to him. TheCheerios wont let me into the lockers or the field house. The lady raised aneyebrow.

Brad frowned briefly. I can get you in. Can you wait a moment wh ile Ifinish?

Rachel smiled and nodded. Thank you, Brad. The ladys eyebrows shot up again as Rachel turned from the doorway.

Brad looked at Angela, who was wearing an intrigued but still desperatelook. I know what you are thinking. And it is dangerous.

She laughed; a high chipper laugh. So tell me. Finn is the Titans footballcaptain. Why would she know him?

Brad looked at her for a beat, rubbed his goatee. Because they are in Gleeclub together and are dating. That s not a lie. I can see it i n both of them. It justhasn t happened yet.

So she a dancer. Her mouth dropped open. Why didnt you tell me!?


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Because I dont want to be on the receiving end of Sues wrath. She isa lready committed to destroying Glee and it just started. Angela wa ves that off with a brush of her well-manicured hand. The pink with gold starred fingertipssparkled in the fluorescent light. I dont care about that because Elida has no ShowChoir. But you did promise to pay me back.

I did. But you do realize what you are suggesting would guarantee Sues eternal hatred. Or the fact that she might call OHSAA regulations

down on me? I have already prepared for that. Shes dirtier that a pig in slop. Ok, but Rachels heavily invested in music. There is no guarantee she would

take it, Brad replied, concerned that Angelas need might damage Glee. Relax, I thought of that too. She smiled a wicked smile. Brad walked to the door. He saw Rachel still standing there sort of

despondent but trying to hide it with a cheery smile. Come in, I want to introduceyou to the lady you met earlier. Also, we will get you into the field house, promise.

The lady stuck her hand out. Angela Grace, Head coach of the Forest HillWolverettes of Elida.

Rachel noticed her fingernails; a b road smile appeared. Its a pleasure tomeet you. I love your fingernails.

Thanks. You know gold stars are a metaphor for success. So I try to have oneon me always. Its a personal thing, She remarked nonchalantly. Brad looked ather and laughed silently. But Rachel lit up a bit. When I sign my name, I put agold star after it, for the same reason. My gold stars are a metaphor for me being astar.

Angela beheld her with the delighted look. She glanced back at Brad whoshrugged. Rachel, Brad said you are in show choir. How well can you dance?

Relaxed and beaming, she responded, Two years of formal dance, plus ballet,

tap, ballroom and rhythmic performance. My dads' even got me into gymnastics, butI cant do balance beam or uneven bars. She looked over at Brad. Youve seen mychoreography when we did Dont Stop Believing.

Angelas eyes grew wide but hid it only sending a very pleased glance to Bradwho simply nodded. Its your call but I believe you will be calling the fire down onyourself.

Something clicked in Rachel. The Wolverines are playing us tonight. Yes. And we are cheering or well we would be but Angela hesitated then

decided that she needed her. And that from what it sounded like she needed them.Brad remained silent. I am short one girl. For us to field for points towardsregionals and nationals, we need 16. If we forfeit tonights points we lose ourstanding in the ranking. We are second behind the C heerios.

Rachel nodded, thinking. You need me to find someone who could sub? Angela grinned at her. Why arent you a Cheerio, Rachel?Rachel blanched. Because they all hate me. Coach Sylvester said I was a

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No. Quick and matter of fact. Yet there was confusion on he r face, as shedidnt quite know what Angela was asking.

Yet you date the Quarterback of the Titans. Rachel looked at Brad surprised, but responded, TechnicallyIHe is in Glee with her and they spend time together. Brad covered. It was

then it fell into place with a clatter.You want me. But as she said it, she looked into Angela eyes for anything to

show it was a practical joke or something. Angela was serious. I want you. Youwould become a full-fledged Wolverette with all the privileges thereof. There is acost. You would have to go to Forest Hills for one class and you would have toattend practice, plus games and meets. Our other person is most likely out for therest of the season.

Rachel blanched again. However, Brittany and Santana walked by. Lookingin they saw her. They shot a disgusted look, with Santana flipping her off.

Angela saw that. The best revenge would be to defeat them at regionals.Regardless how they treat you, you and they would know that you are better thanthem, becau se you won. That makes you are star, right?

Rachel sighed, the emotions tearing at her. Angela saw that too and lookedwith compassion. You wont have to leave here if you dont want to. My husbandwould be teaching the class. All you would have to do is take the tests. He can waveyour physical attendance if you want. All the paperwork would be done tomorrow,and you would show up Monday for the 11 o clock English Lit class. Brad and I willtake care of everything.

Brad nodded hesitantly. You dont ha ve to Rachel. There is no hard sell. AndI am not telling you to. But think about this. You wont lose Glee, nor Choir. Butyou would gain a place where you wouldnt be slushied. Angela looked at him,

frowned then looked at her who was thinking about it seriously.I want to help you butI want more time. She frowned, sad.

Rachel stared at Angela, her thoughts a jumble. It was a wonderfulopportunity. But it was also a major change. You would be on the same footing asQuinn. She is right. Taking their championship away from them would hurt all of them so much more. But the costI m not a cheerleader. You told Mr. Schuesterearlier this week that being a part of something special makes you special. Here isthe opportunity to be special; to get Finn without him losing face with hischromosomally challenged teammates.

I am willing to move practice to 5 pm to accommodate you and Glee, Angelasaid. How about we say you do this tonight, and I will give you the week to decide.If you are still hesitant next Friday, its no harm no foul.

What matches? Rachel asked warming up. I know very little aboutCheerleading.

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thanksgiving. I see you like Marc by Mark Jacobs. Did you know they just opened astore in Chicago?

Rachel looked at her amused. She knew when she was being bribed. Howeverthe temptation to stick it to Cheerios was getting too much. Then she realized it. If they find out they would really be vicious.

I will do it if I can do G lee when I need to . I dont want to lose Mr. Schustersclass, Mr. Daniels or Brads Angel nodded. Brad said, Rachel, are you in Mr.Daniels first or second hour?

Second. She replied. Brad thought then looked to Angela. Choir starts at 1and runs to 2:30. Mr. Schuesters second Spanish class starts at 12 noon. And hisfirst at 10 to 11.

Im in his second hour as well, Rachel remarked. Brad relaxed. You havefirst lunch. She nodded.

Then you would go to Elida first until 10 and then to classes here and Gleeand then return at 4:30. Brad suggested.

Angela frowned, shook her head . You know. I am going to talk to PrincipalDomo about this. With Becca out for the rest of the year with the torn acl, he wantsthis as much as I do. I will get it waved. If you want to come to class with us youcan, but you dont have to. Practice is only 3 days a week. We dont practice onFriday so its actually Tuesday, W ednesday and Thursday. It is 4 hours. Saturday ismeet day or trip day. We can work out something. So. Angela said hesitantlywith hope, Will you become a Wolver ette?

Yes. She saw that Angela wore a Gold star necklace with her name besideit. It was enough. I can leave if I want to. Dad Leroy always said I needed moresocializing . Won t he be surprised?

Angela smiled broadly. Ill give Brad our schedule. You will only need to

perform tonight if Sue bitches about my amounts. So if I do some dances, can yourepeat? Absolutely. Then put down that suitcase and lets see what you can do.

The next thirty minutes was a whirlwind of dancing excitement,introductions and quick training. Kaylie and Emily Balor twin co-captains adoredher. No one on their squad was basket sized, and Rachel bubbled over and did onein the locker room on an old gym mat. You have amazing energy, Kaylie said, hersandy hair in a long pony tail. I think Coach found us a perfect fit, Emilyremarked.

Coach Grace came over to Rachel as she tugged at the black and goldenspandex and polyester shell top with a star over her bust. Superimposed on the starwas a black bear paw print. Under the star was the Wolverette stencil. The topstopped at her midriff leaving her abs exposed. The multi-pleat skirt was gold withblack piping and came down to mid-calf.


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Rachel stood in front of the full length mirror, admiring herself. Now there isnothing different between Quinn and I. Kaylie stood to her right. You have suchbeautiful hair.

Thank you very much. For all of this. No, its us who need to thank you. You are allowing us our chance to defeat

the Cheerios this year. Do you know what it is like to be technically superior butstill number two in regionals?

Rachel nodded solemnly. C oach Grace handed her a sheet of cheers. We havefour main cheers. There are several minor ones we do too but the Titans, Kaylie,Emily and several others giggled, dont warrant them. She read the sheetabsorbing names like Wolverine, Supergirl, Victor y and We are G olden .

After a minute, Coach Grace continued. I know you have never done thisbefore, so relax and follow Kaylie and Emilys lead. If what you showed me isanything like what you can do, you will be fine. Does the uniform fit? She lookedconcerned.

It fits fine. Rachel smiled, enjoying the attention Good. Tomorrow we need to get you fitted. When you come our fitter will

take care of you. Coach Grace looked around at everyone. Ladies, since Rachel istaking Beccas place at Regionals a nd Nationals we need everyone on the practicefield tomorrow at noon for a new picture. OK?

They all agreed. Rachel just beamed. Kaylie noticed she seemed happy. Youare not popular here are you? Rachel frowned briefly. Thats what I thought. Itdoesn t matter to us what your status here is. You are a Wolverette now. You are aspopular as we are now. Are we popular, ladies?

Hell yeah! Rang up around Rachel but in the back of her mind, she thought,that won t help me here.

Finn stood motionless, the binoculars hanging at his side. How? He snappedout of it and gestured that he would at the games end. She immediately jumpedtwice. Of course games end was in 30 regulation seconds. The Titans were out of time outs and the Spartans had possession, so they would run down the clock.

He blew out a breath, excitement bubbling up. What would possess her to dothat? Quinn would react with an evil I don t want to think about. I don t have toworry about Puck though. He would accept her then, that s how shallow he is. Helooked at Puck on the field as the game ended. Not telling him, treason was not wellaccepted.

Coach was cursing, so he walked over to Assistant Coach Johnson. Hehanded him the binoculars back. Johnston, a tall wiry man, frowned watchingeveryt hing on the field. He looked at Finn as he took the binoculars back. Go, havefun. Ill cover. At least someone will enjoy the night.

Finn walked to the locker room and through and then into the hall thatseparated the mens from the womens. At the end of the hall was a bomb shelterunder the field its self and it had another hall that connected to the opposing teamlocker rooms. It made a great rendezvous point for people who wanted to stay


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hidden for liaisons. And he knew that Santana and Puck had used it several times.I was hoping to use it with Quinn, but it doesn t seem like that s possible. MaybeRachelno I can t cheat on Quinn. Yet Rachel is nice and sweet and smells good allthe time.

He entered the dark hallway, flipped on the old flickering incandescent bulbs

and sprinted the distance. A quick pull open of the other door, he walked up thestairs not sure who he would find or what would happen. The hallway was empty.

As he approached the door that led to the field, he ran into her.Rachel? She looked at him, still in his pads. Can we practice at my place tomorrow

afternoon about 2? She had a brave smile on. But he saw she was exhausted andshe still smelt good.

Yes, but why this? He asked honestly. Because I care enough about you that I dont want to do anything to harm

you. So if that means I have to be like Quinn, fine. The earnest eyes and smallsmile told him she was doing it for him. It was a bit spooky but still wonderful. Hebeheld her in the black and gold cheerleading outfit with the gold star and realizedit endeared him more. Then Rachel yawned, He stepped over and caught her as shefell into his arms again.

Rachel woke up in the backseat of Finns car. Finn?! She gasped, scared andconfused.

Rachel, you are awake. I was worried. He pulled over and turned around.Rachel looked. No uniform, no papers. Was it a dream? Was I at the game?

Yeah, you were at the 50 yard line. You forgot I gave you tickets? Hesmiled.

She nodded. I remember talking to you and then He sighe d. Okimu tripped and fell into you. You hit your head on theground. Quinn and the rest of them thought it was funny. I didnt so, shes angrywith me for carrying you to the car. For the second time. He smiled to himself.

So the Wolverines beat us? Ra chel commented, still trying to make sense of everything. Finn looked at her, worry splattered across his face. No thats nextweek. We played the Spencerville Pumas tonight.

Rachel exhaled, relieved. Finn stared at her confused. He then smiled. Youwan t to go to the Waffle house? I am hungry and its late.

You sure you can? She asked. What if anyone sees? Finn turned back around, and started the car. They are all at Ricks party.

Except Quinn who never goes and is probably praying for my soul. You didnt seeher face when I picked you up. It was the most angry I have ever seen her.

Rachel sighed. Yes. Lets go. The she got out of the car. Finn looked shockeduntil she opened the front passenger side door. She looked at him and grinned.Then she saw the one euro cent hanging from his keychain. Where did you get thatcoin?


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On Mr. Hansons European History tour in June. All that work for threedays of utter boredom. It was twenty people across his two hours. The highlight wassneaking to the Fontana di amore' in the Piazza Borghese.

Rachel brightened. I went too! She had this bright, endearing smile abouther. I was first in second hour.

Finn hid his smile. 6 th in first Did you throw a cent into the Fontana di amore'?He nodded as they pulled in. I took one out on a dare. The guys with me said

they saw some raven haired girl throw one in so they dared me to take it back out.Thats the one hanging on the keychain. Rachel remembered that she threw one infirst. And that there were guys from the school there. After they left I snatched onebecause that girl was telling a friend about the legend. Whoever takes a coin fromthe fountain, the person who threw that coin in will fall in love with them. Wouldn tthat be excellent? She thought as she exited the car. As they entered, Dreamweaverwas playing on the jukebox. Neither of them thought much of it.

Monday morning came early. Rachel was excited, because it would be Mr.Schusters first day back. So she hurried up everything. That included just wearingthe Windsor Light Denim Mini Skirt with the Peach Cream Long sleeve top withthe ruched sides and flats. This way she had plenty of time to eat breakfast, sayprayers with Dad Hiram, kiss and hug both dads good day, and make it to schoolwith 30 minutes to spare. And she wanted to take her precious pink Mini Cooperlike every day she had since she got her license. Only when she walked into the fourcar garage, and flipped on the light, it wasnt there.

Dad! Where is Mini? She shouted, hiding her terror that it was stolen.Leroy walked into living room and stared her trying not to shake. Jackson the

mechanic, you asked for, picked it up. Now?! I thought it would be after 5? She responded with relief andannoyance.

Leroy looked taken aback. You expect him to work on it after businesshours?

Rachel frowned, realizing she was being irrational. I wanted to be able torepay Finn for his kindness.

Leroy grinned, his eyes shining. You mean another date. Rachel blushed. We arent dating. He has a girlfriend. Who treats him and

me like dirt.Right. He nodded, his face saying he didnt believe a word. If you are

ready, Ill take you. And Ill have Jackson drop the Mini at the school when you aredone. Send him to the choir room or t he auditorium?

I dont know. Have him find Brad Ellis, the Band Director or Mr. Schuster. He shook his head. OK, lets go. I have a meeting to attend or else no more

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Fifteen minutes later, he dropped her off on the side road as it paralleled theleft side of the parking lot. As she got out, she saw Mr. Schuster get out of his car.Running toward him, she dragged her pink rolling suitcase with her right hand.

Mr. Schuester! She shouted, hurrying to catch up.He paused, turning back to see who called his name. Yeah? he said as

Rachel began walking beside him.I went to the library and I got s ome sheet music. I want to run some songs

by you that feature me heavily on lead vocal. She grinned brightly, pleased withherself.

Thanks, Rachel. But I already got one picked out. Its uh he reaches intohis shoulder bag.

Finn walks up beside her as she frowned at Mr. Schuesters rejection. Let metake that.

She speeds up to keep up with him leaving Mr. Schuester behind. Thanks, Finn. Youre so chivalrous.

Thanks. Thats a good thing, right? She smiled at him. Yes. How was Sunday? Good. We got everything done we wanted. Are you feeling better? Yes. Sleep did wonders. I am so sorry. She showed the sad face.It was no trouble, really. He smiled, thinking. And with that they walked into the main building towards their lockers. She

walked proudly beside him, her head lifted high. People paused, giving quick doubletakes as they realized he was dragging Rachels pink suit case. Shock and surpriseabounded along with disgust and annoyance. As they got to their lockers, he leanedthe suitcase beside the locker below hers, which she opened as well. How did youget two?

Magic, she remarked with a pleased smile. I asked. An d I pointed out howimportant it was for a lady to be dressed correctly. Finn smiled and nodded. Ok. He went over to his own and opened it. Rachel knelt down and opened the suitcase removing the bag inside. She then

opened the upper locker, removed the bag and sat it beside the bag from thesuitcase. That bag went into the locker while the other went into the suitcase. Thenshe removed the fresh makeup bag and other toiletries as well and place them in.Finally, she put the other used items into the suitcase, closed and locked it, and putit into the lower locker. She then locked that locker. Just as she locked it, Quinncame up to Finn. She glared at Rachel with venom before diving into a diatribeabout how he s ruining his popularity.

We are in line to be the next most popular kids in school next couple of years ; Prom King and Queen, Quinn said frustrated. Rachel turned away fromthem, but listened. And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

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Realizing he was done, Rachel put the compact into its bag this time, andquickly finished adjusting everything, hoping Quinn would leave. Of course, afterFriday night she hates me even more. Watching him walk off, she frowned.

EAVESDROP MUCH? Quinn shouted. Rachel turned her direction, herhand on the locker door. Quinns hands wer e clenched as she got up into her face.

Rachel shut the locker door.Time for some girl talk, man hands. Quinn stared fiercely at Rachel who

held a distrustful expression. You can dance with him. You can sing with him butyou can never have him.

You are jealous! The concern vanished replace with confidence. I canunderstand why you would be threatened. Finn and I have made a connection.Quinn closed her eyes and looked away, trying not to laugh derisively.

But I am an honorable person. I dont need to steal your man, I have plentysuitors of my own. And it is a true statement. Most are online and watch myYouTube videos and chat with me on Facebook but still they are suitors.

Walking backwards away while holding her gaze, Rachel remarked withsat isfying smugness. Every day, Glee status is going up and yours is going down.DEAL with it. Just then , Puck and one of the basketball players walks up. Sheturned around to go to class. They paused just long enough to throw their slushiesinto her face, the light blue slush splattering across the peach top, face and into herhair.

In the background, she could hear Quinn laugh as well as many others. Andas she struggled, she knew it was Puck. He shouted something. She wheeledaround, and marched back over to her locker. Quinn stood there, hand over her facelaughing. Glee status going up? Rachel ignored her, opening the locker again .

After she pulled out the bag, she slammed it. Yes, it is, And she wiped the slush

off her face at her, it spattering across her cheerios uniform. Puck and Jake stoppedand stared at Quinn, all amusement drained away. You Bitch! You are so going topay for that! she screamed , brushing slushie bits from her hair.

HALT! Mr. Daniels shouted. Why is it we cant be sociable ? I am gatherinthe usual suspects. Noah Puckerman, dont walk off. I saw you hit her with thatdrink. You find it funny? He a sked as he stared at him and Jake, standing in frontof them. Well I think three weeks of detention is funny. You too, Jake Martin. Andyou know what would make my day?

No, Mr. Daniels Puck said contrite.Not wasting my time. I now have to write Ms. Berry a pass again. So, since

you wasted my time, I will waste yours. You will do your detention from 5 to 8 pmeach night under supervision of the lead janitor. You want to throw slushie; you getto clean them up. And scrub toilets. Perhaps that will make you think about youractions. Next one thrown, we will have a discussion with Mr. Figgins about youdoing ANY extracurricular activities.

He walked down the hall and saw Quinn having a staring contest withRachel. And she looked like she wanted to choke her right then.


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Ms. Fabray unless you want a discussion between Coach Sylvester, myself and Mr. Figgins, I suggest you go to class, now. He stared at her, his mustachetwitching. Rachel realized then he wore the same basic clothes everyday: a whitelinen shirt, sliver silk vest, bowtie, formal knee length black frock coat and highrolled broad-brimmed planter's hat.

Quinn glowered hate at Rachel then turned and stormed off. Rachel flickedher hands again, shaking off the slush. S ome of it splattered Quinns back as sheleft. A loud groan emanated from her as she marched away.

Ill see you in class, Ms. Berry. Do be fast; I had planned on a quiz today. And he walked off with Puck and Jake who also lost all humor.

After that small vindication, the rest of the day went well. She saw Finn atthe lockers before their class together and he said, Im sorry.

Not your fault. No.But she hates you more than anyone now. You stained her top. She had

to change it before Coach Sylvester noticed; that cost her lunch.Rachel stifled a laugh. Im so sorry. Finn noticed and tried not to himself. She was furious. Ill see you in class .

He pulled out a Kal-teen bar, and then unwrapped it. Can I have one? Rachelasked, her stomach gurgling.

He shook his head, frowning. No, these are protein bars. They make you getbigger. She frowned having avoided the cafeteria herself. I did giv e one to Quinnthough; well she took it from me. And he walked off. She walked to class with asmile. Still he keeps her around and values popularity. What I did only made thingsworse. At least there is glee.

Choir was warm and wonderful again. They had moved on from WorldHarvests Lightning and Thunder to Britt Nicoles Walk on the water but notbefore Brad had a surprise for them. Choir, I know you were expecting the full timefor practice but I was blessed and inspired by this gift given to me by a friend. Sowithout further introduction, give a warm McKinley welcome to Britt Nicole.

The young brunette lady with a chestnut hair and oval face walked aroundfrom the office with a broad smile. Rachel stretched to look at her, wondering whoshe was. Brad shot a glance toward her and then cast it over on the lady who was atleast a few inches taller than Quinn. Hello, everyone. Brad invited me to sing twosongs for you to inspire and motivate. And how could I resist him? A little aboutwho I am she said genuinely explain who she was, how she got into recordingand how she came to be standing there. It was interesting. Dad Hiram always saidI needed to be more involved in either synagogue or church.

Britt continued to explain that, They all have a similar message of havingthe courage to step out in faith and walk in what He has called you to do even whenits scary. I don t want to be selfish anymore. I dont wa nt to be safe anymore. WhenHe tells me to step out and talk to somebody or believe for what seems impossible, I


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want to do it. And that brings me to the songs. I will sing for you How the Lost GetF ound and Walk on the Water .

Brad suggested to the electric guitar player and the drummer to begin. Hehimself began to clap, as did several other non-playing members of the ensemble,

Hello my friend

I remember when you wereSo alive with your wide eyesThen the light that you had in your heart was stolenNow you say that it ain't worth stayin'

You wanna run but you're hesitatin'I'm talkin' to me

Don't let your lights go downDon't let your fire burn outsomewhere, somebody needs a reason to believeWhy don't you rise up now?Don't be afraid to stand outThat's how the lost get foundThe lost get found

So when you get the chance Are you gonna take it?There's a really big world at your fingertips

And you know you have the chance to change itThere's a girl on the streets, she's cryin'There's a man whose faith is dyin'

Love is calling you

Don't let your lights go downDon't let your fire burn outsomewhere, somebody needs a reason to believeWhy don't you rise up now?Don't be afraid to stand outThat's how the lost get foundThe lost get found

Why do we go with the flow?Or take an easier road?Why are we playin' it safe?Love came to show us the wayLove is a chance we should takeI'm movin' out of the way

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Don't let your fire burn outsomewhere, somebody needs a reason to believe(Stand out)Don't let your lights go downDon't let your fire burn out

(Stand out)somewhere, somebody needs a reason to believeWhy don't you rise up now?Don't be afraid to stand outThat's how the lost get foundThe lost get found


And you know you have the chance to change it.

Brad watched Rachel while Britt sang to the choir, happy that everythingwas working again. He used a favor to get her to come knowing that Will was todump his old disco on them. That would go badly. Hopefully, Rachel would keep thisin the back of her mind so she would be creative with the solution. H e didnt needher mopey. And she looked pleased. Of course, when she entered she went on abouthow her new peach top was damaged. So she was wearing her emergency RalphLauren Little Girl wicket yellow cable cardigan and white blouse along with pinkblanket plaid pleat skirt. He shook his head. Her with her details.

Britt spoke again. Thanks for the applause. The other song is Walk on

Water. Brad went to the piano, and began to play as the clapping and othermusicians began to play.

You look aroundIt's staring back at you

Another wave of doubtWill it pull you under?

You wonder

What if I'm overtaken?What if i never make it?What if no one's there?Will you hear my prayer?

When you take that first stepInto the unknown

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So what are you waiting for?What do you have to lose?

Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you're made for more

So don't be afraid to move Your faith is allIt takes in you

You can walk on the water too

So get out And let your fear fall to the groundNo time to wasteDon't waitDon't you turn around and miss outEverything you were made forI know you're not sureSo you play it safeTry to run away

If you take that first stepInto the unknownHe won't let you go

So what are you waiting for?What do you have to lose?

Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you're made for moreSo don't be afraid to move

Your faith is allIt takes in you

You can walk on the water too

(step out)Even when a storm hits(step out)Even when you're broken(step out)Even when your heart is telling you telling you to give up(step out)When your hope is stolen(step out)

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You don't have to be afraid

So what are you waiting for?

So what are you waiting for?

What do you have to lose? Your insecurities try to alter you

You know you're made for moreSo don't be afraid to move

Your faith is allIt takes in you

You can walk on the water, walk on the water too . After the song finished, she thanked everyone for their applause again, and

politely said her goodbyes.She had to go but free autographed CDs of her current album are over in

that box by the file cabinet. Brad said. He then got up and walked over to Rachelwith sheet music. She gave these to me and I am giving them to you. What did youthink?

I can see why you asked her to sing. She has an amazing gift, much like me.Brad smiled at Rachel. You know the journey has just begun for Glee right? Yes, but I know we will succeed. We have to. We just need more people to

join. We are good. Finn is great and I wish he was here to hear her sing. Brad spread his hand out. Thats out of my hands. I just handle the band.

He smiled, hiding his disappointment I asked Figgins twice about Art director andhe asked me if I couldn t handle Glee why would he think I could handle Art

Director. Rachel saw he was done, walked over to her chair and put the sheet musicinto her folder. She noticed a set of 2 cds lying in her chair with a small cardattached. The card was tied into a ribbon that held the cd to each other. Inhandwriting, the front of card said Rachel with a drawn gold star. Eyes getting big,she opened the card. I called to say no, instead I heard you sing. So thank you forreminding me who I was 5 years ago. Beyond that my lyrics say everything I couldsay but this; dont doubt the dream or Him. Hold on to both and the miracle willcome. Rachel looked over to Brad who was up writing on the board about scoreswhen he saw her. He paused briefly, rolled out his plan flat his eyes held to her andthen continued on. But to her it was one of the best gifts yet. But how did she knowabout Finn?

Finn came into the choir room dogged. His last class was with Quinn. Hercomment about being a beard which made no sense until Rick explained it byasking Mrs. Pevensie question about 1920s lavender marriages. Quinn rolled hereyes and glared at him, especially when she referenced that the usage involving a


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gay man pretending to date a woman started in the 60s. Then it was notes abouthow hateful Rachel was and wronged she felt.

Rachel was standing the all abuzz quietly mouthing words off a sheet whenwalked up. There were still a few minute s until Glee started. Hey, Rachel. Newmusic?

Finn! No, its music from choir. Mr. Schuester said he had new music for usalready so I am going to trust him. She looked at his downcast face. He was fakinga smile. Whats wrong? You seem so despondent .

Nothing. Despondent is bad, right?Yes, its deeply sad, she replied looking up at him with shining eyes. He

smiled real this time. Sometimes I really wish I wasn t with Quinn, because yousmell great. You re fun and smart. And you glow. I really wis h I could spend moretime with you. Just upset at Quinn. She nodded as they both noticed Mr.Schuester entering.

Well, the music Mr. Schuster gotten was Le Freak by Chic. And while fun todance and sing it was older than everyone in there save Brad. And H e wasnt quitesure about that either. At least Brad shared in their discomfort in singing it. Itshowed on his face as he played. Only thing that made it fun was trading glanceswith Rachel. And we connect so much. It s just like I am drawn to her. Even whenQuinn was screaming at me, I wisheddamn commitments. She was listening though. That shows she cares, right?

And then Mercedes breaks the flow by protesting about Rachel almost kicking her. It was funny and so not. Mercedes all indignant. Rachel poised and confident.

And Mr. Schuester annoyed that we broke the flow. The song is old, and we wants usto do it front of the school. I can t do that. Quinn would be right. There has to be abetter way. Otherwise I am so dead.

Whoa, whoa, Hell to the no! Mercedes shouted just after Rachels flat cameinches in front of her face. Brad rolled his eyes as he stopped playing, and waitedstaring at her. Finn looked at her perplexed. Rachel buttoned up her cardigan asshe waited for Mercedes to finish.

First of all, you try to bust my face again-- She said but Rachel simplyfolded her arms under her bust and waited, looking away. It s not like I did itdeliberately. So would you give it a rest? The frustration threated to spill out, andshe knew it so she refused to look at her or give her the satisfaction. I am betterthan you. I can sing better than you. I can dance better than you. And I dress betterthan you.

--and I will cut you. Rachel frowned, furrowing her brow. Finn furrowed hisbrow as well. Even Brad looked annoyed by the disruption. Also, this song isterrible, Mercedes continued. Rachel glanced over at her, noticed she wasaddressing Mr. Schuester and stole a glance of Finn. He stood there shocked andfearful.


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No, no, its not the song. Its just that you guys need to get into it, Mr.,Schuster replied, explaining. Rachel looked to him and saw even Brad wore a sourexpression.

No. Its the song. Its really gay, Kurt remarked. Rachel stole another glanceat Finn, watching his reactions, th at he noticed Kurts protest and his overall

trepidation. Shifting over to beside him, she held his gaze as Artie said, We needmodern music, Mr. Schue.

Im sorry guys; we dont have time to discuss this. We are doing this songFriday at the pep assembl y. Mr. Schuester insisted enunciating doing.

Finns face went white. Rachel stared at him, compassion and concernradiating from his eyes. Figuring she would distract him, she said, You have largeeyelashes like a llama. He looked at her all freaked, and her fake smile faded.

In front of the whole school? Tina asked, freaked. Exactly, Mr. Schuester responded with delight. They are going to throw fruit at us and I just had a facial, Kurt remarked,

serious.Rachel looked at the floor worried now. Now what? Everything was going so

well . Ill press charges if that happens, she announced after hearing Kurt. But shecould see from Mr. Schuesters expression and body language that he didnt get it.Not hiding the annoyed stared as he expressed how important the pep assemblywas, she keep her arms folded. You ve been in tighter spots, how do we fix this? Andwhy can t you listen! My song selection is so much better. Shoot, Britt s songs arebetter.

She stole another glance at Finn who was white with fear. It deepened herbubbling frustration. I m not letting you drive him out of this. I WILL DO something else.

Mr. Schuester continued, explaining what she already knew. Yes, we onlyhave 6. Yes, we need twelve. No, this isn t the way. And Finn, I promise I will fix it.

Images of getting paintballed again. Of Quinn with her evil happy smilesaying I told you so. Image of Puck saying the same thing. Of the entire schoollaughing them off the stage ran repeatedly ran through Finns mind as Mr.Schuester c ontinued. It all let to one thing, Im dead.

Rachel knew one thing as they left practice. Finn! She shouted as heheading for the Field house locker room. How about I return the favor you did meFriday night?

He looked confused. Drive me home? She smiled. No. Waffle House. Ok. Practice ends at 6. Can you wait? Yes. I have something I can do in the library. Meet you at the home side

bleachers? He paused for a second, looked back at her, a neutral expression. Ok. Ill see

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that. Im better than her! I almost wish Puck appeared and slushied her so shecould see how it felt. He blew out a breath.

Rachel wheeled around, her intense irritation showing. That s right. Queer isbad. Youre petrified. Finn looked at her confused. She s made of stone?

Rachels face softened when she caught his expression. Quinn gritted her

teeth. Im Cheerios captain, and who are you? An Unsigned recording artist, princess of 4chan thanks to you and Santana

and an excellent dancer. You dont want to because you cant sing. And face it; youmake everyone miserable around you. And thats just not fair. She smiled smugly,closed the locker and walked off. Quinn took off after her, and blocked her exit. Finnstood at the locker staring, unsure. Puck walked by, amused and held up 2 fingerson his left hand and one on his right. Santana was with him and she simply lookeddisgusted with it all.

Quinn screamed. Im well liked and respected. You are hated by mosteveryone. It doesnt matter if I can sing. I CHEER! AND YOU CAN T OUTDANCEME! You arent a cheerleader and you never will be. Rachel looked up at Finn,frowned briefly and then said, Ill see you in Glee. And then strided off confident.

Quinn growled, and wheeled on Finn. You are useless! And then shestormed off. Why can t I make the decision? He looked around at the hall now empty,and knew. As long as he accepted that being popular was important, he was stuck.

And he knew it. He wa nted what he couldnt have.

Rachel stared at him, unsure. The choir practice was good and fun. There wasa peace about being comfortable and not struggling. Brad always had the rightwords to say. But Glee was about career and future. And when Finn walked in, shesaw he was hurt by the argument. I wish he would notice me. He didn t even say

anything to stop her. The frustration started to rise but she pushed it down. So shestared, morose as Kurt and Mercedes insulted each other of fashion choices.How about a little Kayne? Mr. Schuester said as he walked in with a stack

of photocopies. Brad smiled to himself. Fortunately, he had the electronic keyboardstill out from the lesson earlier in choir so, he powered it back up. Of course, heknew and Will to ld them that it wouldnt be used in the pep assembly but at leasthe heard him when he told him about what todays youth thought of disco. Still,that was a train wreck waiting to happen.

Rachel ran up, and smiled as he passed them out. Walking over to her, hesaid, Communication is the foundation of any successful music group. He looked toFinn then stepped back to look at everyone. If we are going to succeed we are goingto need to communicate. You said you wanted modern music, I listened.

Artie pi ped up. Mr. Schue, we would really not like to do disco at thatassembly.

Rachel looked to Artie smiled and sighed. At least we are in agreement there. Her gaze floated back to Finn. He was reading the music, pensive. It s ok. I can sing anything. And I have faith in you. You can too. She shoved away the self-doubtagain, resolving in her heart to do something about Quinns statement.


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She smiled when Mr. Schuesters response violated what he just said. Finn,youre going to take the solo.

What?! Finn remarked shocked. I cant do the solo. Im still trying to learnhow to walk and sing at the same time.

That makes no sense. Why would you say that? Disappointment and confusion

crept in.Mr. Schuester looked up with a mixture of exasperation and amusement.

Taking out his jacket he remarked confidently, No problem, Ill walk you throughit. Everyone started ooh and ooo ing at Finn who looked even more embarrassednow. He looked over at everyone, locked eyes with Rachel for a second before lookingu p at Mr. Schuester. It was then that she realized why he didnt want to do the solo.

And she smiled. The rest of the practice was nothing but fun. The surprise was thatMercedes could actually sing. So she let her. And with no football practice that day,she asked him if he wanted to grab a bite to eat.

Quinns pissed at me. Im so sorry. Its she Raincheck? He said disappointed. Raincheck. Rachel responded disappointed. She had a function to go to at 8

with her dads. It was an award ceremony in Columbus for the group Dad Leroyinvested in . Suddenly, Finns phone rang. He answered and then responded, yes,Quinn. I am coming over, sadly as he walked off. It was enough to make her wantto throw up.

Quinn ended the call and returned the phone to her purse. As she sat on herbed, she regretted screaming at Rachel. Not because Rachel was an annoying,overbearing, vicious wench who regardless of what her lying mouth said was trying

to steal Finn from her. No, she regretted screaming at Rachel because Finn wouldnow mope the entire time. I will have to apologize if I want him to snap out of it. Butwhy should I? Can t he see she s using him for her own purposes? The fear and allthe insecurities settled on her as the tears stared to flow. Nausea gripped herstomach like it had all week. But she hid it and wiped away the tears. I just want itback the way it was. Without her eroding my perfection. If my sister can do it, whycan t I?

Turning on her stereo, the Green Day song, Boulevard of Broken Dreamscame on. It was appropriate so she sang with it.

I walk a lonely roadThe only one that I have ever knownDon't know where it goesBut it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty streetOn the Boulevard of Broken DreamsWhere the city sleepsand I'm the only one and I walk alone


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I walk aloneI walk alone

I walk alone

I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the lineThat divides me somewhere in my mindOn the border lineOf the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the linesWhat's f****d up and everything's alrightCheck my vital signsTo know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk aloneI walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beatingSometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk aloneI walk a...

I walk this empty streetOn the Boulevard of Broken Dreams


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Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside meMy shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk alone... She laid back on the bed in her yellow sun dress, stared at the ceiling. When

did it all go wrong? The day he joined Glee. Damn, Mr. Schuester and CoachTanaka, Damn them both. She shook her fist at the ceiling. It s your fault, Rachelhad the chance to meet him, and now, the wench won t let him go. He s stupid too butit was cute. Now The tears ran again. It wasnt the shiny crowns so much a s sheknew she could have picked anyone. But Finn had this lovable quality and she knewshe loved him, she just didnt know how to express it right. And lately, he spent allhis free time on the team or at Glee. So Rachel saw him more than she did. Santanasaid she saw them out at least twice. We ve had four dates. She s been seen out withhim twice already, one at the W affle House .

The tears stained her pillow as she wallowed in the morass of her thoughts.How can I apologize to him when I know that vicious wench is stealing him right out

from under me. How do I fix this?In the background her mother shouted. It was an announcement that Finn

had arrived. Pulling herself up, she saw her mascara was ruined. Ill be downshortly! she shouted as she went to her vanity. I have to fix this. But I m notbacking down from her. She s not going to get him without damage. And she smiled.I know what I can do!

Rachel didnt care for Ms. Pillsbury, the guidance counsel or. So when sheforgot to lock the stall door while she was feeling sorry for herself, she knew shewould hear a lecture. Amazingly, it turned into more of a pep talk. And while lastnights locking herself in the room, turning on sad music and crying sort of helped,especially after he didnt de fend her, she knew that she wanted to Finn to noticeher. And if being more like Quinn was the ticket she would. But the talk didnt leadthat way. Find common interests and guard your heart. Let him like you for you.Well, I can do that. Finn and I both love music and Glee. There are so many ways todo this.

So during the entire function, she mulled over the lists of things she could dowith Finn that involved Glee and rescued them from Pep assembly Topheth. 1 It wasa formal occasion, so she wore an eye-catching emerald green Catherine Malandrinogown, with ruffled sleeves and ruched waist. Completing the ensemble was JimmyChoo black satin luigi flats which were a Christmas gift and a Chanel clutchpurse. So as Leroy and Hiram, in Brooks Brothers tuxedos, mingled, she stood off to one side quietly holding her Mot & Chandon champagne.

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A tall guy with tussled blond hair the color of straw approached; a concernedlook was in his eyes. Hows my favorite budding artist?

Hi, Mark. Rachel replied s oftly, distracted.Whats wrong? He asked, suddenly serious. Nothing, she looked past him out into the crowd.

That expression is not nothing. Youre not acting like yourself. As youragent, Im concerned. He held a compassionate stare.

Embarrassm ent covered her face in a warm red. Im trying to decide what todo to hold Finns attention. I want him to notice me. Really notice me.

Finn? Whos he? Mark commented, an eyebrow upraised. But the look onher face answered the question. Youre in love. He beamed.

Finn Hudson is captain of the Football team. We are both in Show choirtogether.

He nodded. You will send me the information on when your meets are? Shenodded. Then, promotional items; you know this.

She nodded then sighed. What about his girlfriend, Rachel commentedsheepishly.

Does he like you? Mark glanced around, noticed the event ramping up to itsmiddle.

I dont know. I tried, Rachel, remarked, still a bit embarrassed, and a bitworried.

Mark stared at her. Focus, Rachel. Do you believe that he likes you morethan her? If you two spend significant time together that can override the dates shehas with him.

Yes. We eat together, sing and dance. We talk. And he does chivalrousthings.

Then hes yours. Not hers. He just hasnt figured that out yet. Now focus. You share a passion, do that and promote it. It isnt like you to mope in a corner.Thats not the person I know . The person with over 500 YouTube videos or the onewhile never visiting 4chan has managed to near eclipse Boxxy. My team still hasntfigured out who keeps posting your videos and pics there. But they love and hateyou. And thats great for you. So go out and be you. Quit worrying about it. He tookthe nearly full glass from her with one hand and gently shoved her with the other,

Rachel smiled. I ll promote Glee tomorrow. Yes! Flyers! Now if I only knewwhat to replace Le Freak with. The function was just getting to the meat of theawards as she wandered off to find Dad Hiram. Leroy was on stage presenting.

Then there was a break for about thirty minutes before the final spate of awards, so she spent them mingling, singing and laughing. Everything was greatfun just like last year until right near the end. A cake was being rolled outcelebrat ing the nights honoree of the year. Rachel, hungry now, stopped by, holdinga nearly empty champagne glass. When she asked the servant that she wanted apiece, he went for the cutting knife and found it wasnt there. With a swift apology,he vanished to retrieve it. Suddenly, she felt a tap on the shoulder. Turning around,the smile froze on her face as she saw who it was; Quinn Fabray. Wearing a


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strapless off-white draped gown by Edition by Georges Chakra, the silver stoneembellishments and black belt completed her look. And while she looked stunning,happiness wasnt the emotion on her face. Anger was.

Why are you here? she spat, an intense look on her face at the intrusion inthe private life. It s enough you seek to torment me at school but here I won t tolerate

it.I should ask you the same thing, Quinn retorted, a bit too loud. People

turned around to witness the spectacle forming. The person on stage up frontgrabbed their attention preventing a scene by starting the final burst of awards.

Thats not an answer. Rachel said with quiet anger. Quinn looked at her,her eyes a touch fearful.

My father works for Lauter Inc. The people being honored, she retortedarrogantly. Mark appeared seemingly out of nowhere.

Problem, ladies? He said quie tly, looking at Rachel for a response. Sheglared at Quinn, her frustration evident.

Quinn looked over Mark and assumed from his tuxedo that he was beneathher. You need to remove this intruder. My father is receiving an award tonight.She smiled sharply.

Mark looked at her amused. Glancing to Rachel who remained steely intense,he looked at the stage and the three people receiving awards. Catching Quinnsimpatient gaze, he asked, And you are?

Russell Fabrays daughter, Quinn. Mark Conners, Inte rscope Geffen. I gather you are unaware of the people

who funded this function?She tapped her foot. Yes. Mark smiled; a dark devious smile. Ill tell you. Ron Fair, Myron Lester, Jeff

Standish, Bill Weston and Leroy Berry. Mind you, Leroys VC inv estment was thesmallest of them but it was still five figures. So I suggest that unless you want yourfather publically embarrassed by your ejection, you apologize to her now.

Looking up to the stage, she noticed her father receiving his award now. Herface ashen, she gritted her teeth and clenched her fists. Turning to Rachel, she saidflatly, Im sorry.

I accept. Thank you very much. She turned and walked a few paces away.Mark escorted her out of earshot. What was that about?

Shes the girlfriend. Head cheerleader at my school. He smiled, amused. Shes at the high point of her life. You are nowhere near

that. There will come a day in the near future where you will make more in one daythan she will make in a year. He is definitely yours. So let it go.

Rachel looked back at her still by the cake. Her stomach growled. Out of thecorner of her eye she though she saw Finn but then why would he be here.Dismissing it, she smiled deviously. I will.

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there was always drop out in the room, she left to take the call. Finn saw CoachSylvester exit the Copy room as he approached the Craft room. Fortunately, herback was to him so he opened the door swiftly and saw Rachel standing frozenwaiting.

Shh, someones in the Copy room. She whispered, holding her finger to her

lips. He walked up to her and whispered. I saw Coach Sylvester leave. Its allclear."

So she opened the door slowly. The room was empty and the copier waswaiting. 17 copies in, Coach Sylvester returned with a fresh smoothie.

What do you think you are doing? She bellowed, sidestepping the smoothiemess.

Using the copier. The door was unlocked and no one told us we couldnt. Weneed to make copies for Glee. Rachel smiled, masking her fear.

You disgust me, and Mr. Hudson, I expected better from you. PrincipalFiggins office, tomorrow morning 8 am. I dont have time to deal with this, the thiswas almost sneered, today.

She left with the copies in hand and went to straight to choir where everyonewas happy to see her. A confused look sat on her face as everyone kept sayingthanks. Then Brad walked over to her and whispered, Finn came in before classstarted and said that you wanted me and the class to have what was left.

She smiled at him, Sorry, I forgot. He looked at her, No, you didnt. He didnt tell you. And the rest of the day

remained at that level of happy. Even the comments on that n ights video of MileyCyruss The climb were favorable. Of course there was the usual spate of T&A orGTFO but the bulk were kind. The cheerios were drowned out by everyone else.

And even the older videos were in the 1000s. Her oldest, Defying gravity had

34,000 now. The day was good.

For Finn though, the day ended with Quinn screaming at him on the footballfield about how she was even more embarrassed. He couldnt do anything right andthat it cost the squad Jumping jacks. He was caught with Her in the copy room.

And Coach refused to elaborate.ARE YOU SLEEPING WITH HER? she screamed, red face intense in her

fury. Her fists clenched, she bored into him with her glare. Well!? No. He said staring back. He frowned. So this is it. To keep her aw ay, we have to? Fine, you can watch me shower.

Will that be enough? she spat. Finns eyes grew large but he k ept his calm. Iahno, I mean . Words

left him.She looked at him, disappointment masking the anger and fear underneath

both. Grabbing his hand, she pulled him to the locker door entrance. Lookingaround, she saw that the rest of the Cheerios were heading for their locker room.The men were still on the field. Pulling him into the locker room, she dragged himover to the shower stalls. He tried to shake off her hand but she simply tightened it.


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She stared at him, cold. You want this, so its time. Stepping into an empty stall,she threw his hand down.

Quinn whatever you are going to do, you dont have to. Not like this. So Im not good enough? She growled. You never once snuck me into an

empty classroom for lunch. She removed her shoes and socks first. She kicked them

toward the closest bench. Then she reached around and pulled off her Cheerleadingtop exposing her white UnderArmor tank. Unsnapping her skirt, it dropped to thedry tile, exposing her yellow lace boy shorts. There was enough hair to give the lineof camel toe through the panties and she knew it. A look of grim determination sether face. She glanced down at his crotch as she pulled off her UnderArmor toprevealing a yellow sports bra. She stepped forward, stepping out of the skirt.

Finn stared at her, stunned she was stripping in front of him. You arebeautiful, Quinn. I promise we didnt do anything but eat and make flyers.

Her face twisted as tears formed. Thats just it. You never asked me. Notonce. Its like Im not even here when you are with her. It hurts. So I have nochoice." She reached around, and unsnapped her bra, letting it fall to the tile aswell. Hot tears streamed down her face as she stared at him, fear, fury and disgustmixed. She glanced at his crotch. He was reacting to the stimuli. Say it?

Say what? He asked, desperately trying to keep his eyes locked on hers. Hefound that to be a lot harder than he thought.

She looked at him vulnerable and needy yet grim. With her thumbs, shepulled her panties down and stepped out of them. She kicked them to him. Hecaught them in his hand, inhaling her scent. She smelt good, but not like Rachel. Hesighed. Looking at her standing there naked, he was suddenly uncomfortable.

She turned on the shower head, and let the hot water course over her. Well,get me some soap. You do have that here, right, and a towel. She barked the order.

Finn tore himself away to get his body gel from his locker. While he wasthere, Rick walked in and saw him. Coach wants to know what happened to you. Finn nodded to the shower, and said, Tell him anything. Tell him Im

throwing up. I need that soap now! Quinn shouted. Ricks head jerked in the direction of

the showers. Thats Finns face was pale. Yes, and if you tell Puck or anyone else, I will use the

paintball gun on your balls. Is she hot at least? Rick asked. The n he noticed Finn still held her panties.

A dirty smile gr ew. You go; dawg. Ill come up with something. FINN! she shouted.Finn looked at him as he walked away. Yes. But the price was too high.

Watching her lather herself, he remembered the mailman more than once. Itwas difficult trying not to embarrass her more. Yet he wished he could get in likePuck would. He knew Puck and Santana were having sex every chance they could.But everytime, he moved to do it, Rachels face floa ted up. So he stood there, imagesof him dancing with Rachel and that injured mailman rolling onto his windshield


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alternating. It was a challenge to keep his face neutral. When she finished, shelooked at him. Was that enough? She asked the same sadness and fury on herface.

We are in Glee together, Quinn. Whatever you think , its just friendship. She tore the towel from his hand, wrapping it around her. Do you love me?

she asked tenderly.He held his breath, a neutral expression displayed. II love you, Quinn he

answered, his face a mixture of emotions. She stared at him softly. Suddenly herface turned hard again. You wish Rachel was standing here.

No. no! he protested swiftly. Her face softened again If we could do it right now, would you ? He stared at her again, shocked. You know the answer. They will be here

shortl y so I need you to go. He said as she bent over to grab her clothes. She staredat him with a hard look aga in. I want you to remember this . She thumped hertowel covered bust. Everytime, you think of her, remember I am here. Rememberme! The n she stormed out, her hair glistening in the light, clothes in her arms. Notmore than three minutes later the team came in. When Coach Tanaka walked overto him, as he sat on the bench, he didnt have to lie to the coach. The sicklyexpression showed it all. After he left, Puck walked by. He held two fingers up onone hand and one on the other. Finn glanced angrily at Rick who waved him off.Saddest of all, he knew he was falling for Rachel and really did wish it was herstanding there saying I love you to. It was at that point he knew everything hadchanged. He was a paper boat on the surface of a rushing river.

Thursday morning, someone thing interesting happened. The assembly wasmoved to the next Friday not tomorrow. Tomorrow, Mr. Schuester discovered

professionals were stripping and waxing the assembly floor. They had anotherweek. Also Figgins told Coaches Tanaka and Sylvester that Coach Anders of theWolverines had to move their game to next Friday as well because an issue that hedidnt elaborate wit h. However, it was something the y couldnt take a default on. As Tanaka left sort of mixed emotion Rachel and Finn walked in morose. Be thankful,hes in a good mood.

So Rachel happily paid for the copies they made to hateful Coach Sylvester. As they walked out of Principal Figgins office, Finn apologized. Rachel ignored thatand remarked, Id like to get the flyers up before lunch.

Mr. Schuester, annoyed at her, stopped and turned around to address herand Finn. You know what, guys; I dont want to hear it.

Doing that song will kill any chance Glee club has. Its a terrible idea, sheremarked with a mixture of determination and frustration.

I have news for you, Rachel. Sometimes, you have to do things you dontwant to do, Mr. Schuester said w ith a tone of finality.

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You are doing the assembly, and you are not putting up those flyers, hestated, waging a finger at both of them. He turned and walked away. As he did heshouted with upraised arms, Everybody loves disco.

The students beside their lockers as he walked by held a mixture of confusedglances and laughter. It was clear that no one liked disco and some had no clue

what it even was.Finn looked out that the hallway, morose. Its official. Im a dead man. Rachel looked up at him sadly. Now what? Then it stuck her. As they started

walking again, she said with a cheerful smile. Look I know you re nervous but youare really, really talented.

He immediately brightened. Stop it. Then maybe it will all be ok. She remarked smiling herself, walking while

looking at him. He didnt look at her directly but snatched glances thinkin g aboutdancing and singing with her. Do you want to practice for the assembly tomorrowafter school?

I cant. I have a celibacy club meeting. He said with a disappointed smilethen walked off. She held the smile until he departed. What celibacy club? So whenshe arrived for Choir, she asked Brad. Apparently no one else of the facility knew of it either. Most thought the idea of it was funny.

Yes, there is a celibacy club. Although personally , it s not a real club, hesaid distastefully. Rachel looked confused. Its a secret?

He chuckled. No. Considering I am one the few zealot Christians accordingto Coach Sylvester. I was asked to administer the clubs founding. Yet, the club isexclusive to Cheerios on the female side. Even though technically, it is open toeveryone. Rachels face lit up.

Brad looked straight at her concerned. Why? You are already abstinent ,

correct? I apologize for asking, but one of the provisions is that everyone be eithervirginal or chaste. Otherwise its an exercise in futility. Rachel looked around. Choir members began drifting it. Several waved.

Whispering, she ignored the question then remarked, Finn is a member. Brad looked at her, understanding. Youre in then. Theres a formal log sheet

in the Principals secretarys office. Sign that before heading to room 1005. Illprovide the authorization sheet when we are done. And as there is no Glee todaydue to facility meeting, Ill make sure it s official. However , he paused, scrubbinghis goatee while frowning. Quinn Fabray is President of the club . And from what Iam hearing about yesterday, shes not happy about your lunch date.

Rachel smiled at that. It was awesome. Thanks so much for helping. My pleasure. We need to start class. Oh, we ha ve a choir trip tomorrow . Its

the concert, remember? She nodded. I do. Good, take him with you if you can. It can only help Glee.

When Rachel walked into Room 1005, the Project Chanology classroom, shenoticed that the signs were hidden. Specifically Mr. Rookwood s Strength ThroughUnity. Unity Through Faith and the odd one about Xenu. And the mas ks were


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The fishes! Buddy Jesus loved the fishes, Brittany commented withseriousness and delight. Everyone but Santana and Quinn chuckled. Santanasighed. Quinn shot her an evil look. Well, Cardinal Glick told me that he alwaysloved fishes. She responded before returning to her quiet reflection.

That was when he visited here months ago. She sighed.

Rachel wasnt happy. So I cant talk about Synagogue or that RoshHashanah is 16 days away?

No. Why would we want to hear about that? Father Carmichael said thatJews murdered Jesus. Irritation in her voice grew.

Rachel looked at surprised and confused. The first century Judeans couldntmurder Yeshua. By the way, that is his correct name. Jesus is his name in Greek.They couldnt because it was against Roman law. So the Sanhedrin and High PriestCaiaphas offered him up to so he could. She paused for a second. Everyone seemedinterested and a touch surprised. Everyone except Quinn. She sat silently looking atRachel frustrated and torn. When Pontius Pilate refused and chose to flog him,then used his politics against him forcing his hand.

Melissa looked over at Rachel with a smile. But didnt the crowd shoutCrucify him? and choose Barabbas instead?

They did but Josephus states that the amount was less than one hundredand was mostly the paid to do so. Yeshua died and rose again for us all, isnt thatenough, Rachel remarked. Everyone nodded and smiled except Quinn andSantana. Brittany quipped something, but Quinn hushed her.

She then rose. So you say you believe in Jesus too? She leaned against thetable; her gaze was softer, unsure.

Of course. Dad Hiram calls it Notzrim . I believe the correct term isMessianic Jew.

Quinn stared stunned. My sister has a dear friend who is one. She focusedand her face hardened a bit. Still, I think its time to stretch. Kimber, Melissa,Janice, can you move away the tables so we wil l be ready when the boys arrive?

They nodded. And as the tables were being moved, Quinn walked over toRachel who held a pleased smile on her lips. This changes nothing between youand me. You are trying to steal Finn from me and I wont allow it, she w hispered.

Rachel caught her serious gaze. I am honorable. If he comes to me, it is of hisown accord. What we did yesterday was solely Glee focused.

Quinn held her temper. Honorable people dont lie. At least admit you wanthim.

He wants you, Rachel said sadness in her eyes. If he breaks up with you,its your fault. Quinns eyes lit up. Hey Quinn look, Brittany shouted doing a backflip after stretching. Quinn watched her then walked over to where Melissa wasstanding. Brittany came to stand besi de her. Its fun.

Well, you know, Puck loves it when I do this. She spun around on her feet,her cheerleading skirt whirling high enough that her white cheer-briefs could beseen.


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God bless the perv that invented these. Quinn said with a smile and a shake of her head as Santana finished. With a finger pointed to Kimber, shereminded them, Remember the power motto, girls: Its all about the teasing andnot about the pleasing! They said the last line together quite raucously.

Rachel had sat back down at the only unmoved table, a look of derision as the

Cheerios danced among themselves. Why don t you notice me, Finn? Everytime weare together you seem happy. You have to like spending time with me. So why keepher? She shook her head. Then the music floated into her head. It was Britt Nicole.

Why do we go with the flow?Or take an easier road?Why are we playin' it safe?Love came to show us the wayLove is a chance we should takeI'm movin' out of the way

Don't let your lights go downDon't let your fire burn outsomewhere, somebody needs a reason to believe(Stand out)Don't let your lights go downDon't let your fire burn out(Stand out)somewhere, somebody needs a reason to believeWhy don't you rise up now?Don't be afraid to stand outThat's how the lost get found

The lost get found


And you know you have the chance to change it. And then she realized by not dancing, by correcting Quinn, by being here, she

was standing out. No, I do want him. But I am not going to take him from you. He is going to come to me willingly. I m not letting up either. I love him too much for that.

She stopped, realizing what she just thought. I love him. Yes, I love Finn. Hecan sing. He s funny, and chivalrous and understanding. I just wish he d love meback.

After the dancing ended, Quinn walked over and began inflating whiteballoons. The guys began entering, leaving the door open. Finn walked in and sawRachel standing there and froze. She caught his surprise and they stared at eachother until Jacob noticed Rachel and made a beeline for her. Why do you like me,

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Santana chuckled as she saw it, then she smiled as Puck came over to her.The remaining guys slowly distributed themselves among the girls. As Rachel tookthe balloon Quinn handled her, he face held a look of absolute misery, depressedsadness. Finn was alone waiting for Quinn to come over. The odious Jacob wasstanding nearby and she would be forced to pair with him. The thought was

revolting.Having inflated her personal balloon, Quinn announced, Lets pair up for the

Immaculate Affection. With her gaze falling on everyone, she said forcefully, Nowremember, if the balloon pops, the noise makes the angels cry.

Everyone took their balloon and placed it between them, starting to sway.Not too close, not too far. Rachel looked with longing as Quinn walked to Finn asmile on her face. Finn smiled big back as they swayed together, the balloontouching their waists.

Yet she remained holding the balloon with Jacob off to her side. Looking atJacob with resignation and loathing, she slowly pull the balloon to her waist. Jacobwaddled up to it. He placed his arms on her shoulders, a broad smile on his face.

She closed her eyes as she placed her hands on his chest, visualizing Finnstanding in front of her. It was shattered when Jacob said, You enchant me. Withthat she looked away, just barely holding in her gag reflex.

Meanwhile, Puck moved his balloon to his groin and tried to grind it intoSantanas. Of course she would have none of it. Stop it!

Oh yeah! he retorted, perversely.It was right then that Finn and Quinns balloon popped. Suddenly, Rachel

looked over, a smile on her face.Finn! Quinn shouted mortified. Shock an d horror covered her face as he

dove back. It must have hit my zipper.

Suddenly, the song floated up again. So when you get the chance Are you gonna take it? She broke free of Jacob, taking the balloon with her.Stepping to the center of the room, she announced. You know what? This is a joke.

Finn and Quinn turn to her surprised. Did you know that most studies havedemonstrated that celibacy doesnt work in high schools? She look ed straight atFinn before looking to the rest of the room.

Finn looked at her surprised and with a bit of awe. Everyone else stoppedand listened as well.

Our hormones are driving us too crazy to abstain. The second we tellourselves there is no room for compromise, we act out. The only way to deal withteen sexuality is to be prepared. Thats what contraception is for .

Quinns face turned livid. Dont you ever mention the C -word! Rachel paused, taken aback by her vehemence. Want to know a dirty little

secret they dont want you to know? She says looking at Finn, and raising hereyebrow briefly in delight. Finn stares at her with an interested look. And withgravitas she continues, Girls want sex just as much as guys do. Maintaining hergaze for a second more, she releases the balloon and storms out.


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As she marched down the hall, she noticed the clock said 2:45. Students werestill buzzing about. However, the voices of Mr. Schuester and Coach Tanaka wereunmistakable as they echoed up the hallway. You are serious? Figgins told youthat everything will be ready by Monday?

Monday. Anders resolved his problem so the game will be on Monday. That

means your assembly will be on Monday. He will use a short day to alloweverything to fit. Tanaka said with genuine surprise.

We will be ready, Mr. Schuester said with confidence as their voices faded.There goes the weekend, she thought as she stopped at her locker.

Finn was pleased when he saw Rachel was at her locker when he arrived.That speech was the first time he had heard anyone be honestly about sex andthemselves there. Jacob was social outcast so he didnt matter. And he respectedher opinion. He was glad the balloon popped now. Rachel? He said as she stoodstooped over, buried in her bottom locker.

She righted herself quickly. Finn? I thought you left with Quinn already? No. She ended it after you left. You ruined the mood and made her

nauseous. And shes upset with me for popping the balloon. Did you really meanwhat you said? He held a thoughtful look, unsure.

Yes, Absolutely. We need to be prepared, she said confidently. Suddenly,she froze and then lit up in delight like when she was singing. I know this is a bitforward, but would you come with me on Choirs concert trip ? Brad, Mr. Ellis, toldme to invite you.

When? His eyes held that hesitant look, unsure but wanting. Why can t thisever be easy? At least Puck didn t mention that I have two girlfriends to every else.Just kept making those hand gestures.

Choir room, 11 am tomorrow. We drive to the airfield to take the jet to theconcert. She seemed pleased at the idea of the jet. What jet?! Then it burst on him.Oh! That jet. I thought that belonged to the Cheerios. He frowned and he facedropped. So he stopped frowning, returning to neutral. Intense! Mr. Elliss usingthe Cheerios jet? He whispered.

Rachel stared at him intensely, a soft smile on her lips. No, he said school jet. Does it matter?

No, I guess not. Coach will have a fit again but I let him y ell at me Mondaythis time. Do I need anything?

Just a parental approval form. She caught sight of someone approaching,and leaned to catch their attention. Mr. Ellis! She shouted as he passed them withMr. Sinacori and the statuesque Mr. Rookwood. He whispered something to themand they continued on without him.

Rachel? He asked, stopping before her.Finn wants to go. She grinned, her hands clasped in delight. Mr. Hudson? Brad said, turning to him.Finn looked at him and replied. I want to go. Mr. Ellis. Coach Tanaka is

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Brad frowned. Finn noticed it and looked to Rachel. She possessed a naturalbeauty, a loveliness that made him float. Why? He mused, as he looked back toBrad.

This isnt for Glee and you arent in my Choir class. I cant cover for you. Youare welcome to come, but Im not Mr. Schuester. I wont go to bat for you with Coach

Tanaka. Its your call. Finn sighed. That loveliness was etched with worry now. Worry that he

would choose football over her. He cleared his throat. I can t explain that my primary motivation for going was this undeniable attraction to her. She seffervescent, and fun. Why not? I understand. I am in no threat of losing my placeon the team. I will deal with the consequences of my actions with Coach Tanakawhen Monday comes.

Brad looked at him seriously. Ok. Then meet me in the Choir room in 10minutes. I need to give you the waiver that your parents sign. Rachel told youwhen, right? He looked at her. She smiled, nodded once. Yes. Thank you verymuch, Brad.

You are welcome. I will see you tomorrow. And yes you can bring yourcookies.

Finns surprise grew as he didnt expect her delight to get bright but it did.Tomorrow should be fun. But what am I telling everyone? He thought with a touchof worry.

Rachel had indeed arrived with a Pink Tupperware tub filled with Yellowiced star shaped sugar cookies at 10:45am. When Finn walked in carrying his gearduffel, she shot him a worried look. H e walked over to her, holding her gaze. I hadto bring it. Otherwise, Puck, Rick and the rest would be suspicious. Quinn is sick

and thats my cover. She doesnt want me there but wont admit that I wasnt. Brad looked over at them. Honestly forms a st rong foundation to stand on,while deceit is a trap for the soul.

A befuddled look crossed his face. Rachel took his hand, and gently said, Liesare bad. Thank you very much for coming.

Others of the choir oohed and awed. He looked around, blushing. Marcus, amember of the jazz ensemble as well said, No one here will say anything. Webelieve differently. You are safe with us.

Finn looked at him and his rustic Italian ruggedness. His face held concernbut a look from Rachel melted it. I am going to have to make a hard choice soon.

Rachel withheld her giddiness as she gently let go his hand. But she couldntcontain the excitement. You ready?

I think. He said with a mixture of trepidation and anticipation. Since Mr. Hudson is here, we can go . Remember, never talk about this. This

is not the time to explain. IF ANYONE mentions we did this, it

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