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UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES Bachelor of Arts in Broadcast Communication ANGELA COLEEN CRUZ AYUSON Is it IG-worthy?: An exploratory study of Finstagram accounts and their Contribution to the Online Self-Representation of Filipino Users Thesis Adviser: Assistant Professor Jane O. Vinculado, M.M.C. College of Mass Communication University of the Philippines Date of Submission May 2019 Thesis Classification F This thesis is available to the public.
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UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES

Bachelor of Arts in Broadcast Communication

ANGELA COLEEN CRUZ AYUSON

Is it IG-worthy?: An exploratory study of Finstagram accounts and their

Contribution to the Online Self-Representation of Filipino Users

Thesis Adviser:

Assistant Professor Jane O. Vinculado, M.M.C.

College of Mass Communication

University of the Philippines

Date of Submission

May 2019

Thesis Classification

F

This thesis is available to the public.

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ANGELA COLEEN CRUZ AYUSON

College of Mass Communication

University of the Philippines

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IS IT IG-WORTHY?: AN EXPLORATORY STUDY OF

FINSTAGRAM ACCOUNTS AND THEIR CONTRIBUTION TO THE

ONLINE SELF-REPRESENTATION OF FILIPINO USERS

by

ANGELA COLEEN CRUZ AYUSON

has been approved for

the Department of Broadcast Communication

and the University of the Philippines College of Mass Communication

by

Assistant Professor Jane O. Vinculado, M.M.C.

Adviser

Professor Arminda V. Santiago, Ph.D

Dean, College of Mass Communication

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BIOGRAPHICAL DATA

PERSONAL DATA

Name Angela Coleen C. Ayuson

Permanent Address B10 L5 Mayflower St., Montebrisa Subd. Ph1, San Jose,

Rodriguez, Rizal 1860

Mobile Number (+63) 939 913 6297

Email Address [email protected]

Date & Place of Birth 13 June 1997, Marikina City

EDUCATION

Secondary Level With Honors, Virgen Del Pilar School, Rodriguez, Rizal

Primary Level With Honors, Virgen Del Pilar School, Rodriguez, Rizal

ORGANIZATIONS Vice President for Finance, UP Radio Circle

Finance and Legal Affairs Officer for MaCSI, AIESEC in

University of the Philippines Diliman

WORK EXPERIENCE Media Planning and Buying Intern, Carat Philippines, Inc.

(June to July 2018)

Production Intern, DZUP 1602 (June to August 2018)

ACHIEVEMENTS University Scholar (2nd Semester, A.Y. 2015-2016)

3rd Place, 2015 UP Korean Speech Contest

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ACKNOWLEDGMENT

I would not be writing this if it weren’t for the people who have been with me all

my life and in this memorable journey called college. As I close this, so far, the best

chapter of my life, I would like to express my utmost gratitude to these people.

First, to my parents, Naneth and Bong, and my sister, Carmela, thank you for your

unending patience and support of everything I do. I know I’ve been hard-headed and

makulit most of the time, but you still love me nevertheless. I want you to know that

everything I do, everything I dream of, is for you. I love you so much.

To my extended family—my grandparents especially my beloved Nanay Semang,

my aunts, uncles, and cousins—thank you for spoiling me since forever. Thank you for

your thoughtfulness, your caring arms, and your support for the things I do.

To my thesis adviser, Assistant Prof. Jane O. Vinculado, thank you for sharing

with me your wisdom and for guiding me patiently as I create and complete this study, I

am forever grateful from the bottom of my heart.

To my research proposal adviser, Dr. Daphne-Tatiana Tolentino-Canlas, thank

you for inspiring me with your constant pursuit of knowledge and for your guidance as I

create the thesis proposal that eventually became this study.

To my respondents, thank you for trusting me with your Instagram and

Finstagram accounts and your delightful stories. Without you, this study would cease to

exist.

To my high school bestfriends, Bryan, Eloisa, Kim, Samantha, Angelica, and

Kristine, I remember us dreaming about our college graduation back in high school. This

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is it. It is just amazing that even though we don’t hang out as often as we used to, we still

got each other’s backs. May our friendship flourish even more as we begin another

chapter of our lives.

To Derrick, Jaslyn, Rose Ann, and Patricia, the treasures I have found in college.

You have shared to me your wisdom and words of truth during the time when I was at my

most vulnerable. Thank you for being there when things aren’t so good around me and

even when things are at their brightest. You guys are the best.

To Maika, my dearest friend, thank you for being my constant, for being that one

person I can trust my life with, that person who have led me through the dark tunnel and

have celebrated with me at the end of it. I am truly grateful God has brought us together. I

love you and I am always praying for the best for you and your wonderful family.

To UP Radio Circle and AIESEC in UP Diliman, the organizations where I have

found the people I will treasure in my life forever, thank you for trusting me to work with

you and to lead. You have taught me everything that is to learn outside the corners of my

classrooms and for that, I am truly grateful.

To the ever patient Daniel, my number one supporter, that one person who is

more excited and dedicated to my goals than I am, thank you for loving me. I believe that

every happy and sad thing that happened to me in college was worth it for it led me to

you. May time be our good friend—forever. I love you.

And last but not the least, to God, who have always loved me, his wandering

child, and who have never failed to give me strength no matter how difficult things may

be. Despite the darkness of the world around me, you continue to shed light for me to see

everything that is truly IG-worthy.

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DEDICATION

To those who see their world as IG-worthy no matter what

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ABSTRACT

Ayuson, A.C. (2019). Is it IG-worthy?: An exploratory study of Finstagram

accounts and their Contribution to the Online Self-Representation of Filipino Users,

Unpublished Undergraduate Thesis, University of the Philippines College of Mass

Communication.

Finstagram has been defined as secondary accounts of Instagram users where they

post content that does not adhere to their main account’s aesthetics or curated feed; this

phenomenon, however, has been defined only on a surface level. This thesis aims to

explore and define Finstagram as a phenomenon within the visual social media

application Instagram. Using Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation theory as a lens,

this study also aims to find out how Finstagram contributes to the online self-

representation of their users.

This study observes ten Filipino Instagram users who maintain both a main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts through personal interviews and observation of these

accounts. Through thematization of interview data and categorization of the visual

content on the accounts, the results suggest that there are five motivations behind the use

of main Instagram accounts while there are four motivations behind the use of

Finstagram accounts. The participants of this study use their main Instagram accounts to

project an image to satisfy their audience’s expectations while they use their Finstagram

accounts in order to satisfy their own needs and their expectations of themselves.

Keywords: Instagram, finstagram, online self-representation, visual, social media,

thematization

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ABSTRAKT

Ayuson, A.C. (2019). Is it IG-worthy?: An exploratory study of Finstagram

accounts and their Contribution to the Online Self-Representation of Filipino Users,

Unpublished Undergraduate Thesis, University of the Philippines College of Mass

Communication.

Ang Finstagram ay ipinapaliwanag ng ilang literatura bilang mga pangalawang

account sa Instagram kung saan ibinabahagi ng mga gumagamit nito ang mga imahe at

bidyo na hindi sumasang-ayon sa tema o aesthetics ng kanilang pangunahing Instagram

account. Ang phenomenon na ito ay mababaw lamang na naipaliwanag hanggang sa

panahong ito. Nais ng pag-aaral na ito na siyasatin ang Finstagram bilang phenomenon

ng social media application na Instagram. Gamit ang self-presentation theory ni

Baumeister at Hutton, nais rin ng pag-aaral na ito na alamin kung pano nakakatulong ang

Finstagram sa online self-representation ng mga gumagamit nito.

Inobserbahan ng pag-aaral na ito ang sampung Pilipino na gumagamit ng

Instagram na may mga Finstagram account rin. Sa pag-thematize ng datos mula sa mga

interbyu at pagkategorya ng mga imahe at bidyo sa kanilang mga account, nakita ng pag-

aaral na may limang motibasyon sa paggamit ng Instagram account habang may apat na

motibasyon sa paggamit ng Finstagram. Ginagamit ng mga lumahok ng pag-aaral na ito

ang kanilang pangunahing Instagram account upang ipahayag ang isang imahe ng

kanilang sarili upang masiyahan ang kanilang mga tagasunod habang ginagamit nila ang

kanilang Finstagram account upang tuparin ang kanilang mga nais at inaasahan sa sarili.

Keywords: instagram, finstagram, representasyon ng sarili online, visual, social

media, thematization

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

Title Page i

University Permission Page ii

Approval Sheet iii

Biographical Data iv

Acknowledgment v

Dedication vii

Abstract viii

Abstrakt ix

Table of Contents x

List of Tables xii

List of Figures xiii

List of Appendices xiv

I. Introduction 1

A. Background of the Study 1

B. Statement of the Problem and Objectives 3

C. Significance of the Study 3

D. Scope and Limitations 4

II. Review of Related Literature 6

A. Instagram 6

B. Finstagram 10

C. Secondary accounts on other social media networks 12

D. Online self-representation 14

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III. Study Framework 19

A. Self-Presentation Theory 19

IV. Methodology 22

A. Research Design 22

B. Concepts and Indicators 23

C. Research Instruments 25

D. Unit of Analysis and Sampling 26

E. Data Gathering Method 27

F. Data Analysis Method 28

G. Role of the Researcher 29

V. Results and Discussions 32

A. The Respondents 32

B. Motivations for using Instagram 36

C. Motivations for creating and using Finstagram accounts 46

D. The Visuals of Instagram and Finstagram accounts 58

E. Self-Presentation on Instagram 67

VI. Summary and Conclusion 75

A. Summary 75

B. Conclusion 77

VII. Implications and Recommendations 79

A. Implications 79

B. Recommendations 79

References and Appendices

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LIST OF TABLES

Number Title Page

1 Concepts and Indicators for Objective 1 23

2 Concepts and Indicators for Objective 2 24

3 Concepts and Indicators for Objective 3 25

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LIST OF FIGURES

Number Title Page

1 Kira’s photo of a sunset which she associates with hope and love. 54

2 A post on Instagram depicting travel. 59

3 A post on Instagram featuring the author as the model. 60

4 A video post showcasing an achievement in sports. 61

5 Photo of a group of friends. 62

6 A picture of sunflowers. 63

7 A Finstagram post posted for comedic purposes. 64

8 A Finstagram post showcasing a group huddle. 65

9 A Finstagram photo showing a laptop screen with a movie title. 66

10 A photo of a lunch meal. 66

11 Albert’s posts on this main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. 71

12 Pictures from Paco’s main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. 72

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LIST OF APPENDICES

Letter Title

A Consent cover letter

B Informed consent form

C Interview guide

D Interview transcripts

A. Albert

B. Bobby

C. Daniella

D. Ed

E. Fina

F. Hannah

G. Kira

H. Lisa

I. Naomi

J. Paco

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CHAPTER I

INTRODUCTION

A. Background of the study

Instagram started in October 2010 as a unique social media application that is

focused on enabling users to share visual content—particularly still images. Now, it is

currently one of the most-used social media platform in the world with around one billion

monthly active users worldwide as of June 2018 (“Instagram by the Numbers: Stats,

Demographics & Fun Facts”, 2018). By April 2017, there are almost nine million Filipino

Instagram users, mostly composed of users aged 18 to 24 (Instagram user demographics

in Philippines, n.d.). This suggests that even in the Philippines, Instagram has become a

part of an average young adult Filipino’s daily digital media consumption.

In the past couple of years, Instagram has evolved into a social media platform

where users can post not just still images but also videos and edit these using creative

tools within the application itself. This gave the users of Instagram power on how they

want to create and manipulate their content to suit how they want to express themselves

online. This empowerment continues to evolve as Instagram continues to offer more

features on their application.

With this empowerment, some users have come to use not just one, but two or

more Instagram accounts for multiple purposes. A term is coined in the recent three years

to call this phenomenon: Finstagram or ‘finsta’ for short. In an article written by Saqib

Shah in 2017 titled What’s a Finstagram? The Instagram Craze that’s all about keeping

it real, Finstagram is described as an account where people post photos that are “deemed

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unattractive for their real Instagram, private jokes only their BFs [bestfriends] would

understand, ugly selfies, screenshots of conversations, and mundane moments unfit for a

filter” (Shah, 2017). Another article on the blog site Medium.com by Eric Herber (2015)

defines Finstagram the same way, further adding that “Finsta gets rid of the stressful

element of Instagram, but in a familiar environment” (Herber, 2015). These definitions

by Shah (2017) and Herber (2015) are only two of few literature that try to explain what a

Finstagram account is and how it works—but all only do so on a surface level.

Herber (2015) also suggested in his article that the rise of Finstagram changes

how users of the photo-sharing application use Instagram to represent themselves. It goes

against what Instagram is for most people—which is sharing artistic photos and videos

online—by enabling users to share whatever they want (Herber, 2015). This opens ideas

that Finstagram may be beyond what the usual definitions are—beyond being just a

secondary Instagram account for its users. Studying Finstagram may lead to further

understanding of how one presents and represents his or herself on social media and how

such phenomenon affects their self-presentation. A theory by Roy F. Baumeister and

Debra G. Hutton (1987) called self-presentation theory may be able to explain the

Finstagram phenomenon and its connection to the online self-representation of Instagram

users who maintain both a main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. The theory, which

will be further discussed in Chapter 3, is a theory in social psychology that talks about

how people present an image of themselves on social media based on the audience they

want to please.

With this, the next section presents the problem and the objectives that this study

aims to fulfill.

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B. Statement of the problem and objectives

Despite being a phenomenon, the limited literature that discuss Finstagram only

answers what it is on a surface level and do not discuss the reasons behind its craze. As

such, this study attempts to answer the following research questions: “(1) What is a

Finstagram account?” (2) “How does it contribute to the online self-representation

of its users?”

The answer to the questions will be provided by the following objectives:

1. To categorize the visual content on Filipino users’ main Instagram

and Finstagram accounts

2. To compare the motivations behind the usage of Instagram and Finstagram

accounts

3. To describe how Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation theory is

manifested in the creation and use of Finstagram accounts

4. To understand and define Finstagram as a phenomenon of the social media

application Instagram

C. Significance of the study

This study aims to contribute to existing studies about Instagram and the

phenomenon within it which is Finstagram, considering that there are only a few that

mention Finstagram and fewer, if not at all none, that study Finstagram in particular. This

study aims to go beyond the common definitions of this phenomenon and explore it as

closely as possible, giving the readers an explanation of a Finstagram account’s nature,

cause, and effect, and how it is different from the usual Instagram account.

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With its objectives, this study will draw an explanation of how people’s use of

social media continues to evolve to suit their self-representation and self-presentation

needs and wants, specifically the use of the visual social media application Instagram.

D. Scope and Limitations

The focus of this study is on a network of Instagram users who maintain not just

one Instagram account, but also at least another one which they call their Finstagram

account, or dump account. This means that the nature of the posts of their Finstagram

account is at the user’s discretion, as long as they acknowledge this account as their

Finstagram account or a dump account where they post photos that did not make it to

their main Instagram account feeds.1

This study limits the number of participants to ten Instagram users who are

chosen through convenience sampling. This study extracts 20 recent images—ten from

the users’ main Instagram and another ten from their Finstagram accounts—for

thematization and categorization, for a total of 200 posts.

This study does not look at captions or hashtags that accompany the posted

images and does not include visual content posted through Instagram Stories, a feature of

Instagram where posts vanish after 24 hours.

In handling the interviews, this study focuses solely on the interviewees and their

usage of Instagram. The audience of the participants on Instagram (eg. followers, friends)

will not be interviewed, as the study only needs to know the users’ personal motivations

1 An Instagram feed is the profile page of the user wherein all of his or her posts are showcased.

Definition from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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behind their usage of Instagram, the creation and usage of their Finstagram accounts, and

the creation of their posts on both accounts. Furthermore, given the small sampling

population of the participants, it is not a goal of this study to make a generalization of all

Filipino Finstagram users of the social media application or of all Finstagram users

around the world.

Lastly, this study is an exploratory study of Finstagram and online self-

representation of its users on the platform, therefore, the analysis of data only revolves

around defining Finstagram and investigating online self-representation that comes with

its creation and use, and does not touch other concepts and approaches like authenticity,

post-structuralism, polymedia, and the like.

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CHAPTER II

REVIEW OF RELATED LITERATURE

In this literature review, journal articles on Instagram, Finstagram, fake and/or

secondary profiles on social networking sites, and online self-representation are

examined in order to provide an insightful overview on the emerging concept of

Finstagram and a deeper understanding of why such a phenomenon may exist on social

networking sites. These will be helpful in the exploration of Filipino users’ main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts and its contribution to their online self-

representation.

A. Instagram

Instagram is an online social networking application, or app, where one can post

photos and share it with his/her network of followers. It is a mobile-only platform, where

one can only post and share content and interact with other members of the community

through a smartphone and tablet, but public accounts2 are accessible for viewing through

computer and laptop browsers. Instagram was considered a fast-growing platform in its

early years, most notably due to its focus on visual content (Sheldon and Bryant, 2016;

Lee J., Lee E., Moon, and Sung, 2015) compared to older social networking sites like

Twitter and Facebook. Sheldon and Bryant (2016) added that its feature of enabling users

2 Public accounts are profiles with settings such that any user can find your profile, follow you,

and see your content without sending a follow request.

Definitions from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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to add special filters3 to enhance and manipulate a photo before uploading it to one’s

personal account also made the platform appealing to its current users and audience

(Sheldon and Bryant, 2016). Studies have suggested that women are more likely to

Instagram than men (Homayoun, 2017; Sheldon and Bryant, 2016).

There have been various studies that attempted to list down the motivations

behind the use of Instagram. Lee et al. (2015) conducted a survey among 212 Instagram

users between the ages of 20 and 39 and was able to list five “primary social and

psychological motives” (p. 1) that encouraged the use of the social networking

application. They determined that the main motives to Instagram use are social

interaction (relationship-building and networking), archiving (documentation and

recording of daily events), self-expression (sharing of personal information), escapism

(avoidance of loneliness and reality), and peeking (browsing photos of other people) (Lee

et al., 2015). In another study, Sheldon and Bryant (2016), surveyed 239 students,

including 104 men and 133 women, age 18 to 52, about their personal and interpersonal

lives and whether they use Instagram or not. In their study, they stated that there are four

main reasons behind the respondents’ use of Instagram, these are surveillance/knowledge,

documentation, coolness, and creativity (Sheldon and Bryant, 2016). These two sets of

motives listed by Lee et al. (2015) and Sheldon and Bryant (2016) contain similarities—

they both agree that Instagram is used as a place to look for information about other

people’s lives, as a visual diary or a visual recording of the users’ activities, and as an

expression of their creativity and their innermost feelings. Further validating this is

3 Filters are ways for users to personalize their photos and enhance their photo and videos’ looks.

Definitions from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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Marcus (2015, as cited in Sheldon and Bryant, 2016) who stated that Instagram,

compared to other social networking sites, is based more on the personal identity of its

user, rather than being based on his/her social identity (Sheldon and Bryant, 2016). An

example of Instagram’s nature as a personal and intimate social media platform would be

the commonality of selfies that are posted to reflect the authors’ faces and the way they

see, or prefer to see, themselves.

There has been a study that attempted to look deeper into the link of one’s

personality to his/her Instagram account. Ferwerda and Tkalcic (2018) conducted a study

predicting the personality of 193 Instagram users using their 54,962 Instagram posts.

From the posts, they extracted the visual features—hue, valence, saturation, etc.—and the

content features—subject and focus of the posts—and combined it with a personality

survey that they asked the participants to answer. They availed of technology to compute

and predict personalities using the visual features and content features of the users’

Instagram posts separately. They found that analyzing both sets of features obtained

similar results for personality prediction, however, combining both did not increase the

prediction power; therefore, they conclude that just choosing one set of features to

analyze Instagram posts is enough (Ferwerda and Tkalcic, 2018). In Ferwerda and

Tkalcic’s (2018) own words, “when personality prediction from Instagram pictures is

ought to be done, a focus on either visual features or content features will suffice” (p.

160).

The argument that Instagram is a personal platform distinguishes it from other

popular social networking sites like the microblogging site, Twitter. Highfield (2015, as

cited in Sheldon and Bryant, 2016) compared the quality of content posted on Instagram

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and Twitter. He called tweets, the term coined for posts made on Twitter, as fast-paced

while Instagram posts tend to last longer on one’s feed even though they are not posted as

frequently as tweets. Furthermore, Instagram posts contain a more personal theme, since

they are usually a selfie of the user or a photo of his or her home (Sheldon and Bryant,

2016). Miller (2016) also suggested that users of social networking sites tend to use

Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter according to the audience to whom they want to show

their posts–families tend to be one’s audience on Facebook while peers are one’s usual

audience on Instagram and Twitter (Miller, 2016).

As a platform that focuses on visual content, it is not surprising to know that

Instagram users have grown to adhere to certain aesthetics and agree to acceptable

standards that make sure that posted content are visually pleasing to most, if not all,

members of its community. Miller (2016) describes that there are three types of

Instagram aesthetics that are commonly used by authors in their visual posts, namely: (1)

posting a personal creation, (2) appreciation of a creation of another person, and (3)

making an aesthetic photo out of something that seems unaesthetic through special angles

or filters. He observed Instagram accounts of various users in his network and

categorized posts that were widely accepted—those with a fair to a high number of likes

and positive comments—by members of his Instagram community. He derived the

following common themes of photos on Instagram: holiday shots, birthdays, weddings,

pets, and accessories (Miller, 2016). These categories combine with at least one of the

mentioned three Instagram aesthetics to create a well-received post on Instagram. This

may explain why some users, if not most, go to certain lengths just to get that

‘Instagrammable’ or ‘IG-worthy’ shot. Moreover, this also implies that even though

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Instagram is described as a personal social networking site, it is still used for socializing

and social validation for the benefit of one’s self.

B. Finstagram

With the power and freedom users have on social media platforms, it is possible

to create and maintain multiple accounts on different social networking sites like

Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter. The reasons behind the creation of more than one

account in a site vary from person to person. Wani, Ahmad Wani, & Ahmad Sofi (2017)

categorized social networking sites into five categories: Pure OSNs4 (like Facebook,

Twitter, and Weibo), Media Sharing OSNs (like Instagram, YouTube, and Snapchat),

Professional Social Networks (like LinkedIn and ResearchGate), Discussion forums and

blogs, and Dating OSNs. They further talked about these social networking sites and the

prevalence of fake accounts on each site; when they finally discussed Instagram, they

mentioned the presence of Finstagram accounts (Wani et al., 2017).

Finstagram has been a rising phenomenon on the social media application,

Instagram. Due to the term being recently coined, there is minimal literature that

specifically discusses Finstagram. However, it has already been mentioned and briefly

defined in a few articles and journals that studied social media and its use. According to

the few literature that discussed it, Finstagram is defined as a fake Instagram account

made by a user who desires to share unedited, unfiltered, and personal photos that are

meant to be seen by a close circle of followers that the account user strictly chooses and

controls (Abrashi, 2018; Homayoun, 2017; Wani et al., 2017). Hence, Finstagram

4 ‘Online Social Network’ (Wani, Ahmad Wani, & Ahmad Sofi, 2017).

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accounts are generally private5—sometimes secret—secondary accounts compared to the

main Instagram accounts that are usually public, followed by more people, and has an

organized feed.

Finstagram accounts may show content that represents the innermost and more

confident side of their users. According to an observation made by Homayoun (2017) of

some teenage high school girls in America, aside from posting and sharing unedited

photos of their lives, users assign their Finstagram accounts with a distorted and/or

shortened version of their names in order to establish their ownership of the account, yet

have a sense of anonymity to post random photos that are different from their main

Instagram accounts (Homayoun, 2017). This desire for anonymity may be used for

sharing content that the users may feel shy or scared to show to a wider audience on

Instagram and even on other social media sites like Facebook and Twitter. In her own

analysis, Abrashi (2018) said that a Finstagram account gives its user the freedom to post

any content that may be perceived as unacceptable in other social media platforms.

Moreover, she added that having a Finstagram account, personally, is empowering

(Abrashi, 2018). These observations suggest that these accounts provide their users with

another avenue for free self-expression and representation, even freer than what they get

from their main Instagram accounts.

5 Private accounts are profiles with settings such that you can approve or reject other users’

requests to follow you and see your content.

Definitions from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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C. Secondary accounts on other social media networks

In order to see a bigger picture on why people make secondary accounts on social

media, it is also helpful to look at what are considered ‘fake’ accounts on other platforms,

particularly on Facebook and Twitter.

The presence of fake accounts is considered a pressing issue that Facebook has

been trying to eradicate. According to Wani et al. (2017), a fake account on Facebook is

an account which is managed by an individual who has a different principal account or an

account which doesn’t match the identity of the user behind it (Wani et al., 2017). In the

context of fake profiles on Facebook, their presence is assumed as an illegal act. Conti,

Poovendran, & Secchiero (2012) focused their paper on how fake Facebook profiles are

being exploited to steal identities from existing people and connect with their friends and

relatives in order to steal private and personal information of the victim (Conti et al.,

2012). This type of fake Facebook profiles is called impersonator by Wani et al. (2017),

in addition to other types of fake profiles like troll accounts (made to provoke quarrel

among users) (Wani et al., 2017).

Troll accounts have been gaining attention over the past couple of years due to the

visible effects of its presence in social networking sites like Facebook. Cheng, Bernstein,

Danescu-Niculescu-Mizil, and Leskovec (2017) consider the act of trolling on social

media as an “anti-social behavior” that “disrupts constructive discussions” among social

media communities (p. 1217). One of the main causes of such behavior is the repeated

exposure of individuals to prior trolling behaviors on social media (Cheng et al., 2017).

This suggests that the urge to create new social media accounts to do acts like this may

pass on from person to person in a social media network; this also applies to any

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phenomenon in social media whether they are positive or not. On the other hand, if these

illegal profiles are to be compared to what are considered as fake profiles on Instagram,

Finstagram accounts are actually created in favor of the users and their online self-

representation rather than cause harm to them and to others—proving to be a different

type of secondary account.

Secondary and/or ‘fake’ accounts are prevalent on Twitter as well. Marwick and

Boyd (2011) argued that Twitter, a microblogging social networking site, is a versatile

platform where users can use their Twitter accounts to target and address many different

audiences using just a single account, eliminating the need to create and use multiple

identities and accounts (Boyd, 2011). However, this is not always the case, as other

people tend to use different accounts for many other purposes that they would like to

disassociate from their primary accounts. Mendelson and Papacharissi (2010) said that

social media users use multiple versions of their social media accounts for different

audiences (ie. one for peers and one for parents) (Mendelson and Papacharissi, 2010).

Fake accounts are not just found on popular social networking sites like Facebook

and Twitter, this type of account is also considered as a problem on professional social

networking sites like LinkedIn (Adikari and Dutta, 2014) and in many other types of

social networking sites. The common reason why they are discouraged, if not officially

prohibited by the sites’ policies, is due to the high possibility of identity theft. This shows

that forging identities on social media platforms is quite easy; and by extension, it is easy

for users to control his/her self-representation online using social networking accounts.

Despite the negative connotations associated with fake accounts on other social

media platforms, the available literature and articles about Finstagram accounts imply

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that its presence on Instagram is not something to be alarmed about; instead, the

connotation for Finstagram, as Abrashi (2018) described, is that it is an empowering

avenue for a user to express more of his/herself on a social media platform (Abrashi,

2018) that, Miller (2016) added, is known for its “aesthetic standards” (p.71-73). This

study aims to answer why Finstagram has such a connotation among its users.

D. Online self-representation

Humans can use whatever thing they can get hold of to represent themselves.

Nowadays, with the rise of technology and digital media, new ways of self-representation

have emerged. According to Rettberg (2017), online self-representation is divided into

three modes: visual, written, and quantified. Visual representation includes selfies,

memes shared on social networking sites, and even designs of personal blogs and

websites. Written representation includes captions, written status updates on Facebook,

Twitter, Tumblr, etc., and even the hashtags used. Quantified representation, according to

Rettberg (2017), is a new mode that is becoming increasingly common with the rise of

smartphones and portable devices that are used to track users’ activities like steps

counter, applications that measure temperature, and many more. Quantified representation

is similar to converting one’s daily activities into numbers and graphs, therefore, it is also

a form of self-representation (Rettberg, 2017). For example, step counters represent how

much a person traveled by foot in a day, calorie trackers convert one’s daily meals into

countable calories and list of consumed nutrients, and mobile finance applications

represent and compute how one spends.

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All three modes of self-representation can be found on Instagram. As a photo-

sharing application, visual representation is apparent on the photo-sharing application.

Users can add captions and hashtags to accompany the photos and add more meaning to

each post—which shows written representation. Users can add temperature, location tags,

and time stamps onto their Instagram Stories and even posts, therefore, recording their

information into numbers and graphs which is what quantified representation is according

to Rettberg (2017). All these combine to form the message of each post—either sending

the message as to how the author wanted his/her post to mean or how the audience

receives and understands it.

There are several arguments about how visual content on Instagram represents the

identity and personality of its author. Instagram is described by Miller (2016) as a ‘baby’

Photoshop because of its selection of settings, filters, and enhancements that can be

added in order to manipulate photos before being posted (Miller, 2016). With this

Instagram feature, Wadjih (2014) explains that the meaning of a photo will then be

transformed or distorted away from the reality that it should and was made to represent.

Aside from the editing tools in Instagram, the addition of poses and special angles to

users’ selfies and group photos may transform the intended meaning of the visual content

as well. Upon the production of selfies or group photos, people in the image become an

object that the author looks at, or the other, which then represents the image—that is

different from reality because of the applied changes— that the author wants his/her

audience to see and admire (Wadjih, 2014). Meanwhile, Warfield (2015, as cited in

Rettberg, 2017) contradicts Wadjih’s concept of the other, stating that the fleshy producer

of the visual content should not be neglected because the said producer is the “heart of

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the image” (p. 8), hence, the producer is still part of the visual content. Despite the

contradiction of the arguments, Warfield (2015, as cited in Rettberg, 2017) stated that

through photos, particularly selfies, self-representations are often staged and should not

be taken and understood as the literal truth, because they can be used as a way for the

author of the photo to relay a reimagined image of him/herself (Rettberg, 2017). Rettberg

(2017) even implied that this practice on Instagram “is constructing truth” (p. 17-18).

Mendelson and Papacharissi (2010) agree to this by saying that people on social media

post content that are the favorable versions of themselves (p. 4), attributing this to the

“variety of tools that potentially extend and compromise impression management” (p. 4);

in Instagram’s case, the editing tools they offer to its users. These arguments raise the

question of whether it is possible to measure the distance of posted visual contents on

Instagram from the real self of their authors, as it seems that even the slightest addition of

a pose or a filter might compromise the realness of an image. In other words, it questions

the possibility of using Instagram posts as a predictor of its author’s real self. This

question is answered by a study by Ferwerda and Tkalcic (2018) on personality

prediction using Instagram posts, which was discussed in the previous section.

These discussions on online self-representation on Instagram give light on how

messages—that represent personality—are transferred from Instagram users to the visual

content, then to the audience and how it can be manipulated by users using the tools

provided not just by the social media application but also by editing applications

available.

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Synthesis

Instagram is an empowering social networking application today. It not only

connects networks of people from around the world but it also gives them more choices

to express themselves freely through visual content. The presence of Finstagram accounts

among users of Instagram implies that the number of those choices keeps on increasing as

time goes by and that users will always find better ways to represent their real identities

online.

The name ‘fake Instagram’ and its image as fake profiles on Instagram disagree

with the meaning of fake profiles on other social networking sites, as fake profiles on

sites like Facebook and LinkedIn suggest illegal activity when, as defined by related

literature, Finstagram accounts are not at all illegal. They are simply secondary accounts

of users that are more private in nature and provide a place where their users could be

more confident with the content that they want to post. This may raise questions about

what is truly fake on Finstagram accounts.

From this literature review, the idea that visual content may be transformed by

the producer in order to have a different meaning raises more gaps and questions about

whether it is possible to determine whether a posted visual content is close to the truth or

not. Wadjih (2014) and Rettberg (2017) both provided significant explanations on how

filters, poses, and etc. change a content’s meaning and distance from the truth, however,

there have not been any studies yet that applied this theory as a measurement of a

content’s realness.

Another gap that needs to be filled in is the small number of published journals on

Finstagram. Although it is indeed a recent phenomenon on Instagram, there needs to be a

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more in-depth analysis of Finstagram accounts, in order to define the phenomenon and

learn more about its presence’s possible consequences.

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STUDY FRAMEWORK

This thesis applies Roy F. Baumeister and Debra G. Hutton’s self-presentation

theory in order to understand and provide an explanation of how Finstagram users present

themselves on their main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. This theory is from the

field of social psychology, however, it is employed in this media study as a lens to

analyze the motivations behind the Finstagram phenomenon; as it is one of the main

objectives of this study to understand how the phenomenon contributes to the online self-

representation of Finstagram users.

A. Self-Presentation Theory

Roy F. Baumeister and Debra G. Hutton’s (1987) self-presentation theory is a

theory in social psychology that explains the behavior of “conveying some information

about oneself or some image of oneself to other people” (p.71). This theory does not limit

the sharing of information to just face-to-face interactions as this theory also talks about

the very act of sharing and the motivations behind it. Mendelson and Papacharissi (2010)

support this by saying that “new media, such as the World Wide Web, allow people the

opportunity to present various forms of themselves to others at a distance” (p. 4), hence,

this theory may also apply to the act of presenting ones’ self on social networking sites.

According to Baumeister (1982, as cited in Baumeister and Hutton, 1987), there

are two motivations that affect the self-presentation of a person. The first one is called

pleasing the audience, where a person matches his or her self- presentation “to the

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audience’s expectations and preferences” (p. 71). This behavior is present in group

settings; and by extension, this motivation may be present in social media, where users

share information about themselves to a network of followers or online community. The

second motivation is called self-construction, where a person presents his or herself in

ways to match his/her ideal self (Baumeister and Hutton, 1987). Mendelson and

Papacharissi (2010) further explain that presentation efforts may be in a form of

“emphasizing certain characteristics, through dress, hairstyle, behavior, and/or speech,

while hiding or diminishing other characteristics perceived as flawed, depending on

context” (p. 3). This is not exactly challenging given the vast array of tools that Instagram

offers to its users that enable them to edit the photos and videos they want to post on their

Instagram feeds.

Having two identified motivations behind people’s self-presentation does not

mean that there are can only be two types of images of the self that are conveyed by a

person. Baumeister and Hutton (1987) explain that when faced with the audience-

pleasing motive, self-presentation tends to be inconsistent and the image conveyed may

depend on the type of audience to whom the person is presenting his/her self. An example

would be the difference between one’s self-presentation when attending church with

family members and when attending parties with close friends (Baumeister and Hutton,

1987). Nevertheless, Mendelson and Papacharissi (2010) say that when one presents his

or herself online, despite the context of the environment, it is still a “highly selective

version” of his or her identity (p. 4). The self-constructing motive, meanwhile, tends to

produce a more consistent and stable disposition, no matter the type of audience the

person is with or situation the person is in (Baumeister and Hutton, 1987).

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The resulting impression of self-presentation may not always be a favorable one.

According to Baumeister and Hutton (1987), some people may create an image where

they present themselves as dangerous, rebellious, or even helpless or needy. The general

principle of self-presentation is that “people present themselves so as to create a

particular impression on the audience” (p. 72) that may benefit the self-presenter socially.

Moreover, if there is a conflict between the pleasing the audience and self-construction

motivations, the person may create a compromise to meet both standards (Baumeister and

Hutton, 1987).

Chua and Chang (2016) said that “in the digital age, photographs become an

outright way of self-presentation” and “live communication” (p. 2) among the younger

users of social media. With this, this study uses Baumeister and Hutton’s self-

presentation theory as a lens to analyze the themes that will emerge from the interview

and from the main Instagram and Finstagram accounts of the participants in order to

understand how they utilize their visual posts on their accounts to control how they

present themselves to their audience and find out what Finstagram’s contribution is in all

of this. This process will be further explained in the next chapter.

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METHODOLOGY

This study seeks to explore and define Finstagram as a phenomenon on the social

media platform Instagram and looks at the motivations of its users for creating such an

account in order to determine its effects or contribution to the online self-representation

of the users. With this, I choose to employ coding and thematization for this study, which

enables me to categorize the visual texts on the Instagram accounts and determine the

motivations of the participants from the interview data.

The following sections further explain the details of the process of data gathering,

analyzing, and interpreting for this study.

A. Research Design

Since this study aims to explore the Finstagram phenomenon on the social media

platform Instagram, it uses a qualitative research design in order to identify the

motivations behind the creation and use of Finstagram and explain how it contributes to

the online self-representation of the users. Furthermore, this study falls under the

constructivist paradigm as it looks into the narratives of Filipino Finstagram users in

order to understand and create meaning and build new knowledge from it about the

Finstagram phenomenon. According to Creswell (2014), constructivism is an approach to

qualitative research wherein researchers seek “understanding of the world in which they

live and work” and “develop subjective meanings of their experiences” (p. 37). Creswell

further explains that with this approach, “the goal of the research is to rely as much as

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possible on the participants’ views of the situation being studied” (p. 37). This

explanation justifies that constructivism indeed is the best approach for this research,

along with the employment of in-depth personal interviews and observation of the

participants’ Instagram and Finstagram accounts as methods in order to explore the

Finstagram phenomenon.

B. Concepts and Indicators

In order to specify how data is analyzed through the lens given by Baumeister and

Hutton’s (1987) self-presentation theory and inspired by Ferwerda and Tkalcic’s 2018

study (see Chapter 2 section on Instagram), the following concepts, listed for three of the

four objectives, are observed and are measured through the following indicators:

Table 1 shows how users manifest their intended messages and present their

selves through the elements of their posted visual content like photos and short video

clips.

Table 1. Concepts and Indicators for Objective 1

Objective 1: To analyze the visual content in Filipino Millennials’ main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts

CONCEPT INDICATOR/S

The visual manifestation of

identity

poses, clothing, subject matter, color vs. black-

and-white, setting, companion, activity

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Table 2, divided into Finstagram and Instagram usage, shows the motivations

behind the usage of a main Instagram and Finstagram account/s according to this study’s

participants.

Table 2. Concepts and Indicators for Objective 2

Objective 2: To identify the motivations behind the usage of Instagram and

Finstagram accounts

FINSTAGRAM

CONCEPT INDICATOR/S

Finsta as a visual diary A mention of finsta as an album of daily activities

to preserve memories

Finsta as a photo storage A mention of using finsta to store extra photos

from one’s device/to free up storage from one’s

devices

Finsta as a freer form of

expression

A mention of creative freedom

Finsta as a tool to unmask an alter

ego

A mention of another image of the self on

Finstagram

INSTAGRAM

Instagram as a window to the

public

A mention of maintaining a main Instagram

account to share things or to connect to the

general audience of the user

Instagram as a way to set an

image

A mention of posting on Instagram and

controlling the “theme” to maintain or project a

certain image to his/her audience

Supported by Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation theory, Table 3 identifies

and discusses whether the users post content to please their audience or themselves.

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Table 3. Concepts and Indicators for Objective 3

Objective 3: To describe how Baumeister and Hutton’s Self-presentation theory

is manifested in the creation and use of Finstagram accounts

CONCEPT INDICATOR/S

Adhering to standards of people

or Instagram

Prioritizing the audience’s view or opinion

Adhering to self-image Expressing oneself without fear of being judged

These concepts and indicators are used to answer and fulfill the fourth and final

objective of this study which is to understand and define Finstagram as a phenomenon of

the social media application Instagram.

C. Research Instruments

Before each interview, it is important to inform the participants of the details of

this study through a letter of invitation (see Appendix A for cover letter) and of their

rights as a participant through a consent form (see Appendix B) that they can sign as

proof of their agreement to this study’s terms. The consent form contains information on

the topic of the study, the scope and limitations of their involvement should they agree to

participate, their rights such as their freedom to withdraw anytime and the protection of

their identities, and my contact details. This detail in the study is crucial to ensure that the

process of data gathering and analysis is as ethical and responsible as possible.

I have prepared an interview guide (see Appendix C) that uses concepts from

Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation theory and questions backed with the aim of

engaging the participants into a conversation about their motivations in using Instagram

and for creating a Finstagram account. The interview guide presents talk points that first

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focus on the participants’ use of their main Instagram accounts. It guides a flow that

covers the time spent using the main Instagram account, the purpose of the account then

and now, how the participants see their audience, how they choose which photo or video

to post, and the image they want to portray on the account. The same areas are talked

about their Finstagram account/s right after. After these, the guide ends with a discussion

of a few of the users’ posts on their main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. The

interview guide only served as an outline for the interview as I aimed to create a natural

exchange of information with the participants.

D. Unit of Analysis and Sampling Procedure

The participants of this study are ten Filipino users of the social media application

Instagram between the ages 18 to 24 years old. This age bracket was chosen due to the

fact that they compose around 40% of the total Instagram users in the Philippines

(Instagram user demographics in Philippines, n.d.). These Instagram users are actively

using a ‘main’ Instagram account and a Finstagram or dump account/s. The participants

of the study confirmed that the account other than their ‘main’ Instagram account is either

a Finstagram or at least a secondary account where they post photos that do not get

posted on their main Instagram account. Their active main Instagram and Finstagram

accounts have at least 10 posts each; by ‘active’ meaning there is visible activity on the

account within the last six months before this study’s data gathering period.

This study employed convenience sampling to gather participants who maintain

both Instagram and Finstagram accounts. Blackstone (2012) explains that in using

convenience sampling, the researcher “collects data from those people or other relevant

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elements to which he or she has the most convenient access” (p.119). This type of

sampling is very helpful because users who qualify for this study might be hard to find,

as some, if not all, members of this Instagram network do not publicize the existence of

their Finstagram accounts to the general Instagram public.

In getting samples of ten Instagram posts from the accounts of the participants,

convenience sampling was also employed. This study chose this sampling because this

sampling is most effective in exploratory studies (Blackstone, 2012), which is what this

thesis aims to achieve. The Instagram posts collected were the most recent posts of the

participants from each of their accounts in order to ensure that the participants still

remembers the stories behind these

E. Data Gathering Method

This research employed two methods of data gathering: personal interview and

online observation of the main Instagram and Finstagram accounts of the participants.

Prior to the conceptualization of this topic, I have begun following and observing

Finstagram users on Instagram who I know personally. The first few participants were

contacted through personal message while the rest of the participants were discovered

through a post publicized on the social media platform Facebook, where they are led to

an online form that they signed-up. Chosen participants were later contacted for

interview.

I collected ten Instagram posts from each account—a total of 20 posts from each

of the ten participants—through taking screenshots and uploading these images to a cloud

storage where I sorted and labeled them neatly into folders. The recording and archiving

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of the participants’ Instagram posts are with their consent—they have signed the consent

form (see Appendix B) which, when signed, states that they give this study permission to

observe, extract data (ie. pictures and videos) from their accounts, and use them for this

particular academic study. Each participant was then scheduled for a personal interview

right after the initial observation of their main Instagram and Finstagram accounts.

I chose to include personal interview because, according to Blackstone (2012),

adding an interview enables the researcher and interviewee to have a back-and-forth

dialogue that will give the researcher more in-depth and detailed information about the

interviewee (Blackstone, 2012). This is essential due to the fact that this study aims to

look into personal motivations behind the participants’ creation and use of Finstagram.

The personal interviews were as in-depth as possible. Every interview started with an

introduction of the study and a brief reminder of the user’s rights as a participant; after

the self-introduction of the interviewee, we talked about the history of their main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts—the story, their motivations for using them, and the

purpose of the accounts in the present time. If follow-up questions are needed, I would

contact the participants via text message or online message. Interviews were transcribed

right after for coding and thematization.

F. Data Analysis Method

For the analysis of the visual styles of the main Instagram and Finstagram

accounts of the participants, I took inspiration from the method of a previous study

conducted by Ferwerda and Tkalcic (2018) where they looked at the visual features—

colors, hue, saturation, use of space, filters, etc—and the content features—poses,

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clothing, companion, activity—of each Instagram post (Ferwerda and Tkalcic, 2018).

However, with the existing technological limitations on my side, only the content features

were read for this study. This study used a similar method in reading and interpreting the

Instagram posts, sans Ferwerda and Tkalcic’s (2018) special technology developed to

quantitatively measure the visual elements of each photo. Using thematization, this study

identified themes and patterns that are exclusive to the main Instagram and Finstagram

accounts of the participants. The themes were then turned into categories in order to

neatly summarize the visuals or style of each account.

As for the data from the personal interviews, this study employed coding which

Creswell (2014) describes as “the process of organizing the data by bracketing chunks (or

text or image segments) and writing a word or phrase representing a category” (p.247) to

summarize and thematize the chunks of data collected from the interviews.

The categories from the Instagram accounts and the themes from the interview

were analyzed through the lens given by Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation

theory. I looked at how the concepts of the theory were manifested through the creation

and use of main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. This interpretation was then used to

answer the research questions of this study (see Chapter 1).

G. Role of the Researcher

I have been an active Instagram user for many years prior to this study. However,

I do not use a Finstagram account or a dump account. I first learned of this phenomenon

from my friends who introduced me to it and asked me to subscribe to their Finstagram

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accounts. With this, my role in this study is that of a curious observant who have seen

and noticed multiple Finstagram accounts during her use of the social media application.

There are a couple of biases that may be present during the duration of this study.

First, selection bias may have occurred during this study’s search for participants. Smith

and Noble (2014) define selection bias, or participant bias, as a type of research bias

wherein participants are reached and chosen based on how they fit the criteria of the

study and the likelihood of their retention as the study undergoes analysis (Smith and

Noble, 2014). Dudovskiy (2018) explains that selection bias often occurs in studies that

employ convenience sampling due to the little chance of total randomness when selecting

participants (Dudovskiy, 2018). In this study, participants who were found, selected, and

contacted were within the reach of my social network and geographic means—

convenience sampling. This results to a smaller demographic range for this study’s

sampling population; in Chapter 1, I have stated that this study’s set of participants does

not intend to be a representation of the whole Finstagram community.

Given that one of the data gathering methods employed in this study is personal

interview, another bias that may be present is interviewer bias. Cook (2010) explains that

interviewer bias “involves the tendency of the interviewer to subconsciously obtain

answers that support preconceived notions” (p. 62). As some of the participants of this

study are people who I have met and interacted way before the beginning of this study,

my emphasis on words, body language, and non-verbal cues that may have been

subconsciously communicated during the interviews may have slightly influenced the

way some interviews are conducted and by extension, have influenced the participants’

opinion. I exerted effort to minimize this bias as much as possible during the interviews

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by asking some questions multiple times in order to get the most truthful answers from

this study’s participants. Moreover, as the interviews happened, I eventually learned from

possible mistakes committed on earlier interviews and corrected them on later ones.

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RESULTS AND DISCUSSION

This chapter discusses the results of the analysis of the data gathered from

interviews with ten Finstagram users and the thematization of their main Instagram and

Finstagram accounts. The first three sections explain the narratives of the participants’

motivations in using Instagram and creating Finstagram accounts and present the

categorization of the visual content that the users share on their accounts. The last section

uses the thematized and categorized data to explain the differences in the users’ self-

presentation ways on their main Instagram and Finstagram accounts.

A. The Respondents

Before this study proceeds to the results of the interviews and exploration of the

Instagram and Finstagram accounts, it is important for the readers to be introduced to this

study’s ten participants by knowing their background and the history of their Finstagram

accounts’ creation. In order to protect their privacy, this study has replaced their names

with pseudonyms.

1. Albert

Albert, 21, is a college student from a reputable college in Manila. He lives in

Paranaque City with his family. He has been an Instagram user since 2014. He started

using a Finstagram account in August 2018. He first found out about Finstagram from his

college friends whom he follows on his main Instagram account. After some time, he

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decided to create his own private space away from his general audience on Instagram by

creating his own Finstagram account.

2. Bobby

Bobby, 20, is a Psychology student from a college in Muntinlupa City. He lives in

Paranaque City with his family. He first started using Instagram in 2013. Bobby got the

idea of creating his own secondary Instagram account from his childhood best friend,

Albert. Seeing how it gives Albert the freedom to post anything on an Instagram account,

he created his own Finstagram account. They sometimes collaborate on the content they

post on their Finstagram accounts.

3. Daniella

Daniella, 18, is a budding fashionista who is studying Communication in a known

university in Diliman, Quezon City. She started using Instagram when she was in junior

high school, which was around 2015. Being a social person, she started to maintain her

own Finstagram account in 2018 after getting the inspiration from her friends who have

Finstagram accounts too. She uses her Instagram account to post fashion and travel

photos and to follow Instagram influencers whom she idolizes while she uses her

secondary account for other purposes.

4. Ed

Ed, 19, is a Communication student from a university in Quezon City. Coming

from an all-boys school before college, he created his Instagram account in 2015 in order

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to keep up with the trend and then decided to create his own secondary Instagram account

a year after in 2016 to serve as his visual diary. He is currently very active on this

Finstagram account, which he uses as a diary; he does not post on his main Instagram

account as frequently as before due to his increased preference on his private Finstagram

account.

5. Fina

Fina, 20, is a European Languages student from a university in Quezon City. She

is originally from Laguna where she was raised by her family and received her early

education before college. She has been active on Instagram since creating her account

back in 2012. She created her Finstagram account in December 2018 after being

influenced by her friends during Christmas vacation. She maintains both accounts

regularly, posting almost once on each account every day. She also uses Instagram

Stories, an extra Instagram feature where users can post photos and videos that

automatically vanish after 24 hours, regularly.

6. Hannah

Hannah, 19, is a Psychology student from a university in Quezon City. She lives

in Antipolo City with her family where she was raised from early childhood. She started

using Instagram during high school in 2015. Hannah created her Finstagram account in

December 2018 after being convinced by her friends to create one. She uses her

Instagram account to share photos and videos of her travel around the world. She uses her

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Finstagram account to post the comedic sides of her everyday adventures—posting at

least once everyday on her feed and on Instagram Stories.

7. Kira

Kira, 21, is a Communication student from a university in Quezon City. She lives

in Pasig City with her family but stays in Quezon City near her school during most of the

school year. Kira has been using her Instagram account since 2012. Being a photography

enthusiast, she answered her need for a secondary Instagram account last 2017 to fulfill

her desire of having a dedicated space for her creative outputs, improvement in her skills,

and occasional emotional output.

8. Lisa

Lisa, 20, is a Speech Communication student from a university in Quezon City.

She lives in Quezon City with her family and relatives. She has been maintaining her

curated Instagram account since 2013 and started her secondary account on her 19th

birthday to join an Instagram challenge where she posts one photo each day, however,

she later stopped participating and has since used her Finstagram account for freedom of

expression on the social media platform.

9. Naomi

Naomi, 18, is a Business Administration student from a university in Quezon

City. She grew up in Pasig City where she still lives with her family until now. Although

she created her Instagram account in 2014, she only started being active on that account

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three years later in 2017. In that same year, she started her dump account on Instagram

together with her friends. There, they created their own social space wherein they update

each other on their current activities using their Finstagram posts.

10. Paco

Paco, 23, is a Communication Research student from a university in Quezon City.

He lives with his family and his dogs in Marikina City. Paco has been using his main

Instagram account since 2012. He created his two Finstagram accounts in 2018 and he

claims he has a couple more. His inner shyness led him to create private dump accounts

for specific purposes—his athletic endeavors and photography—as he does not want to

break the image he has set on his main Instagram account to not disappoint his followers.

B. Motivations for using Instagram

This section discusses themes that summarize how the participants use their main

Instagram accounts. It is important to understand how and why Finstagram users

maintain main Instagram accounts in order to better understand the nature of their

Finstagram accounts.

1. Digital window to the world

Main Instagram accounts—determined by their users as their public accounts—

are used to reach and share content with their followers and network. These are the

accounts where they socialize to a greater network composed of their followers—

including strangers with public Instagram accounts—and make public announcements of

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the happenings in their lives. Given that these are their windows to the world, main

Instagram accounts are often maintained well, curated, and the posts are more controlled

than posts on Finstagram accounts in order to be attractive in the social network. There

are three sub-themes that further explains how Finstagram users utilize their main

Instagram accounts: celebrating milestones with the public, riding the trend waves, and

fishing for compliments.

a. Celebrating moments and milestones with the public

Finstagram users use their main Instagram accounts to share milestones and

important moments in their lives. This includes events and celebrations involving the

account user and sometimes even celebrations of their loved ones. Bobby shared, “In my

Instagram, I post during special occasions only like birthday or something to do with me

and my girlfriend or basically a few of my hobbies and what I do.” Kira shares the same

sentiments when posting on her main Instagram account. She shared,

“[I post] especially kapag mga big events of my life. So sa main account, nagpo-

post ako ng parang mga ‘best photo of the day’” [I post especially during big

events of my life. On my main account, I post things like the ‘best photo of the

day’].

Paco called his posts on his main Instagram account as ‘life posts’, citing an example his

posts on adventures he went to, the competitions he joined in the past, and the milestones

he reached with his loved ones, like anniversaries. This is also akin to keeping a diary on

social media to preserve memories and milestones—in visual format.

Aside from this reason, Daniella posts on her main Instagram not only to

celebrate, but to also update her followers on her life,

“It was a way to show na ‘hey, I’m hanging out with my friends, nandito kami’,

parang it’s a way to update each other na rin. Kase, hindi naman kayo like in

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college na bloc-mate forever.” [It was a way to show that ‘hey, I’m hanging out

with my friends, we’re here’. It’s a way to update each other too because we’re

not college bloc-mates forever].

It is important to note that most, if not all, milestones that the Finstagram users

mentioned as events that get posted on their main Instagram accounts are positive and

happy events—birthdays, victories in competitions, after-parties, and etc. They all

maintain and promote a positive vibe on their feeds.

b. Riding the trend waves

Instagram accounts are used to update oneself with what is trending in the social

media platform and to fit in with one’s social network. Someone influential may start a

trend and it may spread across a network fast, for some users copy the style of another

user they adore or idolize in order to fit in the social network. Like what Albert shared, “I

kinda base my Instagram on other people too. Like, what they usually post I’ll also post.”

This act of trying to fitting in is not even limited to each content posted on Instagram, it

may also extend to how one whole Instagram feed looks like. Lisa admits that she used to

change feed styles based on what was the most accepted or trending during a certain

period in time,

“I tried multiple feed styles. So if you scroll through my main Instagram, the very

first ones are all black. All black because that was, that was the—yun yung uso

nung time na yun eh, yung mga all-black or all-white feeds, and then later I did

it—I changed it into a certain editing, certain editing style because the first few—

I would use VSCOcam, and then I really edit it to the bone.” [I tried multiple

feed styles. So if you scroll through my main Instagram, the very first ones are all

black. All black because that was, that was the—that is what’s trending during

that time, the all-black or all-white feeds, and then later I did it—I changed it

into a certain editing, certain editing style because the first few—I would use

VSCOcam, and then I really edit it to the bone].

Lisa talked about keeping a certain color motif on her Instagram feed. She takes photos

that contain touches of the color she chose (eg. if she chose black, she will only take

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photos of black-colored objects and clothing items as subjects), edits them heavily using

Instagram tools or other photo-editing applications like VSCOcam and Adobe Lightroom

in order to control how the photos look like, and posts them on her Instagram feed.

Daniella, who wants to become famous on Instagram one day through her posts featuring

her fashion and beauty choices, follows famous individuals on Instagram to get

inspirations on fashion, make-up, and art,

“I want to do this outfit someday. Parang ganun. Hair color ganun. Pati yung

mga mismong account ng tao.” [I want to do this outfit someday. Like that. I

wanna try a certain hair color, like that. Even the account/feed style of that

person].

This shows that people in one Instagram network engage in an exchange of ideas

by following one another or simply browsing one’s feed through the Instagram

application. Together, they make the trending type of content on Instagram—what the

most accepted feed style is and which type of content will garner the most number of

positive engagements, providing gratification to everyone in the social network through

feedback. Basically, the trend dictates what is ‘IG-worthy’, or which content is worthy

and widely accepted to be posted publicly on Instagram accounts.

c. Fishing for compliments

In connection with the previous sub-theme, Finstagram users use Instagram to

garner praises and positive feedback from their social network. Aside from having more

followers in their main Instagram accounts, the participants’ reach is wider due to the fact

that they keep their Instagram account settings as ‘public’, enabling non-followers from

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around the world to see their content if they come across the content through a hashtag6

or recommendation from Instagram. Some might say that this is a downside of

maintaining an Instagram account—there is certain pressure to get a certain amount of

likes7 and comments8 from the audience. Some even go to great lengths just to get more

attention for their posts. Ed admitted that he used to post strategically on his Instagram

account during prime hours when most people are online,

“Nakakapressure siya kase before sa Instagram app, parang

chronological pa yung paglalabas ng post. This is why fina-follow ko yung

peak hours sa pagpost and then parang I feel sad kapag people don’t notice it as

early as possible.” [I feel pressured because before, on the Instagram

application, posts go out into feeds in chronological order. That’s why I follow

the peak hours when posting and then I feel sad when people don’t notice my

post as early as possible].

Playing with the Instagram algorithm, Paco also shared that he tends to delay replying

back to comments made on his account in order to boost it so that his posts will stay

longer on top of his network’s Instagram feeds,

“It’s like basic media monitoring, kahit alam mo na may nagcomment, ‘ay hindi

muna ako magrereply kase masyadong maaga kailangan mag-up iyan e’. Alam

mo ‘yun, haha. Technique rin, social media management. Basic iyan.”[It’s like

basic media monitoring, even though I know that someone commented on my

post, I won’t reply right away because it’s still too early and that my post needs

to stay on top of feeds. It’s technique, basic social media management].

Finstagram users, with their effort to curate and maintain a certain aesthetic on their main

Instagram accounts, expect to be noticed and praised in return, to the point that they

employ methods and techniques in order to divert a huge amount of attention to their

posts as fast as possible. Once they reached a certain number of likes, which differs from

6 A hashtag is a word or phrase (without spaces) preceded by a hash or pound sign to identify a

keyword or topic and make it easy to track and locate. 7 A like is a virtual thumbs up to show a user you liked their post. 8 A comment is reaction or response to a user’s post that shows up beneath the post.

Definitions from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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one participant to another in proportion to their total number of followers, they will feel

satisfied and gratified. For Lisa, if a post did not reach an acceptable number of likes, she

will delete the post and will take note of the reasons why the post did not live up to her

followers’ expectations.

Over-all, this theme shows how Instagram accounts fulfill the needs of

Finstagram users for gratification and social interaction—which is essential to any social

media network. As a window to the world, Instagram opens an avenue for its users to

share picture-perfect photos of the important moments in their lives and gain positive

messages in return from all over the world.

2. Marketing the self

Finstagram users maintain images of themselves through their main Instagram

accounts. Likewise to marketing a brand and managing the brand image and reputation,

the users maintain particular and certain key messages consistent to most, if not all, of

their visual posts on their own Instagram feeds. Some maintain more than one image but

are connected in some way towards a bigger image that the users would like their

followers to see or associate with them. This theme discusses various sub-themes

connected to projecting and maintaining an image on Instagram: consistency is the key,

appealing to the market, and protecting the image.

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a. Consistency is the key

Being consistent is an important aspect of marketing a brand. In order to make

sure that the message will be embedded to the minds of the audience, the message has to

be the same across all executions, and in the case of Instagram, it has to be the same

across most, if not all, content posted on one’s feed. Albert believes that if he continues

to post more photos of him practicing his sport, more and more people will associate him

to being an athlete and that image of him will stay permanently in their minds. In his

words,

“I post a lot of my gym, boxing photos parang I want people to know na ‘yun

nga, I’m a fighter… I guess, if you really post something and then if people see it

enough then they’ll believe it.” [I post a lot of my gym, boxing photos, I want

people to know that I’m a fighter… I guess, if you really post something and then

if people see it enough then they’ll believe it].

Meanwhile, Hannah uses her main Instagram account to post photos of her whenever she

travels to far places. She even admitted, “I only update it pag like if I go on vacation and

stuff” [I only update my Instagram whenever I go on vacation and stuff]. She makes sure

to choose the most visually-pleasing photo among all she takes during her trips and posts

it on her main Instagram account. She wants to be seen as someone who does cool things

while on vacation—an adventurous person.

Fashionistas like Lisa and Daniella already know what their audience wants to see

of them—they already know how their audiences see them on Instagram and how to cater

to them through their Instagram posts. Lisa explained,

“I think yung napapansin ko kasi, yung selfies lang kasi yung pumapatok, or if

not selfies, yung ano, yung outfits; kaya parang doon ako nagfofocus kasi a lot of

people say that it’s my outfits that—they identify me with my outfits” [I notice

that the selfies I post are the ones that gain the most attention from my followers,

also the outfits that I wear. So I focus on showing off photos of my outfits because

they me with my outfits].

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Daniella, as previously mentioned, wants to become an Instagram influencer, or someone

famous on the social media platform, so she focuses on posting pictures of her outfits and

selfies and she also believes that her followers on her main Instagram expect her to

maintain that image.

b. Appealing to the market

Instead of projecting a certain image on Instagram, some users use the platform to

instead convince people that they belong to the social network by sharing basic things

about themselves. Bobby admitted that he posts on Instagram to share things to people in

his school whom he is not that confident to talk to in person. He shared, “I’ve very little

friends in school. I guess with the main Instagram, I get to show like how interesting I

can be”. Bobby posts photos about his life, his sports, his girlfriend, and the places he

goes to with his family on his main Instagram account.

Ed believes that the mere possession of an Instagram account and having

followers are enough to show that he belongs to a social network in his former school—

to say that he is also an interesting person to socialize with (ie. because he has a generous

number of followers, etc.). Because most of his friends and batchmates in high school

maintain curated Instagram feeds, he claimed he was pressured into making his own

account and filling it with ‘IG-worthy’ photos, making sure his feed is at par with the

others. He even added,

“Parang naging status symbol rin yung IG like the number of followers you have

or like how aesthetically pleasing it is. Ang laki kase ng factor ng how you do

socially as a person. Like, how people see you back then sa high school, that’s

why I saw value in the number of followers, the number of likes, and stuff.”

[Instagram became a status symbol, like in terms of the number of followers you

have or how aesthetically-pleasing your feed it is. How you do socially as a

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person is a huge factor back in high school. That’s why I saw value in the

number of followers, the number of likes, and stuff].

After high school, however, Ed stopped posting regularly on his main Instagram account

because he felt that he is not the same person anymore. He has since changed the way he

posts in order to cater to his new social network in college.

c. Protecting the image

Aside from projecting and maintaining an image on social media, Instagram posts

are also utilized to protect one’s image to his or her audience. Bobby restricts himself

from posting unacceptable jokes or posts on his main Instagram feed, he explained, “

“[On my main Instagram] I don’t wanna make baboy. I wanna make it maayos.

‘Cause obviously nowadays, if people look you up, that’s who they think you are.

So it saves the prejudice.” [I don’t want to post ridiculous content like a pig. I

want to make proper posts. ‘Cause obviously nowadays, if people look you up,

that’s who they think you are. So it saves the prejudice].

It is notable that Bobby points out that a public Instagram account can be considered as

hints to the identity of its user, something similar to a resume when applying for a job. He

implied that failing to protect his image on Instagram—for example, posting a socially

unacceptable photo on his public Instagram account—may cost him his place in his social

network and earn negative judgments from the few people he interacts with in his school.

For Paco, he maintains a cool and adventurous image on his main Instagram

account, just like the actor Jericho Rosales. He said that he does not want people to

identify him as being a sad and lonely boy, so as much as possible, he posts photos from

his travels and celebrations in his life on his main Instagram account. There were days,

however, that his sentimental side wanted to go out to his main Instagram account. He

answers to this other side by posting some photos that are sentimental and sad in nature, a

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strong contrast to his established adventurous and outgoing image on his main Instagram

account. He further explained the reason why,

“Parang gusto ko pa din malaman ng mga tao yung parang I try to strike a

balance between cool and senti. Parang nagiging middle ground ko siya [his

main Instagram].” [I still want people to know that I try to strike a balance

between cool and sentimental. It’s like my main Instagram is the middle ground].

He then follows the sentimental posts with more adventure-themed posts on his

Instagram account. Over-all, Paco’s feed is still mostly composed of photos from his

adventures to other parts of the country.

This theme relates the projection of one’s image to brand management with

Instagram accounts as its tool. Instagram provides a medium for users to establish a

reputation or image online to complement or boost their social interactions in real life.

Moreover, there seems to be an underlying fear that is connected to messing up one’s

own image on his or her own Instagram account that may result to social isolation in real

life, which is the opposite of receiving gratification from one’s widely accepted image

and Instagram posts.

This section talks about how Finstagram users maintain active Instagram accounts

mainly for social interaction online and in real life. On their main Instagram accounts,

users go out of their ways to filter and edit visual content in order to curate their main

Instagram accounts and project a chosen image for their audience. In the next section, this

study digs into the motivations for creating and maintaining Finstagram accounts in order

to take the next step into understanding the phenomenon.

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C. Motivations for creating and maintaining Finstagram accounts

This section presents themes that discuss the motivations behind the creation and

maintenance of Finstagram accounts. Understanding the stories of the users of how they

were enticed and convinced into creating their secondary Instagram accounts is crucial in

studying the Finstagram phenomenon, as it does not only explain why they resorted to a

secondary account, it also explains why having just one Instagram account is not enough

to complete their Instagram experience.

1. Visual diary

As a visual social media platform, Instagram presents millions of photos and

videos that tell different stories and showcase different activities of their authors. The

purpose behind their release may differ from one account to another, however, some are

similar in a way that they are posted on the social media platform to record something—

just like a diary. The sub-themes below discuss how Finstagram users use their secondary

Instagram accounts as a visual diary: keeping track of progress, remembering every day,

and photos that didn’t make the cut but are worth the story.

a. Keeping track of progress

Some users use Finstagram accounts to keep track of their progress on a skill they

are trying to learn or improve. Similar to posting one’s fitness journey on other social

media platforms like Facebook and Twitter, Finstagram users who use Finstagram for

this purpose believe that consistent practicing and posting of proofs of their progress in

their craft helps them improve and keep themselves inspired and focused.

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Paco uses one of his two Finstagram accounts to serve as his ‘training log’ for

powerlifting. He posts photos and videos of him powerlifting in order to check for his

consistency. When asked why he chose to put all his powerlifting content in one account,

he said that he wanted to have a dedicated dump account for his athletic endeavors

because (1) he wants to only follow all other powerlifters he knows so that once he opens

his Instagram application’s newsfeed, he will only see powerlifting content, (2) he does

not want to inconvenience his main Instagram followers by bombarding them with his

powerlifting posts, and (3) he is afraid to be called ‘vain’ for showing off his powerlifting

videos and photos. Paco affirmed that by doing this, he remains focused on his practice

and improvement.

Aside from athletic endeavors, some Finstagram users prefer to use their dump

accounts to practice on their photography and art skills. Kira uses her Finstagram as a

photo dump for her photography. She explained that she collates all her post-processed

photos that she takes on her Finstagram account and treats it as a portfolio that she

updates from time to time.

b. Remembering every day

Not unique to one social media platform, Finstagram accounts are used for

archiving purposes by their users—to record something that would be pleasant to be

looked back to in the future. In this sub-theme, users do not just record milestones and

important events in their lives, they record their daily activities on their Finstagram

accounts by posting at least once—usually a summary—before the day ends.

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Using his Finstagram account, Ed makes sure to post pictures that summarize his

whole day. He shared his sentiments of why he practices this,

“Ako kase parang gusto ko na i-document yung everyday ko na ginagawa. That’s

why I post everyday. It’s very active kase I post everyday talaga. Like I don’t

miss a day. And then I think it’s just for remembrance. Feeling ko kase memory-

hoarder ako. I use it for example when I’m having like a hard time like “Oh, this

day, I conquered this or that. Kase since ang daming nangyayari, parang naisip

ko na it’s best to document it and then kapag when I’m older, or like, malapit na

matapos yung college, I could look back na “Ohhh, I did this, I did that”.” [I like

documenting the things I do everyday. That’s why I post everyday. It’s very

active because I really post everyday. Like I don’t miss a day. And then I think

it’s just for remembrance. I feel that I am a memory-hoarder. I’ll use it for

example when I’m having like a hard time like “Oh, this day, I conquered this or

that. Since a lot of things have happened, I thought it’s best to document it and

when I’m older, or like, nearly graduating in college, I could look back and say

“Ohhh, I did this, I did that”].

Similar to Ed’s sentiment of recording stories of how he conquered challenges in his life

and wanting to remind his future self about them, Hannah posts photos on her Finstagram

account with captions that show a list of things she is grateful for each day accompanied

with a short dedication to people or objects that made her day worthwhile. Hannah, who

mentioned that she created her Finstagram to serve as a positive outlet, aims to look back

to the content she posted after a period of time to reminisce. Meanwhile, Naomi already

uses her Finstagram account to remind herself about the things that happened in the past,

“Sometimes I catch myself going on Instagram and then looking back at everything and

“look, I remember this”. It’s like reminiscing with what happened in my life.”

c. Photos that didn’t make the cut but are worth the story

An Instagram user might want to preserve memorable photos and share them to

an audience but consider them not visually-appealing enough to be posted on his or her

main Instagram account. Some of these photos ended up being posted on Finstagram

accounts for the sake of sharing it to an audience.

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Naomi called her Finstagram account as a dump account where she tells stories

about events that happened in her days but are not worthy to be posted on her main

Instagram account. She feels that this type of content is only worthy enough to be posted

to a smaller audience who she believes would appreciate it more—her very close circle of

friends. Example of her posts that belong to this category are pictures of her 18th birthday

celebration. She deemed them worthy enough for sharing because they are showcasing a

special celebration in her life, however, for her, the angle or her poses on the photos

seemed off and not ‘IG-worthy’, therefore earning spots on her Finstagram feed instead

of her main Instagram feed.

This theme shows how Finstagram satisfies an often hidden side of its users—

sentimental in most of the cases—by providing an avenue where they can express this

side freely. As the social media platform that is mainly visual, it serves as a time capsule

specialized for visual content where its users save and keep their treasured memories and

progress for later consumption and reminiscing, offering a free and easy way back in

time.

2. Free photo storage

Some Finstagram users created their Finstagram accounts to serve as photo dump

accounts to free up space on their mobile devices. Akin to Apple’s iCloud and Google’s

Google Drive, Finstagram accounts created for this purpose serve as a backup photo

album where users store photos online that they do not immediately need anymore, but

are still too valuable to be deleted permanently.

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Fina shared a story and her rationale behind the making of her Finstagram or

dump account,

“There were a lot of pictures that I didn’t want to delete because they held such a

nice memory. But at the same time, I’m never gonna post that on my Instagram.

So uhm, what’s the point of saving them? So fine I’ll just post—I’ll create a

second account, so I can post like uhm, those kinds of photos. Parang hindi ko

naman siya ilalagay on my main account, hindi siya “IG worthy”, sadly. So

nilalagay ko siya all the time sa second account ko.” [There were a lot of

pictures that I didn’t want to delete because they held such a nice memory. But at

the same time, I’m never gonna post that on my Instagram. So uhm, what’s the

point of saving them? So fine I’ll just post—I’ll create a second account, so I can

post like uhm, those kinds of photos. I’m never going to post them on my main

Instagram anyway because they’re not “IG worthy”, sadly. So I’m just gonna

post them on my second account].

Paco shared the same sentiments, he also wants to clear up and save more space in his

phone, which has a small storage space for media content. He also believes that doing

this is practical, as it saves more space for more important memories on his phone.

Aside from serving its users’ social and personal needs, Finstagram accounts also

serve its users’ economic needs, providing a free, limitless, and very accessible photo

storage tool that at the same time provides a familiar setting and feel to the Finstagram

users.

3. Painting on a new canvas

With their creativity most likely bound by unspoken and unwritten restrictions in

order to maintain a certain look on their main Instagram accounts, creating a secondary

account provides them with another blank canvas to paint on—to express their creativity

using a different style or even no particular style at all. On their Finstagram accounts,

they are free to post whatever they want—to mix photos and videos on feeds or even on

one post, to mix color motifs and subjects, to express different moods and focus on

different subjects, and etc. without the worry of creating an unorganized feed. This theme

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branches out into four sub-themes that describe how Finstagram users utilize their

creative freedom to express creativity in different ways on their Finstagram accounts:

avenue for more creativity, posting for the sake of sharing, and drawing out emotions.

a. Avenue for more creativity

It has been discussed from the previous section how Finstagram users heavily

maintain and control the content that gets posted on their main Instagram feeds in order

to ride the trend or receive positive feedback from their social network. Most, if not all,

keep a certain theme on their feeds—a part of the recipe to a widely accepted post that

would provide them gratification. For some, suddenly diverting from the usual feed style

of their main Instagram accounts might be weird or even scary to do, especially for users

who have followers who closely watch their feeds (ie. bloggers or influencers). With this,

Finstagram users opt to express a freer version of their creativity on their Finstagram

accounts in front of a smaller crowd who they know would accept their creative

decisions. There, they are free to post anything without thinking how it would look like

with the rest of their other posts. Bobby explained, “you get to express yourself in a way

that you don’t with your main account. Like, you’re not concerned with the likes or

anything, you just wanna share the pictures with close people.”

Some Finstagram users also enjoy the comfort of having a smaller and genuine

audience with the creative freedom that they get from their secondary accounts. Albert

shared,

“I wanted the freedom of just posting whatever on an account and that way,

people who would follow that account genuinely want to see whatever you wanna

post rather than your main Instagram, where it’s like, when people follow you,

it’s like, out of obligation.”

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Albert expressed that he feels confident with sharing his eccentric creative choices in

front of his Finstagram followers rather than with his followers on his main Instagram

account where he feels a little bit indifferent towards his audience. This will be discussed

more in the next theme.

With a Finstagram account, users get the chance to make and maintain a whole

new feed style from their established styles on their main Instagram accounts. Lisa, who

knows what her main Instagram audience wants to see of her and actively caters to that

expectation, uses her Finstagram to express a certain style that she is aching to express

but she knows will not garner much attention on her main account. She shared,

“I know na what my followers like and don’t like. So apparently, hindi patok

yung style na very minimalist or if yung very korean aesthetic. I wanted to try

that, pero hindi siya pumapatok. So doon ko nalang dina-dump [on my

Finstagram].” [I already know what my followers like and don’t like. So

apparently, being minimalist or employing Korean aesthetics don’t do well with

my audience on my main Instagram. I wanted to try that, but they don’t react

much to it. So I just dump them on my Finstagram].

b. Posting for the sake of sharing

Sometimes, Finstagram users desire to post content that they feel that they want to

post just for the sake of it—no particular story to tell, no particular skill to maintain, or

anything else. Paco calls this as ‘catharsis’; he just wants the feeling of posting a photo or

video even though no one might see the post at all,

“When I have my own personal thing, na parang I just want it up there, that’s

when I post sa Finstas.” [When I have my own personal thing, like I just want it

up there, that’s when I post on my Finstagram accounts].

Paco just wanted to express himself—not necessarily to interact with other users on the

social media platform—and that feeling is satisfying for him. That catharsis is made

possible for him by having a private Finstagam account.

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Fina and Naomi do the same on their respective Finstagram accounts. Naomi

regularly posts multiple photos in one post. She admitted that this is because she did not

know what to do with some of the photos, so she ended up just posting them with other

photos collectively on one post on her private Finstagram account just to share them and

get them out there. Fina, a photography enthusiast, does not even edit pictures she posts

on her Finstagram account, “I just put them online and I don’t really care anymore.”

This way of sharing visual content on Finstagram may be considered as the visual

social media platform in its purest form—posting for the sake of sharing. Finstagram

users simply get their content out there without fearing that their photos would not fit into

their curated feeds or get accepted by their audience or even get noticed for having no

particular stories to tell. Similar to Paco, it is a release of emotions through posting his

content on an Instagram feed—it is catharsis.

c. Drawing out emotions

Finstagram users feel that they are not free enough to express their raw emotions

on their main Instagram accounts. Some reasons for this include (1) creative restrictions,

(2) the diversity of their audience—includes family members, distant relatives,

acquaintances, and people they have only met once, (3) restrictions on language use due

to their audience’s preferences, and (4) the image that they have set on their main

Instagram accounts. This lack of total freedom is neither positive nor negative, as some

users really prefer to express their pure happiness or sadness to a smaller audience that

they are sure would feel the same for them.

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Finstagram users make use of techniques and filters to represent their emotions in

visual form and accompany it with a caption to talk about how they feel. Kira shared how

she does this process,

“Kapag intense ‘yong emotions ko na kailangan ko siya ilabas, so I do it through

a photo tas ‘yong captions minsan, ganun ‘yong nagiging way ko na para

maging active rin doon sa Finsta.” [Whenever I feel intense emotions, I feel that

I really need to let them out so I do it through a photo then I put a caption with it

sometimes. It’s also a way for me to be active on my Finstagram account].

She pointed out a particular photo on her Finstagram of a sunset taken in her college

building and explained what kind of emotion it represented back then,

“Since mahilig nga ako sa sunset, ‘pag maganda kinukunan ko talaga. Tapos

hindi ko siya pino-post agad tapos noong pinost ko ‘to, it was that day na parang

I felt so loved, like, parang, naa-appreciate ko ‘yong friendships ko.” [Since I

like sunsets, I really take a photo whenever I encounter a nice-looking one. Then

I don’t post it right away. The day I posted this was the day I felt so loved, like I

really appreciated the friendships I have].

Here, Kira associated a picture of an object she likes with a hopeful and positive emotion

and posted it on her Finstagram to remind her of the emotion later on in her life. This

shows that Kira uses her Finstagram account for archiving purposes as well.

Figure 1. Kira’s picture of a sunset which she associates with hope and love.

(photo taken with consent)

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4. Unfiltered posts, unfiltered identity

With the privacy that private Finstagram accounts give to their users, the users are

free not just to be creative and emotional, but to also show another side of their

personalities that they are not comfortable with sharing on their main Instagram accounts.

This theme discusses how having a Finstagram account unmasks certain sides of

personalities and images that Finstagram users seem to hide from their public accounts.

Finstagram users keep their Finstagram accounts private, if they filter their

content on their main Instagram, they filter their audience on their Finstagram accounts to

a small number of people they personally know and are comfortable with. Usually, these

do not include family members and relatives and instead mainly compose of the users’

closest bestfriends with whom they are comfortable to joke around and they think who

will not judge them. Lisa admitted that the reason why she feels so comfortable on her

Finstagram is that her family and relatives are not subscribed to her account to see her

posts, unlike on her main Instagram account. She shared one of her reasons why she

created a secondary account,

“I want to have the luxury to—yung luxury na magkalat sa Instagram main, pero

wala; my mom follows me; my ninang follows me, so I can’t. That’s why I have a

Finsta also.” [I want to have the luxury to be as free as I can on Instagram, but I

can’t. my mom follows me; my godmother follows me, so I can’t. That’s why I

have a Finsta also].

Albert would not be okay with publicizing his Finstagram account, he explained,

“It’s not that I’m insecure of who I really am. It’s not that I’m shy to show people

that I’m like this. I mean, honestly to some people, yeah. Some people I wanna

impress but no, I mean I’d be okay with it but there’s also the comfort of just

posting whatever I wanna post on Finstagram since I don’t wanna bother anyone

with my Finsta.”

Albert posts funny photos of him and sometimes offensive inside jokes that are only

shared between him and his closest friends. He cleared that keeping his Finstagram

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between him and his closest social circle would keep his image clean to people he wants

to impress in person.

According to Naomi, only her close friends would understand her posts on her

Finstagram accounts, as some posts are created with them and are backed by stories only

they share and experienced together. She emphasized the comfort of posting with only

her closest friends as an audience,

“With my close friends, I don’t really have to try as much ‘cause they know me

already. On my main account, it’s mostly stuff that I want other people that really

don’t know me to see, but then on my dump account, it’s mostly stuff that people

who know me would understand. Like, they know about me and I want them to

know about it.”

Daniella shared the same sentiments about keeping her Finstagram followers composed

of her close circle of friends, “[On Finstagram] it’s a way parang mas public yung posts

mo pero yung mga followers mo yung mga talagang tina-trust mong people.” [It’s a way

to keep your posts ‘public’ but your followers are only people who you really trust].

It is notable that the users are comfortable with their audiences on Finstagram

because with them, they will not get negative feedback and they will not experience

unacceptance and rejection because of the post they make on their Finstagram accounts.

The Finstagram users feel that with their filtered followers, their posts are

unfiltered as it can be. When asked to describe how he is on his Finstagram account,

Bobby said, “On my Finsta, I’m more... unfiltered version that only certain people could

see.” Like with the other users, he enjoys the freedom to post any content without the

judging eyes of people outside his social circle.

With the ability to post unfiltered and uncurated content, they are free to show

who they really are beyond the aesthetics and styles of their main Instagram accounts.

Lisa called her Finstagram as the ‘window’ to her head. For her, Finstagram is the place

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where she gets to “disclose everything from my day, to my issues, and stuff, and that’s

‘cause—it’s part of me.” On her Finstagram, she is free to express that part of her that is

different from the fashionista image she strictly maintains on her main Instagram

account. Albert shared how he utilizes the freedom he gets with his Finstagram account.

There, he freely expresses his antics and his comedic side, according to him,

“My Finstagram is pretty much who I am really am, you know. I’m really ‘topak’

like, I post a lot of stupid pictures where there’s just [a photo] dunking my head

into a toilet. There’s one of me just blinding myself with a lamp. I just post

whatever. I really couldn’t care less about how I look on my Finsta.” [My

Finstagram is pretty much who I am really am, you know. I really have this

certain crazy mood like, I post a lot of stupid pictures where there’s just a photo

of me dunking my head into a toilet. There’s one of me just blinding myself with a

lamp. I just post whatever. I really couldn’t care less about how I look on my

Finsta].

Fearing that the other side of his identity will not be widely accepted on his main

Instagram account, Paco collates all the post that do not agree with his cool and

adventurous image on his main Instagram into one Finstagram account. He explained,

“Yung baka hindi matanggap ng world na may emotional side si Paco na...

parang sa pinakahuling post ko parang sentimental shit ako diyan. Na parang

‘ugh that’s so gay’. Eh, ganyan ako e. Parang soft ako inside, tapos ayun, na

baka hindi siya pumasok sa vibe na hinahanap ng tao na cool or exciting [sa

main Instagram].” [The world might not accept the emotional side of Paco. They

might see my sentimental posts and say “ugh that’s so gay”. But that’s me. I’m

soft on the inside but that might not go well with the cool or exciting vibe that

people look for on my main Instagram].

Moreover, Paco shared his view of his main Instagram and Finstagram,

“Ang weird eh, because parang you’re putting a limit to something that’s

limitless. Parang hindi enough yung main Instagram for the content of my life.

Parang alam mo yun, parang it’s for a different crowd.” [It’s actually weird

because it’s like putting a limit to something that’s limitless. It’s as if my main

Instagram is not enough for the content of my life, you know. As if it’s for a

different crowd].

He believes that Instagram, as a social media platform, is ‘limitless’, where one can post

as many posts as he or she wants for as long as the platform exists. However, he feels

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somehow limited by it, that it cannot handle all of the posts his life can produce and one

account is incapable of handling the multiple facets of his personality. That is why Paco

felt the need to use another, a more private, account to handle the more personal side of

his personality—which is the sentimental Paco.

Beyond summarizing the motivations of the Finstagram users for creating their

Finstagram accounts, this section also gives light on the needs that the creation of

Finstagram account fulfills—social, personal growth, economic, etc. Moreover, with this

section alone, it is already obvious that Finstagram indeed gives its users more freedom

to move and express their innermost emotions—supporting literature and articles that

define Finstagram accounts as a more personal and closer representation of one’s

identity.

D. The Visuals of Instagram and Finstagram accounts

Knowing the personal motivations of the users in creating their Instagram

accounts through interviews is important, but so is studying the actual themes present on

the users’ main Instagram and Finstagram accounts through the observation of the visual

content posted. In this section, this study presents the categorization of all the themes that

resulted from the observation of the visuals of the participants’ main Instagram and

Finstagram accounts.

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1. Categories of Instagram posts

Analyzing posts on main Instagram accounts and thematizing them according to

the features, this study came up with five main categories that summarize what can be

found on the main Instagram accounts of Finstagram users. Each category is named after

the identity that may be made by posting the photos collectively on their Instagram feed.

a. The Traveller

This category refers to photos and videos related to anything travel and adventure.

This category includes photos and videos taken at the beach, at tourist spots in the

country or overseas, road trips, a compilation of videos and photos that indicate that they

are away from their hometown. These photos are all colored and are staged—on most of

the posts, the users in the picture are making model-like poses alone or with their

companions, looking elsewhere, candidly walking or swimming, or sunbathing.

Figure 2. A post on Instagram depicting travel.

(photo taken with consent)

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b. The Model

Posts that belong to this category shows the fashionista and make-up enthusiast-

side of the participants. They use these posts to showcase their outfit choices, their make-

up skills through selfies under bright light, and them posing to the camera clear or blurred

background settings to emphasize their overall look.

Figure 3. A post on Instagram featuring the author as the model.

(photo taken with consent)

c. The Achiever

These posts feature milestones and achievements in the lives of the participants

captured in a picture-perfect manner. Sometimes these posts are captured candidly.

Milestones and achievements include achievements in their studies, sports, and other

extra-curricular activities that the participants pursue and want to share to their followers

on Instagram.

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Figure 4. A video post showcasing an achievement in sports.

(photo taken with consent)

d. The Loved Ones

With these posts, participants show their public audience their happy families

during celebrations like Christmas Eve, New Year’s Eve, birthdays, etc. and their group

of friends in special occasions like balls, holidays, school activities, and etc. Some posts

do not include the users’ loved ones’ faces at all. Some prefer to instead take photos of

sentimental objects that symbolize their relationship with the person or people in their

mind upon the posting of the content. Some examples are old printed photos taken in a

staged setting like a table in a coffee shop or an object against a blurry background held

by the photo taker’s hand. These photos are often accompanied by captions that reminisce

the people the account user would like to remember or express his or her gratitude for.

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Figure 5. Photo of a group of friends.

(photo taken with consent)

e. The View

Sometimes, the owner of the main Instagram account just chooses to omit any

face or person as a subject of his or her photo and opt to post objects like buildings,

flowers, bodies of water, the sky (includes sunset and sunrise), and indoor activities like

concert and dining (pictures of food) that the user sees through his or her eyes.

Sometimes, when observed closely, the subjects of these photos are not special at all—a

simple building along a road, a ball, a flower blooming, a book on the table that the user

is reading, and many more. These pictures transform into something special due to the

photography techniques employed during the taking of the photo like angling, cropping,

framing, and etc.

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Figure 6. A picture of sunflowers.

(photo taken with consent)

Posts on main Instagram accounts are made to showcase the positive moments in

the lives of the authors. They show the good and the happy side of everything and there

are only a few, if not completely nonexistent, that hint at the darker and negative sides of

their thoughts. They are indeed made to project that image that the user what his or her

audience to see, hence, they are staged and undergo post-processing like filters, editing,

cropping, and etc. to look pleasant and attractive to the audience.

2. Categories of Finstagram posts

This study’s thematization of Finstagram posts brought out four main categories

that summarize the posts. It is notable that I encountered a bit of difficulty in coming up

with this list due to the random nature of posts on the feeds of the participants’

Finstagram accounts.

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a. The Clown

Users use their Finstagram accounts to post funny and entertaining acts they catch

of themselves or of other people, sometimes, they actually do the act and record it on

purpose using their mobile devices. The common goal for posting such content is to make

their audience laugh and to also entertain themselves whenever they browse their

Finstagram feeds. A couple of participants also use their entertaining content to spark

conversation with their close friends.

Figure 7. A Finstagram post posted for comedic purposes.

(photo taken with consent)

b. The Candid

This category covers all the photos taken candidly as they happen—celebrations,

group activities, family moments in the house, celebrations like graduation, birthdays,

and etc. This also includes random selfies taken by the Finstagram users. These photos

capture the raw emotion that the Finstagram users want to preserve for a long time by

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sharing to their closest social circle. Compared to ‘The Loved Ones’ category from the

previous section, this category involves photos that are less staged, less post-processed,

and are often posted right after the moment occurred. In other words, these photos and

videos may not be aesthetically pleasing, but their stories and meanings are the ones that

are worthy to be posted.

Figure 8. A Finstagram post showcasing a group huddle.

(photo taken with consent)

c. The Screenshot

These are photos taken of screens of devices like laptops, phone, tablets, etc. The

goal of these photos is to share something that was shown on-screen like movies, list of

grades in school, video calls, text messages, and etc. and to record something that the

Finstagram user has consumed and enjoyed using his or her electronic devices.

Sometimes, these posts are accompanied with captions explaining the story behind the

screenshot of their device’s screen.

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Figure 9. A Finstagram photo showing a laptop screen with a movie title.

(photo taken with consent)

d. The Record

This category shows all the Finstagram posts taken for the sake of recording and

sharing them—lunch and dinner dates, outtakes of photo shoots, make-up and outfit

fitting in boutiques, and other photography behind-the-scenes. Compared to ‘The

Candid’, this theme is more of a ‘just because’—no special reason to remember or

celebrate in the post.

Figure 10. A photo of a lunch meal.

(photo taken with consent)

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E. Self-Presentation on Instagram

Now that this study has discussed the motivations of the users for using their main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts and their visuals, it now proceeds to analyze and talk

about how Finstagram users present themselves on these accounts. Backed with

Baumeister and Hutton’s self-presentation theory (see Chapter 3), this section aims to

give light to the standards that the users follow or do not follow when using their

accounts on the social media platform, Instagram.

It is important to recall the difference between the audience of Finstagram users

on their main Instagram accounts and on their Fintagram accounts before trying to

understand what they believe are expectations imposed upon them; by ‘audience’, this

study refers to the followers or subscribers of the account for private accounts9 and for

public accounts10, it would be the followers plus other people who may come across the

post of the account user as dictated by Instagram’s algorithm (or system, which is

undisclosed by the application developers).

As mentioned in previous sections, Finstagram users are followed on their main

Instagram accounts by their family members, relatives, close friends, acquaintances, and

people who they have met at least once in their lives. For this reason, main Instagram

accounts tend to have more followers than Finstagram accounts and the reach of posts are

wider. Meanwhile, the followers of Finstagram accounts are filtered according to the

discretion and goal of its creator. Usually, Finstagram accounts are followed by the users’

9 Private accounts are profiles with settings such that you can approve or reject other users’

requests to follow you and see your content. 10 Public accounts are profiles with settings such that any user can find your profile, follow you,

and see your content without sending a follow request.

Definitions from Langevin, M. (2016). Social Media Glossary. Retrieved March 31, 2019 from

https://thrivehive.com/social-media-glossary.

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closest friends—their innermost social circle. With this, the reach of posts is very limited.

In rare cases, some users prefer to have no followers at all on their Finstagram accounts.

1. Adhering to standards of people or Instagram

In this theme, this study explores how Finstagram users use their accounts to

fulfill external expectations of them.

This study found out that actions that are influenced by the public’s expectations

and preferences are concentrated on the main Instagram accounts of the users. This is due

to the presence of certain audiences that the users find themselves uncomfortable to share

certain visual content with. One of the participants, Bobby, believes that the content he

posts on his Finstagram account—content like comedic posts—are not appreciated by his

family and relatives that follow him on his main Instagram account, so he limits these

posts to his private and secret Finstagram account. This is also what Lisa feels, who

strictly adheres to her fashionista image on her main Instagram, because she knows that

her followers on her main Instagram associate her identity to the clothes she wears,

therefore, she admitted to purposefully catering to what they expect of her by adhering to

her popular feed style.

Fina got a sudden realization when asked about whether she had any expectations

whenever she posts on her Instagram account and if she is posting for other people or for

herself. As someone who heavily edits her posts on her main Instagram in order to look

good as the rest of her feed, she realized that there might have been a hidden reason why

she got used to doing that. She admitted,

“If I think about it parang... sasabihin ko sa sarili ko na hindi. Pero maybe it’s in

the back of my mind? Kasi I don’t think I would go through such lengths na pati

‘yung stories ko ine-edit ko a certain way just to be able to satisfy my own

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needs.” [If I think about it, I would say no, I don’t have any expectations. But

maybe it’s in the back of my mind. Because I don’t think I would go through such

lengths that I also edit my IG stories in a certain way just to be able to satisfy my

own needs].

She also realized that maybe she was encouraged to stick to editing her posts on her main

Instagram because she gets positively reinforced whenever she does through likes and

comments and she does not get any feedback if otherwise.

Some Finstagram users acknowledge an existing pressure due to the expectations

of their followers but they cater to that anyway. Daniella explained what she feels while

maintaining her main Instagram account, she shared,

“There’s pressure na kailangan maayos yung feed and maayos yung picture like

well- edited ganun. Tapos syempre tinitignan ko always yung updates na ilang

likes na ganun. Or sometimes papamessage ko pa sa friend, ‘uy support mo

naman yung post ko’ ganun. Parang it’s more on... siguro getting, di naman

validation pero attention?” [There is pressure that says that my feed has to be

organized and the pictures should be well-edited. I also look at updates on the

number of likes my posts get, of course. I even message my friends to like my

posts sometimes. Perhaps it’s more of getting attention rather than validation].

Daniella is not the only Finstagram user who gets pressured from living up to

expectations and therefore expecting to be rewarded with positive feedback. Albert

admitted that he even feels anxious every time he posts on his main Instagram account,

“I get anxious. Like I always have this, this hope, or this quota that I hope my

post reaches this amount of likes or I hope a certain person likes it or something.

Something like that, there’s so much expectations when I post on my main

Instagram account.”

Paco, who presents himself as the cool guy on his main Instagram, also admitted that he

enjoys the feedback and likes he gets through his posts. He even admits that he deletes

posts that did not live up to his expectations, in other words, what he keeps on his main

Instagram feed are the posts that got a high number of likes (ie. 100 likes and above).

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This theme boils down to adhering to images of themselves that the users

established for their main Instagram accounts because those are the content that their

followers widely accept and praise. In exchange for pleasing their audience, Finstagram

users get gratified through likes and positive comments, so they continue to present

themselves in that particular image.

The next theme discusses how Finstagram users use the social media platform

Instagram to adhere to the image they want to see of themselves.

2. Adhering to self-image

Contrary to curating their feed styles to impress and please an audience,

Finstagram users enjoy the privacy and the chance to just follow what and how they want

to look like on their Finstagram accounts. With their secondary accounts, Finstagram

users can follow the image that they really want to set for themselves with no fear of

judgment or backlash from their audience.

The images that are projected on Finstagram accounts vary from person to person.

Albert, who projects himself as an athlete on his main Instagram account, expresses his

comedic, crazy, and reckless image on his private Finstagram account. He shared, “Oh, I

couldn’t care less if I posted a picture of my ass. Yeah, I post whatever on my Finsta.

‘Cause, I’m not after the likes, I’m after just showing it to everyone who follows me

there.” Albert enjoys posting pictures of himself doing ridiculous and funny activities, as

it entertains people—his close friends at home and in school—in his Finstagram network

and it brings laughter to him personally as well. He often looks back at the posts he made

on this Finstagram account whenever he wants a mood boost.

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Figure 11. Albert’s posts on this main Instagram and Finstagram accounts.

Left: Albert’s post on his main Instagram account showing him boxing; Right: one of

Albert’s comedic posts to give laughter to his Finstagram followers. (photo taken with

consent)

One would not recognize Paco if one sees his private Finstagram account. Paco,

the cool and adventurous boy on his main Instagram account, is a completely different

person on his Finstagram. When describing the other side of Paco, he shared,

“With the community and how I am personally, yung at first glance kala ng mga

tao ah, ako yung kalog, ako yung maingay, yung palaging nagpapatawa, parang

tingin ko yun yung expectation na I try to keep pero at the same time there’s that

other part of me then na very... I’m just sad… and I don’t like people seeing me

sad because they think na parang tatanungin nila ako na "oh, okay ka lang?"

ganyan ganyan na parang I'm just sad. It doesn't mean na parang something

happened or what, sad lang ako. I don't wanna be that guy na nagdi-distribute pa

ng bad vibes to the world. So ako parang I'll just keep it to myself.” [With the

community and how I am personally, people think at first glance that I am the

wild, the loud, the comedian, and the fun type of person. I think that that’s the

expectation that I try to satisfy but at the same time, there's that other part of me

that is just really sad… and I don't like people seeing me sad because they might

ask me why I am sad or something like that. But I’m just really sad. It doesn’t

mean that something bad happened, I’m just really sad. I don't wanna be that guy

who distributes bad vibes to the world. So I just keep it to myself].

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Figure 12. Pictures from Paco’s main Instagram and Finstagram accounts.

Left: Paco on his bike during one of his travels, posted on his main Instagram;

Right: a black-and-white photo of a hand, posted on his Finstagram. (photo taken with

consent)

In simpler words, Finstagram users post for their own satisfaction on their

Finstagram accounts. When asked whether he still cares about his followers’ feedback on

his Finstagram account, Ed said, “Ako wala naman. Kung walang magla-like okay lang,

hindi naman para sa kanila 'yun e.” [I don’t care if nobody likes or comments on my

Finstagram. It’s not for them anyway]. Hannah shared that she does not care whether her

Finstagram followers see and react to her occasional rant posts on her Finstagram

account, “Like it’s fine if people really don't find it nice because it just more like me

ranting. So I don't mind how many likes I get on Finsta.”

As compared to how Finstagram users use their main Instagram accounts, they

indeed just post the things that would make them establish the image they wanted to see

of themselves to impress and satisfy themselves; in some cases, no image at all.

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This section shows how the self-presentation theory exists in the users’ usage of

both their main Instagram and Finstagram accounts. It is quite clear that they use their

main Instagram accounts to satisfy others while they use their Finstagram accounts for

themselves. This practice satisfies their over-all use of the visual social media platform—

their experience of Instagram. In the words of Albert, “I just like having a Finstagram

and Instagram because I get to show two sides of myself to two different kinds of

groups.”

Synthesis

Finstagram users use their main Instagram accounts as a (1) digital window to the

world—in order to socialize with a bigger audience outside of their close social circle—

and as a platform to (2) market one’s self—using their main Instagram accounts to

project an image that they think would get more attention and positive feedback from

their audiences. Meanwhile, they created and maintain their Finstagram accounts to serve

as their (1) visual diary—where they record what happens in their lives daily, (2) free

photo storage—to provide them with cloud-like storage where they post their photos to

be able to delete them from their mobile devices or cameras, to (3) paint on a new

canvas—to free them from the creative restriction they experience on their main

Instagram accounts and to let them change their creative styles, (4) to be unfiltered—to

let them post whatever they want and to express the identity they are most comfortable

with.

There are five observed categories of Instagram posts which names the image that

the user wanted to portray through the photos and videos he or she posted: (1) the

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traveller—posts that tell stories of the user’s adventures, (2) the model—posts

showcasing the outfit or make-up skills of the user, (3) the achiever—posts that show

achievement in sports, academics, skills, and etc., (4) the loved ones—photos of the user

with their family or friends, and (5) the view—posting an inanimate object as an aesthetic

subject of the post. The four categories determined from the Finstagram posts of the

participants show the freedom the users enjoy on their secondary accounts: (1) the

clown—posts showcasing comedic and even ridiculous acts done by the users, (2) the

candid—photos and videos taken as they happen to archive the raw emotions of

celebrations like birthdays, graduation ceremonies, and etc., (3) the screenshot—photos

taken of screens of devices to share what digital content the user was consuming at a

certain time, (4) the record—photos of random objects, places, and moment posted for

the sake of sharing and archiving them. The main difference of the posts from both

accounts is that posts on main Instagram accounts are curated, edited, enhanced, and/or

filtered while most posts on Finstagram accounts are not edited at all.

The resulting motivations and categories show that Finstagram users adhere to the

image that they believe others expect of them on their main Instagram accounts. The

users have learned that posting visual content that sticks to the image that they have

established—ie. fashionista, traveler, athlete—garner positive feedback from their

followers, hence, they prefer to maintain that image. Meanwhile, they prefer to do things

their way on their secondary accounts on the social media platform—adhering to the

image they have set to satisfy their own expectations of themselves. They use their

Finstagram accounts to post about subjects that they think would not be accepted or

understood well on their main Instagram accounts.

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SUMMARY AND CONCLUSION

This chapter summarizes all the themes presented in Chapter 6 and concludes the

specific objectives presented in this study.

A. Summary

This study aims to explore and define Finstagram, its existence in the social media

platform Instagram and to determine its contribution to the online self-representation of

its Filipino users is. It employed Baumeister and Hutton’s (1987) self-presentation theory

as a lens to look at Finstagram as an Instagram phenomenon. Through online observation,

personal interviews, and thematization, this study looked in the visual features of the

Instagram and Finstagram accounts of ten participants and determined their motivations

for maintaining their Instagram account and for creating and maintaining a secondary

account or a Finstagram account.

There are several motivations for using Instagram among Finstagram users. They

use their main Instagram accounts as a digital window to the world and treat it as an

avenue to market themselves to people they want to impress. These motivations are more

inclined towards interacting with their audiences and selling their images to them.

Meanwhile, they created their secondary account/s—their Finstagram— to serve either as

their visual diary, a free photo storage, a way to have total creative freedom with their

feeds, and/or to be free with whatever they want to post on their account.

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When we compare all mentioned motivations to the study of Lee et al. on the

motivations behind Instagram use conducted in another country (2015), the resulting

motivations to use Instagram determined from the responses of this study’s participants

only agree to a few from the list of motivations of Lee et al. (see Chapter 2 section on

Instagram), proving differences between the motivations of their participants—who may

or may not be Finstagram users—and the participants of this study who are Finstagram

users.

The visual content from the participants’ main Instagram and Finstagram accounts

confirmed the results from their interviews. According to the thematization and

categorization of the participants’ main Instagram and Finstagram accounts, they use

their main Instagram mainly to project the image that they have set for themselves that

they think their audience on their account would like. For example, a participant wanted

to be associated with being a traveler or adventurer, therefore, she usually posts images of

her being on road trips, beaches, and etc. Meanwhile, the participants’ Finstagram

accounts are less organized, less controlled, and a lack of direction is more obvious due

to the randomness of their posts. It is quite noticeable that they are not trying to maintain

a certain image, the Finstagram users use their Finstagram accounts to do what they feel

they cannot do on their main Instagram accounts—which includes posting comedic acts,

random sharing of everyday happenings, posting content that is not staged, and etc. In

other words, they use their Finstagram to satisfy their social media needs and wants that a

main Instagram account cannot fulfill. An example of a need and/or want is wanting to

have a visual diary or an avenue to express his or her emotions freely without possible

judgment from the audience. This shows that Finstagram users utilize both their main

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Instagram and Finstagram accounts to fulfill their social media needs and wants from the

visual social media platform, as compared to the study of Lee et al. (2015) that says that

all these needs and wants from Instagram are satisfied by having one Instagram account

alone.

Lastly, this study explores the self-presentation of the users on their main

Instagram and Finstagram accounts. Finstagram users admitted that they post for their

followers on their main Instagram accounts to satisfy their audience’s expectations and to

receive gratification through their acceptance and positive feedback. Users do this by

starting and maintaining a certain image of themselves and projecting it using the posts

they release on their Instagram accounts. They are fully aware that their followers favor

their image that is why it is continued and maintained. Meanwhile, Finstagram users

experience a freer environment on their Finstagram accounts for they post on those

secondary accounts to satisfy their own expectations of themselves and to fulfill a need or

want to express anything they desire. With this, a Finstagram account can be called as the

compromise of both expectations from the external and internal environments of the

Finstagram users.

B. Conclusion

Finstagram has been defined by literature available as a secondary account to

one’s Instagram where people can post visual content privately and without the aesthetics

they maintain on their main Instagram account (Abrashi, 2018; Homayoun, 2017; Wani

et al., 2017). This study affirms this definition. On Finstagram, users keep their closest

social circle as their audiences because they feel the most comfortable to be expressive

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around them—there, they feel that they will not be judged if they post something

ridiculous, truthful, and even sad. Aside from this, the users treat Finstagram as an online

diary and photo storage, where they store memories that they feel they could not let go.

Moreover, Finstagram is the account where they feel comfortable posting content that is

not edited and staged at all, hence, it is the place where they show a natural and unfiltered

image of them—an unfiltered representation of identity. In simpler words, Finstagram

reflects the more personal and more real side of its users, compared to their image-driven

main Instagram accounts.

Finstagram gives its users a safe space to express themselves freely in a world

where maintaining a pleasing image is important—where people expect each other to

look happy all the time and to look visually attractive on every post. It enables users to

just be themselves on a visual social media platform. It gives them the feeling that they

will not be judged no matter what—that they will be accepted for who they are no matter

how they look and no matter how they express themselves. In this time of influencers and

supermodels on social media that easily feeds one’s insecurities, that feeling of

acceptance is worth more than a thousand likes on their main Instagram accounts, hence,

the creation of Finstagram accounts.

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CHAPTER VII

IMPLICATIONS AND RECOMMENDATIONS

A. Implications

This study reveals that motivations as listed and discussed in various journals on

Instagram apply to Finstagram users, not on their usage of main Instagram accounts, but

on their Finstagram accounts. This raises the question of whether the usage of Instagram

among its users is changing rapidly over the years it has been available for public use and

whether it is a form of adaptation to the fast-changing world of social media. It also raises

the questions for the possible cause of this change in social media use, particularly on

Instagram.

On the negative side, the study sheds light at the high expectations of society on

an individual that lead them into making his or her own private space in a social media

platform in order to express his or herself freely without judgment. By extension,

Instagram, as a visual social media platform, reinforces society’s pressure on people to

look good, to look acceptable, and/or to look like someone they are not by strengthening

the insecurities they have with their appearance, lifestyle, body image, and etc.

B. Recommendations

This study is an exploratory study of Finstagram account on Instagram. Its aim is

to describe Finstagram and find out how it contributes to the online self-representation of

its Filipino users. Given the sampling method and the small size of the sampling

population, this study cannot be considered as a representative of all Finstagram users in

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the Philippines, and by extension, the entire Finstagram user community around the

world. However, this study has paved the way to further studies about the social media

platform Instagram and its evolving list of features and phenomena.

Based on the interviews with the participants, a huge number of them use

Instagram Stories for various reasons and apply the recently-introduced ‘Close Friends’11

feature to limit their audience—quite similar to limiting one’s audience on Finstagram

accounts. It would be interesting to explore these new Instagram features and connect

how they influence the self-presentation of its users and how the continuous evolution of

online self-representation happen as more and more features are getting introduced on the

social media platform Instagram.

Lastly, something that this study was not able to focus on is the other modes of

self-representation that accompany each visual posts—captions, hashtags, location tags,

and friend tags. It would be interesting to know whether these features add to the message

that a visual post intends of conveying, whether they also contribute to the self-

representation of its user, and how they help forward the image that its user wants to

project on his or her account. A multi-modal approach to studying Instagram might even

further the existing knowledge and understanding of this young and deeply interesting

social media platform.

11 The Close Friends feature allows the users to limit the viewers of their Instagram Stories to just

a few selected followers on Instagram.

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APPENDIX A – COVER LETTER

Good day!

I am Angela Coleen C. Ayuson, a fourth year BA Broadcast Communication

student of University of the Philippines-Diliman. As a requirement of my degree program,

I am to produce an undergraduate thesis on a topic of my choosing.

I chose to study the self-representation of Filipino Instagram users on the social

media platform, Instagram, and explore the Instagram phenomenon called Finstagram.

Through this thesis, I want to understand and identify the motivations behind the use of a

Finstagram account and how it contributes to the online self-representation of its users.

With this, I am looking for Filipino Instagram users, aged 18 to 25 years old, who

actively maintain a “main” Instagram account and a Finstagram, or a secondary “dump”

account. By an “active account”, I am pertaining to accounts with a least one visible activity

(like a post or comment) during the past six months prior to the start of this data gathering

period (February 2019).

If you think you possess the mentioned qualifications and are interested to

participate in this study, I hereby invite you to become one of my participants. Should you

choose to accept this invitation, you may visit and fill out the online form at

bit.ly/UGThesis-Finsta for more details and ease of scheduling. You will receive a message

from me shortly after.

If you have any inquiries and clarifications, feel free to contact me through

Messenger at fb.com/angelacoleenayuson or email me at [email protected].

Thank you!

ANGELA COLEEN AYUSON

IV-BA Broadcast Communication

[email protected] | 0939 913 6297

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APPENDIX B – INTERVIEW CONSENT FORM

PERSONAL INFORMATION

Name:________________________ School: __________________Contact:_______________

Age:___ Main IG account: @__________________ Finsta/s: @_________________________

CONSENT FORM AND CONFIDENTIALITY CLAUSE

I am Angela Coleen C. Ayuson, a fourth-year Broadcast Communication from UP Diliman

and I am conducting a study to define Finstagram and identify its effects on the online self-

representation of Filipino Instagram users for my undergraduate thesis.

By being a participant, you are giving me permission to study and record posts on your

main Instagram and Finstagram accounts and agree to participate in a 45-minute personal interview

with me where we will discuss your motivations and feelings behind your use of Instagram and

Finstagram accounts and behind the production of selected Instagram and Finstagram posts of

yours. This interview will be conducted in a safe and secure public place that is conducive for

conversations. The participant shall have a say when and where the interview will take place, as

his/her comfort and safety is of topmost priority.

The data from your Instagram accounts and transcription of your interview will remain

anonymous and will only be extracted and quoted for the purpose of this study. Identities and faces

(on posts) will not be shown without your knowledge and consent from you and those involved.

Remember, this is voluntary and there would be no penalty or loss should you wish to decline this

invitation. Moreover, if you agree to participate now and later wish to withdraw, you are welcome

to do so with no penalty or loss; your records and all copies of data from you will be destroyed.

Should you wish to accept this invitation, you may write your name and signature below.

____________________________

ANGELA COLEEN C. AYUSON

Researcher

By signing this document, I agree to become a participant in this study. I have read and

understood the conditions and requirements of my participation and give my permission to Angela

Coleen C. Ayuson to record my Instagram post and conduct an interview (along with possible

follow-up questions) with me for the purpose of this study. I have also understood my rights as a

participant of this study and trust the researcher with my data.

____________________________ _______________________

Signature above printed name Contact number

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APPENDIX C – INTERVIEW GUIDE

Introduction

INTERVIEW QUESTIONS

a. Personal Information

1. Name

2. Age / Birthday

3. School

b. Instagram Use (Baumeister and Hutton’s (1987) Self-Presentation Theory)

INSTAGRAM

1. How long have you been using Instagram?

2. What is the purpose of your Instagram account?

3. Who are your audience/s here?

4. What do you feel whenever you post on your main Instagram account?

5. How do you choose which photo to post on your Instagram account?

i. Do you have any expectations?

6. Do you have an image that you project or want to project on this account?

i. How do you see yourself on your main Instagram?

ii. How do you think your audience see you?

FINSTAGRAM

1. How long have you been using a Finstagram account?

2. What inspired you to create a Finstagram account?

3. Did you see it from someone you know or follow online?

4. What is the purpose of your Finstagram account?

5. Who are your audience/s here?

6. What do you feel whenever you post on Finstagram?

7. How do you choose which photo to post on your Finstagram account/s?

i. Do you have any expectations?

8. Do you have an image that you project or want to project on this account?

i. How do you see yourself on your main Instagram?

ii. How do you think your audience see you?

c. Posts on their Instagram accounts

a. Here, the researcher will show a few of the participants’ posts on

Instagram and Finstagram.

i. What is the message you wanted to share when you posted this?

ii. How did you expect or wanted your audience to react to this?

iii. Why did you choose this angle/filter/pose?

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APPENDIX D – INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPTS

A. Albert

[00:00:04.11] Interviewer: Hello, thank you for accepting my invitation.

[00:00:17.11] Albert: Sure

[00:00:17.26] Interviewer: Please state your name and your age.

[00:00:21.14] Albert: I'm Albert and I'm 21 years old.

[00:00:44.19] Interviewer: Alright, let's start. So first, how long have you been using

Instagram?

[00:01:18.26] Albert: Like, Instagram as a whole?

[00:01:20.02] Interviewer: Yeah.

[00:01:20.02] Albert: Probably since, 2014. 2013.

[00:01:28.04] Interviewer: Out of those years, since when did you start using a

Finstagram account? Even a secondary, dump, account.

[00:01:40.27] Albert: Around August of last year (2018).

[00:01:51.23] Interviewer: Okay, so what inspired you to create a Finstagram account?

[00:01:55.24] Albert: I wanted to post pictures that's like pang-gago lang. But obviously

you couldn't do it on your main Instagram and 'cause there's this bias, there's this standard

you have to follow when you're posting on Instagram. So I wanted the freedom of just

posting whatever on an account and that way, people who would follow that account

genuinely want to see whatever you wanna post rather than your main Instagram, where

it's like, when people follow you, it's like, out of obligation lang. I don't know, that what I

feel.

[00:02:39.01] Interviewer: So parang you believe that on Instagram, may obligation na

you have to post aesthetic pictures?

[00:02:48.06] Albert: Yeah, yeah. Ganon.

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[00:02:51.17] Interviewer: In creating the Finstagram account that you have, did you see

it from someone else?

[00:03:00.06] Albert: Yeah, I saw other people do it. I got curious rin. Yun nga, I saw

that they could post whatever they like and I'm like "that seems fun too", so ayun. That's

pretty much all that happened.

[00:03:10.16] Interviewer: So basically you got the idea from a friend or someone within

your network on Instagram?

[00:03:16.20] Albert: Yeah.

[00:03:18.28] Interviewer: So, what exactly do you feel whenever you post a specific

content on your main Instagram account?

[00:03:24.27] Albert: I get anxious. Like I always have this, this hope, or this quota na I

hope my post reaches this amount of likes or I hope a certain person likes it or something.

Something like that, there's so much expectations when I post on my main Instagram

account.

[00:03:50.27] Interviewer: How about posting naman on your Finstagram account?

[00:03:50.27] Albert: Oh, I couldn't care less if I posted a picture of my ass. Yeah, I post

whatever on my Finsta. 'Cause, parang, I'm not after the likes e, I'm after just showing it

to everyone who follows me there. Ayun.

[00:04:04.14] Interviewer: Is your Finstagram private or public?

[00:04:05.25] Albert: Private, yeah.

[00:04:07.02] Interviewer: So basically, yung Finstagram mo parang you don't care kase

pili yung tao na nagfa-follow sa'yo?

[00:04:10.20] Albert: Yeah, exactly.

[00:04:14.05] Interviewer: How do you choose-- 'di ba, you feel anxious sa pag post sa

Instagram, paano mo nasasala yung mga photos na or yung mga content na pinopost mo

doon like, "this photo I think is for my Instagram and this photo is for my Finsta". How

do you choose or how do you determine the aesthetic, ganoon, kung meron man.

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[00:04:33.00] Albert: Yeah, uhm. Usually my Finstagram nga is just puro, like, pictures

where I look stupid or just I send to my groupchats with my friends. Then, in my main

Instagram, that's the pictures I post there are parang are really nice group photos na I put

filters on stuff to make them really pretty. All that, you know. Parang pictures I know na

would get likes from other people because parang, I kinda base of my Instagram based on

other people too. Like, what they usually post I'll also post, so yeah.

[00:05:14.24] Interviewer: So Instagram is more on, uhm, agreeing to a standard you see

from your network. Then the Finstagram, bahala na.

[00:05:29.03] Albert: Yeah, I couldn't care less.

[00:05:32.13] Interviewer: When posting on Instagram naman, parang, you mentioned

kanina na you cared about Instagram, parang, when it comes to likes, mga ilang likes,

ganon?

[00:05:49.13] Albert: On my Finsta?

[00:05:49.13] Interviewer: On your Instagram.

[00:05:49.13] Albert: Uhm, siguro for me, the minimum would be around thirty, I'm not

like some super popular Instagram girl na you know, parang, 200 like and stuff. I'm not

after that but, yun lang. Normally I would get 30 so I technically expect 30 at the

minimum.

[00:06:11.15] Interviewer: Sa Finstagram?

[00:06:13.00] Albert: Sa Finstagram, how much I usually get? Parang like, 10 or 8? Pero

I don't really count it. I don't really care. In my Finstagram it's more on who liking the

photo not the number of people liking it.

[00:06:28.10] Interviewer: I see. So given these, yung motivation mo in using Instagram

and Finstagram, how do you see your image on Instagram?

[00:06:41.03] Albert: Obviously--

[00:06:45.26] Interviewer: Or how do you see yourself?

[00:06:48.25] Albert: Yeah, parang whatever you post is like how you wanna present

yourself to the world so...

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[00:06:54.20] Interviewer: Could you describe that image?

[00:06:56.04] Albert: Wala, I post a lot of my gym, boxing photos parang I want people

to know na 'yun nga, I'm a fighter and I post pictures of my friends as well. Like, I've

posted enough for people who are familiar with my close circle of friends na. And I also

post, I also have this running pose where I don't really smile. Parang, gets?

[00:07:29.19] Interviewer: Edgy?

[00:07:29.19] Albert: Yeah, in a way. Like, ironically, yeah, edgy.

[00:07:34.09] Interviewer: Sa Finstagram naman, how do you want to see yourself? Or

how do you see youself?

[00:07:39.11] Albert: I mean my Finstagram is pretty much who I am really am, you

know. I'm really topak like, I post a lot of stupid pictures na there's just dunking my head

into a toilet. There's one of me just blinding myself with a lamp. Wala, I just post

whatever. I really couldn't care less about how I look on my Finsta.

[00:08:06.01] Interviewer: Yung image na iyon, on Instagram and Finstagram, is that

how you want to see yourself? 'Yun ba yung image na gusto mong ipakita sa iba? Parang,

using your posts, do you think you've successfully established that image na nakikita mo

sa sarili mo on your Instagram and on your Finstagram?

[00:08:24.15] Albert: I'd like to think so, yeah. Uhm, it's kind of like how I really am in

person talaga. Like obviously, what I'll show to everyone who I don't really know is, yun

nga, I'm this guys who don't really smile, I'm a boxer, and all that. Pero if you get to

know me well, if you become close with me, yun nga, you'll realize that I have a sense of

humor and have topak and all that.

[00:08:52.17] Interviewer: Do you have this idea kung ano ang tingin sa'yo ng tao? Like,

'di ba nasabi mo na you see yourself as a boxer therefore you post photos na nasa gym ka

or something. How do you think people see you? Do you think matched ba yung ideal

image na nakikita mo sa sarili mo and then there's a match sa self mo na nakikita ng

ibang tao?

[00:09:25.18] Albert: Uhm, yeah. I ask my friends before and my blocmates parang, yun

nga, their impression of me is, parang, nakakatakot daw.

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[00:09:36.24] Interviewer: Because of the boxing ba?

[00:09:37.29] Albert: Yeah, parang, there's this one time na I jokingly told my blocmate,

you know when you jokingly say na "suntukan na lang". Parang, I said that as a joke and

I really don't want to hurt anyone. Yun nga, I said na "Uy, joke lang 'yun, bro". Parang, I

was trying to diffuse the situation. It wasn't you know, serious. Tapos 'yun, I guess, if you

really post something and then if people see it enough then they'll believe it. Yeah, that's

how I feel.

[00:10:08.27] Interviewer: Okay.

[00:10:16.01] Albert: Well yeah, I guess it does match... how I project myself and how

other people think of me. At least, to most of everyone.

[00:10:23.19] Interviewer: When you say everyone, is it in your circle of friends or

parang, the general public na nakikita mo everyday?

[00:10:31.21] Albert: Yeah, I guess the general public. 'Cause I have a select few friends

lang.

[00:10:39.14] Interviewer: Ito ba yung mga people na, you want to see the image you

established sa Finstagram mo?

[00:10:51.09] Albert: Ah, no. Haha. Well that depends rin. I don't know, personally I'm

really selective with who I choose to be friends with. So.. uhm...

[00:11:06.25] Interviewer: So you wouldn't let the general public, the one we talked

about, to see your Finstagram or would you let them?

[00:11:12.10] Albert: I wouldn't be okay with it. It's not that I'm insecure of who I really

am. It's not that I'm shy to show people na I'm like this. I mean, honestly to some people,

yeah. Some people I wanna impress but no, I mean I'd be okay with it but there's also the

comfort of just posting whatever I wanna post on Finstagram since, I don't wanna bother

anyone with my Finsta. So... that's it.

[00:11:47.03] Interviewer: I see. There's this different audiences sa Instagram at sa

Finstagram mo. So given na medyo iba yung image sa Instagram at sa Finstagram mo, do

you see yourself na parang, naiipit ka sa gitna ng images na yun? Parang, this is the

image that I want but this is the image they want, so I had to make a compromise.

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[00:12:31.11] Albert: Not really. Parang, kase, whatever I'm projecting is my choice

naman e, no one's holding a gun to my head telling me how to act. So, parang, wala, I just

like having a Finstagram and Instagram because I get to show two sides of myself to two

different kinds of groups. And yeah, I don't feel like I'm being torn between two

personalities naman so it's just, working in unison I guess. It's what I'm trying to say. It's

fine.

[00:13:04.28] Interviewer: I see. Okay so, we're done with the first part. The second or

the last part I'm gonna show you a few posts that you made sa iyong mga Instagram

accounts and you're gonna answer a few questions lang.

[00:13:24.02] Interviewer: This is a picture of you sitting on a car, smiling widely to the

camera, so dito, ano yung message the gusto mo ishare by posting this picture? This is on

your Instagram e.

[00:13:44.28] Albert: Yeah, yeah.

[00:13:44.28] Interviewer: But you said kanina you don't really smile on pictures, but

here, what message? Parang, ano ang expect mong makukuha ng tao out of seeing this

picture?

[00:13:50.02] Albert: Uhm, wala, kase most of everyone I know they keep saying,

"Albert, you should smile more" so parang I guess I'm posting that as some kind of a

joke, like a response na "okay I'm gonna try and smile more in front of the camera" so...

[00:14:11.17] Interviewer: You posted this.

[00:14:11.17] Albert: Yeah.

[00:14:13.27] Interviewer: So do you want them to like, be happy, ganon? Or like, just to

satisfy them?

[00:14:18.27] Albert: Not really. Parang, it's just, uhm, parang, also everyone's been

posting like a new year's picture so..

[00:14:29.02] Interviewer: Ah, this is a new year's picture?

[00:14:30.13] Albert: Yeah, yeah. And, wala, uhm, I guess yeah like, to show people I

can smile. Haha. I have a soul.

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[00:14:44.22] Interviewer: Okay, so, kase 'di ba if you wanna show na you can smile, you

can just post a selfie of you smiling. So why did you choose this pose, this angle. And

then the post-edit, I believe you post-edited this.

[00:15:02.18] Albert: Yeah.

[00:15:02.18] Interviewer: You put a filter on it para ma-boost yung contrast. So why did

you choose yung post na ito and then yung filter na medyo bright? Why not black and

white?

[00:15:14.19] Albert: Uhm, well I don't know. My sister took that pic because, wala, she

wanted to do a shoot daw so I said "okay". And parang, there's like aesthetic with sitting

on top of a car. Like you're some cool teenager, you know. So yeah, and for the filter,

wala, I just liked the color and making it colorful and vibrant, I guess, my pictures.

Parang I don't really like dark black and white photos. It's boring, it's 2019, we have

colored pictures, I don't know why people like black and white.

[00:15:53.08] Interviewer: Okay. Let's move on to another picture. This one, this is you

and your friend playing sa Trampoline Park.

Ano naman ang message na gusto mong ishare when you posted this one?

[00:16:30.17] Albert: Wala, uhm, first of all, it's a Star Wars reference. Who doesn't

watch Star Wars?

[00:16:44.10] Interviewer: Yeah, haha.

[00:16:44.10] Albert: I don't know, it looks like a colorful childish photo. And I guess I

wanna show rin na I can be, you know, childish. Also, it's just a Star Wars reference,

really. It's funny.

[00:16:59.04] Interviewer: So you're showing na you know about Star Wars?

[00:16:59.29] Albert: Yeah.

[00:17:03.08] Interviewer: How do you expect the audience to react to this? Do you want

them to like, "oh! Albert likes Star Wars!

[00:17:12.26] Albert: I guess they'd find it slightly funny and pretty amusing. And like, it

really does look like the Star Wars scene.

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[00:17:19.17] Interviewer: Does that parang, parang do you think that the post-edit filter

also contribute? Kase you added contrast--

[00:17:27.15] Albert: Yes, it's more colorful.

[00:17:31.25] Interviewer: So last one, on your Instagram. This one, this is a black and

white photo of you looking somewhere then nasa gym ka.

[00:17:52.20] Albert: Right.

[00:17:52.20] Interviewer: So by posting this one, ano yung message na gusto mong

iparating by posting this black and white photo? Kase it's quite different sa previous

photos e. Yung iba colorful then this one black and white and you're not even smiling.

[00:18:13.02] Albert: That was from medyo before, I was still an angsty teenager, haha.

No, I just came from sparring there so parang, you know, the adrenaline was still there,

the testosterone is still there so, then parang, I don't know, I did good in that round so I

felt good about my myself. So, you know, to plow myself even more I took a selfie there.

Then I guess, the black and white is to show how gritty my sport is, I guess.

[00:18:52.00] Interviewer: So, ano naman yung gusto mong makita ng audience?

[00:18:57.11] Albert: Oh, like "oh Albert's a badass", haha.

[00:19:01.26] Interviewer: That's pretty straightforward.

[00:19:01.26] Albert: Yeah, haha.

[00:19:03.07] Interviewer: So, do you think yung pagka-black and white niya boosts

yung pagka-badass? Why not a colorful one?

[00:19:12.08] Albert: Wala, uhm. I don't know. I mean, black and white has always been

that aesthetic na serious tone, or yung parang gritty and dark tone. So I guess that's why.

And I think colorful would just like, defeat the purpose of the photo.

[00:19:32.22] Interviewer: Alright, let's go to posts on your Fintagram. This is a photo of

you staring right--

[00:19:57.06] Albert: Into a lamp.

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[00:19:57.06] Interviewer: Into a lamp, yes. Actually, various lamps.

[00:20:02.24] Albert: That's the lamp then that's the sun, haha.

[00:20:05.21] Interviewer: And that is the ref? Haha. Basically this is you staring into

different sources of light. So, these are on your Fintagram, so ano naman ang message

ang gusto mong iparating sa inyong audiences?

[00:20:20.21] Albert: First of all, it's funny. I'd like to think this is funny. And nothing,

it's just that the idea of staring into the light for no reason, trying to blind yourself, I find

that funny. So, ayun.

[00:20:33.10] Interviewer: Basically you just want to post something funny.

[00:20:36.06] Albert: Yeah, yeah. Haha.

[00:20:39.17] Interviewer: How do you expect your audiences to react?

[00:20:45.08] Albert: Either... I mean, there are multiple reactions. Either they just find it

funny, or second, "what the fuck is he doing?". They'd get confused but like, amused at

the same time.

[00:20:58.10] Interviewer: Did you put filters on this?

[00:21:00.13] Albert: No, no. I just dump it as it is.

[00:21:04.21] Interviewer: So as in, pagkakuha mo as in post agad.

[00:21:05.20] Albert: Yeah.

[00:21:07.24] Interviewer: Nice. Okay, let's move onto the next post. So I believe you

posted a similar photo sa Instagram mo. It's you sitting on the floor.

[00:21:35.11] Albert: About to deadlift that really heavy bar.

[00:21:36.20] Interviewer: So why post the same thing on your Finstagram?

[00:21:41.25] Albert: I was actually parang I'm just testing it there, how it would look

like if I posted this on my main Instagram. That's why I posted it there first, parang to get

a feel of what it would look like to people who are just viewing it if ever.

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[00:21:55.29] Interviewer: So parang, you wanted to test lang. Nauna 'to, bago yung sa

Instagram.

[00:21:59.10] Albert: Yeah, oo.

[00:21:59.10] Interviewer: Ano yung difference? Did you put a filter ba sa post po sa

Instagram?

[00:22:05.27] Albert: Both, Insta and Finsta. Same filter, it's the exact same photo. It's

just wanted to see how it would look like on the phone if ever.

[00:22:18.11] Interview: Yes, you posted this to test the water. Same lang rin ba yung

gusto mong maparating, like no different message? Like, sa pagpost nito, same lang ba

yung gusto mong mafeel ng audiences mo on both accounts?

[00:22:36.22] Albert: Hm, not really. Parang people are aware naman na I'm doing this to

test lang.

[00:22:44.06] Interviewer: Oh really?

[00:22:44.06] Albert: Yeah, I changed the caption. But like the first caption before was

yun nga "testing lang". Then parang, there's the expectation na "okay, they're not obliged

to like it, it's me just posting whatever. I'm just testing it lang". So ayun.

[00:23:03.29] Interviewer: I see. Why aren't you smiling here?

[00:23:13.04] Albert: 'Cause I'm about to lift weight, haha.

[00:23:14.18] Interviewer: I mean, you can smile 'di ba while lifting weights.

[00:23:20.26] Albert: I guess it just adds to the edgy-ness. 'Cause it's really heavy

weights.

[00:23:24.03] Interviewer: Nice, okay. Isa pa. Let's go onto the last one. Okay, so this is

you holding a Resident Evil 2 poster.

[00:23:55.09] Albert: Yeah, I love that game.

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[00:23:55.23] Interviewer: Yeah, haha. Yes, I actually know. It's you smiling and is this

post-edited?

[00:24:03.19] Albert: No.

[00:24:03.19] Interviewer: No, this is not. So, why did you post this on your Finstagram?

[00:24:09.17] Albert: 'Cause, wala, on my Facebook kase there are alot of, this is before

Resident Evil 2 came out, I was really excited for that game so I just kept sharing post

about it and any kind of news. And wala, I'm sure people knew that I was obsessed with

this game. It has a special place in my heart. I just posted that on my Finsta because I

wanted to show everyone I got a cool poster.

[00:24:39.26] Interviewer: So why not on your Instagram then? I mean, mas malaki

audience mo sa Instagram.

[00:24:42.05] Albert: Yeah, but parang, it's not really Instagram-material.

[00:24:47.18] Interviewer: How can you say that?

[00:24:49.14] Albert: Because the main subject of the photo is like a poster, so parang it

wasn't really, it's no different than just Googling the poster, searching the Facebook page

of the game so, parang it kinda defeats the purpose. It's also, I don't know, personally I

think na for your Instagram, the main subject has to be you. Either you or your friends,

basta not a game.

[00:25:24.28] Interviewer: I see. Even though it's something you like.

[00:25:27.01] Albert: Yeah, yeah. Parang, like I said, there's this standard na you have to

follow, I guess, when you're posting on Instagram. Parang, you don't really see people

post posters. Unless you can make it look aesthetic. Siguro if you are standing in front of

a thousand posters, maybe yeah.

[00:25:49.26] Interviewer: So you believe that this photo is not aesthetic enough for

Instagram?

[00:25:54.02] Albert: Yeah.

[00:25:54.02] Interviewer: Even though you know na people know that you like RE2

because you share alot on Facebook?

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[00:26:02.19] Albert: Yeah.

[00:26:03.18] Interviewer: Okay. So, do you have anything more to say about this photo?

[00:26:11.23] Albert: No, not really.

[00:26:16.18] Interviewer: Okay, ito last na. For our last photo, ano yung message na

gusto mong iparating by posting a photo of you sleeping on the bed under some pillows?

[00:26:42.25] Albert: Okay, actually the person who took it was my Mom. I was

sleeping. I sleep with my dogs sometimes. And my pugs, wala they just look stupid.

[00:26:57.16] Interviewer: Oh, okay.

[00:26:59.02] Albert: Like they're so fat and if you look at the pug, like you can't see his

arms kase he dug it inside the pillows. Wala, it just looks funny. Me sleeping there and

I'm surrounded by big fat dogs.

[00:27:18.02] Interviewer: So like, you want to make your audience laugh.

[00:27:21.03] Albert: I just wanted to share it. It made me laugh, so I guess I wanted to

make them laugh. Parang, when I saw it, it's funny because I didn't know they took that

until when I woke up. Yun nga, parang, it made me laugh so I figured na it'll make them

laugh. Because you know, pugs are stupid.

[00:27:38.20] Interviewer: So you didn't care about anything else like...

[00:27:42.11] Albert: That they could see my boxers?

[00:27:43.04] Interviewer: Yes, the boxers, haha.

[00:27:45.10] Albert: No, I didn't care.

[00:27:47.08] Interviewer: Alright. So that ends our interview. Thank you so much.

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---

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B. Bobby

[00:00:42.07] Bobby: I'm Bobby, 20 years old, from San Beda College Alabang.

[00:00:50.00] Interviewer: Let's start. For the first question, how long have you been

using Instagram?

[00:00:55.22] Bobby: Hmm, around 2013, I would say. Or 2012.

[00:01:10.13] Interviewer: How long have you been using Finstagram?

[00:01:12.23] Bobby: It's been less than a year.

[00:01:18.08] Interviewer: Like, at around last August 2018? Like Albert?

[00:01:20.03] Bobby: Yeah, yeah.

[00:01:14.16] Interviewer: So how did you find out about Finstagram?

[00:01:24.00] Bobby: I knew about people had dump accounts like, it just started coming

in recently. Like, not over a year ago. Not more than a year. And then, parang, I was like

"oh why did people have this" and I was like "oh it's for, it's just to dump stuff". So I was

like "oh okay, Albert (friend) made one" so yeah.

[00:01:43.22] Interviewer: So nauna sa'yo si Albert?

[00:01:46.20] Bobby: Yes, nauna siya.

[00:01:46.20] Interviewer: Ano yung nag-appeal sa'yo... what attracted you into making

your own Finsta account?

[00:01:51.01] Bobby: I guess, like, because in your main account, uhm, there's some

standards that na you want na "oh, the pictures have to be nice" but the people who

follow you it can be a relative. But in Finsta that's like you can only accept their close

friends ganon. And they could just see like, parang unfiltered version of you.

[00:02:21.13] Interviewer: How can you elaborate "unfiltered"?

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[00:02:25.05] Bobby: Like, uhm, you get to express yourself in a way that you don't with

your main account. Like, you're not concerned with the likes or anything you just wanna

share the pictures with close people.

[00:02:43.07] Interviewer: So basically your Instagram follows a certain aesthetic? Did

you set a certain aesthetic?

[00:02:49.03] Bobby: No. In my main one, not really. It's just... a lot of my followers,

some of them are not really my close friends so I don't wanna make baboy.

[00:03:00.13] Interviewer: Oh okay.

[00:03:00.13] Bobby: So I wanna make it maayos. 'Cause obviously nowadays, if people

look you up, that's who they think you are. So it saves the prejudice.

[00:03:16.16] Interviewer: So you're not maintaining a certain aesthetic, you're not

adherring to a standard?

[00:03:19.23] Bobby: No.

[00:03:19.23] Interviewer: But you just care about what other people might think--

[00:03:24.06] Bobby: If it's mababoy. It's basically just how I present myself online.

[00:03:29.28] Interviewer: How do you present yourself online? Like, what is this image

you think--

[00:03:36.09] Bobby: Well, I don't really post a lot, but, I don't know, like a minimalist? I

barely post e.

[00:03:46.22] Interviewer: Minimalist. Like...

[00:03:48.26] Bobby: Like my pictures aren't full of filters, sometimes I just post without

a filter.

[00:03:57.02] Interviewer: This is on Instagram?

[00:03:57.02] Bobby: Yeah, on Instagram. Like, very little effort. If it's okay with me, I

think it's okay to post.

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[00:04:06.17] Interviewer: But, ano yung difference niya sa pag-post mo sa Finstagram?

[00:04:12.28] Bobby: You can...

[00:04:18.03] Interviewer: Like why? Kung you can say na parang, you want yourself to

be minimalist, tapos unfiltered yung mga... in a way, wala kang ginagamit ng visual

filters sa posts mo sa Instagram, what's the difference sa Finstagram mo?

[00:04:40.15] Bobby: Like, okay, you can, I don't know. Peope who present themselves

online, they're trying to save themselves e. What Finsta does is that, it allows a person's...

he's free to post on his main account, because it's his account. His standards are his

standards but the Finsta allows you to just like, post regardless of what it is. And then it's

just close friends, you don't have your relatives judging you, you don't have you

blocmates who follow you.

[00:05:49.16] Interviewer: So that's how you differentiate it. Okay, ano yung nafe-feel

mo? What do you feel whenever you post on your main Instagram account?

[00:05:57.13] Bobby: Uhm, I'm concerned about the likes and who likes. But not as

concerned, like, I'm not super keen on "oh everyone has to like it". But like, compared to

my Finsta, I don't really care who likes it [Finsta]. And there's some times kase, I use my

Finsta for.. there's certain restaurants kase that you.. there's like a promo you share it

online. So just use that to dump it there. Then I show them that I posted it.

[00:06:31.20] Interviewer: Sa Finstagram?

[00:06:31.20] Bobby: Yeah. So they think that "oh I posted it online, it's being shared

online publicly". So I get the discount. But then after, I just delete it.

[00:06:46.05] Interviewer: Kanina 'di ba nabanggit mo na medyo may pake ka sa likes.

Sa reaction ng tao. Do you have a certain number?

[00:06:54.18] Bobby: Uhm, if it's around over 40 then that's okay.

[00:06:58.21] Interviewer: 'Yun yung acceptable sa'yo?

[00:06:59.14] Bobby: Yeah, yeah.

[00:07:01.06] Interviewer: Pero sa Finstagram?

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[00:07:03.26] Bobby: It doesn't have to be anything. I only have like 13 followers? 11?

[00:07:10.18] Interviewer: And that's composed of your very close friends?

[00:07:12.24] Bobby: Very close friends or people who have Finstas also. Like people

who have Finstas follow other people who have Finstas.

[00:07:19.04] Interviewer: Pero itong mga followers na 'to, is within your close--

[00:07:22.12] Bobby: No, not really. Some of them are just like, I just followed them,

parang I know them naman. So I'm okay with them seeing me... what I post on Finsta.

[00:07:35.02] Interviewer: So parang you can say na there's this network of Finstagram

users na?

[00:07:40.04] Bobby: They're interested also in seeing like the other side of what... like

the other side. It's like "oh hey, I'll show you this if you show me yours". So it's like an

exchange.

[00:08:00.23] Interviewer: So basically yung mga followers mo and yung mga fina-

follow mo sa Finstagram, it's not just your very close circle of friends.

[00:08:08.22] Bobby: No, it's like people who want to get to know me more. And then I

follow people on Finsta who I want to get to know more.

[00:08:14.03] Interviewer: How do you choose the photos on your Instagram and

Finstagram? Like, this photo goes to my Instagram, this goes to my Finsta...

[00:08:22.08] Bobby: Well, like, one of the... well, in my Instagram I post during special

occasions only like birthday or something to do with me and my girlfriend or basically a

few of my hobbies and what I do. And with my Finstagram, it doesn't have to be my

picture. I can just post a picture of my bestfriend Albert's face. Something like that. It

doesn't necessarily have to be me but it's just something I'm sharing. Like... Finsta to me

is kinda like a mini-Meme place.

[00:09:13.19] Interviewer: Of you?

[00:09:13.19] Bobby: Of me, yeah and people who are close to me. That's why people

make Finsta to kinda like dump what they don't post on their main.

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[00:09:32.15] Interviewer: So do you have a specific image na you want you to show on

your Instagram? Na since sinasabi mo nga kanina 'di ba, na what you post on your

Instagram are pictures of your hobbies, of your friends, and of your loved ones. So with

that, parang do you have an ideal image na gusto mong ipakita sa followers mo? For

example, Albert kanina want to show na he's a fighter using his Instagram posts. Ikaw,

how about you?

[00:10:14.28] Bobby: Well, I don't necessarily shove it down everyone's throat na this is

what I do, uhm, 'cause with the audience that I follow, I can't share as much as I want

about what I do because it's not something they can appreciate. So, I guess, I don't know,

I post an idea so it kinda makes me look a little bit more interesting outside. Like, 'cause

in school I don't really have friends, uhm, my only friends are you guys. Uhm, I've very

little friends in school. People that I just kinda like, talk to if I need a group, but not

necessarily hang out with. And then, so yun, everyone thinks that I'm a __ and I guess

with the main Instagram, I get to show like how interesting I can be, or that I'm not just

dollar on my ass.

[00:11:23.18] Interviewer: So what about on Finstagram?

[00:11:26.11] Bobby: On Finsta... I guess what I try to do on Finsta is make it funny in a

way that the followers of my Finsta kinda get a good laugh on it.

[00:11:49.16] Interviewer: So do you think the images na you set for your Instagram and

Finsta... they're both sides of Bobby or do you think may isa sa kanila na mas malapit sa

totoong personality mo?

[00:12:03.25] Bobby: I guess my Finsta shows a little bit more of me than my main one.

[00:12:26.10] Interviewer: How can you say?

[00:12:26.10] Bobby: Because, like, I'm very reserved. I don't... like, a lot of people... I

don't really want a lot of people to know exactly who I am because I don't want na... I

don't want the prejudice.

[00:12:50.28] Interviewer: So yung Finsta yung mas malapit sa...

[00:12:54.21] Bobby: A little bit, yeah. But it's not too far from the main Instagram.

[00:13:02.01] Interviewer: Parang, you feel na mas truthful ka sa Finstagram?

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[00:13:07.25] Bobby: Uhm, it's not that I'm not truthful sa Instagram.

[00:13:09.23] Interviewer: Yeah, pero mas truthful? Parang you feel na--

[00:13:15.10] Bobby: Not truthful pero more one free? Uhm, yeah.

[00:13:23.18] Interviewer: Do you think na the images na sinet mo on both of your

accounts, 'yun din yung nakikita ng mga tao?

[00:13:31.17] Bobby: Like when they look at me?

[00:13:31.29] Interviewer: Yeah, oo. Do you think you've successfully set those images?

[00:13:37.22] Bobby: I think so, yeah. Like, a lot of people were surprised to watch or

see some of my photos, na "oh, this is what you do" and then so yeah... And then, on my

Finsta, I'm more... unfiltered version na only certain people could see.

[00:14:05.20] Interviewer: So without the idea of people looking into your Instagram and

Finstagram, how do you think people see you? Wait I will rephrase, do you feel that

people expect something from you? Ano sa tingin mo ang tingin ng tao na ikaw?

[00:14:19.27] Bobby: Uhm, I think it's something like I'm quite, I don't talk a lot in

school, someone said nga I don't laugh e. So, ayun. That's what I think they think of me,

if they don't look me up.

[00:15:03.06] Interviewer: So you think, yung Instagram and Finstagram accounts mo,

they break those--

[00:15:08.05] Bobby: They break it in a way that "oh hey, maybe he's not just some

lonely, quiet guy. There, it's just... ayun. I'm very selective of what I do with the people

I'm around like when I'm in school, I'm kinda closed 'cause I don't really want to interact

with anyone. Uhm, but if it's with you guys [close friends] I'm fine. Yeah...

[00:15:46.21] Interviewer: So do you think ba, sometimes, sa image na tahimik si Bobby,

and then image na gusto mo sabihin na "hey, I'm interesting" do you feel sometimes na

naiipit ka sa dalawang iyon? Therefore na parang you think na may need ka to

compromise?

[00:16:02.01] Bobby: I'm not really, I'm more concerned with how I see myself rather

than how others see me. Like, that's what I'm first concerned with. Other people's

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opinions, some of it I couldn't care less, especially if it's not eye-to-eye with mine. So

there, as long as it's good enough for me, that's good enough for me. It doesn't bother me

if it's not...

[00:16:44.05] Interviewer: You think naman na nasa-satisfy ka naman ng Instagram and

Finstagram with that?

[00:16:47.08] Bobby: Uhm, in a way, yeah.

[00:16:53.29] Interviewer: Do you have anything more to say?

[00:16:56.04] Bobby: Not much.

[00:16:59.29] Interviewer: Okay, so that's the first part. Then go onto the last part, the

second part. In this part, I'm going to show you a few posts that you made and then I'm

going to ask you a few questions. So on your main Instagram, this is a picture of you and

your Mom in Tagaytay. And this is for her birthday, so posting this,.. wait, did you use

filter on this?

[00:17:30.28] Bobby: No, there's no filter there.

[00:17:34.09] Interviewer: Okay so, what is the message that you want to convey by

posting this picture?

[00:17:38.23] Bobby: Like, it's my mom's birthday.

[00:17:43.22] Interviewer: That the purpose, but what is the message na gusto mong

iparating?

[00:17:46.03] Bobby: Hm, na I guess we went to Highlands. 'Cause highlands is not

really a place alot of people go to. So, uhm...

[00:18:04.04] Interviewer: Hence the location tag...

[00:18:04.04] Bobby: Yeah, a little bit of bragging, ganon.

[00:18:10.23] Interviewer: Oh, that's the message. Okay, so how do you expect your

audience to react to this? Like, what do you want to make them feel? What do you

expect?

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[00:18:25.09] Bobby: I want them to be like, "hey, he loves his mom. Oh wow, he goes

here". So it looks a little bit more interesting than just another day.

[00:18:39.18] Interviewer: Kanina nabanggit mo na wala itong post-edit of some sort, so

why so? I mean some people would increse the contrast or something.

[00:18:50.09] Bobby: Well, for me, the picture itself look pretty okay already. Uhm, like,

I didn't think that it needed to be edited so I was like, "Alright, then that's good enough".

[00:19:02.28] Interviewer: Wala ka namang fina-follow na theme?

[00:19:04.04] Bobby: No, no.

[00:19:07.23] Interviewer: Okay that's the first picture. The second one is... this one, a pic

of your eating in a korean barbeque. So is this an edited pic?

[00:19:23.23] Bobby: No, my girlfriend edited that.

[00:19:24.25] Interviewer: Oh, okay.

[00:19:28.00] Bobby: Nowadays, usually she edits my pictures.

[00:19:29.21] Interviewer: Ah, okay.

[00:19:31.17] Bobby: 'Cause I don't really have a... I can't really edit well.

[00:19:37.22] Interviewer: So ano naman yung message na gusto mong i-convey by

posting this picture?

[00:19:41.07] Bobby: Na I'm eating in a korean barbeque place. First of all, that place

was really expensive.

[00:19:51.28] Interviewer: This place?

[00:19:51.28] Bobby: Yeah, in molito.

[00:19:56.08] Interviewer: How much?

[00:19:56.18] Bobby: We spent like 3 grand.

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[00:20:02.25] Interviewer: How was the taste though? haha.

[00:20:02.25] Bobby: It's okay. It's not even unli. And then, na wala, it's obvious that I'm

on a date with someone which is my girlfriend. That's it.

[00:20:25.01] Interviewer: So basically to show na you're with someone and then you're

eating korean barbeque. How did you expect your audiences to react to this?

[00:20:34.03] Bobby: A picture of him-- 'cause I usually don't post... there are only some

pictures of just me. So I guess, it's just him. He's not with another person or a group.

[00:20:54.25] Interviewer: While taking this picture, were you aware that your girlfriend

was taking a picture?

[00:21:00.24] Bobby: No, I was not. I was waiting for the food.

[00:21:07.20] Interviewer: Did she take a picture of you smiling?

[00:21:09.28] Bobby: Uhm, she did when I saw na... when I realized na she was taking a

picture and then wala, that's it. Pero that picture is not on the post.

[00:21:21.28] Interviewer: Why did you choose na ito pa rin ang ipost? Rather than the

other one?

[00:21:26.17] Bobby: Well, that was the only one that looked good. The others looked

like... the lighting seemed off, my face... ganon. So I was like, "Okay, that pic was okay".

[00:21:41.17] Interviewer: Alright. Next one is this one, the latest picture. This one is for

Valentine's. It's a picture of you and your girlfriend in Checkmat. And what is the

message behind this?

[00:21:58.23] Bobby: Well, the message, obviously is Valentine's.

[00:22:04.09] Interviewer: But why the place? I mean, pwede naman kayo magpicture sa

ibang place.

[00:22:09.08] Bobby: I guess it's also unique in a way na parang na "Oh, people go on

dates" but what me and my girlfriend did, obviously because we're both preparing for

competition, even though it's Valentine's, we trained. Uhm, and yun, that's the message

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na I want to convey and also, na parang to show off na "Oh hey, my girlfriend does this

too and it's pretty badass".

[00:22:35.18] Interviewer: So did you edited this?

[00:22:36.27] Bobby: Uhm, she did.

[00:22:40.25] Interviewer: Alright, I mean, wala ka bang say?

[00:22:45.28] Bobby: I tell her na "Oh, what's your best edit?".

[00:22:50.18] Interviewer: Did you set to pose for this like, "Hey, let's pose for a picture".

[00:22:56.20] Bobby: Uhm, no. She wanted that pose. And then the other poses were, I

don't know, mandatory Valentine's pose.

[00:23:10.15] Interviewer: What's with the mandatory Valentine's pose?

[00:23:16.03] Bobby: Like, "Oh, a picture of us together and what we're doing on

Valentine's".

[00:23:20.20] Interviewer: Okay, so that's the message of that post. So after asking you

about pictures on your main Instagram, let's move on to your Finstagram. This one, so

this is a picture of your bestfriend, Albert, screaming. So what is the message behind this

post?

[00:23:47.22] Bobby: I don't know, honestly. It's a funny picture of Albert, 'cause that's

actually a video. It's a video of him yelling and then I just screenshot his face screaming,

then I was like, "okay I'll put this on my Finsta". On my Finsta, I don't really think about

what I'm posting. It's just like, "Oh, it's there" and no really particular purpose or message

I'm trying to send.

[00:24:22.27] Interviewer: So, how do you want your audience to react to this? I mean,

since you found this funny.

[00:24:32.23] Bobby: It's a pretty funny picture of Albert, yeah. That's it.

[00:24:39.05] Interviewer: You want to just show na it's funny therefore "I will share

this".

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[00:24:43.28] Bobby: Yeah.

[00:24:43.28] Interviewer: Okay. What about this one.

[00:24:55.13] Bobby: Okay, uhm...

[00:25:03.10] Interviewer: This is a picture of you and Bruno, your dog.

[00:25:12.15] Bobby: That's actually a picture that I just send to me and my friends'

group chat on Facebook. And then I was like, I look pretty okay and Bruno's pretty cute.

So I'm like, "okay, it's not like main Instagram-worthy". It's just worthy enough to share

with a small audience which is my Finsta followers.

[00:25:30.18] Interviewer: Could you elaborate on the fact na you don't think this is IG-

worthy?

[00:25:41.26] Bobby: The quality is not good, like if you've noticed in the posts that I use

on my main Instagram, it's usually the back camera of my phone 'cause that's the more

clear one. The front camera is not as clear so it kinda looks a little off. So obviously if I

wanna post a picture on my main, I want it to have quality.

[00:26:16.01] Interviewer: So you're considering yung quality as one of the difference na

gusto mo.

[00:26:24.17] Bobby: Yeah.

[00:26:24.17] Interviewer: Alright. This is a video of Albert doing random stuff.

[00:26:44.06] Bobby: Yeah, he was mimicking the one of the Planet of the Ape movies.

Uhm, I just thought it's funny. 'Cause, I don't know.

[00:27:00.04] Interviewer: You just think it's funny.

[00:27:00.04] Bobby: Yeah, it's like really random. No message in particular that I wanna

convey.

[00:27:11.16] Interviewer: So basically, lahat ng posts mo sa Finsta, is just because.

[00:27:13.14] Bobby: Just because, yeah.

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[00:27:15.03] Interviewer: Then you find it funny so you had to post it.

[00:27:17.09] Bobby: Yeah.

[00:27:19.18] Interviewer: And then you think na they're IG-worthy.

[00:27:20.14] Bobby: No, no.

[00:27:21.14] Interviewer: Okay, ayun. So that is the end of our interview. So debriefing

lang, how do you feel after the interview?

[00:27:47.28] Bobby: No naman. The questions, a little personal, pero it's nothing I'm

uncomfortable answering. Yeah. There's some answers that I had to think about, I'm like

"huh, why kaya?" and "what's the reason behind this". And then it kinda helped me

realize some "why?" or what exactly I'm doing.

[00:28:29.15] Interviewer: Thank you so much.

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---

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C. Daniella

[00:00:56.28] Interviewer: Please state your name, your age, and your school.

[00:00:57.15] Daniella: I'm Daniella, 18 years old, from UPD.

[00:01:08.04] Interviewer: How long have you been using Instagram?

[00:01:12.29] Daniella: I think I started nung mga 2015, when I was in Grade 10. Junior

high.

[00:01:32.05] Interviewer: Ano yung nag-pull sa'yo into using Instagram?

[00:01:36.23] Daniella: I'm a social media person din kase, tapos, I'm in a large circle of

friends. Tapos na-pull nila ako na mag-Instagram kase they always use it, like mas nauna

sila before me so the fact na halos lahat ng friends ko gumagamit, so why not ako din.

Tapos 'yun nagstart na ako mag-Instagram posting first ko mga selfies ko muna kase 'yun

yung with filters pa nung old IG stuff. Tapos I think it was also the time na sumikat rin

yung Twitter so parang, yung social media nung mga junior high ako or grade school it

was a way to show na 'hey, I'm hanging out with my friends, nandito kami', parang it's a

way to update each other na rin. Kase, hindi naman kayo like in college na bloc-mate

forever. Like, it changes so parang it's a way to update talaga yung mga nangyayari sa

life.

[00:02:50.20] Interviewer: Would you say na it's a better way of updating your friends

than Facebook?

[00:02:54.22] Daniella: Yeah, kase sa Instagram and Twitter, I think more on friends

talaga yung mga followers mo kaysa sa Facebook na it's so open. Like, kahit

acquaintance mo you can add them ganon pati your relatives so mas free yung content na

nilalabas ko sa Instagram and more on me talaga kaysa sa Facebook na may kailangan

akong i-limit kase friends ako with relatives ko so bawal ako magpost ng too showy

pictures or something like that.

[00:03:28.16] Interviewer: So how about Finstagram? When did you start using

Finstagram?

[00:03:32.10] Daniella: I started Finstagram last year lang. Actually, before mismo

magstart yung school year. Uhm, yeah. Napush akong mag-Finstagram kase my friends

too have Finstagram rin tapos parang it's interesting kase yung mga Finstagram nila super

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deep yung mga caption, super detailed kung anong nangyayari sa day nila. And like I

said, Instagram and Twitter is used for updating yung friends mo, so parang it's a way

parang mas public yung posts mo pero yung mga followers mo yung mga talagang tina-

trust mong people. So parang it was a way na kaysa message mo sila isa-isa, na "hey,

nandito ako", parang it was a way para mas mabilis mong makwento kung anong

nangyayari sa'yo to a larger group of people.

[00:04:31.10] Interviewer: Ano yung purpose ng Finstagram mo ngayon? Kase parang

you said na it's a way of updating other people so what's the difference between the

purpose of your Finstagram to your Instagram?

[00:04:50.08] Daniella: If you compare yung accounts, mas maraming followers yung

main account and naka-public 'yun. Compared sa Finstagram ko, like, yung icon ko that's

not me. It's a secret account talaga reserve for my trusted people lang.

[00:05:05.16] Interviewer: So talagang salang-sala yung followers mo dun.

[00:05:08.04] Daniella: Kase parang when I use m Finstagram, mas free talaga yun

content ko kahit sinasabi ko na mas free nga yung Instagram, like the fact na nagkaroon

ng dump account parang napapakita ko talaga kung anong ginagawa ko. When you see

my highlights like nandyan lahat, I do blogs, as in hindi ako nahihiya na maglabas ng

kahit anong content na sinesend ko lang dapat personally sa messages. Nalalagay ko na

siya sa dump kase yung mga followers ko naman, hindi ako nahihiya na ipakita yun.

[00:05:47.05] Interviewer: So 'di ba yung audience mo sa Facebook kanina are relatives,

acquaintances, yung parang, the general public kumbaga.

[00:00:00.00] Interviewer: So yung instagram mo, yung audience mo dun is medyo,

medyo public din in a way pero yung sa Finstagram mo as in yung talagang chosen

people lang na, dating na pini- na yung parang, yung people na you share yung lahat ng

adventures mo ganun?

[00:00:18.07] Daniella: Yeah

[00:00:18.15] Interviewer: Like something na you wouldn't share to some acquaintance

or your family ganun?

[00:00:23.06] Daniella: Oo. Di ba like sa kunwari sa Instagram meron ng feature na

"Closed friends list" sa story. Parang it's like that. Close friends list pero account talaga

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mismo. Kasi parang I'm not comfortable na sharing kunwari yung mga vlogs ko sa

everyone.

[00:00:49.15] Interviewer: Okay so whenever you post naman on Instagram, your main

Instagram account, how do you feel, parang do you have any expectations or do you feel

na eto na ganun

[00:01:00.17] Daniella: Syempre like, you know, there's uhm pressure na kailangan

maayos yung feed

[00:01:06.05] Interviewer: or, maganda ka sa picture ganun.

[00:01:08.26] Daniella: Oo

[00:01:09.11] Daniella: And maayos yung picture like well- edited ganun. Tapos

siyempre tinitignan ko always yung updates na ilang likes na

[00:01:17.27] Interviewer: Oo, oo

[00:01:18.07] Daniella: Ganun. Or sometimes papamessage ko pa sa friend, 'uy support

mo naman yung post ko' ganun. Parang it's more on... siguro getting, di naman validation

pero attention?

[00:01:32.18] Interviewer: Attention

[00:01:32.28] Daniella: Siguro na parang, 'oh nasa beach siya, cool’. Parang ganun.

[00:01:37.21] Interviewer: Oo. So when you say likes, mga ilang likes yung naeexpect

mo na 'ah pag nare- pag nareach ko 'to or nalampasan ko I'm okay na ganun

[00:01:47.27] Daniella: Siguro like ano, a hundred thirty ganun

[00:01:50.14] Interviewer: Haha okay

[00:01:51.10] Daniella: Mga ganun

[00:01:50.20] Daniella: Okay. Ah okay haha. I see. Hundred thirty. So when you say

naman na dapat maganda yung feed ko, dapat maganda yung post ko, can, can you

elaborate? What is a beautiful or a pretty photo, an Instagram photo to you?

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[00:02:08.01] Daniella: Pag di ba, parang kasi an Instagram account, yung mga popular

Instagram account, meron silang own feel to it? So parang gusto ko rin makagawa ng

instagram na when they see the post, alam na nila automatically na sa akin yung post?

Parang ganun

[00:02:26.23] Interviewer: I see

[00:02:26.25] Daniella: Like making my own identity talaga sa social media

[00:02:30.09] Interviewer: How do you see that identity then?

[00:02:32.24] Daniella: Yung ay-- yung identity ko?

[00:02:33.22] Interviewer: Oo, yung parang when I see this photo, 'Ah it's Daniella'. So

parang, ano yung image mo sa Fi- Instagram na--

[00:02:41.29] Daniella: Ako kasi yung person na nagpopost sa main Instagram na puro

mukha ko

[00:02:46.27] Interviewer: Ah okay haha

[00:02:48.05] Daniella: Kasi gusto ko, I'm, ano ba'to, gusto ko rin maging influencer kasi,

in the future, why not.

[00:02:55.26] Interviewer: Not bad. Hundred thirty na yung likes mo haha

[00:02:59.16] Daniella: Ayun parang wala, face ko, tapos, di ko alam, magan- basta

maganda ka dun sa photo na yun.

[00:03:08.27] Interviewer: Do you have a signature filter ganun or kind of edit ganun?

[00:03:13.21] Daniella: Low, always low contrast. Di ako macolor na tao. Like gusto ko

yung medyo minimalist na feel to it

[00:03:30.16] Interviewer: So that's Daniella on Instagram. So what about on Finstagram,

how do you feel naman. Parang what do you feel kapag nagpopost ka dun?

[00:03:42.10] Daniella: Parang wala na siya yung, wala na yung nasa isip ko na dapat

magandang filter as in yung photos ko diyan like, pic pic lang. LIke hindi ko na kailangan

iedit. As in like raw that's me talaga

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[00:03:56.03] Interviewer: So di mo na ineedit yung pinopost sa Finstagram

[00:03:58.09] Daniella: No. Like kung ano yung andun, yun na yun. Tapos as much as

possible, gusto kong makaabot ng ten photos per post. Kasi yung Finstagram ko is a

daily... post something

[00:04:10.23] Interviewer: What's that in, in Finstagram

[00:04:11.24] Daniella: Oo. Like parang Feb. twenty e- Feb. ten, ito yung ginawa ko,

Feb. eleven, ito yung ginawa ko for the day. Feb. twelve ganun

[00:04:20.22] Interviewer: So it's a diary na rin of some sort.

[00:04:22.15] Daniella: Yeah. Pati, kahit update ng friends as well as keeping memories

na rin. Parang keeping track of what you did.

[00:04:30.21] Interviewer: Oo. So as in parang for the sake of posting lang yung, ipa- for

the sake of sharing and posting parang visual diary ganun?

[00:04:39.22] Daniella: Oo

[00:04:40.11] Interviewer: Oh I see. So parang how do you choose kung ano yung

makakarating sa Instagram mo and ano yung makakarating sa Finstagram mo? Kase ‘di

ba you take a lot of pictures within the day di ba. And how do you choose the, na ah “eto

yung sa Fins- Instagram ko, eto yung ieedit ko ngayon”.

[00:04:57.01] Daniella: Usually yung sa mga, sa main account na Instagram ko, yung

mga pics ko dun is as in pag may event or may pupuntahan ka talaga. As in if you're

going to Baguio, sige I need to have pics for my Instagram so mag popost ka talaga, mag

maayos kang damit ganun. For the dump account naman, as in kung ano lang talaga

ginawa ko today, kunwari nakasama kita, okay let's take a selfie ganun. May class tayo

sige selfie, kayo kasama ko today. Ganun. What I ate ganun.

[00:05:30.01] Interviewer: Oo. So you, you'd really take special photos for Instagram.

Parang a requirement, ah I need to show na I'm here, that I- I'm gonna post or ganun

[00:05:41.20] Interviewer: Okay so when posting on Instagram muna, parang uhm do you

think of how you're followers, ay I think you answered na based on likes, pero, uhm,

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parang how do you think your followers would accept or react your photo. Parang what

exactly do you imagine them reacting when they see your photo?

[00:06:05.00] Daniella: Hindi naman sa famewhore... Gusto ko talaga like

nagcocomment sila na, 'oh my gosh ang ganda mo'. Parang ganun. Like kasi, ako I have

this feeling na kapag tumitingin sa bloggers ganun parang 'aww cute' parang ganun yung

feeling. Na parang gusto ko nakikita nila ko as someone na she has ano parang na, nice,

she has a nice life. Parang ganun. Parang ang interesting naman na pumupunta siya sa

ganito, or may ganun siyang trip

[00:06:41.02] Interviewer: I see. Sa Finstagram naman

[00:06:43.09] Daniella: Sa Finstagram, ano yung question ulit?

[00:06:45.10] Interviewer: Ay sorry. Yung ano parang, how do you see them reacting to

your Finstagram accounts?

[00:06:49.06] Daniella: I think, kasi ako as a person, very comedic siguro ako. So parang

pinapakita ko talaga sa Finstagram ko yung for example yung vlog na 'hey nandito kami

sa UPTC tapos ang tanga tanga namin'. Parang ganun, like wala parang when you're

updating your friends kasi parang you make it a point na ano yung ikwekwento mo sa

kanilang magpapasaya sa kanila. Parang ganun yung feel sa dump.

[00:07:21.00] Interviewer: Okay so wait. Pero sa instagram naman parang, sino yung

mga usual vloggers na, influencers na finofollow mo and you look up to

[00:07:31.00] Daniella: Okay uhm siguro si... si Kim, yung anong last name oh my gosh

[00:07:40.22] Interviewer: Kardashian?

[00:07:41.17] Daniella: No. Kim as in, asawa ni Jericho Rosales

[00:07:45.00] Interviewer: Ah. Kim Jones

[00:07:45.25] Daniella: Yeah. Kim Jones.

[00:07:46.15] Interviewer: Yeah she's so pretty

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[00:07:47.05] Daniella: Yeah. Pati uhm not particularly na person pero kasi I'm into

fashion din so yung mga finofollow kong people is fashion people na hindi ko alam

talaga kung sino sila pero, yeah they have lots of followers parang ganun

[00:08:05.00] Interviewer: Parang uhm, iba ba yung set of people na finofollow mo sa

Finstagram mo and sa Instagram mo?

[00:08:11.20] Daniella: Yeah. Uhm sa dump, ay yeah sa Finstagram ko, like ang

finofollow ko lang talaga yung friends. Friends. Kung sino yung close tight friends

walang at all na celebrity as in zero. As in kapag makita mo yung followers ko, like same

following, followers. Kasi yun, parang mutual talaga kami. Sa main Instagram naman

siguro yung my inspiration for outfits, for makeup, uhm, or uhm pati mga artsy people na

parang okay, I want to... do this outfit someday. Parang ganun. Hair color ganun. Pati

yung mga mismong account ng tao.

[00:09:00.18] Interviewer: Do you think iba yung images na naeestablish mo or you want

to establish for yourself sa Instagram, di ba yung sa Instagram yung parang someone who

has a good life, passionable, pretty ganun. And then sa Finstagram yung medyo comedic

na adventurist type of gal, uhm, do you think, you successfully established in a way na

your audience see that of you? Parang yun ba yung image na nakikita na nila of you

[00:09:26.00] Daniella: Yeah I think. Yun na yung nakikita nila sa'kin. Like... parang

kapag di ba acquaintances finofollow ako sa main Instagram, kapag naging friends, siye-

siyempre darating kayo sa point na 'ano yung first impression mo sa'kin' ganyan ganyan.

Sasabihin nila, 'oh based on your Instagram'... Parang ganun. Like merong twitter game,

like sabihin nila 'hey you're so pretty' ganun, 'I saw your Instagram post', 'You seem

really fun'... Parang ganun yeah

[00:09:58.00] Interviewer: So yun yung nakikita nila, but do you think parang, parang

yung pagestablish mo ng image mo sa Instagram mo, do you think you're, do you think

that's what your audience expect of you? Kasi iba na yung nakikita nila, sa talagang

ineexpect nila. Do you think that's what they're expecting ganun?

[00:10:19.29] Daniella: I think so, yun na rin yung ineexpect nila. Kasi kapag uhm when

I consult my friends kung ano dapat yung ipost ko, parang sasabihin nila, 'oh very

Daniella' ganun or kung may hindi man very Daniella, 'oh bakit ang dark ng pic, hindi

yan for your feed'. Parang meron na silang ganung thought.

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[00:10:42.07] Interviewer: Pag ganun ba, pag sinabi nila na 'ah, this is not uhm suitable

for your feed' yung photo ba na yun, parang do you intend, do you, do you usually post it

on Finstagram na lang?

[00:10:56.03] Daniella: Sig- if editable pa siya, as in, kung ibright ko pa yung colors,

tapos kapag di nagwork, yeah ilalagay ko lang siya sa dump.

[00:11:06.00] Interviewer: Hmm I see, I see, I see. Okay. So have you ever found

yourself na parang, have you ever caught yourself in the middle of what they expect of

you, and what you want na, na image mo? Gets ba, parang, parang do you, do you e-

parang have you ever made any compromise kasi parang, 'uh but they want me to look

like this, but I want to look like this. Therefore, eto na lang' ganun

[00:11:31.00] Daniella: I don't think so kasi feel ko parang nagmemeet kami halfway

kung ano yung gusto ko, yun din yung ineexpect nila sa akin. Parang ganun yung feel.

[00:11:41.00] Interviewer: How?

[00:11:42.30] Daniella: Hmm like parang, parang they accept who I am, feel ko... Feel ko

yung followers ko like kilala na nila ko based on my posts siguro. And parang alam na

nila yung content na ilalabas ko. Hindi naman siya nakakapressure at all... na I need to

think first kung ano yung magugustuhan nila. Feel ko kasi talaga nagmemeet talaga yung

kung ano yung gusto ko and kung ano yung ineexpect nila sa’kin

[00:12:14.05] Interviewer: So, so far do you have anymore uhm parang would you like to

share, before we end this first part, do you have anymore, anything to elaborate ba about

your Instagram or Finstagram. Parang do you have any theme ba sa Instagram mo?

[00:12:32.17] Daniella: Theme?

[00:12:33.02] Interviewer: Oo

[00:12:33.40] Daniella: Wala pretty, pretty lang

[00:12:36.00] Interviewer: Pretty, yeah, I mean, that’s, haha. Same? Char. Yeah

[00:12:41.25] Daniella: Kaya yung stories ko siguro like hindi, sa main Instagram. It’s

not totally wild, huh, I mean…

[00:12:54.00] Interviewer: This is on main Instagram?

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[00:12:55.00] Daniella: Oo. Like kunwari sa dump. As in kung sisigaw, sisigaw ako. Like

or kung stressed ako, magvvlog ako na ‘hey guys, sobrang stressed ko na’. Ganun. Pero I

can’t post that sa main Instagram ko kasi feel, may, may certain feel pa rin na uhm

parang mas formal dapat sa main Instagram kaysa sa dump.

[00:13:21.00] Interviewer: Is it because of the expectations or parang maybe you think

that would collide, that would parang be opposite or different to the image that you desire

on—

[00:13:33.06] Daniella: Hmm like more on limit, I’m limiting my own self na parang

dapat, ito lang yung pinapakita ko sa certain people na were not yet in that level para

makita nila yung ganung ako.

[00:13:47.07] Interviewer: Gets. So we’re done with the first part, we will go to the last

part, the second part which is uhm parang talking about your posts sa Instagram mo pati

sa Finstagram. So I chose three photos on your Instagram, mamaya na yung sa

Finstagram. And I’m gonna ask you a few questions. Pero lahat naman ‘to hindi naman

‘to magpapakita sa thesis ko. I'll just describe them at most, but I won’t show them of

course. So this one, I hope you can see it.

[00:14:17.11] Daniella: Okay

[00:14:18.01] Interviewer: Okay, so this is a photo of you with your two friends and like

smiling, laughing ganun. So uhm could you, could you like tell me the story behind this

post on your Instagram account?

[00:14:31.25] Daniella: Okay uhm. Yung photo na yan taken siya sa parang Christmas

party hangout naming ng main barkada ko. Uhm yeah. Nagswimming kami together.

Pumunta kami sa beach

[00:14:48.01] Interviewer: So parang, what is the message that you want to say. Kasi di

ba every photo na we post parang there is like a hidden message. So what is the main, the

hidden message behind this photo?

[00:14:58.20] Daniella: Parang I’m a person kasi na very affectionate. So parang, ako as

a person pag nasama ako sa feed ng tao like kikiligin ako na ‘aww nasa feed ako’ ganun.

So parang it’s a way din na to show people na ‘hey guy-‘ kasi silang dalawa yung main

bestfriends ko talaga na, ‘hey kahit nagcollege na we’re still together’. Parang ganun and

parang wala I’m happy to be with them.

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[00:15:28.26] Interviewer: I see. So uhm how do you parang for example, I’m your

audience. Parang how do you want me to react, how do you expect me to react pala?

Parang when I see it na oh, parang, what should I feel?

[00:15:41.10] Daniella: Feel ko like… hmm like… nafefeel ko na ‘hey, friends goals’

hashtag goals. Theyre still hanging out kahit iba’t ibang schools na sila and ang saya nila

tignan’ siguro yeah.

[00:16:02.24] Interviewer: Was this be-, was this candid? Or did you choose the, the

pose. ‘Oh dapat ganito tayo’ ganun

[00:16:09.30] Interviewer: Ah very candid siya. And then did you filter? Did you put a

filter on it?

[00:16:14.06] Daniella: Yeah. Uhm yung original photo niyan medyo plain lang siya. So

tinaasan ko yung warmness ng photo para mag add din ng feel na masaya.

[00:16:26.12] Interviewer: Ah. I see. Okay. So let’s go to the second picture. This one.

It’s a photo of you staring uhm straight into the camera and then you resting your head on

your hand, and I think you’re in Korea?

[00:16:41.17] Daniella: Yeah

[00:16:41.27] Interviewer: Yeah, of course. Okay. Uhm so could you like share the story

behind this picture naman and the message.

[00:16:50.10] Daniella: So nung July pumunta ako sa Korea parang celebration siya ng

18th birthday ko. And super, known kasi ako as Kpop stan. Ganun. So parang… hmm

since maganda yung lighting sa SM town, yeah, parang pinapakita ko diyan na as a

Kpop-er, like yan, may photo na EXO pati yung jog Andiyan yung favorite group ko, and

nandun din ako sa company.

[00:17:27.02] Interviewer: You took a picture haha

[00:17:29.00] Daniella: Ayun parang pinakita ko na, andito na ko! Parang like that and

I’m wala paganda lang ng post. Like I, siguro like sobrang daming shots niyan. Like may

happy and may sad. Like hindi naman siya to show na I’m happy. Siguro I chose that

picture based on kung ano yung pinakaokay na face ko.

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[00:17:54.00] Interviewer: Okay. So yung filter na ginamit mo diyan is, or did you use a

filter, you just de- like decrease the contrast or—

[00:18:02.00] Daniella: Always increase brightness, decrease contrast, tapos konting

increase warmness.

[00:18:08.29] Interviewer: Oh. I see, I see. That’s your parang theme ganun. That’s how

you organize your feed. Okay. I see. So next photo, this one. This, this time naman, eto

yung parang one of the rare photos na parang you’re not there. Pero uhm it’s a picture of

palm trees and uhm so, and clear sky. So why did you decide to post such photo?

[00:18:33.29] Daniella: Hmm feel ko kasi sometimes na… di ba medj conscious ako sa

feed ko. Pag tuloy tuloy na face ko lang, parang may limit din ako na parang, dapat mag

include muna ko ng photo na walang face ko. Para maging balance yung feed?

[00:18:55.01] Interviewer: I see, yeah.

[00:18:56.02] Daniella: Yeah. Tapos since mahilig din ako sa beach ganun and

adventures, pinili ko yan. Yeah ka- medj, yung photo onti lang yung nandiyan… para rin

siguro mabalance out niya yung row.

[00:19:15.29] Interviewer: Ahh okay. Parang palette cleanser ganun

[00:19:17.30] Daniella: Oo

[00:19:18.22] Interviewer: Oh I see. So saan ‘to kinuha?

[00:19:22.00] Daniella: It’s in Boracay

[00:19:26.00] Interviewer: Bago magsara? Or

[00:19:28.00] Daniella: Yeah, bago magsara

[00:19:28.15] Interviewer: Oh okay. So let’s go to your Finsta. So, this one. So this is a

photo of you, like with your back to the camera and uhm just looking it, I- I think this a

resto? Yeah.

[00:19:59.10] Daniella: In Vertis North. Parang nung, ano bang tawag dun, yung cookies,

yung pwede ka magtake out. Yeah.

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[00:20:09.00] Interviewer: I- I don’t know that parang, buffet?

[00:20:12.00] Daniella: No, like parang café siya pero merong take out na

[00:20:16.28] Interviewer: Ahh. Na na parang cashier, cashier, oh okay. So why post this

on your Finsta? Kasi it’s kinda aesthetic di ba, so why did you choose sa Finsta ‘to?

[00:20:31.10] Daniella: First of all, ang dark nung picture, so I don’t think fit siya dun sa

tapos maraming photos kasi.

[00:20:41.03] Interviewer: So it’s like a co- a pho- cover photo

[00:20:43.20] Daniella: Oo

[00:20:44.25] Interviewer: Hmm, oh, with your family

[00:20:47.00] Daniella: Yeah. Siblings ko. Ayun like parang, wala naman siyang rule

kung ano yung uunahin kong photo. Like super random, like wala talaga akong pake

kung ano yung maunang photo. Basta idudump ko lahat ng photos na nangyari sa day ko

[00:21:10.09] Interviewer: Oh so I see. So it applies to everyone

[00:21:12.20] Daniella: Yeah

[00:21:12.22] Interviewer: Everyday. So this one is like a daily adventure?

[00:21:15.21] Daniella: Yeah

[00:21:18.06] Interviewer: Oh I see. Oh, nice okay. Ah okay. So lahat ‘to is very personal

[00:21:26.00] Daniella: Yeah, tapos sometimes pag di ako tinatamad like susulat ko

talaga lahat ng nangyari. Kapag tinatamad ako like…

[00:21:35.00] Interviewer: Just one liner.

[00:21:35.22] Daniella: Yeah.

[00:21:35.30] Interviewer: Ganun. Ah alright. That’s nice. Okay. So I don’t think na

parang I should ask you like each naman kasi parang basically like you said, they’re like

a photo album of some sort. And then, here, okay, you’re highlights. May I just ask,

parang, do you feel na parang mas free ka sa highlights sa, like sa Instagram story or

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para, parang ano yung mas madaling mag post. Like sa Instagram story or sa Instagram

posts mo?

[00:22:11.00] Daniella: Hmm feel ko kasi yung sa post ko parang it’s mandatory na I post

everyday. Pero yung sa stories ko naman, magsstory lang ako kung feel ko as in ganun.

Tapos parang I keep track like Freshie, like parang kung ano yung, gusto, di ba parang

it’s like a memory keeper na rin. So sometimes kapag wala talaga ako magawa, hindi

naman sa pagiging ano, self centered pero papanuorin ko talaga siya isa isa, para ‘oh

yeah, ganito nangyari nung January something’.

[00:22:47.10] Interviewer: Oo. Okay alright. So ayun. That ends our interview. Thank

you so much.

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D. Ed

[00:00:04.26] Interviewer: To begin, how long have you been using Instagram?

[00:00:05.19] Ed: Uhm, I think I've been using it since 2015.

[00:00:11.27] Interviewer: How about Finstagram?

[00:00:12.01] Ed: That one, 2016.

[00:00:15.16] Interviewer: Tagal na ah. So what appealed to you sa paggamit ng dump

account or Finstagram?

[00:00:22.11] Ed: Oh okay. Well, kase I started using Instagram during my final year of

high school. Like, I finally gave in to the pressure and stuff, then that time kase parang

alot of my classamates are like... my batchmates ko, they have the curated Instagram

feeds. So parang wala akong time magkaroon ng jeje face sa Instagram so I had to like

make sure na mine looks nice, ganyan. And like, at par with them so I don't know,

basically parang naging status symbol rin yung IG like the number of followers you have

or like how aesthetically pleasing it is. So ayun, that's how it was for me.

[00:01:13.17] Interviewer: So parang na-fed up ka na sa ganon?

[00:01:14.29] Ed: Yeah, and then I chose to have a dump account-- actually yung una

kong reason on why I wanted to have a Finsta... actually wala pa kaseng Finsta noon,

dump account pa iyun. And then, ako kase parang gusto ko na i-document yung everyday

ko na ginagawa. That's why I post everyday. It's very active kase I post everyday talaga.

Like I don't miss a day. And then I think it's just for remembrance. Feeling ko kase

memory-hoarder ako. And then I wanted to... parang I don't know. I use it for example

when I'm having like a hard time like "Oh, this day, I conquered this or that". It didn't

necessarily branched out from the desire of not having a curated feed pero it was just for

my--

[00:02:08.12] Interviewer: Visual diary.

[00:02:08.12] Ed: Yeah, basically, it's like a diary. Yeah. And then, feeling ko dahil na

rin sa comfort na 'yun. Parang, hindi na ako bumalik sa regular, normal IG ko. I don't use

it anymore.

[00:02:22.06] Interviewer: Ah really?

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[00:02:22.06] Ed: Yeah, I just check it three times a month? Or kapag may nagsabi sakin

na "Uy, follow back mo naman ako". So doon ko siya finafollow. Pero I don't use it. The

last post that I had was 2017.

[00:02:35.00] Interviewer: Ah, I see. Pero 'yun pa rin yung main Instagram mo?

[00:02:39.19] Ed: Yeah, yun pa rin na parang kung isto-story niyo ako sa Instagram, yun

yung i-tag niyo. I don't want a lot of people knowing about my Finsta. Pero marami na rin

ang nakaka-alam, which is sad. Pero I don't accept their request if I'm not close with

them.

[00:02:52.29] Interviewer: So yung pagkakaroon ng dump account, you got the idea from

your friends in high school?

[00:02:58.28] Ed: No, kase nandoon siya sa... parang like, sabi ko, first year ako noon

when I started making one and then I was like I wanted to make it... Kase since ang

daming nangyayari, parang naisip ko na it's best to document it and then kapag when I'm

older, or like, malapit na matapos yung college, I could look back na "Ohhh, I did this, I

did that".

[00:03:30.02] Interviewer: I see. So nasabi mo na sa akin yung purpose ng Finstagram

mo pati main Instagram, uhm, let's go to the posting. Can you remember pa ba yung

feeling mo nung nagpopost ka pa sa main Instagram mo?

[00:03:46.00] Ed: Ahh, as in nakakapressure siya kase before sa Instagram app, parang

chronological pa yung paglalabas ng post. This is why fina-follow ko yung peak hours sa

pagposting and then parang I feel sad kapag people don't notice it as early as possible. So

parang I think...

[00:04:15.22] Interviewer: So very conscious ka sa makukuhang attention ng posts mo

noon.

[00:04:21.24] Ed: Yeah, yeah.

[00:04:21.24] Interviewer: How about sa Finstagram mo?

[00:04:24.04] Ed: Ako wala naman. Kung walang magla-like okay lang, hindi naman

para sa kanila 'yun e.

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[00:04:27.24] Interviewer: Parang ang mas focus mo sa pagpopost sa Finstagram ay

madocument yung memories and wala na yung attention-seeking part.

[00:04:40.05] Ed: Yeah.

[00:04:40.05] Interviewer: So may tanong dito na how do you choose the photo na

pinopost mo sa IG or sa Finstagram, pero ikaw ba? Since you don't post that much na sa

main Instagram mo, parang how do you differentiate?

[00:04:51.16] Ed: Dun sa main Instagram kase, may plan was, kase I started nga nung

right after high school kase parang big kase sa amin like, may batch colors. Like in high

school, like for example, kapag freshie, green, tapos kapag sophie, blue, tapos red

ganon... So what I planned was iko-color code ko based the year I was. That's why if you

could see my main Instagra, usually all green. It's really green and then I stopped na.

Like, the last post that I had was like a yellow one, kase it was second year na and then

sobrang tinamad na ako kase parang doon na ako nakafocus sa Finstagram kase I don't

wanna pick a photo na sobrang wala naman akong... I don't value it. It's just for aesthetics

lang. So parang, that's why I didn't post. Tapos yun yung basically plan ko for my main

IG that's why if you can see, alam mo yung mga tumblr eme ganon, yun yung peg niya.

Pero yung doon naman sa what I do with my Finstagram, parang I document all the

important things that happen. Pero kunwari walang nangyari siguro, parang, nag-binge

watch lang ako, I probably would take a picture of my laptop screen. Tapos kunwari, for

example... Usually kase actually laman ata ng Finsta ko puro mga trainings like mga ...

literally what happened. Pero ayun may mga milestones.. ano ba yung mga milestones...

like when I competed, or like, nag-presenta ako sa conference. Then I posted that one. Or

like may mga meetings and stuff ako. Tapos meron pa akong mga tags sa caption. Like, I

tag it, like for example, a life post tapos kapag mema post, kapag wala talagang

nangyayari, kapag lazy day, I just binge watch this.

[00:07:07.28] Interviewer: So sa mga pino-post mo, meron ka bang parang image na

gusto mong ipakita over-all sa main Instagram mo? Pati si Finstagram?

[00:07:16.19] Ed: Yung sa main Instagram kase, I don't know, feeling ko kase na-

infuence lang ako ng high school. Ang laki kase ng factor ng how you do socially as a

person. Like, how people see you back then sa high school, that's why I saw value in the

number of followers, the number of likes, and stuff. Parang yun yung image ng Instagram

noon. Pero I don't really post na rin, that's not me anymore. Feeling ko naman sa

Finstagram, wala naman. Parang feeling ko lang it's like.. basically parang siyang vlog na

hindi vlog. Parang diary nga.

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[00:08:06.12] Interviewer: Parang the friendly Ed sa Finstagram mo.

[00:08:13.02] Ed: Yeah.

[00:08:13.02] Interviewer: Tapos yung talagang influencer-like Ed sa main Instagram

mo.

[00:08:17.19] Ed: Yes, basically.

[00:08:19.09] Interviewer: Could you describe yung audiences mo sa Instagram at sa

Finstagram? Kase 'di ba private silang dalawa so you filter yung pumapasok na followers.

So how you describe them?

[00:08:32.22] Ed: Ay sorry ano yung tanong--

[00:08:36.15] Interviewer: Yung audiences mo...

[00:08:37.27] Ed: Ah okay. 'Yung doon sa may main Instagram, usually yung mga taong

[followers] nandoon ay yung mga popular kids. As in yun yung kina-cater niya. Mga

close friends. And hindi ko nga alam kung pano umabot ng 1 thousand followers yan,

hindi ko alam kung sino yung mga iyan. Pero kase malaki talaga sa school namin yung

mga ganyan, yung mga social media accounts. Like parang, if you don't follow me back,

you probably hate me or something. It's really a big thing. So parang 'yun yung audience

ko. Pero kase since sa Finstagram, actually ito, feeling dahil ako naka-private parang may

sense of exclusivity when it comes to like, parang elitist yung mindset ko nung ginawa ko

'yun. Pero yung pagiging exclusive nung Finstagram, I don't wanna... alam mo 'yun?

Kung magra-rant ako, parang i don't want other people to see. So basically, mga close

friends ko yung mga nandoon.

[00:09:47.06] Interviewer: Tingin mo ba yung image na sinet mo sa Instagram mo at sa

Finstagram parang yun rin ba yung tingin mong tingin sa'yo ng followers mo sa

respective accounts?

[00:09:59.25] Ed: I think yeah. Kase yung sa main IG kase basically, the people who

follow me are the high school people and they don't know naman kung sino ako now. So

parang I think that's what they're left with. Pero like the people I'm still close to and the

people I've met in college, that's how they see me naman talaga.

[00:10:33.08] Interviewer: So basically tapos na tayo sa first part. We're gonna go to the

second and the last part which is talking about your posts. So I'm gonna choose and show

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you a few of your posts from both accounts and we're going to talk about it. So let's go

with this one, it's a picture of you with two other friends. You're with two other friends

and you are holding your phones and then nakatingin ka somewhere. So ano yung image

or ano yung message na you're trying to convey with this photo?

[00:11:09.20] Ed: Actually, yun pa rin yung image-driven phase ko as a person. So

parang feeling ko... also yung parang yung time na yan, since I'm still kinda close with

the high school people so parang I wanted to show na parang "oh, this is me right now".

Kaya nga may parang UP Diliman location tag there. Feeling ko maganda lang kase

yung... actually sila rin naman nagsabi sa akin na sige picture tayo since umuulan kase

niyan, so parang nastranded kami sa Engg tapos sabi namin "sige, magphotoshoot tayo".

[00:11:53.01] Interviewer: So is this candid or staged?

[00:11:56.04] Ed: Ay hindi, staged iyan, haha.

[00:11:58.09] Interviewer: Alright.

[00:12:00.13] Ed: Ilang beses namin ginawa iyan kasi yung isang friend diyan

masyadong picky.

[00:12:03.13] Interviewer: Did you choose talaga yung pagiging dark niya?

[00:12:11.00] Ed: I think yes--

[00:12:11.00] Interviewer: At bakit hindi mo na lang piniling bright colored?

[00:12:14.04] Ed: Kase parang feeling ko since green nga yung feed ko, hinilight namin

yung green color ng photo, yung green na nasa likod.

[00:12:23.02] Interviewer: This picture... this is a building of--

[00:12:35.27] Ed: It was like a retreat house.

[00:12:40.18] Interviewer: Tapos why did you choose to post this?

[00:12:43.04] Ed: Kase feeling ko nagfi-fit naman siya sa branding ng IG ko nung time

na yun. And then parang...

[00:12:50.00] Interviewer: Ano ba yung branding ng IG mo noon?

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[00:12:50.21] Ed: It's green and hipster-y. I think it looked nice so parang.. I remember

that time, may nagbe-bless ng mga palaspas. So parang sabi ko, "sige picturan". So ayun.

[00:13:12.11] Interviewer: Tapos mas pina-darken mo siya nang bahagya dahil...

[00:13:15.22] Ed: Yeah, to show the green.

[00:13:18.03] Interviewer: So this one...

[00:13:17.26] Ed: Ako, hindi ko alam, pero kase gusto ko lang igreet yung friend ko nung

birthday niya kase pinapunta niya ako doon pero gusto ko nandoon rin ako sa photo.

[00:13:29.14] Interviewer: For record lang, this is you holding a plant? With lights. Could

you explain the reason again?

[00:13:39.08] Ed: Birthday kase ng friend tapos parang... wala kaming picture together na

maganda. So sabi ko, "sige I'll take a picture of plants" para may excuse akong igreet

siya. Kase nandoon naman ako sa lugar ng birthday niya. Pero nandyan yung mukha ko

okay lang, haha.

[00:13:53.19] Interviewer: So lipat naman tayo sa iyong Finstagram. So, basically sinabi

mo nga na lahat ito visual diary of your days. So why did you choose to post this? This is

a picture of your huddle sa dance org mo. Why not a picture of you actually dancing?

[00:14:13.26] Ed: Ah, actually yung time na yan, usually kase what I do, kapag huddle

doon ako nagvivideo. And wala naman kasing nagvivideo sa amin kapag nagttrain. As in

like, the only we can take a picture is when it ends. So parang, I forget. I mean, nag-

huddle na kami bago ko makuha yung cellphone ko so pinicturan ko na lang para may

mapost ako.

[00:14:42.04] Interviewer: Oh, I see, I see. So this is unfiltered?

[00:14:44.18] Ed: Yeah yeah.

[00:14:45.12] Interviewer: Do you edit ba yung photos mo on Finstagram?

[00:14:47.07] Ed: No, I don't. Unless kunwari yung video na na-record ko, less then three

seconds, 'di ba bawal ipost? So I use iMovie tapos pinapa-repeat ko na lang.

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[00:14:58.04] Interviewer: Ahh, okay. Pero yung picture you don't enhance in some way?

[00:15:01.01] Ed: I don't.

[00:15:02.11] Interviewer: So this one, why did you choose to post this on your

Finstagram?

[00:15:10.09] Ed: Oh okay. Birthday kase iyan ng friend ko tapos nag-reunion kami.

Matagal na kaming hindi nag-reunion, so puro ganyan. Tapos sabi ko, ang ganda naman

ng background and ang ganda naman ng outfit ko so nagpa-picture na lang ako. Tapos

pinost ko na lang. 'Di ko rin alam. Feeling ko natuwa lang rin ako sa sarili ko.

[00:15:37.28] Interviewer: Wala talaga or anything? As in natuwa ka lang na pinost mo

iyan?

[00:15:37.28] Ed: Yeah, yeah.

[00:15:38.25] Interviewer: Just for the visual diary lang talaga?

[00:15:40.06] Ed: Yeah, yeah.

[00:15:41.05] Interviewer: Last one, so this one.

[00:15:48.04] Ed: Ayan, iyan yung mga times na I don't get to picture of a thing... of

what happened. Pag wala talaga masyadong significant na nangyari, parang what I do is

that I just post.. kunwari kapag natandaan kong magpost tapos parang 'yun yung una

kong nakita, parang pipicturan ko na lang tapos...

[00:16:08.18] Interviewer: Oh okay.

[00:16:12.06] Ed: And yeah I usually take a picture of things I watch.

[00:16:12.06] Interviewer: Okay, so that's all for this interview. Thank you so much.

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---

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E. Fina

[00:00:00.28] Interviewer: So let's begin. Uhm, first is how long have you been using

uhm Instagram?

[00:00:05.24] Fina: I've used.. with my main Instagram?

[00:00:08.11] Interviewer: Uhm..

[00:00:08.23] Fina: Or like in general?

[00:00:09.20] Interviewer: In general, main Instagram.

[00:00:12.27] Fina: Uhm, I think I've been using it since I think the year it started. 2011,

2012? Well I think 2011. I think.

[00:00:20.25] Interviewer: Well that's early ah.

[00:00:21.27] Fina: Yeah, yeah, yeah. 2011 or 2012. Something like that. Kasi I

remember I was in second year high school when I first started using it, and that was

2011 to 2012, so ayun.

[00:00:32.00] Interviewer: Ever since nagp-post ka na...?

[00:00:34.11] Fina: Yeah, regularly. Haha.

[00:00:37.19] Interviewer: So 'yun uhm lile how long have you been using Finstagram

naman? How long parang na-realize mo na "ah, I need the second account ganun?

[00:00:45.01] Fina: Uhm, lately lang eh. 2018 lang din. I think... wait lang let me see in

my first post, sorry.

[00:00:50.20] Interviewer: Sure.

[00:00:53.19] Interviewer: Back then ba parang "Finsta" na 'yung tawag mo dun or iba?

[00:00:56.07] Fina: Yeah kasi my friends, a lot of my other friends use it also, like they

have a second account, and then sabi ko parang ang cute kapag meron, so... uhm lately

lang ayun. Uhm, January.

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[00:01:10.13] Interviewer: January?!

[00:01:10.13] Fina: This January pala talaga.

[00:01:12.03] Interviewer: Ay, 2019!

[00:01:12.14] Fina: Ay no...

[00:01:12.25] Interviewer: Oh.

[00:01:13.15] Fina: Wait,

[00:01:14.00] Interviewer: Pero...

[00:01:16.23] Fina: I made this account parang Deccember, parang nung Chirstmas. And

then I first posted lang January.

[00:01:22.03] Interviewer: Oh, very recent, very recent.

[00:01:22.16] Fina: Yeah.

[00:01:23.04] Interviewer: So what inspired you to create a Finstagram account?

[00:01:25.08] Fina: Uhm, I realized kasi na I have a lot of photos on my phone. And then

I---this started when I had the mass deletion of my photos kasi it was taking up a lot of

my space already. Tapos but then there were a lot of pictures that I didn't want to uhm,

that I didn't want to delete kasi they held such a nice memory. But at the same time, I'm

never gonna post that on my Instagram naman eh. So uhm, what's the point of ano uhm,

saving them? And then I was like, for my own use. So sige I'll just post---ano na lang I'll

create a second account, so I can post like uhm, those kinds of photos. Parang hindi ko

naman siya ilalagay on my main account, hindi siya "IG worthy", sadly. So nilalagay ko

siya all the time sa second account ko. Like ever since January, I think I post everyday?

Minsan nga may days pa na parang 4 or 5 photos yung na-post ko. So...

[00:02:15.26] Interviewer: So basically, the purpose of your Finsta is visual diary of

some sorts, ganun?

[00:02:20.06] Fina: Yeah.

[00:02:20.20] Interviewer: O parang backup memory ganun?

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[00:02:22.00] Fina: Yes, parang backup memory siya, in a way, yeah.

[00:02:24.10] Interviewer: Oh, I see.

[00:02:25.03] Fina: I also---mahilig din ako mag-post ng stories on my second account.

'Yung usually stories that I don't really want other people to see? Like for example, uhm

dinner, like intimate dinner with the friends. Or like uhm, or in a house of a friend, tapos

you're just talking or like my friends are at my house and then we're just drinking and

then talking about uhm really uhm... personal stuff. So I think 'yun 'yung mga pinopost ko

usually dun sa stories ko sa second account ko.

[00:02:57.19] Interviewer: But uhm, kanina nabanggit mo 'yung parang you created a

second account kasi 'yung mga pictures na iba na meron ka is you think hindi sila IG

worthy?

[00:03:06.02] Fina: Yeah, yes.

[00:03:06.21] Interviewer: Can you elaborate on that, what makes a photo an "IG worthy

photo"?

[00:03:10.21] Fina: Okay, oh my God ang hirap niyan sagutin.

[00:03:13.14] Interviewer: It's okay, take your time.

[00:03:13.14] Fina: Uhm, IG worthy? Ano kapag---ano kasi I---personally I'm very

interested in photography also. Like even before pa talaga. So parang my main account is

kinda like uhm a way for me to be able to post those photos that I take, when I'm out

travelling, or something like that. So usually 'yung nasa main account ko, they're

purposefully taken that way...? Like parang...

[00:03:41.17] Interviewer: Staged, ganun?

[00:03:42.00] Fina: Yeah staged siya or... uhm kapag may nakita akong magandang

scene, I go through lengths to take that photo.

[00:03:51.14] Interviewer: Haha

[00:03:52.07] Fina: So parang 'yung kapag sinadya ko talaga na sabi ko "ay ip-post ko

talaga 'to"... so ayun I would go through lengths to take that photo myself. So 'yun 'yung

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mga pino-post ko sa main account ko, and then obviously, I stick to a particular uhm,

color pallette. I wouldn't say color pallette, medyo---

[00:04:11.09] Interviewer: Parang theme?

[00:04:11.27] Fina: Editing---yeah. May theme or like, may editing style ako na

ginagawa for my photo, sa main account.

[00:04:18.27] Interviewer: Could you explain 'yung theme na 'yun, like paano mo siya

ine-edit or anong ginagamit mong filter?

[00:04:24.14] Fina: Uhm, I usually haha---

[00:04:25.29] Interviewer: Okay lang!

[00:04:27.01] Fina: May times na napapagamit ako ng Lightroom talaga just---

[00:04:29.15] Interviewer: Hey who doesn't, sa Instagram?

[00:04:31.20] Fina: Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's true. So uhm, usually, wait lang. Uhm,

medyo warm yung pallette na, yung theme na

ginagamit ko.

[00:04:42.19] Interviewer: Oh, right!

[00:04:43.07] Fina: So uhm maybe I up the saturation a bit so that the colors are more

seen kasi usually the colors we see with our eyes aren't exactly captured through the

camera. So I try to stick to the actual ano talaga to I see it in person, I try to mimic that

through the way I edit. So ayun uhm just for it to look a bit more vibrant.

[00:05:09.26] Interviewer: Why did you choose the vibrant, kasi diba iba, black and

white, 'yung iba washed out?

[00:05:13.21] Fina: Yes, that's true. Uhm, I don't know if that reflects my personality kasi

I don't know, I personally describe myself as very extroverted and outgoing. Uhm feeling

ko kapag tinanong mo 'yung friends ko 'yun din naman sasabihin nila. So in a way I think

that also reflects my mood all the time, like a very positive, very optimistic person. So, I

think 'yung vibrancy din ng photos ko that kinda reflects it in a way. Ayun, and---

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[00:05:40.29] Fina: Pwede bang ma-ano din, kasi sa IG stories ko din, I also edit my IG

stories.

[00:05:44.28] Interviewer: Oh, really?! Haha

[00:05:45.25] Fina: I know, yeah, it's so, like perfectionist!

[00:05:51.01] Fina: Uhm, a bit lang naman. A bit, kasi my friends make fun of me for it.

Like, kapag ine-edit ko pati 'yung IG stories ko. Like, alam na halimbawa uhm, kasi diba

there are filters, available filters on IG story. But then when I would put my IG story,

halimbawa, I'm in a nice restaurant, and then I want to post about it na hindi naman sa

mismong photo itself, ie-edit ko pa din siya. Tapos, ayun yeah. I get made fun of for that.

[00:06:17.16] Interviewer: Not bad!

[00:06:17.16] Fina: So ayun, yeah yeah yeah.

[00:06:20.06] Interviewer: Haha. Like what if naman 'yung sa mga posts mo sa

Finstagram and 'yung IG story mo sa Finstagram, do you still edit it?

[00:06:25.22] Fina: Oh, no. They're just ike, I just put them online and I don't really care

anymore, yeah. 'Di ko na siya ine-edit or anything.

[00:06:33.02] Interviewer: So parang less ano, less maintained 'yung Finstagram mo in

some sort?

[00:06:36.03] Fina: Yes, yes.

[00:06:37.22] Interviewer: Just for the sake of getting it out there?

[00:06:39.10] Fina: Yes, yes, yes.

[00:06:39.26] Interviewer: Oh, I see. So whenever you post naman on Instagram, how do

you feel, parang do you have any expectation or do you have any oh---g--like--ganun?

Haha, gets ba?

[00:06:48.27] Fina: Uhm, no, not really. I just uhm kasi may--there are some people

personally I know na kapag these photos don't get as much likes or ano, parang they

would archive it or something. Or may, I know some people din na kapag na-realize nila

later on that doesn't really match their feed, they're gonna take it out din. I know some

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people like that. Personally, I don't do that na lang, so parang ako, kapag pinost ko na,

"okay sige, diyan ka na". So ayun, yeah. And also since also nga, the ones that I post on

my main account are very dear to my heart since I actually photographed it that way, I

purposefully or inentionally photographed and edited it

that way. Parang proud din ako na like, oh this is my photography. I practiced, I still

practice it and all that so, ayun.

[00:07:38.18] Interviewer: So talagang walang any expectation, "oh I hope they like it"

ganun?

[00:07:41.25] Fina: No, wala din naman. Like parang, I just feel like posting it.

[00:07:47.03] Interviewer: Does that also apply sa Finstagram mo?

[00:07:48.04] Fina: Yes, yes.

[00:07:51.00] Interviewer: Right, so ano. Uhm, how do you see your image on

Instagram? Parang diba, parang, are your photos like kind of a puzzle piece that makes up

an image that you set for yourself or...?

[00:08:06.05] Fina: Uhm, no din. I just, ewan ko. Kasi as I said, even before, even back

in high school, I was already interested in photography, and a lot of my friends already

knew me for that. So I think, ayun lang, I think 'yun lang din 'yung alam nila with me

whenever I post on Instagram na it's curated din for not just my feed? Pero it's not 'yung

parang puzzle piece nga that would make a bigger photo?

[00:08:33.29] Interviewer: Some people... I'm not saying like literally, or parang...

[00:08:37.16] Fina: Ah, okay.

[00:08:37.25] Interviewer: Parang they like imply that... kanina nasabi mo parang, "I'm a

photographer, therefore I will post like, very creative... So that's the image that parang

gusto mo ipahayag?

[00:08:48.07] Fina: I think so... yeah, I think so.

[00:08:50.11] Interviewer: What about on Finstagram? Parang do you have any like, an

overall message na, "this is my feed kasi, I'm like this"?

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[00:08:56.19] Fina: Ohhh, that's a nice question. I think I have my---I use my Finstagram

to forward my sense of humor haha.

[00:09:05.02] Interviewer: Ah, really?!

[00:09:07.10] Fina: Like, I think that's---uhm like my captions na parang, it's either

magp-post lang ako ng something lang with no caption at all, or like sometimes I would

make fun of myself or something. Like for example, wait lang.

[00:09:21.00] Interviewer: Okay, sure.

[00:09:22.25] Fina: Sorry, babasahin ko. Kasi may---there's this one thing that stuck to

my head when you asked that.

[00:09:26.29] Interviewer: Mmmm...

[00:09:28.26] Fina: Uhm... asan na 'yun? Okay, I posted a photo of a ramen as in ramen

lang, but then my caption was, "I'm shitposting photos of my fave ramen restaurants

because I had really shitty ramen yesterday and I can't get over how shitty it was, to the

point that I needed to be reminded that I actually love ramen." So ayun parang it's just... a

way for me to make fun of

myself, and stuff like that. So ayun. And also, a lot of "nene" and like throwback photos

were (inaudible)... 'Yun lang.

[00:10:06.26] Interviewer: So on Finstagram parang you're like... your sense of humor

'yun 'yung parang---

[00:10:10.12] Fina: Yeah...

[00:10:12.07] Interviewer: A funny Fina ganon?

[00:10:12.03] Fina: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

[00:10:13.24] Interviewer: And then on Instagram, parang the artsy, photographer Fina

ganon? Alright, okay, so, uhm, like ano lang going back lang siguro, uhm, parang could

you describe your audiences on Finstagram and Instagram? Para, are they different?

[00:10:32.06] Fina: Uhm, hmmm. I'm not entirely sure. Kasi on my main account, I don't

really... kasi there are some people who like, photographers also who use hashtags to...

whenever they're out travelling somewhere or something. Parang they use that to reach

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out to other photographers so that uhm, other people can also see their photos of certain

place, or of certain things. Uhm, I

don't do that. I don't know why. Like, ayun. Hmmm, so 'yun din. I think my main account

is also just my friends and family plus other people that I'm not really close to? Yeah

parang ganun lang din. And also like, some strangers here and there... you know

Instagram. Pero 'yung ano ko kasi, 'yung my second account, my Finsta, it's really just

my close friends and family na I have other friends that I'm not super super close to.

Tapos parang nakita nila 'yung... kasi diba when you have a lot of mutuals following that

person, it's gonna show up on your... what do you call that?

[00:11:48.10] Interviewer: Parang recommendations or something?

[00:11:49.15] Fina: Yeah recommendations, or something like that. So, it's gonna show

up so like may ibang nakakita nung second account ko and then they started sending

follow requests...

[00:12:00.03] Interviewer: Is it private ba?

[00:12:00.24] Fina: Yeah, it's private. My second account is private. So they sent a

follower request. There were two of them, and then I declined them kasi parang... ewan

ko like 'yung second account ko... it's super... especially my stories on my second

account, it's super super private and kaya I think I really stuck to that number? Parang les

than fifty lang din 'yung finofollow and nagf-follow sa akin sa second account ko.

[00:12:26.05] Interviewer: Don't worry I'll unfollow it naman after the study, para hindi

uncomfortable.

[00:12:29.25] Fina: Ay no, it's okay! Don't worry about it.

[00:12:30.23] Interviewer: Ayun, so uhm. So parang do you think na parang you can...

diba you have this image on Finstagram, you have this image on Instagram. Parang, do

you think you'll ever be comfortable on showing your sense of humor sa general audience

mo?

[00:12:47.13] Fina: Yeah... yeah I think before naman, before I made the second account,

I think I would post it on my stories lang din. So, dun lang din siya. Kaso, it wasn't as

frequent as I would do it now. Now that I have a second account. So 'yung... I guess I still

think about what other people would---might possibly think if they were to see something

so private on my... on my main account, so ayun.

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[00:13:18.15] Interviewer: So, uhm... do you ever feel na parang uhm your audiences

have this expectation na parang "Fina should look like this"? Gets ba? Therefore parang

you have the need to satisfy that image that they want for you through Instagram? Parang

for example, your general audiences, 'yung mga acquaintances mo na hindi pasok sa

audience ng Finstagram mo,

parang they expect na "Fina should be like this"? Therefore parang you make posts to

satisfy that expectation? Do you ever feel na may ganon?

[00:13:47.03] Fina: Uhm, if I think about it parang... sasabihin ko sa sarili ko na hindi.

Pero maybe it's in the back of my mind? Kasi I don't think I would go through such

lengths na pati 'yung stories ko ine-edit ko a certain way just to be able to satisfy my own

needs. So parang ewan ko, I think meron din, sa tingin ko. Like, kasi nga, uhm, as I said

kanina, a lot of my friends already make fun of me for posting such heavily---not heavily,

pero---

[00:14:17.09] Interviewer: Uhm, improved?

[00:14:17.24] Fina: Yeah, improved and edited, still edited stories na 'yun. So parang,

maybe nasa ano ko na din na okay I'll post this so that parang... I don't know... I think oo

talaga. Oo nga talaga, na people expect it that way so cinontinue ko na lang nang

cinontinue. Haha, up to now! Oh my God! Haha, self-realizations right now.

[00:14:46.04] Interviewer: Okay, so. What about Finstagram? Do you think parang...

[00:14:50.10] Fina: Wala talaga, as in I just post whatever I want. Although, uhm,

halimbawa may very personal conversation na that was accidentally caught on video, or

something like that. Uhm, I would---especially if I have friends na kasama ko dun sa

stories na 'yun, I would still ask for their permission, if is it okay to post this or something

like that. So yeah. 'Yun lang 'yung limit ko when it comes to my second account. Pero for

the most part, I just post whatever I want, yeah.

[00:15:20.21] Interviewer: Okay, so I think that's the end of the first part. The second and

the last part, we're gonna look uhm at some of your posts and then we're gonna talk about

it.

[00:15:29.26] Fina: Oh, okay, okay.

[00:15:51.24] Interviewer: So uhm, can you tell me like the story behind this photo?

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[00:15:55.17] Fina: Okay, including the caption ba? Oh, I think this is one of those

moments na parang, "ah sige let's be funny on my main account," something like that.

Uhm, actually, parang it's for a DP shoot for my org. So this was part of th uhm rejects

pile of photos that I didn't post.

[00:16:15.15] Interviewer: That's rejected?!

[00:16:18.06] Fina: Haha, so, parang uhm... I thought na, uy ang ganda nung pagkakuha

nung photo na 'to, ta's ang ganda nung bokeh sa likod, and then all that, and then ang

ganda nung pagkafocus nung photo, so I was like, sige I'll post this on my main account.

Tapos uhm, what else... And then that particular night that I posted this, I was doing my

thesis, and then I think I was---I want uhm 'yung break ko from my thesis is like looking

through the photos and then like editing it. So parang, wow parang naging pastime ko na

'yung pagpost sa Instagram. So, that was just what I was doing when I posted that, na

like, nakita ko lang na ang ganda nung pagkakuha nung photo na 'to, sayang naman. So

let me just post it on Instagram instead of on Facebook, as part of the org DP blast thing.

So ayun, and then 'yung caption is, because I was doing my thesis nga. So ayun, I think

that's it. That's the story behind that photo.

[00:17:16.14] Interviewer: Aside from helping sa DP blast ng org mo, do you have any

other message behind this, like...?

[00:17:22.20] Fina: Wala, haha. Wala naman, yeah yeah yeah.

[00:17:26.03] Interviewer: Alright. Sige uhm, let's go to the second photo. Like, wait.

How do you---parang, do you have any expectation na parang, "I want my followers to

like this," ganun?

[00:17:34.19] Fina: Oh, no. No naman.

[00:17:37.10] Interviewer: That's nice! So, the second one, it's a ramen, again. (inaudible)

[00:17:43.17] Fina: Yes, yes. Very much.

[00:17:45.01] Interviewer: So, why did you post this, like what's the message, ganun?

[00:17:48.19] Fina: Ah, I was just also craving for ramen! And also, this is one of those

moments na sabi ko, uhm when I wanted to fix my feed, in a way, as I said na parang, I'm

posting photos to neutralize my feed kasi parang, sa below that, medyo masyado nang

orange-y, tapos parang I tried posting a photo that was so blue? Na parang 'yung pallette

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nung parang grayish/bluish and it really didn't match my feed, but I wanted to post it so

badly. So I said na, let's post something that both has orange-y tones, orange-y and like

also cool tones. So that's why I posted that. And then I saw that this matched it perfectly.

Kasi before I post something, I upload it on VSCO---

[00:18:37.25] Interviewer: What's VSCO... oh VSCO!

[00:18:39.01] Fina: Yeah, VSCO. Sorry. I upload it first, so that I would see if I matches.

[00:18:44.22] Interviewer: Oh! So you have like ano a prototype IG?! That's nice!

[00:18:50.04] Fina: So, this I'm still uhm, I'm still debating whether to post it or not. So

ayun.

[00:18:54.13] Interviewer: I'm getting techniques from you ah! Haha.

[00:18:56.04] Fina: Haha! So... so kasi diba it also has a square feed, and then like may

borders din siya. So you can see it really well if you post it here first. So that's an

(inaudible). And then when I saw that it matched my feed, the photos before it, but at the

same time, it's not super vibrant, super bright, I was like, "oh, this might be a good way to

neutralize it". So ayun. That's why I posted that. And I was also craving for ramen that

time.

[00:19:21.28] Interviewer: Yeah, I'm craving now! Haha! I never thought na you can use

VSCO... haha okay. So this one... it's a temple? It's a picture of a temple. So like, tell me

naman like the story behind this.

[00:19:34.17] Fina: This is a temple in Cebu. And then that time kasi, it was nearly

Chinese New Year. Like it was two days before Chinese New Year? Like two or three

days before Chinese New Year. And then, I was going through---kasi nga I want a lot of

space on my phone for my future photos, so I delete photos every now and then. Like I

would go through my album to ano... and then I realized that I never posted this, and I

really like this photo. So sabi ko, parang in time naman siya for Chinese New Year, since

it's a Chinese Taoist temple, so parang in time naman siya. Magiging relevant naman

siya... ish. So and then I also really like the photograph, so ayun. I just... posted it.

[00:20:24.19] Interviewer: Parang... okay I was gonna ask why did you choose to filter,

but like 'yun nga, you're following a theme, yeah.

[00:20:29.04] Fina: Yeah, yeah.

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[00:20:30.02] Interviewer: Yes, okay let's go to your Finsta naman. Nakakagutom! So

this one, could you tell me the story---why did you post it?

[00:20:39.07] Fina: I was drunk when I posted that... haha.

[00:20:41.09] Interviewer: You're with Patty!

[00:20:42.29] Fina: You know Patty?!

[00:20:43.22] Interviewer: Yeah, we were classmates nung freshie kami, and then every

now and then we, parang bump into each other, so parang we say hi...

[00:20:50.20] Fina: Patty's my high school best friend, yeah.

[00:20:52.16] Interviewer: Oh! I see, I see.

[00:20:52.28] Fina: Yeah, we went to the same high school.

[00:20:54.05] Interviewer: In...?

[00:20:55.10] Fina: Beda.

[00:20:55.29] Interviewer: Beda, oh! Yeah, Beda. So with, uhm Pazco(?)

[00:20:59.24] Fina: Oh my God, you also know Patchie(?)!

[00:21:00.25] Interviewer: AIESECer, AIESECer!

[00:21:05.12] Fina: Haha! The three of us were always together. Like, dinners. And then,

we would always go drinking out and all that.

[00:21:11.06] Interviewer: Oh the three of you here?

[00:21:11.08] Fina: Ah, Van kasi, is my Span classmate. Tapos, uhm, funny thing before

that night, nung first time ko siyang nameet sa Span, I was like, "I know this guy," like

parang, kiilala ko talaga 'to. I just can't remember... his name just doesn't ring a bell in the

back of my mind... pero sabi ko nakita ko na 'to eh. Tapos, I really couldn't remember it

for the life of me. And then, I don't know why... ay no! We had an activity in our Span

class, and I was like, what do we like doing? Parang we were asked to do stuff like that...

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parang we were asked to make sentences, uhm, to tell our classmates and our prof what

we like doing. And then parang, I said na, "I like, uhm, going out with my friends at

night, and all that." And then, tinanong ng prof namin---parang our profs would ask the

rest of the class, parang, "do you like doing that also?" Parang, to create kind of like a

conversation in class, something like that. So parang, Van said "yes". And then, that's

when I was like, "oh my God, siya ba 'yung nameet ko sa Pop Up, kasi friend siya ni

Patty?"

[00:22:22.03] Interviewer: Ohhh!

[00:22:23.11] Fina: As in, napa-ganun na lang ako, parang, "siya ba 'yung friend ni

Patty?" so... of course, hindi naman kami close ni Van so I didn't ask him. I messaged my

friend first, I was like, "is Van your friend from NIP?" and then sabi niya, "yeah,

classmate mo sa Span class, diba?" Nakwento din niya! And I was like, oh my God! So

all this time, naalala ni Van na nagmeet na nga kami, ta's ayun. And then, that same day

na 'yun, which is just, five days ago actually---well, a month into the sem pa lang naman

tayo so it wasn't that long. Ta's nung pumunta ako ng Pop Up with my orgmates, nakita

ko na magkasama sila and I was like, okay, so naaalala ko na talaga, na-remember ko na.

[00:23:04.15] Interviewer: So why didn't you post this on your Instagram?

[00:23:09.09] Fina: Kasi it wasn't IG worthy... haha!

[00:23:09.29] Interviewer: Haha!

[00:23:15.24] Fina: Haha, it wasn't IG worthy---hindi siya ano, hindi siya maganda 'yung,

hindi super flattering 'yung angle, ganon. And it was just taken at the spur of the moment,

na again, hindi siya 'yung deliberate na something na I would take. Tapos also kasi uhm,

her Mom follows me on my main account. And we're like, really close nga talaga kami

since 2010. So parang, even our parents know each other. So parang'pag pinost ko siya sa

main account ko, makikita nung Mom niya. And then, her Mom might ask, kung saan 'to,

and then, I don't want to get her---parang

[00:23:49.24] Interviewer: Magtatanong pa?

[00:23:50.00] Fina: Ayun din, yeah. Baka magtanong pa or something, or like, matanong

siya and, I don't wanna put her in that position, so sa second account ko na lang din

pinost, since, ayun nga I... only stick to a couple of people who follow me there.

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[00:24:05.28] Interviewer: Okay. So let's go to... I mean you explained this na, so...

hmmm. So this one, this is IG worthy but like why didn't you post this?

[00:24:16.01] Fina: Aw, thank you!

[00:24:17.10] Interviewer: Ayaw siya mag-load, pero 'yun na lang.

[00:24:19.09] Fina: Ah, okay. Ah, this photo... why didn't I post it on my main account...

I think it was just 'cause... on my main account din kasi I don't post a lot? Maybe once or

twice a week lang? So parang sabi ko, kaka-post ko lang nung isa, 'wag ko na munang i-

post 'to... I think it's just that. Uhm, also, I don't know what else. I think it was just that...

na parang I just posted, I don't wanna post again.

[00:24:47.09] Interviewer: Mhm... so 'di na siya makakarating sa Insta mo or something?

[00:24:50.07] Fina: Uhm, I don't think so... I don't think so.

[00:24:55.22] Interviewer: So I see that your Finsta is like, really a diary, kasi may group

photos, may unedited na food photos, and then humorous photos, ganyan.

[00:25:03.29] Fina: Uhuh.

[00:25:05.21] Interviewer: So I think... that's it? That's all for the second part. And that

ends our interview.

[00:25:10.17] Fina: Okay, okay.

[00:25:11.05] Interviewer: Thank you so much!

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---

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F. Hannah

[00:00:01:20] Interviewer: How long have you been using Instagram?

[00:00:04:23] Hannah: Uhm.

[00:00:05:03] Interviewer: Like, in general.

[00:00:05:23] Hannah: In general, I think I started in... I think, 3rd year ata. Yeah. 3rd

year high school.

[00:00:17:02] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:00:17:06] Interviewer: So that's around like 20...

[00:00:20:06] Hannah: 15.

[00:00:20:18] Interviewer: 15.

[00:00:21:02] Hannah: 2015.

[00:00:21:15] Interviewer: 2015.

[00:00:22:20] Interviewer: So uhm. Sa 20... Since 2015 you've been using Instagram and

then uhm. How long have you been using Finstagram? Like, another account?

[00:00:30:17] Hannah: Oh. Since like December (2018) lang.

[00:00:33:04] Interviewer: Ah. Since December 2018?

[00:00:34:03] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:00:34:13] Interviewer: So, where did you get the idea of na "Hey! There's a-- na

Finsta-- There's Finsta and I can use it."

[00:00:39:14] Hannah: 'Cause my friends like may mga Finsta din sila and I thought

"Okay." Like, I didn't bother at first na gumawa ng Finsta kasi you know parang-- Like,

there's an expression of always out of dated or something. Pero... Parang... Kasi I have

like a rant account also. Pero yung rant account ko its more of negative stuff so I thought

na itong Finsta-- kung gumawa ako ng Finsta is more of the positive stuff.

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[00:01:02:03] Interviewer: Oo.

[00:01:02:17] Hannah: So like its a more positive outlet. And parang my friend was

saying na yung nga... Like, it's just her outlet of like thoughts...

[00:01:12:16] Interviewer: So basically, you got it from your friends and uhm. Parang

peer influence.

[00:01:18:01] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:01:18:03] Interviewer: So, right now what is the main purpose of your Finstagram? If

you will explain it briefly.

[00:01:23:10] Hannah: I think, purpose like its more of parang... Like documenting yung

mga good stuff that happen.

[00:01:31:00] Interviewer: Uh huh.

[00:01:31:16] Hannah: Like, parang-- parang commentary on like the day and stuff. And

then like a great-- Like. Parang some stuff to be grateful about. Parang ganon.

[00:01:41:22] Interviewer: Parang summary, ganon?

[00:01:42:22] Hannah: Yeah yeah yeah.

[00:01:43:14] Interviewer: So its like a visual diary?

[00:01:45:05] Hannah: Yeah yeah yeah.

[00:01:46:12] Interviewer: So parang uhm. How often do you update your Instagram

then?

[00:01:50:12] Hannah: Instagram its not of-- I don't update it often. I mean like sa

pictures o my story?

[00:01:57:20] Interviewer: Pictures.

[00:01:58:03] Hannah: Oh. Pag pictures, I don't-- I only update it pag like if I go on

vacation and stuff. And I have like nice pictures naman. But then... yeah.

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[00:02:08:10] Interviewer: So-- Pero yung Finstagram mo you make sure na you update it

everyday, ganun?

[00:02:11:17] Hannah: Not naman everyday. Para lang if something like insteresting

happens sa week na gusto kong ikwento. Then that's when I update...

[00:02:20:06] Interviewer: So if you have a photo, how do you determine if its gonna go

to your Finstagram or its gonna go to your Instagram? How do you choose?

[00:02:27:10] Hannah: Like... Well, if its like-- If it fits sa feed ko. Like, if its a nice aes--

aestetically nice picture na kakasya sa feed ko then I'll upload it to my main. Pero pag

yung mga random lang. Like, group pic or like random pictures edi hanggang Finsta lang

siya.

[00:02:49:09] Interviewer: Can you-- like uhm. Meaning parang IG-worthy na yung

parang aesthetically. Can you explain what an IG-worthy photo is for you?

[00:02:56:15] Hannah: I think yung mga-- Obviously I have to look nice. Haha. Look

nice on the picture and parang maganda yung like lighting, yung editing, and like color

scheme kung kumakasya yung color scheme sa feed ko.

[00:03:12:06] Interviewer: So, with this... para-- Do you edit yung photos mo sa

Instagram?

[00:03:16:02] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:03:16:18] Interviewer: Paano? Like, do you increase the brightness or do you like...

[00:03:20:01] Hannah: Yeah. I just fix around the colors. Usually yung sa brightness

and... yeah.

[00:03:27:13] Interviewer: So why did you choose to have like uhm very upbright-ish

theme?

[00:03:32:18] Hannah: Well, cause I noticed na parang I'm always like... in a beach.

Haha. So parang yun yung like easiest like way na parang... para consistent siya na like

bright. Kasi parang its hard na yung... Kung yung ibang people may mga-- Like feed sila

na dark na theme so its kind of hard to like find... And then parang hindi din siya... Hindi

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rin makikita yung actual like kurtinas of like the actual picture of the people in it. Tas

parang maganda like bright nakikita nila like lahat ng details and stuff.

[00:04:06:00] Interviewer: I see. I see. So sa Finstagram naman, do you... Do you edit pa

ba yung uhm--

[00:04:10:22] Hannah: I don't.

[00:04:11:13] Interviewer: Ah. As in like salpak lang ng ano.

[00:04:13:18] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:04:14:12] Interviewer: Oh. I see. I see.

[00:04:16:11] Interviewer: So. Whenever you post naman on your main Instagram

account, what do you feel? Like, parang do you have expectations? Do you expect to like

get likes? Like, these number of likes...

[00:04:26:04] Hannah: Well, yeah. Like I expect people like see it and then they like it.

[00:04:32:13] Interviewer: So how many likes usually do you expect na parang "Oh. Pag

nareach ko 'to, I'm okay na." ganun?

[00:04:37:27] Hannah: Like usually, I'm happy na with a hundred plus like 120

minimum.

[00:04:43:25] Interviewer: Oh really? I see. I see. Pero on Finstagram, do you have any

expectations about--

[00:04:52:11] Hannha: Ah. No. Haha. Like its fine if people really don't find nice because

it just more like me ranting. So I don't mind.. Like how many likes I get on Finsta.

[00:05:02:06] Interviewer: So uhm. With your post sa Finstagram at Instagram kasi-- Ay

wait. uhm. Do you have like seperate audience like do you have like a specific audience

for your Instagram and do you have like a different audience for your Finstagram? Like,

how-- What's the difference of your followers and demographics?

[00:05:19:20] Hannah: Oh yung-- Sa friends-- Sa regular Instagram, its just like any of

my friends like whoever wants to follow me like for friends. If I know you then its fine

lang. But then in Finstagram its more of parang people na I trust to like... like talk about

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my life. Parang yung tipong if I write the story of my life its fine if they end up reading it.

Like parang ganon. Like, its very... yung-- Like really close friends ko lang yung like

allowed and... or yung mga like people that I make kwento to a lot. So yun. That's my

audience.

[00:05:52:15] Interviewer: So your content on Finstagram parang you're not comfortable

to share it to your audience sa Instagram mo?

[00:05:59:12] Hannah: Yeah. Well, for the most part yeah. Like for example if I have

more of yung mga milestone like on my story pag ina-IG story ko sometimes there like

mga sad IG stories so yun that's like for them lang-- for my close friends. Pero usually,

yeah... like yun yung limitation-- that's why I keep... I keep yung like audience ko sa

Finsta. I'm not comfortable with other people to see it.

[00:06:34:25] Interviewer: So uhm. With your Instagram and Finstagram, how do you see

yourself? Like what is the image na you see of yourself or you want to see for yourself na

parang-- For example, parang if you want to be seen as a photographer you're gonna post

more uhm very aesthetic pictures, right? So what about you? Parang do you have any

ideal image na you want to project?

[00:06:59:08] Hannah: Uhm. For my Instagram, like the regular one, is just more of I

want to be seen na like "Oh. Cool." Like nice-- Like chill person like it's kinda funny

sometimes and parang maganda-- parang nice yung life niya and stuff. Pero for my Finsta

naman its more of like yung image ko is more parang wise or like wise and funny. Kasi

parang in my Finsta yung mga captions ko like there's always like... Parang "Today's

gratitude. Dedication." Parang ganon. Like "Oh. Shit." Like "It's so cool." Like... And or-

- Parang pag nagcocommentary ako like I make it kinda funny and light. So yun yung

image na pinoportray ko sa Finsta.

[00:07:42:12] Interviewer: Oh. Yeah. Like most of the caption you have to place

gratitude [and] dedication. That's nice. So uhm. Parang do you think na may expectations

sayo yung audience mo? Like for example, ako yung audience mo like for your-- hindi.

Ako, audience mo sa main Instagram mo na when I see it ???? this is what I think of her.

Parang do you feel na may expectations sayo yung audience mo?

[00:08:09:00] Hannah: For real Insta--?

[00:08:10:23] Interviewer: Yeah. For real. Oo. Yung parang ito siya on Finstagram

parang ito yung image niya on Instagram. Gets mo?

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[00:08:17:05] Hannah: Ah. Yeah. I think so. Sometimes its like that. Cause... I guess rin

cause a lot of my friends sa real Instagram, they post really nice pics.

[00:08:26:16] Interviewer: Uh huh.

[00:08:26:26] Hannah: So parang yun yung ineexpect ng people sa feed na they see nice

pictures. And then-- yeah.

[00:08:32:17] Interviewer: So, how about sa Finstagram?

[00:08:33:17] Hannah: Sa Finstagram... I don't think people have like expectations naman

for me in Finstagram. Its just more of like just go rant and just do your thing.

[00:08:42:20] Interviewer: So do you think parang-- do you feel sometimes torn ka

between the image you want to portray and then the image that you feel na people want

you to portray?

[00:08:52:18] Hannah: Parang no naman. Like I don't feel torn naman about it. Its just

what ever goes na lang. It's fine.

[00:09:01:10] Interviewer: So, That's it for the first part of our interview. For the second

and the last of our interview uhm, I'm gonna choose three photos from each of your

accounts. And then we're gonna talk about it.

[00:09:12:11] Hannah: Okay.

[00:09:19:02] Interviewer: So this one, the last one, last-- Sorry. Last of us. So uhm. Can

you like tell the story behind the photo and what's the message na you want-- Hindi. Like

why did you post this on your Instagram.

[00:09:32:01] Hannah: Okay. Ano... for views.

[00:09:33:00] Interviewer: Di. Like for example-- for record lang sorry like this is a pic

of you like in a falls--

[00:09:38:01] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:09:38:21] Interviewer: --going down ba?

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[00:09:42:21] Hannah: Well I think with this one its like-- Kasi I went to Cebu with my

friends. So nag-- As in kami kami lang and then we want vacation and stuff. And parang

I wanted to post that kasi I thought like ang ganda nung picture niya like its so...visually

pleasing like ang bright niya and parang very... like adventure like type na theme na

parang when you see it parang my gosh you're doing like such a cool things pala on

vacation. So yun.

[00:10:09:18] Interviewer: So parang... How do you imagine people very activist? Like

using the filters that you put... the... the... Basically the subject of the photo--

[00:10:19:25] Hannah: Little bit-- Oh wow. Like ang ganda ng picture.

[00:10:23:18] Interviewer: Okay.

[00:10:23:22] Hannah: Haha. Yeah.

[00:10:24:21] Interviewer: Alright. So let's go to another one. Haha. Ang cute. Yun this

one. Okay this is from May 2017. It's a pic of you--

[00:10:35:23] Hannah: My cousin. That's my cousin.

[00:10:36:22} Interviewer: Ah. Your cousin?

[00:10:37:08] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:10:37:20] Interviewer: Your cousin sa like facing waves--

[00:10:40:02] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:10:41:02] Interviewer: Why did you choose to post this photo?

[00:10:43:18] Hannah: Well, I like it cause wala its like... I thought it's not-- It's not a

picture of me-- para di lang ako lagi yung nasa pictures ko. And... I don't know. I like

yung composition ng waves and like yung light and stuff. So its looks pretty-- Also, it

kinda fits din sa-- It helps to even out the feed.

[00:11:10:03] Interviewer: So last one is... uhm. I'm gonna choose this one now. So this

is a pic of you with friends... on the beach. On the sand. And then smiling. And then like-

- Can you tell the story behind this?

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[00:11:27:23] Hannah: Oh. That one... ano like I went... That's the-- parang we had this

?? party from my friend like Krissy... the one in the middle beside me. Cause like she was

moving na in Australia so we rented the beach together. And then parang-- We're just

parang taking-- Oh let's take a nice pictures for Instagram. Although, I like the fun kasi

its like... parang happy siya like very fun yung vibe niya. So yeah...

[00:11:56:02] Interviewer: Did you enhance this photo?

[00:11:57:15] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:11:57:27] Interviewer: That color... ganon?

[00:11:58:23] Hannah: I still want to... ***

[00:12:02:15] Interviewer: Oh. Okay. So that's it for your Instagram. So for your

Finstagram uhm. So this one. This is a photo of you and Ga... Gab?

[00:12:21:02] Hannah: Gabby.

[00:12:21:15] Interviewer: Gabby. Gabby. Haha. And another friend and the you guys are

wearing formal clothes.

[00:12:26:28] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:12:27:10] Interviewer: So like could you like share...

[00:12:29:27] Hannah: Oh. I like uhm. Kasi parang Anniv ya-- Anniv celebration ng

PsychSoc. So... And then so we got to dress up and everything. And I thought parang its

kinda memorable thing to let people-- Wow look at those she likes dressing up or having

fun. And I have like nice... Kasi I super like love having to dress up. And like makeup

and everything. So I thought na if its something na I enjoyed doing solely-- something

nice. So I post it.

[00:12:57:26] Interviewer: So why not post this on your Instagram?

[00:13:00:15] Hannah: Kasi hindi na siya kakasya sa feed ko. Like I don't know how.

Cause parang my feeds like by three's. Like by the row.

[00:13:07:03] Interviewer: Oh.

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[00:13:08:07] Hannah: And then-- It's not... primetime though. Ish. Like I tried to fix the

colors. Parang siya yung colors niya aren't fit for my main Instagram.

[00:13:20:06] Interviewer: So parang yun yung batayan mo. Parang the colors and how it

would look... like look overall.

[00:13:24:18] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:13:26:06] Interviewer: So why? Parang why do you fix it like that? Yung feed mo.

Parang...

[00:13:30:07] Hannah: Parang like when you-- people open it like at the glance lang the

thing. Cause ako like I like looking at colors and stuff. Like magandang colors, themes,

and everything. So when I open someones like feed-- Like it doesn't have to be.. like

properly curated. Pero kung maganda yung mga colors-- like overall colors ng picture its

nice to look at.

[00:13:52:28] Interviewer: Oh. So... second-- this one. Okay this is a pic of you drinking-

- Oh is this like an I Psych--

[00:14:04:22] Hannah: Ah. Psych Soc also--

[00:14:05:26] Interviewer: Ah. Psych Soc. Okay. Sorry. Okay. What are you drinking

here?

[00:14:10:01] Hannah: Parang ano siya like vape-- vape into a mug tapos nung tinanggal

nila-- kasi parang my first pose nakaganon ako without any. Kinda looks weird. So yun

yung ginamit. So yeah.

[00:14:27:12] Interviewer: So this is like a humor-- humorous photo. So uhm. Parang

hindi ba siya fit sa Instagram mo ganon?

[00:14:35:26] Hannah: Well cause-- I post like cause... at first yan yung gusto kong

gawing profile picture. Haha. But then I chose a different one. And then I thought if I

post that on my Instagram, I'm gonna look for other pictures pa... to make-- to fit the feed

on Instagram. So, baka what if masira pa yung feed ko I don't get the colors right--

[00:14:56:23] Interviewer: So by tweek talaga yung pag pili mo?

[00:14:57:28] Hannah: Yeah.

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[00:14:58:27] Interviewer: So sabay sabay yung... yung tatlo?

[00:15:00:26] Hannah: Sometimes sabay sabay or sometimes like one a day. Parang

ganun.

[00:15:04:26] Interviewer: I see.

[00:15:05:15] Hannah: So people have enough time to see it.

[00:15:07:12] Interviewer: Okay. So parang you post it this year kasi humorous siya--

[00:15:10:07] Hannah: Yeah.

[00:15:11:12] Interviewer: Haha.

[00:15:12:06] Hannah: Para di rin sayang yung--

[00:15:14:26] Interviewer: Okay. So this one... Haha. So this last one. Well, like, why did

you post a pic of yourself?

[00:15:28:15] Hannah: Kasi as in I was super sick after that day. As in I have like flu and

everything. And then parang people knew na oh cause of my allergies... Pero flu pala.

And then I have fever pala... **** Random lang na parang I'm gonna let people know

that I'm strong. And then-- But then its too funny like I make-- I make a funny parang--

like I make a humo-- I make it more humorous yung situation para its like... ****

[00:16:02:00] Interviewer: I think its actually funny. Haha. Okay. So uhm do you have

anything more to say about your Instagram and Finstagram?

[00:16:11:10] Hannah: Uhm. Well, I feel like more than just the pictures. It's-- yung mga

IG stories ko rin. Like parang... I don't really post as of-- Parang I... At least sa-- like I

use din yung Finstagram. Cause maganda yun sa close friends option sa IG. So usually

parang to use that option less sa main Instagram ko tinatransfer ko siya sa Finstagram.

[00:16:42:28] Interviewer: As in like close friends mo na sa Instagram?

[00:16:45:18] Hannah: Yeah yeah. As well sa Finstagram.

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[00:16:47:01] Interviewer: Oh. I see. I see. Okay. So yun, thank you so much its the end

of our interview--

[00:16:50:01] Hannah: Thank you.

[00:16:51:27] Interviewer: So uhm as like different thing lang uhm. How do you feel

during and after the interview?

[00:16:57:20] Hannah: It was nice. Like... Parang I have to look back sa mga posts ko.

-- END OF INTERVIEW –

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G. Kira

[00:00:00.00] Interviewer: Okay, alright. So first question uhm, how long have you been

using Instagram?

[00:00:05.22] Kira: I think high school pa. So, if I'm 3rd year college, ta's nag-start ako

mga 2nd year high school or 1st year high school pa nga ata. So that was 2012. Matagal-

tagal na rin.

[00:00:19.28] Interviewer: Okay. So sa years na 'yon, parang, kailan mo na-realize na "I

need a second account, I need a dump account," gano'n?

[00:00:26.23] Kira: No'ng college lang, so last school year - 2017. Parang, I thought na

gusto kong i-explore kasi as a person, I wanted a place where I can uhm, have an avenue

to express my feelings. Tapos dati kasi I keep writing blog or diary of some sort. And

then, parang naging uhm, part din siya ng learning ko na in terms of photography kasi I

wanted to learn how to take photos better 'cause of my position din sa organization. So

kaya ako nagkaroon ng second account, so do'n ako nagpo-post ng mga uhm, pictures of

the campus, or my friends, mga random adventures ko. So do'n ko dina-dump 'yong mga

stuff with. Ta's minsan parang medyo thought-provoking 'yong captions pero 'yong iba

parang wala lang, para lang may ma-caption lang ako.

[00:01:28.28] Interviewer: So saan mo nakuha 'yong idea na 'yon, parang nakita mo ba sa

idea na "Oh, pwede pala mag-ka dump account," gano'n.

[00:01:35.28] Kira: Kasi no'ng 2016, so graduate na kami ng high school, ang dami kong

batchmates na nagki-keep ng mga 3-6-5 accounts...

[00:01:46.29] Interviewer: 3-6-5 accounts?

[00:01:48.02] Kira: 3-6-5 accounts, 'yong parang one photo a day. So parang nagda-dump

sila, kasi diba dati hindi pa naman pwedeng multiple photos per post so talagang one

photo per day. So parang no'ng una, hindi ko siya gets! As in, gano'n ba dapat 'yong 2nd

account, na dapat one photo a day? Hindi ko siya kaya, kasi ako 'yong type na mabilis

magsawa, mabilis makalimot ng mga gano'ng bagay so hindi ko siya ginawa. Pero

nakikita ko 'yong ibang tao na parang uhm, pino-post lang nila do'n 'yong mga, may mga

specific silang mga uhm, photos na nilalagay sa second account nila like, makikita mo

talaga 'yong distinction no'ng first account sa second account, so 'yon kaya naisip ko na

siguro ito na lang 'yong gagamitin kong parang platform para i-post din 'yong uhm,

photos ko.

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[00:02:40.24] Interviewer: Kumbaga, to be clear lang, 'yong kaninang sinabi mo is 'yong

kino-consider mo na dump account, siya 'yong curated, 'yong parang staged 'yong photo?

Kasi sinasabi mo diba parang gusto mo ng isa pang uhm, account for your photography.

[00:02:55.20] Kira: Yeah.

[00:02:56.08] Interviwer: So kumbaga, parang mas maintained or mas curated 'yong

second account?

[00:02:59.18] Kira: Yeah, for me it is. Kasi alam kong ang concept ngayon ng Finsta is

medyo 'yong parang blurry, as in authentic photos na hindi siya inayos, ganyan. Pero ako

kasi, ayoko no'ng hindi maayos. I mean, kahit naman sa first account ko, 'yong original

account ko, maayos naman siya, pero it's more of my uhm, me together with my friends

or my family, or me during my adventures.

[00:03:32.01] Interviewer: Oo. It's interesting kasi parang it's kinda different from most

Finstagram.

[00:03:37.23] Kira: 'Yon nga daw.

[00:03:38.24] Interviewer: Diba, pero is your photo dump, 'yong Finstagram mo, 'yon ba

'yong private account or no?

[00:03:45.11] Kira: Hindi. 'Yong photo dump ko 'yong public account tapos 'yong

original account ko 'yong private.

[00:03:53.11] Interviwer: Why so? Bakit mo na-decide na parang "'Yong dump account

ko 'yong mas.."

[00:03:58.23] Kira: Since parang mas curated rin 'yong uhm, photo dump so... actually

nagagamit ko siya halimbawa sa portfolio, ganyan, so like no'ng nag-a-apply ako for

internship, ganyan, if like may part na photography do'n, 'yon 'yong ni-link ko kasi 'yon

'yong medyo mas maayos na post process, ganyan. Although mas intimate siya- 'yong

mga captions. Pero 'yong photos kasi, 'yong syempre una mong makikita sa feed.

[00:04:24.28] Interviewer: Oo. Is there a difference sa audience mo, sa Finstagram mo

pati sa Instagram mo?

[00:04:30.01] Kira: Sa Finsta...

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[00:04:32.04] Interviewer: 'Yong most followers mo, ano 'yong, sino-sino sila? Parang..

[00:04:35.03] Kira: I think both naman, for both accounts, mostly my friends pa rin. Pero

like, ako, I follow almost all my friends in my original Instagram account pero sa Finsta,

like, close friends.

[00:04:49.02] Interviewer: Ohh...

[00:04:50.11] Kira: Tapos ano rin, 'yong mga Finsta or like, mga photo dump accounts

din ng friends ko, do'n ko sa photo dump account ginagamit kasi parang 'yong Finsta

account ko, parang naging avenue rin siya for me to look for more creative stuff.

[00:05:05.17] Kira: So 'yong mga, kahit 'yong mga foreign accounts na gumagawa sila ng

logos or like, lay-out, do'n ako nagfo-follow do'n sa main account ko.

[00:05:15.21] Interviewer: Okay so uhm, parang 'yong Finstagram mo, siya 'yong nagfu-

fulfill ng creativity mo?

[00:05:22.10] Kira: Yes.

[00:05:22.21] Interviewer: Parang gano'n?

[00:05:23.05] Kira: Yes.

[00:05:24.14] Interviewer: Would you say na parang, uhm, parang, nevermind,

nakalimutan ko 'yong question. Haha.

[00:05:30.09] Kira: Oh, sige. Go lang.

[00:05:30.25] Interviewer: Okay, so ayun. Parang uhm, when you have a photo, parang

how do you choose siya na parang "Oh, this photo goes to my Instagram, this photo goes

to my Finstagram." Parang how do you uhm, pa'no ba, decide?

[00:05:45.02] Kira: Basta sa Finstagram ko, sinisigurado kong ako 'yong kumuha and ako

'yong nag-process kasi do'n ko... para sa akin do'n ko masasabi na akin 'yong photo

talaga. Kapag halimbawa kinuha ko from a friend na sabi ko "O, picturan mo ko," pero

maganda naman, ganyan, hindi akin 'yon eh. Kahit ipost-process ko 'yon. 'Yong framing

no'n, 'yong angle ganyan, hindi kasi sa akin nanggaling, so 'pag sa Finsta ko, akin talaga

'yan lahat.

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[00:06:17.27] Interviwer: So 'yong sa Instagram mo... pero sa Instagram, may mga

pictures pa rin na ikaw 'yong kumuha?

[00:06:22.17] Kira: Yeah

.

[00:06:23.06] Interviewer: How do you decide na "Ah, sa Instagram na lang 'to or hindi

'to mapupunta sa Finstagram"?

[00:06:27.27] Kira: Hmm... I actually don't know. As in, well, ngayon parang medyo mas

ano na ako eh, mas particular na ako na kapag I'm with people, it's in my main account.

Pero kapag usually mga sceneries tsaka when I take photos of my friends or my loved

ones, sa Finsta 'yon.

[00:06:51.28] Interviewer: Pag nagpo-post ka naman, parang, diba nagpo-post ka na, for

example something na about sa photography mo, parang ikaw talaga ang nag-angle, nag-

frame, tapos ipo-post mo siya sa Finstagram mo, parang do you have any expectations?

[00:07:07.01] Kira: No. Kasi 'yon nga. Parang I dont force myself naman to post like,

very often, ganyan, halimbawa, usually kapag, 'yon nga kasi diba naging extension siya

no'ng parang writing blog ko. Kapag intense 'yong emotions ko na kailangan ko siya

ilabas, so I do it through a photo tas 'yong captions minsan, ganun 'yong nagiging way ko

na para maging active rin do'n sa Finsta.

[00:07:33.21] Interviewer: What about on Instagram? Do u have any expectation na

dapat, "Oh, dapat magkaro'n ako ng ganitong like," gano'n.

[00:07:39.24] Kira : Siguro. Kasi marami akong followers do'n so parang alam ko 'yong

mga tao do'n parang active users naman. Pero, parang sa Instagram kasi hindi naman ako

sobrang particular sa uhm, engagement ng mga followers ko and stuff compared sa

Facebook, syempre, kasi mas malaki 'yong network do'n.

[00:08:06.12] Interviewer: So parang uhm, you just post for the sake of posting, gano'n?

[00:08:11.02] Kira: Yeah, especially kapag mga big events of my life. So sa main

account, nagpo-post ako na parang, mga best photo of the day, ganyan, with the people.

[00:08:19.12] Interviewer: Ahh, pero not necessarily everyday?

[00:08:22.14] Kira: No, I dont.

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[00:08:23.10] Interviewer: Or occasional visual diary gano'n?

[00:08:25.23] Kira: Yes.

[00:08:28.09] Interviewer: Okay. So parang do you have an image - a particular image-

na gusto mong i-establish using your Instagram - your main Instagram. Parang "Kira is

like this." Parang 'yon 'yong nakikita mo sa sarili mo. Gets?

[00:08:44.06] Kira: Uhh, oo. Nage-gets naman pero uhm, feeling ko wala naman. Basta,

'yon nga kasi parang my main account is like, showing na parang, me with the people I

love so ito 'yong... kaya nga parang do'n sa bio ko din do'n sa account na 'yon parang "lol

at my messy feed." So messy talaga like, hindi kasi talaga ako marunong mag-curate,

hindi ko gets kung pa'no ginagawa ng mga tao.

[00:09:14.11] Interviewer: Oo.

[00:09:15.04] Kira : So parang wala, wala talagang pattern whatsoever. I mean 'yon na

'yong pinaka-distinction ko sa main account and sa Finsta. Mas curated tapos mas

personal, intimate 'yong Finsta kaysa sa main.

[00:09:30.06] Interviewer: You dont have like, a specific filter na ginagamit do'n?

[00:09:34.13] Kira: No, no.

[00:09:35.04] Interviewer: You just post-process it according to what you think looks

best?

[00:09:39.22] Kira: Oo pero na-realize ko na I'm the type of person like, artistic side na,

mas gusto ko 'yong vibrant. Mas nakita mo 'yong kulay kaysa sa dissaturated, muted

colors kasi...

[00:09:52.23] Interviewer: Bakit?

[00:09:55.04] Kira: Siguro since bata kasi ako, parang gusto ko 'yong mga colorful

things, as in no'ng time na hindi ko pa na-associate 'yong rainbow sa Pride ganyan, gusto

ko talaga 'yong mga rainbow colors. Kitang-kita mong putok na putok 'yong kulay.

[00:10:08.12] Interviewer: Pero do you think it has something to do with your personality

ba? Or...

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[00:10:11.27] Kira: Siguro, na parang medyo loud 'yong personality ko, na parang gusto

ko makulay, masaya, ganyan, medyo maingay. So baka 'yon 'yong napo-project din no'ng

photos, gano'n din 'yong mga photos ko.

[00:10:27.14] Interviewer: So uhm, last question sa first part, sa first half. Parang, do you

post for you or do you post for other people?

[00:10:36.18] Kira: For me.

[00:10:37.17]Interviewer: For you?

[00:10:38.09]Kira: Yeah.

[00:10:38.18] Interviewer: Para...

[00:10:39.22] Kira: Kasi Instagram for me is like art? Parang, eh ang art naman sa'kin

parang, I want to be satisfied, parang do'n ko nakikilala kung sino talaga ako and 'yon so

iba't iba 'yong avenues ko for posting my artworks like may literary, may photo, may

music, gano'n.

[00:11:07.08] Interviewer: Alright, so tapos na tayo sa first half. Let's go on with the last

half. Kumbaga this is the part where I show you a few of your Instagram and Finstagram

posts and we're gonna talk about it.

[00:11:17.23] Kira: Okay, sure.

[00:11:18.12] Interviewer: Okay. So uhm, this is a photo of you, like, this is I think is for

elections?

[00:11:23.22] Kira: Yes.

[00:11:24.06] Interviewer: Tama ba?

[00:11:24.07] Kira: Yes.

[00:11:24.22] Interviewer: Ayan, nakasuot ka ng uhm, off-shoulder na white gano'n,

smiling at the camera. So parang could you uhm, tell the story behind this? Parang, why

did you choose to post this, gano'n.

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[00:11:36.10] Kira: Election's such a big part of my 2018 kasi plot twist siya of some

sort, parang I never thought I would run. I mean, alam ko namang nasa political party ako

pero never ko inisip na tatakbo ako, ganyan, so ang dami kong natutunan. Para siyang

life-changing, as in iba talaga 'yong experience. Hindi ko siya ma-put into words. Kaya

parang sabi ko do'n sa caption is like, "2018 was a year of growing up and being more

mature," kasi ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko na- besides electons like, before

elections, after election. So parang it was a year of learning talaga for me which is really

big for me kasi ako 'yong type of person na I love learning and 'yong elections was my

peak so siguro 'yon 'yon... Tsaka ang ganda ko diyan!

[00:12:32.17] Interviewer: Haha

[00:12:34.15] Kira: Tsaka 'yon na 'yong... parang selected lang 'yong mga times na

nagkakaroon talaga ako ng magandang photo kasi sanay ako na ako 'yong nagte-take ng

photo so ayun.

[00:12:45.12] Interviewer: So what is exactly the reason why you decided to post this on

your Instagram and not on Finstagram? Kasi diba sinabi mo parang uhm, sometimes may

mga caption na deep ka rin sa Finstagram diba? So why post this on Instagram?

[00:13:01.11] Kira: Kasi, hindi ako 'yong kumuha niyan.

[00:13:03.14] Interviewer: Ah, right, right.

[00:13:05.02] Kira: Yeah, 'yon 'yong main reason.

[00:13:08.29] Interviewer: So the next one, this one. 'Yan!

[00:13:14.03] Kira: So this is in the National Museum in Manila. So uhm, I dont know

what this is pero I think this is a sculpture or something or...

[00:13:22.04] Kira: Ito 'yong parang middle part no'ng museum, eh.

[00:13:24.29] Interviewer: Oh, nice. Did you take this photo? Haha.

[00:13:27.24] Kira: Yeah, I did take this photo.

[00:13:29.10] Interviewer: So could you like, could you tell me the story behind this?

Parang why is this on your Instagram account?

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[00:13:35.11] Kira: Uhm, wala siya masyadong hugot, parang hindi ako makakuha ng

emotions from that photo kasi. Pero it was part of my adventures so 'yon 'yong first

adventure ko for 2019. So ako kasi 'yong type na uhm, I like going to places alone. I

enjoy being alone naman. So I'm not lonely. So 'yon uhm, memorable siya kasi 'yon 'yong

adventure ko na nagka-sprain ako, ganyan.

[00:14:04.13] Interviewer: Oh, haha, mag-isa ka tapos. Haha.

[00:14:06.14] Kira: Oo, so parang buong araw lang akong naglalakad 'cause it started

with an errand in Manila, ta's sabi ko gusto ko rin- gusto ko rin- eh malapit siya sa

National History Museum so sabi ko gusto kong pumunta. So chineck ko ta's after no'n

naglalakad na lang ako the whole day sa Manila.

[00:14:25.13] Interviewer: Why not post this on your Finstagram?

[00:14:29.20] Kira: Uhm, oo nga 'no?

[00:14:32.22] Interviewer: Haha.

[00:14:33.02] Kira: Pero hindi, kasi ang dami kong photos that day tapos sabi ko gusto

kong 'yong mga nasa uhm, Finsta ko mostly 'yong mga colored ones, so parang medyo

na-sort ko na siya, na parang may mga plants and animals na nando'n sa loob ng museum

tapos 'yong structures tsaka 'yong mga people. Tsaka mas colorful 'yon. Tapos parang

wala naman 'ata akong black and white sa Finsta ko, if I'm not mistaken. Parang wala

masyado. Laging may kulay.

[00:15:14.21] Interviewer: Oo

[00:15:15.12] Kira: As much as possible.

[00:15:16.03] Interviewer: Yata mas may contrast gano'n?

[00:15:17.24] Kira: Yeah, I'm that person.

[00:15:20.19] Interviewer: Alright, so ayun. Pero basically it didn't fit...

[00:15:27.11] Kira: It didnt fit

[00:15:28.02] Interviewer: Oo. Haha. 'Yong photo dump mo?

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[00:15:30.00]Kira: Oo.

[00:15:30.19] Interviewer: Ayun. So next one is... this one. Ayan. It's a photo, basically

parang it's not... kasi first you didnt- parang it's a photo of you with your UP Fair team?

[00:15:46.21] Kira: Yeah.

[00:15:47.18] Interviewer: Yeah? Uhm, basically because, nasa Finsta mo siya because

hindi mo siya tinake diba?

[00:15:53.01] Kira: Oo.

[00:15:53.16] Interviewer: Pero like, parang, whats the story behind this? Why did you

choose to post this on your Instagram?

[00:16:00.19] Kira: Ayun, kasi big part siya ng life ko kasi UP Fair is like a manifestation

of my advocacy na promoting OPM and at the Kirae time, it has always been like a thing

of mine na I want to be part of something big and for me, malaking bagay ang UP Fair sa

UP culture so nafu-fulfill ko 'yong dalawang bagay na 'yon at the Kirae time and 'yong

journey ko and 'yong learning experience ko sa UP Fair was really something I would

never uhm, replace, something I could never replace. Parang it's priceless, ganyan.

[00:16:45.08] Interviewer: Oo.

[00:16:46.21] Kira: 'Yon.

[00:16:46.25] Interviewer: So parang sort of a memory na 'yon?

[00:16:49.00] Kira: Yes.

[00:16:49.16] Interviewer: Sa Instagram mo. Alright. So lets go on to your... like, sa

photo dump mo.

[00:16:57.14] Kira: Okay.

[00:16:58.00] Interviewer: Alright. So uhm, like, parang 'yong mga photos mo dito sa

Finstagram mo, they're all in different landmarks, in Manila...

[00:17:11.29] Kira: Yeah...

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[00:17:13.01] Interviewer: So parang how do you decide na "Oh" parang... Do you think

na parang "Oh, parang I'm in a pretty place so I'm gonna take a photo for my

Finstagram." Is that how you think?

[00:17:25.03] Kira: Sometimes. Pero usually when I'm outdoors, kapag maganda 'yong,

halimbawa 'yong tama ng ilaw, 'yon, parang naca-capture talaga ako no'n. Parang do'n

talaga nakukuha 'yong attention ko kasi I'm a sunset type of person.

[00:17:44.13] Interviewer: Oh. So let's talk about this one, 'yong latest photo mo. It's like

a silhouette of trees tapos sunset?

[00:17:52.00] Kira: Yeah...

[00:17:52.20] Interviewer: Sunset. So uhm, parang, what's the story behind this?

[00:17:57.09] Kira: Oh my gosh, where was this photo? I cant even...

[00:18:00.04] Interviewer: A few days ago. Haha. Five days ago.

[00:18:02.08] Kira: Oh! Ay, okay. Well 'yong photo na 'yan, parang sa may Masskom

'yan, sa may Hacienda 'ata 'to, if im not mistaken tapos ganda no'ng sunset so 'yon since

mahilig nga ako sa sunset, 'pag maganda kinukunan ko talaga. Tapos hindi ko siya pino-

post agad ta's no'ng pinost ko 'to, it was that day na parang I felt so loved, like, parang,

naa-appreciate ko 'yong friendships ko, 'yong mga friendship ko with different people,

from college, from high school, 'yong mga nawala tapos biglang bumalik. So parang I felt

something na medyo mabigat pero it was good na feeling na mabigat kaya parang gusto

ko lang siyang i-release.

[00:18:53.10] Interviewer: So parang, to clear it out lang, 'yong pareho mong uhm,

Instagram accounts, 'yong Finstagram pati 'yong main, parehas silang visual diary of

some sort?

[00:19:03.19] Kira: Yeah.

[00:19:04.22] Interviewer: But like...

[00:19:06.02] Kira: Ito, mas intimate? Like, it's more of my internal feelings, 'yong

Finsta. Pero 'yong uhm, main account is more of like me outside uhm, or like, having fun

with people.

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[00:19:21.00] Interviewer: Oh, okay. So next one is this one. Sa ano, Intramuros 'to!

[00:19:30.25] Kira: Oo.

[00:19:31.11] Interviewer: Yes, sa Intramuros 'to. I have the same picture. Haha.

[00:19:34.25] Kira: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Diba ang ganda, ang ganda ng kulay.

[00:19:36.25] Interviewer: Ang ganda, ang ganda.

[00:19:38.04] Kira: Ang ganda ng kulay no'ng building.

[00:19:38.26] Interviewer: Oo. So like, could you tell me the story behind it?

[00:19:43.01] Kira: No'ng pinost ko 'to, there was this one time na I was cleaning my

gallery no'ng mga photos, tapos parang na-realize ko "Oh my God," kasi nada-damage

siya- 'yong file, hindi ko alam, parang, basta naco-corrupt or something. Hindi ko

maintindihan. Ta's parang, buti nasa VSCO ko siya, so kasi I usually edit photos sa

VSCO. So okay pa naman siya do'n pero sa gallery ko medyo may problem na siya. And

then sabi ko eh para ma-preserve ko siya, para at least nando'n na siya , nakapost na siya

nang maayos online bago siya masira. So kaya ko siya pinost. And kasi parang connected

'to do'n sa- sorry ayusin ko lang...

[00:20:29.10] Interviewer: 'Kay, go lang.

[00:20:29.28] Kira: Parang connected do'n sa may bridge akong photo. This one.

[00:20:34.01] Interviewer: Ohhh...

[00:20:34.15] Kira: Ito, magkakasama 'to. Manila yan. parang isang araw lang lahat yan.

[00:20:38.21] Interviewer: Mga post mo no'ng March 24.

[00:20:40.18] Kira: Oo. So kasi nagpunta ako ng Manila no'n for a class activity. Sabi ko

dito sa... ito parang sabi ko medyo shy pa ako i-post 'yong ibang Manila photos so enjoy

this beautiful bridge pic. So plano ko talaga mag-post ng Manila photos ko no'n pero

hindi ko na nagawa kasi... kaya may picture ako ng Binondo Church, kasi ito 'yong time,

so March 24, ito 'yong time na nare-realize ko tatakbo na ako. So parang, seeking

guidance from the Lord...

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[00:21:17.07] Interviewer: Oo. Haha.

[00:21:17.29] Kira: Ganyan, so 'yon 'yon. So Manila-related pa rin siya pero may iba na

siyang meaning sa'kin.

[00:21:24.09] Interviewer: So it's very intimate talaga.

[00:21:25.17] Kira: Yeah.

[00:21:29.15] Interviewer: So this one. It's very deep.

[00:21:32.27] Kira: Talaga?

[00:21:33.19] Interviewer: I think, I think. Parang it's a picture of the sky ta's may isang

airplane sa gitna lang.

[00:21:38.04] Kira: As in nachansingan ko nga- ang galing nga niyan, eh. Pero akala ko

nga parang blurred 'yan or something. As in chance lang 'yong photo na 'yan.

[00:21:45.01]Interviewer: Oo.

[00:21:46.05] Kira: Parang hindi ko na kung ano 'yong nafi-feel ko no'ng time na 'to.

Siguro like, I was lost, I guess? Or I wanted to go on an adventure again siguro kasi

stressed ako with school stuff. So parang diba like, airplanes means you're going like, on

another place so siguro 'yon ta's parang 'yong caption is part of a, parang lyrics siya of a

song. So that's Up Dharma Down ata. So 'yon. Parang ang ganda- actually ang ganda nga.

Sinasabi nga nila ang ganda ng photo na parang hindi ko pa siya naga-grasp. "Talaga? Eh

parang sakto lang, siguro sinwerte lang talaga ako."

[00:22:28.11] Interviewer: Ang deep niya, ang deep niya. Ta's with that ano pa, with that

caption pa. So ayun, uhm, do you like, before we end this interview, do you have any

other parang uhm, explanations or comments about your Instagram and Finstagram that

you wanna add?

[00:22:43.20] Kira: Uhm, ayun nga kasi hindi ko alam kung important, parang no'ng

tinatanong mo ako about Instagram and Finsta before, as in fisrt time pa, parang do'n ko

na-realize na iba pala ako mag-maintain, as in do'n ko lang na-realize na "Ay, iba pala

ako? Weird pala."

[00:23:03.28] Interviewer: Haha

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[00:23:04.11] Kira: Well, okay lang naman kasi nafu-fulfill ko naman 'yong gusto kong

uhm, mangyari na may avenue ako for my photos and I get to learn kasi I follow other

creative accounts din in my Finsta. Parang mas curated nga siya and mas maayos siya in

a sense compared do'n sa main account ko.

[00:23:27.18] Interviewer: So pero you think naman diba na nasa-satisfy ka, 'yong pag-

utilize mo ng Instagram?

[00:23:32.02] Kira: Hm-mmm. Parang kanya-kanya naman ata tayo ng paggamit ng

social media accounts natin. So ako, masaya ako sa way ko ng pag-keep track ng life ko.

So 'yong iba, kung gusto nila everyday, feeling ko naman, okay lang din naman 'yon.

Kanya-kanya namang avenue.

[00:23:52.29] Interviewer: So uhm, do you have any other messgaes? Haha. Or...

[00:23:56.15] Kira: Good luck sa thesis mo. Interesting siya.

[00:23:57.28] Interviewer: Haha. Thank you. Ayan. So that ends our interview.

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---

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H. Lisa

[00:00:03.16] Interviewer: I’ll not ice break na or anything; so to start, how long have

you been using Instagram?

[00:00:08.04] Lisa: Uhm I think, when did it blow up? Siguro 20-- 2012, 2013.

[00:00:17.21] Interviewer: It’s a very high school, ganun?

[00:00:18.03] Lisa: Yeah, highschool. 2nd year high school.

[00:00:21.03] Interviewer: How about a dump account or a Finstagram? How have you

been using that?

[00:00:25.02] Lisa: Oh, the -- my account. It started, uhm nine -- 19th birthday. So, I

wanted to do the 365 day post challenge, pero I failed like after a month or two so I

turned it into a dump nalang instead.

[00:00:44.17] Interviewer: So like, saan mo nakuha yung idea na pwede magka-365

challenge?

[00:00:50.26] Lisa: Sa friend ko.

[00:00:51.21] Interviewer: Oh, she’s doing that din?

[00:00:53.21] Lisa: Yeah, she did that when she turned 18. Sige, let’s try, but I can’t

commit to that haha.

[00:01:01.08] Interviewer: Oh. So parang when you start to realize na I can’t commit to

the 365 degree, uhm, post challenge, parang ano na yung naging focus? Saan na

nagrevolve yung Finstagram mo ngayon?

[00:01:10.19] Lisa: Uhm, it started with like aesthetic post, kasi I had a personal “for a

while” for like at least two or three years before the Finsta one, and then I know na what

my followers like and don’t like. So apparently, hindi patok yung style na very

minimalist or if yung very korean aesthetic. I wanted to try that, pero hindi siya

pumapatok. So doon ko nalang dina-dump.

[00:01:40.29] Interviewer: O yung mga gusto mo sanang ipost pero hindi pumapatok sa

followers mo?

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[00:01:44.13] Lisa: Oo.

[00:01:47.14] Interviewer: So parang lahat ng hindi bagay sa main Instagram mo,

nilalagay mo nalang sa dump account mo?

[00:01:50.21] Lisa: Dump -- yeah

[00:01:51.21] Interviewer: So what do you mean na parang hindi pumapatok sa audience

mo? Parang, can you elaborate that?

[00:01:57.19] Lisa: Yeah. Kasi I think bare minimum of likes is -- is 30, and if I post like

yung aesthetic, like headless outfits or uhm just weird objects with uhm with, with

negative space, it only gets like barely 20 and stuff.

[00:02:16.03] Interviewer: Oo. Haha

[00:02:19.06] Lisa: It hurts me. It hurts me, so I delete it din

[00:02:19.25] Interviewer: Kasi when you post on Instagram parang you have this kind of

expectation

[00:02:23.28] Lisa: Yeah

[00:02:26.08] Interviewer: Na dapat at least bare minimum, 30.

[00:02:28.09] Lisa: Uhm yeah. I tried multiple feed styles. So if you scroll through my

main, the very first ones talaga are all black. All black because that was, that was the --

yun yung uso nung time na yun eh, yung mga all black or all white feeds, and then later I

did it uhmm -- I changed it into a certain editing, certain editing style because the first

few -- I would use VSCOcam, and then I really edit it to the bone, pero right now, I just, I

don’t use filters na.

[00:03:02.21] Interviewer: Oh, I see I see

[00:03:05.14] Lisa: Yeah, it’s just like contrast, brightness. Ganun lang.

[00:03:08.11] Interviewer: So what can you say on your main Instagram? You post for

your audience, ganun?

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[00:03:11.14] Lisa: Yeah. Kinda.

[00:03:14.09] Interviewer: Why do you think so? Parang why do you feel na you have to

post for your audience?

[00:03:18.01] Lisa: Uhm, I think it’s part of how I curate my identity or how I fit the --

their perceptions of my identity? So uhm, I don’t think they’d like if let’s say I try to post

the other aesthetic post that didn’t make the cut. It’s like they’re not acknowledging the

part of my identity that wants to come out. So I just uhm -- that’s why I cater to what they

like -- is -- para -- wala -- ma-acknowledge na this kind of Kyla exists, but the other side

doesn’t. It just exists in the dump account.

[00:04:01.02] Interviewer: So could you describe yung, yung kind na tingin mong gusto

makita ng audience mo? Parang Lisa is blank ganun?

[00:04:08.25] Lisa: I think -- well -- I -- yung napapansin ko kasi, yung selfies lang kasi

yung pumapatok, or if not selfies, yung ano, yung outfits; kaya parang doon ako

nagfofocus kasi a lot of people says that it’s my outfits that -- they identify me with my

outfits, but they -- like this one -- the -- I think -- this one --- this post gained likes lang

because it’s branded, and -- but that’s usually how I want. That’s how I want it talaga, but

yun.

[00:04:40.03] Interviewer: Oh, so parang you think na they see you as this fashion icon of

some sort?

[00:04:47.05] Lisa: Yeah, for fashionable --

[00:04:50.09] Interviewer: Parang you, you convince yourself to post more of that,

ganun?

[00:04:53.22] Lisa: Oo. That’s why there -- ang daming wide gaps between my post

because I don’t have the energy to do that everyday.

[00:04:59.27] Interviewer: Oo. So, pero what about the image na you want to see for

yourself. Parang nasisingit mo pa ba yun sa feed mo?

[00:05:07.16] Lisa: Ah yeah, sometimes. Kasi the outfits naman are self-expression, but

it’s not always everyday that I dress up like that. So yeah, I still have my own.

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[00:05:21.02] Interviewer: Like paano, paano mo yun na-express? Kasi yung aesthetic,

yung fashion, sa kanila yun eh diba? Gusto nila yun eh.

[00:05:24.16] Lisa: Yeah

[00:05:27.26] Interviewer: Pero what about you? Parang, do you express it pa? Parang,

were you able to express pa ba using your main Instagram or lahat na yun ay nasa dump

account mo na?

[00:05:34.15] Lisa: Uhm well, sa food.

[00:05:37.06] Interviewer: Oh, sa food?

[00:05:39.15] Lisa: The food takes there. My favorite food is laksa so I post about it a lot.

[00:05:41.28] Interviewer: Same haha

[00:05:44.25] Lisa: Even the food when I went to Mendokoro. So, I post food. Even if

it’s out of trend, I post food sometimes, if not, the places that I like to go. So, this was in

Singapore. This is also in Singapore. So -- uhm -- uhm -- on top of being of -- instead of -

- uhm -- I express myself that I’ve gone around, in a sense. Ayun.

[00:06:10.08] Interviewer: So let’s go back to the audience thing. Parang, how would

you describe your audience in Instagram mo pati sa Finstagram mo?

[00:06:17.18] Lisa: My main audience is --yung audience ko sa main kasi it’s like uhmm,

friends. Friends, family, and peers, like I haven’t talked to them a lot or haven’t self-

disclosed a lot of information to the most of my followers in the main, but they know me

on the surface level. Meanwhile sa Finsta, those are my closest friends. So yeah, I uhm,

nakakapagrant ako or alam nila yung true colors ko. Tapos yun.

[00:06:52.28] Interviewer: Oo. Kaya finifilter mo sila by -- kasi private yung, diba private

yung account mo? So --

[00:06:59.02] Lisa: Yeah, and my mom follows me kasi haha.

[00:07:01.22] Interviewer: Oh, unnamed.

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[00:07:05.07] Lisa: Yeah. Eh -- like I want to have the luxury to -- yung luxury na

magkalat sa Instagram main, pero wala; my mom follows me; my ninang follows me, so I

can’t. That’s why I have a Finsta also.

[00:07:14.14] Interviewer: Define magkalat? Like how do you “kalat” on Finstagram

ganyan?

[00:07:20.16] Lisa: Oh, here. This one uhm, this photo is uhm, a photo of the cards when

Dom tried to tell my fortune, and like “My mom won’t like that. A cultist? Like it’s, it’s

out of religion”. Something religious kasi siya; she’s gonna hate me. Then there, I can’t

really say that kasi it’s also the public image.

[00:07:41.25] Interviewer: Pero on Finsta naman, parang when you, when you post on

Finstagram, do you have some sort of expectations din?

[00:07:50.05] Lisa: Oh no, I just like really dump my -- everything ‘cause uhm I think

that’s also how my twitter functions kasi. I also have a uhm, I also have a private twitter

with like all my close friends, and that’s -- I just dump everything there. So that’s how

Finsta evolved from 365 day challenge or to aesthetic dump post to a rant, semi rant

account.

[00:08:13.28] Interviewer: So are you the type of Instagram user na parang uhm, parang,

sa main Instagram mo -- parang are you the type of main Instagram user na parang “I

hope you like this”, parang I hope they like the image that I -- ganun?

[00:08:27.07] Lisa: Yeah, like it was worse before.

[00:08:29.25] Interviewer: Oh, really?

[00:08:32.06] Lisa: Kasi before talaga like ”Oh no, this needs more black!”, or “I have to

edit it like this” -- like that "I can't edit", or “Bakit kulang sa sunlight?” At least now, it’s

like uhm “Oh I have this picture, siguro naman they’ll like it” or "sana they’ll like it, and

then I ‘ll post it". Yeah.

[00:08:50.20] Interviewer: So, very curated depende sa trend and all. Meanwhile sa

Finstagram, as in may fan account, ang kalat and all.

[00:08:55.10] Lisa: Ang kalat. Yeah

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[00:08:58.13] Interviewer: So parang would you say, yung image mo naman sa

Finstagram, do you have like a certain image na you have established using your

Finstagram?

[00:09:04.26] Lisa: None. It’just a window to my head. That’s, that’s what it is.

[00:09:18.08] Interviewer: So would you say na parang , which of the two: your main

Instagram -- the curated one, and the kalat one na Finstagram, parang uhm, may --

mayroon bang account na parang mas nagpapakita ng totoong Lisa? Or parang --

[00:09:31.08] Lisa: Uhm I think it’s -- walang superlative or one has the most but I think

uhm -- but the Finsta one is less filtered talaga because this is where I get to disclose

everything from my day, to my issues, and stuff, and that’s ‘cause --it’s part of me.

Meanwhile the main, it’s still part of me, but it’s more of like how I am perceived

outside. It’s like attached to me, but it’s also catering to how people think of me.

[00:10:01.18] Interviewer: And how you want them to see you?

[00:10:04.18] Lisa: And how you want them to see me. Yeah.

[00:10:07.26] Interviewer: So would you say na parang both of them are like your visual

diaries? or--

[00:10:07.17] Lisa: So yeah. My favorite parts, so far, would be when I went to

Singapore. So I filled the, the entire grid talaga

[00:10:21.18] Interviewer: It’s nice. Very aesthetic.

[00:10:22.14] Lisa: Thank you.

[00:10:24.19] Interview: So wait, I'm gonna ready lang --

[00:10:25.28] Lisa: Hindi, go lang.

[00:10:25.14] Interviewer: Okay, so I think that’s it for the first half of, of our interview.

Let’s go on to the second, the last part. So I’m gonna choose a, a few of your photos and

then we’re gonna talk about it.

[00:10:39.01] Lisa: Okay.

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[00:10:43.04] Interviewer: So basically, talk about the -- yung grid na medyo medyo

orangey about your Singapore travel. Why do you think you posted, let’s say this one, a

photo of you in front of a mural?

[00:10:51.14] Lisa: Oh, that one. Uhm, I had another photo of the entire mural, but it

didn’t look balanced because a lot, there was a lot of greeneries, out of trees around;

tapos, since it was a wall, it wasn’t square, so it didn’t fit, eh I have a small uhm -- I

have my own principle na dapat square pa rin lahat kahit na it allow, kahit Instagram

allows the rectangular variety na, but no – so I posted this one instead; the one with me

because it still fits and uhm, my shirt matches the wall.

[00:11:22.29] Interviewer: Ah, oo. Ah, yeah. Parang , dito ba parang -- ano yung

expectations mo, and how you want them to react?

[00:11:32.00] Lisa: Oh, I know they’re gonna like it haha. I knew cause it’s, it’s a mural,

and it has my outfit, so, parang it’s, it’s really coordinated if you see, so harmonious, so

parang sabi ko “ay papatok to”. I knew though, you know, you have those photos that

you know your followers would like talaga, so that’s one of them.

[00:11:52.01] Interviewer: So you really talaga ano, you really studied talaga how your

followers would react and then you created a theme or created photos based on that?

[00:11:56.06] Lisa: Yeah

[00:12:02.16] Interviewer: Usually before like -- before, they want the entire feed to look

like a certain color, sabi ko "masyado siyang matrabaho, hindi ko yan kaya", so I did it by

row nalang. So if you noticed that, ito orange --yan magkakakulay.

[00:12:18.27] Interviewer: Ayan. So let’s go on to uhm, this one. Pinakalatest, yung sa

Mendokoro Ramen House? Yeah, so if you like tell a story? Tell the story behind this.

[00:12:34.16] Lisa: Uhm, I posted the photos of the food na kasi on my story, so I didn’t

want it to be repetitive na. I posted it here, and then I wanted usually -- I take photos of

the interior kasi, but my seat sa mendokoro, I was at the pinakadulo, near the bathroom,

so corner. So ang pangit nung view, tapos against the light; it’s so crowded. So, I didn’t

have time -- and the place kasi it’s like, it’s high ceiling pero medyo masikip, so bawat

corner may tao, may ulo. So like, "ang pangit". So I said, “Sige , let’s focus on the people

nalang”.

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[00:13:14.23] Interviewer: So, tanong lang rin? Do you also curate your Instagram story

on your main?

[00:13:23.19] Lisa: Uhm you know, the close, the close friends function helped me ano..

not curate it. Well, before it was kind of curated pa because -- but it’s not as much as the

feed kasi the feed it permanent eh; so the stories, they disappear, so it’s okay if we make

a mess kasi it you can see lang for 24 hours; but the close friends function helped into,

helped me to actually take all of it out na “I won’t -- I am not gonna curate this. I’m

gonna treat it like snapchat”. Yeah.

[00:13:57.09] Interviewer: Do you also use the, the IG story function sa Finstagram mo?

[00:14:00.18] Lisa: Yes, sometimes.

[00:13:59.22] Interviewer: So what’s the difference between the close friends na function

sa main Instagram mo and how you IG story yung sa Finstagram? ‘cause they’re --

[00:14:14.03] Lisa: Well, none. Kasi before, the more confidential, the more private

stories, they go to the Finsta, but since they introduced the closed friends function; it’s

like I stopped using Instagram stories in the Finsta, and then I moved to the main. Yeah.

[00:14:31.02] Interviewer: So, last one for your main Instagram. This one, this is the

photo na you showed me kanina.

[00:14:35.04] Lisa: Yes.

[00:14:36.06] Interviewer: Make up. Blush on, i think?

[00:14:36.22] Lisa: Yeah, it’s blush on.

[00:14:38.17] Interviewer: So why did you choose to post this on your Instagram?

[00:14:40.02] Lisa: Actually, it’s a filler pic. The caption is just an “x”. It’s a filler pic

because it’s all black, so I wanted to change the palette. So the raw is white kasi I knew I

was gonna post this. That was the first – this, the photo next to it, that was the day that

the -- I first used the blush on kasi.

[00:15:01.01] Interviewer: Ah okay.

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[00:15:02.27] Lisa: So ayun -- 26 and then, 26. So I just posted the make up earlier, and

then I posted the selfie kasi puro white na yan, and then I added another one. This one is

also a filler. This was in Singapore. See, so 14 likes? Tiniis ko siya kasi filler, so it looks

nice.

[00:15:20.10] Interviewer: Haha. Oo. Oo.

[00:15:23.08] Lisa: Okay. So yun

[00:15:24.16] Interviewer: I see. I see. I see

[00:15:25.02] Lisa: Filler yan.

[00:15:27.03] Interviewer: So talagang hangga’t maari, ayaw mo talaga ng less 30 likes?

[00:15:29.20] Lisa: Yeah.

[00:15:32.10] Interviewer: Ganun? I see. I see. Okay. That’s it for your main Instagram.

Let’s go on with your Finstagram. Okay so -- this one, it’s a photo of you taking a pic of

view in the mirror.

[00:15:45.00] Lisa: Oo.

[00:15:47.03] Interviewer: Uhm tapos bakit siya nasa Finstagram, basically?

[00:15:49.17] Lisa: Uhm, because that’s what -- those were the photos of when I was

trying to blazer on, and I didn’t want to post it on my main 'cause I had a different outfit

fo with it -- outfit --outfit for -- it in my head, so that’s when this, days will appear, when

I wear a certain outfit.

[00:16:07.09] Interviewer: Oh, I see. Pati talaga yung combination mo talaga as in cinu-

curate mo?

[00:16:13.09] Lisa: Also, I don’t like posting things that I didn’t buy or I don’t own?

[00:16:20.16] Interviewer: Oh, Did you buy this?

[00:16:25.01] Lisa: Yeah, I bought it. I bought it. I was just waiting for the right time

haha.

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[00:16:28.09] Interviewer: Right. So next is, so this one, latest mo? Parang yung ano

lang, from eye, the eyes up lang.

[00:16:35.26] Lisa: Yeah.

[00:16:38.05] Interviewer: Why, parang--

[00:16:40.12] Lisa: Mood lang siya. I think, I was five days ago -- Oh, that was when I

was about -- it's either I came home from camping or I was about to leave for the

camping trip for PE. I’m so tired kasi thesis thesis thesis tapos camping, and then thesis

thesis thesis ulit so I just posted this like "Oh, I was bored", so really just for --

[00:17:00.01] Interviewer: So really just for the for the sake of posting it. For expression

talaga?

[00:17:01.26] Lisa: Yeah.

[00:17:03.21] Interviewer: Sorry haha. So that’s -- this is like, like a street sign tapos may

picture?

[00:17:09.29] Lisa: Yeah. That was a sticker. I think that’s the sign near maskom?

[00:17:13.02] Interviewer: Oh, really?

[00:17:14.06] Lisa: Going -- yeah, papasok from the kiosks

[00:17:17.01] Interviewer: Oo.

[00:17:19.14] Lisa: Yeah. I have a fixation with like street art and stickers. It was weird,

and then this one uhm -- it reminded of another artist that they follow on tumblr. So, it’s

medyo explicit yung art niya, Kahit line art siya, very explicit yung images niya but yun,

it reminded me of it and I took a photo of it. Now, I posted it kasi it’s explicit and my

mom follows me.

[00:17:43.11] Interviewer: Oh, alright.

[00:17:42.15] Lisa: But, I also have another one in my main -- of the -- “Garapata” icon..

wait lang. I think. Yeah, basta I remember posting about the Garapa -- ay -- Garapa –

“Garapata” character. Uhm, it’s either that or I hid it. Basta ‘yun. The “Garapata”

character, it’s a Filipino brand. Animated “Garapata”, so usually kasi it -- the game there

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is you spot “Garapata” everywhere, so I took a photo and posted it there kasi it’s

“garapata”, it's not explicit, but also shows the fixation ko nga sa street art and street

signs ganyan.

[00:18:30.11] Interviewer: I see. Really, it's like mirroring you?

[00:18:33.22] Lisa: Yeah.

[00:18:38.18] Interviewer: Okay, so that’s the end of the interview. Siguro lang before we

end nalang, we have any more parang comments or message na you want to add na you

think might help ganun?

[00:18:51.21] Lisa: Uhm, I think ano uhm, Finstas serve like as the counterpart lang of

private twitters on Instagram cause that’s most -- that’s how I use mine, but there are -- I

have also friends who -- their main are filled with their faces, or like their family, or

something, and then they have a Finsta for their aesthetic; so it really depends upon the

person of uhm-- uhm -- of how they use Finsta. Madaming nuances yung mga ano, but

they all fall under Finsta.

[00:19:25.27] Interviewer: Oo, pero actually, si Sam ganun din eh. Aesthetic yung Finsta

niya.

[00:19:29.01] Lisa: Yeah.

[00:19:31.13] Interviewer: Tapos yung main niya yung parang kalat, ganyan.

[00:19:36.16] Interviewer: So, last one. Uhm, how do you feel.. how did you feel

throughout the whole interview?

[00:19:47.17] Lisa: Nakakaaliw. Wala, natuwa ako kasi usually I pass Instagram of as

like something shallow. It’s a -- it’s a -- it’s a very shallow application kasi – ‘cause you

try to narrate your life in pictures, but really, it’s just you, curating. I think nga eh

Instagram was part of the reason why ang lala ng beauty industry eh.

[00:20:02.07] Interviewer: Oh, aesthetic.

[00:20:02.22] Lisa: Kasi from-- yeah, everywhere. Uhm, yung mga models, yung mga

brands, they’re always there and then, wala kang takas sa kanila. Yun, so nakakaaliw din

na you dig deeper on how it actually influences my identity and how I present myself. So,

Judith Butler is shaking.

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[00:20:25.08] Interviewer: Yeah. Yeah, true

[00:20:27.21] Lisa: Instagram is a performance.

[00:20:27.20] Interviewer: A feminist literature.

-- END OF INTERVIEW –

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I. Naomi

[00:00:21.04] Interviewer: Hello! Thank you for accepting my invitation. So ayun, for

starters, could you state your name, age, and your school?

[00:00:51.20] Naomi: I'm Naomi, 18 years old, from UPD.

[00:00:55.08] Interviewer: Okay, so how long have you been using Instagram?

[00:00:57.18] Naomi: Maybe like 4 or 5 years but I've only been active... I started my

main account 4 or 5 year ago but I've only been posting mga 2 years ago.

[00:01:13.14] Interviewer: I see. How about sa Finstagram?

[00:01:17.13] Naomi: I started on my senior year in high school so last year or no... 2017.

[00:01:28.10] Interviewer: But back then ba do you call it Finstagram na?

[00:01:30.13] Naomi: No. We called it like a "dump account". So it's mostly like where

we tell stories about stuff and event that happened that aren't really like worthy to put on

your IG feed. But mostly it's just for like, before "Close Friends" was made on Instagram.

[00:01:53.03] Interviewer: Define like an "IG-worthy" parang why do you feel na you

can't post some photos on your main account?

[00:02:00.06] Naomi: Uh, I don't know, like on my main account it's mostly stuff that I

want other people that really don't know me to see, but then on my dump account, it's

mostly stuff that people will know me would understand. Like, they know about me

ganyan and I want them to know about it.

[00:02:22.16] Interviewer: So what is the difference ba between the audience on your

main and on your Finstagram?

[00:02:26.12] Naomi: Oh, on my dump, my Finstagram these are people na I'm really

close like I'm comfortable with sharing my random stories with them. Then on my main,

they're people na I've met maybe once or twice and then we don't really interact as much.

[00:02:43.16] Interviewer: Kanina you mentioned like "IG-worthy", could you define it?

What is an "IG-worthy" photo for you?

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[00:02:52.27] Naomi: For me it's about travel pictures and siguro, like, there's like an

organization DP shoot tapos you're gonna post outtakes from it. Yung mga stuff na you

didn't use, mga ganon. Like mostly, aesthetic pictures.

[00:03:11.05] Interviewer: With this one, your feed on Instagram, could you define your

aesthetics? Do you have a specific filter that you maintain?

[00:03:20.27] Naomi: Kinda. Like, this photo, I only have 6 posts on my main Instagram.

So this one, the bottom row, this one if from 2 years ago so it's kinda like vintage and this

one is like, the 2nd row, is like blacks and parang orange, and then this one is from my

Japan trip, that's why I said travel kanina. The 2nd row is from concerts that I went to.

[00:03:42.24] Interviewer: Do you maintain it by row--

[00:03:44.29] Naomi: By 3 pictures, yes.

[00:03:45.21] Interviewer: Why so?

[00:03:48.04] Naomi: I don't know, kase the layout of Instagram is like that. So parang it

looks nicer, as in, hindi siya magulo to look at.

[00:03:57.22] Interviewer: I see, I see. On Finstagram, do you have a specific theme

there?

[00:04:06.03] Naomi: No, no.

[00:04:11.20] Interviewer: Anyways, whenever you post on Instagram, do you have a

certain expectation?

[00:04:21.13] Naomi: Yeah, on my main, I am more anxious like "Gosh, will people

react to it?". As in, sometimes you tell people to like your post. But on my Finstagram, I

don't really care if people like it or not. It's just more of like, it's like Twitter, but with

more words and pictures.

[00:04:48.08] Interviewer: You try to keep a certain prettiness, so parang minsan ka lang

mag-post and all. What about on Finstagram, do you feel anything?

[00:05:00.15] Naomi: I can show you. Parang ganyan, there's not really a certain theme

tapos most of them are like, 10 pictures in one post, kase there are pictures na I don't

know what to do with it pero I wanna share to people pa rin.

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[00:05:16.28] Interviewer: Ohh so do you post everyday on Finstagram?

[00:05:16.28] Naomi: Not really. I used to, but then I got tired. So parang I post once in a

while, parang accumulative of the events that happened in my life.

[00:05:31.17] Interviewer: So parang you maintain a visual diary of some sort?

[00:05:31.17] Naomi: Yeah, kinda.

[00:05:33.09] Interviewer: I see, pero hindi everyday.

[00:05:36.27] Naomi: No, although there are some people I follow who still do that.

Yung everyday, they post.

[00:05:42.25] Interviewer: Ito ba yung 365 challenge?

[00:05:43.25] Naomi: Oo, and they forget about it.

[00:05:46.29] Interviewer: I see, I see. So with both of your accounts, do you have a

specific image na you see of yourself? Na parang, this is the image of Naomi that I want

to convey through my Instagram and Finstagram. It can be different.

[00:06:04.18] Naomi: I think parang like what I said kanina, it's not really an image per

se, but on Finstagram like I'm more personal. Parang, hindi naman na parang I'm fake on

my main pero, I don't know, it's not really as personal as my Finstagram.

[00:06:24.28] Interviewer: Pero parang there's no specific na "Naomi is blank".

[00:06:27.23] Naomi: No naman.

[00:06:28.28] Interviewer: Oh I see. It's just that you really want to just maintain a certain

aesthetic?

[00:06:33.26] Naomi: Yeah, yeah.

[00:06:33.26] Interviewer: How about the expectation of your image from others?

Parang, do you feel na parang they should see me as like this.

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[00:06:44.27] Naomi: Oh, kind of. Like on my main Instagram, parang, I kind of care

more about how other people see me. Like, even on my story, with parang the stories on

my main they're like stuff na I want people to see. And then on my dump, parang I want

my close friends lang to see. That's why I don't have the "Close Friends" list kase parang

my close friends naman are on my Finstagram na. So I post na lang on my dump.

[00:07:13.23] Interviewer: Could you elaborate on that image? Ano image mo sa close

friends mo at ano naman yung sa general public?

[00:07:21.08] Naomi: Oh, maybe like the general, parang I want people to see me na

parang social na parang traveler. Tapos with my close friends, parang wala lang, parang

funny. Kase with my close friends, I don't really have to try as much 'cause they know me

already. So parang I just post natural stuff. For example, sometimes I'm gonna post an IG

story of me stressed about school then I'm gonna post like a derp photo but I wouldn't do

that with my main. Wala lang, it's different kase it's with people na I've only met once or

twice. So parang, I don't want them to see me like that yet.

[00:08:05.14] Interviewer: When you post, do you post for that image? Parang to satisfy

that image? Or do you post kase gusto mo lang?

[00:08:13.27] Naomi: I feel like with me kase there's two types of posts, one is yung sa

IG story and then one sa feed mismo. Like, I'm more active kase with the story so

parang...

[00:08:29.24] Interviewer: For both accounts ba ito?

[00:08:29.24] Naomi: No for my main. Sa 2nd account, I'm more active sa feed posts. So

sa main I mostly post stories like just for the sake of it. But then parang I think about who

I want to see my story, but parang, yun nga, I feel like with posting on my feed, 'yun

yung parang I want people to see me in a different way.

[00:08:57.08] Interviewer: Why is that na you're more active on you IG story on your

main Instagram?

[00:09:04.13] Naomi: Actually, I don't know. I haven't had the time take IG-worthy

pictures. As in yung feed worthy pictures. Wala lang, kase it takes a while to think about

it. Kunwari, in my main Instagram, my Japan pictures it took me like two or three weeks

after my trip to upload that. So I didn't really upload them agad.

[00:09:28.27] Interviewer: Doon sa Finstagram, as in diretso na lang?

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[00:09:30.21] Naomi: Yeah, yeah.

[00:09:32.10] Interviewer: You don't edit it at all?

[00:09:32.17] Naomi: No, no.

[00:09:41.01] Interviewer: So that's it for our first half of the interview. Pero the last half

is gonna be so short lang. Since we discussed na your Instagram photos, I'm gonna

choose a few of your Finstagram photos and we're gonna discuss it about them lang.

[00:10:04.23] Naomi: There's 10 in 1 ah. 10 pictures in 1 post.

[00:10:05.28] Interviewer: We're going to discuss yung nakikita na lang. Yung cover ng

post. Anyways, this is a photo of you in front of a circular mirror with friends. It's in

Vargas Museum, could you discuss why did you choose to post this and the story behind

this...

[00:10:26.26] Naomi: Oh okay, so for our arts class we had to go to Vargas. And our prof

said "Oh document yourself, take a selfie" adn we were like okay so we took the picture.

Wala, it was really nice kase parang puro art pieces sa Vargas and then one of my friends,

the one in the middle, she was like "Oh look, it's a masterpiece" tapos she's looking into a

mirror pala. So ayun, we took a picture, haha.

[00:10:52.10] Interviewer: It's like remembering the memory...

[00:10:56.18] Naomi: Yeah, yeah.

[00:10:57.29] Interviewer: So next one is, this is you...

[00:11:04.13] Naomi: In my debut.

[00:11:06.00] Interviewer: It's a good picture for me, pero why didn't you post this on

your main?

[00:11:10.09] Naomi: Oh okay, there's a story behind it. I wanted to post pictures of my

debut on my main. But then parang I changed my profile picture on Facebook. So I was

like, if I posted this one for my main, baka people will be like "Oh she's using that photo

again". Parang ganon, so wala I just posted it there.

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[00:11:31.05] Interviewer: So you didn't post it just because you were thinking of what

your followers would say?

[00:11:34.05] Naomi: No, like na-bother rin ako kase parang I wanted a space on the pic

above my head. It's for the aesthetic.

[00:11:42.26] Interviewer: Ito ba yung ginawa mong profile picture on your Facebook?

[00:11:44.08] Naomi: No, no. Pero like from the same day naman.

[00:11:48.08] Interviewer: I see, I see. Last one siguro, this one is a photo of you in your

organization's tambayan.

[00:12:05.16] Naomi: Oh kase, I wanted to dump like parang what happened in my life.

These are all tambayan photos. I wanted to post these like after I passed, so there. When I

passed parang I showed everything.

[00:12:21.05] Interviewer: So parang memory ulit...

[00:12:21.29] Naomi: Yeah, parang, I could've added it with the other months where it

actually happened pero I decided na lang to put them all in one post 'cause like, it's nice.

[00:12:34.26] Interviewer: So every last na, how would you explain the purpose of your

Finstagram in a brief sentence?

[00:12:43.16] Naomi: I think it's something to update like the people I'm close with with

what's happening with my life and also sometimes I catch myself going on Instagram and

then looking back at everything and "look, I remember this". Parang it's like reminiscing

talaga with what happened in my life.

[00:13:02.04] Interviewer: So there you go, that's it for our interview. Thank you so

much.

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J. Paco

[00:00:10.16] Interviewer: Thank you so much for agreeing to be one of my participants.

Could you state your name, your age, and your school?

[00:00:18.08] Paco: I'm Paco, 23 years old, and I study in UPD.

[00:00:26.01] Interviewer: How long have you been using Instagram?

[00:00:35.05] Paco: I've been using for probably 4 to 5 years?

[00:00:42.29] Interviewer: So like, 2014?

[00:00:43.22] Paco: More pa pala, wait check ko lang first post ko.

[00:00:50.03] Interviewer: Okay.

[00:00:50.25] Paco: Uhm, I've been using it since 2012. Wow.

[00:01:06.25] Interviewer: Out of thsoe years, kailan ka gumawa ng dump accounts? You

have three accounts, right?

[00:01:15.18] Paco: Yes. I made them last year.

[00:01:21.25] Interviewer: Both?

[00:01:21.25] Paco: Yes.

[00:01:32.25] Interviewer: Ano yung nagtulak or nag-influence sa'yo into making another

account?

[00:01:39.10] Paco: Well, one, kase nahihiya ako I guess, like especially 'yung isang

account ko is for my... it's basically a training log. It's where I put all my powerlifting

matters na baka isipin ng ibang tao "ang vain naman ng taong 'to, ganyan ganyan, puro

ganito lang ginagawa niya sa buhay niya, whatever". Pero kasi, kailangan ko 'yun to

check for consistency and to also have space in my phone. So pagiging practical rin, kase

they kept on saving stuff on my phone na videos ng powerlifting, napupuno na siya so I

just put stuff on the air. 'Yung isang account naman is for iPhone photos, so like, photos

that I take na wala, ayoko lang makita ng ibang tao. Kase, ewan ko. Parang hindi siya

bagay sa feed ko or what. Parang, hindi iyun yung "image" ko e. Or like, I have this fear

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na baka konti yung likes and that's sad to think pero syempre likes are approvals so for

you not to be able to feel bad about yourself, 'wag mo na lang ipost kung saan makikita,

pero at least napost mo pa rin. Kumbaga, catharsis siya.

[00:03:05.10] Interviewer: Could you explain to me or share to me kung ano ba yung

Instagram mo? Kase 'di ba your iPhone photography is posted somewhere else, ano 'yung

usual na pinopost mo on your main Instagram?

[00:03:26.22] Paco: On main Instagram, I think it's more of life, my life milestones,

adventures, my dogs, and yung mga life posts. Parang mga life posts na milestones, na

parang monumental stuff. For example, na kahit naka-training log ako, I still post sa main

Instagram ko kung sumali ako ng competitions or ganyan so 'yun. More on life talaga.

[00:03:59.19] Interviewer: Do you maintain a specific theme or aesthetics sa main

Instagram mo?

[00:04:08.17] Paco: Ah I think I wanted parang... I tried to maintain a medyo cool na

vibe.

[00:04:18.15] Interviewer: Could you elaborate on that?

[00:04:19.24] Paco: Cool.. tipong, parang Jericho Rosales-style na... parang I'm a fun

guy, I go to adventures on my motorcycle so parang when you see me parang, naks, it's

Paco. Siya yung nagmo-motor. Siya yung nagd-drive. Siya yung gumaganyan and stuff.

[00:04:40.12] Interviewer: So that's the image na you see of yourself.

[00:04:41.24] Paco: Yeah, yeah. Or that's how I project myself.

[00:04:47.22] Interviewer: It's kinda tricky kase you have 2 dump accounts. Pero both of

your dump accounts, yung one for the weightlifting, you have followers there. Do you

filter the followers?

[00:05:09.06] Paco: Yeah, sobrang filtered.

[00:05:10.18] Interviewer: How? You have 6 followers.

[00:05:14.13] Paco: Kung papansinin mo, yung people I follow are my training buddies

or like other lifting logs. Kase, parang, what I want to do is when I go to that account, is

that the only thing I see is like powerlighting stuff. Kase gusto ko makita yung

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consistency and form e. Gusto kong makita yung parang magiging progression ng ibang

tao compared to if I put it in my with other people, parang masyadong kalat and all. Pero

if you do have that, as in you check my followers, lahat iyan nagbubuhat or what.

[00:05:57.06] Interviewer: Anong effect niyan sa'yo? Like ano yung gratification na

ginagawa niya sa'yo? Kase if you post these kase on you main Instagram, it might get

more followers, 'di ba? Kase nasabi mo kanina na parang you're worried about getting

likes or approvals and all, so what kind of gratification, specific na gratification yung

nakukuha mo from having a lifting account?

[00:06:20.15] Paco: It makes me feel focused and mas supported. Kase parang once

someone likes a dump account, you feel parang, "Oh wow". Kahit na dump sutff siya,

people actually still like it. So it gives you a sense of approval and na people actually see

your progress. So that's my gratification.

[00:07:02.23] Interviewer: Punta naman tayo sa photography account mo. These are

actually good photos pero--

[00:07:23.09] Paco: Nafa-follow mo siya?

[00:07:23.09] Interviewer: Yeah it's actually public...

[00:07:22.19] Paco: Ah weh?

[00:07:24.19] Interviewer: So is this supposed to be a private account?

[00:07:42.14] Paco: Uhm, I don't care. Regardless...

[00:07:44.21] Interviewer: Bakit ka surprised?

[00:07:45.22] Paco: Kase akala ko naka-private siya. Eh may mga personal stuff ako

diyan e. Mga feels ko and shit.

[00:07:55.05] Interviewer: Could you explain to me, these are good photos... it's like your

art, it's your creativity in a content pero why do you choose to seclude it from public

attention?

[00:08:12.22] Paco: Kase feel ko it doesn't express yung... yung baka hindi matanggap ng

world na may emotional side si Paco na... parang sa pinakahuling post ko parang

sentimental shit ako diyan. Na parang "ugh that's so gay". Eh, ganyan ako e. Parang soft

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ako inside, tapos ayun, na baka hindi siya pumasok sa vibe na hinahanap ng tao na cool

or exciting.

[00:09:01.05] Interviewer: 'Di ba sinabi mo kanina na yung biker Paco, the cool Paco,

that's the image na you think of yourself. Yung kaninang sinabi mo na you don't think

these creative photos would satifty yung tingin ng tao sa'yo. Could you elaborate yung

image na 'yun na feel mo ineexpect sa'yo ng tao?

[00:09:21.13] Paco: Ah ayun, may siguro, parang with the community and how I am

personally, yung at first glance kala ng mga tao ah, ako yung kalog, ako yung maingay,

yung palaging nagpapatawa, parang tingin ko yun yung expectation na I try to keep pero

at the same time there's that other part of me then na very... I'm just sad. 'Yun lang. I'm

just sad and I don't...

[00:09:59.10] Interviewer: Very emo, ganon?

[00:10:00.09] Paco: Yeah, and I don't like people seeing me sad because they think na

parang tatanungin nila ako na "oh, okay ka lang?" ganyan ganyan na parang I'm just sad.

It doesn't mean na parang happened or what, sad lang ako. And it's hard to give that bad

effect to people kase negative siya e.

[00:10:23.23] Interviewer: Do you think that's negative?

[00:10:23.23] Paco: Oo kase kapag may nakita kang dude, na sobrang negative ng mga

posts, parang "ang basura naman ng content na 'to". So mapapaganon ka. And I don't

wanna be that guy na nagdi-distribute pa ng bad vibes to the world. So ako parang I'll just

keep it to myself.

[00:10:39.05] Interviewer: You create, would you say na you post on Instagram, like in

general, for others?

[00:10:47.01] Paco: Oo, kase for clout eh.

[00:10:49.29] Interviewer: For what?

[00:10:49.29] Paco: For clout.

[00:10:55.09] Interviewer: What clout?

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[00:10:55.09] Paco: Clout, for your connections. So yeah, parang that's where you get

connected and like, meet the community online. So sometimes, kaya nga 'di ba merong

line na "do it for the gram".

[00:11:14.05] Interviewer: Oo, do you strictly adhere to that?

[00:11:14.28] Paco: May ano naman ako doon, na parang "sige, Instagram natin iyan".

Wala e, do it for the gram! Parang gandahan mo. So yeah, I do sometimes post for...

Yung isang video ko sa main Instagram, yung ginawa ko na parang adventure stuff na

may Mountain Dew, that was for--

[00:11:35.08] Interviewer: Is that the one underwater?

[00:11:37.20] Paco: Yeah, that was because of a competition ng Mountain Dew. So alam

mo 'yun, yes I post for others but at the same time I get also gratified when I do that.

[00:11:51.22] Interviewer: Did you create another Finstagram kase feeling mo parang

hindi nasasatisfy ng main Instagram mo... parang, Paco 'di ba, there's this multiple facets

of Paco, so there's this main Instagram and there's this Finstagram number 1 and 2, ganon

ba yung feeling mo?

[00:12:56.26] Paco: Ang weird eh, because parang you're putting a limit to something

that's limitless. Parang hindi enough yung main Instagram for the content of my life.

Parang alam mo yun, parang it's for a different crowd.

[00:13:16.24] Interviewer: Parang feeling mo na nalilimit ka-- there's no limit kase on

Instagram, pero nalilimit ka because of your audience?

[00:13:21.20] Paco: Oo nalilimit ako--

[00:13:23.10] Interviewer: And how they perceive you and how you want to be

perceived.

[00:13:25.24] Paco: Oo, kase 'yun yung parang ganap na, "Ah okay sige, if ito yung

ineexpect ng mga tao, edi parang I'll post something on my main Instagram when there is

content that fits that thing", pero when I have my own personal shit, na parang I just want

it up there, that's when I post sa Finstas.

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[00:13:49.26] Interviewer: Alright. So punta naman tayo sa feels mo whenever you post

on your accounts. Sa main Instagram mo parang, whenever you post something, what do

you feel? Parang, do you have any expectations?

[00:14:04.03] Paco: I feel good.

[00:14:06.01] Interviewer: You feel good in what way?

[00:14:06.14] Paco: I feel good kase parang iyun yung main Instagram na you monitor

your likes and your comments.

[00:14:15.15] Interviewer: Haha.

[00:14:15.15] Paco: Guilty naman siguro tayo diyan na may ganyan. Uhm, I feel

expectant pero ang sama kase, like basic media monitoring kahit alam mo na may

nagcomment, "ay hindi muna ako magrereply kase masyadong maaga kailangan mag-up

iyan e". Alam mo 'yun, haha. Technique rin, social media management. Basic iyan. Ayan,

so, hindi ka muna magrereply and like--

[00:14:45.17] Interviewer: Para mabump...

[00:14:46.21] Paco: Tapos antayin mong mag-hype, yung ganong klaseng mga bagay and

it's just something gratifying especially yung mga success stuff. Like your really cool

stuff, like for example, 'yung ginawa kong GoPro video na may dive and everything na

may parang transitions and shit na parang "holy shit! ang galing!", yung mga ganon. Or

kapag yung powerlifting na "holy shit! nabuhat mo yun?". Yung mga holy shit moments,

parang eureka moments na mapapa-like sila and not just a boring picture of a sunset na

parang "eehhh... I saw that already".

[00:15:32.08] Interviewer: So you don't like to post yung basic, yung sad, white boy

captions kase parang you think that wouldn't generate likes.

[00:15:53.00] Paco: I know I'm not gonna get likes. Kase I tried it na e, like sa other

photos for me "ah shit, parang walang attraction yan ah". Parang "oh, ba't 50 likes lang?

Bakit yung iba hundred plus?". Ganyan. Mapapatanong ka.

[00:16:05.15] Interviewer: Do you have a minimum number of likes? Na parang when

your reached this number of likes, parang "oh, I'm okay".

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[00:16:11.09] Paco: Yeah, hundred plus. Okay na ako doon. Pero parang nagbelow that

parang, "pangit yung pag-tint ko siguro.... not good enough".

[00:16:22.25] Interviewer: So really for the gram...

[00:16:23.17] Paco: Mhm…

[00:16:23.23] Interviewer: So about on your other accounts? Sa lifting account mo? I

won't ask about your photography account kase basically you don't have any followers.

Or do you have some sort of expectation ba?

[00:16:36.19] Paco: Wala naman.

[00:16:37.20] Interviewer: What about sa lifting account?

[00:16:38.25] Paco: Ayoko ngang may nagla-like doon e. Ayokong may nakakakita

doon.

[00:16:43.00] Interviewer: Ng lifting account?

[00:16:43.00] Paco: Hindi, yung photography account. 'Yung sa lifting account, siguro

okay lang kung makita ng iba, kase it's just me being honest and like I'm open to... dun sa

part na 'yun, I'm open to criticism very much, as in, parang if something's off with my

form, parang fine by me, tell me. Kase alam ko naman na parang very constructive yung

part na 'yun e. So ayun yung, ano, yun yung nafi-feel ko sa IG.

[00:17:20.02] Interviewer: Actually, that's it for the first half. For the second half kase,

it's supposed to me asking some of your posts but like tingin ko naman nacover na natin

'yun. Maybe, just in case, I'm gonna ask for some posts sa main Instagram mo. This one,

this is like a sad white boy post. It's you nakatalikod ka sa camera and then it's black and

white. Sabi mo 'di ba, you wanted happy vibe sa main Instagram mo, pero why this photo

on your main Instagram?

[00:18:07.11] Paco: Kase, more than being emotional, anniv date kase iyan e. So again,

milestone. Hindi lang halata, pero for me, yung kahit na sad siya tignan pero kase

something happened during that day na alam mo 'yun, na monumental. Selfish na wala

yung girlfriend ko sa picture pero tinag ko naman siya, haha.

[00:18:31.27] Interviewer: Pero bakit black and white yung photo?

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[00:18:34.08] Paco: Black and white kase...

[00:18:35.20] Interviewer: Kase sabi mo 'di ba, it's something to celebrate pero it's black

and white. Is there a hidden meaning?

[00:18:38.00] Paco: Kase pawis yung likod ko, haha. Ayan oh, pawis. Kapag may kulay

iyan, lalabas na pansin yung pawis, haha.

[00:19:05.13] Interviewer: So you put that filter parang lang hindi makita pawis mo?

Haha.

[00:19:07.20] Paco: Para hindi ako mukhang dugyot, haha. Pero wait, kase pwede naman

na may kulay or what, pero, yun lang yung feels ko nung panahon na 'yun. Medyo senti,

sad, iyung basta yung moment na 'yan. Parang for me, black and white is serene. It's

calms me. Parang I just like black and white so much na sinubukan kong gumawa so

ayan. Maliban doon sa pawis, that's the reason.

[00:19:54.03] Interviewer: So this one, this is a photo of one of your dogs. Nakapost rin

siya sa photography account mo, and then here sa main Instagram mo, so parang, what

for? Why is it on your main Instagram?

[00:20:22.20] Paco: Well siguro nilagay ko na lang yung pangalawa sa photography

account kase I like the flatness. Parang it's a nice photo for me. Uhm, nilagay ko siya sa

main Instagram kase cute eh, parang it's always what I do. I take photos of my dogs and

like that. Parang, it's a thing that I do talaga for my dogs. Ayan, kaya, uhm, cute lang e.

Cute lang talaga. Cute lang na I hope na people like so may mga 60 likes naman.

[00:21:10.29] Interviewer: So maybe last one, hmm, this one. Sa Ilocos, and

nakasideways ka, standing. It's a colored picture. Could you share the message na you

want to convey?

[00:21:40.22] Paco: Parang self-expression lang siya of... I think parang ganyan lang ako

as a person. Parang, uhm, I'm that person na pwedeng legit mag-isa and alam mo 'yun, I

could die in loneliness and sad music. As in, ganon talaga ako, sad ako as a person 'di

lang talaga halata.

[00:22:07.11] Interviewer: Hindi mo pinapahalata sa main Instagram mo, tama ba?

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[00:22:09.17] Paco: Hindi e, oo, parang at least totoo na may mountain, may sun, may

kulay-kulay pang konti, pero at the same time, sinusubukan kong iinsert a bit of myself

and not fake it really to make it. So yeah, 'yun yung vibes ko for that photo.

[00:22:47.13] Interviewer: So may i just ask you na parang, kung tama ba na yung image

mo dito sa main Instagram is yung parang the cool, happy, the travel-type of Paco, pero

may hints pa rin ng pagka-senti.

[00:22:47.13] Paco: Yeah.

[00:22:48.13] Interviewer: Using your photos, the black and white, ... kung bakit mo

pinost 'to.

[00:22:54.08] Paco: Para at least not all of me is taken away.

[00:22:59.19] Interviewer: What do you mean?

[00:23:01.28] Paco: 'Yung mga ganitong photo.. parang gusto ko pa din malaman ng mga

tao yung parang I try to strike a balance between cool and senti. Parang nagiging middle

ground ko siya.

[00:23:20.08] Interviewer: Yung alin?

[00:23:20.08] Paco: Yung main Instagram ko, parang, nandun pa rin ako.

[00:23:27.07] Interviewer: Would you say na nag-aaway yung images na 'yun?

[00:23:27.07] Paco: Oo, kase parang hmm, parang should I post this? Is this main

account-worthy? 'Yun yung parang ano, I guess that's the question pero, uhm, and when it

hits that soft spot na, ah pwede. Bagay, kase saktong malungkot pero may something

majestic behind it. Like for example, ito, malungkot pero may majestic. Other one as well

is malungkot, keri lang, may something. Same thing, sad, sad ako, there's a bigger

picture. Parang, yeah it's like contrast between ako personally pero nagmimeet ako

halfway diyan. Pag hindi talaga, ah dump iyan. Alam mo 'yun? It goes sobrang negatives.

[00:24:22.13] Interviewer: Would you say na mas malapit yung senti na Paco sa

personality mo? Kase 'diba nabanggit mo kanina na parang you're posting for the gram,

you're posting for your audience. That's why you're maintaining this image na happy.

That's for them, your followers. Pero parang nasabi mo kanina na nag-aaway yung senti

pati yung happy na Paco, and then parang mas prefer mo yung senti? That's what I got.

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[00:24:50.10] Paco: Oo, as the sad person.

[00:24:53.10] Interviewer: So the senti image and posts are for you?

[00:24:54.08] Paco: Oo.

[00:24:54.08] Interviewer: And then the happy one is for them, your followers. Then the

main Instagram, nandoon yung compromise?

[00:24:59.29] Paco: Yeah, I think so. Yeah, oo nga no? Haha. Parang do it for the gram,

do it for the people and the likes. But at the same time, me expressing myself and 'yun

nga, nagiging medium yung Instagram for that. Na may catharsis ka but at the same time,

may benefit yung catharsis mo in a way. So, I guess, yun yung nagsspeak sa account ko.

[00:25:41.02] Interviewer: That ends our interview. Do you have any more things to

share that you want to share?

[00:25:57.19] Paco: No.

[00:25:57.19] Interviewer: Thank you so much.

--- END OF INTERVIEW ---


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