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ALL GLORIES TO ßR^ GURU AND GAURå§GA The Search For ßrÈ Krishna Reality The Beautiful lÈlÅ premˆÅ priyÅdhikya˜ mÅdhurya˜ veˆu-rËpayoÓ ity asÅdhÅraˆa˜ prokta˜ govindasya catu›Êayam Krishna has four superexcellent qualities: His won- derful pastimes, His wonderful associates like the gopÈs, who are very dear to Him, His sweet beauty, and the sweet vibration of His flute. (Chaitanya-caritÅmÂta Madhya-lÈlÅ 23.84)
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ALL GLORIES TO ßR^ GURU AND GAURå§GA

The Search For

ßrÈ KrishnaReality The Beautiful

lÈlÅ premˆÅ priyÅdhikya˜ mÅdhurya˜ veˆu-rËpayoÓity asÅdhÅraˆa˜ prokta˜govindasya catu›Êayam

Krishna has four superexcellent qualities: His won-derful pastimes, His wonderful associates like thegopÈs, who are very dear to Him, His sweet beauty, andthe sweet vibration of His flute.

(Chaitanya-caritÅmÂta Madhya-lÈlÅ 23.84)

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The Search For

ßrÈ KrishnaReality The Beautiful

Through His holy name, transcendental soundpreached and practiced by ßrÈ Chaitanyadeva,who is none other than RÅdhÅ and Govinda

combined — and propagated by ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur

HIS DIVINE GRACE

SRILA BHAKTI RAKSAKSRIDHAR DEV-GOSWAMI

MAHARAJ

ßrÈ Chaitanya SÅraswat MaÊh

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© 1989 Sri Chaitanya Sarawat MathAll rights reserved by the Successor President-Acharya

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math, Kolegranj,P.O. Box Nabadwip, Dist. Nadia, W. Bengal Pin 741302,

India

First Printing 1983 5,000 copiesSecond Printing 1983 5.000 copiesThird Printing 1986 3,000 copiesFourth Printing 1988 5,000 copies

published byGuardian of Devotion Press

Fifth Printing 2000 2,500 copiesPublished by

Ananta Printing & Publishing2827 S. Rodeo Gulch Rd. #3, Soquel, California 95073

(831) 464-9045 email: [email protected]

Special thanks to the following devotees for their help withthis current edition: Swami B.P. Janardan, Swami B.C.Parvat, Navadwip Prabhu, Sarvabhavana Prabhu, AnantaKrishna Prabhu, Tilak devi dasi, Dayal Dulal Prabhu.

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ContentsForeword . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11

Preface . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 19

Introduction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 21

Krishna Consciousness: Love and Beauty . . . . . . . 25

Saints, Scriptures, and Gurus . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 41

Fossilism vs. Subjective Evolution . . . . . . . . . . . . 57

Origin of the Soul . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 65

Knowledge above Mortality . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 71

Six Philosophies of India . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 87

Beyond Christianity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 91

Levels of God Realization . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 113

The Krishna Conception . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 127

The Hare Krishna Mantra . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 133

Service of the Holy Name . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 149

Nectar of the Holy Name . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 159

Reality the Beautiful . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 175

Explanation of Math Logo . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 203

Address List of Centers Worldwide . . . . . . . . . . . 205

Publications Available . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .209

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President-åchÅrya ßrÈ Chaitanya SÅraswat MaÊhßrÈla Bhakti Sundar Govinda Dev-GoswÅmÈ MahÅrÅj

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Founder-åchÅrya ßrÈ Chaitanya SÅraswat MaÊhßrÈla Bhakti Rak›ak ßrÈdhar Dev-GoswÅmÈ MahÅrÅj

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ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur

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ßrÈla Gaura KiÍora DÅsa BÅbÅjÈ MahÅrÅj

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ßrÈla Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur

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FOREWORDby

ßrÈla Bhaktivinoda †hÅkurNineteenth Century Founder of the Krishna

Consciousness Movement'

We love to read a book which we have never readbefore. We are anxious to gather whatever infor-

mation is contained in it, and with such acquirementour curiosity stops. This mode of study prevails amongst

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“Party spirit—that great enemy of truth—will always baffle theattempt of the inquirer who tries to gather truth from the religiousworks of his nation and will make him believe that the AbsoluteTruth is nowhere except in his old religious book.”

ßrÈla Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur

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a great number of readers who are great men in theirown estimation as well as in the estimation of those whoare of their own stamp. In fact, most readers are mere re-positories of facts and statements made by other people.But this is not study. The student is to read the factswith a view to create, and not with the object of fruit-less retention. Students, like satellites, should reflectwhatever light they receive from authors, and notimprison the facts and thoughts just as the magistratesimprison the convicts in the jail!

Thought is progressive. The author’s thought musthave progress in the reader in the shape of correction ordevelopment. He is the best critic who can show thefurther development of an old thought; but a mere de-nouncer is the enemy of progress, and consequently ofnature. Progress certainly is the law of nature, andthere must be corrections and developments with theprogress of time. But progress means going further or ris-ing higher. The shallow critic and the fruitless reader arethe two great enemies of progress. We must shun them.

The true critic, on the other hand, advises us topreserve what we have already obtained, and to adjustour race from that point where we have arrived in theheat of our progress. He will never advise us to go backto the point whence we started, as he fully knows thatin that case there will be a fruitless loss of our valuabletime and labor. He will direct the adjustment of theangle of our race at the point where we are.

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This is also the characteristic of the useful student.He will read an old author and will find out his exactposition in the progress of thought. He will never pro-pose to burn a book on the ground that it containsthoughts which are useless. No thought is useless.Thoughts are means by which we attain our objects.The reader who denounces a bad thought does notknow that a bad road is even capable of improvementand conversion into a good one. One thought is a roadleading to another. Thus, the reader will find that onethought, which is the object today, will be the means ofa further object tomorrow. Thoughts will necessarilycontinue to be an endless series of means and objects inthe progress of humanity.

The great reformers will always assert that they havecome out not to destroy the old law, but to fulfill it.Valmiki, VyÅsa, Plato, Jesus, Mohammed, Confucius,and Chaitanya MahÅprabhu assert the fact eitherexpressly or by their conduct.

Our critic, however, may nobly tell us that a reformerlike VyÅsa, unless purely explained, may lead thou-sands of men into great trouble in time to come. Butdear critic! Study the history of ages and countries!Where have you found the philosopher and reformerfully understood by the people? The popular religionis fear of God, and not the pure spiritual love whichPlato, VyÅsa, Jesus, and Chaitanya taught to their respec-tive peoples! Whether you give the absolute religion

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in figures or simple expressions, or teach them by meansof books or oral speeches, the ignorant and the thought-less must degrade it.

It is indeed very easy to tell, and swift to hear, thatAbsolute Truth has such an affinity with the humansoul that it comes through as if intuitively, and thatno exertion is necessary to teach the precepts of truereligion, but this is a deceptive idea. It may be true ofethics and of the alphabet of religion, but not of thehighest form of faith, which requires an exalted soul tounderstand. All higher truths, though intuitive, requireprevious education in the simpler ones. That religion isthe purest which gives us the purest idea of God. Howthen is it possible that the ignorant will ever obtainthe absolute religion, as long as they are ignorant?

So we are not to scandalize the Savior of Jerusalemor the Savior of Nadia for these subsequent evils.Luthers, instead of critics, are what we want for thecorrection of those evils by the true interpretation of theoriginal precepts.

God gives us truth as He gave it to VyÅsa, whenwe earnestly seek for it. Truth is eternal and inex-haustable. The soul receives a revelation when it isanxious for it. The souls of the great thinkers of thebygone ages, who now live spiritually, often approachour inquiring spirit and assist it in its development.Thus, VyÅsa was assisted by NÅrada and BrahmÅ. Our

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ÍÅstras, or in other words, books of thought, do notcontain all that we could get from the infinite Father.No book is without its errors. God’s revelation isAbsolute Truth, but it is scarcely received and pre-served in its natural purity. We have been advised inthe ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (11.14.3) to believe that truthwhen revealed is absolute, but it gets the tincture of thenature of the receiver in course of time, and is con-verted into error by continual exchange of hands fromage to age. New revelations, therefore, are continu-ally necessary in order to keep truth in its originalpurity. We are thus warned to be careful in our studiesof old authors, however wise they are reputed to be.Here, we have full liberty to reject the wrong idea,which is not sanctioned by the peace of conscience.

VyÅsa was not satisfied with what he collected in theVedas, arranged in the Purňas, and composed in theMahÅbhÅrata. The peace of his conscience did not sanc-tion his labors. It told him from inside, “No, VyÅsa!You can’t rest contented with the erroneous picture oftruth which was necessarily presented to you by thesages of bygone days! You must yourself knock at thedoor of the inexhaustible store of truth from whichthe former sages drew their wealth. Go! Go up to thefountainhead of truth, where no pilgrim meets withdisappointment of any kind. VyÅsa did it and obtainedwhat he wanted. We have all been advised to do so.

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Liberty then, is the principle which we must consideras the most valuable gift of God. We must not allowourselves to be led by those who lived and thoughtbefore us. We must think for ourselves and try to get fur-ther truths, which are still undiscovered. In the ßrÈmadBhÅgavatam (11.21.23) we have been advised to takethe spirit of the ÍÅstras, and not the words. TheBhÅgavata is therefore a religion of liberty, unmixedtruth, and absolute love.

The other characteristic is progress. Liberty cer-tainly is the father of all progress. Holy liberty is thecause of progress upwards and upwards in eternity andendless activity of love. Liberty misused causes degra-dation, and the Vai›ˆava must always carefully use thishigh and beautiful gift of God.

The spirit of this text goes far to honor all great re-formers and teachers who lived and will live in othercountries. The Vai›ˆava is ready to honor all men with-out distinction of caste, because they are filled withthe energy of God. See how universal is the religion ofthe BhÅgavata. It is not intended for a certain class ofHindus alone, but it is a gift to man at large, in what-ever country he is born, and in whatever society he isbred. In short, Vai›ˆavism is the Absolute Love bindingall men together into the infinite unconditioned andabsolute God. May peace reign forever in the wholeuniverse in the continual development of its purity by

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the exertion of the future heroes, who will be blessedaccording to the promise of the BhÅgavata with powersfrom the Almighty Father, the Creator, Preserver, andthe Annihilator of all things in Heaven and Earth.

—From an English lecture delivered in 1869, atDinajpur, West Bengal.

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ßrÈla Bhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ PrabhupÅd and ßrÈla SrÈdhar MahÅrÅjsharing the vyÅsÅsana, the seat of VyÅsa offered to the bona fidespiritual master. [ßrÈla Govinda MahÅrÅj (near the microphone)is speaking.]

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byßrÈla Bhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ PrabhupÅd

Founder-åchÅrya of the International Society forKrishna Consciousness

We are very fortunate to hear His Divine Grace,Om Vi›ˆupÅda Paramaha˜sa Parivrajak åchÅrya

Bhakti Rak›ak ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj. By age and by experi-ence, in both ways, he is senior to me. I was fortunate tohave his association since a long time, since perhaps1930. At that time he had not accepted sannyÅs, but hadjust left home. He went to preach in Allahabad, and onthat auspicious occasion we were connected.

ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj lived in my house for many years, sonaturally we had very intimate talks. He has such highrealizations of Krishna that one would faint to hearthem. He was always my good advisor, and I took hisadvice very seriously because from the very beginning Iknew that he was a pure devotee of Krishna. So, Iwanted to associate with him. Krishna and PrabhupÅd,ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta Saraswati †hÅkur, liked him toprepare me. Our relationship is very intimate.

After the breakdown of our spiritual master’s institu-tion I wanted to organize another institution making

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PREFACE

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ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj the head. ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅntaSaraswati †hÅkur told me that ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj is oneof the finest preachers of Krishna consciousness in theworld, so I wanted to take him everywhere. This was myearnest desire. But since he could not go around theworld and preach, at least the people of the worldshould come to hear from him.

For spiritual advancement of life we must go tosomeone who is actually practicing spiritual life. So ifone is actually serious to take instructions from a Íik›aguru, or instructing spiritual master, I can refer him toone who is the most competent of all my Godbrothers.This is B.R. ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj. I consider ßrÈdharMahÅrÅj to be even my Íik›a guru, so what to speak ofthe benefit that others can have from his association.

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Everyone is searching for rasa, pleasure. The status ofrasa is the highest. As persons we have our subjec-

tive existence, but rasa, pleasure, has His supersubjec-tive existence. He is a person. He is akhila rasÅmÂta-mËrtiÓ: the reservoir of all pleasure. He is Krishna. Rasais Krishna. There cannot be rasa in any other placebut Krishna. He is the fountainhead of all differenttypes of rasa. So, by the nature of our constitution wehave to search after Krishna.

In the Brahma-sËtra it is said, “Inquire after thesupreme cause of this world. Search!” From where haseverything come? How is everything maintaining its ex-istence? By whom? And ultimately, where does every-thing enter after death? That is brahma, spirit, the mostfundamental plane from where everything springs up,remains, and ultimately enters.

Where is brahma? The Brahma-sËtra advises us toinquire after the prime cause, the biggest, the all-accom-modating. But ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu replacedthat, ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam replaced that with K›ˆÅnusan-dhÅna: the search for ßrÈ Krishna.

BrahmÅ-jijñÅsÅ, the search for spirit, is a dry thing.That is only the exercise of your thinking faculty, ajugglery of reason. Leave that behind. Begin the search

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INTRODUCTION

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for ßrÈ Krishna and quench the thirst of your heart.Rasa jijñÅsÅ, raso vai saÓ. The things acquired by yourreason won’t satisfy you. JñÅna, knowledge, cannotreally quench your thirst, so instead of brahma-jijñÅsÅaccept K›ˆÅnusandhÅna and begin the search for ßrÈKrishna.

Where is Krishna? Our real want will be satisfied onlyby getting the service of Krishna; not by anything else. Wewant to satisfy the innermost demands of our hearts. Wedon’t care to know where we are or what is controllingeverything, but we really want to quench our thirst forrasa, for mÅdhurya, for sweetness. We must search neitherfor knowledge nor for the controller of this world; wemust search after rasa, Ånandam, after beauty and charm.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu and ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatamhave taught us what to beg for, what to pray for, whatto want. They have taught us, “If you beg, beg forKrishna, not for anything else.” So, the fate of theVai›ˆavas, the students of the BhÅgavata and the fol-lowers of MahÅprabhu, is sealed in the search for ßrÈKrishna. We want nothing else but Krishna.

The Vedas say, sˆvantu viÍve amÂtasya putrÅÓ: “O,you sons of nectar, sons of the nectarine ocean sea:please listen to me. You were born in nectar; you wereborn to taste nectar, and you must not allow yourselvesto be satisfied by anything but nectar. So, however mis-guided you may be for the time being, awake! Arise!Search for that nectar, that satisfaction.” The Vedas tell

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us, “O˜!” O˜ means a big “Yes!” “What you are search-ing for, that is! Don’t be disappointed.” The Vedas saythat the object of our inner search exists. The com-mon search of all your hearts is existing, and your thirstwill be quenched. By your constitution you are meant forthat and you deserve that, so don’t be afraid; don’t becowed down. It is already given in your being. And youcan never be satisfied with anything else. So prepareyourself, after your long search, to receive that longmissing nectar in its full form and quality. Awake! Arise!Search for your fortune and you cannot but have that.It is your birthright. It is the wealth of your own soul. Itcannot but be within you. You have no other business,no other engagement but K›ˆÅnusandhÅna, the Searchfor ßrÈ Krishna: Reality the Beautiful.

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At the beginning of the twentieth century, theBengali poet Hemachandra wrote, “There are so

many countries rising in prominence: this land, thatland. Japan is a very small country, but it is rising likethe sun. Only India is under eternal slumber.” When hementioned the other part of the world, he said,“America is rising forcefully, as if he is coming to swal-low the whole world. Sometimes he is shouting as ifwith a war cry, and the whole world is shivering. Hisenthusiasm is so intense and great that he wants tosnatch the world from the solar system, and give it anew shape, a new molding.” America has been men-tioned in this way by Hemachandra. In the same way,Bhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ MahÅrÅj came to give the worlda new shape through Krishna consciousness. He oncesaid, “We must go there and build it in a new way—with Krishna consciousness.”

What is Krishna consciousness? Krishna consciousnessmeans real love and beauty. Real love and beauty mustpredominate; not selfishness, or exploitation. Generally,whenever we see beauty, we think that beauty is to be

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KRISHNA

CONSCIOUSNESS:LOVE AND BEAUTY

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exploited, but actually, beauty is the exploiter, beauty isthe master, and beauty is the controlling principle.

And what is love? Love means sacrifice for others.We should not think that sacrifice is to be exploited byus. Who is to be the recipient of sacrifice? Is it ourparty? No. We are in the group of those who sacrificethemselves: the predominated negative party,MahÅbhÅva’s party. The underlying principle of love issacrifice, but sacrifice for whom? And who is the ben-eficiary? Love is the beneficiary. Everyone should con-tribute to the center, but no one should draw energyfrom there. “Die to live.” With this spirit we shouldcombine and work for real love and beauty.

BANNER OF LOVE

And beauty will be victorious in the world. Lovewill be victorious in the world. We will sacrifice every-thing to see that the banner of divine love will flutterall over the world, for a particle of that divine lovewill be able to keep peace and distribute peace in alldirections. Just as fighting soldiers dedicate everything,and give their lives so their countrymen will benefit inthe future, we should sacrifice our lives and work tobring real peace for everyone.

In VÂndÅvana, the land of Krishna, the standard ofsacrifice is unlimited. Devotees there are willing to riskeverything for Krishna. If that principle of sacrifice isenthroned, then peace will automatically follow.

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Krishna consciousness should be enthroned above allother conceptions. All other conceptions are meantto be subservient to Krishna consciousness. The ideal ofVÂndÅvana, Krishna’s abode, is above all other ideals. Intheistic comparison, the conception of ßrÈ ChaitanyaMahÅprabhu’s lÈlÅ is above all other conceptions. There,theism reaches its zenith. That is our highest goal, andstep by step, that should be explained, thought out,accepted, and preached.

ATOMIC DEATH

Without this, what sort of benefit are you expectingfrom your present engagement? Only death is awaitingyou. You are so proud of this scientific civilization andare boasting so much, but death is awaiting you whetherit is atomic death or natural death. You can’t crossdeath. One English poet has written:

The boast of heraldry, the pomp of power,And all that beauty, all that wealth e’er gaveAwaits alike the inevitable hour:The paths of glory lead but to the grave

—Thomas Gray’s Elegy in a Country Churchyard

You do not care to solve the greatest danger. You saythat you are big thinkers, that you are great men, andthat you should command the respect of society, but thegeneral inevitable problem for every atom here is death.What is your contribution for solving the greatest dan-ger which is waiting to devour everyone—scientist,

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insect, or virus? What is your solution to death? Haveyou taken any steps to solve that universal danger?What you are doing at present is exploitation, and youare encouraging a lower life as a reaction. You areexploiting nature, and everyone who is deriving thebenefits will have to pay to the farthing with interest.

“For every action there is an equal and oppositereaction.” This is your statement, but what have youdone to solve that? You are endangering the fate ofthe world by your fascinating proposals of apparentcomfort. What is this? You are avoiding the greatestinevitable danger, so your life is a useless malengage-ment. In one sense, you are traitors to society. Comewith courage to face and solve the real problem, thecommon problem, and the most dangerous problem;otherwise you should leave the field and go away. Leaveit to us. We shall prove that the world is an abode ofperfect happiness: (viÍva˜ pËrˆa sukhÅyate).

DIVE DEEP INTO REALITY

But to understand this, you will have to dive deep,not into the plane of body and mind, but into theplane of soul. You will have to dive deep into the real-ity that is within us. It is not a foreign thing to beacquired by loan, but the soul is within everyone, eventhe insects and the trees. So, we have to rise to theplane of soul. Eliminate both your physical and mentalencasements and find out your own self. There you

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will find the key, the clue to the proper world where lifeis worth living.

The solution is there; a hint is given by many mahÅ-janas, by great saints in every religious sect to someextent, but our claim is that India has given the high-est conception of the spiritual world in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ and ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam. So, we challenge all ofyou: we are not imaginationists; we are most practicalthinkers. We don’t avoid any great problem by saying,“Oh, it can’t be solved.” We do not belong to the partythat wants to easily take prestige and fame. We don’twant to classify ourselves with those hoaxing people.Come and see whether the plane of reality can be

A sixteenth century painting of ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu andHis associates discussing ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam.

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found. You are not required to spend any less energy inyour campaign, so take our program; try it and see.

Where are you? Who are you? What is the realnature of the world? In the Koran, in the Bible, and inthe Vedas, and in every other scripture, a hope andhint has been given about the life of reality. Is this alla hoax? What charm have the materialists given? Thatcharm is only for the self-deceivers, and that is draggingthem into the country of loan and debt, the land where“Every action has an equal and opposite reaction.”So, a divine civilization should be drawn out into thisplane. We have to try the path that has been sug-gested by the great saints and scriptures. It is not unrea-sonable. It is not madness. Come, reason can also beapplied there.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu gave a solution to allour problems with an allegorical example. He said,“We see that you are poor, but there is a happy solution.Your wealth is underground in your own room: just tryto unearth it. Don’t approach it from the southern side,the give-and-take method of karma, for then whateveryou do will bring some reaction that will capture anddisturb you, and you will have no time to reach theproper solution. If you approach that hidden wealthfrom the western side, through the yoga system, bymanipulating the subtle forces of nature to attain super-natural mystic power, that will enchant you and takeyour attention away from the desired goal. Your own

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activity in the wrong direction will create obstacles toyour achievement.

THE SAMåDHI PHANTOM

“If you approach the treasure from the north, the sideof that grand brahmÅsmi, the impersonal conception,with the help of misinterpreted Vedantic logic, then youwill enter into eternal samÅdhi, that great phantomwill swallow you up, your existence will be nowhere,and who will come to enjoy the peace of getting thewealth? Only if you approach from the eastern side,with the help of devotion, will you get the wealth eas-ily. That is the direction of the sunrise, the light givingdirection. And that light is not prepared by our ownhand; that light is from the source of all light: therevealed truth. It is extended from the quarter which isunknown to us. That light is revealed knowledge, bhakti,the path of devotion.

Adopt that path in your search for the real wealthwithin you, and easily you will find your own self,which is most wonderful (ÅÍcaryavat paÍyati kaÍcid enam).Discovering that your own self is so wonderful, youwill be ashamed, thinking, “How could I have beencarried away by the charm of this mundane world? I amthe soul. How was it possible for mÅyÅ to have suchenchanting power over me that my own self, which isso wonderful and so valuable, was drawn into illusion?The peace which is within me has been greatly admired

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by the spiritual stalwarts, but I have come in connectionwith mortal and nasty, rotten things. How? It is mostwonderful, but I was deceived.”

Then from ÅtmÅ to ParamÅtmÅ, from soul toSupersoul, then from VÅsudeva to NÅrÅyaˆa, and thenfrom NÅrÅyaˆa to Krishna, the progressive under-standing in God realization is not unscientific; it isreally scientific. This is vijñÅna, scientific knowledge:

jñÅna˜ te ’ha˜ sa-vijñÅnamida˜ vak›yÅmy aÍe›ataÓyaj jñÅtvÅ neha bhËyo ’nyajjñÅtavyam avaÍi›yate

In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (7.2) Krishna says, “Arjuna,now I shall explain to you scientific knowledge notonly about the soul, but also about its potency. Themind, the senses, and the modes of nature are all non-ÅtmÅ, or material. There is a direct and indirectapproach towards reality which I shall now explain toyou. Please listen attentively to Me: jñÅna˜ te’ ham sa-vijñÅnam. What is this? There is Myself and My potency,and the jÈva, the living entity, is the marginal potencywhich is filling up all these material worlds.” If thejÈva-Íakti, the spiritual potency, were withdrawn, theneverything would be stone, and who would care forexploitation? All this fighting tendency, this tendencyfor exploitation would stop if the marginal potency,the jÈva, were withdrawn from matter. Everything would

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be dead. The soul has entered into this material con-sciousness and has made it a moving thing. Youshould understand this properly, in a scientific way.We are not lacking in our ability to give you a sci-entific explanation.

PLANE OF SELF-DECEPTION

A higher conception of the finer world is here. It isreal, and where you are trying your utmost to make astand, the place that you consider real is unreal.

yÅ niÍÅ sarva-bhËtÅnŘ tasyŘ jÅgarti sa˜yamÈyasyŘ jÅgrati bhËtÅni sÅ niÍÅ paÍyato muneÓ

—Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (2.69)

“You are asleep to your real self-interest and thereal truth, while you are awake in the plane of self-deception.” We must establish ourselves in the plane ofreality, and try our best to extend it to others.

And to preach means this: “I sincerely have faith inKrishna consciousness and relish it to the utmost. Ifind that my future prospect is also here. Because Ifeel that it is very tasteful, useful, and wholesome, Ihave come to distribute it to you, my friends. Weshould guide our lives according to the principles ofKrishna consciousness as taught by the spiritual mas-ter. Take it, and you will be successful in fulfilling thegoal of your life.”

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RASA, HAPPINESS, ECSTASY

In this way, we have to approach everyone withGod consciousness, Krishna consciousness. We mustshow how God consciousness ultimately merges inKrishna consciousness. We have to prove dexterously,step by step, that Krishna is the reservoir of all pleasure(akhila rasÅmÂta mËrtiÓ). What is Krishna conscious-ness? RËpa GoswÅmÈ has given a scientific definition.Rasa, pleasure, cannot be avoided. We are all afterrasa. Everyone, every unit, even the smallest unit of theworld is always hankering after rasa, happiness, ecstasy,and all possible phases of rasa are personified in Krishna.Try to understand how it is. What is rasa? What is itsnature? How can a comparison in rasa be drawn? Inthis way, step by step, you will have to come to theKrishna conception of Godhead. It is not a tale from theancient Indian scriptures. Krishna is not the object ofa tale, but fact. You have to come out and face thatliving fact, that reality. We shall try our best to show youhow it can be a fact. Krishna is a fact. He is a reality, andreality is for itself.

You have to pay for the goal. You must “Die tolive,” and in this way you will feel that it is not ahoax. When you progress on the path, you will feel it(bhaktiÓ pareÍÅnubhavo viraktir anyatra ca). With everystep forward, you will feel these three things: satis-faction, nourishment, and the eradication of yourhunger. Your hankering in general will be diminished.

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Generally, we feel, “I want this, I want that, I wanteverything; still I have not satisfied my hunger.” Butyou will feel that your hunger is being appeased asyou progress in Krishna consciousness, and what youpreviously thought would give you relief will takeleave from you automatically. Their trade won’t con-tinue; they will all withdraw, your natural inclinationfor spiritual advancement will automatically increase,and you will find acceleration in your progress. “Youwill practically feel these three things, so come andtake what we say.” In this way, you have to approachone and all, leaving the result to the Lord.

FRUITS OF ENERGY

We are only agents, and we are working becauseHe has ordered us, so we must remember what is bhakti,what is devotion proper. Whatever I do, the wage Iearn must not come to me; I am only an agent. Thebenefit should go to the proprietor, to my master,Krishna. We should move with this idea, and that willbe bhakti proper. Otherwise, we will be engaged inkarma-kÅnda: fruit-hunting. I want to enjoy the result ofkarma for myself, but the result should go to my master.I am His servant, and I am working under His order. Iam His slave; I am not the proprietor. I am not theproper person to be the recipient of the fruits of energy.The master of energy is the Supreme Lord, and all theproducts of energy should go to Him. It must not be

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tampered with on the way. This should be the attitudeof every worker. Then it will be bhakti proper. We arenot the recipients; He is the recipient. We must alwaysbe conscious that the only beneficiary is He. Only thenare we devotees. We are not the beneficiaries, but self-less workers. It is said in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (2.47):

karmaˆy evÅdhikÅras temÅ phale›u kadÅcanamÅ karma-phala-hetur bhËrmÅ te sa⁄go ’stv akarmaˆi

“You have a right to perform your duty, but youhave no right to enjoy the fruits of your work.” This isa great warning. Krishna says, “Do not think thatbecause you are not the beneficiary of the fruits ofyour action, you have no reason to take so much trou-ble to work—never.” That is the most heinous curse,to think that because I am not the beneficiary, I am notgoing to work. Even selfless activity is also of a lowerorder. Rather we must perform godly activity for thesatisfaction of the Supreme Lord. That is bhakti, ordevotion. And there is also a gradation in bhakti: thereis a big division between vidhi-bhakti and rÅga-bhakti,calculative devotion and spontaneous devotion.

AUTOCRAT, DESPOT, AND LIAR

God is not a constitutional king, but He is an auto-crat. To work for an autocrat is the highest concep-tion of sacrifice. What degree of selflessness and courage

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is required to work for an autocrat, a despot, a liar whois up to anything? Not only that, His normal positionis such. It is not a temporary temperament, but Hiseternal inner nature. Krishna is an autocrat becauselaw emanates from Him. An autocrat is above law.When there are many, there is a need for law; whenthere is only one, there is no need for law. Krishna is adespot, but He is absolute good. If there is any check inHis despotism, the world will be the loser. Goodnessmust have its full flow. Is that bad? Can there be anyobjection to this? Goodness must have its freedom toflow anywhere and everywhere. If we say that God isabsolute good, then what do we lose by giving Himautocracy? Should autocracy be with the ignorant andthe fools? No. The absolute good must have full autoc-racy. Not that law will go to bind His hands. Then wewill be losers. And Krishna is a liar, to entice us, becausewe cannot understand the whole truth. So to entice usto gradually come to the truth, He has become a liar.

The first thing to understand is that He is all good-ness, so everything emanating from Him cannot but begood. Any defect is on our side. We are encroachers. Heis not an encroacher. But He shows this as His play, lÈlÅ.Everything belongs to Him, so there is no lying. WhenHe says, “Let there be light,” there was light: “Let therebe water,” there was water. If He has such potentialpower, can there be any lying there?

We have to sacrifice ourselves for Krishna, becauseHe is the absolute good, beauty, and love. Faith and

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selflessness are required to such a high degree. If weaccept Krishna consciousness as our highest ideal, thenso much sacrifice is necessary, but sacrifice means life:“Die to live.” There is no loss by sacrifice. We can onlygain by giving ourselves.

So, kÈrtan, or preaching has been accepted as themeans to the end. There are so many ways by which wecan approach the souls of this world with kÈrtan: bydirect approach, through books, and by performingsa⁄kÈrtan, chanting the holy name congregationally.By helping others, we help ourselves: we help our ownfortune and our own faith. Not only will others bene-fit by our performance of kÈrtan, but we will also ben-efit eternally.

ETERNAL VACUUM

Krishna says in Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (2.47), “Never beattached to not doing your duty (mÅ te sa⁄go ’stvakarmaˆi). Because you are required to work for Me, willyou stop work? Don’t subject yourself to that painfulreaction, for then you will be doomed. Don’t beattached to stop work and strike. No. That is a dan-gerous vacuum. Don’t jump there in that eternal vac-uum, but work for Me, and you will thrive.” Krishnasays, “Abandon all varieties of duty, and just surrenderunto Me (sarva dharmÅn parityajya mÅm eka˜ Íaraˆa˜vraja). My position is such: I am your guardian, yourfriend, your everything. Your goal of life is to be foundin Me. Believe it Arjuna. At least I must not deceive

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you. You are my friend—You can take it for certain.”

man-manÅ bhava mad-bhakto mad-yÅjÈ mŘ namaskuru mÅm evai›yasi satya˜ te pratijÅne priyo ’si me

—Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (18.65)

“Think of Me always, and become My devotee.Worship Me, and bow down before Me. In this way

As ßrÈ Chaitanya, Lord Krishna came to preach about Himself.

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you will certainly come to Me. My dear friend, I promiseyou on oath, I am speaking the truth. I am everything.Try to come to Me. I am the goal, the fulfillment of lifenot only for you, but for everyone. From the absoluteconsideration My position is such. At least you are Myfriend. I won’t deceive you. You can believe Me. Ipromise that I am so.”

How shamelessly Krishna is expressing Himselfhere. He has come to plead for Himself so much, forour benefit. And a record is kept in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅfor our guidance. And Lord Krishna came as ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu to preach about Himself. Hecame as His own canvasser with His eternal associates.He even brought ßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrňÈ, devotion per-sonified, along with Him, saying, “I will show howcharming Your position in My service is, how beauti-ful and dignified the devotion of My other half can be.So, come along with Me.” And Baladeva has come asNityÅnanda to canvass, and VÂndÅvana has come tocanvass itself in NavadwÈpa. So we are most indebtedto the canvasser, especially when Krishna Himselfhas come to canvass and to show how beautiful, howmagnanimous, and how sacrificing divine love is.

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The purpose of pilgrimage is to hear from the saintly personsresiding in a holy place. The following is a conversation withßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj and three European students searchingIndia for truth.

ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Why have you come to India? Student: For pilgrimage. We came to visit the holyplaces like NavadwÈpa, VÂndÅvana, and JagannÅthaPurÈ. That was the main reason we came to India. ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: How have you come to know allthese things? By books? Student: Yes, by the books of ßrÈla PrabhupÅd. ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: What book? Student: Bhagavad-gÈtÅ.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Oh. The Bhagavad-gÈtÅ As It Is byBhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ MahÅrÅj. Student: Yes.

BHAGAVAD-G^Tå: “CURE THYSELF”ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Many years ago, a German scholarexpressed his opinion that Bhagavad-gÈtÅ is the highestspiritual literature. His point was that Bhagavad-gÈtÅ

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clearly advises us not to try to correct our environ-ment, but to correct ourselves, to adjust with the envi-ronment. That is the key to the advice of Bhagavad-gÈtÅ:“Cure thyself.” We have no power to bring aboutchanges in the environment. That is arranged by thedivine will. Our environment, the sum total of all theforces acting outside us, is irremovable. We have noability to interfere with our environment; that willonly be a useless loss of energy. Rather, we must try tocorrect ourselves so that we can adjust with the cir-cumstances outside us: this is the key to our success inlife (tat te ’nukampŘ susamÈk›amňo). We have ourduty to perform, but we must not aspire after the resultsof our activities; the results depend on Krishna (karmaˆyevÅdhikÅras te mÅ phale›u kadÅcana). We make our con-tribution; at the same time, thousands of millions ofothers are contributing, creating the environment. So,we must do our duty, but we will have to accept the ulti-mate result as best, because it is arranged by theAbsolute. There are so many results to our individualactivities, but we must see how the absolute will har-monize everything and adjust ourselves accordingly.

Our responsibility lies only in discharging our duty.We must never aspire after any definite environment;the environment will go on in its own way. We have nopower to change it. Rather, we must try our best tochange our own self so that we may come in harmonywith the environment.

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Our responsibility is never in enjoying the results ofour actions. Because we work for a particular resultand don’t obtain it, should we be discouraged? No. Weshould go on doing our own duty. Whatever we contri-bute should be offered to the infinite, and the infinitewill mold the results in His own way. Krishna says,“Never aspire after any particular result for your action.At the same time, don’t be idle. Don’t be worthless. Goon discharging your duty without depending on anyoutside consequence.”Student: Will we have to remember Krishna while weare doing this?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes. Then we will be able to come inconnection with Krishna and gradually we will come to

Bhagavad-gÈtÅ—the highest spiritual literature. The SupremeLord Krishna instructs Arjuna, “Cure thyself.”

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realize that our environment is friendly to us. When thereactions of our previous actions disappear, we will findthat every wave is carrying good news to us. When ouregoistic attitude vanishes, we will find ourself in themidst of sweet waves all around. We should try to doaway with whatever wrong we have done hitherto. Wemust do our duty and never expect any definite result,but cast it towards the infinite.

DISSOLVING EGO

And then one day will come when our egoistic feel-ing will dissolve and from within, our real self, a mem-ber of the infinite world, will spring up and awaken, andwe will find ourselves in the sweet waves of thatenvironment. There, everything is sweet. The breeze issweet, the water is sweet, the trees are sweet, what-ever we come in contact with is sweet, sweet, sweet.

Our internal ego is our enemy, and to dissolve thatego, we must do our duty as we think fit, but neverexpect any response according to our will. If we adopt thiskarma-yoga then in no time we will find that the wrongego, which was always expecting something crooked forits selfish purpose, has vanished; the broad, wide egowithin has come out, and we are in harmony with thewhole universe. The harmonious world will appear beforeus, and the cover of selfish desires will disappear.

The cause of our disease is not outside us, but withinus. A paramaha˜sa Vai›ˆava, a saint of the highest

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platform, sees that everything is all right. He finds no-thing to complain about. When one can see that every-thing is good and sweet to the furthest extreme, hecomes to live in the plane of divinity. Our false ego cre-ates only disturbance, and that ego should be dissolved.We should not think that the environment is our enemy.We must try hard to detect God’s grace in whatevercomes to us, even if it comes as an apparent enemy.Everything is the grace of the Lord, but we can’t see it;rather, we see the opposite. The dirt is in our eyes.

Actually, everything is divine. It is all the grace of theLord. The disease is in our eyes. We are diseased, and ifthe disease is cured, we shall find that we are in themidst of a gracious world. Only the coverings of desiredeceive us from having a real estimation of the world. Abonafide student of the devotional school will acceptsuch an attitude towards the environment and towardsthe Lord. We have to think that God’s will is every-where. Even a blade of grass cannot move without thesanction of the Supreme Authority. Every detail isdetected and controlled by Him. We have to look uponthe environment with optimism. The pessimism iswithin us. Our ego is responsible for all sorts of evil.

INFINITE BLISSFULNESS

This is Vai›ˆavism. If we can do this, then in notime, our disease will be cured, and we’ll be in the midstof infinite blissfulness. Our tendency at present is to

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cure what we see on the outside. We think, “I wanteverything to follow my control, my sweet will. Wheneverything obeys me, then I will be happy.” But we musttake just the opposite attitude. As MahÅprabhu has said:

tˆÅd api sunÈcenataror api sahi›ˆunÅamÅninÅ mÅnadenakÈrtanÈyaÓ sadÅ hariÓ

We should create no resistance against our envi-ronment. Still, if some undesirable things come towardsus, we should tolerate that with our utmost patience.And even if someone attacks us we won’t become vio-lent; we must practice forbearance to the extreme. Weshall honor everyone; we will seek no honor.

In this way, with the least amount of energy and timewe can attain the highest goal: the plane where KrishnaHimself is living. That is the most fundamental planeof existence. At that time, all the encasements coveringthe soul will vanish and die, and the inner soul willawaken and find that he is playing in a sweet wave, danc-ing and merry-making in VÂndÅvana, with Krishna andHis devotees. And what is VÂndÅvana? It is neither afable, nor a concocted story. The broadest and widestplane of the whole universe is beauty, sweetness, andblissfulness, and that is present in VÂndÅvana in all its full-ness. We have to dive deep into that plane of reality.

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satisfaction have taken us here, and these must bedissolved once and for all. And then from within, ourgolden selves will come out, and we will find that we arein the plane of a happy dancing mood, with Krishna inVÂndÅvana.

HEGEL’S “SELF-DETERMINATION”

In Hegelian language, this is called “self-determination.” Self-determination means we must dieto live. We must leave our material life and all ourmaterial habits; we have to die as we are if we want tohave a real life. We must give up our false ego. Ourmaterial habits from different births are collected inthe ego in subtle forms, not only from the experience ofhuman birth, but even from animal births, tree births,and so many other births. Krishna consciousness meansthe wholesale dissolution of the false ego. That con-cocted, selfish figure within us is our enemy. The realself is hopelessly buried beneath the false ego. So greatis the depth of our forgetfulness that we do not evenknow who we are. So, as the German philosopherHegel said, we have to “die to live.”

Reality is for itself and by itself. The world is not cre-ated for our selfish end; it has a universal end, and weare part and parcel of that. We must come to an under-standing with the whole. The complete whole isKrishna and he is dancing, playing, and singing in Hisown way. We must enter into that harmonious dance.

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Being infinitesimal, should we think that the infinitemust be controlled by us? That by our whim every-thing will go on? This is the most crooked, heinousobject ever conceived, and we are suffering from sucha disease. This is the real problem in society. Our inquiryshould be aimed at solving this.Student: Does this mean we have to give up materiallife completely?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Not at once. Everyone must progressgradually, according to his own particular case. If onewho has much affinity towards worldly life suddenlyleaves that, he may not keep up his vows; he may godown again. So, according to personal capacity wemust make gradual progress. That is to be taken intoconsideration, but still, we should always be eager togive up everything and devote ourselves exclusively tothe highest duty. Those who have enough couragewill jump into the unknown, thinking, “Krishna willprotect me. I am jumping in the name of God. He iseverywhere; He will take me on His lap.” With thisidea, one who has real eagerness for the truth mayleap forward.Student: I have a problem. For ten years I’ve tried totake up this process. For ten years, I have kept from eat-ing meat, fish, and eggs. I avoid material things—Ihave no attraction for them. I have left all this behind.But there is one thing I want to give up and also Idon’t want to give up. This is gañja (marijuana).

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ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: That is a small thing. There arethree real difficulties: the first is women, the secondis money, and the third, good name and fame. Thesethree are our enemies. Marijuana intoxication is a smallthing. Anyone can give it up easily. But these threethings are the fundamental aspiration of every animal,tree, bird, man, or god. These three are everywhere.But intoxication and other fleeting habits are very neg-ligible things and can be conquered very easily.

As we have gradually come into the habit ofintoxication, we have to come out; gradually, and notsuddenly. Just after World War Two, we read in thenewspaper that Goering, Hitler’s air general, was habit-uated to taking much intoxication. But when he wasput into jail, no intoxication was supplied to him. Hebecame sick, but treatment went on and he was cured.His disease was cured by the medicine. We also haveseen so many opium-eaters who came here, joined thetemple, and gradually left their habit.

Many so-called sÅdhus smoke marijuana. It helpsconcentration, but that is the material mind. It dis-turbs faith. It is an enemy to faith. No material intoxi-cation, but only faith can take us to our desired goal.The misguided souls think that marijuana, hashish, andso many other things can help us in our meditation. Itmay do something, but that is mundane and that willfrustrate us in our time of need. These things cannothelp us rise up very high.

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SEX, DOPE, AND GOLD

ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (1.17.38) advises that these fivethings should be rejected: dyËta˜: gambling, or diplo-macy; pÅna˜: intoxication, including tea, coffee, betel,and everything else; striyaÓ: unlawful, illegal womanlove;sËnÅ: butchering; and the transaction of gold. Tradein gold makes one very apathetic towards progress in theline of faith. These five are very tempting.

What to speak of the mania that intoxication willhelp us in our meditation upon the transcendental,Devar›i NÅrada says, yamÅdibhir yoga-pathaiÓ kÅma-lobha-hato muhuÓ: even what we acquire by meditationis temporary and has no permanent effect. Only realfaith in the line of pure devotion can help us.

SAINTS: LIVING SCRIPTURES

Student: So, how can we develop our faith in Krishnaconsciousness?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: How have you come to conceive ofKrishna consciousness?Student: By reading Bhagavad-gÈtÅ.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Bhagavad-gÈtÅ. From the scriptures.And the scriptures are written by whom? Some saint.So, the association of saints and the advice of scripturesare both necessary. The saint is the living scripture,and the scripture advises us in a passive way. A saint canactively approach us, and passively we may receive

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benefit from the scriptures. The association of the scrip-tures and the saints can help us achieve the ultimaterealization: sÅdhu ÍÅstra kÂpaya haya. The saints aremore powerful. Those who are living the life of thescriptural advice are scripture personified. In their asso-ciation, and by their grace, we can imbibe such higher,subtle knowledge and faith.

All our experiences are futile in the attempt toattain the ultimate destination; only faith can lead usthere. The spiritual world is far, far beyond the juris-diction of our limited visual, aural, and mental experi-ence. The experience of the eye, ear, and mind is verymeager and limited, but faith can rise up and piercethrough this area, and enter the transcendental realm.

Faith should be developed with the help of scripturesand saints. They will help us understand that the spiritualworld is real and this world is unreal. At that time, thismaterial world will be night to us, and that will be day.Presently, the eternal world is darkness to us, and we areawake in this mortal world. What is night to one is dayto another. A saint is awake in some matter, and a dacoit(thief) is working in another plane. They are living in twoseparate worlds. A scientist is living in one world; arowdy is living in another. One’s day is night to another.The ordinary persons cannot see what Einstein andNewton have seen, and what the ordinary man sees isignored by a great man. So, we have to awaken our inter-est in that plane, and ignore the interests of this plane.

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ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj lecturing at his ÅÍrama in NabadwÈp, India.“The association of scriptures and saints can help us achieve theultimate realization.”

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WORLD WAR III: LET IT BE

Student: Many people are worried about nuclear war.They think it may come very soon.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: That is a point on a line, a line on aplane, a plane in a solid. So many times wars are com-ing and going; so many times the sun, the Earth, andthe solar systems disappear, and again spring up. We arein the midst of such thought in eternity. This nuclearwar is a tiny point; what of that? Individuals are dyingat every moment; the Earth will die, the whole humansection will disappear. Let it be.

We must try to live in eternity; not any particularspan of time or space. We must prepare ourselves for oureternal benefit, not for any temporary remedy. Thesun, the moon, and all the planets appear and vanish:they die, and then again, they are created. Within suchan eternity we have to live. Religion covers that aspectof our existence. We are told to view things from thisstandpoint: not only this body, but the human race,the animals, the trees, the entire Earth, and even thesun, will all vanish, and again spring up. Creation, dis-solution, creation, dissolution—it will continue for-ever in the domain of misconception. At the sametime, there is another world which is eternal; we arerequested to enter there, to make our home in thatplane which neither enters into the jaws of death, norsuffers any change.

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In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (8.16) it is stated:

Åbrahma-bhuvanÅl lokÅÓpunar Åvartino ’rjunamÅm upetya tu kaunteyapunar janma na vidyate

“Even Lord BrahmÅ, the creator himself, has to die.Up to BrahmÅloka, the highest planet in the materialworld, the whole material energy undergoes suchchanges.”

But if we can cross the area of misunderstanding andenter the area of proper understanding, then there is nocreation or dissolution. That is eternal, and we are chil-dren of that soil. Our bodies and minds are children ofthis soil which comes and goes, which is created andthen dies. We have to get out of this world of death.

ZONE OF NECTAR

We are in such an area. What is to be done? Try toget out. Try your best to get out of this mortal area. Thesaints inform us, “Come home dear friend, let us gohome. Why are you suffering so much trouble unnec-essarily in a foreign land? The spiritual world is real; thismaterial world is unreal: springing and vanishing, com-ing and going, it is a farce! From the world of farcewe must come to reality. Here in this material worldthere will be not only one war, but wars after wars,wars after wars.

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There is a zone of nectar, and we are actually chil-dren of that nectar that does not die (͈vantu viÍveamÂtasya putrÅÓ). Somehow, we are misguided here,but really we are children of that soil which is eternal,where there is no birth or death. With a wide andbroad heart, we have to approach there. This is declaredby ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu, and the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ,the Upani›ads, and the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam all confirmthe same thing. That is our very sweet, sweet home, andwe must try our best to go back to God, back to home,and take others with us.

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The following chapter is an excerpt from a conversa-tion between ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj and neurophysiolo-gist Dr. Daniel Murphey, Ph.D.

Darwin has given the theory of evolution—Fossilism. VedÅnta has given subjective evolution.

In Darwin’s theory of objective evolution, matterevolves consciousness. The object exists first, and by itsdevelopment, life is coming, consciousness is coming—from stone. That is objective evolution. But an objectis a relative term; without the subject, an object cannotstand. The subject is the primary substance. Whateveris to be felt is only an idea in the subjective ocean.So, the subject, consciousness is first. The object, thegross, proceeds from the subtle.

When a particular potency is handled by Krishna, inHis form as Maha-Vi›ˆu, then the material energybegins to move and produce something (mayÅdhyak›eˆaprakÂtiÓ sËyate sa-carÅcaram). The first product is a gen-eral ego. Then, gradually so many plural individual egosemanate from the general ego. The experience of thisworld develops from ego. When ego contacts the mode

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of ignorance, form is produced. When it contacts themode of goodness, the sun and light are produced.When false ego comes in connection with these threemodes of nature, a division takes place, and the objectsof the senses, the material senses, and the power ofsense perception are generated. So, from the subtle, thegross is coming.

THE GHOST OF DARWIN

That is VedÅntic evolution. But the Darwin theorysays that from the gross, the subtle is coming. At pre-sent, people are fond of the Darwin theory that stoneproduces consciousness. Darwin’s objective evolutionhas swallowed us. Although externally, we reject it,we hate it, still, the ghost of Darwin’s theory hasdevoured everyone. Therefore, it is difficult to makethem understand that consciousness is more valuablethan stone. It’s easy for consciousness to produce stone;it is difficult for stone to produce consciousness.Consciousness is more valuable; stone is less valuable.So, a more valuable thing can produce a less valuablething, but it is difficult to explain how a less valuablething can produce something more valuable.

FOSSIL FATHERS

The material scientists think that the subtle pro-ceeds from the gross. This is upside-down. It is just theopposite. Not “fossil-fatherism,” but “God-fatherism.”Their theory is “fossil-fatherism”: the fossil is the father

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of everyone. The scientists believe that everythingmoves upward. This is incorrect. It is coming down.This is described in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (15.1):

Ërdhva-mËlam adhaÓ-ÍÅkhamaÍvattha˜ prÅhur avyayamchandŘsi yasya parˆÅniyas ta˜ veda sa veda-vit

“The tree of this material world has its roots upward,while its branches extend downward. The leaves ofthis tree are the Vedic hymns. One who understandsthis tree, and its origin, is a true knower of the Vedas.”So, according to Vedic knowledge, everything movesfrom up to down, not from down to up.

Matter does not produce the soul; rather the soulcontains in its one negligible portion the conception ofmatter. Like an eczema, it is a disease. The world existslike an eczema in a wholesome body. This is theVedÅntic understanding. It would certainly be a won-derful miracle if stone could produce the soul, but it iseasier and more reasonable for us to think that the soulhas produced the conception of stone. In the soul, thereare many conceptions, and one conception is that ofstone. It is all in the plane of consciousness. But thatstone can produce soul, or consciousness, is difficult,ridiculous, inconceivable, and unreasonable. Rather, itis the opposite, something like the Berkeley theory thatthe world is in the mind, and not that the mind is in theworld. It is only our deviation from the truth that brings

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us into this mundane world. How and where that devi-ation begins is to be thought out. But deviation from thetruth has brought us to this false area.

So, consciousness is producing everything. Con-sciousness is eternal; this world is not eternal. This is atemporary production, and the temporary stone can-not produce eternal consciousness. Pure consciousnessis an eternal subject (nitya sanÅtana). It is not a product;it is productive. Ether can produce fire, and earth, but theearth cannot produce ether. The subtle is more effi-cient than the gross. The gross is of secondary impor-tance. The soul, ÅtmÅ, is of principle importance. Theorigin of everything must be conscious; the startingpoint must begin with the interested party. The soul isendowed with interest, but a stone has no interest, plan,or project, nothing of the kind. But there is a plan anda purpose pervading everything, and that is the impor-tant thing. According to that consideration, the char-acteristic of the Absolute, the original substance shouldbe calculated. An object of limited attributes and capac-ity cannot be the ultimate cause. Only a thing of unlim-ited quality and capacity should be taken as the cause ofthe whole. That is a more reasonable idea. Scienceshould realize this. So, there are some who think that sci-ence is gradually trying to meet philosophy.

KARMIC BOOMERANG

Material science is only increasing the circumfer-ence of the mortal world. But increasing the tendency

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of exploitation cannot help us. Science is only bor-rowing, extorting power from nature. According toNewton: “For every action there is an equal and oppo-site reaction.” We must be conscious of this fact. Allour acquisition here is nothing: like a boomerang, itwill come back to zero again. So scientific progress isno progress. It is “progress” in the wrong direction.Actually, the first principle of any living body is tosave himself. That is the first principle, and that shouldbe our starting point.

In the Upani›ads it is said:

asato mÅ sad gamÅyatÅmaso mÅ jyotir gamÅyamÂtyor mÅ amÂta˜ gamÅya

“I am mortal; make me eternal. I am ignorant, filledwith nescience; take me to science, knowledge. And Iam threatened with misery; guide me towards bliss”.We should begin our research work in these threephases: how to save one’s own self and save the world;how to remove darkness and attain light; and how toremove misery and taste nectar, the sweet life of eter-nity, knowledge, and bliss (sac-cid-Ånandam, satyamÍivam sundaram).

SCIENCE DEVOURS ITSELF

This should be the line of our search; all otherinquiries are false. This so-called scientific research is awild goose chase. It is suicidal. The atomic researchers

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will soon prove that this kind of science devours itself;it sucks its own blood. It will live, feeding on its ownflesh and the flesh of its friends. Material scientificknowledge is no knowledge. We must acquaint our-selves with a vital understanding of pure, real knowl-edge. We must absorb ourselves and others in thatknowledge, remove darkness and bring light, removemisery and establish eternal peace.

Science means not to extend the jurisdiction ofexploitation, knowing full well there will be a reac-tion. By extending the space of exploitation, we willalso surely be exploited. If one knowingly commits anoffense, then he is charged with more punishment. So,so-called scientific advancement is suicidal. And it isclearly proven: presently the leading countries of theworld are threatening each other with atomic weapons,the highest product of the scientists.

NEUTRON BOMB: DEATH RAY

What is the difference between the atomic bomband the neutron bomb? The neutron bomb is some-thing like a death-ray that will kill the people, but willnot destroy the buildings. The neutron bomb: man willbe killed, the houses, the buildings and everything elsewill be left behind. The bed will be there, the furniture,everything else will be there, but only the life will begone, and the bodies will become rotten. That is theeffect of the neutron bomb.

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And those who emerge victorious will come to enjoyall these things. They will have to remove the deadbodies, and fill the place up with their own men. Thisis action and reaction in the plane of exploitation.

So, this is a suicidal civilization. The whole civi-lization is rotten to the bottom. They are exploitingnature for the apparent good of human society, but it isincurring a loan from nature that must be paid to thefarthing with interest. Because they do not believethis, they will have no relief. They will be forced to clearthe debt; nature won’t forgive them. Nature is there likea computer, calculating. So, this civilization is anti-civilization. The whole thing is rotten, a camouflage, atreachery to the soul-world. But our policy is differ-ent; plain living and high thinking.

Our policy should be to make the best use of a badbargain. Somehow or other, we have already comehere, so now we have to utilize our time and energy insuch a way that with the least exploitation we can getout of this world.

—Editor’s note: shortly after this meeting, Dr. Murpheybecame an initiated disciple of ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj.

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Since time immemorial, man has inquired about the ori-gin of the soul. In this brief chapter, ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅjanswers this most vital of all questions: “Who am I? Wherehave I come from?”

How does the soul first appear in this world? Fromwhat stage of spiritual existence does he fall into

the material world? This is a broad question, whichrequires some background information.

There are two classes of souls, jÈvas, who come intothis world. One class comes from the spiritualVaikuˆÊha planets by the necessity of nitya-lÈlÅ, theeternal pastimes of Krishna. Another comes by con-stitutional necessity.

The brahmajyoti, the nondifferentiated marginalplane, is the source of infinite jÈva souls, atomic spir-itual particles of nondifferentiated character. The raysof the Lord’s transcendental body are known as thebrahmajyoti, and a pencil of a ray of the brahmajyoti isthe jÈva. The jÈva soul is an atom in that effulgence, andthe brahmajyoti is a product of an infinite number ofjÈva atoms.

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Generally, souls emanate from the brahmajyoti whichis living and growing. Within the brahmajyoti, theirequilibrium is somehow disturbed and movement be-gins. From nondifferentiation, differentiation begins.From a plain sheet of uniform consciousness, individualconscious units grow. And because the jÈva is conscious,it is endowed with free will. So, from the marginalposition they choose either the side of exploitation orthe side of dedication.

K›ˆa bhuli’ sei jÈva anÅdi bahirmukha. AnÅdi meansthat which has no beginning. When we enter the landof exploitation, we come within the factor of time,space, and thought. And when we come to exploit,action and reaction begins in the negative land of loan.Although we strive to become masters, really webecome losers.

Goloka and VaikuˆÊha servitors are also seen to bewithin the jurisdiction of the brahmaˆÎa, the materialuniverse, but that is only a play, lÈlÅ. They come fromthat higher plane only to take part in the Lord’s pas-times and then return. The fallen souls come from themarginal position within the brahmajyoti, and not fromVaikuˆÊha.

The first position of a soul in the material worldwill be like that of BrahmÅ, the creator. Then his karmamay take him to the body of a beast like a tiger, wherehe is surrounded with a tigerish mentality, or to thebody of a tree or creeper, where different impressions

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may surround him. In this way, one is involved inaction and reaction. The case is complex; to analyze thedetails of the history of a particular atom is unnecessary.We are concerned with the general thing: how thetransformation of the material conception springs frompure consciousness.

ELECTRONS OF CONSCIOUSNESS

Matter is not independent of spirit. In the brahma-jyoti we are equipoised in the marginal potency as aninfinite number of pinpoints of spiritual rays, electronsof consciousness. Consciousness means endowed withfree will, for without free will no consciousness can beconceived. An atomic pinpoint of consciousness hasvery meager free will, and by misuse of their free willsome jÈvas have taken their chance in the materialworld. They refused to submit to the supreme author-ity; they wanted to dominate. So, with this germinalidea of domination, the jÈva enters into the world ofexploitation. In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (7.27) it is stated:

icchÅ-dve›a samutthenadvandva-mohena bhÅratasarva-bhËtÅni sammoha˜sarge yÅnti parantapa

“Two principles in a crude form awaken in the jÈva:hatred and desire. Then, gradually the soul comes downto mingle with the mundane world.” At first, sympathyand apathy develop in a crude form, just as when a

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sprout springs up with two leaves. And gradually thesetwo things help us to dive deep into this mundane world.

Upon retiring from the world of exploitation, thesoul may return to his former position in the brahmajyotias spirit. But, if the soul has gathered the tendency ofdedication through his previous devotional activities, hedoes not stop there; he pierces through the brahmajyotiand goes towards VaikuˆÊha.

Why has the soul come to the world of exploita-tion, and not the world of dedication? That should beattributed to his innate nature, which is endowed withfree will. It is a free choice. This is substantiated inthe Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (5. 14):

na kartÂtva˜ na karmňi lokasya sÂjati prabhuÓna karma-phala-sa˜yoga˜svabhÅvas tu pravartate

“The soul is responsible for his entrance into theland of exploitation.” The responsibility is with thesoul; otherwise, the Lord would be responsible for hisdistressed condition. But Krishna says that the soul’sinnate freewill is responsible for his entanglement in thematerial world. The soul is conscious, and consciousnessmeans endowed with freedom. Because the soul is atomic,his freewill is imperfect and vulnerable. The result ofthat free choice is that some are coming into the mate-rial world, and some are going to the spiritual world.So, the responsibility is with the individual soul.

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THE RIGHT TO WRONG

Once, an Indian political leader, ßyÅmasundarChakravartÈ, asked our spiritual master, PrabhupÅd,“Why has the Lord granted such freedom to the jÈva?”PrabhupÅd told him, “You are fighting for freedom.Don’t you know the value of freedom? Devoid of free-dom, the soul is only matter.” Freedom offers us thealternative to do right or wrong. Once, Gandhi told theBritish authorities, “We want freedom.” They replied,“You are not fit to have self-government. When you arefit, we shall give it to you.” But finally, he told them,“We want the freedom to do wrong.” So, freedom doesnot guarantee only acting in the right way; freedom hasits value independent of right and wrong.

Freewill is only absolute with the Absolute Truth.Because we are finite, our freewill is infinitesimal. Thepossibility of committing a mistake is there. Our firstchoice was to dominate, and so, gradually we have en-tered the world of domination. As a result of this firstaction, everything else has developed. So, in differentranks, the species have been divided, from the demigodsdown to the trees and stones. And watery bodies, gase-ous bodies, anything that we find here has evolved inthat way. The activating principle in any form of em-bryological development is the soul, and from the soul,everything has evolved.

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Knowledge above mortality is knowledge proper.Mundane knowledge has no value, for it does not

endure. We must inquire elsewhere for permanentknowledge. Real knowledge is stable; it has a firmfoundation, and Vedic education deals with how toacquire that knowledge. The meaning of the word vedais “Know.” No rhyme or reason is shown why you shouldknow, and no explanation is given: simply “Know.”

Because doubt is absent in the spiritual plane, nocheating is possible. It is a simple, direct transaction—“Know.” In that transcendental plane, everyone is aconfidential friend, and they are stainless in their con-duct. No cheating tendency is possible there, so there isno suspicion. Here, we are in the plane of misunder-standing and doubt, so we want to examine everything.We are living in a vulnerable and vitiated plane, wherepeople cheat one another. We cannot rely on others, forthey may deceive us. But where cheating is unknown,transactions are very simple and straightforward. So,no reason is given for suggestions that come down fromthat plane. Now, the question arises how to attain that

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sort of true, comprehensive, and non-deceptive knowl-edge? In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (4.34) Krishna says:

tad viddhi praˆipÅtenaparipraÍnena sevayÅupadek›yanti te jñÅna˜jñÅninas tattva-darÍinaÓ

“To learn knowledge above mortality you mustapproach a self-realized soul, accept him as your spiritualmaster and take initiation from him. Inquire submis-sively, and render service unto him. Self-realized souls canimpart knowledge unto you, for they have seen the truth.”

SUPERKNOWLEDGE

We have to approach the domain of knowledge withself-surrender, honest inquiry, and a serving attitude.We have to approach that plane with the mentality ofslavery. Higher knowledge will not serve a person oflower status. If we want perfect knowledge at all, wewill have to serve the Supreme Lord. He will use us forHis own purpose; not that we will use Him. We may besubjects in this mundane world, but we will have tobecome objects to be handled by the superknowledge ofthat plane. If we want to connect with that higherknowledge, we must approach with this attitude.

PraˆipÅta means that I have finished my experiencehere; I have no charm or aspiration for anything in thisworld. Then there is paripraÍna, or honest, submissive,and humble inquiry with sincere eagerness, and not

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with a challenging mood; otherwise perfect knowledgewon’t care to descend to us. Krishna is already full inHimself, so we have to enter His domain only to fulfillHis purpose. He can’t be subservient to us, for we aretiny persons with meager experience and a conceptionof mean fulfillment. We cannot handle Him; we canapproach Him only if we like to be handled by Him. So,such a favorable environment should be created wherereal knowledge is to be cultivated. That knowledge issupreme, and cannot be subservient to the mundaneconception, the world of mortality. It is sac-cid-Ånanda.Sat means unassailable existence, cit means conscious-ness, and Ånanda means beauty and pleasure.

“I must try to relieve myself of my present materialmiseries and inquire after a proper land where I canlive happily.” Having come to this conclusion, we willhave to search for a person who is a bonafide agent ofthe higher world and consult with him about how wecan be relieved from this present undesirable environ-ment. In the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (11.3.21) it is said:

tasmÅd guru˜ prapadyetajijñÅsuÓ ÍreyaÓ uttamamÍÅbde pare ca ni›ˆÅta˜brahmaˆy upaÍamÅÍrayam

“What is the conception of real good, and who isconsidered to be a bonafide agent of the truth? Onewho has knowledge of the scripture that has descendedfrom the upper domain, who has theoretical as well as

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practical knowledge of higher truth, must be approachedby a bonafide inquirer, for such a qualified spiritual mas-ter can impart proper knowledge to the sincere student.”In the MuˆÎaka Upani›ad (1.2.12) it is also stated:

tad-vijñÅnÅrtha˜ sa gurum evÅbhigacchetsamit-pňiÓ Írotriya˜ brahma-ni›Êham

“In order to learn transcendental knowledge, onemust approach a genuine spiritual master coming indisciplic succession, who is fixed in the Absolute Truth.”

In this verse, the word tata means “after this.” Whenone’s calculation is finished, he thinks, “Life is not worthliving here in this world of birth, death, old age, anddisease. I must have a better world in which to live,where I can live as a gentleman. At every moment deathis devouring everything. Birth, death, old age, and disease— all these troubles prevent me from fulfilling my ambi-tions here. I want something categorically different.” Atthat time, taking the responsibility on his own shoul-ders, without giving any trouble to the guru, and at therisk of poverty, ill-feeding, and so many other hardships,he will approach the guru. It is a free transaction. Not thathe will give something to gurudeva, but he will collectwhat is necessary for sacrifice, for education, and at hisown risk he will approach the spiritual master.

KNOWLEDGE THROUGH SOUND

And what will be the position of the guru? He willbe well-versed in the scriptures, the Íruti-ÍÅstra, or that

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knowledge which can only be acquired through themedium of sound, by attentive earnest hearing(Írotriya˜ brahma-ni›Êham).

BrahmÅ ni›Êham means, “One who is established inbrahman, spirit, and who is acquainted with the causalposition of the universe.” That is described in theUpanisads:

yeto vÅ imÅni bhËtÅni jÅyante,yena jÅtÅni jÈvantiyat prayanty abhisa˜viÍantitad vijijñÅsasvatad eva brahma

—TaittirÈya Upani›ad 3.1

“The Supreme Brahman is the origin and shelterof all living beings. When there is a creation, He bringsthem forth from their original state, and at the time ofannihilation, He devours them. After creation, every-thing rests in His omnipotence, and after annihilation,everything again returns to rest in Him.” These arethe confirmations of the Vedic hymns.

yasmin vijñÅte sarvam eva˜ vijñÅta˜ bhavati yasmin prÅpte sarvam ida˜ prÅptam bhavati

“By knowing Him, everything is known; by gettingHim, everything is gained.” We have come to inquireabout Brahman, the biggest, the all-accommodatingprinciple by knowing which we can know anythingand everything. And it is possible; it is not impossible.The Upani›ads say, “If you want to know anything, then

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know the whole. And what is the nature of the whole?Everything is coming from Him, everything is beingmaintained by Him, and again everything enters intoHim. That is Brahman; so try to know that. If you canknow that, everything will be known to you.”

This is also explained in the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam(4.31.14):

yathÅ taror mËla-ni›ecanenatÂpyanti tat-skandha-bhujopaÍÅkhÅÓprňopahÅrÅc ca yathendriyňŘtathaiva sarvÅrhaˆam acyutejyÅ

“Just as if you pour water onto the root of a tree, thewhole tree is fed, and just as when you supply food to thestomach, the whole body is fed, so if you can gain knowl-edge of the prime cause, Brahman, then you can knowanything and everything.” Faith in this is called ÍraddhÅ.

The VedÅnta-sËtra, the very gist of the Vedas, saysathÅto brahmÅ jijñÅsa: “Now that you have finished withthe fruitive activities recommended in the karma-kňÎasection of the Vedas by Jaimini, we ask you to inquireabout Brahman.”

That is described in the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (1.1.1)janmÅdy asya yato ’nvayÅd itarataÍ cÅrthe›v abhijñaÓ svarÅt:“Friends, let us inquire into the prime cause, whosenature is such that whatever we can see, and whateverwe can conceive of, springs from Him. He is the ulti-mate cause of everything, both directly and indirectly.”

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Only He knows the purpose for which all things are cre-ated and maintained. Only He knows where all thingswill go. Only He is aware of that fact —no one else.

Arthe›v abhijñaÓ svarÅt, means that He knows themeaning of every incident in existence and that He isabove giving any explanation to others. He is not re-sponsible to any law or to anyone else. He is absoluteand independent.

VEDIC REVELATION

And how do we know that? He has extendedknowledge of Himself through the Vedas. Brahmameans Veda. So, by the line of inspiration, or revela-tion, Vedic knowledge was transmitted to the first liv-ing being, the creator of the world, Lord BrahmÅ (tenebÂahma hÂdÅ ya Ådi kavaye). The scholars of the worldfail to understand the strategy and nature of that sortof knowledge. They cannot follow the vital and fun-damental points of Vedic knowledge, such as the trans-formation of one thing into another (muhyanti yatsËrayaÓ). Water may be transformed into gas, gas maybe transformed into ether, earth may be transformedinto heat: by such a process, we can understand theexistence of this world (tejo vÅri mÂdŘ yathÅ vinimayoyatra tri-sargo ’m›Å), for by the transformation of theLord’s energy, this world comes into being. This trans-formation involves the three mode of nature; tamas,rajas, and sattva. Tama means hard, static matter. Raja

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means energy, and sattva means spirit, light, know-ledge. So, by transformation this world has been created.

In His abode, which is illumined by the ray of Hisown knowledge, there is no possibility of deception ormisunderstanding. (dhÅmnÅ svena sadÅ nirasta-kuhaka˜satya˜ para˜ dhÈmahi).

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The original Sanskrit text of the Bhagavad-gitÅ, the essence of allVedic knowledge, recorded more than fifty centuries ago in theHimalayas by the sage VyÅsa.

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Here, we are being deceived through misunder-standing. We have entered a plane of existence wherethe whole world is full of misconception, falsity, andmiscalculation. We are presently living in the worldof mÅyÅ. MÅyÅ means mÅ-yÅ: “What is not.” I am see-ing something which is really something else.

REALITY: BY ITSELF AND FOR ITSELF

^ÍÅvÅsyam —everything is meant for God. That is theHegelian theory: reality is by itself and for itself. Hegelis the founder of Ideal Realism, so he says, “Reality is byitself and for itself.” “By itself,” means that He is Hisown cause; no one has created Him. Otherwise, who-ever had created Him would have primary importance.“For itself,” means that God exists only to fulfill Hisown purpose. This is the universal truth: everythingis for Him, and nothing is for anyone else. So, when wethink that the things around us are meant for us, orfor our nation, or for the human beings, this is all afalse calculation, and knowledge based on such a mis-calculation has its reaction.

“To every action, there is an equal and oppositereaction.” I am eating something; it is entitled to eat me.In the Manu Sa˜hitÅ, the word mŘsaÓ is used to indi-cate meat. MŘ means “Me,” saÓ means “he.” MŘsaÓmeans “me-he.” What is the meaning? I am eatinghim; and he will eat me afterwards as a reaction. He isentitled to devour me, as I am at present devouring

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him. This is the underlying meaning—every action,whatever it is, has its reaction. This is confirmed inthe Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (3.9):

yajñÅrthÅt karmaˆo ’nyatraloko ’ya˜ karma-bandhanaÓtad-artha˜ karma kaunteyamukta-sa⁄gaÓ samÅcara

“Unless work is done as a sacrifice for Vi›ˆu, one’sown work will be the cause of bondage; thereforework on My behalf, and free yourself from the chain ofaction and reaction.” Bhagavad-gÈtÅ says that any work,no matter what it is, causes a reaction. For example,you may nurse a patient. Apparently, it is a good thing,but you are giving the patient medicine that comesfrom killing so many insects, trees, creepers, and ani-mals. You may think that your nursing is a very pureduty, but you are causing a disturbance in the envi-ronment, and you will have to pay for that. In this way,whatever we do here cannot be perfectly good. TheGerman philosopher Kant has said, “Without goodwill, no action can be perfectly good.” But we are ofthe opinion that even good will is impossible here inthis mundane plane. According to Kant, good will isa pure thing, whereas no action here can be perfect,but we say that even good will is impossible in therelative calculation of the world, because we are plod-ding in the mud of misunderstanding.

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have to learn to accept that. When that sort of under-standing comes within us, it is known as ÍraddhÅ, orfaith. Faith is also a great thing. We should have faiththat if we do our duty towards the absolute, then allour duties to the environment in all directions areautomatically done (K›ˆe bhakti kaile sarva karma kÂtahaya). By satisfying Krishna, the whole universebecomes satisfied, for one who is dear to Krishna isdear to the whole universe (yasmin tu›Êe jagat tu›ÊamprȈite prȈito jagat). Just as by watering the root ofthe tree all the leaves and branches are automaticallynourished, by fulfilling one’s duty towards Lord Krishnaall one’s duties are automatically fulfilled.

KRISHNA’S TRANSCENDENTAL ABODE

Everything is meant for Krishna. We are also meantfor Him (ÈÍÅvÅsya˜ ida˜ sarva˜). This is true knowl-edge, and this is the true situation of the world.Exploitation is an incomplete and reactionary ideafor which we incur a debt that we shall later have topay. We may go to Satyaloka, the highest planet in thematerial universe, but by exploiting nature, we incura debt, become heavy, and go down. And when we godown, others come to exploit and extort us until ourdebts are paid. Then the heaviness goes, and webecome light and go upward to the higher planetary sys-tems again. And when we go up, we exploit those whoare in a lower position. In this way, there is continual

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exploitation and clearance of debt. This is confirmed inthe Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (8.16):

Å-brahma-bhuvanÅl lokÅÓpunar Åvartino ’rjunamÅm upetya tu kaunteyapunar janma na vidyate

“All planetary systems within this world of matter areplaces of repeated birth and death, but one who attainsMy abode, O son of KuntÈ, never takes birth again.”Upon going there, one never returns to this materialworld (yad gatvÅ na nivartante tad dhÅma parama˜mama). Krishna’s abode is nirguˆa, or transcendental toany material quality.

We must firmly establish the conception ofÈÍÅvÅsya˜: everything, including ourselves, is meantfor the Supreme Lord. We are all His servants, and weare meant to utilize everything in His service. Anywork we perform will bind us in this environment ofmatter, unless we perform yajña, sacrifice (yajñÅrthÅtkarmaˆo ’nyatra loko ’ya˜ karma-bandhanaÓ). And theVedas enjoin, yajño vai vi›ˆu: “Sacrifice is meant exclu-sively for Vi›ˆu, or Krishna.” This is confirmed in theBhagavad-gÈtÅ (9.24), where Krishna says, “I am theonly enjoyer of every sacrifice.” (aha˜ hi sarva-yajñÅnŘbhoktÅ ca prabhur eva ca). Sacrifice is not meant forthe country, or for the society, or for anything else.Sacrifice is meant only for the Supreme Lord. No one lessthan He is worthy of sacrifice. So, only by connecting our

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activities with the infinite can we be freed from thepresent environment of action and reaction.

When knowledge comes in connection with theabsolute, it loses its filthy characteristic. Then we canhave full knowledge, which will lead us to prema-bhakti,love of God. Everything is meant for Krishna. He isthe only enjoyer of everything. He is the absolute auto-crat, and He is the absolute good. We are all His ser-vants, and everything is meant for His satisfaction. Wemust come to this understanding. The guru-kula systemof Vedic education should be conceived in this line.

GURU—HEAVIER THAN THE HIMALAYAS

Guru means “heavy.” Guru means “one who dispelsthe darkness,” and “who is heavy, who cannot bemoved by any proposal.” He is so well-established inthe truth that no offer of alternative knowledge, orany other proposal, can move him from his position.He is firm there. He can help the laghu, the peoplewho are very light; those whom anyone can handlelike dolls of play. But the guru can never be movedfrom his position. He will sit tight there, heavier thanthe Himalayas, and face all fleeting conceptions ofknowledge, breaking them right and left, and estab-lishing the universal characteristic of absolute knowl-edge. He will impart knowledge of the AbsoluteTruth, Brahman, the supreme whole, dispelling allmisconceptions and establishing knowledge of the

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absolute upon the throne of the heart. This is theconception of guru-kula, the Vedic system of educa-tion of ancient India.

The Vedic system of education deals with knowledgeproper—not half-knowledge, but knowledge of thewhole, which can deliver us from all troubles and guideus to the most desirable position. Nowadays, we can sellknowledge, but this knowledge cannot be sold. In-tellectual knowledge can be taken into the market,but this knowledge cannot be taken into the market, forthis is absolute knowledge. Vedic knowledge gives us ourfulfillment of life, attaining which we will no longer feelthe necessity to run here and there for any greaterknowledge.

Previously, that knowledge was taught within theguru-kula, the ancient Vedic school. Vedic knowledgemeans knowledge which comes from outside the areaof misunderstanding, miscalculation, and false histo-riography. The books recorded here are filled withtemporary truths and misconceptions. Such thingsmay be useful now, but after some time, it won’t work;mundane law will have no position, and everything willbe dissolved. The Earth will be dissolved. Matter willbe dissolved, and we won’t be able to trace any qualityof matter when everything is reduced to ether. Notrace of air, or heat, or anything else will remain inany way. With the dissolution of this mundane world,nothing will remain but transcendental knowledge.

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THE LAND OF DEDICATION

In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (15.6) Krishna says, “One whoreaches My abode never returns to this material world(yad gatvÅna nivartante tad dhÅma parama˜ mama). Thedissolution will go on in the plane of the materialworld, but if you can secure a visa for that land, if youcan enter into that soil, you will never be mishandled.When the sun, moon, and stars are all dissolved, youreternal self, your devotional ego, will be quite safe in Myplane.” The material world is the land of exploitation;the spiritual world is the opposite—the land of dedi-cation. In the middle there is the brahmajyoti: the lineof demarcation between exploitation and dedication.

Here in this material world, every unit is of anexploiting nature; there it is just the opposite.Everything there is wholly dedicated to the service ofKrishna, and there is no want of anything, rather what-ever is necessary to make service to Krishna possiblecomes automatically. Here, everything is based onkÅma, desire, so real service is not possible in this plane.

There is no possibility of exploitation existing inthe land of dedication, for every unit there is a dedi-cating one. In the lower portion of the land of dedica-tion there is some calculation, some awe and reverence.But in the higher sphere, it is all automatic sponta-neous love: a labor of love, with increased intensityand earnestness. And we are only charmed by thebeauty and love that is found in Goloka VÂndÅvana, the

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supreme abode of Krishna. In a nutshell, this is what weunderstand by the grace of our spiritual masters. We arevery much attracted by this conception which has beengiven to us by our gurudeva as he has received it fromthe Vedic scriptures, especially the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam.This has been explained by ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhuHimself, by His teachings and practices, and this con-ception has been expounded by His followers, the SixGoswÅmÈs of VÂndÅvana.

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There are six ancient philosophical systems of India.The first is the VaiÍe›ika philosophy of KaˆÅda ®›i:

the atomic theory. According to him, everything ismade of atoms. So many different atoms combine andproduce this world. Kaˆa means atomic particle. Somany atomic particles have combined and producedthis world by chance, with no necessity of any reason,rhyme, consciousness, nothing of the kind. And theoutcome of these combinations has produced what wefind here. That is the opinion of KaˆÅda: it is anatomic world.

Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur, the nineteenth century foun-der of the Krishna consciousness movement, sings inone song: keÍava! tuyÅ jagata vicitra. “O my Lord Krishna,I see that everything is available in Your world, whichhas an infinite, variegated nature. Separated from You,however, we are always feeling miseries. A continuousflow of suffering has swallowed us from birth to death,and we cannot tolerate the pain of such misery. And somany relief agents: Kapila, Patañjali, Gautama, KaˆÅda,Jaimini, Buddha, are running towards us, offering theirsolutions.”

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ANALYSIS, YOGA, AND LOGIC

Kapila has come with the SÅ⁄khya philosophicalsystem of analysis saying, “Analyze matter, and youwill be free from all this pain.” Patañjali has come withyoga, “Hey, jÈvÅtma! Come to meet ParamÅtmÅ! Thenall the problems of this world will go away from you.Come in connection with ParamÅtmÅ, the Supersoul.”This is his recommendation .

Gautama comes with logic, nyÅya ÍÅstra: “There isone Maker, one Creator, but He is indifferent. He hascreated this world, finished, and left it. And you musttry to live with the help of your reason. Develop yourreasoning faculty, and be reasonable in all your conduct.Then only can you help yourself in this world. There isno other remedy. Be a good logician, and then you willbe able to control the environment with the power ofreason, and you will be happy.” And KaˆÅda: “Bychance atoms have been combined, and with the dis-solution of atoms, nothing will remain. Why do youbother? Don’t care. What is fate? It is nothing; ignoreit. And when the body is dissolved, nothing will remain.Why lament?”

ATOMIC THEORY AND KARMA

Then, with the philosophy of karma-mÈmŘsÅ,Jaimini says, “There may be One who has connectedus with this world and our karma, but karma is all in all.He is an indifferent observer. He has got no hold on us

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any longer. According to our karma we shall thrive orwe shall go down. So, these activities are recom-mended to you. If you go on with your karma you willbe happy. Of course, it cannot be denied; karma phala,the result of karma, diminishes and is ended. But stickto karma, good karma; don’t go to bad karma. Theresult of good karma will be finished, but that doesnot matter; again go on doing good karma, and thegood result will await you in heaven, and you willhave a happy life. If anything is friendly to you, it isyour karma. There is God, but He is indifferent. He isbound to serve you either good or bad, according toyour karma. He has no independence.”

“DISSOLVE YOUR MIND”—BUDDHA

Then another class of philosophy is that of Buddha:“Only the combination of different things has createdyour mental system. With the dissolution of the men-tal system, nothing remains. So, somehow, we mustdissolve the mental system. Practice ahi˜sÅ, nonvio-lence, satya, truthfulness, and so on.”

It is seen that all these philosophers are talkingeither of renunciation or of exploitation (bhukti, mukti).And by setting different types of enchanting traps, theyarrange to capture the jÈva soul. Bhaktivinoda †hÅkursays, “But I have come to realize that these fellows areall cheaters. And they all have this common stand;they have no touch of Your devotion, Your service.

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There, they are one. They cannot deliver any real good.They are common to oppose Your devotional serviceand supremacy. And ultimately they leave us in chaos.

“But from the ultimate standpoint, I see that they areagents engaged by You to segregate the seriously diseasedpersons to another ward, for the good of the less seri-ously diseased patients. It is Your arrangement to seg-regate the hopeless persons to another side for thebenefit of the good side. That is Your design, and theyare playing in Your hand like so many dolls. They areYour agents and they are also serving You in some way,because nothing is outside You.” Bhaktivinoda †hÅkurconcludes saying, “I bid good-bye to them all. I feel inmy heart that I shall show respect to all these so-calledgood agents from a distance, however, my only realcapital is the dust of the holy feet of Your devotees. Irely on that dust as the source of all my prospects. Iseek to put all my energy into taking the dust of their holylotus feet upon my head. This is everything for me.”

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In the following conversation, ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅjcompares theistic beliefs with some Christian students fromAmerica.

Christian: Can you explain the Vai›ˆava viewpoint ofChristianity?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Christianity is incomplete Vai›ˆavism— not full-fledged, but the basis of devotional theism.We find the principle of “Die to live” there to a certainextent, at least physically. The Christians say that theideal shown by Jesus is self-sacrifice. In our consid-eration, however, that is not full-fledged theism, butonly the basis. It is an unclear, vague conception ofGodhead: “We are for Him.” But how much? And inwhat shape, in what attitude? All these things are unexp-lained and unclear in Christianity. Everything is hazy, asif seen from far off. It does not take any proper shape.The cover is not fully removed, allowing us to comeface to face with the object of our service. The concep-tion of service to God is there, and a strong impetus toattain that, so the foundation is good, but the structureover the foundation is unclear, vague, and imperfect.Christian: Christians like the ideas of surrender, service,and giving everything to God.

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ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes, that is common. But surrenderto whom?Christian: Christians say that Jesus is the only way.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes, and his way is “Die to live,” butwhat for? What is our positive attainment? What isour positive engagement in the Lord’s service? Wemust not only submit in gratefulness to the highestauthority, but we must have a direct connection withHim, and cent percent engagement in His service.Simply going on in our own way, praying, “Oh God,give us our bread,” going to the church once a week isnot sufficient. Twenty-four hour engagement is pos-sible in full-fledged theism. God can engage us twenty-four hours a day—we must attain that position: fullengagement with Him. Everything else is subordi-nate to that position.

ADAM AND EVE: FORCED TO LABOR

Christian: There are some Christian traditions thatare very similar to Krishna consciousness.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: They are very akin in their foundation.We agree that we must sacrifice everything for God. Butwho is He? And who am I? And what is our relationship?Christianity gives us only a hazy conception.

In the Christian conception, when Adam and Evewere surrendered, they had no problems in life. Butthen they tasted the fruit of the tree of knowledge,calculation of self-interest, and they fell, and wereforced to live a life of labor. Only a general idea of

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our relationship with God is given there, but whenwe have to define in detail the characteristics of God,and in which relationships to approach Him,Christianity gives us only a hazy idea.

Once some Christian priests told our guru mahÅrÅjthat mÅdhurya rasa (conjugal relationship with God)is also found within Christianity. In the middle ages,there was a fashion amongst the Christians to considerChrist as a bridegroom, and some parable is also givenwhere Lord Jesus Christ is considered as a bridegroom.So, they said that mÅdhurya rasa, the consort rela-tionship, is also found within Christianity. PrabhupÅdtold them, “That is with His Son, with His devotee;not with God.” Son means guru, the deliverer.

FATHER, SON, AND GHOST

Their conception of God is the Trinity: God theFather, God the Son, and God the Ghost. The Ghostis perhaps considered to have the highest position. Ifit is so, then Christianity ends in brahmavÅda nirviÍe›a.Do you follow? Christian: Yes. I think you explained before that Brahmanmeans the impersonal aspect of God’s existence.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: God the Father means God the cre-ator. God the Son is guru. And God as Ghost perhapsholds the supreme position in Christianity: over theFather conception, and over the Son conception. Ifthat is the case, then their understanding goes toimpersonal Brahman.

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I was told that once in a drama in Germany, theyhad to show the figure of God, so in some high positionin a balcony they put a figure of grave nature with a graybeard, commanding from there. God the Father wasshown like that. That is their idea: the Fatherhood ofGodhead, a gray-bearded, old man as God. But from theconsideration of rasa and Ånanda, ecstasy, God shouldbe the center of all different relationships, includingsonhood, and consorthood.

To conceive of God as our Father is an incompleteunderstanding, for parents are also servitors. He must bein the center; not in any extremity of the whole. He isnot simply watching over the whole; the conceptionof Krishna is that of God in the center. Of all approachesto God, the approach for a loving relationship issupreme. The intensity of that relationship is to be con-sidered, and God must be at the center of all lovingrelationships. ånandam brahmaˆo vidvÅn. ånanda is themost precious thing ever discovered. And the full rep-resentation of the highest Ånanda should be consideredas the highest absolute which can attract everyone: notby power, not by force, but by charm. The center of allattraction is Krishna. His attraction is by beauty, bycharm, and by love — and not by coercion and force.That is the Krishna conception of Godhead.Christian: Christians are afraid to go beyond Jesus,because Jesus has warned us about cheaters.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: I am not speaking about the Christians;

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I am speaking about Jesus, who has given the ideals ofChristianity. I am speaking about the principles ofJesus. He has given some understanding by install-ments, but not full knowledge. We agree about the

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strong foundation of theism. Jesus was crucified becausehe said, “Everything belongs to my Father. Render untoCaesar that which is Caesar’s, and render unto Godthat which is His.” So, the foundation is very good; itis laudable, but that is only the first installment of thetheistic conception.

Who is my Lord? What is His nature? Who am I?What is my inner self, and what is my connection withHim? How can I live continuously in His memory andservice? The conception that we are meant for Him,designed and destined for Him, is laudable, but it mustbe clarified. We must attain the highest position. Allthese things are absent in Christianity. Only sacrifice forthe Lord is given, and that is all right, it is the basicnecessity of the soul. But after that, what is to beachieved? They are silent.

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Christian: They are afraid to go beyond Jesus.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes, but there is so much grace, somuch love in divinity that God can sit on our lap andembrace us. A much more intimate connection is un-folded in Vai›ˆavism. But if we are afraid to cross thefundamental advice of Jesus, then we become sahajiyÅs(imitationists). We must risk everything for our Lordand make our position firm in His service. We mustdie to live. And what is living? We have to analyzewhat real life is. And if without dying, we want to drag

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God into our fleshy play, then we become sahajiyÅs,imitationists.

We must cross the threshold given by Jesus. He hasdeclared, “Die to live.” The Lord’s company is so valu-able to us that we must risk everything for Him. Thismaterial achievement is nothing; it is all poison. Wemust have no attraction for it. We must be ready toleave everything, all our material prospects and aspi-rations, including our body, for Him. God is great. Butwhat is His greatness? What is my position? How can Iengage myself in His service twenty-four hours a day?Here, Jesus is silent.

We receive no specific program from the Christiansat this stage, so Vai›ˆavism comes to our heart’s relief,to satisfy our inner necessity, whatever it may be. Ourinner thirst will be quenched there. You may be con-scious or unconscious of the many demands withinyou, but they will reach full satisfaction in its mostbeautiful form there alone. It is not only that from faroff we shall show God some reverential salute, but wecan have Him in a very intimate way. The ideal of anintimate loving connection with God has been given byVai›ˆavism, especially by ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu,by ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam, and in VÂndÅvana, the land ofKrishna.

The feeling of possessing anything here in the mate-rial world cannot be real; it is a perverted reflection,but that feeling must be present in the original world,

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otherwise what is its origin? From where do the differentfeelings of necessity within us come? They must be pre-sent in the causal world, for everything is emanatingfrom Krishna. So, the hankering of every atom of ourbody, mind, and soul will receive its greatest fulfillmentthere. This understanding is given by Vai›ˆavism, byßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu, by ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam, andby Krishna in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ.

BHAGAVAD-G^Tå: ITS HISTORY AND TEACHINGS

Christian: I’ve heard of the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ. What is thehistory of its origin?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: In the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ, Krishna tellsArjuna, “What I am saying to you now is not a newthing. I have already told this to SËrya, the sun-god, andhe delivered it to Manu, the father of man. In this way,this knowledge descended in disciplic succession, and bythe influence of time it was finished. Again, I am repeat-ing that ancient knowledge to you.”

This refers to karma-yoga: “Don’t care about theresult, good or bad; go on with your duty. Then you canhave general peace of mind.”Christian: What is the message of the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: There are different stages of educationimparted in Bhagavad-gÈtÅ: bhakti-yoga, karma-yoga, jñÅna-yoga, a›ÊÅnga-yoga, so many different layers of theism, butpure devotional theism begins where Krishna says, sarva-dharmÅn parityajya “Give up your affinity to all other

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activities, whether religious or nonreligious, and whollysurrender to Me. Don’t try to push your demands onMe, but ask Me what will be most beneficial for you.And what shall I do on your behalf? Fully surrender toMe, and I will give Myself to you.”

“All these other methods and their prospects aremore or less effective and valuable, but don’t aspireafter anything but Me. That will be your highestprospect; to want Me, to have Me, to live in Me, to dowhat I say, to enter into My own personal family inmy private life. That will be your highest attainment.Don’t aspire for anything else from Me. The compara-tive study of all religious aspirations will show that thehighest inner necessity may be satisfied by entranceinto My personal private dealings.”Christian: Christians think that if we are to be sin-cere, we should follow the Bible. We take very literallythe word of Christ.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes, according to one’s capacity hemay be enlisted in a particular class. Some will go toChristianity, and after finishing that, if their hankeringis still unsatisfied, they will seek somewhere else, think-ing, “What is God? I want to know more perfectly.”

In this regard, I can give one example: there was aProfessor Nixon in England. He went to fight againstGermany in the First World War, on the French side.As he was flying over the German lines, his airplane washit, and began to fall. He saw that the plane would

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fall on the German lines. When I met him here inIndia, he told me, “At that time, I prayed, ‘If there isany God, let Him save me, and I promise that if I do notdie in this plane crash, I will go to search after Him. Iwill devote my whole life in search of Him.”’

The plane crashed, and when Professor Nixon re-gained consciousness, he found that he was behind theFrench lines, in a hospital in France. At that time, Hethought to himself, “There is God! He has heard my lastprayer.” When his wounds were healed, he went straightto England to see some churchmen. He told them, “Iwant to search after God, and engage myself twenty-fourhours a day in the cause of His service. I want to seeHim face to face.”

BISHOPS: “GO TO INDIA”

He saw many clergymen and even some bishops,and they ultimately advised him, “If you want to seeGod face to face, then go to India. We cannot recom-mend such a process to you. But we have heard that inIndia there are yogÈs who internally connect with theLord in the heart. You may try your fortune there.” So,he came here to India, where he met the Vice-Chancellor of Lucknow University. In talking with him,Professor Nixon met the Vice-Chancellor’s wife, whowas a GauÎÈya Vai›ˆava, a devotee of MahÅprabhu. Hewas so much charmed by her advice that he accepted heras his guru. Finally he took sannyÅs (the renounced

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order of life), and his name became SwÅmÈ KrishnaPrema. He established a temple here in India, andpreached about bhÅgavata-dharma, and MahÅprabhu.

He made a comparative study of all religions, begin-ning from Christianity, and gradually came toVai›ˆavism, attracted by MahÅprabhu’s gift. OneGerman scholar also said, “In all the religious concep-tions of the world, the conception of twenty-four hourengagement with God (a›ÊakÅlÈya-lÈlÅ) has never beengiven. I have studied all religious theologies, but nonecould even conceive of twenty-four hour service to theSupreme Lord. It is only given in ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam.”

RËpa GoswÅmÈ has given the scientific representationof Krishna: akhila-rasÅmÂta-mËrtiÓ. He is the reservoir ofall possible pleasures. All possible tendencies for satisfac-tion that we may feel, and even those that we may notfeel are present in Krishna and have their ideal, purestsatisfaction with Him alone. He is all-accommodatingand all-comprehensive. Whatever satisfaction our innerheart demands can be fulfilled only by Him.Christian: Some Christians are so much afraid to gobeyond the Bible that they will not make a study ofother theistic beliefs.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: According to one’s capacity, he willpurchase in the market (sve sve ’dhikare ya ni›Êha sa guˆaÓparikÈrtitaÓ). In the market, there may be valuable things,but the buyer must have some capacity to purchase them.The ›is, the tradesmen of knowledge have also gone so far

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as to say, “This is the highest. Go no further.” Similarly,Krishna says in the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (3.35), svadharme nid-hana˜ ÍreyaÓ para-dharmo bhayÅvahaÓ: “Don’t go ahead—you’ll be doomed. Take your stand here; go no further.”

Why is such a great warning given to us? Generallyour teachers advise us, “Pay full attention here. Onlythen will you understand everything completely, andyour march to the end-point will be sincere and satis-factory. Otherwise, sahajiyÅism, imitationism will enteryour heart. Do you think that in one leap you can cap-ture the summit of a hill? Impossible. You must march,but your march must be sincere. You must make realprogress, not imitative progress.” This warning is givenat every stage of life. “This is the highest for you. Giveyour whole attention to this. Don’t be absent-mindedand haphazard in your study. Engage yourself fully inthis lesson, and the next higher stage will come toyou automatically.”

As a matter of policy, we are told that our presentstage of instruction is the highest. When a professorcomes to teach a child, he will accept the mentality ofthe child. He will say, “Only go so far, and no further.This is the final stage; give your whole attention tounderstanding this point, and when that is finished,then go further.” In this way, by gradual installments,knowledge is revealed.Christian: So, there are different stages for differentpersons?

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ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur has given hisdecision, in his Tattva-sËtra, that although whenBhagavad-gÈtÅ was spoken to Arjuna, he engaged him-self in fighting, had it been Uddhava in place of Arjuna,after hearing the conclusion of Bhagavad-gÈtÅ whereKrishna says, “Give up everything and surrender toMe,” Uddhava would have accepted this and goneaway from the warfield. Upon hearing the same advice,Arjuna acted in one way, but Uddhava would haveacted in another. After hearing the first installmentof Krishna’s instructions Arjuna tells Krishna in theBhagavad-gÈtÅ (3.1-2):

jyÅyasÈ cet karmaˆas tematÅ buddhir janÅrdanatat ki˜ karmaˆi ghore mŘniyojayasi keÍava

vyÅmiÍreˆeva vÅkyenabuddhi˜ mohayasÈva metad eka˜ vada niÍcityayena Íreyo ’ham ÅpnuyÅm

“You say that jñÅna, knowledge, is better than karma,work. Why then do you want to engage me in thisdreadful karma of fighting?” Then Krishna said, “Youhave your capacity in karma: finish your career, andthen you can aspire to come to the level of jñÅna,inquiry into knowledge. It is not a cheap thing to tran-scend all activity and attain nai›karmya, freedom fromkarma. First finish the course of your karma; then you

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will become free from karma, and gradually you willdevelop transcendental knowledge and devotion. So, Isay, ‘Engage yourself in this present fight.’ Fighting is notrecommended for everyone, but for you, and men ofyour section.”Christian: In your opinion, what stage of God real-ization should people be advised to follow?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Krishna consciousness should bepreached in a general way; and people will come accord-ing to their inner response. Some may even come toattack us. The communists will say, “No religiouspreaching is allowed here. It is all theoretical; youneglect the concrete world, and take the abstract to beeverything. By hearing this, the people will suffer, sowe won’t allow it.” That is one stage. Beginning fromthere, there are so many stages. If you preach to a crowd,those who find a response within their inner hearts willcome to you according to the degree of their realiza-tion. Their inner demand will bring them in contactwith an agent of truth.

Bhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ MahÅrÅj went to the Westand preached, and so many converted to Krishnaconsciousness. How was it possible? They were notGauÎÈya Vai›ˆavas, but they felt some inner affinity.While wandering in this world, everyone is gatheringsome new experience, some new taste. According tothe degree of his awakenment, one will respond to apreacher in his own layer. He will find, “Oh! After solong, I see that there is the possibility of an outlet for

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the urge I found in my heart. There is a plane that cansatisfy that aspiration of mine. I must connect withhim and inquire of that land of my dreams.” In thisway, they will come to seek the association of devotees.“Birds of a feather flock together.” According to theirinner taste, they will come together and go on withtheir duties in that plane, at that pace, until fromthere they can go further, to a higher position.Sometimes in the same life one may change his creedand go higher, and sometimes one may wait until hisnext birth.Christian: If the quality of preaching is too high, peoplemay be discouraged.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: It may be too high for one and toonear for another. It is not too high for all, for if itwas, then how would conversion be possible? So manypeople are becoming Mohammedans, Christians, andHindus. All Christians were not born Christians. Howwere people first attracted to become Christians? Therearose in their hearts the hankering for Christianity.

When AcyutÅnanda SwÅmÈ, the first disciple ofBhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ MahÅrÅj, went to my birthplacehere in Bengal, a headmaster asked him, “We are sonear and we cannot appreciate the teachings of ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu; how is it that from such a faroff country, you have come to sacrifice your life for theservice of ßrÈ Chaitanyadeva?”

Acyutananda SwÅmÈ answered, “BrahmňÎa bhrah-mite kona bhÅgyavÅn jÈva. We have to acquire this

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capacity during the course of our wanderings in dif-ferent positions throughout the creation.”

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We must cross the threshold given by Jesus Christ. He has declared,“Die to live.”

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gather some sukÂti, pious credits. AjñÅta-sukÂti means thatunknowingly and unconsciously our energy is spent inthe service of the Lord, and the reaction comes in theform of some pious credits. And when sukÂti is more devel-oped, it becomes jñÅta-sukÂti, or pious activities know-ingly performed. Then, ÍraddhÅ, faith, our inner attractionfor the universal truth comes to the surface. In this way itmay develop from any stage. Even a beast may feel thetendency to serve Krishna. In VÂndÅvana, so many livingbeings; trees, beasts, and even the water have acquiredtheir position by consciously desiring it. Although theyhave accepted an apparently material pose, they eter-nally hold that position in the service of Krishna.

WAY OF THE PILGRIM

Christian: There is one book called The Way of ThePilgrim, about a Christian who chants the name ofJesus on beads. ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Yes, the Catholics also use beads.Some Christians may chant the name of Christ.Christian: This man was chanting the name of Jesus,his heart was growing soft, and he was feeling ecstasy,great love for Jesus.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Then he may attain the position ofJesus, at most. It may be that in his attempt for perfec-tion, his growth is finished there, in the eternal para-phernalia of Jesus. He may remain there. If he has foundhis fullest satisfaction, he is fated to be there.

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By the will of God, and by the powerful will of anexalted devotee, even from the impersonal Brahman ef-fulgence one may be roused from his slumber and movedto action in devotional service. Generally, they passlong ages there in the nondifferentiated plane, satisfiedwith their spiritual attainment; however, in the consid-eration of infinite time, nothing is very great or spa-cious. They may remain holding that position for a longtime, so many dissolutions and creations may come andgo, but the possibility remains that their slumber may bebroken at any time. Since time immemorial, this createdworld has been in existence, and so many souls areascending to the Brahman effulgence and again descend-ing. So, even in the midst of the infinite Brahman efful-gence, some souls are coming out. It is a question ofinfinity, so the position of Jesus may be considered aseternal, and the time may come when Jesus himself maybe converted into Vai›ˆavism. It is not impossible.

JESUS: DYNAMIC OR STATIC?

Christian: Do you think that Jesus had awareness ofKrishna as the Personality of Godhead?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: When his inner attainment is mostclosely detected, then we are bound to say that in thecourse of his eternal life, there is some possibility ofhis achieving Krishna.Christian: I don’t understand.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Is Jesus stagnant or progressive?

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Where he has reached, is that finished forever, or ishe dynamic?Christian: Christians will say that he has full knowledge.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: So, is he stagnant there, finally fixed?Is that Jesus’ position? Do the bishops say that his posi-tion is final? Does he have a progressive life? Or isJesus alone barred from making further progress? Is hea member of the dynamic world? Or the stagnant world?

So, this is the nature of the infinite. Being finite, weare going to deal with the infinite? That is our ludicroustendency. It is ludicrous for us to deal with the infinite.

Why is Krishna considered to be the Absolute Truth?This you should inquire about in a scientific way, stepby step. As I have recommended, you should go onreading about that in the ßrÈ Krishna Sa˜hitÅ, and theBÂhad BhÅgavatÅmÂta. You should try to follow veryminutely the dynamic development of theism as it ispresented there.

REINCARNATION—TRANSMIGRATION

Christian: As I understand it, reincarnation meansthat a soul may regress into a lower species by per-forming sinful acts. But how does it benefit a soul to bepunished by taking birth in the animal species if laterhe has no recollection of this?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Sometimes it is necessary for doctorsto make a patient unconscious. Sometimes a dacoit isimprisoned and put under chains. When his movements

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will be detrimental to society, he is confined in a cell andchained. So, sometimes it is necessary to take awayone’s independence, his voluntary action. By sufferingthe reactions to his previous karma, one may be relieved;then again he may be given voluntary action. When byhis voluntary will a soul has done so many misdeedsand acquired so many reactions, it is necessary that hisfreewill be stopped temporarily. He will be allowed tosuffer the reactions of his previous sins, and then againsome freedom will be given to him so that he may takethe proper course which is useful for him. As long as adrunkard is a drunkard, when he is expected to do somemischief to the environment, he should be confined.And when the madness of drinking is gone, then hewill be released and allowed to move freely.

“DO UNTO OTHERS” INCLUDES ANIMALS

Christian: Christians generally don’t accept that ani-mals have souls.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: Jesus did not care to bring his follow-ers within that conception. He saw that they were ac-customed to eating animals and fish, so he did notwant to embarrass them with all these questions. Hethought they should begin theistic life, and when againthey are able to consider these points, at that timethey may be given this installment.

Life is also present within the nonhuman species,and it is no less qualified than the human position,

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but in the course of the evolutionary movement of thesoul, it is thrown into such a condition as the result ofkarma. Wherever life is present, the soul is there within.It is a common thing, but Jesus thought it would beimpossible for them to adjust their understanding ofthe environment to such a degree. He thought to letthem begin with the culture of theism, and then grad-ually such instruction could be given.

He told them, “Do unto others as you would havethem do unto you.” That is also good. But not only is thesoul present there; God is also there, and everywhere.The lower species are also feeling pain and pleasure. Inanimals it is quite clear that when they are killed, theyfeel pain. So, there is life. The vibration of pain is there,consciousness is there, and the soul is a unit of pure con-sciousness. But the persons to whom Jesus preached werenot so qualified as to extend their knowledge that far.They are not prepared for such a great amount of sacri-fice in their practices. So, for those who are not pre-pared to sacrifice themselves to such an extent,Christianity has been given by Jesus.

Still, everything has been ordained from the samecommon center. Christianity has its necessity, Islamalso has its necessity. There is room for such creeds inthe universe. They are not unnecessary, but they holda relative position.

Then what is the position of the Absolute Truth?When we have to inquire deeply about this, then we

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come to India. There it has been dealt with very exten-sively, with all possible conceptions of religion. Somany variegated theological conceptions are found inIndia that a fraction of that cannot be found anywhereelse in the world. But ultimately, ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam wasgiven as the highest conception. How? That we have tounderstand and follow very minutely. You should studythe BÂhad BhÅgavatÅmÂta and its more modern form,ßrÈ Krishna Sa˜hitÅ by Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur.Christian: I have read that.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: But you must read it more closely, andmore scrutinizingly. You must read that again and again,until you find satisfaction, and answers to all yourinquiries. There, the gradation of our relationship withGod is shown, explaining how from a particular stage oftheism, one is forced to progress to a higher level ofattainment.

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The gradation of transcendental realization has beenexplained by ßrÈla SanÅtan GoswÅmÈ in his book

BÂhad BhÅgavatÅmÂta There we find that in the courseof the realization of Íuddha-bhakti, pure devotional ser-vice, the great sage NÅrada Muni is visiting differentplaces. First, he encounters karma-miÍra bhakti, or devo-tional service mixed with fruitive activities.

Once there was a brÅhmaˆa in Allahabad. He was awealthy man, and on the occasion of the Kumbha-mela,when millions of sages and devotees gather for a religi-ous festival, he arranged for services to the differenttypes of saintly persons who were present there. Heconducted a sacrifice and finally finished the functionwith the chanting of the holy name of the Lord. ThebrÅhmaˆa was mainly engaged in karma-kaˆda, or fruitivework, but he was also rendering service to the saintlypersons. Ultimately he ended everything with nÅma-sa⁄kÈrtan, the chanting of the holy names of the Lord.

NÅrada Muni approached the brÅhmaˆa saying, “Youare very fortunate that you are doing these things. Thisis the proper utilization of your money and caste. Byengaging in such holy activities, you are certainly most

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fortunate.” The brÅhmaˆa told him, “What am I doing?This is nothing. You should go to see the fortune ofKing Indradyumna. He is distributing the prasÅda rem-nants of Lord JagannÅth in a grand style. How grandioseis the worship of NÅrÅyaˆa there! Go there, and you willappreciate his devotional service.

So, NÅrada Muni went to see Indradyumna MahÅrÅj,and there he also found the king extensively engaging allhis resources in the worship of Lord JagannÅth. NÅradaapproached him, saying, “You are so fortunate in thisworld.” The king told him, “What can I do NÅrada?This is nothing. If you want to see how devotional ser-vice should be practiced, you should go to Lord Indra, theking of heaven.

NÅrada Muni went to Indradeva and praised himby saying, “O Indra, you are very fortunate.VÅmanadeva, the Supreme Personality of Godhead,appeared as your younger brother. And here inIndraloka, there are always religious festivals wor-shiping Krishna.” Indra said, “Oh, what do you say?What love have I for Krishna? Everything belongsto Him, but in my foolishness, I tried to prevent Himfrom taking the pÅrijÅta tree from heaven. Not onlythat, but I am always being attacked by the demons,and my wife is also sometimes disturbed; what for-tune do you find in me?”

From Indra, NÅrada went to Lord BrahmÅ, the cre-ator of the universe. There he found the personified

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Vedas singing praise to Lord BrahmÅ. NÅrada, who wasalso his son and disciple, approached Lord BrahmÅ say-ing, “How greatly fortunate you are! You are entrustedby Lord NÅrÅyaˆa Himself with the management ofthe whole universe, and sometimes you visit Him forguidance in the administration of the universe. Wealso find that some portions of the Vedas are engaged insinging your glories. You are so fortunate!”

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South Indian relief of Lord BrahmÅ, the creator of the uni-verse (left), and Lord ßiva, the universal destroyer (right).

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Lord BrahmÅ felt a little disturbed. He said, “Whatare you saying, NÅrada? You are praising me andincreasing my false pride, but did I not tell you that Iam nothing but a small creature in the hand ofNÅrÅyaˆa? I am engaged in external activity. I have notime to give in the interest of my devotional life. MyLord has rather deceived me by engaging me in such abusy matter as managing the universe. I am most unfor-tunate. Rather, you should go to MahÅdeva, Lord ßiva.He does not care for anything in this world. He isaloof and indifferent, and has his aim toward LordNÅrÅyaˆa. He is devoted to Lord RÅmacandra, and heis very fond of the holy name of Lord RÅma. His wife,PÅrvatÈ devi, is also helping him in his devotional life, andshe is very happy.

NÅrada Muni went to ßivaloka and began to chant inpraise of Lord ßiva, “You are the master of the world. TheVedas sing your glories. You hold the highest position.”In this way, NÅrada began to glorify him, but Lordßiva became very excited and a little angry at this:“What are you saying, NÅrada? I have so much indif-ference towards this world that I am mainly interestedin knowledge and penance. This holds the better por-tion of my interest. Whatever little inclination I havefor devotional service to NÅrÅyaˆa is very negligible.Sometimes I have such an apathetic spirit towardsNÅrÅyaˆa that I even fight with Him in favor of one ofmy disciples! I am disgusted with my position. Penance,

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power, mystic yoga perfection, and indifference to theworld: that is my business.”

This is jñÅna-miÍra bhakti, or devotional servicemixed with empiric speculative knowledge. LordBrahmÅ is the ideal of karma-miÍra bhakti, or devo-tional service mixed with fruitive activity, and Lordßiva is the ideal of jñÅna-miÍra bhakti. He still maintainssome affinity for an independent position, and not forcent-per-cent acceptance of service to the SupremeLord, NÅrÅyaˆa.

Lord ßiva said, “If you really want to experienceÍuddha-bhakti, go to PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj. There you willfind pure devotional service.”

In this way, we have been directed to trace the de-velopment of Íuddha-bhakti, pure devotional service,beginning with PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj, because PrahlÅdadoes not want anything in exchange for his devo-tional service.

In ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (7.10.4.) he says:

nÅnyathÅ te ’khila-guroghaÊeta karuˆÅtmanaÓyas ta ÅÍi›a ÅÍÅstena sa bhÂtyaÓ sa vai vaˆik

“Whoever is doing something for the satisfaction ofNÅrÅyaˆa and wants something in return, is not a ser-vant, but a merchant. He wants to give something tothe Lord and then take some price in exchange forthat.” So, PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj is a pure devotee, and

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only through a pure devotee of NÅrÅyaˆa can oneattain pure devotion.

NEUTRAL LOVE OF GOD

All these peculiar achievements in the devotionalworld begin with PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj. The nature of hisdevotional service is that of ÍÅnta rasa, neutrality, wherethere is no actual service, but only perfect adherence toNÅrÅyaˆa under all circumstances. Whatever may bethe unfavorable condition in the environment, hestands true to the faith that NÅrÅyaˆa is all in all, andthat He is our master. So, PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj, and thefour KumÅras, the sons of Lord BrahmÅ, are in the posi-tion of ÍÅnta rasa bhakti, or neutral love of God.

PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj is NÅrada Muni’s disciple. Still, forour benefit, NÅrada Muni was approaching him to mea-sure the standard of his devotion in a comparativestudy of the devotional world. Approaching PrahlÅdaMahÅrÅj, NÅrada said, “I have come to see you,PrahlÅda, because Lord ßiva also appreciates your posi-tion. You are really a devotee of Lord Krishna. You areso fortunate! I have come to see how you are.”

PrahlÅda MahÅrÅj told him, “Gurudeva, you are allin all. Have you come to test me? Whatever fortune Imay have, I have received by your grace. I was born ina family of demons, so the demonic qualities havenot exclusively left me. Don’t you know that inNaimi›Åraˆya, I went to fight with Lord Vi›ˆu? I

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repent for that, but what can I do? He has given mesuch a position. I cannot have the privilege of directservice to Him, but only mentally I think of Him. Ithink that He is everything, but I do not have thegreat fortune of rendering service to Him. HanumÅnis really a devotee. How fortunate he is! What grace hehas received! He gave everything to Lord RÅmacandra.I envy his situation, but what can I do? God’s dispen-sation is absolute. We must accept that. HanumÅn’sposition is really enviable. How attached to his mas-ter he is, and what a great magnitude of service hehas done for Lord RÅma.”

HANUMåN: SERVANT OF RåMA

From there, NÅrada Muni went to visit HanumÅn. Heapproached HanumÅn’s residence, playing on his vina themantram: RÅma RÅma RÅma RÅma RÅma. When Hanu-mÅn suddenly heard the name of his master, Lord RÅma,he jumped towards that direction, and even in the sky,embraced NÅrada Muni. HanumÅn said, “Oh, who ishelping me to hear the sound of Lord RÅma’s holy name?After such a long time, the sound of RÅma nÅma is enli-vening me. I was dying without hearing the name ofRÅma.” Ecstatic tears were running down the eyes ofboth of them. Then NÅrada Muni went to HanumÅn’squarters, and began to praise his fortune, saying, “Howfortunate you are! Oh, HanumÅn, You serve LordRÅmacandra so intimately; you do not know anything

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Deity of HanumÅn, the devoted servant of Lord RÅmacandra.

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but your master, Lord RÅma. You rendered such great ser-vice to Him that your service has become the ideal forthe whole of human society.”

HanumÅn told NÅrada, “Yes, by His grace I wasable to do something, but it is all His grace; I am noth-ing, I am worthless. But I hear that now LordRÅmacandra has come as Lord Krishna. Although Idon’t like any incarnation other than Lord RÅma, Ihave heard from a distance how Krishna, who isRÅmacandra Himself, is showing His favor to thePňÎavas. The PňÎavas are very fortunate because theLord is dealing with them like an intimate friend. So,I have great appreciation for the fortune of thePňÎavas. “In this way, HanumÅn began to praise thePňÎavas for their fortune.

KRISHNA’S FRIENDS, THE På™∂AVAS

Leaving HanumÅn, NÅrada Muni then went to thePňÎavas. There he found Yudhi›Êhira MahÅrÅj seatedon a throne and began to sing the glories of thePňÎavas. He told Yudhi›Êhira MahÅrÅj, “How friendlyyou are in your relationship with Krishna! How fortunateyou are!” Yudhi›Êhira MahÅrÅj said, “What are you say-ing Devar›i? Of course Krishna favors us, we can’t denythat, but what is our position? We have no position atall. On the other hand, I feel now and then, that by see-ing our example the people in general won’t want toserve Krishna, because they will calculate that being

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such intimate friends of Lord Krishna, the PňÎavas hadto pass through difficult troubles and dangers their wholelives. They will think that to be a devotee of Krishnameans that one must suffer troubles throughout hiswhole life. So, I am afraid that by thinking of us, peoplewill not venture to approach Krishna.”

Devar›i NÅrada said, “No, no, I don’t see it from thatangle of vision. What is danger or affliction to thePňÎavas? What is the meaning of that? That is themessage that Krishna is coming. When the PňÎavas arein danger that is nothing but the message that Krishnais coming to save you. So, your mother also prayed:

vipadaÓ santu tÅÓ ÍaÍvattatra tatra jagad-gurobhavato darÍana˜ yat syÅdapunar bhava-darÍanam

“‘Let dangers come: may they visit me always. Idon’t care for that, because that brings Krishna muchcloser to us. We rather like the dangers that bringKrishna into our intimate connection.’ That famousstatement of your mother, KuntÈdevÈ, stands there.”

The PňÎavas, headed by MahÅrÅj Yudhi›Êhira said,“Yes, Krishna visits us now and then, in the time of ourdire need, but how fortunate are the Yadus! Lord Krishnais always with them. They are so proud of their master,Lord Krishna, that they do not care for any other powerin the world. They are so fortunate that Lord Krishna isalways closely connected with them.” So, NÅrada Muni

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went to the Yadus and began chanting in praise of them.They said, “What do you say, Devar›i NÅrada? Krishna iswith us, of course, and in any time of great danger Hecomes to help us, but how much do we care for Him? Weare living independently, careless about His existence. Butamong us, Uddhava is really His favorite. WhateverKrishna does, He always consults with Uddhava, and inall His confidential matters, Uddhava is present there,and in every case, He is always very thick with Uddhava.Even we envy the fortune of Uddhava.”

UDDHAVA: MORE DEAR THAN KRISHNA

Then NÅrada went to Uddhava and told him,“Uddhava, you are the most favorite devotee ofKrishna. Krishna says:

na tathÅ me priyatama Åtma-yonir na Ía⁄karaÓna ca sa⁄kar›aˆo na ÍrÈr naivÅtmÅ ca yathÅ bhavÅn

“‘O Uddhava! What to speak of other devotees likeBrahmÅ, ßiva, Sa⁄kar›aˆa, or Lak›mÈ; you are moredear to Me than My own life.’ You are such an intimateassociate that Krishna values you more than His ownlife.” Uddhava said, “Yes, of course, out of His causelessbenevolence, He might have said something like that,but I don’t think that I am His real devotee, especiallyafter visiting VÂndÅvana. All my pride has been meltedby seeing those devotees. The spirit of service and the

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intensity of love towards Krishna that I found in thedevotees in VÂndÅvana is unparalleled. O Devar›i, Iam nowhere. Do you know that statement of mine? Itis recorded in the ßrÈmad BhÅgavatam (10.47.61):

ÅsÅm aho caraˆa-reˆu-ju›Åm aha˜ syŘvÂndÅvane kim api gulma-latau›adhÈnÅmyÅ dustyaja˜ sva-janam Årya-patha˜ ca hitvÅbhejur mukunda-padavȘ Írutibhir vimÂgyÅm

“The gopÈs of VÂndÅvana gave up their husbands,children, and families who are difficult to renounce,and sacrificed even their religious principles to takeshelter of the lotus feet of Krishna, which are soughtafter even by the Vedas themselves. O! Grant me thefortune to take birth as a blade of grass in VÂndÅvana,so that I may take the dust of the lotus feet of thosegreat souls upon my head.

“There I have disclosed my heart fully. The quality oflove for Krishna that I found in the damsels of VÂndÅvanais so exalted that I could not but aspire to be born inVÂndÅvana as a piece of grass, so that the foot-dust ofthose divine damsels might touch my head. So, whatare you saying Devar›i? If you would like to see realdevotion, real divine love, you should go to VÂndÅvana.Don’t put us in an awkward position, saying that wepossess devotion to Krishna; this is rather a mockery, afoundationless utterance. I found real devotees of theLord in VÂndÅvana.”

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In this way, SanÅtan GoswÅmÈ tries his best to takeus through the path, by showing us the gradualdevelopment of devotion to Krishna. PrahlÅda MahÅrÅjhas been accepted as the basis of Íuddha-bhakti, thebeginning of pure devotional service, because he issituated in ÍÅnta rasa, or devotional service in neu-trality. Above that there is dÅsya rasa, love of God inservitude, as shown by HanumÅn, and above that thereis sakhya rasa, or the mood of friendship. That is exem-plified by the PňÎavas. Uddhava is somewhat sakhya,connecting with vÅtsalya, parental love, and mÅdhurya,conjugal love. In this way we can trace the progressivedevelopment of devotion.

Our close adherence to Krishna develops in thisway to VÂndÅvana. The acme of devotional service isfound there. In the conversation between RÅmÅnandaRÅya and ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu we find it men-tioned that RÅdhÅrňȒs devotional service is categori-cally higher than that of the gopÈs (tebhyas tÅÓpaÍu-pÅla-pa⁄kaja-dÂÍas tÅbhyo ’pi sÅ rÅdhikÅ). The kindof serving spirit we find there is unaccountable andinconceivable.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu came with that quality ofadherence to the truth: unconditional surrender. Hecame seeking that fortune of serving the truth. If we canseek such a higher type of existence, we may considerourselves most fortunate.

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Self-surrender is the very basis of our highest fortune.We cannot but surrender ourselves to whatever beau-tiful and valuable thing we have come across. Ourappreciation for any higher thing is shown by the degreeof our surrender to that. So, we can measure the qual-ity of the truth we are connected with only by theintensity of our surrender.

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Surrender is not a lip transaction. Surrender meansnot only to surrender one’s possessions, but to real-

ize that the possessions themselves are false. I am nota master of anything. I am not even master of myself.Surrender means to give everything to the guru, and ridourselves of the unholy connection of so many pos-sessions, so that they may not disturb us by alwayssuggesting, “You are my master,” and in this way mis-leading us.

We should think, “Everything belongs to the Lordand His delegation, the guru. I am not the master ofanything.” That sort of knowledge we should imbibe,and that will be helpful to our real spiritual progress.This is reality. We have to realize that fact. We want thetruth, and we want to free ourselves from false notions.So, proper dÈk›Å, spiritual initiation, imparts the divineknowledge that nothing belongs to us; not only that,but everything belongs to God, including ourselves.That is the conception of dÈk›Å: “I belong to Him;everything belongs to Him. I am His servant, and theseare the objects of His service.”

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FOOL’S PARADISE

This is reality, and we are suffering under non-real-ity in an imaginary world. We are living in a fool’sparadise. We should do away with the fool’s paradiseand try to enter into real paradise. When we have apeep into the characteristic of the absolute environ-ment of reality, and even a little regard for the truth,we can no longer relish the paraphernalia of this worldas we did previously. Because we have had a real tasteof the higher truth, we will have no charm for thismaterial world. We will no longer feel encourage-ment to meet with the duties that are relating to thisworld of enjoyment. We will be indifferent.

We know that the connection with the presentenjoying mood brings a painful reaction. We can real-ize that, but we cannot leave it behind. We cannot cutoff the connection completely in the stage of sÅd-hana, spiritual practice. Still, we have no other alter-native. Our affinity for the positive truth should beincreased more and more, and gradually our affinity forour paraphernalia and obligations will all disappear.Although repeatedly we may not be successful, still wewill be unable to give up the idea. We will attemptagain and again to make progress towards the truth,and when we are unsuccessful, our heart will ache tothink that we are repeatedly being defeated by theenemies who are all around us.

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MENTAL MUSHROOMS

But the fire of Krishna consciousness is there, andthat fire is not to be quenched. It is a spark of eternaltruth. So, the fire will continue, and the day will comewhen the enemies that are surrounding us will haveto retire once and for all. One day we will find thatKrishna has gradually captured our whole heart, and theothers have retired forever; they are no longer presentto trouble us in our mental circle. We will find thatthose unwanted things were like mushrooms; they cameout from our mental soil, and now they have all goneand died. They have all gone away, and Krishna aloneis in the heart. At that time, the heart is only full ofKrishna, full of the Krishna conception.

ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur once in-structed a disciple at the time of initiation into theHare Krishna mantra that Krishna should be allowed toland in our hearts, just as an army is landed by thenavy. An army is carried by a ship, and when they havelanded, the fight begins, and they capture the country,just as Julius Caesar said, “Veni vidi vici, I came, I saw,I conquered.” So, we have to allow Krishna to land inour hearts. Then the fight will begin.

What is the proposal of Krishna consciousness, andwhat is the proposal of so many other conceptions?They are all giving us their assurances from timeimmemorial, saying, “I shall give you this, I shall give

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you that,” but the Krishna conception will enter andsay, “My claim is this: the whole thing is Mine, andyou are all trespassers.” The fight will begin; theunwanted things are sure to withdraw, and Krishnaconsciousness will capture the whole heart. This is theprocess. Krishna consciousness has only to land withinour hearts. Somehow or other, from a pure devotee, a bitof real Krishna consciousness should enter through ourears into our hearts, and Krishna will supply whateveris required. One who has imbibed even a slight regardfor Krishna consciousness is assured of success in spir-itual life, today or tomorrow.

KRISHNA IS A THIEF

We may have erected high walls on all sides to pro-tect ourselves so that Krishna consciousness may notenter, but Krishna is a thief, and a thief requires noinvitation. No preparation is necessary for His wel-come. He will enter for His own interest, and that is ourconsolation. Our solace is that Krishna is a thief. MÅyÅhas erected her high walls on all sides, but nothing issufficient to stop Krishna consciousness. Krishna is athief, and stealthily He will enter one day.

A devotee may become hopeless, thinking, “Theenemy is within my own house; my own kinsmen are myenemies. I am hopeless.” We may become disappointed,but Krishna consciousness will not leave us in any way.Krishna will persevere, and in due course of time, He

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will conquer. And other things, no matter how closelyrelated they may be in private and well-protected roomsin our hearts, will have to go. They must take leavefrom every corner of our hearts. Krishna will conquer.Krishna will capture the whole thing. The unwantedlusty desires of our heart are foreign things. They areonly mushrooms. Like mushrooms, they come out; theyhave no permanent stability or root. They are notrooted to the soil. We may think that what we havestored in our hearts is very near and dear, and that isalready mixed with us as a part of our existence, butwhen Krishna consciousness enters, that will all floatlike mushrooms.

After all, they are mushrooms; they have no footing,no connection with the soil. They are only floating. Allmaterial interests are only floating on the surface. Theyare not deeply rooted within and without the whole ofour existence. Only Krishna consciousness is presenteverywhere, within all parts of our existence. So, themushrooms will have to vanish one day. This is con-firmed in ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam (2.8.5):

pravi›ÊaÓ karˆa-randhreˆasvÅnŘ bhÅva-saroruhamdhunoti Íamala˜ k›ˆaÓsalilasya yathÅ Íarat

When Krishna enters the heart through the ear,He captures the lotus of the heart and then graduallymakes all the dirt in the heart disappear. Just as when

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the autumn season comes, all the water everywherebecomes pure, so also, when Krishna enters our hearts,all the impurities within will gradually vanish, andonly Krishna will remain forever.

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Before chanting the holy name of Krishna, we mustfirst chant the Pañcha-tattva mantra:

ÍrÈ k›ˆa chaitanya prabhu nityÅnandaÍrÈ advaita gadÅdhara ÍrÈvÅsÅdi gaura-bhakta-vÂnda

The Pañcha-tattva, or five features of the AbsoluteTruth, came to give the Hare Krishna mahÅ-mantra tothe fallen devotees of this age, so they are the generalrepresentation of guru for us. They help us to enterinto the domain of Krishna and also the plane of ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu.

After chanting the Pañcha-tattva mantra, we shouldcount on the beads of the japa-mÅlÅ and chant themahÅ-mantra:

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare RÅma Hare RÅma RÅma RÅma Hare Hare

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index finger, which is generally considered inauspicious,should not touch the beads, but should remain outside thebag. Generally we use the thumb and middle finger tocount. One should chant sixteen rounds, as recommended

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ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu and associates ecstatically chanting theHare Krishna mahÅ-mantra.

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by Bhaktivedanta SwÅmÈ MahÅrÅj, but if there is anyemergency, he must chant at least four rounds; the mÅlÅshould not be kept fasting.

In the process of counting, we begin from the biggerbeads and go towards the smaller, and again return inthe same line. The giant bead in the center is calledMount Sumeru. We must not cross over that.

This harinÅma mahÅ-mantra is found in theUpani›ads, as well as in the Agni Purňa and theBrahmňÎa Purňa. In the Kalisantaraˆa Upani›ad, itis recommended as the highest mantra, and scholarshave mentioned this mantra as a means of address only;no appeal should be attached to that. This Hare KrishnamahÅ-mantra is the yuga dharma nÅma, or the process ofGod realization especially meant for the present age,Kali-yuga. We find the mahÅ-mantra mentioned every-where in the Purňas. This mantra can be chantedsilently, mentally, and aloud. It has been given to us byMahÅprabhu as the general recommendation for thefallen souls. He has given it for all, whether they arequalified or unqualified. The only condition for receiv-ing it is ÍraddhÅ, faith.

It is mentioned in the Padma Purňa that there areten kinds of offenses we must try to avoid in the chant-ing of the Hare Krishna mahÅ-mantra. There are also fourkinds of nÅmÅbhÅsa, or apathetic chanting, which willnot give us entrance into the domain of mercy. Mere lib-eration will be effected by that kind of invocation.

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These two improper kinds of chanting stem fromour tendencies for exploitation and renunciation. Wemust chant the name with the spirit of service andavoid the ten offenses.

ABUSING SAINTS

The first offense is to abuse the devotees who are theagents of spreading the greatness and nobility of theSupreme Lord, Krishna. If we abuse and dishonor Hisagents, then the name is dissatisfied. Only the devoteesof Krishna are real saints, because they are after eternallife. Those persons who worship demigods for temporarygain are not considered saints. They may be neglected,for they are not devotees. Saint means Vai›ˆava, or de-votee. All others, such as the worshipers of demigods, arenot considered saints. We avoid them. A saint is one whohas no ambition in his life but to have a connection ofloving service with the Supreme Lord. Only those whoare agents of eternal truth, absolute good, are to be con-sidered saintly. We should not abuse such saintly persons.

DEMIGOD WORSHIP

The second offense concerns how we should treatthe demigods, including ßiva, ßakti, the Sun-god, andothers. They are not to be considered equal to or greaterthan Vi›ˆu, or Krishna. They are under Him, and theyare all inferior to Him. They are given engagements bythe Supreme Lord, Krishna, and they have to discharge

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their duties according to His order. They are neverequal or superior to Krishna.

GURU: GOOD AS GOD

The third offense is to consider the guru a humanbeing. Although so many human symptoms may befound in him, still, according to our sincerity to meetGodhead, the Lord descends and represents Himselfin the guru to satisfy our hunger for the truth. We mustsee him as the agent of the Lord. It has been advised tous in a general way not to think of the guru as a mortalbeing, because if our attempt to attain the Absolute issincere, then He will also come to us to deliver us.God is omniscient, so through a particular agent whoacts as His representative, He comes here to accept usand take us up to the higher plane. We are ordered bythe advice of the scriptures to see the guru as the rep-resentative of the Absolute, because none can give usKrishna but He Himself.

God’s presence should be perceived in our gurudeva.We should see that God has come to give Himself to us.Generally we find mortal signs in the body of the spiritualmaster, but we must transcend that. The Ganges watermay be filthy in external appearance, but still the dirtyGanges water can purify us by its touch. To our materialsenses the Deity seems to be wood, stone, or earth, butthat is our polluted vision. Krishna is there, and sometimesHe is seen to walk and to talk with devotees of a higher

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order. We must not think that He is made of material stuff.When we go and stand before the Deity, we should notthink that we can see Him, but that He is seeing us. Heis in the subjective plane; I am His object.

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His Divine Grace ßrÈla ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj chanting the HareKrishna mantra softly on the tulasÈ beads of the japa-mÅlÅ.

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He is mercifully seeing us to purify us. In this way ourvision must be adjusted. Krishna was killed by a hunter;the atheists will interpret that it was an ordinary inci-dent, but it is not so. SÈtÅ was stolen by RÅvaˆa. This isall external, all illusory. The real truth is above, in thetranscendental realm. So, we are requested by theexpert transcendentalists and by the ÍÅstra to see thatour gurudeva is above these mortal signs. Krishna says:

ÅcÅrya˜ mŘ vijÅnÈyÅnnÅvanmanyeta karhicitna martya-buddhyÅsËyetasarva-deva-mayo guruÓ

“I Myself am the ÅchÅrya. Do not think that theguru is an ordinary man. I myself reside within theheart of gurudeva with all My parts and parcels, for thebenefit of the disciple.”

BLASPHEMING THE SCRIPTURES

The fourth offense is ÍÅstra nindÅ: blaspheming theÍÅstra, the scriptures. Of course this means those scrip-tures which are concerned with praising the greatnessand nobility of Krishna, not others. We must not abusethose scriptures that instruct us about God and Hisdevotees, and teach us the eternal good.

HOLY NAME: GOD IN SOUND

The fifth offense is to interpret the holy name ofKrishna with the help of the dictionary and grammar,

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to find diverse meanings in the words of the name.The sound is transcendental. The dictionary, gram-mar, and any other books of mundane knowledge can-not limit or qualify the holy name. Above the materialsound of the name is the transcendental sound within(Íabda-brahma). The name itself is the Supreme Personincarnate by His own free will. He is inseparable fromHis name and fully present in His sound form.

The vaikuˆÊha Íabda, transcendental sound, is differentfrom the mundane sound that can be produced by thetongue and lips. In homeopathic medicine, all the globulesare apparently the same, but the potency within is all-important. It is something like that. The ordinary soundof the name, and the sound vibrated by a pure devoteecome from different planes. The difference is in thepotency within. The holy name descends from the spiritualworld and comes to express itself by dancing on the tongue.The transcendental sound of the holy name is inseparablyconnected with the person whom it represents.

The sixth offense is to consider the glories of theholy name of Krishna to be a concoction.

TO SIN AND CHANT IS SUICIDAL

The seventh offense is to sin on the strength ofthe holy name. The scriptures declare that one name issufficient to clear all the sins one can commit, so if wego on indulging, committing many sins with the ideathat we will chant one name to cleanse the sin, it will

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be an offense to the name, and not the name proper.We cannot try to utilize Him for our service; He isabove all this mÅyÅ. The real name will not appearthere. We must not think, “I can do anything andeverything, and the name will purify me.” It is writtenin the scriptures that if you go on with this spirit itwill be suicidal.

HARE KRISHNA: THE SUPREME PURIFICATION

The eighth offense is to think that chanting theholy name is another pious activity like penance, pil-grimage, giving in charity, service to the country, and soon. If we think lightly of the holy name in this way,then we commit an offense, because the holy name isabsolute and these other processes have only a partial,relative position. Other processes are partial; they awardsome success in this mundane world, but the name cangive the Lord Himself. So, no other process of purifi-cation can hold the same position as chanting the holyname of Krishna. It is supreme and none can comeclose to it.

FORBIDDEN FOR THE FAITHLESS

The ninth offense is to give the name to thosewho do not deserve it, who have no faith in chantingthe name. If you press them to chant the holy name, abad reaction will come to you. Also, without gettingany inspiration, we should not make disciples and give

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harinÅma initiation. We will commit offense against thename if we make a business or trade with name-giving.If we give the name to anyone and everyone, out ofgreed for becoming a guru, then it will be an offense.Without sanction from above, if one runs to become aguru to get name and fame with some mundane pur-pose, then it is a great offense.

BACK TO GODHEAD

The tenth offense is to be too much addicted to aparticular thing, or to have too much affinity towardsthe body and bodily wealth. When a boat is anchored,rowing will simply move the boat around the anchor.The anchor must be taken up, and then the boat canmove forward. So, we must not anchor ourselves downwith a particular thing. We must be open. The namewill create some transformation within the mental sys-tem, and we must be open and unprejudiced enough togo where the name will send us. If we carefully try toavoid that transformation and stick to our present life,that is an offense against the name: to invite Him, andthen ignore Him.

We must not accept the name as a foreign thing: Heis our friend. We should be quite at home with Him.We are going to attain a very soothing and friendlyconnection by the realization of the holy name ofKrishna, which is all-good, all-beautiful, and all-charm-ing. By chanting the holy name we will attain our

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most desirable end of life and go back to God, back tohome, and not to any foreign country.

We must take the name in a friendly, affectionateway. The name is the only object of our love. He is ourfriend, and not any anti-party. So, the name will take ushome — not to any foreign land. That is our sweethome, and He is our sweet guardian. With this spirit, weshall go on chanting the holy name of Krishna.

These are the ten offenses to be avoided in chantingthe Hare Krishna mahÅ-mantra: Hare Krishna HareKrishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare, Hare RÅma HareRÅma RÅma RÅma Hare Hare.

NåMåBHåSA: THE TWILIGHT NAME

In chanting the holy name, there are also fourkinds of nÅmÅbhÅsa. NÅmÅbhÅsa means a faint con-nection with the holy name. NÅmÅbhÅsa is neitheroffense nor service mood, but between the two. Itsbasis is renunciation, but we must also cast away thisindifference and become earnest for serving the name,who is our friend and master. NÅmÅbhÅsa may be clas-sified into four categories. The first is sÅnketya˜: chant-ing indirectly, to indicate something else, as in thecase of AjÅmila.

AjÅmila was a brÅhmaˆa’s son. Somehow, he con-nected with a low-class woman and entered into adegraded life as a dacoit, drinking and doing manyother nasty things. After many years, the time came for

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his death. As he lay in a coma, suddenly he saw threemessengers with a horrible appearance come and puta rope around his neck and begin to drag him away. Hewas horrified.

Just before this, he had seen his son NÅrÅyaˆa playingnearby, so he sought the help of the child and called“NÅrÅyaˆa!” But in the course of calling his name, AjÅmilathought within himself, “What can this boy NÅrÅyaˆado? How will he deal with these three furious figures? Heis nothing.” So, by the connection of the holy name ofNÅrÅyaˆa, Lord NÅrÅyaˆa came to his mind.

When in his apprehension his call for Lord NÅrÅyaˆawas sincere, four agents from VaikuˆÊha descended.They were sober and mild, and addressed theYamadËtas, the messengers of death saying:

“Who are you? Why have you come?”“We have come because it is the last day of AjÅmila.

He was a great sinner, and we have been sent by ourking, YamarÅj, the Lord of death, to drag him away forpunishment.”

“Don’t you know what is dharma, duty?” “Oh yes, we know.”“Then why are you here?”“He committed immense sin.”“Didn’t you hear him take the name of NÅrÅyaˆa?”“Yes we have heard. What of that? His whole life he

has committed so many sinful acts, and only one nameof NÅrÅyaˆa will do away with that? It is not possible.”

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“Oh, you have not been properly directed by yourmaster. Now that AjÅmila has taken the name ofNÅrÅyaˆa, his jurisdiction has at once changed. He is nolonger under the jurisdiction of your master. Has henot given such instructions to you?”

“No, no, we do not know all these things.” “Then, go back, and ask him.”AjÅmila was released. Frightened by the posture and

grandeur of the messengers of Vi›ˆu, the YamadËtasfled. AjÅmila thought, “What is the instruction to belearned here?”

This is nÅmÅbhÅsa. It is a faint connection with theholy name. It was neither out of faith, nor by the orderof his guru, that he chanted the name of NÅrÅyaˆa. Itwas not that he purposely went to take the name, butby accident it flashed in his mind. Still, as a result of hisprevious pious activity, nÅmÅbhÅsa gave him salvation.

AjÅmila at once awoke; he remembered all his pastsinful activities and began to repent. He began his jour-ney towards Hardwar without speaking a single wordto family or friend. There, he chanted the name ofNÅrÅyaˆa for a long time. At the proper time, thosefour Vi›ˆudËtas descended with a divine chariot andtook him to the conscious spiritual domain of VaikuˆÊha.

TO JOKE AND CHANT

PÅrihÅsya is another kind of nÅmÅbhÅsa. PÅrihÅsyameans jokingly. Sometimes in sport we may say, “Oh,

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you are chanting the name of Krishna?” If one is cuttingjokes, ridiculing the Hare Krishna devotees in the street,and says “Hare Krishna,” that may be nÅmÅbhÅsa if it isconnected with his previous pious credits. Mukti, orliberation, may be effected by that kind of chanting,but not the opportunity for divine service.

KRISHNA AS CODE NAME

Another form of nÅmÅbhÅsa is stobha: to use the namewith some other intention. Sometimes these words,NÅrÅyaˆa, or Krishna may be used for some technicalmeaning, or for a code word. JÈva GoswÅmÈ has takenadvantage of this in his book of Sanskrit grammar, theHarinÅmÅmÂta-vyÅkaraˆa. When one is playing themÂda⁄ga drum, using the names gaura nitÅi, gaura nitÅi torepresent different drumbeats, it may be nÅmÅbhÅsa.

INDIRECT CHANTING

HelÅ is another kind of nÅmÅbhÅsa: neglectfully chant-ing the name. When we are rising from bed in the morn-ing sometimes, we may negligently say “Hare Krishna.”In this way we may cast off our indolence. Even there itmay be nÅmÅbhÅsa. It may liberate us from our presentposition, but may not give us entrance into VaikuˆÊha.That is possible only through devotional service.

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pious credits, it became nÅmÅbhÅsa, and he achieved lib-eration by chanting the name of Lord RÅma.

NÅmÅbhÅsa may come, and mukti, liberation, may beeffected, but we cannot get the opportunity of servicethere. Only if our mind is surcharged with a servingattitude will it elevate us to the subtle and higher plane,otherwise not. If the tendencies for renunciation andexploitation are mixed with our chanting, it won’tyield the desired result.

The chanting must be done with a service attitude(sevonmukhe hi jihvÅdau). What is our aim? We want theservice of the Lord: “Die to live.” We want a life ofpurity which is full of self-giving; we want a generouslife. We want to live the life of those who want not toextract, but to give. We want a civilized life in thedomain of higher civilization, where everyone is a giv-ing unit, an emanating unit, and not an absorbing unit.There, everyone is especially God-centered and har-monious. They are all of the nature of divinity. Anddivinity means dedication towards the center of allharmony, the absolute good. So with that spirit, weare to chant the holy name, and every action should bedone with devotion for Krishna. We should try to takethe positive line of serving Vi›ˆu and Vai›ˆava, Krishnaand His devotees, and with this sort of attitude weshould chant the holy name of Krishna.

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Student: I have one question about chanting the HareKrishna mantra on beads (japa-mÅlÅ). My spiritual mas-ter has given me many preaching duties, so sometimeswhen I am trying to concentrate on my japa-mÅlÅ, insteadof hearing the holy name, I think of all these differentduties I have to do.ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatȆhÅkur emphasized that kÈrtan means not only loudlysinging the holy name, but preaching. JÈva GoswÅmÈ hasgiven a definition of sa⁄kÈrtan: bahubhir militvÅ yatkÈrtana˜ tad eva sa⁄kÈrtanam: “When many people cometogether and glorify the Supreme Lord, Krishna, it isknown as sa⁄kÈrtan.” ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu cameand introduced sa⁄kÈrtan. In this age of Kali, if theholy name is chanted congregationally, the combinedefforts will be fruitful (sa⁄go Íakti kalau yuge). Thereis the difference between the preaching mission of ßrÈlaBhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur, and the so-calledbhajana of the sahajiyÅs, or imitationists.

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Once, one of our Godbrothers was the subject of ourguru mahÅrÅj’s stern remark. He was a man of goodcharacter, but his tendency was generally towards nÅmabhajana. He did not like to do any other service, but wasonly inclined to chant the name of Krishna on hisbeads. I was in charge of the Delhi temple at the time,and was intimate with him, so I wrote to PrabhupÅda:“If you permit, I would like to engage my Godbrotherin some preaching work here in the Delhi temple.”The letter that PrabhupÅd wrote is still here. He wroteme in his letter, “If you can bring him there and makehim help you in the work of preaching, then you will bedoing the service of a real friend to him. I don’t recog-nize that sitting in the jungle of Balihati only chanting,counting beads, is K›ˆÅnuÍÈlanam, the proper cultiva-tion of Krishna consciousness.”

PREACHING MEANS A FIGHT

So, kÈrtan means preaching, Íravaˆam, kÈrtanam.KÈrtan does not simply mean loudly chanting, butpreaching. And preaching means there must be a fightwith the opposition party. KÈrtan means a fight. KÈrtancreates the divine vibration which will fight with all theordinary vibrations that are floating in this world insubtle and gross waves. So, PrabhupÅd told us that ourtulasÈ beads should not fast. His minimum advice wasthat we must do some service in the form of chantingHare Krishna while counting on beads, at least once

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daily. His exact words were, mÅlikÅ upabÅsa nÅ: “Thebeads should not fast.” And his general instruction wasto preach as much as possible.

Once I had a talk with one of the big spiritual lead-ers of the Udipi temple in Madras. He told me,“Sometimes I preach about MadhvÅchÅrya and thebhakti cult, but I have no time for sÅdhana, (regulatedspiritual practices such as japa, gayÅtrÈ mantra, scrip-tural study, and so on). I supported him. Our gurumahÅrÅj said that hari-kathÅ, preaching about Krishna,is no less important than sÅdhana. Rather, it is a moreliving thing. Preaching is more vital. When we arepreaching, automatically we must have the maximumconcentration. On the other hand, while chanting onour japa beads, we may be absentminded. When weare speaking about Krishna to another person, we mustbe all-attentive. Otherwise we cannot speak accurately.All our attention will automatically be concentratedwhen we talk about Krishna. And in writing aboutKrishna, accuracy is even more necessary than in speak-ing about Krishna. So, writing is also kÈrtan. The cul-tivation of Krishna consciousness may even be moreintense when we are engaged in writing about Krishna.

GAU∂^YA MA†H: WAR AGAINST MåYå

So, the preaching mission of ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅntaSaraswatÈ †hÅkur, the GauÎiya MaÊh, has declaredtotalitarian war against mÅyÅ, illusion, and even all

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ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur, Founder-åchÅrya of ßrÈGauÎÈya MaÊh, declared totalitarian war against mÅyÅ, illusion, andeven all other existing conceptions of religion.

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other existing conceptions of religion. And our author-ity is ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam and ßrÈ ChaitanyaMahÅprabhu. Divine love is the supreme most goal ofevery soul. Beauty and love is the summum bonum, ourhighest attainment; that is the ultimate controllingprinciple, and not power. And beauty and love arefound at their highest position in Krishna in VÂndÅvana.The ultimate conception of the Absolute Truth is thatof reality the beautiful and divine love. At the sametime, the difference between lust and love should beclearly realized. That should not be misconceived. Theacme of dedication is demonstrated in the love of theinhabitants of Vraja.

So, preaching (sa⁄kÈrtan), and not counting beads(japa), is the real service of Krishna. But because wehave taken a vow, and it is ordered by MahÅprabhuand our gurudeva, we must chant the holy namewhile counting beads; it is our duty. Our guru mahÅrÅjtold us, “The japa beads must not fast.” So, if weengage ourselves in preaching work, there should beno doubt that we are really obeying the order ofMahÅprabhu. Although he has advised us to chantone hundred thousand names, or sixty-four roundsdaily, that is a provincial saying. What is really all-important is the spirit of service. We are not toldthat the gopÈs always count the name on tulasÈ beads,yet they possess the highest position in the service ofKrishna in VÂndÅvana.

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V®NDåVAN EXPRESS TRAIN

So, Krishna nÅma will help us greatly to go towardsVÂndÅvana. Its importance is there. Like an expresstrain, the holy name of Krishna carries us to the goalwithout stopping at any other station. If we are chant-ing the name without any formal petition, withoutasking, “Give me this, give me that,” it acts like a spe-cial train that will go to VÂndÅvana non-stop. There,the impurities of karma and jñÅna are absent. The devo-tees of VÂndÅvana simply think, “I want Krishna. I donot know what is good or bad. I simply want Krishna.”Student: How many rounds did your guru mahÅrÅj askhis initiated disciples to chant each day? Did he pre-scribe any set number?ßrÈdhar MahÅrÅj: His general recommendation was tochant twenty-five thousand names, sixteen rounds,daily, or at least four rounds minimum. When someonehad no work, he could chant one hundred thousandnames, or sixty-four rounds.Student: Would BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkurgive harinÅm initiation to someone who could onlychant four rounds daily?

QUALITY NOT QUANTITY

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intense engagement in the service of the Lord, underthe guidance of a Vai›ˆava, because the all-importantpoint is service. Our attainment of the goal is notinsured simply by increasing the number of times werepeat the name; only by increasing the quality willwe reach success.

There are so many sayings in the scriptures to encour-age our realization of the holy name in different ways,but ßrÈla RËpa GoswÅmÈ has given us a central thought.He quotes the Padma Purňa: ataÓ ÍrÈ k›ˆa nÅmÅdi nabhaved grÅhyam indriyaiÓ. Our senses, physical or mental,are ineligible to come in touch with the transcendental.The name is nonmaterial (aprÅkÂta), without mundanelimitation (vaikuˆÊha). It belongs to another plane. So,nothing about Krishna — His name, form, qualities, orpastimes — can be touched by our physical or mentalsenses. But when we have a serving attitude, He comesdown to us of His own accord. Only then can our tonguereally pronounce the name of Krishna. Otherwise, onlythe physical sound of the letters of the name can beproduced. Our tongue, our hands, physical sound, allthese mundane things cannot come in touch withKrishna. Some intervening medium is necessary to con-nect this body with the supramundane. And that con-nection is our earnest desire to serve Krishna, to satisfyHim. A bulb won’t light if there is no electricity. Onlywhen the electrical current is there will the bulb beillumined. So, the name may appear on the tongue and

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in the ear, in the mind, or in writing, but we must havethe connection from VaikuˆÊha to this mundane world.And that connection is devotional service, a functionalserving attitude. That alone can connect the physicalrealm with VaikuˆÊha and VÂndÅvana.

FIRING BLANK MANTRAS

Krishna will appear of His own accord. He willdescend upon your tongue, and then your tongue willbe able to chant the name of Krishna. A gun that hasno bullet, but only a blank, may make some sound,but no bullet is actually fired. Similarly, chanting thename of Krishna without an attitude of service pro-duces sound, but that is only tongue deep. It is like fir-ing a gun with blanks instead of bullets. Our chantingof the holy name of Krishna must be surcharged with aserving temperament, the tendency to satisfy Krishna.

Otherwise the sound we produce is bogus. It is onlyan imitation, or a permutation. The holy name can-not be experienced by our senses. It is supramental andtranscendental. An ordinary sound of this mundaneworld cannot be the name of Krishna. Our ear cannoteven hear the name if that mediator, the serving atti-tude, is not there. The earnestness to satisfy Krishna’swill must mediate between Krishna and the ear, throughthe mind. Then only will Krishna’s name enter our earand reveal to us His form, qualities, and pastimes. Theholy name is not physical, it is aprÅkÂta, transcendental,

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supramundane. Only through our service attitude will itcome down to this mundane world.

Our guru mahÅrÅj laid the highest stress on devel-oping a serving attitude. Otherwise it is all bogus, all imi-tation. And people will say, “Oh, there is no Krishnathere. These men are hypocrites. They are only dancingand making noise, they are not surcharged with a serv-ing spirit.” Only through service can we directly comein contact with Krishna. The real point is to practicehow to attain the spirit of service, Vai›ˆava seva. TheVai›ˆava is doing service, and we must imbibe fromhim the methods of attaining this serving attitude.

Under the order of a devotee we must practice togive ourselves. Self-abnegation and self-dedication arenecessary. And that positive thing we will receive froma devotee. If children are given pen and paper in thebeginning, it will not be fruitful, so a stone is given, andon the earth they practice writing. So, in the beginning,we must try to practice how we can develop a servingattitude, dedicating habit. It is our innate wealth, andthat is our solace.

If we try to develop a serving attitude, the puredevotee will help us. It is said that if one is miserly, heshould at least give some trash in charity to anyone.One says to a miser, “At least give some ash to othersand let your hand practice giving.” So, the servingspirit is a high thing. We must practice to give our-selves in the service of Krishna.

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We must not be afraid that we are not attaining thehighest form of service in nÅmabhajan, the worship ofthe holy name. We should not think, “Why have Ibeen asked to sweep the temple? Any ordinary mancan do this.” We must not be afraid of that. It is nec-essary for us to acquire a service attitude. Self-giving,selflessness, and self-forgetfulness are required. It is saidthat Socrates is an example of self-forgetfulness andJesus Christ is an example of self-sacrifice. And forwhat purpose? For the cause of the Supreme. And forthat we must have a positive connection with a devo-tee. Under his order we will connect with the plane ofservice. Our energy may go to the transcendental planeonly by his grace or mediation. So, our guru mahÅrÅj,ßrÈla BhaktisiddhÅnta SaraswatÈ †hÅkur, laid ninetypercent stress on developing a service attitude forpreaching, and that should be our aim, whatever ourposition may be.

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Not only the sound of the holy name of Krishna isnecessary, but also the proper meaning, the sub-

stance, the spirit of the sound. Only the physical aspectof the holy name is represented in nÅma-aparÅdha,offensive chanting, not the real name. The real nameis all spiritual. NÅmÅk›ara bÅhirÅya baÊe tabhu nÅmakabhu naya: the sound of the letters of the name aloneis never the real name. This is explained in the Prema-vivarta of JagadÅnanda PaˆÎita, a book which is full ofthe philosophical conclusions of Krishna conscious-ness. It was published and edited by Bhaktivinoda†hÅkur. There you will find this passage: NÅmÅk›arabÅhirÅya baÊe tabhu nÅma kabhu naya: merely the soundof the holy name of Krishna should never be thought ofas the actual name.

Even in nÅmÅbhÅsa, the twilight dawning of theholy name which occurs before pure offenseless chant-ing, the sound of the name is there, but the inner sub-stance of the name is not there. NÅmÅbhÅsa can give usmukti, or emancipation from the negative side, the

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material world. But there we cannot trace participationin the positive side, the spiritual world. The name isabsent there. The holy name of Krishna is a positivething, and if we really want a touch of the holy name,we must gain admission into the positive world. Whenwe are in the negative side, how can we get the touchof the name? NÅmÅbhÅsa may give us liberation, butnot participation in the devotional realm. So, the realname is not to be found in nÅmÅbhÅsa either.

JEWELS OF THE VEDAS

Only a particular group of liberated souls worship theholy name, not everyone. ßrÈla RËpa GoswÅmÈ haswritten in his NÅmÅ›Êakam (1):

nikhila-Íruti-mauli-ratna-mÅlÅ- dyuti-nÈrÅjita-pÅda-pa⁄kajÅnta ayi mukta-kulair upÅsyamÅna˜paritas tvŘ hari-nÅma sa˜ÍrayÅmi

“O Holy Name! The tips of the toes of Your lotusfeet are eternally worshiped by the glowing effulgenceradiating from the gemmed chapters of the Upani›ads,the crest jewels of the Vedas. You are eternally adoredand chanted by great liberated souls like NÅrada andßukadeva GoswÅmÈ. O hari nÅma! Clearing myself of alloffenses, I take complete shelter of You.”

RËpa GoswÅmÈ says that so many liberated soulsworship the holy name of Krishna, offering their respects

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A sixteenth century portrait of ßrÈla RËpa GoswÅmÈ. He wasdescribed in Chaitanya-charitÅmÂta as, “an exact replica of ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu.” ßrÈla RËpa GoswÅmÈ authored onehundred thousand verses on MahÅprabhu’s instructions.

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from all sides. He explains that the greatness of theholy name may not be found in the ordinary scriptures,but if you study all of them as a whole, you will find thevery spirit of the holy name. Ordinary people may notfind this in their study, but there are those who cancollect the real substance, the real purpose from thosevast writings, and detect the greatness of the holy nameas the whole purpose of all the main Vedic scriptures.

JUNGLE OF SOUNDS

The principle codes in the Íruti, the Vedas, are giv-ing hints about the holy name of Krishna. ßruti meansÍabda: that which can be grasped by the ear, the soundform of the revealed truth which has descended fromabove. The Vedas naturally tell us that we can approachthe supreme reality only through sound. Otherwisethey would be suicidal. If they do not say that by soundonly we will attain the truth, then what is the necessityof the Vedas which are only embodied sounds? So, if wecan trace their real characteristic we shall find thatthe principle Vedas say that by the cultivation of soundwe can attain the Lord. So, we can come to under-stand this only through sound (Íabda pramňam). Soundalone can deliver reality. The Vedas must say so, oth-erwise they will only be an ineffective jungle of sounds.

ßruti means that which can be received throughthe ear, and that sound is absolute. The Írutis havecome to declare to us that through sound alone we canattain the highest end. The main codes (sËtras) of the

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“Just as while performing ÅratÈ we offer a lamp to show the Deityform of the Lord . . . the principle Írutis are helping us to have thisclear conception: by sound only can we have the Supreme Lord.”

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Íruti inform us: nikhila-Íruti-mauli-ratna-mÅlÅ. Maulimeans the principle scriptures. They are like so manygems or jewels forming a necklace. By their luster, thelotus feet of the holy name are being revealed. Just aswhile performing Årati, we offer a lamp to show theDeity form of the Lord more clearly to the ordinary peo-ple, the principle Írutis are helping us to have this per-ception; by sound only we can have the Supreme Lord.

RËpa GoswÅmÈ says that if we are more attentive totheir meaning, we will find that the principle Írutis areonly trying to show us the lotus feet of the holy name,just as during Årati the ghee lamp helps us to see the fig-ure of the Lord. We may have a general view of theDeity, but with the help of the lamp, we can have a par-ticular conception of the different parts of the body ofthe Lord. Similarly, we find that the principle Írutiswith their light are trying to show us the lower portionof the holy name of Krishna. They are leading us andhelping us to have a conception of the remotest part ofthe holy name, a vague conception that the name iseverything. RËpa GoswÅmÈ says that those who arereally liberated are all surrounding the holy name andoffering praise and adoration. And he prays, “In thisspirit, I take refuge in the holy name of Krishna.”

The real meaning of the Vedas is difficult to under-stand. Some people will say, “Chanting Hare Krishna isnot recommended in the Vedas. Rather, sometimes‘Krishna’ is mentioned as the name of a demon. Why

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should we chant the name of Krishna?” In the Vedas(ChÅndogya Upani›ad 8.13.1), we find this verse:

ÍyÅmÅc chavala˜ prapadye ÍavalÅc chyÅma˜ prapadye

“By the help of black (ÍyÅma), we shall be intro-duced to the service of white (ÍavalÅ); by the help ofwhite (ÍavalÅ), we shall be introduced to the service ofblack (ÍyÅma).” What is the meaning of this verse?Our ÅchÅryas have explained that the absolute can beunderstood by the help of the energy and the ener-getic. ßyÅma means Krishna, who is blackish, and ÍavalÅ,white, means RÅdhÅrňÈ. So, by the help of RÅdhÅ, wecan have the service of Krishna, and by the help ofKrishna, we can have the service of RÅdhÅrňÈ.

GOD THROUGH SOUND

So, RËpa GoswÅmÈ says that only a superficial studyof the Vedas will frustrate us. But if we search with a pos-itive mind, by the grace of the sÅdhus, the ÅchÅryas,and the mahÅjanas we will find that the principle Írutisare leading us towards the conception that the wholeobject of all the Vedic sounds is that central sound;the holy name of Krishna. There are so many sectionsof the Vedas that have come to distribute the tidings ofthe absolute realm, but there must be a center. So, theprinciple sounds are all emitting light like a torch, toshow us that they have a central sound which represents

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the supreme whole, and that is Krishna. So many lib-erated souls are all around, offering their respects tothe name of Krishna, that central sound from which allVedic mantras have come to give us some idea of thesound aspect of the absolute center. This is RËpaGoswÅmÈ’s argument.

The branches of the Vedas are all sounds, and somany sounds must come from a central position. Theycannot but direct one who has a proper eye towardsthat fountainhead of sound, saying, “Go! Run towardsthat direction! In our source you will find everything.We are all partially representing so many things butwe have a center, we have a fountainhead. Go in thatdirection and you will find the sound that can suffi-ciently satisfy you, and you may also be introduced toother aspects of that sound.”

The holy name of Krishna is most important; it is noless than Krishna Himself. It fully represents the whole.RËpa GoswÅmÈ says, “O Holy Name, I take refuge underYour lotus feet. You are the grand, central sound whohas given cohesion to all the sounds in the revealedscriptures.”

And SanÅtan GoswÅmÈ, who is the spiritual mas-ter of RËpa GoswÅmÈ, says:

jayati jayati nÅmÅnanda-rËpa˜ murÅrerviramita-nija-dharma-dhyÅna-pËjÅdi-yatnamkatham api sakÂd-Åtta˜ muktida˜ prňÈnŘ yatparamam amÂtam eka˜ jÈvana˜ bhË›aˆa˜ me

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“Let ecstasy in the service of the divine name bevictorious. If somehow we can come in contact withthat sound, nÅma rËpa˜ murÅreÓ, then all our otheractivities will be paralyzed; we will have no necessity ofperforming any other activity. Our many variegatedduties will have no importance to us at all if we canachieve the service of the divine name of Krishna.”

Dharma means the business engagement of the karmisor fruitive workers. DhyÅna means retiring from thisphysical world and performing meditation from within, try-ing to exploit the internal world. Both of these are stopped,paralyzed by the ecstasy of service to the divine name.

The RÅmÅnuja sect worships Lak›mÈ-NÅrÅyaˆa inthe mood of opulence and veneration in VaikuˆÊha.By the ecstasy of the holy name, that will also bestopped. One who gets the real grace of the divine nameof Krishna will retire from all phases of these differentkinds of worship, namely varˆÅÍrama dharma, or socialduty; dhyÅna, the internal meditation of the jñÅnis (men-tal speculators) and yogis; and puja, the opulent wor-ship of VaikuˆÊha, after liberation, which attracts thefollowers of the RÅmÅnuja sampradÅya. The holy namewill take us to the perception of Goloka, Krishna’s ownabode, where we will have to completely retire fromall these other phases of our divine life. We will have toretire from any work, even if it may be done for Krishna.We will have to give up internal meditation and cal-culation, and even pËjÅ, worship in awe and reverence.

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The holy name will stop all these tendencies, and wewill find so much sweetness in chanting the name thatwe won’t be able to give attention to anything else.When we really come in contact with the sound aspectof the absolute, then all our other enthusiastic endeav-ors and functions will be paralyzed. We will be unable toattempt them. We will take to the name only. Then,when the name allows us to perform other servicesagain, we will be able to do them. The name has suchpower, such a high degree of potency that it will stop allother branches of service, and charm you.

“I WANT MILLIONS OF EARS!”

In the writings of RËpa GoswÅmÈ we find this verse:

tuˆÎe tňÎavanÈ rati˜ vitanute tuˆÎÅvalÈ-labdhayekarˆa-kroÎa kaÎambinÈ ghaÊayate karˆÅrbudebhyaÓ spÂhÅmcetaÓ prÅ⁄gaˆa-sa⁄ginÈ vijayate sarvendriyňŘ kÂti˜no jÅne janitÅ kiyadbhir amÂtaiÓ k›ˆeti varˆa-dvayÈ

When the holy name of Krishna descends and cap-tures the tongue and lips, it controls them so stronglythat it engages them in chanting the holy name as if thelips and tongue have gone mad. In this way, the powerof the name descends in them, and one feels that onlyone tongue and one mouth are not enough; thousandsof mouths are necessary to taste the name. Then theholy name of Krishna enters the ear with such a great

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force and current that the ears are captured, and onethinks that only two ears are insufficient; he wantsmillions of ears to attend to the sweet current enteringthe ears. Two ears are nothing to him; he wants millionsof ears. The nectar of the holy name is coming like aflood through his ears, pushing its way within the heart.

It is so sweet that as it goes to capture the heart,the center of all senses, everything is paralyzed.Wherever that sweet aggressor touches, the whole thingis captured with such intensity that everything else isignored. RËpa GoswÅmÈ writes, “I don’t know, I can’tsay, I fail to express how much nectar there is in theholy name of Krishna. These two syllables contain somuch sweetness, and such a high quality of sweetness.And this sweetness is so aggressive that it captureseverything.” This verse is found in the Vidagdha-MÅdhava written by ßrÈla RËpa GoswÅmÈ.

In his book, ßaraˆÅgati, ßrÈla Bhaktivinoda †hÅkurhas explained the NÅmÅ›Êakam, eight prayers in glori-fication of the holy name, written by RËpa GoswÅmÈ.The whole thing is described there very beautifully.

He writes, “My heart is just like a desert, hot with therays of the sun. This is my internal mental condition.The desire for mortal things cannot satisfy me becauseby nature they are death-producing. And not one ortwo, but thousands of such death-producing desireshave taken shelter in my mind. So, my subconsciousregion is always burning. This is my condition.

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“But somehow, by the grace of the sÅdhu and guru,the holy name of Krishna with its infinite prospect hasentered through the holes of my ears and reached theplane of my heart. And there, with some peculiar hope,with infinite, auspicious possibilities, it touched myheart with a new kind of nectar.

ECSTASY OF THE NAME

“New hope is aroused by that sound. Then by force,it comes from the heart towards the tongue. Not thatby the endeavor of my tongue I am producing thatsound —no. What came from the heart of a saintthrough my ear, entered my heart, and that forciblyappeared upon my tongue, and began to dance. Thatis the holy name proper. It descends from above. Itcannot be produced by the material form of thistongue. Its source is above.

“And through an agent of the absolute it comesthrough the ear to the heart. From the heart it gatherssome sympathy, then the holy name of Krishna forciblyappears upon the tongue, and begins to dance. Withgreat force it comes to the end of the tongue, and thatsweet sound begins its dancing.”

The real effects of the divine name have beendescribed here. If it is a living and real name, the voicewill be choked up, there will be shivering in the body,and the legs will be unable to stand. Sometimes tears willflow in a current on the body, and one’s hairs will stand

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on end. Sometimes changes of color will be found in thebody, and we will be unable to find any trace of themind or consciousness. We may fall in a swoon, thewhole body and mind will appear as if it is being attacked,shivering, and influenced in different ways. Apparentlyit may seem that so many troubles are created in thebody and the mind, but the real heart is overflowingwith a particular kind of strange, sweet juice.

OCEAN OF NECTAR

Sometimes one thinks, “I am in an ocean of nectar.My whole existence is within an ocean of nectarineliquid. I am beside myself. I can’t understand where Iam. Where am I? What is this? What is all about me? Ithas almost made me mad. Am I a madman? Where ismy past experience, my seriousness, my gravity, whereare they? What am I?

“I have been converted wholesale by a foreign thing.I am a doll in the hands of a great force, which is also soaffectionate to me. I can’t ascertain how it is possiblethat by my faith I have entered this great, unknownenvironment, unexperienced before.

“And at last I find that I am captivated. My entirebeing, within and without, has been captured by a par-ticular sweet force. I can’t help being prey to such asweet power. I can’t give any proper description of this.I came to take shelter under Him and accept Him as myguardian; now at His hand I am being dealt with in such

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a merciless and despotic way. Still, I feel that everythingis very pleasing, beyond my experience. What is this?

“I can’t resist anymore. I am fully captured. Let myfate go anywhere. I can’t come out. I am a captive in thehand of a sweet friend; my whole independence is gone.There is no way left to me but to surrender. I am unableto describe my real position. I find that He’s an autocrat.Whatever He likes to do, He will do. Since it is not pos-sible for me to give any resistance, I must surrender.Let me also cooperate with whatever He is pleased todo. Otherwise, what can I do? I am helpless.

“Sometimes I find that the sweetness of the name iscondensed like a blossoming flower, and very wonderfulstreams of sweet current are flowing from it. The holyname contains so many sweet variegated forms of currentwithin Him, and He is wonderfully expressing Himselfin different ways. Sometimes He emanates a peculiartype of color and figure, and disappears.

“So many charming aspects are shown as if to myeyes within, and He forcibly takes me to surrender at thefoot of that altar. He shows Himself in His full-fledgedform, in VÂndÅvana, in His Vraja lÈlÅ, with RÅdhÅrňÈ,and He takes me there. I find that I am in the midst ofHis peculiar, very sweet and loving paraphernalia. AndHe says, ‘You see! I have so many wonderful things.This is your home. I am not merely imagination, butconcrete reality. You will find here that the environ-ment is very favorable and sweet. You are to live here.’

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“I see there that he is dealing in different ways withHis associates, in different rasas. And I find that I haveanother body that has emerged from my previous one,and that has a permanent place here in His service.Such a new life I find here. And then I find ultimatelythat all consideration of my past life and experience hasvanished. And it is true: my real life is here. This isproper, and that was a sham, that life has vanished.

“Then I find that chanting the holy name gives menew encouragement, a new prospect, and new hope.Whatever we want, whatever is our internal demand,it is supplied by the name. If we take the name, all ourinternal hankerings will be fulfilled. It is eternal, it is thepurest of the pure, and it is full of ecstasy. Now I find Ihave been completely converted.

“Now, my innermost hankering is this: let whateveris against this sweet name vanish eternally from theworld. If anything is in opposition to this sweet life, letit vanish, and if necessary, I will give my life to make itdisappear from the world forever. Then others will beable to enjoy it at their free will. No hindrance shouldcome to that fulfillment of life. It has no other second.So, everyone may come here, and if necessary, I willsacrifice myself to finish any opposition, so that all cansmoothly, peacefully, and without any danger, enjoythis absolute, sweet, and blissful life.” This is the state-ment of ßrÈla Bhaktivinoda †hÅkur, in the final song ofhis book, ßaraˆÅgati (Surrender).

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RÅmÅnanda RÅya was a married man, but he wasrecognized by ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu as a mas-

ter of his senses to the extreme degree. Once a brÅhmaˆapriest named Pradyumna MiÍra came to MahÅprabhuand told Him, “I would like to hear about Krishna fromYour lips.” MahÅprabhu said, “I do not know anythingabout Krishna, but RÅmÅnanda RÅya knows. Go tohim and hear about Krishna. Take My name, and per-haps he will talk with you.”

Pradyumna MiÍra was hesitant, but he went andobserved RÅmÅnanda RÅya for some time and thenreturned and reported to MahÅprabhu. MahÅprabhuasked him, “Have you heard about Krishna fromRÅmÅnanda?” “No.” “Why?” “I saw him engaged insomething objectionable. I watched for some time,and then returned here.” “What did you see?”Pradyumna MiÍra answered, “I saw RÅmÅnanda RÅyatraining some young dancing girls!”

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character is not very good. Pradyumna MiÍra sawRÅmÅnanda RÅya training deva-dÅsÈs in a very objec-tionable way. He was showing them how to go beforethe JagannÅth Deity and dance and sing. He showedthem how their posture should be, how they shouldgesture, and how their looks should be enticing. And forsuch training he would sometimes even touch theirprivate parts. So Pradyumna MiÍra told MahÅprabhu,“Seeing RÅmÅnanda doing all these things, I had noregard for him, so for some time I saw him busilyengaged in that matter, and then I went away.”

MASTER OF THE SENSES

MahÅprabhu told him, “Don’t underestimateRÅmÅnanda RÅya. He is the master of his senses. Thereis not a tinge of craft in him. Even I feel trouble fromsense disturbance within Me, but RÅmÅnanda has nosuch trouble. We have no direct experience that a stagecan be attained where it is possible to be above mun-dane sense pleasure, but we have only heard throughthe scriptures that there is a stage when a man maytranscend all these gross attachments.

“This is mentioned in the ßrÈmad-BhÅgavatam(10.33.39):

vikrÈÎita˜ vraja-vadhËbhir ida˜ ca vi›ˆoÓÍraddhÅnvito ’nu͈uyÅd atha varˆayed yaÓbhakti˜ parŘ bhagavati pratilabhya kÅma˜hÂd-rogam ÅÍv apahinoty acireˆa dhÈraÓ

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“One who hears with firm faith the supramundaneamorous affairs of Lord Krishna and the gopÈs, as describedby a pure devotee of the Lord, soon becomes freed frommundane lust and achieves divine love of Krishna.

“One may be engaged bodily in such activities, whilehis heart is elsewhere. And there is only one who is ofthat type, RÅmÅnanda RÅya. There are not big numbersof RÅmÅnandas; there is only one RÅmÅnanda, whohas acquired such a stage because he is well-versed inthe kind of sentiment and realization which is necessaryfor the service of Krishna and the gopÈs. His heart iscompletely dedicated to the cause of Krishna; He has noselfish interest. He is always in Krishna consciousness,and whatever he does is for Krishna’s satisfaction, sodon’t think ill of him. Go there again.”

MAD FOR KRISHNA

Then Pradyumna MiÍra again went to seeRÅmÅnanda RÅya, and RÅmÅnanda began their con-versation by saying “Oh, on that day I could not obligeyou. But again you have come to hear about Krishna.How fortunate I am!” In the morning, RÅmÅnandaRÅya began to speak, and when the afternoon came, stillhe was madly talking about Krishna. He completelyforgot about eating, bathing, or anything else. He wasmad, incessantly speaking of Krishna. Then, when itwas late, his servants came twice, thrice, to ask himto take bath and eat his dinner, and finally, he had to

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leave the talk and go. Then Pradyumna MiÍra returnedto MahÅprabhu and said, “Yes, I have heard fromRÅmÅnanda RÅya, and my heart is full from hearingabout Krishna from him.”

MahÅprabhu Himself had heard from RÅmÅnandaRÅya, and He said, “RÅmÅnanda knows what is Krishna.What I taught to RËpa and SanÅtana, I heard fromRÅmÅnanda.” It is mentioned that MahÅprabhu tookdÈk›Å, initiation, from ^Ívara PurÈ; for preaching purposeshe took sannyÅsa, the renounced order, from KeÍavaBhÅratÈ; and for entrance into the transcendental pas-times of Krishna in VÂndÅvana, He took rÅga mÅrga ini-tiation from RÅmÅnanda RÅya. Of course, ^Ívara PurÈ,KeÍava BhÅratÈ, and RÅmÅnanda RÅya never thought ofthemselves as the guru of ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu.But it was seen that MahÅprabhu treated RÅmÅnandawith some respect. It is mentioned in the Chaitanya-car-itÅmÂta (Madhya 8.204) that if one wants to enter into thespontaneous devotion of Krishna’s pastimes in Vraja, it isrequired that he take shelter of a confidential maidservantin conjugal mellow, mÅdhurya rasa (sakhÈ vinÅ ei lÈlÅyaanyera nÅhi gati).They are masters of that situation. Thewhole storehouse of this mÅdhurya lÈlÅ is in the hands ofthose maidservants. Only they can give it to others. InmÅdhurya rasa, the guru is seen in the form and spirit ofa sakhÈ, a maidservant of RÅdhÅrÅˆÈ (guru rËpa sakhÈ).RÅmÅnanda RÅya was ViÍÅkhÅ-sakhÈ, the right-hand per-sonal attendant of ßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrňÈ.

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ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu gives us a hint of thenecessity of approaching a confidential associate ofßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrÅˆÈ when He says to RÅmÅnanda:

kibÅ vipra, kibÅ nyÅsÈ, ÍËdra kene nayayei k›ˆa-tattva vettÅ, sei ‘guru’ haya

“Why do you shrink away from instructing Me? Iam learning so much from you. You are well-versed inthe affairs of Krishna, so you are guru; therefore I amhearing from you. Whoever is the master of that store-house of Krishna-lÈlÅ, and whoever can distribute it—heis guru; of this, there is no doubt.”

The famous talks between RÅmÅnanda RÅya andßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu took place on the banksof the GodÅvarÈ river. The name GodÅvarÈ is significant,for it indicates that place where the highest fulfillmentof our spiritual senses was given. The fullest engagementof all our senses was announced there on the banks ofthe GodÅvarÈ: “Your senses are not to be rejected. Ifyou can give up the spirit of exploitation and renunci-ation, then your senses will have their fulfillment withKrishna. Those tendencies bar your approach toKrishna. To properly approach Krishna, you will haveto utilize your senses to the fullest extent.” That wasdealt with on the banks of the GodÅvarÈ.

THE ULTIMATE GOAL OF LIFE

There, in his famous conversations with RÅmÅnandaRÅya, ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu began the approach

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to pure devotional service in a general and compre-hensive way. This is recorded in the Madhya-lÈlÅ ofChaitanya-caritÅmÂta (8.51-313). He asked RÅmÅnandaRÅya, prabhu kahe, “paÎa Íloka sÅdhyera nirˆaya”: “Whatis the ultimate goal of life? I not only want to hear yourstatements, but also evidence from the scriptures.”

The answer came from RÅmÅnanda RÅya: rÅya kahe,“sva-dharmÅcaraˆe vi›ˆu-bhakti haya.” “Discharge yourown duty, without expecting anything in return.” Svadharma means varˆÅÍrama dharma, Vedic socialstratification. “You are posted in your present posi-tion by your previous karma. According to your presentposition, you have to discharge your duties on onecondition: you must do them without remuneration.If you go on with your duties in varˆÅÍrama dharma,without any mundane aim, you can achieve vi›ˆu-bhakti, devotion to God. This is confirmed in theVi›ˆu Purňa (3.8.9):

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The original Bengali text of the conversation between ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu and RÅmÅnanda RÅya, recorded in theChaitanya-charitÅmÂta five hundred years ago by KrishnadÅs KavirÅjGoswÅmÈ.

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varˆÅÍramÅcÅra-vatÅpuru›eˆa paraÓ pumÅnvi›ˆur ÅrÅdhyate panthÅnÅnyat tat-to›a-kÅraˆam

“The only way to please the Supreme Personality ofGodhead, Lord Vi›ˆu, is to worship Him by properlyexecuting one’s prescribed duties in the social system ofvarˆa and ÅÍrama.” Here, RÅmÅnanda RÅya says thatvi›ˆu-bhakti, adherence to the Lord who is permeatingeverything, is the object and ultimate destination of ourlife. This is the VÅsudeva conception: everything is inHim, and He is everywhere. RÅmÅnanda explainedthat from our local interests, we must come to embracethe general interest, and that must reach the level ofVi›ˆu consciousness: vi›ˆu-bhakti. Our submission toVi›ˆu, the internal spirit who is everywhere, is theobject of life. We must connect with Him and liveaccordingly, not a phenomenal life, but a spiritual lifepertaining to a deeper, more subtle plane.

DEVOTION MIXED WITH DESIRES

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “This is superfi-cial; go deeper.” Of course, it may be thought thatactual theistic life begins from here, giving up the spe-cial, local purpose, and acting for a universal purpose,as already ordered and programmed in the Vedas andUpani›ads. But ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “Thisis superficial; go deeper.”

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Then, RÅmÅnanda RÅya said, k›ˆe karmÅrpaˆa—sarva-sÅdhya-sÅra: “To offer the results of one’s activitiesto Krishna is the essence of all perfection.” InvarˆÅÍrama dharma, it is the fashion that people aregenerally engaged in external activities and do notcare to give up the fruits of their action. Even if they do,they have no direct consciousness of Vi›ˆu or Krishna.They worship the goddess DurgÅ, perform the ÍrÅddhÅfuneral ceremony and execute so many other religiouspractices. Indirectly, it is ultimately connected withVi›ˆu. They may or may not know how, but the link isthere. That is the general conception of varˆÅÍrama, buthere, RÅmÅnanda says that it will be better to havedirect consciousness that Krishna is the authority. Allthe results of whatever we do within the varˆÅÍramasocial system must be given to Krishna. If we perform allour physical, social, national and spiritual activities inKrishna consciousness, then we can approach the ful-fillment of our goal in life.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said “This is superficial;go deeper.” Then RÅmÅnanda RÅya revealed new light,quoting the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (18.66): sarva-dharmÅnparityajya mÅm eka˜ Íaraˆa˜ vraja, “Give up all yourduties, and just surrender to Me.” We must be particu-lar with the object of life, not the external activities ofvarˆÅÍrama. Less importance should be given to the formof our activity; whether I am a king, a brÅhmaˆa intel-lectual, or a worker does not matter. We may think, “I

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have this sort of duty, I have that sort of duty,” but thatdoes not matter very much. We must have no attachmentfor that. The king may leave his kingdom and take to abrahmanical life of renunciation and austerity. A ÍËdramay give up his labor, become a beggar, and chant thename of Krishna. A brÅhmaˆa may give up his perfor-mance of sacrifice and become a mendicant. So, we are tobe particular about the aim of life, not the form of ourduty. We must exclusively devote ourselves to the causeof the Lord, ignoring our present paraphernalia and duty.

KNOWLEDGE AND DEVOTION

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “This is alsosuperficial; go ahead—deeper.” Then, RÅmÅnandaRÅya explained jñÅna-miÍra bhakti, devotional servicemixed with knowledge, by quoting from the Bhagavad-gÈtÅ (18.54) where Krishna says:

brahma-bhËtaÓ prasannÅtmÅna Íocati na kÅ⁄k›atisamaÓ sarve›u bhËte›umad-bhakti˜ labhate parÅm

One who has come to the stage of identifying himselfwith spirit above matter has nothing to do with thismundane world. Any loss or gain in this mundane worldis of no use to him. He is spirit; his prospect is in theworld of soul, and he has nothing to do with this mate-rial world, whether it is laudable or blamable. He isalready settled in the consciousness that he is soul proper

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and has nothing to do with matter, so within himself hefeels satisfaction. He is ÅtmÅrÅma: self-content; he neithermourns, nor aspires for anything. If something is lost,does he mourn? No. He thinks, “This is nothing; it isonly matter.” And when something is gained, he is notoverly cheerful, because it is only matter; it is unnecessaryand unimportant. Now true devotional service can begin.His soul can begin living in the spiritual plane, with apure serving attitude, unmixed with any mundane aspi-ration. When one attains the spiritual platform, he getsthe opportunity to practice a higher type of service.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “This is also superfi-cial. Such a person is only on the verge of devotionalservice; he has no substantial touch of devotion. He hasnot entered the domain of bhakti; he is just waiting in themarginal position, at the door. He may attain bhakti, buthe has not yet achieved it. His negative forces are finished,but still, he is just at the door; he has not yet entered. Hemay enter; he may not enter. From there, if he gets any-thing, it will be pure, but he is still at the door.

BEYOND SPIRIT, “GO DEEPER’’

RÅmÅnanda RÅya then said, jñÅne prayÅsam udapÅsyanamanta eva: “It is a very difficult thing to cross thecharm of knowledge.” We think, “I want to understandeverything first, and then I shall act.” Calculation andan underlying suspicion is there. Before we act, we wantto know everything fully; only then will we risk our

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capital. The ego, the “I” is very strong, and he wants tohave an account of his loss and gain. He thinks, “I amthe master. The key is in my hand, I want to test every-thing, I want to know it all. I know what is good for me.”So, we think ourselves masters, not servants, and fromthe position of a master we make our inquiry.

But this calculating mentality must be given up if weat all want to enter into the domain of the Lord, whereeverything is superior to us. No one there will care tocome to us with an explanation, thinking that we aretheir master. They will not reassure us by saying, “Yes,there will be no loss; your gain will be big.” We maythink, “I am an independent separate entity, so in myaccount there must be no loss. I must stand here withmy head erect,” but that won’t do. We are to go thereas slaves, not masters. That sort of mentality is neces-sary: we must bow down our heads, not that with ourheads erect we will march over everything. But every-thing there is superior in quality to us.

DIVINE SLAVERY

So, we have to enter into that transcendental land,where even the earth, water, air, and whatever we willfind, is made of higher materials than we ourselves aremade of. They are all guru, and we are disciples. Theyare all masters, and we are servants; we have to enterthe land where everything is our master. We will haveto submit; that will be our real qualification. What we

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will be ordered to do, we will have to do. We are not toexercise our brain so much there. The brain has noroom there; they are all brainier than we. Our brain isunnecessary there; only our hands are necessary. Meniallabor is necessary there. Brain there is enough. We areto enter that land if we like. It is a land of slavery for us.So, we are to hatefully dismiss our brains, and takingonly our hearts, we must approach and enter that land.

We should think, “I am as insignificant as a mos-quito,” just as Lord BrahmÅ did when he went toDwÅrakÅ to visit Lord Krishna. And it is not only for thetime being; not that one will accept a humble atti-tude, finish his work and then come back. No. We willhave to accept such an insignificant position eternally.Of course, we may expect to be educated about Krishnaconsciousness: how it is good, how it is great, how it isuseful to us. We will be allowed paripraÍna, honestinquiry. In the transcendental realm, everyone is ourfriend. They will come to help us, to make us under-stand that devotional service is beautiful, and thatKrishna consciousness is the best form of life. Our aspi-ration and purity of purpose is to be valued, not ourexternal position. The recruiters from that side willconsider our purity of purpose, not so much our presentposition and capacity.

And although apparently it seems that we are goingto be slaves, the result is just the opposite. If you canaccept such an attitude of surrender and slavery, then

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He who can never be conquered, will be conquered.Friends will come and help you; the sÅdhus will comeand make you understand that we should become slaves,that Krishna likes His slaves very much. He is the mas-ter of slaves, and sometimes He wants to become theslave of His slaves (gopÈ-bhartuÓ pada-kamalayor dÅsa-dÅsÅnudÅsaÓ). This is the key to success, and we canachieve the highest gain through this attitude.

ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu told RÅmÅnanda RÅya,“Yes, this is true. The unconquerable is conquered bysurrender. We can capture Him. I accept this as thebeginning plane of divine love: by giving we can get asmuch as we risk. As much as we risk to give ourselves,so much we can demand from that unconquerable infi-nite.” ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “I accept this asthe beginning of Íuddha-bhakti, pure devotional ser-vice. But go farther.”

THE SCIENCE OF RASA

RÅmÅnanda RÅya explained that from there puredevotional service develops in a crude form, in a gen-eral way. And when it is more mature, it must takethe shape of ÍÅnta, neutrality; dÅsya, servitorship;sakhya, friendship; vÅtsalya, paternal affection; andmÅdhurya rasa, conjugal love. In ÍÅnta rasa, there isadherence, ni›ÊhÅ; one thinks, “I cannot withdrawmyself from this consciousness of continuous submis-sion to the truth.

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Neutrality develops into dÅsya rasa, the desire to dosome service. When a devotee is not satisfied by onlysitting, showing loyalty to the Supreme Authority,he wants to be utilized by Him. He awaits the Lord’sorder, praying that the Lord may give him someengagement. When a devotee has such deep pene-tration that he wants to be utilized in any way by theLord, that is known as dÅsya rasa, or devotion in themood of service. Then there is sakhya rasa; devo-tional service in friendship.

GOD THE FRIEND

When, in dÅsya rasa, confidence is added to ser-vice, then it becomes a little superior. Generally old ser-vants who are faithful become confidential servants, sowhen the confidential stage is added to service, itbecomes sakhya rasa, or devotional service as a friend ofthe Lord. First there is ni›ÊhÅ, adherence, submission;then the devotee wants to be utilized for His satisfac-tion; then there is confidential utilization; and thenit comes to friendly service, sakhya rasa. In VaikuˆÊha,where Lord NÅrÅyaˆa is served in calculative devo-tion, only ÍÅnta rasa, dÅsya rasa, and half of sakhya rasaare seen. Full confidence is not possible there. Awe,reverence, splendor, grandeur, pomp, apprehension—all these vanish when we develop a more confidentialrelationship with the Supreme Lord. At that time, theobject of our worship or love changes in another way.

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Then from VaikuˆÊha, we feel attraction for AyodhyÅ,the divine abode of Lord RÅmacandra, where there isneutrality, servitorship, and friendship with VibhÈ›aˆaand SugrÈva. There, we can also trace vÅtsalya rasa,parental love of Godhead.

GOD THE SON

In vÅtsalya rasa, confidence has developed to thepeculiar stage in which the servitors think themselvespromoted to the post of protecting the object of theirveneration. Filial affection is also service. Although itseems that the parents are masters of the situation,controlling the Lord as their son, sometimes chastis-ing and punishing Him, this is a superficial view. If wecan enter into the depth of their service, we shallfind an incomparable love of a most peculiar type.On the surface, they are engaged in punishing andrebuking the Lord; underground, they are full of inter-est for the welfare of the object of their service.VÅtsalya, or parental love of Godhead, is a peculiartype of divine love. We see a very light type of vÅtsalyain AyodhyÅ, so it is almost ignored.

MATHURå: THE KRISHNA CONCEPTION

RËpa GoswÅmÈ leaped from VaikuˆÊha to MathurÅin one stride. In his UpadeÍamÂta (9), he writes:vaikuˆÊhaj janito varÅ madhu-purÈ tatrÅpi rÅsotsavÅd.“MathurÅ is superior to VaikuˆÊha because Lord ßrÈ

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Krishna appeared there.” It is there that everythingis shown in a clear and substantial way. In MathurÅ wefind the Krishna conception of Godhead. In one stridehe has come from VaikuˆÊha to the Krishna concep-tion, but SanÅtana GoswÅmÈ has filled up the gap. Inhis book, BÂhad-bhÅgavatÅmÂta, he says that on the wayto MathurÅ there is AyodhyÅ, the spiritual kingdom ofLord RÅma, and there we find sakhya and vÅtsalya rasa.

But RËpa GoswÅmÈ goes to MathurÅ at once. Hesays, “Come to MathurÅ; here you will find sakhya andvÅtsalya rasa clearly visible. He has shown how sakhyarasa service is present there. The devotees there areplaying with Krishna, sometimes climbing on Hisshoulders, and perhaps sometimes even giving Him aslap. But although they may mix with Him in thisway, their heart is full of a peculiar type of service atti-tude. That is the criterion; they may give up their livesa thousand times to take a thorn out of His sole. Theycan sacrifice themselves a thousand times for the slight-est satisfaction of their friend. They consider Him athousand times more valuable than their own life. InvÅtsalya rasa also, the criterion is similar. For the slight-est interest of the object of their veneration they cangive their lives millions of times. Such affection isfound there.

And then, from vÅtsalya, it progresses to conjugallove (mÅdhurya rasa), the all-comprehensive rasa whichincludes adherence (ÍÅnta-ni›ÊhÅ), service (dÅsya),

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friendly confidence (sakhya), and parental love (vÅtsalyarasa). But the wholesale dedication of every atom of ourexistence for Krishna’s satisfaction is found in mÅdhuryarasa, which includes all other rasas.

PARAMOUR LOVE

And mÅdhurya rasa is more enhanced when it iscouched in the form of parakÈya, or paramour relation-ship. In parakÈya rasa, the gopÈs risk everything for the ser-vice of Krishna. ParakÈya rasa takes two forms: in one,there is no obligation of anything; the union may hap-pen or may not happen. So, because their meeting isvery rare, it becomes even sweeter. There is anotherkind of parakÈya rasa: we are told that ordinary food isnot palatable to Krishna, but when He takes food bystealing, that is more tasteful to Him. If we can followthis art, that may also be applied in the case of parakÈyarasa. “I am deceiving the party, getting what I want. I amstealing the property of someone else.” That sort of pos-ing becomes more tasteful to the subjective party.

And the dedicated party risks everything: theirgood name, society, future, and even the dictation ofthe religious scriptures. They take a wholesale risk,just as one time, when we were in Madras, the King ofJaipur gave some money for the construction of a tem-ple. The money was sent to our head office inCalcutta. Out of five thousand rupees, the first install-ment was one thousand rupees, and the construction

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work was begun by sending a worker from our maincenter. Then, MÅdhava MahÅrÅj and I were sent toMadras, where we heard that the king would sooncome. In order to show him that some work had beendone we raised the construction to some extent, so theking could be told, “Your money has been spent, andnow the next installment is necessary.” In order todo this, we incurred a debt. We took a loan for bricksand other things and raised the construction to ahigher level.

When we wrote this to our guru mahÅrÅj, we hadsome apprehension that he would chastise us, “Whyhave you taken this loan?” Instead of that, he gave us hisappreciation. “You have risked your future in the serviceof Krishna. You have taken a loan, and that means youhave to pay off that loan, so you have engaged yourfuture energy in the service of Krishna. You will have tocollect money and pay off the loan, so there is servicewith risk for the future.” The gopÈs consciously riskedtheir future: “We have disobeyed our superior personsand the directions of the Vedas; what we do is neitherapproved by society, nor by the religious books. Ourfuture is dark.” Still, they could not but serve Krishna.

So, vaikuˆÊhÅj janito varÅ madhu-purÈ tatrÅpi rÅsotsavÅd.Janito means vÅtsalya rasa, and mÅdhurya rasa in VÂndÅ-vana: rÅdhÅ-kuˆÎam ihÅpi gokula-pateÓ. In the mÅdhuryarasa also, three groups are shown: VÂndÅvana in gen-eral, selected groups in Govardhana, and the highest

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group in RÅdhÅ-kuˆÎa. All these things have been shownin the conversation between RÅmÅnanda RÅya and ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu.

RåDHå: QUEEN OF THE GOP^S

After this, ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu said, “Gofurther.” Then, RÅmÅnanda RÅya began to explain thekind of service rendered by RÅdhÅrÅˆÈ in mÅdhuryarasa. Her devotional service is categorically higherthan that of all the other gopÈs. RÅdhÅm ÅdhÅya hÂdayetatyÅja vraja-sundarÈÓ (GÈta-govinda 3.1 by JayadevaGoswÅmÈ). The whole group of gopis can be canceled foronly one: ßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrňÈ. What peculiar type ofservice may come from Her? And Krishna, the OriginalPersonality of Godhead (svayam-rËpa) is only by theside of RÅdhÅrňÈ. By the side of other gopÈs, that isprÅbhava prakÅÍa, a plenary expansion, not svayam-rËpa, the original form. Such is the quality of ßrÈmatÈRÅdhÅrňÈ. We should show our highest reverence tothis highest ideal of devotional service.

RåDHå-KRISHNA: UNION IN SEPARATION

Then the last question came from ßrÈ ChaitanyaMahÅprabhu: “Can you think of anything more thanthis?” Then, RÅmÅnanda RÅya said, “You asked me toquote scripture to support whatever I say, but here Iwon’t be able to quote scripture from anywhere. Still, I

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have a new feeling within me, and if You would like toknow that, I can explain it to You.” In this way, onesong was composed by RÅmÅnanda RÅya. He intro-duced this song by saying, “Whether or not it will bepleasing to You, I do not know, but it seems to me thatthere is a stage which is even better than the meeting

Lord ßrÈ Krishna, ecstasy Himself and ßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrňÈ, theembodiment of ecstatic love of Godhead.

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of RÅdhÅ and Govinda.” There is a stage where both ofThem, the positive and negative are combined, noindividual consciousness is clear, and one is searchinganother in self-forgetfulness. This searching of oneparty by the other is very strong and intense. Thisseems to be a more highly elevated love: union in sep-aration. RÅdhÅ and Govinda are so intense in Theirsearch of one another that even They have no con-sciousness of whether They have each other. RÅdhÅrňÈsometimes experiences that even while Krishna is pre-sent before Her, She fears losing Him; that feelingbecomes as intense as if She has lost Him. They aretogether, but the apprehension that one may lose theother makes their meeting intolerably painful, just as amother is always alert about the safety of her son (ani›Êa-Ía⁄kÈni bandhu-hÂdayÅni bhavanti hi). A mother thinks,“Oh, my son is out—is he in an accident?” This fear ofseparation is the symptom of deep love.

ßR^ CHAITANYA AVATåRA

RÅmÅnanda Raya’s composition gave a hint aboutthe divine appearance of ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu inwhich both RÅdhÅ and Govinda are combined, and itis as if they are unconscious of Their separate exis-tence. One is searching the other. Krishna Himself isoverflowing with the feelings of RÅdhÅrňÈ, and Theyare so deeply embraced that one is lost in the other.Then, ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu put His palm over

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the mouth of RÅmÅnanda RÅya, and told him, “Nofurther.” Rasa-rÅja mahÅbhÅva – dui eka rËpa. Lord ßrÈKrishna is the fountainhead of all pleasure, and ßÂimatÈRÅdhÅrÅˆÈ is the embodiment of ecstatic love ofGodhead. These two forms are united as one in ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu.

RASARåJA: ECSTASY HIMSELF

MahÅprabhu replied, “Oh, because you are a cent-per-cent devotee, wherever you cast your glance you seeonly Krishna, nothing else. The object of your interestis represented everywhere.” RÅmÅnanda RÅya said, “MyLord, don’t deceive me in this way. You have comehere so graciously to purify this mean person, and ifYou act diplomatically now, it will not look well forYou. I won’t hear what You say; come out with Your realposition. Who are You?” MahÅprabhu said, “By dintof your loving devotion, you can know everything inthis world; nothing can be concealed from your lovingeye.” PremÅñjana-cchurita-bhakti-vilocanena.

Then, MahÅprabhu revealed Himself: “When yousee Me to be externally of a golden color, it is not so. Itis by the touch of the color of RÅdhÅrňÈ. And whocan RÅdhÅrÅˆÈ touch and closely embrace? She willnever touch anyone except Krishna. So, now you knowwho I am: RasarÅja— ecstasy Himself, and MahÅbhÅva—the one who can taste that highest rasa. See howThey mingle together!

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RÅmÅnanda RÅya fainted and fell flat on the floor.He could not keep his senses. Then by the touch ofHis hand, ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu again broughthim to his senses. RÅmÅnanda returned to his previousstage of consciousness and saw a sannyÅsÈ sitting beforehim. After a short pause, MahÅprabhu said, “Remainhere, I am going.”

Afterwards, RÅmÅnanda RÅya and ßrÈ ChaitanyaMahÅprabhu had some other talks, and MahÅprabhusaid, “RÅmÅnanda, as long as I live I want your com-pany.” RÅmÅnanda replied, “Yes, I must take shelter ofYour divine feet and live there for the rest of my life.”RÅmÅnanda later made arrangements with the Kingof Orissa to retire from his post as Governor of Madrasand came to JagannÅth PurÈ. For almost two years, ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu wandered about the holy placesof Southern and Western India and at last returned toPurÈ. There they again met.

TRANSCENDENTAL MADNESS

After this, MahÅprabhu went to VÂndÅvana throughBengal. Six years passed, and Advaita Prabhu almostgave leave to MahÅprabhu, saying, “Our pastimes ofintroducing the chanting of Hare Krishna are finished.”Then MahÅprabhu continuously showed RÅdhÅrňȒsmood of tasting krishna-prema, ecstatic love of Krishna,for twelve years. SvarËpa DÅmodara and RÅmÅnandaRÅya, who are LalitÅ and ViÍÅkhÅ, the two principle gopÈ

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assistants of RÅdhÅrňÈ, were MahÅprabhu’s most im-portant company during that time. There, so manythings about the deep feelings of Divine love havebeen shown. It has never been found in the history ofthe world, or even expressed in any scripture how suchintense love within can produce such correspondingsymptoms on the surface. That was shown by RÅdhÅrňÈand later shown by ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu.

It was shown by MahÅprabhu in His practices also,how krishna prema, love of Krishna, can play a manlike a doll. Sometimes His legs and hands would enterinconceivably into His body, and sometimes His jointswould disconnect and His transcendental body wouldappear elongated. Sometimes His whole body would

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An Orissan relief of ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu and his two inti-mate associates, RÅmÅnanda RÅya and Svarupa Damodara. Theyassisted MahÅprabhu in tasting ecstatic love of Krishna duringthe last twelve years of His manifest pastimes.

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become white, and He would lay unconscious, breath-ing so slowly that His breath could not be traced. In thisway, He exhibited many amazing symptoms of ecstasy.

SvarËpa DÅmodara, the personal secretary of ßrÈChaitanya MahÅprabhu has explained the meaningof His appearance in his memoirs, which wererecorded in the Chaitanya-caritÅmÂta of KavirÅjGoswÅmÈ. He writes:

rÅdhÅ k›ˆa-praˆaya-vikÂtir hlÅdinÈ Íaktir asmÅdekÅtmÅnÅv api bhuvi purÅ deha-bheda˜ gatau taucaitanyÅkhya˜ prakaÊam adhunÅ tad-dvaya˜ caikyam Åpta˜rÅdhÅ-bhÅva-dyuti-suvalita˜ naumi k›ˆa-svarËpam

Sometimes RÅdhÅ and Krishna are combined; some-times They are separate. They are separate in DvÅpara-yuga, and in Kali-yuga they are combined as ßrÈ KrishnaChaitanya MahÅprabhu. Both are eternal expressions ofthe same Absolute Truth. Summer, autumn, winter,and spring continue in a cyclic order; it cannot be saidthat summer is the beginning and winter comes later.So, the pastimes of ßrÈ RÅdhÅ and Krishna are eter-nally being enacted. In ancient times, sometimes RÅdhÅand Krishna divided Themselves and showed Theirpastimes; again both of Them, the potency and theowner of the potency, are combined and closelyembraced as ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu. The pre-dominating and the predominated moiety are mixed,and an extraordinary ecstatic feeling is there. Krishnais overpowered by His potency, and He Himself is

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ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu: Krishna Himself tasting His owninternal sweetness and madly dancing in ecstasy. Krishna Himselfis engaged in the search for ßrÈ Krishna, Reality the Beautiful.

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searching after His own Self: k›ˆasya ÅtmÅnusandhÅna.Krishna Himself is engaged in the search for ßrÈKrishna, Reality the Beautiful. The influence of RÅdhÅ-rÅˆÈ over Krishna has transformed Him into a devotee,and He is searching Himself. Sweetness is tasting Itselfand becoming mad. And it is living sweetness — notdead or static, but dynamic ecstasy, sweetness endowedwith life. And He is tasting Himself, the personificationof happiness, ecstasy, and beauty — and dancing inmadness. And His performance of kÈrtan means dis-tributing that ecstasy to others. The ultimate sweet-ness, or Ånanda, is such that no other thing exists thatcan taste itself and express its own happiness with suchintensity. I have described ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhuin the Prema Dhama Deva Stotram:

Åtma-siddha-sÅvalÈlÅ-pËrˆa-saukhya-lak›aˆa˜svÅnubhÅva-matta-nÂtya-kÈrttanÅtma-vaˆÊanamadvayaika-lak›ya-pËrˆa-tattva-tat-parÅtpara˜prema-dhÅma-devam-eva naumi gaura-sundaram

“The highest conception of the Absolute Truth mustalso be the highest form of Ånanda, ecstasy.MahÅprabhu’s dancing indicates that He is full of ec-stasy, and His kÈrtan is distribution of that rasa. So, if wescientifically search out who MahÅprabhu is, we cannotbut find that He is the Ultimate Reality. He is mad intasting His own internal nectar, and His dancing isthe outcome of His transcendental ecstasy. And He ischanting, distributing that to others. So, studying quite

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closely the character of ßrÈ Chaitanya MahÅprabhu,we cannot but think that He is the Supreme AbsoluteTruth, in its fullest, and most dynamic expression.”

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Explanation of the Logo of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math

by His Divine GraceßrÈla Bhakti Sundar Govinda Dev-GoswÅmÈ MahÅrÅj

O˜ is the very gist of GÅyatrÈ, and from that O˜comes merciful rays, like the rays of the sun. ßrÈChaitanya SÅraswat MaÊh, where sa⁄kÈrtan is alwaysgoing on, is inside the flute of Krishna, and from therecomes this sound O˜. O˜, the meaning of GÅyatrÈ, iscoming from the ßrÈ Chaitanya SÅraswat MaÊh, andfrom there the explanation of GÅyatrÈ has been given byßrÈla B.R. ßrÈdhar Dev-GoswÅmÈ MahÅrÅj:

gÅyatrÈ muralÈ›Êa-kÈrttana-dhana˜ rÅdhÅ-pada˜ dhÈmahi

The position of the guru is like water; the servitorsof ßrÈ Chaitanya SÅraswat MaÊh are like lotuses; and theposition of the worshipful Supreme Personality ofGodhead is the Divine form of RÅdhÅ-Krishna, O˜.

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Everything is within O˜. O˜ is coming from the fluteof Krishna, and the meaning of O˜, of GÅyatrÈ, is gÅy-atrÈ muralÈ›Êa-kÈrttana-dhana˜ rÅdhÅ-pada˜ dhÈmahi.Krishna’s flute does not make any other sound exceptthe glorification of ßrÈmatÈ RÅdhÅrňÈ, and that is thereal meaning and gist of the GÅyatrÈ-Mantram.

The sun’s merciful rays give nourishment to thelotus, but if there is no water—if one cannot take shel-ter of ßrÈ Guru and His grace—then the lotus willbecome burnt by the rays of the sun.

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Sri Chaitanya Saraswat MathSri Chaitanya Saraswat Math Road, Kolerganj, P.O. Nabadwip, Dt. Nadia,

West Bengal Pin 741302, ≈: (03472) 40086 & 40752E-mail: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math’s principal Web site: http://www.scsmath.com/

Affiliated Main Centres & Branches Worldwide

IndiaCalcutta

Sree Chaitanya SaraswataKrishnanushilana Sangha

Opp. Tank 3, 487 Dum Dum ParkCalcutta, Pin 700055, West BengalIndiaPhone: (033) 551-9175 & 549-6408Email: [email protected]

Sree Chaitanya SaraswataKrishnanushilana Sangha

Kaikhali, Chiriamore (by Calcutta Airport)P.O. Airport, Calcutta, Pin 700052West Bengal, IndiaPhone: (033) 573-5428

BurdwanSri Chaitanya Saraswat Ashram

P.O. and Village HapaniyaDistrict of BurdwanWest Bengal, India

Sri Chaitanya Sridhar GovindaSeva Ashram

Village of Bamunpara, P.O. KhanpurDistrict of BurdwanWest Bengal, India

OrissaSri Chaitanya Saraswat Math

Bidhava Ashram Road, Gaur BatsahiPuri, Pin 752001,Orissa, IndiaPhone: (06752) 31413

MathuraSrila Sridhar Swami Seva Ashram

Dasbisa, P.O. GovardhanDistrict of Mathura, Pin 281502Uttar Pradesh, IndiaPhone: (0565) 815495

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math & Mission

96 Seva Kunja, VrindavanDistrict of Mathura, Pin 281121Uttar Pradesh, IndiaPhone: (0565) 446778

U.S.A.California

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Seva Ashram2900 North Rodeo Gulch RoadSoquel, CA 95073, U.S.A.Phone: (831) 462-4712Fax: (831) 462-9472Email: [email protected]: http://www.lcd.com/sevashram/

Mahila SakhaSri Chaitanya Saraswat Seva Ashram

269 E. Saint James StreetSan Jose, Ca 95112, U.S.APhone: (408) 288 6360 and408) 287-6360Email: [email protected]:http://www.lcd.com/sevashram/sanjose

New YorkSri Chaitanya Saraswat Math

P.O. Box 311, Oaklyn NJ, U.S.A.Phone: (856) 962-8888Fax: (856) 962-0894Email: [email protected]: http://www.atmasamarpan.com/

HawaiiSri Chaitanya Sridhar GovindaMission

RR1 Box 450-D, Crater RoadKula, Maui, HI 96790, U.S.A.Phone & Fax: (808) 878-6821Email: [email protected]: http://www.krsna.cc/

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Sri Chaitanya SanctuaryP.O. Box 1292,Honokaa, HI 96727, U.S.A.Email: [email protected]

MexicoMérida

Sri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Calle 69-B, No. 537, Fracc. Santa IsabelKanasín, Yucatán c.p. 97370, MexicoPhone: (52-99) 82-84-44Email: [email protected]

GuadalajaraSri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Reforma No. 864, Sector HidalgoGuadalajara, Jalisco, c.p. 44280MexicoPhone: (52) 3826-9613

Email: [email protected]

MonterreySri Chaitanya SaraswatKrishnanushilana Sangha

Alhelí 1628, Col Santa MaríaCd. Guadalupe, Nuevo León, c.p. 67160, MexicoPhone: (52-8) 360-41-42

Sri Chaitanya SaraswatiSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Apartado Postal 510Col. del Valle, Nuevo León, c.p. 66250, MexicoPhone: (52-8) 319-53-58 & 356-49-45Email: [email protected]

TijuanaSri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Mutualismo 720-C3, Zona CentroTijuana, Baja California, c.p. 22000MexicoPhone: (52-6) 685-76-63Email: [email protected]

VeracruzSri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

1ro. de Mayo No.1057, (entre Iturbide y Azueta)Veracruz, Veracruz, c.p. 91700, MexicoPhone: (52-2) 931-30-24Email: [email protected]

OrizabaSri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Andador 13 No. 108, U. Hab. El TrebolOrizaba, Veracruz, c.p. 94348, MexicoPhone: (52-2) 721-00-37 and 726-08-51Fax: (52-2) 726-08-51 Email:[email protected]

México D.F.Sri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharSeva Ashram de México, A.R.

Fernando Villalpando No.100, interior 103Col. Guadalupe Inn, Deleg. Alvaro ObregónMéxico, D.F., c.p.01020, MexicoPhone: (52) 50-97-05-33Email: [email protected]

MoreliaSri Chaitanya Saraswati Sridhar SevaAshram de México, A.R.

Calle Loma Florida No 258Sector Independencia, Col. Lomas Del ValleMorelia, Michoacán, c.p. 58170MexicoPhone: (52-4) 327-53-49Email: [email protected]

EuropeEngland

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math466 Green StreetLondon E13 9DB, U.K.Phone: (0208) 552-3551Email: [email protected]

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Republic of IrelandSri Chaitanya Saraswat Sangha

Annalough LodgeInchaquire, Balitore, MooneCounty Kildare, Eire (Ireland)Phone: [+353] 458 64766

GermanySri Chaitanya Saraswat Ashram

Willibald-Alexis Str. 2010965, Berlin, GermanyPhone & Fax: [+49] (30) 6919-320Email: [email protected]:http://www.scs.math.home.pages.de

ItalySri Chaitanya Saraswat Ashram Italia

Corte Giulini, 120040 Usmate-Velate (MI)Phone: (039) 6829477Email: [email protected]

NetherlandsSri Chaitanya Saraswati SridharAshram

Middachtenlaan 1281333 XV Almere, BuitenNetherlandsPhone: 036 53 28150Email: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat MathVan Beuningenstraat 811051XD AmsterdamNetherlandsPhone: (020) 686-2099Email: [email protected]

PortugalSri Chaitanya Saraswat Math,

Rua do Sobreiro 5,Cidreira, 3020-143 Coimbra,Portugal

HungarySri Chaitanya Saraswat Math

Andras NovakPajzs utca 18. H-1025 BudapestHungaryPhone: (361) 212 1917/8Fax: (361) 212 2602Email: [email protected]

TurkeySri Govinda Math Yoga Centre

Abdullah Cevdet sokakNo 33/8, Cankaya 06690Ankara, TurkeyPhone: 090 312 4415857 and 090 312 440 88 82Email: [email protected]

AustralasiaAustralia

Sri Govinda DhamP.O. Box 72, Uki, via MurwillumbahN.S.W. 2484, AustraliaPhone: (0266) 795541Email: [email protected]:http://www.mandala.com.au/dham/

New ZealandSri Chaitanya Saraswat Sangha

1030 Coatesville Riverhead Highway,Riverhead, Auckland, New Zealand.Tel: (09) 4125466Email: [email protected]

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South AmericaBrazil

Sri Chaitanya Sridhar GovindaSeva Ashram

Krishna Sakti Ashram, P.O. Box 386Campus do Jordao, Sao Paulo, BrazilPhone: (012) 263 3168Email: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Sridhar AsanRua Mario de Andrade 108, Caucacia Do Alto - CotiaSao Paulo, Cep 06720-000, BrazilPhone: (011) 792-11253Email: [email protected]

Srila Govinda Maharaj Seva AshramP.O. Box 92.660,Prata dos Aredes TeresópolisRio de Janeiro, Cep 25951-970BrazilPhone: (021) 644-6695Email: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math Rua 24 de maio- 55 São Francisco Xavier Rio de JaneiroCep-20950-091, Brazil Email: [email protected]

Sri Caitanya Saraswat AsramVila de Visconde de MauáResende, RJ, Caixa Postal 81787Cep 27501-970BrazilTel: (024) 9979-6949 & (024) 387-1191Email: [email protected]

Srila Sridhar Govinda SanghaRua Pedro Wayne, 78, Cep 91030-480 Porto Alegre, RSBrazilTelephone: (051) 362-6448Email: [email protected]:

http://www.geocities.com/nityadasa/

Sri Sri Goura Nitay Seva AshramRua Mauricio Nunes Garcia, 128, Curitiba, Parana - Cep 80210-050, BrazilEmail: [email protected]

EcuadorSrila Sridhar Swami Seva Ashram

P.O. Box 17-01-576Quito, EcuadorPhone: 342-471Fax: 408-439

VenezuelaSri Rupanuga Sridhar Ashram

Socarras a Puente Yanez, Edif. Caribia, Local 7,Caracas, VenezuelaPhone: 2-572-8098 & 2-576-49-06Email: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Mission3ra. Etapa de Urb. Jorge Coll, Qta. Los Ramos, Calle 22, Porlamar, Isla de Margarita, Edo. Nueva Esparta, VenezuelaEmail: [email protected]

AfricaSouth Africa

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat MathP.O. Box 60183, Phoenix 4068KwaZulu Natal, South AfricaPhone: (031) 500-1576

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math57 Silver Road, Newholmes, NorthdalePietermaritzburg 3201KwaZulu Natal, South AfricaPhone: (0331) 912026Fax: (0331) 947938

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RussiaMoscow

Str. Avtozavodskaya 6, Apt. 24a.George AistovPhone: (095) 275-0944Email: [email protected]

St. PetersburgPin 197229 St. Petersburg, p.LahtaSt. Morskaya b.13RussiaPhone: (812) 238-2949

Other CentersMauritius

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat MathInternational

Nabadwip Dham Street, LongMountain

Republic of MauritiusPhone & Fax: (230) 245-3118 / 5815

Hare Krishna Sweets[of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math International] Ruisseau-Rose, Long MountainRepublic of Mauritius.Phone & Fax: (230) 245-0424Email: [email protected]

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat MathInternational

(Southern Branch)Royal Road La FloraRepublic of MauritiusPhone: (230) 617-8164 & 5726

MalaysiaPersatuan Penganut Sri ChaitanyaSaraswat Sadhu Sangam

Lot No. 224A Jalan Slim Lama35900 Tanjung Malim, Perak, MalaysiaPhone: (05) 459 6942

Sri Chaitanya Sridhar GovindaSeva Ashram

25 Jalan Burung Garuda,Taman Bukit Maluri52100 Kepong, Kuala LumpurMalaysiaPhone: (03)-4255561

Sri Chaitanya Sridhar GovindaSeva Ashram

7 Taman Thye Kim,Jalan Haji Mohammed Ali32000 Sitiawan, Perak, Malaysia Phone: (05) 6924 980Email: [email protected]

PhilippinesSrila Sridhar Swami Seva Ashram

23 Ruby St., Casimiro TownhouseTalon 1, Las PinasMetro Manila, PhilippinesPhone: 800-13-40

SingaporeBlock 488B-10, No.147, Street 45Avenue 9, Tampines, Singapore 1852Phone: 786 4701Hand phone: 065 98367401Email: [email protected]

FijiSri Chaitanya Saraswat Sridhar Asan

P.O. Box 4507, Saru Lautoka, Fiji

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PublicationsAvailable From

Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math Road, Kolerganj,

P.O. Nabadwip, Dt. Nadia, Pin 741302, West Bengal, India

≈: Nabadwip (03472) 40086E-mail: [email protected] Website: www.scsmath.com

English

By and about çr^la B.R. çr^dhar Mahåråj:Awakening to the AbsoluteCentenary AnthologyDedication to the Guardian of DevotionExclusive GuardianshipGolden VolcanoHeart and HaloHome Comfort (Colour Pocket Edition)Home Comfort (Regular print)Home Comfort (Newsprint)Home Comfort (Large print)Inner Fulfilment (Indian edition)Inner Fulfilment (Californian pocket edition)Search for çr^ Kù£òa—Reality the BeautifulSermons of the Guardian of Devotion Vol. ISermons of the Guardian of Devotion Vol. II

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Sermons of the Guardian of Devotion Vol. IIIçr^ Gauà^ya Darßan 1982-91 (Vyåsa-p¨jå publications)çr^ Guru and His Grace çr^la Guru Mahåråj—His Divine Pastimes…çr^ çr^ Prapanna-j^vanåmùtam—(Positive & P…)çr^ çr^ Prema Dhåma Deva Stotramçr^mad Bhagavad-g^tå—(The Hidden Treasure…)Subjective Evolution—(Hardbound)Subjective Evoltuion (Softbound)The Golden Staircase

By and about çr^la B.S. Govinda Mahåråj:Dignity of the Divine ServitorDivine GuidanceGolden ReflectionsIn Search of the Original Sourceçr^ Gauà^ya Darßan 1989-94 (Vyåsa-p¨jå publications)

Sri Guru-puja (1995–97offering publications)Sri Guru-puja (1998 offerings)The Benedictine Tree of Divine AspirationThe Divine Servitor

Periodicals:Counterpoint (London)Sri Gaudiya Darshan (Nabadwip)Sri Sri Guru-Gaura-vani (Australia)çr^ Vai£òava To£aò^ (California)Vai£òava Sevå (California)Vai£òava Transmission (New Jersey)Nabadwip News Bulletin

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Various:Archchan Kan (Mantrams for Deity worship)Gaudiya Festival Dates (Annual Vai£òava Calendar)Guardian of Devotion (Calcutta Editions)K^rttan Guide (Song Book)Omni-ScienceRelative Worlds (çr^la Bhaktisiddhånta Saraswat^ ëhåkur)

Seeking the EssenceSpiritual Assistance for our Friends (Spd B.A. Sagar Mj.)

çr^ Brahma-Saìhitå (Bengali / English)

çr^ Chaitanya Saraswat^—#1

çr^ Chaitanya Saraswat^—#2 (+ Hindi, Gujarati, Bengali)

The Hidden Treasure of the Holy Dhama NabadwipThe Holy Name and offences… (1996 expanded edition)

Tips for Pilgrims… 5th Edition

BengaliAmrta VidyaArccan KanParamartha-Dharmma-nirnay*RachanamritaSaranagatiSasvata Sukha-niketana*Sri Bhakti Kalpa-vrksaSri Bhakti Raksak Divya-vani Vol. IVSri Bhakti Rasamrta Sindhuh (Complete edition)Sri Bhakti Rasamrta Sindhuh (Part 1)Sri Bhakti Rasamrta Sindhuh (Part 2)Sri Brahma-samhita (Bengali / English)

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Sri Chaitanya BhagavatSri Chaitanya CharitamritaSri Gaudiya Darshan (Vyasa-puja offerings to Srila Govinda Maharaj 98)

Sri Gaudiya GitanjaliSri Gaudiya Parvatalika (Calendar)Sri Gurudeva o Tahara Karuna*Sri Harinam-Mahatmya o NamaparadhaSri Kirttan-ManjusaSri Krsna KarnamrtaSri Krsnanusilana Sangha Vani (all editions)Sri Nabadwip BhavatarangaSri Nabadwip Dham MahatmyaSri Namabhajan o Vicar PranaliSri Nama-Namabhasa o Namaparadha VicarSri Nama o NamaparadhaSri SiksastakamSri Sri Kalyan KalpataruSri Sri Prapanna-jivanamrtamSri Sri Prapanna-jivanamrtam (California Printing)Sri Sri Prema Dhama Deva Stotram (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)

Srimad Bhagavad-gitaSrimad Bhagavad-gita (Singapore Printing)çuddha Bhakti Sådhan SaspadaSuvarna Sopan (Golden Staircase)

HindiAmrita Vidya (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)*Chinmoy Seva Madhurya (çr^la Govinda Mahåråj)Paramartha Path Nirdesh (çr^la Govinda Mahåråj)

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Rasaraj Sri Krishna (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)Sasvata Sukhaniketana (Sadhana Path)(çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)Sri Sri Prema Dhama Deva Stotram (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)Sri Siksastakam

CzechUtecha domova (Home Comfort)Skryty poklad Sladkeho Absoluty (Smd. Bhagavad-gita)

GermanAuf der Suchenach GovindaDer Goldene VulkanGottliche InspirationSri Guru und Seine Barmherzigkeit

HungarianA Kutatas Sri Krsna Utan (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)Belso Beteljesules (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)

ItalianLa Ricerca di Shri Krishna (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)

RussianBuroki Religei - "Lessons in Religion".Golden Volcano of Divine LoveSri Guru and His GraceThe Holy Name

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SpanishAmbrosía (Emisión periodical - Ecuador)Divino MensajeEl Guardián De La DevociónEl Volcán Dorado del Amor Divino (çr^la çr^dhar Mahåråj)

La Satisfacción Del Ser — Un Libro IntroductorioOcupacion SagradaSermones del GuardiÕn de la Devoción Vol. ISri Sadhu-Sanga (Periodical – Tijuana, Mõxico)

Kirttan Tapes/CDsSong of The Heart (Audio cassette) — Srila Govinda Maharaj

Song of The Heart (Compact disc)— Srila Govinda Maharaj

Kirttan Guide (4 tapes recorded in Nabawip)

Spoken BooksSrimad Bhagavad-gita(Sanskrit, chanted by Srila Govinda Maharaj)Two-tape set or Three-CD set

çr^ Nabadwip Bhavataranga &çr^ çr^ Prapanna-j^vanåmùtam(Set of three 90 minute tapes. English only)

çr^ Brahma Saìhitå (Set of three 90 minute tapes.)

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