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iajNdúl ^wiajdNdúl& w;aoelSu - 1

Natural (Unnatural) Experience - 1

fï isÿùï ud,dj mgka.;af;a oekg wjqreÿ y;rlg l,ska' fïl

fjkfldg yiankaâ ÿIalr m,d;l fvdlag¾ flfkla yeáhg

jevg .syska wjqreoaola ú;r we;s' tA fjkfldg uf.a jhi 35hs'

nndg wjqreÿ 5hs' yiankaâ ÿr bkak ksid uu kqf.af.dv wfma uyf.or uf.a fouõmsfhd ,. ;uhs ysáfh' thd i;shlg fyda

follg ierhla weú;a hkjd' udjhs nndjhs tA ÿIalr m,d;g

tlal hkjg thdj;a" uf.a fouõmsfhdaj;a leu;s jqfka kE'

uf.a fouõmshka fmdfydi;a mrïmrdjlska mej;f.k tk wh"

fmdäldf, bokau ug i,a,sj,ska wvqjla ;snqfk kE' wïu,d udj

fydo biafldaf,lg heõj' uu f.dvla fydog bf.k .;af; kE"

wïu,dg i,a,s ;snqkq ksid riaidjla lrkak Wjukdjla ;snqfk;a kE' tA jqk;a uu ljÞj;a krl wdY%hg jegqfk kE' yefudau udj

oelafl f.dvla fydo" jeo.;a" YS,dpdr f,aä flfkla úoshg' uu

tA f,fj,a lrk ldf, fndahs flfkla tlal iïnkaohla mgka

.;a;d' uu m,uqjrg ,sx.slj yeiqrefk;a th;a tlal ;uhs' kuq;a fjk;a m%YaK ksid wfma iïnkaoh wjqreÿ y;rlg miq k;r jqkd'

Bg f.dvla miafi miafi fhdackdjlska ;uhs yiankaâj ueß lf,a' yiankaâ tlal ,sx.sl Ôúf;akï úfYaI fydola fyda wvqmdvqjla

lshkak fohla kE' thdg;a fydog i,a,s ;snqkq ksid ug Ôúf;a lsisu

wvqmdvqjla oekqfka kE'

fmdäldf, bokau uu we. .ek yßu ie,ls,su;a' oelafld;a kej;

yeß, n,k we.la ug ;sfhkjd' yß .dkg Wi" meyem;a iu"

,iaik uqyqK" msßkq mshhqre" mq¨,a Wl=,''''''.eyekshlg wjYH yeu wx.hlau ug fkdwvqj ;snqkd' we. ,iaikg ;shd.kak wjYH foaj,a lrkak we;s;rï i,a,s;a ;snqkd' we. yevg ;shd.kak tl"

,iaikg weosk tl" tfyu weo,d *eñ,s tfla iy hd¨jkaf.a

mdàiaj,g hktl ;uhs uf.a Ôúf;a úfkdaÞkaYh jqfka'

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yiankaâ ÿr .shdg miafi uf.a oji jeä yßhla f.jqfk md¨fjka"

f.or ldurh we;=f,u ;uhs' mq;d fudkafgdfidaßhg hkjd" thdj

jeäyßhla n,d.;af; f.or jevg bkak whu ;uhs' yjigkï md¨jla kE' wïu,d tlal fldfya yßhkak fiÜ fjkjd" ke;akï

hd¨fjl=f.a mdáhla'

uu oj,ag f.or bkak .uka ,emafgdma tflka íÆ *s,aï n,kak mqreÿ fj,d ysáhd' tAj n,ñka" fuf.a ,. ;snqkq lD;su ,s.=j

Wmfhda.Slrf.k ;ksju i;=gqjqkd' tfyu lrkfldg yiankaâ

tlal bkakjg;a jeäh" f.dvdla ierhla iqrdka;hg m;afjñka

ysf;a yeáhg i;=gqfjkak mq¨jka jqkd' yq.la ojig Wfoa mq;d

fudkafgdfidaß .shdg miafi Wfoag ld, î, bjrfj,d Wfoa kjh yudrg ú;r ldurh we;=,g .syska fjdIa tlla tfyu Þf.k fïl

mgka .kakjd' mehla yudrla ú;r íÆ *s,aï n,ñka tl os.g ;kshu i;=gqfjkjd' Bg miafi ug tfyïuu kskao .shdu wdfh

weyefrkafk folg ú;r lEu lkak'

íÆ *s,aï j,ska olsk wuq;= foaj,a we;a;gu lrkak wdYdjla ;snqk;a

yiankaâ tÉpr ,sx.sl me;a;g kenqre ke;s flfkla ksid tA .ek

n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla ;snqfka kE' kuq;a tfyu fohla lD;suj yß lr.kak isyska wdYdjla ;=nqkd' msßñka fofofkl= tlal .eyekshla

,sx.slj yeisfrk o¾YK n,kak ug f,dl= Wkkÿjla we;sjqkd' ug

ljÞj;a wek,a filaia ^.=o ixi¾.h& .ek wdidjla ;=nqfka kE" tA ksid msßñ fokafkla thd,f. YsYaKhka tljr .eyeKshf.a

fhdakshg iy .=ohg we;=¨lr lrk ixi¾.h ljÞj;a ug

m%dfhda.sl fkdjk nj f;arekd' kuq;a msßñ fokafkla tlal ;j fldÉpr wuq;= foaj,a lrkak mq¨jkao@ WÞyrKhla yeáhg tA

ojiaj, ug ;snqkq f,dl=u wdidjla jqfka tl YsYaKhlska uf.a

fhdakshg lrkfldg" wksla YsYaKh láka Wrjkak' íÆ *s,aï j,

fl,af,l=g YsYaKhla fhdakshg we;=¨lr myrfok .uka wksla me;af;ka ;j fld,af,la thdf. lg we;=,g myrfok o¾YK olskfldg ug bkak nerej oe.¨jd' tA fj,djg uu we.s,s folla

fhdaksh we;=,g Þf.k fyd,jk .uka lD;su rn¾ ,s.=j lg

we;=,g Þf.k Wrjñka ;kshu i;=gqjqkd'

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tA *s,aï j, uu wdi l, ;j fohla ;uhs ldmsß ñksiqkaf. úYd,

l¨mdg ,s.= j,ska iqÿ iy wdishdkq .eyeKq i;=gqfjk o¾YK' tA

jf.a f,dl=" kyrje,a msrekq lD;su ,s.=jla .kak mq¨jkakï ug;a

lD;suj yß wuq;= f,dalhg hkak mq¨jka lsh, uu ys;=jd'

uf.a ,. ;sfhk tl ñ,oS .;af; yeuÞu uu hk ìhqá ief,dka tflka' ;j tlla .kak tl tÉpr fohla fkfjhs" yenehs wr jf.a úfYaI tlla b,a,kafk fldfyduo lsh, uu l,amkd l,d' tA

ief,dka tl whs;s ;udr lsh, uf.a jhfiu jf.a f,aä flfkl=g'

tA jqkdg uu fmdfydi;a mjq,lska ksido fldfyo" thd ug yeuÞu

l;d lf,a uevï lsh,' jhi ;sia myla ú;r jqk;a ;ju ueß

lr,d keye' thdf. ief,dka tlg wjYH foaj,a .kak udi fol ;=klg ierhla nekafldla hkjd' tA tkfldg thd lD;su ,sx.sl

WmlrK;a f.k,a, ,.skau okak fydou la,hkaÜia,g ú;rla

úl=Kkjd'

uu thd ,.g hkafk wjqreÿ oyhlg ú;r l,ska boka" uu ueß

lrkak;a l,ska bo,' uu yiankaâ ÿr m,d;l jevg .shnj thdg

lSjdu zuevïg ´fkkï uf. ,. wdá*sI,a yiankaâia,d bkakjdz

lsh, úys¨fjka jf.a yskdfj,d lSjd' uu Bg Wkkaÿjla fmkakqjdu" udj thdf. T*sia ldurhg f.ksyska f,dla lr,d ;snqkq lnâ tlla

wer,d thd ,. ;snqkq ä,afvda lf,laYka tl fmkakqjd' zuu fïj

m%fudaÜ lrkafk ys;j;au f,aãia,g ú;rhsz thd lSjd' Th úoshg ;uhs ug lD;su ,s.=j ,enqfk' b;ska thdf.kau ;j tlla

b,a,kafk fldfyduo lsh, uu l,amkd l,d'

fldfyduyß fïl ;udrf.kau lr.kak ´fk lsh, uu ;SrKh

l,d' ojila uu uf. weys neu ilia lr .kak ;udr ,.g .shd' t;k ;j .eyeKq ,ufhl=;a jev lrkjd' tA ksid jefâ bjrfj,d

hkak yokfldg" z;udr ug m%hsfjÜ,s l;d lrkak mq¨jkao z lsh,d

uu weyqjd' thd udj T*sia ldurhgu tlal .syska zwehsz lsh,d

weyqjd' zug wr Thdf. lnâ tflka ;j tlla ´fkz uu lSjd' zwehs" uu ÿkak tl levqko@ Thd uql=;a flñl,aia tfyu Þ,

fydaokak ysyska vefïÊ jqkdo@z ;udr l,nf,ka lshdf.k lshdf.k

hkjd'

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zkeye" keye" Thdg fndre lshkak ´fk kEfk" uu fydhkafk

fjkia tlla" álla wuq;= úosfh jf.a tlla keoaoz uu ,eÊcdj

me;a;l Þ, weyqjd' wksl th;a lrkafk ìiakia tllafk" b;ska

uu fudlgo ,eÊc fjkafk'

zwfka fidß uevï" uu ,.os lf,laIka tlla f.kdj" tAj Tlafldu bjrhs' uu ;%S ùlaia j,ska hkj' Thdg fudk jf.a tllao ´fkz thd weyqjd' oekakï tAlg W;a;r fokak ,eÊchs jf.a' uu ys;=fj lnâ

tfla fydo lf,laIka tlla ;sfhkjkï tAflka ug wjYH tl

fmkakkak'

zuu bkag¾fkÜ tflka fmkakkakoz uu weyqjd' thd thdf.

,emafgdma tl f.k,a, msgrg filaia fgdahsia úl=kk ihsÜ tlllg

.syska" ä,afvdaia lf,laIka tlla fmkakqjd' uu t;kska l¨" f,dl=" kyrje,a msrekq tlla fmkakqjd' tl mdrgu thd weyqj fohska uu

mqÿu jqkd'

zuevï leu;s keoao kepqr,a tlaiamSßhkaia tllg' yeuÞu

yiankaâf.ka yïnfjk kepqr,a fkfjhs" iafmI,a tllgz

zThd lshkafk iamd" uidÊ jf.a fohlao@z uu weyqjd'

zkE uevï" uu uevïj f.dvla biair bo, okak ksid ;sfhk úYajdfig fïl m%fmdaia lrkafk' uevï fmdfrdkaÿ fjkjo fïl

ldgj;a lshkafk kE lsh,@z

zfm%dñiaz uu lSfj thdf. w; w,a,,'

zug fndahs f*%kaâia, keye' tA jqkdg uu fydog okak fndahsia, fokafkla udj filaIqj,s ieáia*hs ^,sx.slj i;=gq& lrkjd' thd,g

wjqreos ;syla ú;r jhihs" neo, keye" .¾,a f*%kaâia,;a keye'

fydog bf.k.;a;= wh" tA jqkdg ;ju fydo ie,Íia .kak fcdí

yïnfj,d keye' tA yskao thd,g *hskEkaIsh,s fnks*sÜ ^uqo,a

m%;s,dn& ,efnkak;a tlal ;uhs uu thd,;a tlal fmdä la,í

tlla mgka .;af;'z

ztA lshkafk" thd, fkalâ vdkaiska tfyu lrk la,í tllaoz uu

weyqjd'

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zkE uevï' thd, l,ïnq tkafk fikiqrdog ú;rhs" wksla oiaj,

jevlrkafk ÿr fm%dfclaÜ tll' tÞg kj;skafk uf.a f.or' uu

ú;rhs f.or bkafk' thd,;a tkafk i;shla fõ,s fõ,s jevlr,d' b;ska uevïg ys;d.kak mq¨jkafkz ;udr yskdfj,d lSjd' uu;a

tAlg yskd jqkd'

zug thd,g .dkla f.jkak wudrehs" wms *ka tlg ;uhs lf,a' miafi ug mõ lsh, ys;s, thd,g wms ,.g tk fydogu úYajdi

uevï flfklaj bkag%ähqia l,d' miafi uu ,.skau okak ;j;a

f,aäia, fokafkla la,í tlg tl;= lr .;a;' oeka ud;a tlal wms

f,aãia, y;r fofkla bkakj' wms yefudagu udfilg ierhla

pdkaia tl yïnfjkj' uu ´fkkï uevïg uf.a oji fokakïz

zb;ska t;fldg Thdg fudlo fjkafkz uu weyqjd'

zfikiqrdo yjig wfma la,í tfla fjk f,aä flfkla tlal thd, ysáh;a tÞ ?g thd, ksÞ.kafk wfma f.or' b;ska ug fldfydu;a pdkaia tlla joskj" wksl uu thd,g f.jkafk;a kEfk' tA yskao

uu ys;=j fydo flfkla yïn jqfkd;a" uf.a oji;a thd,f.

i¾úia tlg .dkla f.jkak mq¨jka flfkl=g fokj lsh,z ;udr

lshkfldg fufyu foaj¨;a ryfi fjkjfk lsh, ug mqÿu ys;=k'

kuq;a uu tA j.la ;udrg fmkakqfj kE'

zwehs udfilg ojilaz uu weyqjd'

zthd,g tkak mq¨jka fikiqrdo ú;rhs' wksl tA bfjkaÜ tfla .;shla ;sfhkafk thd, *q,a fviamf¾Ü ^wêl Wjukdj& fj,d

tkfldg' udfilg ierhla pdkaia yïnfjkfldg wms;a fviamf¾Ü

fj,dfk' wksl f,aãia, y;r fofkla fjkfldg thd,g bkalï tl fydohsfk' óg jvdkï f,aãia, .dk jeä lrkak wms ljqre;a

leu;s kE'z

ful wy, udj lrlj, w;weßh jf.a' tA jqk;a uu fkdau,a úoshg

l;dl,d'

zthd, lShla whlrkjoz uu weyqjd'

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zuevï" i,a,s ;snqkgu wms noj.kafk kE' wmsg uevïf. *q,a

fuäl,a fpla wma tlla lrkak ´fk' tfyu lr, mdia jqk;a

fldkavïia Þ, ú;rhs filaia lrkafk' kslï lrkak mq¨jka Tr,a filaia ú;rhs' wksl uevïf. uQK lj¾ lr, fkalâ mslap¾ia

^ksrej;a pdhdrEm& lSmhla ug .kak ´fk' thd, tAj n,, leu;skï ú;rhs uevïj .kafk' yenehs uevïgkï thd, Iqj¾

leu;sfjkj'z ;udr yskdfj,d lSjd'

ztA wehsz uu;a yskdfj,du weyqjd'

zuu uevïf. fndä tl oel, ;shkjfk' uevïf. *s.¾ tl

oelalu thd, i,a,s ke;=j;a leu;sfjhsz ;udr wdhs;a yskdfjñka

lSjd'

;udr ;uhs uf.a ìlsKs jelaia ^jelaia u.ska fhdaksh wjg frdau

bj;a lsÍu& mjd lrkafk' b;ska thd udj fydog oel, ;sfhkjd'

zmjqfk" kslï ´fk kE'lSho .dkz uu weyqjd'

zfikiqrdo yji ;=kg ú;r ;uhs thd, tkafk' t;k boka ? lEu

fj,dj fjklï" meh 4la ú;r uevïg thd, tlal wfma f.or

bkak mq¨jka' wksla uevï, ;=ka fok;a tfyuhs' thd,g;a ? bkak

nE" *eñ,Sia ksid' tfyu fiIka tllg thd, f*da¾á ;jqikaâ .kakj' fndre lshkak ´fk kEfk" uu lShlaj;a .kafk kE'

thd,g lrk Woõjla yeáhghs uu ´.khsia lrkafk'

zi,a,skï m%YaKhla KE" tA;a uu álla ys;kak ´fk' Thdf. ojig wmsg tlaflkd .dfk fnÞ.kak neßo@z l;dj os.g f.kshkak uu

fufyu weyqjg we;a;gu tfyu fohla lrkak ys;d.kakj;a nE'

zt;fldg tAl iafmI,a tliamsßhkaia tlla fjkafk kEfkz ;udr

tfyu lshkfldg uf.a háysf;a yeuÞu ie.ú,d ;snqkq isyskhla

u,am,.kak yokj lsh, i;=gla wdj' kuq;a ug tAl thdg

w.jkaknE' ug fndrejg yß fmdä wlue;a;la fmkakkak fjkjd'

zug;a iSud ;sfhkjfkz uu lsjd'

zuevï" wms;a iSud lSmhlg leu;s fj,d ;sfhkafk' wms ,smaia lsia lrkafk kE' fudlo fïl wdor neoSula fkdfjk yskao' wekE,a

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filaia ^.=o ixi¾.h& lrkafk;a kE" tAfl fy,a;a ßiala jeä ksid'

wj¾ Tka,s tAï Bia tlaiaà%ï filaiqj,a maf,I¾ ^wfma tlu wruqK

wêl ,sx.sl i;=g&z ;udr fufyu lshkfldg uf.a we. ysßjeá,

.shd' fulg nE lSfjd;a uu ljoyß miq;efjhs'

z´fla" whs wEï bka ^uu tl.hs&z ug tljru lshjqkd' f.or .syska fï .ek fydog ys;,d nE lsh, ys;=fkd;a ;udrg flda,a tlla

fokj" uu há ys;ska ys;=jd'

uu ;udrf. ief,dka tflka tÞ t,shg toaos lrlj, w;weßh

jf.a" wuq;=u f,dalhl ysáfh' ldfral tf,õfj;a fï .ek ys;

ys;' f.or weú;a ldurhg yshduhs oekqfk uf. fhdaks m%foYh

mEkaáh;a tlallu fydogu f;; fj,d' tAjqk;a ;udr lshmq lduql

foaj,a u;la lr lr i;=gq fjk uQâ tlla fkfjhs ysf;a ;snqfk' fï lrkak hk foa yßo jeroso lshk fm%fya,sldju ;uhs ysf;a

jevlf,a"

yiankaâg jrola lrkj lshk tlkï tÉpr ys;g oekqfk kE'

thd wÿk.;af; fhdackdjlska" wdorhla fkd;snqkd fkfjhs" tA;a

wjxlju lshkjkï wms w;fr ;snqfk iajdñhd-ìßo lshk iïu;

neoSu lSfjd;a ksjeroshs' thdf. w;S;h .ek;a uu tÉpr okafk

kE" thdg tA ldf, fl,af,d lSfofkla ysáho" oeka thdf. uql=;a

tAjf.a ie.úÉp foaj,a ;shkjo lsh, okafk kE' wksl fïl ;udrd lSj jf.a wdor neoSula fkfjhs" yqfola ,sx.sl i;=g ioyd lrk

;djld,sl fohla' tA ksid ug tA w;ska jrola oekqfk kE'

ug ys;g nhla tkafk f,vlaj;a fndfjhso lsh,' fï lshk

fndahsia, ;j ljqre tlal bo, ;shkjo ljqo okafk' uu ksÞ.;af;

fo.sähdfjka' myqjÞ Wfoa uu ldurhg .syska fodr jyf.k

;udrg flda,a tlla .;a;' thd thdf. T*Sia ldurhg .syska ud;a

tlal m%hsfjÜ,s l;dl,d'

zuu Bfh yd lSjg ug nhhs Th jf.a wh tlal bo, fudkjyß

f,vlaj;a yefohso lsh,z uu lSjd'

zuevï" uevïg jeäh wms ;uhs tA .ek nh fjkak ´fk' wms

fuÉpr l,a fia*a ^wdrlaIs;& filaia ;uhs lrkafk" wms ldgj;a

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tfyu m%YaK kE' wms yfudau í,â fgiaÜ lr, ;uhs fïl mgka

.;af;' uu uevï krl flfkla fkdfjk nj okak ksihs fïl

m%fmdaia lf,a' uu okakjfk uevïf. fjk iïïnkao keye lsh,'z

zt; fldg Thdg Y=j¾o wks;a f,aãia,;a tfyuhs lsh,z

zTõ" thd, ;=kafokd .eku uu fydog okakj' Tlafldu, fydo tähqflagâ fm%df*Ik,aia,' tAf.d,af,d;a ueßlr, fydo *eñ,s

,hs*a .;lrk wh' wksl iShg iShlau fia*a fjkak ;uhs wms í,â fgiaÜ ´fla jqk;a bkag¾fldaia ú;a fldkafvdïia Tka,s fmd,sis *f,da

lrkafk^ixi¾.h fldkavï we;=j muKhs m%;sm;a;sh rlskafk&

fldkavï ke;=j thd, tlal bkafk uu ú;rhsz

ztA wehs" Thdg thd,j tÉpr úYajdio@z

zTõ" uu tA fokakf.u w;S;fh bokau okakj' tlaflfkl=g ú;rla

l,ska .¾,a f*%kaâ flfkla bo, miafi w;ayerek' fokaku .ï j,ska fld,n weú,a, fydog bf.k .;a;= wh' ljÞj;a krl

wdY%hg jeá, kE' thd, *hskEkaYsh,s iafÜn,a ^wd¾Ól jYfhka

ia;djr& fjkï ;uhs ueß lrkafk ke;=j bkafk' ;j wjqreÿ folla hkfldg ueß lrhs' Bg miafi wmsg fï la,í tl

kj;ajkak fjkjz ;udr wka;su yßh lSfj yskdfjñka'

thdg fldkavï ke;=j bkak ;rï thd,j úIajdikï" fï la,í tl

mgka.kak l,ska bokau" Th lshkúoshg wjqreÿ fol ;=kla bo,u"

thd, tlal bo,;a tfyu f,v frda. m%YaK ke;akï wehs nhfjkafk lsh, ug ys;=kd' wksl fldÉpr úYajdi jqk;a fldkavï

mdúÉÑ lrkjfk'

z´fla tfykï" B,.g fudkjo fjkak ´fkz uu weyqjd'

zThdg mq¨jkao fvdlag¾ flfkla yïnfj,d fndrejla lsh,

Tlafldu f,v lj¾ fjk úoshg í,â fgiaÜ tlla ,shj.kakz

ztAl lrkafk fldfyduoz uu weyqjd

zThd lshkak yiankaâ .ek ielhs lsh,' yiankaâg wdrxÑ fjhs

lsh, nhkï fmdâvla ÿr fmdä m%hsfjÜ fydiamsg,a tll fvdlag¾

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flfkla ,.g hkak' yenehs í,â fgiaÜ tl fydo ;eklska

lr.kak ´fkz ;udr lSjd'

uu tÞyjiu fydaud.ug v%hsõ lr, fvdlag¾ flfkla yïnfj,d

fgiaÜ tl ,shj .;a;' myqjÞ wdisß tflka fgiaÜ tl lrj.;a;'

ßi,aÜia .kak i;shla .shd' ys;=j jf.au lsis m%YaKhla kE'

uu B,. ojfi ,eí tflka ,enqk Tlafldu fld, ál;a wrf.k

;udrj yïnfjkak .shd' thd lsj fï í,â ßi,aÜia tlalu uf.a f*dfgdaiq;a wr fndhsia,g fokak mq¨jkakï fydohs lsh,' uu tAlg

leu;sjqkd'

ief,daka tfla ìhqá rEïia folla ;shkjd' tll wr .¾,a

jevlroaos wms wkslg .syska fodr f,dla lr.;a;d' uu Tlafldu

weÿï whska l,d" ;udr bosßfh ksrej;a fjk tl ug wuq;= fohla

fkfjhs' thd uf.a uQK u.yefrk úoshg bosßmiska" miqmiska iy ug ok.y.kak lsh, miqmiska$me;af;ka f*dfgda ;=kla .;a;' udj Iqj¾ lrkak thd tA fj,dfju thdf. leurdfjka tAj fmkakqj'

tllj;a T¨j uQK fmakafk kE' tA jqkdg yßu filais" ok.yf.k

bkak f*dfgda tfla uf.a jgl=re mq¨,a Wl=,$ ;Ügï w;ßka fhdaksh

miqmig fkr, fmakj' zful oelalukï mek, leu;sfjhsz ;udr tA

f*dfgda tl fmkakñka yskdfjñka lsõj'

uu uf.a fhdaksh bosßmiska ú;rla ,iaikg uú,a álla b;=re lr,

wks;a Tlafldu jelaia lrf.k ;sfhkafk' tAksid ug uú,a fIaõ lrkak ´fk kE' tA;a bo, ysg, kej; jelaia lr.kak ´fk tfyka fufyka hka;ï tk tAj kj;a;kak' wou tAl;a lruqo lsh, ;udr

fhdackd l,d' uu tAlg leu;sjqkd'

uu thdf. ief,dka tfla ljqÉ tfla ksÞf.k bkakfldg uf.a

ll=,a w;ßka fmdä iagQ,a tlla ;shdf.k jdä fj,d ;uhs ;udr

tAl lrkafk' tfyu bkakfldg thdg uf.a fhdaksh fydog újq¾;

fj,d fmakjd'

ztlaflfkl=g oekauu f;;a fj,dz thd tlmdrgu lshkfldg ug

yßu ,eÊc ys;=kd'

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zfidß úys¨ l,dg' Thdg fcdala l,dg fudlo ug;a tfyu ;uhs'

fikiqrdo fjklï n,df.k bkafk" isl=rdo bokau fjÜ ^f;;a&

lrf.kz thd tfyu lSjdu ug fydogu yskd .shd'

ztAl fkfjhs" Thdf. ;ju hka.a .¾,a flfklaf. jf.a fmdähsfk'

Thd fkda¾u,a fkfjhso nnd yïn jqfkaz ;udr tfyu lshkafk uf.a fhdaks isÿr osyd tl t,af,u n,df.k'

zkE uu isfiaßhka tlla lr.;af;z uu lsjd'

zwd tAl ;uhsz ;udr lSjd'

ztAf.d,a,kaf. f.dvla f,dl=hso@ ug nhhs ßfohso lsh,z uf.a láka

fkdoekqj;aju msgjqfka ysf;a ysrlrf.k ;snqkq m%YaKhla'

zkE" nhfjkak tmd' uf.;a yßu ghsÜ' thd, fydog ¨ì%lkaÜia

^,sysis f;,a& Þ, ;uhs bkag¾fldaia lrkafk' fmdâvlaj;a ßfokafk

kE'z

zthd,f. f,dl=hso@z ug ,eÊcdjla ke;=ju kej;;a weyqk'

zfokakf.u f,dl= me;a;g ;uhs nr" w.,a y;yudrlaj;a we;s' uu

tA fokakj;a jelaia lrkj' ^uú,a bj;a lrkj&' tA yskao ;j;a fydog os. fmakaj' fydo .¾;a tll=;a ^uy;l=;a& ;shkj tAlfk

uu Thd f,dl= ä,afvda tlla wykfldg fï jefâ ifciaÜ

^fhdackd& lf,az ;udr tfyu lshkfldg uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,ka

;j;a oshr .,d tkj jf.a oekqk'

zyenehs tj f,dl= tl fkfjhs fu;k ;shk úfYaI;ajh" Thd

yeuÞu lrk filaia fkfjhs fu;kos fjkafkz

ztA lsõfjz uu weyqj

zidudkHfhka b;ska lsia lrkj" Tr,a filaia lrkj" f*da maf,a

^mQ¾j ,sx.sl l%shd& lrkj" Bg miafifk bkag¾fldaia lrkafk' uu

Thdf. bfjkaÜ tl fiÜ lrkafk fjk úoshlgz ;udrd lshkfldg

ztA lshkafkz uu weyqjd

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zbkag¾fldaia ;uhs wfma la,í tfla fïka gd¾.Ü tl' yq.la whg

tAlfk wvqfjka ,efnkafk' Thd weú,a,u n,kakfldz ;udrd

lshkfldg uf. we. ysßjeá, .shd'

B,. ojia lSmh uu .;lf,a fjkak hk foa .ek isysk ujñka'

ojia lSmhlska ;udr ug flda,a lr, lSj la,í tlg udj;a noj.kak thd, leu;sjqk nj iy uu leu;skï ojia oyhlska tk fikiqrdo uu fjkqfjka fjkalrkak mq¨jka nj' uu Bg leu;s

jqkd'

Bg ojia ;=klska miq wdmq i;swka;fha yiankaâ f.or wdj;a ug

mSßhâia jqk ksid wmsg tlg bkak neßjqkd' B,. i;s wka;fh

thdg Tka flda,a ksid f.or tkak neß fjk nj lSjdu ug f,dl=

iykhla ys;g wdjd'

uu B,. i;sh .;lf,a we.s,s .ek .ek' thd, biaiyrg hkfldg woskak filais weÿul=;a uu f;dar.;a;d' isl=rdo ug

;udr flda,a l,d'

ztA fokak fol fjkfldg wfma f.org tkj lsõj' fjdIa tlla tfyu Þf.k ,Eia;s fjkak álla fj,d hhs' Thd ;=k fjkfldg

tkak' Thd f.oßkau fjdIa tlla Þf.k tkjkï f,aishs' ;j tlla"

Thd gelais tlla wrf.k tkak' bfjkaÜ tflka miafi v%hsõ

lrkak yokak tmdz ;udr lSjd' v%hsõ lrk tl .ek thd lshmq foa

ug yßhgu f;arefka ke;=jqk;a uu tAhdf. wjjdoh ms,s.;a;d'

uu myqjÞ ,kaÉ wrf.k nd;a rEï tlg .syska fydo fjdIa tlla

.;a;d' uf.a ksrej;a YÍrh thd,g ,iaikg ms,s.kajkak mq¨jka

yeu fohlau l,d'

uu wïuf. v%hsj¾g lsh, ;udrf. f.org wer,j .;a;d' ;udr fodr ,.g weú;a udj ms,s.;a;d' fjko olsk ;udr fkfjhs" yßu

filais úoshg" oksfika Wvg fldg ,iaik .jqula weo," l,jd j,

Nd.hla t,sfh' udj nÞf.k ms,s.;a;= ;udr thdf. ldurhg udj

tlal .shd' ljqre;a fmakak ysáfh ke;s ksid uu jg msg n,kfldg

zuu wfma idf,g tyd ;sfhk àù rEï tl ;uhs Thd,g fiÜ lf,a'

Thd uf. fï ldurfhka weÿï udre lrf.k fï ;=jdh ú;rla

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weof.k tkak' mEkaáhlaj;a woskak ´fk kE' Thdf. weÿï fï

lnâ tlg Þkakz ;udr tfyu lSfj thdf. ldurfh ;sfhk lnâ

tlla fmkakk .uka'

zThdg ´fkkï Th nd;a rEï tlu hQia lrkakz ;udr thdf.

lduf¾ wegEÉ nd;a rEï tl fmkakñka udj thdf. ldurfh ;sh, t,shg .shd'

uu thd lshmq úoshgu Tlafldu weÿï .,j, thd ÿkak f,dl= nd;a gj,a tl ú;rla weo.;a;' uu nE.a tfla Þf.k wdmq filais weÿu

wosk tl fkdlf, ;udr lshmqfoa fkdlrk tl yß ke;s ksid' nd;a

rEï tlg .syska pQ lr, tA yßh wdhs;a fmdâvla fydao.;a;'

f.oßka fydog kd, wdmq ksid wdhs;a fjdIa .;af; kE'

uu ;=jdh weof.k nfhka nfhka jf.a t,shg wdfj fuhd,

fldfyo lsh, úmrï lrñka' t;fldgu ;udr weú;a udj w;ska w,a,f.k .syska idf,ka jdä l,d' udj jdä lf,a thdf. àù rEï

tlg hk fodr ,. ;snqkq mqgqjlska'

z;j úkdä mylska oyhlska uu Thdj we;=,g tlal hkakï' ;ju tAf.d,af,d we;=,g .syska úkdä oyhla ú;r we;s' Thd wdmq nj

uu lsh, ;sfhkafk' Thdg f;a yß" l+,a ä%kala tlla yß ´fko@z

;udr weyqjd'

zl+,a ä%kala tlla fydohsz uu lSjdu ;udrd lspka tlg .shd'

t;fldg ;uhs uu fkdaÜ lf,a àù rEï tflka hka;ï tk ioaoh' thd, íÆ *s,aï tlla n,knj ug f;arekd' .eyeKshla

flosß.dkjd" iuyrfj,djg lE.ykjd" msßñ y;s Þkjd''' fydog

ijka ÿkakg miafi oeka meyeos,sj wefykjd' uf.a we. oekgu;a ls,sfmd,d hkjd' thd,f. wjhj oekgu;a úYd,fj,d we;s''tfyu

ysf;kfldg uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,ka f;; .,d tkjd ug f;arekd'

t;fldgu ;udrd ug ä%kala tl f.k;a oS,d kej; l=iaishg .shd'

uu ä%kala tl f;d, .Efj wr ioaohg kej; ijkafoñka'

;j;a úkdä mylska ú;r ;udr wdjd' weú;a fl,skau .syska àù ldurfha fodr weßhd' fodfrka T¨j Þ,d" zThd, fräo" uevïj

tjkakoz lsh, weyqjd'

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tyd me;af;ka fudkj;a lshkj weyqfk kE" iuyr úg T¨j jk,

yd lshkak we;s' tA;a tlalu áù tl ´*a jqkd' ;udr weú;a uf.a

w;ska w,a,, ke.sÜgqjd' udj fjõ,kj jf.a'

znhfjkak tmd uevï" thd, yß fydohsz ;udr ug lkg lr,

lSjd' thd udj àù ldurfh fodfrka we;=,g tlal hkj;a tlal oelmq o¾YKh ug Ôúf;ag wu;l fjkafk kE'

tl fndahs flfkla fida*d tl ,. ysgf.k wms osyd n,df.k bkakjd" thdf. YsIaKh úYd, fj,d" thdf. wef.ka bosßhg

fkr,d weú;a' wks;a tlaflkd t;fldgu ;uhs fida*d tflka

ke.sÜfg' thdf. m%dKaj;ajqkq YsYaKh ;ju;a tl w;lska

w,a,f.k' tlaflfklaf.j;a wef.a kQ,a fmdglaj;a kE' ;udr lSj

jf.au YsYaKhka folu idudkH whg jvd úYd,hs' thd, myq.sh úkdä myf,dj úiai fida*d tfla bof.k íÆ *s,aï tl n,ñka

thd,f. YsYaKhka w;ska msßueo.kak .kak we;s'

;udr udj w;ska w,a,f.k thd, ,.gu tlalf.k .shd' thd,g

,xfjkfldg thd,f. YsYaKhka fj;g ;uhs uf. wey .sfh' tAj

jfÜg kyr je,a msß,' ;udr lSj jf.a fydo uy;l=;a ;sfhkjd'

ug tAjhska weye .kak nE jf.a' l,ska ;snqkq nh ke;sfj,d

wdYdjka .,d tkak mgka .;a;d'

zfï rx." fï pß;az lsh, ;udr ug thd,j wÿkajd ÿkakd' thd,

T¨j jk, z yf,da uevïz lsh, lSj ñila w;g w; ÿkafk kE'

tA;a tlalu ;udr ys;mq ke;s úoshg uf.a we.jgd ;snqkq ;=jdh

lv, bj;a l,d' udj tlmdrgu thd, bosßfh ksrej;a jqkd'

´fla" yEõ *ka ^úfkdao fjkak&z lshñka ;udr ;=jdh;a wrf.k

ldurfhka t,shg .sfh fodr;a jyf.k'

tlmdrgu ux ljÞj;a fkdoelmq msßñ fokafkla bosßfh ksrej;a

fj,d' thd,f. msßñ wjhj fj;g kej; uf.a weye .shd' m%dKj;a fj,d jeä lug tAj .ef.kj jf.a ug fmkqkd' udj yßhg

nv.sKs isxyhka w;r ;ksjqkq uqj fmdõfjla jf.a' fudkj lrkako lsh, ug ys;d.kak nE' fuÉprfj,d ;snqkq rd.dYdj fjkqjg uyd

nhla ys;g tkak mgka .;a;d' úúo ,sx.sl w;aoelSï j,g

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uQKfokak ie.úÉp wdYdjla ysf;a ;snqk;a flfkla ug nf,ka" r¨

úoshg tAfoa lrkjgkï uu leu;s kE'^uu wy, ;shkj iuyr

.eyekq kï msßñfhl=g lsh, nf,ka lr.kak leu;shs lsh,& fïl tA jf.a wñysß w;aoelSula fjhsolsh, udj nfhka .eyefykak

jf.a mgka .;a;d'

uf.a nh tA fokakg;a f;arekqnj oek.;af; zuevï" nhfjkak tmdz lshdf.k pß;a ud,.g tkfldg' thd ug ,xfjkj;a tlalu thd

oE;a wE;g lr, udj nÞ.kak tk njla wef.õj' uu;a thdf.ka

ms,sirkla m;kj jf.a tAlg leue;af;ka bvÿkak' yßhg

wdorfhka bkak fmïj;=ka fofofkla jf.a wms fokak jefrka

nÞ.;af; lïuq,a ism.ksñka' thd tA l, fohska ug f,dl= iekiSula ys;g wdjd' tA;a tlalu ksrej;a yeä oeä m%sßñfhla je,o.;a;

lshk ye.Sfuka .; ls,sfmd,d .shd' thdf. oeäjQ mqreI ,s.=j uf.a há nvg ysr fj,d' thd ug jvd Wi ksid uu thdf. fn,a,

nÞf.k lïuq,g lïuq, ;shdf.k je,o.;af; uf.a ll=f, we.s,s

j,ska biafiñka' uf.a mshhqre thdf. ksrej;a uú,a msrekq mmqjg

;oska f;rms,d" uf. y¾oiamkaokh;a thdg oefkkj we;s'

wms tfyu je,of.k úkdä Nd.hla bkak we;s' tlmdrgu rx. uf. msámiafika ,xfjk nj ug f;arekd' zuevïf. *iaÜ ghsïfk"

tAlhs' uevï wms .ek oek.;a;u Th nh ke;sfj,d hhsz tfyu

lshñka rx. udj msgqmiska nÞ.;a;' fudfyd;lska udj msßñ fokafkla w;rg lsá lsáfh f;rmqkd' rx.f. m%dKj;a YsIaKh

uf.a ;Ügulg ysrjqkd' uf.a nqßhg my,ska há nv u;g ;ojqkq

pß;af. YsYaKh .efykj jf.a ug oefkkj' ksrej;a msßñ fokafkl=g ueosjqkq uf.a YÍrh wdYdj,a j,ska msfrkak mgka

.;a;d' uf.a fhdaksh ls,sfmd,d hkj uf.a ug oefkk mgka .;af;

tA yßh thd,f. YÍrfh .Eú,a,dj;a fkd;sfhoaosuhs'

tA je,o.ekSu wms ;=kafokd w;r úYajdihla f.dvk.kak Woõ

jqkd lSfjd;a ksjeroshs' tfyu udj fome;af;ka nÞf.k ;j;a úkdä Nd.hla ú;r bkak we;s' udj biairyska je,of.k ysÜh

pß;a uf.ka wE;afjñka uf.a w;lska w,a,f.k ztkak uevïz lsh,d udj fiñka bosßhg lefoõjd' tA;a iu. miqmiska udj nÞf.k

ysáh rx. udj w; yer,d pß;a iu. hkak ug bv ÿkakd'

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t;fldg ;uhs uu fkdaÜ lf,a fida*d tlg msgqmiska weola ;shkjd'

tAlg ,iaik ,dmdg we;sß,a,la Þ,d" fldÜgd lsysmhl=;a ;snqkd'

fida*d tl biairy ;shk iagQ,a tl Wv f,dl= fldkavï fmÜáhla ;snqkd' tA;a tlalu bkaáfïÜ ¨ì%lkaÜ ^,sx.sl tlaùfuoS

Ndú;dlrk ,sysis f;,a& fnda;,la lsh, ys;kak mq¨jka ma,diaála

fnda;,hl=;a ;snqkd'

uu pß;ag lSlrefj,d thdj *f,da l,d' thd weo ueog fjkak

úÜgug fya;a;=fjñka bo.;af;a udj;a ;=re,g .ksñka' yenehs uu

thdf. mfilska thd isák úoshgu bo.kak yo.kfldg thd

fjkia bßhõjlg udj fm,fnõjd" uu;a thdg wjk; jqkd' wms

k;rjqfka" wo úÜgug fya;a;=fj,d bof.k bkak pß;a bosßfha uu thdf. me;a;g uqkqKÞ,d ok.yf.k bkak wdldrhg' thd

bosßfha" thdf. me;a;g keú,d ok.yf.k bkak udj thd thdf. mmqjg ;=re¨ lr.;a;d' thd uf.a fn,a," Wrysia" msg isksÿjg

w;.Efõ yßu wdorfhka jf.a' uu;a mQisfhla jf.a thdf. mmqjg

;=re¨ jqkd' tfyu álfj,djla lrmq thd uf. lïuq,a fome;af;ka w,a,,d uf.a uQK thdf. uQK bosßhg f.kdjd' ^fï ish,a, w;f¾

rx. fudkj lrko lsh,d ug fmfkkafka kE&

zuevï" uevïg fmdâvla yß ßfok" tfyu ke;akï uevï wlue;s

fohla fjkjkï lshkak melsf,kak tmdz pß;a lshk foag uu T¨j

jekqjd' ztA jf.au wms lrkfoaj,aj,ska uevïg i;=gla tkjkï'''z pß;a fïál lshkj;a tlalu ok.yf.k bkak uf.a msgqmiska uf.a

fhdaksh lõreyß w,a,k nj ug f;arekd' pß;a thdf. w;a

folskau uf.a T¨j w,a,f.k" tA ksid tA w; rx.f. nj ug

f;arekd kuq;a uu yeß, ne¨fõ kE'

z'''i;=gla tkjkï tAnj wmsg oefkk úoshg uevï ´fk;rï

yhsfhka flosß.dkak" lE.ykak fmdâvlaj;a ,EÊc fjkak tmdz

pß;a fïl lsh, bjrfjoaos uf.a fhdaks f;d,afm;s w;r rx.

thdf. we.s,sj,ska f;,a ;jrkjd' fï fjkfldg;a uf.a tA yßh

fydogu f;;a fj,d'

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z´flaz uu pß;af. uQKosyd n,df.k tfyu lsõfj rx.f.a

we.s,s;=vqj,ska fhdaksf;d,aj,g ,efnk myi i;=áka úo.ksñka' tA

ksiduo fydfyo ug isyska flosßhl=;a bfíu msgjqkd'

z;=ka fjks ldrKh ;uhs uevï leu;s fudkjyß l%u" bßhõ fyda'''z

pß;a fï ál lshkj;a tlalu uf.a fhdaks f;d,a w;ßka fhdaks újrhg fnda,hla jeks hula ;ofjkjd oekqkd' fudfyd;lska th ;j;a we;=,g ;ofjoaos ;uhs ug jegyqfka tA rx.f. YsYaK uqkavh

nj' thd ug mg miqmiska ok.yf.k ug we;=¨fjkak yok nj

ug f;arekd' ug tAflka .e,fjkak Wjukdjla ;snqfk kE" kuq;a

ug pß;aj fmkqfka uf.a .e,jqï ldrfhla jf.a' uu thdg ;j

;j;a ;=re,a fjkfldg th;a udj uf.a lïuq,la thdf. lïuq,g ;=re,afjk úoshg thdf. Wrysi Wäka uf.a uQK ysákak uf.a

lrjg w;a hj,d je,o .;a;d'

z''' uevï leu;s l%u" bßhõ fyda fudkjyß leu;s fohla

;shkjkï wmsg lshkak" wms bkafk uevïg fiajh imhkakz pß;a

fïál lsh, bjrfjkj;a tlalu rx. uf.a bk fomiska w,a,f.k

thdf. m%dKj;a YsYaKh uf.a fhdaksh u;g jefrka ;ol,d' tAl

m%udKfhka f,dl= jqk;a uf.a fhdaksh fydoska f;;aù ye.sï W;aikakù ;snqkq ksid tljru myiqfjka we;=,g .uka lf,a

zwdwdyaz hk yvla uf.a uqúka msglrñka' tA;a iu. pß;a udj ;j;a

;olr,d ,xlr.;a;d'

uf.a fhdaksh fl,jr olajdu we;=,ajqkq rx.f.a ,sx.h l%ufhka

fiñka lsßhd;aul fjkak mgka .;a;d' tAfla uy; ksid uf.a uq¨

fhdaks m%foaYhu msß,d jf.a" ug ljÞj;a yiankaâf.ka tfyu *S,sx

tlla oeks,d kE' uf.a f;;aùu muKla fkdfjhs" rx.;a thdf. tl ¨ì%lÜ j,ska f;;a lrkak we;s' tfyu lr,d fjkak we;s tAhd tA

we.s,s j,skau uf.a fhdaks f;d,a fm;s;a f;;a lf,a' tAksid fldÉpr

uy; jqk;a ug lsisu ßoSula" iSÍula oekqfk kE' tAfjkqjg uf.a

fhdaksh mqrd wuq;=u úkaoklska le,f;kak .;a;d' thd uf.a bfkka w,a,f.k .yk mdrj,a kj;skafk thdf. bK uf.a ;Ügï j,

joaojñka' uf.a msrekq uy; ;Ügïj,ska thdf. hálhg fydo

úkaokhla ,efnkj we;s'

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rx.f.a myrj,a yßu os.hs' tA lshkafk uf.a fhdaksh mgka .ekafï

isg we;=f, flrj,g hklkau thdf. YsYaK uqkavh .uka lrkjd'

tA ksidu uf.a fhdaksh uq, isg w.gu fydoska ika;¾mkh fjkjd' tA myrj,a j, fõ.h tkak tkak jeäfjkjd' i;=g ord.kak

neßj uu uf.a fof;d,a j,ska pß;af.a Wrysi ymoaoS thd uf.a biflh w;ßka we.s,s;=vq hjñka uf.a ysi msßuoskafka yhsfhka

flosß.dñka o.,k udj ikijkak jf.a'

uf.a wYdj,a W;=rd hk ;rug W;aikak fjkj;a tlallu rx.f.a

p,khka fudfyd;lg kej;=kd' rx. thdf. w;afol uf.a bosßhg

Þ,d uf.a bosßmiska w,a,,d uf.a lh fl,ska l,d' pß;a uf.a T¨j

w;wer,d thdf.ka bj;afjkak ug bv ÿkakd' oeka uu wefoa oK .yf.k" kuq;a uf.a Wvqlh fl,ska" rx. ug msgqmiska udj lsá

lsáfha nÞf.k' thdf. YsYaKh ;ju;a uf.a fhdaksh we;=f," tAfl os. ksiduo fldfyo uf.a we. fl,ska l,;a tAl t,shg mekafk

kE'

wms bkak wEka.,a tl ksid tAfl fgdma tl uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,

bosßmi ì;a;shg ;oska f;rms,d lsh, ug fydog oefkkj' thd

;ju;a" kuq;a b;d flá myrj,a iys;j l%shd;aulfjkj' tAflka ,efnkafk wuq;=u úkaokhla' .eyeKshlf. we;=,; fhdaks

ì;a;sj, ixfõoSu ;ek" tA lshkafk Ô iafmdÜ tl ;sfhkafk

bosßmi ì;a;sfh ueo yßfh' wms bkak bßhõj ksid thdf. YsYaKfha fl,jr joskafk tA yßhg' thdf. p,khka tlalu thdg

we,s, bkak uf.a we.;a p,kh fjkj' i;=g jeälug tA p,kfha

ßoauhgu uf.a láka flosß,a,la msgfjkjd'

ál fj,djlska tfyu l%shd;aul fjk .ukau rx. thdf. w;a fol bosßmig hj, uf.a ol=Kq mshhqr ñßlkak .;a;d" kuq;a thd tAfl

ksm,a tl we,a¨fõ kE' állska w;a folu Wmfhda.Slrf.k mshhqr

foda;g .;a;= rx. zpß;a fïl Wrkakz lshñka úÞk lf,a thdf.

YsYaKh msg;g fkdmksk úoshg ysñka uf.a fhdaksh ;=, os.gu

l%shd;aul lrk .ukauhs'

tA;a iu.u pß;a bosßhgú;a tA mshhqf¾ ksm,a tl fl,skau lg;=,g

f.k Wrjkak .;af; rx. tAl thdf. w;afolska ;ju;a ñßloaos"

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yßhg rx.g whs;s fohla pß;ag m%Þkh lrkj jf.' tA úkaokh

ord.kak neßj flosß.dk uu uqyqK Wvg$me;a;g yrj, rx.f.

lïuq,lg uf.a lïuq,la f;rfmk úoshg thdf. T¨j nÞ.;af;

tAhdf. T¨j jgd w;l=;a hjñka'

uf.a merKs fmïj;d iy yiankaâ wefrfkfldg fjk lsisfkflka mdúÉÑ fkdl, uf.a YÍrh fï fudfydf;a msßñ fokafkla tljr mdúÉÑ lrkj' uf.a ksm,a pß;af. lg we;=f, fmdäfjkj'

thdf. f;d,a uf.a mshhqre f;;alrkafk rx.f. w;ska tAj

ñßfloaos' uf.a fhdaksh wuq;=u úoshlg rx.f. ,s.=fjka

i;=gqfjoaoaos thdf. we. uf.a miqmig ;ofj,d' fï úosyg

álfj,djla l%shd;aul lroaos uf.a ish¨u yrrje,a ls,sfmd,df.k iqrdka;hla ,.,.u tk nj ug f;rekd' ug we;=¨ lrmq m,uq

YsYaKfhkau iqrdka;hla'''

keye fï fokakf. wruqK kslkau jeä iqrdka; .kkdjla ,ndoSu

fkfjhs" ,efnk yeu iqrdka;hlau Woafõ.ldÍ tAjd lrùu lsh,

ug jegyqfka iqrdka;hla lrd hñka yhsfhka flosß.dñka isák udj

tljru thd,f.ka bj;a lsÍfuka'

tljru uf.ka whska jqkq rx. osyd uu miqmi yeß, ne¨j' uf.a

fhdaksh ;=,ska t,shg wdmq thdf. m%dKj;a YsYaKh by, my, hñka

.efykjd' tAlg Þ, ;sfhka fldkavï tl uf.a fhdaks Y%djfhka jeys,d' thdg;a hkak ,xjkdjq;ao@ tAl mqÿuhl=;a fkdfjhs' uf.a l,ska fndahsf*%kaâ f.kq;a" uf.a yiankaâ f.kq;a uu oelmq fohla

;uhs thd,g i;=g jeäfjkfldg thd, l%shd;aul fjk ^fhdaksh

;=, YsYaKh tyd fuyd f.kshk& ÿr wvqlrkj" ke;akï l%shd;aul

fjk fõ.h wvq lrkj" tfyu;a ke;akï p,kh iïmQ¾Kfhkau k;r lrf.k bkakj' tfyu lrkafk Y=l%dKq msgfjk tl mud

lrkak' kuq;a rx. tA lsisu fohla fkdlr myq.sh úkdä lsysmh

uf.a fhdaksh ;=,g fkdlvjd myr t,a, l,d' thdf. YsYaKh uf.a

fhdaksh ;=, fkdkj;ajd ruKh l,d'

zuevï Wvqne,s w;g ksÞ.kakz weo Wv oK.yf.k isá ug tfyu

lshñka rx. wefoka t,shg .syska iagQ,a tl Wv ;snqKq fldkavï

fmÜáh f.keú;a weo Wv jdäfj,d isá pß;ag oslal,d' ug

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t;fldg ;uhs thd,f. Wmdh m,uqjrg f;refka' fuhd,

Woafõ.ldÍ ,sx.sl i;=gla thd,f. la,hÜia,g ,ndfokafk

Y=l%dKq msgfkdlr f.dvla fj,d ruKh lrkak ;sfhk olaI;djhlska lsh,hs uu l,ska wkqudk lf,a' kuq;a thd,f. kshu

Wmdh tlaflfkl=g Y=l%dKq msgfjkak wdikak fjkfldg wfkla

flkdg fhdaksh ;=, ruKh lsÍu Ndrfok tlhs'

uu wefo ydkaisjqkd fkfjhs Wvqne,s w;g bfíu jegqk lSfjd;a

ksjeroshs" udj tÉprgu u;afj,d we.g mK ke;sjhs ysáfh' tA;a

tlalu uf.a mmqj fome;af;ka uqyqKq ,xlrñka rx.hs pß;=hs

fome;af;ka wdjd' fokaku tljru ;u ;ukaf. me;af; ;sfhk

mshhqre w;aj,ska fmdä lrñka tAjdfh ksm,a Wrjkak .;af; ljÞj;a lD;su filaia fgdahsia fhdÞ.kj;a ,nd.kak neß i;=gla

uf.a mshhqre j,g ,ndfoñka'

uf. yiankaâkï uf.a mshhqre tlal tÉpr fi,a,ï lrkafk kE'

kuq;a uf.a biair fndahs f*%kaâg lsh, tlla Wrj.kak .uka wks;a

ksm,a tl w;ska fmdälrj.kak uu yßu leu;shs' tA;a fufyu

fohla uu ySfklskaj;a ys;, kE' uu flosß.dñka" uq¨ we.u

o.,jñka tA i;=g úo.;af; uf.a w;afolska thd,f. ysia w;.dk

.uka'

úkdä fol ;=klao" y; wglao lsh, lshkak ug f;afrkafk kE' kuq;a uu ys;=jg jvd jeä ld,hla thd, fïl os.gu lrkj' kuq;a l,ska iqrdka;hlg wdikakfj,d ysgmq uf.a fhdaksh;a i;=gla

b,a,kj' thd, uf.a ksm,aia Wrjk .uka we.s,sj,skaj;a fhdaksh

le,f;õjkï udj wksjd¾hfhkau iqrdka;hlg hkj' tA;a tlalu

ug u;lajqkd pß;a lshmq foa" zuevï wdilrk ´fku fohla lshkak

melsf,kak tmd" wms bkafk uevïg fiajh lrkakz'

zwdya'''wdya''wfka'''wfka ljqreyß ug we;=,a lrkakfld''wdya''zuu flosß.dñkau lsõj' tA;a tlalu uf.a mshhqre j,ska bj;ajqkq pß;a

uf.a ll=,a w;rg ok.yf.k wdfj thdf. w;aj,ska uf.a ll=,a Wvg Wiaid wE;a lrk .uka' tA;a tlalu rx. thd Wr Wr ysgmq

mshhqfrka uqj bj;g f.k pß;af.a fl,j,ska keyeù ;snqkq wfkla

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mshhqrg uqj ;nd Wrkak mgka .;af; thdf. me;af; ;shk

mshhqfrys ksm,a tl we.s,sj,ska fmdälrñka'

pß;a uf.a we. Wv je;sfrkafka ke;=j thdf. we. fl,ska

;shdf.ku uf. ll=,a w;ßka ,xfj,d thdf. YsYaK uqkavh

fydoska f;;aù we;s uf.a fhdaks me,au w;ßka Wv my,g f.k.sfha fhdaksh u;g ;oska f;rmjñka' bkamiq uf.a N.uKsh ^la,SÜ tl& u;g th ;nd fõ.fhka tyd fuyd lf,a udj i;=áka l=,au;a

lrjñka' állska thd thdf. fgdma tl uf.a la,SÜ tflka bj;ag

f.k fhdaks isÿr u; ;nd jefrka ;o lf,a thdf. úYd, YsYaKh

uq¨ukskau uf.a fhdaksh ;=,g hjñka' fydoska f;;aù" fhdaks udxY

fmaYs rd.h ksid ,sys,aù we;s fujka wjia;djl fldÉpr úYd, YsYaKhla jqk;a .s,.kak mqxÑ fhdakshlg jqk;a mq¨jka nj ug

jegyqkd'

rx. l,d jf.au pß;=;a uf.a fhdaksh ;=, fydoska l%shd;aul fjkak

mgka.;a;d' thdf. myrj¨;a yßu os.hs" fhdaksh uq, boka w.gu

yeu ñ,sógrhlau ika;¾mkh fjkjd' thdf. YsYaKfha uy;ska

uf.a uq¨ hálhu msß, jf.a' tAl t,shg hkfldg uf.a fhdaks

fmaIs;a weos, t,shg hkj jf.a' kuq;a tA;a tlalu tAl wdmiq yeß, kej; we;=,g .uka lrkafk uq̈ fhdakshu i;=áka mqrjñka' uf.a

mshhqre i;=gqlrk rx.f.a T¨j uu nÞ.;af; i;=g jeälug

flosß.dñka' pß;a uf.a ll=,a fol thdf. Wrysia Wvg jefgk úoshg uf.a bf.ka Wiaiñka thdf. YsYaKfhka fkdkj;ajd myr

t,a, lrkjd'

iqrdka;hla lshk tl ;jÿrg;a TmaIka tlla fkfjhs" uu

leu;sjqk;a wlue;sjqk;a udj wksjd¾hfhkau iqrdka;hla lrd hñka ;snqkd' zwdya''wdya''wfka kj;a;kak tmd''z ug bfíu

lE.eyqkd' uu rx.f. T¨j uf.a uQKg ,xlrñka thdf. T¨j

nÞ.kakfldg thdf. láka uf.a mshhqr .s,syqk;a thdf. w;aj,ska

uf.a mshhqre os.gu fmdä jqkd' uf.a láka tk yv md,kh

lr.kak uu rx.f.a lK yemqjd'

zwdya'''wdya'''wdwdwdwd''''wdwd''z yhsfhka lE.iñka" ll=,a by,g

úislrjñka iy uq¨ we.u fjõ,jñka ug ljÞj;a fkd,enqkq

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;rfï w;s Woafõ.lr iqrdka;hla ,.djqkd' tA oS¾> iqrdka;h

fkdwvqj w;aúoskak bvyßñka pß;a thdf. YsYaKh uf.a fhdaksh

;=, fkdkj;ajd l%shd;aul lf,a fõ.hj;a" .ukalrk ÿrj;a fmdâvlaj;a wvq fkdlrñka' wka;sug ug thdj kj;ajkak jqfka

w;ska ;,a¨ lrñka' YsYaKh fhdaksh ;=,ska t,shg weo, .;a;= pß;a

bosßhg keú, uf.a lïuq,g lsia tlla oS, uf.ka bj;ajqkd'

iqrdka;fhka miq y;souñka wefoa ksÞf.k bkak ud bosßfhka

oK.yf.k bkak pß;a w;la bosßhg oslalr, udj ke.sÜfgõjd'

thd udj ,xlrf.k lsálsáfha nÞ.;af;a uf.a T¨j thdf.

Wrysig fya;a;=lr.ksñka' thdf. m%dKj;a YsIaKh tl w;ls,a

w,a,.;a;= uu wfkla w; thdf. lrjgd heõjd' fldkavï tflka jeys, ;snqkq tA h.Þj yßu WKqiqï" uf.a fhdaks Y%djfhka

f;;afj,d" thdf. y¾o iamkaokh tA ;=,ska uf.a w;g oefkkjd jf.a' uu tAl mq¨jka yhsfhka ñßl=fõ wdYdfjka' tA;a iu.u l,ska

l,d jf.au rx. uf.a msgqmiska nÞ.;a;d' zuevï" leu;sfohla

lrkak ,eÊc fjkak tmdz ug pß;af. wjjdoh kej;;a isyshg wdjd' uu pß;af. lrjgd ;snqkq wfkla w; bj;g f.k th

miqmig hjd rx.f.a YsYaKh;a ñßl,d w,a, .;a;d' ^tAfl l,ska

;snqkq fldkavï tl whska lr,d lsh, uu oek.;af; t;fldg&

uf.a l%shdfjka ohs¾hu;a jqkq tA fokak udj ;j ;j;a ;oska lsá

lsáfh nÞ.;a;d'

tÞ isÿjqkq Tlafldu isÿùï tlmdru ,Sfjd;a l;dj os. jeäfjk

ksid m,uq fldgi fu;kska k;r lrkakï' fofjks fldgi mq¨jka

blaukska tjkakï'