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1 Collage as subjective experience: Transitioning, relinquishing, becoming Alison F Bell, University of the West of Scotland Abstract Through reflexivity and its intrinsic multiple interpretations of the ‘image’, collage allows one to find the words to express subjective experience. By a practicing artist searching for a method of enquiry through creative practice that seamlessly merges the making and the textual, this article will outline the narrative of a synthesis of the thinking through making and ongoing reflexivity where collage is used as a form of methodology within a practice based Ph.D. Keywords creative process collage subjective experience reflexivity ‘Collage’ is derived from the French word, coller, to stick, a cut and paste process now familiar through our use of digital technology. However, it goes back considerably further; 1000 years ago Japanese calligraphers used torn bits of paper to embellish their written texts and it continues to appear sporadically, for example with Victorians using it to express their family narratives in scrapbooks. More recently, it could be said to have paved the way for the onset of postmodernism (Denzin 2008: 3) that is itself almost
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Collage as subjective experience: Transitioning, relinquishing, becoming

Alison F Bell, University of the West of Scotland

Abstract

Through reflexivity and its intrinsic multiple interpretations of the ‘image’, collage

allows one to find the words to express subjective experience. By a practicing artist

searching for a method of enquiry through creative practice that seamlessly merges the

making and the textual, this article will outline the narrative of a synthesis of the thinking

through making and ongoing reflexivity where collage is used as a form of methodology

within a practice based Ph.D.

Keywords

creative process

collage

subjective experience

reflexivity

‘Collage’ is derived from the French word, coller, to stick, a cut and paste process now

familiar through our use of digital technology. However, it goes back considerably

further; 1000 years ago Japanese calligraphers used torn bits of paper to embellish their

written texts and it continues to appear sporadically, for example with Victorians using it

to express their family narratives in scrapbooks. More recently, it could be said to have

paved the way for the onset of postmodernism (Denzin 2008: 3) that is itself almost

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‘collage-like’ in that it disrupts our sense of reality and the generally understood aesthetic

unity of things by reflecting the very way we see the world, with objects being given

meaning not from within themselves, but rather through the way we perceive how they

stand in relationship to one another. S. Finlay (2000) observed that, when viewed

together, the elements of collage combine multiple meanings from individual and

sociocultural influences and so bring disparate voices of the internal–personal and

external–contextual to a commonplace namely, the arena of the human condition.

Collage does not preclude conventional ‘artistic skill’ but it encourages creative

exploration; therein rests its inherent attraction for artist/researchers as it offers the gift of

multiple voices. This article explores issues within an auto-ethnographic study of

subjective experience, specifically, those of transitioning, relinquishing and becoming,

how it feels to age as a woman artist and how re-representation of the self might evolve.

It is perhaps less daunting to relate to the idea of this research as a human enquiry into

subjectivity that we all share but that is often difficult to evaluate within an academic

context. By working within the comparative safety net of generated images, rather than

articulating through the linear precision of words, how might collage help to untangle the

complex and frequently unresolved emotions contained within this human state? Through

creatively ‘playing’ with images and their multiple meanings, might one use the

advantages of collage’s visual indeterminacy while slowly reaching for possible

understanding?

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I began creating a series of what I loosely define as being collaged works; these examine,

respond to and reflect on subjective experience, in particular, my own ageing process as a

woman artist. My reason for choosing collage as a method of enquiry was that I needed a

way of generating images that might evolve as a way of visualizing unarticulated emotion

while not being dependent on my own making skills as a textile artist. Intuition and my

inner need to visualize it navigate my collage process, its path is articulated through

hand-made or appropriated images working in tandem, inter-connected, each having

specific qualities that enhance reflection at any given time. I am drawn towards ways of

slow making, such as with silk, hand-made paper and stitching, but I also found myself

intuitively reaching for ready made images from the media as these seemed to offer an

immediate visual language that best embodied inner conflict and uncertainty.

T. Barone and E. W. Eisner (1997: 73–98), when distinguishing art from science, defined

several criteria integral to an arts-based enquiry – notably to ‘create a new vision that

draws the audience in, thereby provoking new ways of looking at situations’. These new

insights and ways of knowing permit us to re-examine ourselves from multiple

perspectives and confirm that ‘one’s subjectivity is shifting and contradictory – not

stable, fixed and rigid’ (Richardson 2008: 447). When writing on auto-ethnography as a

method of qualitative enquiry, H. S. Jones (2008: 207) suggests that it ‘creates charged

moments of clarity, connection and change’. Some have highlighted specific aspects of a

postmodernist approach to research which advocate multiple routes into qualitative

enquiry (Bochner 1997; Denzin 1997; Ellis 2004). L. Richardson (2008: 476) states that

‘no method has a privileged status’. R. Pelias (2011) describes life narratives as a way of

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making sense of our lives by constructing a personal logic, one which though not

permanent, still offers insight and understanding.

If collage methodology rooted in and led by creative practice is situated in

experimentation, then surely the point ‘is not to reiterate but to innovate, to offer

experiences and insights’ (Bal 2001: 33) to reveal unforeseen thoughts. This idea of

discovery was reinforced for me as I worked with collage, seeing it quite literally from

different perspectives, where multiple interpretations were made visible through the

collage’s spatial contexts.

As part of my creative practice I have always kept sketchbooks, finding them an essential

part of my creative process. For the collage, I also took numerous photographs of the

developing work and my ongoing reflections on its possible meaning and like the work

itself, unexpected realizations can occur during this important time. Working further with

the photographs of the collage, I used simple digital imaging tools in PhotoShop, such as

inverting the image from positive to negative thereby revealing unobserved aspects,

aware that in being led by intuition rather than any aesthetic sense of the visual elements,

might create interesting insights. However, interpretations are just that: snapshots of a

moment in time, captured, put under a microscope, analysed and conclusions drawn.

I had written in my sketchbook on the 31 December 2011:

I like inverting – it allows me to ‘see’ more, or emphasize elements – the work

itself takes on new meaning, even though the original images are poor. Is the

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curled paper a metaphor for my beckoning hand, inviting ‘one’ in? (Figure 1 and

Figure 2)

[Figure 1 Dec 2011]

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[Figure 2 Dec 2011 detail inverted]

At this point in the process, what I found particularly interesting and also reassuring, was

the initial choice of materials and imagery I had selected, that ‘knowing’ when

something is ‘right’ (Claxton 2000) yet not realizing at the time that their significance

would give rise to so much subsequent reflection (Figure 3).

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[Figure 3 Dec 2011 digital images]

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Several days after completing the collage, when I looked at the photographs again, I

wrote in my sketchbook:

I ‘see’ things not visible in the original, I want to ‘pull out’ aspects of the

narrative – not an aesthetic decision – something else, more intuitive, to do with

what’s in my head. Can/should I do this? It’s to do with the heads and torsos – the

parts I added seem unimportant now, apart from the strong blue vertical line. Am

I responding to the visual or to the ‘felt’? Not sure. Is there a line where the visual

and the ‘felt’ touch? Is this the strong vertical line I have drawn with paint,

dividing the image in two; the observer and the observed?

This realization was important; the dividing line held greater meaning than what I had

hitherto imagined. Through photography and simple digital manipulation I had used

inversion as a way of seeing into the collage; this perspective, where the negative

becomes the positive, reframed the collage and allowed thoughts to evolve. Like looking

in a mirror and seeing one’s opposite (Figure 4).

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[Figure 4 Dec 2011 inverted]

I continued writing in the sketchbook:

What is emerging now is that as I uncover hidden feelings, I can’t actually write

the words on the image itself. I can do it here, (in my sketchbook) or in my

journal, but not on the image […] slow analysis comes over time […] I’d rather

unravel the threads, returning to it often, to see where my interpretations are.

(Figure 5)

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[Figure 5 Dec 2011 detail]

Thinking of G. Claxton’s description of the work itself, ‘evolving over time’, I found

myself in the position of being unable to direct the viewer to the heart of my thinking.

Any ‘signposting’ felt premature, more time needed to pass, to reflect and for ideas to

simmer. Wallas (1992) has a classic model for creativity: preparation where reason is

applied, ‘impasse and incubation’ when it is not really worked on at all, illumination and

finally, verification. This might appear dispassionate for something so fundamentally

human and subjective, but having worked with this particular collage, it made complete

sense. It felt rather too ‘thick’ for me to even see it objectively, as it revealed deeply held

emotions too uncomfortable to contemplate (Barone and Eisner 1997).

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The next few days were spent writing and reflecting on the collage process and what it

might mean. An entry from my sketchbooks reads:

This is what I see now – the 3D head is watching the compliant 2D figures, rising

from the earth to look down, not intervene. Yet the 2D figures do seem to be

being protected, possibly by themselves, from themselves? I wonder. The strong

vertical line is a divide, a border between the true self and the ‘performances’ one

plays. Will they integrate or stay separate?

Thinking about collage as an evolving series of intuitive visualizations of inner thought, I

find that my journals and sketchbooks are crucial to this whole process of creation and

reflection, what D. Schön (1991) called ‘reflection on action’. Nothing else would ‘work’

for me as a means of accurately capturing the sensory details at the moment of creation;

even down to the way I write in the journal and sketchbooks, the varying size of the

writing and the pens I have used, they all leave a visual and textual impression of how I

felt, held within that moment in time (Figure 6).

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[Figure 6 journal writing]

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Collage acts as a bridge between theory, my reflections and creative practice and the final

artwork, the collage is not the final product; it is a methodological framework for my

research. Collage creates a snapshot, a moment in time of my thoughts and feelings at the

moment. I also use a very simple camcorder and as a way of documenting and recording

how the collage develops and perhaps more importantly, how I feel about it both during

making and later, when I have had time for reflection. What is interesting about this way

of documenting is that it captures moving time rather than a still image, taken with a

camera. The juxtaposition of the fixed camera image and the moving image of the

camcorder enhances insight. The image quality is adequate for further visual insight

gained from simple digital imaging, often revealing something significant missed when

using a camera and photographs. My own voice on the video conveys meaning quite

different to that of my written words, it feels more spontaneous. While speaking, it is

much easier to capture my intentions and less disruptive than it is to write. While walking

and reflecting, I often talk into my mobile phone, this too reveals unseen elements of the

collage. This is an interesting aspect, one I will investigate at a later date. Documenting

alongside simultaneous making is crucial though sometimes difficult; yet I have found

that when I have created a collage with very little written documentation, subsequent

reflection can feel rather ‘thin’; over time, I may have often forgotten what each part of

the collage really meant and perhaps missing part of its narrative.

I am aware that my sense of the aesthetic and my intuition both vie for my attention as I

create the collage, each trying to direct the rhythm of the making. I am a ‘product’ of my

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time; art school trained in the 1970s with the subsequent sense of the aesthetic instilled

into my thinking over many years, through the influences of Romanticism’s idea of

Nature and my own desire to create beauty, having regarded this as an end in and of

itself. Using my intuition has always been part of my creative process, allowing me to

spin themes, to follow threads, creating a mesh of possibilities. Claxton (2000: 22) notes

that people immersed in a specific way of seeing find it difficult to recognize the

potential in new perspectives. How might I react now as I move through the making of

this collage, if my intuition urges me towards visual dissonance, how would my aesthetic

self-deal with that? Might I consciously allow such a situation to occur within the sacred

space of creativity if it runs counter to my artistic training? Could I then trust what I

created to be a true representation of my inner thoughts, at that moment in time? Is it a

real response or is it a well composed picture, a conscious construct, aesthetically

pleasing and containing the requisite balance of visual elements? Perhaps this splitting of

hairs, dividing up the creative process into its constituent parts is self-defeating, if my

aim is to shed light on my own thinking by being drawn into the realities of the collage?

Further comments from my sketchbook remind me of Claxton’s observation about the

‘seed of recognition’ (2006). I sense ‘that this will become important for me – not so

much the doing as the why I do it. It is a response; I am not aware of thinking, planning,

envisioning – just feeling my way, sensory not cognitive, it is intuitive, what Hughes

called ‘breaking into that inner life’ (Claxton 2006).

These new visual perspectives on the collage, unanticipated, are offering me a whole

range of possibilities in terms of interpretation; however, what we see depends on our

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angle of vision (Richardson and Lockridge 2004). I notice too that my reflection takes on

subtle shades of understanding and meaning as time goes by and the work itself has had a

chance to gestate; I need patience to resist the desire to end the discomfort of confusion

(Claxton 2000).

It is helpful to return to the collage after some time has elapsed as new levels of

perception reveal themselves. The idea of multiple perspectives is not just a visual

experience, but can act as a ‘trigger’ for further interpretations; perhaps these were

lurking within the subconscious as the collage took shape, or am I seeing it only from my

own perspective?

There can be inherent safety in collage. In using this process of reflection, linear thinking

can give way to ‘relations of juxtaposition and difference’ (Rainey, 1998, cited in Butler-

Kisber 2010). The very nature of collage means that its mesh of visible layers encourages

new ways of looking and thinking about disparate elements. With images as metaphor,

the concrete and explicit are viewed from a safe distance, detached, as the intended and

unintended, the conscious and unconscious, take shape, become real. Raw emotion is

poised, prepared for exposure. In attempting to uncover inner thinking, this protection is

compelling. Over time, the collage process itself ‘lessens conscious control’ (Williams

2000: 104) over what is created and enhances the freedom to communicate deeply held

feelings, by almost being relieved of the responsibility of self-revelation.

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C. A. Mullen suggests that in linear, written texts, one frequently works from ‘head to

heart’ (1999: 292). However, in collage the opposite is possible, as fragments of

experiences, feelings and intuitions are glued onto a page, permitting ‘re-seeing,

relocating and connecting anew’. Artists trust this ‘guiding voice’ implicitly; it steers us

as we venture into those dark places that lurk silently in the recesses of our minds.

Collage itself is like a journey into darkness

(Figure 7 Dark

Spaces).

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In the twentieth century, artists have continuously explored what Jung called the Shadow

(Storr 1998), ‘they have consistently endeavored to look at what is difficult to see: to

press […] into the realms of sorrow, chaos, indeterminacy’ (Hirshfield 1998: 154).

While reading the artist Agnes Martin’s Writings (1991) the previous year and finding

myself deeply moved by her insight into that solitary state of being, as an artist, I had felt

inspired to explore my own recurring dark space by creating a collage of what I sensed

was in my mind, at that moment in time. I have used collage in my creative practice for

several years, visually exploring the spaces between the subtle low relief that this

medium offers. However, this was a new experience for me; to create with no anticipated

ideas or outcome in mind, but just to wander and encounter what emerged along the way,

coaxing out thoughts which might prefer to hide, unarticulated and silent. Rather like

Basho in seventeenth century Japan, wandering unobtrusively observing and commenting

on Nature.

Through being intent on the creating itself, focusing on the slow movements of the hand,

I hear the silence as it eases out irrelevant thoughts and find that the ignored, unseen,

everyday subtleties now have a chance to be heard. Some phrases from the sketchbook,

written at the time;

I see that in working on this, I always start to notice small details from ‘my world’

[…] If I pull the thread tight – the paper bends up towards me – something a

theoretical approach couldn’t have foreseen. […] The raised dimension, […]

looking underneath, beyond, to something else; […] it tempts me to alter my

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viewpoint of ‘dark spaces’. Not directly in front of them but to the side – a

sidelong glance through? It’s so much more interesting when viewed from the

side than from straight in front – that has no energy at all. Lying flat, it looks

spiritual, careful, placed, considered, and detached. Side on it looks alive, full of

rhythm and movement. (Figure 8)

[Figure 8 paper forms together]

As I began taking more photos of the collage from different angles, I wrote in my

sketchbook:

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‘One thing about taking photos of the work, different perspectives emerge, quite

different alongside the actual work resting on the table now beside me.’

‘Seeing in, “caught in” (now) something different, because it’s now and not then?

[…] Looking at the above (images onscreen) – I respond to them. Yet looking at it

on the table – it’s finished. How can this be? It’s time within a “frame” of

yesterday’s light, was it something else? Is it of the “real” work, when I feel it’s

finished (above)? So – what’s real? above – from yesterday – or now?’. What is

really driving this collage forward; my intuition or the aesthetic sense I have

acquired over a lifetime? (Figure 9)

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Figure 9 Paper form]

Further study is required in investigating how the aesthetics of a collage influence its

subsequent interpretation, both by the artist/maker through reflection and also by the

viewer. Can visual dissonance also be an integral part of that aesthetic and might one

remain unperturbed by this, seeing only the metaphor it contains? I shall continue to

investigate this during my Ph.D.

Once I had completed the collage, I wrote in my sketchbook, alongside the image on the

16 February:

This work has surprised me in that I began it flat and it became something else; it

became itself. (Figure 10)

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[Figure 10 Paper

form stitched]

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The way a collage is created has great significance at all stages of the process, either

through the slow, rhythmic act of making where the hand and mind flow in harmony or

when the light shed on inner thought by the rapid decision of selecting a ready-made

image from the media, gives a sense of directional urgency; both offer valuable

perspectives on thinking. I created a collage the week of my 60th birthday; curious to see

how I felt about reaching this culturally significant age (Figure 11). The suppressed

emotion that seemed to erupt from the page surprised me. Collage’s spontaneity, its

immediacy, can be a strength or a stumbling block, particularly when what appears is

unexpected.

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[Figure 11 60th birthday]

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It had been my intention to integrate poetry into the collage as it neared completion,

imagining that this would emphasize what the visual image might lack in meaning, but as

the collage progressed, I found that this was impossible. When I tried to write some text,

my mind remained silent; perhaps there is such a powerful finality with any carefully

chosen words, like a rubber stamp or a full stop, cutting short any further analysis, which

would have shattered the reassuring ambiguity of the collage itself. I wanted to leave

things unsaid, unfinished, unresolved at this point. I did not want that tangible reality of

certainty, of saying ’this is what it means’. We are all too often seduced by literal truth.

Maybe I was unsure of what it was I seemed to be trying to say, or what understanding

the collage conveyed to me, the artist, or possibly I was uncomfortable what the image

revealed, but at this point, I recognized that more time was needed for reflection as the

collage process seemed to have unexpectedly touched a nerve; the unconscious made

real.

It is only through doing, through making, that these inner thoughts reveal themselves. As

part of the methodology, I had carefully written in my sketchbook and journal, the

collage process, my reasons for working with certain images and the subsequent marks

on the paper and I finally did decide to include some single words, but only as a subtle

reminder to myself of the collage’s intended meaning rather than as a signpost for the

viewer. It felt comfortable doing that, but no more than just an occasional word, very

carefully placed within the collage. Claxton when writing on intuition, speaks of what

Ted Hughes called the ‘glimmer’ (Claxton 2006). I recognized this in my hesitancy in

defining the collage with a poem, completing the sentence, closing the frame, perhaps

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suggesting that there is a very subtle but crucial inter-connection between the aesthetic

and the intuitive act in creativity process (Figure 12).

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[Figure 12 60th birthday detail]

I wrote in my sketchbook, as I created this most recent collage in late March 2013:

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the fragile balance between roles and self becomes very taut at times, like

now.[…] I felt I needed to return to the doll image, it’s very meaningful for me.

Malleable, soft, resistant.

It looks so sparse yet it took over six hours to create; slow making and thinking. There is

something very significant in the doll’s head. I sensed that it (the head) will play an

important role in my work (Figure 13 and Figure 14).

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[Figure 13 Heads]

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[Figure 14 Heads detail inverted]

Collage acts as a personal guide in reflexivity or as a means of initiating dialogue with

participants (Butler-Kisber 2010). This approach of ‘initiating dialogue’ is familiar in art

therapy, education and in qualitative research through the use of photographs, images, art,

poetry, music and performance. Its capacity to reach out by using many voices, some

strident, some mere whispers, allows new sounds to emerge, thereby creating possible

resonance between many or just a few. It has been observed that using collage in a

participatory location is seldom straightforward: great care and sensitivity need to be

exercised, time spent beforehand ‘setting the scene’, defining the context and aims,

making it accessible for all concerned, establishing empathy and a location of trust.

However, at this point in the narrative, I have found that working on collage alone and in

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silence, is effective for eliciting buried, hidden or suppressed thought and enhances

reflexivity.

As I worked on the collage, I wrote in my journal:

the collage only reveals so much. It’s only when I work on the images that new

insights are revealed. […] It’s necessary (for me) to not only create the collage

but to then respond to it ‘onscreen’. If I did it on the collage itself, it would

become ‘picture making’ – [I] can’t do that. I feel this is important somehow – for

me. (Figure 15)

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[Figure 15 Heads details]

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This way ideas evolve visually, through digital manipulation of photographs from an

existing collage, has become integral in my use of collage as a way of thinking through

making. If the process offers insights into states of being, then it is a valid method of

enquiry. Not every collage develops in this way, it is rather like finding a small key to a

hidden room, that twinge of recognition when working on-screen. B. Collins (2012: n.p.)

defines text in the way I define collage:

this understanding, that a poem is less a perfect object and more a process, which

continues even after it is ‘finished’ – enriched by becoming an object (poem),

whilst remaining restless and incomplete. (Collins 2012)

T. P. Brockelman (2001) suggests that collage demands an inter-textual approach, one

which creates an intriguing interstice between the signifiers and the possible realities they

portray. It is deep within this dark space that collage’s potential as a mode of qualitative

enquiry into visual thinking might be further investigated. Perhaps the fundamental

validity of collage within arts-based research is that the aim and outcome of the research

process, in all its manifestations, is not to reach consensus on a single ‘correct’ model of

research (Douglas et al. 2000), but to allow for discourse and dissemination.

Reflection

When delving into collage, it is worth remembering what Pelias (2004: 9) said; ‘the

alchemy that separates the head from the heart finds no gold’.

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Time and place

If this initial exploration of lived experience is to move beyond something that Jung

called, ‘subjective confession’ (Storr 1998) then it needs to be viewed within a wider

context; one requiring a situated artist/researcher, where the creator is placed in a

particular moment, a location and within a fluid identity, not limited by a fixed sense of

self. Collage may only represent subjective thought at a very particular moment but the

timing of that moment by the artist is meaningful; it reflects the juxtaposition of

individual ideas, realms of thought, texts, images and other creative works, and the

conversations that develop between them (Vaughan 2005). This further emphasizes the

fundamental value of thinking through making, of reflecting on the creation of the collage

at all stages over a significant period of time, allowing for multiple interpretations, rather

like blurred realities merging into one whole possible entity.

Reading the collage

Collage is a map with multiple ways of reading, depending on the frame of reference. It

holds secrets close to its surface and offers safety in a place of detachment by giving a

breathing space, one where it is easy to linger, pondering possibilities. It offers a chance

for reinterpreting and reprocessing our past, present and future. But it is seldom a

therapeutic or cathartic process as raw emotion surfaces, demanding attention and action.

For the maker, the inherent difficulties in differentiating what is artwork, documentation

and research process increase but then finally blur over time as meaning evolves. But it

should be stressed that the aesthetic and intuitive roles played in the making of the

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collage need thoughtful consideration: it is far easier to create a pleasing ‘picture’ rather

than an unsettling visual response full of dissonance; they inter-connect by being inter-

dependent. Collage attempts to elicit inner thought while artwork conveys the artist’s

meaning. This article suggests at this point that, within an evolving narrative, perhaps

collage can only ever represent an insight at a given moment, nothing remains still for

long.

Timing and documentation

Collage is a bridge between theory and artwork. It can seem like a way of temporarily

stopping time by pinning thoughts to the paper, capturing a moment. These visual

thoughts can also be repositioned. However, when left for too long, the sense of

disengagement can be so great that the original intention and context are forgotten, but

this again may not be a disadvantage; it depends on how the insight is then used. I often

have the sense in collage that I am creating something for the last time; it is a moment

that will not come again. Therefore, the need for good and multiple modes of

documentation is essential if the advantages of the process are to be realized and acted

upon. The making, photographing and subsequent digital manipulation of collage as a

method of visual thinking, will lead me finally to the artwork itself.

In creativity, we need to be able to exist ‘in many minds’ (Claxton 2006) at the same

time, moving fluidly between them, allowing our minds to flow. Perhaps it is more about

impartiality, balancing the two; intuition and the aesthetic and listening to the silence

while working with, ‘altered states of consciousness’ – towards greater understanding

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(Claxton 2006). Clear vision is not always possible when inside looking out. It is only

when one steps outside oneself that other possibilities surface.

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Appendix

All images within this text have been created by the author as part of the ongoing

research.

Suggested Citation

Bell, A. F. (2013), ‘Collage as subjective experience: Transitioning, relinquishing,

becoming’, Journal of Writing in Creative Practice 6: 2, pp. 213–240, doi:

10.1386/jwcp.6.2.213_1

Contributor details

Alison F Bell is currently undertaking a practice based Ph.D. at the University of the

West of Scotland. This article will form part of her doctoral thesis entitled ‘Transition,

identity and gender: An auto-ethnographic study through creative practice’.

Contact: Alison F Bell, School of Cultural and Creative Industries, University of the

West of Scotland, Ayr Campus, University Avenue, Ayr, KA8 0SX

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