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C O N T E N T S .

CHAPTER I .

MOTHER AND SON

CHAPTER I I .

FATHER AND DAUGHTER

CHAPTER I I I .

THE YOUNG MASTER

CHAPTER IV.

THE C IRCOLO BARSANTI

CHAPTER V .

RETROSPECTIVE

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viii CONTENTS .

CHAPTER VI .

THE MORNING AFTER

CHAPTER V I I .

ITALI A

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V E S T I G I A .

CHAPTER I .

MOTHER AND SON .

IT was nearly five O’clock o f a raw and

Windy afternoon in the month o f March ,

1 87 when a young man , Bernardino de

Rossi by name, came hastily o u t o f an

inner room Of the Telegraph Office build

ing at Leghorn , letting the heavy swing

ing door close sharply behind him with a

disagreeable sound .

The room which he entered was o n e

reserved for the use Of the Government

clerks . I ts floor was bare ; its high walls ,

painted the same dull uniform yellow as the

VOL. L B

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rest Of the building , were lighted from

above by a row Of small square windows ,

crossed with rusty bars Of iron— an arrange

ment which involuntarily suggested a prison

ward and there was little to contradict th is

fancy in the appearance Of the line Of high

desks ranged along three sides Of the room ,

or in the expression Of the figures bending

over them . The names and dates and

rude caricatures,scrawled over every avail

able space Ofplaster and woodwork seemed

indeed an indication that such absorbed

industry was not the invariable rule ; but

o n that especial afternoon a dead silence

prevailed . To o n e accustomed to the

ways , Of the place it was a significant

s ilence , broken only by the monoton

ou s tick ing Of the telegraph wires h eard

through the half- open door Of the adjoin

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ing room , and the rapid scratching Of many

pens .

At De Rossi’s entrance o n e Of the

younger clerks,a mere lad, with pale watery

eyes and a Jewish profile , looked up from

his writing .

he murmured anxiously .

De ROS S I glanced at him an d hesitated .

‘ It is all right. Only— I’

m Off. ’

Not— n o t dismissed , Dino 9’

‘ Dismissed . Turned o u t.

! TurnedOff.

Sent away without a character,l ike a bad

cook . Put it any way yo u prefer it , it all

comes to the same thing. But it really

does n o t matter in the least . I t was sure

to come to that in the end . There IS no

thing fo r— for any o n e to be sorry about .

S O don’t trouble— don’t let any o n e trouble

himself o n my account ,’ the young man

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added rapidly, his face lighting up with a

sudden very pleasant smile .

But— Dino‘Who is making that noise I ask you ,

who I S making that noise there ? By

Heaven ! you are enough to drive a man

mad amongst you . Chatter ! chatter ! chat

ter ! N o thing but gossip and chatter, l ike

a parcel Of idle women after mass . Govern

ment employees you call yourselves ; my

word , i t is a useful kind o f employment

that,

’ interposed the large pale - faced man,

who occupied a desk by himself, in the

warmest corner, beside the stove , at the far

end Of the room . You were not speaking ?

Don’t tell me , s ir. I say you are always

speak ing— and to n o purpose . Chatter ,

chatter, chatter ! and slamming doors

Come, come , Sor Checco . Come n ow ;

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the lads mean no harm by it. I’

llanswer

for them . They mean no harm ,

’ Observed

another large , middle - aged individual,who

was elaborately filling up an empty tele

graph form , standing beside one Of the

desks provided for the use Of the public .

He spoke in a good - natured,husky voice .

Despite the cold , the yellow fur collar Of his

enormous cloak was thrown wide open upon

his shoulders , and from time to time he

paused heavily in his writing,to rub his

forehead with the blue and red checked

handkerchief which he carried,rolled up in

a ball , in his left hand.

‘And as fo r their

talking— as for their talking,

’ he went o n

soothingly , ‘ why , what can you expect ?

Every donkey prefers his own bray. And

our young friend’s l ittle accident with the3door there

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‘Aéc ide n t ! accident ! Who bel ieves in

accidents ? Any fool can call’

a thing an

accident ,’ retorted Sor Checco , with in

ereasmg irritation , standing up and giving

an impatient push to his chair. The chair

immediately sl ipped back against the

nearest end Of the fender, bring ing the -fire

i rons to the ground with a loud rattle and

crash .

There was a'

ge n eral laugh at the head

clerk’s e xpense , under cover o f which Dino

walked quietly over to his Old place un der

the W indow , unlocked a drawer with a key

which he took from his pocket, and began

putting together‘

some loose papers and a

manuscript book .

One by o n e the clerks suspended their

work, turning their heads to watch him

but n o o n e ventured to speak again until

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worthy Sor Giovanni— having written Ou t

his despatch and read it over carefully ,

checking Off each word o n the thick square

fingers Of his right hand— turned about

with a satisfied air,and catching sight o f

young De Rossi’s occupation , ‘Why, lad ,

lad,

’ he said, reprovingly, ‘ you’re never

packing up your things to go o n account

Of six cross words and a sour look Come,

come,my boy , leave that sort Of thing to

the women folk— God bless them ! But a

man can ’t afford to catch fire every time he

strikes a match . Come now . Here is

something different for you to do . Why ,

lad,if bad temper were a fever there

wouldn’t be hospitals enough to hold us

all . Come now. Send Off this despatch

fo r me like a good fellow. And n o non

sense about mistaking the address . Vi'

s

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conti , Guiseppe , NO . 20 , Via To rdin o n a,

Rome. There it is all written o ut fo r

you as plain as the blessed cross o n the

roof o f the Duomo . And here is my franc

waiting to pay for it. F i fteen words . You

may count it over,you’ll find n O cheatin g.

I ’ll answer fo r it yo u won’t . ’

He laughed a good - natured satisfied

laugh , and dabbed at h is forehead with

his checked handkerchief. ‘ Come,my

boy,’ he said very good - humouredly, lean

ing confidentially across the top o f the

desk , and pushing over the paper and the

money.

D ino looked up with a sharp gesture Of

impatience . ‘Oh , go to some o n e else ! ’

he began ; and then seeing the other’s

beamin g face so near his, and being

always ready to be affected by a kind

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word o r a kind look , I would serve yo u if

I could,Sor Giovann i

,he added quickly ;

but the fact is— I’

m no longer a clerk

here . My name was taken Off the books

this morning. I ’m dismissed .

Dismissed ! Why, lad— why, God bless

my soul what have you been doing then

cried S o r Giovanni huskily,bringing his

hand down heavily upon the table.

Dino’s face flushed ; he gave a little

laugh .

‘ Ah,that is the question ! ’ he

said,turning away with some sl ight em

barrassmen t and beginning to fasten up his

papers ! they were letters chiefly.

I t is the question ; there I quite agree

with you . I t is very much,the question ,

added the head clerk , Sor Checco, coming

forward and resting both hands upon the

back Of the desk. He looked at the young

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man with a hard glance . Before yo u

leave— and , as I had the honour Of telling

the D irector this morning, it is a question

Of your leaving o r Of mine ,— before you

leave yo u will perhaps have the’

goodness

to explain the nature o f those documents

which‘ I shall have the goodness to explain

precisely nothing at all,

’ retorted De

Rossi promptly,standing up and thrust

ing the package o f papers into the breast

pocket Of his coat . With the change Of atti

tude every vestige o f hesitation seemed to

leave his bearing. TO you , Sor Giovanni ,’

he said,looking at him very gratefully ,

‘ I

have to express my regret that circum

stances prevent my doing you so trifling a

service

But— God bless my soul ! But I don’t

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understand . Come now, lad , what is the

row all about '

I don’t understand in the

least ; upon my soul I don’t. Why , look

here . Here am I , so to speak ,’— he um

folded o n e corner Of the checked handker

chief,here am I writing my despatches

as quiet as a sleeping babe . And there is

Sor Checco , poor man ! busy in his own

corner and thinking Of nothing . And here

are yo u

Dino smiled. Was S o r Checco think

ing Of nothing ? I t would be a p ity ' to

interrupt him . Besides , to him I have

nothing to say. He knows my opinion

o f him ,

’ the young man added sharply,

with a sudden light Of indignation flashing

in his eyes . To the others here ,— to my

Old companions

He looked dOWn the long room, but at

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the sound o f his words each head was

bent lower over its work. De Rossi’s face

flushed and turned pale like a girl’s . He

bit his l ip,where the smile seemed suddenly

to have grown fixed and unnatural , and

turned to .a peg o n the wall from whichwas hanging a long gray ulster coat . He

took down this coat and put i t o n , button

ing it across his breast with a del iberation

which could n o t entirely prevent his fingers

from trembling . H e took down his hat ,

and stood there for an instant facing the

entire room . The light had almost faded

away from the small high windows , but

there was n o t a corner Of those sordid

yellow walls , not a face among those averted

faces with which he had n o t felt familiar.

Why , even the chief clerk’s fault - findin g

had its associations ’ with many an Old

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foolish l ight - hearted joke— he had grown

accustomed to the discontent , as a man

grows accustomed to the rough handle

Of his daily tool . I wish you a very good

afternoon . And— and I ’m very much Oh

liged to you for your kindness ,’ the young

fellow said abruptly, turning to Sor

Giovanni and putting o u t his hand . And

then yielding to an impulse for which he

never quite forgave himself,

‘ I have worked

here every day fo r the last four years,

and there is n o t a man in this room whom

I would n o t have called my friend,

’ he said

bitterly enough , and put his hat upon h is

head and walked ou t of the room before

them all .

As he passed before the young clerk to

whom he had spoken o n first entering,the

boy moved uneasily in his chair,muttering

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Some indistinct word but at the same

moment S or Che cco’

s’ voice was heard

givmg a harsh command that the gas be

l ighted without further delay.

! And ’tis

time surely for more light,when we lose

so bri lliant an example, added a tall

cadave rous - looking youth,who hadhitherto

sat silent,keeping a small ‘but wary eye

upon the stormy'

cou n te n an ce Of the patron .

Dino could remember years after the p angOf bitter and impotent resentment which

made him start and clench his fist o ut

s ide there in the long cold corridor at

the echo Of the sound Of their laughter.

I t was a cold clear night,with many

stars and a piercing March wind,which

set the gas lamps fl ickering in the deserted

Via . Grande ; for it was a Saturday, and

all the Jewish s hops were c losed ; and

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dignation,the hundred ! mad impulses

and promptings which tore at each

other and contradicted each other in

s ide his breast ? The recollect ion Of his

own last words came back to him,and

every nerve quivered . He could have

struck h imself with anger and disgust

at his own weakness in having spoken

them .

‘TO have called them—Mem—my

friends ! ’ he muttered half aloud.

‘ I f

they were laughing at Mat .” he thought ,

and his face grew ho t and cold again as

he remembered theirlaughter.

I t was n o t until he had actually quitted

the street,and was rapidly running up the

dark stair Of a narrow building , that another

thought seemed to strike him w ith a sud

de n power to slacken his impatient footstep

and hold him, hesitating , outs ide a closed

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door. ‘ And the mother ? what will she

say to it all he asked himself, and looked

at the latch - key in his hand . An expres

sion Of mingled weariness and defiance,the

expression Of a man who expects to find

but short and scanty indulgence between

the four walls Of his home,crossed his face

for an instant . He Opened the door and

went in .

First came a little hall , a mere passage

way ; beyond that again was a large low

room , somewhat empty Of furniture , with

blackened rafters which divided the ceil ing

into squares . The walls were white

washed , scrupulously clean , and quite

devoid Of character, but here and there a

touch Of faded colour,— the blurred outline

Of a flying figure , some heavy tracery Of

fruit o r flower, o r l ine o f tarnished gold,

VOL. I . C

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still spoke Of the original painting Of the

roof. Facing the door a narrow window

led o u t upon a rickety iron balcony , high

hung beneath the eaves o f the Old house ,

and from thence in the daytime the V iew

was superb,stretching across the O ld Port

and the N ew,over the sea

, to the pale

vis ion - l ike peaks Of Carrara.

But to - night the curtain was close drawn .

A single Oil lamp,with a long

'

wick,was

burning On the mantelpiece its light fell

upon the bent gray head Of an elderly

woman, who was knitting busily , and only

occasionally moving a l ittle to cast an

anxious glance at the contents Of an earthen

vessel which stood before the fire.

She looked up,with an air Of almost

painful suspense in eyes which had once

been celebrated for their beauty , and which ,

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even yet , shone clear and dark beneath the

troubled brows ; she looked up , still hold

ing her knitting with both hands,as her

so n entered .

Well , Dino she said breathlessly.

‘Well , mother. Yo u see I was n o t

mistaken . I thought I should come home

rather later to - night,

’ the young man

answered , with an attempt at speaking

easily. He came and stood before the fire ,

spreading o u t his chilled fingers to the

warmth o f the blaze. ‘ I t is a cold night .

I don’t know when I can remember so cold

a night,

’ he said absently. And then ,

rousing himself with an effort , ‘Where

is the l ittle o n e ? where is Palmira ?’

he

asked , glancing around him .

‘ She has gone to spend the afternoon

at Drea’

s I talia came for her. I t is

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I talia’s birthday,and they said you had

arranged to call for the child ,’ returned his

mother slowly. She bent her head still

lower over her knitting.

‘You will wan t

your supper before you go out again . I t

is spoilt now, with keeping. I t has been

ready for yo u this hour past . I knew

nothing about it. I knew nothing Of when

you intended to come back . Perhaps that

is o n e Of the things which you had already

settled- with I tal ia.

!

‘ Dear mother, I am so sorry. But

indeed it was unavoidable ,’ said D ino

soothingly. He added in a lower voice,

Even this morning I did not think there

was much chance for me . And the moment

I heard the Director’s conditions I saw it

was all up . They wanted to get rid Of me ,

- my being at the demonstration was a

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mere pretext . Don’t worry yourself about

it , mother pray don’t . I t must have come

to this in the end . They wanted— they

all wanted to get rid Of me. And perhaps,

all things considered , i t is not so much to

be wondered at. ’

Wonder ? DO you think I have lived

until now to wonder at any trouble over

taking u s— at any misfortune interrupted

Sora Catarina passionately. She took a

few hasty impatient stitches,holding her

work up close to her eyes , which burned

painfully with ho t tears Of repressed dis

appointment. Then she rose abruptly ,

sweeping the balls Of wool into some inner

pocket ; she took up the lamp , placing it

upon a centre table . Yo u are cold . You

had better eat,

’ she said briefly.

Thank you , mother. I am n o t hungry.

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‘ There were potatoes , to o , cooked as

you l ike them. But that was an hour ago ,

she went o n , taking a dish from the warm

hearth and looking into i t.

Oh , it is sure to be good. I t is myown fault that I am not hungry ,

’ said

D ino . He threw off his outer coat and

drew his chair nearer to the table.

Mother.

Well

She turned her head slowly towards

him , and for the first time that evening

their eyes me t , —dark serious eyes,almost

the only trace o f resemblance between

mother and son , the only feature they had

in ‘common . Well she repeated after an

instant’s pause . She was still standing ;

n ow she crossed the room to fetch another

candle,which she l ighted and p laced be

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in the same way. I t began so'

with your

father. I have seen it all before,

’ she said

in a hopeless”

so rt Of voice , and with a half

sob .

Dino looked up ! uickly at the sound ,

and seemed about to speak , but her face

was turned away from him . He remained

s ilent,pushing away the untouched food

before him,and leaning both arms upon

the table .

‘Are you going to that— to that place

again to - night ? I will neve r mention its

name— to that club Of yours ? But Of

course yo u are . I t is the same story over

again . I tell you ,l ike father like so n .

And sometimes— sometimes I ask myself

what is the use!

Of it all ? Though I

should work my hands Off,’ she said pas

sio n ately,‘ though I work my hands Off

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trying to keep the place comfort

able for you ; trying to be respectable

and keep up appearances , what is the

good ? As your dear Drea says,can o n e

man lift both ends Of a beam at the same

time ? And I ’m tired o f struggling against

what I cannot help . Have your own

way. I ’ve tried hard enough , God knows ,

but there are no sails will keep a stone

from sinking.

’ She got up restlessly from

her place and walked over to the fire and

came back again . I talia ! ’tis my belief

the girl has bewitched you all , with her

baby face and those great eyes Of hers . I

spend my life,I make a slave Of myself,

for yo u and the child , and fo r what good

Why,even the child , even Palmira , it

’s

l ittle enough she troubles her head about

me if she can get I talia to do so much as

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look at her. I talia ! I don’t say she is

n o t a good girl

Mother ! ’

I tell you D ino,I will n o t have

yo u looking at me in that way. I will not

have it . I am n o t saying anything against

I talia , . I tell you . I have not waited until

now to have my own son teach me how

to know a good girl when I see o n e ,

though,mind you , there

’s many a lass

will sweep ou t the corners Of the balcony

while she’s Waitin g to be married , and

when she’s go t a husband— you’l l not ‘ find

her so much as wiping the dust Off her

own plate. N ot . that I am saying that

I talia is Of that sort. She is a good girl . ’

‘ Yes ,’ said Dino lifting up his face .

And then,as if there had indeed been

some spell Of comfort and . Of healing in

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the very sound Of her name , he rose with

a new look Of light and gladness in his

young eyes .‘ Mother, dear.

’ He stood looking

down upon her bowed gray head fo r a

moment , and stooped and kissed it. ‘ I

will go for Palmira first . But I will

come back as soon as I can ,’ he said

simply .

‘ Poor mother ! it is hard fo r

you I know. What you wanted to make

you happy was a very different sort Of

son the kind Of fellow who never

troubled his head about other people’s

doings,and who would have found Out

long ago how to get o n with S or Checco

confound him ! Poor little mother But

we must even make the best Of what we

have. And you will see it will n o t turn

o u t so badly as you fear. C ome, mother,

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dear, look up before I go , and let me see

that you are n o t angry ;’ he sl ipped his

arm about her neck,forcing her to raise

her head and look at him .

But although she yielded to the caress

I am n o t l ike you I cannot change as

the wind blows. When I mean a thing

I mean it,

’ she said,sadly enough . And

long after he had gone she sat still,as he

had left her, gazing fixedly at the closed

door. That door ! how much Of her life

had she not seen pass through it, n o t to

return , since the time When the years

seemed long before her and she had

found her chief pride , her chief plaything ,

in her handsome boy ! N ow, it was as

if with every month that passed he were

going more and more away from her, as

the likeness to his dead father deepened .

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And the knowledge o f this was like the

painful pressure Of a heavy hand upon her

bruised mother’s heart.

Disappointment , discouragement , and

the rebellion against that discouragement,

and all the weariness Of a hard strenuous

nature,fo r ever struggling, and fo r ever

thrust back upon itself, were expressed

in every line Of her worn yet insistent

face. She sat thus fo r what seemed to

her a long space Of time before she roused

herself to take up her work . But before

she did so she blew o u t both the candles .

He likes plenty Of light. They will do

fo r him when he comes back . His eyes

are young still,let him save ’em while he

can,

’ she said half aloud , bending her own

gray head still lower over her work as she

knitted o n and o n in the darkened room .

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She let the fire go down to its lowest

ember ; what was the good Of wasting

warmth if D ino was n o t there to enjoy it

But,indeed , she was scarcely aware Of the

increasing cold , her mind was already so

full Of new plans for the future - projects

in which she unconsciously disposed Of the

future action Of her so n as confidently as

if he were still the little child she remem

bered , her docile bright - eyed boy , kn ow

ing no other law but the imperious rule

Of her anxious and exacting love .

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a backward and forward swaying, among

the ships at anchor ; a shifting Of the level

Of the signal lights.

As he came nearer Dino could see

that the friendly scarlet curtain had a

great rent across the‘

middle Of it ; he

halted by the window, looking in with

smiling eyes at the little group by the

fireside . A young girl was sitting o n a

low stool beside the fire , with her ! back to

the window ; she was talking to a child

who knelt beside her , and was looking up

intently in her face . The young man

could n o t see that face , which was turned

away from him , but only the outline o f the

dear round head,with its heavy dark twist

Of hair ; he could not hear what she was

saying ; he could only watch the quick

motion o f her l ittle brown hands . She

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appeared to be telling some story, which

the child was l istening to with bated

breath . All about them were scattered

books and pieces Of paper ; there was a

guitar— an open inkstand— upon a neigh

bouring chair.‘Ah

,the idle child ! the

idle,

l ittle girl ! ’ the young man said to

himself with a half tender laugh , looking at

those fallen papers upon the floor. And then

he rapped once, twice , upon the window.

I talia sprang to her feet at the sound .

‘ Dino ! it is Dino she cried joyfully, and

flew to the door to meet him , with two

l ittle outstretched hands,and welcome

beaming in her eyes . She led him in ,

away from the wind and cold and dark

ness . ‘ Father is coming,and we have

been expecting you,Oh

,for hours . I know

it has been such a hard day for yo u , you

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poor,poor Din O

,

’ she said, in that sweetlow voice Of hers , which seemed made

only to express the pity and goodness and

loy ing - kindness Of her gentle heart. She

did n o t let go his hand ! to the young

man’s fancy it was as if all the new light

and warmth about him were radiating only

from her look. As he gazed at her it

seemed to him that he had never fairly

seen her before ! when she turned away

again , blushing , he started as i f he were

awakening from a dream .

‘We were speaking Of interesting

things . I talia was telling me a story. I t

was a fairy story— ou t Of a book— but

n ow you have come in and interrupted it,

Observed little Palmira quietly,looking

gravely up at both o f them from where

she’

stillknelt upon the floor.

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But hush,you bad child. Why , Mira ,

surely you would n o t have our Dino think

we are not glad to see him ? And if we

talk about fairies do yo u think o ur hard

taskmaster will not begin to ask us about

o ur lessons said I tal ia laughing,and

still with that softest rosy flush upon her

cheek.

‘ There ! that is what we have

done fo r you , signor Dino ,’ as she pointed

to the scattered papers upon the floor.‘ I t was I who threw them down there ,

because— Oh , because I had not done o n e

Of them . And I hate learning to write , it

hurts my fingers ; and then I can’t hold

my guitar. And this is my birthday , and

Lucia is coming to supper with u s— father

has just gone over to fetch her— and see ,

I have put o n the new dress she made for

me do you like it ? But Lucia will scold

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me . I have n o t mended the hole in the

curtain,and I tore it a week ago ,

’ cried

the girl with another laugh .

" Tis a pretty dress . Have I n ever

seen you in it before ? but you always

look the same in my eyes , and whatever I

see yo u wear is what I l ike the best ,’

D ino

answered , looking at her fondly . He put

o u t his hand and touched the sleeve Of her

cotton frock. Yo u will wear this the day

we go to Monte N ero‘ Fo r the pilgrimage ? ah

,yes .

!

And

this year we must take poor Lucia with

us . And the Sora Catarina ; it would not

be l ike Monte N ero if you and your

mother were n o t with us . DO you re

member the first time we went there

together, D ino ? I was twelve years

Old.

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‘ And yo u carried your doll into the

church for the benediction ; I remember

‘Ah,but it was a very pretty doll . I t

was the Old Marchesa gave it to me,o n e

day your mother had taken me with her

to the palazzo . I remember it so well

I had never been in such a big room be

fore,and when Sora Catarina left me

alone I was frightened,and I cried . And

then the Marchesa herself came in and

spoke to me . S he had a long train to her

gown that rustled,and it had gold things

o n it , l ike the dress o f the Madonna.

And when she dropped her handkerchief

I p icked it up for her. I t was fine,Oh , so

fine ! and white , l ike a cobweb , and it

smelt Of flowers .’

‘Why did she not give you that instead

Of a doll ? I would n o t have taken the

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doll . I despise dolls ,’ said Palmira, l ifting

up her little pale face again from her

book .

‘As if I had ever been as wise as‘

you ,

yo u l ittle monkey. Oh,Dino

,I know I

have been very idle all the week. And

it seems so ungrateful to you after all your

trouble. But I can’t write,I really can’t .

I am like father,all my fingers are thumbs

,

said I talia mournfully,shakin g he r head

and looking down o n her lap at her little

sunburned hands . But you are n o t

vexed with me ? really not ? I did n o t

mam to disappoint you,D ino .

‘ N 0 ,clear ; I am sure Of that. But

now let us see these famous exercises .

Perhaps they are not quite so bad.

She gathered up all the books and

brought them to him instantly,standing

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The first person to enter, blown into

the room , as it seemed , by a stronger gust

Of wind,was a small , thin woman Of about

forty o r forty - fiv e . Her face and shoulders

were closely muffled in a woollen shawl,

which I talia promptly removed and threw

into a corner

Dear Lucia , how good o f you to come

to us o n such a horrible night‘ I f yo u would n o t mind— if

'

you will

give it to me I will fold it up properly ;

things get so eas ily worn ,’ the new - comer

murmured , looking apologetically at them

all . ‘ And then she put up both her hands

—the thin , white hands Of a sewing woman

and patted the bands Of her shining

black hair ; her dress , to o , was black , and

scrupulously neat,with many shining beads

and buttons upon it .

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I am so glad to see you,

’ I talia repeated ,

looking down at the little woman with an

indescribable friendliness and compassion

in her own kind eyes .

Ay, it was rough work getting here

for the poor little woman . I left her for

half a minute while I stopped to look at

the boat, andp er Edam ! she came in ahead

Of me in the race. I could not find her out

there in the dark I thought she had been

blown clean away, I did ,’ Observed S o r

Drea with a loud,good - natured laugh . He

fastened the door and came up slowly to

the fire side , —a short, strongly - built figure,

with a decided lurch in his walk . He came

up and laid his hand upon I tal ia’s shoulder.

Well, my little girl Ah ! this now is

what I l ike,’ the Old man said

,glancing

over with a broad , cordial smile at Dino ;

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this is the sort o f thing that does a man’s

heart good,to come in and find supper

ready, and a good fire , and all the Old faces .

Who wants to eat alone ? Alone Why,

o n e isn’t comfortable alone even in Para

dise ; o n e needs an angel o r two if it was

only just for company. The blessed saints ,

they know better than to live separate,

they do .

‘ How do you know , father ?’ asked

I talia,with a laugh .

Perhaps I ’

v e met them . Perhaps l’

v e

had an angel o r two to l ive with— there’s

no tell ing,’ said her father, looking down

at her fondly.

‘ Ask the youngster over

there . Why , Lord bless you ,my girl

,

when I was his age But there,there ,

a sound man is a young man,and the only

Old men are the dead ones . What’s the

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matter with the lad What ails yo u , boy ?

Surely no one here can have been vexing

you ? Yo u can’t have been!quarrelling

with my little girl But at that

! uarrelling with I talia !’ and Father ! ’

they both protested in one breath .

O ld Drea laughed good - humouredly.

‘Well , well ;’tis a young sailor who does

n o t keep ready for a change in the fairest

wind . There’s no such great harm in a

friendly bit o f a quarrel . And , bless you ,

lad ! you and the girl there are to o l ike

brother and sister not to have found that

out long before. There’s no such great

harm done,I tell you . Women , they are

like caterpillars ; they curl up if you do

but touch them,but they go creeping o n .

I talia and De Rossi exchanged glances .

Father,

’ the young girl began she hesi

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tated for a moment . Father " She went

up to him and took o n e Of his hard and

knotted hands into both Of her own , look

ing up into his face with the sweetest look

Of entreaty. I ndeed you are always right ,

dear, and o ur po o r'

Din O 2

'

s in trouble,’ she

said simply .

‘ He has left— he has been

sent away from h is Office , and he has come

to his Oldest friends . You are not going

to be angry with him , father ?’

Her sweet

eyes were full Of tears .

The fact is,there has been a row about

a demonstration . I don’t know if you

heard about it. I t was last month , when

they were enlisting the new recruits . And

some Of the republican clubs go t up a

counter procession and marched down the

Via Grande with flags , and cheered Gari

baldi . And then there had been a skirmish

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with the police— nothing very serious , but

still I t was a foolish business alto

gether,’ the young man confessed , hanging

his head .

Foolish By I call i t by another

name than foolish ! ’ the other man broke

o u t with sudden passion . Nonsense,I talia ;

let me speak . What does a woman know

about such matters ? I tell you it was a piece

Of rank mutiny aboard ship . Yo u ought

to have been clapped into i rons , every

man o f you and so you would have been

if I ’d had ought to do with you . S O you

would have been . What,sir ; do you

mean to tell me that you— you,a lad I ’ve

known , ay, and been fond Of too , s ince

yo u were a little chap as high as my knee,—do you mean to tell me , Dino , thatyou

ve

been and joined a company Of shouting

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fools with nothing better to do than insult

the Government that pays and keeps ’em‘ I f the Government paid me the

Government go t my work in return ,’ says

the young man , turning very red ;‘ and I

was not the only o n e . I was only carrying

out my club’s orders . ’

Then I say,damn your club , sir !

Father ! ’

‘ Gesu Maria ! Gesu Maria ! ‘ah , those

men ! ’ s ighed Lucia under her breath , and

grasped Palmira’s shoulder convulsively .

The child shook herself free with a co n

temp tuou s movement .‘Let me be . What

are yo u afraid Of Look at I talia ,’ she

said quietly,turning her small pale face and

great eyes full upon the young girl . De

Rossi,too

,had turned towards her.

Perhaps I ’d better go now , sir. I am

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at D ino with an unspoken world Of troubled

reproach in his keen Old eyes .

There was a moment Of s ilence,and

then , Father, dear ?’ said I tal ia beseech

ingly, going up to him and sl ipping her

arm about his neck .

‘Ay, ay, my little girl . You’re a good

girl,I know it. A good girl , though I say

it as shouldn’t. But n o t even you— you

can’t think I am going to put up with this

sort Of nonsense from a youngster like that,

a fellow who comes to talk to me o f

Who comes to ask advice Of his Oldest

friends . And in your own house , father.’

Oh , Lord help us said Old Drea

with a groan.

And if you knew the whole Of the

story as I know it— I mean why it is that

he has lost his place tod ay. Stop , Dino .

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I know it is a secret, but I think it is a

secret which I ought to tell my father. I f

you knew why he was sent away ,’ said

I tal ia, in her sweet low voice , looking

with beaming eyes fullo f affection from

o n e man to the other. ‘ I t is quite true

what Dino told yo u about the procession ,

father, but there is more than that. There

was another man in Dino’s Office who

joined in the procession too . And they

could not find o ut who it was , and they

wanted Dino to tell them his name. And

he would n o t. And that is why he had to

leave. ’

There,there. Say no more , child , say

n O more . I spoke too soon and forgot to

listen . My words were like so many kit

tens that are born in such a hurry they’

re

born blind . NO Offence , lad . There , shake

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hands over it. Lord bless you ; and so yo u

wouldn’t tell ’em that other chap’s name

n o t to save your own place , eh Ay, that

was right, boy, that was right. But Lord,

Lord , what a chap that o n e must be who

let you do it .’

He’s a mere boy. He doesn’t know

any better. And it does n o t matter so

much to me . I was n o t so anxious to

stay— only o n my mother’s account ,’ said

D ino slowly.

‘Ay, she’ll be fine and disappointed ,

she will . She takes things hard,does

Sora Catarina. She always did from a

girl . Have you told her yet, Dino

Yes,’ he said , glancing over at I talia.

‘Ay, she’ll be disappointed

,she will

,

the Old man repeated slowly,wrinkl ing

h is brow, and looking at the fire,while

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he fumbled absently in the pocket o f his

pea - jacket for his pipe. ‘ S O you came

and told my little girl here all about it,

eh , Dino ?’

‘ I told I talia.’

‘ Yes , and he told me not to repeat it

to any o n e ,

’ added I talia quickly.

‘ Ay, ay. I ’ll warrant yo u he did .

Ah , he’s young yet is the lad he’s young,

said Drea with a quiet chuckle. ‘When

you find a woman who keeps a secret for

you,my Dino

, you may rest pretty certain

she’s got some Of her own to look after.

And even then you need not think yours

will last her. Ah , they’re a queer rigged

craft are women , and a secret is the ballast

they think first about throwing overboard

if there’s ever such a capful 0 ’

Wind to

make the sea a bit roughish . Your mother’s

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the only she - thing in petticoats I ’ve ever

seen who can hold her tongue still between

her teeth— and even she can only do it by

n o t speaking. They’re a queer rigged

craft, and n o mistake , eh , Sora Lucia isn’t

that your experience You’l l have a deal

to do with their tempers in the way Of

your business,I ’ll be bound .

Well , S or Drea, it’s rather like the pins

and needles— there are all sorts . And it

just makes the difference how much you

can pay for them ,

’ said the l ittle woman

primly , smooth ing down the neat cuff Of

her sleeve.

Lucia l ikes women better than men ;

they walk about the room without making

a no ise ; and they understand about trim

m ings,

remarked Palm ira, with a toss Of

her head.

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Eh , l ittle one , and who asked your

opinion Little girls should be seen , yo u

know, seen and not heard Of— not heard Of,’

said the Old man in a voice Of affected

rebuke. He put out his hand,and the

child came up to him instantly,nestl ing

against his shoulder, and rubbing her thin

l ittle cheek o n the rough sleeve o f his coat.‘ I don’t mind , I

’m not afraid , if yo u do

make a noise ,’ she said softly in his ear.

N ay , nay , child . But you should mind.

Little girls must mind what is going o n

about them , else how are they ever to learn

their manners before they grow up said

Sor Drea, still in an admonitory tone, but

patting the l ittle face near him as he

spoke with a smile which the child under

stood better than his words . And then he

looked about him ,

‘Well , Dino— I talia, my

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girl — and how about our supper ? are we

n o t ready fo r that birthday supper yet ? ’

he said aloud .

I talia had moved away,and was stand

ing beside the window. She was perfectly

aware that D ino had followed her there ,

but some sudden new shyness kept her

silent and wondering at herself. She had

pushed back the scanty curtain , and stood

leaning her forehead against the coolness

Of the window - pane . Outs ide all was

darkness,and o n e heard the sound Of the

breaking waves . I t was a rough night , she

thought to herself and tried to say it , but

somehow she could not speak the words

stuck in her throat , and would n o t frame

themselves . I n that s ingular moment she

seemed to be leading a double life — the

Old ex istence was there , the old safe habit

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She did n o t l ift her eyes to his face , but

she was aware that he moved . He had

been leaning o n e arm against the window

frame ; her own hands were clasped to

gether and resting upon the ledge . She

saw him move his arm— and felt the warm

pressure o f a strong hand laid upon both

Of hers . She stood quite still , breathing

very softly.

I talia ! ’

He was gaz ing at her w ith all his s oul

in his eyes - with a tran sfigured face wh ich

she had never seen before— he spoke in a

new voice. I talia Was it a prayer—a

command ? The gi rl shivered from head

to foot. She turned very pale , and then ,

slowly , she l ifted up her glorious eyes full

Of a new resplendent light Of joy, and they

stood s ilent for a long , long moment , gaz

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ing at o n e another with the full , serious in

quiring look o f familiar souls new met in

some strange heaven .

I talia ! ’ said her father’s voice again ,

and she turned to him at once with a

simultaneous movement Ofher whole being.

These last moments were not a thing to be

thought Of n ow ; she put them entirelyo n o n e

side with a feel ing Of definite possession it

was something to be remembered and re

alised - later o n ,when she was alone. She

went up n ow to her father and laid her l ittle

hands upon his shoulder caressingly , with

something Of the sensation Of having re

turned to him from afar. Her face was a

little pale perhaps,but she smiled

,and n o

o n e noticed her paleness . I t is the way

with the great crises Of our mental experi

ence ! they pass us by in silence. Angels

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visit us fo r g ood o r ill ; the shadows Of

night ‘gather deeper, o r o ur dawn grows red

with promise— and nothing has taken place

which was noticeable even to very affe c

tio n ate eyes . I t is n o t all insens ibil ity in

the lookers - On At every marriage pro

cession , as at ev ery'

fu n eral, there must be

some person present whose chief interest

l ies in the trappings— in the workman - l ike

manner in which the wheels go'

arou nd a

corner,and how the horses carry their

heads . And life teaches that , as it teaches

patience .

I t was some time before anything more

was said concerning Dino’s prospects .

When a man’s daily food is the measure Of

his degree o f success in the world , co n

versation at table means chiefly an inter

ruption . SO that it was some time before

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Old Drea pushed away his plate and drew

his glass nearer,rubbing the back Of o n e

hand across his lips with a deep - drawn

breath Of satisfaction , while with the other

he fumbled in his pocket for his pipe. I t

was only a small flask Of cheap thin country

wine which stood upon the table before

him,but he passed it over to Dino with an

air Of simple satisfaction and pride , a cordial

and affectionate pleasure in his own hospi

tality,which might well have softened a

harsher beverage .

Drink,lad . Don’t stint yourself. Wine

was made for drinking. Lord ,’tis o n e

more reason for not being a woman. Look

at I talia there. You’d think an Old sailor’s

daughter would know better than to care

for any water that isn’t salt - water , eh , boy ?

And Sora Lucia,too

,sip

,sipping , with her

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head o n o n e side l ike a fly. But there ,she

is not to be laughed at , for a pluckier l ittle

woman Lord , how she did fight that

wind ! You didn’t well know which Of yo u

was running away with the other, eh ,

Lucia Well,well , after all , a fly kicks as

hard as i t can

D id Lucia kick ? I should have l iked

to see her ,’ said the child Palmira , looking

up. A smile like her brother’s sm ile l it up

with a sudden brightness her pale , small

face .‘ I ndeed , S or Drea was far to o busy

thinking Of h is boat— he knows noth ing

about what I d id,

’ the little dressmaker

retorted briskly, with a toss o f her head ,

wh ich made the black beads gl isten . Her

face , to o , was warmed and dilated by the

sense Of plenty about her— the wine and

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fire and supper. Her black eyes shone

demurely,the hollow cheeks were flushed ,

she had lost for the moment something Of

her habitual air Of suppression— an air o f

decent disappointment w ith life.

The Old man laughed good - humo uredly.

Hark to her— hark to the child , will you ?

Ay, quick and sharp , and down o n you

before you know where you are . She’s

her mother’s own daughter— in all but

looks . She was always a tall girl , was

Catarina, and a step and an eye l ike a

queen , an eye that went through you . But

never you mind , Lucia ;’tis better to be

the head Of an eel than the tail o f the big

gest sturgeon , to my way Of thinking. Ay,

do your best in this world as you find it ,

and if any o n e else can do better, why , let’em show you how

’tis done . That’s my

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IA . CHAP.

way Of thinking. And n ow he leaned

back , thrusting both hands into his trousers

pockets and shifting his pipe to the other

corner Of his mouth . And n ow about t his

business Of yours , lad ?’

D ino looked up with a start from his

occupation o f drawing patterns upon the

table with a l ittle heap Of breadcrumbs . I

wanted to ask your advice about that ,’ he

began doubtfully.

‘Well , ask it. Advice costs n o head

ache , boy. You may borrow another

man ’s compass to steer by even when he

can’t lend you the wind . Stop a . bit ,

though . We’ll begin with the beginning ,

by your leave. ’ His face,which time and

exposure to the weather had so stiffened

and tanned that it had grown well - n igh

imposs ible to detect an y’

o f the sl ighter

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notion Of your own , to o , about handling a

Boat. But your mother would never have

heard o f it , n o t she. Bless you ! she’s been

up to o much to the Villa to see the Old

Marchesa— by her leave and meaning n o

Offence— to l isten to reason . That’s the

way with women they want a bit Of every

shining thing they see . And nothing’s

to o good fo r them. I t’s my belief they’d

use diamonds to fasten up their sleeves

w ith if they could get at ’em , and think

noth ing o f it. ’

‘ I know we should want to begin by

fastening up yours , father ,’ said I talia in

her soft gentle way. Her glance met

Dino’s as she spoke , and she looked down

again with sm il ing l ips . and cheeks grown

suddenly red‘Yourmotherwas alwaysaproud woman ,

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always,

’ the oldman went o n meditatively,

staring at the blue rings Of smoke curling up

from his pipe.

‘ She took life hard . And

she meant to make a gentleman Of you

from the first. She was proud ; that is why

she married your father. And she did not

want yo u down o n o ur level . She meant

to make a gentleman o f yo u ,you see

A fine gentleman Dino burst o u t

eagerly. S o r Drea, is this fair Have

I ever had,have I ever wanted , other

friends than yo u I don’t know what yo u

mean by talking about different levels but

I talia knows— yo u ought to know— if I have

ever done anything to deserve to have this

said to me. Why , all the happiness I have

ever had in my life I have had here ,’ he

said,with a quick comprehensive glance

around him at the Old familiar walls . All

VOL. I .

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the associations o f his boyhood seemed

lurking in those shadowy corners . I can

understand that you are not particularly

well satisfied with me now. I ’m not par

ticularly well satisfied with myself. I t’s

not a brill iant look - o u t for the future .

But why shouldn’t I work as well as

anotherman They never found any fault

with my work in that infernal Office . Why ,

even the head clerk there— Sor Checco

he hates me— if he owned a donkey he

would call it Dino for the pleasure Of

kicking it ; but even he could never find

fault. There’s plenty to be done. My

mother, now , her o n e idea is to go up to

the Villa to talk to the Marchesa‘ Ay,

’tis a good plan— a good plan .

Look there,n ow ! I should never have

thought Of that. But she has a head o n

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her shoulders,has your mother

,

’ the Old

man said admiringly,clapping the palm Of

his hand down heavily upon the table .

F ill up , boy , fill up,and we’ll drink good

luck to her goin g.

‘That’s right and as it

should be . Fo r o n e works fo r the masters

here as o n e prays to the saints in Heaven ,

and they know best what’s wanted in both

places . Lord bless yo u ! if o n e had to

stop to discuss matters with’em , there

d be

no time left to work in . That’s my way Of

thinking. Commamz’a mafia]3 0 6221219c cfi z

dew .

’Twould be a poor way Of travelling

if all the crew wanted to steer. ’

Why,as to that began Dino , push

ing away his glass impatiently. Look here ,

S o r Drea. Yo u were speaking Of my

father a moment ago . I was very fond Of

my father

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Ay, lad.

Yo u never knew him well . You never

understood him .

O ld Drea took his pipe o u t Of his mouth

and looked at it carefully. Perhaps not,

he said .

‘ You never understood him . You

thought he was aping the manners and

customs Of his betters , when all the while

— poor father ! But let that pass . He

taught me On e thing,at any rate

,for which

I am more thankful to him every day that

I live . He taught me that there are

wants and wishes in a man yes , and

rights to o — that are to o strong to be

choked Off with a good dinner,and to o

Old to be taught to drop curtsies to every

fine dress and fine title they may chance to

come across . I’ll have nothing to do with it

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all , for my part— nothing . And I ’ve told my

mother so . I f she chooses to depend upon

the Old Marchesa’s protection , well and

good. Perhaps it suits- a woman’s nature

to sit through rainstorms waiting fo r the

sun to shine . I kn ow nothing about it .

I only know it doesn’t suit me. I went

into that Office to please my mother, and

I ’m ashamed Of having been in there .

I ’m ashamed Of having held my tongue

for three years fo r the sake o f wearing

a black coat and having the Office boy

answer, ! Yes , sir ! when I told him to

fetch me a glass Of water. They were

quite right to turn me o u t fo r taking part

in that demonstration ! i t was a foolish

thing in itself, but what it meant wasn’t

foolish . And it meant more than they

knew. As for myself,

’ the young man

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added vehemently , with a sudden flush all

over his pale dark face,

‘ I agree with

my father,if I had the power. I would

make every i! title in Europe a thing to

put into a museum , along with the other

dead things in the dust. I am a Repub

lican .

’ He looked straight across the table

at S or Drea .

‘ I am a red Republican,

he repeated .

‘Ah ! ’ said I talia quickly , and‘ turning

,

laid her hand in mute appeal upon her

father’s arm .

But he only patted the l ittle han d

kindly , looking back at D ino with more

Of amusement than surprise in his keen

Old eyes . ‘Ay, lad . We’ve all been

young in o ur time ,’ he said simply.

Things never struck me in that fashion ;

but there ! i t’s all a matter Of chance, l ike‘

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water rock her by shaking the rudder with

her soft little fingers . Ay, so she did— so

she did .

He puffed slowly away at his pipe as if

he had finished speaking. Bu t when Dino

leaned forward as if about to reply,the Old

man checked him with a warning move

ment Of his finger. He was evidently

rum inating some plan,fo r presently he

added !‘ I

m not blaming you for what you’ve

done,lad— though , Lord , Lord , what a chap

the o n e must be who let you do it ! But

there— it takes all sorts Of days to make

up o n e week . And I ’m not saying you

are not as well o ut 0 ’ that place as in it .

There are some men that its cheaper to

lose ’em than to find ’em ay, and places

to o . The bread Of service is baked with

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seven crusts ; —it’s n o t suited to every man’s

stomach . Look,my Dino

,

’ the Old man

added slowly. We are all friends here

Lucia and all o f us. And I ’ve known yo u ,

man and boy,since yo u and the child there

used to play i ’ the Old boat together. I

never had a so n Of my own ,but if I had

had there ’

ud be two o f us to keep , and

two o f us to look after the l ittle girl that’

ud be all the difference . And if you’re

minded,now you’re o u t Of other work , if

you’re minded to come and have a try at

it,lad

,why

,there’s my hand o n i t . There’s

plenty wouldn’t let another man set his

foot in their boat unless they could clap

a plaister o ’ stamped paper o n the spot he

first stepped o n , but that’s not my way 0 ’

thinking. An old o x keeps a straight

furrow . We don’t need ’

gre eme n ts , yo u

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and I . We’ll just have Sora Lucia there

to witness , and there’

s my hand o n it if

it pleases you to say Don e l”

The three silent spectators of this scene

had been listening to what was said in

fem in ine fashion,watching the faces o f

the two men rather‘

than their words,and

now, as they clasped hands across the

supper table , I talia could no longer control

her excitement . Her hands turned cold

she rose from her seat ! she went up to

Lucia and threw her arms about ‘ the

good little woman’s neck .

‘There,my little girl

,there . I t’s nothing

to cry about ,’ the old father said tenderly.

H e turned to Dino .

‘ There’s two o f

us to look after her and take care o f her

now .

‘ SO help me , God , I will ,’ the young

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man answered passionately . He looked

at I talia full in the face .

‘ I am her servant . I would give my

life fo r her, and she knows it ,’ he said

simply,with all his soul lighting up his

eager eyes .

Her hand was hanging loosely by her

side ; he took the little hand in his and

looked at it fo r an instant , and raised it to

his l ips and kissed it .

I am her servant,i f she will have me ,

he said .

Before any o n e had time to answer there

came a loud sharp knock at the outer

doon

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CHA PT E R I I I .

THE YOUNG MASTER.

THE youngman who entered— not waiting

to have his knock answered,but throwing

the door wide Open before him with an easy

air o f good - natured authority— this new

comer,was dressed in the uniform o f an

officer o f the ! ing’s Guards . As he came

into the low smoke - embrowned room he

was at once the brightest object there ; the

firelight caught and flashed upon all manner

of resplendent buttons and knots and gold

lacings,and o n the shining hilt o f his

sword. His long , glittering spurs rang

sharply against the bare stone floor. ‘ I t

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is the Prince o u t o f the fairy tale , I talia ;

the fairy Prince ,’ said little Palmira breath

lessly , and stared with her great brown

eyes,clutching at I talia’s hand .

The Marchese Gasparo ! the young

master Old Drea cried o u t in a loud voice,

pulling o ff his round woollen cap .

They all stood up , even Dino , who

strolled away a few steps from the table to

the fireplace , where he began fingerin g a

small dusty model o f a boat ! it had stood

in that same place,between two handfuls

o f shells , as far back as he could remember

anything.

‘ I only came home to - day . I ’ve lost

no time in looking yo u up , old Drea . My

mother was n o t expecting me back so soon ,

and half the rooms are shut up at the Villa

the house is as musty as a tomb . I t

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was so dull I couldn’t stay in after dinner

,

the young Marchese said , with a quick ,

comprehensive glance at the two women

present. His open face grew still more

frankly bright at the sight o f I tal ia ; he

took a step forward and doffed his cap,

and made her a profound and smiling bow .

‘And this is my little playmate,then ;

Mir is the little girl who u sed to go o u t

with us in the old boat while Drea was

teaching me to fish,

’ he said , looking at her

hard .

Ay ,she’s grown

,she’s grown

,my little

girl has . Per Bacco ! it’s six years now , o r

more,since you have seen her ; it

’s no

wonder if you find her changed , s ignor

Marchese .

‘ I find her— chan ged the young man

echoed , smiling. The tone o f his voice

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is I talia,at the signor Marchese’s ser

vice,’

old Drea interposed , gravely enough .

Young men would be young men ; but it

would be well if the Marchese Gasparo

should recollect the difference, and to be

spoken o f in this way by o n e o f the pad

roni’brought with i t an uneasy sense o f

incongruity ! it was like one of the gods

walking upon the earth and claiming human

familiarity. O ld Drea probably cared more

about pleasin g his young master than for

any other thing in the world unconnected

with I talia . He was very susceptible to'

the influences o f education and rank . Ay,

there are differences between us working

men just as there are differences between

the donkeys ; but your cleverest donkey

will only think o f seven tricks,while

his master can think o f eight ,’ he had

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said to Dino only a day o r two before ;

and the fact that ‘ the masters ’ knew

best was a quite unquestioned source

o f comfort and satisfaction to the loyal ,

simple - hearted old man . All genuine rev

erence implies a certain poetry Of nature ;

there was a good deal o f romantic ad

m iratio n— the Old feeling o f the clansman

to his chief— mixed up with the affection

and respect with which he contemplated

his young guest . And Gasparo was well

aware o f the fact . He liked the Old man ,

to o , in his way ; above all , he liked to be

liked . Al l pleasant sensations were natural

to him , and the simple admiration which

surrounded him now was warm and agree

able , l ike the sunshine. Things had not

been made quite so pleasant to him at the

Villa. He had found the household u n

VOL . I . G

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prepared to receive him , the house in dis

order,and the Old Marchesa, his mother ,

more grimly logical than complaisan t'

o n

the subject o f his gambling debts . But

here,at least

,there was no fear o f e n co un

tering irritating criticism . He was always

ready to do a good - natured thing en ban

prim e , and now ,as he took a seat beside

the table— it was Brea’s chair— and let the

Old man fill him up a glass of the sour

wine,it was impossible altogether to resist

the charm and gaiety o f his manner . There

was something satisfactory and Winn ing in

the very tones Of his voice,in the glance

of his quick smiling eyes , in the firm ready

pressure o f his hand . When he asked

I talia to sing him a song , which he did

presently,it was with the air o f pleading

for some favour.

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‘ The child’s ready enough to sing ; and

proud enough she ought to be to think you

should have remembered her voice all these

years . But she was always like a l ittle

singing bird, when she was no higher than

my knee . Lord ! how well I can remember it

— taking her o u t with me in the old boat,and

she , no bigger than that , sitting o n the nets

and singing away to herself, soft l ike , till you

could think o f nothing else but a summer

morning,when the boat is anchored o ff

shore,and the larks are just rising in the

meadows . But there ! ’tis I am keeping

the Captain from his music after all,

’ Old

Drea said , with an apologetic laugh .

I talia had taken her guitar from Dino’s

hands she took it with a smile and a blush,

as she had taken the Captain’s pretty

speeches , and moved away to the Other end

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Of the room . Her voice was the lowest ,

sweetest contralto . When she began to

S ing her face grew serious and composed .

‘Why does I talia look so unhappy as

that ? She looks like o n e o f the saints o n

the cathedral window , as if she were saying

her prayers ,’ Palm ira whispere d into Lucia’

s

ear. She was awe - struck w ith admiration

o f the Captain’s sword,

which he had taken

o ff before sitting down at the table . DO

you think , Lucia ; do yo u think he would

let me touch it if I talia were to ask him ?’

she said .

The Captain did not seem in the humour

to Object to anything. The song— o r was

it the singer —had given him far more

pleasure than he had expected . He told

her so,after a moment’s hesitation .

I ndeed, I am very glad , sir. I shall be

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very glad to sing fo r you as much as you

like , and father pleases ,’ I talia answered ,

looking at him with a great deal o f kindness

and pleasure. I ndeed , every instinct o f her

nature was always prompting her to do

some kindness to some o n e As she sat

there on her low seat, bending over her

guitar, the firelight shining full upon her

small dark head and flushed cheeks , and o n

the movement of her l ittle brown wrists,

Dino could not turn his gaze away from her.

Another man’s admiration is a background

against which many an ordinary woman has

shone clad in unaccustomed graces to her

lover’s eyes . But in this case Dino wanted

no confirming in his devotion it was only

that seeing her there , l istening to another

man’s compliments,had given a slight shock

to the sense o funquestioning security which

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had grown up with him since the very first

earliest days Of his love. Already he began

to look back with some jealous uneasiness

at the past years when I talia had seemed

as much his , and as much a necessity o f his

being , as the breath he drew. True,he

had never spoken.

to her about it , at least

not in so many definite words ; that was

partly because she was still so young— only

eighteen o n this birthday , and partly to o

that there had seemed n o need fo r vexing

his mother beforehand he had n o t money

enough to marryupon as yet , and his mother

was sure to Object ; she had always dis

couragedhis being so much at Drea’

s . But

now all these considerations seemed to go

fo r nothing , to become futile and irrelevant

seen in the light o f this new possibil ity that

another man could step in and attempt to

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beliefs . He looked at I talia he looked

with almost more than a woman’s sensitive

ness , to material impressions at the gallant

and determined bearing o f the man beside

her, whose frank and noble beauty was only

l ike an additional distinction— an emphasis

Of class differences . NO devout believer

in the divinest rights o f kings could have

recognised those differences more keenly

than Dino did at that moment . Fo r there

is nothing ambiguous in the secret language

o f jealousy And they say— we say— that

o n e man is as good as another without re

gard to his rank ! I was a fool—a fOol,’

De Rossi reflected bitterly .

Gasparo seemed to have a talent for

seeing everything. He took his cigarette

case o u t Of his pocket and asked Old Drea

fo r a light ; then he said !‘ There axe

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changes . Why , even the old gardens up

there at theVilla seem to have grown smaller.

I remember I thought there was no end to

them when I was a boy.

‘ Ay, there’s something in a place

,but

thefe’

s more in the eye that looks at it .

And you’ll have seen a many fine places

since then,sir

,and a many fine people , I

’l l

warrant. I t’s only the little people and the

little places in l ife that don’t change much

they’re away down at the bottom,in the still

water,o u t o’ reach O

’ the tide You’ll not

find much change in us , sir. There’s not a

question if we’re proud and glad to see yo u

back .

‘ Oh,if there’s any change among you

it’s n o t of the kind I ’m finding fault with ,’

the young man said , glancing again at

I talia ;‘ Only it makes o n e feel how much

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time has passed . Why , you must be getting

an old man n ow yourself, Drea— beginning

to think about giving up work and settl ing

down for a bit— while you look out for a

husband for I talia. You’ll need to find a

good fellow. But perhaps you have done

that already .

‘ Nay,as for that , - the l ittle girl can

wait fo r a bit , —she can wait a bit yet ,’ her

father answered slowly, taking his pipe

o u t Of his mouth and knocking the ashes

o n the table .

‘ Our girls are not like the

young ladies you’re accustomed to , sir,

W ith nothing to do but s it in their chairs

wh i le they pick and choose . a Gentlefolks

— Lord bless yo u ! they’ve got o n e para

dise here on earth , and , as fo r the other

o n e , they’ve go t plenty 0

’ money to spend

in masses— they’ve only got to pay for it .

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But with us ’tis different , you see .

’ He

took up his glass of wine , looked at it

thoughtfully for a moment , and then

emptied its contents down his throat with

a sudden jerk o f his wrist . ‘ And I ’d

never be o n e to urge a girl to jump at the

first comer,

’ he said cheerfully , leaning

across the narrow table to emphasise his

remark .

‘ No , no , patience never spoilt

any man ’s luck . And the biggest fish

they’re Often nearest the bottom— they’re

nearest the bottom , eh, Sora Lucia‘ Gesu Maria ! how should I know ? ’

the little woman murmured hurriedly, with

an apologetic look at the young Marchese .

I n my time we did not think these things

should be discussed before young- young

persons ,’ she said primly ; it would have

seemed a familiarity to her if she had used

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a common expression such as , ‘ before

young girls . ’

Nay,nay

,Lucia mid , yo u won

’t make

us swallow that ! ’ retorted Sor Drea, with

another chuckle o f supreme good humour.‘ Yo u won’t make us swallow it , my clear.

Fo r you’ll sooner find an Old man without

an ache than a young girl without a lover ,

eh , signor Marchese ?’Tis the good

Lord who made us all , who chose tb make

us in that way, and where’s the harm in

speaking o f it ? ’ He fi lled his glass"

up

with a more unsteady hand .

‘ There’s

Dino over there looking at me l ike a

black thunder—cloud ,— but I suppose I may

say what I like about my own daughter

in my own house,

—eh,boy

‘ I was not contradicting you,Sor

Drea,’ the young man answered quietly.

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‘ Nay,lad

,nay

,I meant no malice .

But it’s a poor sort o f business to waste

your breath whistl ing for yesterday’s

breeze . Cheer up , lad ! There’s always

plenty 0’ good work to the fore when a

man’s ready to do it. Ready and cheery,

— even the dog can earn his dinner by

wagging his tail . ’

Gasparo laughed .

‘Well , I must be

going,’ he said , and stood up and put o u t

his hand fo r his belt and sword. As he

was buckling it about him his eye fell

upon Palmira’s pale intent l ittle face . He

sat down again .

‘ Come here , child ,’ he said

,and held

out his hand .

‘ Go to the gentleman , Palmira. Go

and tell him what your name is , l ike a

good little girl , and don’t be frightened

,

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said Lucia hastily,with a general tug at

the child’s frock .

Palmira looked at her with flashing

eyes . ‘ I am not frightened ,’ she said

indignantly,and went and stood com

po sedly beside Gasparo’s knee .

When he asked , Shall I show you my

sword her eyes flashed again . She

held her breath , and the colour rose in her

thin l ittle cheeks .

May I touch it ? ’ she asked,and drew

o n e small forefinger carefully across the

shining blade . After a moment’s co n

sideration , Have you killed many giants

with it ? ’ she said ; ‘ you know— l ike the

fairy Prince .

‘Ay, hark to that, will you ? there’s a

brave little girl for you ! ’ said Old Drea

with an inward chuckle,and an irrepre s

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to do mischief. And n ow, look here .

He drew a ring Off his finger , a plain

band o f gold set with a large turquoise .

DO you think that is pretty ?’

Yes , sir.’

‘ Very pretty

Yes , sir.’

‘Well,then , - under the circumstances ,

do you think if we asked Sor Drea ,

yo u and I , to let us give it to I'

talia, be

cause it is her birthday , and because I

have not brought her any other present ,

do you think he would let us do it ,

Palmira ? Here , take the ring and ask

him .

I talia put down her guitar and stood

up . She gave o n e rapid glance at Dino ,

and turned very pale .

‘ The Signor Mar

chese is too kind , father. I ndeed,I do

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not want the ring. I t is— it i s too beauti

ful for me. I should lose it. ’

Nay ,’ said Drea simply , since the

s ignor Marchese wishes to give it to you ,

child He turned the bauble over

curiously upon the curved and hardened

palm o f his hand . Craving your pardon ,

signor Gasparo , but is it gold ?’

Gasparo put his hand up to his mouth

and twisted his moustache to conceal a

smile . Certainly,

’ he said .

Real gold D z

amz

n e it is not often

that I ’ve handled it . And that little blue

thing there in the m iddle,has that got a

name of its own ?’

" Tis a turquoise. They are said to

bring good luck and happiness,

’ the young

man said carelessly enough . And then

he looked with a certain reproach at I tal ia.

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‘ I f I had known I might have found you

something that would have pleased you

better‘N 0 o n e ever made me a present before .

I— Father knows that I am not u sed to

them,

’ the girl said shyly. She took Pal

mira’s hand in hers,and began !stroking

the little fingers .

N ay, take it , my little girl , take it .

And put it away in some safe place. ! eep

it to be married with .

’Twill be so much

money saved when we come to think o f

your wedding. And ’twill be a fine thing

to remember— when you’ve got children o f

your own— that you were married with a

gold ring o ff o ur young master’s own finger.

I t was very kind o f you to think o f it , s1r ;

it’s n o t every o n e would ha’ thought o f any

thing so kind You must excuse my little

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we were l ittle chaps together. Cé e dz’

avolo/

how time fl ies ! I t seems only yesterday

— until o n e looks at that girl in there .

There’s a beauty if you like. What eyes !

and did yo u ever notice how she smiles

with ’em

Palmira felt her brother’s fingers clos ing

w ith a sudden thrill upon her own . He

did n o t answer for nearly a minute . ‘ I f

you are speaking o f I talia, sir

Gasparo burst into a wild laugh . Oh ,

n o ! How could you think it ? I - was

speaking o f the other woman , of course .

Maria— Lucia— what’s her name ? Your

little dressmak ing friend with the beads .

How she did look at me , per Bacco ! you

would have thought I was in league w ith

the very devil himself. ’

‘ The women are n o t accustomed to

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your manner, sir. You must be indulgent

enough to make allowances for our ign o

rance . No doubt when they have found

o u t how much your kind interest is

worth‘ Look here , my good fellow. You’re

my foster - brother and all that . And my

mother is very fond o f yours— by the way

you must tell Sora Catarina to come up

and see me at the Villa . But as for n o tic

ing anything which you may choose to

say—why, my good D ino , you are really

asking to o much o f me ! There ! Don’t

lose your temper— and don’t swear. I t’s

not the child’s fault— is it, my dear ? And

so good - night to you,l ittle o n e and here’s

something to buy yourself sugar - plums

with . Good - night ! Au friend

D ino ! ’

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He turned abruptly o n h is heel and

strode Off down the street without waiting

fo r an answer, the wild stormy moonlight

shining full upon his handsome face . He

walked o n , humming an!

air from the

new opera, and then , ‘ Poor devil ! ’ he

said aloud , and smiled with an easy inso

lent amusement .

Before her brother could speak Palmira

had flung the silver coin upon the pave

ment. ‘ I don’t want it ; I won’t have it

,

she said pass ionately.

‘ I would n o t keep

it,not— n o t if I talia told me to

She clasped both her small cold hands

about o n e o f Dino’s . Why did he speak

like that ? and why did he laugh at you ?

He IS not like the fairy Prince at all— he

is l ike some wicked enchanter who has

come to spoil everything. Oh , I l iked him

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He laughed .

‘Yo u l ittle torment,’ he

said,but he bent h is head Obediently.

D ino,does I talia know about your

going there— about the c lub P

She felt him give a sudden start at the

question . What do y ou mean he asked

roughly.

‘ I know that every time you go there

you come back looking so angry— oh , so

angry ! And mother cries while ’

you are

away. I ’ve seen her when she thought I

was asleep. And , D ino ,’ she laid her little

cheek against his , I talia told me to take

care o f you .

! Take good care o f D ino ,”

that was the last thing she said to me to

night. And I said I would . I wonder if

I ought to let you go there ?’ the child

said gravely.

D id I tal ia say that ?’

He drew a long

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breath , and then stooped down and kissed

her. ‘ There , run along now. There’s a

good child .

He stood waiting at the foot o f the

stairs till the sound of the small footsteps

had stopped at an upper landing,and a

shrill childish voice was heard call ing ou t,

‘ I’

m here . Take care Of yourself, my

D ino ! ’

Then he went ou t again into the

street .

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C HA PT E R IV .

THE C IRCOLO BARSANTI .

THE wind , which blew so freshly in from

sea across the open space o f the parade ,

was moaning l ike a wild thing,trapped and

caged,in the narrow streets behind the

Duomo,towards which Dino was n ow

taking his way,with a mind full o f doubt

and rage and suspicion . I tal ia— God bless

her ! at least her last words had been Of

him . But to think o f her n ow was also to

remember the young Marchese’s look at

her, the poor child ! as she took his ring

his laugh as he had turned,away by the

quay. The remembered sound,of that

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friends ? ‘ I let him whistle me back at

h is good pleasure , l ike‘ a woman

,l ike a

dog ,

’ he told himself moodily,and even as

he said it he felt in h is heart that he would

let himself be called back again . Nor was

he the only o n e there was n o t o n e human

being ou t o f all the little circle which made

up his world who did n o t in some degree

conspire to pet and spoil the young

Marchese . I ’m a hundred times cleverer

than he is ,’

D ino reflected for the hun

dredth time . Ay, and better read , better

educated . I can feel and understand a

thousand things,books , ideas , emotions ,

which are so many dead letters to him .

And what does it all amount to ? What

good is it ? At four- and - twenty I ’

m’

de

pendant o u Old Drea’

s good - nature fo r a

chance o f earning my liv ing by doing a

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common sailor’s work , while be Why ,

if he were to change places with me here

to - night,by to - morrow he would be the

most popular man in Leghorn . Fortune

is as much at his beck and call as any o f

the rest o f us . And now there’s I talia

He thought how she too would recog

nise the prestige o f the young soldier’s

successes,and in what a different spirit !

How often in their long talks together had

they arrived at the same conclusions , but

by what divergent ways What was care

less ease in her, in Dino was pure reckless

ness ! o n the o n e side was the freedom o f

unconcern , and opposed to it the freedom

of desperation . And how could it well be

otherwise ? He was sensitive,imaginative

,

unlucky . And he took life hard . He

could never make her understand his v iew

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o f it ; i t was n o t in her temperament to

understand it . ‘While the sun is shining

i t can ’

t be dark and she l ives in the sun

shine— my darling !’ he thought

,with a

sudden revulsion , a rush Of tender feeling.

And she had bid the child ‘ take care o f

Dino .

’ He smiled to himself as he crossed

over , o ut Of the moonlight , into the great

shadow Of the cathedral wall .

The café to which he was going , and

where his club met , stood at the corner o f

two o f the narrowest streets , a smal l , low

room,l ighted from the ceil ing by a row o f

gas jets in the form o f a cross . On three

sides,against the wall

,were large mirrors

in tarnished frames ; a narrow divan

covered with faded red velvet ran all

around the room,and in front o f th is was

ranged a series Of small marble - topped

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The ‘ Cross Of Savoy ’

was shrewdly sus

pected to be the headquarters o f o n e o f

the branch Societies belonging to the great

n e t - work o f the C ircol i Barsanti . But

then , again , these said C i rcoli , founded early

in the ’

7o’

s , to commemorate the name o f a

certain Sergeant Barsanti,accused , whether

falsely or n o t, o f having caused the death

o f his commanding Officer during a trifl ing

mutiny in the barracks at Padua , and h im

self accordingly tried and sentenced and

shot ! these very C ircoli , were they!

n o t

ex isting under Government permission , i f

n o t patronage ? And if Government chose

to ignore the fact that some freak o f popular

opinion had made o f the murdered sergeant

a popular hero and martyr, with a name

that was useful to conjure by— in a word ,

if the authorities saw fit to connive at the

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existence o f these breathing - holes , these

safety - valves , so to speak , o f the public

discontent , how in the name o f common

sense were the Leghorn police to be

justified in interfering ? And what , in

direct consequence,could be more assured

than the peace o f mind and general pros

perity and safety o f Signor Prospero Neri

— respectable householder and landlord

actually seated at o n e Of his own tables ,

drinking some o f his own coffee with an air

o f confidence in,and enjoyment o f, the

beverage which was more than equivalent

to a testimonial

Master Prospero’s peace o f mind was

naturally a matter o f some importance inhis own estimation and yet— such a differ

ence can be obtained in the final result by

so small a change o f the point o f sight

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within a few yards of his complacent head ,

in an inner room divided from the café

proper by a swin ging door,painted over

with cupids and arabesques,a discussion

was going o n at that very moment which

would have filled that worthy host with

horror and dismay.

Three men were seated in that inner

sanctum about a small round table above

their heads a gas jet,turned up

too high ,

flared unnoticed in the draught ; there were

glasses o n the table before them ,an d a

dingy carafe o f water , and a pack '

Of

cards . But they had not been playing.

Their attitude seemed chiefly o n e o f ex

pe ctatio n .

After a longer silence than had hitherto

fallen upon them— a silence during which

the wind was distinctly audible,rattling. at

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looked into it ; then put it down with a

sudden movement upon the table‘

I mean— altogether,’ he said gravely.

The other two me n exchanged glances .

P er Eacco ! wouldn’t do it ! no , n o t

for my own flesh and blood brother,

—n ot

I ! ’ cried the third man present , bringing

the open palm o f his hand lightly down

upon the table before him . I t was notice

able that they all three moved and spoke

with a certain caution and in the quietest

tones possible .

‘ I would n o t do it. I

wouldn’t answer for

The German checked his rising voice

with a look .

‘ I have taken note of what

you are prepared to do , friend Valdez .

You are prepared he added sharply, with

another searching glanc‘

e .

P ietro Valdez lifted his melancholy eyes

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from the table before him and stared the

speaker straight in the face. Then his

head dropped again,and he shrugged his

shoulders wearily ! ‘ I am prepared— yes .

But I look like joking, don’t I ? I t is so

probable that I should select this occasion

for a jest‘ I ask your pardon

,signor Valdez . I

will make a note o f what yo u have

said .

‘Ay, notes , notes . But I see nothing

done,

’ broke in little Pieran to n i irrepress

ibly. I t is all very well to say the people

can wait. 5 6mm P ag z'

en z a the people

lame waited. They are getting tired Of

waiting now. Once, the lower down yo u

ground them the better they submitted .

We know all thatm at Naples . But it’s a

mistake to grind a man , or a people , down

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too far ;’tis so easy to grind all the

humanity out o f them and leave only the

beast. And some beasts have teeth , and

Object to being baited .

He got up and sat down again,hold

ing his hands straight o u t before him

and shaking his ten hooked fingers with

agesture as if he were sowmg corn .

‘ I f

yo u shoot at the Czar o f all the Russias

well ,’tis a kind of logic . You pit o n e

autocrat against the other ! Death again st

the Imperial Will and the best man wins .

And there’s no more unanswerable argument

than a rifle ball . I t was o ur lords and

masters taught us that long ago— at the

Paris barricades . I say, if you shoot the

Czar you prove nothing new . But to fire

at a popular Prince To take a man at

the apex Of his power, in the midst of his

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wear their crowns for a purpose .

’Tis a

shining target at the least‘Em e.

’ The German contemplated

him for a moment with an air o f faint

amusement ; then rose slowly from his

place at table and moved with a cat

like step towards the door He stooped

his shaggy head and looked lon g and

deliberately through the keyhole at the

various occupants Of the adjoining room .

‘ E em .

’Tis'

all safe . But eloquence like

our Pie ran to n i’

s is apt to attract

he said , looking up again with a sudden

peculiarily simple and artless smile.

The l ittle N eapolitan leaned half- way

across the table,his black eyes flashing .

P er Cristal— yo u suspect some o n e ? some

traitor ? ’

‘ Traitors ? ’tis a word you are fond Of

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using,you I talians . I look at things

differently. Why should we expect a new

experience in life from that o f other men

A man lives with his enemies ; if he is

lucky,he may meet with his friends . ’ He

looked at Valdez as he spoke ! he was

always looking at Valdez, who bore his

scrutiny with the most unaffected um

concern .

‘As for suspecting , I suspect ,— every o n e ,

’ he said .

‘ I t is my busi

ness to suspect . And for convenience

sake I begin with the suspicion Of o ur

worthy landlord .

’ And,with a quick s ide

glance , he added lightly, Valdez , yo u see

our friend Valdez does not answer for Aim .

Nay ,’ said Valdez slowly, ‘ I say nothing

fo r o r against him . He is o n e o f those

men in whom necessity is the mother of

virtue . He’ll walk straight enough if you

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watch him carefully He won’t run o ff

the l ine so long as there are no corners . ’

At this the German made some in

articulate sound of assent,a nd for a time

again relapsed into silence . F inally , as some

neighbouring clock struck the hour o f

eleven,he looked up with another grunt .

‘ This place closes in half an hour. The

young man is not coming ,’ he said .

He will come,

’Valdez repeated calmly .

‘ P er Bdrm if he doesn’t

But even as Pieran to n i opened his l ips

to speak the gaily - painted door behind

him opened quickly and softly, and was as

softly shut .‘ Am I late ? ’ asked Dino

,looking all

about him.

There was more curiosity than excite

ment in the expression o f his face.

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You are Livornese by birth , —twenty - four

years old You have belonged to this

Society for nearly three years , having been

introduced and vouched for by S ignor

P ietro Valdez , here present. And for the

last four years— for the last five years,if I

mistake not ,’ he hesitated for an instant

and appeared to consult his memory,

‘ you

have held a position in the Telegraph

Office Of Leghorn . I believe I' am right

in all these particulars ? ’

Perfectly right. I t is nearly five years .

I was nineteen when I went into the

o ffice ,

’ said Dino promptly,though not

without a little inward astonishment .

What had this meeting then to do with

him ? and why had Valdez n o t spoken

more clearly P But he was soon to know.

‘ And three weeks ago a slight . dis

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turban ce— a regretable disturbance— co n

n ec ted with a small demonstration in

favour o f General Garibaldi , took place.

The procession was dispersed by the

police , but not before yo u had been re

cognised as being implicated in it. I n

consequence o f this , and partly, also, be

cause Of your refusing to give up the

name of o n e o f your fellow - clerks who

was known to have been there with you ,

you were unfortunately dismissed from

your post this morning. I say u n for

tu n ately because , for some few weeks at

all events, yo u will now be placed under

police surveillance . You should have been

more careful , sir !’ the speaker concluded

brusquely.

This man had the power o f assuming

at will an indescribable air o f ease and

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authority. All traces o f his former man

ner of lounging good - nature had vanished .

His voice even was changed . He spoke

now with the clearness and rapidity o f a

man accustomed to undisputed command .

‘ Yo u should have been more careful,sir.

Yo u have lessened your chance o f being

useful . ’

Dino felt himself going red and white

by turns .‘ There was no other choice , your

your— sir ! I mean ,’ he said after a mo

ment . ‘ The man you speak Of— he’s no

friend o f mine— depended upon my hold !

ing my tongue. I was bound as a gentle

man n o t to betray him .

‘ The Society has nothing to do with

your being , o r not being , a gentleman ,

sir ! ’ the great.

man interrupted sharply,

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n ew— the special engagements you entered

into o n the day following the little e’

meute

we have spoken o f P ’

Ah ! ’ said Dino , suddenly straightening

himself upon his chair.

Valdez l ifted his eyes quickly,then

let them drop again . The lad was be

ginning to understand .

‘You and o n e other man placed your

selves o u that occasion o n the 'Society’s

l ist o f volunteers . I don’t know how much

you meant by doing so , but that’s not my

affair. You would not have been accepted

if yo u had not been considered a fit per

son— and properly vouched for. I t seemed

hardly probable at the time that any very

especial service would be demanded from

you,but of course you took your chance

of that. I have , known men wait for

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OLO EARSAN T]. 129

years and years without getting such a

chance ; but you are to be congratulated ,

young man, you are more fortunate than

theyf

There was a dingy carafe standing in

its little sau cer o n the centre o f the table .

Dino reached over and poured himself o u t

a glass o f water ; he swallowed it down at

a gulp . Then he leaned deliberately back

in his chair. He had turned very pale ,

and his eyes were shining.

‘What is there to be done , s ir P I ’m

ready,

’ he said quietly.

The German looked at him grimly

enough fo r a moment , and then fo r the

first time his face relaxed into its wonder

ful child - l ike smile .

‘ S ckon ,

’ he said approvingly. Then ,

with a sudden reassumption Of his former

VOL. I . !

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manner,Have you any present means Of

support What are yo u going to do with

yourself at once P ’ he demanded .

D ino told him .

‘ Ve ry well then . Fo r the next fort

night -you will go about your work in the

boats,and you will be careful to give cause

o f suspicion to n o one. You Observe that

I say l‘o n o on e . I f you have a— a mc'

ia’oé en

whom you fancy yourself in love with , you

will remember that the Society does not

admit o f rivals . At the end o f the fort

night you will be sent to Rome , means

being provided for your journey. And in

the meantime you will n o t show yourself

again at this club . Whatever orders you

may need will reach you through Signor

Valdez . ’

There was a moment’s pause .

‘And

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lower tones and now the four faces were

very close together.

And then Dino tried to say,but his

lips only moved . He had n o voice in

which to frame the words.

Signor Valdez is nearest to you . Tell

him,Valdez

,

’ the German said peremp

to rily, and threw himself back in his

chair.

And then D ino felt Valdez’s warm breath

in his ear. He heard certain words which ,

fo r a moment , seemed to convey no mean

ing. He looked straight across the room

at the fool ish painted door through which he

had entered . He felt thirsty again— that

intolerable thirst ! and the gas fl ickered

and made a curious sound— l ike a whistle ;

and —and

He stood up suddenly in his place , and

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stared at the three impassive faces before

him . They were all watching him .

My God he said in a broken whisper ;‘ great God ! y ou wam

me l‘o assassin ate Me

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CHA PTE R V.

RETROSPECTIVE .

IN less than half an hour he had left the

place. Valdez accompanied him as far as

the café door,but there , with scarcely the

exchange o f a word , they parted .

‘Are yo u not going home , lad ? GO

home and get some sleep,

’ the elder man

said,speaking in a tone o f great kindness

and friendliness . And yes , Din'

o admitted,

he was tired . And with that they separ

ated ! but he would not go home yet .

With the instinct o f o n e born and brought

up by the sea , i t was to the sea he turned ,

naturally and unconsciously , as another man

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higher than its fellows , he lifted up his

face automatically and looked about him

with a blank , confused stare . I n truth he

was feeling l ittle more than an overwhelm

ing sense of confusion ; nothing seemed

real , within o r without ; he was only

conscious that all was changed arouhd

him , and he could not realise the blow.

Dino’s stron gest personal impressions ,

all his most treasured boyish ,

'remem

bran ce s , were in some way connected With

his father,who had died young,

and when

the boy was not more than twelve o r

thirteen years Of age . Any o n e else re

membering O linto de Rossi— had there

indeed been any o n e left in the very least

l ikely to speak o f him— any other person

would , in all probability , have summed

him up briefly as a handsome,

fickle , e n

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thu s iastic young man,who— having begun

life with a tolerable fortune,a persuasive

tongue,a singularly equable and lovable

temper , and an absolute incapacity fo r

denying himself the smallest satisfaction

had ended by dying miserably o f co n sump

tion at thirty - fiv e having in the interval

married spent all his money and earned

for himself some measure o f local notoriety

as a sort o f popular demagogue , a speaker

and leader at democratic meetings .

Chance having thrown him , while very

young,among men o f determined political

sympathies,he had insensibly acquired so

many o f their Opinions , which he after

wards retailed and amplified with so much

natural ingenuity and eloquence , as to

have earned no slight fame fo r himself as

a radical patriot of e xtreme views . I n

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point of fact, he had taken to speech

making in the first place,almost by acci

dent,and as he would have taken to

drink , o r to gambling, o r to any other

form of excitement which appealed to his

pleasure - giving, pleasure - loving,nature .

And having once begun to taste the sweets

o f popularity,he was fascinated by them ;

he required no especial convictions,the

applause and admiration he received were

quite enough to determine his vocation .

But it was not to be supposed that a

reputation obtained in this manner could

last for ever,or indeed for very long.

Before many years had passed there had

come a sensible diminution in the number

and the fervour o f De Rossi ’s political

adherents . The elder men Of his party

had long since ceased to take serious

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of one’s motives,and the way they strike

a friend,often bearing much the same

relation to each other as a photograph

does to a portrait . Each represents the

same individual but o n e is fact the other

may be a poem . And from first to last

Dino saw nothing but the poem; hisfather treating him throughout with a

gentleness,a pride in his clever boy

,and

an amount o f expansive affection,which

cost him nothing,and which bound the

lad to him with a more than common

reverence and love . As for his wife,for

Dino’s mother, she was by nature a silent

woman , who did not need to express all

that she thought ; and this , O l into some

times reflected , was perhaps fortunate the

V iew other people take of the less admirable

consequences o f our actions being apt to

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strike o n e as morbid . After all , her hus

band was never positively unkind to her.

He had never purposely deceived her. He

was simply an ordinary man ; selfish , good

humoured , eager fo r any new amusement ;

a creature o f fine moments and detestable

habits . And , after all , when his wife had

married him it was because she wanted to

do so ; because nothing else could o r

would satisfy her. I f she had made a

mistake , well ! perhaps he to o had had his

illusions . And it i s the law o f l ife— a

woman loves what she can evoke,but

what she marries in a man is n o t his best ,

but his average,self.

Being gifted with a perfect,an unalter

able good humour,De Rossi accepted his

wife’s altered Opinion Of him as he accepted

the reduced circumstances o f his material

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l ife ! both were more or less o f his own

making,and between them they troubled

him but very l ittle . H is experience o f

l ife was a succession Of easy content

ments . He enjoyed his own emotions .

He liked sinning as he liked repenting,

and in both phases he was al ike sincere

and unreliable . He was capable o f the

deepest enthusiasms— the tenderest emo

tions— but he was unable to master his

own shifting moods for a week . His facile

nature lapsed away from the highest po ints

it reached with the inevitableness o f water

which seeks its level . He was attractive

he was weak ; he was untrustworthy ;

and yet he was always attractive . ! The

sort of man ,’ Valdez said o f him the sort

Of man who orders his dog to come

here,

” and when the beast lies down in a

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shared since then in common ! Catarina

would stand for hours at the foot o f her

old mistress’ sofa , talking to her in under

tones o f things which every one else had

forgotten . The two women were bound

to one another by a whole world o f re col

lected emotions— the night young Gasparo

was ill ; his first steps ; the day he had

first moved alone from the arms Of his

nurse to the arms of his — to each

o f them these had been events in life .

As the years went by O linto objected

less and less to his wife’s frequent absences .

She is a good woman,my

'Din O,but hard

— hard ,’ he would say sometimes to his

boy— and by the very passion with which

the child loved him he could see how much

he had inherited o f his mother’s loyal

and serious nature . He began to fear

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vaguely lest , his boy growing Older, he

should begin to learn to judge him— and

he had grown strangely dependent on that

o n e unhesitating faith .

Things were then in this condition ,

when o n e day,Dino being at the time

some twelve years old,he was taken by

his father to a political banquet , a sort o f

subscription supper given by o n e of the

clubs to which O linto had at some time

belonged .

Dino never forgot that supper. There

had been some objection made to his own

presence when he was first taken in high

words exchanged between some Of the

men present and his father ; sneering re

fere n ce s,which the child only half under

stood , to other debts , and former feasts

unpaid for. I n the midst o f the confusionVOL. I . L

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Dino saw his father rise suddenly from his

place at the table ; he looked about him ,

waving his hand to command silence his

face was very white.

There was a general outcry o f‘ Sit

down ! sit down ! ’ ‘ I t’s too early yet ! ’

‘We don’t want any more speeches and

then Dino saw the man who was sitting

o n his other side lean well forward and

put his hand upon his father’

s 'shoulder.

‘ Don’t try and talk to them n ow. Wait

till'

after supper. And sit down , De

Rossi , do There’s a good fellow,

’ he

said . And then,as O linto yielded me

chan ically to the pressure , his neighbour

drew back , looking kindly enough into

D ino’s terrified face.

Don’t be frightened,my little fellow.

They Often make a noise at these suppers .

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My name is Bernardo . But they call

me Dino at home,

’ the boy said , rather

huskily.

‘Well , then , Dino , my boy, eat your

supper, and don’t trouble your head about

what doesn’t concern you . Your share o f

i t shall be paid fo r, never fear. Now then ,

what’

s the matter n ow ? Don’t sit and

stare at your father. He won’t notice you .

He’s— busy. If you are wise you’ll tell me

what you want ,’

be repeated , with the same

equivocal smile .

There was something in his kind and

melancholy face which had wo n the boy’s

entire confidence . I am afraid,sir I

don’t think my father has go t enough .

money with him,

’ he said hastily , with

burning cheeks and downcast eyes . When

he ventured to look up he met his neigh

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bour’s glance fixed full upon him with a

certain friendly amusement.‘ SO you are O l into de Ross i s son ,

’ he

said slowlv ' and Dino wondered to hear

him say it , for surely he knew that already.

‘Well , well . P er Bacco ! if the ev olu

tio n ists are to be trusted, why, here

’s a

curious experiment o f Dame Nature’s .

Well , look here , my boy, did yo u ever see

me before

No , sir.’

‘ Did yo u ever hear your father speak

o f P ietro Valdez

No , sir.’

H— m . Well ! that’s my name . And

I spend my time teaching people how to

play the guitar, and tuning pianos ! that’s

my trade. So now yo u know who I am .

And I ’ve known your father a good many

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years now ,first and last , a good many

years . Just tell him to turn around fo r a

You look

o ut for yourself ; I don’t want to crush

moment . I say , De Rossi

you , my boy.

H e leaned well forward , and spoke in a

low voice to O l into . Dino was crouching

back in his chair ! he could not hear what

passed between the two men but half an

hour later,and having in the meantime ,

and at the instigation o f his new friend ,

partaken heartily Of his supper , he had the

satisfaction o f seeing his father carelessly

fl ing a gold piece into the subscription

plate, where it lay and gl ittered obtrusively

among the pile o f meaner silver coins .

The boy’s eyes sparkled with triumph

at the sight . He loo ked up with ‘

a‘

fran k

laugh into the face o f his n ew companion .

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afraid,my little man ? But that is ‘not

the question . N ow, look here— ah !

He stopped short. A sudden s ilence

had fallen upon the room . A man near

him roared o ut Hush ! ’ and smote the

table before him with his clenched fist .

For the last time in his l ife O l into de

Ross i had risen to make a speech .

He had been very quiet all the pre

v io us part Of the evening ; S itti ng'mo st Of

the time with his head leaning upon his

hand , hardly speaking to any o n e,not

even to his boy. As he rose slowly to

his feet a wild burst o f ironical applause

greeted him from every part o f the room ,

only Valdez sat silent and motionless,

staring down at his plate with a moody

troubled face . De Rossi stood leaning

a little forward ; his thin cheeks , which

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had grown so deadly pale o f late , were

burning n ow with vivid spots o f red .

Friends ,’ he began , ‘Gentlemen He

hesitated fo r an instant, then burst into

wild invective against Church and ! ing

and State. ‘ The State— the State , I

tell you,i s the very negation o f l iberty ,

he cried , ‘ and no matter who command ,

they make all serve . You talk , some Of

yo u , o f changing the political Mg ime . How

will you change it ? Fo rwhat good I f a

man among you has a thorn in his foot,

will it help him if he change his boots P

I tell yo u , i t is the thorn , the thorn itself,

that you must get o u t, wrench o u t, cut

o u t , if need be . We,the people

, how

often have we asked o ur rulers for bread

and they have given us a stone P Yet this

is scarcely prudent, friends , for a stone

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i s a fair miss i le . What ! will they live

o n in their princely palaces and offer to

us , to the people , the bare right and

privilege o f labour ? Labour ! I tell yoa

that God Himself has set H is curse upon

labour. I— tell— you

H is voice had failed him suddenly .

He put his hand up to his head , staring

wildly about him .

‘ GO o n , go o n . That’s the right sort

o f stuff. Down with everything. A

general mess and scrimmage , and my

self dancing o u the top Of it ; that’s your

real radical programme . That’s what

you call reform ! ’ a man in the crowd

at the foot of the table cried ou t derisively.

There was a general laugh ; some indica

tion o f a wish to hustle h im into silence ;

some shouts o f Viva De Rossi ! ’ The

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shouts of applause,with o n e hand ou t

stretched . TO Dino’s eyes helooked l ike

some demi - god mastering a whirlwind . And

then all o f a sudden the brimming glass

sl ipped from h is nerveless hand,and was

dashed into a thousand pieces . He watched

it fall with a half- bewildered laugh ; he

staggered,and clutched at the table ; a

sudden red mark discoloured his smil ing

mouth , and he fell heavily forward , face

downwards , without a word or a groan .

He had broken a blood - vessel be ‘was

still insensible as they carried him back

to his home through the dark and empty

streets ; and Dino walked beside the

litter and held his father’s hand . His

wife met them at the door with Palmira,

who was then a baby,in

! herarms . Her

face seemed turned to stone as she

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l istened to Valdez’s explanations . Only,

as they laid her husband gently down

upon his bed , and uncovered his face , a

quick spasm contracted her rigid mouth,

and she stooped an d kissed the dying man

upon his forehead .

‘ I knew it would come . I t had to

come,

’ she said drearily. And after that

she scarcely spoke again , turning away

from all consolation,and seeming to find

relief only in the few practical cares which

were left to her.

And so,like some impatient wave

breaking too far from shore , whose

troubled existence reaches its climax in

but o n e instant o f wasted force , in the

midst o f a sea where every wave which

l ifts itself must fall,so O l into died , and

his idle raving was hushed,and his place

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knew him no more. Of mourners he had

few o r none ; it was only to his boy that

he left so much as a memory. That was

almost the lad’s entire heritage , that and

the friendship o f P ietro Valdez .

As little Dino grew up every other

detail o f his life seemed to change about

him,as things do change in the lives o f

people too poor to order their surrounding

circumstances . The Marchesa came less

and less Often to the Villa Balbi ; he had

lost'

the familiar companionship ‘

Of his

foster - brother ; o f his first childish re colle c

tions there was only old Drea left, and

the dear face Of I talia,to illuminate the

past . But,whatever else was altered

,he

had never lost sight o f Valdez. I ndeed,

since that night the man seemed to have

taken a strange fancy to the boy ; as the

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amply sufficed for them . I n his working

hours he followed his trade , as he‘

called

it,with the sober exactitude and in differ

ence o f a machine . He was a Spaniard

by birth,and a Protestant by conviction ;

and he believed in a coming universal

republic as he believed in the rising o f the

sun . After a dozen years Of companionship

that was the most that Dino knew o f him .

As.

he paced up and down there by

the sea,a hundred confused images and

impressions came floating back o ut o f

that past to Dino . His father’s face , and

the unforgotten sound o f his voice , - S or

Checco,Gasparo , Drea, dear old Valdez ,

and those men at the café to night , and

the scene this morning at the Office,and the

scene at the banquet, that other night, long

ago ,— how long ago it seemed I t was as if

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some storm - wave breaking over his l ife and

soul had stirred the very depths o f old re

membran ce , until he could scarcely distin

guish the actual from the past,the l iving

from the dead . They were all mixed up with

the darkness and the wind and the sense

o f the restless seething water about him .

When he thought of I talia he stopped

short. He could not,he would not think

of I talia— n o t then . He could bear no

thing further to - night,he told himself,

with a curious sense o f relief and quiet .

The measure was full ; he could realise

nothing more . And , indeed , beyond

great pain as beyond great j oy,there

is this mysterious region o f rest. Great

passions end in calm,as the two poles

are surrounded by similar spaces o f silent ,

ice - locked sea .

VOL. I .

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CHA PT E R V I .

THE MORNING AFTER.

A WOMAN’

S anxiety is always awake , always

asking. She entreats to know in direct

proportion to her dread Of the coming

knowledge . HOW could it well ‘be other

wise,While her life is o n e frail tissue o f

delicate probabil ities , in the midst o f which

she waits,l ike a spider in its net , for the

possible gifts o f fate ? And the web may

glisten as it will in’

the sunlight ; it makes

but a poor shield against a blow .

As Catarina busied herself about her

ordinary household work that next morn

ing therewere faint n ew lines o f care abou t

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When I came in last night I was more tired

than I knew,

" said Dino cheerfully.

Ay,when you came in !

,When you did

come ! I t was after ten o’clock when you

brought home that blessed child , so worn

o u t with the wind and what not that she fell

asleep o n my knee , bless her l ittle heart !

before I had fairly time to get her clothes

Off. And after that I sat up for three hours

in that chair,Dino . I t was striking o n e by

the Duomo clock before I went to bed .

She turned to the dresser,

bythe walland began reaching down plate after plate ,

and looking at each o n e as she wiped it .‘ I had this china before you were born ;

the signora Marchesa took me With her to

choose it - and it was my wedding present

from the Villa- sent down by one o f the

footmen the day after I was married. I

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was sitting by that window when it was

brought in— a great heavy basket that the

man could hardly lift upon the table— only

your father helped him . And there was

never a piece o f it broken until yo u knocked

down the saucer the day I asked you to

help me with the cups . But it’s ungrateful

work taking care 0 ’ things that just end by

being used by others who don’t see any

difference There’s a plenty 0 ’ people in

the world have got brighter eyes fo r looking

at their sweethearts with than fo r looking

after their husband’s house . Palmira tells

me that my boy,my young master

,is at

home again , Dino ?’

‘Ay, signor Gasparo’s here .

And went to see S o r Drea o n his very

first evening ! He used to come to me .

Guarda guesia / But young men will be

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young men . And ’tis true that Andrea has

sense enough to look after that girl o f

his . She’s given you enough encourage

ment‘ Mother ! ’ said D ino in his severest

voice a voice which secre tly‘

awed her

He faced around suddenly,and stood

looking at her as she moved to and fro .

‘ Mother ! it is n o t generous , it is not

kind , to speak o f I talia in that fashion . And

you know it hurts me . I love her,’ he said

,

his voice changing. Of course I love her.

I don’t care who knows that I love her.

But encouragement ! I don’t know what

you mean . Encouragement from I talia !

She has never thought o f such a thing ;

she would n o t know what you meant

Eh , don’t tell me , lad . I ’ve been a girl

myself. ’Tis a poor dog that doesn’t know

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away,and hid her gray

!

head upon her

clasped hands .

But,mother dear,— dearest mother

He stood with o n e hand o n her shoulder,

looking down at her bowed head with a

curiously - blended feeling o f distress over

her grief and impatience at its unreason

ableness ! Mother ! After all , you must

have expected it sooner or later ! it i s but3natural

‘Yes , lad . I kn ow.

’Tis as you say

tis natural ,’

Catarina said meekly ; and

then she turned her face away again with

a sob and a feeling o f utter inevitable lone

lin ess . HOW could the lad understand ?

He was young,and she was growing Old

and to him What was natural was easy , and

to her it was hard .

‘That was all the

difference .

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She swallowed something in her throat,

a lump which seemed to choke her,and

stood up .

‘ P ooeuiuo I won’t tease yo u

any more ! don’t be vexed with me,lad ,

she said soothingly,looking into his per

plexed face with a quivering smile . She

put up her hand to brush o ff an imaginary

speck o f dust from his coat. N ay ,’tis no

wonder if people love you . Go,my Dino ,

go to— her,

’ she said ; and as Dino bent

his head and kissed her,I t’s because I am

sending him away,

’ she thought,bitterly

enough .

‘And how about Monte N ero, mother ?

The pilgrimage,you know. I talia was

asking about it last night,

’ he said cheer

fully,glad to see her beginning to accept

things more placidly.

‘Ay,lad

,I ’l l think o f it ; but go n ow,

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go . I will not— I cannot— l mean , do as

yo u please . Make all your plans and I

will help you carry them ou t. I t s what

I ’m"

good for now, I suppose. I must

learn not to stand in your way— and hers .’

‘ Mother ! ’

I Don’t mind me,my D ino. Don’t

be angry with your Old mother,my own

boy. I t was only a— a surprise . I shall

be all right when you come back ; for youwill come back to dinner, my Dino ? I

am good for that much ! I can take care

o f you still!’

She followed him to the door, and then

went and stood by the open window ,

shading .her eyes from the bright March

sun , to watch him as he passed down the

street. Perhaps he would turn his head

and look up . But n o . From that height

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was the likeness o f a man who had been

in every way a disappointment in her l ife

but she was not thinking o f that now .

The faded face looked at her o u t o f the

past‘ with its easy confident smile . She

only remembered the first year o r two after

her marriage , and her young husband’s

kindness to her, and his first pride and

pleasure in their boy. I f Ize had not gone

there would have been some o n e left to

understand,

’ she thought. Her own per

sonal l ife seemed ended ! she gazed with

the strangest pang o f regret and companion

ship at this fading likeness o f the dead face

she had loved in her youth . What if

afterwards he had neglected her ? At

least he had come to her once o f his own

accord, for her own sake— and they had

been young together.

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She felt herself quite alone,this austere

and self- contained woman— alone in a

world which could never change for the

better now ; in which each new morning

would only bring new deprivations in place

o f fresh joys .

Dino had dressed himself in workman’s

clothes that morning. Drea did not ex

pect him yet , but i t was just possible there

might be something which wanted doing

in the boat . I t was such a bright fresh

morning after the storm ; a morning to

make young hearts beat lightly and young

blood run fast with a quick sense and joy o f

dear life. But as he turned mechanically

down the busy Via Grande he saw nothing

o f all this . His mother’s words , the way

in which she had taken it for granted that

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if he loved I talia, I talia must love him ,

and how there could be but o n e possible

solution to their lives , all that would have

been so natural , so full o f hope and radiant

happiness last month,last week— last

week ? only yesterday , only o n e day ago !

And now ; Oh , the bitter irony o f fate ! i t

was he himself who had forged the chain

which bound him . He cursed his own

folly. Why could he not have been co n

tented ? was he n o t deeply enough in

volved before then ? why could he n o t

have let that last crowning p ie ce'

o f mad

ness alone

The look o f the commonplace crowd

around him , the presence o f those s cores

Of hurrying, interested , c ontented , busy

men , the very . lOOk ’ of l the shop W indows,

all things seemed to co n sp ire'

toge th'

er to

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name,had he done this thing P He re

membered so well that evening— it was

after their demonstration had been dis

persed by the police , and he was hot with

a sense o f battle , and wild w ith excitement ,

with bitter baffled indignation . I t had

seemed so easy a thing then to pledge

away his future He had done it without

consulting Valdez— suddenly, madly , o n

the desperate impulse o f the moment . He

had done it in a moment of mental crisis

because he was imaginative,because he

believed in the cause , heart and soul , be

cause he had been a fool . And as he said

that to himself some old words o f P ietro

Valdez came back to him with sudden

force ou t o f some Old forgotten talk Of

theirs . How can any o n e believe in your

highest emotions P ’ he heard the familiar

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voice asking him,

‘ how can you expect

any o n e to believe in your highest emo

tions if you question them yourself ? ’

The softest wind blew in h is face and

he did not feel it , the sunlight rested o n

him,the sky was blue and white ; but he

had ceased to look even at the passers - by.

He felt l ike a man awakened from a dream,

when a hand touched him,and a voice

spoke in his ear, and he looked up and

recognised the Marchese Gasparo .

‘ Hallo , Old boy, are you asleep ? are

yo u dreaming what the devil is the matter

with yo u

They had met in front Of the Giappone,

the fashionable restaurant o f Leghorn,

where Gasparo had been breakfasting with

a couple o f his friends . The two other

men strolled Off a few paces and waited,

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smoking their long thin cigars , and eyeing

D ino with a languid curiosity. Gasparo ,

to o , looked at his altered dress with some

exclamation o f surprise.‘What is the meaning o f that new

toggery ? ’ he demanded .

‘ I had to look

twice to make sure it was you . What are

you up to n ow, Old fellow,eh I s all that

to oblige our good Andrea P ’ And then ,

without waiting for an answer ‘

,See here

,

D ino, you’re the v ery man I want. But

stop a moment . F irst o f all , arei

you going

anywhere in particular‘ I am going to Drea

s ,

D ino s aid .

‘TO Wish our pretty little friend good

morning , eh , my D ino ? Jove, how pretty

that girl looked in the firelight S inging ! But

never mind that. Yo u can do something

for me before yo u go there , can’t you ?

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She is at Pan caldi s this morning , at the

Stabil imento. GO straight in to the plat

form where the baths are in summer ;

you’ll find her there , looking at the waves .’

He laughed , brushing up his moustache .‘ SO there you are ; and now right about

face— march ! Why, man , what are yo u

staring at ? There’s the letter ; and I say ,

Dino, mind yo u give it to her quietly just

slip it into her hand , you know , as if it

were the answer to some commission .

Faith ! they aue pretty eyes , if they’re not

so bright as I talia’s . ’

Dino turned red he drew his shoulder

away from the Marchese’s careless touch .

I You must excuse me , sir,’ he said

roughly.

‘ Get some o n e else to carry

your letter. I won’t go .

Hullo ! ’ The Marchese threw back

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his head .

‘ Then— oh,go to the devil ! ’

he said , and turned lightly o n his heel .

He walked Off for a pace o r two and

stopped , i rresolute. I t was really very

awkward about that letter. He wanted it

taken ; he could not carry it himself, and

to find another trustworthy messenger at a

He turned back .

‘ I say,old fellow, don

’t you think this

moment’s notice

is treating me rather badly P I t is not

every one whom I ’d ask to do this thing

fo r me, but you— why , we’ve been boys

together,you and I . ’

A smile lighted up

his handsome face . I ’d do as much for

you any day, Old Dino ; for you and your

sweetheart. ’

Among all the men of his time , the

young Marchese,Gasparo Balbi , was o n e

o f the most personally attractive . He was

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the most popular man in his regiment ; he

fascinated the very orderly who cleaned his

boots,and all women and all children loved

him . Wherever he went— in a ballroom ,

or in the streets ,— people turned in the

same way to look at him . His mere

presence was an irresistible argument .

When he talked it is possible that what he

said was neither particularly fresh n or par

ticularly n ew, but that did n o t matter ; his

s ilence and his speech were al ike per

suas ive . He had all the qual ities o f a ruler

and leader Of men ,— strong animal magnet

ism , an irres istible audacity, an implacable

will . He was like o n e o f the Engl ish

Stuarts in his wonderful faculty o f awaken

ing passionate loyalty and enthusiasm in

allwho came into personal relations with

him ; perhaps he was still more like them

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—well P He adjusted his sword belt a

little and strolled back to his friends ,

whistl ing softly in an undertone.

Been giving that young fellow a rating,

eh, Gasparo ? He looked at yo u at o n e

moment as if he would not be sorry to

measure the length o f his knife against

your ribs ,’ remarked o n e o f the men who

had been waiting for him .

‘ I was only giving him a commission .

He’s my foster - brother,by the way, that

chap , and would go through fire and water

to serve me . SO much for your powers o f

discrimination , my N ello,’ said Gasparo

carelessly.

H e l inked his arm in that o f his friend ,

and they lounged slowly away together

through the crowded street.

Dino meanwh ile was walking down the

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empty parade , on the farther side o f that

straggling,weather - beaten row o f trees

which stands between the Passeggiat'

a and

the low sea - wall . I t was the same ground

which he had trodden the night before in

his despair,and now he was being sent

over it again to carry a note at Gasparo’s

bidding. I t was as if Fate had determined

to ridicule each turn o f his fortunes . He

was tasting that experience which is com

mo n to all people who get into the way o f

considering their l ives from the outside,

dramatically,as it were— the experience o f

those who , having many gifts , yet lack

simplicity. He contemplated and criticised

any mental crisis in which he found himself

involved until it lost all sense o f real ity

and became a sifuatiou . He was,if pos

sible , too clever, too sensitive . He frittered

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his attention away o n the by- play Of life .

As he walked along in the sunshineOf that

morning , beside the blue and placid sea, it

was still very much o f an open ! uestion

with Dino What real ao’le he was to enact

in life ; it would depend so much upon

whom he met ; upon association and cir

cumstan ce ; perhaps ,

chiefly upon some

secret pressure o f influence ; the gift or

the curse Of some unconscious soul .

He walked slowly , but it was not far

to the entrance o f the Stabil imento.

— 'TWO

men were lounging in the gateway. O n e

o f them looked hard a t Dino,at his pre

occupied face,and the careless workman’

s

dress .‘ Here ! Give me your letter and I ’ll

take it in for you , g iovan e ui io ,’ he said

good - naturedly

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never mind my comrade here ; you cannot

quarrel with a dog for barking at his own

gate . Via,’ he said , with a wave o f his

hand , ‘ put up your purse , my lad . Save

the money to buy your sweetheart a fair

ing. Nay,if you won

’t believe me, yo u

can read , I suppose ? and there it is

written up o n the board in fron t o f you ,

Cé ildueu aud seuoau i‘

s, admiz‘z

au ee free .

And so put up your money,I tell yo u .

And pray who the devil told you that

I was a servant ? ’ demanded Dino,thrust

ing his hand into his pocket and drawing

o ut a crumpled bit Of paper. ' I t was the

last fiv e - franc note he had in the world ;

he tossed it contemptuously across the

wooden ledge in front of him . Pay your

self, and try to know a gentleman the next

time you see o n e , will you

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‘Ah,a fine gentleman , truly ,

’ said the

man called Beppi , picking up the note and

contemplating it with a sneer.

P erdio ,’ added his companion , a man

with money is a man in the right . SO put

that in.yo ur pipe, amieo mio , and smoke it .

Ay, money, it’s l ike one’s other blood ;

a man with empty pockets,

’tis but a dead

man walking.

Oh,that’s all very fine

,but I l ike co n si

ste n cy. A gentleman’s a gentleman , I say .

I t never was so much o f a world to boast o f

at the best,and when it comes to a new

tax upon the wine , and not so much as the

prospect Of half a day’s holiday just to

make a feast fo r the blessed Madonna o f

Monte Nero,

—and common workmen who

go about throwing fiv e - franc notes in your

face,as if the world had gone mad. I l ike

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consistency,that’s what I say,

’ retorted

Beppi,in a voice which grew gradually

lower as he looked from the note between

his finger and thumb at D ino’s receding

figure.

I t was scarcely more than a moment

before De Rossi had come upon the object

o f his search .

! He recognised her imme

diately ; indeed he had Often before seen

her passing in her carriage , a beautiful‘

im

passive figure, wrapped in her costly

Russian furs . She was alon e n ow, leaning

over the balustrade with her eyes ‘ fixed

vaguely upon the changing ripples o f the

sea. At any other momen t D ino might

have felt a certain t imidity in approaching

her but the irritation of that challenge at

the g ate was still strong upon h im . This

woman here was only another o f those

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‘Beue . Yo u may give me the letter.

Thanks .’

She held o u t her gauntleted hand with

a gesture o f superb indifference , and then ,

as her dark glance rested fo r the first time

upon Dino , she raised her perfect eyebrows

with a slight expression o f wonder. She

had expected to see Gasparo’s soldier

servant. She turned her face away from

him .

Madame Helwige

A little Old woman dressed in black,

who had been quietly seated in a sunny

corner, reading a Tauchnitz novel under the

shade o f a large parasol,rose quickly and

came forward at this call .

The Signora Contessa desires

My purse. Yes . I want some

money ,’

the young woman said impatiently.

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She made n o secret o f the letter she had

received,holding it by o n e corner , and

tapping the top railing with it to the

measure o f an inaudible tune .

‘ Then , if I can do nothing more for

you,I will go . I have the honour o f

wishing yo u good morning ,’ added Dino

quietly,turning away.

Stop a moment . This lady will give

yo u somethin g fo r your trouble . Or

stOp ! Who are you ? What is your

name ? ’

Bernardino de Ross i .‘Ah . The Marchese Gasparo

’s foster

brother. That explains . I have heard

him mention you ! he says you are one of

the discontented people,a radical

,a

red republican , gue sais j e , moi ? I s it

true ? ’ she asked calmly,

fixing her largeVOL. I . o

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disdainful eyes upon the young man’

s

face .

He bowed gravely . Since the Signora

Contessa does me the honour to inquire.

I am a radical ; that is my belief.’

Really And yo u think we are all

equal ? We are all equally disco ntented ,’tis true enough ; mais afi ue

s ?’ She struck

the balustrade lightly with her letter. Do

yo u see the water beating against that wall

o f rock , Signor de’ Rossi ? Twice a day

the tide comes in , and before the waves can

climb half- way up the cl iff,twice a day the

tide goes o u t.

’Tis the same way with the

people’s anger— ebb and flow. And the

greatest storm can only we t the rocks it

can ’t uproot them What do you I talians

know about such things But I,I am a

Russian,and I know .

’ She looked o u t to

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Valdez with a roll o f music in his hand ,

going about his work .

‘Dino nodded to

him ; he would not stop to speak . The

Older man slackened his pace , looking at

him rather sadly , as if he were sorry for

something , then passed o n . Afterwards

it struck Dino that they had never hap

pened to pass one another in this silent

way before. He stopped,looking down

the long street at the Old familiar figure .

But what had they to say to each other

now , even if he should turn and overtake

him Dino was l ike a man under sentence

o f death ; all the minor Obligations o f l ife

seemed annulled and suspended ; where

they clung still it was by force of habit ,’

l ike the withering tendrils o f a V ine cut

down at the root .

A great impatience o f trouble had fallen

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upon him ! he wanted no more emotion ,

no more effort. There was a clear fort

night,perhaps three weeks

,before— before

he would be sent to Rome . Well ! he

wanted that time to himself, and he in

tended to have it , he intended to be happy.

The first great shock o f the surprise was

over ! his nature had already re - adjusted

itself to these new conditions with the

supple strength o f youth . And in this

fixed interval o f quiet— this interval , which

seemed all the longer by very reason Of its

being fixed,— all the light , joy- loving in

stin cts o f his age were alert within him ,

making music in his heart , l ike the rap

turo u s song o f birds between two storms .

The habit o f l ife , its careless young in

credulity o f the end,had never been more

strong upon him ; he had never felt more

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irresponsible ; had never looked , perhaps

had never been more like his father,than

on that morning , as he turned down from

the broad sunny Passeggiata towards Old

Brea’s house o n the quay .

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ally designed for a Government boat - house

and store - house,and was sunk in the thick

ness o f the massive stone pier.

On a sunny morning like this,when the

door was thrown wide open,any painter

passing that way would have been charmed

by the mysterious look of the interior,the

dark rafteredceiling,the smoke - embrown 'ed

fireplace , above which a row of bright brass

plates made round spots o f l ight in the

darkness , and then the heavy coils of rope

and the spare oars,arranged with all a

sailor’s habit Of neatness,against the White

washed wall . At dusk,and when the fire

was burning , it was l ike looking at an in

terio r o f Rembrandt’s to watch the play of

light and shadow over the rich ruddy

brown tones Of the room but o n this par

ticular morning the fire had been allowed

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to sink to a mere handful o f red embers ,

and the room was full o f the fresh smell o f

the sea air and the brightness o f the March

sunshine .

At the foot o f the stone steps leading

down from the street before Dre a’

s door

there was a narrow strip o f stone pavement ,

and a floating wooden stage where the

boat was moored . I n the corner there ,

where the angle of the great granite but

tress made a sheltered spot , was I talia’s

favourite seat. By sitting well back in the

shadow o n e was entirely ou t o fsight , unless

indeed some especially adventurous spirit

bethought himself to take the trouble to

lean bodily over the parapet o f the bridge

overhead . But it was to o busy a part o f

Leghorn for much idling ! all day long the

tramp , tramp Of hurrying feet , and the hol

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low rumbling of the weighted carts roll ing

towards the lading ships,made a dull

,con

tin u o us bass , which effectually covered any

sound of voices . I talia could sing there

by the hour over her work , sure .Of n ever

being heard , save perhaps by some taciturn

weather - beaten fisherman pol ing his flat

bottomed boat into the quieter water o f the

canal . I t was Brea’s own landing - stage ,

and he was j ealous Of his rights to it, giv

ing but few boats the privilege o f mooring

there for an hour . Since the building o f

the railway,n ow that the canal has ceased

to be of use for the heavier traffic between

Leghorn and P isa , a quieter spot than this

could scarcely be imagined . For even the

suppos ititious idlerwo uldscarcely be tempt

ed to look this way when,just across the

bridge , by leaning over the oppos ite balus

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ting just where he had expected to ’

find her.

She held a book in her hand , but she was

not reading , she was looking dreamily at

the lazy lapping of the water against the

Old wooden stage. She wore the same

blue cotton dress as o n the previous night,

but she had taken o ff her beads and clasp,

and tied a scarlet handkerchief about her

neck . Her hat was lying o n the ground

beside her ; Dino picked it up , and his first

greeting was o n e o f playful reproof.

Bareheaded in this March sunshine,my

I talia P az z auella Your father was right

indeed when he said it required two o f us

to look after you .

Dino ia io

She looked up at him with a wide,

dreamy glance , Which suddenly grew bright

and loving. The hot colour rushed to her

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cheeks,and she put up her little brown

hands as if to hide them ,while she laughed

and shook her head .

’M a7 20 paz z o , ah , yes , I know it . But

indeed , Dino , this is much more likely to

drive me to distraction .

’ She opened the

book o n her lap , and turned over half a

dozen pages . I have really tried to learn

it, really . But it is so difficult ; you have

no idea how difficult it is,Dino .

Poor l ittle thing ! I t is a shame to give

i t such hard lessons ,’ said Dino in a caress

ing tone , looking down at the rough brown

hair. He threw himself down o n the pave

ment in the shadow at her feet , and put up

his hand fo r the book .

Here ! let me have a look at it , and

see if I can’t do something to make it

easier for you . What is it Arithmetic

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Oh ! but this is what I gave you to do long

ago . No wonder you find it difficult you

have had time to forget all my explana

tions . Let me see now have you a

pencil

Yes but yo u can’t write with it . I ’ve

broken the point . ’

Give it here,then

, yo u helpless baby !’

He took a knife ou t Of his pocket, and

picking up the pencil began to sharpen it

while she sat watching him,her dark eyes

full and bright with such an expression o f

unquestion ing content as one is not accus

tomed to expect o n faces which have o u t

grown their first childish calm . The water

of the canal was as blue that mornin g as

the stainless sky which it reflected,and it

seemed almost as still only now and then

the faintest ripple breaking against the step

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The colour rushed back to her cheeks .‘ Oh ! I am so sorry, Dino ; I forgot .

NOW , if I were your father I should tell

you that o n e does not carry flowers to the

mill when what o n e wants is bread ; and

the quickest way to become an arithme ti

ciam is not to sit watching fo r the boat .

By the way , speaking o f the boat, Sor Drea

must have gone out early this morning.

‘ Yes ; he went at daybreak ; he woke

me up to tell me he was going . He took

Maso with him to help with the nets . ’

‘Ah ! I wish I had known,

’ said Dino

quickly.

Father thought o f going for you then

he said you would be tired— yo u had a

hard day yesterday. And Sora Catarina

would not know yet of your arrangement

she would have been frightened if you had

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been fetched away suddenly in the middle

o f the night. ’

She glanced quickly at him , and added ,‘ I am glad they did not go for you ; you

look so tired this morning, Dino , as if you

had not slept. ’

I did not sleep— much ,’ he said ab

se n tly.

He threw his arm up and laid his head

against it. His face was almost on a level

now with the blue ripple o f the water.

There was a handful o f loose straw floating

about among the piles he watched it come

and go as the current sucked in under the

landing stage . What was the good o f

thinking of remembering Why had

I talia alluded to last night ? Was he never

to forget it for five minutes

He sat up abruptly,brushing the hair

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ou t o f his eyes ; but as he moved she

spoke .

‘Won’t you give me the book n ow,

D ino She bent her head down over it

I did not mean to vex yo u ; I did not mean

to tease you when yo u are so tired .

She looked so l ike a child submitting to

some half - understood reproof that D ino

could scarcely restrain the impulse o f

mingled tenderness and adoration which

made him long to take her in his arms and

kiss her. But he forced h imself to answer

l ightly ! ‘What nonsense,l ittle o n e ' as if

anything you did could vex me ! H e

looked about him !‘ I suppose I ought to

be going n ow. There is n o telling when

So r Drea will be in if he has taken the

nets ; but I W ish you would s ing to me

just o n e song before I go .

’ He took the

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some surprise ; ‘ he came here about an

hour ago to speak about the boat to my

father H e wants to take a party o f his

friends o ut for a sail . ’ She added ! ‘ I

thought you knew he had been here ; he

told me he had met you .

N did n o t know it,’ said D ino , speak

ing between his teeth .

All the radiant sweetness o f the day

seemed blotted o ut before him . I t was

very well fo r that child there innocently to

accept this fiction about the boat ; but did

not he , Dino , understand Gasparo better ?

A dozen stories o f the handsome Captain ’s

powers o f fascination flashed back across

him . He thought o f the woman to whom

he had carried the letter that very morn

ing. The letter ! I t was a trick to get

him ou t o f the way that was why Gasparo

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had turned that friendly smiling face upon

him , and talked o f ‘old times ,

o f ‘ days

when they were boys together,

’ and all the

while he was planning this visit to I talia

damn him !

He forgot all about I talia’s presence .

With a sudden prophetic feel ing he seemed

looking straight ahead into the future . He

could see exactly what would happen,such

an Old , old story ; and to think that such

misery could even come near I talia , his

little playfellow,his little girl . I f he had

only known in time if he had warned that

strange lady when he spoke to her this

morning,that would indeed have been

fighting Gasparo with his own weapons !

And then he remembered the tone o f her

voice when she spoke to him ; to him , a

man,not a girl , thrown upon her mercy.

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When the waves beat too fiercely against

the shore the rock breaks them,

’ she said .

And he was to go away,he had sworn it,

and it was in such hands that he was to

leave the future of I talia

He had been silent so long that she

thought him very tired . Perhaps he was

depressed , too , about this sudden change

in his fortunes . H is mother might have

been finding fault with him ; I talia was

always a little afraid o f the Sora Catarina,

who was associated in her mind with dark

reproving looks and a generally grave and

joyless V iew o f l ife. I t was always a matter

Of secret wonder to her when she heard

her father allude to the days when Dino’s

mother had been a young and handsome

girl . I n her heart I talia could never im

agine her looking otherwise than imperious

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in gold . Father can buy a new boat with it

clear father ! Are you n o t glad , D ino

She was silent for a moment , and then , for

the first time,a shadow came across her

face. ‘ I thought you would be so glad .

That was half the pleasure o f it , - the

telling yo u ,

’ she said rather wistfully.

‘ I am glad ,’

D ino answered,in a harsh

mechanical voice .

And then the blank look of disappoint

ment o n the sweet face bending over him

struck him l ike a pang. He sat up,rub

bing both hands over his head , and rufflingup his th ick curly hair. ‘ My I talia

, you

must know without my tell ing you if I am

glad to hear o f any good fortune coming

to yo u o r to Drea. But you must be

patient with me this morning, cariua. I have

things to vex me ; and I am very weary .

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‘ Poor Dino ! I t is my fault fo r tiring

you . But I will s ing to you now. That

will rest yo u better than anything else ,’

she said soothingly,gazing down at him

with frank loving eyes .

Dino smiled faintly. This sudden re

awakening o f thought was like the clutch

of a physical pain .

‘ Sing to me with

your guitar. That is more formal . I t is

more like making a stranger o f me ,’ he

said , answering her look . As she moved

away he shut his eyes,and buried his face

again On his folded arm . The last hope

was gone. After this what would be the

use o f warning Drea P The simple loyal

hearted old man was as incapable Of

tempering his gratitude fo r a gift , with

a criticism o f the giver’s motives as

the veriest child H is little store Of

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wisdom held n o formula for such a case.

I t would be next to impossible to make

him believe in any form o f treachery con

n ected with the handsome open - handed

young master ; and , even if it were poss i

ble , Dino foresaw only to o clearly what

would be the first— the immediate result .

Fo r had he not pledged h imself to care

for and protect I tal ia ? And what more

natural than that her father should turn to

him in this emergency ?

He lay so quiet that I tal ia believed

him to be half asleep . She looked down

at him two o r three times as she sat there

tuning her guitar ; but as he did n o t move

she did not speak to him . Presently she

began to sing.

She sang song after song ; Odds and

ends o f Old ballads ; love - catches such as

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See ! there he is still waving his hand to

me . I see him every day ; he always

passes at this hour. ’

But he does not always see you sing

ing a visitor asleep ,’ said Dino

,sitting up

rather hastily and looking after the de

parted boat. ‘ NO ,

‘ I was not dreaming,

my I talia ; unless it be a dream to feel

one’s whole heart and soul full of you .

The words slipped o u t unintention ally ;

an instant later he would have given any

thing to recall them . He felt sure she had

taken in their full meaning by the very

silence which fell upon her. She sat ab

solutely motionless ; he was sure o f it , but

he would not trust himself to look at her.

He only added,in a tone which he tried

to make quite impersonal,

‘ I am afraid

your Captain P iero will only have a poor

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Opinion o f my politeness . Do you think

we could explain to him that I was not

quite so insensible as I seemed‘ I don’t know

,

’ said I talia,rising and

laying down the guitar. She moved away

a few steps and stood leaning against the

gray buttress,her scarlet neck handker

chief making a vivid spot of colour there

l ike a flower.‘ I can see— I think I can see my father’s

boat,

’ she said,bending forward and taking

hold o f the edge o f the bridge’s arch .

Take care

Dino go t up and went and stood beside

her.‘ Don

t lean to o far forward,dear. I s

that Dre a’

s boat P What eyes you have ,

my I talia ! See , the Wind is against her ;

she will have to come in o n another tack .

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The patched sail bent and dipped as

he spoke . The boat seemed gliding away

from them .

He looked down at her. They were

standing so close together n ow he could

see the quick rise and fall of her breath ;

the stirring of the wind in her roughened

hair the quivering shadow where the long

lashes rested o n her cheek .

One hand hung loosely by her side . He

barely touched it , with fingers that trembled.

‘ I talia ! ’

What were resolutions o r remembrance ?

All the world had faded away ; there were

no living presences now but himse lf and

th i s girl beside him , and that far- Off winged

boat moving slowly towards them across

the shining water. ‘ My I talia She

turned a radiant face towards him . The

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CHAP.

But I talia answered himWith grave S lm

plicity. There was not the shadow of a

doubt in her heart , not a cloud upon her

heaven o f content. Perhaps they had never

been farther apart , these two , in all their

sensations , than at th is first moment o f

supreme understanding.

‘ I do love you ,’ she said

,in her clear full

voice . An d then at the sound Of her own

words she started Dino felt the movement

o f her fingers in his ; her eyes filledwith

happy tears,and the colour swept in a quick

wave over her pale face and throat. ‘ I

think I have always loved yo u— after my

father— always , since I was a little girl , my

Dino ,’ she said softly.

‘ Only - after your father,I talia

She hesitated ; but he had asked his

question an instant to o late , for n ow the

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wind had really caught the flapping sail o f

the Bella M aria , they could see the quick

movement o f old Drea’

s hand o n the tiller,

and hear his voice calling o u t an order to

Maso . I n another moment the two men had

brought the old brown boat cleverly along

side . Dino made a quick catch at the rope

that was flung to him there was a momen

tary struggle o f strong - armed Maso with

the heavy sail .‘Well , lad ,

’ said Drea, standing up at his

place by the helm and looking about him .

Well,my little girl ! ’

Was it a good morning’s work , father‘M afi / I ’ve seen worse days , child ,

I ’ve seen worse days . Mind what you are

about with those nets , yo u Maso That’s

right,lad ; give him a hand We wanted

another man with us,but I ’ve seen worse

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hauls for all that . You’ll be ready to go

ou t with us to - night , eh , Dino‘Yes , S o r Drea.

‘Ay, ay. You’d have come with us this

morning fast enough , I’m thinking

,but the

girl there wouldn’t hear o f my sending fo r

you . He has had a hard day he will be

so tired,father, she said . Tired ! Saul‘is

sima Verg iue and she a sailor’s daughter !

The Old man chuckled , straightening his

back and rubbing his stiffened shoulder

joints . ‘ But bless you , they’re all al ike

,

and even o n e s own daughter is a woman .

Women ! they’ll pray all day for rain,and

be frightened the first minute they see a

cloud in the sky. You’ll get your dinner

here,Maso .

Maso , a broad - backed young fellow in a

blue jacket,looked up from the wet heap

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luck , Maso we might have hadworse luck .

’Twas stiffish work with only two o f us,’

old Drea said , s itting down o n the edge o f

the platform with his feet in the boat to

light his pipe. M afi eke uo/ei‘e

There’s nothing l ike the day after a storm

for finding ou t the colour 0’ the bottom 0

thin gs . There’s'

good in every wind that

blows,lad

,for a man who knows how to set

his sail . ’

He thrust a heap o f the we t shining fish

as ide with his foot.‘When there’s not so many 0

’ the big

there’s more O ’ the little. You know what

I ’m always telling yo u . The Devil himself,

cou if isfiez‘

i‘

ofiaulaudo , the Devil himself has

a curly tail . ’

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