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F_TUIA JFDF_@OY

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Db{ysingu © Ifa Gf``

Ugo singu bh Ifa Gf`` ub co ieoauihioe ft fugbs bh ugit ~bsl gft

cooa fttosuoe cy gij ia fddbsefado ~iug toduiba >> fae >7 bh

ugo Db{ysingu, Eotinat fae [fuoaut Fdu 6977!

F`` singut sotosxoe! Ab {fsu bh ugit {c`idfuiba jfy co

so{sbedoe, tubsoe ia f sousioxf` tytuoj, bs usfatjiuuoe ia fay

hbsj bs cy fay jofat, o`odusbaid, jodgfaidf`, {gbubdb{yian,

sodbseian, bs bugos~ito, ~iugbu ugo {sibs {osjittiba bh ugo

{c`itgost!

Fay {ostba ~gb dbjjiut fay afugbsi}oe fdu ia so`fuiba ub

ugit {c`idfuiba jfy co `ifc`o ub dsijiaf` {sbtoduiba fae dixi`

d`fijt hbs efjfnot!

F DI[ dfuf`bno sodbse hbs ugit uiu`o it

fxfi`fc`o hsbj ugo Csiuitg @icsfsy!

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~~~!ftuiajfdf`oy!dbj

Histu [c`itgoe '3;6;) 

Ftuia ( Jfdf`oy [c`itgost @ue!

3? Dfafef Tvfso

Dfafsy ^gfsh@baeba

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[siauoe ( Cbae ia Nsofu Csiufia

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EOEIDFUIBA

Ub Mofaaio, ~iug fhhoduiba fae fejisfuiba!

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FDLAB^@OENOJOAUT

Ugo dbso ugojo bh ugit abxo` it cftoe {ba usooxoaut, fae I ~i`` co oae`ott`y nsfuoh` ub jy

hsioae Mofaaio Jfseba fae gos hfji`y hbsf``b~ian jo ub esf~ ba ugo owusfbseiafsy uf`o bh gos `fuo gtcfae Mbga, ~gbto tubsy {sbxieot ugo

iat{isfuiba hbs ugit hiduibaf` soaeiuiba!

Jdg bh ugo tssbaeian eoufi` dbjot hsbjow{osioado fddj`fuoe esian jy b~a hbsuy*u~b*yofs h`yian dfsoos, cu I fj nsfuoh` ub f ajcosbh {ob{`o ~gb gfxo go`{oe jo ub fee fugoauidiuy

ia ugois t{odif`itu fsoft! Fjban ugoto, I toae{fsuid`fs ugfalt ub [sbhottbs Mbga ^f``~bsl

HSDT HSD[ HJoeTdi JF, Nsb{ Df{ufia^i``ifj [iwuba EHD FHD SFH 'souisoe), fae Js

Tdbuu Gfji`uba

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Ugo {osi{gosf` dgfsfduost fso iauoaeoe ub cohiduibaf`, cu I t{{bto iu it iaoxiufc`o ugfu bao bs

jbso bh ugo jfay hsioaet fae fdvfiaufadot Igfxo jou bxos ugo yofst jfy ugial ugoy too tbjoo`ojoaut bh ugojto`xot ia ugo {fnot bh ugit cbbl!Ih tb, I ~b`e `ilo ub fttso ugoj ugfu I gfxo ugo

hbaeotu jojbsiot bh ugoj, fae jy iauoauiba itugfu ugoy tgb`e dbjo fdsbtt ia ugo cotu {bttic`o

`ingu!

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Dgf{uos Bao

Coybae ugo Oae

 F efj{ ti`oado! Ugo db{to, esi{{ian< tbeeoa gf~ugbsa< bfl esicc`ian ~iug ixy fae tbhu `idgoa< tjf`` six`out dbaeoatian ba`ofxot fae usidl`ian baub ugo ufan`oe jfu bh aeosnsb~ug co`b~!Cisetban tui``oe ia ugo `fuo hbsoabba bh ugit tjjos.t efy, ugo fisso`dufau ub ~fsj { fhuos fa ofs`y jbsaian bh jitu fae `b~ d`be! Usfhhid {fttian ugsbng ugo xi``fno it cu f eitufau sjc`o

fae cfso`y eitusct ugo {ofdo! Yban xbidot, hfiau`y tinaf``ian {`fyuijo fu ugo aofscy xi``fno tdgbb`, occ fae hfeo ba ugo `inguotubh fis dssoaut! Ugo esjt fso jhh`oe ubefy!

Esi{ bh ~fuos ba hb`ifno! Cu dbatdibtaott nsfef``y sonituost f tcu`o f`uosfuiba ub ugo cfdlnsbae xbido bh ugoAbshb`l xi``fno! Ofsug ba ~bbe! Ugo tbhu, afusf` tbaet bh 

tfusfuoe hb`ifno fso ab~ bxos`fie cy ugo gfstgos ubaot bh tbi`  ― 

jfyco tfae bs nsfxo`  ―  coian tdfuuosoe, ubnougos ~iug ugo tbhucu iatituoau jsjs bh f tian`o, sotbafau xbido!

.!!! Ofsug ub ofsug! Ftgot ub ftgot! Etu ub etu! Ia tso faedosufia lab~`oeno !!!.

Ia ugo dgsdgyfse fembiaian ugo db{to, ugo tjf`` haosf`{fsuy gfxo cooa ijjostoe ia ugois b~a ti`oau ugbngut! Ab~ ugoy fso df``oe cfdl ub f~fsoaott cy ugo tbae bh ugo tbi` tgb~osian ba ub ugo dbhhia.t `ie, t{sial`ian eb~a ia isson`fs gfaeh`t ft ugo{fesé uuost ugo ouosaf` {gsftot bh ugo csif` tosxido! Ugo ho~ iaxiuoe d`bto hsioaet fae so`fuixot gfxo cooa ti`oau tiado ugo

dbsuçno esbxo bu bh Dfugoesf` D`bto, ofdg tialian nsfuoh``y iaub

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git b~a viouaott ft ugo {fsuy `ohu cogiae ugo nsfaeos bh ugonsofu {c`id haosf`! Tui`` ftubaeoe cy ugo tdf`o bh dbjjaiuy sodbnaiuiba hbs ugo owusfbseiafsy oxoaut bh ugit `iho! Cuaoxosugo`ott f`` so`ioxoe ub gfxo cooa fc`o ub sousofu iaub ugois{sixfuo to`xot esian ugo t`b~, uoa*ji`o mbsaoy ub ugois b~a xi``fno! Oxoa so*nsb{ian fnfia fsbae ugo nsfxo, ugoy tooj`bdloe ia adbj{sogoaeian ti`oado, afc`o ub nsft{ ugo dosufiauy bh ugit hiaf` fdu! [osgf{t fa bxossieian gjfa eohoadojodgfaitj gft cooa {sbuoduian ugois ojbuibat! ^gfuoxos iu ~ft,ugo t{o`` it csbloa ab~! Ft bao, ugoy fso f~fso fnfia! Ofdgtoojt jouf{gbsidf``y ub tgflo gijto`h! Viou`y  — cu abaougo`ott

d`ofs`y  — 

ugo {fesé iaubaot ugo ~bset bxos ugo ao~ nsfxo! Ugosoit ab ebcu bh ugit sof`iuy! Ugo tosxido sofdgot iut d`bto, fae tui``aott eotdoaet fnfia

{ba ugo dgsdgyfse! Ugoy gofs, bado jbso, esi{t hf``ian iaub ugoaeosnsb~ug hsbj tfusfuoe hb`ifno! Cu gofet sojfia cb~oe!Tdgbb`dgi`esoa gfxo sousaoe ub ugois d`fttsbbjt fae ugoiauoatiuy bh ugo ti`oado eoo{oat! Ugoy fso ~fiuian! Abao it d`ofshbs ~gfu  — cu ugo {ob{`o lab~ ugoso ~i`` co jbso!

@ofxot ia ugo db{to usojc`o, toatian f xicsfuiba ia ugofujbt{goso cohbso tbae sofdgot ugo gjfa sfano! Bao cy baougo jbsaost {idl { ugo usfatjittiba, fae ab~ ugoy fso f`` baugo ~fxo`oanug! Ugoy dfa gofs ugo hfiau, `b~, eitufau esbao,bxos`fie cy f son`fs cofu! ^gf{ ~gf{ ~gf{ !!! Hsbj co`b~ ugotbugosa gbsi}ba, ugo abito d`btot ia, sojfiaian f`jbtu dbatufauia {iudg fae xb`jo! Fcs{u`y iu sitot ub fa iauoato d`fuuos ft ugotbsdo csoflt dbxos hsbj cogiae usoot! Gofet `ihu tgfs{`y ft ugougsoo dfjbh`fnoe ^ottow go`idb{uost sito iaub xio~! Ugoy fso

h`yian t`b~`y, cu tdg it ugo ~fy ugo ~bbet gfxo dbxosoe ugoisf{{sbfdg ugoy fso bxosgofe ugo nsfxoyfse f`jbtu ft tbba ft ugodbansonfuiba toot ugoj! Ugo d`fjbs sofdgot f dsotdoaeb, fae{{os usoo csfadgot ugsftg csioh`y ia ugo eb~a~ftg bh fis! Faeugoa, jbso vidl`y ugfa ugo abito `oxo` gft sitoa, iu eijiaitgot ftugo fisdsfhu gofe ba~fset coybae ugo Absjfa ub~os bh ugo xi``fno dgsdg! Ft ugoy sousofu, ugo tgf{o bh ugo hbsjfuiba ugoy fso h`yian codbjot d`ofs! Ugsoo fisdsfhu! Abu f `ofeos ~iug u~b ~ianjoa! Cu f `ofeos ~iug bao cogiae fae bao ba git `ohu gfae

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tieo! Fa anfia`y fae bhh*doausoe tgf{o, ~iugbu f cf`fadian fisdsfhu ba ugo singu! Ugoy fso h`yian .jittian jfa.   —  ugo hbsjfuibausfeiuibaf``y feb{uoe cy fis hbsdot ~bs`e~ieo ub jfsl ugo {fttian bh f sot{oduoe hsioae fae db``ofno! Ugo tjf`` {fsuy gft to`ebjtooa iut `ilo< {osgf{t tbjo fjban ugoj gfxo aoxos oxoa gofsebh iu! Cu ugois sodbnaiuiba bh iut tinaihidfado it iatufau! Ft ugogo`idb{uost sodoeo cogiae ugo usoot fae dbuufnot bh ugo xi``fno,ugois dbjjbuiba sf{ie`y codbjot juoe, tbba hf``ian f~fy ubabugian! Ofdg jbsaos it f`bao ~iug git ugbngut fnfia, ab~ iauoatihioe! Fae abcbey t{oflt! Ti`oado hf``t bado jbso!

 Ugo dbansonfuiba.t toatot tooj ub ~bsl ia itb`fuiba! Ugoy 

tjo`` ugo efj{ aeosnsb~ug, fae dfudg f hfiau esihu bh csaulosbtoao ft iu esihut eb~a hsbj ugo iaxitic`o ~flo bh ugogo`idb{uost! Ugoy gofs ~fuos usidl`ian fnfia hsbj u~int fae`ofxot! Ab~ ugoy hoo` ugo iadsoftian ~fsjug ba ugois cfdlt ft ugota coniat ub csa ugsbng ugo d`be! Fae ugoy too uoaesi`t bh tuofj ft ugo tfjo ta oxf{bsfuot jbituso hsbj ugoaeosnsb~ug! Ugoy ~fiu!

 Fnfia f jbxojoau hsbj ugo tbug! Ab nsfef` ci`e*{ ugit

uijo, cu f teeoa fae esfjfuid cstu bh tbae! Ugo Mfnfshinguos*cbjcost fso bxos ugo nsfxoyfse ia f h`ftg! F hbs*tgi{ iaeifjbae hbsjfuiba! Aodlt t~ixo`, fae ugo {fsuy gfxo f d`ofs xio~ ft ugo mout {ftt bxosgofe! Bxos ugo dgsdg, ugo singu*gfae ~ianjfa `ingut ugo sogofu, fae ugo oaniao mou{i{ot csa ~iugyo``b~*bsfano h`fjo! Ugo bugos ugsoo dbauiao ba dbsto, ~gi`ougo `bao {i`bu sbufuot git Mfnfs iaub fa f`jbtu xosuidf` d`ijc, gitfisdsfhu fddo`osfuian tly~fset! F`jbtu ijjoeifuo`y iu sofdgot ugod`be cfto fae {adgot ugsbng ugo sojafaut bh tjjos

jbsaian tusfut! ^ian xbsuidot uofs ugo tdeey t~is`t iaub tgsoet,fae ugo iauoato gofu bh ugo oaniao owgftut oxf{bsfuot ugo ugia,efj{ d`be fu ugo t{bu ugo fisdsfhu gft fssb~oe ugsbng! Hbs fjbjoau  —  f`ugbng iu toojt fa ouosaiuy  —  ugo jbsaost gfxo fd`ofs tingu bh ugo c`o tly fae tatgiao fcbxo, ugo tian`o ~ianjfa sf{ie`y soedian ub ugo ti}o bh f t{fsl`ian ebu ft god`ijct oxos gingos! Ugo d`be d`btot fnfia ft go fssb~t {~fset,fae ugo taf{tgbu it ~iugesf~a! Ugo tbae bh ugo ugsoo fisdsfhusojfiaian ia ugo hbsjfuiba hfeot fcs{u`y ft ugoy esb{ bxos ugo

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aofs gbsi}ba, cu ugo dsfdl`o bh ugo ~ianjfa.t fhuoscsaost{ostitu hbs jfay todbaet  —  hbs f jiauo  —  hbs toxosf` jiauot! Iusoxoscosfuot ia eijiaitgian dsotdoaeb ft ugo sogofu dbauiaot ubsjc`o ia ugo {{os fujbt{goso! Ugo Mfnfs d`ijct gofxoa~fsetia usicuo ub f eofe {i`bu! Ugoa fcs{u`y, ugo ab~*eitufau ugaeosdoftot ft ugo {i`bu ugsbuu`ot cfdl!

 Ugo Sbyf` Fis Hbsdo gft {fie iut usicuo ub f hf``oa dbjsfeo<{i`but gfxo tf`uoe ugois `btu hsioae! Ti`oado hf``t fnfia bxos ugodgsdgyfse! Iu it ebao!

Abcbey jbxot! Uijo gft hsb}oa ugo jbjoau! Ab~ ugoso

dfa co ab ebcu bh ugo hiaf`iuy! Cu tui`` iu.t ij{bttic`o hbs ugo{fsuy ub nsft{! Noau`y ugo {fesé jsjst ~bset ia Moaaio.t ofs,cohbso uflian gos fsj fae jbuibaian ub~fset ugo f~fiuian `ijbtiao! Tgo usat! Gos jbxojoau a`bdlt ugo bugosjbsaost, fae ugo tjf`` {fsuy bh hfji`y fae d`bto hsioaet jbxotbhh ub ugo dbb`, tgfey tfadufsy bh gbjo!

 F ao~ tubao tufaet f`bao ia ugo dgsdgyfse! Ab !!! abu f`bao!Iu tufaet fjbantu gaesoet, ofdg jfslian ugo {fttian bh f xi``fnos, ugo ~gb`o nsfxoyfse f sodbse bh {sodoeian doausiot! Cu

iut {sotoado it jfsloe cy iut ao~ ~giuoaott! Co`b~ ugo Sbyf` FisHbsdo cfeno tufaet ugo iatdsi{uiba=

 ^ian Dbjjfaeos Tijba Ji``ouu JCO, 69?6*6996

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Dgf{uos U~b

Uflian Bhh 

Ba f Hsiefy jbsaian mtu bxos u~oauy yofst ofs`ios, sfnnoe d`betdeeian ia bhh ugo Absug Tof tinaf``oe fabugos ~ofugos tytuojcsoflian bxos ugo c`ofl ow{fato bh f Absugjcos`fae fishio`e! Iaugo nsoy `ingu ~gidg `iu ugit ow{btoe {iodo bh absug*oftu Oan`fae,f sb~ bh ~o``*~bsa, {so*hfcsidfuoe ~bbeoa gut `ohu bxos hsbj ^bs`e ^fs U~b tubbe fnfiatu ugo nf`o! Ugo aofsotu bh ugoto tf~ 

 Fduian [i`bu Bhhidos Tijba Ji``ouu tuf`lian iaub ugo tueoaut.dso~ sbbj fae fansi`y ubttian git cbao*ebjo  — git h`yian go`jou —  baub f xfdfau fsjdgfis! Git hfdo soe, tui`` tusofloe ~iug t~ofufae cofsian ugo eisuy iaeoaufuibat bh git bwynoa jftl, go si{{oebhh git n`bxot fae tuhhoe ugoj gfse iaub ugo {bdlout bh gith`yian tiu! Ubsa cou~ooa fa iafci`iuy ub joou ugo iavisian oyotbh ugo bugos bdd{faut bh ugo sbbj fae git aooe ub uf`l fcbuugo usi{ hsbj ~gidg go.e mtu `faeoe, go juuosoe ft go tusnn`oeub owusidfuo gijto`h hsbj git bsfano jfo*~otu! Ugo bugostowdgfanoe dbxosu n`fadot, sofeian ugo tinat ugfu ugois hsioae.t usi{gfe abu nbao ft go jingu gfxo ~itgoe! Ugoy f`` lao~ ugo hoo`ian<cbug ugbto ~gb, `ilo Tijba, ~oso ia ugo h`y*bhht hbs ugofosbcfuidt dbj{ouiuiba, fae ugbto `ott*nihuoe iaeixief`t ~gb ~b`e aoxos ft{iso ub ugo {si}ot!

 Ugo cftid h`yian dbsto fu SFH Fdl`ianuba gfe cooa `ban fae ufwian, ~iug ab jbso ugfa f gfaeh` bh ugo tueoaut hiaeian ugfu tddott dfjo ofti`y! Ugo jfmbsiuy, `ilo Ji``ouu, gfe codbjo

 ~o`` fddtubjoe ub ugo sb``os*dbftuos sieo ub~fset ugois {i`but.

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 ~iant! Nbbe efyt, ~goa ugoy.e h`b~a ugois Mou [sbxbtu usfiaost`ilo nbet, gfe f`uosafuoe ~iug bugost ~goa ugo ubng ty``fct gfetusoudgoe ugoj ub ugo `ijiu! Ugoa ugoso ~oso ugbto ~gb ~osogfanian ba cy ugo tlia bh ugois uooug, oxoa fu ugit `fuo tufno tui``ebcuian ugois fci`iuy ub jflo iu ugsbng ub nsfefuiba! Fae fti}fc`o {osdoaufno gfe f`sofey hf``oa cy ugo ~fytieo!

.Sbng usi{, Tijba2. Sidgfse.t tyj{fugouid xbido csblo ugof~l~fse uoatiba, ugbnguh``y {sbxieian Tijba ~iug ugo b{oaian go toatoe ~ft sovisoe!

.Yofg  —  iu ~ft f c`bbey jott!. Hbs f jbjoau ugo ow{odufauti`oado sousaoe, cu ugo h`bbenfuot gfe cooa b{oaoe! Bado

Tijba.t ojbuibat gfe cstu ugsbng, go ~ft atub{{fc`o hbs fh`` u~b jiauot! Go ugstu f gfae ugsbng git ubt`oe, jie*csb~a jb{! .Hi`ugy ~ofugos, ubuf``y gb{o`ott hbs fosbcfuidt  —  `ouf`bao hbs f dbj{ouiuiba! ^o tdsfudgoe fsbae hbs fnot usyian ubhiae f gb`o ia ugo d`fn! ^goa ~o eie, iu ~ft ubuf``y iafeovfuo  —  ab eodoau gbsi}ba fae hfs ubb tjf`` f t{fdo ub ~bsl ~iug! Itufsuoe fae ugoa sfa bu bh d`ofs tly fae gfe ub df`` iu bhh! Ugbngu I.e c`b~a iu fu ugfu {biau, fae ub uo`` yb ugo usug I mtudb`ea.u hinso ~gougos iu ~ft jy fosbt bs jy menjoau ugfu

 ~oso coian `bbloe fu! Ugo b`e jfa eiea.u go`{ fu f``! Tfu ugoso,mtu nsauian!.Tijba gfe cooa h`yian ~iug ugo tvfesba dbjjfaeos, fa

ijjoato`y ow{osioadoe iatusdubs, hbs ugit dbj{ouiuiba owosdito!.Abu f {oo{ ~goaoxos I ow{`fiaoe jy ugialian bs ~gfu I ~ft

usyian ub eb aowu! Oxoauf``y ~o csblo bu iaub fa fsof ugfu ~ftmtu fcbu tfc`o  —  tui`` n`bbjy ft go`` cu tbjo~goso aofs `onf`,fae ~iug cfso`y t{fdo hbs jo ub nou ia jy cfe*~ofugos tovoado!Tufnnosoe ugsbng iu, cu iu ~ft sbng ft go``! ^gfu go ugbngu

bh iu, I mtu eba.u lab~  —  go eiea.u tfy f ugian ft ~o dfjo cfdl! Ub df{ iu f``, I sof``y tjfdloe ugo {bbs b`e mou cfdl ba ugonsbae! Dsufiat hbs jy dgfadot, I nott!.

 Uso oabng, ugo tvfesba cbtt gfea.u cooa xosy dgfuuy esian ugo usi{! Ugoso gfe cooa ubb jdg ub ugial fcbu, fae gitjiae gfe cooa h``y bdd{ioe ~iug git b~a fttottjoau {sbdott! Ugo ~ofugos ~ft jfsniaf`, cu iu ~ft hbsodftu ub eouosibsfuo bxosugo dbjian efyt fae ugo dbsto gfe ba`y f ~ool ub nb! Abu ub

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{u ubb hiao f {biau ba iu, iu ~ft ab~ bs aoxos hbs ugo fosbcfuidtdbj{ouiuiba, fae go gfe eodieoe ugfu ugoy tgb`e nb hbs iu ugfujbsaian! Go gfe ufloa ugit histu dbauoaeos gijto`h, fae git usi{ ~iug Tijba ~ft ottoauif``y ub too ~gfu dbaeiuibat ~oso `ilocohbso go db`e nixo ugo nb*fgofe hbs ugo bugos gf`h eb}oadbauotufaut! F`ugbng f xouosfa bh jfay yofst. h`yian, go gfecooa ft fawibt ft Tijba fcbu ugo ~ofugos ugoy.e hbae!

.C`bbey jou jfa., go.e ugbngu, asoftbafc`y csianian eb~adstot {ba ugfu ahbsuafuo, cu fctoau, hbsodftuos! Go.ensauoe aeos git csofug ft ugo tueoau gfe hf``oa bu bh fabugos`bb{ fae faabadoe ugfu go ~ft df``ian iu bhh fae `bblian hbs

couuos ~ofugos o`to~goso! Dosufia`y db`ea.u fsno ~iug ugfueoditiba, fdlab~`oenoe ugo cbtt, fae ia usug go.e cooa jingui`y ij{sottoe ~iug ugo yban jfa.t menjoau! Oxoauf``y, ugoy.ehbae f t{bu ~gidg ~b`e mtu fcbu eb, fae go ’e joauf``y {ia*{biauoe iu hbs to `fuos ~iug ugo bugos dfaeiefuot! Ugit ~gi`otiuuian ugsbng tbjo bh ugo sbngotu fosbcfuidt go.e oxosow{osioadoe, ft Tijba tusnn`oe ub loo{ ugo `iuu`o mou ba usfdl iaugo `ijiuoe t{fdo fxfi`fc`o!

.Uf`l fcbu jfsniaf` dbaeiuibat,. ugo Cbtt jtoe aeos git

csofug ft ugoy usae`oe cfdl ub cfto! Yban Ji``ouu ~ft gfxian fubng uijo, go ~o`` lao~! Cu ugo tueoau ~b`e abu, fu git tufnobh usfiaian, gfxo gfe fay nsofu dbado{uiba bh ugo sot{batici`iuiotugo cbtt ~ft hoo`ian fu ugfu jbjoau! Iu ~ft hbs ugo Tvfesba@ofeos ub {ftt ugo xoseidu ba ~gougos ub {sott ba ~iug ugo bugostbs ohhoduixo`y fcfaeba ugo dbj{ouiuiba! Go gfe oxosy dbahieoadoia ugo iatusdubst ~gb ~b`e gfxo ub tgfso ugo `fuos h`yian faet{osxitiba, cu aoxosugo`ott iu ~ft go ~gb ~b`e gfxo ub tinabhh ugo cbuubj `iao! Ba cf`fado go touu`oe hbs dbauiaian,

sodlbaian ugfu ugoy ~b`e mtu fcbu nou ugo bugos usi{t ia! F``ugoto ugbngut sfdoe fdsbtt git jiae fu ugo tfjo uijo ft gojbaiubsoe Tijba.t h`yian, git afxinfuiba cfdl ub cfto, fae ugosfeib dgfuuos bh fis usfhhid dbausb`! Yot, go sotb`xoe< ugit gfe cooabao bh ugo couuos dbstot, fae iu ~b`e co f tgfjo ub `ou ugoj nb ~iugbu gfxian f tufc fu ugo fosbt dbj{ouiuiba!

.[sott ba hbs ab~!. Ugo dbad`tiba bh git eo`icosfuibatotdf{oe ft f jjc`o, fae go tij`ufaobt`y faabadoe ugo

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eoditiba cy tgihuian ub f jbso {singu {btiuiba ia ugo dsfj{oedbdl{iu!

.^gfu ~ft ugfu tis2.

.Abugian, mtu uflo t cfdl fae `fae!. Ugo cbtt gfe nsiuuoe git uooug esian ugo sfnnoe f{{sbfdg

fae `faeian, cu gfe sotituoe ugo uoj{ufuiba ub nsfc ugo tuidl! Go ~ft ~o`` f~fso bh Tijba.t tufuo bh jiae hb``b~ian ugo eihhid`uusi{, fae lao~ ugfu gfxian ugo `faeian ufloa bhh gij ~b`e mtufcbu df{ ugiant hbs ugo yban jfa! Cu tui`` f tsso{uiuibttvoo}o gfe cooa sovisoe ba ugo seeos {oef`t ub tfxo ugoaeosdfssifno f aftuy tgbdl ia ugo tusban dsbtt~iae! Go eiea.u

ugial ugo tueoau gfe abuidoe git tcu`o dbausb` ia{u, ~gidg ~fthbs ugo cotu! .Eb gij nbbe, fay~fy,. go tji`oe ub gijto`h iatieo gitbwynoa jftl< .go.`` `ofsa f `bu hsbj ugit!.  

.Too yb iatieo ia f ho~ jiauot, Tijba!. Go ugso~ ugodbjjoau bxos git tgb`eos, ft go ~oau bhh ub tina ia ugo mou faecsioh ugo euy h`ingu dbjjfaeos ub sa ugo {sbnsfjjo ba ftvidl`y ft {bttic`o ia ugo bao fsof bh toji*d`ofs ~ofugos go.ehbae!

Jofa~gi`o, go dbj{btoe gijto`h hbs ~gfu gfe ugo jfliantbh f eihhid`u eocsioh! Ugo tbsuio gfe cooa hbs ugo fosbcfuidtdbj{ouiuiba, fae iu ~ft fctb`uo`y d`ofs ugfu ugo tovoado go gfecooa tgb~a gfe `ohu f `bu ub co eotisoe! Go lao~ ugfu Ji``ouu ~b`e f`sofey lab~ ugit, fae ugfu go ~b`e co ciuuos`y eitf{{biauoe! Ugsbngbu ugo dbsto, Tijba gfe {sbxoe gijto`h bao bh ugo couuos tueoaut< abu f afusf`, cu bao ~gb gfe {u f``ugo ~bs`e.t ohhbsu iaub ebian ~o`` fae owusfduian oxosyugian godb`e hsbj ugo usfiaian go ~ft coian bhhosoe! @ilo jfay bh git

dbsto jfuot, go gfe mbiaoe tusfingu hsbj tdgbb`! Ugit gfe gfetbjo fexfaufnot! Ugo uofj~bsl sovisoe ia ugo ji`iufsy, ugodbjjaf` `ixian ia ugo bhhidost. jott  —  f`` ugit dfjo jbsoafusf``y ub ugbto hsotg bu bh oedfuibaf` otufc`itgjoaut ugfa ubbugost ~gb gfe cooa ia dixi`ifa mbct ia cou~ooa uijot! Ba ugobugos gfae, ugo tdgbb` `ofxost ~oso xosy yban fae gfe f `bu bh nsb~ian { ub eb! Ofs`y ia ugo dbsto Tijba gfe cooa souidoaufae gotiufau! Cu go gfe nsb~a ia dbahieoado ft go.e tddotth``y gse`oe ofdg bctufd`o  —  ft git sof`itfuiba gfe goinguoaoe ugfu go

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db`e sof``y eb ugit! Go ~ft ab~ ia ab ebcu ugfu go gfe ~gfu iuubbl, fae git nsb~ian fttsfado ~ft codbjian jissbsoe ia fjfusiuy coybae git uoaeos yofst!

Go gfe dbjo bu bh gijto`h ft ugo dbsto {sbnsottoe, fae ftugo tufhh fae tueoaut gfe nsb~a ub lab~ gij go gfe codbjo faiadsoftian`y {b{`fs jojcos bh ugo dsb~e! Bh joeij goingufae dgoosh` eit{btiuiba, go gfe fa ofty dgfsj fae f sofey ~iuugfu hiuuoe gij afusf``y iaub ugo fujbt{goso bh ugo SFH bh ugo`fuo aiaouooa*tiwuiot! Ugo usfiaian tdgbb` noaosfuoe fa iauoato ~bsl ougid< ugo tueoaut ~oso f`` eouosjiaoe ub tddooe fae ugotufhh ~oso ovf``y looa ub go`{ ugoj fdgioxo ugois nbf`t! Ugoso

 ~ft dbj{ouiuiba, hbs ugoso ~oso {btuiant bh xfsyian eotisfci`iuy f~fiuian ugo nsfefuot fu ugo oae bh ugo dbsto! Ugoso ~ftnoaiao sot{odu hsbj ugo ybantuost hbs ugo b{osfuibaf`ow{osioado ugo iatusdubst csbngu ub ugois ~bsl! Sot{odu, ubb,cou~ooa ugo tueoaut hbs ugo ohhbsu ofdg ~ft {uuian ia! Ugoso ~oso {i`but. ~iant ub co ~ba! Ugoso ~ft to`h*dbahieoado  —  faottoauif` dgfsfduosituid ub co hbtuosoe ia ugoto ceeian {i`but, faeub co ijcoe ia ugbto ~gb `fdloe iu! F eo`idfuo ctiaott, hbs iu ~ft f`` ubb ofty hbs ugo singu jiwuso ub bxosh`b~ iaub bxos*

dbahieoado fae oxoa fssbnfado, fae iu ~ft ia hiaeian ugfu cf`fadougfu ugo iatusdubst. menjoau fae ow{osioado ~ft jbtu tusoudgoe!Cu ugoso ~ft f`tb gjbs fae sodsofuiba  —  cbyitg, cbituosbtfae tui`` xosy jdg tgb~ian f Todbae ^bs`e ^fs gosiufno!

Ji``ouu hiuuoe iaub f`` ugit ~iug iadsoftian ofto! Cu ugoso ~ftjbso! Tbjo~goso f`ban ugo `iao, git db``ofnot gfe codbjof~fso ugfu go gfe fa f`uos onb! Abcbey lao~ hbs dosufia ~gougos iudfjo afusf``y hsbj git cfdlnsbae, bs ~gougos iu gfe cooa{idloe { f`ban ugo ~fy! ^gidgoxos ~ft ugo usug, go gfe f

jfsxo``bt oyo hbs dbjoey fae jijidsy   —  go db`e co fafddbj{`itgoe Dbdlaoy bs Isitgjfa ~goa go dgbto ub! Cu iutoojoe ugo dgfsfduos ~gidg c`oaeoe Cosuio ^bbtuos, f Cfuu`o bh Csiufia {i`bu, fae fa Bwhbse*oedfuoe db`baif` fejiaitusfubs,tf``y csbngu ugo jbtu `fngt! Ugo cbtt tt{oduoe iu ub cojbso fa fdu ugfa tbjougian hsbj git cfdlnsbae, cu ~gfuoxosugo dfto, ugo oae*{sbedu ~ft fa oanfnian fae `ilofc`o bao!

Tijba ~ft eot{osfuo ub jflo iu ft f hinguos {i`bu! [btiuibaoefu fcbu oingug bs aiaug ia ugo {odlian bseos ba ugo dbsto bh 

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hihuy bs tb, go ~ft dbjhbsufc`y ia ugo saaian hbs f {btuian ub ugohinguos fexfadoe usfiaian tdgbb`! Afjot bh ugbto nbian ub mout, ubgofxiot fae ub go`idb{uost ~b`e abu co faabadoe hbs f ho~ efyt you, cu Tijba lao~ ugfu go ~b`e gfxo ub co {souuy a`dly ub jitt bu! Go lao~ f`tb ugfu f nbbe {oshbsjfado iaugo fosbt dbj{ouiuiba ~b`e {sbcfc`y d`iadg iu, fae ugt go gfecooa ugsi``oe ub jflo ugo tgbsu `itu! Ub fa owuoau, ugit ~ft f`tb ~gy go ~ft tb eitusfngu fcbu ugo ~fy git h`y*bhh gfe nbao,f`ugbng git jfia eitf{{biaujoau ~ft ia lab~ian ugfu ugo cbttgfe tooa tdg f sb{oy {oshbsjfado! Ia git gofsu go lao~ ugfu ugodbaeiuibat gfe cooa hb` fae ugfu go sof``y db`ea.u gfxo cooa

ow{oduoe ub gfxo {sbedoe jdg jbso, cu go dstoe git `dl fucoian histu { fae gfxian ub tofsdg fsbae hbs ugo ~ofugos! Ugoeihhid`u dbaeiuibat ugoy.e hbae f`tb `ohu gij ~iug f afnnian fawiouy ugfu ugo cbtt ~b`e dbatieos oiugos ugfu go.e ~gij{oebu bs ugfu go.e {tgoe ugiant ubb hfs! ^gi`tu go `iloe faefejisoe ugo tvfesba dbjjfaeos, go eiea.u lab~ gij ~o`` faegfe cooa `ohu aofty cy ugo b`eos jfa.t aba*dbjjiuuf` ti`oadoesian ugo tbsuio!

.Ih yb.xo nbu ugo dbhhoot, Tijba, ~o.`` nb fae gfxo f vidl 

eocsioh!. Ugo gofe {bloe fsbae ugo dso~ sbbj ebbs fae mtu ftvidl`y eitf{{ofsoe! Tijba hb``b~oe ugo sousofuian cfdl eb~augo dbssiebs ub ugo cbtt.t bhhido!

 Ugo bhhido! Eie fay gieeoa tinaihidfado `io cogiae ugo dgbidobh xoao2 Eo*csiohian dcid`ot ~oso ugo tf` b{uiba, sofei`y fxfi`fc`o, tjf`` fae ij{ostbaf`! ^iug do``*`ilo eijoatibat faetufsl `ingut, ugoy f{{ofsoe db`e! Cu tueoau*iatusdubsso`fuibatgi{t, ci`u ba ugsbngbu ugo `ban dbsto, ~b`eijjoeifuo`y ~fsj ugo fujbt{goso ba jbtu bddftibat! Ugo gfse

dgfist, ugo dgf`lcbfset fae ugo bxosgofe {sbmodubst joso`y `oau fctiaott`ilo fujbt{goso, fae ugo tueoaut ~oso dbjhbsufc`o ~iugugo sbuiao! F d{ bh dbhhoo fae f c`au oxf`fuiba bh ugois `ftu{oshbsjfado! [bttic`y f dgftuoaian ow{osioado, cu to`ebjdbaufiaian ts{sitot! Ugo ybantuost ~oso ugois b~a gfseotudsiuidt, fae sfso`y aooeoe uo``ian ~goa ugois ohhbsut gfe hf``oatgbsu! Jbso ij{bsufau hbs ugo jfmbsiuy bh ugoj ~oso ugo `ofsaian {biaut, ugo ui{t ugfu ~b`e oafc`o ugoj ub ij{sbxo ugo aowu uijo!Oxoa ~goa f tbsuio gfe nbao ~o``, ugoso ~oso annout ugfu ~b`e

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co tub~oe f~fy ia ugo iadsoftian cfal bh ow{osioado ugfu ~b`eco ugoist ub esf~ ba ugsbngbu ugois {i`buian dfsoost!

Toaibs iatusduian tufhh ba ugo tvfesba ~b`e bddftibaf``y dgbbto ub dbaedu eocsioht ia ugois bhhidot! F{{sb{sifuo touuiant ~goaoxos gfse `ottbat gfe ub co eo`ixosoe, bs cfe ao~t ~ft ubco csbloa! [sixfuo< ieof` ~goa f tueoau aooeoe f tgfs{ `ottbafejiaituosian! Cu ba ugo bugos gfae, nbbe hbs dbaeduian fnoau`o eocsioh hb``b~ian fa owdo``oau usi{! Ugo tufhh ~b`e, f`jbtuiatuiaduixo`y, dgbbto ugo xoao ~gidg ~b`e nixo ugo cotu`ofsaian budbjo! Tijba gfe f cfdlnsbae f~fsoaott bh ugo{tydgb`bny bh ugo tiufuiba, cu ~ft afc`o ub sofe ugo {fsuid`fs

afado bh ugit bddftiba! Ugo cbtt ~ft fa ow{osioadoe{sfduiuibaos fae iu ~ft hbs gij ub eodieo ugo usofujoau hbs git{fuioau! Tijba hb``b~oe gij ia ub ugo dfs{ouoe sbbj fae {``oeugo ebbs ub!

.^o.`` abu t{oae ubb jdg uijo ba ugit,. tufsuoe ugo cbtt!.I.xo nbu f db{`o jbso bh ugoto usi{t ub dsfdl ia cohbso ugo ~ofugos hiaf``y d`fj{t! Uflo f tofu! Singu ugoa, ~gfu eie ybugial bh ugfu2.

Tijba f`~fyt hbae aaosxian ugo iaxiufuiba ub eocsioh git

b~a tbsuio, cu gfe dbjo ub sodbnaito ugo ufduid ft ugo dbsto ~oau ba! Eof` ~iug iu cy coian gbaotu, go gfe f`~fyt hbae cotu!Eba.u usy ub cstg bcxibt hf`ut aeos ugo dfs{ou, cu fu ugotfjo uijo eba.u co ubb cfdl~fse fcbu {idlian bu ~gfu toojoeub gfxo nbao ~o``! Fcbxo f``, co dbadito fae eba.u sfjc`o!

.^o`` tis,. go confa, .I hbae ugo dbaeiuibat xosy eihhid`u, faeub uo`` ugo usug jbtu bh jy hbdt ~ft ia hiaeian ~ofugos ugfu ~fttfc`o fae `onf`! I.j abu dbaxiadoe oxoa ab~ ugfu ugo fsof ~odgbto ~ft sof``y { ub iu, cu yb eiea.u tfy fayugian ub ugo

dbausfsy tb I {sottoe fgofe! I f`jbtu ~itg I gfea.u  — codfto ugofosbt ~oso esofeh`! Fae I.j tbssy fcbu ugfu `faeian!. Ugoso ~ft f ti`oado, ~gidg Tijba ubbl ub co fa iaxiufuiba ub dbauiao!.I.xo jfyco `ou jyto`h eb~a ~iug ugfu usi{, tis! I dfa eohiaiuo`y ebjdg couuos!.

 F {fto! .Yot I lab~ yb dfa Tijba!. Ugo xbido ~ft hsioae`y fae softtsian! .^o.xo h`b~a ubnougos cohbso fae I.xo sofe ybsso{bsu hb`eos! I lab~ yb dfa eb couuos fosbcfuidt ugfa ugfu! Hbsugo sodbse, I ugial ugo bugost ~i`` hiae ugiant fu `oftu ft eihhid`u

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ubefy, tb I tgb`ea.u ~bssy fcbu ugo budbjo! Ugo ~iaaos ~i``{bttic`y oiugos co ugo bao ~gb {oshbsjt ugo `oftu cfe`y ia ubefy.tdbaeiuibat, bs ugo bao ~gb `dli`y tujc`ot iaub f nbbe d`ofs{fudg fae uflot fexfaufno! @iho, fae h`yian, it xosy jdg eb~a ubugo sc bh ugo nsooa! Xosy ahfis, ~o f`` lab~! Cu ugo usidl it ubsieo ybs `dl ~goa iu dbjot ybs ~fy! Jflo ybs b~a, oxoa! Fae tgsn bhh cfe `dl ~goa iu tusilot! Ia hfdu ugo ~ofugos it tbjfsniaf` ugfu iu.t {bttic`o ugo h`ingu dbjjfaeost fae I jingugfxo ub cfto ugo sot`u ba ybs {ftu sodbset! Tb eba.u ~bssy fcbu ybs fcytjf` tovoado!.

 Fabugos {fto, esian ~gidg ugo cbtt dbxosu`y bctosxoe

Tijba.t sofduiba ub git eotdsi{uiba bh ugo fosbt ft fcytjf` !Abugian< abu f h`idlos! Go sonituosoe Tijba.t dbb`aott ia ugodisdjtufadot< {fsu`y afusf`, go eodieoe, cu {fsu`y d`uixfuoe! ^gidgoxos ugo dfto, fa fejisfc`o fuusicuo! Go dbauiaoe!

.Fae I.xo dosufia`y tooa ~bsto `faeiant! Jy nsfaay eie baohbsuy bs tb yofst fnb!. Ugo cbtt nf}oe bu bh ugo ~iaeb~,f`ugbng tsso{uiuibt`y dbauiaian ub bctosxo ugo tueoau.tsofduiba ub ugit hsugos mico! Go ~ft {`oftoe ub abuo ugfu Tijba ~ft uflian iu ia ugo singu t{isiu! Go gfe cooa hfis`y tso ugfu ugit

 ~b`e co ugo dfto! @ilo f`` bh git iatusdubst, go.e cooaiadsoftian`y ij{sottoe cy Tijba.t {oshbsjfado ba ugo dbsto! Yban Ji``ouu gfe f `bu bh {buoauif`, ft ~o`` ft {ostbaf`iuy! Faego gfe jbso ugfa ugfu! [sotoado, iu ~ft lab~a ft ia ugo Tosxidot<f jfa ~iug {sotoado db`e nb f `ban ~fy! Cu go ~ft tui`` yban! Ugo ~iant ~oso abu you {iaaoe ub ugo dgotu, fae ugo hinguos{btuian abu tinaoe fae tof`oe! Go ~ft aeostufaeian`y tui``fawibt! Ugo cbtt eodieoe ub go`{ gij bu!

.Ugbto dbaeiuibat ~oso hb`! I ~ft hb``b~ian ybs ugbngu

{sbdottot ugsbng! Fae hbs ugo sodbse, I db`ea.u eitfnsoo ~iugfay bh ybs eoditibat! I ~b`e gfxo tfie tb ih I gfe, cu I ugial yb nbu ugo jfwijj bu bh ugo tbsuio fae fu ugo tfjo uijosojfiaoe ~iugia ugo `ouuos fae t{isiu bh ugo s`ot! Ji`iufsy h`yian sfso`y nbot ub {`fa, fae iu.t ~goa dbaeiuibat fso fu ugois jbtueihhid`u ugfu ~o aooe ub co fu bs cotu! Aoxos jiae ugo eoufi`t bh ugo fosbt tovoado< loo{ { ugo tbsu bh {oshbsjfado yb nfxoubefy fae yb.`` abu nb hfs ~sban!.

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Tijba usioe ub sojfia ij{fttixo, cu f ting bh so`ioh otdf{oefeic`y! Eoo{ eb~a go gfea.u ugbngu ugfu f`` gfe cooa `btu!Aoxosugo`ott, aui` go.e gofse iu hsbj ugo gbsto.t jbug, go.ecooa fawibt! F hfiau tji`o ugsofuoaoe ub dsfdl git hofusot ft godfngu gijto`h so`fwian, cu go vidl`y dgodloe gijto`h, tui``gfxian ugo {sotoado bh jiae ub lab~ ugfu ugit sfdo ~ft abu f``sa you  —  `ou f`bao ~ba! Softtsian ft ugo cbtt.t dbjjoaut gfecooa, go ~ft tui`` ia ugo bhhido! Ugo tvfesba dbjjfaeos toatoeugo yban jfa a~iaeian fae f`jbtu ho`u git aooe ub nou bu faetgbu git so`ioh ub ugo gofxoat! Go ~ft f liae`y jfa, fae go.ecooa ugoso gijto`h abu tb jfay yofst fnb! Uijo ub so`ofto ugo

cby!.BL Tijba, I jtu nou ba! Eb yb gfxo fay ijjoeifuo{biaut bs votuibat hbs jo2.

.Ab tis, ugfu.t hiao! Ugfalt f `bu!. Ugoy cbug tubbe {!

.Singu ugoa, I jtu nb fae sbae { ugo aowu xiduij! Too ybugit oxoaian fu gf{{y gbs2.

.Fctb`uo`y&. Tijba ~ft f`jbtu ow{`beian ~iug so`ioh!

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Dgf{uos Ugsoo

Uysbt

 Ugoy ~oau ugois to{fsfuo ~fyt, Tijba sousaian ub ugo dso~ sbbj! Go ~ft asodbnaitfc`o hsbj ugo eitdbatb`fuo ~sodl ~gbgfe sousaoe hsbj git h`ingu `ott ugfa fa gbs fnb! Ugo bugostueoaut `banian fsbae `bbloe { hsbj ugois jfnf}iaot bsnfjot bh dfset ~iug ow{odufady! ^gi`tu ugoy ~oso iauosotuoe iagofsian bh ugo ~ofugos, bh ugo usi{ fae ugo eocsioh, ugoy db`e too

ijjoeifuo`y ugfu Tijba ~ft { hbs f {oshbsjfado  —  fae iu ~ftf`~fyt ~bsug coian {sotoau hbs bao bh ugbto!

Euih``y, git hsioae Jfd  —  f`tb ba ugo dbj{ouiuiba tgbsu*`itufae ofsjfsloe hbs hinguost  —  hoe gij ugo do `iao= .Gb~.e ugfunb, jfuo2.

 Ugo yban jfa aooeoe ab hsugos oadbsfnojoau! .^o`` `bblgoso, yb dgf{t, iu ~ft f efjaoe d`bto*sa ugian !!!. 

 Ugo cbyt lao~ ~gfu ~ft dbjian! Ugoy ~oso `ofsaian sf{ie`y ugfu ugo Sbyf` Fis Hbsdo bh ugo tiwuiot ~ft fa bsnfaitfuiba bh jfay hfdout, fae ugoy.e f`` f`sofey hbae f sidg xoia bh gjbs iaugo dgfsfduositfuibat bh ugo xfsibt noaosfuibat fae cfdlnsbaet! U~b ~bs`e ~fst gfe cooa ugo dfuf`ytut hbs ugo iadsoeic`y sf{ieeoxo`b{joau bh ugit yban Tosxido, fae iut tubsiot fae hb`l`bsogfe ci`u { ft vidl`y ft iut {ob{`o gfe jfusoe ia ugo hisot bh dbjcfu! Ugo yban joa bh ugo tiwuiot jfsxo``oe fu ugo iahiaiuo xfsiouy bh ugo ngbtut ugoy toatoe f`` fsbae ugoj, fu ugo

dbausftuian cfdlnsbaet bh ugbto ~gb, ia hihuy tgbsu yofst, gfe

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hbae dbjjba dfto ia ugo fis! Ugoy toatoe ugo ajituflfc`oiah`oado bh ugo abu*tb*hfs*bhh*efyt bh uof efadot fae hbsjf`iuy,bh tosxfaut fae d`ftt, bh Sfm fae Oj{iso! Ugoy gfe ab eihhid`uy ia dbamsian ijfnot bh ugo {ibaoosian efyt bh ugbto hbaeian hfugost= nsftt fosbesbjot ebuuoe ~iug tusiancfnt jfeo bh ~bbefae dfaxftt< aihbsjt dbj{`ouo ~iug ging cbbut fae csoodgot<`ofugos go`jout fae nbnn`ot hbs ugo yban n`feifubst< tjo``t bh sccos fae dfaxft, bh eb{o fae fxifuiba t{isiu! Ugbto joa gfenixoa xf`ifau tosxido esian cbug ~fst, ia ugo dbdl{iu fae ba ugodbjjfae tufhht, fae gfe sitoa ub {btiuibat hsbj ~gidg ugoy.ebxostooa ugo iausbeduiba bh ugo histu mout! Cu tui``, ia souisojoau,

ugois t{isiut iah`oadoe ubefy.t ao~ cbyt! Fa iauosxoaian noaosfuiba gfe oauosoe ugo SFH esian ugoTodbae ^bs`e ^fs, tbjo gfxian mbiaoe { eisodu`y hsbj ugo Xb`auoos Sotosxo, cu cy hfs ugo jfmbsiuy bh ugoj ft dbatdsi{ut! Ugo {c`id tdgbb`cbyt ~gb.e h`b~a ugo hinguost, usfat{bsut faecbjcost, fae ugo dfsubba dgfsfduositfuibat ~gb gfe cjc`oefae h`baeosoe ugsbng usfiaian, gfe ab~ sofdgoe jiee`o fno! Ugbto ~gb gfe b{uoe hbs {osjfaoau tosxido fhuos ugo ~fs gfeebao ~o``, fae jfay ~oso ab~ f{{sbfdgian ugo {iaafd`o bh 

dbjjfae! Bxostoft gosbot gfe mbiaoe ~goa ugois b~a dbausiotgfe cooa bxossa fae gfe tosxoe n`bsibt`y ~iug ugo SFH,sojfiaian fhuos ugo ~fs ia ugois feb{uoe `fae fae Tosxido! Jfay SFH tufuibat db`e tui`` cbftu [b`ot fae D}odgt fjbantu ugoisdbj{`ojoaut, fae ugo h`yian usfiaian tdgbb` fu SFH Fdl`ianuba ~ft ab owdo{uiba< iut `ial usfiaos  —  ugo {sijiuixo h`ingu tij`fubsbh ugo efy  — ~ft sa ia ugo tiwuiot cy f db{`o bh iatdsufc`o fae ~o``*aing iadbj{sogoatic`o [b`itg T{iuhiso {i`but!

Iaub ugit toftbaoe jiw gfe dbjo Tijba fae git ao~`y*mbiaoe

dbjsfeot  —  ugo cfcy*cbbjost  —  ugo dgi`esoa bh ugo `fuo hbsuiotfae ofs`y hihuiot! Ugoy.e nsb~a { lab~ian hbbe sfuibaian faegfe cooa dbatdibt, ia ugois ofs`y yofst, bh ugo cbjc tiuot ~gidgeithinsoe oxosy tcscfa tusoou `ilo n`y nf{t ia f sb~ bh sbuuoauooug! Ugoy.e cooa tcmodu ub ugois {fsoaut. eotisot ub sousa ubugo {so*~fs tufut vb, cu gfe cooa {``oe tusban`y ia ugo bugoseisoduiba cy ugo iadsoftian`y jfuosif` eojfaet bh ugo sbdl*fae*sb`` d`uso ugfu gfe t{sofe hsbj ugo bugos tieo bh ugo Fu`fauid! Ugoy.e `ixoe ugois uooafno yofst ia ugo tiwuiot< ugo efyt bh jbet

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fae sbdlost< bh jiai*tlisut fae jfsigfaf< bh cfa*ugo*cbjc faeCofu`ot! Ugoy.e cooa f~fso ugfu, ub jfay bh ugois {oost, ugo ieofbh mbiaian ugo fsjoe hbsdot, ~iug ugois vfiau dbeot bh cogfxibsfae abuibat bh gbabs, ~ft eoo{`y ahftgibafc`o! Cu ugo `so bh ugo owdiuian ao~ mout gfe fuusfduoe ugoj! Ugo jinguy X`dfaad`ofs cbjcos< ugo C`fdl Fssb~t  `bb{ian u~oauy*u~b Gauostbxos ugo Hfsacbsbng Fis Tgb~< fae ugo t{ostbaid @inguaian iauosdo{ubs! Hbs f dgfado ub h`y ugoto owdiuian jfdgiaot, jfay fyban jfa gfe tcmoduoe gijto`h ub ugo iaeinaiuy bh gfxian gith`b~ian `bdlt tgbsa iaub f tgbsu*cfdl*fae*tieot cy ugo dfj{cfscos ba efy bao bh git dgbtoa dfsoos!

 Ugoy.e hbae ugo eitdi{`iao hbsoina fae ugo usfeiuibat faetbdif` sovisojoaut fafdgsbaituid! Sitian fu hixo*ugisuy hbs [U baf hsbtuy fishio`e< tdf`ian jbaufiat dfssyian uo`onsf{g {b`ot ba`ofeostgi{*usfiaian owosditot< jfsdgian { fae eb~a ia i``*hiuuian cbbut< fuuoaeian dbj{`tbsy dgsdg {fsfeo< coian hiuuoe ~iug ~giuo ~ian db``fst hbs hbsjf` eiaaost ia ugo jott< gfxian ub cy usi`cy gfut tb ugfu ugoy gfe tbjougian ub sfito ~goa toaibsbhhidost. ~ixot {fttoe cy< fae jflian f euy xitiu ub ugo tufuibadbjjfaeos.t ~iho hbs fhuosabba uof, `ofxian ugois df``ian dfset ia

f ti`xos usfy ba ugo gf`` ufc`o ft ugoy eo{fsuoe! Ugoy.e cooadbatdibt bh ugo isbay, ia ugbto iadsoftian`y*`icosfuoe uijot, bh gfxian jbxoe iaub ~gfu ~ft, iatieo ugo hoado, fa `usf*dbatosxfuixo ~bs`e! Db`e ugit bsnfaitfuiba, ugoy bhuoa ftloeugojto`xot, sof``y co owituian ia tdg f hbsj ia 69892

Cu aeos ugo tshfdo, fae fnfiatu f`` bu~fse f{{ofsfadot,ugo SFH ~ft oxb`xian fae jbeosaitian! Fae ia fay dfto ugogjbs bh tiufuibat iaxfsifc`y ~ba ugsbng! ^gi`tu ugo tueoauth``y tctdsicoe ub ugo xf`ot fae ougbt ugfu hbsjoe ugo coesbdl 

bh ugo SFH, ugoy ~oso afc`o ub sotitu ugo dbjoey {buoauif` bh ugo dtubjt bh ugo `iho iaub ~gidg ugoy gfe cooa {`anoe, fae iuubbl `iuu`o ub tou ugoj bhh ba ij{sbj{u jijidsy bh ugois ao~*hbae gosiufno! [bj{bt db`baif` fejiaitusfubst ~b`e tusu ugotufno, ubnougos ~iug Db`bao` C`ij{t fae ugois `fey ~ixot! [i`bu Bhhidos [saot  ~b`e cjc`o, gb{o`ott`y, ugsbng tbsuiot< ij{osibt ^ian Dbjjfaeost. ~ixot ~b`e sbae`y cosfuo ugois cfujoa<fae Tosnofaut ~b`e sfno, soe hfdoe, fu oslt, bseosian ugonsftt ub co {fiauoe nsooaos fae ugo dbf` ub co ~giuo*~ftgoe!

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 Ugoso ~ft ab tueoau jbso feo{u ugfa Tijba fusodbnaitian ugo hfsdo ia f tiufuiba fae ia dsytuf``itian ugoottoado bh ugo gjbs iaub u~b bs ugsoo {iugy `iaot, fae iuubbl ab todbae cieeian ub nou gij `fadgoe! Go ~b`e ~fsjub git {oshbsjfado ft git f`uosafuixo {ostbafo go`e ugo dso~*sbbj tufno! Fae ubefy, ugo dgfsfduos sodbauian git ow{`biut ~ft git Cfuu`o bh Csiufia hinguos fdo!!!

.!!!Ugoso I ~ft dgf{t, {tieo eb~a ~iug abugian ba ugo d`bdl cu ugo jflos.t afjo! [fttian ugsbng fano`t aiao }osb, ugo ~ofugos d`fnnoe ia,fae hbs f jbjoau I ugbngu I.e gfxo ub {fadflo ba ugo .esbjo! Uo`` yf ~gfu b`e cby, iu ~ft ~bsto ugfa gfxian f eb}oa Gat ba j.ufi`! Ugoa 

fabugos dfjo fu jo bu bh ugo ta  — 

~o``  — 

ih ugo joj.tfgic db`e gfxo tooa jo tgo.e gfxo gfe liuuoat eba.u yf lab~ !!! Dfssugost ~ft f`sofey eb~a ia h`fjot fae ugoa I t{buuoe f Mossy jflian f coo`iao hbs Hbtlouu !!!. 

 Ugo tubsy nso~ cinnos fae jbso a`ilo`y cy ugo jiauo,fae cy ugo uijo go ~ft ugsbng ugo dso~sbbj gfe eittb`xoe!Hbs Tijba, fay sojfiaian ebcut fae eoxi`t dbadosaian ugofosbt dbj{ouiuiba ~oso ow{snfuoe! Dbahieoau ia git fci`iuiotfae fu gbjo ia ugo SFH bh ugo efy, go db`e gfse`y ~fiu ub

nou tufsuoe ba git owdiuian dfsoos h`yian hinguost! Go ~ft sofey hbs ugo aowu dgf``oano!

 Ugo ~ofugos nbu ab couuos ft ugo efy ~bso ba, fae ugo`fuos ft{isfaut gfe ab jbso `dl ugfa Tijba! Ft etl ho``,cbug tueoaut fae iatusdubst ~oso sofey ub a~iae, fae ugoy fembsaoe oa jftto ub ugo bhhidost. jott hbs gf{{y gbs! Ugoiatusdubst {u ba f cfsso` bh coos ub lidl ugiant bhh, fae ugo xb`jo bh dgfuuos sbto sf{ie`y ft ubanot `bbtoaoe! ^fsj

ciuuos ~ft ugo esial bh ugo efy, fae esy ugsbfut jfeo tgbsu ~bsl bh ugo histu oinguy {iaut! Cohbso `ban, ugo dfaeiefuot iaugo fosbcfuid dbj{ouiuiba gfe abiti`y d`ccoe ubnougos ub `fy ba ugo todbae cfsso`, fae cy ab~ ugo oxoaian ~ft fiscbsao!Gfaet nsf{gidf``y notusoe ugois ~fy ugsbng ijjfd`fuofosbcfuid tovoadot, fae tafudgot bh  .!!! ugoso I ~ft !!!.  tubsiottshfdoe eitmbiauoe`y hsbj ugo cfcc`o! Tbjocbey b{oaoe ugo`ie bh ugo jott {ifab fae esfnnoe { f tubb`! Cohbso `ban ugojfttoe dgbist aiuoe, sncy tbant f`uosafuian ~iug h`yian 

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eiuuiot! Ugo ao~ cbyt ~oso ~bse*{oshodu cbug ia ugo ^bs`e ^fs U~b dgbstot fae ia jbso sodoau, Fjosidfa bhhosianthsbj ugo Lbsofa fae Xiouafj dbah`idut! N`fttot ~fxoeatuofei`y ub ugo sgyugjt, t`b{{ian ugois dbauoaut fae `icosf``y tbflian aoingcbst fae h`bbs f`ilo! Ugo fujbt{goso nsfef``y ugidloaoe hsbj ugo tjblo bh ugo f`jbtu aixostf` dinfsouuot! ^gfu ugoy `fdloe ia uaoh`aott ugoy jfeo { hbs ia xb`jo,fae bsafjoaut sbdloe ba tgo`xot ft `tuy uoabs xbidotsotbafuoe fdsbtt ugo fis~fxot!

 Uofjt hbsjoe fae jbxoe hsbj bu*tianian ofdg bugos ubdgf``oanian b{{baoaut ub esialian dbj{ouiuibat! Ugoy mbtuoe

atuofei`y ~iug csbbjtuidlt, {sbufnbaitut sitlian `iho fae `ijcia `ougf` cidyd`o gofe*ub*gofet f`ban ugo jott dbssiebst! Yfsetbh f`o eo`noe tgisu hsbaut, fae ugo dfs{ou fae ugois aihbsjtthhosoe you jbso efjfno ft so`fyt bh esialost oj{uioe {iaut,aodl fae aodl, ia tdgbbaos sfdot! Ugoy disdjafxinfuoe ugosbbj ~iugbu ubdgian ugo h`bbs, sbfst bh eositiba nsoouian dbauotufaut ~gb dfjo dsftgian eb~a hsbj ugo f``*ubb*afssb~ jfauo`{iodo! Ugoy {`fyoe dse , f jbsuf``y*efanosbt xostiba bh ci``ifset ~iug ab dot cu ~iug jbso cbei`y dbaufdu ugfa

sncy! Ub sbfst bh f{{sbxf`, ugo cbtt {oshbsjoe git fdd`fijoe {so*h`ingu iat{oduiba  dfcfsou fdu, git T{iuhiso so{sotoauoe cy feiaian dgfis tufaeian ba f ufc`o fae git .{i`bu. feb{uian ugo{ostbaf bh Dgfs`io Dgf{`fia! Fae ugoy tfan fae esfal faetfan fnfia aui`, cy jie*oxoaian, ugoy db`e tian fae esial abjbso! Ugo {fsuy ugiaaoe bu ft ugoy ~oau ugois to{fsfuo ~fyt,eit{ostian ub `idl ugois ~baet!

Ab `ijct gfe cooa csbloa, cu ugoso ~oso tbso gofet ugo

aowu jbsaian ft ugo cbyt tusfnn`oe ub f `fuo csoflhftu! Fae, ~gi`tu ugoso gfe cooa ab tosibt efjfno, ugoso ~ft tui`` ugocfs ub d`ofs { fae ugo bee {iodo bh hsaiuso ub so{fis! Hbs, ~gi`tu ugoto yban joa ~oso bh ugo tiwuiot noaosfuiba, ugoy gfe vidl`y fctbscoe ugo b`e*hftgibaoe d`uso! Ugoy ~b`ea.ugfxo toe ugo ~bse gbabs , cu iu tso`y ~ft fu `oftu f d`bto`y*so`fuoe dbado{u ugfu iatituoe ugoy ugojto`xot tgb`e d`ofs {ugo jott ugoy gfe jfeo! Ugoto eit{fsfuo uy{ot, owoj{`ihioe cy ugbto ~gb gfe dbauotuoe ugo fosb dbj{ouiuiba fae ugbto ~gb

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gfea.u  —  cu ~gb gfe do`ocsfuoe ovf``y gfse  — ~oso {fsu bh ugobao h`yian d`c!