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On the necessity of translation
As I write this text in 2014, the term “socially engaged art” has
only come into our institutional consciousness for perhaps fifteen
years. Crafting has been around much longer, ever since the first pot
was thrown or the first basket was woven. And yet as I craft my way
through a Public Practice MFA program (really, you know you’ve been
institutionalized when they offer degrees on the subject), I keep on
feeling this disconnect between the institutional understanding of
social practice, and the common understanding of craft.
I’m not really sure why, because craft is imbued with the same social
values that social practice champions. Collective making, check. Appeals
to those marginalized from high art, check. An anti-capitalist ethic of
generosity and artisanal making, check, check, check.
Is it the erasure of craft from contemporary social practice discourse
an old rehashing of the contest between the old and the new?1 A contest
between the immanence of femininity and the rupture of masculinity
(hello, Futurists)? What does it mean that craft has been sanctified
in high art only when practiced in an individualistic manner by
male artists such as Claes Oldenburg and Mike Kelley? That Alighiero
Boetti is named in art history books, and not the Afghan weavers who
created his pieces? The definition of the “avant-garde” means being at
the forefront, and indeed art history tends to operate in terms of
movements, in terms of seeking out the “next.”
If there is one movement to trouble this thrust of art history, I
hope it can be social practice. Among the many different facets and
definitions of “social practice,” one thing is agreed: it is firmly
rooted in the idea of the social. At its most idealistic, “social
practice” challenges dominant power hierarchies through appeals to
community engagement, grassroots activism, radical pedagogy, and
other methodologies. At its most cynical, social practice explores and
1 Elissa Auther, “Classification and Its Consequences: The Case of ‘Fiber Art,” American Art, Vol. 16, No. 3 (Autumn, 2002), University of Chicago Press, pp. 2-9.
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manipulates the conflicted aspects of human relationships. Whether as an
end goal or as a target of critique, the social is necessarily embedded
in the methodology and audience of social practice.
One thing that the social implies in social practices is the
identification of publics. And publics don’t speak the language of
MFAs. They speak the languages of barrios, of restaurant workers, of
the environment, and in my particular instance, of crafters. In any
exchange between the artist and the public (if we’re going to construct
that problematic divide - hey, aren’t I also part of the public?), a
moment of exchange and translation occurs between the artist’s training
and the public’s understanding. How then, do we make sure that artists
coming out of MFA programs and institutions are equipped to speak to
the publics they desire to engage?
There have been how-to manuals2 and lexicons3 written on social
practice, but the language of neither, in my humble opinion, does
an adequate job to challenge the Eurocentric, masculine theoretical
language found in contemporary art.4 So instead I turn away from the
texts of contemporary art, to the text found in textile. Pictoral
languages and embroidered family histories preceded written language
and remain a way for diasporic communities to communicate between
language systems. There’s this idea that certain terms fall out of
language with their disuse, and with that, so do certain concepts.
In the interest of recuperating these concepts, I want to examine
alternative languages, in this case textiles, and ask how we can
rehabilitate them and draw out the social structures implied by these
terminologies.5
2 Pablo Helguera, Education for Socially Engaged Art. (New York, New York: Jorge Pinto Books, 2011).
3 Stephen Wright, Toward a Lexicon of Usership. (Eindhoven, Netherlands: Van Abbemuseum, 2013).
4 Fun story. I once commented to Stephen Wright that his interest in the term “hacking” was troubling because of its associations with white male Silicon Valley culture, and he countered by saying no, he was referring to hacking practices by the Vikings. Because a historical Anglo-Saxon male practice is more acceptable to enshrine.
5 Elizabeth Wayland Barber, “Elements of the Code” in Women’s Work, the First 20,000 Years. (New York, NY: Norton & Company, 1994) pp 147-163.
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I think about living a life at the nexus of three languages - my
native Chinese and its accompanying dialects, my adopted English, and
my learned Spanish. Each language has a slightly different grammar
that doesn’t translate perfectly to another language. But it is in this
oscillating back and forth between Cantonese grammar, English terms,
and snippets of Neruda that has opened up new linguistic and conceptual
terrains for my understanding of the world. Sometimes my thoughts are a
pastiche of all three languages, because vincular is the best verb for
the situation but the memory of my grandmother’s voice makes me cry,
and I tell you all this in English.
I take you on this detour through my language history because I’d
like to think about how the institutional language of social practice
can be translated for a public that crafts. Moreover, I’d like to
think about the radical shifts that might occur if we translated the
language of craft for a social practice public. What might social
practice learn from crafting—a methodology much more introverted,
embodied, and durational when compared to the dialogical practices
described in Grant Kester’s Conversation Pieces?6 What preexisting
structures, methodologies, and ethics embedded in craft history can
inform our social goals of achieving a more just and equitable form of
coexistence? How do we understand different ways of acquiring knowledge
and how do we share and open up different forms of knowledge? We
translate.7
6 Grant H. Kester, Conversation Pieces. (Berkeley and Los Angeles, CA: University of California Press, 2004).
7 Gayatri Chakravorty Spivak, “Translation as Culture” in An Aesthetic Education in the Era of Globalization (Cambridge, Massachusetts: Harvard University Press, 2013). I am inspired by her words: “This founding task of translation does not disappear by fetishizing the native language. Sometimes I read and hear that the subaltern can speak in their native languages. I wish I could be as self-assured as the intellectual, literary critic and historian, who assert this in English. No speech is speech if it is not heard. It is this act of hearing-to-respond that may be called the imperative to translate… We often mistake this for helping people in trouble, or pressing people to pass good laws, even to insist on behalf of the other that the law be implemented. But the founding translation between people is a listening with care and patience, in the normality of the other, enough to notice that the other has already silently made that effort. This reveals the irreducible importance of idiom, which a standard language, however native, cannot annul.” (252-253).
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This essay is focused on translating the language of crafts, but I
hope that one day we will have translated the language of the barrio
and also of the sea.8 This is a blueprint and a point of departure
for future translations. Perhaps the endgame of translation is to
unpack how the phenomenology of lived experience can be related to an
abstraction, and thus translation presents itself as a sister to praxis.
Click click click.
8 Cheers to our cyborg mother Donna Haraway, who has already provided a translation into cyborg languages in Donna Haraway, “A Cyborg Manifesto. Science, Technology, and Socialist-Feminism in the Late Twentieth Century,” in Simians, Cyborgs and Women: The Reinvention of Nature (New York: Routledge, 1991), pp. 149-181.
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On the particular subject position of the author
I am 26. I am Chinese American. In fairly good physical health except
for an unexplained chronic stomach pain that flares up every month or
two. I’m currently finishing up my M.F.A. in Public Practice at Otis
College Art of Design. I am many things, but this is a thesis, not an
online dating profile.
However, my personal politics, which are informed by my personal
history as a first-generation immigrant and my academic leaning as
an intersectional feminist interested in comparative urbanism and
inequality, demand that you know who I am.9 I am not a disembodied
voice, I’m not an authority. You will not finish reading this text
knowing the final truth, but perhaps a truth, that you situate within
a constellation of truths that hang in the sky of your existence like
stars.
So perhaps you should know a little about the context of my truth and
why I speak it. I self-identify as an artist because I believe that the
frame of artmaking provides the creativity and compassion necessary
for deep, human-centered social change. I have spent the past three
years of my life organizing a fiber-based public art collective called
Yarn Bombing Los Angeles. I’m slightly dyslexic with numbers and a
kinesthetic learner—I learn by doing. And I have learned so much while
organizing Yarn Bombing Los Angeles—including the history of fiber art,
how to knit with one’s arms, fire codes in Los Angeles, and how to be
good to others. All these experiences pass into my body and out of my
hands in the form of soft, fuzzy public art.
9 In a nutshell, intersectional feminism asks us to consider the specificity of a subject’s position including not only gender, but also race, class, sexual orientation, and ability, when articulating an individual’s unique position of privilege/oppression in their relationship to others. Where I am situated, a Chinese first-generation able bodied bisexual cis woman living in Los Angeles with an Ivy League degree and a soon to be MFA, therefore, affects the content of my speech (this document) and my ability to speak it. Jawune Uwajaren and Jamie Utt. “Why Our Feminism Must Be Intersectional (And 3 Ways to Practice It)”, in Everyday Feminism, published January 11, 2015. Accessed February 10, 2015 at http://everydayfeminism.com/2015/01/why-our-feminism-must-be-intersectional/
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Thus, I think of myself less as an authority, and rather as a witness.
A witness to this moment and this collective form of making. Someone
who stands squarely inside a maelstrom of creative production, because
for me there is no outside. Can I ever step outside my practice and
evaluate it with a disinterested, expert eye? No. But my politics say
that there are no experts, but paradoxically we are all experts of our
own experiences. That instead of one voice narrating others, we begin
to celebrate multiple voices narrating themselves and the edges where
multiple narrations begin to intersect and rub up against one another.
Perhaps it’s my work with collectivity, and specifically feminist
collectivity, that impels me to take up this ontological challenge to a
stable subject position.
This thesis is part field note, part abstraction; part subjective
knowledge, part research; part academic parody, part homage; all
testimony.
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Caretaking
Many of the women I work with are caretakers to some degree. Is this
a function of womanhood? Or is it a function of age? I have worked
among a husband caretaking for his cancer-stricken wife. A daughter
caretaking for her mother trapped by grief. A mother caretaking for
her disabled son. A volunteer caretaking for patients waiting for a
heart transplant. What is it about craft, that invites a level of
caretakers?
According to Elizabeth Wayland Barber’s book, Women’s Work: The First
20,000 years, crafting was an art that could be easily practiced while
balancing all the other caretaking tasks of the home.10 While I’m highly
skeptical of any evolutionary psychology point of view that reasons
“because cavemen did X, therefore modern society does Y,” it is true
that knitting projects can be interrupted rather easily in order to
attend to a screaming child. But moreover, I’d like to think of crafting
itself as a form of caretaking, not just one that accommodates a
separate act of care.
The AIDS Quilt is perhaps the most stunning example of relating craft
to care of the body. Comprised of a growing number of quilts that
represent a loved one dying from AIDS, the AIDS Quilt relates the work
of the hands to the care of the body. The warmth of textiles to the
cold of hospital rooms. The tenderness and fragility of hope, fear,
precarity provides a soft contrast to the staid stone of national,
public monuments. In the same way that the activist response to the
AIDS crisis was about making an invisible illness visible, the AIDS
quilt leaves a very public trace of bodies that are no longer present.11
The idea of caretaking is inevitably bound up with generosity. Many
of our caretakers also regularly make pieces to give away—positioning
10 Elizabeth Wayland Barber, “Courtyard Sisterhood”. in Women’s Work, the First 20,000 Years. (New York, NY: Norton & Company, 1994) pp 71-100.
11 Rebecca J. Rosen. “A Map of Loss: The AIDS Quilt Goes Online,” The Atlantic, June 24, 2012. Accessed February 10, 2015 at http://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2012/07/a-map-of-loss-the-aids-quilt-goes-online/260188/
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craft as an art in which the process is more important to the maker
than possessing the end product. So many initiatives out there, such
as Millie’s Hats for Hope, or the West Hollywood Stitch ‘n Bitch,
craft donations of sweaters, scarves, blankets, and hats for those on
the streets, those in the cold, those losing their hair. Why these
practices don’t trickle up to the consciousness of institutionalized
social practice, is beyond me. Are they too sincere? Do they not refer
enough to art history? Are they too commonplace, and art can never be
commonplace?
Caretaking is constant and repetitive, like many stitches on a
crocheted piece.
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Casting on
There’s a saying among knitting instructors, to never begin with casting
on the first stitch. The alchemy of making the loops appear on the needle
is endlessly frustrating, and most often ends in a big mess of tear-
stained fiber. Better to hand a beginner a half-begun piece, and guide
them through knitting the next row. Casting on will come later.
I’ve been thinking about this adage in the context of the art collective
that, in a sense, I’ve inherited. I was not among the group of people who
began the collective. I started in the middle. I’ve continued to start
in the middle for a lot of our projects. By that I mean, we’ve partnered
with institutions with existing programs and knowledge that could assist
us in what we do, instead of starting from the beginning and trying to
figure out our own version of those programs.
But our collective did not start from ashes either. It began as a
fortuitous meeting of the existing fiber arts community in Los Angeles,
with the incipient phenomenon called Yarn Bombing that was sweeping
the globe. The official “mother” of yarn bombing, Knitta Please, resides
in Austin, Texas.12 But I would even venture to say that she was not
beginning from nothing, but rather had her own ancestry of fiber artists.
I have a sneaking suspicion that in my life, perhaps I’ll always be
starting in the middle, inheriting from the social practices that my
foremothers have built. And I’m ok with that, as a way to honor the
groundwork so many others have laid underneath my feet so that I may
walk, and to provide maintenance and continuity for their ideas and
dreams. And in doing so, I share in their dream and the dream becomes
something collective, a dream sustained by people who come after me, and
pick up the needles.
One day we will learn to cast on. But it’s not necessary, because our
forebears have already cast on for us.
12 Jaime Derringer. “She’s Crafty: Yarn Bombing Pioneer Magda Sayeg,” Published in design-milk.com, June 18, 2013. Accessed February 10, 2015 at http://design-milk.com/shes-crafty-yarn-bombing-pioneer-magda-sayeg-knitta/.
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Casting off
Is there an ethical way of casting off from an art collective? What
happens when you come to the end of the knitting pattern, and are ready
to finish your piece by casting the yarn off from your needles? What
happens when someone is ready to cast off before you?
There’s not an easy answer to this and every time I’ve experienced
someone “casting off” it has been a rupturing and difficult experience.
I myself find it hard to bring projects and partnerships to a close.
My psychiatrist used to describe the inevitable shock that sets in
after the completion of a project as “post-partum depression.” Does this
trivialize motherhood? I’m not sure. But projects, especially projects
involving people, can feel like a child—delicate, growing, beautiful,
curious, possessing a mind and will of its own that ought to be tended
but not controlled. And all children grow up and begin to live on their
own. So perhaps one day the water will break or you will break and
you’ll know that it’s time to cast off. Just make sure that you have
been working on clothes for your child that entire time, and hold on to
the threads that keep you close.
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Charkha
During the Indian Independence Movement, the Charkha, or table-top
spinning wheel, became an important symbol adopted by Mohandas K.
Gandhi for the movement. In addition to advocating for a return to
cottage industry in opposition to the mill system imposed by British
Imperialism, Gandhi also invoked the spiritual dimensions of the wheel
to exemplify generosity, service, and class unity.13
I think about the image of the Charkha a lot in terms of the
relationship of textiles to political action. The textile industry
itself is the site of global inequalities that impoverish the non-
West for the consumer pleasures of the West.14 What inspires me most,
however, is how the metaphor of textiles becomes an accessible metaphor
to galvanize a popular movement. Spinning on the Charkha is in itself a
significant political action while at the same time embodying a larger
metaphor for social ethics.
13 Mohandas K. Gandhi, The Gospel of the Charkha, Accessed March 26, 2015 at http://www.mkgandhi.org/momgandhi/chap86.htm, “I … claim for the Charkha the honour of being able to solve the problem of economic distress in a most natural, simple, inexpensive and business like manner….. It is the symbol of the nation’s prosperity and, therefore, freedom. It is a symbol not of commercial war but of commercial peace. (Young India, 8-12-1921, p. 406)”“The message of the spinning-wheel is much wider than its circumference. Its message is one of simplicity, service of mankind, living so as not to hurt others, creating an indissoluble bond between the rich and the poor, capital and labour, the prince and the peasant. That larger message is naturally for all.” (Young India, 17-9-1925, p. 321)”“It is my claim that the universalization of hand-spinning with a full knowledge of all that it stands for alone can bring that [conquest of inertia] in a sub-continent so vast and varied as India. I have compared spinning to the central sun and the other village crafts to the various constellations in the solar system. The former gives light and warmth to the latter and sustains them. Without it they would not be able to exist.” (Harijan, 31-3-1946, p. 58)“The Charkha is not like either the small or large machines of the West. There cores of watches are produced in a few special places. They are sold all over the world. The same tale applies to the sewing machine. These things are symbols of one civilization. The Charkha represents the opposite.We do not to universalize the Charkha through mass production in one place. Our ideal is to make the Charkha and all its accessories in the locality where the spinners live. Therein lies the value of the spinning-wheel. Anything that goes wrong with it should be put right on the spot and the spinners should be taught how to do so.” (Harijan, 20-10-1946, pp. 363-4)
14 Susan S. Bean, “Gandhi and Khadi, the Fabric of Indian Independence”. in The Textile Reader, ed Jessica Hemmings. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Publishing, 2012) pp. 234-246.
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The image of the Charkha also reinforces my personal understanding of
craft and craft-based knowledge
as knowledge that originates from
a non-Western perspective, and
thus heals my migrant soul. Art
history is for the most part a
Western tradition that elevates a
realm of high art separate from
the craft of the everyday. I see my
own cultural heritage, which finds
art in calligraphy, embroidery,
and pottery, classified as “craft”
and not high art in the canons of
Western art history because of the
functional everyday use of aesthetic
objects. Within a Western context, to reclaim craft as art is to
reclaim my right to an alternative cultural heritage.15
15 Paulo Freire, Pedagogy of the Oppressed. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Academic, 2013). “Whether urbane or harsh, cultural invasion is thus always an act of violence against the persons of the invaded culture, who lose their originality or face the threat of losing it. In cultural invasion (as in all the modalities of anti-dialogical action) the invaders are the authors of, and actors in, the process; those they invade are the objects. [...] Cultural conquest leads to the cultural inauthenticity of those who are invaded; they begin to respond to the values, the standards, and the goals of the invaders,” (152-153).
The iconic image of Gandhi and his charkha, photographed by Margaret Bourke-White for LIFE Magazine.
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Disability
I am 26 years old and the face of an art collective comprised of
predominantly women, predominantly over 50 years old. I am fairly self
conscious of the fact that some of these women see me as young enough
to be their child, and somehow they respect what I say anyway. I am
fairly conscious that it is much sexier for mainstream media to latch
onto me as a figurehead for this movement, then it is to latch onto a 70
year-old woman in a wheelchair, who nevertheless may be the architect
of an impending revolution.
Someone once left a comment on one of our Youtube videos, stating to
the effect “Whatever. It’s not street art. It’s not like these people
are taking risks.” Which is true in the sense that we will never be
targeted for being a young man of color in the United States.16 It’s also
untrue in the sense that just because these women aren’t hanging off
of billboards in the middle of the night, doesn’t mean that they take
equivalent physical risks in order to yarnbomb.
Have you ever experienced heatstroke in Los Angeles in your 60s? That’s
what these women risk when they commit to a yarnbombing installation
for 3 hours. Do your hands occasionally freeze up while crocheting
because you have arthritis from years and years of clerical work? What
about chronic back pain that shoots up on the most inconvenient of
days, such as when you have to get on a ladder to yarnbomb something
high? Among our group, I am the designated person who gets up on
ladders, because I am 26 and insured.
Crafting naturally lends itself to the purview of the disabled, the
ailing, the elderly. We receive countless letters from people saying
that they either knitted their contributions for us when they were in
the hospital, or while they were waiting for someone in the hospital.
I remember sewing together granny squares in the hospital, as I
watched someone I loved pass away from cancer. It was the first time
that someone had ever passed away in my life, but it was not the first
16 See image at: http://blackgirlflymag.tumblr.com/post/103522481567/blacklivesmatter-at-www-blackgirlflymag-com
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time for many of my older peers and collaborators. Crafters experience
and pass through a lot of illness. It gets woven into the click of our
needles, the fabric that we touch and spin.
The haptic nature of crafting also opens up new avenues of possibility
for the disabled. We frequently collaborate with visually impaired
crocheters from the Braille Institute. Some are completely blind,
others only partially visually impaired. Either way, they lack the
ability to distinguish precisely the play of light, dark, and color
in a visual artwork such as Monet’s Waterlilies. However, through the
sense of touch, they are able to experience our works and contribute
brilliant works in return. For our project Yarn-o-Polis, one of the
visually impaired crocheters crocheted a braille message into her work
for the project, through the use of a crocheted popcorn stitch. It was
brilliant, and moving, and one of my favorite pieces.
Our relationship with the Braille
Institute is not one of artists
swooping in to empower the helpless,
because they are pretty fucking
empowered. One of our visually
impaired collaborators has lived alone
in Hollywood with her service dog for
years. She doesn’t need us to “save”
her. I think what our relationship with
the Braille Institute does is open up
a new terrain for human connection,
exchange, and understanding. We gain a
deeper understanding of each other as
artists, makers, and human beings, that enriches our own experience and
our interactions with others.
It’s not just physical disability, either. Knitting and crochet are known
to assist concentration in children with ADHD. As Kathryn Vercillo,
one of our frequent contributors writes in Crochet Saved My Life, it
A submission from Esther Finney, visually impaired crochet instructor at the Braille Institute for the Visually Impaired.
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has helped her and countless people cope with depression.17 I too cope
with mental disability, a depression that leaves me confined to my bed
for days, and post traumatic stress disorder that leaves me gasping
and dizzy after a chance encounter on the subway. Crocheting for a
few hours is how I escape my thoughts, and feel like I am still doing
something productive, in control of my own hands even as my mind is
spiraling into a black elsewhere.
I think this relationship between craft and disability has something
to do with centering an experience within the body in an age when more
and more voices are beginning to critique the mind-body split model
inherited from the Western Enlightenment.18 That as your body, or your
mind, becomes something strange and bedridden, it can be incredibly
empowering to pick up a pair of needles and know that you can still
express yourself through making. That touch, on a very basic and primal
level, is healing.
For me, it’s important to rewrite the idea of art-making to include
the experience of disability and disabled artists. I am often awed at
how much being an artist, and being a member of society in general,
is contingent on one being able-bodied. You know, the Jackson Pollock
model of displaying your virility through pouring paint over an
excessively large canvas. But what if we suddenly become bedridden
for months, even years, with illness? What if we need to take time
off every day in order to care for ourselves,19 and can’t possibly keep
up with the 2-day-jobs-and-all-night-painting-in-the-studio schedule
17 Kathryn Vercillo. Crochet Saved My Life. (CreateSpace: 2012).
18 Rene Descartes. Meditations on First Philosophy. (Simon & Brown, 2001)
19 Christine Miserandino,. “The Spoon Theory”. Accessed Nov 28, 2014 at http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/ “Its hard, the hardest thing I ever had to learn is to slow down, and not do everything. I fight this to this day. I hate feeling left out, having to choose to stay home, or to not get things done that I want to. I wanted her to feel that frustration. I wanted her to understand, that everything everyone else does comes so easy, but for me it is one hundred little jobs in one. I need to think about the weather, my temperature that day, and the whole day’s plans before I can attack any one given thing. When other people can simply do things, I have to attack it and make a plan like I am strategizing a war. It is in that lifestyle, the difference between being sick and healthy. It is the beautiful ability to not think and just do. I miss that freedom. I miss never having to count ‘spoons’.”
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demanded of the professional artist?20 I want to live in a world in
which these able-bodied barriers to making are first acknowledged, and
then structurally overcome. Artists should live with disability and art-
making should not be the purview of the able-bodied.
20 Sunny Taylor. “The Right Not to Work”, Monthly Review, Vol 5:10 (2004). Accessed Nov 28, 2014 at http://monthlyreview.org/2004/03/01/the-right-not-to-work-power-and-disability/
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DYE-archy
We started as a democratic enterprise. We had a dream of horizontality.
And then somewhere along the way, horizontality went awry.
In a statement that will no doubt make John Locke and a thousand
suffragettes turn over in their graves, I no longer believe so much
in democracy, as I do now in DYE-archy. Diarchy, as poet Sonia Sanchez
would define to us, is:
[...] the whole idea of patriarchy and matriarchy portends
something called ‘power.’ We might have had these women-
centered homes, but it didn’t mean power. [...] I came up
with a term called diarchy. I said Black families were
diarchal, most of them, in that you might have had a
woman there, a mother there, but you had a grandmother,
you had an uncle, you had some cousins in there. Diarchy
happens when a family is under duress, under stress from a
society.21
Democracy has functioned in YBLA in terms of thinking about decision-
making and worth, but not really about roles. Perhaps the problem
with horizontality is that it presumes an equivalence of power with an
equivalence in individual subjectivities. This is simply not true. A
collaborative relationship with an introverted, diffident collaborator
is so much different from a relationship with an outspoken, headstrong
one. In these situations, a perfect theory of social organization cannot
be uniformly applied.
Instead of democracy, I’ve been thinking about social structures that
are, in fact, tailored to the individual voices and needs of the
participants. So I like to refer to this idea of the DYE-archy, because
we do act like a family, and we all have roles that relate to our
gender, life experiences, and age. I think that people can hold equal
21 Sonia Sanchez, “A Course on the Black Woman”, Youtube, 8:41, posted by thevisionaryproject, March 22, 2010. Accessed Nov 28, 2014 at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISn0x008eFI.
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amounts of power, but still play different roles. And I would even
venture to say that this is a more fair and kind model than democracy,
because it acutely recognizes and is centered around people’s strengths
and needs.
In a conversation with another artist collective,22 one of the members
once referred to this as the “rock band” model of collectivity. You
don’t want everyone to be the lead singer - too much hairspray and ego
would get in the way. Instead, you recognize the validity of the bass
player and the drummer.
As we are much less of an enterprise based on rock and roll (though you
never know), I like to describe what we have as simply, family.
22 Ed Giardina from Finishing School, to be exact. Thanks, Ed. http://finishing-school-art.net.
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Entanglement
There’s this man in our collective who loves to disentangle balls of
yarn. He will sit there for hours, calmly unknotting yarn and passing
one skein under the other until finally, a perfect ball of yarn has been
created.
Yarn inevitably falls into some form of entanglement, given long enough.
Shuttled from bag to bag, hand to hand, the ends start to disappear
into one large, interconnected mass. If you keep at collective practice
long enough, you’ll also find yourself in some form of entanglement.
Perhaps your finances all of a sudden become part of the group’s finances
because you don’t want to go through a fiscal sponsor. Perhaps you
start finding the collective’s art supplies all over your garage turned
studio apartment. Perhaps you keep on losing a pair of scissors every
single time to the communal stash. Maybe you start talking about the
collective whenever someone starts asking about you. Perhaps you become
emotionally and personally invested in well being of your collaborators’
families. Perhaps your collaborators become personally invested in your
lack of a car.
Entanglement is natural as is the desire to disentangle into some sort
of autonomous, workable entity that will inevitably become entangled
again. When you become entangled, you have two choices. You can cut off
the entangled portion and throw it away, which is a shame and a waste
of yarn, or you can slowly re-trace your steps, and figure out how you
became entangled into the first place.
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Gauge
Gauge determines how large a piece of fabric a type of yarn will
create. The size of a piece of fabric depends on the thickness of the
yarn, the size of the knitting needles, and the particular habits of
the knitter. Some people always knit at a smaller gauge, yarn tightly
wound around their needles at all times. I, on the other hand, tend to
make big gaping looping holes.
Knitters really like to know their gauge. Without it, that sweater
for your child might balloon into a sweater for yourself. Inevitably
when we put out a call for entries, the first question is, “what is the
gauge”? And then when we inevitably reply, “It’s up to you! The sky is
the limit! Use your imagination!” a panicked look flickers behind the
questioners’ eyes.
This is because knitters live with a lot of rules and precision in
order to create a crafted, loving object. And even within the guise of
conducting an “artistic venture,” some rules are required for comfort
and for sanity. “Just do anything,” is more terrifying and frustrating
than, “We need blue pieces in a certain size.” The key is to balance
the stipulation of rules with enough freedom to stimulate creativity
and encourage people to confront their own fear of knitting outside the
gauge.
For people who have been meticulously measuring their gauge their
entire life, breaking the rules can seem like an absolute rearranging
of their reality. Which can result in incredibly fulfilling and
unexpected results, and is perhaps one of the main functions of art and
the artist in society.
Gauge the situation.
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Group Quilt
A group quilt occurs when a group of people decide upon a certain
square, pattern, and size for their part of the quilt. Each quilter
then goes home and makes nine, or however many versions of the square
that was decided upon. The quilters then reunite, and exchange their
squares so that each person’s quilt contains squares made by the other
quilters.
Group quilts exemplify the crossroads between individuality and loss
of authorship. Certainly each square made by an individual quilter has
its own signature flair. Sometimes it might even be too ugly for the
recipient of said square. When all the squares are pieced together,
however, the quilt loses any individual authorship over the making of
the quilt. The quilt reflects the group that made it, as well as the
material history of the chosen quilt pattern and methodology.
Group quilts are not the only group processes, but I do wish we had
more language to parse out the difference between individuality and
authorship, and to not care so much about the latter.23
23 Fredric Jameson, Brecht and Method. (Brooklyn, New York: Verso, 1999). Words that I have been thinking about lately, regarding the relationship between individual and collective subjectivity:“In the 1960s many people came to realize that in a truly revolutionary collective experience what comes into being is not a faceless or anonymous crowd or “mass” but, rather, a new level of being… in which individuality is not effaced but completed by collectivity. It is an experience that has now slowly been forgotten, its traces systematically effaced by the return of desperate individualisms of all kinds.”
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Head Poncho
Somehow, within this mesh of personalities and voices, I have become
the gatekeeper. And it is an uncomfortable position for someone who
dearly believes in collectivity. I am uncomfortable at this amount of
power centered in my being. But I also know that, in ceding me this
power, others have placed in me the power that they are hesitant to
wield in themselves, or to be wielded by another.
So I deemed myself the “Head Poncho.” Head because you should know
that I’m in charge. Poncho because puns comparing myself to a piece
of outerwear help undercut any sense of dictatorial authority. Not to
mention that most “honchos” are men. And I try to practice a balance
of being in charge and being extraordinarily humble at the same time.
Being in charge paradoxically means that you are the most beholden to
the wishes and needs of the group. At least, if you’re trying to be
ethical about it.
It can be extraordinarily humbling when something goes wrong with an
outside partner and I take responsibility on behalf of the group. Or to
come up with what you consider a brilliant idea only to discover that
the group doesn’t buy into it. Buy-in is incredibly important because
it makes the difference between feeling like you are dragging along a
group of people for several months, instead of collaborating in unison.
I lead, but I don’t do anything alone.
Perhaps we need to rewrite our understanding of leadership to not mean
“being in charge,” but rather, “at your service.” In that case, we can
all be leaders. And we can all be in service to one another.
I also have been thinking about Paulo Freire’s adages on leadership.
Which is that revolutions require an organized body and a leader. But a
true revolutionary leader always listens and leads with the people, not
apart from them.24
24 Paulo Freire, Pedagogy of the Oppressed. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Academic, 2013). “Violence is initiated by those who oppress, who exploit, who fail to recognize others as persons - not by those who are oppressed, exploited, and unrecognized. It
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Instruction
Every person I have talked to about how they learned to knit have
replied with some form of, “my mother taught me.” Strangely, no one
has ever learned to knit from an art school or a four year university.
My mother taught me how to knit and crochet at a young age. All the
women on my mom’s side of the family knit. I still remember my aunt
coming up to me when I was five, and asking me to pick out a yarn for
a sweater she was making me. To this day, people recoil when I tell
them my grandmother knit me a pair
of pants (It was cold. They were
warm.). Learning how to knit, sew,
and crochet seemed as natural as the
hum of my mother’s sewing machine,
churning out dresses because we
couldn’t afford to purchase them from
stores.
Crafting is among the traditions
that are self taught or passed down
through generations, and that is
radical to me. What else are they
not teaching in schools? Each craft
object made thus carries with them that instructional moment of one-on-
one encounter, one hand touching the other while seated at the kitchen
table, in a library, in the living room—somewhere outside of a school.
The movements become a dance that your grandmother danced, a material
is not the unloved who initiate disaffection, but those who cannot love because they love only themselves. It is not the helpless, subject to terror, who initiate terror, but the violent, who with their power create the concrete situation which begets the “rejects of life.” It is not the tyrannized who initiate despotism, but the tyrants. It is not the despised who initiate hatred, but those who despise. It is not those whose humanity is denied them who negate humankind, but those who denied that humanity (thus negating their own as well). (55).“A revolutionary leadership must accordingly practice co-intentional education. Teachers and students (leadership and people), co-intent on reality, are both Subjects, not only in the task of unveiling that reality, and thereby coming to know it critically, but in the task of re-creating that knowledge. As they attain this knowledge of reality through common reflection and action, they discover themselves as its permanent re-creators. In this way, the presence of the oppressed in the struggle for their liberation will be what it should be: not pseudo-participation, but committed involvement.” (69)
Cora, an aspiring fashion designer, teaches one of her peers how to finger-knit during a public event at UCLA Fowler Museum.
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memory passed down through touch. Craft knowledge is an intimate
knowledge at the same time that it is a shared one.
It is incredibly inspiring when we come up with an idea for an art
project, and members of our community take ownership of the project
enough that they start instructing casual participants on how to do
the project. Even better when two people who don’t know each other and
who aren’t actively involved in the collective, attend the same workshop
session and find themselves teaching each other their own particular
milieu of craft knowledge.
Ideas travel faster when you empower others to teach that idea.
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Looping
All knitting and crochet begins with a loop. A slipknot of one piece
of yarn crossed in front of the other and then pushed through the
opening that creates. All knitting and crochet consists of just loops,
reconfigured. Multiple loops that you cast onto a needle. A single loop
that you pull through another loop. Two loops if your preference is to
double crochet. Three loops that you move onto a third needle so you
can knit the three loops behind it (this is what we call cabling).
Activities don’t have to be difficult, and most of the time, should not
be difficult. Break it down. Talk about loops.
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Manifesto for Maintenance Work, 201425
C. Maintenance [of social practices] is a drag; it takes all the fucking
time (lit.)
The mind boggles and chafes at the boredom.
The [institutionalized social practice] culture confers lousy status on
maintenance jobs [required to sustain social practice projects once the
‘artist’ leaves] =
minimum wages, housewives [and volunteer performers] = no pay.
Clean your desk, [clean your studio], [look up people to add to the
mailing list], finish the report, [send the newsletter], [upload pictures
to facebook], correct the typos, pay your bills, [track down your
invoices], [start a twitter], [decide if you want to become an LLC or
501c3], save string, go to the store, [sort through donations], [sort
supplies into ikea bags for workshops], [take those ikea bags on the
bus because you don’t have a car], [give instruction], say it again - he
doesn’t understand, [smile and nod], [wonder if you’re being ethical],
[send out meeting notes and agendas], [sit through meetings with city
officials], [contact the engineer], call him again
D. Art. Everything I say is Art is Art [even sending emails].
Everything I do is
Art is Art [even making spreadsheets]. “We have no art, we try to do
everything
well.” (Balinese saying).
Avant-garde [social practice] art, which claims utter development, is
infected
by strains of maintenance ideas, maintenance activities, and
maintenance materials.
Conceptual and Process Art, especially, claim pure development
and change, yet employ [unacknowledged volunteer labor and] purely
almost maintenance processes [that ought to be economically sustained
beyond the budget of a 3 month exhibition].
25 A rewriting of Mierle Laderman Ukeles, Manifesto for Maintenance Art, 1969!
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Motherhood
Many of the people within our collective are mothers (and one father).
Organizing a group of mothers is radically different from organizing a
group of single, attractive people in their early thirties, which tends
to be the demographic of activists that invite me to social justice
happy hours in bars. In the interest of becoming a mother one day, and
of being included in social life, here are a couple of observations
about mothers.
Mothers don’t live 9-to-5 schedules.
It’s a miracle that mothers can take any time off at all from being a
mother to participate in a public art project. Mothers sometimes have
time to themselves between the hours when they drop their kids off and
pick their kids up from school - so approximately 10am to 3pm. In the
evenings, they’re helping their children with homework. On the weekends,
they’re dropping their kids off at guitar lessons and picking their
kids up from soccer practice. Summers for mothers are not too good,
unless they can send their kids to summer camp.
So how do you reach out into this temporality of mothers? The easiest
way is to just ask them. Barring that, mothers can most likely get away
during daylight and on the weekends. Mothers are also skilled at taking
phone calls while cleaning dishes, so perhaps you want to check in with
them over the phone or email instead of physically. But never expect a
mother to attend each and every one of your meetings—birthday parties
simply will get in the way. Instead, practice understanding and working
on finding mothers a way to stay updated and contribute from the comfort
of their own home—in between soccer practices, of course.
Mothers take their children places.
The easiest place to have a mother attend your gathering is to welcome
their children. But of course, this requires some tweaking of the
gathering format.
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Location is an obvious concern. Bars are perhaps not good settings
for these interactions. Instead, places that provide distractions for
children are key. Places with happy meals, places with playscapes,
places with things for children to explore and look at. In the absence
of that, bring your own distractions. I hear kids are easily soothed
with iPads these days.
Kids can only watch the Disney channel on their iPads for so long,
however. I’ve noticed that kids start complaining at the two hour mark,
which is when the distractions usually run out. Something to consider
when planning the timespan of a collective gathering.
In general, serious meetings with a lot of pontification don’t go over
well with children. To be quite honest, serious meetings with a lot of
pontification don’t go over well with many adults, either. There is a
time and place for those, but I hope you keep those to a minimum—and/or
post a heavy disclaimer before inviting me.
I once had a conversation with one of my artist friends who felt that
she couldn’t participate in a collective fully because the meetings
took place for three hours in the evening. Her child, who she would
take to these meetings, often grew disruptive and cranky. I asked her
what she imagined as a solution, and she suggested a system of rotating
childcare, kind of like setting up an adjacent daycare to the meeting
space. I thought this was a great idea and I’ve tried to initiate it
at gatherings, but I have never been able to get it to work. Inevitably
despite everyone’s best intentions, the mother is the one who ends up
running after her child. Something to ponder and think about, because I
still think it’s a brilliant idea that I would like to see realized.
This entire treatise may make it seem like children are little terrors,
but they are little joys as well, or at the very least a truth of
community-oriented life. And actually, taking one’s children places
becomes an incredible advantage once mothers have children that are
in college or in their late twenties. Then the children become extra
helping hands—read: unpaid labor—in fabrication and installation.
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Mothers are highly educated, accomplished, skilled and cool.
Mothers seem to become synonymous with their children and/or their
duties once they reach motherhood. Which obscures this very important
fact - mothers are actually much cooler than their children! Mothers
have advanced degrees in obscure fields. Mothers have worked a variety
of jobs before settling into motherhood. Mothers have hobbies. Mothers
tell really, really shocking jokes about penises. So yes, the person
you’re organizing is a mother. But she is also so much more than that.
In a nutshell, mothers are very valuable people with very specific
circumstances and needs. For Christ’s fucking sake, organize your next
social practice project to include mothers.
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Patterning
Patterning is all over the internet. Across multiple robust networks,
knitters and crocheters share, create, exchange, and purchase patterns
for their work. In search for a new shawl? Baby slippers? Christmas
tree ornaments for your coworkers who you don’t actually like that much?
There’s a pattern for that.
Only big corporations such as Lion Brand yarn make you pay for patterns.
But a crafty crafter knows how to get her patterns on the sly.26 She
knows how to xerox patterns out of her circle’s books. The forums in
which she can ask others for patterns. How to look at a certain pattern
for purchase, find a similar free pattern on the internet, and then
modify it so that it’s almost similar.
That’s the thing, is that all patterns become modified and undergo a
mutation of some sort once it’s in the hands of the crafter. I mean,
you’re not really going to have a stash of XYZ yarn from XYZ company in
XYZ dyelot lying around to make that
one sweater for a person of XYZ height
and girth, are you? Crafters take
existing patterns, split them apart,
add a drop stitch here, an intarsia
piece there, change the prevailing
texture from stockinette to seed
stitch, and all of a sudden the pattern
becomes something new and unique. And
perhaps once that crafter shares her
new pattern with her friend, it mutates
from there.
Patterning is the dissemination of free and open knowledge. Patterning
is the new open source.27 Fuck it, open source is the new patterning.
26 Ravelry.com is a popular resource for free patterns.
27 Ele Carpenter, “Open Source Embroidery: Curatorial Facilitation of Material Networks”. in The Textile Reader, ed Jessica Hemmings. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Publishing, 2012) p. 336-346.
Three contributors from Missouri artfully demonstrate variations on the granny square pattern.
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Piecework
Garment industry workers are sometimes paid per piece. They come, pick
up their supplies from the central factory, and complete the work at
home. Hats, garments, you name it are created in this manner, and this
type of economy often enables undocumented and illegal laborers to be
paid similar undocumented and illegal wages.
Piecework is a potential model for economic exploitation, and a
potential model for collective working. I know, sometimes social
practice looks like fascism. However, piecework functions in our
collective in terms of bridging the gap between collective gatherings
and individual contributions.
As much as we would all like to gather together and collectively work
on a piece from start to finish, our jobs and families don’t permit
collectivity to such an extent. The second best alternative is to break
the project down into small pieces for people to take home, assemble,
and bring back to the next gathering.
The piecework methodology has worked tremendously for us and allowed
us to be more inclusive of people who are often limited by time
and geography. We would like to think that instead of economically
exploiting the situation, piecework allows for each collective member to
structure their life so that it can accommodate economic needs and art-
making.
Much like economic piecework, however, someone needs to organize
the distribution of pieces. Piecework functions best when everyone
has a clear idea of the overall goal and how their particular piece
contributes to that goal. Even the most complex goals and ideas benefit
from being broken down into smaller, simpler parts, one piece at a
time.
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Repurposing
I have a theory that, when the world goes to shit, the poor are the
ones who will survive. They’ll survive because they have had to survive
their entire life.
These days I occasionally raise an eyebrow at the latest urban garden
or reusable shopping bag campaign, because those were not en vogue when
my immigrant parents smuggled seeds to the United States and planted
gardens because we could not afford food for a family of four, not
because we were inspired by a book by Alice Waters.28 Urban gardening,
in my personal history, has always belonged to the poor.
Repurposing, I think, also belongs to the poor, and to crafters. So
many crafters I know are resourceful in so many ways. They collect
bottle caps, soda-pop tabs, buttons, newspapers, clothing labels,
and find ways to remake them into something absolutely stunning and
functional. They make their own bags out of t-shirts, and their own
yarn out of bags.29
An ethos of resourcefulness and repurposing is woven into the history
of craft. The humble granny square began as a way for crocheters to use
up their leftover yarn. Building on the modular element of a simple,
small square, the granny square allowed crocheters to create afghans,
shawls, bags, and what-have-you from the scraps at the bottom of their
yarn stash. Improvisational quilts created by former African-American
slave families also consist of fabric scraps painstakingly reconfigured
into beautiful, functional works of art.30
So don’t get it twisted. This practice of re-contextualizing objects from
everyday life did not begin with Duchamp or Warhol. It began with crafters.
28 Alice Waters, Chez Panisse Menu Cookbook. (New York, NY: William Morrow Cookbooks, 1999).
29 Rebecca Earley, “Upcycling Textiles: Adding Value Through Design”. in The Textile Reader, ed Jessica Hemmings. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Publishing, 2012) pp. 376-386
30 Lisa Hix. “The Beautiful Chaos of Improvisational Quilts.” in Collectors Weekly, July 13, 2011. Accessed February 2015 at http://www.collectorsweekly.com/articles/quilting-jazz-with-a-needle-and-thread/
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Riot Grrrl
Riot Grrrl is an early social practice movement that is just now
currently being institutionalized into the hallowed texts of art
history, via the current exhibition Alien She.31
Riot Grrrl embodies a lot of the ideals of contemporary social
practice. Kathleen Hanna’s Riot Grrrl Manifesto discusses anti-
capitalism, the creation of communities without hierarchies, and the
grassroots production of culture via do-it-yourself posters, fanzines,
and mix tapes.32 Riot Grrrl traveled fast and furious through word of
31 Earlier appearances of Riot Grrrl in the museum include programs in the Walker Art Center during the 1990s, I am told by a source close to me who used to work at the Walker.
32 Kathleen Hanna, “Riot Grrrl Manifesto,” Bikini Kill Zine, 1991.BECAUSE us girls crave records and books and fanzines that speak to US that WE feel included in and can understand in our own ways.BECAUSE we wanna make it easier for girls to see/hear each other’s work so that we can share strategies and criticize-applaud each other.BECAUSE we must take over the means of production in order to create our own moanings. BECAUSE viewing our work as being connected to our girlfriends-politics-real lives is essential if we are gonna figure out how we are doing impacts, reflects, perpetuates, or DISRUPTS the status quo.BECAUSE we recognize fantasies of Instant Macho Gun Revolution as impractical lies meant to keep us simply dreaming instead of becoming our dreams AND THUS seek to create revolution in our own lives every single day by envisioning and creating alternatives to the bullshit christian capitalist way of doing things.BECAUSE we want and need to encourage and be encouraged in the face of all our own insecurities, in the face of beergutboyrock that tells us we can’t play our instruments, in the face of “authorities” who say our bands/zines/etc are the worst in the US andBECAUSE we don’t wanna assimilate to someone else’s (boy) standards of what is or isn’t.BECAUSE we are unwilling to falter under claims that we are reactionary “reverse sexists” AND NOT THE TRUEPUNKROCKSOULCRUSADERS THAT WE KNOW we really are.BECAUSE we know that life is much more than physical survival and are patently aware that the punk rock “you can do anything” idea is crucial to the coming angry grrl rock revolution which seeks to save the psychic and cultural lives of girls and women everywhere, according to their own terms, not ours.BECAUSE we are interested in creating non-heirarchical ways of being AND making music, friends, and scenes based on communication + understanding, instead of competition + good/bad categorizations.BECAUSE doing/reading/seeing/hearing cool things that validate and challenge us can help us gain the strength and sense of community that we need in order to figure out how bullshit like racism, able-bodieism, ageism, speciesism, classism, thinism, sexism, anti-semitism and heterosexism figures in our own lives.BECAUSE we see fostering and supporting girl scenes and girl artists of all kinds as integral to this process.BECAUSE we hate capitalism in all its forms and see our main goal as sharing information and staying alive, instead of making profits of being cool according to traditional standards.BECAUSE we are angry at a society that tells us Girl = Dumb, Girl = Sad, Girl = Weak.
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mouth, records and mail, spreading like a virus through person to
person contact. Words and images become photocopied, recombined until
there was no individual voice, only a raucous roar shouting revolution.
Riot Grrrl gathered in conventions and protests. Riot Grrrl captured an
audience that was marginalized from the traditional art world, and from
traditional male-dominated punk venues.
Riot Grrrl also exhibits the same problematics that prevent it from
being canonized in art history. There is no one singular author of Riot
Grrrl. Riot Grrrl never tried to be a part of the art museum culture,
despite the many visual ephemera and performative actions produced. And
the voices shouting their truths are the voices of teenage girls and
young women, voices that still strive to be heard today in their full
authenticity.
Riot Grrrl became a movement because while there was certainly a
center, i.e. Kathleen Hanna and Bikini Kill, it was an idea that could
take many forms and be easily adopted by others. In this sense, Riot
Grrrl lost its center, ceased to become organized activity, and instead
became a dangerous transmission of ideas.
If movements are headless, how do we attribute them?
BECAUSE we are unwilling to let our real and valid anger be diffused and/or turned against us via the internalization of sexism as witnessed in girl/girl jealousism and self defeating girltype behaviors.BECAUSE I believe with my wholeheartmindbody that girls constitute a revolutionary soul force that can, and will change the world for real.
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Social enterprise
I first learned about social enterprise from partnering with the
Downtown Women’s Center, a permanent supportive housing facility for
homeless women in Skid Row. Downtown Women’s Center has been engaging
in social enterprise for two years now. They provide professional
development and hands on skill training for homeless women to craft
jewelry, pouches, soaps, and various other items to sell through the
Downtown Women’s Center and its partners.33 The Downtown Women’s Center
then pays the women per piece that they create.
As artists, we were brought in as partners to design products for the
women to create. After several testing sessions, we then conducted
4-week workshops in which we taught
women how to knit and incorporate those
skills into the final product.
Partnering through the Downtown Women’s
Center was a phenomenal learning
experience to understand how artists
working in socially engaged manners
can partner with larger social service
organizations. There’s a certain
learning exchange that occurs between
both groups, from us learning how
a social services agency operates, to the Downtown Women’s Center
learning about how we use public art to make a public statement.
As an artist, I ask a lot about how much of my integrity or criticality
I give up when I partner with a social institution. Are artists only
mouthpieces for the ideals of the social institution? I think about the
proposition to design a poster illustrating some nonprofit’s slogan, and
I cringe. Where is the art in that?
33 Dena Younkin, “Engaging Community Through Social Enterprise”. Posted in Social Enterprise Alliance Los Angeles Chapter, June 23, 2014. Accessed November 28, 2014 at http://www.sealosangeles.org/engaging_community_through_social_enterprise
Knit house ornaments created in collaboration with homeless and formerly homeless women at the Downtown Women’s Center.
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I think partnerships between artists and social institutions work best
when art-making is acknowledged as a complementary and integral part
of the social institution’s mission. In the Downtown Women’s Center’s
case, knitting was not just an act designed to broadcast their message.
Instead, knitting became part of their operations, a way to provide
a therapeutic activity to homeless women and encourage them to earn
income.
It has been incredibly fulfilling as an artist to be able to consult
with policy makers, social workers, and researchers on unique social
issues, the complexity of which I would not be able to grasp through
just my own research alone. At its height, artists and social
institutions mutually benefit from exchanging with each other and finding
a way to complement each other’s work. Social enterprise provides one
model for potential collaboration between artists and social service
organizations.
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Spin-tern
What is an internship in today’s society? What does it empower one to do?
What kind of a world are we offering our college graduates as they set
out into the world, eyes bright and minds filled with recondite Foucault
theories?34
Pedagogically speaking, all experiences are learning experiences. But
some learning experiences are better than others. Through our spin-tern
program, I have attempted to rethink what it means to offer mentorship and
receive free labor in a post-industrial economy.
My parents, who grew up in an era where a college education promised full
time employment and retirement benefits, don’t quite understand what I do.
And I doubt I will fully understand the hybridized jobs that my spin-terns
will continue onto in their lives, even though we’re only a few years
apart in age. My spin-terns talk about starting fashion cooperatives in
Africa, combining digital information technology with art history, and
grassroots consumer-oriented marketing. They are the social entrepreneurs
and content curators of tomorrow, whatever those phrases may mean.
The question always, in the back of my head, is how to tailor an
internship experience for a professional world that is yet undefined, while
at the same time of course convincing someone to share in the drudgery of
making phone calls and researching mailing lists.
This is what I think I can and have offered my spin-terns:
Art World 101
I graduated with my BFA knowing nothing about how the art world operated.
To be honest, sometimes I’m still mystified. The art world is not something
that comes knocking on your door as you sit inside your studio and
generate works of genius. The art world does not run on meritocracy.
Granted, neither does most of the world, but at least the art world has
34 My personal favorite Foucault text is Friendship as a Way of Life. http://commoningtimes.org/texts/mf_friendship_as_a_way_of_life.pdf
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the good taste to not pretend. There are many art worlds out there,
and the secret is knowing which art world to court and which to avoid.
Artists need to be good at mundane things like keeping budgets and
filing one’s taxes. Artists spend a large part of their professional time
writing emails. Throughout my life I have found artistic labor to be
misrepresented and because of that, derogated and undercompensated. My
first task with my spin-terns is to unveil the practical mechanics behind
the romantic notion of being an artist. In doing so, hopefully they can
learn how to manipulate those mechanics into a life they feel is worth
living.
Create Your Own Learning Experience
All of my spin-terns, perhaps because they are wiser than me, don’t
wish to pursue a career as a strict fine artist. The great part about a
public art collective is that it offers a wealth of experiences ranging
from social entrepreneurship, to marketing, to art historical research.
I always try to sit down with my spin-terns and find out about their
interests and their career goals, and then think through how those can
be addressed through their work with our organization. They are often
so passionate and have so many great ideas about ways in which we could
improve on our projects. Sometimes they know exactly what they need to
see their idea through, other times their great idea needs guidance to
become a reality. Either way, even if their idea doesn’t become a reality
within the organization, I try to guide them through the process of
growing an idea from seed to reality.
A slight shift in learning also happens during these interactions. I find
that I am often the one learning most from my spin-tern about all the
newfangled topics that they’re studying in schools these days. They are
the marketing degree I never had, the constant reminder to be kind, the
passion that rekindles the flame in my heart when it grows low. Through
empowering my spin-terns to craft their own internship experience, I
hope I can inspire them to take charge of their education in other ways
as well. Perhaps they’ll realize they already have all the knowledge
inside of them, in order to take on this swiftly tilting planet.
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Stitch ‘N Bitch
A stitch ‘n bitch is a routine gathering of crafters in which they work
on their various projects and discuss their lives. People meet other
crafters working on similar projects, become inspired by each other’s
works, and engage in interpersonal exchange.
Stitch circles like this are common and have happened across time and
geographies. But within the general there is a specific. Each stitch
‘n bitch brings together a certain configuration of personalities and
skills that might be better suited to one person than the other. I
remember one of the ladies in our group, Susie, telling us about how
she had been to several stitch groups all across the city, but because
of reasons of proficiency and/or personality, felt most welcome in ours.
Stitch ‘n bitches are also
one of those forms of
convivial gatherings, like
dinners, in which there
is no greater purpose in
bringing people together
than just to be. What
are the politics in this,
compared to the politics
of a gathering such as a
march or a parade with an
express political purpose?
I think this relates to
the temporality of craft
and durational community-
based work, which asks for engagement beyond the timeframe of a
single 5 hour march. Certainly political demonstrations are explosive,
communicative, and effective.35 However, stitching and bitching engages
35 Alex Ihnen, “The Powerful Symbolism of Shutting Down an Interstate.” Posted in nextSTL.com, November 25, 2014.. Accessed February 10, 2015 at http://nextstl.com/2014/11/powerful-symbolism-shutting-interstate/. If you must know, I’ve been soul searching a lot over the recent resurgence in anti-police brutality activism, to the point that I find it imperative that my forms of
All stitches, no bitches at a typical stitch ‘n bitch.
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in the durational politics of staying with someone over time, and
transforming them through dedicated, consistent support. Stitching and
bitching says that all parts of your life that plague you, like your
back pain or your husband’s behavior, are important and deserving of
support, not just the part of your life that shows up on the news. That
survival, maintenance, and care of the individual and social body are
in itself, political acts that need no further explicit politics.36
living, including my art practice, must change. Thank goodness I wrote this thesis first, as a document of my craft practice. I still believe that craft saves, just perhaps not from police brutality.
36 Audre Lorde, A Burst of Light: Essays. (Ann Arbor, MI: Firebrand Books, 1988) “Caring for myself is not self-indulgence, it is self preservation, and that in itself is an act of political warfare.”
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Street hooker
One day I woke up and realized I was a street hooker.
Not to demean or diminish the work of actual sex workers. I certainly
don’t experience the specter of sexual violence and financial precarity—
well, not to that degree in my chosen profession, anyway. But the same
systemic form of oppression that governs the lives of street hookers
also governs well, my particular form of street hooking.
Street hookers are ladies who dare to step outside the home. Ladies
who practice our craft in public. We take up street corners with our
bodies and our economies, practicing unsanctioned acts that spark the
imagination. Our profession requires us to be limber and physically
daring. We always come prepared with supplies. Our very existence
troubles a landscape built upon the premises of sanitized, controlled
public spaces. And the legal system has no idea what to do with us.
Walking down the street and
riding public transportation
in Los Angeles, I receive
at least one look or ‘hey
girl’ per day implying that
the price for appearing
in public is a constant
reminder of my subjugation
in private. This message
is repeated through
images in street art that
glorify the romance of the
guerilla tagger through
unimaginative, half naked,
sexually available cisgender
female bodies with their
heads blown off. There is nowhere to retreat, not even the spaces of
supposed “guerilla subversion.” Remember that time I got catcalled by
In the spring of 2014 I guerilla distributed over 70 anti-sexual harassment signs in the overhead adspace of Metro buses all across Los Angeles. Did this lessen the level of harassment I received daily? Nah. But after changing their annual survey language to include sexual harassment, Metro will launch a spring 2015 collaboration with Peace Over Violence against sexual harassment. Interventionist art: it works.
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the “artist tent” at Occupy LA? A woman in public is always subject to
the rhetoric of sexual control.
What’s a girl to do? No, not hide in our homes once the sun goes down,
because that’s what you want us to do. We’re going to seize the means of
production37 and occupy public space on our own pink, fuzzy, lascivious,
money-making terms. STREET HOOKERS UNITE.
37 Once again, Kathleen Hanna’s “Riot Grrrl Manifesto,” ladies, gentlemen, and gender-nonconforming folks:“BECAUSE we must take over the means of production in order to create our own moanings.”
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Swatching
Swatching is the practice of knitting/crocheting small pieces of fabric
in order to test out yarn thickness and needle size before officially
embarking on a project. Also to see how certain fibers, especially
variegated ones, look when developed into a larger piece.
It’s helpful to test out many iterations of an idea before launching it
officially or getting other people involved. Because many of our projects
are based in collective making and crowdsourcing, often we make many
prototypes, or “swatches” of a project idea before releasing a call for
entry. Also, sometimes people like instructions. This might be weird
for you to understand as a freewheeling artist. Just roll with it.
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Tension
Maintaining the right amount of tension is key to knitting and crochet.
Too loose, and you will not be able to pick up the yarn with your
hook. Too tight, and you will not be able to get the yarn off of your
needle. In the terms of crochet, tension requires pulling in multiple
directions in order to get the loop just right. Depending on your mood,
the tension in your work can vary from day to day. Similar issues occur
when sewing different fabrics, which require testing different thread
tensions. Jersey? Good luck with that.
Tension is a present, and even
necessary ingredient of social
relations. One cannot enter into
a network of social relationships
and not expect it to contain some
tension. People inevitably bring
their own baggage and biases—and
guess what, you do too! Despite
everyone’s best intentions,
tension results from conflicts in
understanding and experience.
The real trick is not to avoid the tension, but rather to identify it,
understand it, and calibrate the right amount for your project.
Successful crocheting [and social organizing] requires being pulled in two directions.
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Time
Crafting time is unlike consumer time. Crafting time is unlike driving
time. Crafting time is unlike capitalist time.
Crafting is slow and repetitive. Crafting has no deadlines, because at
some point your hands just simply cannot knit faster than the speed of
light. Crafting resists instant gratification. Crafting is about watching
something develop before your eyes and underneath your hands, one row
at a time.38
There is one thing that crafting time is like. Crafting time is
like human time. It takes just about the same amount of time to
produce transformative change in an individual, as it does to knit
five sweaters. Or fifty sweaters. Or three sweaters. You know what I
mean. Crafting time is like institutional time, because both you and
I know how sluggish bureaucracies can be. To learn how to work within
individuals, societies, movements, and/or institutions, you need to
learn how to craft.
Crafting time requires patience. It is an ethic of tending and not
of rupture. Of pleasure in process instead of pleasure in result.
Crafting requires a sustained vision of the end result, and the quiet
persistence to see it through.
I was not taught to tell time according to craft in art school. I was
taught to turn in a new piece for critique every week. I was not taught
to craft time in capitalist workplaces that wanted everything faster,
immediately, now. When people want me to make sweaters for them,
tomorrow, I think they must not have learned time according to craft,
either.
But now as I work within people, as I peer within myself over the years
it has taken me to recover from post traumatic stress disorder, I have
38 Mole Leigh, “Chromanual Craft: Time Investment as a Value in Contemporary Western Craft”, in Journal of Design History, Vol. 15, No. 1 (2002), pp. 33-45. Oxford University Press.
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learned what it means to tell time according to the lifespan of craft.
The slow development of this stitching beneath my hands is the same as
the slow mending within my heart. And everyone has to mend, is mended
by transformative community work.
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Warm Fuzzies
Everyone loves yarnbombing because sweaters are literally warm and
fuzzy. But I also like to think there’s a psychological attachment to
the warm and fuzzy.
Warm fuzzies are not popular in conceptual art, I think. I find many
artists dealing with subject matters such as abjection, suffering,
angst, frustrated heroism, and social critique. Fewer artists engaged
on the topic of warm fuzzies. Warm fuzzies seem to be reserved for the
realm of Lisa Frank and her empire of technicolor pony illustrations.
Feeling good cannot possibly be a gesture of art.
And yet, both literally and psychologically, warm fuzzies have become
an important part of my art practice. I think I have hugged over 200
people in the name of art. I’ve also injured perhaps 3 of those people
with my aggressive hugging. You can probably identify me in our public
workshops because I’m the one chirping out “hello” with a large smile
on my face. My collaborators refer to me as a constant optimist, a
“Polly-Anna” with way too much faith in humanity (I’m working on that).
And yet these simple acts of greeting, acknowledgement, and optimism
are key to sustaining collaborative relationships and connections.
Certainly there are moments when I am exhausted, distracted, and full
of self doubt. But then I think about the leap of faith a stranger
takes, to come to a participatory art event full of people they don’t
know, and to carve out space within their schedule of work, life, and
childcare. The least you can do to return their generosity is to make
them feel welcome and make them feel like they have come to a place of
value to them.
What no one tells you about warm fuzzy behavior, is that it heals you
as much as it heals others.
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Warping Space
In the Summer of 2014, we were
invited by Cal State Long
Beach University Art Museum
to activate a sculpture that
a student design course had
created in collaboration with
local architecture group
Materials and Applications. We
collaborated with their fiber
arts department and the Long
Beach Depot for Creative Reuse
to create a collaborative loom
that people could weave into
using recycled materials. We
called it Warping Space, because we are great at puns (the warp is the
vertical strands of fiber on a loom, the weft is the horizontal strands.
The more you know.).
What we had unconsciously tapped into through this project was a
centuries old practice of collective weaving. Collective weaving has
been around for millennia. Elizabeth Wayland Barber’s book references
a 560 BC Grecian vase depicting women weaving on a floor weighted
room.39 Looms are such large and complicated endeavors, that its setup
inevitably implies collective action. Social relationships around
crafting, then, was not just invented by me, but rather reach back
centuries, even before this understanding of formalized high art.
Another plate shows a sixth millennium B.C. house set up specifically
for weaving. What is notable is that the architecture of the house -
including the location of the pit in the middle, is set up specifically
to accommodate the action of weaving. In this sense, weaving not only
produces a certain type of fabric, but a certain type of architecture
as well. It would be fallacious to just understand the end product of
39 Elizabeth Wayland Barber, “Courtyard Sisterhood”. in Women’s Work: The First 20,000 Years (New York, NY: W.W. Norton & Company, 1994). pp. 71-100
Audience members weaving pieces of recycled fabric into the collaborative loom created by Warping Space.
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crafting as a finished fiber work. Instead, this historical perspective
points to looking at collective crafting practices as a starting point
for the generation, maintenance, and transformation of physical and
social architectures.40
40 Sadie Plant, “Zeroes + Ones: Digital Women and the New Technoculture”. in The Textile Reader, ed Jessica Hemmings. (New York, NY: Bloomsbury Publishing, 2012) pp. 324 - 335.
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Weaving in ends
At the end of a finished knit or crocheted piece, knitters and
crocheters begin the process of weaving in the ends, or gathering the
long strands of yarn and seamlessly hiding them inside the fabric.
But should one always weave in the ends? For our granny squared
project, we asked people to leave ends on their granny squares so that
we could use the yarn to sew the granny squares to one another. What
initially seems like a loose end actually became essential in helping
us join one piece to another.
We still have bins and bins of excess granny squares that were donated
to us, and as I think about the bins of granny squares, I think about
how social practice projects don’t ever truly end. One relationship
created three projects ago might turn up again on a current project.
Thus, I celebrate these loose ends and don’t ever try to tie things up
too quickly and completely. You never know when you can use to yarn to
connect to another piece of the project.
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Yarnbassador
These days I feel more like Princess Diana or Miss America than a crafter.
I find myself not sitting on the couch and calmly knitting away to the
sounds of a serial drama, but rather out and about visiting various
knitting groups and trying to involve them in our projects. It feels like
a lot of hand shaking and smiling and waving my hand the way royals do
when they go by on their motorcade.
After feeling like this for a while, I realize that my world is made up
of yarnbassadors, ambassadors of goodwill without which our ambitious
projects would not be possible. They are the ones with their own
gravitational pull who organize their own groups and represent our project
in our absence. If you want to broadcast your message to a large group of
people, begin by relaying it to the yarnbassadors, who will gladly take
your message and carry it with them wherever they go. If you are running
a large public workshop with more than 40 people
in attendance, consider stationing yarnbassadors
throughout who can instruct and inform people
during the workshop.
What makes a successful yarnbassador? A
yarnbassador believes. That is the most
important part of cultivating yarnbassadors—
to excite them as much as possible about your
message so that they will feel part ownership of
it as well. A yarnbassador who feels ownership
will be able to put their own spin on the
message and bring their unique skills to bear
on the situation. Of course, this assumes a
comfort on your part with sharing ownership,
relinquishing control, and anticipating the
unexpected.
Sharing ownership can be difficult, but that’s why we choose our
yarnbassadors wisely.
Yarnbassador Frances shows off her homemade YBLA pin.
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Yarn Bombing
Yarn Bombing is the transformation of public space through
knit, crocheted, or otherwise crafted forms of urban
intervention commenting on the juxtaposition between the
feminine and the masculine, the domestic and the public …41
If you want to read a theoretical breakdown of yarnbombing, Google is
available for that. I think right now yarnbombing’s relationship to
feminism and urbanism has been pretty well situated and written about
the world over.42 So I’m not going to repeat that.
Rather, as an active yarnbomber, maybe what I can contribute is what
yarnbombing has meant to me. Yarn bombing has been a way for me to
reconcile the landscape of Los Angeles with the rhythms of my own
personal history. Los Angeles is an odd place. There is so much here
and so much to be connected to, but only if you’re able to withstand
the traffic (I’m convinced the
405 highway comprises the
lost eighth circle of Dante’s
hell.43) The extreme burden
of traffic often creates an
alienating experience, as
traveling to loved ones, art
museums, and galleries suddenly
becomes an onerous burden.
It became so that in the
first year of living in Los
Angeles, I found myself driving
41 Just something I wrote off the top of my head. Attributable to no one and everyone who writes about yarnbombing.
42 Hey, there’s even a book devoted to the subject! Mandy Moore and Leann Prain. Yarnbombing: The Art of Knit and Crochet Graffiti. (Vancouver: Arsenal Pulp Press, 2009).
43 Dante Alighieri. The Divine Comedy, translated by Henry F. Cary. Vol. XX. The Harvard Classics. (New York: P.F. Collier & Son, 1909–14; Bartleby.com, 2001). www.bartleby.com/20/
A selection from our “Urban Letters” project; also, an adage for navigating traffic in Los Angeles.
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in public more so than going to art museums. And thus, all the art
accessible to me was art on the streets. This inspired me to make art
in public using one of the sculptural means that had been passed down
to me through women in my family—fiber arts. What yarnbombing has meant
to me has been a way to find community and make art within the specific
spatial psychology of Los Angeles. I have been able to make art for
terrains that I frequent every day. I have been able to connect to
others far and near and find community by trading in the alienation of
highways for the connectivity of thread. I have been able to reconcile
my own family history of learning to craft from generations past,
through my interactions with people hailing from multiple generations
and age groups.
Ironically, in a practice that is so visually oriented, it’s actually
the invisible parts of yarnbombing that resonate the most. Kathleen,
a woman who had just joined us 3 months ago, put it best when she
said, looking up at the installation that we had just finished “I didn’t
realize this work was 20% the end product, and 80% the process.”
The process of cutting, stitching, organizing, laughing, healing,
threading, making.
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Postscript: How to Thread a Sewing Machine
Different nodes of social organizations need to be manipulated in
order to achieve a final social product. I want you to think of these
different social nodes as points in a sewing machine. Which is to say
that each mechanism in a sewing machine is threaded differently, and
you have to pay attention to the differences in the various mechanisms.
So talking to city governments might be more angular and less springy
than organizing a group of elderly. And it’s only when you’ve patiently
mastered the art of threading, that you can begin to stitch.
1. Concept generation2. Field research3. Internal buy-in4. Assembling partnerships5. Getting to know partners6. Community organizing7. Grant writing/fundraising8. Budgeting
9. Logistics overview10. Media campaign11. Fabrication12. Community organizing13. City permitting14. Media campaign15. Installation16. Documentation.
Not all sewing machines are threaded similarly! Some don’t even come with manuals ...