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Narratives of Introverts with ADD/ADHD Vraniak, Swenson, Rasmussen, DRAFT: January 1, 2015 Schmelzer & Rowney 1 Narratives of Introverts with ADD/ADHD (75 pp) by Damian Vraniak, PhD Great Lakes Mental Health Center with Allison Swenson St. Mary’s University of Minnesota Ben Rasmussen Harvard University William Schmelzer, PhD Psychologist, Hayward, WI Janet Rowney Hayward Community Public Schools Draft Version 10: January 2015
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Narratives  of  Introverts  with  ADD/ADHD                      Vraniak,  Swenson,  Rasmussen,  DRAFT:  January  1,  2015                   Schmelzer  &  Rowney    

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Narratives  of  Introverts  with  ADD/ADHD    (75  pp)        

                 by         Damian  Vraniak,  PhD   Great  Lakes  Mental  Health  Center                 with           Allison  Swenson     St.  Mary’s  University  of  Minnesota         Ben  Rasmussen     Harvard  University         William  Schmelzer,  PhD   Psychologist,  Hayward,  WI         Janet  Rowney       Hayward  Community  Public  Schools                   Draft  Version  10:    January  2015          

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        Abstract    I  am  in  my  small  office  with  the  parents  of  a  fourth  grade  girl.  This  is  the  40th  

referral  this  year  concerning  questions  of  ADHD/ADD  for  children  or  adults  and  the  20th  that  also  involved  introversion  at  the  same  time.  The  mother  is  on  the  couch,  where  her  daughter  first  played  with  a  basket  of  puppets  easily  accessible  next  to  the  couch.  The  step-­‐father  has  moved  from  the  stool  by  the  desk  to  the  couch,  when  I  offered  the  daughter  a  box  of  magnetic  lego-­‐like  construction  items  to  play  with.  After  playing  with  the  construction  kit  and  nicely  putting  all  the  pieces  back,  I  offered  to  let  her  draw  on  the  white  board,  which  is  close  to  my  chair.  I  am  talking  to  the  parents  about  their  child,  watching  the  child  draw  a  series  of  three  different  drawings,  while  I  intermittently  make  positive  comments  about  her  drawing  and  take  photos  of  them  with  my  cell  phone  camera,  then  showing  her  each  photo.  During  my  conversation  with  the  parents,  as  time  goes  on,  they  become  increasingly  surprised  at  how  calmly  focused  their  child  is  drawing  and  comment  that  she  has  never  stayed  so  composed  and  so  long  at  any  activity  before.  Before  the  end  of  the  hour-­‐long  initial  consultation  I  give  them  copies  of  the  materials  in  this  article,  which  describes  the  ‘Rule  of  Three’  and  other  concepts  that  begin  to  explain  how  their  daughter  spent  the  whole  time  so  composed  and  working  so  nicely.  

 Simply  put,  this  very  bright,  high  energy,  highly  sensitive  child  who  

frequently  shifts  focus  was  offered  three  activities  that  increasingly  moved  her  energy  output  from  gross  motor  to  fine  motor  (‘whole  body’  to  ‘hand-­‐eye’),  then  from  psychomotor  to  psychological,  and,  finally,  to  a  relatively  healthy  balance  between  outflow  and  inflow  of  energy.  At  the  end  of  the  session  the  child  was  quickly  cycling  through  three  different  activities  in  a  smooth  way  –  making  her  drawing,  interacting  with  me,  and  listening  to  me  talk  to  her  parents  –  in  a  seamless  process  I  have  called  circuit  learning  or  circuit  performing,  where  an  individual  rotates  in  continuous  fashion  among  three,  and  only  three,  activities  until  each  and  all  of  the  activities  is  completed  or  comes  to  satisfactory  closure.  

 This  article,  revised  after  300  views  from  professionals  and  regular  people  in    

50  countries,  describes  a  newly  identified  sub-­‐group  of  children  and  adults  who  have      high  energy  output  and  frequently  shift  attention  (ADHD),    

are  highly  sensitive  and  open  to  highly  detailed  input  (introverted),           who  are  often  misdiagnosed  as  depressed  or  bipolar,  and  are  often  

                                             mis-­‐medicated,  as  in  the  unfortunate  case  of  actor  Robin  Williams.    The  challenges  of  the  tension  and  turbulence  occurring  for  an  individual  with  both  high  outflow  and  high  inflow  of  energy,  where  the  outflow  shifts  and  elicits  significant  negative  external  response  from  others,  and  the  inflow  is  quite  detailed,  eliciting  a  significant  emotional  and  mental  response-­‐load  internally,  is  often  excruciating  and  exhausting,  leading  to  ‘going  out’  adventures  that  are  often  frustrating  and  unsatisfying,  coupled  with  ‘coming  in’  collapses  that  cause  significant  disappointment  and  despair.  External  disapproval  linked  with  internal  disappointment  is  a  confusing  mixture  that  I  have  mapped  differently  and  developed  some  simple  and  effective  approaches  to  remedy,  using  new  language  and  new  approaches,  described  herein.  

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                A  brief  review  of  the  literature  suggests  that  there  has  not  been  focus  upon  an  important  group  of  individuals  who  display  symptoms  of  ADD/ADHD  –  those  who  may  also  be  quite  introverted.  Short  bio-­‐sketches,  individual  interviews,  and  a  group  conversation  with  2  male  and  2  female  persons  (2  professionals  and  2  university  students),  who  indicate  they  are  introverted  with  diagnoses  of  ADD/ADHD,  provide  material  for  a  narrative  analysis  of  the  dynamics  of  this  combination  of  psychological  features,  particularly  in  terms  of  critical  junctures  in  paths  of  compensation  and  adaptation  to  the  challenges  presented  by  ill-­‐fitted  contexts  and  unfortunate  responses  by  others  typically  experienced  by  those  with  ADD/ADHD.      Sections:    

1. Description  of  ADD/ADHD    2. Description  of  Introversion  3. Individual  Bio-­‐sketches  and    Semi-­‐structured  Interviews  (x4)  4. Interviews  with  significant  others  5. Summary  of  group  participant  conversation  6. Key  features  and  dynamics  of  introversion  with  ADD/ADHD  7. Commentary,  Conclusions  and  Recommendations  8. Important  Supplemental  Materials  9. Extensive  Bibliography  

       

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The Challenges Among Introverts Diagnosed With ADHD Introduction “People always ask me “what is it like to have ADHD?” and, for the most part, answers vary given the day or work load for that week. Overall, I tend to experience it as a room full of different size balls that never stop moving and occasionally the lights turn on and off. For a moment, picture yourself in a brightly colored room. As you stand in this room you have tasks that are represented by the different shaped balls where the bigger ones are the most important, and the smaller ones least important. As you bend down to pick up a medium sized ball, the entire bunch explodes and balls start to bounce off the walls in an uncontrollable fashion. You keep trying to grab and place all the balls into the mesh gym bag that represents completed tasks. But, as you gather all these tasks most tend to get away or fall from your arms or just do not seem to fit as you run endlessly around getting tired, until the lights shut off then turn on once again. By the end of your time in the room you look inside your bag of completed tasks and nothing is in there; you realize that you started so many things and completed none. For me, ADHD is a lot like that.” (Biosketch/Interview #1: young adult, ADHD, introvert; 2013) Much is known about the extrovert who also is diagnosed with attention-deficit/ hyperactivity disorder, or ADHD, and their need for stimulation and experience of chaos. However, little is known about those introverted individuals who also are diagnosed with ADHD and how they function on emotional, cognitive, and behavioral levels. Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder Description & Course Into Adulthood Typically, the symptom-presentation of ADHD in adults may include: trouble focusing; restlessness; impulsivity; difficulty in completing tasks; disorganization; low frustration tolerance; mood swings that are frequent; hot temper; trouble coping with stress; and unstable relationships. Individuals with ADHD have a difficulty prioritizing and focusing on everyday tasks, leading to an array of challenges day after day. Originally Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) was considered a childhood disorder that faded over time or was “outgrown” (Simon, et al, 2009; Mayo Staff 2013, web). However, over the past 20 years researchers have established that its features persist into adulthood. The recent updating of criteria in the fifth edition Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of the American Psychiatric Association (DSM-V) reflects this newer understanding (APA Fact Sheet 2013). While the criteria remain the same, the previous scheme for aggregating symptoms into clusters (inattention, impulsivity and hyperactivity) has been revised by viewing impulsivity and hyperactivity as related features in the same cluster.

The majority of children with the disorder continue to display symptoms throughout adolescence and into adulthood (Weyandt & DuPaul, 2013). As many as 69%

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may meet criteria for ODD as children and/or adults. (Reimherr et al 2013). Clinical presentation often changes in adulthood. In children, the impulsivity/hyperactivity cluster is often more prominent, while with adults the overactivity tends to lessen and be superceded by problems in living associated with inattention and impulse control. Male: female occurrence ratios vary widely from about 3:2 to as much as 10:1, depending on a variety of factors, such as age, developmental stage and population samples. Twin concordance studies show heritability of about 76% (Chang et al, 2013). Neuro-imaging studies have reported structural and functional brain abnormalities in patients with ADHD, which involve a variety of pathways, the inter-relationships in relationship to the symptom picture and individual traitwise variations remain to be understood.

Approximately 70% of adult patients with attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) have at least one co-morbid disorder, rating impairment specifically attributable to ADHD is a hard task; yet there is evidence to suggest that the negative life events experienced by these patients are associated to the severity of ADHD independently from co-morbid psychiatric disorders. (Garcia et al 2012) ADHD is associated with higher levels of dysfunction and maladjustment including academic underachievement, relationship problems, un/under-employment, psychiatric comorbity (bimodal: substance use, antisocial behavior; anxiety, depression), legal problems and divorce. (Fleming and McMahon, 2013) ADHD can also be a predictor for smoking and alcoholism and stimulant treatment in childhood offers some protective effect against drug abuse and alcoholism in adolescence. (Koumoula 2012). Adults with ADHD are at increased risk for depressive disorders, but little is known about the potential cognitive and behavioral mechanisms of risk that could shape treatment. There is some indication that cognitive-behavioral avoidance is more strongly related to meeting diagnostic criteria for a depressive disorder than dysfunctional attitudes, for instance. (Knouse, et al., 2013). Adult persons with ADHD have difficulty mediating negative thoughts and modulating the negative emotions; cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) for adults is efficacious when targeting negative automatic thoughts -which share a relationship with ADHD even after accounting for the confounding role of depression. (Mitchell, et al, 2013)

The results suggest issues in social perception, in that adults with ADHD focus on too many cues in social interactions, especially invalid ones; but, adults with ADHD taking stimulant medications increase use of salient cues, but also of distracting cues – and, compared to controls, women with ADHD pay more attention to social cues, while men with ADHD pay less attention to them. (Peterson & Grahe, 2012)

There is an extremely limited amount of research that looks at the identity development for adults with disabilities, particularly those who identify with a hidden diagnosis of Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (Schott, 2013).

Adult coping with the condition may evolve through stages (1) suffering from lack of self-confidence, accompanied by functional difficulties, stress, and guilt feelings; (2) second stage (begins post-diagnosis beginning to believe in one’s ability to lead meaningful and more manageable lives; (3) realization/belief that traits as persons with ADHD helped to cope better than others unaffected by this syndrome. Under some

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conditions, those who have an ADHD diagnosis seem able to defeat unnecessary negative emotions and self-blame. (Fleishman & Fleishman, 2012)

Specific Cognitive, Memory And Executive Features

Meta-analysis shows a growing literature providing evidence of ADHD-related dysfunction in multiple neuronal systems involved in higher-level cognitive functions but also in sensorimotor processes, including the visual system, and in the default network. This meta-analytic evidence extends early models of ADHD pathophysiology that were focused on prefrontal-striatal circuits. (Cortese, et al, 2012). Cognitive deficits persist into adulthood. (Doenert, et al, 2013)

There has been study of the unique contributions of central executive (CE) and storage/rehearsal processes to working memory (WM) deficits in adults with ADHD. Adults with ADHD exhibited significant deficits across both phonological and visuospatial working memory modalities. Further, performance worsened as set-size demands increased. Overall, the CE and PH storage/rehearsal processes of adults with ADHD were both significantly impaired relative to those of the healthy control adults; however, the magnitude of the CE effect size was much smaller compared to previous studies of children with the disorder. Collectively, results provide support for a lifelong trajectory of WM deficits in ADHD. (Alderson, et al, 2013)

Other findings showed that adults with ADHD have inefficient attention, interference control and set-shifting functions, which may be revealed on neuropsychological tests that require greater cognitive demand. Given the finding that interference control deficit exists across the lifespan in people with ADHD, it has been suggested that interference control-associated functional weakness may be a core deficit for ADHD. (Pazvantoqlu, et al 2012)

Within the last decade, working memory (WM) has garnered increased interest as a potential core deficit of attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). Meta-analytic review findings indicate that WM deficits persist into adulthood (Alderson, Kasper, et al, 2013) and other studies indicate that demand features contribute (Ko, et al, 2013). These include processing capacity bottlenecks in the human brain; one such may be a dissociation between working memory and response selection capacities, (Roberts, et al, 2012)

ADHD is often associated with difficulties in planning and time management – especially with systematic biases in habitual time orientation which may contribute to functional problems in ADHD. (Corelli & Wyberg 2012). ADHD have specific difficulties with set-shifting as measured by the CWIT, difficulties that probably also reflect problems related to executive function in their daily life. (Halleland et al 2012).

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Affective Features

“There is an ongoing discussion whether symptoms of emotional dysregulation should be added to the conceptualization of ADHD in order to describe the psychopathology of ADHD more precisely, at least in adult patients. Symptoms of emotional dysregulation are well defined and seem to be distinct factors of the psychopathology of adult ADHD. Assessment of this psychopathological dimension has shown sufficient reliability and validity. Empirical studies have confirmed a high prevalence of this psychopathological feature in adults with ADHD that compares to the frequency of the ADHD core symptoms, inattention, hyperactivity and impulsivity. Evidence is given that emotional dysregulation has an independent effect on social problems associated with ADHD in adult life. Moreover, pharmacological and psychotherapeutic interventions help to ameliorate emotional dysregulation together with symptoms of inattention and hyperactivity/impulsivity. Thus, there is growing evidence that emotional dysregulation might be recognized as a core feature of ADHD.” (Citation needed.) Scholarly dialogue continues as to whether symptoms of emotional dysregulation should be core to the conceptualization of ADHD, at least in adult patients, because that dysregulation has an independent effect on social problems associated with ADHD (Retz, et al 2012).

Intersection of Symptoms, Features With Temperament

There is very little systematic investigation of how key temperament variables interface with and mutually interact in affecting the expression of ADHD in a lifetime course. Database searches revealed no examination of introversion-extroversion, per se. There has been some examination under the five-factor model, and related formulations, but these are fairly recent and tend to be associated with Impulsivity and Activity, and inversely with Agreeableness (e.g. Nigg et al, 2004)

The literature pertaining to study of ADHD is vast and reveals a variety of approaches to understanding the condition, ranging from the biological to the characterlogical, single- to multiple-pathways models, and debate over categorical versus dimensional means of characterization (Gomez, et al, 2012). Although data indicate that symptoms of ADHD can be identified across cultures, neuro-imaging data shows ADHD to be a polymorphous label. Stemming from these conditions, there have been increasing efforts to integrate the multitudinous, disparate findings on basic energy, personality factors, and environmental factors affecting development (Cloniger, 1993). Attention to whether symptoms are best described in dimensional terms as extremes of ordinary personality features has increased in recent years. Miller, et al (2008) argued the possibility that ADHD and personality/temperament are the same constructs viewed through different theoretical lenses (see also Gomez, 2009). However, we observe an apparent bifurcation in the literature that seems to have gone unnoticed and for which a simple framing may do much to advance the cause of addressing these issues: There is a large body of research on externalizing aspects of and associated with ADHD; this includes findings that identify impulse-control, conduct and

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antisocial behavior issues, risky-behavior-proneness, substance use and over-representation of ADHD in prison populations (citation). However, especially in the accumulating research on adults with ADHD, there is also a body of information pointing to high co-morbidity with anxiety and depression. Drawing on theory of Vraniak (2009), we propose that all individuals’ challenges in living can be understood through a comparatively simple heuristic describing relative physical, emotional and mental energies, the individual’s temperamental tendencies for management/utilization/expression of those energies and the iterative shaping of development over time depending on contextual goodness-of-fit to individual developmental needs. We propose that this apparent bimodality of distribution in the expression of ADHD can be understood differently by explicit attention to the introvert/extrovert temperament dimension, a factor which has proven one of the most robust descriptors in personality and its development. In particular, while much is known about the extrovert who also is diagnosed with ADHD and their need for stimulation (or controlled chaos), almost no inquiry has been done into how those having introverted temperaments and diagnosed with ADHD function on an emotional, cognitive, and behavioral levels. Our belief is that these individuals comprise the greater majority of persons with ADHD who also demonstrate anxiety, depression, and certain interpersonal problems, whereas those more preponderantly on the extroverted pole tend to comprise the population segments with more characteristically oppositional, antisocial and conduct-related issues in living. There is a well-established literature on the differences between ends of the introversion-extraversion temperament dimension; why this construct has not been applied to the examination of diagnostic labels like ADHD is unclear. It appears to provide a simple and direct way of meaningfully partitioning and organizing extant knowledge that otherwise appears conflicting. This would also have significant implications for clinical recognition of different presentations within the population of those who may be diagnosable with the condition, and or the many clinical, (mal-)adaptive and personality co-morbidities that may arise from mis-/non-diagnosis. The purpose of this paper is to present occasion for our field to consider this alternative means of viewing the manifestation of ADHD – and variations in individuals’ means of adapting and coping by interweaving some review of the literature with first-person case narratives and a collective mapping of similarities/differences in its course over time.

Treatment

Diagnosis. There is still significant debate about symptom thresholds, heterogeneity v unitary entity and how to conceputualize the factors that yield impairment. Some data have been interpreted as providing a compelling basis for lowering the symptom threshold of hyperactivity-impulsivity for adults in the DSM-5. (e.g. Solanto et al 2012). EEG evidence supports the notion that ADHD is a

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heterogeneous disorder (Leichti, et al, 2013).

Complicating the differential diagnostic picture, symptoms like problems with attention, concentration, irritability and organization overlap with a host of psychiatric and behavioral constellations. For instance, many people with ADHD are known to have sensitivity to light and therefore have proneness to circadian rhythm disturbances; the literature is only beginning to highlight the reciprocal links between ADHD symptoms, sleep and diurnal preference. (Voinescu et al, 2012). Symptoms are under-reported for both inattentive and hyperactive-impulsive clusters, indicating that adults with ADHD tend to under-estimate their own ADHD-related impairments.(Manor et al 2012)

Medication. Stimulant medications long been used to treat ADHD, yet their action is still not understood. (Urban, et al., 2013) Newer classes of non-stimulant medications are also in use, as are antidepressants, atypical antidepressants.

Skills training. It has been suggested that working memory training programs are effective both as treatments for attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) and other cognitive disorders in children and as a tool to improve cognitive ability and scholastic attainment in typically developing children and adults. Meta-analyses indicated programs yield reliable short-term improvements in working memory skills, which for verbal working memory, were not sustained at follow-up, whereas for visuospatial working memory, some evidence suggested that such effects might be maintained. Importantly, there was no convincing evidence of the generalization of working memory training to other skills (nonverbal and verbal ability, inhibitory processes in attention, word decoding, and arithmetic). (Citation needed)

Therapy. Recent randomized controlled trials indicate that cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) for adults with attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is an efficacious treatment. Findings provide an empirical basis for adult ADHD CBT to target negative automatic thoughts, which share a relationship with ADHD even after accounting for the confounding role of depression. Modification of negative automatic thoughts may be a mechanism of change in adult ADHD CBT and should be considered in future research. (Mitchell, et al, 2013)

Adults with attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) experience significant difficulties with time management, organization, and planning, which medication alone cannot remediate. Some findings suggest that stress management training is a valuable component for the treatment of ADHD in adults. (Langer, etal 2013), others indicate that specifically tailored to targeting executive dysfunction are key (Solanto, et al, 2011).  

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Introversion

Typically, most individuals think of introversion as shyness accompanied by the need to be alone or the loving comfort of being separated from the pack. But, we must not say “introversion is shyness” due to the fact that it is not the case at all. Introverts tend to choose the seclusion life, whereas shy people tend not to exactly choose this lifestyle. Being alone, or in a small interpersonal group, is a great advantage for introverts as it gives them time to think things over, process new ideas from the day, and also to avoid over stimulation that would likely cause a mental, or even physical, collapse.

Having a sensitive nature about themselves, introverts feel more than most. Their keen sense of detail, high standards, and worst case tendency thought process make for a very sensitive being. Unlike their thick skinned extroverted friends, they get caught up in every remark or become consumed of negative emotions if anything becomes less than what they expected it to be. With such a sensitive nature, they are often over-stimulated by high energy and exhaust easily from it.

Introverts do enjoy socializing, however not as long as an extrovert would care to. Introverts tend to dig deep into one subject and stay there until it’s completely finished and then go on to the next. Asking an introvert three different questions will overstimulate cognitive functions and cause the individual to freeze which results in delayed answers, or no answer at all (mostly because introverts like to process one question and answer it deeply and meaningfully). When it comes to introverts it’s always a rule of 1: 1 person, question, answer, project, group, schedule, day, and one’s alone time. Unlike their extrovert counterpart, introverts are very perceptive and pay close attention to detail which in turn takes them time to process and reflect upon. If you do not give introverts time to think it will ultimately provoke fear and anxiety as they feel rushed and helpless resulting in incomplete tasks or conversations.

As much as introverts like to socialize in small increments with few people, they highly enjoy their down time. It is crucial for a introvert to be alone with his or her own thoughts to debrief and decompress what high energy they just endured. Because introverts are such deep thinkers and take time processing they tend to build a useful long-term memory bank, which is very helpful when it comes to recalling information from months or even years back. Down time is not just for thinking alone, it’s also about recharging their internal battery and balancing within themselves and without.

To others, this solitary balancing within and without can look a lot like depression - which is quite the opposite. Due to the fact that they are highly focused and attentive individuals they tend to come off quiet, sensitive, cautious, helpless, and as someone with low energy levels - but that is just who they are. Just because they like their alone time and tend to be the quiet one at the party does not mean they are not ‘happy’. They key to happiness for individuals is through their down time and catching up on thoughts while doing something purposeful or creative, or just being alone.    

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Bio-sketches and Interviews: Four Participants    Bio-sketch: Participant #1 I was always the kid in class who could never manage to stay still, let alone be quite for two seconds. Fidgeting was a common occurrence that my teachers and even my parents realized were abnormal compared to others in the class. That is when I went to the doctor and was tested for ADHD; I was in 3rd grade. After receiving my chart-topping scores I was diagnosed ADHD and from then on it has been a struggle in finding ways to work with my disorder, and also which medication was right for me. I am now 21 years old still working on finding what works for me. I spent years trying different medication, and also years forgoing medication in its entirety making myself and teaching myself how to pay attention. To make things even worse, I always thought of myself as a flaming extrovert who was always ready for the next adventure. As a psychology major you read about these personality traits and self-diagnose yourself in the best light possible. Now, after spending my summer interning at a mental health clinic, I have come to find that I am truly an introvert. Shocking, but I must admit defeat for I do not want to undergo psychosis later on. More interesting however, is the friction that my introverted self and my ADHD carry between them. I have always struggled in school, even now. The mood swings, anxiety, stress, and frustration have gotten progressively worse since freshmen year of high school. But, I have taught myself skills in working with my disorder, along with medication, that make everyday life a little more manageable. I also come to find that being introverted helps in my positive outcomes in that it pulls me away from people and has me working alone and aids in the completion of tasks. Would I much rather work with a person or two? Yes, but I have learned that if I do that frequently I tend to wipe myself out far faster than being alone. As much as my hyper side would love to socialize and jump from subject to subject I am dominated by my introversion in that I can only take a little bit of stimulation before I desperately want to go home and crawl in bed. It is an everlasting pull between the two sides that so desperately want opposite outcomes. Burnout is a common occurrence with me, and I feel like it happens unpronounced and sudden. This is the negative side of my wonderful concoction. Introverts tend to lose steam, and then rest and they are ready to go. Not me. I find that I have so much hyper energy in me that when I let it out for a second my introverted self loses all control and just lets my hyper activity and wandering attention take over until I run out of fuel. After this happens it takes me almost a full weekend of just laying around, doing nothing, to bring myself to a full charge. But, when I take my medication to control my ADHD symptoms I do not experience burnout as fast, and I tend to not experience those moments of ADHD takeover and introvert recovery. Balancing these two traits that I have come to acquire, from my wonderful genetic code, has been somewhat...simple. I have always been in a sport or two, or running around with my neighbors or friends. I have also found peace in creating art with my hands - especially art that is easily broken. For me stained glass and mosaics were my

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releases in high school. I won many awards for my pieces and have had the opportunity to showcase them to the public. But, the only place I have totally felt ‘whole’ or ‘me’ has been hockey or the rink in general. Hockey for me brought all the pieces together from the fast pace high energy intense physicality nature of it all, to the need of team play but also individual skill and balance. Now that I have retired my jersey I still find my better self on the ice. I am fortunate enough that I go to a university that keeps the rink doors open and nets set everyday so I can lace up and be by myself shooting hundreds of pucks for hours until I lose an edge (a very Minnesota thing to do - I know). I think it is the immense amount of chaos that brings me to the rink, and also the risk of every move you make. You have to be constantly thinking about every single thing you do out there and that is what my ADHD craves the most, as well the non-stop movement hockey lives for. I know it’s such a cliche - but hockey (or skating in general) is my drug of choice. If you have ever heard the edge of your skates dig into the fresh ice or the sound of the puck hitting the crossbar as a failed attempt to go upper right - you would understand the peace and tranquility I submerge myself in every chance I get to become the person I know myself to be. Overall, I am improving daily. Declaring myself an introvert was my shinning moment in realizing how I can better work with my ADHD in school, and life in general. For me, every day shines light on a new discovery. It may come in the form of good or bad, positive or negative, but it helps shape the person I want to become tomorrow. And I strive everyday to be better than I was today. Interview: Participant #1

1. What characterizes ADD/ADHD for you, in your own words?

For me, ADHD s characterized by the constant need to do something or anything. I always need to be moving. I can start a task but it starts to get boring really fast so I keep switching tasks until I have a handful of half-completed tasks that never seem to get finished in adequate time. Fidgeting is by far my worst enemy when it comes to ADHD, also anger and frustration and then the anxiety that follow or provokes it. Also constantly being one step behind or disorganized is heavily present. Also, low self-esteem is negatively correlated with my anxiety that may come on due to incomplete tasks or just being behind.

2. What are the most difficult challenges ADD/ADHD brings?

For me the most difficult challenges are staying still, controlling my roaming sporadic thoughts, completing tasks, and school work in general.

3. How do you manage your symptoms of ADD/ADHD?

I take medication, but I have also taught myself to take breaks every 20 mins to shift my focus and be a little hyperactive for 5 minutes or so and then go back and get down to business. I also spent a good chuck of my childhood and adolescent life refusing

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medication because of the side effects and taught myself to catch myself zoning out or being inattentive and to narrow my focus, by high school that was a little harder todo.

4. Do you know what your basic temperament is? How does that temperament interact with issues surrounding ADD/ADHD?

Introversion. The interaction between the who is somewhat of a disaster. One minute I’m up the other I’m down. Being introverted I always want to be alone or with a few other people at most, but my ADHD wants me to be around massive crowds and be this social butterfly. So for me it’s hard to balance which side I should attend to. Most times my hyper active inattentive self wins and then, typically, I crash hard and burn out suddenly to the extent it takes me days to recharge or even want to get out of bed and the thought of interacting with anyone sickens me. I also think this combo really heightens my anger/frustration/stress/anxiety and result in mood swings that are very apparent. Also low SE is very much part of my everyday life in that I feel down and out about everything and how I can never fully complete a task or I forget things when it comes to homework and I find I never have time to read over any of my writings or correct any mistakes I make - it’s very frustrating.

5. How do you find common ground between your introversion and ADD/ADHD?

Medication for my ADHD helps in balancing the two. I make myself work alone, for the most part, and that is usually when I get the most done. I also limit myself on how much socialization I get. Being a college student you are surrounded by people constantly so I tend to stick to my own. I’m not a loner by any means, I still have fun - just in small increments. I also make time to exorcise daily for at least an hour, but usually two hours. Working out helps in releasing all that built up hyperactive energy that I keep from letting out during the day so by the time I go to bed at night I am completely exhausted and ready to recharge of the day to come.

6. What has been your experience with medications?

I was diagnosed ADHD in 3rd grade and medication started the day after. I tried everything under the sun and hated all the side effects. I also didn’t like the fact that I had to go to the nurses office during lunch to take my pill, fortunately my classmates never teased me about it. In middle school I stopped medication all together and that is when I taught myself how to pay attention and catch myself wandering off. But that lasted only a couple years and then I went back on meds in high school, which was nice because by then they came out with Adderall XR so I only had to take one pill a day - but the side effects were intolerable. I was nauseous all the time and my body shook uncontrollable, but I was able to pay attention - soon after I stopped taking it and went on Buproperon or Wellbutron how ever you spell it. It was mostly for the depression I was experiencing, or what they thought was depression. Doctors hold me that after awhile it would work as an ADHD stimulant - it didn’t. So I went back on Adderall and was still on the antidepressants - which was a horrible experience. They actually canceled each other out and almost made me more depressed and almost suicidal - so I stopped that pretty fast. I was off of meds for a while thereafter, but now I take 30mg Adderall in the two tablet

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form that works way better than anything I have tried yet. The shakes and nausea are still there just not as bad as before.

7. Have you ever used other substances (e.g. alcohol, marijuana, other drugs) that has affected your functioning?

I started drinking in high school, not heavily just occasionally. When my first year of college hit I think I drank every night of the week, not enough to make me drunk just a little buzzed. I think I used alcohol as a way of making up excuses for my academics and as a way to feel comfortable socializing so that I don’t get annoyed by everyone.

10. Have you made any lifestyle changes like diet, exercise, etc. that you been/not been helpful?

My transition from high school to college made it extremely hard to adjust to my fluctuating energy outputs. In high school I was a 3 and 2 sport athlete playing hockey all 4 years then track, softball, and volleyball so I was constantly moving and I found that the fast pasted sports were the best for my other all functioning. When I went off to college I participated in track for my first year then quit because it was boring. So I took to working out which has really helped. My diet has mostly stayed the same, I may eat a little better now than I did in the past. The college scene has really effected my life in a negative way in that I am always over stimulated and around people and can never find time to have alone time. I find myself burning out way faster now then I ever did, and it takes me a long time to gather myself and recharge.

11. How has your high energy level and distractibility affected your interpersonal relationships?

Interpersonal relationships are fine and dandy for the most part. Being introverted I tend to only have a few close friends and like to keep it that way. I love meeting new people but it just gets too tiring. I do have a bad habit of losing friends. When I see one thing that bugs me or annoys me about them it gets so heightened and soon everything that person does I hate and it makes me cringe. Over time those people become “dead to me” to the point that I forget they are even there. It’s a horrible habit of mine and when it happens it makes me an angry person, I do have anger issues on top of it so that doesn’t help. When it comes to my family, I can be very explosive. If someone says something I don’t like or does something not the way I wanted it I get so frustrated and then I start getting angry and explode. It has gotten much better since I was younger but for some reason when anything goes wrong or someone bothers me it never goes over well with me.

12. Have you found particularly kinds of partnering with others to be helpful in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Yes. I have partnered a lot in my life. I think I use it as some for of security blanket that I can go to when I’m lost or need reassurance. My boyfriend helps a lot in telling me to relax especially when he knows I’m starting to get angry. My close friends

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also know when I am having one of my ‘days’ and point it out which really helps me turn around or they leave me alone when they know I’m recharging.

13. Have you had any difficulties reading, writing or communicating in various ways with regards to ADD/ADHD?

Reading is fine if it is not a text book. If I’m reading a text book for class it may take me days to get through a page or two and actually understand it, so I tend to take lots of notes to the point where I’m practically re-writing the book out. Communicating is really hard for me. Even on my meds my brain is still a scattered puzzle and my thoughts run at a million miles an hour. With that I tend to mumble A LOT. It’s actually really bad. When I take my meds it’s a little better but it’s still there. I can’t talk on the phone to save my life because I just from subject to subject or just tune the conversation out completely and look out the window or pick at my nails - it is one of my biggest challenges. 12) What has been the one most significant challenge in coping with ADD/ADHD? Balancing between my ADHD and my introversion. It’s an everyday battle. 13) What has been the one most significant help in coping with ADD/ADHD? Exorcise and medication, and also just knowing how to work with both my introversion and ADHD. 14) Do you have any other insights or comments you would like to share after you look at this set of boxes that are a working map of key words relating to these issues? Not at this time.

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1) What characterizes ADD/ADHD for you, in your own words?

For me, ADHD s characterized by the constant need to do something or anything. I always need to be moving. I can start a task but it starts to get boring really fast so I keep switching tasks until I have a handful of half-completed tasks that never seem to get finished in adequate time. Fidgeting is by far my worst enemy when it comes to ADHD, also anger and frustration and then the anxiety that follow or provokes it. Also constantly being one step behind or disorganized is heavily present. Also, low self-esteem is negatively correlated with my anxiety that may come on due to incomplete tasks or just being behind.

2) What are the most difficult challenges ADD/ADHD brings?

For me the most difficult challenges are staying still, controlling my roaming sporadic thoughts, completing tasks, and school work in general.

3) How do you manage your symptoms of ADD/ADHD?

I take medication, but I have also taught myself to take breaks every 20 mins to shift my focus and be a little hyperactive for 5 minutes or so and then go back and get down to business. I also spent a good chuck of my childhood and adolescent life refusing medication because of the side effects and taught myself to catch myself zoning out or being inattentive and to narrow my focus, by high school that was a little harder todo.

4) Do you know what your basic temperament is? How does that temperament interact with issues surrounding ADD/ADHD?

Introversion. The interaction between the who is somewhat of a disaster. One minute I’m up the other I’m down. Being introverted I always want to be alone or with a few other people at most, but my ADHD wants me to be around massive crowds and be this social butterfly. So for me it’s hard to balance which side I should attend to. Most times my hyper active inattentive self wins and then, typically, I crash hard and burn out suddenly to the extent it takes me days to recharge or even want to get out of bed and the thought of interacting with anyone sickens me. I also think this combo really heightens my anger/frustration/stress/anxiety and result in mood swings that are very apparent. Also low SE is very much part of my everyday life in that I feel down and out about everything and how I can never fully complete a task or I forget things when it comes to homework and I find I never have time to read over any of my writings or correct any mistakes I make - it’s very frustrating.

5) How do you find common ground between your introversion and ADD/ADHD?

Medication for my ADHD helps in balancing the two. I make myself work alone, for the most part, and that is usually when I get the most done. I also limit myself on how much socialization I get. Being a college student you are surrounded by people constantly so I tend to stick to my own. I’m not a loner by any means, I still have fun - just in small increments. I also make time to exorcise daily for at least an hour, but usually two hours. Working out helps in releasing all that built up hyperactive energy that I keep from

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letting out during the day so by the time I go to bed at night I am completely exhausted and ready to recharge of the day to come.

6) What has been your experience with medications?

I was diagnosed ADHD in 3rd grade and medication started the day after. I tried everything under the sun and hated all the side effects. I also didn’t like the fact that I had to go to the nurses office during lunch to take my pill, fortunately my classmates never teased me about it. In middle school I stopped medication all together and that is when I taught myself how to pay attention and catch myself wandering off. But that lasted only a couple years and then I went back on meds in high school, which was nice because by then they came out with Adderall XR so I only had to take one pill a day - but the side effects were intolerable. I was nauseous all the time and my body shook uncontrollable, but I was able to pay attention - soon after I stopped taking it and went on Buproperon or Wellbutron how ever you spell it. It was mostly for the depression I was experiencing, or what they thought was depression. Doctors hold me that after awhile it would work as an ADHD stimulant - it didn’t. So I went back on Adderall and was still on the antidepressants - which was a horrible experience. They actually canceled each other out and almost made me more depressed and almost suicidal - so I stopped that pretty fast. I was off of meds for a while thereafter, but now I take 30mg Adderall in the two tablet form that works way better than anything I have tried yet. The shakes and nausea are still there just not as bad as before.

7) Have you ever used other substances (e.g. alcohol, marijuana, other drugs) that has affected your functioning?

I started drinking in high school, not heavily just occasionally. When my first year of college hit I think I drank every night of the week, not enough to make me drunk just a little buzzed. I think I used alcohol as a way of making up excuses for my academics and as a way to feel comfortable socializing so that I don’t get annoyed by everyone. End of my first year I smoked pot occasionally and found that it really calmed me down and made me feel better about myself and that everything was going to be alight, but like most things that got boring real fast. Then came my cigaret use and still is present to this day. I found that being on my medication for my ADHD smoking really helped combat the side effects my meds had on me in an extremely wonderful way that I know is bad for me but helps so much. It’s not like I’m a pack a day smoker...I only would smoke one a day - maybe two depending on the stress level or anxiety of a given day. And sometimes I can go a week with out needing one. If I have learned one thing it’s mixing Adderall with alcohol is never good.

8) Have you made any lifestyle changes like diet, exercise, etc. that you been/not been helpful?

My transition from high school to college made it extremely hard to adjust to my fluctuating energy outputs. In high school I was a 3 and 2 sport athlete playing hockey all 4 years then track, softball, and volleyball so I was constantly moving and I found that the fast pasted sports were the best for my other all functioning. When I went off to

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college I participated in track for my first year then quit because it was boring. So I took to working out which has really helped. My diet has mostly stayed the same, I may eat a little better now than I did in the past. The college scene has really effected my life in a negative way in that I am always over stimulated and around people and can never find time to have alone time. I find myself burning out way faster now then I ever did, and it takes me a long time to gather myself and recharge.

9) How has your high energy level and distractibility affected your interpersonal relationships?

Interpersonal relationships are fine and dandy for the most part. Being introverted I tend to only have a few close friends and like to keep it that way. I love meeting new people but it just gets too tiring. I do have a bad habit of losing friends. When I see one thing that bugs me or annoys me about them it gets so heightened and soon everything that person does I hate and it makes me cringe. Over time those people become “dead to me” to the point that I forget they are even there. It’s a horrible habit of mine and when it happens it makes me an angry person, I do have anger issues on top of it so that doesn’t help. When it comes to my family, I can be very explosive. If someone says something I don’t like or does something not the way I wanted it I get so frustrated and then I start getting angry and explode. It has gotten much better since I was younger but for some reason when anything goes wrong or someone bothers me it never goes over well with me.

10) Have you found particularly kinds of partnering with others to be helpful in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Yes. I have partnered a lot in my life. I think I use it as some for of security blanket that I can go to when I’m lost or need reassurance. My boyfriend helps a lot in telling me to relax especially when he knows I’m starting to get angry. My close friends also know when I am having one of my ‘days’ and point it out which really helps me turn around or they leave me alone when they know I’m recharging.

11) Have you had any difficulties reading, writing or communicating in various ways with regards to ADD/ADHD?

Reading is fine if it is not a text book. If I’m reading a text book for class it may take me days to get through a page or two and actually understand it, so I tend to take lots of notes to the point where I’m practically re-writing the book out. Communicating is really hard for me. Even on my meds my brain is still a scattered puzzle and my thoughts run at a million miles an hour. With that I tend to mumble A LOT. It’s actually really bad. When I take my meds it’s a little better but it’s still there. I can’t talk on the phone to save my life because I just from subject to subject or just tune the conversation out completely and look out the window or pick at my nails - it is one of my biggest challenges.

12) What has been the one most significant challenge in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Balancing between my ADHD and my introversion. It’s an everyday battle.

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13) What has been the one most significant help in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Exercise and medication, and also just knowing how to work with both my introversion and ADHD.

14) Do you have any other insights or comments you would like to share after you look at this set of boxes that are a working map of key words relating to these issues?

Not at this time.

Bio-sketch: Participant #2

I have always seen myself as an introvert, but many people seemed to see me an extrovert. Those who have known me best have described me as having a lot of contradictory characteristics: Tender, empathetic, but also often quick-to-anger. Gentle, soulful; intense, hard. Clear, analytic; obtuse, thoughtless. Intuitive, brilliant, insightful; absent-minded, disorganized, oblivious. And so on. I did not know I had ADHD until I was around 32 years old, and a part of me still does not believe it, in a manner of speaking. Even though it has been well over a decade since, I am still, on one hand, working on recognizing its implications and where I hold out denial about its significance, and on the other, sorting out my priorities about how to harness the gifted aspects that go with the combination of introverted and ADHD features.

I am ‘fortunate’ in regards to the ADHD, because it seems to be mild in the scheme of things, with distractibility being the most prominent feature. As a tyke, I was busy; I climbed things, was awake a lot, asked a lot of questions, got into things. But, I usually did not do ‘bad’ things, didn’t “act-out,” as school and service personnel so often say. I was always considered a very bright boy, and the introvert aspect was evident in a preference for reading, building/inventing things and drawing; so, much of the energy went there. Also, I spent a lot of time outside. I did do risky things sometimes, where the ADHD aspect would show – ‘escaping’ a sitter by climbing out the window headfirst at about four; climbing pine trees to jump out and roll down the branches; and later, things like mini-biking and wind-surfing. I almost never got hurt or in trouble doing these things, and I think that is because of being bright enough to have some foresight, combined with the introvert tendency to take only calculated risks. I am also ‘unfortunate’ with regard to the ADHD, because it went unrecognized, and a major result of this is that many of its symptoms, implications and resulting habit-patterns have been experienced as syntonic – part of ‘me’ – and therefore not experienced as a ‘problem’. I think this is because the aspects of introverted temperament, high intellect and good home context combined to start me off in a good direction as a child. But, because I didn’t present as a behavior problem and was able to achieve in school, no one really took a closer look after the first one: Well before school years, my parents asked our pediatrician if I might be hyperactive. “Normal overactive”, they were told. Benadryl was suggested to slow me down, but it yielded a paradoxical increase in activity. No other diagnostic or treatment efforts

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occurred until much later. My mom used to get us to play a game she called, “going on magic carpet ride”, which was really an activity that today we would call autogenic relaxation training with guided imagery. Pretty on the mark, and way ahead of the times, given what we now know about the value of relaxation training for ADHD kids.

Throughout the school years, I got good grades in school, was in the top of my

class, got high scores on standardized tests, and liked to read and learn. I did sports like baseball and soccer, socialized and had a best friend. The only concern that was raised about attention came in eighth grade when one of my teachers caught me out for daydreaming in class. This only happened once. Looking back, I know that I chronically drew pictures in class, read other books or/and balanced on the hind legs of my chair; but, because I was quiet and got good grades, these did not draw attention. In small groups of peers, I was often in a leadership-like position; I was senior patrol leader in the Scouts, became an Eagle Scout, and was managing editor of the school paper, for instance. I got medals for oration (audiences were usually just judges and a few participants) but was generally averse to having group attention focused on me, and avoided ‘performance’ where possible. In high school, I really didn’t have to work at getting grades or staying out of trouble. I did however, try out a variety of moderate-risk activities like dirt-bikes and windsurfing, but never smoked or did drugs. I lettered in track and cross-country, taking the athletic code for those more seriously than most. I dated, but did not do premarital sex. College was essentially the same. I graduated with honors, but in hindsight, I often did papers on the day or night before. Still able to get the grades, there was no press to change my style, and putting things off until ‘necessary’ became a pattern that worked. I usually scheduled morning classes, had good attendance and did homework in the afternoon/evening. I was physically active for at least an hour nearly every day, sometimes two or more hours, whether playing lacrosse or training.

Graduate school was where I can see ADHD features were catching up with me. Study and work patterns were pretty much the same. Exercise however, started to drop out of the picture. Even so, school was the only thing I was doing and I came up with ways to streamline perceived ‘busywork’ (e.g. doctoral dissertation library work was lessened by using some of my student loan to buy a new thing called a ‘lap-top computer’ – which meant I could carry it around in the library typing in citations and references, formatted automatically). I was still ‘skating’ though: where classmates began studying for comprehensive exams three months early in groups, I studied alone, intermittently, for three weeks, then set the curve.

In all those settings, I had only myself to account for, and was able to meet expectations within contexts that provided flexible but firm structure.

In graduate school I married a wonderful woman who is still the love of my life after more than a quarter-century together, and four children later. With the benefit of hindsight, I can see that the combination of having a family (i.e. others I care about who depend on me) and moving into career life was a significant change in external circumstance that changed my psychological context.

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After graduate school, my first work was in a small, rural, mental health business. In terms of context-to-individual goodness of fit, there were some aspects that matched up well and some that did not. Having a set schedule and an agency secretary were good. A supervision relationship that I had no hand in selecting, and offices in two locations, were not. The supervision caused me to nearly leave the profession and the doubts created there still haunt me today sometimes. There were a couple of areas where unrecognized ADHD features contributed to problems with performance (organization) and interactions (missing cues or misinterpreting communications, e.g.). In hindsight, I see there was a tendency to speak my mind in a way that contributed to some of my rejection/failure experiences; this still happens in varying ways/degrees now.

I often have trouble keeping up on relationships, or I talk too much or say the

wrong things in those that I do maintain. I tend not to readily recall things that are not immediately at hand, and so have trouble remembering-so-as-to-do. It has required a lot of gimmicks and reminders to compensate and has still taxed the patience and goodwill of people around me a lot over the years. I have tried all kinds of systems for this. I have also tried a range of different medications; most have not affected the needed areas and the effects have disappeared within a week or two, leaving only side effects and no increase in main effect with increased dose.

In the day-to-day over the past 15-20 years I have had persistent and increasing feelings of discouragement and under-achievement, stemming from numerous failure experiences. Most of these seem to stem from difficulties integrating long-term projects with my work and family life – especially because I have trouble making work fit into time. There have been many of these projects, the time being huge and largely unpaid, and I have added them on over the top of a private practice and amidst family life and volunteering. For many years, I would cut corners on sleep to try to keep up, but this is one of the worst things I can do because it reduces concentration and loosens up the emotions. The projects have all been very worthy, but I have seldom been able to be as prepared and timely as would be best, and there have many times where I have dropped the ball or done damage to process or relationships around me; my relationship with a senior colleague of many years has been taxed more than once, to be sure. I tried dropping some of the community and volunteer activities, but it turned out, those were areas where I was able to contribute in my way, without a lot of extra time involved, so dropping them only took away an area where I felt good.

It has taken me a very long time to understand how it is that I tick, and how I have

tried to fit things in to my life that don’t work with that, or for which my makeup is not optimal. The occasion of this article prompted a lot of reflection – a process that was quite devastating for several a few months.

I realize now that I have not situated myself well for the combination of strengths

and challenges that I have. Recognizing these has taken a long time, and remains a work in progress. Being able to construct or situate myself in a well-fitted context is another order beyond this.

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A good “innie”, I am sensitive and deeply loyal; I regard my marriage and family as my vocation in life, above and beyond my job, work or career. A strong sense of spiritual life and values usually has far more influence in how I make decisions than do pragmatics. I feel things a lot – and much more so than when I was younger, because I have more insight on life, more I care about (love), and much more at stake. I am devoted and determined, and have a good work ethic; but, I am not very motivated by personal gain (financial or other), so people have a hard time figuring me out. Often I will give to others or commit to something with no thought of gain or cost to me; I just look at whether it is good in principle. Also on the innie side, I am detail-oriented, meticulous and very failure-averse. I realize now that it takes me much longer to process how I feel about things than I used to think it did, and that when I fail to take the needed time, my decision-making is not as good as I need. When things go badly, I reflect, self-analyze and run the risk of curling into depressing self-criticism and pessimism. I have had major depression at least once, and get caught in small depressive swirls fairly frequently (it’s hard not when you experience the thing that disables you as internal and stable).

On the ADHD side, I can leap before I really look and have often committed to

good causes without foreseeing what it will take and making a searching assessment of whether I can fully honor the commitment. I have failed in this more than I care to admit. Then, once engaged, I have run into my range of perennial pitfalls with inefficiency and disorganization. Among these, distraction is the biggest stumbling block. At first, it looked to me like it was just that, if I was working on one thing, other competing stimuli (sounds, movement, thoughts) would interfere. While this can be true, there is a subtler aspect as well: It is hardest to resist distraction by things with emotional valences attached (especially negative valences), and it is especially problematic when there are a lot of them.

I have chronic trouble remembering-so-as-to do, so I often forget to do things that

are important to me, in the timeframes that are best/required/promised. This has cost me a lot over the years, and in a lot of painful ways – financially, reputationally and in relationships. I spend most workdays with a vague, gnawing dread, sure that I have missed something (and it regularly turns out that I have). This basic anxiety is about aversion to failure and is the dark-side ADHD and introversion interacting. Each feeds the other: anxiety grabs the attention and disrupts productivity, requiring extra work to go back and recover; the loss of efficiency evokes ideas about being behind and fears of falling more behind. The introvert in me has a hard time dismissing failure, and creates a bias of vigilance for it. When there are a lot of things in the works that are important to me, I get more apprehensive that I will fail and then have a harder time checking stray thoughts about what I may have missed, or am not getting done. The stress-response runs in the body and I end each day feeling exhausted. When I am stressed, I don’t sleep well and when I have felt behind, I have often worked in the wee hours in order to have family time while the kids are home and awake. The over-striving, anxiety and sleep disturbance/loss make a recursive loop that increases problems with over-focusing, decreases the frequency of adaptive behaviors like exercise, increases functional fixedness (reduces cognitive flexibility) and decreases self-awareness. I often struggle harder and harder, well past the point of diminishing returns. Noticing when to stop and

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re-set is a constant challenge. Most often, I have gone until I have made a mistake that has damaged progress in an important project or relationship – more often by omission (failing to meet a deadline, e.g.), but also by outright errors. Sometimes I just get sick because I’ve pushed my stress-response and immune systems too far. A result of the numerous failure experiences is a loss of confidence that predisposes anxiety and the whole over-striving loop all over again. Another is a tendency to narrow the field of things going on and avoid overwhelm, then I withdraw.

One part is processing style: My mind tends to a patterns that I think of as

“simultaneous divergent-convergent”; this means that I seem to co-process a couple of channels at the same time, incorporating a wider field of concepts and information as I go. When this goes really well, I get a brilliant, intuitive result that I can readily explain (or can just do and don’t have to explain); more often lately though, I continue to add complexity/detail until I bog down and have trouble sorting, then communicating the most essential parts. This style may or may not overlap with ADHD features, but because of the complexity that occurs, if I do get interrupted of distracted, I can quickly lose track of what is in the mental buffer, again having to reconstruct. (A common derailment is when I suddenly remember something else I was supposed to get done.) This pattern happens quite a lot on writing projects, especially at the keyboard. I find that I do much better speaking, so wherever I can, I dictate.

Adjacent to these is what I think of as my relationship to time. It took me a long

time to realize how I orient to time. On one hand, the introvert’s sensitive-reflective side tells me time is the one resource I cannot renew, so I am not willing to give too much of it to ‘lower-order’ priorities. This belief interacts with my belief as a helping professional that, while it is important for me to help others’ and their families, if I neglect my own, I lack credibility. There is another belief I have about family life as my more primary call. So, for instance, there is only so much time I am willing to give to things like work and career while children are at home; I will provide enough materially, but it is more important to me to provide my time; when they no longer show need of my that, I may reallocate some of it for other things.

The other side of my orientation to time is more ADHD-related: When I am

super-focused on something, I often have no sense of time or outside context whatsoever. I think of this as a self-monitoring or –awareness problem. If I am at peak ‘flow’, super-focus enhances my performance. Often though, it means being too-detail-absorbed, losing the big-picture, losing track of time, and running overtime with one task, to have it push aside other things I know I needed to do.

For years, because I was unable to see these through a non-syntonic lens, I did not

notice them and instead noticed what was easier to see – all the things other people were doing. Then there would be thoughts and feelings about that; others have often seemed to experience my talk about those things as irrelevant, secondary, misplaced or even distortional or manipulative. My innie tilt to be with few/no people is reinforced there.

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After fifteen years, I’ve also had more on my plate, and more cares. The trouble with fitting work into time is that it adds management layers constantly, because things get pushed up on the next to-do item, I fall behind, then feel anxiety and stress. My response to this is to try harder; I work more hours to keep up, drink more coffee and try to eke by on less sleep, thinking it will only be for a short while. It never is. The overstriving, anxiety and sleep disturbance/loss make a recursive loop that increases problems with overfocus, decreases the frequency of adaptive behaviors like exercise, increases functional fixedness (decrement in cognitive flexibility) and decreases self awareness. This only became visible to me with years of hindsight, and by degrees in recent years. The changes mentioned further reduce efficiency and I often struggle harder and harder, well past the point of diminishing returns. Most often, I go until I make a mistake that damages progress in an important project or relationship – more often by omission (failing to meet a deadline, e.g.), but also by outt right errors. Sometimes I just get sick because I’ve pushed my stress-response system to far. A result of the numerous failure experiences is a loss of confidence that predisposes anxiety and the whole overstriving loop.

Much of my life, people near me have reflected to me that I seem a contradiction

to them: Quiet and like to be alone, but take risks like windsurfing a storm front or free-climbing a quarry. Tender, empathetic, but also often quick-to-anger. Gentle, soulful; hard, judging. Clear, analytic; obtuse, thoughtless. Intuitive, brilliant, insightful; absent-minded, disorganized, oblivious. I have always experienced myself as more introverted, while most of my casual acquaintances would say outgoing extrovert. About ten years ago, I began asking myself what happens when we cross the introverted temperament with the high energy that goes with ADHD, permuting different temperament dimensions with different constellations of energies on the physical, emotional and mental domains. Looking at contradictions began to make some sense. I kept pretty quiet because my nearest colleagues and friends really didn’t buy the innie thing for me. And many still don’t, quite, I think.

One of the most useful formulations on the condition, for me, was that of Russell Barkley, to the effect that it in not so much a disorder of attention, per se, nor of hyperactivity, but rather a disorder of self-monitoring and -–control. The self-monitoring part stuck for me. I find aA chief challenge is self-monitoring – noticing when I’m not functioning well, so as to do something about it. Adults with ADHD are notoriously blind to their own deficits – which only makes sense because it is very hard to see and pattern something one doesn’t notice. The emotional sensitization that goes with the introverted temperament often tows the attention towards things one does notice – but these are usually things others are doing. Then there are new thoughts and feelings, that others may see as irrelevant, secondary, misplaced or even distortional or manipulative.

I have learned that I need people nearby whom I trust and who can mirror my functioning to me through timely prompts and feedback about when I am going off-trail. There has not be a shortage of those who will say things like, “Why would you even do that?!” post facto, after I already know I’ve erred and am feeling bad. Often when I’m

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not functioning well and am on the exhaustion and over-striving downslide, I’ll know I am doing poorly, and may even try to ‘down-shift’ to a cognitively less-demanding or simpler task (which will also go poorly), but I am still inexplicably unable to just stop, recover and reorganize myself, until something goes patently wrong. Once the pause happens, I feel scared, humiliated, frustrated, stupid and hopeless, because I did it again and maybe I won’t be able to change that.

The supportive aspect of having people nearby who can provide mater-of-fact

feedback at the very earliest moments of disorganization, distraction or over-absorption cannot be underscored. I really want to be productive and not unduly trouble those around me, so I am more than willing to take feedback early and often. But, it is also true that I need and depend on that feedback from others. Perhaps the single most helpful person in learning this was an administrative assistant of mine who had raised a child with ADHD; she had a really good knack of being immediate and direct, and I really trusted her ability to nudge be back in a way that I could not do myself. Having her help in office matters was worth over what it cost in wages. When she retired, a lot of things took a turn for me, because I had foreseen but not really grasped the need to replace her support before the fact.

It takes quite a bit of time to come to terms with the need for that help – that it is

pretty much a continuous need - and that I am not, therefore, as self-contained/-sufficient as I supposed or wish. I think these are probably true for many with ADHD. And maybe others too.

It is a long, slow process trying to break lifelong habits and instill new ones, when the previous set had been firmed up over 32 or more years. Sometimes I question whether I have taken the right path. Humility is good, but I wonder how long the humiliation that leads to it will keep going. My best supports are the successes I experience in the things of most importance to me, my marriage, my children and family, my volunteer contributions to youth and community, my work. These enable me to counter the too-frequent bad self-talk with reality-based good stuff. Knowing that I have done these things well despite flopping along in other areas of my life, give me hope that if I can get it together, I can do something really good again.

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Interview: Participant #2 1. What characterizes ADD/ADHD for you, in your own words?

What makes ADHD debilitating often for me is the constant disruption that it presents to train of thought, sequences of behavior and the like. It undoes the things I try to put in place to compensate for it, because it makes it hard to establish habits and easy to derail them. Everything is effortful because I always have to be vigilant for the mistakes I know I am bound to make.

2. What are the most difficult challenges ADD/ADHD brings?

It feels like my biggest enemy is time and I think the problems with attention are the larger part of that. Mine often shifts when it shouldn’t – usually drawn by a sound or something I see moving, sometimes a thought or idea. Other times, my attention is exclusive, hyper-focused; but, in those periods, I often have no awareness of the passage of time. Depending on how focused my mind is versus the complexity of the task or project, the hyper-focus can be very productive to very inefficient. Daily, I lose time to a host of inefficiencies. Especially problematic is that I forget things often; remembering-so-as-to-do is hard, so I depend on a lot of external reminders. If I get interrupted, I often lose much of the train of thought I had going or get derailed from completing steps to pin it in place, so I am constantly reconstructing what I just lost because the phone rang or someone came in, or what have you.

3. How do you manage your symptoms of ADD/ADHD?

It has taken me years to recognize that nutrition and diet make a difference for me. I can especially feel sags in omega-3’s and I can feel the benefit of trace minerals through supplements. It’s a subtle factor, with about a 3-day offset, but it makes a difference that I can see clearly now.

Managing or decreasing levels of stress is important on both the general and moment-to-moment levels. Tai Chi is probably the most beneficial single exercise regimen I have been on, though physical activity in general helps improve performance. Having the help of a secretary of office manager also is priceless in keeping me organized, reframing things and keeping me on track.

4. Do you know what your basic temperament is? How does that temperament interact with issues surrounding ADD/ADHD?

Yes, introvert. This tendency means I am comfortable with solitary activity and often prefer it, and that when I get stressed, I’ll likely withdrawn into contemplation rather than spring into action. It creates a pattern that seems inexplicable to some people, seeming opposites, because the ADHD keeps me moving and noticing things while what I otherwise want is to be left alone and delve into one thing.

5. How do you find common ground between your introversion and ADD/ADHD?

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Most of the places where these two sets of tendencies meld well are outdoors. One activity where they meet is during bow hunting season. Whether still-hunting, stalking or sitting, the slowness satisfies my need for quiet (introvert characteristic), and the slower I go, the more I find novel events and chains of events going on around me (ADHD). Another area is when I am outside with small groups like scout patrol or a few other hikers; because I’m sensitive to my surround and am always noticing things, I have a good eye for the weather and seldom get lost – which are both beneficial. I’m willing to tolerate the risk of high adventure (ADHD) but do a good job of preparing and keeping self and others safe and aware (innie).

6. What has been your experience with medications?

I tried three different medications in the past to help with my ADHD symptoms. My experience was that they seemed to help a lot in the first few days, but my body quickly adjusted, and the main effect wore off within a week while side effects became a problem. Increase doses led to increased side effects that outweighed the main effects. The stimulant-class meds, for instance, gave me volatile irritability when I was coming off at the end of the day, which created problems in marital and family relationships. Coffee has been a primary fallback.

7. Have you ever used other substances (e.g. alcohol, marijuana, other drugs) that has affected your functioning?

No. I did drink socially in college, for fun with friends; never missed class or work because of it though, nor experienced adverse consequences beyond a headache the next morning occasionally. Never tried drugs; never smoked.

2. Have you made any lifestyle changes like diet, exercise, etc. that have been/not been helpful?

I do better when I go to bed earlier and get up earlier, and sleep well. I do poorly with sleep disturbance or disruption. My eyes are sensitive to light, even closed; the digital clock would wake me when it would get to a time like 12:38 or 4:45, when most of the digital bars are lit, so once I got a sleep mask, I enjoyed a huge improvement in sleep quality – which makes a big difference in mental sharpness and focus during the day. When I stay on a morning routine that includes some prayer, some Tai Chi and some time to do some thing enjoyable, I do better. If my sleep becomes troubled however, these often get sacrificed and I have a hard time getting back on routine. Dietary factors also make a difference for me: boosting omega-3’s helps a lot; eating protein in the morning seems to help, but this may reflect sensitivity to a flatter glycemic curve more than a direct effect on functioning.

3. How has your high energy level and distractibility affected your interpersonal relationships?

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Working I constantly is failing to finish things, run out of time, and feel discouraged from under-achievement - so that interferes with relationships. With my family I am torn between adequate sleep or spending time with them, and a lot of it has to do with incomplete tasks at work that spill into family time. This waterfall of or cycle also leads to feelings of discouragement from underachieving at work and then at home in that I don’t get to spend as much time with my family that I would hope to. (interpersonal relationships at work? Might want to add)I very often feel like I misstep in relationships, especially by talking too much, or saying some thing I shouldn’t have, or saying it in a clumsy way. When stimulated by interesting ideas in conversation, I often keep talking, interrupt or finish people’s sentences for them. Failing to remember to do things, losing track of time and missing a deadline or being late for a meeting, often impact my relationships badly as well. The main way high energy affects my relationships seems to be that people perceive a lot of intensity in me, even when my responses are subdued.

4. Have you found particular kinds of partnering with others to be helpful in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Yes. Partnering with my wife has been the best in coping with his ADD/HD in that she helps balance me. Also, partnering with my assistant when I had her was very helpful also in that she keep me on track. Partnering with my colleague has proven to be helpful. The main kinds of partnering that I have found helpful are when another person can prompt me when I get off-track, but can also help me secure time without disruptions. Interactions that prompt prioritizing of tasks help too. Partnering that reflects and refracts how I am doing, feeling and thinking, is usually helpful, but often comes after a period of poor performance, so I experience it as unpleasant initially. Longer-term experience with this tells me that it helps me see myself and be more intentional in my development and maturation, but I still often dread it because it usually starts from something negative. I would not say I am good at seeking this kind of partnering; maybe if I was more regular and proactive with it, I would experience it as moving from a secure place into addressing an area of challenge, rather than feeling like moving through humiliation to better.

5. Have you had any difficulties reading, writing or communicating in various ways with regards to ADD/ADHD?

The question is a compound one. On one hand it seems to ask about learning-disability type issues; to that I say no. On the other, it seems to ask if ADHD affects how well/often I communicate. To that I would have to say that yes, it does affect whether and how I communicate. Often when I am too-absorbed with things, or feeling stressed (“going too fast”), I will forget to communicate, or just not communicate because of being to inwardly-absorbed or in my own world of trying to perform well. Alternatively, I may not read all of the addressees on the email, may send without the attachment or the like. I may miss cues or not hear all of what is said. My tendency to think divergently can get me in trouble in writing tasks because I conceptualize too many ideas and have a hard time concisely writing one train of thought; I write, edit, edit the edits and re-edit, which takes a long time and usually leaves me displeased with the product besides.

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6. What has been the one most significant challenge in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Awareness. Acceptance. It is hard to cope with something one doesn’t necessarily see. It is hard to see something I don’t want to have. It is hard to accept something that derails things and thereby makes everything feel effortful, vigilant, unrelenting. From the innie perspective, it’s a challenge of maintaining morale and motivation in the face of something that probably will not get better.. When I do start a habit or task it then all of a sudden it just stops - it is a constant underachieving cycle that lead to feelings of discouragement. 13) What has been the one most significant help in coping with ADD/ADHD? I would have to say my wife – having her unconditional love and positive regard makes it possible and desirable to face where I feel small, incomplete, damaged or hopeless. She reminds me of successes and things that she values in me. She helps me to regain a more circumspect view when I get over-focused on things that seem like failure. After her, my former secretary who was good at being direct and unflapped. 14) Do you have any other insights or comments you would like to share after you look at this set of boxes that are a working map of key words relating to these issues? Fourteen questions about a heavy topic is a lot; and answering them on the fly, without forethought is unpleasant. It’s a reasonably good map though, based on what I feel and experience. It gets me thinking that I usually just try to survive the context I’m in, instead of shaping it.

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Bio-sketch: Participant #3

When I was asked to write a brief description of myself, my brain went into fast forward. (“Brief? I can’t do ‘brief’! And if I say …. maybe someone would think ……… or think ……….. so I really should say it in a different way. And what about the time when …………., but that would take 3000 words just to explain ……”) It is like being asked to look into a mirror and describe yourself. I am not looking into a single mirror. I am trapped in a hall of mirrors seeing infinite distortions of myself. I am an only child. When I was quite young, I recognized that I wasn’t functioning the way other kids my age were. I was overly sensitive and took everything in. I knew I had problems socially. My thoughts jumped all over the place and I had difficulty expressing all that I was thinking. I blamed all my problems on being an only child. I thought that having siblings would fix me. I had an active imagination and could go “inside myself” easily. Part of me knew that I would always have to take responsibility for my own entertainment and I could do that well. I wasn’t a social outcaste, but I was definitely on the fringe. My best friend was the most popular person in my grade. If she and I had a fight, everyone would side with her. If I was absent or wasn’t at an event for some reason, I don’t think anyone would have noticed that I was missing. I felt invisible. I have always had problems completing tasks. Needing to do something perfectly was a significant issue when I was younger. (I took two years of drafting in high school; at times, things got really bad and it took a long time for me to complete projects with many ripped off my drafting board, crumpled up, and thrown against the wall.) Perfection can still be an issue, although I pick and choose what is important to fuss over (sometimes). I also can’t pick up a task where I left off; I have to start over from the beginning. For example, if I am cleaning my kitchen counters, I start on the left side. So the left side of my counter might get cleaned twenty times before I ever get to the right hand side. Some people say that it gives them a sense if accomplishment when they write a list of “to-do” items and then cross things off as they are completed. When I write a “to-do” list and finish something, I rewrite the list. I am often judged because of the way I approach a task, but I’ve learned to care about others’ opinions less than I used to. In terms of relationships, I often form bonds with domineering extroverts that work fine for a while and then fall apart in a big way. On the positive side, I work on a tall ship during the summer. A lot of the relationships that I have developed sailing are really good. I think it is because we live together 24/7 and working as a team is a necessity. On my boat, I’ve found the “family” for which I’ve always been searching. In several cases, young “bad boys” (crew members in their 20s and early 30s - young enough to be my son - who, for example, have outstanding arrest warrants, were in “BD”

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classes in school, etc…) specifically seek me out as a friend. Outside of sailing, my few close friends are introverts and they “get it”. Besides sailing, physical activity is something that helps me cope. The main “safe place” for me is on stage. Immersing myself in a character and being in front of an audience is where I feel like I can really be me. I wouldn’t change who I am. I have many gifts – noticing what others don’t, combining ideas and concepts in fresh ways, sometimes being able to distill all the information into a succinct thought. Because I have had to always work to fit in, I think have more compassion for struggles that everyone experiences. Can I be done now?

Interview: Participant #3

1. what characterizes ADD/ADHD for you, in your own words?

For me ADD/HD is the inability to stick with a task/complete them. Constantly jumping from thought to thought or activity to activity. Also, having trouble meeting others expectations about the way something should be done. Energy swings (mood swings) are also a common characteristic for me especially when I was younger in which I was very explosive (angered or frustrated).

2. What are the most difficult challenges ADD/ADHD brings?

Finishing tasks is one of the most difficult challenges along with frustration/anger, communicating with others, or anything with a deadline attached.

3. How do you manage your symptoms of ADD/ADHD?

Exercise is a big thing in managing my symptoms whether it is mentally stimulating or physical. With that I participates in Tall Ships and sail with a crew. Sailing is awesome in managing my symptoms in that I am part of a team, I am given one role at a time and that task I am given must be completed for the ship to sail properly. With sailing I am able to maintain a high amount of focus for a given task, and in the end when it’s all complete I can stand back for a moment and see the beauty in it all. I also rock climb, which is another sport that requires a lot of concentration, but also shifting my focus from one thing to another as I scale a rock wall.

I am also really good at catching myself when I am off track. Being a teacher I think it helps in making me realize and recognize when I need to kick it in gear. Another great way I manage my symptoms is taking responsibility when things do not go the way they were planed.

4. Do you know what your basic temperament is? How does that temperament interact with issues surrounding ADD/ADHD?

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I am an introvert. With that I gather information and processes, but need response time from others. That also brings about the issue with scattered thoughts, so sometimes it takes me longer to organize the information coming in, sometimes not. I tend to avoid phone calls, and would rather do things over email. When I am with others and many conversations are going on at once it is quite draining for me. If I experience so much of this high energy throughout the day I will then feel drained once again, and with that I experience burnout often. With that burnout I know I needs my alone time to recharge for the next day of high energy and communications with others.

5. How do you find common ground between your introversion and ADD/ADHD?

Sailing is a huge part in helping me find balance between both introversion and ADD/HD. I also find that being a teacher helps, but often gets sidetracked by the kids or lesson plan.

6. What has been your experience with medications?

I have no history of using medication.

7. Have you ever used other substances (e.g. alcohol, marijuana, other drugs) that has affected your functioning?

none

2. Have you made any lifestyle changes like diet, exercise, etc. that you been/not been helpful?

Finding time for things that bring me to a neutral state (sailing, rock climbing). With that I finds that exercise is necessary for me to balance within.

3. How has your high energy level and distractibility affected your interpersonal relationships?

Very few interpersonal relationships, but the ones I do have are strong they just live in a different state. With that I tend to keep to myself, but does find a bond with my sailing crew. When I have been in relationships I have been very subservient, others have always been dominating.

4. Have you found particularly kinds of partnering with others to be helpful in coping with ADD/ADHD?

Sailing crew is very much helpful with coping, and when I have gone through hard times I did find that partnering did help in one way or another. When I rock climb I have a partner, because without that person I would fall - but that partner is very toxic.

5. Have you had any difficulties reading, writing or communicating in various ways with regards to ADD/ADHD?

Reading I do fine with. When it comes to writing I would rather not have anything to do with it other than my love for fiction novels, I would love to write one someday. Managing documentation is a problem, too much effort - not interesting. Communication is poor. I try to avoid phone calls. I am currently the one responsible for planning a trip

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and I do not even know who’s going, who’s driving, what time and where. I am just hoping that things will just “happen” to work out without my doing anything 12) What has been the one most significant challenge in coping with ADD/ADHD? Trouble being taken seriously by others 13) What has been the one most significant help in coping with ADD/ADHD? Realizing and taking responsibility and also catching myself when I notices I am off track or distracted 14) Do you have any other insights or comments you would like to share after you look at this set of boxes that are a working map of key words relating to these issues? None *Notes by Interviewer* Brought up how her cognition, affect, and behavior transitions from the classroom, to her life outside work and play, and then to her activities that she participates in. Found it interesting that in her normal everyday life at home she has what I call “organized chaos” in that her house is not exactly tidy. Then when she shifts to school life, her classroom is kinda unorganized also but she will point out a place that is organized and clean (and feel pretty good about it). Then when it comes to her exorcise/activities (that she deemed necessary) it’s the opposite. I think sailing has a huge helping hand in balancing her two energies out to produce something that is amazing (catching wind and flying over the water). On the ship she has a bond with the crew, has a task to do that must be completed, and completes the task and moves on to the next. I find that because sailing requires one thing at a time she can maintain her focus (and on something she enjoys doing) and finish something. In life and at school she has so much going on, inside (mentally) and outside (physically) that distraction and incompletion of tasks occur quite frequently, or they are done just in time or on the date due. This sometimes then leads to her frustration and anxiety, and on top of it introverts are sensitive individuals so in a sense it heightens these emotions - as far as I see it. We also brought up the idea of going shopping, which I never thought about before. Looking at the idea of shopping, whether along or with others, is quite an overstimulating environment. For her it’s an in and out experience - I go get what I need and then I leave - and for me I really enjoy going to the mall and walking around and looking at things and keeping to myself. Really cool to see similarities and differences in those who are introverted and ADHD.

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Bio-sketch: Participant #4     I  was  not  diagnosed  with  ADD/ADHD  until  winter  of  my  freshman  year  of  college.  I  had  always  suspected  that  I  had  it  but  didn’t  have  enough  problems  or  serious  enough  problems  that  I  felt  I  needed  to  address  it  before  then.  I  also  know  it  runs  in  families  and  my  brother  was  diagnosed  with  it  which  gave  me  more  suspicion.  To  sum  up  how  I  have  always  been  when  my  doctor  was  questioning  me  about  it  to  see  if  I  did  have  it  he  came  to  the  subject  of  sitting  still  for  long  periods  of  time  such  as  in  a  meeting  or  film  for  football.  Without  even  asking  whether  I  did  have  problems  with  that  (which  I  did)  he  said  “Yeah  you’ve  always  been  kinda  energetic  and  fidgety.”  So  needless  to  say  it  was  very  apparent  that  in  that  area  I  was  always  affected  by  it.        

When  I  was  younger  I  was  always  running  off  by  myself  to  explore  or  build  things  or  just  tinker.  It  started  with  outlets  that  allowed  me  to  do  this  is  in  an  “acceptable”  setting  such  as  gifted/talented  program  competitions  for  elementary  school  in  which  you  would  be  given  a  list  of  items  to  use  to  build  a  contraption  that  must  complete  a  given  set  of  tasks  under  its  own  power.  With  friends  we  would  always  run  off  into  the  hills  and  hike  around  and  find  interesting  places  to  hang  out  or  see.  Then  as  I  got  older  video  games  and  other  things  helped  fill  the  part  of  my  life  that  needed  constant  stimulation  but  without  getting  over  stimulated.    When  I  got  old  enough  I  was  allowed  to  buy  airsoft  guns,  which  are  like  BB  guns  that  fire  plastic  BB’s  bigger  than  a  metal  BB  but  smaller  than  paintballs.  As  I  bought  smaller  cheaper  spring  powered  guns  I  would  take  them  apart  and  combine  other  pieces  and  make  adjustments  to  make  them  better,  satisfying  my  need  to  tinker  as  well  as  gather  my  energy,  often  doing  so  in  the  comfort,  quiet  and  peace  of  our  downstairs  shop  as  life  continued  on  at  a  fast,  shallow,  and  extroverted  pace  of  my  mother  upstairs.      

I  was  tall  and  lanky  when  younger  but  slowly  grew  into  my  frame,  both  growing  up  and  filling  in  my  skinny  frame.  Sports  were  always  a  constant  in  my  life,  whether  it  was  after  school  soccer,  basketball,  or  my  mainstay  hockey.  I  was  always  able  to  adjust  to  the  fast  pace  environments  and  read  the  plays  and  situations  and  process  many  details  because  of  my  ADD  and  introversion.  This  helped  me  be  “me”  but  in  a  more  socially  acceptable  environment.  I  was  very  bright  as  a  child,  but  often  would  zone  out  and  then  when  I  came  back  to  Earth  minutes  later  missing  much  of  a  lesson  or  example  I  would  then  be  able  to  figure  out  how  to  do  what  I  needed  to  do  to  compensate  for  my  distraction.  But  even  as  a  child  I  always  knew  that  I  learned  better  through  doing  than  simply  watching  or  listening.  Visual  lessons  were  always  much  easier  because  if  I  zoned  out  I  could  simply  put  the  pieces  together  and  catch  back  up  to  where  the  teacher  was  at  because  of  my  intelligence.        

As  I  got  older  I  continued  this  pattern  of  tinkering,  exploring  and  sports.    I  was  becoming  quite  the  student  and  athlete.  But  I  started  to  notice  as  I  got  into  more  advanced  classes  such  as  calculus,  or  in  situations  that  I  could  not  compensate  for  my  ADD  such  as  football  practice  or  football  camps,  where  in  all  seriousness  thousands  of  dollars  were  on  the  line  for  me  as  I  was  working  to  garner  

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scholarships.  I  would  find  myself  missing  directions  during  football  and  zoning  out  of  class  for  10  to  15  minutes  at  a  time  and  then  barely  scraping  by  after  hurriedly  teaching  myself  the  lesson  out  of  the  book  that  was  constantly  missing  key  points  that  it  seemed  only  the  teacher  possessed  and  doled  out  as  he  pleased.  However  as  I  struggled  in  traditional  style  classrooms,  the  shop  classes  that  I  was  taking  were  a  welcome  escape  from  the  constant  pressure  to  try  and  force  myself  to  pay  excruciatingly  close  attention,  or  at  least  it  seemed  that  way.      

I  often  struggle  with  timing,  either  in  quantitative  matters  such  as  being  on  time  for  many  things  or  in  more  qualitative  matters  such  as  relationships  or  friendships,  often  taking  what  seemed  like  “too  long”  to  process  things  and  make  a  decision.  I  was  trying  to  force  my  introverted,  ADD  self  into  the  lower-­‐mobility,  extroverted  world  and  obviously,  as  painstaking,  painful,  and  useless  this  was,  until  I  learned  more  about  myself  and  the  traits  I  possessed  I  suffered  through  it.  After  the  help  of  a  very  close  counselor/mentor,  I  have  slowly  begun  to  accept  these  traits  that  I  possess.  I’ve  been  able  to  dissect  my  situation  more  and  realize  why  I  do  what  I  do,  and  to  work  with  who  I  am,  rather  than  trying  to  fit  myself  to  my  environment,  but  rather  melding  my  world  to  fit  me.      

With  ADD  and  introversion  as  two  major  traits  of  my  being,  I  often  noticed  deeper  details  in  many  things,  and  as  people  with  ADD  often  do,  say  these  things  out  loud,  very  often  at  the  disdain  of  my  audience.  Most  people  do  not  wish  to  delve  deep  than  the  surface  and  highly  dislike  when  you  cause  them  to  think  deeper  than  they  usually  do  or  realize  an  obvious  truth  that  seems  to  be  somehow  eluding  them  like  a  parade  through  a  library.  As  I  have  come  to  learn  people  with  ADD  often  don’t  filter  their  words  how  most  people  are  “socially  prescribed”  to  do.  I  have  found  this  true  in  my  life  that  I  have  often  been  called  “tactless”  or  “too  straightforward”.    I  am  at  times  labeled  an  “asshole”  or  “a  dick”,  implying  I  lack  empathy  towards  others  or  simply  wish  to  metaphorically  rain  on  their  parade.  This  is  simply  not  the  case.  A  short  interview  with  a  coworker  led  me  to  realize  that  many  times,  often  involving  alcohol,  I  say  things  that  are  not  very  welcome  or  are  considered  harsh,  but  are  not  lies  or  any  other  fanciful  notions.  I  realized  that  while  I  do  not  wish  to  make  anyone’s  life  hell,  or  rain  on  them,  I  do  feel  constricted  and  constrained  by  my  lack  of  ability  to  string  together  thoughts  into  a  longer  plan  and  thus  often  am  at  the  mercy  of  others’  “flow”.  This  leads  to  a  feeling  of  a  lack  of  control,  and  thus  when  I  am  finally  able  to  maintain  my  own  flow,  I  feel  very  defensive  and  often  aggressive  to  anyone  trying  to  constrict  or  disrupt  my  organic  flow.     As  I  moved  forwards  I  continue  to  realize  and  accept  the  benefits,  contradictions,  and  challenges  that  having  ADD  and  being  a  sensitive  introvert  entail.  I  continue  to  mature  and  move  towards  a  more  graceful  state  of  being,  especially  in  regards  to  these  two  traits  that  make  up  so  much  of  who  I’ve  been,  who  I  am,  and  continue  to  shape  who  I  will  be.    I  am  putting  more  effort  into  growing  as  a  person  and  growing  into  being  a  man  and  a  human  being.  Everyday  I’m  learning  to  “do”  less  (pretending  and  forcing  my  shape  of  peg  into  the  wrong  whole  that  is  the  extrovert  dominated  world)  and  just  “be  me”  more.  The  best  way  I  feel  I  can  leave  you  with  an  idea  about  how  knowing  more  about  my  own  ADD  and  Introversion,  

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and  how  they  interact  and  affect  me,  and  how  this  knowledge  helps  me  find  peace,  I  can  only  think  of  a  quote,  “the  smart  man  knows  the  world,  the  wise  man  knows  himself.”    Interview: Participant #4 1 What characterizes ADD/ADHD for you, in your own words?

I tend to look at it not as a disorder, but as a set of traits that are unique to me and I tend to see it as a gift and a curse. Organization proves to be difficult, and also beginning and completing tasks.

2. What are the most difficult challenges ADD/ADHD brings?

The most difficult challenge is being on time, and being prepared for things.

3. How do you manage your symptoms of ADD/ADHD?

Medication helps manage my ADD/HD symptoms in that it helps break things down and gives me the ability to focus on one thing at a time, or the one thing that is to be done in that moment.

4. Do you know what your basic temperament is? How does that temperament interact with issues surrounding ADD/ADHD?

Introvert. It’s about being “In yourself and lost and in yourself” mixed in with thinking from thought to thought and wanting to be active and moving.

How do you find common ground between your introversion and ADD/ADHD?

I have come to know that if I were to go out one day and be around people (high energy stimulation) I would have to spend the next day to himself to recharge. And also, if I knew I was going to be around a large group of people or be in a high energy situation then I would take a nap before going out. Football also was a mediator between my introversion and ADD/HD. You have the physicality of it all, but also the racing of thoughts from one play to another, and then the individuality of being the only person in your position and it’s your job to make the right move.

5. What has been your experience with medications?

I was diagnosed ADHD in the winter of 2011 and have been on Adderoll XR 60mg since. Since being on the medication I as noticed a difference in my ability to pay attention and complete things, but then again I have days where the medication may not even seem to kick in and I just “exist”

6. Have you ever used other substances (e.g. alcohol, marijuana, other drugs) that has affected your functioning?

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That has affected my functioning? No. I am in college so I tend to drink socially. I have noticed hat nicotine helps a lot with, or works well when I’m on my medication. 2. Have you made any lifestyle changes like diet, exercise, etc. that you been/not

been helpful? Transiting from high school to college was difficult. I was a smart kid in high school and if I zoned out in class I was quick to teach myself how to do something or what needed to be done to catch up. College is different, but the meds help with keeping me focused during school. Also, I can no longer play football now due to a major career ending concussion. I went out for track and that was fun. I have always been a very active person, so finding new outlets is going to have to occur. Also, I moved out of my parents house which was very helpful. My mom is a definite extrovert so she doesn’t really get me and is always on my case, so being away and alone is helpful. 3. How has your high energy level and distractibility affected your interpersonal

relationships? I have a knack of being blunt and stating my opinions, so some people are put off by that. Other than that my interpersonal relationship are okay for the most part. 4. Have you found particularly kinds of partnering with others to be helpful in

coping with ADD/ADHD? Working with someone has proved to be helpful for me. But, I go to a very individualistic university where everyone is out fending for themselves so it’s hard to find someone who will sit down and work on something with me. 5. Have you had any difficulties reading, writing or communicating in various

ways with regards to ADD/ADHD? Reading has been difficult due to my career ending concussion from football in the recent years. Writing brings no difficulties and I feel I am proficient at it. When it comes to communication I much prefer to talk to anyone in person, if it is an important matter I will call them if meeting them in person is out of the question, other wise texting works well. When it comes to socializing it’s good and bad. I tend to speak my mind so people call me a “dick” or “ass” but that is just how I am. 12) What has been the one most significant challenge in coping with ADD/ADHD? School. 13) What has been the one most significant help in coping with ADD/ADHD?

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One of the most significant helps is being in a situation that requires the set of traits I have, or the strengths that I brings to the table. 14) Do you have any other insights or comments you would like to share after you look at this set of boxes that are a working map of key words relating to these issues?

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Summary  of  Group  Participant  Conversation    

Challenges    

Each  of  the  four  innie-­‐ADHD  participants  described  their  individual  experience  with  ADHD  in  its  key  implications/challenges.    

As  expected,  all  participants  described  difficulties  with  attention,  concentration,  and  switching  mental  sets;  high  level  of  detail-­‐orientation/-­‐processing,  tendency  to  either  super-­‐focus  or  get  distracted  often  and  difficulty  sustaining  performance  over  long  periods/projects.    All  related  degrees  of  difficulty  with  staying  organized.    All  described  chronic  feelings  of  failure,  underachievement  relative  to  intellect,  and  chronic  and  sometimes  intense  feelings  of  discouragement/depression  or/and  anxiety.    All  experienced  frequent  irritability/  anger  and  frustration  as  well  –  both  at  others  and  self.    All  described  emotional  sensitivity  in  general  and  sensitivity  to  others,  but  also  related  feelings  of  too-­‐often  making  social  missteps  or  unwittingly  damaging  relationships  at  one  time  or  another  –  either  through  commission  (not  “using  the  filter”  in  conversation,  v.  failing  to  follow-­‐thorough  on  something  important.    Correspondingly,  all  related  periods  of  obliviousness  to  inter-­‐personal  or  environmental  cues/surroundings.  All  disclosed  degrees  of  feeling  like  social  outsiders  for  these  reasons.    But,  for  similar  reasons,  all  have  some  avoidance  of  relationships  too.    All  expressed  feeling  that  the  socio-­‐institutional  contexts  of  their  living  leave  little  room  for  being  authentic  (as-­‐I-­‐am),  and  instead  require  the  donning  of  an  assumed  persona  that  attempts  to  identify  with  and  meet  perceived  expectations  and  demands  -­‐    but  which  is  experienced  as  incongruent  in  greater  or  lesser  degree.      

Similarities  and  Differences  By  Gender.  Both  women  had  higher  degrees  of  acceptance  of  diagnosis  and  difficulty  than  the  men.    The  men  were  more  likely  to  overtly  express  or  exhibit  contrarian  attitudes  towards  systems/authority,  the  women  more  acceptance  of  the  status  of  things.    Though  all  endorsed  relative  difficulties  with  certain  kinds  of  social  perception,  the  men  were  reportedly  more  likely  than  the  women  to  notice  and  focus  attributions  for  perceived  failure  or  difficulty  on  external  events/factors.    They  may  tend  to  act  more  on  the  environment  and  thereby  experience  more  outwardly-­‐directed  frustrational  attribution.      

Similarities  and  Differences  by  Age.  The  two  young  people  both  disclosed  other  substance  use  alternating  with  or  in  addition  to  the  prescriptions,  including  nicotine,  caffeine  and  alcohol.    Both  also  ascribed  to  “acting”  in  relationship  to  others,  as  well  as  utilizing  their  introvert  sensitivity  to  “play”  or  manipulate  others  deliberately.        Comments  from  the  older  participants  indicated  relative  absence  of  deliberate  effects  here  but  more  awareness  of  subtle  attributional  errors  that  color  thinking,  feeling  and  acting  over  time.    

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The  older  adults  did  not  endorse  substance  use,  nor  prescription  medication  use.      The  older  male  had  tried  prescription  medications,  but  found  that  main  effects  briefly  outweighed  side  effects,  then  the  converse,  which  yielded  discontinuation  of  the  medications.    Both  older  adults  endorsed  use  of  caffeine.    

Similarities  and  Differences  by  Age-­‐at-­‐Diagnosis.  The  younger  participants  were  diagnosed  at  younger  ages  and  showed  differential  rising  to  the  challenges,  by  gender.    The  younger  woman  related  earlier  utilization  of  professional  services,  and  more-­‐frequent  use  of  intentional  compensatory  strategies,  but  also  more  doubt  about  individual  coping  and  positive  future.    The  younger  male  endorsed  having  the  condition,  but  also  endorsed  lowest  use  of  adaptive  compensations,  and  highest  use  of  compensations  likely  to  be  costly  or  maladaptive.    The  older  male  was  diagnosed  latest  in  life,  did  utilize  some  professional  services,  but  related  not  being  at  the  same  level  of  acceptance  as  the  two  women.    All  described  greater  or  lesser  degrees  of  grief-­‐like  processing  associated  with  diagnosis.    Compensations    The  group  discussed  their  adaptations  and  compensations:         Similarities  and  Differences  By  Gender.  Both  women  had  higher  degrees  of  acceptance  of  diagnosis  and  difficulty  than  the  men,  which  is  viewed  as  a  key  step  in  intentional  compensation.    The  women  appeared  to  have  rather  better  individual  adaptations  (perhaps  because  of  different  socialization  to  interpersonal  relationships)    and  to  have  found  adequate  institutional  context  niches  they  could  tolerate.      The  men  tended  towards  less  engagement  with  confidants  -­‐  less  depth  or  very  low  frequency,  whereas  both  women  had  two  or  more  supportive  others  to  whom  they  regularly  turn  for  unconditional  support  and  regard.    

Although  most  adaptive  in  daily  techniques,  the  younger  woman  also  voiced  highest  frequency  of  utterance  about  anxiety,  depression  and  probabilities  of  negative  future  outcomes,  and  to  have  most  difficulty  in  compensating  these.             Similarities  and  Differences  by  Age.  Both  younger  participants  indicated  that  they  used  prescription  medications.    Older  participants  had  tried  medication,  but  did  not  endorse  current  use.    Caffeine-­‐use  to  boost  performance  was  endorsed  by  all.        Younger  participants  engaged  in  more  at-­‐risk  sensation-­‐seeking  or  mood-­‐altering  behaviors,  whereas  the  two  older  participants  tend  towards  thrilling  outdoor  experiences  with  mediated-­‐risk  (sailing,  windsurfing,  canoeing,  high-­‐adventure).    

All  related  the  importance  of  exercise,  most  on  the  order  of  1-­‐2  hours/day  being  best.    The  younger  pair  were  proportionately  more  able  to  achieve  this,  while  the  older  pair  were  more  often  engaged  with  other  life  activities  in  work,  family  or  civic  contexts.    Older  age  at  diagnosis  was  associated  with  more  intuitive  coping,  more  retreat  to  better-­‐fitted  or  more-­‐permissive  environmental  contexts.  

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    Similarities  and  Differences  by  Age-­‐at-­‐Diagnosis.  The  younger  woman  was  diagnosed  earliest  of  all  four  and  arguably  demonstrated  the  most  acceptance  of  her  diagnosis,  and  the  most  active  daily  use  of  compensatory  tactics  and  strategies.      She  was  able  to  explicitly  map  her  process  in  attempting  to  complete  tasks,  both  when  adapting  dynamically  to  her  challenges,  and  when  not,  and  had  some  sense  of  factors  affecting  it.    Later  diagnosis  seems  to  be  associated  with  more  difficulty  in  participants  to  self-­‐correct  entrenched  habits.          Mapping  and  Feedback    

Vraniak  shared  a  mapping  of  critical  points  and  thresholds,  assembled  based  on  observing  and  hearing  from  all  four  participants  (see  figure).          

Beginning  the  basic  intra-­‐individual-­‐context  issue  of  attention,  at  the  bottom  of  the  center  column,  and  moving  upward  ,  the  group  felt  the  diagram  reasonably  captures  the  interplay  of  subjective  reactions  and  external  context  events.    The  left  and  right  columns  represent  different  trajectories  initiated  by  strong  feeling;  these  are  cognitive-­‐affective  loops  with  behavioral  implications,  depending  on  whether  the  internal  compensation  is  one  of  minimization/denial  (opposition/oblivion)  or  acceptance/withdrawal  (defeat/despair).    

The  group  discussed  and  found  it  a  fairly  accurate  characterization  of  the  pitfalls  and  did  acknowledge  that  adequate  pairing-­‐to-­‐partnering  usually  results  in  better  outcomes  when  the  partner  can  effectively  help  reflect  and  refract  the  difficulties,  and  the  two  can  negotiate  to  form  a  better-­‐fitted  context.      It  was  also  admitted,  however,  that  participants  often  feel  it  is  difficult  to  locate  and  maintain  such  relationships  in  various  key  contexts.      Personal  Adaptations    

With  the  given  that  introverted  people  often  require  time  to  process  to  the  level  of  thoroughness  that  feels  satisfying,  and  will  give  different  feedbacks  at  two  minutes,  two  hours  or  two  days,  the  group  shared  reflections  on  how  we  might  opt  for  new  adaptations.    Ironically,  it  was  noted  that  all  4  tended  to  delineate  autonomous  individual  strategies  over  inter-­‐personal,  despite  the  immediately  preceding  mapping.    The  participants  considered  it  probable  that  the  situational  parameters  (quick  presentation  of  novel,  complex  stimulus  relevant  to  self-­‐and-­‐other/s,  plus  brief  processing  time  before  being  asked  to  respond:    high-­‐cognitive  complexity,  time-­‐limited)  were  not  fitted  to  the  introverted  style  of  processing,  and  that  richer  responses  would  result  if  additional  time  had  been  proffered.      These  observations  have  important  implications  for  tailoring  supports  to  individuals  with  introverted  temperaments  who  also  have  ADHD.      

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Key  Features  and  Dynamics  of  introversion  with  ADD/ADHD    

Features  of  both  ADD/AHDH  and  introversion  were  very  evident  in  the  self-­‐narratives,  interviews  and  group  conversation  among  these  four  participants.  What  was  intriguing  to  see  has  consistently  patterned  (see  Table  1)  some  aspects  of  both  either  seemed  to  intensify  a  particular  characteristic  or  create  an  opposing  tension:  1)  Intensify  –  the  high  focus  rumination,  circular  thinking  and  attention  to  detail  of  introversion  combined  with  inattention-­‐distractibility,  disorganized  thinking  and  singular  yet  temporary  focus,  to  create  an  intensified  experience  of  cognitive  overload  and  confusion,  being  lost.  A  roiling  mixture  of  the  introverts  commonly  accumulating  feelings  of  fear  and  anxiety,  resignation,  tiredness  and  exhaustion,  despondency  and/or  depression  was  added  to  by  the  frequent  feelings  of  frustration  and  anger,  resentment,  hopelessness  and  despair  contributed  by  ADD/ADHD,  so  that  a  common  feeling  of  feeling  like  a  failure  and  low  self-­‐esteem  was  intensified,  particularly  as  a  tendency  toward  rash,  risk-­‐taking  behaviors  was  ‘complemented’  by  a  highly  sensitive  perception  of  the  often  negative  consequences  that  resulted.  And  the  combination  of  low  physical  energy,  apathy  and  lassitude,  constantly  feeling  rushed  and  helpless  of  introversion  with  the  high  energy,  impulsive  out-­‐of-­‐control  mobility  of  ADD/ADHD  frequently  led  to  the  inability  to  complete  many  important  tasks  in  a  timely  way  or  at  all.  2)  Conflict  -­‐  nn  the  other  hand  the  introverted  perceptiveness  and  insight  conflicted  with  the  obliviousness  of  ADD/ADHD,  contributing  to  a  vacillation  between  ‘going  deep’  and  ‘skimming’;  both  sensitivity  and  bold  rashness  often  led  to  vacillation  between  extreme  feelings  of  deflation  and  being  excited;  and  the  conflicts  of  feeling  physical  lassitude  on  the  one  hand  and  agitation  on  the  other  often  led  to  an  approach-­‐avoidance  vacillation,  beign  both  over-­‐  and  under-­‐stimulated.         Table  2.  outlines  the  common  dynamics  and  thresholds,  what  Vraniak  (2010)  calls  Leitmotifs,  of  patterns  of  compensation  and  adaptation  involved  in  this  combination  of  features:  There  is  was  a  reported  tendency  to  rationalize  and  manipulate  by  informants  in  this  study,  frequently  externalize  by  blaming  others  and  then  to  feel  guilty,  often  attempt  to  be  the  one  who  always  initiates  and  thus  set  the  tone  and  maintain  control  in  situations.      

There  seemed  to  be  3  thresholds  or  bifurcations  during  development  that  seemed  critical  in  this  patterning  and  that  provided  the  opportunity  for  healthier  coping  mechanisms:  1)  Physically  at  some  point  after  self-­‐  or  other-­‐identification  of  ADD/ADHD  medication  was  tried  and  either  discontinued  or  eventually  continued  after  side-­‐effects  were  successfully  coped  with.  The  successful  use  of  medication  significantly  helped  the  person  with  some  symptoms,  while  non-­‐use  tended  to  deepen  adaptive  challenges.  2)  Emotionally  there  was  a  frequent  minimization  of  challenges,  that  at  some  point,  either  led  to  a  deeper  denial  or  into  a  greater  sense  of  acceptance  of  the  reality  of  the  challenges  faced.  Squarely  acknowledging  and  facing  the  difficulty  of  the  challenges  led  to  more  effective  adaptive  shifts,  including  greater  reliance  of  others  rather  than  (dismissal  of  them)  and  usually  a  lessening  of  low  self-­‐esteem.  More  convoluted  and  more  deeply  set  defensive  compensations  usually  

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resulted  from  denial.  3)  Cognitively,  some  of  the  participants  in  this  study  experienced  a  sense  of  great  relief,  excitement  and  sense  of  transformation  upon  the  realization  about  introversion  being  a  part  of  their  make-­‐up,  which  is  leading  to  new  adaptive  possibilities,  given  the  greater  clarity  in  understanding  what  is  going  on  for  them.        

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Table  1.  Characteristics  of  Introversion  and  ADD/ADHD  that  Conflict  &  Complement                          Introversion           ADD/ADHD  

   Introversion-­‐ADHD  Complementarity     Introversion-­‐ADHD  Conflict    

Mental:  inattention-­‐distractibility        disorganized  thinking        singular  yet  temporary  focus        oblivious      Emotional:    frustration-­‐anger                      resentment    

                 despair                      hopelessness                      rash                                                  Physical:    high  energy-­‐mobility                                        agitation-­‐fiestiness              unable  to  complete              behind              impulsive                                      out-­‐of-­‐control  

Mental:  high  focus-­‐rumination        circular  thinking          attention  to  detail        perceptive      Emotional:    fear-­‐anxiety                      resignation    

               despondency-­‐depression                    tiredness-­‐  exhaustion                    sensitive                          Physical:  low  energy-­‐sedentary            apathy-­‐lassitude            unable  to  complete            rushed            cautious            helpless  

Mental:  vacillation  …  go  deep  -­‐  skim              Emotional:  vacillation  deflated-­‐excited                                Physical:  vacillation…avoid  -­‐  approach            over,  under  stimulated  

Mental:  cognitively  overloaded        confused-­‐lost          Emotional:    feel  like  a  failure                      low  self-­‐esteem                              Physical:  can’t  finish  anything            periodically  burned  out    

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 Table  2.  Introversion-­‐ADHD  Defenses  and  Dynamics:  Leitmotifs  (loops)      

               

Mental:  rationalize  &  manipulate    …  shift  away  from  self-­‐responsibility              deny  &  pretend  (shuck  &  jive)              become  authority             minimize  &  manipulate,  pretend  &  defend                  Emotional:  blame  &  guilt  …  externalize  or  internalize  …  displace  or    

avoid,  try  to  please  or  govern  the  irritation,    displeasure,  disappointment,  disapproval  and/or  rejection  by  other  adults  and  peers  (project)  

                               Physical:  initiate  &  control  …  prevent  (be  a  hard  target,  keep  moving)                          intense  exercise,  sports,  outdoors                                nutrition,  medication,  substance  use    

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  Commentary,  Conclusions  and  Recommendations       The  language  used  by  scholars  doing  research  and  refining  diagnostic  systems  regarding  ADD/ADHD  tend  use  pejorative  terms  that  are  slightly  behaviorally  inaccurate  semantically,  rather  than  more  accurate,  neutral  terms.  Primarily  this  misrepresentation  rests  upon  a  lack  of  focus  on  and  study  of  the  characteristics  of  the  various  and  quite  different  contexts  within  children  and  adults  exist.  If  you  are  in  a  rigid  educational  system  that  insists  upon  immobility,  didactic  lecture  and  passive  learning  the  terms  overactive  and  hyperactive  might  be  used  rather  negatively,  but  if  you  are  on  a  tall  sailing  ship  the  terms  highly  mobile  and  highly  energetic  might  be  used  more  neutrally  or  positively.  Impulsive  can  also  be  frequently  an  initiator.  Inattentive  is  especially  inaccurate  in  that  certain  roles  and  contexts  (e.g.  military,  law  enforcement,  parenthood)  require  and  reward  rapid  shifts  in  attention  that  are  of  short  duration  that  rapidly  scan  the  entire  environment  beneficially  for  self  and  others.  And  certainly  describing  individuals  as  not  being  able  to  self-­‐regulate  or  control  their  behavior  is  very  different  than  capacities  that  direct,  channel  and  place  certain  behavioral  repertoires  in  the  most  relevant  and  appropriate  contexts,  within  the  best-­‐fitted  social  roles.       The  majority  of  scholars  and  researchers,  not  having  experienced  the  features  of  ADHD  themselves,  have  thus  tended  to  pattern  these  aspects  in  terms  of  syndromal  constructs  that  place  the  ‘disorder’  within  the  individual,  with  only  nominal  attention  to  the  relevance  of  context.    One  result  of  researchers’  and  scholars’  lack  of  first-­‐hand  experience  with  the  types  of  high-­‐frequency  reactions  and  responses  by  parents,  partners  friends,  authorities  and  other  significant  persons  (coupled  with  the  use  of  constructs  and  semantics  that  result  in  skewed  attributions),  is  that  scholars  have  not  approached  mapping  the  ontological  trajectories  that  gradually  result  for  persons  having  high  energy,  high  mobility  and  rapidly  shifting  attention-­‐that-­‐scans,  in  response  to  ill-­‐formed  institutional,  social  and  interpersonal  contexts.    It  is  especially  the  case  that  this  has  not  been  done  in  terms  of  common  compensatory  patterns  that  then  develop  in  adaptive,  versus  maladaptive  directions.       If  a  child  moves  about  a  lot,  typically  adults  attempt  to  constrain  the  child,  which  results  in  frustration  for  the  child.  This  frustration  can  move  the  child  to  try  to  ignore  or  avoid  the  adult,  disagree  with  or  directly  oppose  the  adult,  which  then  can  result  in  disappointment  and  disapproval  from  the  adult.  This  can  escalate  as  frustration  becomes  anger  by  the  child  and  then  the  adult  may  punish  or  apply  controlling  sanctions  and  consequences  -­‐  behaviorally,  emotionally  and  cognitively  –  that  may  foster  guilt  in  the  child  eventually.  Enough  repetitions  of  this  unfortunate  sequence  and  feelings  of  depression  and  thoughts  of  despair  may  be  reinforced  in  the  child  as  it  becomes  what  might  be  called  a  ‘frustration  and  failure  loop’.           Such  a  mismatch  between  natural  and  native  characteristics  of  the  child  and  adult  response  eventually  become  unbearable  for  the  child  and  perhaps  for  the  adult,  so  that  general  compensatory  mechanisms  eventually  and  inevitably  come  

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into  existence.  A  child  may  have  athletic  talent  and  a  better  fitted  and  ‘more  adult-­‐approved’  set  of  responses  occur  as  the  budding  football,  hockey  or  soccer  star  is  praised  for  highly  energetic  mobility  and  rapidly  shifting  scanning  behaviors  (fit).  Or  a  child  may  withdraw  from  adult  oversight  into  the  wilderness  and  become  a  budding  naturalist,  hunter,  fisher  (flee).  A  child  may  more  directly  and  actively  oppose  tightly  applied  control  and  contingent  regulating  mechanisms  applied  by  adults  and  become  ‘oppositional  and  defiant’,  perceived  as  a  ‘troubled  kid’  (fight).  Some  children  and  teens  alternatively  or  additionally  may  seek  release  from  these  burdens  and  binds  in  substance  use  (freeze).       However,  there  are  more  specific  and  internalized  psychological  compensations  that  may  come  into  existence  by  the  time  adulthood  is  reached  as  a  result  of  ill-­‐fitted  environments  and  poor  responses  by  others.  Compartmentalization,  pretending,  denial,  manipulation,  projection,  and  the  creation  of  various  of  defensive  mechanisms  to  blunt  disappointment,  disapproval,  withdrawal,  rejection  and  control  by  others,  as  well  as  self-­‐despair  and  self-­‐desecration.  Let  us  map  a  couple  of  these  that  came  out  of  the  narratives  of  the  self-­‐reflections,  pairwise  refractions  and  group  conversation  representations  we  did  in  this  investigation  …     Beginning at the bottom center of the diagram, with the shifting attention of the subject with ADHD, we can proceedback and forth up the box, with the words on the right describing the reactions of the other/context to the subject, and the subject’s response in return on left. Movement up each column box maps the escalating responses and reactions that tend to occur. At the top of the first box in the center is a tipping point in which the person with ADHD either accepts ineptitude and withdraws, or minimizes and denies the significance of their deficits. Although diagrammed separately, these are not necessarily mutually exclusive in the sense that both acceptance and denial can be partial and that the subject can both minimize and withdraw. That said let us pursue the left and right columns respectively. On left, the acceptant, withdrawer may on one hand descend into nonstriving, depression and despair, be labeled as the problem and experience alienation. Or being met with irritation, the subject may alternately avoid, be avoided, re-engage and be met with dislike of person or behavior; he or she may strive harder and yet have efforts rejected, resulting in low self-esteem and dejection. On the right, the minimizing denying subject may, on one hand, descend into pretense in order to escape the issues and instead become trouble for self and others, culminating in risky diversions often in the guise of play of ‘playing’ others. On the other, he or she may iteratively press, blame and manipulate others, ultimately externalizing responsibility and rationalizing failure. In this either this scenario, or/and the dejection condition, when things reach a crisis point

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Critical  Points  and  Thresholds:  Introversion  and  ADD/ADHD        -­‐  very  sensitive       -­‐  assume  control,  tactless  -­‐  worst  case  tendency     -­‐  overly  optimistic  -­‐  rumination           -­‐  oblivious,  unaware  -­‐  exhaust  easily       -­‐  never  stop  -­‐  high  standards       -­‐  low  standards    -­‐  overly  detailed,       -­‐  very  fragmented,        no  overall  picture            no  sense  of  priorities    

                                                     

       

sad/shame         give  up,  reject      guilt                              coerce,  punish      anger         disapprove      frustration         constrain      frequently  move  &  shift  attention  

low  esteem,    dejection         reject    strive         dislike      re-­‐engage           avoid      avoid                        irritation        accept-­‐withdraw  

rationalize  failure         reject    manipulate         dislike      blame                        disappointment      press                          irritation        minimize-­‐deny    

adaptive  confidence                            communicate    partner                      refract  &  assist      lessen  scale                          reflect  &  advise                        adjust  context    &  pair    

 alienation                  label  as  problem                  depression  &  despair    

 pretend  to  escape                  become  trouble                drink,  drugs  &  sex  or  exercise,  sports    

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there is opportunity for change, by making context adjustments and pairing. If the individual is able to locate an interpersonal resource who provides reflection of challenges and advisement, the subject may begin to rein in the scale of their frequent over-reaching; if the other is able to refract the individuals motives and interests, he or she may then begin to partner in new ways that promote beneficial communication and adaptive confidence. Implicit to this map is that, especially with children, the subject with ADHD is, in significant degree, dependent on what is ecologically available by way of context. To the extent that the situation may immediately afford occasion for pairing and partnering that aids the individual in identifying the relative goodness-of-fit between individual nature and context features, then he or she may take an early quantum leap towards either adapting her his strategies for coping with demand parameters or adjusting the form of the context – in effect moving into the upper central box without suffering the others, and in essence locating the kind of contexts and activities that provide optimal fit to her/his talents and tendencies.

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    Supplemental  Materials      Supplement  to  ADHD  with  Introversion:  The  Misdiagnosis  of  Robin  Williams    Robin  Williams  Death:  Combination  of  ADHD/Introversion  often  misdiagnosed  and  mistreated  as  Bipolar  or  Depression    Robin  Williams,      Few  understand  what  the  combination  of  bursting  forth,  continual  outpouring  of  high  energy  (ADHD),  coupled  with  an  exquisitely  and  excruciatingly  sensitive  heart  (introversion),  costs  a  person  like  you  who  has  both.  Throw  in  a  brilliantly  creative  mind  and  while  you  entertained  so  many,  you  were  so  misunderstood  and  unmet  in  the  competing  impulses  to  go  out  and  share,  yet  needing  to  withdraw,  go  in  and  rest.  It  is  to  our  sorrow  that  we  could  not  provide  you  with  just  the  right  love  and  support  to  moderate  and  settle  the  ongoing  conflict  between  your  indwelling  and  outgoing  nature.  Truly,  may  you  rest,  finally,  in  Peace.  –  Damian    See  ”Narratives  of  Introversion  with  ADHD”  by  Vraniak  et  al  (2014)  at  www.academia.edu    Those  with  ADHD  have  paradoxical  reactions  to  medications  (e.g.  stimulants  calm  them  down)  …  as  Robin  said,  “cocaine  doesn’t  stimulate  me  like  it  does  others,  it  clams  me  down’  …  and  with  the  wrong  diagnosis  and  wrong  medication  suicide  potential  greatly  increases.  Similarly,  introverts  often  are  quite  dosage  sensitive  to  medications.  Thus,  this  sub-­‐population  might  seem  to  be  exceptionally  at  risk  for  misdiagnosis  and  mis-­‐medicated  …  at  the  very  least,  research  should  be  undertaken  to  see  if  this  clinical  speculation  is  accurate.    On  the  following  pages  I  offer  some  of  the  basic  templates  and  information  I  share  with  parents  and  spouses  ….    Damian  Vraniak,  PhD,  Licensed  Psychologist  Director,  Great  Lakes  Mental  Health  Center  15910N  Company  Lake  Road  Hayward  Wisconsin  54843    (715)  634-­‐6001    (office)  (715)  790-­‐8801  (cell)  High  Energy  Youth  Triptych            

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      Fundamental  Principles  and  Approaches    A.  Understand  and  accept  that  high  energy  output  by  children  diagnosed  with  AD/HD  is  something  these  children  are  born  with  (hard-­‐wired)  and  that  such  shifting,  high  energy  expression  cannot  be  totally  turned  off  or  contained.    B.  This  means  that  typically  effective  child  rearing  and  teaching  strategies  (e.g.  time-­‐out,  punishment,  discipline)  most  often  used  by  parents  and  teachers  are  not  effective  with  these  high  energy  children/students  …  alternative  parenting  and  teaching  approaches  are  necessary  and  required.    C.  Understand  and  accept  that  the  continuum  of  openness  in  settings  (outdoors  and  community  most  open  and  unconstrained,  home  moderately  open  and  constrained,  school  significantly  smaller  and  highly  constrained),  coupled  with  the  number  of  people  in  those  contexts  (outdoors/community  –  varied,  home  –  few,  and  school  –  many  in  a  tight  space),  means  that  developmentally  schools  are  the  most  challenging  contexts  for  their  high  levels  of  energy.         Suggested  approaches  to  these  challenges  include:    1.  Shift  language  from  negative  categories  and  labels  (bad,  naughty,  wrong),  to  accurately  descriptive  (too  high  for  context).    2.  Intentionally  insure  that  positive  and  negative  adult  responses  are  equally  frequent.    3.  Parents  offer  a  self-­‐monitoring  map  to  the  child  that  focuses  upon  energy  levels  that  are  well-­‐fitted  to  context  (green,  just  right),  slightly  much  for  others  in  context  (yellow,  caution),  way  too  much  for  situation  (red,  danger)  and  the  need  for      rest/recovery/recomposition  (blue,  reset).    4.  Parents  arrange  and  structure  opportunities  in  the  home  that  enable  practice  shifting  between  three  positive  activities  (e.g.      drawing  or  construction,  reading,  writing)  in  a  rotation  that  promotes  eventual  completion  of  each  activity,  and  that    contains  a  brief  break  between  each  activity  for  cooling,  calming  and  collecting  (resetting)  energy  level.  We  might  call  such  an  activity  rotation  sequence  ‘circuit  training’  or  ‘circuit  learning’.  Initially  the  length  of  time  in  each  of  the  three  activity    stations  might  be  quite  short,  but  can  be  gradually  lengthened  with  practice.    5.  Parents  facilitate  and  train  their  child  in  ways  to  scale  down  and  concentrate  energy,  so  that  it  does  not  move  around  a  whole  room,  bump  into  various  objects  and/or  people,  but  increasingly  is  expressed  in  a  smaller  area  right  in  front  of  the      child,  perhaps  through  the  use  of  doodle  pads,  finger  beads  or  wrist-­‐bands,  small  construction  sets  (magnetix,  lego,  electronics)  and/or  self-­‐stimulating  and  self-­‐soothing  small,  smooth,  soft  objects  (rabbit’s  foot,  stone).    

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6.  Parents  share  and  train  teachers  in  what  works  at  home,  so  teachers  might  employ  some  of  these  strategies  in  school.  Similarly  teachers  collaborate  with  parents  with  methods  that  work  at  school  that  might  be  tried  at  home.    7.  Parents  of  older  High  Energy  Youth  (HEY!)  support  parents  of  younger  HEY!,  particularly  those  parents  and  youth  who  have  worked  out  effective  and  successful  strategies  of  various  sorts  that  they  can  share  with  younger  parents,  younger      youth,  and  their  teachers.      8.  Other  …    9.  Other  …    10.  Other  …                                                                  

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Key  Features  &  Factors  for  Adaptation  by  High  Energy  Youth  (HEY!)  A.  Primary  individuals  interacting  with  High  Energy  Youth  (HEY!):    Parent  Teacher  Peer    B.  Scale  of  Context  HEY!  have  to  adapt  to:    Home  –  moderately  large  and  open,  indoors  and  outdoors;  few  people  School  –  narrowly  constrained  (desk,  classroom),  indoors;  many  people  Community  –  largely  open;  many  different  people    C.  Challenges  faced  by  HEY!  (lack  of  goodness-­‐of-­‐fit  between  child  and  context):    Highly  constrained  space    Highly  adult-­‐controlled  activities  Space  containment  and  time  constraints  coupled  with  sustained  focus  (e.g.  lectures,  tests)  Inadequate  understanding  of  native  wiring  and  inadequate  mapping  of  how  energy  expression  functions  …  by  youth  (self),  parent,  teacher  and/or  peer  Inadequate  help  scaling  down  and  applying  (channeling)  energy  productively  Inadequate  options  for  shifting  attention  in  a  recursive,  closed  loop,  facilitating  completion  and  success  Dealing  with  daily  frustration,  expulsion  (timeout),  rejection  (discipline)  and  failure  (task  incompletion)    D.  Selected  primary,  proactive  and  positive  support  participants  and  participations:    Creative  trials  by  parent  and  youth  Creative  trials  by  teacher  and  youth  Creative  trials  by  youth  and  buddy  (peer  paired-­‐learning)  Pair-­‐sharing  between  parents,  teachers  and  peers  regarding  effective  methods    E.  Selected  primary,  proactive  and  positive  support  strategies:    Adapt  context  to  fit  how  child  is  wired  (e.g.  testing  alone  with  breaks)  Scale  down  energy  production  so  that  it  is  non-­‐intrusive  for  others  (feet  to  fingers,  fists  to  words)  Intentionally  select  appropriate  modality  (feet,  hands,  heart,  mind/words)  most  fitting  for  situation  Offer  limited  circuit  options  of  no  more  than  3-­‐4  types  of  activity  youth/student  can  sequence  through  repeatedly,  fostering  completion  Creatively  and  imaginatively  generate  range  of  energy  expression  options    Common  Misconceptions  About  Interacting  with  High  Energy  Youth  (HEY!)  

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 Medication  will  solve  all  the  issues  and  challenges      The  most  commonly  used  and  most  effective  child-­‐rearing  and  teaching  techniques  will  work  with  HEY!  (e.g.  time-­‐outs)    Using  language  like  right  and  wrong,  good  and  bad  will  help  the  child  to  understand  what  s/he  should  and  should  not  do  and  how  to  do  it      There  are  some  contexts  and  roles  perfectly  fitted  for  how  High  Energy  Youth  are  wired:       +  the  battlefield  where  high  vigilance,  shifting  attention  is  highly  desirable       +  football,  soccer  and  other  sports  where  high  bursts  of  short  duration  are         highly  valued       +  executive  roles  like  administration,  teaching,  refereeing,  executive         management,  where  frequent  shifts  in  attention  and  activity  are         necessary    Over  the  course  of  life-­‐time  roles,  probably  the  most  ill-­‐fitted  context  for  High  Energy  Youth  is  K-­‐12  schooling,  since  desks  and  classrooms  highly  constrain  the  expression  of  energy,  since  teachers  are  faced  with  multiple  challenges  of  serving  many  children  and  agendas  (e.g.  core  curriculum)  which  means  they  must  tightly  control  student  activity,  and  learning  tasks/activities  have  traditionally  involved  sustained  focus  with  paper  and  pencil.      One  of  the  most  beneficial  supports  for  parents  and  teachers  are  local  adults  (parents  and  professionals)  who  grew  up  as  High  Energy  Youth  and  who  have  met  these  challenges  successfully,  as  well  as  other  parents  of  older  HEY!  who  have  already  gone  through  what  they  are  going  through  now.                            

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Books  about  ADHD  for  Parents      Parenting  Children  with  ADHD:  10  Lessons  That  Medicine  Cannot  Teach  (APA  Lifetools,  2005)  by  Vincent  J.  Monastra    ($12.38  on  Amazon)    Biography  Vincent  J.  Monastra,  PhD,  is  a  clinical  psychologist  and  director  of  the  FPI  Attention  Disorders  Clinic  in  Endicott,  New  York.  He  is  also  an  adjunct  associate  professor  in  the  Department  of  Psychology  at  Binghamton  University.      During  the  past  3  decades,  he  has  conducted  a  series  of  studies  involving  over  10,000  individuals  with  disorders  of  attention  and  behavioral  control,  resulting  in  the  publication  of  numerous  scientific  articles,  a  book  chapter,  and  the  award-­‐winning  book  Parenting  Children  With  ADHD:  10  Lessons  That  Medicine  Cannot  Teach  (American  Psychological  Association  [APA],  2004).  His  skills  as  a  master  diagnostician  and  therapist  have  been  recognized  and  are  archived  in  several  educational  videotaped  programs,  including  Working  With  Children  With  ADHD  (APA,  2005).  His  research  has  led  to  several  scientific  awards,  including  the  President's  Award  and  the  Hans  Berger  Award,  bestowed  by  the  Association  for  Applied  Psychophysiology  &  Biofeedback  for  his  groundbreaking  research.  He  is  listed  among  the  innovative  researchers  recognized  in  Reader's  Digest's  2004  edition  of  Medical  Breakthroughs.    New  methods  in  this  book  work  better  than  traditional  ones  By  A..  Buyer  on  October  5,  2007  I  am  a  grandparent  of  a  5  year  old  boy,  diagnosed  with  ADHD  at  age  4.  I  have  read  several  books  on  the  subject,  plus  reseaching  ADHD  on  line.  If  you  employ  the  same  methods  by  which  you  were  raised,  not  having  ADHD,  or  the  methods  your  parents  used  to  raise  you,  you  are  missing  the  target  by  a  mile.  ADHD  children  are  different  in  many  ways  and  you  must  learn  how  and  what  to  do  for  them  as  individuals.  They  are  precious  little  people  with  vast  potential  for  love  and  success  in  life.  Only  by  you  learning  how  to  help  them  manage  their  lives,  in  a  loving  caring  manner  can  you  help  them.  This  book  offers  proven  methods  to  help  the  child  at  home  and  in  school  and  in  life.  I  do  recommend  this  book.  You  also  need  to  read  other  books  on  the  subject  and  try  to  find  a  CHAD  group  or  other  support  group  for  yourself  because  you  are  not  alone  in  your  struggle  to  save  your  child  and  family.  I  also  recommend  ADDitude  Magazine  as  well  as,  Making  the  System  work  for  Your  Child  and  The  Gift  of  ADHD,  all  from  Amazon.com.  It  takes  a  village  to  raise  a  child.  Good  luck.    Most  Insightful  and  Helpful  Book  on  Parenting  ADHD  Children  By  LAMB's  Mom  on  January  10,  2007  I  am  parenting  five  children  with  ADHD  and  have  read  a  lot  of  ADHD  literature.  Dr.  Monastra's  book  is  the  most  useful  I  have  read  ever.  Particularly  helpful  are  his  suggested  accomodations  in  school,  the  "Time  Stands  Still"  strategy  and  Parent  "Self-­‐Care"  suggestions.  His  best  chapter  is  called  "Temperment  May  be  

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Inherited...but...Emotional  Control  is  Learned."  He  advocates  ways  to  teach  children  emotional  control  that  are  so  effective  they  should  be  shared  with  every  parent  with  children  :),  ADHD  or  not.  His  book  is  life-­‐affirming  and  practical.  Thank  you,  Dr.  Monastra,  for  making  such  a  positive  difference  in  the  ADHD  world.    Taking  Charge  of  ADHD,  Third  Edition:  The  Complete,  Authoritative  Guide  for  Parents    (2013)  by  Russell  A.  Barkley  ($15.66  from  Amazon)    From  distinguished  researcher/clinician  Russell  A.  Barkley,  this  treasured  parent  resource  gives  you  the  science-­‐based  information  you  need  about  attention-­‐deficit/hyperactivity  disorder  (ADHD)  and  its  treatment.  It  also  presents  a  proven  eight-­‐step  behavior  management  plan  specifically  designed  for  6-­‐  to  18-­‐year-­‐olds  with  ADHD.  Offering  encouragement,  guidance,  and  loads  of  practical  tips.    Updated  throughout  with  current  research  and  resources,  the  third  edition  includes  the  latest  facts  about  medications  and  about  what  causes  (and  doesn't  cause)  ADHD.  Winner-­‐-­‐Association  for  Behavioral  and  Cognitive  Therapies  Self-­‐Help  Seal  of  Merit  The  ADHD  Workbook  for  Kids:  Helping  Children  Gain  Self-­‐Confidence,  Social  Skills,  and  Self-­‐Control  (Instant  Help  Book  for  Parents  &  Kids)    (2010)  by  Lawrence  Shapiro  PhD  ($11.90  from  Amazon)    All  kids  with  attention-­‐deficit  hyperactivity  disorder  (ADHD)  want  to  manage  their  symptoms  in  order  to  get  along  better  with  others,  build  confidence,  and  succeed  in  school,  but  most  don't  have  the  skills  they  need  to  get  their  impulsive  behavior  under  control.  The  ADHD  Workbook  for  Kids  offers  a  simple  way  to  help  children  with  ADHD  learn  these  critical  skills  in  just  ten  minutes  a  day.  This  workbook  includes  more  than  forty  activities  for  kids  developed  by  child  psychologist  Lawrence  Shapiro  that  can  help  your  child  with  ADHD  handle  everyday  tasks,  make  friends,  and  build  self-­‐esteem  while  he  or  she  learns  to  overcome  the  most  challenging  aspects  of  the  disorder.  Alone  or  with  your  help,  your  child  can  complete  one  ten-­‐minute  activity  each  day  to  learn  how  to  make  good  decisions  and  discover  easy  techniques  for  staying  focused  when  it's  time  to  pay  attention.    Includes  activities  to  help  your  child:    Driven  to  Distraction  (Revised):  Recognizing  and  Coping  with  Attention  Deficit  Disorder  (2011)  by  Edward  M.  Hallowell  M.D.,  John  J.  Ratey  M.D.        Learning  To  Slow  Down  &  Pay  Attention:  A  Book  for  Kids  About  ADHD  (2004)  by  Kathleen  G.  Nadeau  ,  Ellen  B.  Dixon      The  ADHD  Workbook  for  Kids:  Helping  Children  Gain  Self-­‐Confidence,  Social  Skills,  and  Self-­‐Control  (Instant  Help  Book  for  Parents  &  Kids)    (2010)  by  Lawrence  Shapiro  PhD  

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Raising  Boys  With  ADHD:  Secrets  for  Parenting  Healthy,  Happy  Sons  Paperback  (2012)  by  Mary  Anne  Richey  ,  James  W.  Forgan        Attention,  Girls!:  A  Guide  to  Learn  All  About  Your  Ad/Hd    (2009)  by  Patricia  O.  Quinn  ADHD  Toddlers:  Signs  and  Symptoms  of  Attention  Deficit  in  Young  Children  "I  suspect  my  toddler  has  ADHD,  but  how  can  I  tell?"  one  parent  asks.  "Can  ADHD  toddlers  be  treated  at  such  a  young  age?"  ADHD  Parenting  Blog  |  posted  by  Michele  Novotni,  Ph.D.  |  Thursday  May  12th  -­‐      Symptoms  of  attention  deficit  hyperactivity  disorder  (ADD/ADHD)  can  be  seen  in  toddlers  as  early  as  1  or  2  years  of  age.  Signs  include  high  levels  of  activity  -­‐-­‐  more  than  a  typical  child  -­‐-­‐  and  problems  sleeping  and  napping.  Making  the  transition  from  one  activity  to  another  is  another  clue.  Signs  of  inattentive  ADD/ADHD  are  rarely  detectable  until  much  later  when  the  child  enters  school.    Most  doctors  won’t  treat  a  toddler  who  has  ADD/ADHD  with  medication  until  they  are  at  least  5  -­‐-­‐  except  in  cases  where  they  present  a  danger  to  themselves  or  others.  My  son  was  so  hyperactive  and  impulsive  that  the  physician  recommended  he  start  taking  medication  when  he  was  2.  He  had  been  kicked  out  of  every  day  care  center  in  our  area,  and  we  had  to  hire  two  babysitters  at  a  time  to  watch  him.  We  didn’t  start  him  on  medication,  though,  until  he  was  5.    If  your  toddler  is  younger  than  5,  these  alternative  treatments  may  be  helpful:  Find  activities  that  soothe  and  settle  your  child.  Busy  environments  like  a  shopping  mall  or  a  crowded  park,  as  well  as  listening  to  music,  can  calm  a  hyperactive  child.  Some  may  find  classical  music  soothing,  while  others  settle  down  with  country  or  even  hip-­‐hop.  Test  it  out  and  see  what  your  toddler  responds  best  to.    Engage  in  physical  activities  to  help  her  burn  off  energy  before  sitting  down  at  a  restaurant  or  at  someone’s  house.  Before  leaving  the  house,  play  tag  or  a  physically  intensive  game  on  Wii  or  engage  in  a  favorite  activity  your  toddler  likes  to  do  with  you.  Brain  Gym  (braingym.com)  movements,  which  engage  the  body  to  activate  and  calm  your  brain,  may  also  be  helpful.    Use  a  leash  or  harness  to  keep  your  child  safe  in  public  places,  if  a  cart  or  stroller  isn’t  available.  I  used  a  leash  with  my  hyperactive  son,  and  it  helped  a  lot.  Change  your  schedule  to  limit  activities  that  require  your  child  to  stay  quiet  and  still.  Perhaps  your  partner  can  stay  home  with  your  child  while  you  shop  or  attend  a  local  concert.  When  going  out  to  dinner,  select  a  place  that  is  kid  friendly  -­‐-­‐  Friendly’s  is  better  than  a  fine-­‐dining  restaurant.  Another  alternative:  Call  and  order  ahead  to  minimize  waits  at  a  restaurant.  Many  restaurants  will  accommodate  the  requests  of  parents  with  special-­‐needs  kids.    

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Some  parents  calm  their  hyperactive  children  by  giving  them  a  little  caffeine  -­‐-­‐  like  a  glass  of  Mountain  Dew  -­‐-­‐  or  Benadryl.  Check  with  your  doctor  before  trying  this.  A  final  note:  It’s  important  for  parents  of  hyperactive  toddlers  to  take  care  of  themselves  and  to  get  support.  Raising  a  special-­‐needs  child  is  a  marathon,  not  a  sprint!    Michele  Novotni,  Ph.D.,  is  the  former  president  and  CEO  of  the  national  Attention  Deficit  Disorder  Association  (ADDA),  a  best-­‐selling  author,  a  psychologist,  a  coach,  a  parent  of  a  young  adult  with  ADD/ADHD,  an  ADDitude  magazine  writer,  and  a  contributor  to  ADDitude's  new  ADHD  Experts  Blog.        Journal  of  the  American  Academy  of  Child  &  Adolescent  Psychiatry  Volume  48,  Issue  5,  May  2009,  Pages  484–500  The  MTA  at  8  Years:  Prospective  Follow-­‐up  of  Children  Treated  for  Combined-­‐Type  ADHD  in  a  Multisite  Study       Brooke  S.G.  Molina,  Ph.  Stephen  P.  Hinshaw,  Ph.D.,  James  M.  Swanson,  Ph.D.,  L.  Eugene  Arnold,  M.D.,  M.Ed.,  Benedetto  Vitiello,  M.D.,  Peter  S.  Jensen,  M.D.,  Jeffery  N.  Epstein,  Ph.D.,  Betsy  Hoza,  Ph.D.,  Lily  Hechtman,  M.D.,  Howard  B.  Abikoff,  Ph.D.,  Glen  R.  Elliott,  Ph.D.,  M.D.,  Laurence  L.  Greenhill,  M.D.,  Jeffrey  H.  Newcorn,  M.D.,  Karen  C.  Wells,  Ph.D.,  Timothy  Wigal,  Ph.D.,  Robert  D.  Gibbons,  Ph.D.,  Kwan  Hur,  Ph.D.,  Patricia  R.  Houck,  M.S.,  The  MTA  Cooperative  Group    Objectives  To  determine  any  long-­‐term  effects,  6  and  8  years  after  childhood  enrollment,  of  the  randomly  assigned  14-­‐month  treatments  in  the  NIMH  Collaborative  Multisite  Multimodal  Treatment  Study  of  Children  With  Attention-­‐Deficit/Hyperactivity  Disorder  (MTA;  N  =  436);  to  test  whether  attention-­‐deficit/hyperactivity  disorder  (ADHD)  symptom  trajectory  through  3  years  predicts  outcome  in  subsequent  years;  and  to  examine  functioning  level  of  the  MTA  adolescents  relative  to  their  non-­‐ADHD  peers  (local  normative  comparison  group;  N  =  261).    Method  Mixed-­‐effects  regression  models  with  planned  contrasts  at  6  and  8  years  tested  a  wide  range  of  symptom  and  impairment  variables  assessed  by  parent,  teacher,  and  youth  report.    Results  In  nearly  every  analysis,  the  originally  randomized  treatment  groups  did  not  differ  significantly  on  repeated  measures  or  newly  analyzed  variables  (e.g.,  grades  earned  in  school,  arrests,  psychiatric  hospitalizations,  other  clinically  relevant  outcomes).  Medication  use  decreased  by  62%  after  the  14-­‐month  controlled  trial,  but  adjusting  for  this  did  not  change  the  results.  ADHD  symptom  trajectory  in  the  first  3  years  predicted  55%  of  the  outcomes.  The  MTA  participants  fared  worse  than  the  local  normative  comparison  group  on  91%  of  the  variables  tested.  

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 Conclusions  Type  or  intensity  of  14  months  of  treatment  for  ADHD  in  childhood  (at  age  7.0–9.9  years)  does  not  predict  functioning  6  to  8  years  later.  Rather,  early  ADHD  symptom  trajectory  regardless  of  treatment  type  is  prognostic.  This  finding  implies  that  children  with  behavioral  and  sociodemographic  advantage,  with  the  best  response  to  any  treatment,  will  have  the  best  long-­‐term  prognosis.  As  a  group,  however,  despite  initial  symptom  improvement  during  treatment  that  is  largely  maintained  after  treatment,  children  with  combined-­‐type  ADHD  exhibit  significant  impairment  in  adolescence.  Innovative  treatment  approaches  targeting  specific  areas  of  adolescent  impairment  are  needed.    Article  Randomized,  Controlled  Trial  of  OROS  Methylphenidate  Once  a  Day  in  Children  With  Attention-­‐Deficit/Hyperactivity  Disorder  Mark  L.  Wolraich,  MD*,  Laurence  L.  Greenhill,  MD‡,  William  Pelham,  PhD§,  James  Swanson,  PhD‖,  Timothy  Wilens,  MD¶,  Donna  Palumbo,  PhD#,  Marc  Atkins,  PhD**,  Keith  McBurnett,  PhD‡,  Oscar  Bukstein,  MD§§,  Gerald  August,  PhD166,  on  behalf  of  the  Concerta  Study  Group  +  Author  Affiliations    ABSTRACT  Objective.  A  new  once-­‐a-­‐day  methylphenidate  (MPH)  formulation,  Concerta  (methylphenidate  HCl)  extended-­‐release  tablets  (OROS  MPH),  has  been  developed.  This  study  was  conducted  to  determine  the  safety  and  efficacy  of  OROS  MPH  in  a  multicenter,  randomized,  clinical  trial.    Methods.  Children  with  attention-­‐deficit/hyperactivity  disorder  (ADHD;  n  =  282),  all  subtypes,  ages  6  to  12  years,  were  randomized  to  placebo  (n  =  90),  immediate-­‐release  methylphenidate  (IR  MPH)  3  times  a  day  (tid;  dosed  every  4  hours;  n  =  97),  or  OROS  MPH  once  a  day  (qd;n  =  95)  in  a  double-­‐blind,  28-­‐day  trial.  Outcomes  in  multiple  domains  were  assessed,  and  data  were  analyzed  using  analysis  of  variance  and  Kaplan  Meier  product  limit  estimates  for  time  to  study  cessation.  The  primary  time  point  for  analysis  was  the  last  available  patient  visit  using  last  observation  carried  forward.    Results.  Children  in  the  OROS  and  IR  MPH  groups  showed  significantly  greater  reductions  in  core  ADHD  symptoms  than  did  children  on  placebo.  This  was  true  both  at  the  end  of  week  1  and  at  the  end  of  treatment  on  the  basis  of  mean  teacher  and  parent  IOWA  Conners  ratings.  IR  MPH  tid  and  OROS  MPH  qd  did  not  differ  significantly  on  any  direct  comparisons.  Forty-­‐eight  percent  of  the  placebo  group  discontinued  early  compared  with  14%  and  16%  in  the  IR  MPH  and  OROS  MPH  groups,  respectively.  Conclusions.  For  the  treatment  of  core  ADHD  symptoms,  OROS  MPH  dosed  qd  and  IR  MPH  dosed  tid  were  superior  to  placebo  and  were  not  significantly  different  from  

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each  other.attention-­‐deficit/hyperactivity  disorder,  methylphenidate,  OROS,  Concerta.       Received  June  5,  2000.       Accepted  March  2,  2001.       Copyright  ©  2001  American  Academy  of  Pediatrics      European  Child  &  Adolescent  Psychiatry  July  2004,  Volume  13,  Issue  1  Supplement,  pp  i102-­‐i116  Non–stimulant  medications  in  the  treatment  of  ADHD  Dr.  T.  Banaschewski,  V.  Roessner,  R.  W.  Dittmann,  P.  Janardhanan  Santosh,  A.  Rothenberger    Abstract    Background  Stimulants  are  the  first–line  medication  in  the  psychopharmacological  treatment  of  attention–deficit  hyperactivity  disorder  (ADHD).  However,  10  to  30%  of  all  children  and  adults  with  ADHD  either  do  not  respond  to  or  do  not  tolerate  treatment  with  stimulants.    Objective  To  describe  alternative  treatment  approaches  with  various  non–stimulant  agents,  especially  atomoxetine.    Method  General  review  of  empirically  based  literature  concerning  efficacy  and  safety  of  the  substances.    Results  A  large  and  still  increasing  body  of  data  supports  the  usefulness  of  atomoxetine,  a  once  daily  dosing,  and  new  selective  noradrenalin  reuptake  inhibitor,  with  few  side  effects.  Atomoxetine  has  been  licensed  in  the  US  for  use  in  ADHD  across  the  lifespan,  and  is  currently  under  consideration  in  Europe.  Other  non–stimulant  substances,  such  as  tricyclic  antidepressants  (TCAs)  and  alpha–2–adrenergic  agonists,  which  are  used  to  treat  ADHD,  are  also  reviewed.  TCAs  have  been  well  studied  and  shown  to  be  efficacious  in  the  treatment  of  ADHD,  but  are  limited  by  side  effects.  The  number  of  studies  documenting  the  efficacy  of  alpha–2–adrenergic  agonists  is  still  limited.  Some  experimental  studies  support  a  potential  role  of  cholinergic  drugs  such  as  acetylcholinesterase  inhibitors  (tacrine,  donepezil)  as  well  as  novel  nicotinic  analogues  (ABT–418).    Conclusion  Non–stimulant  agents  have  been  shown  to  be  effective  in  treatment  of  ADHD.  Especially,  atomoxetine  seems  promising  and  newline  drugs  are  in  development.    

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   A.D.H.D.  Experts  Re-­‐evaluate  Study’s  Zeal  for  Drugs  Ramin  Rahimian  for  The  New  York  Times  Stephen  Hinshaw,  a  University  of  California,  Berkeley,  researcher  in  an  influential  1990s  study,  said  skills  training  should  be  a  priority  in  A.D.H.D.  cases.    By  ALAN  SCHWARZ  Published:  December  29,  2013              Twenty  years  ago,  more  than  a  dozen  leaders  in  child  psychiatry  received  $11  million  from  the  National  Institute  of  Mental  Health  to  study  an  important  question  facing  families  with  children  with  attention  deficit  hyperactivity  disorder:  Is  the  best  long-­‐term  treatment  medication,  behavioral  therapy  or  both?    The  widely  publicized  result  was  not  only  that  medication  like  Ritalin  or  Adderall  trounced  behavioral  therapy,  but  also  that  combining  the  two  did  little  beyond  what  medication  could  do  alone.  The  finding  has  become  a  pillar  of  pharmaceutical  companies’  campaigns  to  market  A.D.H.D.  drugs,  and  is  used  by  insurance  companies  and  school  systems  to  argue  against  therapies  that  are  usually  more  expensive  than  pills.  But  in  retrospect,  even  some  authors  of  the  study  —  widely  considered  the  most  influential  study  ever  on  A.D.H.D.  —  worry  that  the  results  oversold  the  benefits  of  drugs,  discouraging  important  home-­‐  and  school-­‐focused  therapy  and  ultimately  distorting  the  debate  over  the  most  effective  (and  cost-­‐effective)  treatments.  The  study  was  structured  to  emphasize  the  reduction  of  impulsivity  and  inattention  symptoms,  for  which  medication  is  designed  to  deliver  quick  results,  several  of  the  researchers  said  in  recent  interviews.  Less  emphasis  was  placed  on  improving  children’s  longer-­‐term  academic  and  social  skills,  which  behavioral  therapy  addresses  by  teaching  children,  parents  and  teachers  to  create  less  distracting  and  more  organized  learning  environments.  Recent  papers  have  also  cast  doubt  on  whether  medication’s  benefits  last  as  long  as  those  from  therapy.  “There  was  lost  opportunity  to  give  kids  the  advantage  of  both  and  develop  more  resources  in  schools  to  support  the  child  —  that  value  was  dismissed,”  said  Dr.  Gene  Arnold,  a  child  psychiatrist  and  professor  at  Ohio  State  University  and  one  of  the  principal  researchers  on  the  study,  known  as  the  Multimodal  Treatment  Study  of  Children  With  A.D.H.D.  Another  co-­‐author,  Dr.  Lily  Hechtman  of  McGill  University  in  Montreal,  added:  “I  hope  it  didn’t  do  irreparable  damage.  The  people  who  pay  the  price  in  the  end  is  the  kids.  That’s  the  biggest  tragedy  in  all  of  this.”  A.D.H.D.  narrowly  trails  asthma  as  the  most  frequent  long-­‐term  medical  diagnosis  in  children.  More  than  1  in  7  children  in  the  United  States  receive  a  diagnosis  of  the  disorder  by  the  time  they  turn  18,  according  to  the  Centers  for  Disease  Control  and  Prevention.  At  least  70  percent  of  those  are  prescribed  stimulant  medication  like  Adderall  or  Concerta  because,  despite  potential  side  effects  like  insomnia  and  

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appetite  suppression,  it  can  quickly  mollify  symptoms  and  can  cost  an  insured  family  less  than  $200  a  year.  Comprehensive  behavioral  (also  called  psychosocial)  therapy  is  used  far  less  often  to  treat  children  with  the  disorder  largely  because  it  is  more  time-­‐consuming  and  expensive.  Cost-­‐conscious  schools  have  few  aides  to  help  teachers  assist  the  expanding  population  of  children  with  the  diagnosis,  which  in  some  communities  reaches  20  percent  of  students.  Many  insurance  plans  inadequately  cover  private  or  group  therapy  for  families,  which  can  cost  $1,000  a  year  or  more.  “Medication  helps  a  person  be  receptive  to  learning  new  skills  and  behaviors,”  said  Ruth  Hughes,  a  psychologist  and  the  chief  executive  of  the  advocacy  group  Children  and  Adults  With  Attention-­‐Deficit/Hyperactivity  Disorder.  “But  those  skills  and  behaviors  don’t  magically  appear.  They  have  to  be  taught.”  Accepting  no  support  from  the  pharmaceutical  industry  —  “to  keep  it  clean,”  Dr.  Arnold  said  —  the  National  Institute  of  Mental  Health  gathered  more  than  a  dozen  top  experts  on  A.D.H.D.  in  the  mid-­‐1990s  to  try  to  identify  the  best  approach.  Over  14  months,  almost  600  children  with  the  disorder  ages  7  to  9  across  the  United  States  and  Canada  received  one  of  four  treatments:  medication  alone,  behavioral  therapy  alone,  the  combination,  or  nothing  beyond  whatever  treatments  they  were  already  receiving.  The  study’s  primary  paper,  published  in  1999,  concluded  that  medication  “was  superior  to  behavioral  treatment”  by  a  considerable  margin  —  the  first  time  a  major  independent  study  had  reached  that  conclusion.  Combining  the  two,  it  said,  “did  not  yield  significantly  greater  benefits  than  medication”  alone  for  symptoms  of  the  disorder.  In  what  became  a  simple  horse  race,  medication  was  ushered  into  the  winner’s  circle.  “Behavioral  therapy  alone  is  not  as  effective  as  drugs,”  ABC’s  “World  News  Now”  reported.  One  medical  publication  said,  “Psychosocial  interventions  of  no  benefit  even  when  used  with  medication.”  Looking  back,  some  study  researchers  say  several  factors  in  the  study’s  design  and  presentation  to  the  public  disguised  the  performance  of  psychosocial  therapy,  which  has  allowed  many  doctors,  drug  companies  and  schools  to  discourage  its  use.    A.D.H.D.  Experts  Re-­‐evaluate  Study’s  Zeal  for  Drugs  (Page  2  of  2)    First,  the  fact  that  many  of  the  19  categories  measured  classic  symptoms  like  forgetfulness  and  fidgeting  —  over  academic  achievement  and  family  and  peer  interactions  —  hampered  therapy’s  performance  from  the  start,  several  of  the  study’s  co-­‐authors  said.    A  subsequent  paper  by  one  of  those,  Keith  Conners,  a  psychologist  and  professor  emeritus  at  Duke  University,  showed  that  using  only  one  all-­‐inclusive  measurement  —  “treating  the  child  as  a  whole,”  he  said  —  revealed  that  combination  therapy  was  significantly  better  than  medication  alone.  Behavioral  therapy  emerged  as  a  viable  alternative  to  medication  as  well.  But  his  paper  has  received  little  attention.  

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“When  you  asked  families  what  they  really  liked,  they  liked  combined  treatment,”  said  Dr.  Peter  Jensen,  who  oversaw  the  study  on  behalf  of  the  mental  health  institute.  “They  didn’t  not  like  medicine,  but  they  valued  skill  training.  What  doctors  think  are  the  best  outcomes  and  what  families  think  are  the  best  outcomes  aren’t  always  the  same  thing.”  Just  as  new  products  like  Concerta  and  extended-­‐release  Adderall  were  entering  the  market,  a  2001  paper  by  several  of  the  study’s  researchers  gave  pharmaceutical  companies  tailor-­‐made  marketing  material.  For  the  first  time,  the  researchers  released  data  showing  just  how  often  each  approach  had  moderated  A.D.H.D.  symptoms:  Combination  therapy  did  so  in  68  percent  of  children,  followed  by  medication  alone  (56  percent)  and  behavioral  therapy  alone  (34  percent).  Although  combination  therapy  won  by  12  percentage  points,  the  paper’s  authors  described  that  as  “small  by  conventional  standards”  and  largely  driven  by  medication.    Drug  companies  ever  since  have  reprinted  that  scorecard  and  interpretation  in  dozens  of  marketing  materials  and  PowerPoint  presentations.  They  became  the  lesson  in  doctor-­‐education  classes  worldwide.  “The  only  thing  we  heard  was  the  first  finding  —  that  medication  is  the  answer,”  said  Laura  Batstra,  a  psychologist  at  the  University  of  Groningen  in  the  Netherlands.  Using  an  additional  $10  million  in  government  support  to  follow  the  children  in  the  study  until  young  adulthood,  researchers  have  seen  some  of  their  original  conclusions  muddied  further.  Many  experts  interpret  these  more  recent  findings  as  showing  the  dissipation  of  medication’s  effects;  others  counter  that  going  off  the  medication,  as  many  children  did,  would  naturally  dampen  continuing  positive  effects.  Most  recently,  a  paper  from  the  study  said  flatly  that  using  any  treatment  “does  not  predict  functioning  six  to  eight  years  later,”  leaving  the  study’s  original  question  —  which  treatment  does  the  most  good  long-­‐term?  —  largely  unanswered.  “My  belief  based  on  the  science  is  that  symptom  reduction  is  a  good  thing,  but  adding  skill-­‐building  is  a  better  thing,”  said  Stephen  Hinshaw,  a  psychologist  at  the  University  of  California,  Berkeley,  and  one  of  the  study  researchers.  “If  you  don’t  provide  skills-­‐based  training,  you’re  doing  the  kid  a  disservice.  I  wish  we  had  had  a  fairer  test.”        

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