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"I pray that your hearts will be flooded with light so that you can understand the confident hope he has given to those he called—his holy people who are his rich and glorious inheritance." Ephesians 1:18 NLT

In the natural realm, the BOOM of thunder is the sound of lightning... In the spiritual realm, BOOM is an issue of enlightenment or revelation to our hearts... Whenever I hear someone share a profound statement... or whenever I hear someone say something in the light of a fresh and new revelation to his own heart, ... or whenever I share something that the Holy Spirit is revealing to me on the spot, you will often hear me say, "BOOM!" This is so representative of what Fresh Start For All Nations is all about... not just the sharing of good information, but the enlightenment of the Word of God and the Wisdom of God with Holy Spirit revelation... Our Fresh Start For All Nations vision is to see men, women and young people experience what it really means to be FORGIVEN, FORGIVING and FREE! Practically speaking, this leads to becoming free to love and be loved... free to give and receive... free to know and be known... free to live as a son or daughter of the KING... not a hired hand, or orphan or second class citizen... but a child of the KING! The BOOM of the enlightenment that comes by the Holy Spirit is essential for this vision to be fulfilled. Furthermore, when a person is FORGIVEN, FORGIVING and FREE, he is primed to know WHO he is, (identity), WHY he is here (purpose) and WHERE he is going (destiny)!

BOOM! Do you hear the thunder... the sound of light breaking through...?

Vertical Blessings! Pastor Steve and Mindy

B O O M ! T h e S o u n d o f L I G H T B r e a k i n g T h r o u g h . . .

A L L I ’ S S TO R Y “ Fr o m D i s i l l u s i o n e d … t o S e t F r e e a n d L o v e - F i l l e d ! ”

Watch th is and other Fresh Star t Stor ies:

“I will go, I will go, I will go, Lord send me…” Sixteen thousand passionate college students sing in unison, arms outstretched. Individual faces are highlighted by the sweeping spotlights – some streaked with tears, some exuberant in worship, some

quiet and reflective. As I stand in the midst of the massive crowd at the Urbana 2012 student missions conference, I’m struggling with an internal battle. Something inside me is holding me back.

“I’ve been here before, Lord,” I remind Him, as if He needs reminding. “And I remember what happened last time. I don’t think I’m ready to go there again.” At Urbana 2000 I was a passionate and idealistic college student, ready to change the world. On the last day of the

conference, I knelt down by my seat and told the Lord I was willing to go wherever He sent me. Within days after I returned home from Urbana 2000, I received an invitation to teach at a summer English camp in Shanghai, China. And that was the

beginning of a new direction in my life. After graduate school I moved to East Asia for four years, where I taught English,

learned some Mandarin, and made wonderful friends.

But I didn’t know some of the challenges I was signing up for. Missing engagements and weddings. Not being there for the births of my friends’ kids, or being able to watch them grow up. Unable to attend my grandfather’s funeral. I was surprised a t

how hard-hit I was at times by loneliness, isolation, and the waves of homesickness that hit me at unexpected times. The long

hours of teaching English, the cultural and language barriers with teammates, the conflicts with roommates, and the constant turnover of coworkers over four years left me physically and emotionally dry. Eventually I reached a point of burnout and had

to return to the US.

It was probably the lowest point in my life. I felt like a failure. I was depressed. I cried whenever anyone asked me about my time in Asia. And I definitely did NOT want to ever go back. But through the ministry of Fresh Start and other godly

counseling and prayer, the Lord began to heal the hurts in my heart and show me how He wanted to use it for good.

And now, 12 years after I first attended the conference as a college student, I’m at Urbana again. As I listen to the thousands

of students singing “I will go, I will go,” I feel jaded and cynical.

“…To the world, to the lost, to the poor and hungry…”

“They have no idea what they’re in for,” I laugh to myself. “I KNOW how hard it is. I know the loneliness, and the frustration, and feeling like you wanna quit and go home every day…” I can’t fake it anymore. I sit down and cover my face with my hands to hide the tears.

“What are you so afraid of?” I feel the question more than hear it. No audible voice, but I know God is talking to me. “God, I don’t think I can go through all that again. The loneliness, the depression…” “Don’t remember the former things…” a snippet of a verse pops into my head. “…I am going to do a new thing.” A new thing. I exhale slowly and rub my face. A new thing. What amazing words. It doesn’t have to be like it was before. I learned from those experiences. I’m thankful for how God used that time in my life. But it doesn’t have to be the same. He’s going to

do a new thing.

“…Take everything I am, I’m clay within Your hands…”

“God, I want to trust You,” I pray silently. “Even if I go through times of loneliness or discouragement, I know You will be with me. Help me not to fear. I know You are working all things for Your good. I choose to believe that You’re doing a new thing IN me!” The cloud of fear slowly dissipates. I know there will still be hard times ahead. But like Peter, I take the step of faith out of

the boat. Raising my arms I stand and sing with the crowd, “…I will go, I will go, send me!”

Going Vertical! MJ

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.”

Isaiah 43:18-19 (NIV)

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